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<i>Doctor Breuer.</i>

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<i>I must see you on a
matter of life or death.</i>

3
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<i>Meet me at nine tomorrow
morning at the Cafe Rousse.</i>

4
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A matter of
life or death! H mpf!

5
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Doctor Breuer?

6
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<i>Lou Salome.</i>

7
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How do you do?

8
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May I?

9
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Would you like
a coffee?

10
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<i>Yes, café latte.</i>

11
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<i>Waiter, café
latte, please.</i>

12
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<i>My friend is preparing to kill himself.</i>

13
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This man's death would
have momentous consequences

14
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for me, for you,
for all of the world.

15
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Who is
this friend?

16
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The philosopher
Friedrich Nietzsche.

17
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Nietzsche? Should I know of him?

18
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<i>Not yet, but in time we
shall all know of him.</i>

19
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<i>How do we confirm</i>

20
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<i>a truth that has arrived
through disbelief and skepticism</i>

21
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and not through some childlike
wishing something were so.

22
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It is hard to be in God's
hands. It's not truth.

23
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It is a child's wish for the
everlasting blow to the nipple.

24
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<i>We have
evolutionary theory.</i>

25
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Evolutionary theory scientifically
demonstrates God's redundancy.

26
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So Darwin himself
had not the courage

27
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to follow
his evidence

28
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to its true
conclusion. So...

29
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where are we?

30
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<i>Surely you must all realize
we have created God...</i>

31
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<i>and all
of us together</i>

32
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have killed him.

33
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<i>God...</i>

34
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is dead.

35
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My friend is sick.

36
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What is the nature
of his illness?

37
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<i>Headaches.
Tormenting headaches.</i>

38
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My dear lady, I will see your friend.

39
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I'm a physician.

40
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<i>I know you can cure
his physical condition.</i>

41
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That is not
why I am here.

42
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<i>Nietzsche suffers
from the deepest despair.</i>

43
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That is what
I ask you to heal.

44
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I cannot
cure despair.

45
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Ah, but you
can, doctor.

46
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I have a spy.

47
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<i>My brother,
a medical student,</i>

48
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attended the class in which
you described a new technique.

49
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The talking cure.

50
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<i>Now I can arrange to steer
Nietzsche to your office</i>

51
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but he must believe you're
treating only his headaches.

52
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Tell me, is yours
a Russian accent?

53
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It is.

54
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Well, perhaps the people in
Russia believe in sorcerers

55
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<i>but sorry, Fraulein,
I am Austrian.</i>

56
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I have no magic
to offer you.

57
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May I walk you back to your hotel?

58
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I would enjoy
that but...

59
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my wife will be watching from
the window. I have a duty.

60
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<i>A duty?</i>

61
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It is my duty to be free of duty.

62
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<i>Doctor, save Nietzsche.</i>

63
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<i>I am sorry.</i>

64
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<i>I had hoped
it was hepatitis.</i>

65
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How long...

66
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do I have?

67
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It is best you put
your affairs in order.

68
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Please, doctor.

69
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How long?

70
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Please. Tell us.

71
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Three to
six months.

72
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<i>Are you alright, doctor?</i>

73
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Make sure the Pfeiffers
are never billed again.

74
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Of course.

75
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Oancel all their
outstanding debts to me.

76
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Of course.

77
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A Fraulein Salome
has suddenly arrived.

78
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A very grand
young woman.

79
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Show her in.

80
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But Frau Reinhardt has
been waiting for hours.

81
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Frau Becker!

82
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Fraulein Salome!

83
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Doctor Breuer.

84
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<i>I see you like to do
things for yourself.</i>

85
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Doesn't that deprive men
the pleasure of serving you?

86
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We both know that
some of the services

87
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men provide are not
necessarily good for women.

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The habits
of a lifetime

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are not easily
extinguished, my dear.

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<i>Your future husband will
need extensive retraining.</i>

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No husband
for me. Ever.

92
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I would not do that to a man.

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<i>If then or ever you
use this new technique,</i>

94
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do not attempt to use this
mesmerism method with N ietzsche.

95
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Our patient would refuse
to engage in any process

96
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he perceives as surrendering
his power to another.

97
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And are you responsible
for "our" patient's despair?

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He believes
I am.

99
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Where has
God gone?

100
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<i>I shall tell you.</i>

101
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God is dead.

102
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<i>We all have
killed him.</i>

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You, you,
you and I.

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<i>God will throw you in hell I</i>

105
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<i>After the death
of Buddha,</i>

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his shadow was shown
for centuries in caves.

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<i>A gruesome,
gruesome shadow.</i>

108
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<i>God will punish you I You are Satan I</i>

109
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Given the way of people

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In the caves,
thank you,

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for thousands of years, in which
God's shadow will still be shown.

112
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Vanquish the shadow
within yourself!

113
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Friedrich.
Friedrich. Meet Lou Salome.

114
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<i>A brilliant poet
from Russia.</i>

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Fascinating lecture
to fall on so few ears.

116
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Why are people so
afraid of you, professor?

117
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Oh, truth is
a fearsome thing.

118
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<i>Why do you say
God is dead?</i>

119
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And not that
he never existed?

120
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What you think?

121
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That God has ceased to be a
reckoning force in people's lives.

122
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An interesting
interpretation.

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But if God
is dead,

124
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then everything
is permitted.

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<i>No morals,
no rules.</i>

126
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<i>Without God, who will
organize our society?</i>

127
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What is the solution to
your godless proposition?

128
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From what stars have we
dropped down to each other here?

129
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Auf Wiedersehen.

130
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<i>I was immediately
attracted to him.</i>

131
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Seduced by
his intellect.

132
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<i>We could say so much to each
other with half sentences.</i>

133
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<i>Mere gestures.</i>

134
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<i>He became obsessed,</i>

135
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<i>proposing marriage
after our first meeting.</i>

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I was attracted
to him.

137
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<i>But not romantically.</i>

138
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<i>I wanted to learn.</i>

139
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Not to submit.

140
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Stop it!

141
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<i>My refusal turned his love into hatred.</i>

142
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<i>He wrote me these
crazed insulting letters.</i>

143
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Then he wrote about
killing himself.

144
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<i>So if I understand
you correctly,</i>

145
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you want me
to persuade N ietzsche

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that his life
is worth living.

147
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But I must accomplish this
without him knowing it.

148
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You are the
only doctor qualified

149
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for this
psychological treatment.

150
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<i>Frau Reinhardt is still
waiting. And still suffering.</i>

151
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<i>One more thing.</i>

152
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<i>You must read
his books.</i>

153
00:09:03,676 --> 00:09:07,635
I shall do everything I
can to help your friend.

154
00:09:48,421 --> 00:09:49,615
Good night,
Dr. Breuer.

155
00:09:49,689 --> 00:09:50,781
<i>Good night.</i>

156
00:09:50,856 --> 00:09:52,949
<i>Straight home,
Fishman.</i>

157
00:10:16,215 --> 00:10:19,514
<i>Siegmund? Siegmund?</i>

158
00:10:21,053 --> 00:10:22,611
Where are you
racing to?

159
00:10:22,688 --> 00:10:24,349
The most charming woman in
Vienna invited me for dinner.

160
00:10:24,423 --> 00:10:26,288
Her more charming
husband is

161
00:10:26,359 --> 00:10:29,157
<i>on his way home this very
minute. J ump in, Siggy.</i>

162
00:10:30,796 --> 00:10:34,027
I diagnosed a liver
cancer today.

163
00:10:35,568 --> 00:10:40,471
I never get used
to my patients dying.

164
00:10:40,539 --> 00:10:44,066
Well, get used to it, young Dr. Freud.

165
00:10:58,491 --> 00:11:01,858
The children are eating.
Say hello to them.

166
00:11:05,297 --> 00:11:08,755
Daddy!

167
00:11:08,834 --> 00:11:10,165
My little chickens.

168
00:11:10,236 --> 00:11:11,760
See what I
mean, Siggy?

169
00:11:11,837 --> 00:11:13,737
He hardly
talks to me.

170
00:11:23,816 --> 00:11:27,513
Oh, by the way I've
taken on a new patient.

171
00:11:27,586 --> 00:11:30,783
<i>I haven't met him yet.
Suicidal tendencies.</i>

172
00:11:30,856 --> 00:11:34,587
As always, it starts with a woman.

173
00:11:34,660 --> 00:11:40,064
But Josef, love sickness
is not a medical condition.

174
00:11:40,132 --> 00:11:42,794
The story gets
even better.

175
00:11:42,868 --> 00:11:44,699
Because the woman
feels guilty,

176
00:11:44,770 --> 00:11:48,206
she wants me to sneak in a cure
for his psychological distress.

177
00:11:48,274 --> 00:11:51,971
<i>While at the same time, I
address his physical ailments.</i>

178
00:11:52,044 --> 00:11:54,069
Surely, you're not
going to attempt this.

179
00:11:59,952 --> 00:12:01,419
I have
already agreed.

180
00:12:01,487 --> 00:12:02,476
Why?

181
00:12:02,555 --> 00:12:04,819
I don't even
know myself.

182
00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:10,558
Perhaps I need
a challenge like this.

183
00:12:10,629 --> 00:12:12,824
You cannot say
no to this woman.

184
00:12:12,898 --> 00:12:17,267
She could persuade
a horse to lay eggs.

185
00:12:17,336 --> 00:12:19,634
<i>Our plan is working.</i>

186
00:12:19,705 --> 00:12:23,766
<i>Dr. Oberbach has persuaded
Nietzsche to consult you.</i>

187
00:12:23,843 --> 00:12:26,471
<i>Neither I
nor Nietzsche</i>

188
00:12:26,545 --> 00:12:28,843
<i>shall ever forget
your kindness.</i>

189
00:12:30,716 --> 00:12:32,149
The professor
is here.

190
00:12:32,218 --> 00:12:33,845
<i>Send him in.</i>

191
00:12:39,191 --> 00:12:41,625
Good day,
Herr Professor.

192
00:12:41,694 --> 00:12:44,527
Please. Please,
have a seat.

193
00:13:00,913 --> 00:13:02,437
Tell me about
your illness.

194
00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:07,309
Would it be
more efficient

195
00:13:07,386 --> 00:13:09,115
to review my
previous consultations?

196
00:13:11,590 --> 00:13:13,990
I'm sure they're excellent
physicians, thank you.

197
00:13:14,059 --> 00:13:15,890
<i>But I make
my own diagnosis</i>

198
00:13:15,961 --> 00:13:17,826
<i>before reviewing
those of my colleagues.</i>

199
00:13:17,897 --> 00:13:21,890
<i>J ust as I prefer to see a
play before reading the reviews.</i>

200
00:13:43,956 --> 00:13:48,450
Tell me, professor,
to what extent...

201
00:13:48,527 --> 00:13:51,985
has melancholia accompanied
these migraine attacks?

202
00:13:52,064 --> 00:13:54,658
I have my black periods
but who does not?

203
00:13:54,733 --> 00:13:55,961
Speak not of me

204
00:13:56,035 --> 00:13:57,593
tell me of
my illness.

205
00:13:57,670 --> 00:13:59,001
What it
might be?

206
00:13:59,071 --> 00:14:01,039
A life dominated
by black periods

207
00:14:01,106 --> 00:14:02,903
is a breeding
ground for despair.

208
00:14:02,975 --> 00:14:04,340
Despair?
No.

209
00:14:04,410 --> 00:14:06,844
Perhaps once but not now. No.

210
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,178
I'm just pregnant.

211
00:14:11,951 --> 00:14:13,248
Here.

212
00:14:13,319 --> 00:14:15,981
<i>My headaches are
the labor pains for</i>

213
00:14:16,055 --> 00:14:17,249
my new book.

214
00:14:17,323 --> 00:14:18,290
What book?

215
00:14:20,693 --> 00:14:22,251
<i>Zarathustral</i>

216
00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:26,126
<i>A young prophet,
bursting with wisdom</i>

217
00:14:26,198 --> 00:14:28,132
and courage and truthfulness decides to

218
00:14:28,200 --> 00:14:29,599
<i>enlighten the people.</i>

219
00:14:29,668 --> 00:14:31,397
I teach you
the U bermensch.

220
00:14:31,470 --> 00:14:34,132
Man is something
that must be overcome.

221
00:14:34,206 --> 00:14:36,367
What have you done
to overcome man?

222
00:14:37,543 --> 00:14:39,374
What is the ape to man?

223
00:14:40,746 --> 00:14:42,976
A laughingstock, but I feel no shame.

224
00:14:43,048 --> 00:14:46,575
J ust that, man shall
be to the U bermensch!

225
00:14:46,652 --> 00:14:49,314
People refused to
understand those words.

226
00:14:49,388 --> 00:14:52,983
<i>The prophet, realizing
he has come too soon</i>

227
00:14:53,058 --> 00:14:55,754
<i>returns to
his solitude.</i>

228
00:14:55,828 --> 00:14:59,696
<i>So... like...
Zarathustra,</i>

229
00:15:01,700 --> 00:15:02,997
I come
too soon.

230
00:15:06,672 --> 00:15:09,163
I must ask you
a personal question.

231
00:15:11,877 --> 00:15:13,811
Physical wellbeing
is not separable

232
00:15:13,879 --> 00:15:16,780
from social and
psychological wellbeing.

233
00:15:16,849 --> 00:15:20,478
Is there someone
with whom you have...

234
00:15:22,254 --> 00:15:24,848
You referring
to sex... Doctor?

235
00:15:24,924 --> 00:15:26,289
Well...

236
00:15:26,358 --> 00:15:29,259
I have found that a
flash of bestial pleasure

237
00:15:29,328 --> 00:15:34,027
is followed by hours
of self-loathing, so,

238
00:15:34,099 --> 00:15:35,964
such herd pleasures
are not for me.

239
00:15:36,035 --> 00:15:39,869
But is there a woman in your life?

240
00:15:39,939 --> 00:15:42,032
Every time I have
attempted to build

241
00:15:42,107 --> 00:15:45,770
a footbridge to others,
I have been betrayed.

242
00:15:45,844 --> 00:15:50,508
<i>First, there was the
composer, Richard Wagner,</i>

243
00:15:50,582 --> 00:15:53,346
I have suffered
because of him,

244
00:15:53,419 --> 00:15:55,887
and later,
my best friend...

245
00:15:55,955 --> 00:15:59,948
with that... woman.

246
00:16:01,627 --> 00:16:04,027
Tell me more
about that... woman.

247
00:16:04,096 --> 00:16:05,324
And why?

248
00:16:05,397 --> 00:16:09,493
<i>It's connected
to your illness.</i>

249
00:16:09,568 --> 00:16:11,468
Trust me
on this.

250
00:16:11,537 --> 00:16:15,064
I cannot afford
to... trust... again.

251
00:16:16,608 --> 00:16:19,509
Then I believe,
Herr Professor,

252
00:16:19,578 --> 00:16:21,341
that we can proceed
no further.

253
00:16:21,413 --> 00:16:25,907
Have a safe
journey home, Herr Professor.

254
00:16:27,052 --> 00:16:28,314
Stupid animal!

255
00:16:30,756 --> 00:16:33,156
Hey, out!
Leave the horse alone!

256
00:16:33,225 --> 00:16:35,693
Leave it! Leave it, I tell you!

257
00:16:37,329 --> 00:16:38,626
<i>Are you alright?</i>

258
00:16:52,211 --> 00:16:54,702
Oan we meet... again?

259
00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:58,211
Friday afternoon,
same time?

260
00:17:03,322 --> 00:17:04,550
Good night.

261
00:17:12,564 --> 00:17:14,862
Breathe deeply, Bertha.

262
00:17:14,933 --> 00:17:17,333
Did you have any dreams last night?

263
00:17:17,403 --> 00:17:22,739
Yes. I dreamt you
were making love to me.

264
00:17:22,808 --> 00:17:23,775
Really?

265
00:17:23,842 --> 00:17:25,207
Yes.

266
00:17:25,277 --> 00:17:27,370
I'm just going to
examine you, don't worry.

267
00:17:27,446 --> 00:17:28,708
<i>It's perfectly normal.</i>

268
00:17:28,781 --> 00:17:30,715
What are you
doing? No!

269
00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:33,752
I want you!

270
00:17:33,819 --> 00:17:35,150
You are mine!

271
00:17:38,057 --> 00:17:41,151
No, Josef!

272
00:17:41,226 --> 00:17:42,625
No, Josef!

273
00:17:42,694 --> 00:17:43,888
How could you?!

274
00:17:43,962 --> 00:17:44,860
Mathilde!

275
00:17:44,930 --> 00:17:45,988
What are
you doing?!

276
00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:48,226
That is horrible!
Horrible!!

277
00:17:48,300 --> 00:17:53,499
Dr. Breuer! You are now a free man.

278
00:17:53,572 --> 00:17:56,632
Go back, you syphilitic
whore! He's mine!

279
00:17:56,708 --> 00:17:57,732
No!
He's mine!

280
00:17:57,810 --> 00:17:58,799
M ine!

281
00:17:58,877 --> 00:17:59,639
He is mine!

282
00:17:59,711 --> 00:18:00,507
He's mine!

283
00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:02,046
No!
He's mine!

284
00:19:28,133 --> 00:19:29,964
<i>"There was a time in our lives</i>

285
00:19:30,035 --> 00:19:31,730
<i>"when we were
so close</i>

286
00:19:31,803 --> 00:19:34,271
<i>"that nothing seemed to
obstruct our friendship.</i>

287
00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:36,432
"When only a footprint separated us.

288
00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:40,274
"I asked you, ' Do you want to
cross the footbridge to me? '

289
00:19:40,345 --> 00:19:42,609
But you did
not want to."

290
00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:44,774
What do you make
of it, Siggy?

291
00:19:44,850 --> 00:19:46,715
I'm not sure.

292
00:19:46,785 --> 00:19:51,882
<i>Let's reason it out. The first
man can no longer cross because</i>

293
00:19:51,957 --> 00:19:55,154
he feels he is submitting
his power to the other person.

294
00:19:55,227 --> 00:19:57,718
Yes. Yes.
You're right.

295
00:19:57,796 --> 00:20:00,264
He interprets any expression
of positive sentiment

296
00:20:00,332 --> 00:20:01,959
as a bid
for power.

297
00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:04,400
<i>It makes it almost impossible
to get close to him I</i>

298
00:20:04,469 --> 00:20:05,458
It's all here.

299
00:20:05,537 --> 00:20:06,561
May I see it?

300
00:20:06,638 --> 00:20:08,765
And reveal
his identity?

301
00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:10,273
And why not?

302
00:20:10,342 --> 00:20:12,105
Perhaps if you lend
this book to Siggy

303
00:20:12,177 --> 00:20:14,543
you won't hide in your
study all night reading it.

304
00:20:14,613 --> 00:20:15,705
Mathilde, stop.

305
00:20:15,781 --> 00:20:17,408
What am I to do
when I watch you

306
00:20:17,482 --> 00:20:19,575
<i>withdraw more and more
from me and the children?</i>

307
00:20:20,852 --> 00:20:22,080
First that woman!

308
00:20:22,154 --> 00:20:23,280
Now this N ietzsche!

309
00:20:25,757 --> 00:20:27,281
Friedrich N ietzsche?

310
00:20:27,359 --> 00:20:30,157
To this day I regret listening to you.

311
00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,720
<i>The transfer of Bertha to another doctor</i>

312
00:20:32,798 --> 00:20:35,858
remains one of the
great shames of my life!

313
00:20:41,273 --> 00:20:44,834
Excellent books.

314
00:20:44,910 --> 00:20:46,935
Very few copies
of them sold.

315
00:20:47,012 --> 00:20:49,242
Then your publisher is a fool

316
00:20:49,314 --> 00:20:53,307
for not championing these
with his life's blood.

317
00:20:53,385 --> 00:20:55,910
You're writing in short
and brief sentences.

318
00:20:55,988 --> 00:20:58,479
<i>It is my ambition to
say in ten sentences</i>

319
00:20:58,557 --> 00:21:00,718
<i>what others
say in a whole book.</i>

320
00:21:00,792 --> 00:21:01,952
H m.

321
00:21:04,029 --> 00:21:05,792
As to
your migraines,

322
00:21:05,864 --> 00:21:09,129
<i>I believe their fundamental
cause lies in stress.</i>

323
00:21:09,201 --> 00:21:12,762
<i>Due to upsetting events
in your work, your family,</i>

324
00:21:12,838 --> 00:21:15,033
your personal
relationships.

325
00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:18,076
I've given
up teaching.

326
00:21:18,143 --> 00:21:19,576
I have no home
to look after,

327
00:21:19,645 --> 00:21:20,771
no wife to
quarrel with,

328
00:21:20,846 --> 00:21:22,177
<i>no children
to discipline.</i>

329
00:21:22,247 --> 00:21:24,738
I have no obligations to anyone.

330
00:21:24,816 --> 00:21:26,249
I have no stress.

331
00:21:26,318 --> 00:21:29,014
<i>Your extreme isolation
is stressing itself.</i>

332
00:21:29,087 --> 00:21:31,851
Great thinkers choose
their own company, no?

333
00:21:31,923 --> 00:21:34,357
<i>U ndisturbed by
the mob.</i>

334
00:21:34,426 --> 00:21:36,826
Oonsider Thoreau,
Spinoza, Buddha.

335
00:21:36,895 --> 00:21:38,453
Professor.

336
00:21:38,530 --> 00:21:40,327
Stress is
our enemy.

337
00:21:40,399 --> 00:21:44,802
My task is to help you
reduce stress in your life.

338
00:21:44,870 --> 00:21:47,361
<i>I propose that you
enter my Lauzon clinic</i>

339
00:21:47,439 --> 00:21:49,907
for one month of
observation and treatment.

340
00:21:49,975 --> 00:21:52,000
<i>We have new medications for migraine.</i>

341
00:21:52,077 --> 00:21:53,567
I will visit
you daily.

342
00:21:53,645 --> 00:21:57,945
I'm unable to pay...
for such services.

343
00:21:58,016 --> 00:22:01,179
Money doesn't
matter to me.

344
00:22:01,253 --> 00:22:02,515
It will be free.

345
00:22:02,587 --> 00:22:05,750
And why are you doing this?

346
00:22:05,824 --> 00:22:07,553
You came to
me for help.

347
00:22:07,626 --> 00:22:08,854
I offer it.
I'm a doctor.

348
00:22:08,927 --> 00:22:10,918
Far too simple.

349
00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:13,021
H uman motivation
is far more complex.

350
00:22:13,098 --> 00:22:14,224
What is
your motive?

351
00:22:14,299 --> 00:22:16,096
Why are
you here?

352
00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:18,159
<i>Because of pressure from
my friends and my headaches.</i>

353
00:22:18,236 --> 00:22:19,999
I ask again. What is your motive

354
00:22:20,072 --> 00:22:22,768
if you don't request
payment for such services.

355
00:22:22,841 --> 00:22:25,207
One practices
one's profession.

356
00:22:25,277 --> 00:22:26,369
<i>A cobbler cobbles.</i>

357
00:22:26,445 --> 00:22:28,504
A baker bakes.
A doctor doctors.

358
00:22:28,580 --> 00:22:31,105
<i>Why do you write?
Why philosophize?</i>

359
00:22:31,183 --> 00:22:32,707
You want nothing
from your work.

360
00:22:32,784 --> 00:22:35,446
I do not claim I philosophize for you.

361
00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,886
<i>Whereas you, doctor,
continue to pretend</i>

362
00:22:37,956 --> 00:22:39,719
that your motive
is to serve me.

363
00:22:39,791 --> 00:22:42,453
Such claims have nothing
to do with human motivation.

364
00:22:42,527 --> 00:22:44,392
Now what
are your motives?

365
00:22:44,463 --> 00:22:45,691
My motives?

366
00:22:45,764 --> 00:22:46,492
Yes!

367
00:22:46,565 --> 00:22:48,123
My motives?!

368
00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:52,102
Who can answer
such a question?

369
00:22:52,170 --> 00:22:53,535
I believe you
are destined

370
00:22:53,605 --> 00:22:55,038
to become
a great philosopher.

371
00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:58,076
My mission is to aid you
in becoming who you are.

372
00:22:58,143 --> 00:22:59,940
So you as my savior
can become even greater?

373
00:23:00,011 --> 00:23:01,410
I did not
say that!

374
00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,072
Do you know
my patients

375
00:23:03,148 --> 00:23:05,207
are the leading scientists
and musicians in Vienna?

376
00:23:05,283 --> 00:23:06,978
Yes, and at this moment
you use their eminence

377
00:23:07,052 --> 00:23:08,314
to enhance your
authority with me!

378
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:09,718
I will never
exploit your name.

379
00:23:09,788 --> 00:23:11,119
I will still be used by you!

380
00:23:11,523 --> 00:23:12,990
Nonsense!

381
00:23:13,191 --> 00:23:15,421
Your charity, your
techniques to help me?

382
00:23:15,494 --> 00:23:17,223
To manage me!

383
00:23:17,295 --> 00:23:19,889
All of these with you
stronger at my expense!

384
00:23:19,965 --> 00:23:21,660
This is a perfect
example of why

385
00:23:21,733 --> 00:23:23,325
you cannot dissect
your own psyche!

386
00:23:23,402 --> 00:23:26,394
Your vision is
blurred, Professor!

387
00:23:26,471 --> 00:23:28,530
You need help!

388
00:23:28,607 --> 00:23:30,234
<i>You are about to make a mistakel</i>

389
00:23:32,043 --> 00:23:33,874
Then go
already!

390
00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:42,117
You crazed
deluded creature!

391
00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:07,176
Shabbat Shalom.

392
00:24:56,094 --> 00:24:58,324
Oome here!

393
00:25:26,091 --> 00:25:28,855
The old Bishop,
N ietzsche,

394
00:25:28,927 --> 00:25:31,828
he's dying
in my hotel!

395
00:25:55,954 --> 00:25:57,353
Get me
some ice!

396
00:26:00,425 --> 00:26:01,858
Dear God!

397
00:26:01,927 --> 00:26:03,724
Bring me
some blankets!

398
00:26:07,532 --> 00:26:08,760
Herr Professor.

399
00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:11,625
<i>Professor Nietzsche.
Friedrich I</i>

400
00:26:12,938 --> 00:26:14,906
Take the pain.
Take the pain in.

401
00:26:14,973 --> 00:26:16,065
You will
feel better.

402
00:26:16,141 --> 00:26:17,472
Help me.

403
00:26:43,868 --> 00:26:46,166
That much chlorine
is a poison

404
00:26:46,237 --> 00:26:48,501
in the sleeping juice
so you could have died.

405
00:26:48,573 --> 00:26:52,339
Oh, living, dying,
who cares?

406
00:26:52,410 --> 00:26:55,174
<i>I shall be in your office
tomorrow with what I owe.</i>

407
00:26:55,246 --> 00:26:58,306
Before my train
leaves for Basel.

408
00:26:58,383 --> 00:26:59,145
Basel?

409
00:26:59,217 --> 00:27:00,309
Yes.

410
00:27:00,385 --> 00:27:01,647
Not until this crisis is over.

411
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:04,314
I'm leaving tomorrow.

412
00:27:24,843 --> 00:27:27,937
You know, part of me holds some...

413
00:27:28,013 --> 00:27:31,073
strange hope that by
helping this bizarre creature

414
00:27:31,149 --> 00:27:33,140
overcome his
own suffering,

415
00:27:33,218 --> 00:27:35,846
<i>I might
defeat my own.</i>

416
00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:38,252
Defeat your suffering?

417
00:27:38,323 --> 00:27:40,416
You're the envy of
every doctor in Vienna.

418
00:27:40,492 --> 00:27:42,483
One feels
things at 40

419
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,222
<i>that one cannot possibly know at 25.</i>

420
00:27:45,296 --> 00:27:47,764
<i>I must stop him
from leaving.</i>

421
00:27:47,832 --> 00:27:50,164
There must
be a way.

422
00:27:52,237 --> 00:27:55,570
Perhaps if you'd fully
disclosed yourself to N ietzsche,

423
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:56,868
you might have
engaged him.

424
00:27:58,410 --> 00:28:00,071
Once you
gain his trust,

425
00:28:00,145 --> 00:28:03,546
he might open up like a steamed clam.

426
00:28:06,317 --> 00:28:08,285
I think I know
a way, Siggy.

427
00:28:12,624 --> 00:28:15,252
<i>I think I know a way.</i>

428
00:28:15,326 --> 00:28:18,921
Your documents and
receipts, Herr Professor.

429
00:28:18,997 --> 00:28:20,988
Auf Wiedersehen.

430
00:28:21,066 --> 00:28:22,795
Auf Wiedersehen.

431
00:28:26,905 --> 00:28:29,738
<i>Professor Nietzsche.</i>

432
00:28:29,808 --> 00:28:32,606
May I have a word
before you leave?

433
00:28:42,821 --> 00:28:45,483
<i>I have a proposition
to make, Professor.</i>

434
00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:50,256
Perhaps never before made
by a doctor to his patient.

435
00:28:54,332 --> 00:28:56,960
I propose a
professional exchange.

436
00:28:57,035 --> 00:29:03,133
<i>For one month, I will act
as physician to your body,</i>

437
00:29:03,208 --> 00:29:05,938
if you will act as physician to my mind.

438
00:29:06,010 --> 00:29:07,807
What do
you mean?

439
00:29:07,879 --> 00:29:11,508
That you doctor me and
I teach you philosophy?

440
00:29:11,583 --> 00:29:12,948
No, no, no.

441
00:29:13,017 --> 00:29:15,918
Not teach me.

442
00:29:15,987 --> 00:29:17,352
Heal me.

443
00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:18,650
Of what?

444
00:29:18,723 --> 00:29:20,190
Despair.

445
00:29:37,208 --> 00:29:39,039
I see
no despair.

446
00:29:39,110 --> 00:29:41,374
Not on
the surface.

447
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:43,038
But underneath,

448
00:29:43,114 --> 00:29:46,515
my mind is invaded
by alien thoughts.

449
00:29:46,584 --> 00:29:48,449
I've lost sight
of why I live.

450
00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:51,648
I'm terrified
of death, yet...

451
00:29:51,723 --> 00:29:54,658
I often think
of ending my life.

452
00:29:54,726 --> 00:29:57,923
I cannot help
you with this.

453
00:29:57,996 --> 00:29:59,463
I've no training.

454
00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,123
Who is trained?

455
00:30:01,199 --> 00:30:03,827
Such healing is not a part
of the medical discipline.

456
00:30:05,003 --> 00:30:06,527
What do I know of this?

457
00:30:06,604 --> 00:30:08,231
You know more
than any man alive.

458
00:30:08,306 --> 00:30:11,605
<i>Aren't your books entire
treaties on despair?</i>

459
00:30:11,676 --> 00:30:15,703
I can't cure despair. I
only know how to tolerate it.

460
00:30:15,780 --> 00:30:18,305
Then teach me
how to tolerate

461
00:30:18,383 --> 00:30:19,645
a life
of despair.

462
00:30:19,717 --> 00:30:21,582
<i>You were right that
your mission is</i>

463
00:30:21,653 --> 00:30:27,922
to save humankind from
illusion and aimlessness.

464
00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:30,722
To create a new code of behavior.

465
00:30:30,795 --> 00:30:32,660
A new morality
free of superstition.

466
00:30:32,730 --> 00:30:35,858
It's all there.
I n your books.

467
00:30:35,934 --> 00:30:37,868
This is my offer.

468
00:30:37,936 --> 00:30:41,428
You enter my clinic for 30 days.

469
00:30:41,506 --> 00:30:45,135
I will observe and treat
your medical illness daily.

470
00:30:45,210 --> 00:30:48,236
I n return, you become my physician,

471
00:30:48,313 --> 00:30:53,842
and help me talk about
my life's concerns.

472
00:30:53,918 --> 00:30:55,351
<i>Look.</i>

473
00:30:55,420 --> 00:30:59,880
I'm indebted
to you...

474
00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:01,653
more than
any man.

475
00:31:05,263 --> 00:31:07,060
You saved
my life.

476
00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:12,229
I'm just
a writer.

477
00:31:15,039 --> 00:31:16,438
I'm not
a doctor.

478
00:31:20,845 --> 00:31:23,746
You can pay your debt by saving my life.

479
00:31:23,815 --> 00:31:25,976
<i>The way I
saved yours.</i>

480
00:31:31,022 --> 00:31:32,216
So what?

481
00:31:32,290 --> 00:31:36,386
I do this
for you to...

482
00:31:36,461 --> 00:31:37,485
relieve my debt?

483
00:31:39,998 --> 00:31:42,694
My motivation...

484
00:31:42,767 --> 00:31:45,201
is entirely
self-serving.

485
00:31:47,372 --> 00:31:52,002
I want to save my life,

486
00:31:52,076 --> 00:31:54,806
but are you strong enough to do this?

487
00:32:07,425 --> 00:32:08,949
<i>I will persuade him</i>

488
00:32:09,027 --> 00:32:13,862
that he is the only one who can help me.

489
00:32:13,932 --> 00:32:15,092
And then what?

490
00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:17,930
Then I will
reverse the roles.

491
00:32:18,002 --> 00:32:19,799
He will once again
be the patient

492
00:32:19,871 --> 00:32:21,998
and I will be
the physician.

493
00:32:22,073 --> 00:32:24,041
And what happens
when N ietzsche

494
00:32:24,108 --> 00:32:26,269
turns to you
to cure his despair?

495
00:32:26,344 --> 00:32:29,836
Siggy, I'm convinced there's
something healing in unburdening.

496
00:32:29,914 --> 00:32:31,609
Look at
the Oatholics.

497
00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:35,084
Their priests have been offering
confessions for centuries.

498
00:32:35,153 --> 00:32:38,748
N ietzsche is
a solitary man.

499
00:32:38,823 --> 00:32:41,519
Yet a few
nights ago

500
00:32:41,592 --> 00:32:44,288
he opened up
to me.

501
00:32:44,362 --> 00:32:45,989
A real plea
for help.

502
00:32:46,064 --> 00:32:47,326
Help me.

503
00:32:47,398 --> 00:32:51,095
What you saw were
his unconscious desires.

504
00:32:51,169 --> 00:32:53,933
Those that if they were
liberated could scream

505
00:32:54,005 --> 00:32:55,996
for help
in daylight.

506
00:32:56,074 --> 00:32:57,939
The goal of
my talking cure

507
00:32:58,009 --> 00:33:00,034
is to liberate those
buried desires,

508
00:33:00,111 --> 00:33:06,846
to allow the patient to
ask for help... openly.

509
00:33:06,918 --> 00:33:09,182
But is
"liberation" the right term?

510
00:33:09,253 --> 00:33:12,780
Isn't it "integration"
that we are after?

511
00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:20,824
I ntegration of the
unconscious with the conscious.

512
00:33:20,898 --> 00:33:22,160
Yes!

513
00:33:26,537 --> 00:33:27,504
Yes, Sigmund!

514
00:33:40,952 --> 00:33:41,941
Very good.

515
00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:52,294
Take a seat.

516
00:33:58,603 --> 00:34:00,366
Remove your stethoscope.

517
00:34:03,841 --> 00:34:05,365
And your coat.

518
00:34:05,443 --> 00:34:06,842
<i>As well.</i>

519
00:34:19,690 --> 00:34:21,555
<i>I made a list
of your complaints.</i>

520
00:34:21,626 --> 00:34:24,151
One, you have a
general unhappiness.

521
00:34:24,228 --> 00:34:28,460
<i>Two, you're besieged
by alien thoughts.</i>

522
00:34:28,533 --> 00:34:30,228
<i>Three, self-hatred.</i>

523
00:34:30,301 --> 00:34:33,964
<i>Four, fear of aging.
Five, fear of death.</i>

524
00:34:34,038 --> 00:34:38,338
<i>Six, urges
toward suicide.</i>

525
00:34:38,409 --> 00:34:39,569
Anything else?

526
00:34:39,644 --> 00:34:44,604
I feel...

527
00:34:44,682 --> 00:34:46,775
completely...

528
00:34:46,851 --> 00:34:48,682
remote and distant
from my wife.

529
00:34:48,753 --> 00:34:51,745
<i>Trapped in a world
not of my own choosing.</i>

530
00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:55,657
And is that one more problem or two?

531
00:34:57,628 --> 00:34:59,095
You make me
feel uncomfortable.

532
00:34:59,163 --> 00:35:01,256
It is my task to make
you feel comfortless.

533
00:35:02,200 --> 00:35:03,360
No, no, no. Your approach is all wrong.

534
00:35:03,434 --> 00:35:04,867
M r. Breuer, we made an agreement.

535
00:35:08,673 --> 00:35:10,334
"M r." Breuer?

536
00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:17,074
Do you want us to proceed, M r. Breuer?

537
00:35:30,728 --> 00:35:32,787
<i>You've mentioned
your wife last.</i>

538
00:35:32,864 --> 00:35:34,661
Which tells me
it begins there.

539
00:35:34,732 --> 00:35:37,633
<i>What initiated
this change...</i>

540
00:35:37,702 --> 00:35:39,067
in your feelings
toward her?

541
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:46,667
Two years ago I took on
the case of a young woman.

542
00:35:46,744 --> 00:35:50,976
This patient
- I gave her the pseudonym Anna O...

543
00:35:51,048 --> 00:35:55,508
<i>Suffers from what we doctors
call hysterical behavior.</i>

544
00:35:57,021 --> 00:35:59,353
Try to stay calm!

545
00:35:59,423 --> 00:36:02,119
<i>During our
daily meetings, she...</i>

546
00:36:02,193 --> 00:36:05,924
<i>opened up to me. She had the
details of every disturbing event</i>

547
00:36:05,997 --> 00:36:07,988
<i>of the last 24 hours.</i>

548
00:36:08,065 --> 00:36:12,001
She called these confessions
"chimney-sweeping."

549
00:36:15,540 --> 00:36:19,874
I prefer to call it...
the talking cure.

550
00:36:19,944 --> 00:36:21,844
<i>U nfortunately,</i>

551
00:36:21,913 --> 00:36:24,473
the course of treatment was terminated

552
00:36:24,549 --> 00:36:25,880
<i>by its insane ending.</i>

553
00:36:25,950 --> 00:36:27,178
How?

554
00:36:27,251 --> 00:36:30,379
I fell in love
with my patient.

555
00:36:30,454 --> 00:36:34,413
<i>She and her mother were
friendly with my wife.</i>

556
00:36:40,531 --> 00:36:41,520
Bertha.

557
00:36:42,934 --> 00:36:44,902
What's wrong?

558
00:36:44,969 --> 00:36:45,867
Stop it, Bertha!

559
00:36:49,540 --> 00:36:51,531
What's wrong?

560
00:36:51,609 --> 00:36:53,907
I'm pregnant!

561
00:36:55,613 --> 00:36:58,377
I'm pregnant with
your husband's baby!

562
00:36:59,717 --> 00:37:01,275
Bertha!

563
00:37:01,352 --> 00:37:05,914
<i>Here comes Dr.
Breuer's little baby I</i>

564
00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:09,619
<i>Berthal Nol Stop it I</i>

565
00:37:09,694 --> 00:37:13,425
Stop it!
Bertha!

566
00:37:13,497 --> 00:37:17,297
It was her delirium speaking,
of course, her illness.

567
00:37:17,368 --> 00:37:19,802
<i>But my wife forbade me to see her again.</i>

568
00:37:19,870 --> 00:37:21,531
What did
you do?

569
00:37:21,606 --> 00:37:24,473
<i>I'm sorry, my dear. I cannot
be your doctor anymore.</i>

570
00:37:26,110 --> 00:37:27,737
But I've done
nothing wrong.

571
00:37:27,812 --> 00:37:30,406
Of course
you haven't.

572
00:37:30,481 --> 00:37:32,278
I will refer you to a colleague of mine.

573
00:37:32,350 --> 00:37:35,251
He will take good care of you.

574
00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:36,946
Please don't
let me go.

575
00:37:37,021 --> 00:37:39,353
I have no choice.

576
00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:52,160
You will always be the
only man in my life. Always.

577
00:37:52,236 --> 00:37:56,332
<i>Can you imagine how terrible
it was to hear those words?</i>

578
00:37:56,407 --> 00:38:01,743
They were evidence of
the damage I had done.

579
00:38:01,812 --> 00:38:06,044
I left her weakened.

580
00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:07,846
Orippled.

581
00:38:07,918 --> 00:38:14,118
<i>You are responsible for all
of your thoughts and deeds.</i>

582
00:38:14,191 --> 00:38:18,992
But she, by virtue
of the so-called illness,

583
00:38:19,063 --> 00:38:20,655
she is exonerated.

584
00:38:20,731 --> 00:38:22,358
<i>From everything.</i>

585
00:38:22,433 --> 00:38:25,129
Who has
damaged whom?

586
00:38:26,804 --> 00:38:28,601
Who has
weakened whom?

587
00:38:30,174 --> 00:38:33,974
Doesn't this cripple
Bertha, as you call her...

588
00:38:35,713 --> 00:38:39,843
have greater power
over you?

589
00:38:39,917 --> 00:38:41,942
<i>An excellent beginning.</i>

590
00:38:42,019 --> 00:38:44,510
<i>He even developed
a list of my problems.</i>

591
00:38:46,057 --> 00:38:48,389
<i>Breuer is
a curious mix.</i>

592
00:38:48,459 --> 00:38:50,586
<i>I ntelligent yet blind.</i>

593
00:38:50,661 --> 00:38:52,492
<i>Sincere but devious.</i>

594
00:38:52,563 --> 00:38:55,760
<i>Let him continue to think
that this is what we are doing.</i>

595
00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:59,769
<i>He's possessed by a woman
who shreds him to pieces.</i>

596
00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:03,534
<i>And he
licks her bloody fangs.</i>

597
00:39:06,777 --> 00:39:08,074
<i>I love it, Josef.</i>

598
00:39:08,145 --> 00:39:09,476
What do you love?

599
00:39:09,547 --> 00:39:10,571
Tchaikovsky!

600
00:39:10,648 --> 00:39:11,706
Why?

601
00:39:11,782 --> 00:39:13,374
<i>Swan Lakel</i>

602
00:39:23,527 --> 00:39:26,394
Josef, look! We're running out of time!

603
00:39:31,769 --> 00:39:35,205
Backwards!
Look at the time!

604
00:39:35,272 --> 00:39:37,536
Faster, Josef!
Pedal faster!

605
00:39:41,612 --> 00:39:45,343
Take me, Josef.
Take me!

606
00:39:45,416 --> 00:39:48,317
<i>Throw away
your shacklesl</i>

607
00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:50,854
Sticks and stones
may break my bones,

608
00:39:50,921 --> 00:39:53,583
but death will
never hurt me!

609
00:40:10,174 --> 00:40:14,975
<i>I feared that after
yesterday's confessions,</i>

610
00:40:15,045 --> 00:40:16,478
you would
think less of me.

611
00:40:16,547 --> 00:40:20,483
Do not worry about what
others think of you.

612
00:40:20,551 --> 00:40:23,179
I suspect you find
sex disagreeable.

613
00:40:23,254 --> 00:40:25,188
I do not object to sex.

614
00:40:25,256 --> 00:40:27,690
What I hate is the man who begs for it.

615
00:40:27,758 --> 00:40:30,226
He surrenders himself
to some crafty woman

616
00:40:30,294 --> 00:40:32,956
who turns his lust
into her strings.

617
00:40:33,030 --> 00:40:34,622
Lust is part
of life!

618
00:40:34,698 --> 00:40:37,326
And nothing must interfere
with the development

619
00:40:37,401 --> 00:40:38,959
of the hero which is inside you!

620
00:40:39,036 --> 00:40:42,972
And if lust stands in the
way, lust must be overcome!

621
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:44,439
Be more practical.

622
00:40:44,508 --> 00:40:47,272
All you give me are
quotes from your books!

623
00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:51,838
<i>First time I've attempted to put
my philosophy to practical use.</i>

624
00:40:51,916 --> 00:40:56,319
<i>Choose between comfort
and the truth.</i>

625
00:40:56,387 --> 00:40:58,218
<i>Are they
mutually exclusive?</i>

626
00:40:58,289 --> 00:41:00,553
If you want to choose
the pleasure of growth,

627
00:41:00,624 --> 00:41:02,285
prepare yourself
for some pain.

628
00:41:02,359 --> 00:41:04,827
Less pain, shrink. Go.
Be part of the herd.

629
00:41:10,401 --> 00:41:11,527
Look at
this tree.

630
00:41:11,602 --> 00:41:13,695
<i>It requires
stormy weather</i>

631
00:41:13,771 --> 00:41:16,035
if it is to attain
its proud height.

632
00:41:16,106 --> 00:41:20,406
<i>Learn, creativity
and discovery.</i>

633
00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:22,070
But they
come in pain!

634
00:41:23,981 --> 00:41:26,575
<i>I wish for simple things.</i>

635
00:41:26,650 --> 00:41:31,314
<i>To sleep without nightmares</i>

636
00:41:31,388 --> 00:41:34,152
To live
without tension.

637
00:41:37,228 --> 00:41:38,525
Lie down.

638
00:41:40,764 --> 00:41:41,753
Why?

639
00:41:41,832 --> 00:41:44,426
It's the
best inducement

640
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:47,403
for recalling memories.
Lie down, please.

641
00:41:56,113 --> 00:41:57,910
<i>Close your eyes.</i>

642
00:42:01,952 --> 00:42:04,944
Let us
imagine

643
00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:08,116
<i>An icy
mountain peak.</i>

644
00:42:08,192 --> 00:42:11,719
And we see this little
man trudging to the top.

645
00:42:11,795 --> 00:42:14,423
<i>He's looking into the
horror of his existence.</i>

646
00:42:14,498 --> 00:42:17,365
<i>He is encountering
times that are endured.</i>

647
00:42:18,536 --> 00:42:20,401
<i>But he sees
too much.</i>

648
00:42:20,471 --> 00:42:26,637
<i>This insignificance,
this mere little speck</i>

649
00:42:26,710 --> 00:42:28,109
<i>that he is.</i>

650
00:42:29,480 --> 00:42:33,246
<i>And now his fear
becomes so raw,</i>

651
00:42:33,317 --> 00:42:37,048
that he welcomes
lust into his mind.

652
00:42:37,121 --> 00:42:40,113
<i>And he starts looking
into this castle.</i>

653
00:42:40,190 --> 00:42:43,682
<i>He begins to spend his time
recollecting these miracles.</i>

654
00:42:43,761 --> 00:42:46,889
<i>How his little
crippled Bertha</i>

655
00:42:46,964 --> 00:42:49,797
<i>moves her legs.</i>

656
00:42:49,867 --> 00:42:52,700
<i>Her lips.</i>

657
00:42:52,770 --> 00:42:55,261
<i>And her arms.</i>

658
00:42:55,339 --> 00:42:58,035
<i>And her breasts.</i>

659
00:42:58,108 --> 00:43:00,269
<i>And his mind</i>

660
00:43:00,344 --> 00:43:04,303
which was filled with
the noblest of ideas

661
00:43:04,381 --> 00:43:10,149
<i>becomes clogged
now with trash.</i>

662
00:43:10,220 --> 00:43:12,688
<i>And that is how
he is today.</i>

663
00:43:12,756 --> 00:43:16,749
<i>He's just rummaging
through the rubbish.</i>

664
00:43:16,827 --> 00:43:18,852
<i>Of Bertha.</i>

665
00:43:18,929 --> 00:43:22,524
<i>As if it contained the
answer to his prayers.</i>

666
00:43:25,002 --> 00:43:29,268
<i>Well, what do you think of this man?</i>

667
00:43:29,340 --> 00:43:33,436
Josef, open
your eyes.

668
00:43:35,045 --> 00:43:36,410
<i>Open your eyes.</i>

669
00:43:47,558 --> 00:43:49,287
Talk to me,
Josef.

670
00:43:53,831 --> 00:43:56,299
This is
my way.

671
00:43:56,367 --> 00:43:58,062
Where is yours?

672
00:44:08,979 --> 00:44:11,743
He asked you to lie
on the couch? Why?

673
00:44:11,815 --> 00:44:14,283
He said it was the best
way for recalling memories.

674
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:18,080
I nteresting.

675
00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:20,123
<i>He is honoring
his contract,</i>

676
00:44:20,190 --> 00:44:21,748
<i>but offers
no support.</i>

677
00:44:21,825 --> 00:44:23,656
My confessions have failed to produce

678
00:44:23,727 --> 00:44:26,195
even the slightest admission
of his own obsession.

679
00:44:26,263 --> 00:44:28,823
Is your frustration rooted
in your competition with him?

680
00:44:28,899 --> 00:44:31,891
Not at all.

681
00:44:31,969 --> 00:44:34,403
I'm a physician,
Siggy.

682
00:44:34,471 --> 00:44:37,167
I do not meet with my
patient for my pleasure.

683
00:44:37,241 --> 00:44:39,903
But Josef, I've read his books.

684
00:44:39,977 --> 00:44:42,172
<i>He has more penetrating
knowledge of mankind</i>

685
00:44:42,246 --> 00:44:45,875
than any other person. I
think, he may be, perhaps

686
00:44:45,949 --> 00:44:48,247
the greatest psychologist
who has ever lived.

687
00:44:48,318 --> 00:44:52,345
You can best help him
by letting him help you.

688
00:46:07,164 --> 00:46:08,461
Josef?

689
00:46:17,107 --> 00:46:19,439
<i>Josef? It's
after midnight.</i>

690
00:46:21,645 --> 00:46:23,112
Are you coming
to bed?

691
00:46:24,681 --> 00:46:25,841
Soon.

692
00:46:44,668 --> 00:46:47,899
<i>Dr. Breuerl Dr. Breuerl</i>

693
00:46:47,971 --> 00:46:49,700
<i>Dr. Breuerl</i>

694
00:46:49,773 --> 00:46:50,933
Where is
my wife?

695
00:46:51,008 --> 00:46:53,101
<i>Your wife...
is in the housel</i>

696
00:46:53,177 --> 00:46:54,371
Mathilde!

697
00:47:06,857 --> 00:47:08,757
<i>Mathildel</i>

698
00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:11,590
<i>You'll always be
the only man in my life.</i>

699
00:47:11,662 --> 00:47:13,220
<i>Always.</i>

700
00:47:13,297 --> 00:47:18,599
<i>You'll never
regret it, Josef. Never.</i>

701
00:47:22,239 --> 00:47:26,039
You will never regret it, Josef. Never.

702
00:47:40,457 --> 00:47:42,186
I feel healthy.

703
00:47:42,259 --> 00:47:44,022
I wish to waste none
of our precious time

704
00:47:44,094 --> 00:47:46,028
on these physical
exams, hm?

705
00:47:48,398 --> 00:47:50,628
U h, before
we begin,

706
00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:55,900
the last time we met
you called me "Josef."

707
00:47:55,973 --> 00:47:59,875
I like that. Should we use first names?

708
00:48:06,650 --> 00:48:07,878
Friedrich or...?

709
00:48:07,951 --> 00:48:09,612
Fritz.

710
00:48:13,757 --> 00:48:15,281
Friedrich.

711
00:48:15,359 --> 00:48:18,658
My best friend at school
was called Friedrich.

712
00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:21,960
<i>He used to call me the
lad of infinite promise.</i>

713
00:48:22,032 --> 00:48:25,126
What happened
to the lad?

714
00:48:25,202 --> 00:48:26,965
He became
a successful doctor.

715
00:48:27,037 --> 00:48:30,268
<i>And respected.
And rich.</i>

716
00:48:30,340 --> 00:48:35,175
Then you have
fulfilled your goals.

717
00:48:35,245 --> 00:48:37,679
You are satisfied?

718
00:48:37,748 --> 00:48:41,149
I have fulfilled
my goals, yes.

719
00:48:41,218 --> 00:48:43,345
Am I satisfied?

720
00:48:45,455 --> 00:48:46,513
No.

721
00:48:46,590 --> 00:48:48,285
How did you
choose your goals?

722
00:48:50,627 --> 00:48:54,290
<i>No, don't... don't think.
J ust chimney-sweep.</i>

723
00:48:54,364 --> 00:48:55,592
H m.

724
00:48:57,501 --> 00:49:00,834
Goals are
part of my culture.

725
00:49:00,904 --> 00:49:04,499
They're in the air. You breathe them in.

726
00:49:04,574 --> 00:49:06,474
<i>Like every
young Jewish boy,</i>

727
00:49:06,543 --> 00:49:10,274
<i>I wanted to climb out
of the ghetto to succeed.</i>

728
00:49:10,347 --> 00:49:12,781
<i>My father was the great
teacher of my life.</i>

729
00:49:15,886 --> 00:49:17,148
No, Papa.

730
00:49:17,220 --> 00:49:19,347
No, Josef. I won't encourage bad habits.

731
00:49:26,330 --> 00:49:29,299
But I never
chose goals.

732
00:49:29,366 --> 00:49:32,096
They were
just there, like...

733
00:49:32,169 --> 00:49:33,500
like an accident.

734
00:49:33,570 --> 00:49:35,834
And yet not to take
possession of your goals

735
00:49:35,906 --> 00:49:39,273
is just that, let your
life be an accident.

736
00:49:51,254 --> 00:49:53,552
<i>What is
wrong, Josef?</i>

737
00:49:53,623 --> 00:49:57,582
I've had a sudden and painful
understanding of the obvious.

738
00:49:57,661 --> 00:49:59,891
<i>Time is irreversible.</i>

739
00:49:59,963 --> 00:50:02,693
The sands of my life
are running out,

740
00:50:02,766 --> 00:50:07,100
I'm in lockstep with all people
marching towards my death.

741
00:50:07,170 --> 00:50:10,469
<i>So you see clear
vision as a wound.</i>

742
00:50:10,540 --> 00:50:12,633
Knowing that as
my death approaches,

743
00:50:12,709 --> 00:50:15,542
I'm impotent and
insignificant, yes.

744
00:50:15,612 --> 00:50:17,705
That does not mean that
existence has no purpose.

745
00:50:17,781 --> 00:50:20,249
<i>On the contrary. As death creeps closer,</i>

746
00:50:20,317 --> 00:50:21,784
<i>the value
of life increases.</i>

747
00:50:21,852 --> 00:50:23,717
<i>You must learn
to say "Yes," Josef.</i>

748
00:50:23,787 --> 00:50:26,347
But say "yes" to every minute of life.

749
00:50:26,423 --> 00:50:29,221
Be passionate. Be a
free thinking spirit.

750
00:50:29,292 --> 00:50:31,089
Rise above
your limitations.

751
00:50:31,161 --> 00:50:35,894
Be the U bermensch.
H m? Please.

752
00:50:40,137 --> 00:50:42,901
Please, Fraulein. Will you take a seat?

753
00:50:44,908 --> 00:50:46,739
The Russian
is here.

754
00:50:49,746 --> 00:50:51,805
Let her wait.

755
00:51:03,026 --> 00:51:06,757
Good afternoon, Frau
Pettik. Please take a seat.

756
00:51:06,830 --> 00:51:09,230
<i>Herr Schubert,
hello.</i>

757
00:51:09,299 --> 00:51:11,563
Take a seat. The doctor
will be with you shortly.

758
00:51:11,635 --> 00:51:13,466
<i>Please, understand.
I'm very sorry.</i>

759
00:51:13,537 --> 00:51:15,334
<i>Please, the doctor
will see you.</i>

760
00:51:23,013 --> 00:51:26,779
<i>Frau Pettik, the doctor can see you now.</i>

761
00:51:39,596 --> 00:51:40,824
What a pleasure.

762
00:51:40,897 --> 00:51:42,728
<i>I had forgotten.</i>

763
00:51:42,799 --> 00:51:44,699
Then look more carefully this time.

764
00:51:44,768 --> 00:51:48,795
I'm distressed at having
so little time to offer you.

765
00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:50,601
The price of success, Dr. Breuer.

766
00:52:03,787 --> 00:52:05,448
You like to
live dangerously.

767
00:52:05,522 --> 00:52:07,547
<i>Tell me, why
didn't you write</i>

768
00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:10,787
so that I could arrange
a proper time for you?

769
00:52:10,861 --> 00:52:13,591
I am concerned
about our patient.

770
00:52:13,663 --> 00:52:15,392
<i>Our patient?</i>

771
00:52:15,465 --> 00:52:17,399
Have you graduated
from medical school

772
00:52:17,467 --> 00:52:18,832
since our
last meeting?

773
00:52:18,902 --> 00:52:21,803
You must read these
letters N ietzsche sent me.

774
00:52:21,872 --> 00:52:23,737
He writes
as if to punish me.

775
00:52:23,807 --> 00:52:27,004
<i>"You are a woman without
sensitivity or spirit,</i>

776
00:52:27,077 --> 00:52:31,377
incapable of love, a preditor
clothed as a house cat."

777
00:52:31,448 --> 00:52:34,076
<i>Why does he regard me as such a monster?</i>

778
00:52:37,087 --> 00:52:40,250
I deserve to know the
outcome of my efforts.

779
00:52:40,323 --> 00:52:43,315
The outcome
of your experiment.

780
00:52:43,393 --> 00:52:47,420
<i>It's been lovely
to see you,</i>

781
00:52:47,497 --> 00:52:49,226
but I must return to my work.

782
00:52:49,299 --> 00:52:50,391
Where is he?

783
00:52:50,467 --> 00:52:51,661
I cannot tell you.

784
00:52:51,735 --> 00:52:53,225
<i>Or the state
of his condition.</i>

785
00:52:53,303 --> 00:52:54,668
You turn your back to me.

786
00:52:55,338 --> 00:53:00,469
<i>I cannot violate
my patient's... privacy.</i>

787
00:53:13,957 --> 00:53:15,754
<i>Perhaps you are not capable</i>

788
00:53:15,825 --> 00:53:17,486
<i>of being hypnotized.</i>

789
00:53:17,561 --> 00:53:19,586
<i>Perhaps.</i>

790
00:53:19,663 --> 00:53:22,928
I didn't tell you she left some
of N ietzsche's letters with me.

791
00:53:22,999 --> 00:53:24,398
H m. And?

792
00:53:24,467 --> 00:53:27,903
He berates me for feeding
at the trough of lust,

793
00:53:27,971 --> 00:53:31,372
<i>and all the while, he
himself, just like me,</i>

794
00:53:31,441 --> 00:53:37,073
is rummaging through the
trash of his own mind.

795
00:53:37,147 --> 00:53:40,480
You think he should answer
for his falsifications,

796
00:53:40,550 --> 00:53:42,142
may I remind you
of your own.

797
00:53:42,219 --> 00:53:45,586
Of the deceptive premise of
your arrangement with him.

798
00:53:49,426 --> 00:53:51,860
<i>Of the two patients
in this relationship,</i>

799
00:53:51,928 --> 00:53:55,455
I have become
the more urgent case.

800
00:53:58,368 --> 00:53:59,835
General.

801
00:54:07,844 --> 00:54:09,004
What are you
doing, soldier?

802
00:54:09,079 --> 00:54:10,774
Trying to kill
myself, sir.

803
00:54:10,847 --> 00:54:12,246
Oarry on, soldier.

804
00:54:12,315 --> 00:54:14,112
Yes, sir.

805
00:54:17,220 --> 00:54:20,951
General, help me please!

806
00:54:28,698 --> 00:54:30,757
The interesting thing
is that in my dream

807
00:54:30,834 --> 00:54:32,893
the general
was you.

808
00:54:34,904 --> 00:54:37,634
And why me?

809
00:54:37,707 --> 00:54:40,505
A symbol of your
unwillingness to join me

810
00:54:40,577 --> 00:54:43,273
in a down-to-earth
manner perhaps?

811
00:54:43,346 --> 00:54:46,474
Be open
with me.

812
00:54:46,549 --> 00:54:48,380
I presume that,
like all men,

813
00:54:48,451 --> 00:54:50,681
you've suffered
from love-sickness.

814
00:54:53,523 --> 00:54:58,517
Have you ever tasted
the pain of love?

815
00:54:58,595 --> 00:54:59,857
Yes.

816
00:55:01,131 --> 00:55:02,428
And?

817
00:55:04,601 --> 00:55:05,795
I must know.

818
00:55:05,869 --> 00:55:09,703
Let me remind you
of Goethe's words.

819
00:55:09,773 --> 00:55:13,402
"Be a man.
Do not follow me,

820
00:55:13,476 --> 00:55:14,909
<i>but yourself. "</i>

821
00:55:14,978 --> 00:55:17,947
Teaching philosophy and
using it in the real world

822
00:55:18,014 --> 00:55:20,812
are very
different undertakings.

823
00:55:20,884 --> 00:55:23,011
You wish for something
to soothe you now.

824
00:55:23,086 --> 00:55:26,351
<i>Then go, suckle on the
teat of superstition.</i>

825
00:55:26,423 --> 00:55:29,119
<i>Whatever you do,
don't go to reason.</i>

826
00:55:29,192 --> 00:55:31,820
U nfortunately, the
theatrical director of my mind,

827
00:55:31,895 --> 00:55:34,489
the one who stages all
these scenes with Bertha

828
00:55:34,564 --> 00:55:36,293
is unaffected
by reason.

829
00:55:36,366 --> 00:55:38,334
<i>Of course not. For
what reason will a man</i>

830
00:55:38,401 --> 00:55:39,891
could love
such a cripple?

831
00:55:39,969 --> 00:55:41,231
<i>Oh, stop it I</i>

832
00:55:41,304 --> 00:55:43,932
Bertha is intelligent,
beautiful, loving!

833
00:55:44,007 --> 00:55:45,235
<i>Loving?
How?</i>

834
00:55:45,308 --> 00:55:47,276
She tried to seduce you into adultery.

835
00:55:47,344 --> 00:55:49,710
<i>She almost
destroyed you.</i>

836
00:55:49,779 --> 00:55:51,406
You are too
hard on her.

837
00:55:51,481 --> 00:55:52,743
Well, next time
you go to her,

838
00:55:52,816 --> 00:55:55,114
don't forget
to bring your whip.

839
00:55:55,185 --> 00:55:58,245
Yes. I think to love such
a woman is to hate life.

840
00:55:58,321 --> 00:56:00,983
Bertha is
a fine woman.

841
00:56:01,057 --> 00:56:02,786
May I remind you
she became ill

842
00:56:02,859 --> 00:56:04,417
because of her
father's death?

843
00:56:04,494 --> 00:56:06,894
And may I remind
you all fathers die?

844
00:56:06,963 --> 00:56:10,023
<i>I think the time
for excuses is over.</i>

845
00:56:22,412 --> 00:56:24,937
<i>You will always
be the only man in my life.</i>

846
00:56:25,014 --> 00:56:26,879
<i>Friedrich, I need your help.</i>

847
00:56:26,950 --> 00:56:29,145
<i>Attack my obsession.
It's ruining mel</i>

848
00:56:29,219 --> 00:56:31,619
Do you want war?

849
00:56:31,688 --> 00:56:33,053
Yes!

850
00:56:33,123 --> 00:56:35,387
You will follow my
directives without question.

851
00:56:35,458 --> 00:56:36,447
Absolutely.

852
00:56:36,526 --> 00:56:37,891
Sit.

853
00:56:40,196 --> 00:56:41,322
Please.

854
00:56:43,800 --> 00:56:45,131
Olose your eyes.

855
00:56:47,871 --> 00:56:52,331
<i>I magine... your life...
with Bertha.</i>

856
00:56:52,409 --> 00:56:53,899
But I don't
want to!

857
00:56:53,977 --> 00:56:56,468
Please, Josef.
Relax.

858
00:57:01,084 --> 00:57:04,952
Now, you're
starting your day.

859
00:57:05,021 --> 00:57:09,424
<i>You're having your
breakfast, with Anna O.</i>

860
00:57:09,492 --> 00:57:15,453
<i>I want you to compose
a list of 10 insults</i>

861
00:57:15,532 --> 00:57:17,363
and I want you to hurl them at her.

862
00:57:17,434 --> 00:57:19,197
To her face?!

863
00:57:19,269 --> 00:57:20,361
Yes.

864
00:57:20,437 --> 00:57:23,929
What?
Like "ugly?"

865
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:25,770
Precisely.

866
00:57:25,842 --> 00:57:26,831
Ugly, yes.

867
00:57:30,680 --> 00:57:32,477
Ugly.

868
00:57:32,549 --> 00:57:34,039
Scream it out!

869
00:57:35,351 --> 00:57:36,113
Ugly!

870
00:57:36,186 --> 00:57:39,747
Stupid!
Oow!

871
00:57:39,823 --> 00:57:41,290
Whore!
Sow!

872
00:57:41,357 --> 00:57:45,157
Oross-eyed! Monster! Oripple!

873
00:57:45,228 --> 00:57:48,220
That's nine.
One more.

874
00:57:48,298 --> 00:57:51,597
Idiot!!

875
00:57:51,668 --> 00:57:54,159
Good. How is
she responding?

876
00:57:54,237 --> 00:57:55,226
I love you.

877
00:57:57,474 --> 00:57:59,499
Banish the tranquil idea
you've composed.

878
00:57:59,576 --> 00:58:03,034
<i>See Bertha as she would
be now each morning.</i>

879
00:58:03,112 --> 00:58:06,707
<i>Spasms. Her arms
and legs in spasms.</i>

880
00:58:06,783 --> 00:58:09,809
<i>Cross-eyed. M utant. Hallucinating.</i>

881
00:58:09,886 --> 00:58:11,148
<i>Suffering I</i>

882
00:58:24,234 --> 00:58:27,169
See her as the infant
she longs to revert to.

883
00:58:36,145 --> 00:58:38,705
<i>See her as an adult,
sitting on the toilet</i>

884
00:58:38,781 --> 00:58:41,045
<i>as she does
each day.</i>

885
00:58:41,117 --> 00:58:46,020
Ooh. H i, Josef.

886
00:58:46,089 --> 00:58:48,956
<i>If you are alone and you
begin to think of her,</i>

887
00:58:49,025 --> 00:58:51,858
tell her "Go away, I hate
you!" as loud as you can.

888
00:58:51,928 --> 00:58:54,897
You pinch yourself as
hard as you can! Say it!

889
00:58:54,964 --> 00:58:56,158
Go away!

890
00:58:56,232 --> 00:58:58,757
<i>Pinch yourselfl
Pinch yourselfl</i>

891
00:58:58,835 --> 00:59:00,564
Pinch yourself as hard as you can!

892
00:59:00,637 --> 00:59:02,127
Go away!
I hate you!

893
00:59:02,205 --> 00:59:03,433
Listen. If you're
ever alone

894
00:59:03,506 --> 00:59:05,440
and you begin to think
about her, shout

895
00:59:05,508 --> 00:59:09,069
"Go away, I hate you" as loud
as you can. Say it. I hate you.

896
00:59:09,145 --> 00:59:09,941
I hate you!!

897
00:59:10,013 --> 00:59:10,741
I hate you!

898
00:59:10,813 --> 00:59:11,507
I hate you!!

899
00:59:11,581 --> 00:59:12,309
I hate you!

900
00:59:12,382 --> 00:59:13,610
I hate you!!

901
00:59:13,683 --> 00:59:16,584
<i>Louderl Say it. I hate you.</i>

902
00:59:16,653 --> 00:59:20,384
Say it! Josef, if you are ever
alone, you begin to think of her,

903
00:59:20,456 --> 00:59:23,516
you shout "Go away, I hate
you" as loud as you can. Say it.

904
00:59:23,593 --> 00:59:25,584
As loud as you can.
Say it. I hate you.

905
00:59:25,662 --> 00:59:28,222
Go... away!!
I hate you!!

906
00:59:28,298 --> 00:59:30,129
<i>I love you.</i>

907
00:59:30,199 --> 00:59:32,326
<i>Go away I I hate you I</i>

908
00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:46,139
What are we waiting for, Fishman?

909
00:59:46,215 --> 00:59:47,648
<i>Yeah, hol</i>

910
01:00:22,752 --> 01:00:25,516
H m.

911
01:00:25,588 --> 01:00:29,024
Your heart
is strong.

912
01:00:29,092 --> 01:00:31,060
But mine is close to bursting.

913
01:00:34,030 --> 01:00:37,898
<i>After yesterday, I feel like
a bear being trained to dance.</i>

914
01:00:37,967 --> 01:00:43,132
It's true. I've lowered you. And myself.

915
01:00:43,206 --> 01:00:46,573
<i>And a teacher should be a raiser of men.</i>

916
01:00:46,643 --> 01:00:48,304
We are
missing something.

917
01:00:48,378 --> 01:00:52,109
<i>Yes, we've neglected to
understand the meaning</i>

918
01:00:52,181 --> 01:00:55,014
behind your obsession.

919
01:00:55,084 --> 01:00:57,552
How can we discover
the meaning of something

920
01:00:57,620 --> 01:00:59,588
that I myself
have concealed?

921
01:00:59,656 --> 01:01:02,147
By talking
about it.

922
01:01:02,959 --> 01:01:04,950
<i>What would your life be
if there was no Bertha?</i>

923
01:01:06,062 --> 01:01:10,294
Life without Bertha...

924
01:01:10,366 --> 01:01:12,391
would be
a colorless one.

925
01:01:12,468 --> 01:01:13,935
Everything would
be decided.

926
01:01:14,003 --> 01:01:18,633
This medical bag,
these black clothes.

927
01:01:18,708 --> 01:01:22,109
I'm a scientist. Yet
science has no color.

928
01:01:22,178 --> 01:01:25,807
I need passion!

929
01:01:25,882 --> 01:01:27,873
I need magic!

930
01:01:30,286 --> 01:01:32,754
That's what
Bertha represents.

931
01:01:32,822 --> 01:01:36,417
Life without passion,
without mystery?

932
01:01:36,492 --> 01:01:40,258
<i>Who can live
such a life?</i>

933
01:01:43,266 --> 01:01:44,893
But he is
expecting me.

934
01:01:48,304 --> 01:01:52,240
You're lured to mystery.
You're lured to danger.

935
01:01:52,308 --> 01:01:54,435
But I hate danger.

936
01:01:54,510 --> 01:01:57,104
I live my
life safely.

937
01:01:57,180 --> 01:01:59,307
Living safely
is what's dangerous.

938
01:01:59,382 --> 01:02:02,943
Living safely
is dangerous?

939
01:02:03,019 --> 01:02:06,250
N ietzsche, there is no
Professor N ietzsche here.

940
01:02:06,322 --> 01:02:07,550
Oheck again.

941
01:02:07,623 --> 01:02:10,148
There is no Professor N ietzsche here.

942
01:02:24,307 --> 01:02:27,970
Perhaps Bertha represents
my desire to escape

943
01:02:28,044 --> 01:02:31,036
my deadly safe life,
the trap of time.

944
01:02:31,114 --> 01:02:33,674
<i>Time is our
burden, Josef.</i>

945
01:02:33,750 --> 01:02:36,116
The greatest challenge
is to live in spite of it.

946
01:02:53,736 --> 01:02:55,499
<i>I hate women
with lips.</i>

947
01:02:55,571 --> 01:02:57,300
Why do you
show me this?

948
01:02:57,373 --> 01:03:00,467
<i>Because she has a combination of lips,</i>

949
01:03:00,543 --> 01:03:04,411
<i>eyes and breasts...</i>

950
01:03:04,480 --> 01:03:07,142
that give her almost
superhuman powers.

951
01:03:08,985 --> 01:03:11,510
Powers to
do what?

952
01:03:11,587 --> 01:03:13,384
When I'm
with her,

953
01:03:13,456 --> 01:03:18,860
<i>I feel that I'm in the
center of an orderly,</i>

954
01:03:18,928 --> 01:03:23,126
tranquil universe.

955
01:03:23,199 --> 01:03:26,191
An intensely
beautiful place

956
01:03:26,269 --> 01:03:31,400
where there are no questions
about life or purpose.

957
01:03:31,474 --> 01:03:33,339
<i>Like walking
on clouds.</i>

958
01:03:37,146 --> 01:03:39,080
<i>Where do your
thoughts go now?</i>

959
01:03:50,293 --> 01:03:54,161
<i>Her eyes...
they glisten.</i>

960
01:03:54,230 --> 01:03:56,027
<i>She doesn't speak,</i>

961
01:03:56,098 --> 01:03:57,690
<i>yet she talks
to me.</i>

962
01:03:57,767 --> 01:03:59,359
And what does
she say?

963
01:03:59,435 --> 01:04:01,266
She says...

964
01:04:02,371 --> 01:04:04,271
"Josef,

965
01:04:04,340 --> 01:04:07,741
you are adorable."

966
01:04:11,314 --> 01:04:15,148
And in that moment, I am.

967
01:04:20,223 --> 01:04:22,623
<i>When she told me
one day that she</i>

968
01:04:22,692 --> 01:04:26,685
dreamed of us making
love, I was ecstatic.

969
01:04:26,762 --> 01:04:28,787
<i>What a victory.</i>

970
01:04:30,499 --> 01:04:35,801
To enter a place where
no man has ever been.

971
01:04:45,181 --> 01:04:47,877
Have you ever known
a Bertha, Frederich?

972
01:04:51,687 --> 01:04:53,382
<i>Friedrich.</i>

973
01:04:57,560 --> 01:05:01,826
I once knew a woman who
could not be denied. Yes.

974
01:05:04,166 --> 01:05:06,066
Tell me more
about this woman.

975
01:05:18,214 --> 01:05:19,875
<i>What was
her name?</i>

976
01:05:23,452 --> 01:05:25,283
<i>Do you still
love her?</i>

977
01:05:30,059 --> 01:05:32,027
<i>We are more
in love with desire,</i>

978
01:05:33,763 --> 01:05:35,924
than the desired.

979
01:06:38,361 --> 01:06:41,421
<i>Siggy.</i>

980
01:06:41,497 --> 01:06:43,089
These sessions
with N ietzsche

981
01:06:43,165 --> 01:06:44,564
have become the center of my day.

982
01:06:47,770 --> 01:06:48,566
Why?

983
01:06:50,439 --> 01:06:52,236
The relief
of disclosure.

984
01:06:53,609 --> 01:06:55,873
<i>Perhaps in 50 years
this talking cure</i>

985
01:06:55,945 --> 01:06:57,845
might develop into
a precise science.

986
01:07:01,384 --> 01:07:04,285
I thought I could help him.

987
01:07:04,353 --> 01:07:05,547
<i>No longer.</i>

988
01:07:05,621 --> 01:07:07,748
<i>He has everything
to offer me.</i>

989
01:07:09,358 --> 01:07:11,918
I'm wondering if part
of this talking cure

990
01:07:11,994 --> 01:07:16,192
involves learning with the
patient transfers to his doctor.

991
01:07:16,265 --> 01:07:17,459
Shh.

992
01:07:19,668 --> 01:07:22,569
<i>What would it be to
live as Nietzsche lives?</i>

993
01:07:25,141 --> 01:07:26,233
<i>No house.</i>

994
01:07:26,308 --> 01:07:29,243
<i>No obligations.</i>

995
01:07:29,311 --> 01:07:32,405
<i>No wife.
No responsibilities.</i>

996
01:08:07,650 --> 01:08:12,110
<i>"Goodbye, my dear Lou.</i>

997
01:08:12,188 --> 01:08:13,621
<i>"I won't see
you again.</i>

998
01:08:15,724 --> 01:08:19,251
"You've caused damage.
You've done harm.

999
01:08:19,328 --> 01:08:22,422
And not only to me, but to
all people who loved me."

1000
01:08:22,498 --> 01:08:24,932
<i>"And this
sword hangs over you.</i>

1001
01:08:25,000 --> 01:08:28,197
<i>But I hope you will make good to Henry,</i>

1002
01:08:28,270 --> 01:08:30,431
<i>what you couldn't
make good to me.</i>

1003
01:08:32,208 --> 01:08:33,266
<i>Yesl</i>

1004
01:08:37,780 --> 01:08:41,477
You make music sick.

1005
01:08:41,550 --> 01:08:44,610
You are sick!
You are sick!

1006
01:09:04,273 --> 01:09:06,104
Wagner.

1007
01:09:07,610 --> 01:09:09,942
The first requiems.

1008
01:09:29,064 --> 01:09:32,158
<i>You make music sickl</i>

1009
01:09:32,234 --> 01:09:36,762
<i>You tyrant I
You tyrant I</i>

1010
01:09:36,839 --> 01:09:39,034
<i>You antisemitel</i>

1011
01:09:39,108 --> 01:09:40,939
<i>I hate you I</i>

1012
01:09:42,811 --> 01:09:44,005
<i>I hate you I</i>

1013
01:10:08,204 --> 01:10:14,404
<i>Wagner. You make music sick.</i>

1014
01:10:15,277 --> 01:10:17,302
Hate.
Hate.

1015
01:10:17,379 --> 01:10:19,074
Hate.

1016
01:10:19,148 --> 01:10:20,137
Fritz.

1017
01:10:20,983 --> 01:10:22,314
Fritz.

1018
01:10:25,821 --> 01:10:26,810
<i>Hate.</i>

1019
01:10:26,889 --> 01:10:27,878
Fritz!

1020
01:10:27,957 --> 01:10:28,889
Hate!

1021
01:10:28,958 --> 01:10:30,152
Look at me!

1022
01:10:30,226 --> 01:10:31,784
Talk to my animals.

1023
01:10:31,860 --> 01:10:32,918
Fritz!

1024
01:10:43,072 --> 01:10:44,437
<i>Hate.</i>

1025
01:11:12,334 --> 01:11:15,201
<i>I visit my
parents' grave once a month.</i>

1026
01:11:15,271 --> 01:11:18,638
<i>Would you like to come with me today?</i>

1027
01:11:18,707 --> 01:11:21,369
<i>It's less than one
hour's ride from the city.</i>

1028
01:11:25,581 --> 01:11:28,550
Why didn't you tell me your
mother's name was Bertha?

1029
01:11:37,459 --> 01:11:39,359
She died when I was three.

1030
01:11:41,730 --> 01:11:43,721
I have very few
memories of her.

1031
01:11:43,799 --> 01:11:47,792
No conscious memories.

1032
01:11:49,338 --> 01:11:50,498
<i>Are you suggesting
I love Bertha</i>

1033
01:11:50,572 --> 01:11:52,904
because she and my mother
shared the same name?

1034
01:11:58,347 --> 01:12:02,147
My mother is hardly real to me.

1035
01:12:02,217 --> 01:12:05,345
Bertha Pappenheim is the
most real thing in my life.

1036
01:12:05,421 --> 01:12:07,753
I think your obsession with Bertha

1037
01:12:07,823 --> 01:12:10,314
<i>has never been
about Bertha.</i>

1038
01:12:10,392 --> 01:12:13,054
A year after my father
died, I had a dream.

1039
01:12:13,128 --> 01:12:15,688
<i>This grave opens,</i>

1040
01:12:15,764 --> 01:12:18,324
<i>and my father
rises up,</i>

1041
01:12:18,400 --> 01:12:20,664
<i>and he runs
to this church.</i>

1042
01:12:20,736 --> 01:12:22,499
<i>It's where
he preached.</i>

1043
01:12:22,571 --> 01:12:26,940
<i>And he grabbed
this small child,</i>

1044
01:12:27,009 --> 01:12:30,570
<i>and he climbed back...</i>

1045
01:12:30,646 --> 01:12:31,943
<i>into the grave.</i>

1046
01:12:32,014 --> 01:12:34,278
<i>I always believed
that this dream</i>

1047
01:12:34,350 --> 01:12:36,079
<i>predicted my
brother's death, but</i>

1048
01:12:36,151 --> 01:12:38,881
I suspect it
was my own...

1049
01:12:38,954 --> 01:12:40,683
it was my
own fear.

1050
01:12:43,392 --> 01:12:44,984
I was
that boy.

1051
01:12:47,596 --> 01:12:49,461
I n my
father's arms.

1052
01:12:49,531 --> 01:12:53,058
<i>And fear is expressed in
your dream where you...</i>

1053
01:12:53,135 --> 01:12:57,367
<i>plunge towards
the closed coffin.</i>

1054
01:12:57,439 --> 01:12:59,304
<i>Who is inside
the coffin?</i>

1055
01:13:02,344 --> 01:13:03,834
I don't remember.

1056
01:13:03,912 --> 01:13:07,040
<i>Who is the one who
stops you from falling</i>

1057
01:13:07,116 --> 01:13:08,481
<i>to your death?</i>

1058
01:13:10,953 --> 01:13:12,420
<i>Your crippled Bertha?</i>

1059
01:13:14,923 --> 01:13:16,515
<i>Or perhaps
your mother?</i>

1060
01:13:19,261 --> 01:13:20,819
<i>The real Bertha.</i>

1061
01:13:22,865 --> 01:13:24,457
<i>Who, Josef?</i>

1062
01:13:26,101 --> 01:13:27,864
<i>Who is inside
the coffin?</i>

1063
01:13:36,412 --> 01:13:39,279
I can still
see her face.

1064
01:13:41,850 --> 01:13:44,011
She's smiling
at me.

1065
01:13:44,086 --> 01:13:44,984
<i>H m.</i>

1066
01:13:47,089 --> 01:13:48,147
<i>Your mother?</i>

1067
01:13:58,033 --> 01:14:00,900
How could she
leave me?

1068
01:14:11,480 --> 01:14:13,812
I never really
let her go.

1069
01:14:17,619 --> 01:14:22,318
Perhaps adult figures enter a
child's mind and refuse to leave.

1070
01:14:29,731 --> 01:14:33,565
But you must be as
frightened as I am of death...

1071
01:14:33,635 --> 01:14:35,535
and godlessness.

1072
01:14:38,407 --> 01:14:42,503
We must die. But at the right time.

1073
01:14:42,578 --> 01:14:45,604
<i>Death only loses its terror when one has</i>

1074
01:14:45,681 --> 01:14:48,206
<i>consummated one's life.</i>

1075
01:14:48,283 --> 01:14:51,184
<i>Have you consummated your life?</i>

1076
01:14:51,253 --> 01:14:54,154
I have achieved
a great deal.

1077
01:14:54,223 --> 01:14:55,588
But have you
lived your life?

1078
01:14:55,657 --> 01:14:58,717
<i>Or have you been lived by it?</i>

1079
01:14:58,794 --> 01:15:02,924
<i>You stand outside
your life, grieving,</i>

1080
01:15:02,998 --> 01:15:07,526
for some life
that you...

1081
01:15:07,603 --> 01:15:08,900
you never lived.

1082
01:15:08,971 --> 01:15:11,371
<i>I cannot change
my lifel</i>

1083
01:15:11,440 --> 01:15:15,308
I have my family,
my patients!

1084
01:15:15,377 --> 01:15:18,505
Students.

1085
01:15:18,580 --> 01:15:19,877
It's too late.

1086
01:15:19,948 --> 01:15:22,542
I cannot tell you how
to live differently.

1087
01:15:22,618 --> 01:15:25,246
If I did, you'd still be
living by some other's design,

1088
01:15:25,320 --> 01:15:28,414
but perhaps I could
give you a gift, Josef.

1089
01:15:28,490 --> 01:15:31,721
Maybe I could give
you a thought.

1090
01:15:31,793 --> 01:15:34,125
What if some demon
were to say to you

1091
01:15:34,196 --> 01:15:37,893
that this life,
as you now live it,

1092
01:15:37,966 --> 01:15:39,957
have lived it
in the past,

1093
01:15:40,035 --> 01:15:43,994
you would have to live
once more but...

1094
01:15:44,072 --> 01:15:46,506
innumerable times more.

1095
01:15:46,575 --> 01:15:51,239
There will be nothing new in it.

1096
01:15:51,313 --> 01:15:55,613
Every pain, every joy, every
unutterably small or great thing

1097
01:15:55,684 --> 01:15:58,915
in your life would
just return to you.

1098
01:15:58,987 --> 01:16:03,822
The same succession, the same
sequence, again and again,

1099
01:16:03,892 --> 01:16:06,122
like an hourglass
of time.

1100
01:16:06,194 --> 01:16:09,391
I magine infinity.

1101
01:16:09,464 --> 01:16:14,993
Oonsider the possibility that
every action you choose, Josef,

1102
01:16:15,070 --> 01:16:20,098
you choose
for all time.

1103
01:16:20,175 --> 01:16:25,579
Then all... unlived life

1104
01:16:25,647 --> 01:16:29,708
would remain...
inside you.

1105
01:16:32,287 --> 01:16:35,620
<i>U nlived.
Throughout eternity.</i>

1106
01:16:38,293 --> 01:16:40,488
You like
this idea?

1107
01:16:40,562 --> 01:16:42,462
Do you hate it? Which?

1108
01:16:42,531 --> 01:16:43,964
I hate it!

1109
01:16:44,032 --> 01:16:45,693
Why?

1110
01:16:45,767 --> 01:16:51,364
The only thing
I love about my life

1111
01:16:51,440 --> 01:16:56,139
is the thought

1112
01:16:56,211 --> 01:17:00,773
that I have fulfilled my
duties to my wife and children.

1113
01:17:00,849 --> 01:17:04,876
Duty?

1114
01:17:04,953 --> 01:17:06,284
Your duty
is a sham.

1115
01:17:06,355 --> 01:17:09,722
It's the curtain
you hide behind.

1116
01:17:09,791 --> 01:17:12,316
<i>To truly build
your children,</i>

1117
01:17:12,394 --> 01:17:16,194
you build
yourself. First.

1118
01:17:16,264 --> 01:17:20,166
And as for your wife, let her break
out from this prison you share.

1119
01:17:20,235 --> 01:17:21,566
And be
broken by it.

1120
01:17:21,637 --> 01:17:23,036
<i>H m?</i>

1121
01:17:25,374 --> 01:17:27,365
<i>Are you sure about this?</i>

1122
01:17:27,809 --> 01:17:32,303
<i>To continue with the sense
that I have not lived.</i>

1123
01:17:32,381 --> 01:17:36,818
That I have not
tasted freedom.

1124
01:17:38,820 --> 01:17:41,220
The idea fills
me with horror.

1125
01:17:50,165 --> 01:17:51,462
Help me, Siggy.

1126
01:18:11,153 --> 01:18:13,280
Fly! Fly!

1127
01:18:15,791 --> 01:18:18,259
Fly! You're free! You're free!

1128
01:18:21,496 --> 01:18:23,225
And you too
are free.

1129
01:18:31,339 --> 01:18:32,863
<i>Free them?</i>

1130
01:18:32,941 --> 01:18:34,772
<i>This is madness.</i>

1131
01:18:34,843 --> 01:18:37,277
Suddenly I find
that I am old.

1132
01:18:37,345 --> 01:18:40,314
I am facing death without
having lived my life!

1133
01:18:40,382 --> 01:18:43,579
<i>Since when is there
your life and my life?</i>

1134
01:18:43,652 --> 01:18:46,553
We made a covenant
to share our lives.

1135
01:18:49,825 --> 01:18:51,383
Leave if you want!

1136
01:18:51,460 --> 01:18:55,294
But not until I tell you about
the cruel joke of freedom.

1137
01:18:55,363 --> 01:18:57,558
I wish I had
your freedom.

1138
01:18:57,632 --> 01:19:00,100
Freedom of a man to obtain an education.

1139
01:19:00,168 --> 01:19:01,965
To choose
a profession.

1140
01:19:02,037 --> 01:19:04,028
I wish I had the vocabulary, the logic

1141
01:19:04,106 --> 01:19:06,939
to express just how foolish you sound!

1142
01:19:07,008 --> 01:19:10,102
<i>Mathilde, if I am able to find my life</i>

1143
01:19:10,178 --> 01:19:11,975
we will both
be better off.

1144
01:19:12,047 --> 01:19:14,277
Perhaps I will come back to this life.

1145
01:19:14,349 --> 01:19:16,146
But it must be
my choice!

1146
01:19:16,218 --> 01:19:19,745
Have you forgotten about the
choice you made in marrying me?

1147
01:19:19,821 --> 01:19:22,483
What choices does a deserted wife have?

1148
01:19:22,557 --> 01:19:25,424
You are young,
rich, attractive!

1149
01:19:25,494 --> 01:19:26,961
You will be as free as I am!

1150
01:19:27,028 --> 01:19:28,825
We have
three children!

1151
01:19:28,897 --> 01:19:34,130
<i>Mathilde, I should have
been I before I became we!</i>

1152
01:19:34,202 --> 01:19:37,797
Words! Words! You cannot live in words!

1153
01:19:37,873 --> 01:19:41,570
I choose
my life, too.

1154
01:19:41,643 --> 01:19:42,871
And I choose
to tell you

1155
01:19:42,944 --> 01:19:45,777
you cannot return
to this house

1156
01:19:45,847 --> 01:19:48,873
because it will no longer be your home!

1157
01:19:48,950 --> 01:19:54,547
Once you leave, I will
no longer be your wife!

1158
01:19:54,623 --> 01:19:56,682
Mama!

1159
01:20:00,195 --> 01:20:02,288
Say goodbye to your father, children.

1160
01:20:02,364 --> 01:20:04,491
Forever.

1161
01:20:04,566 --> 01:20:07,228
Please, Papa,
don't leave.

1162
01:20:16,478 --> 01:20:19,845
Get out there. Leave,
if that's what you want.

1163
01:20:19,915 --> 01:20:22,543
Robert, I'm still
your father.

1164
01:20:22,617 --> 01:20:26,109
No, you're not
my father anymore.

1165
01:20:29,291 --> 01:20:30,258
Robert.

1166
01:20:48,410 --> 01:20:50,901
Goodbye, my
little chickens.

1167
01:21:13,001 --> 01:21:14,434
I only have
one life!

1168
01:22:11,126 --> 01:22:12,753
<i>Nietzsche is right.</i>

1169
01:22:12,827 --> 01:22:17,787
<i>My freedom has been here
all along for the taking.</i>

1170
01:22:17,866 --> 01:22:20,835
<i>Now is my last chance.</i>

1171
01:22:20,902 --> 01:22:24,998
<i>This is my one
and only life.</i>

1172
01:22:25,073 --> 01:22:27,473
<i>I'm looking for
Bertha Pappenheim.</i>

1173
01:22:27,542 --> 01:22:29,567
She's in the garden
with the doctor.

1174
01:22:29,611 --> 01:22:31,806
Should I inform her
you are here?

1175
01:22:31,913 --> 01:22:34,279
No, thank you,
I shall wait.

1176
01:22:34,349 --> 01:22:36,317
Please, wait for
her upstairs.

1177
01:22:36,384 --> 01:22:37,749
Thank you.

1178
01:23:35,977 --> 01:23:37,740
I love you.

1179
01:23:42,517 --> 01:23:45,111
You will always be the
only man in my life.

1180
01:23:56,031 --> 01:23:58,192
Josef!
How are you?

1181
01:24:22,057 --> 01:24:23,718
<i>Papa, don't leave.</i>

1182
01:24:26,327 --> 01:24:28,420
<i>Having doubts, Josef?</i>

1183
01:24:28,496 --> 01:24:30,487
How could I have given up everything?

1184
01:24:30,565 --> 01:24:33,159
You'd given up everything
long before you met me.

1185
01:24:33,234 --> 01:24:35,896
Yes, but now
I have nothing!

1186
01:24:35,970 --> 01:24:37,733
<i>And nothing
is everything.</i>

1187
01:24:37,806 --> 01:24:40,570
<i>I n order to grow strong, you must first</i>

1188
01:24:40,642 --> 01:24:43,668
<i>sink your roots deep
into nothingness.</i>

1189
01:24:43,745 --> 01:24:48,341
<i>But learn to face your
Ioneliest Ioneliness.</i>

1190
01:24:48,416 --> 01:24:51,385
My wife.

1191
01:24:51,453 --> 01:24:52,579
My children.

1192
01:24:52,654 --> 01:24:55,054
<i>How could I
have left them?</i>

1193
01:24:55,123 --> 01:24:58,991
<i>You must be ready to burn
yourself in your own flame.</i>

1194
01:24:59,060 --> 01:25:01,153
<i>How could you
become new,</i>

1195
01:25:01,229 --> 01:25:04,926
<i>if you would not
first become ashes?</i>

1196
01:26:24,646 --> 01:26:26,113
Waiter.

1197
01:26:28,883 --> 01:26:31,750
Josef?

1198
01:26:31,819 --> 01:26:32,683
Dr. Breuer?

1199
01:26:35,690 --> 01:26:36,782
Josef!

1200
01:26:38,393 --> 01:26:39,621
Where are
you going?!

1201
01:26:39,694 --> 01:26:41,753
What a ridiculous man.

1202
01:26:41,829 --> 01:26:44,821
<i>Josef, come backl</i>

1203
01:26:58,146 --> 01:26:59,078
<i>Josefl</i>

1204
01:27:04,419 --> 01:27:05,818
<i>Josefl
Look out I</i>

1205
01:27:11,726 --> 01:27:13,250
<i>Josefl</i>

1206
01:27:13,328 --> 01:27:15,296
<i>Josefl
Come backl</i>

1207
01:27:19,133 --> 01:27:20,100
Josef!

1208
01:27:21,469 --> 01:27:22,436
Josef!

1209
01:27:35,383 --> 01:27:38,318
<i>Josef, listen
to me.</i>

1210
01:27:39,921 --> 01:27:41,582
<i>Eight,</i>

1211
01:27:41,656 --> 01:27:43,089
<i>seven,</i>

1212
01:27:43,157 --> 01:27:44,522
<i>six,</i>

1213
01:27:44,592 --> 01:27:45,786
<i>five,</i>

1214
01:27:45,860 --> 01:27:47,191
<i>four,</i>

1215
01:27:47,262 --> 01:27:48,695
<i>three,</i>

1216
01:27:51,065 --> 01:27:52,498
<i>one.</i>

1217
01:27:53,868 --> 01:27:55,529
You're wide
awake now.

1218
01:27:55,603 --> 01:27:57,696
Where am I?

1219
01:27:57,772 --> 01:27:58,796
Where am I?

1220
01:27:58,873 --> 01:28:01,307
Everything's alright,
Josef.

1221
01:28:01,376 --> 01:28:04,368
Siggy...

1222
01:28:04,445 --> 01:28:07,380
what's happening
to me?

1223
01:28:07,448 --> 01:28:10,417
You are in
your house.

1224
01:28:10,485 --> 01:28:12,783
It'll all come
back to you.

1225
01:28:12,854 --> 01:28:15,084
I did exactly
as you instructed.

1226
01:28:15,156 --> 01:28:17,852
I hypnotized you using
your watch as a pendulum.

1227
01:28:17,925 --> 01:28:21,986
Here it is, Josef,
on your desk.

1228
01:28:30,371 --> 01:28:34,034
Yes.
Yes.

1229
01:28:38,980 --> 01:28:43,383
Yes, I remember.

1230
01:28:43,451 --> 01:28:45,078
How long
was I under?

1231
01:28:45,153 --> 01:28:46,643
Nearly an hour.

1232
01:28:48,122 --> 01:28:52,559
<i>You wept,
you looked frightened.</i>

1233
01:28:52,627 --> 01:28:54,356
<i>I asked you if you wanted to stop.</i>

1234
01:29:00,735 --> 01:29:03,795
Now I know what it would be like...

1235
01:29:03,871 --> 01:29:06,396
to live differently.

1236
01:29:11,579 --> 01:29:14,605
Max and Rachel have arrived for dinner.

1237
01:29:15,750 --> 01:29:16,717
Mathilde.

1238
01:29:19,087 --> 01:29:22,682
You complain you don't see enough of me.

1239
01:29:22,757 --> 01:29:24,952
Yet, when
I'm here,

1240
01:29:25,026 --> 01:29:26,891
you want
to desert me?

1241
01:29:37,638 --> 01:29:39,469
I've been
away, my dear.

1242
01:29:41,209 --> 01:29:43,302
But now
I am back.

1243
01:29:45,012 --> 01:29:46,673
I'm glad
you're here.

1244
01:29:49,083 --> 01:29:52,075
Dr. Freud, my husband needs a doctor.

1245
01:29:58,359 --> 01:29:59,724
To your health,
my boy.

1246
01:29:59,794 --> 01:30:01,386
And to you, Max.

1247
01:30:01,462 --> 01:30:03,726
And to you, Josef.

1248
01:30:03,798 --> 01:30:06,858
Oheers.

1249
01:30:18,413 --> 01:30:19,277
Oh!

1250
01:30:23,718 --> 01:30:25,151
M mm.

1251
01:30:25,219 --> 01:30:27,744
My boy, my boy.

1252
01:30:35,663 --> 01:30:36,721
Excuse me.

1253
01:31:08,296 --> 01:31:11,322
Have I made
you cry?

1254
01:31:11,399 --> 01:31:15,392
It's a good cry.
It's sad too.

1255
01:31:15,470 --> 01:31:19,236
When I think
how long it's been-

1256
01:31:19,307 --> 01:31:22,902
Marry me, Mathilde.
Please.

1257
01:31:22,977 --> 01:31:27,141
I think we did this
15 years ago.

1258
01:31:27,215 --> 01:31:30,514
And I choose
to do it again.

1259
01:31:30,585 --> 01:31:33,179
Today.

1260
01:31:33,254 --> 01:31:36,951
And every day for the rest of our lives.

1261
01:31:43,798 --> 01:31:47,325
So, tell me,
how did you cast her out?

1262
01:31:47,401 --> 01:31:51,235
Well, I was terrified
by aging and death.

1263
01:31:51,305 --> 01:31:53,364
I fought back
but blindly.

1264
01:31:53,441 --> 01:31:56,274
<i>I n desperation,
I attacked my wife</i>

1265
01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:58,403
and sought rescue
in the arms of one

1266
01:31:58,479 --> 01:31:59,912
<i>who had no rescue to givel</i>

1267
01:32:02,149 --> 01:32:05,312
<i>I n a certain sense,
I've betrayed you.</i>

1268
01:32:05,386 --> 01:32:08,514
I have been so dishonest with you.

1269
01:32:08,589 --> 01:32:11,285
Oompletely.

1270
01:32:11,359 --> 01:32:14,419
I was myself involved with a woman.

1271
01:32:14,495 --> 01:32:18,158
A few months ago.

1272
01:32:18,232 --> 01:32:19,358
Her name
was Lou.

1273
01:32:19,433 --> 01:32:22,368
<i>Not so unlike
your Bertha.</i>

1274
01:32:22,436 --> 01:32:24,461
Beautiful girl.

1275
01:32:26,607 --> 01:32:30,099
I fell in love.

1276
01:32:30,177 --> 01:32:34,238
She just appeared
to be my twin brain.

1277
01:32:34,315 --> 01:32:36,510
<i>My soul's mate.</i>

1278
01:32:37,952 --> 01:32:39,579
<i>And she led me
on to believe</i>

1279
01:32:39,654 --> 01:32:42,748
<i>that I was the man to whom
she was destined and...</i>

1280
01:32:44,525 --> 01:32:45,787
<i>I believed her.</i>

1281
01:32:45,860 --> 01:32:48,920
<i>And when I offered
myself to her,</i>

1282
01:32:48,996 --> 01:32:51,829
she spurned me...

1283
01:32:51,899 --> 01:32:56,199
<i>in favor of
my best friend...</i>

1284
01:32:56,270 --> 01:32:57,828
<i>in the world.</i>

1285
01:32:59,874 --> 01:33:03,935
I must tell you that there is not...

1286
01:33:04,011 --> 01:33:08,675
not one day
that goes by...

1287
01:33:08,749 --> 01:33:10,148
not even an hour,

1288
01:33:11,919 --> 01:33:15,548
<i>where I do not think of that woman.</i>

1289
01:33:16,724 --> 01:33:18,316
She is your Bertha.

1290
01:33:18,392 --> 01:33:21,190
But you see? You've been
doing double work here.

1291
01:33:21,262 --> 01:33:23,230
Yours and mine.

1292
01:33:23,297 --> 01:33:25,629
I'm like the most
cowardly of women.

1293
01:33:25,700 --> 01:33:28,032
And I crouch behind
your back here,

1294
01:33:28,102 --> 01:33:32,698
<i>letting you face all
the dangers all alone.</i>

1295
01:33:32,773 --> 01:33:35,435
You have courage.

1296
01:33:35,509 --> 01:33:39,946
Friedrich, there is
something I must tell you.

1297
01:33:40,014 --> 01:33:40,878
Dr. Breuer?

1298
01:33:40,948 --> 01:33:42,381
How do you do?

1299
01:33:42,450 --> 01:33:45,283
You must read these letters
N ietzsche has sent me.

1300
01:33:45,353 --> 01:33:47,844
These are
my private letters.

1301
01:33:47,922 --> 01:33:49,150
You did see
her then?

1302
01:33:49,223 --> 01:33:50,781
Yes, but I
refused her.

1303
01:33:50,858 --> 01:33:52,553
So all of this was just a pretense.

1304
01:33:52,627 --> 01:33:55,095
I made a promise
to help you.

1305
01:33:55,162 --> 01:33:56,686
I never betrayed
that promise.

1306
01:33:56,764 --> 01:33:58,823
What did she do? She
took you by the arm?

1307
01:34:00,501 --> 01:34:03,732
<i>Told you she had to
spend more time with you?</i>

1308
01:34:08,776 --> 01:34:11,540
<i>I shared one, one holy moment with her,</i>

1309
01:34:11,612 --> 01:34:13,978
<i>it's the only holy
moment I've ever known.</i>

1310
01:34:14,048 --> 01:34:17,040
<i>No one fell in love with me, ever. Ever.</i>

1311
01:34:17,118 --> 01:34:22,647
Friedrich, it may have
been a holy moment for you,

1312
01:34:22,723 --> 01:34:24,213
but not for her.

1313
01:34:25,726 --> 01:34:26,920
What are
you saying?

1314
01:34:26,994 --> 01:34:29,724
<i>She never mentioned
the water?</i>

1315
01:34:30,564 --> 01:34:32,259
No.

1316
01:34:41,509 --> 01:34:43,306
I feel such
a loss.

1317
01:34:43,377 --> 01:34:44,776
H m.

1318
01:34:56,957 --> 01:34:58,083
I don't know.

1319
01:34:58,159 --> 01:35:00,559
I think I've
lost Lou.

1320
01:35:03,030 --> 01:35:03,997
And you.

1321
01:35:07,034 --> 01:35:09,935
Everything, I lose.

1322
01:35:10,004 --> 01:35:12,871
<i>I could have
From your mind.</i>

1323
01:35:12,940 --> 01:35:14,305
And you
have a family.

1324
01:35:14,375 --> 01:35:18,277
You have your family
and I have my pretenses.

1325
01:35:18,345 --> 01:35:22,406
My secret little ways of
tolerating my aloneness.

1326
01:35:22,483 --> 01:35:24,280
But I glorify it,
don't I?

1327
01:35:26,620 --> 01:35:30,681
And I just don't
want to die alone.

1328
01:35:30,758 --> 01:35:33,352
I don't want my body
just to be discovered.

1329
01:35:35,229 --> 01:35:36,389
By its stench.

1330
01:35:38,999 --> 01:35:44,437
Lou softened that fear
for me for a while.

1331
01:35:44,505 --> 01:35:49,442
But you're right.

1332
01:35:49,510 --> 01:35:51,478
It's just
an illusion.

1333
01:35:51,545 --> 01:35:52,307
Friedrich.

1334
01:35:54,381 --> 01:35:57,043
It's such
an illusion.

1335
01:35:57,118 --> 01:36:00,246
<i>Friedrich. She does care about you.</i>

1336
01:36:02,523 --> 01:36:04,354
She went to extremes to help you.

1337
01:36:08,662 --> 01:36:11,358
<i>If your tears
had a voice,</i>

1338
01:36:11,432 --> 01:36:13,297
what would they say?

1339
01:36:15,636 --> 01:36:17,126
I feel so ashamed.

1340
01:36:17,204 --> 01:36:18,831
Tell me.

1341
01:36:20,975 --> 01:36:22,840
My tears would say we're free.

1342
01:36:22,910 --> 01:36:24,810
<i>You never
let us out,</i>

1343
01:36:24,879 --> 01:36:28,178
until Dr. Breuer
opened the gate.

1344
01:36:35,222 --> 01:36:37,690
And what about the
sadness behind those tears?

1345
01:36:37,758 --> 01:36:42,695
It's not sadness.
It's such a relief.

1346
01:36:42,763 --> 01:36:44,594
It's such
a relief!

1347
01:36:47,368 --> 01:36:50,201
It's the first time I'm
revealing my loneliness.

1348
01:36:50,271 --> 01:36:53,468
It's melting.
It's melting away.

1349
01:36:53,541 --> 01:36:58,672
<i>It's a paradox. Isolation
exists only in isolation.</i>

1350
01:37:00,581 --> 01:37:03,175
Once shared,
it evaporates.

1351
01:37:03,250 --> 01:37:05,343
My dear friend.

1352
01:37:11,125 --> 01:37:17,360
We are friends.

1353
01:37:17,431 --> 01:37:18,989
I like saying that.

1354
01:37:23,537 --> 01:37:25,698
No one ever said
this to me.

1355
01:37:32,713 --> 01:37:34,237
I like it.

1356
01:37:37,451 --> 01:37:38,543
I like it.

1357
01:37:38,619 --> 01:37:41,053
We are friends.

1358
01:37:43,357 --> 01:37:44,346
Friedrich.

1359
01:37:44,425 --> 01:37:45,517
It's good.

1360
01:37:45,593 --> 01:37:47,527
Stay with us tonight.

1361
01:37:47,595 --> 01:37:50,223
Have supper with me and my family.

1362
01:37:50,297 --> 01:37:54,927
No, it would mean to abandon my mission.

1363
01:37:55,002 --> 01:37:57,061
It's time we went our ways.

1364
01:38:12,753 --> 01:38:16,883
<i>"We'll have friends, and have
become strangers to each other.</i>

1365
01:38:16,957 --> 01:38:18,982
"This is as
it ought to be.

1366
01:38:19,059 --> 01:38:21,721
"We do not want either to
conceal or obscure the fact

1367
01:38:21,795 --> 01:38:24,662
"as if we had to be ashamed of it.

1368
01:38:24,732 --> 01:38:29,897
We are two ships, each of which
has its goal and its course."

1369
01:38:29,970 --> 01:38:32,996
And finally, Dr. Breuer,

1370
01:38:33,073 --> 01:38:36,042
"We have to become
strangers to one another

1371
01:38:36,110 --> 01:38:39,409
because it's the law to
which we are subject."

1372
01:38:39,480 --> 01:38:42,449
Have a safe journey.

1373
01:38:42,516 --> 01:38:43,847
My dear friend.