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(cicadas chirping)

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(indistinct rumbling)

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(dramatic suspenseful music)

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(alarm beeping)

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- Now why was that so painful?

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Why was that 60 seconds,
the most uncomfortable

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part of your day?

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See, I think it's because society tells us

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to avoid silence, and
we're conditioned to think

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that something's wrong with quiet.

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(laughs)

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I can't tale it anymore,
what's in the bag?

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- You really wanna know?

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- [Clayton] Yes.

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- Okay I know it's a little late,

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but happy graduation babe.

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- [Clayton] Oh my Gosh,
that looks amazing.

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Did you make this?

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- I made the decision to buy it.

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- [Clayton] Okay, just
think about living here,

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would you get lonely?

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I mean there are times
where you'd wanna go here

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for a vacation or an escape.

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But the idea of living
here, routinely, day-to-day.

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If I'm being honest with myself, I don't--

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(banging on door)

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Ah that must be Hunter.

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Well, patience is his best quality,

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so obviously he's a piece of shit.

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- What the fuck!

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- [Clayton] Just gonna
let yourself in huh?

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- Yes, and you're welcome
for me being here.

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- [Clayton] What else would you be doing?

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- Getting laid.

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- But is too much silence a bad thing?

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Are the mundane relationships that we keep

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the only things weaving us to sanity?

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- Are you sure that this is okay?

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I mean, I know I said
we'd go out to celebrate.

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- [Clayton] What, are you
kidding, look at this.

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Okay, this is perfect.

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- Just us, that's okay?

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So are you able to meet
with my cousin next week?

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- [Clayton] Um, no.

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- Why not?

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There's a position open and
she wants to interview you.

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I mean we could maybe get you
out of your parents house.

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(laughs)

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- [Clayton] Um, I'm busy next week.

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- The whole week, you're just busy?

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- [Clayton] Yeah.

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- Okay mystery man,
what are you busy with?

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- [Clayton] Well it's a surprise.

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- Like a good surprise?

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- [Clayton] Well I think
it's a good surprise,

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for you it's like a surprise car crash.

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Hey.

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(groans)

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Yeah, she's a little mad at me.

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Hey dad.

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- Hi son.

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- [Clayton] Hey, can I interview you?

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- Sure what about?

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- [Clayton] Um, just like
your job and you know,

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your career.

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- Yeah, maybe later.

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- Some of the best art
in the world was created

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in the darkest hours
of those artists lives.

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And I'm talking about the
whole artistic spectrum okay,

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poets, musicians, film makers, painters,

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novelists, anyone who creates.

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The thing is those
artists happily shared it

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because they...

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I don't know, they had too.

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Makaila.

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Makaila, (groans).

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Curt Cobain, Van Gogh, Edgar Allen Poe,

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they've all found
masterpieces through insanity.

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- Well I mean I think
it's a waste of time,

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but then also I think
it's kinda fucking dumb.

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- [Clayton] Wow okay.

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- I mean clearly, you're going through

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a quarter life crisis, so--

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- No.
- That's fine.

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- [Clayton] Anyways,
back to the interview.

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- You've spent the last
three months growing

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a depression beard.

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- This isn't a depression beard.

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- That is a depression
beard and you know it.

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You are three days away from
a straight-up homeless beard.

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- Okay cool man, thanks
so much for coming out.

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- You know what, I'm being a good friend,

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and good friends tell the fucking truth.

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- Ernest Hemingway said the terrible mood

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of depression, whether
it's any good or not

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is known as the artists reward.

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I'll be honest with you, I haven't

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taken anything seriously
in a very long time.

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It's time I do.

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So the plan, to create loneliness.

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Mikaila's gonna drop me off
deep in the Georgia Mountains,

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no town whatsoever for 20 miles, no car,

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no phone, no GPS.

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Just me alone in the
woods with my thoughts

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for five days.

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- You know, look at me man, I did it.

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I did the sell out thing
that you're talking about.

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It got me two weeks
paid vacation, benefits,

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and I get to pretend that I'm good at golf

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every once in a while.

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It's not bad.

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- Wow.

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No I'm sorry, there's so
much to look forward too

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when you put it like that.

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- You know what I think
you're fucking problem is,

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is that I think you've
seen too many movies

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with manic pixie dream girls in 'em, okay.

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- What?
- You know

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what I'm talking about.

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It's just these girls who are just like,

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just find your passion, it's
exactly what you sound like.

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Okay just find you passion,
and then once you've found

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that passion just hug it, okay.

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And then that hug will bloom
into happiness and joy,

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and you'll just come back from the dead,

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and start just loving life.

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- Oh you're done, thank God, you're done.

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Okay.

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- Manic pixie dream girls aren't real.

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- Let's just, let's just do the thing

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that I invited you over
here to help me with okay.

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Can we just do that?

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Please?

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Where were we?

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- Where were we?

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We were at finding your
passion, and hugging it.

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- [Makaila] All right so Hunter.

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- Yes.

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- [Makaila] Tell me about
your best friend Clayton.

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(laughs)

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- Oh man, he is the clumsiest
person in the world.

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- I mean he's clumsy, but I wouldn't say

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he's the clumsiest person in the world.

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- No it's true, anyone
clumsier then Clayton is dead.

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Let's see, what else?

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This is gonna be so good.

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I mean he is really smart,
but you can't call him bright.

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One time he ate gas station sushi.

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- Okay.
- He likes baths better

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then showers.
- Okay, I mean things

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pertaining to this experiment,

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not weird shit you know about each other.

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- In high school he
would make study guides

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at finals time for all the students,

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but he would spend so much time making

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these study guides to sell them,

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that he wouldn't spend any
time actually studying.

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And then he would fail himself.

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But you know, I mean he'd
always come off with like

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1000 bucks or so for Christmas

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or summer break or whatever.

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That's just the first
thing that comes to me.

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- No that's, that's good.

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- Can I just say one more thing?

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- Oh my Gosh.

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- So what, God you just graduated,

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and you don't know what you're
gonna do with your life.

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Welcome to everybody's thought process

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that's ever graduated.

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You're just scared,
first time in your life,

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you don't have everything
planned out for you.

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Yes, thank you, it's
finally been said okay.

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I think you're fine,
and we can continue now,

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but I think you're fine.

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- Okay, thank you.
- All right, so what's

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the first fucking question?

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- Huh.

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Um...

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I don't know.

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There's like a whole foot--

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- I know.

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- Hunter are you on a wide enough lens

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to capture all of her hatred?

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- [Hunter] Got it.

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- Oh good, we can continue now.

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- [Hunter] All right,
good afternoon Mikaila,

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and Clayton, it's the eve
of your solo camping trip.

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And how are we feeling this afternoon--

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- Stop, take it back.

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- [Hunter] How are you feeling?

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- Excited, er, a little nervous.

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- [Hunter] And what about you Mikaila?

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- Annoyed, frustrated,
upset, angry, confused--

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- Just, just all of the negative words

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in the English language.

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(speaking in foreign language)

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That's French for something mean.

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Hunter, how, how did I describe how she

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is treating me the other day?

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Can you remember, it was a metaphor.

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- No I'd love to hear this metaphor.

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- [Hunter] No I wouldn't do it.

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- No please,
- Don't, don't.

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- I would love to hear it.

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- [Hunter] Don't.

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- You're treating me
like I am running over

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your dog while I'm stabbing
your family to death,

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while simultaneously
banging your best friend.

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So...

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- We can start the interview now.

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- [Hunter] Okay, um, why...

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Mikaila, why on your best, I
mean to your understanding,

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to your best understanding
is he doing this?

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- What?

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- [Hunter] Like why is his
inspiration to do this, or what?

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- Dude you're gonna have to
work on your interviewing voice,

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and your dyslexia, like I
straight up wrote the question,

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just read it off the card.

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- Stop he's helping you.

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- [Hunter] Thank you.

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- No, no, no, right now it
feels like I'm helping him

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by giving him a fucking reading lesson.

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- Clayton.
(Hunter laughs)

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- [Hunter] No that was good.

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- [Mikaila] You mentioned that story

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from high school earlier.

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- Yeah, yeah, in 10th grade.

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Our teacher, she made
us write these plays,

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you know these short plays.

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And Clayton decides to
write this crazy story

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about a mythical land
with this king and queen.

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And it's like a bunch of
bullshit, but the queen,

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gets kidnapped by the
enemy king of another land.

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So the queens name was Syphilis, okay.

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So I mean just imagine this,

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this class full of immature high schoolers

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just on the floor.

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The teacher gives him an F, she said,

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it was well written, but the
material was inappropriate.

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I don't know, I think,
that story really sums up

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both sides of Clayton.

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- Mikaila, I'm gonna be fine okay,

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I mean I'm pretty sure if Tom Hanks did it

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for five years, then I
can do it for five days.

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- Tom Hanks?

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- Yeah, he did it in Castaway.

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- That's a movie, Tom Hanks isn't real.

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- No Tom Hanks is definitely real.

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- Okay, it's not

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you just going out into
the woods that bothers me,

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what bothers me is the fact that you're

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disconnecting from literally everything.

253
00:11:57,770 --> 00:12:02,350
No car, no phone, I mean
what if you get hurt?

254
00:12:02,350 --> 00:12:05,480
What if you get attacked by
a bear or someone robs you--

255
00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:08,320
- No, no, no, none of that's gonna happen!

256
00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:11,900
I'm gonna feel alone, that's it.

257
00:12:11,900 --> 00:12:14,930
I'm gonna learn things
about myself in the process.

258
00:12:14,930 --> 00:12:17,623
I'm gonna come back with a great story.

259
00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:20,233
That...

260
00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:24,263
That's it.

261
00:12:27,270 --> 00:12:28,323
Mikaila, Mikaila.

262
00:12:34,365 --> 00:12:35,782
That was awkward.

263
00:12:37,150 --> 00:12:39,150
What are you gonna do side with her now?

264
00:12:42,110 --> 00:12:46,793
So this is it, last
thoughts before I head up.

265
00:12:51,362 --> 00:12:54,093
I'm a little nervous
but this is my chance.

266
00:12:56,760 --> 00:13:00,890
This is my chance to
harness some sort of storm,

267
00:13:00,890 --> 00:13:02,483
and once evolved, share it.

268
00:13:03,581 --> 00:13:06,498
(clippers buzzing)

269
00:13:13,440 --> 00:13:15,313
So wish me luck.

270
00:13:27,830 --> 00:13:30,640
And we're headed up to the mountains.

271
00:13:30,640 --> 00:13:32,470
Mikaila's syked, you can tell by the vein

272
00:13:32,470 --> 00:13:34,670
in her forehead how excited she is.

273
00:13:34,670 --> 00:13:36,538
- Clayton it's way too early.

274
00:13:36,538 --> 00:13:39,930
- I want, I want you to
look into this camera

275
00:13:39,930 --> 00:13:41,820
and say one positive thing.

276
00:13:41,820 --> 00:13:42,840
It can be anything.

277
00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:46,900
Hey it's pretty cool that
the sun rose this morning.

278
00:13:46,900 --> 00:13:50,300
It's awesome that we're
both currently not on fire,

279
00:13:50,300 --> 00:13:51,760
'cause that would suck.

280
00:13:51,760 --> 00:13:53,460
- You know I could just turn around.

281
00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:56,860
- No, no, that's, we're good.

282
00:13:56,860 --> 00:13:58,803
I just want it to be said
though, ahead of time,

283
00:13:58,803 --> 00:14:00,420
that I'm gonna come back with this

284
00:14:00,420 --> 00:14:02,520
dissertation on life.

285
00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:04,370
You know, this life dissertation.

286
00:14:04,370 --> 00:14:06,320
And you're gonna apologize.

287
00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:09,580
Prediction submitted, there it is.

288
00:14:09,580 --> 00:14:12,230
- Can we please just not
talk about the trip anymore.

289
00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:18,420
- I'm sure Christopher
Columbus' girlfriend

290
00:14:18,420 --> 00:14:21,390
wasn't happy whenever he
went on the boat to America.

291
00:14:21,390 --> 00:14:22,683
- Yeah that's the same.

292
00:14:25,090 --> 00:14:27,780
- She was literally like
"You're gonna fall off Earth."

293
00:14:27,780 --> 00:14:29,530
She probably wasn't as mean to him.

294
00:14:30,660 --> 00:14:32,830
You win, turn the car around,

295
00:14:32,830 --> 00:14:35,740
I'll find a different means
for creative inspiration

296
00:14:35,740 --> 00:14:39,590
involving black tar
heroine and alley syringes.

297
00:14:39,590 --> 00:14:40,673
- Oh my God, Clayton.

298
00:14:46,037 --> 00:14:51,037
♪ Jokes that do not land,
starring Clayton Thompson ♪

299
00:14:51,261 --> 00:14:55,282
♪ Written, directed and
produced by Clayton Thompson ♪

300
00:14:55,282 --> 00:14:58,699
♪ Jokes that do not land ♪

301
00:15:01,540 --> 00:15:04,743
I fucking love that show,
I watch it every day.

302
00:15:12,066 --> 00:15:15,346
- This is so ridiculous,
what are we doing?

303
00:15:15,346 --> 00:15:17,570
Look at him, not a care in the damn world.

304
00:15:17,570 --> 00:15:20,020
- Hey let's play a game
called what decade is it?

305
00:15:21,170 --> 00:15:23,973
Excuse me ma'am where's the
nearest roller blade store?

306
00:15:31,840 --> 00:15:34,020
The fact that you one day woke up

307
00:15:34,020 --> 00:15:37,170
without a sense of humor kinda bothers me.

308
00:15:37,170 --> 00:15:40,300
- Well you know, actually, I'm storing up

309
00:15:40,300 --> 00:15:42,650
every stupid thing you say in my head

310
00:15:42,650 --> 00:15:44,750
so I can laugh at it later.

311
00:15:44,750 --> 00:15:47,623
You know, just so I won't
give you the satisfaction.

312
00:15:47,623 --> 00:15:52,623
- Oh, that's the best news
I've heard in a long time.

313
00:15:53,405 --> 00:15:55,600
- Yeah well I'm a sick person.

314
00:15:55,600 --> 00:15:57,602
(Clayton laughs)

315
00:15:57,602 --> 00:16:00,190
Can you just put that camera down?

316
00:16:00,190 --> 00:16:01,023
Let's just talk.

317
00:16:02,030 --> 00:16:02,880
- [Clayton] Yeah.

318
00:16:04,882 --> 00:16:06,860
But did you, did you ever play?

319
00:16:06,860 --> 00:16:09,560
- [Mikaila] Um, I played T Ball but I got

320
00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:10,740
kicked off the team.

321
00:16:10,740 --> 00:16:12,870
- [Clayton] You got kicked
off your T Ball team?

322
00:16:12,870 --> 00:16:14,306
- [Mikaila] Yes.

323
00:16:14,306 --> 00:16:16,400
- [Clayton] T Ball like when you're five?

324
00:16:16,400 --> 00:16:17,870
- [Mikaila] Yes, it's not funny.

325
00:16:17,870 --> 00:16:19,760
- Give me 1000 years of guesses,

326
00:16:19,760 --> 00:16:20,900
I'd have no idea.

327
00:16:20,900 --> 00:16:22,610
Like how does somebody
get kicked off their T--

328
00:16:22,610 --> 00:16:24,720
- Okay, all right, I'll explain.

329
00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:27,230
So every week the
teammates would take turns

330
00:16:27,230 --> 00:16:28,940
bringing snacks for after the game.

331
00:16:28,940 --> 00:16:30,570
- Uh huh.
- And when it was my week

332
00:16:30,570 --> 00:16:32,880
my mom made these boss
chocolate and peanut butter

333
00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:35,530
cupcakes, anyways there's this one girl

334
00:16:35,530 --> 00:16:38,740
who never threw me the ball,
was always kinda rude to me,

335
00:16:38,740 --> 00:16:41,405
and she refused to eat my moms cupcakes.

336
00:16:41,405 --> 00:16:42,238
(Clayton laughs)

337
00:16:42,238 --> 00:16:43,080
Which is unacceptable.

338
00:16:43,080 --> 00:16:45,740
So I got sick of it one day,

339
00:16:45,740 --> 00:16:47,660
and smashed a cupcake in her face.

340
00:16:47,660 --> 00:16:50,743
And er, then she went to the hospital.

341
00:16:50,743 --> 00:16:52,090
- [Clayton] What?

342
00:16:52,090 --> 00:16:56,183
- Turns out she was severely
allergic to peanuts.

343
00:16:56,183 --> 00:16:57,390
(Clayton laughs)

344
00:16:57,390 --> 00:17:00,160
So er, yeah that traumatizing event

345
00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:02,340
ended my baseball career.

346
00:17:02,340 --> 00:17:04,310
- [Clayton] Why did
you never tell me that?

347
00:17:04,310 --> 00:17:07,170
- Well I tend to skip
stories where I almost kill

348
00:17:07,170 --> 00:17:08,663
a five-year-old child.

349
00:17:08,663 --> 00:17:10,746
(laughs)

350
00:17:11,682 --> 00:17:13,203
So what is this place exactly?

351
00:17:14,470 --> 00:17:16,860
- Er, I don't know just some patch of land

352
00:17:16,860 --> 00:17:18,540
between two mountains.

353
00:17:18,540 --> 00:17:20,623
Nothing's there though, that's all I know.

354
00:17:22,946 --> 00:17:26,113
(car engine rumbling)

355
00:17:36,242 --> 00:17:41,106
♪ So I'll wait ♪

356
00:17:41,106 --> 00:17:45,725
♪ For days and days and days ♪

357
00:17:45,725 --> 00:17:50,725
♪ Drawing circles around my grave ♪

358
00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:55,680
♪ And still you never show ♪

359
00:17:55,680 --> 00:17:58,200
♪ Where were you ♪

360
00:17:58,200 --> 00:18:03,200
♪ When the world was setting, you ♪

361
00:18:03,202 --> 00:18:08,202
♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪

362
00:18:08,242 --> 00:18:11,909
♪ What have you been up too ♪

363
00:18:22,140 --> 00:18:24,710
- I guess this is it.

364
00:18:24,710 --> 00:18:25,543
- You sure?

365
00:18:26,740 --> 00:18:28,240
- Yeah, better place then any.

366
00:18:36,189 --> 00:18:38,939
(car door slams)

367
00:18:40,871 --> 00:18:43,538
(Mikaila sighs)

368
00:19:01,469 --> 00:19:05,302
(muffled speaking off camera)

369
00:19:10,170 --> 00:19:13,127
- Wow, we really are out
in the middle of nowhere.

370
00:19:13,127 --> 00:19:14,850
- Good.

371
00:19:14,850 --> 00:19:17,723
- I hope I remember how to get back here.

372
00:19:18,665 --> 00:19:19,760
- No that's not funny, okay.

373
00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:21,450
You use your phone and you drop a pin.

374
00:19:21,450 --> 00:19:23,600
- Baby you know I lose
things all the time.

375
00:19:23,600 --> 00:19:26,660
- Wow, no it didn't get
any funnier that time.

376
00:19:26,660 --> 00:19:28,324
- Well you know, what if I die,

377
00:19:28,324 --> 00:19:31,150
and no one's here to
come get you in six days.

378
00:19:31,150 --> 00:19:34,780
An 18-wheeler just runs
me off the road and bam,

379
00:19:34,780 --> 00:19:35,843
no more Mikaila.

380
00:19:37,074 --> 00:19:38,063
No one to come get you.

381
00:19:40,950 --> 00:19:42,300
- Well that was dark.

382
00:19:42,300 --> 00:19:44,631
- Yeah, and you know I
actually didn't even need

383
00:19:44,631 --> 00:19:45,610
a little camping trip for that one,

384
00:19:45,610 --> 00:19:46,933
it just sorta came to me.

385
00:19:48,830 --> 00:19:49,663
- Well played.

386
00:19:51,970 --> 00:19:55,493
Hey, I'm gonna meet with
your cousin when I get back.

387
00:19:57,630 --> 00:20:00,980
- Look I know you don't
wanna be a corporate blogger.

388
00:20:00,980 --> 00:20:03,003
- Yeah but I still wanna meet with her.

389
00:20:04,220 --> 00:20:06,713
- Well I mean there's no harm in trying.

390
00:20:08,047 --> 00:20:08,880
- Yeah, exactly.

391
00:20:10,550 --> 00:20:14,800
- Look I'm sorry, I've seemed like

392
00:20:14,800 --> 00:20:16,230
such a bitch lately.

393
00:20:16,230 --> 00:20:20,920
It's just, you know it's
because I love you right?

394
00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:22,303
- Of course, yeah.

395
00:20:46,090 --> 00:20:47,740
- Shit.
- What?

396
00:20:47,740 --> 00:20:51,073
- A tree is down, I guess this'll do.

397
00:20:59,191 --> 00:21:00,024
Here.

398
00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:06,050
I'll lead you in.

399
00:21:12,110 --> 00:21:12,953
- [Clayton] Mikaila?

400
00:21:16,430 --> 00:21:18,053
- [Mikaila] Okay, turn this way.

401
00:21:21,031 --> 00:21:22,274
- [Clayton] You're not
gonna kill me are ya?

402
00:21:22,274 --> 00:21:23,107
(Mikaila chuckles)

403
00:21:23,107 --> 00:21:26,250
- [Mikaila] No.

404
00:21:26,250 --> 00:21:28,243
- [Clayton] Here, hang
on, let me get this up.

405
00:21:32,171 --> 00:21:33,004
All right.

406
00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:38,910
Okay, I'm gonna be fine,
what, what will fix this?

407
00:21:38,910 --> 00:21:39,760
- Nothing.
- No.

408
00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:44,453
Don't say nothing, okay,
what will fix this?

409
00:21:45,350 --> 00:21:46,693
- [Mikaila] It's not like that.

410
00:21:48,670 --> 00:21:50,820
- [Clayton] When I am done
with this whole project okay,

411
00:21:50,820 --> 00:21:54,000
I, I will spend time in church.

412
00:21:54,000 --> 00:21:54,833
I will watch "Full House."

413
00:21:54,833 --> 00:21:55,920
- [Mikaila] Okay stop, stop.

414
00:21:55,920 --> 00:21:58,100
I don't need your sarcasm right now okay.

415
00:21:58,100 --> 00:22:00,693
Just, just let me feel how I feel.

416
00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:05,120
- Okay.
- Okay,

417
00:22:05,120 --> 00:22:07,440
I just want you to be real for a moment.

418
00:22:07,440 --> 00:22:08,590
- [Clayton] About what?

419
00:22:13,073 --> 00:22:14,491
- [Mikaila] What do you want?

420
00:22:14,491 --> 00:22:17,820
Okay, what do you want out of this?

421
00:22:17,820 --> 00:22:19,533
- [Clayton] I want us.

422
00:22:21,350 --> 00:22:24,130
- [Mikaila] You're gonna
have to explain that to me.

423
00:22:24,130 --> 00:22:25,570
- [Clayton] I just said it, I want us.

424
00:22:25,570 --> 00:22:29,560
Look I'm not even using the
misogynist answer of you,

425
00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,094
I want us.

426
00:22:31,094 --> 00:22:32,490
- [Mikaila] That doesn't
even make sense okay

427
00:22:32,490 --> 00:22:37,193
because as far as I'm
concerned, you have us.

428
00:22:38,780 --> 00:22:40,947
So, I wanna know what you actually mean

429
00:22:40,947 --> 00:22:43,060
when you say you want us.

430
00:22:43,060 --> 00:22:46,660
- It means I want us okay.

431
00:22:46,660 --> 00:22:50,000
I am not willing to give you
some dispassionate version

432
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:52,650
of that person okay, some detached guy

433
00:22:52,650 --> 00:22:54,670
who gave up on every single dream

434
00:22:54,670 --> 00:22:55,700
straight out of the gate.

435
00:22:55,700 --> 00:22:57,520
I'm not gonna do that.

436
00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:59,223
You deserve better.

437
00:23:01,030 --> 00:23:03,611
- [Mikaila] Give me the camera.

438
00:23:03,611 --> 00:23:04,444
Give me the camera!

439
00:23:04,444 --> 00:23:06,110
- What, why?
- Give me the camera!

440
00:23:12,060 --> 00:23:16,990
Okay, Clayton I'm gonna ask you,

441
00:23:16,990 --> 00:23:20,350
one more time, all right.

442
00:23:20,350 --> 00:23:21,570
What do you want?

443
00:23:21,570 --> 00:23:24,400
What is the driving force behind this?

444
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:27,350
What is bothering you so
much that you feel like

445
00:23:27,350 --> 00:23:28,930
you have to do this okay?

446
00:23:28,930 --> 00:23:29,853
Just say it.

447
00:23:36,210 --> 00:23:38,033
- My dad feels stuck at his job.

448
00:23:40,010 --> 00:23:42,647
He doesn't say it, but
he doesn't have too.

449
00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:46,913
I'm not gonna be that way.

450
00:23:47,910 --> 00:23:48,743
- [Mikaila] You love your dad,

451
00:23:48,743 --> 00:23:50,050
don't talk shit about him okay.

452
00:23:50,050 --> 00:23:52,113
- [Clayton] I love him,
I don't respect him,

453
00:23:52,113 --> 00:23:53,070
there's a difference.

454
00:23:53,070 --> 00:23:55,810
- [Mikaila] Your father
works a job he hates

455
00:23:55,810 --> 00:23:57,180
so he can provide for his family.

456
00:23:57,180 --> 00:23:59,243
How is he not a fucking superhero?

457
00:24:02,353 --> 00:24:04,273
- You just, you don't understand.

458
00:24:07,030 --> 00:24:09,180
- [Mikaila] So what are you gonna do now?

459
00:24:09,180 --> 00:24:11,060
- I've already told you, I'm here,

460
00:24:11,060 --> 00:24:12,390
you've seen this thing.

461
00:24:12,390 --> 00:24:14,350
I'm going to write a story.

462
00:24:14,350 --> 00:24:16,320
I'm gonna make a novel,
I'm gonna write it,

463
00:24:16,320 --> 00:24:17,580
I'm gonna make you proud.

464
00:24:17,580 --> 00:24:19,293
You are going to be proud of me.

465
00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:22,413
- [Mikaila] I am proud.

466
00:24:28,720 --> 00:24:32,219
(Mikaila sighs)

467
00:24:32,219 --> 00:24:33,052
Okay.

468
00:24:35,981 --> 00:24:37,731
- Give me the camera.

469
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:44,750
- [Mikaila] Look, I know
how you're feeling Clayton.

470
00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:48,310
All right, you want, you wanna be great.

471
00:24:48,310 --> 00:24:49,203
Everyone does.

472
00:24:50,039 --> 00:24:51,042
- Put the camera down.

473
00:24:51,042 --> 00:24:52,023
- [Mikaila] No, no!

474
00:24:53,160 --> 00:24:55,280
You wanna be great okay,

475
00:24:55,280 --> 00:24:56,580
you're gonna listen to me.

476
00:25:01,170 --> 00:25:02,980
You see people post things online

477
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:09,442
and you think they're happy,
but they're only posting

478
00:25:09,442 --> 00:25:11,003
the highlight reels.

479
00:25:12,860 --> 00:25:16,913
But you look at them, and you
think you're not good enough.

480
00:25:18,119 --> 00:25:19,060
- Put it down.

481
00:25:19,060 --> 00:25:20,400
- [Mikaila] You are.

482
00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:21,493
You are good enough.

483
00:25:28,250 --> 00:25:29,250
Watch this in a couple of days

484
00:25:29,250 --> 00:25:30,963
and see if you believe yourself.

485
00:25:37,660 --> 00:25:38,960
- Come here.
- Come here.

486
00:25:46,797 --> 00:25:50,685
- I love you.
- I love you too.

487
00:25:50,685 --> 00:25:51,720
- [Clayton] I love you more then

488
00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:54,373
the nostalgic memory
of a Blockbuster Video.

489
00:25:55,357 --> 00:25:56,939
- [Mikaila] I love you
more then peanut butter

490
00:25:56,939 --> 00:25:57,772
and chocolate.

491
00:25:57,772 --> 00:25:59,507
- [Clayton] That's impossible,
don't say something

492
00:25:59,507 --> 00:26:00,780
you can't take back.

493
00:26:00,780 --> 00:26:02,143
- [Mikaila] It's true, I do, I do.

494
00:26:08,541 --> 00:26:10,260
- Goodbye.
- Bye.

495
00:26:10,260 --> 00:26:12,010
- I'll see you in a couple of days.

496
00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:48,953
Mikaila!

497
00:26:51,980 --> 00:26:53,103
So this is it.

498
00:26:56,370 --> 00:26:58,473
This is where I'll find myself.

499
00:27:00,699 --> 00:27:04,550
I spent all my graduation
money buying a camera,

500
00:27:04,550 --> 00:27:06,503
batteries and cards.

501
00:27:09,300 --> 00:27:10,503
I'm a fucking idiot.

502
00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:16,973
First night, it's not so bad out here.

503
00:27:19,030 --> 00:27:20,950
Just quiet.

504
00:27:20,950 --> 00:27:23,063
Besides the cicadas it's quiet.

505
00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:28,840
I can actually hear myself think,

506
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,693
don't love it, but I can.

507
00:27:35,440 --> 00:27:37,103
It's definitely creepy out here,

508
00:27:39,390 --> 00:27:40,993
but I have to ask the question,

509
00:27:44,030 --> 00:27:49,030
would having someone with me
make it any less dangerous?

510
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:55,600
And the answer is no,
but it takes being alone

511
00:27:56,710 --> 00:27:59,363
to realize you#'re afraid.

512
00:28:07,870 --> 00:28:08,703
Hello!

513
00:28:11,070 --> 00:28:12,253
Is anyone there?

514
00:28:15,410 --> 00:28:17,817
So, I survived the first night,

515
00:28:17,817 --> 00:28:19,623
er, I just ate breakfast,

516
00:28:20,500 --> 00:28:24,460
a granola bar which will also be dinner.

517
00:28:24,460 --> 00:28:27,750
Let me say one thing, this
is not the body of a man

518
00:28:27,750 --> 00:28:29,720
who eats two granola bars a day.

519
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:33,523
This is the body of a man who
eats a granola bar as a snack.

520
00:28:34,560 --> 00:28:38,063
So, thoughts on last night.

521
00:28:39,783 --> 00:28:41,550
Er, one thing that comes to mind,

522
00:28:41,550 --> 00:28:43,653
one word would be aware.

523
00:28:47,060 --> 00:28:50,913
I was aware of every
sound that was around me.

524
00:28:51,850 --> 00:28:53,713
The trees blowing in the wind,

525
00:28:55,590 --> 00:28:57,630
the leaves skipping on the ground.

526
00:28:57,630 --> 00:29:02,630
Everything was so crisp,
honestly it was amazing.

527
00:29:08,434 --> 00:29:10,434
Well I am bored as shit.

528
00:29:11,910 --> 00:29:13,123
Look what I found.

529
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:17,560
Bottom of the 7th, two outs, two strikes,

530
00:29:17,560 --> 00:29:19,773
no balls, men on 2nd and 3rd.

531
00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,500
And the pitch.

532
00:29:22,500 --> 00:29:27,160
Oh it's hit a mile high,
and three miles long.

533
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:30,940
Yes it could go all the way.

534
00:29:30,940 --> 00:29:33,380
Upper decker, home run, and that pitch

535
00:29:33,380 --> 00:29:35,410
will sink Clayton into a month long binge

536
00:29:35,410 --> 00:29:39,093
of depression, alcoholism
and self-loathing.

537
00:29:41,261 --> 00:29:43,442
♪ Lumber jacking in the forest ♪

538
00:29:43,442 --> 00:29:46,200
(Ax smashes)

539
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,133
That is not happening.

540
00:29:49,863 --> 00:29:52,040
(groans)

541
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:52,873
Come on.

542
00:29:57,798 --> 00:30:00,465
(logs snapping)

543
00:30:10,139 --> 00:30:10,972
Huh.

544
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,730
That is a creepy tree.

545
00:30:17,730 --> 00:30:21,160
These trees are monotonous.

546
00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:22,460
Be hell to get lost in it.

547
00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:27,490
I don't know, it's somehow
not as scary in the daytime.

548
00:30:28,941 --> 00:30:30,260
It reminds me of whenever
I was a little kid

549
00:30:30,260 --> 00:30:32,803
and I just ran out into the forest.

550
00:30:34,330 --> 00:30:36,340
Making up stories along the way,

551
00:30:36,340 --> 00:30:38,163
living my own little journey.

552
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:43,253
Oftentimes being chased by something.

553
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:49,350
A ninja, like all the time
actually, I don't know,

554
00:30:49,350 --> 00:30:50,733
what the hell that's about.

555
00:30:59,143 --> 00:31:01,393
I can make that jump right?

556
00:31:05,223 --> 00:31:06,306
You got this.

557
00:31:09,042 --> 00:31:12,359
(groans)
(water splashing)

558
00:31:12,359 --> 00:31:13,942
Ugh, it's so gross.

559
00:31:16,701 --> 00:31:19,034
What the hell water is that?

560
00:31:21,623 --> 00:31:23,540
Geeze, it's disgusting.

561
00:31:26,919 --> 00:31:29,002
(groans)

562
00:31:30,570 --> 00:31:32,963
Night's coming, soon enough.

563
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:40,130
If you guys could smell me right now.

564
00:31:41,140 --> 00:31:42,530
There are no words.

565
00:31:42,530 --> 00:31:44,750
I used to be like bullshit, there's a word

566
00:31:44,750 --> 00:31:45,690
for everything.

567
00:31:45,690 --> 00:31:47,883
Nope, not this smell.

568
00:31:49,670 --> 00:31:54,060
Smells like two dead
animals crawled inside of

569
00:31:55,590 --> 00:31:59,053
three dead animals just
to shit, and then die.

570
00:32:00,510 --> 00:32:04,860
It's night two, it's late, real late.

571
00:32:06,780 --> 00:32:09,050
Heard a lot of noises tonight,

572
00:32:09,050 --> 00:32:12,403
it's the longest I've ever
gone without seeing someone.

573
00:32:14,540 --> 00:32:17,590
I mean sure I've had those
days where I disappear

574
00:32:17,590 --> 00:32:20,250
into a sofa and binge watch 12 hours of TV

575
00:32:20,250 --> 00:32:21,833
while screening all my calls.

576
00:32:23,360 --> 00:32:27,770
I call those dark days,
but I also call them

577
00:32:27,770 --> 00:32:29,600
everything I've ever wanted days.

578
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:33,010
So new observation, there's a fine line

579
00:32:33,010 --> 00:32:34,560
between delight and depression.

580
00:32:39,430 --> 00:32:42,343
I don't know though,
this is just different.

581
00:32:46,754 --> 00:32:50,034
(distant banging)

582
00:32:50,034 --> 00:32:51,367
Nothing's there.

583
00:32:52,295 --> 00:32:53,628
Nothing's there.

584
00:32:55,255 --> 00:32:57,255
(sighs)

585
00:33:10,015 --> 00:33:13,182
(phone ringing)
Fuck!

586
00:33:29,510 --> 00:33:30,343
Hello.

587
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:34,940
Are you kidding me Mikaila?

588
00:33:34,940 --> 00:33:36,470
Are you kidding me?

589
00:33:36,470 --> 00:33:39,310
No, no this is not cool, this is not cool.

590
00:33:39,310 --> 00:33:41,563
Yes I'm fine, you have to quit worrying.

591
00:33:42,610 --> 00:33:43,980
What, when, when?

592
00:33:43,980 --> 00:33:46,400
No I will not calm down okay.

593
00:33:46,400 --> 00:33:48,100
Okay, I will not calm down.

594
00:33:48,100 --> 00:33:51,620
No, do not assume the worst
whenever you call back okay,

595
00:33:51,620 --> 00:33:55,013
because this phone is gonna
be in pieces on the dirt.

596
00:33:55,013 --> 00:33:57,270
(phone slams)

597
00:33:57,270 --> 00:33:58,793
My heartbeat hasn't slowed.

598
00:34:00,390 --> 00:34:05,390
So Mikaila snuck in a
burner phone into my bag

599
00:34:05,620 --> 00:34:06,973
whenever I was gassing up.

600
00:34:08,900 --> 00:34:11,473
She also left this,

601
00:34:13,170 --> 00:34:15,470
some sort of memory card
or something to play.

602
00:34:17,170 --> 00:34:18,893
Anyway, cheap scare of the night.

603
00:34:19,810 --> 00:34:20,643
Moving on.

604
00:34:23,660 --> 00:34:25,483
I keep hearing those noises though.

605
00:34:28,090 --> 00:34:29,573
Sounds like footsteps.

606
00:34:31,740 --> 00:34:36,143
I have this theory about pushing
the limit of sleeplessness.

607
00:34:37,610 --> 00:34:40,150
It goes like this, when
you stay awake longer

608
00:34:40,150 --> 00:34:43,620
then you're used too,
your brain being such

609
00:34:43,620 --> 00:34:47,293
a powerful and mysterious
thing that it is,

610
00:34:48,210 --> 00:34:51,620
it becomes aware that you're tired.

611
00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:54,172
And the brain being the powerful,

612
00:34:54,172 --> 00:34:56,983
and mysterious thing that it is,

613
00:34:58,200 --> 00:34:59,513
it compensates.

614
00:35:00,970 --> 00:35:04,360
What I've found is it overcompensates,

615
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:09,360
creating some sort of a
heightened creative state.

616
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:11,540
So I might just stay up writing all night.

617
00:35:16,690 --> 00:35:17,523
Well I, (sighs).

618
00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:21,763
I won't bore you with this.

619
00:35:29,940 --> 00:35:30,773
Hello!

620
00:35:34,160 --> 00:35:35,683
Hello, is anyone there?

621
00:35:43,095 --> 00:35:46,255
(twig snapping)
(leaves rustling)

622
00:35:46,255 --> 00:35:47,088
Fuck!

623
00:35:50,316 --> 00:35:53,103
Fuck, fuck.
(breathing heavily)

624
00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:13,683
I know it was an animal,
I just didn't see it.

625
00:36:16,220 --> 00:36:18,070
It was big, it was...

626
00:36:24,550 --> 00:36:27,350
You always feel like you're
being followed in the woods,

627
00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:29,303
you never are.

628
00:36:31,554 --> 00:36:33,154
It's just paranoia in the night.

629
00:37:10,511 --> 00:37:12,511
(sighs)

630
00:37:13,900 --> 00:37:15,273
Nothing's been touched.

631
00:37:19,690 --> 00:37:22,133
A couple of weeks ago I had a dream,

632
00:37:23,690 --> 00:37:26,320
and in this dream I was
writing a short story

633
00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:29,100
about this character that was going crazy

634
00:37:29,100 --> 00:37:32,870
because of this dark, shadowy entity

635
00:37:32,870 --> 00:37:34,770
that wouldn't leave him alone.

636
00:37:34,770 --> 00:37:37,110
And I'm laying on my stomach on the sofa,

637
00:37:37,110 --> 00:37:39,783
typing on my laptop,
and then I fell asleep.

638
00:37:43,730 --> 00:37:45,130
And that's when it happened.

639
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:53,040
I woke up to something slowly pulling me,

640
00:37:53,770 --> 00:37:58,510
and the second that I
became aware of what it was,

641
00:37:58,510 --> 00:38:00,893
it yanked me off the sofa.

642
00:38:02,100 --> 00:38:04,990
And I flew upright, and I was levitating,

643
00:38:04,990 --> 00:38:09,363
my feet were off the
ground, and I was frozen.

644
00:38:11,780 --> 00:38:15,220
And I tried to scream,
but the second I tried

645
00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:19,963
the most unbelievably tight
grip came around my throat.

646
00:38:22,210 --> 00:38:23,823
And it all went blurry.

647
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:26,123
And then I woke up.

648
00:38:28,820 --> 00:38:33,603
I woke up in the exact same
place I had fallen asleep.

649
00:38:37,540 --> 00:38:40,010
If immersing myself in
this terrifying world

650
00:38:40,010 --> 00:38:43,580
can effect me that much,
down deep there is a story

651
00:38:43,580 --> 00:38:44,763
waiting to be found.

652
00:38:45,670 --> 00:38:47,453
Kinda scared to fall asleep now.

653
00:38:49,263 --> 00:38:51,183
I was hoping you could
keep my company though.

654
00:38:55,514 --> 00:38:56,530
What was it?

655
00:38:56,530 --> 00:38:59,973
My mom used to quote this
verse from Joshua something.

656
00:39:02,487 --> 00:39:04,067
"Be strong and courageous.

657
00:39:04,067 --> 00:39:07,047
"Do not be frightened, do not be dismayed,

658
00:39:07,047 --> 00:39:08,607
"for the Lord, your God is with you,

659
00:39:08,607 --> 00:39:09,677
"wherever you go."

660
00:39:16,441 --> 00:39:20,691
Everything's gonna be fine,
I know that, I know it.

661
00:39:23,660 --> 00:39:24,560
Everything's fine.

662
00:39:30,050 --> 00:39:31,858
My uncle, he used to say that,

663
00:39:31,858 --> 00:39:34,257
"If you live close enough to people

664
00:39:34,257 --> 00:39:36,937
"where you can't scream
at the end of a bad day

665
00:39:36,937 --> 00:39:39,557
"without getting in trouble then you live

666
00:39:39,557 --> 00:39:41,057
"too close to people."

667
00:39:45,610 --> 00:39:47,353
My uncle was a fucking liar.

668
00:40:03,690 --> 00:40:08,690
So, the sun is offensively
bright in the morning,

669
00:40:11,840 --> 00:40:14,343
it's like a big old fuck you from nature.

670
00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:21,353
But I survived night two.

671
00:40:24,990 --> 00:40:27,210
Yay.

672
00:40:27,210 --> 00:40:29,390
Being out here I've
really gotten to recall

673
00:40:29,390 --> 00:40:32,040
some memories I'm pretty
sure I would have forgotten.

674
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:37,020
Once again it comes back to this idea

675
00:40:37,020 --> 00:40:39,720
that I can't shake, that
we're just surrounded

676
00:40:39,720 --> 00:40:42,130
by so much noise, and
we don't get the time

677
00:40:42,130 --> 00:40:45,163
to even exercise these great memories.

678
00:40:48,540 --> 00:40:50,800
Anyway, the last couple
hours I've been thinking

679
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:53,603
about some of the funniest
stories of my life.

680
00:40:58,720 --> 00:41:01,063
Kinda makes me wish I had journaled more.

681
00:41:03,200 --> 00:41:05,013
I've had too good of a life not too.

682
00:41:07,710 --> 00:41:09,275
One story though,

683
00:41:09,275 --> 00:41:12,620
um it was the first camping trip

684
00:41:12,620 --> 00:41:15,060
that we had ever taken, we went camping,

685
00:41:15,060 --> 00:41:17,673
we went on this drunk
hike through the forest.

686
00:41:18,895 --> 00:41:21,470
And we ended up on this gravel road,

687
00:41:21,470 --> 00:41:25,090
not a car, not a sound for miles.

688
00:41:25,090 --> 00:41:27,900
And then all of a sudden, Hunter said it,

689
00:41:27,900 --> 00:41:29,267
he said "Guys, guys, turn off your lights,

690
00:41:29,267 --> 00:41:30,876
"turn off your lights."

691
00:41:30,876 --> 00:41:32,900
So we did, we all ducked
down on the gravel road,

692
00:41:32,900 --> 00:41:34,163
we were scared.

693
00:41:36,473 --> 00:41:38,020
And we said "What's up, what's going on?"

694
00:41:38,020 --> 00:41:41,613
He said, "This is life.

695
00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:46,373
"Dark, unsure, uncertain,

696
00:41:47,357 --> 00:41:51,023
"and you can sit here
and not become a man,

697
00:41:52,027 --> 00:41:53,877
"or you can walk towards it."

698
00:41:55,334 --> 00:41:59,100
And we all said, "Hunter you've
probably drank too much."

699
00:41:59,100 --> 00:42:02,557
But he stood up, and he said "No, no,

700
00:42:02,557 --> 00:42:05,347
"I am seriously, be seriously,

701
00:42:05,347 --> 00:42:07,337
"I am seriously right now."

702
00:42:09,730 --> 00:42:12,447
He said, "This is how
I wanna live my life.

703
00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:15,290
"I wanna sprint towards life."

704
00:42:15,290 --> 00:42:19,737
And so he said, "You assholes
keep off your flashlights."

705
00:42:20,815 --> 00:42:24,293
And then he sprinted.

706
00:42:25,230 --> 00:42:27,233
He sprinted as fast as he could,

707
00:42:29,130 --> 00:42:30,193
for a long time.

708
00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:33,963
And then we hear it.

709
00:42:35,300 --> 00:42:37,172
Thud, "Ah shit."

710
00:42:37,172 --> 00:42:40,050
(laughs)

711
00:42:40,050 --> 00:42:43,300
He had ran directly off
the road and into a tree,

712
00:42:43,300 --> 00:42:46,963
and then fell into a giant pile of thorns.

713
00:42:48,530 --> 00:42:51,520
And the whole time we
were walking him back

714
00:42:51,520 --> 00:42:55,440
he just kept saying
"That's life, that's life.

715
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:56,687
"Life is hard."

716
00:42:59,470 --> 00:43:02,463
I know I'm telling that story
to nobody right now, but,

717
00:43:04,873 --> 00:43:06,903
any excuse to tell it.

718
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:14,810
So I just got back to the campsite

719
00:43:14,810 --> 00:43:18,223
and something got into my food.

720
00:43:19,870 --> 00:43:23,610
On top of that, there
is a hole in the bottom

721
00:43:23,610 --> 00:43:25,253
of my water jug.

722
00:43:26,850 --> 00:43:29,343
So that's where we're at.

723
00:43:36,271 --> 00:43:38,050
(sighs)

724
00:43:38,050 --> 00:43:41,583
Hey friends, I found the
story I wanna write about.

725
00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:46,023
It involves a protagonist
who's a little bit lonely.

726
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:52,460
I don't know, I've always been taught

727
00:43:52,460 --> 00:43:53,723
you write what you feel.

728
00:43:55,560 --> 00:43:59,000
You write what you feel,
or you write something

729
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,453
that doesn't mean anything.

730
00:44:04,300 --> 00:44:07,490
And I think honestly,
if I can somehow isolate

731
00:44:07,490 --> 00:44:10,143
fear with my protagonist,

732
00:44:13,880 --> 00:44:16,213
I think I'll have the
story I'm looking for.

733
00:44:18,870 --> 00:44:23,870
A character with only his
own thoughts to believe in,

734
00:44:24,940 --> 00:44:26,340
that's what I'm looking for.

735
00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:34,833
Fuck, I've never been able to
get inspired in the daytime.

736
00:44:35,820 --> 00:44:38,963
I always get sidetracked and watch TV.

737
00:44:40,160 --> 00:44:43,213
Well I think that fits my
theory about creativity.

738
00:44:47,660 --> 00:44:52,660
It'll come at night, so until then,

739
00:44:53,853 --> 00:44:55,520
I'll just wait.

740
00:44:59,407 --> 00:45:02,240
(distant banging)

741
00:45:09,209 --> 00:45:10,626
I have to see it.

742
00:45:31,449 --> 00:45:33,791
(distant banging)
(gasps)

743
00:45:33,791 --> 00:45:34,708
What is it?

744
00:45:38,329 --> 00:45:41,329
(breathing heavily)

745
00:45:46,991 --> 00:45:50,741
(distant banging)
What is...

746
00:46:02,843 --> 00:46:07,843
(creature growls)
(Clayton yells)

747
00:46:17,929 --> 00:46:18,933
It's the third night,

748
00:46:20,060 --> 00:46:23,573
heard footsteps since about nine o'clock.

749
00:46:25,430 --> 00:46:26,480
They haven't stopped.

750
00:46:31,828 --> 00:46:32,995
I can't leave.

751
00:46:36,050 --> 00:46:37,783
This has to be some sick joke.

752
00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:42,370
At this point I'm just,

753
00:46:42,370 --> 00:46:45,890
I'm, I'm talking just to not hear silence.

754
00:46:45,890 --> 00:46:50,060
Disregard any and all
bullshit I speak about okay.

755
00:46:50,060 --> 00:46:52,860
I might tell a story,
I might create a story,

756
00:46:52,860 --> 00:46:54,930
I might sing a fucking nursery rhyme.

757
00:46:54,930 --> 00:46:57,800
I don't, I don't know,
I might talk even though

758
00:46:57,800 --> 00:46:59,650
I don't know what I'm fucking saying.

759
00:47:00,870 --> 00:47:05,870
I know my sensitivity to
noise is heightened out here,

760
00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:09,717
but I heard something.

761
00:47:17,260 --> 00:47:18,093
Hello!

762
00:47:21,250 --> 00:47:22,353
Is anyone there?

763
00:47:31,282 --> 00:47:32,704
(creature growling)

764
00:47:32,704 --> 00:47:33,537
Stop it!

765
00:47:36,304 --> 00:47:37,137
Shit!

766
00:47:39,541 --> 00:47:41,941
(breathing heavily)

767
00:47:41,941 --> 00:47:42,774
Oh my God!

768
00:47:49,270 --> 00:47:50,660
What the fuck was that?

769
00:47:55,110 --> 00:47:56,253
I'm not going back.

770
00:48:00,110 --> 00:48:01,850
I'm not going back I don't care.

771
00:48:04,624 --> 00:48:06,703
I don't care, I'm not going back.

772
00:48:07,780 --> 00:48:08,950
I'm not going back.

773
00:48:51,830 --> 00:48:54,103
At this point I wanna run into somebody.

774
00:48:57,780 --> 00:48:59,930
I wanna know what I'm
fucking running from!

775
00:49:13,403 --> 00:49:17,153
I've been walking for
two or three hours now.

776
00:49:24,443 --> 00:49:25,276
I...

777
00:49:26,230 --> 00:49:30,913
I haven't seen a road or a house,

778
00:49:34,830 --> 00:49:36,157
or heard a car.

779
00:49:38,923 --> 00:49:40,840
Everything is the same.

780
00:49:41,984 --> 00:49:45,003
(Clayton sobs)

781
00:49:45,003 --> 00:49:45,920
Where am I?

782
00:50:27,322 --> 00:50:28,155
I'm done.

783
00:51:38,348 --> 00:51:41,348
(breathing heavily)

784
00:51:43,607 --> 00:51:45,857
There's a cabin, there's a cabin!

785
00:51:45,857 --> 00:51:47,190
There's a cabin.

786
00:52:11,393 --> 00:52:13,476
(groans)

787
00:52:16,097 --> 00:52:16,930
What the fuck?

788
00:52:26,680 --> 00:52:28,220
What is this place?

789
00:52:34,897 --> 00:52:35,730
Is this a Bible?

790
00:53:24,566 --> 00:53:26,649
(groans)

791
00:53:28,970 --> 00:53:31,393
The creepiest place I have ever seen.

792
00:53:34,670 --> 00:53:37,973
Six chairs in a perfect circle.

793
00:53:41,425 --> 00:53:43,070
(indistinct rumbling)

794
00:53:43,070 --> 00:53:44,343
Is anyone there?

795
00:53:51,050 --> 00:53:52,313
I'm gonna die here.

796
00:53:56,597 --> 00:53:59,817
"Be strong and courageous.

797
00:53:59,817 --> 00:54:03,377
"Do not be frightened
and do not be dismayed,

798
00:54:03,377 --> 00:54:06,588
"for the Lord your God is
with you where you go."

799
00:54:06,588 --> 00:54:08,838
(wretches)

800
00:54:22,124 --> 00:54:26,207
(groans)
(sobs)

801
00:55:13,071 --> 00:55:16,321
(electronic crackling)

802
00:55:24,314 --> 00:55:25,481
Hold me truth.

803
00:55:38,757 --> 00:55:42,127
"In the beginning there was nothing,

804
00:55:42,127 --> 00:55:44,823
"and yet though the savior
worshiped it wholly.

805
00:55:46,687 --> 00:55:50,633
"He prayed to nothing, for
nothing to return eternally.

806
00:55:52,817 --> 00:55:56,057
"We pursued daily his acceptance,

807
00:55:56,057 --> 00:56:01,057
"and aspire to one day
become nothing as he did.

808
00:56:06,015 --> 00:56:09,265
(floorboards creaking)

809
00:56:14,830 --> 00:56:18,095
Yep, I'm back at the campsite.

810
00:56:18,095 --> 00:56:20,178
(laughs)

811
00:56:21,200 --> 00:56:22,723
Why am I here?

812
00:56:25,994 --> 00:56:28,660
Well one time I ate gas station sushi.

813
00:56:28,660 --> 00:56:30,793
Man do I make good decisions.

814
00:56:32,460 --> 00:56:36,133
It's like I run a fucking
irresponsibility brothel.

815
00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:44,933
I, I cannot leave.

816
00:56:46,100 --> 00:56:51,100
She knows where I am by
GPS, I cannot fucking leave.

817
00:56:57,320 --> 00:56:58,703
If I die, I die.

818
00:57:00,560 --> 00:57:01,683
Everybody does.

819
00:57:03,690 --> 00:57:08,050
Everybody that ever existed
before 150 years ago,

820
00:57:08,050 --> 00:57:08,893
they all did it.

821
00:57:10,213 --> 00:57:11,046
It's one, fuck...

822
00:57:11,046 --> 00:57:14,810
It's one of the only things
that we have in common,

823
00:57:14,810 --> 00:57:17,760
we're not all white, we're not all black,

824
00:57:17,760 --> 00:57:20,023
we're not all tall, we're not all short.

825
00:57:22,740 --> 00:57:23,733
But we all die.

826
00:57:26,320 --> 00:57:27,993
Somehow that's comforting.

827
00:57:35,787 --> 00:57:37,704
Mikaila, where are you?

828
00:57:40,271 --> 00:57:42,188
There's something here.

829
00:57:43,410 --> 00:57:46,763
I haven't seen it, but
there's something here.

830
00:57:50,351 --> 00:57:52,670
(sobs)

831
00:57:52,670 --> 00:57:53,813
I can't leave.

832
00:57:57,430 --> 00:57:58,933
I just have to wait it out.

833
00:58:01,653 --> 00:58:03,003
Are you fucking kidding me?

834
00:58:11,490 --> 00:58:13,223
What should I do Mr. Red Dot?

835
00:58:19,413 --> 00:58:24,413
When I was a little kid, my
best friend was a pitch back.

836
00:58:24,508 --> 00:58:27,450
You know the netting that
throws the balls back to ya,

837
00:58:27,450 --> 00:58:29,323
his name was Gus.

838
00:58:31,120 --> 00:58:35,430
Gus was such an asshole,
he always tried to peg me

839
00:58:35,430 --> 00:58:38,173
with baseballs.
(laughs)

840
00:58:42,390 --> 00:58:43,293
That was funny.

841
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:46,389
That was funny.

842
00:58:46,389 --> 00:58:49,133
Don't just, don't just sit
there okay, laugh at me!

843
00:58:54,709 --> 00:58:56,330
I'm sorry.

844
00:58:56,330 --> 00:58:58,253
I'm sorry I raised my voice.

845
00:58:59,410 --> 00:59:01,463
You're just so passive.

846
00:59:04,660 --> 00:59:05,643
So I am sorry.

847
00:59:09,990 --> 00:59:11,883
Do you accept my apology?

848
00:59:16,130 --> 00:59:18,623
Do you accept my apology?

849
00:59:20,452 --> 00:59:22,400
(laughs)

850
00:59:22,400 --> 00:59:23,830
If you're not gonna talk to me then

851
00:59:23,830 --> 00:59:25,180
I'm gonna fucking kill you.

852
00:59:28,890 --> 00:59:30,493
My first word was ball.

853
00:59:32,470 --> 00:59:34,510
I don't even remember when
I started playing baseball

854
00:59:34,510 --> 00:59:38,060
but I played it all my life,
all through high school.

855
00:59:38,060 --> 00:59:41,600
I was a pitcher, in high school we made it

856
00:59:41,600 --> 00:59:43,160
to the semi-finals.

857
00:59:43,160 --> 00:59:47,663
I'm one pitch away from
making it to the finals.

858
00:59:47,663 --> 00:59:49,250
There's a man on second and
third, and what do I do?

859
00:59:49,250 --> 00:59:51,393
I throw a fast ball right down the middle,

860
00:59:53,140 --> 00:59:54,403
three run home run.

861
00:59:56,020 --> 00:59:59,530
I know it seems stupid, but in high school

862
00:59:59,530 --> 01:00:00,903
baseball was life.

863
01:00:01,780 --> 01:00:04,690
So the whole rest of the hour and a half

864
01:00:04,690 --> 01:00:06,630
all these people started coming up to me,

865
01:00:06,630 --> 01:00:09,080
telling me what a good
job I did, and how lucky

866
01:00:09,080 --> 01:00:11,373
this batter as that he hit a home run.

867
01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,553
I just wanted to be alone.

868
01:00:17,740 --> 01:00:20,590
Looking back on that day, right now,

869
01:00:20,590 --> 01:00:22,493
it seems like a utopia.

870
01:00:27,450 --> 01:00:28,733
Best day of my life.

871
01:00:33,809 --> 01:00:34,863
I guess I'll watch this.

872
01:00:37,160 --> 01:00:39,110
It'll at least give me something to do.

873
01:00:41,970 --> 01:00:44,640
- So Clayton we hope you're
having an amazing trip,

874
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:46,930
and I hope you're
finding all of the things

875
01:00:46,930 --> 01:00:48,520
you were searching for.

876
01:00:48,520 --> 01:00:51,270
And we decided that after
our day of interviews

877
01:00:51,270 --> 01:00:52,820
there was something we wanted to tell you.

878
01:00:52,820 --> 01:00:53,930
- Mikaila's pregnant.

879
01:00:53,930 --> 01:00:54,763
- What no,

880
01:00:54,763 --> 01:00:55,720
I am not pregnant.
- With my child.

881
01:00:55,720 --> 01:00:56,920
- Hunter take this seriously.

882
01:00:56,920 --> 01:00:57,753
- Okay.

883
01:00:58,697 --> 01:00:59,530
(sighs)

884
01:00:59,530 --> 01:01:00,820
We love you.

885
01:01:00,820 --> 01:01:01,653
Is that good?
- Yeah.

886
01:01:01,653 --> 01:01:03,097
That's it.

887
01:01:03,097 --> 01:01:04,100
That's it, we love you.

888
01:01:04,100 --> 01:01:07,280
And er, I've never met
someone as dedicated

889
01:01:07,280 --> 01:01:09,040
to making me laugh as you are.

890
01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:11,560
- Well, I, I wouldn't, don't lie to him,

891
01:01:11,560 --> 01:01:13,460
I mean he tries really hard,

892
01:01:13,460 --> 01:01:15,200
and that's what really counts.

893
01:01:15,200 --> 01:01:16,840
- No it's true, you do, you make me laugh.

894
01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:19,523
- You definitely try,
and that is so admirable.

895
01:01:20,690 --> 01:01:21,740
But anyway, (laughs),

896
01:01:22,610 --> 01:01:24,320
we know you can come back
with something great.

897
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:26,990
Um, we know how capable you
are, and we hope you do.

898
01:01:26,990 --> 01:01:28,650
Um, but--

899
01:01:28,650 --> 01:01:30,250
- We just want you to come home.

900
01:01:32,037 --> 01:01:33,500
- And to shave your
fucking depression beard.

901
01:01:33,500 --> 01:01:35,038
- Hunter.
- Yeah.

902
01:01:35,038 --> 01:01:37,563
- And one more thing.

903
01:01:39,780 --> 01:01:42,475
I just want this to be clear, all right,

904
01:01:42,475 --> 01:01:44,360
I would be perfectly happy with you and me

905
01:01:44,360 --> 01:01:46,210
just bullshitting through life

906
01:01:46,210 --> 01:01:48,873
if that was the only way to be us.

907
01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:51,153
I love you.

908
01:01:58,798 --> 01:02:01,381
(Clayton sobs)

909
01:02:21,982 --> 01:02:25,565
- Well it's night four,
wish I wasn't here,

910
01:02:31,010 --> 01:02:32,113
wish I could go home.

911
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:37,750
But I guess if I didn't feel this way

912
01:02:37,750 --> 01:02:40,433
then the experiment
would be a failure right?

913
01:02:46,120 --> 01:02:48,883
That has been happening all night.

914
01:02:50,680 --> 01:02:54,820
They're just marching in a giant circle.

915
01:02:54,820 --> 01:02:57,220
They, they never stop,
they're never close enough

916
01:02:57,220 --> 01:03:00,173
to be seen, it's fucking cruel.

917
01:03:04,890 --> 01:03:08,400
I'm just, I'm just trying to keep my mind

918
01:03:10,310 --> 01:03:11,883
busy you know.

919
01:03:13,390 --> 01:03:16,820
I'm scared to let my
mind become idle because

920
01:03:18,070 --> 01:03:19,663
it might not be mine again.

921
01:03:21,167 --> 01:03:22,823
I was wrong though, about fear.

922
01:03:33,640 --> 01:03:34,913
My new thoughts.

923
01:03:43,810 --> 01:03:48,810
Mr. Red Dot, my new thoughts are that fear

924
01:03:51,440 --> 01:03:53,163
is actually based in the mind.

925
01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:59,840
I mean what is scarier
then knowing your sanity

926
01:04:00,100 --> 01:04:01,543
is actually crumbling?

927
01:04:02,580 --> 01:04:05,140
I mean scarier then any
monster could ever be

928
01:04:05,140 --> 01:04:08,270
because if you were chased by a monster

929
01:04:08,270 --> 01:04:09,550
at least you can run.

930
01:04:09,550 --> 01:04:12,180
But whenever you are
insane you have nothing

931
01:04:12,180 --> 01:04:14,903
to believe in but your own thoughts.

932
01:04:16,970 --> 01:04:18,407
And they're lies.

933
01:04:21,091 --> 01:04:23,087
They're lies, they're not even real.

934
01:04:26,670 --> 01:04:28,430
So you're more then alone.

935
01:04:32,903 --> 01:04:35,736
(distant banging)

936
01:04:37,270 --> 01:04:40,513
The next obvious sound I hear,

937
01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:43,850
I'm gonna sprint straight towards it.

938
01:04:45,120 --> 01:04:46,233
I don't care anymore.

939
01:04:53,644 --> 01:04:58,270
(indistinct rumbling)
(groans)

940
01:04:58,270 --> 01:04:59,390
(Clayton laughs)

941
01:04:59,390 --> 01:05:00,357
Where are you?

942
01:05:06,489 --> 01:05:08,884
Stop it!
(Clayton sobs)

943
01:05:08,884 --> 01:05:10,551
Why won't... Oh God.

944
01:05:37,569 --> 01:05:41,260
They only want me to finish the story.

945
01:05:41,260 --> 01:05:45,330
I know how.

946
01:05:45,330 --> 01:05:46,753
All the words are blurry.

947
01:05:49,600 --> 01:05:52,193
It's like my eyes won't uncross.

948
01:05:54,691 --> 01:05:56,774
(laughs)

949
01:05:58,209 --> 01:06:01,010
But nothing, nothing is there.

950
01:06:01,010 --> 01:06:02,533
Nothing is there I know that.

951
01:06:03,947 --> 01:06:05,590
But they, they, that's all that they want,

952
01:06:05,590 --> 01:06:07,563
they just want me to finish the story.

953
01:06:10,610 --> 01:06:13,790
And I want too, I just, I don't know...

954
01:06:16,473 --> 01:06:17,306
I don't know if I'm ready.

955
01:06:23,150 --> 01:06:25,233
(laughs)

956
01:06:30,837 --> 01:06:35,347
"Be strong and courageous,

957
01:06:35,347 --> 01:06:39,571
"do not be frightened
and do not be dismayed."

958
01:06:39,571 --> 01:06:42,404
(distant banging)

959
01:06:51,570 --> 01:06:52,520
But they wanted me.

960
01:06:56,690 --> 01:06:57,523
They wanted me.

961
01:07:20,929 --> 01:07:23,303
I don't think it would be
that bad to die in your sleep.

962
01:07:24,720 --> 01:07:26,887
No anticipation, no fear.

963
01:07:29,753 --> 01:07:30,836
Just the end.

964
01:07:40,668 --> 01:07:42,467
(indistinct rumbling)
(gasps)

965
01:07:42,467 --> 01:07:43,300
Shit!

966
01:07:48,628 --> 01:07:49,795
What the fuck?

967
01:07:52,228 --> 01:07:53,895
How did that just...

968
01:08:27,698 --> 01:08:28,781
What is this?

969
01:08:40,799 --> 01:08:44,132
"He who seeks good, will find good will.

970
01:08:45,275 --> 01:08:49,275
"But evil will come to
him who searches for it."

971
01:09:50,050 --> 01:09:51,063
I can't speak.

972
01:09:52,530 --> 01:09:54,717
Every time I do they get closer.

973
01:10:08,218 --> 01:10:13,218
(distant rustling)
(breathing heavily)

974
01:10:21,779 --> 01:10:23,779
(gasps)

975
01:10:39,182 --> 01:10:40,849
Fuck, what the fuck.

976
01:10:41,758 --> 01:10:42,591
Fuck!

977
01:10:56,988 --> 01:10:57,905
Fuck, Fuck.

978
01:11:00,833 --> 01:11:01,666
Fuck.

979
01:11:08,875 --> 01:11:11,875
I pray I'll die in my sleep tonight.

980
01:11:12,833 --> 01:11:14,000
Where are you?

981
01:11:15,694 --> 01:11:17,111
Mikaila, Mikaila!

982
01:11:21,590 --> 01:11:25,723
I'm sorry dad, I could have
learned so much from you.

983
01:11:28,410 --> 01:11:31,880
You're a fucking superhero
and I hope you know that.

984
01:11:34,912 --> 01:11:37,412
Mikaila, I'm so sorry Mikaila.

985
01:11:38,993 --> 01:11:40,326
I don't wanna...

986
01:11:43,640 --> 01:11:45,390
My mind is my own.

987
01:11:45,390 --> 01:11:47,437
My mind is my own!

988
01:11:56,189 --> 01:11:57,689
My mind is my own.

989
01:11:59,612 --> 01:12:01,515
My mind is my own.

990
01:12:01,515 --> 01:12:03,015
My mind is my own.

991
01:12:17,137 --> 01:12:19,450
Oh my, what the fuck!

992
01:12:19,450 --> 01:12:20,283
No!

993
01:12:23,330 --> 01:12:25,633
Leave me alone, no!

994
01:12:29,035 --> 01:12:29,868
Oh my God.

995
01:12:33,254 --> 01:12:34,921
Just leave me alone!

996
01:12:36,240 --> 01:12:40,033
Here I was trying to write something dark,

997
01:12:41,650 --> 01:12:43,043
but I wasn't embracing it.

998
01:12:46,710 --> 01:12:47,543
But here it is.

999
01:12:49,280 --> 01:12:50,580
I hope they'll be pleased.

1000
01:12:51,720 --> 01:12:54,670
My mind is my own, my mind is my own.

1001
01:12:54,670 --> 01:12:55,933
My mind is my own.

1002
01:12:59,370 --> 01:13:01,300
What happened here today,

1003
01:13:01,300 --> 01:13:02,850
what will happen to me tonight,

1004
01:13:04,210 --> 01:13:06,253
only those who pursue daily will know.

1005
01:13:07,569 --> 01:13:09,654
(screams)

1006
01:13:09,654 --> 01:13:12,147
My mind is my own, my mind is my own.

1007
01:13:13,410 --> 01:13:15,203
My mind is my only truth.

1008
01:13:16,530 --> 01:13:19,693
Only truth, 11:27.

1009
01:13:20,590 --> 01:13:23,083
Only truth, 11:27.

1010
01:13:44,417 --> 01:13:47,000
(Clayton sobs)

1011
01:13:50,040 --> 01:13:51,093
Where are you?

1012
01:13:56,497 --> 01:13:58,330
What do you look like?

1013
01:14:01,473 --> 01:14:03,056
Just show yourself.

1014
01:14:07,910 --> 01:14:09,743
What do you look like?

1015
01:14:15,217 --> 01:14:16,800
Just show yourself.

1016
01:14:19,873 --> 01:14:21,540
Show yourself to me!

1017
01:14:31,494 --> 01:14:35,244
(tense suspenseful rumbling)

1018
01:14:58,555 --> 01:14:59,388
- Clayton!

1019
01:15:00,513 --> 01:15:02,080
Clayton!

1020
01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:04,854
I looked for you.

1021
01:15:04,854 --> 01:15:06,731
- Clayton!
- Clayton!

1022
01:15:06,731 --> 01:15:09,648
- Clayton, where are you?
- Clayton.

1023
01:15:11,451 --> 01:15:12,910
- He'd want us to finish it.

1024
01:15:12,910 --> 01:15:14,143
Mak, I promise.

1025
01:15:22,828 --> 01:15:24,411
We found the cabin.

1026
01:15:25,450 --> 01:15:27,473
That he stayed at um,

1027
01:15:29,600 --> 01:15:30,773
the third night.

1028
01:15:34,320 --> 01:15:37,337
We still didn't find any sign of him.

1029
01:15:39,090 --> 01:15:41,240
Your mind is just a fragile place

1030
01:15:43,371 --> 01:15:44,721
when you don't have anyone.

1031
01:15:50,353 --> 01:15:51,936
It's gonna be okay.

1032
01:15:53,120 --> 01:15:54,683
- I want one thing to be said.

1033
01:15:56,480 --> 01:16:00,433
He succeeded, he created something.

1034
01:16:01,610 --> 01:16:02,713
It wasn't worth it,

1035
01:16:04,090 --> 01:16:07,993
but his recordings said something.

1036
01:16:10,060 --> 01:16:14,003
He thought his project
was about loneliness,

1037
01:16:16,960 --> 01:16:17,793
it wasn't.

1038
01:16:20,950 --> 01:16:21,800
- Can you say it?

1039
01:16:27,190 --> 01:16:28,023
Please.

1040
01:16:31,451 --> 01:16:33,583
- It was the first night I ever met him.

1041
01:16:38,648 --> 01:16:40,565
He tried to ask me out,

1042
01:16:42,300 --> 01:16:45,440
and after many failed attempts

1043
01:16:45,440 --> 01:16:50,440
he finally said, "We live
in a messed up world,

1044
01:16:51,817 --> 01:16:53,663
"full of messed up people.

1045
01:16:56,537 --> 01:17:00,177
"So why take the chance
and go through it alone?"

1046
01:17:05,480 --> 01:17:06,523
I said yes.

1047
01:17:13,031 --> 01:17:15,031
I don't wanna say it but

1048
01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:18,103
he's gone.

1049
01:17:22,900 --> 01:17:23,733
He's gone,

1050
01:17:26,620 --> 01:17:30,363
and I was here the whole time.

1051
01:17:32,670 --> 01:17:36,283
- But is too much silence a bad thing?

1052
01:17:38,270 --> 01:17:41,630
Are the mundane relationships that we keep

1053
01:17:41,630 --> 01:17:43,783
the only things weaving us to sanity?

1054
01:18:02,235 --> 01:18:05,402
(gentle guitar music)

1055
01:18:12,337 --> 01:18:16,942
♪ There you go ♪

1056
01:18:16,942 --> 01:18:21,917
♪ You're calling out my name ♪

1057
01:18:21,917 --> 01:18:26,478
♪ You say don't be afraid ♪

1058
01:18:26,478 --> 01:18:31,478
♪ As if I had a choice to make ♪

1059
01:18:32,298 --> 01:18:37,241
♪ So I wait ♪

1060
01:18:37,241 --> 01:18:41,961
♪ For days and days and days ♪

1061
01:18:41,961 --> 01:18:46,961
♪ Drawing circles around my grave ♪

1062
01:18:47,539 --> 01:18:51,819
♪ And still you never show ♪

1063
01:18:51,819 --> 01:18:56,819
♪ Where were you, when the
world was spinning you, ♪

1064
01:18:59,379 --> 01:19:04,379
♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪

1065
01:19:04,556 --> 01:19:08,223
♪ What have you been up too ♪

1066
01:19:28,395 --> 01:19:33,395
♪ So I die ♪

1067
01:19:33,438 --> 01:19:38,249
♪ Go way up in the sky ♪

1068
01:19:38,249 --> 01:19:43,249
♪ Wanna give you a piece of my mind ♪

1069
01:19:43,710 --> 01:19:48,142
♪ As I approach your throne ♪

1070
01:19:48,142 --> 01:19:53,142
♪ Where were you when the
world was spinning, you ♪

1071
01:19:55,763 --> 01:20:00,763
♪ When the devil came grinning, you ♪

1072
01:20:00,938 --> 01:20:04,630
♪ What have you been up too ♪

1073
01:20:04,630 --> 01:20:06,963
(whooshing)