0 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 INDOXXI Support dengan like & share :) 1 00:00:05,800 --> 00:00:10,800 Gia **** Encoded by Jalucian **** 2 00:00:11,125 --> 00:00:14,125 For other high quality encodes, visit: 3 00:00:14,450 --> 00:00:18,450 http://thepiratebay.se/user/jalucian/ 4 00:00:18,775 --> 00:00:22,775 or http://kat.ph/user/Jalucian/ 5 00:00:53,971 --> 00:00:59,538 At that time, everybody was tall, thin and blond. 6 00:00:59,668 --> 00:01:04,756 Everybody posed, everybody gave you a look. 7 00:01:04,799 --> 00:01:07,365 But Gia was different. 8 00:01:07,391 --> 00:01:11,566 She was the first one who- who moved. 9 00:01:11,714 --> 00:01:15,194 They all try to do it now- give you an attitude- 10 00:01:15,237 --> 00:01:17,637 but she invented it. 11 00:01:17,638 --> 00:01:20,204 She always followed her instincts... 12 00:01:20,439 --> 00:01:23,352 no matter where they took her. 13 00:01:23,544 --> 00:01:28,353 It was probably the best and the worst thing about her. 14 00:01:28,354 --> 00:01:31,790 With Gia, it was always about the sex- 15 00:01:31,834 --> 00:01:34,877 every look, every move, every minute. 16 00:01:35,313 --> 00:01:36,922 Every day. 17 00:01:39,479 --> 00:01:40,653 Sex. 18 00:01:40,740 --> 00:01:43,697 They were jealous of her. They still are. 19 00:01:43,724 --> 00:01:45,767 That's why they say those things. 20 00:01:45,898 --> 00:01:50,030 She would come on to everybody, but it was really innocent. 21 00:01:50,056 --> 00:01:54,013 I mean, nobody was ever really offended by it. 22 00:01:54,057 --> 00:01:57,667 I don't think it had anything to do with sex. 23 00:01:57,675 --> 00:02:01,024 Even when she was sleeping around, sex was not the goal. 24 00:02:01,154 --> 00:02:03,016 Sex wasn't really an issue. 25 00:02:03,017 --> 00:02:06,583 Yeah, I knew about the drugs. 26 00:02:07,191 --> 00:02:11,279 I was afraid of the drugs, the way people used them. 27 00:02:11,470 --> 00:02:13,253 It all just happened so fast. 28 00:02:13,297 --> 00:02:15,689 You know, all of a sudden, her face was just everywhere. 29 00:02:15,776 --> 00:02:20,864 Every model has a moment- I mean, the ones who make it at all. 30 00:02:20,951 --> 00:02:25,517 And being of the moment is everything in fashion. 31 00:02:25,543 --> 00:02:30,893 Fashion is not art. Fashion isn't even culture. 32 00:02:30,936 --> 00:02:33,154 Fashion is advertising... 33 00:02:33,198 --> 00:02:36,354 and advertising is money. 34 00:02:36,355 --> 00:02:41,488 And for every dollar you earn, someone has to pay. 35 00:03:12,740 --> 00:03:16,654 Once upon a time, once upon a time. 36 00:03:19,655 --> 00:03:22,047 It was a fairy tale. 37 00:03:23,221 --> 00:03:26,222 It was. It was a fairy tale come true. 38 00:03:29,353 --> 00:03:32,050 I had two boys, you know, but boys you lose. 39 00:03:32,136 --> 00:03:36,311 They go away, they marry other women. They're gone. 40 00:03:36,338 --> 00:03:39,469 A girl you have forever. 41 00:03:39,496 --> 00:03:42,887 When Gia was born, I said, "This one is mine. 42 00:03:43,027 --> 00:03:46,245 - Look at you. - All mine." 43 00:03:46,332 --> 00:03:48,507 Look at me. 44 00:03:48,593 --> 00:03:51,333 Look at us. 45 00:03:51,464 --> 00:03:54,855 Look how pretty we are. 46 00:03:54,856 --> 00:03:58,770 Do I be-Do I be the prettiest, prettiest girl? 47 00:03:58,857 --> 00:04:03,163 You do. You do be the prettiest. You do. 48 00:04:08,042 --> 00:04:11,000 - Where the hell have you been? - Out. 49 00:04:11,043 --> 00:04:15,305 - Out? Out? Out where? - Out. 50 00:04:15,392 --> 00:04:16,740 Oh, Joe, don't start. 51 00:04:16,870 --> 00:04:19,870 Don't tell me, "Don't start." Out where? Tell me where you've been. 52 00:04:19,871 --> 00:04:21,915 - Joe, lower your voice. - Don't tell me to lower my voice. 53 00:04:21,959 --> 00:04:24,046 - The kids know you were out all night. - Cut it out! 54 00:04:24,072 --> 00:04:26,856 - Tell them where you've been. - I'm not in the mood for this tonight. 55 00:04:26,943 --> 00:04:29,639 Not in the mood, huh? 56 00:04:29,665 --> 00:04:31,883 - Just leave me alone. - Who were you with Kathleen? 57 00:04:31,909 --> 00:04:34,824 - It's none of your business. - Don't tell me that, you fucking whore. 58 00:04:34,867 --> 00:04:38,302 - Get out of the kitchen. - Let me see. Did he fuck you? 59 00:04:38,346 --> 00:04:41,043 - Where? Let me feel! - Pig! Get your hands off! 60 00:04:41,129 --> 00:04:43,304 - Who else has been in there besides me? - Get your hands off of me, jerk. 61 00:04:43,391 --> 00:04:45,435 - Who else, huh? - You know how you make me feel? 62 00:04:45,522 --> 00:04:48,871 - You make me wanna die. You know that? - You wanna die? No! 63 00:04:48,958 --> 00:04:51,915 You don't die until I tell you you can die. Do you hear me? 64 00:04:51,941 --> 00:04:53,898 That's when you die! 65 00:05:05,172 --> 00:05:09,173 Here, take this and put it in the car. I'll keep this one. 66 00:05:22,741 --> 00:05:24,438 Once upon a time... 67 00:05:25,742 --> 00:05:28,048 in a kingdom far, far away... 68 00:05:28,134 --> 00:05:30,222 there lived a young girl... 69 00:05:30,483 --> 00:05:32,527 whose hair was made of gold. 70 00:05:32,623 --> 00:05:36,059 When the people in the village saw her, they said... 71 00:05:36,310 --> 00:05:39,181 "Oh, how beautiful she is." 72 00:05:39,268 --> 00:05:42,660 One cheese steak, one meat ball, one salami provolone. 73 00:05:42,747 --> 00:05:47,487 I'll be back by 4:00. Try not to burn the place down. 74 00:05:47,514 --> 00:05:50,819 - Gia, you're in charge. - All right, boss. 75 00:05:52,976 --> 00:05:56,064 Hey, get the food. Go, come on, get outta here. 76 00:05:56,107 --> 00:05:58,847 - Get the cash register. - I'm in charge! 77 00:06:00,883 --> 00:06:04,971 - Is your name Gia? - Yeah. 78 00:06:07,381 --> 00:06:09,468 - Got a light? - Stop screwing around. 79 00:06:09,599 --> 00:06:12,556 I've seen you a few times around the neighborhood... 80 00:06:12,600 --> 00:06:14,643 - and- - Are you nervous? 81 00:06:15,209 --> 00:06:17,426 Yeah. 82 00:06:17,557 --> 00:06:19,992 Am I making you nervous? 83 00:06:20,080 --> 00:06:21,385 Yeah. 84 00:06:24,602 --> 00:06:27,647 Well, good, 'cause that's the idea. 85 00:06:29,300 --> 00:06:31,778 - What's that? - You scare the shit out of people... 86 00:06:31,909 --> 00:06:34,953 and then they don't see how scared you are. 87 00:06:37,023 --> 00:06:38,545 Are you scared? 88 00:06:42,111 --> 00:06:44,938 What's your name? 89 00:06:45,026 --> 00:06:47,635 T.J. Tom Junior... 90 00:06:47,765 --> 00:06:49,722 but T.J. is what they call me. 91 00:06:54,245 --> 00:06:56,203 T.J. and Gia. 92 00:06:57,934 --> 00:06:59,717 I like that. Come on. 93 00:07:00,013 --> 00:07:03,014 - I'm leaving. - Wait a minute. Where you going? 94 00:07:03,100 --> 00:07:05,448 I'm in charge, and I'm leaving. 95 00:07:05,580 --> 00:07:06,622 Gia! 96 00:07:10,424 --> 00:07:12,512 - Is that the Byrds? - They're so cool. 97 00:07:12,642 --> 00:07:15,382 Oh, wow. Ooh, rock my world. 98 00:07:16,687 --> 00:07:18,514 Seventy-five cents? 99 00:07:19,992 --> 00:07:24,384 It's pretty. Pretty. Very pretty. 100 00:07:24,472 --> 00:07:26,167 Hello, ladies. 101 00:07:26,255 --> 00:07:28,255 Can I have this? Come on. 102 00:07:32,065 --> 00:07:35,632 - Tattoo? You getting a tattoo now? - Tattoos. Tattoo you. 103 00:07:35,684 --> 00:07:37,840 No, tattoo you. 104 00:07:37,841 --> 00:07:41,494 - I'm not getting a tattoo. - Oh, come on. What? 105 00:07:41,624 --> 00:07:43,625 Look at that hair. It's fabulous. 106 00:07:50,192 --> 00:07:52,019 You want a tattoo now? 107 00:07:54,367 --> 00:07:56,671 She'd be a lot of fun. 108 00:08:01,073 --> 00:08:04,204 Who are you looking at, him or me? 109 00:09:44,693 --> 00:09:46,912 Oh, I can't talk about the sex. 110 00:09:46,998 --> 00:09:50,695 I mean, how would I know? 111 00:09:50,782 --> 00:09:55,305 If you ask me, she never really had sex with anybody. 112 00:09:57,602 --> 00:09:59,689 But she did love to be photographed... 113 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:03,212 and people loved to take pictures of her and do little things for her. 114 00:10:03,342 --> 00:10:06,299 She hated being photographed. 115 00:10:06,387 --> 00:10:11,083 You had to run after her and tie her down. 116 00:10:11,171 --> 00:10:16,302 Then you had to get past the clothes and the stuff in her hair. 117 00:10:17,016 --> 00:10:18,886 But she was special. 118 00:10:50,808 --> 00:10:53,505 Let's go. 119 00:10:53,531 --> 00:10:55,531 Coming, coming. 120 00:10:59,959 --> 00:11:01,828 All right, let's go. 121 00:11:15,554 --> 00:11:18,555 And they showed her a beautiful house... 122 00:11:18,642 --> 00:11:21,556 on the planet Mars. 123 00:11:21,642 --> 00:11:25,209 And they said, "Come and live here forever." 124 00:11:25,296 --> 00:11:27,862 And the young girl said... 125 00:11:27,948 --> 00:11:31,602 "Oh, Mars is a planet where life's different- 126 00:11:31,689 --> 00:11:34,776 safe, clean and pretty." 127 00:11:36,342 --> 00:11:39,517 But-But how do you get there? 128 00:11:39,822 --> 00:11:43,736 Where do you find a taxi? Which bus do you take? 129 00:11:43,997 --> 00:11:48,781 Right? And how do you know you're there when you're there? 130 00:11:48,867 --> 00:11:52,521 Philadelphia was not ready for this. 131 00:11:54,217 --> 00:11:56,000 But New York was. 132 00:12:02,037 --> 00:12:03,603 It was the right moment... 133 00:12:03,689 --> 00:12:08,387 and being of the moment is everything in fashion. 134 00:12:08,517 --> 00:12:12,562 But of course, the more you were of the moment... 135 00:12:12,648 --> 00:12:15,171 the faster you become of the past. 136 00:12:22,304 --> 00:12:24,303 Okay, let's get this over with. 137 00:12:24,304 --> 00:12:27,696 Just go in there and try to be nice. 138 00:12:27,783 --> 00:12:30,654 - Nice? Nice. - Yeah. 139 00:12:30,740 --> 00:12:34,046 Who knows? Maybe they'll like you. 140 00:12:34,306 --> 00:12:38,221 - You are a very likable girl. - Fuck you. 141 00:12:45,997 --> 00:12:47,519 Hi. 142 00:12:50,529 --> 00:12:52,573 I'm here to see Wilhelmina Cooper. 143 00:12:52,660 --> 00:12:57,400 So's the rest of the world and the rest of the world's way ahead of you, honey. 144 00:12:57,487 --> 00:12:59,009 Take a seat. 145 00:13:00,357 --> 00:13:01,401 I have an appointment. 146 00:13:03,236 --> 00:13:04,541 Hold, please. 147 00:13:06,063 --> 00:13:07,369 Of course you do. 148 00:13:07,499 --> 00:13:11,108 11:00, Gia Marie Carangi. 149 00:13:11,195 --> 00:13:12,760 G what? 150 00:13:15,066 --> 00:13:16,893 Okay. 151 00:13:26,843 --> 00:13:30,626 There. Gia. Just fuck the rest of it. Call me Gia. 152 00:13:30,758 --> 00:13:33,845 Do you think you can remember that, honey? 153 00:13:33,932 --> 00:13:37,455 Yeah? Cool. Now tell the bitch I'm here. 154 00:13:44,665 --> 00:13:48,405 I've already seen the pictures, darling. Maurice sent them. 155 00:13:48,536 --> 00:13:50,537 I wanted to see the real thing. 156 00:13:50,623 --> 00:13:52,232 Well, this is it. 157 00:13:52,364 --> 00:13:55,147 It certainly is. 158 00:13:55,407 --> 00:13:58,669 You practically gave my receptionist a coronary. 159 00:13:59,974 --> 00:14:02,148 Yeah, well, look. 160 00:14:02,279 --> 00:14:04,757 This was a free trip to New York... 161 00:14:04,845 --> 00:14:07,541 and if I knew you were looking for Marcia-fucking-Brady... 162 00:14:07,628 --> 00:14:08,976 I would've stayed home. 163 00:14:09,106 --> 00:14:12,499 How do you know what I'm looking for? 164 00:14:18,475 --> 00:14:22,693 - Look at me. - I'm looking, I'm looking. 165 00:14:22,824 --> 00:14:26,260 You know, dressing like a motorcycle tramp... 166 00:14:26,347 --> 00:14:30,565 is somewhat interesting for a 17-year-old girl. 167 00:14:30,617 --> 00:14:33,053 Talking like one is not. 168 00:14:33,140 --> 00:14:37,880 In fact, talking at all is not really required in this profession... 169 00:14:37,968 --> 00:14:40,360 or even encouraged. 170 00:14:40,402 --> 00:14:43,491 Anything you might have to say you say through the camera... 171 00:14:43,534 --> 00:14:45,404 the image, huh... 172 00:14:45,491 --> 00:14:48,057 and hopefully the product. 173 00:14:48,109 --> 00:14:51,979 What comes out of your mouth is totally irrelevant. 174 00:14:52,110 --> 00:14:53,371 Understood? 175 00:14:53,998 --> 00:14:55,259 Yes, sir. 176 00:14:56,434 --> 00:15:00,304 Now, this is a career. 177 00:15:00,435 --> 00:15:02,653 This is a future. 178 00:15:02,783 --> 00:15:04,784 This is a life... 179 00:15:06,263 --> 00:15:07,567 if you want it. 180 00:15:07,697 --> 00:15:09,785 Does that mean you can get me a job? 181 00:15:13,812 --> 00:15:16,203 I get you the interviews. 182 00:15:16,204 --> 00:15:18,248 You get the job. 183 00:15:23,023 --> 00:15:26,851 And I believe you will. 184 00:15:26,937 --> 00:15:29,503 Dear Diary, this is my life. 185 00:15:29,764 --> 00:15:33,244 Go see Young & Rubicom, 9:45. 186 00:15:33,374 --> 00:15:36,505 Go see people at Revlon, 11:15. 187 00:15:36,636 --> 00:15:40,985 Go see Demi Moore, Bob Stone, Somebody Malowinksi... 188 00:15:41,245 --> 00:15:45,116 and "Get lost, honey. You ain't what we're lookin' for." 189 00:15:45,204 --> 00:15:49,291 - Next! - Thank you and fuck you. Bye. 190 00:15:49,379 --> 00:15:53,945 Yeah, I go see, I go see. Nobody sees me. 191 00:15:54,032 --> 00:15:57,903 "Ah, piece of meat, come here. Show me your bag." 192 00:15:57,955 --> 00:16:00,173 And they stick their finger in you. 193 00:16:00,303 --> 00:16:02,565 "I just wanna taste your temperature." 194 00:16:02,965 --> 00:16:06,401 Go see, go see, go see, go see somebody else. 195 00:16:06,619 --> 00:16:09,794 I ain't no good at this. I ain't no good at this at all. 196 00:16:09,880 --> 00:16:14,708 But even if you are good at it, what, exactly, are you good at? 197 00:16:16,838 --> 00:16:19,927 - You can't leave now. - I have to go. 198 00:16:20,187 --> 00:16:23,101 What, what? To Philadelphia? 199 00:16:23,319 --> 00:16:26,929 - For what? - I got stuff. 200 00:16:27,015 --> 00:16:29,016 I have to go. 201 00:16:29,103 --> 00:16:34,235 Well, somebody has to take care of me. I'm just a kid. 202 00:16:34,278 --> 00:16:36,322 Bullshit. 203 00:16:43,612 --> 00:16:46,656 What's in Philadelphia that's more important than me? 204 00:16:49,091 --> 00:16:51,657 - Do not do that. - Do not do what? 205 00:16:53,266 --> 00:16:56,572 Do not pretend you're gonna do something when you know you're not. 206 00:16:56,658 --> 00:16:58,659 What am I not gonna do? 207 00:17:13,490 --> 00:17:14,794 What else? 208 00:17:33,626 --> 00:17:35,321 What? 209 00:17:47,925 --> 00:17:49,969 - Know what I want? - What? 210 00:18:00,102 --> 00:18:01,450 What? 211 00:18:15,758 --> 00:18:17,846 How do they fit? 212 00:18:30,110 --> 00:18:31,981 This turn you on? 213 00:18:33,591 --> 00:18:35,242 Yeah. 214 00:18:35,374 --> 00:18:36,939 - Kinda. - All right. 215 00:18:36,983 --> 00:18:38,766 Come here. 216 00:18:48,212 --> 00:18:52,038 - Have you ever had sex with a man? - Yeah. 217 00:18:53,109 --> 00:18:54,414 Once. 218 00:18:55,197 --> 00:18:57,327 And? 219 00:18:57,414 --> 00:19:01,546 And I could've done that with a German shepherd. 220 00:19:09,591 --> 00:19:12,809 Dear Book, this is another day in the life. 221 00:19:12,853 --> 00:19:15,723 A life is like a book. A book is like a box. 222 00:19:15,810 --> 00:19:19,289 A box has six sides, inside and outside. 223 00:19:19,333 --> 00:19:23,334 So how do you get to what's inside? 224 00:19:23,465 --> 00:19:25,726 How do you get what's inside out? 225 00:19:25,744 --> 00:19:27,875 Once upon a time, there was a very pretty girl... 226 00:19:27,962 --> 00:19:31,311 who lived in a beautiful box and everybody loved her. 227 00:19:39,539 --> 00:19:42,192 - Yes, hello? - Hello? 228 00:19:42,279 --> 00:19:45,323 - What? - Who the hell is that? 229 00:19:45,453 --> 00:19:47,845 - Wili? - Who is it? 230 00:19:47,889 --> 00:19:49,976 - Christ's sake. - I couldn't sleep. 231 00:19:51,595 --> 00:19:54,422 - Middle of the night. - It's very late. 232 00:19:54,552 --> 00:19:56,944 - I know. - Goddamn it. 233 00:19:57,074 --> 00:19:58,597 Is that your husband? 234 00:19:58,683 --> 00:20:02,423 - Yes. - Is he pissed? 235 00:20:02,607 --> 00:20:03,867 Yes. 236 00:20:03,998 --> 00:20:08,042 Is it true that he drinks? That's what everybody says. 237 00:20:08,173 --> 00:20:12,261 And he gets violent? 238 00:20:12,348 --> 00:20:14,393 What is it you want, Gia? 239 00:20:14,435 --> 00:20:17,392 If he ever lays a hand on you, I'll fuckin' kill him. 240 00:20:22,134 --> 00:20:23,568 Why can't you sleep? 241 00:20:25,734 --> 00:20:27,344 Do you want me to come over? 242 00:20:27,579 --> 00:20:30,187 You're nervous about tomorrow. 243 00:20:37,790 --> 00:20:39,225 Yeah, I am. 244 00:20:39,660 --> 00:20:42,269 Well, everyone is nervous on their first shoot. 245 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,879 You'll be fine. 246 00:20:44,966 --> 00:20:48,315 Yeah, I just don't know what to do. You know? 247 00:20:48,402 --> 00:20:50,445 Did you do your colonic? 248 00:20:50,533 --> 00:20:52,533 Yeah. 249 00:20:52,985 --> 00:20:54,203 Good. 250 00:20:54,291 --> 00:20:59,292 Go to bed now. Take one half... 251 00:20:59,422 --> 00:21:01,727 of the Nembutal- the yellow and black. 252 00:21:04,258 --> 00:21:05,738 You'll be fine. 253 00:21:06,738 --> 00:21:11,869 - Just be yourself. - Okay, yeah. 254 00:21:11,913 --> 00:21:13,956 What is that? 255 00:21:15,913 --> 00:21:18,871 Oh, darling... 256 00:21:18,958 --> 00:21:24,525 if I could answer that for you or for me... 257 00:21:24,612 --> 00:21:30,700 well, life on this planet would be a very different proposition. 258 00:21:39,721 --> 00:21:41,460 So I tell her, "Look... 259 00:21:41,590 --> 00:21:43,721 I know Calvin... 260 00:21:43,852 --> 00:21:45,895 and I asked him about you... 261 00:21:45,983 --> 00:21:47,679 and he didn't know who you were." 262 00:21:47,810 --> 00:21:50,158 - She's such a liar. - Oh, man. 263 00:22:42,408 --> 00:22:45,191 Excuse me, can I help you? 264 00:22:45,278 --> 00:22:49,889 Yeah, yeah. Could I have some more coffee, please? 265 00:22:49,975 --> 00:22:53,150 - Are you Gia? - That's me. 266 00:22:53,237 --> 00:22:56,368 You're late. Go wash your face. 267 00:22:56,498 --> 00:23:00,282 I already did. It's nice to meet you too. 268 00:23:03,631 --> 00:23:06,110 What the hell am I gonna do with you? 269 00:23:07,580 --> 00:23:09,189 I got it. 270 00:23:10,407 --> 00:23:14,452 I don't know. I'm just some dumb girl from Philly. 271 00:23:15,843 --> 00:23:18,018 Oh, my God, she's a beast. 272 00:23:18,104 --> 00:23:20,757 She scares me. 273 00:23:20,888 --> 00:23:23,149 Oh, Phillipe, does she remind you of your mother? 274 00:23:23,280 --> 00:23:25,324 No, she reminds me of my brother. 275 00:23:25,411 --> 00:23:28,107 He's in jail now, thank Jesus. 276 00:23:30,056 --> 00:23:31,360 Okay. 277 00:23:41,955 --> 00:23:42,999 What? 278 00:23:45,251 --> 00:23:46,295 It's wonderful. 279 00:23:47,817 --> 00:23:49,644 Let's see this face. 280 00:23:54,220 --> 00:23:56,350 I'm checking to see if you need to be tweezed. 281 00:23:56,481 --> 00:23:58,829 - I'm tweezed. - I'm Linda. 282 00:24:00,482 --> 00:24:01,917 Nice to meet you. 283 00:24:03,309 --> 00:24:04,831 Dreadful. 284 00:24:06,962 --> 00:24:08,571 Absolutely horrendous. 285 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:12,268 More teeth. 286 00:24:12,311 --> 00:24:17,016 Every photograph makes a promise, and the promise is never kept. 287 00:24:17,017 --> 00:24:19,017 Look brain damaged. 288 00:24:19,105 --> 00:24:21,105 That's what makes a photo great. 289 00:24:22,497 --> 00:24:25,280 And if the promise is sex... 290 00:24:27,812 --> 00:24:31,335 - then you really have something. - Good. 291 00:24:31,552 --> 00:24:33,074 Wonderful. 292 00:24:34,292 --> 00:24:35,727 Well... 293 00:24:36,422 --> 00:24:38,249 that was all shit. 294 00:24:38,337 --> 00:24:40,467 - Fuck you. - Now we can pay our rent. 295 00:24:40,555 --> 00:24:43,077 Who wants to stay and make some art? 296 00:24:43,381 --> 00:24:45,555 What's art? 297 00:24:45,643 --> 00:24:49,252 Keep the fence, lose the clothes. 298 00:24:49,339 --> 00:24:51,339 No, thanks, I'm gone. 299 00:24:51,427 --> 00:24:54,123 I'm outta here. See you. 300 00:25:00,325 --> 00:25:02,239 I'll stay if Linda stays. 301 00:25:37,187 --> 00:25:39,623 - Linda, liebling? - Yeah. 302 00:25:42,494 --> 00:25:44,189 Go stand by the fence. 303 00:25:44,277 --> 00:25:48,103 - You want me in the shot? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 304 00:25:48,190 --> 00:25:50,191 And lose the clothes. 305 00:28:24,234 --> 00:28:27,844 Sex-Sex was really easy. It was. 306 00:28:27,931 --> 00:28:33,366 Sex was everywhere. It didn't really mean too much. 307 00:28:33,454 --> 00:28:37,150 Love was the hard thing to find. 308 00:28:39,575 --> 00:28:44,707 Even if you were looking for it, which not too many people were. 309 00:28:47,305 --> 00:28:51,088 Even if you found it... 310 00:28:51,176 --> 00:28:53,176 which not too many people did... 311 00:28:53,263 --> 00:28:58,438 even if it was right there in front of you... 312 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:06,238 how could you see it with all this sex in the way? 313 00:29:59,733 --> 00:30:03,908 Hey, where you going? 314 00:30:05,039 --> 00:30:07,997 What happened? What's the matter? 315 00:30:08,083 --> 00:30:10,649 You don't have any clothes on. 316 00:30:12,425 --> 00:30:14,295 Don't change the subject. 317 00:30:15,338 --> 00:30:18,078 I have a boyfriend. 318 00:30:18,209 --> 00:30:19,687 So? 319 00:30:19,774 --> 00:30:22,688 So, I have to go. 320 00:30:24,037 --> 00:30:26,471 I have to go, I have to go. Everybody has to go. 321 00:30:26,559 --> 00:30:29,690 Where the fuck does everybody go when they have to go? 322 00:30:31,082 --> 00:30:34,386 You-You and I had a- 323 00:30:34,474 --> 00:30:37,562 I mean, it was- I had a- 324 00:30:40,902 --> 00:30:44,468 I'm really very square. 325 00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:46,904 So am I. 326 00:30:46,991 --> 00:30:49,035 Yeah, I can see that. 327 00:30:52,167 --> 00:30:53,384 Please, don't go. 328 00:30:55,341 --> 00:30:59,385 Please, don't go. Please, I'll make you breakfast. 329 00:31:01,256 --> 00:31:03,256 Come on. 330 00:31:07,328 --> 00:31:09,111 - Going down? - No. 331 00:31:09,241 --> 00:31:11,198 - Yes. - No! 332 00:31:11,285 --> 00:31:13,721 No, no. What are you doing? No. 333 00:31:13,981 --> 00:31:16,722 - I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. - Linda! 334 00:31:17,678 --> 00:31:19,156 I'll call you. 335 00:31:26,028 --> 00:31:30,246 It was like a puppy. 336 00:31:30,333 --> 00:31:33,813 Love me, love me, love me. 337 00:31:33,900 --> 00:31:35,421 I did. 338 00:31:36,596 --> 00:31:38,597 I did right away. 339 00:31:38,683 --> 00:31:42,206 Extraordinary, as in phenomenal... 340 00:31:42,337 --> 00:31:44,859 as in a gold mine. 341 00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:49,991 Tough, vulnerable, old, young... 342 00:31:50,635 --> 00:31:52,810 decadent, innocent... 343 00:31:52,896 --> 00:31:54,897 male, female. 344 00:31:57,245 --> 00:31:59,898 You look like you don't give a shit. 345 00:32:04,361 --> 00:32:07,318 I met somebody, someone I really like. 346 00:32:07,404 --> 00:32:10,449 Good. Good for you. 347 00:32:12,198 --> 00:32:15,285 Take a deep breath, darling. 348 00:32:15,372 --> 00:32:19,634 You are in for the ride of your life. 349 00:32:36,318 --> 00:32:38,753 Paolo. 350 00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:44,537 Lower the fucking drawbridge. Give me some of those drink tickets. 351 00:32:44,624 --> 00:32:48,755 Always a pleasure to see you too, Stephie, and this must be Gia. 352 00:32:48,843 --> 00:32:51,147 How do you know my name? 353 00:32:51,235 --> 00:32:53,409 I'm god, I know everything. 354 00:32:53,539 --> 00:32:55,540 See, even god knows your name. 355 00:32:55,583 --> 00:32:58,497 With a face like that, she doesn't need a name. 356 00:32:58,628 --> 00:33:02,628 Actually, Tony, my face is a little higher. 357 00:33:04,838 --> 00:33:07,752 Anytime, Gia, anytime. 358 00:33:07,839 --> 00:33:10,014 Stop being stingy, Tony. 359 00:33:18,921 --> 00:33:21,487 That's something to be on- downers and champagne. 360 00:33:21,573 --> 00:33:23,617 Very rich. 361 00:33:23,661 --> 00:33:25,748 Ooh, did him in a car once. 362 00:33:26,009 --> 00:33:28,836 I can't remember exactly how fast we were going. 363 00:33:30,263 --> 00:33:34,177 That's Stan Girardi. Used to do it with Cheryl, but he's doable. 364 00:33:34,264 --> 00:33:37,917 Ooh, Joe Jamison. Beautiful, but gay. 365 00:33:38,179 --> 00:33:40,309 Not that that'd ever stop me. 366 00:33:43,528 --> 00:33:46,224 A little tongue up his ass... 367 00:33:46,267 --> 00:33:47,963 and he's all yours. 368 00:33:56,323 --> 00:33:58,019 You're full of shit, aren't you? 369 00:33:58,106 --> 00:34:02,194 Sometimes I don't believe it, but it's all true. 370 00:34:02,281 --> 00:34:04,325 Okay, break it up. 371 00:34:05,891 --> 00:34:07,804 - On your left. - Who was that? 372 00:34:07,934 --> 00:34:09,239 I have no idea. 373 00:34:33,413 --> 00:34:38,153 I do be the prettiest, prettiest girl. I do be that. 374 00:34:50,592 --> 00:34:55,332 No, she's new, brand-new. You have to see her. You'll like her. 375 00:35:06,422 --> 00:35:08,770 - She's on the cover. - Gia, yeah. 376 00:35:08,858 --> 00:35:11,727 No last name. Just Gia. 377 00:35:41,650 --> 00:35:42,694 Boring. 378 00:35:43,868 --> 00:35:45,999 Played out. 379 00:35:46,129 --> 00:35:47,738 Fat. 380 00:35:50,044 --> 00:35:51,348 Boring. 381 00:35:52,871 --> 00:35:54,175 Too dumb. 382 00:35:54,263 --> 00:35:57,394 For winter, we need meat. 383 00:35:57,524 --> 00:36:00,176 We need someone with blood in her veins. 384 00:36:00,177 --> 00:36:02,829 Not just suntan oil and mineral water. 385 00:36:04,283 --> 00:36:08,458 Oh, God, I am so sick of her face. 386 00:36:13,589 --> 00:36:18,025 - Who's this? - One of Wilhelmina's new girls, Gia. 387 00:36:27,332 --> 00:36:29,942 This is meat. 388 00:36:29,985 --> 00:36:34,073 This is sirloin. It's lusty. 389 00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:38,683 Winter is carnivorous- rich browns, reds, big animal prints. 390 00:36:38,770 --> 00:36:40,771 This is it. Yes! 391 00:36:55,541 --> 00:36:57,845 I just bought it. What do you think? 392 00:36:57,933 --> 00:36:59,976 - Wow. - "Wow"? 393 00:37:03,107 --> 00:37:05,108 Wanna go for a ride? 394 00:37:05,195 --> 00:37:08,935 - I don't know. - Oh, oh, yeah, you do. Come on. 395 00:37:15,172 --> 00:37:16,477 Yes! 396 00:37:20,304 --> 00:37:22,608 - Where we going? What? - Philadelphia. 397 00:37:25,697 --> 00:37:28,958 - Hold on! - I am! 398 00:37:31,533 --> 00:37:32,533 Yeah? 399 00:37:34,447 --> 00:37:36,708 Hi, Kathleen. 400 00:37:38,969 --> 00:37:40,970 My God. 401 00:37:43,188 --> 00:37:46,885 Oh, my God! Come on in. 402 00:37:47,928 --> 00:37:50,538 - Come on. - This is my girlfriend, Linda. 403 00:37:50,669 --> 00:37:55,713 Linda? Yeah, hi. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 404 00:37:55,757 --> 00:37:57,540 So, tell me about New York. 405 00:37:57,627 --> 00:38:00,628 Oh, God, it was like seeing an old girlfriend. 406 00:38:00,758 --> 00:38:04,019 Oh, yeah, she told me all the gossip about all the models. 407 00:38:04,063 --> 00:38:09,238 You know, who had bad skin and who had bad hair. 408 00:38:09,264 --> 00:38:11,396 The things that they did, she told me about. 409 00:38:11,475 --> 00:38:13,997 And the places that they went- Oh, my God. 410 00:38:15,684 --> 00:38:17,859 Oh, my God! 411 00:38:17,946 --> 00:38:21,033 You're on the cover of Vogue! I can't believe it. 412 00:38:22,086 --> 00:38:26,087 Oh, my God, isn't that beautiful? 413 00:38:26,174 --> 00:38:28,697 Oh, honey. 414 00:38:28,828 --> 00:38:33,089 So what else is going on, huh? Do you have a boyfriend? 415 00:38:33,176 --> 00:38:36,264 Uh, no. Linda has a boyfriend. 416 00:38:36,351 --> 00:38:39,352 Oh, yeah? Well, that's nice. 417 00:38:40,786 --> 00:38:44,919 - I have a girlfriend. - Oh, yeah, that's nice too... 418 00:38:45,049 --> 00:38:47,789 though it's not the same thing, is it? 419 00:38:47,876 --> 00:38:51,660 And we never talked about the past. That was over. 420 00:38:51,790 --> 00:38:56,312 The past was the past. She never discussed it with me once. 421 00:38:56,356 --> 00:39:00,487 It was like it never happened- all those years in between. 422 00:39:01,540 --> 00:39:03,541 It was like it never happened. 423 00:39:03,628 --> 00:39:07,064 I kept everything you've sent me. 424 00:39:07,151 --> 00:39:09,848 I keep everything you ever touched... 425 00:39:09,978 --> 00:39:11,935 ever since you were a baby. 426 00:39:11,978 --> 00:39:15,067 What do I have? Oh, yeah, oh, yeah. 427 00:39:15,109 --> 00:39:17,154 My journal. 428 00:39:21,459 --> 00:39:24,503 Once upon a time- 429 00:39:26,417 --> 00:39:29,984 "Once upon a time, there was a girl with golden hair... 430 00:39:30,070 --> 00:39:34,463 who went to live in a beautiful house." 431 00:39:34,767 --> 00:39:37,028 Always the same story. 432 00:39:37,159 --> 00:39:41,160 Always different, always the same. 433 00:39:41,203 --> 00:39:43,334 Always the same. 434 00:39:48,650 --> 00:39:49,780 Can I see? 435 00:39:51,259 --> 00:39:52,912 Yeah. 436 00:39:59,261 --> 00:40:02,566 Sometimes I think she was a different person to everybody. 437 00:40:04,654 --> 00:40:06,785 Sometimes I knew who she was. 438 00:40:07,959 --> 00:40:10,873 Sometimes I didn't. 439 00:40:10,916 --> 00:40:15,526 Anybody who tries to tell you exactly who she was... 440 00:40:15,788 --> 00:40:17,222 they didn't know her at all. 441 00:40:19,945 --> 00:40:21,825 We did everything together. Yeah, in those days. 442 00:40:23,250 --> 00:40:25,077 Yeah, everything. 443 00:40:30,506 --> 00:40:31,854 All right. 444 00:40:37,289 --> 00:40:38,942 This is- 445 00:40:41,116 --> 00:40:44,074 What can I say? It's you. 446 00:40:44,205 --> 00:40:45,639 I found it on short notice. 447 00:40:48,319 --> 00:40:50,710 That's what it looks like. 448 00:40:52,016 --> 00:40:54,668 So, I was standing in the middle of the living room... 449 00:40:54,755 --> 00:40:57,277 and the bathroom door opens. 450 00:40:59,948 --> 00:41:01,688 - Yeah? - Who's that? 451 00:41:01,818 --> 00:41:03,384 Who? 452 00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,360 I started making trips to New York regularly after that. 453 00:41:11,447 --> 00:41:14,448 She wanted me there. She wanted me there all the time. 454 00:41:14,579 --> 00:41:17,275 I couldn't because I had a husband, I had a home. 455 00:41:17,580 --> 00:41:21,450 No, not red. Yellow. Yellow roses. 456 00:41:21,755 --> 00:41:25,103 But I would go, and I would stay for maybe a week. 457 00:41:25,233 --> 00:41:27,234 Sometimes I would stay two. 458 00:41:27,321 --> 00:41:29,800 Love on ya, Gia. 459 00:41:33,236 --> 00:41:36,454 You're sending flowers to a girl? 460 00:41:37,758 --> 00:41:40,629 - Here, lady. - Hi. Got it. Thanks. 461 00:41:50,319 --> 00:41:53,059 Christ, another one? 462 00:41:53,145 --> 00:41:56,886 - Who died? - None of your business. 463 00:42:00,452 --> 00:42:03,409 Are you fucking a florist behind my back? 464 00:42:03,496 --> 00:42:07,584 Yeah. Gold FTD guy with the winged shoes. 465 00:42:15,196 --> 00:42:16,500 Hi. 466 00:42:20,484 --> 00:42:22,354 I've been calling you for weeks. 467 00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:23,876 Hi, Gia. 468 00:42:26,703 --> 00:42:31,748 - This is my boyfriend, Billy. - Hi. I'm wrecked. 469 00:42:35,340 --> 00:42:38,601 - Do you wanna come in? - I don't think that's a good idea. 470 00:42:38,733 --> 00:42:41,428 Why not? 471 00:42:41,516 --> 00:42:44,603 You are really beautiful. 472 00:42:44,699 --> 00:42:46,874 You're a model, aren't you? 473 00:42:47,135 --> 00:42:49,222 Why? Do I look stupid? 474 00:42:51,275 --> 00:42:54,537 - I have to work tomorrow. - Come on, it's early. 475 00:42:54,624 --> 00:42:58,755 Maybe-Maybe we could party. 476 00:43:08,106 --> 00:43:11,019 You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. 477 00:43:11,107 --> 00:43:12,976 Come with me. 478 00:43:13,107 --> 00:43:14,411 I can't. 479 00:43:26,832 --> 00:43:28,137 See you around. 480 00:43:35,487 --> 00:43:37,488 What the fuck was that? 481 00:43:39,184 --> 00:43:41,185 Behold the florist. 482 00:44:27,119 --> 00:44:29,119 I cannot stay! 483 00:44:30,294 --> 00:44:34,208 I'll come back, but I have to go home now. 484 00:44:34,295 --> 00:44:36,165 I'll come back. 485 00:44:40,532 --> 00:44:42,707 If you need me, you just call me. 486 00:44:42,793 --> 00:44:45,402 I need you. I need you now. 487 00:44:45,490 --> 00:44:47,882 You have to be here now! 488 00:44:47,968 --> 00:44:52,578 When I need you, I need you! Now! I need you, Mom! 489 00:44:52,666 --> 00:44:57,841 Listen to me. You are a big girl, all right? 490 00:44:59,798 --> 00:45:03,233 - Please! Please! - Act like a big girl. 491 00:45:03,390 --> 00:45:07,000 You've got to. And you are. 492 00:45:08,574 --> 00:45:11,140 So be my big girl. 493 00:45:13,394 --> 00:45:14,872 Now listen to me. 494 00:45:19,352 --> 00:45:22,700 I have to go home. 495 00:45:22,830 --> 00:45:24,352 I have to. 496 00:45:24,483 --> 00:45:26,614 Fine. Fine! 497 00:45:28,258 --> 00:45:30,302 - Get out! - All right, now wait. 498 00:45:30,433 --> 00:45:33,912 - Get the fuck out! - No, not like this. 499 00:45:33,999 --> 00:45:36,608 Yeah, like this! Get out! There. Get the fuck out! 500 00:45:36,695 --> 00:45:38,739 - For God's sake. - Get out! 501 00:45:38,870 --> 00:45:41,305 - Not like this, not like this. - Yeah, like this. Get the fuck out! 502 00:45:41,435 --> 00:45:43,741 - Look. - There, get out! 503 00:45:43,871 --> 00:45:47,090 - All right. Fine, fine, fine. Fine. - Go, go! 504 00:45:47,176 --> 00:45:50,133 - All right, fine. - Get out! 505 00:45:53,439 --> 00:45:54,874 That's it. 506 00:45:56,048 --> 00:45:57,527 That- 507 00:46:22,595 --> 00:46:26,726 She's booked for 16 shoots this week, but I'll see what we can do. 508 00:46:26,814 --> 00:46:28,379 And you are erupting forms... 509 00:46:28,467 --> 00:46:29,727 Tell Scavullo he can have her- 510 00:46:29,858 --> 00:46:32,902 out of the center of all this tired, old beauty. 511 00:46:33,033 --> 00:46:34,685 Shaming them. 512 00:46:34,772 --> 00:46:38,165 Excuse me? Tired, old beauty? 513 00:46:38,295 --> 00:46:43,384 You can have Renee. I know you want Gia, but you can't have Gia. Not until June. 514 00:46:43,470 --> 00:46:46,993 This little wop is not standing in front of me. You got that? 515 00:46:47,124 --> 00:46:49,211 I'm off to the side, or I walk. 516 00:46:49,342 --> 00:46:51,864 Yeah, me too. 517 00:46:51,950 --> 00:46:53,390 Does this dress make my ass look fat? 518 00:46:53,473 --> 00:46:56,039 Your ass is fat, honey. 519 00:46:56,126 --> 00:46:59,170 And I'm not standing next to her fat ass. 520 00:47:03,449 --> 00:47:04,928 I know. 521 00:47:08,504 --> 00:47:11,591 Life is so disappointing. 522 00:47:11,722 --> 00:47:14,113 Here you are. 523 00:47:14,201 --> 00:47:16,288 You have arrived. 524 00:47:16,549 --> 00:47:20,463 You are here. This is your moment. 525 00:47:22,429 --> 00:47:24,908 What do you have? 526 00:47:24,995 --> 00:47:27,039 You have pain. 527 00:47:30,484 --> 00:47:33,397 When you have everything... 528 00:47:33,485 --> 00:47:36,007 what do you have? 529 00:47:36,094 --> 00:47:39,094 You have nothing. 530 00:47:39,095 --> 00:47:43,183 When everything is right, everything is wrong. 531 00:47:44,357 --> 00:47:47,749 It's disappointing. It's confusing. 532 00:47:47,837 --> 00:47:51,533 This is life. What can you do? 533 00:47:54,316 --> 00:47:57,056 People keep going away from me. That hurts. 534 00:48:00,327 --> 00:48:01,632 Work. 535 00:48:02,032 --> 00:48:04,727 Work. You have a gift. 536 00:48:04,859 --> 00:48:06,554 Use it. 537 00:48:06,598 --> 00:48:09,860 Life will be there later. 538 00:48:09,990 --> 00:48:13,861 When you've worked and you've lived... 539 00:48:15,114 --> 00:48:17,636 and you know who you are, life is easy. 540 00:48:19,463 --> 00:48:21,767 Work. 541 00:48:21,855 --> 00:48:24,377 It's the only answer I know. 542 00:48:25,630 --> 00:48:27,456 I should've been a rock star. 543 00:48:29,440 --> 00:48:31,440 But I can't sing. 544 00:48:35,658 --> 00:48:37,529 Work now. 545 00:48:37,659 --> 00:48:39,659 You can live later. 546 00:48:42,191 --> 00:48:44,669 You'd say anything to get that shot. 547 00:48:45,583 --> 00:48:47,669 - Yes. - Yes. 548 00:48:47,670 --> 00:48:50,759 In this case, I'm saying the truth. 549 00:48:53,846 --> 00:48:54,977 Sweetheart. 550 00:48:55,064 --> 00:48:58,456 Now here's the picture. You girls all hate Gia... 551 00:48:58,717 --> 00:49:01,369 because she is so much prettier than the rest of you. 552 00:49:01,500 --> 00:49:04,545 You're all so boring. 553 00:49:04,631 --> 00:49:07,328 She is so exciting. 554 00:49:07,415 --> 00:49:11,895 If you don't like it, please vanish from my world. 555 00:49:11,937 --> 00:49:13,938 No, I'm sorry, she's not available. 556 00:49:14,025 --> 00:49:15,765 I know, darling. You can't get- 557 00:49:15,852 --> 00:49:18,200 And she went to live in a beautiful house... 558 00:49:18,331 --> 00:49:22,376 and all the people loved her, and she was very, very happy. 559 00:49:22,462 --> 00:49:26,507 No, she's on her way to Rome then. She's shooting Versace in Milan... 560 00:49:26,594 --> 00:49:28,464 and Yves St. -Laurent in Paris. 561 00:49:28,551 --> 00:49:31,421 Perry has her for the only runway show she's doing. 562 00:49:31,552 --> 00:49:34,553 But the people in the village were very poor... 563 00:49:34,639 --> 00:49:37,684 and every night, they crept into the house where the girl slept... 564 00:49:37,770 --> 00:49:40,859 and they cut off a piece of her golden hair... 565 00:49:40,989 --> 00:49:42,120 and they sold it for money. 566 00:49:42,207 --> 00:49:45,642 "She'll never even notice," they said. 567 00:49:45,773 --> 00:49:48,512 And so, all the gold was gone from her head. 568 00:49:48,817 --> 00:49:51,339 It's a real Cinderella story. 569 00:49:55,707 --> 00:49:58,534 Tell him to hurry. Where's my tickets? 570 00:49:58,664 --> 00:49:59,969 You are wired. 571 00:50:01,796 --> 00:50:05,013 Here. Try some of this. 572 00:50:06,405 --> 00:50:08,449 What? What is it? 573 00:50:08,537 --> 00:50:11,842 The answer to all your prayers. 574 00:50:51,905 --> 00:50:56,254 The only thing you have to remember is that it's not about you. 575 00:50:56,559 --> 00:51:01,126 It's not about you. It's not you that they're looking at. 576 00:51:01,212 --> 00:51:03,344 It's not about you. 577 00:51:03,430 --> 00:51:07,127 I'm on top of that. I understand that. 578 00:51:07,258 --> 00:51:10,432 Honey, that's good. I'm so glad about that. 579 00:51:10,519 --> 00:51:15,564 Because if you let it be about you, you're screwed, you know. 580 00:51:15,694 --> 00:51:19,130 So, you have to stay separate from what's happening... 581 00:51:19,217 --> 00:51:22,131 and you have to be somewhere else. 582 00:51:22,261 --> 00:51:26,088 But I don't know where that somewhere else is, you know? 583 00:51:26,176 --> 00:51:28,089 Or how to do that. 584 00:51:28,219 --> 00:51:32,220 Honey, you can do whatever you want now. 585 00:51:32,351 --> 00:51:34,830 Yeah? What is it I want? 586 00:51:34,873 --> 00:51:36,918 What do I want? 587 00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:55,532 I will be king, and you will be queen. 588 00:52:06,500 --> 00:52:09,544 I don't think a woman is really a woman... 589 00:52:09,632 --> 00:52:11,806 unless she's a blonde, you know. 590 00:52:13,111 --> 00:52:16,241 Response is so enormous. 591 00:52:16,242 --> 00:52:18,938 I've never seen anything like it. 592 00:52:19,069 --> 00:52:21,504 And so fast, huh? 593 00:52:21,592 --> 00:52:24,505 About a million people want to shoot you this month. 594 00:52:24,593 --> 00:52:27,506 We're going to name a whole phone line after you. 595 00:52:29,559 --> 00:52:32,298 I could learn photography. 596 00:52:32,430 --> 00:52:34,647 That could be something I want. 597 00:52:34,778 --> 00:52:37,735 I could photograph children. 598 00:52:37,821 --> 00:52:40,648 I could have my own children. 599 00:52:40,780 --> 00:52:44,128 I would give them yellow roses. 600 00:52:44,215 --> 00:52:48,998 And if they got too loud, I would just put them someplace quiet. 601 00:52:49,530 --> 00:52:51,531 I'd put them in the oven. 602 00:52:52,661 --> 00:52:55,053 And I would kiss them every day... 603 00:52:57,227 --> 00:53:00,272 and tell them, "You don't have to be anybody... 604 00:53:00,358 --> 00:53:05,491 because I would know, being somebody doesn't make you anybody anyway." 605 00:53:08,048 --> 00:53:10,397 You will always be somebody to me. 606 00:53:13,614 --> 00:53:17,529 And on the financial front, with the sudden illness of Wilhelmina Cooper... 607 00:53:17,616 --> 00:53:19,703 who's still hospitalized in Manhattan... 608 00:53:19,704 --> 00:53:24,488 models and agents are competing for the top talent and highest fees. 609 00:53:24,531 --> 00:53:26,748 With the latest news about inflation, bonds rallied today... 610 00:53:26,879 --> 00:53:29,923 in reaction to the president's speech. 611 00:53:30,010 --> 00:53:31,315 More news in a moment. 612 00:53:34,595 --> 00:53:38,205 She's doing all right. You know, they're running some more tests. 613 00:53:38,291 --> 00:53:40,814 Maybe in a day or two we'll know something. 614 00:53:41,945 --> 00:53:44,423 Come on, you gotta help me here. I'm under a lot of pressure. 615 00:53:44,510 --> 00:53:46,555 I can't give you any answers. 616 00:53:49,582 --> 00:53:51,583 I was thinking a lot about you lately. 617 00:53:51,669 --> 00:53:54,626 It's terrible, terrible, isn't it? 618 00:53:54,758 --> 00:53:58,889 Mike Mansfield, starting up the new Largo Agency. 619 00:53:58,975 --> 00:54:01,542 What do you think you're gonna do now? 620 00:54:01,628 --> 00:54:03,455 What do you mean? 621 00:54:03,585 --> 00:54:06,239 Well, you're a special girl... 622 00:54:08,369 --> 00:54:09,631 with special problems. 623 00:54:09,761 --> 00:54:12,414 I think you need special attention. 624 00:54:13,319 --> 00:54:15,363 You could go to Ford. 625 00:54:15,406 --> 00:54:19,538 There's always that asshole over at Elite. 626 00:54:19,581 --> 00:54:22,931 But I think you should put some serious thought in coming with me. 627 00:54:23,017 --> 00:54:25,105 Why? Why would I leave Wili? 628 00:54:27,323 --> 00:54:31,367 You have to start thinking about yourself. You have to be tough. 629 00:54:31,411 --> 00:54:35,151 This is a business, and in this business... 630 00:54:35,194 --> 00:54:37,804 you can't be represented by a dead woman. 631 00:54:40,448 --> 00:54:41,448 Excuse me. 632 00:54:41,578 --> 00:54:44,232 Why don't you give me a call? 633 00:54:47,406 --> 00:54:49,712 Yes, darling, I know it's so inconvenient. 634 00:54:49,842 --> 00:54:53,104 Get me a copy of the call sheet, and tell Freddie I need to speak to him. 635 00:54:53,538 --> 00:54:55,844 - Done. I'll take care of it. - Gia, darling, kiss me. 636 00:54:55,930 --> 00:54:58,931 Yes, I have to go too. 637 00:54:59,062 --> 00:55:04,368 Have a wonderful trip. Tell Christian to behave himself. 638 00:55:04,454 --> 00:55:06,455 Ciao, darling. 639 00:55:08,082 --> 00:55:11,170 - I'm exhausted. - Me too. 640 00:55:12,597 --> 00:55:15,336 Come here, come here, come here. 641 00:55:18,076 --> 00:55:19,990 I thought you were sick. 642 00:55:20,076 --> 00:55:24,121 I am sick, darling, sick and tired... 643 00:55:24,209 --> 00:55:26,774 but it's not serious. 644 00:55:29,732 --> 00:55:32,036 - I'm tired too. - You? 645 00:55:32,428 --> 00:55:33,819 Yeah. 646 00:55:33,950 --> 00:55:37,603 I think I wanna stop for a while. 647 00:55:37,647 --> 00:55:40,082 You know, I need some time to think. 648 00:55:40,212 --> 00:55:44,301 Yes, but not now, darling. 649 00:55:44,387 --> 00:55:49,128 Plenty of time to rest when you're in the ground. 650 00:55:49,423 --> 00:55:51,424 You have... 651 00:55:51,511 --> 00:55:55,208 the whole world... 652 00:55:55,295 --> 00:55:58,382 at your fingertips. 653 00:55:58,426 --> 00:56:03,993 You have to be strong. Seize the moment. 654 00:56:05,123 --> 00:56:08,211 Because if you don't... 655 00:56:08,429 --> 00:56:11,039 there's always another girl waiting right behind you... 656 00:56:11,125 --> 00:56:14,213 breathing over your shoulder. 657 00:56:19,284 --> 00:56:20,893 Come on. 658 00:56:22,242 --> 00:56:25,721 I know. I know it's hard. 659 00:56:25,808 --> 00:56:27,852 We can do it. 660 00:56:29,419 --> 00:56:31,811 You and I together. 661 00:56:43,378 --> 00:56:46,249 She really looked dead, didn't she? 662 00:56:46,336 --> 00:56:48,553 The great thing about the afterlife is nobody cares how you look. 663 00:56:48,684 --> 00:56:50,336 Like an average girl. 664 00:56:51,989 --> 00:56:54,599 Too rich and too thin. 665 00:56:55,817 --> 00:57:01,209 - I had no idea she was that sick. - You can never tell with Germans. 666 00:57:29,382 --> 00:57:30,860 God! 667 00:58:21,005 --> 00:58:23,962 Great. That's beautiful. 668 00:58:24,094 --> 00:58:25,745 Really nice. Cool. 669 00:58:26,007 --> 00:58:28,529 Can you roll your eyes back a little so we can see the white under them? 670 00:58:28,686 --> 00:58:31,773 - We're going for the seppuku look. - What is that? 671 00:58:31,799 --> 00:58:35,235 Japanese. Sorry, it means that you're half dead. 672 00:58:35,262 --> 00:58:37,610 - I'm there. - I know, it's great. 673 00:58:37,697 --> 00:58:41,785 You are doing so good. 674 00:58:43,438 --> 00:58:44,742 Really, you look super. 675 00:58:46,916 --> 00:58:48,961 Oh, my God. Did you almost just throw up? 676 00:58:49,048 --> 00:58:51,179 I'm really sick. 677 00:58:51,266 --> 00:58:55,354 - Can you go make a run downtown for me? - Don't throw up on this dress. 678 00:58:55,615 --> 00:58:58,225 Just-I'm sick. Go downtown. 679 00:58:58,355 --> 00:59:02,617 All right? There's a taco place, and you ask for Satellite or Rich Boy. 680 00:59:02,877 --> 00:59:05,009 Okay? Yeah? 681 00:59:05,139 --> 00:59:07,531 - Chasing the dragon, are you? - I'm sorry. 682 00:59:07,618 --> 00:59:11,967 Oh, no, it works, it works. A little death around the eyes. 683 00:59:12,098 --> 00:59:16,794 Okay, great. Fabulous. Great. Good. 684 00:59:16,881 --> 00:59:19,535 That's really great. Oh, that's great. 685 00:59:21,919 --> 00:59:27,225 Fantastic. Right by the bike. Good. Bad girl, bad girl. 686 00:59:27,311 --> 00:59:29,051 Good. 687 00:59:31,443 --> 00:59:32,878 Yeah, that's it. Great. 688 00:59:32,966 --> 00:59:36,574 Good. Fantastic. 689 00:59:36,705 --> 00:59:40,707 - She's out of her fucking mind? - Could Cheryl Tiegs do this? 690 00:59:40,837 --> 00:59:42,881 I don't think so. 691 00:59:44,760 --> 00:59:46,195 Go. 692 00:59:55,632 --> 01:00:00,764 Hey, wait! Hey, where you going? 693 01:01:24,805 --> 01:01:27,631 Hey, where's Satellite? Is he here? 694 01:01:31,842 --> 01:01:33,320 Come here. 695 01:01:34,625 --> 01:01:36,104 Fuck. 696 01:02:09,018 --> 01:02:10,192 Hey, you bitch. 697 01:02:44,445 --> 01:02:45,488 Where's Satellite? 698 01:02:47,533 --> 01:02:49,577 Where is Satellite? 699 01:02:52,795 --> 01:02:58,492 I am sick, fucking junkies. I'm sick! Where is he? 700 01:02:58,622 --> 01:03:00,841 He's making a delivery. 701 01:03:03,051 --> 01:03:07,835 - Is anybody holding anything? Please! - I'll give you my shot. 702 01:03:10,357 --> 01:03:13,575 I don't shoot. Do you have anything else dry? 703 01:03:13,661 --> 01:03:15,576 No, man. 704 01:03:15,706 --> 01:03:17,445 All I got is in here. 705 01:03:19,751 --> 01:03:21,360 I can't. 706 01:03:23,969 --> 01:03:27,187 - Okay, if you don't want it. - Wait. 707 01:03:31,685 --> 01:03:34,251 I want it. You do me. Will you do it? 708 01:03:39,496 --> 01:03:41,061 Yeah, I'll do you. 709 01:03:57,535 --> 01:03:59,535 This is gonna hurt. 710 01:04:01,667 --> 01:04:03,276 No pain. 711 01:04:06,320 --> 01:04:07,843 Thank you. 712 01:04:10,669 --> 01:04:12,495 Don't be scared, baby. 713 01:04:13,757 --> 01:04:15,322 I'll take you home. 714 01:05:00,953 --> 01:05:02,562 Oh, God. 715 01:05:04,667 --> 01:05:07,189 I was thinking about you. 716 01:05:15,756 --> 01:05:17,497 Are you okay? 717 01:05:23,020 --> 01:05:25,020 Is your boyfriend here? 718 01:05:26,317 --> 01:05:28,621 I don't have a boyfriend anymore. 719 01:05:40,042 --> 01:05:41,433 I'm all dirty. 720 01:06:14,443 --> 01:06:17,313 I was afraid of the drugs. 721 01:06:17,443 --> 01:06:19,835 The way people use them. 722 01:06:19,966 --> 01:06:22,575 I told her that. I mean, she knew that. 723 01:06:23,707 --> 01:06:26,098 I was afraid of a lot of things. 724 01:06:26,185 --> 01:06:29,491 But she promised... 725 01:06:29,578 --> 01:06:31,404 and I believed her. 726 01:06:31,535 --> 01:06:35,666 And I believed we could make things work. 727 01:06:35,797 --> 01:06:39,667 I believed because we both wanted it so much that we could. 728 01:06:39,798 --> 01:06:41,537 We could- 729 01:06:44,355 --> 01:06:45,835 And we did. 730 01:06:47,574 --> 01:06:49,618 We did make it work. 731 01:07:40,400 --> 01:07:42,400 You're coming home? 732 01:07:43,444 --> 01:07:45,140 Just out of the blue you're coming home? 733 01:07:45,227 --> 01:07:47,228 Just like that you call me? 734 01:07:49,750 --> 01:07:52,012 You are a piece of work, you are. 735 01:07:52,142 --> 01:07:54,186 Philadelphia? 736 01:07:54,316 --> 01:07:56,970 The bitch is in Philadelphia? 737 01:07:57,056 --> 01:08:00,927 I'm killing myself trying to keep this agency alive... 738 01:08:01,187 --> 01:08:02,796 which is not easy... 739 01:08:02,928 --> 01:08:07,754 since my wife with her dying breath screwed me out of 50% of the company. 740 01:08:07,842 --> 01:08:10,190 Fucking women. 741 01:08:10,321 --> 01:08:12,321 And now you tell me this little... 742 01:08:13,234 --> 01:08:16,235 whatever just disappears. 743 01:08:16,322 --> 01:08:19,584 I hope she fucking dies in Philadelphia. 744 01:08:22,889 --> 01:08:24,889 It's a 21-day program. 745 01:08:25,194 --> 01:08:29,543 It's your responsibility to come in every day and take the Methodone. 746 01:08:32,935 --> 01:08:35,284 All right. Drink the water. 747 01:08:36,196 --> 01:08:37,937 That's all right. 748 01:08:38,023 --> 01:08:40,241 I need you to drink the water. 749 01:08:45,590 --> 01:08:48,461 And sign next to the line. 750 01:08:59,430 --> 01:09:01,169 Okay. 751 01:09:03,457 --> 01:09:05,545 Dwayne King. 752 01:09:06,458 --> 01:09:09,676 There you are, Mr. Doodiekins. Fresh from the oven. 753 01:09:09,763 --> 01:09:11,590 Thank you, Mrs. Doodiekins. 754 01:09:22,106 --> 01:09:23,845 I could do this, you know that? 755 01:09:23,933 --> 01:09:26,237 I could be a fucking housewife. 756 01:09:26,325 --> 01:09:28,064 I'd be very happy. 757 01:10:04,854 --> 01:10:07,854 It's very depressing, this apartment. 758 01:10:07,855 --> 01:10:10,856 All right, all right. "Shut up, Mom." 759 01:10:10,942 --> 01:10:12,943 So, is Linda coming back tonight... 760 01:10:13,030 --> 01:10:15,031 or is she staying in New York? 761 01:10:15,117 --> 01:10:17,988 I don't know. If she works late, she's gonna stay. 762 01:10:19,510 --> 01:10:23,772 I hate what this Methodone is doing to your shoulders. 763 01:10:23,858 --> 01:10:27,598 They used to stand up so straight, so beautiful. 764 01:10:27,729 --> 01:10:29,512 Come on. 765 01:10:35,774 --> 01:10:38,863 Well, you have to watch your weight too. 766 01:10:38,993 --> 01:10:41,385 You want to look good for when you go back to work. 767 01:10:43,473 --> 01:10:45,430 - I'm not going back to work. - Okay. 768 01:10:45,560 --> 01:10:47,256 - I can't. - All right. 769 01:10:47,343 --> 01:10:49,387 Do you understand that? 770 01:10:50,570 --> 01:10:53,310 That's up to you, you know. 771 01:10:53,397 --> 01:10:55,745 But just wait. You'll see. 772 01:11:04,592 --> 01:11:07,506 Hi, this is Linda. I'm not here. Leave a message. 773 01:11:08,114 --> 01:11:10,071 Hi, Doo-doo. It's me. 774 01:11:10,159 --> 01:11:13,072 I've been calling all night. Where are you? 775 01:11:14,203 --> 01:11:16,377 - Linda? - Hello? 776 01:11:17,552 --> 01:11:21,552 - Who's this? - This is Billy. Who's this? 777 01:11:32,269 --> 01:11:35,661 Damn it! Goddamn it, Gia! 778 01:11:36,835 --> 01:11:39,836 Oh, my God, she broke into my house. 779 01:11:39,967 --> 01:11:42,968 She stole some money. 780 01:11:43,054 --> 01:11:46,229 She stole jewelry. She bought the drugs... 781 01:11:46,273 --> 01:11:49,186 and then she took off in the car like a crazy person. 782 01:11:49,274 --> 01:11:51,839 It was unbelievable. 783 01:11:51,970 --> 01:11:53,926 She took my wedding ring! 784 01:11:54,058 --> 01:11:57,058 - Stop the vehicle and pull over. - And the lies. 785 01:11:57,337 --> 01:12:01,425 You know that old joke, how you can tell when a junkie is lying? 786 01:12:01,512 --> 01:12:03,512 Her lips are moving. 787 01:12:04,469 --> 01:12:06,470 It's not funny. 788 01:12:17,534 --> 01:12:19,404 Get out of the car. 789 01:12:21,535 --> 01:12:23,840 - Why are you chasing me? Are you crazy? - Lady- 790 01:12:23,927 --> 01:12:26,492 I'm trying to get to New York, and you're fucking chasing me? 791 01:12:26,536 --> 01:12:29,102 - All right, ma'am. Calm down. - What is wrong with you? 792 01:12:29,189 --> 01:12:31,711 - God! What? - Ma'am? 793 01:12:32,233 --> 01:12:36,191 What the-Just back off, okay? God! 794 01:12:36,234 --> 01:12:38,626 - Ma'am? - I have to go. 795 01:12:43,819 --> 01:12:45,864 Get fucking arrested for nothing, that's why. 796 01:12:45,907 --> 01:12:48,430 These are serious charges. Reckless driving. 797 01:12:48,516 --> 01:12:52,126 - This is resisting arrest. - Goddamn it! It's not my fault! 798 01:12:52,169 --> 01:12:53,735 It was not my fault either! 799 01:12:53,822 --> 01:12:55,862 He was there getting some stuff out of my apartment! 800 01:12:55,909 --> 01:12:58,736 I wasn't even there! I was on my way back here! 801 01:13:00,563 --> 01:13:03,216 Thank God, because otherwise, you'd still be in jail. 802 01:13:03,303 --> 01:13:05,215 I have to go back to work. 803 01:13:05,216 --> 01:13:07,348 I know what you're gonna say, but I need the money. 804 01:13:08,609 --> 01:13:10,653 Stop it! 805 01:13:10,740 --> 01:13:14,872 I need the money so I can be with you, because I cannot live like this. 806 01:13:15,002 --> 01:13:17,959 Okay? I can't live like this. 807 01:13:18,046 --> 01:13:20,221 And I can't live without you. 808 01:13:21,500 --> 01:13:23,109 You want to come to Largo now. 809 01:13:25,718 --> 01:13:27,980 Is that because everyone else is afraid of signing you? 810 01:13:28,066 --> 01:13:30,111 No, I haven't asked anyone else. 811 01:13:30,241 --> 01:13:32,199 Then why me? 812 01:13:33,112 --> 01:13:35,156 Because you're a greedy fuck... 813 01:13:35,286 --> 01:13:38,504 and you'll get me more money than anyone else. 814 01:13:38,548 --> 01:13:40,331 That's the truth. 815 01:13:44,541 --> 01:13:47,629 So, let me be truthful with you. 816 01:13:50,630 --> 01:13:53,717 Everyone's aware of the drug problem. 817 01:13:53,805 --> 01:13:55,109 You weren't very discreet. 818 01:13:56,153 --> 01:13:58,719 Well, I'm clean now... 819 01:13:58,763 --> 01:14:01,155 and I want to work. 820 01:14:07,157 --> 01:14:10,243 Let me see your arms. 821 01:14:12,374 --> 01:14:14,984 It's not my arms you want. It's my face... 822 01:14:15,201 --> 01:14:17,072 and my tits. 823 01:14:17,289 --> 01:14:19,159 And they're fine. 824 01:14:24,213 --> 01:14:26,214 We're doing a television piece on models. 825 01:14:26,301 --> 01:14:28,823 I want you to be in it. 826 01:14:28,910 --> 01:14:32,954 I want you to look more beautiful... 827 01:14:32,998 --> 01:14:35,781 than you have ever looked. 828 01:14:35,912 --> 01:14:38,782 And I want you to tell the world... 829 01:14:39,513 --> 01:14:44,036 that you once had a drug problem and now you don't. 830 01:14:44,166 --> 01:14:46,949 Now you're a good little girl. 831 01:14:50,429 --> 01:14:52,300 If you do that... 832 01:14:53,516 --> 01:14:55,387 we have a deal. 833 01:15:04,380 --> 01:15:05,816 Okay. 834 01:15:08,947 --> 01:15:10,947 Good. 835 01:15:15,741 --> 01:15:17,872 - I can't do this. - Yes, you can. 836 01:15:17,959 --> 01:15:19,960 I'm a model. I don't talk. 837 01:15:20,046 --> 01:15:23,091 I'm not supposed to talk. I'm supposed to just look beautiful. 838 01:15:24,221 --> 01:15:26,134 You are beautiful. 839 01:15:27,134 --> 01:15:29,353 You make me beautiful. 840 01:15:29,440 --> 01:15:31,223 Hello. 841 01:15:31,309 --> 01:15:33,180 Okay. We're all set. 842 01:15:33,224 --> 01:15:35,746 I'm gonna tape you getting made up. Kind of a before and after thing. 843 01:15:35,833 --> 01:15:38,094 - Great. - We've also got some interviews... 844 01:15:38,225 --> 01:15:40,486 set up with your friends, your family, your mother. 845 01:15:40,573 --> 01:15:42,704 You're gonna put my mother on tape? 846 01:15:42,791 --> 01:15:46,226 - Yes, most definitely. - Well, that should be interesting. 847 01:15:48,323 --> 01:15:50,977 - You ready? - Yeah. 848 01:15:51,281 --> 01:15:52,412 Good. 849 01:15:53,630 --> 01:15:56,456 - I just have to go to the bathroom. - Sure. 850 01:15:57,935 --> 01:16:00,414 Why don't you guys come over here? This is what I want. 851 01:16:48,349 --> 01:16:51,394 And how did things first start for you in modeling? 852 01:16:52,480 --> 01:16:56,960 I started working with very good people. 853 01:16:57,003 --> 01:17:00,439 A lot of them. Very fast, you know? 854 01:17:00,570 --> 01:17:04,919 I didn't build into being a model. 855 01:17:05,005 --> 01:17:07,397 I just sort of became one. 856 01:17:07,528 --> 01:17:10,094 How has that affected you? 857 01:17:12,513 --> 01:17:15,644 When you're young, you don't always know. 858 01:17:16,688 --> 01:17:21,123 It's hard to make out the difference between... 859 01:17:21,211 --> 01:17:23,906 what's real and what is not real. 860 01:17:25,647 --> 01:17:28,343 At one point you... 861 01:17:28,430 --> 01:17:31,387 kind of got into the drug scene, didn't you? 862 01:17:35,728 --> 01:17:38,815 Yes, you could say that I did. 863 01:17:38,903 --> 01:17:41,251 But you're free of it now, aren't you? 864 01:17:42,973 --> 01:17:45,539 Definitely, I'm free of it. 865 01:17:45,626 --> 01:17:49,148 I wouldn't be here right now talking to all of you if I wasn't. 866 01:17:49,280 --> 01:17:51,323 Are you happy with your success? 867 01:17:54,933 --> 01:17:57,151 Are you happy with your success? 868 01:17:57,194 --> 01:17:58,977 I am. 869 01:18:00,239 --> 01:18:03,065 Yes. Yeah. 870 01:18:04,848 --> 01:18:06,457 You hesitated. 871 01:18:08,458 --> 01:18:12,677 I just wanted to think about it. But, no, I'm definitely happy with it. 872 01:18:12,807 --> 01:18:15,242 Good. Thank you. 873 01:18:15,330 --> 01:18:17,373 Yeah, thank you. 874 01:18:38,537 --> 01:18:41,669 Fuck! What the fuck? 875 01:18:42,755 --> 01:18:45,800 I, like, kicked Spider-Man's ass! 876 01:18:51,610 --> 01:18:53,176 I'm sorry. 877 01:19:01,143 --> 01:19:02,970 I just wanted to make you smile. 878 01:19:10,276 --> 01:19:11,841 Okay. 879 01:19:12,102 --> 01:19:14,712 Okay, I'm going. Last chance. 880 01:19:16,791 --> 01:19:19,704 I'm leaving through the front door. 881 01:19:19,792 --> 01:19:21,792 I can't do this. 882 01:19:21,880 --> 01:19:23,880 Don't say that. Just say you'll see me tomorrow. 883 01:19:23,967 --> 01:19:26,968 - No, you won't see me tomorrow. - Don't say that! 884 01:19:29,186 --> 01:19:32,187 We had a deal. We made a bargain. 885 01:19:36,631 --> 01:19:38,241 I love you. 886 01:19:40,067 --> 01:19:41,807 No, you don't. 887 01:19:43,633 --> 01:19:46,068 All right, I don't. I don't. 888 01:19:49,540 --> 01:19:52,975 What are you, huh? You some kind of fucking policeman? 889 01:19:53,106 --> 01:19:55,802 You going to judge me? I did one fucking line. 890 01:19:55,932 --> 01:19:57,932 One line. 891 01:19:58,194 --> 01:20:00,456 What is the big deal? 892 01:20:00,542 --> 01:20:03,630 What about yesterday? What about the day before? 893 01:20:07,240 --> 01:20:08,806 Nothing. 894 01:20:09,762 --> 01:20:11,806 I did nothing. I promise. 895 01:20:11,893 --> 01:20:13,893 Please don't leave me. 896 01:20:14,024 --> 01:20:15,981 I don't believe you. 897 01:20:19,600 --> 01:20:22,513 You don't believe me because you don't want to believe me, do you? 898 01:20:22,643 --> 01:20:25,644 Because you don't care! Because you just wanted to say... 899 01:20:25,688 --> 01:20:27,732 "I'm fucking a model!" 900 01:20:28,819 --> 01:20:30,646 You don't care about me at all, do you? 901 01:20:30,907 --> 01:20:34,517 Do you? Tell me you don't care! Say, "I don't care!" 902 01:20:54,340 --> 01:20:57,167 Please. I'm sorry. 903 01:20:58,907 --> 01:21:01,994 I need you so much. Don't make me do this. 904 01:21:04,769 --> 01:21:06,813 I don't make you do anything. 905 01:21:06,944 --> 01:21:08,900 I wish I could. 906 01:21:10,075 --> 01:21:11,684 You could. 907 01:21:15,467 --> 01:21:17,468 You could take care of me. 908 01:21:26,036 --> 01:21:27,863 Do you have $30? 909 01:21:32,559 --> 01:21:34,691 I don't have any money. 910 01:21:34,995 --> 01:21:36,822 I don't know why. I never have it. 911 01:21:37,082 --> 01:21:38,909 I never have any money. 912 01:21:44,475 --> 01:21:46,432 In my sock. 913 01:22:02,707 --> 01:22:06,055 - This is what makes you do everything. - No, it doesn't. 914 01:22:06,143 --> 01:22:08,970 It's not me. It's not you. It's this. 915 01:22:09,230 --> 01:22:11,057 This shit holds you. 916 01:22:13,014 --> 01:22:15,623 - You choose. - Come on. 917 01:22:16,928 --> 01:22:20,016 This or me. 918 01:22:32,906 --> 01:22:34,472 Your finger. 919 01:22:37,125 --> 01:22:38,647 Your knees. 920 01:22:42,648 --> 01:22:44,040 Your skin. 921 01:22:45,345 --> 01:22:46,911 Your toes. 922 01:22:57,609 --> 01:22:59,304 I love you. 923 01:24:48,449 --> 01:24:50,189 Change. 924 01:25:16,535 --> 01:25:18,579 She is over. 925 01:25:20,536 --> 01:25:22,537 It's just a question of time now. 926 01:25:29,687 --> 01:25:31,383 Hey, come on. 927 01:25:34,906 --> 01:25:37,863 - Hi. - Yes, you are. 928 01:25:37,950 --> 01:25:39,907 You dropped this, honey. 929 01:25:40,994 --> 01:25:43,691 You want to come on and finish this fiasco? 930 01:25:54,389 --> 01:25:56,390 You look so pretty. 931 01:26:01,574 --> 01:26:03,140 Thanks. 932 01:26:05,140 --> 01:26:06,750 I love you. 933 01:26:08,880 --> 01:26:11,316 I know. You love everybody. 934 01:26:18,797 --> 01:26:21,058 Gia, listen to me. I am trying to get you work. 935 01:26:21,145 --> 01:26:23,797 But it's all spring stuff now. 936 01:26:23,885 --> 01:26:27,233 Everybody wants the blonds with the suntans and the sundresses. 937 01:26:27,321 --> 01:26:30,234 I'm sorry. No, your look is not spring. 938 01:26:30,278 --> 01:26:32,539 Your look is more like nuclear fucking winter, and nobody wants it. 939 01:26:32,670 --> 01:26:35,148 Hang up the phone. 940 01:26:35,236 --> 01:26:37,236 I am so tense. 941 01:26:37,323 --> 01:26:40,150 Ron, can you use some of those fucking muscles? 942 01:26:41,316 --> 01:26:42,707 I'm so tense. 943 01:26:43,873 --> 01:26:48,309 "When she kisses me, I feel all four winds blow at my face. 944 01:26:48,440 --> 01:26:52,789 But what do you do with a woman who has no love for you? 945 01:27:00,652 --> 01:27:03,479 She is my lost captive... 946 01:27:03,609 --> 01:27:07,131 and no longer lies along my legs." 947 01:27:11,264 --> 01:27:13,263 I wrote that for you. 948 01:27:55,772 --> 01:27:59,772 - Why did they send her out? - Because I asked for her. 949 01:27:59,903 --> 01:28:01,425 - All right? - All right. 950 01:28:12,499 --> 01:28:14,500 We use them up... 951 01:28:15,500 --> 01:28:17,501 throw them away. 952 01:28:25,694 --> 01:28:27,608 Where's my knife? 953 01:28:27,738 --> 01:28:29,912 I haven't seen it. 954 01:28:30,000 --> 01:28:32,043 Who took my fucking knife? 955 01:28:33,870 --> 01:28:37,001 Do I look like a fucking terrorist? Is this funny? 956 01:28:37,132 --> 01:28:41,090 What the fuck is wrong with you people? Get the fuck away from me! 957 01:28:41,176 --> 01:28:44,351 Get away! Where's my knife? 958 01:28:46,743 --> 01:28:48,483 Here it is. 959 01:28:53,241 --> 01:28:55,285 You know, you can't do that. 960 01:28:55,372 --> 01:28:57,546 You can't take somebody's knife when they need it! 961 01:28:57,677 --> 01:29:00,416 It's all right. It's fine. 962 01:29:01,721 --> 01:29:04,809 - Look at those tracks on her arms. - Okay, now. 963 01:29:04,940 --> 01:29:07,071 And that awful thing on her hand. 964 01:29:07,158 --> 01:29:09,289 - It looks like a volcano. - All right. 965 01:29:13,507 --> 01:29:15,508 Try folding your arms. 966 01:29:18,857 --> 01:29:20,900 Put them in back of you. 967 01:29:21,988 --> 01:29:24,032 Well, you've almost got it. 968 01:29:24,119 --> 01:29:26,207 Now, try sitting on your hands. 969 01:29:29,076 --> 01:29:30,512 Yes, yes. 970 01:29:32,600 --> 01:29:34,339 You look wonderful. 971 01:29:36,035 --> 01:29:37,775 Beautiful. 972 01:29:51,309 --> 01:29:54,180 - Francesco? - Yes, sweetheart? 973 01:29:55,484 --> 01:29:57,267 Thank you. 974 01:29:59,868 --> 01:30:04,304 Gia, this is life, not heaven. 975 01:30:04,391 --> 01:30:06,392 You don't have to be perfect. 976 01:30:08,566 --> 01:30:12,350 Look at me. Where's those eyes? Where's the mouth? 977 01:30:12,436 --> 01:30:15,828 What? You're not! 978 01:30:15,916 --> 01:30:17,916 Truly? You're on an airplane? 979 01:30:18,691 --> 01:30:20,387 Oh, my God! Listen to me! 980 01:30:20,474 --> 01:30:22,735 I'm so excited! I'm yelling! 981 01:30:22,866 --> 01:30:24,823 I don't have to yell, do I? 982 01:30:24,953 --> 01:30:27,867 - No, you don't have to yell. - Henry! 983 01:30:27,998 --> 01:30:31,346 - Mom, I don't want to talk to Henry. - Where is he? Hold on. 984 01:30:32,816 --> 01:30:34,687 Where are you? 985 01:30:34,773 --> 01:30:36,818 I mean, where is the airplane? 986 01:30:36,861 --> 01:30:39,949 I've never talked to anybody on an airplane before. 987 01:30:41,340 --> 01:30:43,384 I was in Paris... 988 01:30:43,428 --> 01:30:45,776 and I think I'm going to Munich. 989 01:30:46,994 --> 01:30:48,777 I don't know. 990 01:30:49,908 --> 01:30:51,952 I don't feel so good. 991 01:30:53,257 --> 01:30:56,171 Well, honey, you're probably just tired, you know? 992 01:30:57,258 --> 01:30:58,693 Yeah... 993 01:30:58,781 --> 01:31:00,824 and I'm cold. 994 01:31:03,781 --> 01:31:05,782 You know... 995 01:31:07,087 --> 01:31:10,001 I was thinking about coming home again. 996 01:31:10,088 --> 01:31:11,871 What do you think? 997 01:31:17,021 --> 01:31:19,717 Honey, I don't think so. 998 01:31:20,891 --> 01:31:22,805 You know? 999 01:31:27,458 --> 01:31:32,198 I mean, you know, after the last time. 1000 01:31:32,329 --> 01:31:34,634 Yeah, I know. Of course. 1001 01:31:46,819 --> 01:31:48,342 I'm sorry. 1002 01:31:52,091 --> 01:31:53,700 Yeah. 1003 01:31:58,614 --> 01:32:00,223 I better go. 1004 01:32:01,624 --> 01:32:03,668 All right. Okay. 1005 01:32:03,973 --> 01:32:05,494 Listen to me. 1006 01:32:05,712 --> 01:32:07,886 Now, you take care of yourself. 1007 01:32:08,148 --> 01:32:09,974 Okay? 1008 01:32:10,235 --> 01:32:12,453 You call me. 1009 01:32:12,540 --> 01:32:14,671 Because I love you. 1010 01:32:14,758 --> 01:32:18,193 - Bye. - Bye-bye. 1011 01:33:19,220 --> 01:33:22,090 Every model has a moment- 1012 01:33:22,177 --> 01:33:24,177 I mean, the ones who make it at all- 1013 01:33:24,308 --> 01:33:26,265 and whether or not they can parlay that moment... 1014 01:33:26,396 --> 01:33:29,440 into some kind of a career- 1015 01:33:29,527 --> 01:33:31,701 well, that's the gamble, isn't it? 1016 01:33:32,241 --> 01:33:34,415 'Cause the moment is a very short time. 1017 01:33:34,502 --> 01:33:37,024 It's here and then it's gone, just like most of these girls. 1018 01:33:37,286 --> 01:33:39,330 They're here... 1019 01:33:39,416 --> 01:33:41,417 and then they're gone. 1020 01:33:44,940 --> 01:33:47,027 When she came back to New York... 1021 01:33:47,158 --> 01:33:49,463 I was in Philadelphia. 1022 01:33:49,593 --> 01:33:52,508 And I heard some things. 1023 01:33:52,594 --> 01:33:55,073 A lot of things. 1024 01:33:55,204 --> 01:33:57,378 So I took the train up to see her. 1025 01:34:19,671 --> 01:34:21,672 I can't find my money. 1026 01:34:22,890 --> 01:34:26,412 - What? - I had $600, and I can't find it. 1027 01:34:36,371 --> 01:34:37,981 What's going on? 1028 01:34:38,242 --> 01:34:40,285 I can't find my money! 1029 01:34:41,339 --> 01:34:42,860 What's wrong with you? 1030 01:34:44,296 --> 01:34:46,514 What are you doing? 1031 01:34:46,600 --> 01:34:50,166 - Do you have any money? - No, I don't have any money. 1032 01:34:51,636 --> 01:34:53,637 You want to fuck me? 1033 01:34:55,681 --> 01:34:57,769 You give me money, I'll let you fuck me. 1034 01:35:00,987 --> 01:35:03,770 - Come here. - What? 1035 01:35:06,597 --> 01:35:08,641 Get off! What? 1036 01:35:10,790 --> 01:35:12,791 - Can I please hold you? - Get off! 1037 01:35:14,052 --> 01:35:15,661 No drugs. 1038 01:35:16,966 --> 01:35:18,661 Get off of me! 1039 01:35:18,793 --> 01:35:20,444 - Calm down. - Okay. 1040 01:35:39,433 --> 01:35:41,738 Okay, do you have any medical insurance? 1041 01:35:44,173 --> 01:35:47,827 - Can you pay cash for this? - No, I don't have any money. 1042 01:35:50,784 --> 01:35:52,828 Stupid question. 1043 01:35:55,133 --> 01:35:57,698 All right. You'll have to declare yourself indigent. 1044 01:35:57,830 --> 01:35:59,786 Do you understand that? 1045 01:36:40,146 --> 01:36:41,885 Wait a minute. 1046 01:36:42,016 --> 01:36:46,583 What, am I supposed to feel sorry for you because you're beautiful? 1047 01:36:46,669 --> 01:36:51,409 Because you made 10,000 a minute doing fucking nothing? 1048 01:36:51,497 --> 01:36:54,933 "Oh, it was so hard, so terrible. 1049 01:36:55,063 --> 01:36:57,150 They treated me so bad." 1050 01:36:57,281 --> 01:37:00,108 Listen, girl. You had a free ride... 1051 01:37:00,194 --> 01:37:02,195 and you fucking blew it. 1052 01:37:08,068 --> 01:37:09,633 And me? 1053 01:37:09,720 --> 01:37:12,243 I'm some kid from Ohio... 1054 01:37:12,329 --> 01:37:16,852 reading fashion magazines, looking at your picture and thinking... 1055 01:37:16,983 --> 01:37:19,722 "I'm supposed to look like that"... 1056 01:37:19,984 --> 01:37:23,810 and going fucking crazy because I don't. 1057 01:37:23,941 --> 01:37:26,941 Because nobody told me it was a lie. 1058 01:37:26,942 --> 01:37:31,465 Because the magazine doesn't come with a label that says... 1059 01:37:31,552 --> 01:37:35,727 "Caution. This is a lie. Nobody looks like this." 1060 01:37:35,814 --> 01:37:38,684 Not even you. 1061 01:37:46,608 --> 01:37:50,044 Well, they asked me to go to the sessions, so I did. 1062 01:37:50,131 --> 01:37:51,739 I tried. 1063 01:37:52,697 --> 01:37:55,872 I just got so mad. I got so mad. 1064 01:37:57,611 --> 01:38:01,090 I said to them, "Look, I'm not the drug addict here. 1065 01:38:01,221 --> 01:38:04,308 I'm not the one that you should be ripping apart." 1066 01:38:05,744 --> 01:38:07,962 I said, "This is all buried. 1067 01:38:08,050 --> 01:38:11,007 Why don't you just let it be?" 1068 01:38:11,093 --> 01:38:13,703 That's what I told 'em. Look. I know. 1069 01:38:13,833 --> 01:38:16,268 You want to blame somebody. You want to blame me. 1070 01:38:16,356 --> 01:38:18,617 Okay, go ahead. Knock yourself out. 1071 01:38:20,008 --> 01:38:22,009 But just remember this: 1072 01:38:22,096 --> 01:38:25,141 Everything I did, I did because I loved her. 1073 01:38:26,054 --> 01:38:28,054 And I believe that it was my love... 1074 01:38:28,141 --> 01:38:31,142 and my prayers that got her through that. 1075 01:38:43,389 --> 01:38:45,825 Hi, Linda. It's Gia. 1076 01:38:45,955 --> 01:38:48,261 I'm calling to apologize. 1077 01:38:49,435 --> 01:38:51,696 I'm in this program... 1078 01:38:51,827 --> 01:38:55,349 and it's, like, part of the program that we're supposed to... 1079 01:38:55,436 --> 01:38:59,003 ask forgiveness of the people that we hurt when we were drugging. 1080 01:39:00,089 --> 01:39:04,178 I was, like, "Well, fuck, man. That could take the rest of my life." 1081 01:39:07,353 --> 01:39:09,178 I'm sorry. 1082 01:39:09,266 --> 01:39:10,875 This is stupid. 1083 01:39:16,077 --> 01:39:19,947 Anyway, I'm calling to ask forgiveness... 1084 01:39:20,034 --> 01:39:23,339 and to say that I miss you, because- 1085 01:39:25,645 --> 01:39:28,558 What is that? Am I done? 1086 01:39:28,646 --> 01:39:31,603 I think I'm done. I don't know what happened. 1087 01:39:31,689 --> 01:39:33,516 Hi, it's me. 1088 01:39:41,145 --> 01:39:42,667 Boy, Linda. 1089 01:39:44,885 --> 01:39:46,450 Yeah. 1090 01:39:54,192 --> 01:39:56,496 Well, now I don't know what to say. 1091 01:39:58,497 --> 01:40:02,411 It's okay. I heard you. I heard it all. 1092 01:40:03,759 --> 01:40:05,499 Is that okay? 1093 01:40:07,282 --> 01:40:09,326 Yeah. 1094 01:40:19,138 --> 01:40:22,574 I can't talk right now. I have to go. 1095 01:40:22,660 --> 01:40:24,835 Can I call you in a few days? 1096 01:40:27,967 --> 01:40:30,924 I'm gonna be out in a few days, and then I'm gonna call you, okay? 1097 01:41:02,611 --> 01:41:04,786 You know how she's always saying she's a model? 1098 01:41:04,916 --> 01:41:07,090 Oh, my sweet Jesus! 1099 01:41:07,220 --> 01:41:08,917 Is that her? 1100 01:41:10,048 --> 01:41:12,248 I wonder if she's been folding the same pair of jeans... 1101 01:41:12,266 --> 01:41:14,831 for the last five minutes? 1102 01:41:16,910 --> 01:41:18,911 And that's another thing. 1103 01:41:18,998 --> 01:41:21,520 You don't want to work in a place like that. 1104 01:41:21,608 --> 01:41:24,174 Ugly, ugly place. 1105 01:41:24,304 --> 01:41:26,217 Ugly people. 1106 01:41:26,304 --> 01:41:28,784 Mom, listen. This is the good part. 1107 01:41:28,914 --> 01:41:30,871 This is good. 1108 01:41:30,958 --> 01:41:34,611 Everything's gonna be really good from now on, okay? 1109 01:41:41,717 --> 01:41:43,805 Look at this. Look at your skin. 1110 01:41:44,806 --> 01:41:46,241 Mom. 1111 01:41:46,501 --> 01:41:48,242 What? It's just acne. 1112 01:41:48,328 --> 01:41:50,329 It's okay. It'll go away. 1113 01:41:50,416 --> 01:41:53,286 It's the drugs. They're coming out of my system. 1114 01:41:53,417 --> 01:41:55,851 I'm gonna look really good. 1115 01:41:55,895 --> 01:41:58,157 And by Christmas, I'm gonna look great. 1116 01:41:58,287 --> 01:42:01,636 And we are gonna have the best holiday ever. 1117 01:42:02,323 --> 01:42:04,237 Why don't you come home? 1118 01:42:04,324 --> 01:42:07,412 Move back in with me. Would you like that? 1119 01:42:14,153 --> 01:42:16,153 I gotta be alone. 1120 01:42:18,023 --> 01:42:21,937 But can you lend me a few bucks for coffee and toothpaste? 1121 01:42:22,024 --> 01:42:23,459 Oh, the coffee! 1122 01:42:23,764 --> 01:42:26,373 I'm sorry. I forgot. 1123 01:42:27,504 --> 01:42:31,766 With the money you made, you could have lived the rest of your life. 1124 01:42:32,480 --> 01:42:34,958 Well, that's what happens, I suppose. 1125 01:42:38,524 --> 01:42:41,264 - What? - I'm just feeling dizzy. 1126 01:42:41,351 --> 01:42:42,699 - What is it? - Mom. 1127 01:42:46,605 --> 01:42:49,650 Oh, honey, you're burning up. 1128 01:42:51,389 --> 01:42:54,477 - Why do my ears hurt? - Oh, baby. 1129 01:42:58,521 --> 01:43:00,087 Oh, my God. 1130 01:43:09,760 --> 01:43:11,194 You have pneumonia... 1131 01:43:11,326 --> 01:43:13,195 which we can treat. 1132 01:43:15,239 --> 01:43:16,979 Gia, listen. 1133 01:43:18,197 --> 01:43:22,415 There's something more serious going on which caused your infection. 1134 01:43:23,546 --> 01:43:27,634 Something they're calling Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome. 1135 01:43:28,808 --> 01:43:30,809 Maybe you heard about it? 1136 01:43:32,983 --> 01:43:34,940 How did I get it? 1137 01:43:35,028 --> 01:43:37,245 Well, we're really just finding things out... 1138 01:43:37,376 --> 01:43:39,985 and you're the first woman I've known about. 1139 01:43:40,116 --> 01:43:43,638 Although, intravenous drug users seem to be in a specially high-risk group. 1140 01:43:43,769 --> 01:43:46,813 So you probably got it from a contaminated needle. 1141 01:43:48,013 --> 01:43:50,014 How do I get rid of it? 1142 01:44:11,150 --> 01:44:13,847 But how do they know? They don't know anything about it. 1143 01:44:13,977 --> 01:44:16,022 They know, okay? 1144 01:44:16,152 --> 01:44:18,152 They just know. 1145 01:45:15,473 --> 01:45:18,083 You know what I think? 1146 01:45:18,213 --> 01:45:21,649 I think there's a reason for everything. 1147 01:45:21,735 --> 01:45:25,606 And I think that there's a plan for everybody. 1148 01:45:27,224 --> 01:45:30,181 And I think that God... 1149 01:45:30,269 --> 01:45:33,312 has a big plan for me. 1150 01:45:34,279 --> 01:45:36,497 Just not in this life. 1151 01:45:39,933 --> 01:45:42,498 I'm on top of everything. 1152 01:45:42,585 --> 01:45:44,585 I'm super cool. 1153 01:45:46,891 --> 01:45:49,022 Ah, you've gotten better. 1154 01:45:54,737 --> 01:45:56,258 I can't take her home. 1155 01:45:57,259 --> 01:46:00,433 I'm trying, but Henry is just afraid. 1156 01:46:01,391 --> 01:46:03,434 So what? 1157 01:46:03,522 --> 01:46:05,305 Dr. Blair- 1158 01:46:05,391 --> 01:46:08,306 This is your daughter. Your daughter. 1159 01:46:08,392 --> 01:46:11,306 So people are scared. I am scared. 1160 01:46:11,437 --> 01:46:14,916 He's afraid that if people find out, he could lose his job. 1161 01:46:18,239 --> 01:46:20,240 Fine. Okay, fine. 1162 01:46:23,675 --> 01:46:25,763 And where is she going to go? 1163 01:46:25,893 --> 01:46:29,981 He wants her to go to a hotel. He says that he'll pay for it. 1164 01:46:32,112 --> 01:46:34,113 Oh, God, listen to me. 1165 01:46:40,914 --> 01:46:42,872 Dr. Bruce, telephone, please. 1166 01:46:55,597 --> 01:46:57,902 What about her father? Why can't he take her? 1167 01:46:58,033 --> 01:47:00,425 She doesn't want him to know. 1168 01:47:03,251 --> 01:47:05,904 I don't want to lose my baby. 1169 01:47:11,079 --> 01:47:14,080 - Kathleen- - No, I can't. 1170 01:47:25,110 --> 01:47:26,719 Well... 1171 01:47:26,980 --> 01:47:29,024 you have to understand. 1172 01:47:29,111 --> 01:47:31,112 In those days... 1173 01:47:32,807 --> 01:47:34,590 nobody knew. 1174 01:47:42,324 --> 01:47:44,107 People were scared. 1175 01:47:44,411 --> 01:47:46,194 I was scared. 1176 01:47:49,021 --> 01:47:51,718 She must have been scared too. 1177 01:48:05,130 --> 01:48:09,131 Dear Linda, this is the end of my book. 1178 01:48:09,217 --> 01:48:12,306 The last page, the last shot. 1179 01:48:12,392 --> 01:48:15,002 Seeing you to say hello and good-bye. 1180 01:48:15,828 --> 01:48:18,568 Seeing you to fill up all the empty... 1181 01:48:18,699 --> 01:48:21,525 and smell and touch... 1182 01:48:21,656 --> 01:48:23,743 and leave my kisses all over your face. 1183 01:48:28,893 --> 01:48:31,590 - That's me. - Come in. 1184 01:48:38,199 --> 01:48:40,200 Do you want some tea? 1185 01:48:41,157 --> 01:48:44,592 I was so nervous about seeing you. 1186 01:48:44,636 --> 01:48:46,680 Coffee? 1187 01:48:46,724 --> 01:48:48,941 No, I can't stay long. 1188 01:48:49,698 --> 01:48:50,960 Why not? 1189 01:48:54,482 --> 01:48:56,353 I have an appointment. 1190 01:48:57,614 --> 01:48:59,397 Work? 1191 01:49:01,093 --> 01:49:02,963 No more work for me. 1192 01:49:04,746 --> 01:49:07,312 I just thought we'd have more time. 1193 01:49:07,442 --> 01:49:09,530 Yeah, me too. 1194 01:49:09,791 --> 01:49:11,226 Just not today. 1195 01:49:11,313 --> 01:49:13,183 That's okay. 1196 01:49:13,270 --> 01:49:16,793 We have all the time in the world. We'll take it. 1197 01:49:18,184 --> 01:49:19,620 Yeah, I guess so. 1198 01:49:21,203 --> 01:49:24,334 But today I just wanted to see your face. 1199 01:49:24,464 --> 01:49:26,205 I missed your face. 1200 01:49:40,339 --> 01:49:42,340 What are you going to do? 1201 01:49:45,453 --> 01:49:48,019 I don't know. I have some plans. I think... 1202 01:49:48,150 --> 01:49:50,585 I might go to school, you know? 1203 01:49:50,672 --> 01:49:52,891 Learn something useful maybe. 1204 01:49:54,847 --> 01:49:58,110 Maybe even settle down and have some kids, you know? 1205 01:49:58,240 --> 01:50:00,023 What the hell? 1206 01:50:00,066 --> 01:50:01,632 Wow. 1207 01:50:02,458 --> 01:50:05,068 How straight are you now? 1208 01:50:05,154 --> 01:50:08,199 I mean, are we talking about men? 1209 01:50:09,503 --> 01:50:11,504 You don't need a husband to have kids. 1210 01:50:14,896 --> 01:50:19,419 And besides, you were the one who always had my heart, you know? 1211 01:50:24,055 --> 01:50:27,796 Yeah, I guess I did know that. 1212 01:50:33,676 --> 01:50:35,807 Would you keep these for me? 1213 01:50:38,373 --> 01:50:40,330 Your fairy tales? 1214 01:50:40,460 --> 01:50:42,548 Yeah, some. A few. 1215 01:50:43,940 --> 01:50:47,027 Plus all the other crazy shit in my head. 1216 01:50:48,550 --> 01:50:52,941 I don't want to throw it away. I just don't want it around right now. 1217 01:50:54,464 --> 01:50:57,551 - You can read it if you want. - No, I won't. 1218 01:50:57,683 --> 01:51:01,770 No, read it. I want you to, you know? 1219 01:51:01,858 --> 01:51:04,380 Maybe you can make some sense out of it. 1220 01:51:04,467 --> 01:51:06,163 I never could. 1221 01:51:11,878 --> 01:51:15,444 - I'm gonna see you again, aren't I? - Yeah, you want to? 1222 01:51:25,629 --> 01:51:30,544 You know, I was thinking about... 1223 01:51:31,674 --> 01:51:34,937 getting a house at the beach this summer. 1224 01:51:35,067 --> 01:51:36,502 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1225 01:51:36,588 --> 01:51:40,198 I really thought that it would give us a chance. 1226 01:51:41,329 --> 01:51:45,070 I would like so much for us to have another chance. 1227 01:51:48,201 --> 01:51:50,202 Yeah, I'd like that too. 1228 01:51:55,647 --> 01:51:56,995 I gotta go. 1229 01:51:57,256 --> 01:52:00,039 No, wait. I want you to stay. 1230 01:52:12,817 --> 01:52:17,253 You were the one. You were the only one. 1231 01:52:17,339 --> 01:52:20,428 And you are amazing. 1232 01:52:34,292 --> 01:52:36,162 She- 1233 01:52:36,249 --> 01:52:39,380 She put together this money. 1234 01:52:40,512 --> 01:52:42,599 She pawned some things... 1235 01:52:42,686 --> 01:52:45,208 borrowed some from her father... 1236 01:52:46,026 --> 01:52:48,723 stole some from Kathleen. 1237 01:52:51,514 --> 01:52:55,689 I didn't know what she was doing. 1238 01:52:55,777 --> 01:52:57,821 I should have... 1239 01:52:57,951 --> 01:52:59,691 but I didn't. 1240 01:52:59,778 --> 01:53:02,822 It may have crossed my mind. 1241 01:53:04,431 --> 01:53:06,475 I really didn't think she would do that. 1242 01:53:09,085 --> 01:53:11,303 I really didn't. 1243 01:53:13,756 --> 01:53:16,495 Yo, Gia. How you doing? 1244 01:53:16,626 --> 01:53:18,192 Good. Is he here? 1245 01:53:18,322 --> 01:53:20,236 Yeah, he's in the back. 1246 01:53:26,412 --> 01:53:28,629 How much you want, angel? 1247 01:53:28,672 --> 01:53:31,108 As much as you've got. 1248 01:53:34,074 --> 01:53:37,250 What are you gonna do with that much stuff? 1249 01:53:38,424 --> 01:53:40,772 Well, that's my business. 1250 01:53:45,139 --> 01:53:48,400 - What, are you holding or not? - What's your hurry? 1251 01:53:49,488 --> 01:53:51,488 All right. Come on. Yes or no? 1252 01:53:52,924 --> 01:53:55,576 Yeah, I got what you need... 1253 01:53:55,663 --> 01:53:57,664 and I got it right here. 1254 01:53:58,447 --> 01:54:00,839 Yo, man, what the fuck are you doing? 1255 01:54:00,925 --> 01:54:04,057 - Look what Santa Claus brought us. - I'm freaking out of here! 1256 01:54:04,187 --> 01:54:06,666 You get the money. I'm gonna get mine. 1257 01:54:26,802 --> 01:54:28,759 It's gonna be all right. 1258 01:54:51,896 --> 01:54:53,940 What are you doing here? 1259 01:55:10,753 --> 01:55:13,711 I'm gonna take you home, baby. 1260 01:55:19,669 --> 01:55:22,495 She wouldn't let anybody see her... 1261 01:55:22,583 --> 01:55:24,845 but I went anyway. 1262 01:55:24,975 --> 01:55:27,410 I saw her once. 1263 01:55:28,541 --> 01:55:30,541 But I did see her. 1264 01:55:30,629 --> 01:55:34,716 - I don't think she knew it was me. - No more than five minutes, okay? 1265 01:55:35,909 --> 01:55:40,561 I couldn't help thinking to myself, "My God, she's just a kid." 1266 01:55:41,693 --> 01:55:44,127 I blame myself, you know? 1267 01:55:45,433 --> 01:55:48,434 I mean, these are children. 1268 01:55:49,686 --> 01:55:52,383 No matter how screwed up our lives may be... 1269 01:55:52,687 --> 01:55:55,558 we've got to take care of our children. 1270 01:56:09,057 --> 01:56:11,188 She knew she was dying. 1271 01:56:11,449 --> 01:56:13,841 She said she wanted to do it right. 1272 01:56:13,971 --> 01:56:16,711 She wanted to get a video camera... 1273 01:56:16,799 --> 01:56:18,929 and do this thing... 1274 01:56:19,017 --> 01:56:21,974 where she talked to kids about drugs. 1275 01:56:23,017 --> 01:56:25,017 She wanted to tell kids... 1276 01:56:26,061 --> 01:56:28,280 that you can handle it. 1277 01:56:29,732 --> 01:56:31,994 You can handle anything that comes your way. 1278 01:56:34,647 --> 01:56:37,039 But we never got the camera. 1279 01:56:47,442 --> 01:56:51,791 You do be the prettiest, prettiest girl. 1280 01:56:52,921 --> 01:56:54,922 You do be that. 1281 01:56:55,878 --> 01:56:57,487 Do I? 1282 01:56:58,444 --> 01:57:02,011 Do I be the prettiest? 1283 01:57:17,642 --> 01:57:19,946 Do you forgive me, Kathleen? 1284 01:57:23,522 --> 01:57:25,217 Oh, honey. 1285 01:57:27,305 --> 01:57:28,566 Oh, yeah. 1286 01:57:33,959 --> 01:57:35,698 Of course I do. 1287 01:57:41,492 --> 01:57:44,014 Because I forgive you too. 1288 01:57:48,493 --> 01:57:50,277 Oh, baby. 1289 01:58:00,810 --> 01:58:02,549 What's this? 1290 01:58:08,029 --> 01:58:09,986 What is it? 1291 01:58:10,073 --> 01:58:11,987 Oh, my God. 1292 01:58:14,344 --> 01:58:16,215 Nurse? 1293 01:58:16,302 --> 01:58:18,433 Where are you going, Mom? 1294 01:58:19,911 --> 01:58:21,651 Mom? 1295 01:58:22,825 --> 01:58:24,826 Where you going? 1296 01:58:31,192 --> 01:58:34,324 She died around 10:00 in the morning. 1297 01:58:34,542 --> 01:58:36,934 They tried to pick her- 1298 01:58:37,064 --> 01:58:40,109 They tried to pick her up off the bed, and she- 1299 01:58:40,195 --> 01:58:43,066 The flesh just fell off her back. It just fell off. 1300 01:58:44,240 --> 01:58:46,241 You don't want to hear about that. 1301 01:58:48,589 --> 01:58:50,633 Okay, what else? 1302 01:58:59,435 --> 01:59:02,567 This is it. This is what I was looking for. 1303 01:59:04,567 --> 01:59:07,046 "And the people said... 1304 01:59:07,307 --> 01:59:10,091 'Oh, she's not beautiful at all. ' 1305 01:59:10,177 --> 01:59:12,525 And they took her from the beautiful house... 1306 01:59:12,787 --> 01:59:15,440 and they drove her into the street. 1307 01:59:15,700 --> 01:59:18,267 And she went away... 1308 01:59:18,397 --> 01:59:20,572 and she never came back. 1309 01:59:23,373 --> 01:59:25,982 And soon, people became hungry again... 1310 01:59:26,069 --> 01:59:28,548 and they went back into the beautiful house... 1311 01:59:28,983 --> 01:59:32,723 looking for gold, but there was no one there." 1312 01:59:34,367 --> 01:59:36,194 They say she knew. 1313 01:59:36,324 --> 01:59:38,716 She really knew. She knew the whole story. 1314 01:59:42,326 --> 01:59:45,370 We found an undertaker, and it was hard, believe me. 1315 01:59:45,500 --> 01:59:48,719 You know, because of the AIDS. 1316 01:59:48,849 --> 01:59:51,936 I didn't want people to remember her like that... 1317 01:59:51,937 --> 01:59:53,897 because I didn't want people to see her like that. 1318 01:59:54,024 --> 01:59:57,939 I wanted them to remember her as beautiful... 1319 01:59:58,025 --> 02:00:01,070 because that's what she really was. 1320 02:00:41,795 --> 02:00:44,143 Life and death... 1321 02:00:44,230 --> 02:00:47,056 energy and peace. 1322 02:00:47,188 --> 02:00:50,319 If I stop today, it was still worth it. 1323 02:00:50,406 --> 02:00:53,189 Even the terrible mistakes that I have made... 1324 02:00:53,319 --> 02:00:55,755 and would have unmade if I could. 1325 02:00:55,885 --> 02:00:59,539 The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul. 1326 02:00:59,669 --> 02:01:01,061 It was worth it... 1327 02:01:01,148 --> 02:01:04,192 for having been allowed to walk where I've walked... 1328 02:01:04,279 --> 02:01:06,366 which was to hell on Earth... 1329 02:01:06,497 --> 02:01:08,454 heaven on Earth... 1330 02:01:08,498 --> 02:01:11,455 back again, into, under... 1331 02:01:11,541 --> 02:01:14,498 far in between, through it... 1332 02:01:14,586 --> 02:01:16,804 in it and above.