- And again, screaming the F word in my face.
Homo,
and it was not because of the pain hit
or words, God already knows hearing that my whole life,
but it is the fact that it was he,
someone I love, rather than a stranger.
- Hi, there.
You come to join us?
- Sorry.
- Wait a minute, wait a minute, you guys, hey.
Hey Hey.
I know you.
- No, I'm looking for someone,
girl, black hair, a bit disrespectful.
- That most of us here.
- Yes, he's different.
- Wait, wait, I know you.
Right, I know your face or something.
- Maybe.
- How?
- Kill some people.
- This will help you remember.
Yes, that is, which one of you safe.
Believe me, one of you will do it.
See, problems with memory,
is the further you get away from them,
the more they change,
so you need a reminder,
something tangible, something that helps
You keep the memory alive and healthy.
Picture, very real.
Look at this.
Look at that.
Do not be too angry.
I do this for you.
So you can remember.
So, you can remember and never forget.
Very pretty.
Very good with what he did.
Let me ask you something.
Do you feel heroic?
Can you be a hero to her?
Are you going to die for him, huh?
- Boo.
- Tim.
- Hey, I mean, who else, right?
Wow, man, the smell of BO and depression here.
Well, Nosferatu, you'll let me in?
Well, how about going out later?
Scott?
Seriously, come on, I'll buy you a coffee.
Whoa, whoa, pants first.
Ya.
- Hey, Tim, wait here, please.
- Yes, okay, sure. - Well.
- You look like shit.
- Thank you.
- Too blunt?
- Yes, a little.
- You sleep for a while?
Whether it's "I do not know" or "I do not really care"?
Oh cool.
Thanks for cleaning it.
What about the parents?
- They do not really want it
They only take care of themselves.
I do not blame them.
- Well, they have each other.
What do you get?
How about the one thing that group?
What do you call it, it support?
- I do not really need anyone else, Tim.
- Damn.
Okay, you got a conscience mistake or nightmare
or whatever, well, that's your deal,
but not for one second
trying to tell me that you do not need anybody,
because sure as shit a month from now,
when I have not heard from you
and I had to get the police to open your door,
only to find brain repaint the walls,
it would be too damn late to say I told you so.
So please, for the sake of my virgin soul,
do not put myself through that shit, man.
Let me be the same jerk friend
I have always and let me feel good about myself
because I release you butt and into recovery, huh?
Yes, this coffee tastes like garbage.
- Forgive me.
- Why?
- It's okay, it's okay.
It is okay.
This is not.
- Not for you?
- Excuse me?
- You are not signed in.
- A wrong.
- Uh huh, good luck with that.
Sitting of the group now.
Had a bad trip more would you do?
- Real support.
- What?
- Real support.
- And?
- To support group.
- Oh, this is total rubbish.
I just like to call people out on their droppings.
- Then what are you doing here?
- Good good good. - Yes
- Will you get the door please?
- Oh, of course.
- Thank you.
We are in a safe space.
Whatever exists in the outside world
and want to cause you danger stopped at the door.
It is an environment free of judgment and fear,
in which we are all welcome to share or just listen,
whatever makes you comfortable.
My name is Paul and I welcome you all to our sanctuary.
- Hi, Paul. - Thank you, Paul.
- Thank you, Paul.
- Halo.
- is.
- Welcome.
- Thank you.
- And you?
- Uh uh.
- Well.
Would anyone like to share any recent struggles
or the success you have in the past few weeks?
You do not need to raise your hand.
- Yes, I want to know.
- Your name?
- What, no, I do not.
I'm Scott.
- Welcome, Scott.
- Thank you.
So I want to know how long someone had come
here for.
- It ranges from a few months
to go for two years for myself.
- Year?
- Some people find themselves falling
from time to time as a way to recharge your batteries,
or even measure your growth.
- Does anyone ever stop?
- Stop?
- Stop coming.
Does anyone ever get better?
- It's not a solution that is actually performed.
This support.
We help each other.
Through our bond together, the things that unite us.
- Tragedy.
- The birds feathered.
- Suffering loves company.
- I noticed some trepidation comes from you, feel free.
Your trauma recently.
- Did you ask?
- No need.
Please, if you would share with the group
What brings you here today.
Someone close to you.
- My husband.
Car accident.
- I'm Joe, my brother died of an overdose of heroin.
- I Sherri, I lost my sister to six months ago
to a drunk driver.
- Tragedy can shape our lives,
but so also with happiness can form our experience of death.
- Tell that to the dead.
- You blame yourself.
- What?
- I feel you bring a lot of mistakes with you.
Do you feel responsible?
- Not.
- Please, do not close.
It's important to keep open and honest,
even if you're scared.
- I'm not afraid.
I do not.
I am done.
What?
Stupid.
What?
- Why?
- Hey, thanks for coming back.
- Sure.
- I know it may not seem like much
but it's really a great achievement.
I am sorry...
Now, we all are in a safe place.
Whatever exists in the outside world
who want to bring you the danger of stopping at the door.
This is the environment that is free of judgment.
- As everyone else know now,
and blood is in the water,
and the sharks come out to feed
and they kept looking at me,
like piece by piece.
- predator response is not uncommon
for survivors, a kind of hatred
from all over the world.
- But I'm the victim.
- Something to share?
Do you feel like a victim?
- Damn.
Sorry, did not mean membuatnya--
- No, no, it's okay.
This knee-jerk reaction, I'm sure,
but that is part of the guard you are installing.
- Well, yes, you should be on guard
otherwise you ...
- Or what?
- Otherwise, you become a victim forever,
and I do not want it.
- Then what do you want?
Write the name for it.
- Justice.
But there is no such thing.
- What makes you say that?
- Because if anyone ever got?
I did not get mine.
I wake up every morning in a cold sweat.
I see things that are not there.
I live in constant fear that he was at my door
and he will be back.
- They're back, dead.
To remind us what they give to us,
or what we like to call them.
- What?
- I say that justice can come in many forms.
Are you familiar with the philosophy
The best revenge is to live well?
- Night.
- If you are given a chance
to get of justice, right?
- In Hypothetical?
Yes, of course.
- He gave you a choice.
I know what happened to you.
- No, you do not.
You do not have a psycho in your home,
shooting, spread philosophy.
- How did it end?
Go back inside.
Share it
and I'll give you a little secret.
- All right.
I will do it.
I go home and I'm excited to see it,
fiance, and there was a knock on the door.
and he hit him,
and I tried to fight but I ...
He caught me off guard,
and then he binds us,
and threaten us.
Take a picture.
He asked me if I would die for him.
And I said yes.
And it does not matter.
I watched him die,
and there was nothing I could do about it.
And then he walked away.
And I was alone with her for so long.
And I just looked at him,
and he stared back.
He still is.
- Thank you for sharing.
- I do not feel better.
- It takes time.
- I ran out.
- Do not let the darkness menyalipmu.
- What if I want to?
- So here's the darned thing.
You and I share the same monsters.
Physical characteristics, any detail that you can remember.
- No, I can not.
It was a blur.
One minute he was six feet tall in my mind,
and furthermore, he was nearly six inches.
This shift, there is nothing concrete.
- ःispanik?
- I do not know.
- Mark on his wrist?
- Yes, maybe.
- Bring Polaroid while spouting philosophy.
- Yes, but it--
- There he is.
- What did he do to you?
- Take a 16-year-old girl,
messed up in the head, ran away from home,
head west to the ocean to stop it.
There on the beach he met,
can not tell a stranger handsome but interesting.
He fills his ears with a beautiful mind
and promised he never thought possible,
making follow him back to his base,
because there is not a better word,
and there, he found a lot more naive
such as an open-minded woman.
It is essentially his own personal harem.
He spied the philosophical nonsense and they could not get enough.
- You are nice?
- Borrow a pen.
Go.
So our little runaway
begin to see the tears the fabric lies,
and encouraging, but he had another
so tightly wrapped that they hold
and he realized he could not get out
not without problems.
So one night, when the others were asleep,
He crept downstairs
It leaks a little,
and then he lit a fire and it worked.
There were shouts.
Flames.
People dead.
Some leave, maybe even him.
He did not know, not for a long time,
not until he found himself at a meeting of the group
and heard a boy in front of telling a story
about the monster and then he knew,
he came out and he was sick again.
And maybe, just maybe, she met her
other people around the world who do
anything to help stop it.
- It's a good story.
Yes, is that true?
- It was on his wrist.
- Who are you?
- O.
- Oh, like the phrase?
- As the letter.
Or story.
- What stories? - Of O.
- Get out of here, this ...
- You with me?
- You know who he is?
You know where to find it.
- Maybe.
- Why maybe?
- personal belief.
Bring the killer to make it.
You still live here, even after.
- Yes, I know, it's crazy, it's ...
- You do not need to explain yourself.
You still have all of the goods as well.
To be on the alert when he comes back?
- Ya
Follow me.
- Are you there.
Do you dream about it?
- Sometimes.
- What did you see when you close your eyes?
- day.
- Did he say anything?
- Why?
- Just curious.
- That's what he said, why.
And I never know how to answer.
- We take one of them.
- Sorry about this.
What are you guys cops or something?
- Something.
- Just want to know if you have seen or do this job.
- Well, if you are not a cop, I do not feel no citizenship
the obligation to comply with the request, sir.
- What am I, a stripper?
No offense, Shaunae.
Look, what these people do very bad
that she got ripping around town looking for him?
- Let's go.
- Wait.
See the girl in this picture, the big man?
- Get there, Snow White.
- He means so much to us.
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