0 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 INDOXXI Support dengan like & share :) 1 00:00:00,368 --> 00:00:00,399 ) 2 00:00:24,492 --> 00:00:25,924 - Do not remove the ancient landmark 3 00:00:25,960 --> 00:00:27,793 nor enter the fields of the fatherless 4 00:00:27,828 --> 00:00:30,713 for their redeemer is mighty, 5 00:00:30,765 --> 00:00:32,631 He will plead their cause against you. 6 00:00:32,666 --> 00:00:33,632 Oh Lord yes. 7 00:00:41,358 --> 00:00:42,691 - Look at there. 8 00:00:44,779 --> 00:00:45,811 Look at that. 9 00:00:47,514 --> 00:00:48,947 Here we go again. 10 00:00:53,571 --> 00:00:57,239 I don't know if, oh there's the truck there. 11 00:00:57,291 --> 00:00:59,792 They're starting to come, okay. 12 00:01:04,331 --> 00:01:06,665 Oh another day, another day. 13 00:01:08,135 --> 00:01:10,836 A little child is out there screaming. 14 00:01:10,871 --> 00:01:12,370 That is unreal. 15 00:01:12,389 --> 00:01:15,841 They have children saying that you're a murderer. 16 00:01:15,876 --> 00:01:17,926 They got a violin player. 17 00:01:18,846 --> 00:01:23,015 So here we go again, another day, another day with them. 18 00:01:25,986 --> 00:01:29,822 - If you're pregnant please take and read this information. 19 00:01:29,857 --> 00:01:33,725 Mommy, Mommy please don't kill me Mommy. 20 00:01:33,744 --> 00:01:36,028 Mommy I have a dream Mommy. 21 00:01:38,999 --> 00:01:40,282 - Why would I do that, this way too easy Roy. 22 00:01:40,334 --> 00:01:42,367 - [Child] Stop killing your baby! 23 00:01:42,402 --> 00:01:45,204 In the end there will be judgment! 24 00:01:46,090 --> 00:01:47,756 - [Shannon] Baby I'm not, I'm not pregnant. 25 00:01:47,792 --> 00:01:49,925 I'm not pregnant baby. 26 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:52,744 - [Child] Please don't kill your baby! 27 00:01:52,763 --> 00:01:55,681 - Miss the baby doesn't want to die. 28 00:01:55,716 --> 00:01:58,016 Please listen to the word of the Lord. 29 00:01:58,052 --> 00:01:59,084 - [Shannon] They teach the little children. 30 00:01:59,103 --> 00:02:03,605 They got these little bitty children saying this. 31 00:02:03,641 --> 00:02:05,390 - First thing we want people to know, 32 00:02:05,425 --> 00:02:07,059 it's bad for the women. 33 00:02:07,094 --> 00:02:10,595 And then secondly, and very importantly, 34 00:02:10,614 --> 00:02:13,982 there are free centers that are 35 00:02:14,034 --> 00:02:16,285 called Crisis Pregnancy Centers. 36 00:02:16,320 --> 00:02:18,270 We help them, stay with them, we assign people 37 00:02:18,289 --> 00:02:20,622 to them like a mentor. 38 00:02:20,658 --> 00:02:23,325 Ma'am do the right thing please. 39 00:02:25,546 --> 00:02:27,713 Please do the right thing. 40 00:02:28,582 --> 00:02:30,615 You talk to them while I go talk to these people. 41 00:02:30,634 --> 00:02:32,501 If you're about 10 weeks this is 42 00:02:32,553 --> 00:02:35,587 the size of your little baby. 43 00:02:35,622 --> 00:02:39,758 So y'all, y'all are pregnant and decided not to abort right? 44 00:02:44,064 --> 00:02:47,232 (contemplative music) 45 00:03:06,253 --> 00:03:07,035 - [Dr. Parker] Good morning. 46 00:03:07,087 --> 00:03:07,920 - [Patient Group] Hi, how are you? 47 00:03:07,955 --> 00:03:09,321 - I'm Dr. Parker. 48 00:03:09,340 --> 00:03:11,256 I'm one of the doctors who work here at the clinic. 49 00:03:11,292 --> 00:03:13,825 The state requires us to do some very specific things. 50 00:03:13,844 --> 00:03:15,093 But I think some of the information 51 00:03:15,129 --> 00:03:16,712 I'm required to tell you is designed 52 00:03:16,764 --> 00:03:19,932 to kind of discourage from deciding to have an abortion. 53 00:03:19,967 --> 00:03:22,384 First of all the state requires me to tell you 54 00:03:22,436 --> 00:03:24,369 that there's a risk of bleeding, 55 00:03:24,405 --> 00:03:25,470 there's a risk of infection, 56 00:03:25,506 --> 00:03:27,940 there's a risk of damage to any of your organs. 57 00:03:27,975 --> 00:03:30,525 Now guess what all of those complications 58 00:03:30,561 --> 00:03:32,844 are also associated with having childbirth. 59 00:03:32,863 --> 00:03:34,179 The thing that I have the most problem 60 00:03:34,198 --> 00:03:35,847 with having to tell you but I'm required to tell you 61 00:03:35,866 --> 00:03:37,682 is that by having an abortion it might 62 00:03:37,701 --> 00:03:39,902 increase your risk for breast cancer. 63 00:03:39,954 --> 00:03:41,620 There's no scientific evidence that abortion 64 00:03:41,655 --> 00:03:43,405 increases your risk for breast cancer. 65 00:03:43,457 --> 00:03:45,374 I can't say enough this is your decision. 66 00:03:45,409 --> 00:03:47,376 This is not anything you have to be ashamed of. 67 00:03:47,411 --> 00:03:49,694 Disregard those people out there. 68 00:03:49,713 --> 00:03:50,879 They know nothing about your life. 69 00:03:50,915 --> 00:03:51,964 They know nothing about you. 70 00:03:51,999 --> 00:03:55,267 This is healthcare and we're here to make sure that 71 00:03:55,302 --> 00:03:58,870 you can have safe, legal access to abortion. 72 00:03:58,889 --> 00:04:03,008 And that's your choice and that's your right to do that. 73 00:04:09,900 --> 00:04:11,066 - Yeah the police jus told them that 74 00:04:11,101 --> 00:04:12,401 they had to get those signs off, 75 00:04:12,436 --> 00:04:13,986 because they gonna tell me they don't have 76 00:04:14,021 --> 00:04:15,737 to move the signs, something about a line. 77 00:04:15,773 --> 00:04:18,390 What does the ground have to do with our fence? 78 00:04:18,409 --> 00:04:22,577 This is our fence, you cannot prop it on our fence. 79 00:04:24,415 --> 00:04:25,397 - [Ms. Esther] Pride goes before destruction, 80 00:04:25,416 --> 00:04:28,333 and a haughty spirit before a fall. 81 00:04:33,590 --> 00:04:35,841 - Nope, nope, the police just told them Ms. Esther 82 00:04:35,876 --> 00:04:37,426 that they cannot, they have to 83 00:04:37,461 --> 00:04:38,627 take everyone of these signs down. 84 00:04:38,679 --> 00:04:39,761 - [Ms. Esther] No it's on public property. 85 00:04:39,797 --> 00:04:40,595 - [Shannon] No it's not. 86 00:04:40,631 --> 00:04:41,430 - [Ms. Esther] I know that the-- 87 00:04:41,465 --> 00:04:42,264 - Let me ask, why was nothing 88 00:04:42,299 --> 00:04:44,082 said when the police were here? 89 00:04:44,101 --> 00:04:45,217 - [Ms. Esther] We had a few more. 90 00:04:45,252 --> 00:04:46,918 - No no, the police made them move every one of them. 91 00:04:46,937 --> 00:04:47,936 They moved every sign I was standing right out-- 92 00:04:47,972 --> 00:04:49,021 - No. - Yes they did. 93 00:04:49,056 --> 00:04:49,855 - I put them right here. 94 00:04:49,890 --> 00:04:51,256 - No that was afterwards Ms. Esther. 95 00:04:51,275 --> 00:04:52,090 - No it was not. 96 00:04:52,109 --> 00:04:52,924 - It was afterwards. 97 00:04:52,943 --> 00:04:54,092 - When Major Mcgallen was there. 98 00:04:54,111 --> 00:04:54,977 - When he was here they moved. - You're just trying to-- 99 00:04:55,029 --> 00:04:56,144 - No I'm not, y'all trying to, y'all, 100 00:04:56,196 --> 00:04:57,562 well don't talk to me Ms. Esther 101 00:04:57,597 --> 00:04:59,231 'cause y'all trying to cause difficulty. 102 00:04:59,266 --> 00:05:00,983 - I know what the public sidewalk is 103 00:05:01,035 --> 00:05:02,651 because the line is right over here. 104 00:05:02,703 --> 00:05:04,870 Come and look at the line. 105 00:05:09,610 --> 00:05:11,943 - It's crazy ain't it? 106 00:05:11,979 --> 00:05:13,512 Yeah, she'll be out there all day. 107 00:05:13,547 --> 00:05:17,349 But she's hungry, she's tired, she's thirsty. 108 00:05:17,384 --> 00:05:19,217 But she's not leaving. 109 00:05:20,220 --> 00:05:23,388 She'll pass out before she leave and miss something. 110 00:05:23,424 --> 00:05:24,639 See that, you saw that truck? 111 00:05:24,675 --> 00:05:28,760 Yeah that means they're getting ready to come back in. 112 00:05:28,796 --> 00:05:31,930 (contemplative music) 113 00:05:36,820 --> 00:05:38,103 - [Radio] The Supreme Court has made it very clear 114 00:05:38,138 --> 00:05:40,906 that is not going to overturn Roe versus Wade. 115 00:05:40,941 --> 00:05:42,691 You're seeing efforts in this state to see 116 00:05:42,743 --> 00:05:43,975 how far they can take it short of 117 00:05:43,994 --> 00:05:46,495 restricting abortion outright. 118 00:05:47,915 --> 00:05:49,748 - [Radio] The GOP is waging war 119 00:05:49,783 --> 00:05:52,617 on women at the grass roots level. 120 00:05:52,652 --> 00:05:56,088 Five states have only one clinic left. 121 00:05:56,123 --> 00:05:58,340 These attacks are creating a situation 122 00:05:58,375 --> 00:06:01,326 where abortion is legal in America, 123 00:06:01,345 --> 00:06:04,429 and in some places impossible to get. 124 00:06:05,299 --> 00:06:08,467 (contemplative music) 125 00:06:38,732 --> 00:06:39,531 - [Barbara] Hello there. 126 00:06:39,566 --> 00:06:40,399 - [Man] Hello, how are you? 127 00:06:40,434 --> 00:06:42,000 - I'm Barbara Beavers, I'm the Director 128 00:06:42,035 --> 00:06:44,970 at the Pregnancy Care Center here in Jackson. 129 00:06:45,005 --> 00:06:48,039 We love y'all, y'all are doing good. 130 00:06:48,058 --> 00:06:52,877 You're doing what you can do and we're very very grateful. 131 00:06:52,896 --> 00:06:55,347 I know, does that make sense? 132 00:06:56,350 --> 00:06:59,151 Listen to what I, the Lord told me this morning. 133 00:06:59,186 --> 00:07:01,719 You know we go and we do abstinence education, 134 00:07:01,738 --> 00:07:04,689 and so we give these kids these suckers that say Dum Dums. 135 00:07:04,724 --> 00:07:07,275 And we say don't be a dumb dumb, save sex. 136 00:07:07,327 --> 00:07:10,028 We say don't be a dumb dumb, save sex for marriage. 137 00:07:10,063 --> 00:07:12,447 But I thought today I could say don't be a dumb dumb, 138 00:07:12,499 --> 00:07:14,699 you don't solve a problem by killing a baby. 139 00:07:14,734 --> 00:07:16,952 - Absolutely 100% right, I agree with you. 140 00:07:17,004 --> 00:07:18,620 - You hear me? 141 00:07:18,672 --> 00:07:19,454 - I agree with you. 142 00:07:19,506 --> 00:07:20,539 - Well good, who are you? 143 00:07:20,574 --> 00:07:22,574 - I'm Randy Boyd, District 19. 144 00:07:22,593 --> 00:07:23,908 - Randy Boyd, 145 00:07:23,927 --> 00:07:24,876 District-- 146 00:07:24,911 --> 00:07:26,128 - [Man] 28. 147 00:07:26,180 --> 00:07:27,512 - 28, Cleveland. 148 00:07:29,766 --> 00:07:33,685 Good, take a handful, and don't be a dumb dumb. 149 00:07:35,439 --> 00:07:37,189 We're not gonna solve it by killing our babies. 150 00:07:37,224 --> 00:07:38,023 - That's right. 151 00:07:38,058 --> 00:07:39,691 - We're gonna solve it by finding 152 00:07:39,726 --> 00:07:42,227 positive ways to deal with the issue. 153 00:07:42,262 --> 00:07:43,111 - That's right. 154 00:07:43,147 --> 00:07:44,429 - God together. 155 00:07:44,448 --> 00:07:45,597 - We appreciate your efforts. 156 00:07:45,616 --> 00:07:47,065 - Well thank you. 157 00:07:47,100 --> 00:07:50,101 We appreciate y'all, we appreciate, we got a great, 158 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:53,572 come on we gonna do something in Mississippi now. 159 00:07:53,607 --> 00:07:56,741 (contemplative music) 160 00:08:30,210 --> 00:08:33,578 (phone ringing) 161 00:08:33,614 --> 00:08:36,114 - CPC, how can I help you? 162 00:08:36,149 --> 00:08:39,317 (contemplative music) 163 00:08:44,892 --> 00:08:46,458 Okay, I can help you with that. 164 00:08:46,493 --> 00:08:48,927 Could I make an appointment for you? 165 00:08:48,962 --> 00:08:50,995 - We're a life affirming agency. 166 00:08:51,014 --> 00:08:53,181 We want to affirm the choice for life. 167 00:08:53,217 --> 00:08:56,301 And help them make a choice for life. 168 00:08:57,504 --> 00:09:00,272 There's nothing life affirming about abortion. 169 00:09:00,307 --> 00:09:03,225 You're deceiving yourself if you say 170 00:09:03,277 --> 00:09:06,561 you can kill your baby and it be good for you. 171 00:09:06,597 --> 00:09:09,514 That's just deception, that's not true. 172 00:09:09,533 --> 00:09:13,735 It doesn't, it doesn't register with reality. 173 00:09:13,787 --> 00:09:16,371 Mommas, women are not made that way. 174 00:09:16,406 --> 00:09:19,824 Women are made to protect and to guard and to, 175 00:09:19,859 --> 00:09:24,029 to die for their babies, not their babies to die for them. 176 00:09:26,967 --> 00:09:28,750 And I say that with tears in my eyes 177 00:09:28,802 --> 00:09:32,554 'cause one out of three women have done that. 178 00:09:39,913 --> 00:09:40,745 - Hey. 179 00:09:40,781 --> 00:09:41,913 - [Receptionist] Hey, how you doing? 180 00:09:41,949 --> 00:09:43,815 - I'm doing okay, I had an appointment at two o'clock. 181 00:09:43,850 --> 00:09:45,934 - [Receptionist] Okay, there's a pen right there. 182 00:09:45,986 --> 00:09:47,986 - [April] I put my name? 183 00:09:49,940 --> 00:09:51,106 Yes ma'am. 184 00:09:51,158 --> 00:09:55,076 - [Receptionist] Okay, I need you to put sonogram over here. 185 00:09:57,864 --> 00:10:01,366 S-O-N-A, sona, that'll work. 186 00:10:06,290 --> 00:10:08,423 - I'm undecided see I want to deliver babies, 187 00:10:08,458 --> 00:10:12,210 I want be a LP, a LPN, or a Dental Associate. 188 00:10:14,348 --> 00:10:16,931 See I got so much I want to be. 189 00:10:17,801 --> 00:10:19,434 - You can just have a seat right there please. 190 00:10:19,469 --> 00:10:22,103 Now I'm not a nurse, and I'm not a doctor 191 00:10:22,139 --> 00:10:26,524 and so I don't diagnose or confirm what I'm finding today. 192 00:10:26,560 --> 00:10:30,729 You ready for me to turn on the big screen for you? 193 00:10:36,119 --> 00:10:38,536 This is your baby right here. 194 00:10:47,447 --> 00:10:49,798 You're seven weeks and three days. 195 00:10:49,833 --> 00:10:53,001 Now I want to get you a picture today, if you'd like one. 196 00:10:53,053 --> 00:10:55,136 Would you like a picture? 197 00:11:00,894 --> 00:11:03,478 You want one with hi Mom on it? 198 00:11:27,788 --> 00:11:30,955 (contemplative music) 199 00:14:26,666 --> 00:14:29,667 - Turn to this building and prophecy! 200 00:14:29,703 --> 00:14:33,855 ♪ You are fallen and you will not rise up again 201 00:14:35,442 --> 00:14:37,675 In the name of Jesus! 202 00:14:37,694 --> 00:14:41,863 ♪ Oh innocent blood is crying out from this ground 203 00:14:43,066 --> 00:14:47,118 White babies, black babies, here this Jackson! 204 00:14:47,153 --> 00:14:52,073 ♪ God hates the hands that shed innocent blood 205 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:54,826 No Jesus don't love you for this. 206 00:14:54,861 --> 00:14:58,997 ♪ God hates the hands that shed innocent blood 207 00:14:59,032 --> 00:15:00,548 - If hate is a sin, and you're singing a song 208 00:15:00,584 --> 00:15:03,918 that says God hates the hands of a person 209 00:15:03,970 --> 00:15:07,138 who sheds innocent blood, God hates. 210 00:15:07,173 --> 00:15:08,873 So you're calling God a hater. 211 00:15:08,892 --> 00:15:11,175 I'm just trying to see what the logic 212 00:15:11,211 --> 00:15:12,744 in what they say and how does it 213 00:15:12,779 --> 00:15:15,563 make sense to all these adults out here. 214 00:15:15,599 --> 00:15:18,349 ♪ Innocent blood 215 00:15:20,386 --> 00:15:24,522 ♪ Innocent blood is crying out from the ground 216 00:15:28,945 --> 00:15:32,229 - Willy you have made it where none of us are safe. 217 00:15:32,248 --> 00:15:35,232 You have unleashed the shedding of innocent blood 218 00:15:35,251 --> 00:15:39,454 on our nation and now our school children aren't even safe. 219 00:15:39,506 --> 00:15:41,405 - You should have more respect for those children 220 00:15:41,424 --> 00:15:46,344 who died then to use their name for your own ends. 221 00:15:46,379 --> 00:15:47,712 - Just like the blood of these children 222 00:15:47,747 --> 00:15:49,881 you're gonna murder today. 223 00:15:49,916 --> 00:15:50,715 You need to repent before it's too late. 224 00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:51,749 - Have a good day man. 225 00:15:51,768 --> 00:15:55,603 - You won't be smiling when you stand before God 226 00:15:55,639 --> 00:15:57,221 and give an account of the things 227 00:15:57,256 --> 00:15:59,691 that you've done in this life. 228 00:16:02,612 --> 00:16:05,863 - Good morning, good morning, good morning. 229 00:16:05,899 --> 00:16:08,700 That guy was giving me the business. 230 00:16:08,735 --> 00:16:12,820 I violated one of my own rules again, I said that 231 00:16:14,824 --> 00:16:18,576 I was not going to respond or say anything to 232 00:16:20,630 --> 00:16:22,914 those protestors but to me, 233 00:16:24,283 --> 00:16:27,451 it's particularly bothersome that 234 00:16:27,470 --> 00:16:31,639 in order to make their point there's nothing sacred for them 235 00:16:35,311 --> 00:16:36,644 Every morning when I turn that corner 236 00:16:36,680 --> 00:16:38,596 and pull into that parking lot. 237 00:16:38,631 --> 00:16:39,463 - [Shannon] It's there. 238 00:16:39,482 --> 00:16:40,464 - My heart pumps a little bit harder. 239 00:16:40,483 --> 00:16:41,683 - [Shannon] It's there, it's always there. 240 00:16:41,735 --> 00:16:44,652 - Whenever I park that car, whenever the security guy comes. 241 00:16:44,688 --> 00:16:46,320 - Always, whenever I pull up, 242 00:16:46,356 --> 00:16:47,822 I always kind of sit for a second. 243 00:16:47,857 --> 00:16:49,407 I never just jump out the car. 244 00:16:49,442 --> 00:16:51,659 I always sit for a second, I look back and forth. 245 00:16:51,695 --> 00:16:54,529 I'm like (takes deep breath) okay, you know. 246 00:16:54,581 --> 00:16:55,947 But it's always there. 247 00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:57,448 It's somewhere in the back of your head, 248 00:16:57,483 --> 00:17:00,251 you can't be inside a facility like this 249 00:17:00,286 --> 00:17:03,504 and it not be there all the time. 250 00:17:03,540 --> 00:17:05,039 It's always there. 251 00:17:09,429 --> 00:17:12,329 - [Dr. Parker] What are you doing your masters work in? 252 00:17:12,348 --> 00:17:15,633 Doing the MSW, okay wonderful. 253 00:17:15,668 --> 00:17:17,969 You know for a lot of women, 254 00:17:19,606 --> 00:17:21,389 part of the decision is taking care of your family 255 00:17:21,441 --> 00:17:24,776 and furthering your career goals so that 256 00:17:25,845 --> 00:17:27,862 you can take care of yourself and your family. 257 00:17:27,897 --> 00:17:29,113 So I don't know why that's so hard 258 00:17:29,149 --> 00:17:32,150 for other folk to understand. 259 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:35,436 Some of the people who judge you 260 00:17:35,472 --> 00:17:36,988 and try and stand in you way from making 261 00:17:37,023 --> 00:17:40,041 this very important decision would have a fit 262 00:17:40,076 --> 00:17:43,961 if someone tried to control their lives in the same way. 263 00:17:43,997 --> 00:17:48,166 So lots of pressure, relax, try and relax that muscle. 264 00:17:49,035 --> 00:17:51,052 (tube sucking air) 265 00:17:51,087 --> 00:17:53,971 We're almost done hang in there, you doing okay? 266 00:17:54,007 --> 00:17:55,723 In the home stretch, hang in there. 267 00:17:55,759 --> 00:17:58,676 (tube sucking air) 268 00:17:59,646 --> 00:18:02,814 (contemplative music) 269 00:18:06,986 --> 00:18:09,520 On Tuesday the Taliban deliberately 270 00:18:09,555 --> 00:18:12,156 shot a 14 year old Pakistani girl 271 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:13,274 on her way home from school because 272 00:18:13,326 --> 00:18:16,494 she was promoting education for girls. 273 00:18:18,748 --> 00:18:21,115 Education creates life chances for you. 274 00:18:21,167 --> 00:18:21,949 - [Shannon] That's right. 275 00:18:22,001 --> 00:18:24,285 - Unplanned, unwanted pregnancy 276 00:18:24,337 --> 00:18:25,837 diminishes life chances for you. 277 00:18:25,872 --> 00:18:26,838 - [Shannon] That's right. 278 00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:29,406 - You can kill a person, or you can lock them 279 00:18:29,425 --> 00:18:32,877 into circumstances you make them wish that they were dead. 280 00:18:32,912 --> 00:18:36,380 Unfortunately people will hear that story, 281 00:18:37,750 --> 00:18:39,717 and think that it is more tragic 282 00:18:39,752 --> 00:18:42,586 than what happens to women in Mississippi. 283 00:18:42,605 --> 00:18:44,421 I've been asked do you think it's racist? 284 00:18:44,440 --> 00:18:49,026 It doesn't have to be racist when the affect is the same, 285 00:18:49,062 --> 00:18:50,528 doesn't matter what their motives are. 286 00:18:50,563 --> 00:18:52,980 The reality is disproportionately 287 00:18:53,032 --> 00:18:55,533 women of color are being affected by the policies 288 00:18:55,568 --> 00:18:59,203 that are being legislated in this state. 289 00:18:59,239 --> 00:19:00,321 - That's true. 290 00:19:00,373 --> 00:19:02,206 - And somebody has to say that. 291 00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:03,908 - That is true. 292 00:19:03,943 --> 00:19:07,078 (contemplative music) 293 00:19:27,066 --> 00:19:30,134 - What a great day it was to allow the theology of Heaven 294 00:19:30,153 --> 00:19:31,936 to become biography in the streets 295 00:19:31,971 --> 00:19:33,738 here in the city of Jackson, Mississippi. 296 00:19:33,773 --> 00:19:36,157 (applauding) 297 00:19:37,610 --> 00:19:40,661 We can bring abortion to an end. 298 00:19:40,697 --> 00:19:42,113 Now if we just look at this place here 299 00:19:42,148 --> 00:19:45,482 in Jackson, Mississippi you see cracks all over 300 00:19:45,501 --> 00:19:49,170 the outside of that edifice, everything just appears 301 00:19:49,205 --> 00:19:52,089 like it's break down and fall and crumble to the ground. 302 00:19:52,125 --> 00:19:55,259 Let's push it over the cliff. 303 00:19:55,295 --> 00:19:57,828 Could it be possible that right 304 00:19:57,847 --> 00:20:00,998 at that memorial, right there, 305 00:20:01,017 --> 00:20:04,202 we could present to God the first abortion free state. 306 00:20:04,237 --> 00:20:05,853 It will send a message to the church 307 00:20:05,889 --> 00:20:07,555 of Jesus Christ throughout this land. 308 00:20:07,607 --> 00:20:09,974 And will become a bright shining light 309 00:20:10,009 --> 00:20:13,694 that will radiate from Jackson into all of the other states 310 00:20:13,730 --> 00:20:17,782 saying we can take care of this issue ourselves. 311 00:20:17,817 --> 00:20:20,234 (applauding) 312 00:20:25,458 --> 00:20:29,627 ♪ But grace has taught my heart to fear 313 00:20:31,965 --> 00:20:35,883 ♪ And grace our fears relieved 314 00:20:38,972 --> 00:20:43,140 ♪ How precious did that grace appear 315 00:20:45,812 --> 00:20:49,480 ♪ The hour I first believed 316 00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:55,102 ♪ My chains are gone 317 00:20:55,154 --> 00:20:58,555 ♪ I've been set free 318 00:20:58,574 --> 00:21:02,693 ♪ My God my Savior has ransomed me 319 00:21:05,281 --> 00:21:09,450 ♪ And like a flood his mercy reigns 320 00:21:12,121 --> 00:21:15,957 ♪ Unending love amazing grace 321 00:21:20,847 --> 00:21:22,880 - Hallelujah Lord, Jesus! 322 00:21:24,467 --> 00:21:27,969 (cheering and applauding) 323 00:21:31,140 --> 00:21:34,308 (contemplative music) 324 00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:49,874 - I'll tell you another thing that's happening around here. 325 00:21:49,909 --> 00:21:54,078 I'm making a stump speech, I have a stump speech you know. 326 00:21:56,782 --> 00:21:59,333 I have to tell them why we have to have CPC's. 327 00:21:59,385 --> 00:22:01,469 You know I'm raising money. (laughs) 328 00:22:01,504 --> 00:22:02,420 Why do we need this? 329 00:22:02,455 --> 00:22:05,756 So I have to tell them why we need CPC's. 330 00:22:05,791 --> 00:22:08,259 The enemy's become bolder and louder. 331 00:22:08,294 --> 00:22:11,345 He insists on trying to remove the shame and guilt 332 00:22:11,397 --> 00:22:15,399 from abortion by denying that it exists. 333 00:22:15,435 --> 00:22:17,768 These are our children, our Mississippi babies 334 00:22:17,803 --> 00:22:20,321 being destroyed and what will our legacy be? 335 00:22:20,356 --> 00:22:22,356 What'll we leave behind? 336 00:22:24,193 --> 00:22:26,527 We will value all life as a gift 337 00:22:26,579 --> 00:22:29,113 from a mighty and merciful God. 338 00:22:33,086 --> 00:22:36,370 We're so thrilled to have y'all here today. 339 00:22:36,406 --> 00:22:39,457 We are so blessed that y'all have come 340 00:22:39,492 --> 00:22:42,126 to hear the governor and we're so blessed with our governor. 341 00:22:42,161 --> 00:22:44,545 (applauding) 342 00:22:50,970 --> 00:22:54,505 - People say you need to leave that abortion thing alone. 343 00:22:54,524 --> 00:22:56,190 All the things that I believe in they say 344 00:22:56,225 --> 00:22:58,225 just leave alone and be one of those moderate 345 00:22:58,277 --> 00:23:02,363 middle of the road politicians and never take a stand. 346 00:23:04,484 --> 00:23:06,867 Just not me, I can't do that. 347 00:23:06,903 --> 00:23:08,369 - That's right. - Amen. 348 00:23:08,404 --> 00:23:09,737 - So we're gonna ask the legislature 349 00:23:09,789 --> 00:23:12,073 again to help protect children. 350 00:23:12,125 --> 00:23:16,293 Doesn't that child in the womb, doesn't she have any rights? 351 00:23:19,549 --> 00:23:21,665 Doesn't she have a right to life? 352 00:23:21,700 --> 00:23:23,834 (applauding) 353 00:23:23,869 --> 00:23:27,721 To liberty, and the pursuit of happiness? 354 00:23:27,757 --> 00:23:30,591 So go into the pulpits and spread the word. 355 00:23:30,643 --> 00:23:33,761 I'm gonna do all I can whenever I can, 356 00:23:33,813 --> 00:23:37,548 in every way I can to protect life in this state. 357 00:23:37,567 --> 00:23:41,485 One day, I do believe, that I will stand before you 358 00:23:41,521 --> 00:23:42,886 and say there are no abortions 359 00:23:42,905 --> 00:23:44,822 being performed in Mississippi. 360 00:23:44,857 --> 00:23:46,524 (applauding) 361 00:23:46,559 --> 00:23:49,276 Thank you and watch your leaders, God bless you all. 362 00:23:49,328 --> 00:23:51,612 (applauding) 363 00:23:51,664 --> 00:23:53,581 - The Mississippi legislature passed a law 364 00:23:53,616 --> 00:23:55,566 that requires doctors at abortion clinics, 365 00:23:55,585 --> 00:23:57,551 that is the one abortion clinic, 366 00:23:57,587 --> 00:24:00,121 to have admitting privileges at a local hospital. 367 00:24:00,156 --> 00:24:01,839 - New Republican governor Phil Bryant 368 00:24:01,874 --> 00:24:03,574 signed what's known as a trap law, 369 00:24:03,593 --> 00:24:06,927 specifically target, specifically onerous regulations 370 00:24:06,963 --> 00:24:08,579 for the state's loan abortion clinic 371 00:24:08,598 --> 00:24:10,131 that other kinds of medical clinics 372 00:24:10,183 --> 00:24:11,882 in Mississippi do not have to follow. 373 00:24:11,918 --> 00:24:14,635 Republicans have proposed these anti-abortion trap laws 374 00:24:14,687 --> 00:24:17,621 this session in Alabama, Arizona, Florida, 375 00:24:17,657 --> 00:24:19,440 Indiana, Minnesota, North Carolina, 376 00:24:19,475 --> 00:24:21,709 Oklahoma, Tennessee, West Virginia. 377 00:24:21,744 --> 00:24:23,027 Mississippi is different though. 378 00:24:23,062 --> 00:24:24,778 In Mississippi officials have been flat out 379 00:24:24,814 --> 00:24:28,399 admitting what they have been trying to do. 380 00:24:44,250 --> 00:24:46,834 - What we simply say is that we 381 00:24:46,886 --> 00:24:50,754 want Mississippi to be abortion free. 382 00:24:50,789 --> 00:24:53,791 (applauding) 383 00:24:53,826 --> 00:24:56,977 (contemplative music) 384 00:25:15,948 --> 00:25:17,948 - And there's a lot that's happening here in Mississippi 385 00:25:17,983 --> 00:25:19,483 particularly around abortion care. 386 00:25:19,502 --> 00:25:20,784 I think if people knew the particulars 387 00:25:20,819 --> 00:25:24,622 that they would understand how important it is 388 00:25:27,627 --> 00:25:30,294 for them to way in on the issue. 389 00:25:30,329 --> 00:25:32,179 I think it's very important that the whole 390 00:25:32,215 --> 00:25:33,430 country and the whole world knows 391 00:25:33,466 --> 00:25:36,467 what's going on here in Mississippi. 392 00:25:42,024 --> 00:25:43,941 This is the letter from a hospital, 393 00:25:43,976 --> 00:25:46,010 this one of the rejection letters. 394 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:48,696 It says this hospital has received 395 00:25:48,731 --> 00:25:50,347 your medical staff application. 396 00:25:50,366 --> 00:25:52,116 After preliminary review the hospital has determined 397 00:25:52,151 --> 00:25:53,567 that your application should be denied 398 00:25:53,619 --> 00:25:56,687 for the following reasons, the nature of your proposed 399 00:25:56,706 --> 00:25:58,355 medical practice is inconsistent 400 00:25:58,374 --> 00:26:00,591 with this hospital's policies and practices 401 00:26:00,626 --> 00:26:03,827 as concerned abortion and in particular elective abortion. 402 00:26:03,863 --> 00:26:05,796 Number two in light of this hospital's 403 00:26:05,831 --> 00:26:08,382 rules and regulations concerning therapeutic abortions, 404 00:26:08,417 --> 00:26:10,033 namely that privileges for such procedures 405 00:26:10,052 --> 00:26:11,835 are not considered within the core privileges 406 00:26:11,870 --> 00:26:14,054 for gynecology or obstetrics, 407 00:26:14,090 --> 00:26:15,673 your application does not comport 408 00:26:15,708 --> 00:26:17,808 with a functional practice at this hospital. 409 00:26:17,843 --> 00:26:20,077 And number three, the nature of 410 00:26:20,112 --> 00:26:21,679 your proposed medical practice 411 00:26:21,714 --> 00:26:24,064 would lead to both an internal and external 412 00:26:24,100 --> 00:26:25,449 disruption of this hospital's function 413 00:26:25,484 --> 00:26:28,569 and business within the community. 414 00:26:28,604 --> 00:26:31,772 (contemplative music) 415 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:44,067 - [Protestor] Please don't kill me! 416 00:26:44,086 --> 00:26:46,253 Don't kill my fetus in me! 417 00:26:50,926 --> 00:26:51,792 - Yep. 418 00:26:51,844 --> 00:26:52,909 - [Dr. Parker] And how many is that on? 419 00:26:52,928 --> 00:26:54,128 - The only one I was waiting on was 420 00:26:54,180 --> 00:26:57,014 actually yours Madison River Oaks. 421 00:26:59,051 --> 00:27:00,584 It wasn't, it was at the? 422 00:27:00,603 --> 00:27:04,772 - So how many hospitals turned us down altogether exactly? 423 00:27:06,258 --> 00:27:08,692 - We applied at seven, seven. 424 00:27:10,780 --> 00:27:11,979 - For each of us? 425 00:27:12,031 --> 00:27:12,813 - Yeah. 426 00:27:12,865 --> 00:27:15,032 - And that's all so. 427 00:27:15,067 --> 00:27:17,401 - Basically there was a new law that was enacted. 428 00:27:17,436 --> 00:27:20,487 Affectively this law has been setup to shut us down. 429 00:27:20,539 --> 00:27:22,456 Which means that the state could come in 430 00:27:22,491 --> 00:27:26,243 and see if we are in fact still performing abortions. 431 00:27:26,278 --> 00:27:27,461 And then they could say hey you're 432 00:27:27,496 --> 00:27:28,712 not in compliance with state law. 433 00:27:28,748 --> 00:27:32,416 And they could enact us getting closed down. 434 00:27:32,451 --> 00:27:34,284 We do have a legal team and we are working 435 00:27:34,303 --> 00:27:35,753 and other states are looking 436 00:27:35,788 --> 00:27:37,554 and saying hey Mississippi come on. 437 00:27:37,590 --> 00:27:39,223 You guys have the highest rate of teen pregnancy. 438 00:27:39,258 --> 00:27:42,176 You have no sex education anywhere. 439 00:27:44,129 --> 00:27:45,729 This is an issue that predominantly 440 00:27:45,765 --> 00:27:48,131 affects poor black women in this state. 441 00:27:48,150 --> 00:27:52,319 - Our state is falling tremendously in education. 442 00:27:52,355 --> 00:27:53,854 You mean to tell you you got this 443 00:27:53,906 --> 00:27:56,824 much attention on a woman's rights. 444 00:27:58,611 --> 00:28:00,911 - I don't think you can withhold sex education from people 445 00:28:00,946 --> 00:28:03,330 and then also withhold the option for abortion. 446 00:28:03,366 --> 00:28:06,950 People need information and access to care. 447 00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:09,653 So will see, we'll see what happens. 448 00:28:09,672 --> 00:28:13,924 But the next days, weeks, months are tentative. 449 00:28:13,959 --> 00:28:17,127 (contemplative music) 450 00:28:23,669 --> 00:28:25,386 - Y'all ready to eat? 451 00:28:34,447 --> 00:28:38,732 I bet Jamar is gonna eat some butter beans and some greens. 452 00:28:38,784 --> 00:28:43,454 Jamar you gonna eat some butter beans and some greens today? 453 00:28:43,489 --> 00:28:45,489 I need to make you some candied yams. 454 00:28:45,524 --> 00:28:46,907 You want some candied yams? 455 00:28:46,959 --> 00:28:48,625 - [Jamar] Yes ma'am. 456 00:28:50,496 --> 00:28:53,580 - [Mother] I'll bring it to you okay. 457 00:29:06,378 --> 00:29:07,928 - [April] I pray it's a boy. 458 00:29:07,980 --> 00:29:09,146 - Oh goodness. 459 00:29:10,983 --> 00:29:12,549 Is this little one yours? 460 00:29:12,568 --> 00:29:14,902 Alright how old is that one? 461 00:29:14,937 --> 00:29:16,353 - She'll be one Tuesday. 462 00:29:16,388 --> 00:29:19,356 - [Nurse] Oh my gosh, are you crazy? 463 00:29:20,276 --> 00:29:23,277 How old are the other ones? 464 00:29:23,329 --> 00:29:25,529 - Let's just say one, two, three, and four. 465 00:29:25,564 --> 00:29:29,550 - No, oh my gosh. (baby crying) 466 00:29:29,585 --> 00:29:31,919 Alright, baby's head is down. 467 00:29:31,954 --> 00:29:34,121 It's laying on it's belly. 468 00:29:35,040 --> 00:29:36,757 Is this the last one? 469 00:29:40,930 --> 00:29:41,879 Oh my gosh. 470 00:29:47,887 --> 00:29:49,686 Second thoughts? 471 00:29:49,722 --> 00:29:50,521 About what? 472 00:29:50,556 --> 00:29:51,388 - My baby. 473 00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:12,242 Be honest. 474 00:30:13,879 --> 00:30:15,712 - Not more than three. 475 00:30:26,792 --> 00:30:27,591 Awe now. 476 00:30:38,771 --> 00:30:40,303 - Yep, it's a boy. 477 00:30:40,322 --> 00:30:42,155 - [Nurse] It is a boy. 478 00:30:45,477 --> 00:30:47,778 - See you. - Have a good day. 479 00:30:53,536 --> 00:30:56,703 - [April] Hey why you in my stuff now? 480 00:31:03,596 --> 00:31:04,628 - You know you called him. 481 00:31:04,663 --> 00:31:05,712 You knew he was out. 482 00:31:05,764 --> 00:31:09,216 I'm just telling you, trying to help you. 483 00:31:09,268 --> 00:31:11,001 How you gonna tell me he was out? 484 00:31:11,020 --> 00:31:12,686 I don't give a fuck about him being out! 485 00:31:12,721 --> 00:31:14,187 - Okay Momma. 486 00:31:14,223 --> 00:31:15,472 - Jesus. - Dang. 487 00:31:16,609 --> 00:31:18,191 - Man fill you up with kids and he don't 488 00:31:18,227 --> 00:31:21,311 give a fuck about a damn one of them. 489 00:31:38,196 --> 00:31:42,332 But to come with some more dick in you when you ask. 490 00:31:45,971 --> 00:31:47,504 You know what my children daddy tell me? 491 00:31:47,539 --> 00:31:49,089 Don't look for no man to take care of you. 492 00:31:49,141 --> 00:31:52,342 Don't ever look for no man to help you. 493 00:31:53,395 --> 00:31:54,561 You don't need to be worried about me, 494 00:31:54,597 --> 00:31:57,547 worry about your kids, don't worry about me, don't call me. 495 00:31:57,566 --> 00:31:59,816 (dog barking) 496 00:31:59,852 --> 00:32:01,902 Leave that dog alone boy. 497 00:32:02,855 --> 00:32:04,488 Put that pizza down. 498 00:32:04,523 --> 00:32:07,024 (dog barking) 499 00:32:13,782 --> 00:32:16,950 (contemplative music) 500 00:32:44,780 --> 00:32:47,564 - Yes ma'am, I was wondering 'cause she has been 501 00:32:47,599 --> 00:32:50,266 inviting me to come to these Momma's and Me classes. 502 00:32:50,285 --> 00:32:51,451 Ain't it tomorrow? 503 00:32:51,487 --> 00:32:54,270 - [JT] Yes, it's tomorrow and at 11:15. 504 00:32:54,289 --> 00:32:55,739 - Okay can you let her know that 505 00:32:55,774 --> 00:32:58,291 I was gonna come to the Mommy and Me class tomorrow. 506 00:32:58,327 --> 00:33:00,777 - [JT] I will, what's your name? 507 00:33:00,796 --> 00:33:01,995 - April Jackson. 508 00:33:02,047 --> 00:33:04,781 - [JT] Okay April, I've got you down for the class tomorrow. 509 00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,249 - Okay thank you. 510 00:33:09,171 --> 00:33:12,339 (contemplative music) 511 00:34:07,863 --> 00:34:10,280 - Are you feeling bad April? 512 00:34:10,315 --> 00:34:12,515 No, but they just want you to be careful 513 00:34:12,534 --> 00:34:15,235 'cause of your blood pressure and stuff. 514 00:34:15,287 --> 00:34:16,570 Listen you're gonna have you a whole. 515 00:34:16,622 --> 00:34:18,321 One of them's gonna have to be 516 00:34:18,356 --> 00:34:21,024 a big old football player and make Momma lots of money. 517 00:34:21,043 --> 00:34:23,326 (laughing) 518 00:34:24,196 --> 00:34:25,746 She wanted you to sit over there. 519 00:34:25,798 --> 00:34:28,298 And you get to know Ms. Sonya. 520 00:34:31,220 --> 00:34:32,385 - Well before I kind of get into 521 00:34:32,421 --> 00:34:34,588 what I had planned for today, 522 00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,307 I want you to know I'm a friend to you. 523 00:34:37,342 --> 00:34:41,511 And I care for you, so tell me a little bit about yourself. 524 00:34:45,601 --> 00:34:47,717 - Well you know I'm April Jackson anyway. 525 00:34:47,736 --> 00:34:50,237 I'm 24, I'm on my fifth child. 526 00:34:52,724 --> 00:34:54,691 My oldest child is four. 527 00:35:00,415 --> 00:35:04,584 - So kind of taking a bunch of prerequisite courses. 528 00:35:07,506 --> 00:35:09,623 Okay, can you kind of share with me 529 00:35:09,675 --> 00:35:12,442 why you think you have five kids? 530 00:35:54,169 --> 00:35:56,353 So hold on, so help me. 531 00:35:56,388 --> 00:35:59,789 So that first child that was conceived, 532 00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:02,692 you self aborted by drinking Clorox and water? 533 00:36:02,728 --> 00:36:03,643 - No he, I. 534 00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:06,563 - When you said you bled through 535 00:36:06,598 --> 00:36:10,267 I guess I took that as the baby was aborted. 536 00:36:19,494 --> 00:36:23,163 What, what's the take on forgiveness, April? 537 00:36:28,153 --> 00:36:30,203 The only way you can survive in life, 538 00:36:30,255 --> 00:36:33,440 the only way you can go about life, 539 00:36:33,475 --> 00:36:36,426 is by leaning and depending on Him. 540 00:36:42,834 --> 00:36:45,051 - I just stopped believing. 541 00:36:47,472 --> 00:36:50,023 - April what do you need today? 542 00:37:05,690 --> 00:37:09,692 Well let's go let you pick out some stuff for her. 543 00:37:09,711 --> 00:37:11,578 You can come right in here. 544 00:37:11,630 --> 00:37:15,198 Here I'll let you look through there. 545 00:37:15,217 --> 00:37:18,335 Here I'll let you kind of pick through those as well. 546 00:37:18,370 --> 00:37:21,004 And see what you think will fit. 547 00:37:35,187 --> 00:37:36,219 - Ma'am can I offer you some info? 548 00:37:36,238 --> 00:37:37,487 Can I pray with you? 549 00:37:37,522 --> 00:37:39,356 You know God loves you and He created you, 550 00:37:39,391 --> 00:37:42,442 and He has a great plan for you life. 551 00:37:45,697 --> 00:37:47,580 You know God is good. 552 00:37:47,616 --> 00:37:48,999 The scripture says that Jesus came 553 00:37:49,034 --> 00:37:53,036 to give us life and life more abundantly. 554 00:37:53,071 --> 00:37:54,170 You know there's a Crisis Pregnancy Center 555 00:37:54,206 --> 00:37:56,406 and they offer free sonograms? 556 00:37:56,425 --> 00:38:00,043 They offer lots of free help and counseling. 557 00:38:04,216 --> 00:38:07,750 - The state is here, for our annual. 558 00:38:07,769 --> 00:38:08,584 You don't find out they're coming. 559 00:38:08,603 --> 00:38:11,271 You find out when they get here. 560 00:38:15,394 --> 00:38:17,610 They're not allowed to tell us when they're coming. 561 00:38:17,646 --> 00:38:20,647 So that's the point of it to catch you off guard. 562 00:38:20,699 --> 00:38:23,116 That you're up on your stuff. 563 00:38:30,108 --> 00:38:31,241 Need that log. 564 00:38:32,828 --> 00:38:34,577 Timecards, timecards. 565 00:38:38,133 --> 00:38:40,250 Sure, you can ask me now. 566 00:38:43,121 --> 00:38:46,723 I'm saying you better get it while you can. 567 00:38:47,976 --> 00:38:48,808 - [Inspector] It was good to see you. 568 00:38:48,844 --> 00:38:50,844 - You too baby, you too. 569 00:38:55,100 --> 00:38:59,352 - So today what, were we deemed to be in compliance? 570 00:38:59,404 --> 00:39:03,356 - [Shannon] We don't know until they send us the paperwork. 571 00:39:03,408 --> 00:39:05,158 - [Dr. Parker] Good for you, you run a tight ship. 572 00:39:05,193 --> 00:39:06,826 - Yeah, a very tight ship. 573 00:39:06,862 --> 00:39:08,745 - You play like you practice. 574 00:39:08,780 --> 00:39:09,946 That's what my coach used to tell me. 575 00:39:09,981 --> 00:39:14,334 - Yay coach (cheering) fear fingers. 576 00:39:14,369 --> 00:39:15,869 - [Shannon] Get out of here. 577 00:39:15,921 --> 00:39:16,819 - Fear fingers. 578 00:39:16,838 --> 00:39:20,090 - You know what you get out of here too. 579 00:39:21,009 --> 00:39:22,208 It's different every day isn't it? 580 00:39:22,260 --> 00:39:23,376 And it doesn't stop. 581 00:39:23,428 --> 00:39:25,879 Getting old, I'm getting too old for this girl. 582 00:39:25,931 --> 00:39:27,663 Could of did this, probably could have did it in my 20's. 583 00:39:27,682 --> 00:39:31,868 Dang I been here that long since my 20's ain't it. 584 00:39:33,672 --> 00:39:36,272 (woman crying) 585 00:39:58,296 --> 00:40:00,863 We don't think Momma don't know nothing 'til it's to late. 586 00:40:00,882 --> 00:40:02,248 And then we be like oh God. 587 00:40:02,300 --> 00:40:05,552 Then we scared to tell Momma, and scared to say anything. 588 00:40:05,587 --> 00:40:08,371 Feel bad 'cause you feel like you let Momma down. 589 00:40:08,407 --> 00:40:10,140 You know all that stuff. 590 00:40:10,175 --> 00:40:12,642 Your Momma love you, she gonna love you regardless baby. 591 00:40:12,677 --> 00:40:17,380 'Cause if it happened to my baby, I would love regardless. 592 00:40:17,399 --> 00:40:20,567 (contemplative music) 593 00:40:23,105 --> 00:40:25,688 You tell that boy gone on Monday he's busy somewhere. 594 00:40:25,723 --> 00:40:27,073 Or whatever boy. 595 00:40:27,109 --> 00:40:29,025 Like I tell girls and I tell mommas. 596 00:40:29,060 --> 00:40:32,245 I am not gonna say she not gonna do nothing do more. 597 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:33,830 You not able to say she not gonna do nothing 'cause 598 00:40:33,865 --> 00:40:36,082 we don't never think they gonna do it in the first place. 599 00:40:36,118 --> 00:40:37,700 Make sure you okay. 600 00:40:38,753 --> 00:40:40,420 If that's what you decide to do one day, 601 00:40:40,455 --> 00:40:42,038 if that's what, you know without Momma 602 00:40:42,073 --> 00:40:43,540 or anybody like you did this time, 603 00:40:43,575 --> 00:40:45,875 you make sure you okay. 604 00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:48,344 You make sure you love yourself more than anybody else okay. 605 00:40:48,380 --> 00:40:49,912 And if they can't do that then you 606 00:40:49,931 --> 00:40:52,248 ain't got no business with them no way. 607 00:40:52,267 --> 00:40:53,633 And that's the truth. 608 00:40:53,685 --> 00:40:57,086 - [Dr. Parker] What time tomorrow does 609 00:40:57,105 --> 00:41:00,023 have to be in service of the Queen. 610 00:41:00,058 --> 00:41:02,758 - Same time, same time, you're dismissed too. 611 00:41:02,777 --> 00:41:04,894 - [Dr. Parker] Which is what My Lady, what time? 612 00:41:04,929 --> 00:41:05,728 - 9:30. 613 00:41:05,764 --> 00:41:06,613 - 9:30? 614 00:41:06,648 --> 00:41:07,480 - Yes. 615 00:41:08,783 --> 00:41:12,952 (rain falling) (contemplative music) 616 00:41:28,086 --> 00:41:30,753 Well the state came in today. 617 00:41:30,788 --> 00:41:32,455 And of course they let me know that they came 618 00:41:32,474 --> 00:41:35,124 to check to see about our admitting privileges. 619 00:41:35,143 --> 00:41:37,126 Of which of course everybody knows 620 00:41:37,145 --> 00:41:39,479 that we don't have and cannot acquire. 621 00:41:39,514 --> 00:41:40,647 Of course we're not in compliance 622 00:41:40,682 --> 00:41:43,650 because none of the hospitals will 623 00:41:43,685 --> 00:41:45,969 allow our doctors to have admitting privileges 624 00:41:46,004 --> 00:41:50,973 because they for the most part, the majority of them, 625 00:41:50,992 --> 00:41:54,611 don't want to be affiliated with the abortion facility. 626 00:41:54,646 --> 00:41:57,146 Now I gotta figure out what's next. 627 00:41:57,165 --> 00:41:59,199 Where do we go from here? 628 00:42:02,787 --> 00:42:04,888 I don't know, I hope not. 629 00:42:06,591 --> 00:42:09,092 I can honestly say I don't know. 630 00:42:09,127 --> 00:42:11,961 I think that is the closest, this is the closest 631 00:42:11,996 --> 00:42:15,215 since I've been here that the clinic is 632 00:42:16,134 --> 00:42:17,967 been close to closing. 633 00:42:19,387 --> 00:42:20,503 - [Director] Are you there? 634 00:42:20,522 --> 00:42:22,838 Alright now, next for him and we'll be ready to go. 635 00:42:22,857 --> 00:42:24,440 - [Cameraman] Okay we're good thank you. 636 00:42:24,476 --> 00:42:26,059 Cell phones to off. 637 00:42:29,681 --> 00:42:30,813 - Tonight we travel to the last 638 00:42:30,848 --> 00:42:33,199 abortion clinic in Mississippi, 639 00:42:33,235 --> 00:42:37,186 which as we arrive has only 72 hours left 640 00:42:37,205 --> 00:42:41,374 before it appears the state will shut it down forever. 641 00:42:42,327 --> 00:42:44,127 - [Shannon] Okay here we go, here we go. 642 00:42:44,162 --> 00:42:45,461 - [Reporter] The last stand. 643 00:42:45,497 --> 00:42:49,132 Only 72 hours left and the clock is ticking. 644 00:42:49,167 --> 00:42:51,467 It's Mississippi's only abortion clinic. 645 00:42:51,503 --> 00:42:53,253 - There are babies being killed 646 00:42:53,305 --> 00:42:55,171 inside of this pink building. 647 00:42:55,206 --> 00:42:56,589 - [Reporter] The clinic on life support. 648 00:42:56,641 --> 00:42:57,974 Which side wins? 649 00:43:00,478 --> 00:43:02,345 - [Announcer] This special edition of Nightline, 650 00:43:02,380 --> 00:43:04,747 The Last Stand, whose side is God on? 651 00:43:04,783 --> 00:43:05,782 We'll be back. 652 00:43:05,817 --> 00:43:08,568 - They said whose side is God on. 653 00:43:09,404 --> 00:43:10,403 Now that's-- 654 00:43:19,397 --> 00:43:22,165 - [Reporter] The clinic is in violation of a state law. 655 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:23,833 With that hearing fast approaching 656 00:43:23,868 --> 00:43:28,037 the protestor believe they are on the verge of triumph. 657 00:43:29,374 --> 00:43:30,906 Barbara Beavers plays a different role 658 00:43:30,925 --> 00:43:33,126 in the anti-abortion rights movement. 659 00:43:33,178 --> 00:43:36,296 Beavers runs a Crisis Pregnancy Center. 660 00:43:36,348 --> 00:43:40,016 - [Barbara] We have sanitized abortions. 661 00:43:40,051 --> 00:43:43,052 We can't go back to the coat hanger days. 662 00:43:43,087 --> 00:43:46,306 So we don't call them coat hangers anymore. 663 00:43:46,358 --> 00:43:48,191 We call them cannulas. 664 00:43:50,762 --> 00:43:51,927 That cannula does the same thing 665 00:43:51,946 --> 00:43:54,947 to the baby that the coat hanger did. 666 00:43:54,983 --> 00:43:56,282 - Well but it doesn't kill the mother-- 667 00:43:56,318 --> 00:43:59,285 - But it still kills the baby. 668 00:43:59,321 --> 00:44:01,604 - [Reporter] And so the battle continues, 669 00:44:01,623 --> 00:44:03,906 each side claims a high wall of purpose 670 00:44:03,941 --> 00:44:07,243 in which there is no room for compromise. 671 00:44:07,278 --> 00:44:10,246 But for now, this clinic stays open. 672 00:44:17,756 --> 00:44:22,225 - They think life is just what they do, that's life. 673 00:44:22,260 --> 00:44:24,811 And they think that's life for everybody. 674 00:44:24,846 --> 00:44:27,563 They don't know anything about the hood, 675 00:44:27,599 --> 00:44:29,965 the ghetto, drugs and all that stuff. 676 00:44:29,984 --> 00:44:31,100 They don't know anything about that. 677 00:44:31,135 --> 00:44:32,852 The whole thing is stop trying to convince 678 00:44:32,904 --> 00:44:36,689 everybody else that what they doing is the wrong thing 679 00:44:36,741 --> 00:44:40,860 because there is no right except what you know. 680 00:44:40,912 --> 00:44:42,328 You don't want to be judged for 681 00:44:42,364 --> 00:44:43,780 the way that you raise your kids. 682 00:44:43,815 --> 00:44:44,914 You don't want to be judged for 683 00:44:44,949 --> 00:44:46,699 the way that you live your life. 684 00:44:46,751 --> 00:44:48,651 Why are you judging everybody for 685 00:44:48,670 --> 00:44:51,671 the way that they are living theirs? 686 00:44:54,259 --> 00:44:58,027 They are the most judgemental people I've ever met. 687 00:44:58,063 --> 00:44:59,328 I'm 41 years old, those people 688 00:44:59,347 --> 00:45:01,130 that stand out there are more judgemental 689 00:45:01,165 --> 00:45:04,484 than anybody I have ever met in my life. 690 00:45:06,738 --> 00:45:09,305 (somber music) 691 00:45:25,356 --> 00:45:27,907 (April crying) 692 00:46:08,416 --> 00:46:10,082 - Alright thank you. 693 00:46:39,948 --> 00:46:42,532 (somber music) 694 00:46:44,936 --> 00:46:47,870 (knocking on door) 695 00:46:55,630 --> 00:46:58,214 (somber music) 696 00:47:46,330 --> 00:47:49,098 (sirens blaring) 697 00:48:06,067 --> 00:48:09,485 - This is not customary to do this but JT just heard 698 00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:12,238 mention she was probably sleeping with the baby. 699 00:48:12,290 --> 00:48:13,906 We don't always get that word. 700 00:48:13,958 --> 00:48:17,827 We don't always realize that's what's going on. 701 00:48:23,835 --> 00:48:26,252 Is that grandma there? 702 00:48:26,304 --> 00:48:29,138 No that's, that's one of the boys. 703 00:48:30,925 --> 00:48:32,425 Bringing presents. 704 00:48:33,595 --> 00:48:38,047 Bringing presents for the baby, got something for the baby. 705 00:48:38,066 --> 00:48:39,715 You gonna let me in? 706 00:48:39,734 --> 00:48:42,051 You want to come see it, come on? 707 00:48:42,070 --> 00:48:43,069 Hello there. 708 00:48:45,406 --> 00:48:47,607 Hello there, we brought you one. 709 00:48:47,659 --> 00:48:49,191 - [April] Well come on in. 710 00:48:49,226 --> 00:48:51,777 - [Brother] You need me to get that for you? 711 00:48:51,829 --> 00:48:54,163 - You are fine looking boys. 712 00:48:55,667 --> 00:48:58,084 Hey now Ty, we got you a bed. 713 00:48:59,203 --> 00:49:03,205 We want that bed put up and we want in that bed. 714 00:49:05,009 --> 00:49:06,842 That'll be better for you. 715 00:49:06,878 --> 00:49:10,046 Give you a little space from these other children. 716 00:49:10,081 --> 00:49:12,181 Well let's pray for your mama. 717 00:49:12,216 --> 00:49:14,634 Father God thank you for what you're doing 718 00:49:14,686 --> 00:49:17,637 in our lives, it's not easy Lord. 719 00:49:17,689 --> 00:49:19,972 But you can enable us and empower us 720 00:49:20,024 --> 00:49:22,758 and I pray grace for April. 721 00:49:22,777 --> 00:49:25,311 Okay well I need to scoot back, 722 00:49:25,363 --> 00:49:28,447 Ms. Marlene's by herself so I need to go back. 723 00:49:28,483 --> 00:49:30,232 But keep us in touch. 724 00:49:32,987 --> 00:49:34,236 We love you. - We'll see y'all. 725 00:49:34,271 --> 00:49:36,072 - We'll see you later. 726 00:49:37,408 --> 00:49:39,325 I trust that that'll be a blessing. 727 00:49:39,377 --> 00:49:43,546 You come on when you can, come on when you can April. 728 00:50:08,472 --> 00:50:09,438 Oh my lands. 729 00:50:16,280 --> 00:50:21,083 I think of where I been this weekend with my grands. 730 00:50:21,119 --> 00:50:22,451 It makes me sad. 731 00:50:26,507 --> 00:50:27,840 It makes me sad. 732 00:50:32,463 --> 00:50:37,049 I'm torn about that if you want to know the truth. 733 00:50:37,101 --> 00:50:40,269 I don't know, I don't know about that. 734 00:50:41,873 --> 00:50:44,173 I don't think birth control is the answer. 735 00:50:44,208 --> 00:50:45,241 I think ultimately what's gonna 736 00:50:45,276 --> 00:50:47,743 work is gonna be self control. 737 00:50:47,779 --> 00:50:50,546 And I think that's our job moreso than 738 00:50:50,581 --> 00:50:53,132 giving her birth control is to, 739 00:50:55,920 --> 00:50:59,371 to encourage her to assess herself 740 00:50:59,407 --> 00:51:03,576 and her value and her worth in such a way that she does not, 741 00:51:08,082 --> 00:51:10,532 she doesn't give herself away. 742 00:51:10,551 --> 00:51:13,836 The real issue with abortion is our immorality, 743 00:51:13,871 --> 00:51:15,671 our sexual immorality. 744 00:51:17,091 --> 00:51:18,390 And who am I to say that? 745 00:51:18,426 --> 00:51:21,393 I'm not, but God says it in His word. 746 00:51:21,429 --> 00:51:23,679 And I've seen it work positively 747 00:51:23,714 --> 00:51:25,881 in my own life and in the lives of others. 748 00:51:25,900 --> 00:51:28,067 And I've seen it work negatively 749 00:51:28,102 --> 00:51:31,070 when done in the world's ways. 750 00:51:31,105 --> 00:51:34,240 God's ways work and that's why don't give birth control 751 00:51:34,275 --> 00:51:37,059 or all that kind of stuff 'cause God's ways work. 752 00:51:37,078 --> 00:51:38,828 And they're 100% affective and they're 753 00:51:38,863 --> 00:51:42,164 good for you body, soul, and spirit. 754 00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:45,367 (contemplative music) 755 00:51:50,274 --> 00:51:51,407 - [April] Hey guys. 756 00:51:51,442 --> 00:51:53,676 - Could you sign in for me? 757 00:51:54,796 --> 00:51:57,463 - [Ms. Sonya] Hey bundle of joy. 758 00:52:05,056 --> 00:52:08,958 - [Counselor] I don't think she had planned to. 759 00:52:32,416 --> 00:52:34,834 - I trust myself a whole lot. 760 00:52:39,924 --> 00:52:40,723 - Can we see the baby? 761 00:52:40,758 --> 00:52:42,224 Are you showing off baby? 762 00:52:42,260 --> 00:52:44,176 Monica's just dying to see this baby. 763 00:52:44,228 --> 00:52:46,679 I am being very rude aren't I? 764 00:52:46,731 --> 00:52:49,982 But she's new and she needs to. (laughing) 765 00:52:50,017 --> 00:52:54,186 This is what she's here for. (laughing) 766 00:52:58,509 --> 00:53:00,860 (door shuts) 767 00:53:03,664 --> 00:53:04,697 - I want my daughter to be 10 times 768 00:53:04,749 --> 00:53:08,150 a better mama, than I a person than I was. 769 00:53:08,169 --> 00:53:09,618 I want her to be better. 770 00:53:09,653 --> 00:53:12,087 Don't go out and make the mistakes I made. 771 00:53:12,123 --> 00:53:14,489 Say I want to be better than what my momma was. 772 00:53:14,508 --> 00:53:17,459 Do what's right, go to school baby. 773 00:53:23,935 --> 00:53:26,602 I could be going to hair school. 774 00:54:03,641 --> 00:54:06,675 - You just want to not take a chance. 775 00:54:26,897 --> 00:54:29,365 (baby crying) 776 00:54:31,669 --> 00:54:35,704 - Here we go my darling, here we go my darling. 777 00:54:35,739 --> 00:54:38,874 (contemplative music) 778 00:54:57,862 --> 00:55:00,446 - We've been traveling from San Francisco and New York 779 00:55:00,481 --> 00:55:02,431 and really shining a light on nationwide 780 00:55:02,450 --> 00:55:04,733 there's a state of emergency for abortion rights. 781 00:55:04,768 --> 00:55:06,618 I guess one thing I want to ask you 782 00:55:06,654 --> 00:55:08,270 that we would like to learn more about too 783 00:55:08,289 --> 00:55:10,039 is maybe you could tell us a little 784 00:55:10,074 --> 00:55:12,207 bit about the patients you see. 785 00:55:12,243 --> 00:55:14,710 - I don't even know where to start 786 00:55:14,745 --> 00:55:17,746 as far as what type of patients are there. 787 00:55:17,781 --> 00:55:19,048 Of course the majority of our patients 788 00:55:19,083 --> 00:55:21,583 are African American patients. 789 00:55:22,553 --> 00:55:23,618 I saw a lot of patients who would come 790 00:55:23,637 --> 00:55:25,888 for their first visit and you know the come, 791 00:55:25,923 --> 00:55:28,590 I've seen them come for their first visit and be six weeks. 792 00:55:28,625 --> 00:55:32,461 And come back at last day that they can be here. 793 00:55:32,480 --> 00:55:33,628 Trying to come up with the money, 794 00:55:33,647 --> 00:55:34,730 as you're trying to come up with the money 795 00:55:34,765 --> 00:55:36,015 with the fetus debt increases and then. 796 00:55:36,067 --> 00:55:38,734 So I've seen that a lot. 797 00:55:38,769 --> 00:55:40,569 - I'm glad there's the funds but that Hyde Amendment, 798 00:55:40,604 --> 00:55:43,188 that's what's killing women that you're on Medicaid, 799 00:55:43,240 --> 00:55:45,607 you can't use that to cover your abortion. 800 00:55:45,642 --> 00:55:47,943 But it's outrageous that there are these laws 801 00:55:47,978 --> 00:55:49,328 saying you can get any kind of medical procedure 802 00:55:49,363 --> 00:55:52,314 covered, almost, but not if you're pregnant 803 00:55:52,333 --> 00:55:54,316 and you don't want to be, you can't get that. 804 00:55:54,335 --> 00:55:56,651 - Because I mean we even have patients who 805 00:55:56,670 --> 00:55:59,955 get funding and still don't have, 806 00:55:59,990 --> 00:56:01,340 can't come up with the other part. 807 00:56:01,375 --> 00:56:02,291 - I know because the funds they, 808 00:56:02,326 --> 00:56:04,159 I know what they do and it's a good thing. 809 00:56:04,178 --> 00:56:06,661 But they say do you have, can you collect cans? 810 00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:08,130 Do you have any jewelry you can sell? 811 00:56:08,165 --> 00:56:09,331 - [Shannon] Or can you pawn, yeah. 812 00:56:09,350 --> 00:56:10,382 - [Activist] Can you pawn something. 813 00:56:10,434 --> 00:56:11,383 Women go through a lot of-- 814 00:56:11,435 --> 00:56:14,970 - It's like being degraded almost. 815 00:56:15,005 --> 00:56:16,055 - [Activist] Yeah it is very degrading. 816 00:56:16,107 --> 00:56:16,939 - Yeah. 817 00:56:18,342 --> 00:56:19,975 - [Reporter] The Jackson Women's Health Organization 818 00:56:20,010 --> 00:56:23,645 is gearing up for a legal fight to keep the doors open. 819 00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:26,365 In a socially and religiously conservative state, 820 00:56:26,400 --> 00:56:28,851 some say political pressure may be a reason 821 00:56:28,886 --> 00:56:32,871 hospitals haven't signed on to help the clinic. 822 00:56:32,907 --> 00:56:34,790 - The question that the court is really asking tomorrow 823 00:56:34,825 --> 00:56:37,493 is can the state constitutionally do, 824 00:56:37,528 --> 00:56:41,213 indirectly and underhandedly, what it very clearly 825 00:56:41,248 --> 00:56:44,750 may not do directly which is to outright ban abortion. 826 00:56:44,802 --> 00:56:47,469 The real story here is what's at stake 827 00:56:47,505 --> 00:56:49,037 is the lives, and the health, 828 00:56:49,056 --> 00:56:50,339 and the diginity of women in Mississippi. 829 00:56:50,374 --> 00:56:53,225 (cheering and applauding) 830 00:56:53,260 --> 00:56:54,343 - [Activist] Is this clinic gonna shut down? 831 00:56:54,378 --> 00:56:55,978 - [Crowd] No! 832 00:56:56,013 --> 00:56:56,979 - [Activist] Are you gonna tell the women 833 00:56:57,014 --> 00:56:58,564 of Mississippi and around the country 834 00:56:58,599 --> 00:57:00,099 that they can't have abortions? 835 00:57:00,151 --> 00:57:01,567 - [Crowd] Hell no! 836 00:57:01,602 --> 00:57:02,901 - Are we gonna tell women they should 837 00:57:02,937 --> 00:57:04,219 be ashamed of their abortions? 838 00:57:04,238 --> 00:57:05,387 - [Crowd] Hell no! 839 00:57:05,406 --> 00:57:08,357 - [Activist] This clinic stays open. 840 00:57:08,392 --> 00:57:10,725 - [Crowd] This clinic stays open! 841 00:57:10,744 --> 00:57:12,894 - [Activist] No more lives of women broken. 842 00:57:12,913 --> 00:57:15,781 - [Crowd] No more lives of women broken! 843 00:57:15,833 --> 00:57:17,833 - I am just overwhelmed. 844 00:57:18,735 --> 00:57:22,204 (cheering and applauding) 845 00:57:23,174 --> 00:57:24,173 I really am. 846 00:57:25,926 --> 00:57:29,411 I have never experienced this many people 847 00:57:29,430 --> 00:57:32,764 just coming out for us, for all clinics. 848 00:57:35,252 --> 00:57:38,437 We have got to take shame out of the word abortion. 849 00:57:38,472 --> 00:57:42,107 And until we stop being ashamed of who are 850 00:57:42,143 --> 00:57:44,610 and what we believe in and what we know to be right, 851 00:57:44,645 --> 00:57:48,530 we're gonna continue to have these issues. 852 00:57:48,566 --> 00:57:51,600 It took me a long time but when I found 853 00:57:51,619 --> 00:57:54,069 what my reason and my purpose was, 854 00:57:54,104 --> 00:57:56,655 it's like a liberating feeling. 855 00:57:58,375 --> 00:57:59,107 Just knowing that this is what 856 00:57:59,126 --> 00:58:01,109 I'm supposed to be here to do. 857 00:58:01,128 --> 00:58:02,461 (cheering and applauding) 858 00:58:02,496 --> 00:58:03,328 - The world is watching. 859 00:58:03,380 --> 00:58:05,214 The world is watching in Mississippi. 860 00:58:05,249 --> 00:58:07,132 This clinic stays open. 861 00:58:11,138 --> 00:58:14,323 (contemplative music) 862 00:59:26,180 --> 00:59:29,248 - Mississippi's only abortion clinic can stay open tonight. 863 00:59:29,300 --> 00:59:30,532 - [Shannon] Come on, come on, come on, come on. 864 00:59:30,551 --> 00:59:32,718 I want a picture with the great Julie now. 865 00:59:32,753 --> 00:59:34,869 Yeah come on, come on, come on Dianne. 866 00:59:34,888 --> 00:59:37,055 - [Reporter] The Fifth Circuit of Appeals ruled a state law 867 00:59:37,091 --> 00:59:39,808 forcing doctors to get admitting privileges 868 00:59:39,843 --> 00:59:43,378 at a local hospital unconstitutional. 869 00:59:43,397 --> 00:59:46,265 - I am so impressed with you girl, I really am. 870 00:59:46,317 --> 00:59:47,316 Y'all ready? 871 00:59:49,886 --> 00:59:52,053 - Pink house. - Pink house. 872 00:59:52,072 --> 00:59:56,491 - We're not going anywhere, this clinic stays open! 873 00:59:56,527 --> 01:00:01,413 - [Jennifer] Live in Jackson, Jennifer Ortega, 16 WABT News. 874 01:00:01,448 --> 01:00:02,748 - I am so outdone. 875 01:00:02,783 --> 01:00:04,700 Dianne was crying girl. 876 01:00:06,120 --> 01:00:08,337 Oh my God and Nancy was crying. 877 01:00:08,372 --> 01:00:09,204 Oh my God. 878 01:00:10,374 --> 01:00:13,875 Girl I was grinning all the way here, I swear to God. 879 01:00:13,910 --> 01:00:15,544 Oh my God my nerves so bad. 880 01:00:15,579 --> 01:00:16,678 I was smiling all the way here. 881 01:00:16,714 --> 01:00:17,929 I swear to God I couldn't stop. 882 01:00:17,965 --> 01:00:20,966 I was driving by myself like I was with somebody in the car. 883 01:00:21,018 --> 01:00:22,434 - I saw several women who were crying 884 01:00:22,469 --> 01:00:24,186 oh my God, oh my God, oh my God. 885 01:00:24,221 --> 01:00:26,588 - [Shannon] Ms. Betty was screaming. 886 01:00:26,607 --> 01:00:27,556 - [Dr. Parker] We found out about this 887 01:00:27,591 --> 01:00:29,191 just as we were walking out of the clinic. 888 01:00:29,226 --> 01:00:32,110 So now they have to try and appeal it, 889 01:00:32,146 --> 01:00:34,813 which they are gonna do. 890 01:00:34,865 --> 01:00:37,866 - That's Instagram, I know you don't know. 891 01:00:37,901 --> 01:00:40,118 He said Jackson Women's Health stays open, thank God. 892 01:00:40,154 --> 01:00:42,788 I said yeah that's just what the protestors love to hear. 893 01:00:42,823 --> 01:00:44,623 Thank God what do they mean by that? 894 01:00:44,658 --> 01:00:45,824 Thank God, they believe in God? 895 01:00:45,876 --> 01:00:46,708 - [Dr. Parker] You might want to make sure 896 01:00:46,744 --> 01:00:48,109 somebody takes a good look around 897 01:00:48,128 --> 01:00:50,412 tomorrow before anybody goes in there. 898 01:00:50,447 --> 01:00:52,998 Do we have like surveillance cameras at night? 899 01:00:53,050 --> 01:00:55,250 - Yeah Irene I'm telling you. 900 01:00:55,285 --> 01:00:56,951 That's what I told her, we need to call the FBI 901 01:00:56,970 --> 01:00:59,454 and we need to call the commander. 902 01:00:59,473 --> 01:01:01,306 Because if something's gonna happen 903 01:01:01,342 --> 01:01:03,091 this is when something's gonna happen. 904 01:01:03,126 --> 01:01:06,978 - When they don't prevail through legitimate means, 905 01:01:07,014 --> 01:01:11,066 then kind of vigilante activity picks up. 906 01:01:11,101 --> 01:01:14,770 - You gonna be at the clinic in the morning? 907 01:01:15,639 --> 01:01:17,806 Dianne is gonna want you to come up there. 908 01:01:17,825 --> 01:01:19,358 That's what we discussing now, 909 01:01:19,410 --> 01:01:22,577 to do a good walk around, walk through and stuff. 910 01:01:22,613 --> 01:01:25,781 (contemplative music) 911 01:01:35,959 --> 01:01:37,926 - So here we are. 912 01:01:37,961 --> 01:01:39,511 I'm gonna ask you tonight to mourn. 913 01:01:39,546 --> 01:01:41,663 As we pray, let's mourn. 914 01:01:41,682 --> 01:01:43,014 We aught to cry. 915 01:01:44,351 --> 01:01:47,436 Because unless we're doing something about it, 916 01:01:47,471 --> 01:01:49,604 - Come on now, come on. 917 01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:50,856 - [Preacher] I can't say that we're 918 01:01:50,891 --> 01:01:53,275 pro-life until we take action on it. 919 01:01:53,310 --> 01:01:54,893 - Amen. - Amen, yes. 920 01:01:54,945 --> 01:01:57,112 - We've been to the Supreme Court. 921 01:01:57,147 --> 01:01:58,897 We've been to the halls of Congress. 922 01:01:58,949 --> 01:02:01,533 Father God we as a nation have forgotten you. 923 01:02:01,568 --> 01:02:06,187 We sing songs about you God while the blood of our children 924 01:02:06,206 --> 01:02:09,691 is running under the sewers of our church. 925 01:02:09,710 --> 01:02:12,694 Lord the Devil is having a hay day. 926 01:02:12,713 --> 01:02:14,713 It's not because our government has failed. 927 01:02:14,748 --> 01:02:17,198 It is because we have failed. 928 01:02:17,217 --> 01:02:18,500 God forgive us. 929 01:02:19,470 --> 01:02:23,638 ♪ Heir of salvation purchase of God 930 01:02:25,843 --> 01:02:30,011 ♪ Born of His spirit washed in His blood 931 01:02:33,767 --> 01:02:37,936 - Dorenda, get her to come a little bit more over this way. 932 01:02:39,573 --> 01:02:41,406 Come on sweetheart let's go ahead and get you inside okay. 933 01:02:41,442 --> 01:02:43,558 - [Protestor] Some information with you please. 934 01:02:43,577 --> 01:02:45,911 - Can I give you this card? 935 01:02:45,946 --> 01:02:48,530 So you can go to a free clinic. 936 01:02:48,565 --> 01:02:50,499 - [Shannon] Whenever y'all ready we'll get you inside. 937 01:02:50,534 --> 01:02:51,783 - [Protestor] Wonder if I could share this with you please. 938 01:02:51,835 --> 01:02:56,371 - [Shannon] Come on honey we'll get you right over here okay 939 01:02:56,406 --> 01:02:57,572 - We'd ask you in Jesus name to 940 01:02:57,591 --> 01:03:00,008 please have mercy on the unborn. 941 01:03:00,043 --> 01:03:03,545 Wonder if I could share this with you please. 942 01:03:03,580 --> 01:03:04,379 Won't you let that little baby 943 01:03:04,414 --> 01:03:07,048 girl or boy be borned alive mom? 944 01:03:08,084 --> 01:03:11,386 Ma'am we'd you to please let us help if we can. 945 01:03:11,421 --> 01:03:12,888 We got a Crisis Pregnancy Center, 946 01:03:12,923 --> 01:03:15,307 get you any kind of help that you might need. 947 01:03:15,359 --> 01:03:17,425 - [Keith] Ladies please, my name's Keith. 948 01:03:17,444 --> 01:03:19,478 I want to give you some information. 949 01:03:19,530 --> 01:03:20,812 - [Woman] We don't want it. 950 01:03:20,864 --> 01:03:23,732 - [Keith] Ma'am are you going to have an abortion? 951 01:03:23,767 --> 01:03:24,649 - All-- 952 01:03:24,701 --> 01:03:28,286 - lives matter, you damn right they do. 953 01:03:28,322 --> 01:03:31,773 We are more than capable of making decisions 954 01:03:31,792 --> 01:03:35,460 for our bodies and our lives and our future. 955 01:04:29,216 --> 01:04:31,466 - One of my children I was gonna give up for adoption. 956 01:04:31,501 --> 01:04:33,602 Because I went to abortion clinic. 957 01:04:33,637 --> 01:04:35,470 I remember I came home and I just cried, 958 01:04:35,505 --> 01:04:37,856 cried, cried, 'cause I was too far. 959 01:04:37,891 --> 01:04:41,843 I was barely making it, I was barely making it. 960 01:04:41,862 --> 01:04:43,061 I had just moved to my apartment. 961 01:04:43,113 --> 01:04:44,229 I didn't have any furniture. 962 01:04:44,281 --> 01:04:48,450 I had a matrass that I had gotten from Salvation Army. 963 01:04:49,903 --> 01:04:52,637 And that's what I had in my house. 964 01:04:52,673 --> 01:04:57,025 I had children at this time and we slept on the mattress. 965 01:04:57,060 --> 01:04:58,543 So when they brought the baby to the room 966 01:04:58,579 --> 01:05:02,130 and I picked the baby up and I was hugging the baby. 967 01:05:02,165 --> 01:05:05,366 And I just, I decided I could not 968 01:05:05,385 --> 01:05:07,502 do it right there at that point. 969 01:05:07,537 --> 01:05:09,971 I couldn't have a child come back to me 970 01:05:10,007 --> 01:05:13,675 when they turn however old and say why, why. 971 01:05:16,063 --> 01:05:17,345 If you have an abortion you don't 972 01:05:17,380 --> 01:05:20,315 even know who this would have been. 973 01:05:21,151 --> 01:05:22,884 So that's totally two different things 974 01:05:22,903 --> 01:05:26,271 and that's what people don't get. 975 01:05:26,323 --> 01:05:28,607 It's harder to see your child, 976 01:05:28,659 --> 01:05:32,577 and then just hand your child away to somebody. 977 01:05:34,281 --> 01:05:37,532 I believe in abortion because, 978 01:05:37,567 --> 01:05:41,670 no woman should have to feel the way that I feel. 979 01:05:44,407 --> 01:05:48,543 No woman should have to do that, they just shouldn't. 980 01:06:41,848 --> 01:06:44,516 - He's such a fucking asshole. 981 01:06:44,568 --> 01:06:46,151 Excuse my language. 982 01:07:39,156 --> 01:07:42,323 (contemplative music) 983 01:08:52,913 --> 01:08:55,430 - [Reporter] Mississippi's only abortion clinic vandalized. 984 01:08:55,465 --> 01:08:58,616 Security cameras ripped down, power cords tampered with, 985 01:08:58,652 --> 01:09:00,601 and their generator vandalized. 986 01:09:00,620 --> 01:09:02,570 Surveillance video may just have 987 01:09:02,605 --> 01:09:05,373 captured the prime suspect on camera. 988 01:09:05,408 --> 01:09:08,543 - Let me be clear, make no mistake about it, 989 01:09:08,578 --> 01:09:10,578 this is a form of domestic terrorism. 990 01:09:10,613 --> 01:09:12,580 - We're doing around the clock security. 991 01:09:12,615 --> 01:09:14,833 We have someone watching at all times, 992 01:09:14,885 --> 01:09:19,587 either on the facility of somewhere close around. 993 01:09:19,622 --> 01:09:22,774 (contemplative music) 994 01:09:25,762 --> 01:09:28,012 - Number one cause of death in America. 995 01:09:28,064 --> 01:09:31,015 God hates the hands that shed innocent blood sir, 996 01:09:31,067 --> 01:09:34,302 and you're actually helping them do that right now. 997 01:09:34,321 --> 01:09:36,855 You're the part of the system that kills children. 998 01:09:36,907 --> 01:09:38,439 Half the black women who get pregnant 999 01:09:38,474 --> 01:09:41,159 will have an abortion sir. 1000 01:09:41,194 --> 01:09:44,112 - [Keith] You don't have to come in here guys. 1001 01:09:44,147 --> 01:09:47,982 I'm not a protestor I'm a peacemaker. 1002 01:09:48,001 --> 01:09:49,584 - And make no mistake about it. 1003 01:09:49,619 --> 01:09:52,871 What you are doing here is wanton, 1004 01:09:52,923 --> 01:09:55,256 wilful, premeditated murder. 1005 01:10:01,181 --> 01:10:06,017 - It's the OSA, OSA which is Operation Save America, 1006 01:10:06,052 --> 01:10:09,771 and AHA which is Abolish Human Abortion, 1007 01:10:09,806 --> 01:10:12,857 which that's one of the newer groups. 1008 01:10:13,727 --> 01:10:15,176 There are quite a few of them 1009 01:10:15,195 --> 01:10:17,779 from the dossier that are here. 1010 01:10:22,402 --> 01:10:24,485 T Russell, you have Toby. 1011 01:10:27,624 --> 01:10:29,707 Alright you too, bye bye. 1012 01:10:31,378 --> 01:10:33,795 She don't know shit. 1013 01:10:33,830 --> 01:10:36,697 Swear to God I hate talking to the same people. 1014 01:10:36,716 --> 01:10:38,967 I'm like, she's asking me who's gonna be here, 1015 01:10:39,002 --> 01:10:41,669 and I'm like is the fucking FBI? 1016 01:10:45,926 --> 01:10:48,226 That's why I know these people are not gonna protect you. 1017 01:10:48,261 --> 01:10:49,310 These people are gonna come out 1018 01:10:49,346 --> 01:10:51,896 the wood works after somebody gets killed. 1019 01:10:51,932 --> 01:10:52,897 Then they'll come out the wood works 1020 01:10:52,933 --> 01:10:54,548 and everybody wants to be the hero and say 1021 01:10:54,567 --> 01:10:56,401 oh I have all your screening there was 1022 01:10:56,436 --> 01:11:00,154 a this on premise, man please somebody's dead now. 1023 01:11:00,190 --> 01:11:02,690 I don't care nothing about what you got now. 1024 01:11:02,725 --> 01:11:06,060 (Shannon sighs heavily) 1025 01:11:07,831 --> 01:11:10,999 (contemplative music) 1026 01:11:21,911 --> 01:11:24,245 The truth is out because I know it's something going on. 1027 01:11:24,281 --> 01:11:28,633 Keith Dawson leads the Jackson, Mississippi chapter of AHA. 1028 01:11:28,685 --> 01:11:32,020 He has targeted Willie Parker as part of the AHA 1029 01:11:32,055 --> 01:11:34,555 Call Out the Killers campaign. 1030 01:11:34,590 --> 01:11:36,941 They have a Call Out the Killers campaign? 1031 01:11:36,977 --> 01:11:38,609 Now tell me that doesn't look scary. 1032 01:11:38,645 --> 01:11:41,980 - Okay but who was passing through here early this morning? 1033 01:11:42,032 --> 01:11:43,398 On a day we supposed to be closed, Keith. 1034 01:11:43,433 --> 01:11:44,949 - He was on his way to work. 1035 01:11:44,985 --> 01:11:46,284 - [Shannon] Right, see how you 1036 01:11:46,319 --> 01:11:48,269 keep justifying Keith out of that. 1037 01:11:48,288 --> 01:11:50,371 - I'm not justifying Keith, I'm funning with you. 1038 01:11:50,407 --> 01:11:51,939 The only thing that I was serious about 1039 01:11:51,958 --> 01:11:53,624 was when she said do you think it was Keith? 1040 01:11:53,660 --> 01:11:55,994 And I don't think Keith did that. 1041 01:11:56,046 --> 01:11:57,078 And I don't think Keith would do that. 1042 01:11:57,113 --> 01:11:59,047 All the other stuff I was bullshitting about. 1043 01:11:59,082 --> 01:12:00,798 - But my thing is I don't feel that way 1044 01:12:00,834 --> 01:12:03,751 about anybody from Ms. Esther on, on the other side. 1045 01:12:03,786 --> 01:12:05,453 Because the fact, but the fact that 1046 01:12:05,472 --> 01:12:07,555 you're on this side, that bothers me. 1047 01:12:07,590 --> 01:12:10,008 You don't know nothing about that man when he leaves here. 1048 01:12:10,060 --> 01:12:12,427 You know what he tells you, what you read on Facebook. 1049 01:12:12,462 --> 01:12:13,594 You don't know what's in that, 1050 01:12:13,629 --> 01:12:15,480 that man could be building a bomb in house right now, 1051 01:12:15,515 --> 01:12:17,631 and come up here smiling in your face every day. 1052 01:12:17,650 --> 01:12:18,983 We don't know that. 1053 01:12:19,019 --> 01:12:20,935 - And now I see where the root is of all this. 1054 01:12:20,970 --> 01:12:22,470 And I was not trying to offend you, 1055 01:12:22,489 --> 01:12:25,323 upset you, or take or make it seem 1056 01:12:26,576 --> 01:12:27,992 less serious than what it is. 1057 01:12:28,028 --> 01:12:29,660 - If anybody let's their guard down, 1058 01:12:29,696 --> 01:12:32,030 something happens here, something happens to this staff, 1059 01:12:32,082 --> 01:12:35,249 I feel responsible for all this shit, you don't get that. 1060 01:12:35,285 --> 01:12:37,035 And for you to say that and I'm thinking 1061 01:12:37,087 --> 01:12:38,836 she got them out there. 1062 01:12:38,872 --> 01:12:40,872 You not gonna be able to tell me that. 1063 01:12:40,924 --> 01:12:41,989 You see what I'm saying? 1064 01:12:42,008 --> 01:12:43,841 You not gonna tell me he wouldn't do that. 1065 01:12:43,877 --> 01:12:46,427 I'm sorry, because I don't believe that. 1066 01:12:46,463 --> 01:12:48,846 I don't believe that he won't do that, I just. 1067 01:12:48,882 --> 01:12:51,682 - [Guard] I apologize, I do. 1068 01:12:51,718 --> 01:12:54,886 (contemplative music) 1069 01:13:05,198 --> 01:13:07,448 - Alright here we are. 1070 01:13:07,484 --> 01:13:10,651 (contemplative music) 1071 01:13:19,546 --> 01:13:21,746 Not like, if you've been there for a while 1072 01:13:21,798 --> 01:13:24,165 you already cautious but you become, 1073 01:13:24,200 --> 01:13:26,000 you know you become a little relaxed. 1074 01:13:26,035 --> 01:13:28,252 This kind of wakes me back up you know? 1075 01:13:28,304 --> 01:13:30,805 Get it together now Shannon, get it together. 1076 01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,057 You know it's some loonies out here, get it together. 1077 01:13:33,093 --> 01:13:35,343 (laughing) 1078 01:13:36,346 --> 01:13:37,145 Right here. - Oh alright. 1079 01:13:37,180 --> 01:13:38,563 My husband was coaching that team. 1080 01:13:38,598 --> 01:13:39,847 - Mr. Waters? - Yeah. 1081 01:13:39,882 --> 01:13:42,483 - Ow wow okay, my son's Jarvis. 1082 01:13:45,105 --> 01:13:46,354 - Oh no no no. 1083 01:13:46,389 --> 01:13:49,190 I'm the director at the abortion facility here. 1084 01:13:49,225 --> 01:13:50,691 - [Mrs. Waters] So like are you interested in staying here? 1085 01:13:50,726 --> 01:13:51,526 - Sure. 1086 01:13:52,662 --> 01:13:53,861 Wow, oh my God. 1087 01:13:56,533 --> 01:13:57,999 Wow, ain't that something? 1088 01:13:58,034 --> 01:13:59,117 Where are you? 1089 01:14:00,370 --> 01:14:01,369 Are you serious? 1090 01:14:01,404 --> 01:14:02,753 Wow. 1091 01:14:02,789 --> 01:14:04,956 The one thing I don't think dealing with 1092 01:14:05,008 --> 01:14:08,960 like the pro-life places, and I don't know you as far 1093 01:14:09,012 --> 01:14:10,711 as I don't know a lot about the place where you are. 1094 01:14:10,746 --> 01:14:12,263 But a lot of these places don't 1095 01:14:12,298 --> 01:14:15,082 give women the resources they need. 1096 01:14:15,101 --> 01:14:16,551 It's something that's missing that they're not getting 1097 01:14:16,586 --> 01:14:18,853 to put them there because me as a woman I know. 1098 01:14:18,888 --> 01:14:20,638 I have six kids of my own. 1099 01:14:20,690 --> 01:14:23,941 I know that you can get in these situations 1100 01:14:23,977 --> 01:14:26,444 and you don't know what you're gonna do. 1101 01:14:26,479 --> 01:14:29,313 - What we do is we say you have three options. 1102 01:14:29,365 --> 01:14:31,199 These are your three options. 1103 01:14:31,234 --> 01:14:32,900 What do you know about each of these options? 1104 01:14:32,935 --> 01:14:33,784 - Got you. 1105 01:14:33,820 --> 01:14:35,153 - And then if someone would say 1106 01:14:35,205 --> 01:14:36,871 well I'm thinking about having an abortion. 1107 01:14:36,906 --> 01:14:39,940 So then I say tell me everything you know about abortion. 1108 01:14:39,959 --> 01:14:42,460 To see how much they know about it. 1109 01:14:42,495 --> 01:14:44,212 - [Shannon] Oh J Boo up. 1110 01:14:44,247 --> 01:14:45,046 - [Mrs. Waters] Oh is this yours? 1111 01:14:45,081 --> 01:14:46,047 - [Shannon] This is me yeah. 1112 01:14:46,082 --> 01:14:48,616 This is the thing when I got pregnant with him, 1113 01:14:48,635 --> 01:14:50,885 his dad and I were friends. 1114 01:14:56,292 --> 01:14:58,259 I went to have an abortion, I was too far. 1115 01:14:58,294 --> 01:15:01,262 I signed papers to have an adoption to get, 1116 01:15:01,297 --> 01:15:02,763 for my baby to be adopted and everything. 1117 01:15:02,798 --> 01:15:04,465 And when they brought him to me to see him 1118 01:15:04,484 --> 01:15:07,401 I called the adoption people and told them I couldn't do it. 1119 01:15:07,437 --> 01:15:08,936 But that's, and that's that one. 1120 01:15:08,971 --> 01:15:12,573 That's right, yeah that's my fifth one. 1121 01:15:12,609 --> 01:15:14,609 Yep I got one under him. 1122 01:15:15,912 --> 01:15:18,579 And that's just basically what I 1123 01:15:18,615 --> 01:15:22,200 live everyday for is just to make sure they're good. 1124 01:15:22,252 --> 01:15:24,085 'Cause my thing is if you, 1125 01:15:24,120 --> 01:15:27,488 I am pro-choice because I don't feel the need to judge 1126 01:15:27,507 --> 01:15:29,423 the next person and tell the next person what to do. 1127 01:15:29,459 --> 01:15:31,292 Because a lot of the adults that we have, 1128 01:15:31,327 --> 01:15:34,178 including me, grew up lacking, 1129 01:15:34,214 --> 01:15:37,465 not materialistic stuff, stuff from here. 1130 01:15:37,500 --> 01:15:41,435 And then you become, you're lacking that as an adult. 1131 01:15:41,471 --> 01:15:44,305 And that changes your whole world. 1132 01:15:53,449 --> 01:15:55,483 Oh it's wild, it is wild. 1133 01:16:00,290 --> 01:16:01,289 That's okay. 1134 01:16:03,576 --> 01:16:05,526 Yeah she's a pro-lifer. 1135 01:16:05,545 --> 01:16:09,697 It wasn't bad, we sat there and talked for a long time. 1136 01:16:09,716 --> 01:16:11,382 She's pro-life yeah. 1137 01:16:19,008 --> 01:16:20,758 So it's a good thing. 1138 01:16:24,931 --> 01:16:29,517 Oh you always got to be so negative about everything baby. 1139 01:16:29,552 --> 01:16:32,687 (contemplative music) 1140 01:17:23,573 --> 01:17:26,440 (phone ringing) 1141 01:17:26,459 --> 01:17:27,992 - How you doing today? 1142 01:17:28,044 --> 01:17:30,494 - [Barbara] I'm doing good, how are you doing? 1143 01:17:30,546 --> 01:17:32,213 - I'm tired as ever. 1144 01:17:34,784 --> 01:17:37,501 Yeah I still do both of them. 1145 01:17:37,553 --> 01:17:39,787 - [Barbara] Oh my goodness that's just. 1146 01:17:39,806 --> 01:17:41,922 - Today is, shut up girl. 1147 01:17:44,394 --> 01:17:46,894 (baby crying) 1148 01:17:48,181 --> 01:17:50,598 My check didn't come Saturday so I'm hoping 1149 01:17:50,633 --> 01:17:53,601 it come today so I can do something. 1150 01:17:55,521 --> 01:17:58,022 Yeah they here, they here now. 1151 01:18:03,613 --> 01:18:04,495 Okay, okay. 1152 01:18:05,498 --> 01:18:06,747 - [Barbara] Okay, talk to you later. 1153 01:18:06,783 --> 01:18:07,748 - Okay. 1154 01:18:07,784 --> 01:18:10,117 - [Barbara] Bye, bye bye. 1155 01:18:10,152 --> 01:18:10,951 - [Brother] That was Ms. Barbara? 1156 01:18:10,986 --> 01:18:11,786 - [April] Yes. 1157 01:18:11,821 --> 01:18:13,954 - [Brother] Is she coming? 1158 01:18:16,542 --> 01:18:18,125 - [April] Hi Ricky this is April. 1159 01:18:18,160 --> 01:18:19,377 I was calling because I haven't 1160 01:18:19,429 --> 01:18:21,995 received a check today or Saturday. 1161 01:18:22,014 --> 01:18:26,183 And I just was checking on seeing why it didn't come. 1162 01:18:27,136 --> 01:18:30,304 (contemplative music) 1163 01:18:39,866 --> 01:18:42,700 (car approaching) 1164 01:18:51,244 --> 01:18:54,745 - Love your dress, look this is Aunt Bevy. 1165 01:18:56,132 --> 01:18:59,199 I brought Aunt Bevy, this is everybody's Aunt Bevy. 1166 01:18:59,218 --> 01:19:00,384 This is April. 1167 01:19:01,220 --> 01:19:03,387 We got enchiladas for you. 1168 01:19:06,175 --> 01:19:07,007 - Not yet. 1169 01:19:12,098 --> 01:19:13,097 - I'm sorry. 1170 01:19:14,350 --> 01:19:17,768 Come on Malikye, we want to see you walk. 1171 01:19:18,855 --> 01:19:19,770 Get up boy. 1172 01:19:24,727 --> 01:19:27,862 (contemplative music) 1173 01:19:51,971 --> 01:19:55,756 - [Shannon] Thanks for the enchiladas. 1174 01:19:55,775 --> 01:19:58,943 (contemplative music) 1175 01:20:16,746 --> 01:20:17,578 - Yep. 1176 01:20:19,281 --> 01:20:21,215 Yep, make me some mula. 1177 01:20:24,337 --> 01:20:25,135 Some more what? 1178 01:20:25,171 --> 01:20:26,170 - Candy. 1179 01:20:26,222 --> 01:20:29,289 - Why we always got to buy candy with the money? 1180 01:20:29,308 --> 01:20:31,308 Let's buy some fish this time. 1181 01:20:31,344 --> 01:20:33,010 Wanna buy some fish? 1182 01:20:45,525 --> 01:20:46,323 - [April] Who? 1183 01:20:46,359 --> 01:20:47,191 - You. 1184 01:21:02,625 --> 01:21:04,875 - [April] Yep, little dude. 1185 01:21:07,296 --> 01:21:10,347 - You take your thing with you? 1186 01:21:10,383 --> 01:21:12,766 - [April] I love you too. 1187 01:21:12,802 --> 01:21:15,970 (contemplative music) 1188 01:21:22,528 --> 01:21:24,361 - She wanted to come over last night. 1189 01:21:24,397 --> 01:21:27,180 Y'all I go to sleep at night. 1190 01:21:27,199 --> 01:21:30,034 She's up all night probably kinda. 1191 01:21:31,186 --> 01:21:33,370 Because of the night shift yeah. 1192 01:21:33,406 --> 01:21:35,355 I think I'm afraid she's gonna burn her, 1193 01:21:35,374 --> 01:21:38,542 I'm afraid she's bitten off more than, 1194 01:21:39,745 --> 01:21:42,713 and that's youth, I think that's youth. 1195 01:21:42,748 --> 01:21:45,549 You've got to learn to pace a little bit. 1196 01:21:45,585 --> 01:21:46,750 You've got to learn to balance. 1197 01:21:46,802 --> 01:21:49,703 And my goodness, how much does she have to do? 1198 01:21:49,722 --> 01:21:52,840 You know it's just, so I'm gonna cry. 1199 01:21:54,727 --> 01:21:59,379 But sometimes you just need something to keep you going. 1200 01:21:59,398 --> 01:22:02,733 And April's my call to keep going now. 1201 01:22:02,768 --> 01:22:06,937 I've had the Lord just intermittently, I'm weeping. 1202 01:22:10,993 --> 01:22:13,994 Just waiting for it to get easier. 1203 01:22:14,030 --> 01:22:15,863 It doesn't get easier. 1204 01:22:19,669 --> 01:22:21,835 We're on the winning side. 1205 01:22:23,122 --> 01:22:25,372 And there's a glorious day. 1206 01:22:26,926 --> 01:22:27,791 - [Interviewer] Do you think there's 1207 01:22:27,843 --> 01:22:30,928 a chance she could get pregnant again? 1208 01:22:32,765 --> 01:22:36,684 - I'm sure there is, I'm sure there is. 1209 01:22:36,719 --> 01:22:39,637 I see the solution as self control, 1210 01:22:41,357 --> 01:22:42,940 as learning how to control ourselves. 1211 01:22:42,975 --> 01:22:47,094 And plus condoms, they don't prevent even used correctly. 1212 01:22:47,113 --> 01:22:51,448 There's like a 20% failure rate, even used correctly. 1213 01:22:51,484 --> 01:22:56,236 There's a relatively high failure rate of condoms. 1214 01:22:56,271 --> 01:22:57,571 - [Interviewer] I thought if a condom's 1215 01:22:57,606 --> 01:22:59,073 used correctly it's 98% affective. 1216 01:22:59,108 --> 01:23:00,958 - Oh I don't believe that. 1217 01:23:00,993 --> 01:23:03,827 I don't think that's, I don't think that's correct. 1218 01:23:03,879 --> 01:23:05,829 I would question that. 1219 01:23:05,881 --> 01:23:09,133 I'll find some of our data. (laughing) 1220 01:23:09,168 --> 01:23:13,620 Send you some of that, you can look at that. 1221 01:23:13,639 --> 01:23:16,807 (contemplative music) 1222 01:23:44,620 --> 01:23:47,037 - 17 weeks and two days. 1223 01:23:47,089 --> 01:23:51,258 - [Mother] She's too far, she can't do it can she? 1224 01:23:53,262 --> 01:23:56,430 (contemplative music) 1225 01:24:18,537 --> 01:24:21,188 - She was too far for us to see her 1226 01:24:21,207 --> 01:24:23,791 because we only go to 16 weeks. 1227 01:24:24,660 --> 01:24:28,378 That's what they put these laws in place for. 1228 01:24:30,833 --> 01:24:33,801 They don't put the laws in place to protect women. 1229 01:24:33,836 --> 01:24:36,036 And she may not have money to go out of town. 1230 01:24:36,055 --> 01:24:38,705 And I guess you could say the antis feel like they won. 1231 01:24:38,724 --> 01:24:39,757 That's the point of it right? 1232 01:24:39,809 --> 01:24:43,043 So they feel like they saved another one today. 1233 01:24:43,062 --> 01:24:46,563 But at the same time what did you save? 1234 01:24:46,599 --> 01:24:47,397 You know what I'm saying? 1235 01:24:47,433 --> 01:24:49,016 What did you do? 1236 01:24:49,051 --> 01:24:52,152 You have made a person's life harder. 1237 01:24:53,489 --> 01:24:55,072 You judged her and you made it harder. 1238 01:24:55,107 --> 01:24:59,993 Judged all women as a whole, and you made it harder. 1239 01:25:00,029 --> 01:25:03,197 (contemplative music) 1240 01:25:17,413 --> 01:25:19,012 - The Supreme Court taking up it's biggest 1241 01:25:19,048 --> 01:25:21,682 abortion case in nearly 25 years. 1242 01:25:21,717 --> 01:25:23,250 - Is agreeing to review a Texas law 1243 01:25:23,269 --> 01:25:25,636 that could force more than three quarters 1244 01:25:25,688 --> 01:25:28,639 of the states abortion to close. 1245 01:25:28,691 --> 01:25:30,357 - [Reporter] The Texas trap law does the same thing 1246 01:25:30,392 --> 01:25:32,309 that Mississippi famously tried to do last year, 1247 01:25:32,361 --> 01:25:36,196 endangering that state's only remaining clinic. 1248 01:25:36,232 --> 01:25:39,399 (contemplative music) 1249 01:25:41,904 --> 01:25:42,703 - [Activist] The fact of the matter 1250 01:25:42,738 --> 01:25:45,489 is that lives are at stake. 1251 01:25:45,541 --> 01:25:47,791 Individual lives are at stake. 1252 01:25:47,827 --> 01:25:49,827 Your lives are at stake. 1253 01:25:53,048 --> 01:25:54,781 - If they close all the abortion clinics then 1254 01:25:54,800 --> 01:25:56,750 they think women are gonna stop having abortions. 1255 01:25:56,785 --> 01:25:59,553 They were having abortions before they made it legal. 1256 01:25:59,588 --> 01:26:01,972 What makes them think they can stop it now? 1257 01:26:02,007 --> 01:26:05,509 (cheering and applauding) 1258 01:26:05,561 --> 01:26:08,896 - Somebody once said life is not fair but the law should be. 1259 01:26:08,931 --> 01:26:10,964 (cheering and applauding) 1260 01:26:10,983 --> 01:26:12,065 And these trap laws are not fair 1261 01:26:12,101 --> 01:26:14,268 to the women of this country. 1262 01:26:14,303 --> 01:26:16,737 I flew in last evening from Jackson, Mississippi. 1263 01:26:16,772 --> 01:26:18,972 (cheering and applauding) 1264 01:26:18,991 --> 01:26:21,474 Yesterday I saw a woman from Louisiana. 1265 01:26:21,493 --> 01:26:23,327 Now that state will only have one clinic 1266 01:26:23,362 --> 01:26:25,112 because of recent changes in the law. 1267 01:26:25,147 --> 01:26:27,480 She told me that she works as a health administrator 1268 01:26:27,499 --> 01:26:29,116 in an ER and that they were seeing 1269 01:26:29,151 --> 01:26:31,618 women there with complications from 1270 01:26:31,653 --> 01:26:35,322 do it yourself medications on the internet. 1271 01:26:35,341 --> 01:26:36,990 And when I told her I was gonna be here 1272 01:26:37,009 --> 01:26:38,458 she said you make sure that you 1273 01:26:38,493 --> 01:26:40,711 tell them up there what's happening down here. 1274 01:26:40,763 --> 01:26:42,212 (cheering and applauding) 1275 01:26:42,264 --> 01:26:43,830 In November I want you to vote 1276 01:26:43,849 --> 01:26:46,300 as if women's lives depend on it because they will. 1277 01:26:46,335 --> 01:26:50,554 (cheering and applauding) 1278 01:26:50,606 --> 01:26:53,774 (contemplative music) 1279 01:27:05,187 --> 01:27:07,237 - I think they'll be fair. 1280 01:27:07,289 --> 01:27:08,488 But at the same time of course we know 1281 01:27:08,523 --> 01:27:10,207 that this won't be the end of anything. 1282 01:27:10,242 --> 01:27:11,625 Soon as you're too happy and say 1283 01:27:11,660 --> 01:27:16,496 okay this is great, there just come something else. 1284 01:27:16,531 --> 01:27:19,666 (contemplative music) 1285 01:27:29,261 --> 01:27:32,729 ♪ Have you been to Jesus for his cleansing power 1286 01:27:32,765 --> 01:27:36,984 ♪ Are you washed in the blood of the lamb 1287 01:27:37,019 --> 01:27:41,021 ♪ Are you fully trusting in His grace this hour 1288 01:27:41,056 --> 01:27:45,192 ♪ Are you washed in the blood of the lamb 1289 01:27:53,535 --> 01:27:55,902 - [Barbara] We understand that, we're okay. 1290 01:27:55,921 --> 01:27:57,955 ♪ Are you washed are you washed 1291 01:27:58,007 --> 01:27:59,673 ♪ In the blood in the blood 1292 01:27:59,708 --> 01:28:03,710 ♪ In the soul cleansing blood of the lamb 1293 01:28:03,745 --> 01:28:07,965 ♪ Are your garments spotless are they white as snow 1294 01:28:08,017 --> 01:28:12,185 ♪ Are you washed in the blood of the lamb 1295 01:28:13,188 --> 01:28:15,188 - Okay we're on go here. 1296 01:28:16,258 --> 01:28:18,141 (applauding) 1297 01:28:18,193 --> 01:28:20,227 I'm Barbara Beavers, and we are just 1298 01:28:20,262 --> 01:28:22,412 so blessed to have each of you here. 1299 01:28:22,448 --> 01:28:26,099 We have a part to play in ending abortion. 1300 01:28:26,118 --> 01:28:29,102 The CPC can be there when a young woman 1301 01:28:29,121 --> 01:28:31,621 finds out for the first time that she's pregnant. 1302 01:28:31,657 --> 01:28:36,209 She's terrified, and she's dead set on having an abortion. 1303 01:28:36,245 --> 01:28:37,777 And because of your investment 1304 01:28:37,796 --> 01:28:39,046 that mother can make a decision 1305 01:28:39,081 --> 01:28:41,581 to save the life of her child. 1306 01:28:44,336 --> 01:28:47,254 We want to offer hope to more women 1307 01:28:47,289 --> 01:28:49,673 who are open to receiving that hope. 1308 01:28:49,725 --> 01:28:51,491 And the closer you can get the CPC to 1309 01:28:51,527 --> 01:28:53,810 the abortion clinic, then the closer you can 1310 01:28:53,846 --> 01:28:56,513 get a woman to choose life for her child. 1311 01:28:56,565 --> 01:29:00,100 Having a place just walking distance is huge. 1312 01:29:00,135 --> 01:29:02,102 Because a lot of times these women are dropped off. 1313 01:29:02,137 --> 01:29:05,339 That's the greatest need for the CPC to be 1314 01:29:05,374 --> 01:29:08,975 as close as to that abortion clinic as we can get it. 1315 01:29:08,994 --> 01:29:11,862 Please consider how you might partner with us 1316 01:29:11,914 --> 01:29:15,832 so that hand in hand through the power of Jesus Christ 1317 01:29:15,868 --> 01:29:19,703 we might walk through those doors together. 1318 01:29:19,755 --> 01:29:22,172 (applauding) 1319 01:29:42,010 --> 01:29:44,561 You take a flower, from me. 1320 01:29:44,613 --> 01:29:46,530 - I was thinking when you was talking. 1321 01:29:46,565 --> 01:29:48,782 I want to come to the center and help since I don't-- 1322 01:29:48,817 --> 01:29:49,900 - Okay, okay. 1323 01:29:51,904 --> 01:29:53,487 - Maybe tell my story too. 1324 01:29:53,522 --> 01:29:55,622 - Yeah, yeah, good, good. 1325 01:29:58,077 --> 01:29:59,159 Oh bless you. 1326 01:30:02,831 --> 01:30:07,000 Oh thank goodness, with that all happening I was in favor. 1327 01:30:08,420 --> 01:30:11,671 (contemplative music)