1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:15,000 2 00:00:45,628 --> 00:00:47,533 I want to say that at first I was easier, 3 00:00:47,861 --> 00:00:51,998 But actually, I was very sick then when I changed to later. 4 00:00:52,541 --> 00:00:53,934 But I'm in a hurry. 5 00:00:55,467 --> 00:00:59,121 At present the unbroken bond between a mother and her daughter will be born soon So just listen and watch it and pay attention. 6 00:00:59,687 --> 00:01:01,292 If you don't like the way I do it... 7 00:01:01,556 --> 00:01:03,011 Both of you go here and push it out yourself! 8 00:01:03,012 --> 00:01:05,300 See see... 9 00:01:05,310 --> 00:01:08,080 Hey dear 10 00:01:14,400 --> 00:01:16,611 Gosh, she's beautiful! 11 00:01:36,426 --> 00:01:37,943 He changed our lives forever. 12 00:01:39,888 --> 00:01:41,838 ... if you only know 13 00:01:41,988 --> 00:01:44,338 14 00:01:45,378 --> 00:01:46,926 15 00:01:51,988 --> 00:01:54,146 Mom and Dad have been waiting for a child for a long time. 16 00:01:54,226 --> 00:01:56,498 They try everything so you can only imagine how many hopes and dreams are there for me, 17 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:58,659 their first birth. Even though I am a plant in a pot. 18 00:01:58,659 --> 00:02:02,003 - Honey! - What? 19 00:02:02,003 --> 00:02:04,003 I can't hear Jane. He doesn't make noise. 20 00:02:04,003 --> 00:02:05,812 He is quite asleep. 21 00:02:06,166 --> 00:02:08,117 Just like me is 22 00:02:08,523 --> 00:02:09,671 Robert, you have to calm down down. Come back to sleep. 23 00:02:10,178 --> 00:02:13,802 No no No... I'll check it out. 24 00:02:14,055 --> 00:02:15,582 - No, please... - It turns out it's long to have a baby. 25 00:02:15,823 --> 00:02:18,666 26 00:02:18,686 --> 00:02:20,806 - I'm damned it won't let him suffocate. - Please do not. 27 00:02:22,383 --> 00:02:24,266 You are crazy! 28 00:02:25,176 --> 00:02:27,300 Ok ok... I'm coming too. I come. 29 00:02:35,053 --> 00:02:37,616 -What are you doing? -I don't want to turn on overhead. 30 00:02:38,105 --> 00:02:39,614 That was a very important moment for me. 31 00:02:39,912 --> 00:02:41,693 And yes, me too, remember that. 32 00:02:41,942 --> 00:02:44,940 Babies know more things that happen than you think. 33 00:02:44,940 --> 00:02:47,940 And from that moment on I felt like a floodlight was on me, 34 00:02:47,940 --> 00:02:49,940 which I never got used to. 35 00:02:49,940 --> 00:02:52,000 Turn off the lights! 36 00:02:52,004 --> 00:02:53,302 Sorry, sorry 37 00:02:54,224 --> 00:02:56,298 To succeed in the first year is a pretty good achievement 38 00:02:56,867 --> 00:02:58,988 although no one has ever given you atta-boy for that, 39 00:02:59,300 --> 00:03:00,338 they really have to be. 40 00:03:00,829 --> 00:03:04,436 And the other thing I learned that year is that if parents can go crazy, stick us to them, 41 00:03:04,595 --> 00:03:05,329 they will. 42 00:03:10,451 --> 00:03:11,359 Beloved 43 00:03:12,477 --> 00:03:14,533 My mother is pregnant and ready to appear again. 44 00:03:14,761 --> 00:03:17,065 Then I foolishly thought that when Brad was born 45 00:03:17,070 --> 00:03:19,133 he will take some pressure from me Boys, am I wrong. 46 00:03:18,842 --> 00:03:20,070 This is also a goo-goo period or not. 47 00:03:23,890 --> 00:03:27,848 This is a little boring. So let's jump ahead, okay? 48 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:30,198 I hope our parents are here to see this. 49 00:03:45,978 --> 00:03:48,836 50 00:03:49,602 --> 00:03:51,547 Both parents and mother died. 51 00:03:51,765 --> 00:03:53,667 I miss not having grandparents. 52 00:03:54,133 --> 00:03:56,206 They miss not having parents anymore. 53 00:03:57,843 --> 00:03:59,676 So how long will we be sitting here? 54 00:03:59,993 --> 00:04:01,327 Long time. 55 00:04:01,718 --> 00:04:04,822 My mother knows that one day she must let me go run free little one 56 00:04:05,025 --> 00:04:06,407 But he doesn't want to today or in the near future. 57 00:04:06,605 --> 00:04:09,622 Then the parental witness protection program began. 58 00:04:09,794 --> 00:04:12,921 Honey, he has to go to school and I have to go to work 59 00:04:12,977 --> 00:04:14,950 So we do this as a family or I'll take it myself. 60 00:04:15,405 --> 00:04:17,110 How important is kindergarten 61 00:04:17,112 --> 00:04:19,740 62 00:04:19,760 --> 00:04:22,075 63 00:04:22,100 --> 00:04:24,505 I can not remember. Can you? 64 00:04:24,848 --> 00:04:26,008 not the point. 65 00:04:26,040 --> 00:04:27,508 What's the point? 66 00:04:27,748 --> 00:04:29,859 The point is... we can't protect it forever. 67 00:04:30,032 --> 00:04:30,920 Why not? 68 00:04:31,027 --> 00:04:32,245 This is not healthy 69 00:04:32,345 --> 00:04:34,472 Healthier than not protecting it. 70 00:04:34,672 --> 00:04:38,439 Honey, he... must be around kids. 71 00:04:38,639 --> 00:04:40,639 He should start developing social skills. 72 00:04:40,023 --> 00:04:44,464 - Why? - Oh... this is crazy. I took him in. 73 00:04:50,661 --> 00:04:52,481 Come on! Let's go. 74 00:04:53,482 --> 00:04:54,482 Atta girl. 75 00:04:55,923 --> 00:04:57,061 Have you come? 76 00:04:57,309 --> 00:05:00,770 No... I want him to remember you leaving. 77 00:05:04,190 --> 00:05:06,749 Extortion is an interesting thing if you use it properly. 78 00:05:06,972 --> 00:05:09,216 My mother has a black belt in it. 79 00:05:34,037 --> 00:05:35,548 My mother wants to be a dancer. 80 00:05:35,622 --> 00:05:36,728 But he will tell you about that later. 81 00:05:36,837 --> 00:05:40,451 Let's just say the expectations are too high. 82 00:05:58,862 --> 00:06:03,192 They hug us so tightly that you can almost hear the air escaping from our tiny little body. 83 00:06:03,255 --> 00:06:06,130 - You are amazing. - You're brilliant, brilliant! 84 00:06:06,185 --> 00:06:07,032 Isn't he brilliant? Yes! 85 00:06:07,206 --> 00:06:09,038 We are terrible. Move. 86 00:06:13,806 --> 00:06:15,559 Hey, honey... how are you feeling? 87 00:06:16,712 --> 00:06:18,068 Come on, honey. Here, drink this. 88 00:06:19,098 --> 00:06:22,292 Come on, make you feel better. Promise. 89 00:06:22,442 --> 00:06:25,016 My parents love me more than life itself. 90 00:06:26,979 --> 00:06:30,894 But that my mother who really would do it cut her right arm if I asked for it. 91 00:06:31,140 --> 00:06:32,707 Not sure why 92 00:06:32,757 --> 00:06:33,907 But you got the picture. 93 00:06:33,957 --> 00:06:37,700 Let's go to good things. Let's go to where my life really starts, ok? 94 00:06:43,751 --> 00:06:45,050 This is a very important day. 95 00:06:45,743 --> 00:06:48,100 This is when suddenly something starts falling into place. 96 00:06:48,188 --> 00:06:50,148 Our little girl... is an adult. 97 00:06:50,395 --> 00:06:51,399 First day of high school. 98 00:06:51,620 --> 00:06:53,938 Janie, the whole world is at your feet. 99 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:56,838 Dadà 100 00:06:56,922 --> 00:06:57,744 Momà 101 00:06:57,806 --> 00:06:58,884 I have to go. 102 00:06:58,900 --> 00:07:01,435 Let your father and I share this moment with you. 103 00:07:01,670 --> 00:07:05,870 104 00:07:05,974 --> 00:07:08,270 105 00:07:08,514 --> 00:07:10,360 106 00:07:10,400 --> 00:07:13,200 107 00:07:16,075 --> 00:07:17,075 108 00:07:17,076 --> 00:07:19,500 109 00:07:19,501 --> 00:07:21,101 110 00:07:24,797 --> 00:07:26,561 111 00:07:26,826 --> 00:07:27,777 112 00:07:28,003 --> 00:07:30,046 113 00:07:31,546 --> 00:07:33,546 114 00:07:55,055 --> 00:07:57,978 I am Ms. Walcott and I will be your English teacher through the first year of your cruel secondary school 115 00:07:57,999 --> 00:08:00,478 and I guarantee you will succeed through life experience 116 00:08:00,778 --> 00:08:03,446 Now, I am quite easy to get along with as long as you follow some of my simple rules One, if you show respect, I will show you 117 00:08:04,252 --> 00:08:08,873 and two, if there are questions, ask me 118 00:08:09,346 --> 00:08:12,867 and three, if you feel overwhelmed and need someone to talk to, you can talk to me. 119 00:08:13,043 --> 00:08:16,358 I know it's hard to believe 120 00:08:16,418 --> 00:08:21,802 121 00:08:21,993 --> 00:08:23,899 122 00:08:24,003 --> 00:08:27,416 but I'm not so old that I can't relate to what you might experience. 123 00:08:28,661 --> 00:08:32,933 So, let's open the book, huh? I want you to open page 424 124 00:08:33,513 --> 00:08:35,023 in "Lit Language" à 125 00:08:37,386 --> 00:08:39,999 The beauty of reading is that it's personal, 126 00:08:40,334 --> 00:08:41,902 that's your interpretation. 127 00:08:42,053 --> 00:08:43,643 That's what you think, that's what you feel, 128 00:08:43,643 --> 00:08:45,857 that's what you see 129 00:08:45,857 --> 00:08:47,530 and that's what makes it so magical. 130 00:08:47,530 --> 00:08:50,054 And I hope if you don't learn anything from me 131 00:08:51,172 --> 00:08:52,781 You learn to love words. 132 00:08:53,440 --> 00:08:56,147 They will save you someday Trust me. 133 00:08:59,361 --> 00:09:00,678 Good lunch! 134 00:09:04,291 --> 00:09:06,339 Jane, right here! 135 00:09:13,465 --> 00:09:15,243 I can't believe you're not in our class. 136 00:09:14,702 --> 00:09:16,500 Who will you get? 137 00:09:16,509 --> 00:09:18,609 Ms. Walcott. He is cool, anyway. 138 00:09:18,609 --> 00:09:19,909 He is my counselor as well. 139 00:09:20,509 --> 00:09:21,562 Your luck never ends. 140 00:09:22,076 --> 00:09:23,940 We have Mr. Speavek's bone head That's a new child. 141 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:29,123 Oh, is he cool or what? 142 00:09:30,302 --> 00:09:32,512 God! Jane, she's smiling at you! 143 00:09:35,922 --> 00:09:38,359 Why does he smile at you, why not me? 144 00:09:38,761 --> 00:09:40,746 Competition is poor quality. 145 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:43,249 What I can say honestly is not a problem for me. 146 00:09:43,249 --> 00:09:46,249 147 00:09:46,249 --> 00:09:48,711 Even though I have many other problems, is not one of them. 148 00:09:52,503 --> 00:09:54,246 Hi, I'm Ned. 149 00:09:54,946 --> 00:09:58,309 Elizabeth, Betsy, Claire, and Jane. 150 00:10:00,049 --> 00:10:01,760 Nice to meet you. 151 00:10:05,349 --> 00:10:09,365 Jane has a boyfriend, Jane has a boyfriend! 152 00:10:09,802 --> 00:10:12,477 Leave me alone, you dweeb. I am not interested in. 153 00:10:13,122 --> 00:10:15,896 You're an idiot then. He drooled positively. 154 00:10:15,949 --> 00:10:19,100 - So? - So don't be hampered. 155 00:10:19,135 --> 00:10:21,593 She's the sweetest guy I've ever seen here 156 00:10:21,593 --> 00:10:24,796 except Todd Burkin, captain of the football team 157 00:10:25,521 --> 00:10:27,332 who will I do after starting today. 158 00:10:28,752 --> 00:10:33,501 But back to you, we need to jump start your hormones. You are far behind. 159 00:10:34,047 --> 00:10:36,002 And that's where fingerpointing starts. 160 00:10:41,184 --> 00:10:43,831 -Brad, stop it. I'm doing homework. -So? 161 00:10:45,252 --> 00:10:47,132 -Mom! -What is it, honey? 162 00:10:47,661 --> 00:10:49,609 I'm here first. I have to do my homework. 163 00:10:50,216 --> 00:10:52,230 - Brad, turn off Nintendo. - Well, why? 164 00:10:52,944 --> 00:10:55,292 - Your brother is studying. - He always gets his way. 165 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:57,350 You go take a shower for dinner. 166 00:10:57,816 --> 00:10:59,520 A girl should be, so you will be better for me. 167 00:11:01,316 --> 00:11:03,389 -Best... -You have become a beautiful girl. 168 00:11:03,745 --> 00:11:04,412 Jane! 169 00:11:08,114 --> 00:11:10,088 As you know, I don't care about my sister I don't even know why, but I think it's mandatory. 170 00:11:10,392 --> 00:11:12,579 Janie, be better for your brother! 171 00:11:14,955 --> 00:11:16,512 Why? 172 00:11:16,512 --> 00:11:17,512 Need help with your homework? 173 00:11:20,823 --> 00:11:21,935 Yes, that's Mathematics. 174 00:11:22,442 --> 00:11:23,866 Sorry, I can't help you there. 175 00:11:24,567 --> 00:11:26,963 How did you get through it at school? 176 00:11:27,306 --> 00:11:28,804 I don't. 177 00:11:29,155 --> 00:11:30,167 What do you master? 178 00:11:30,807 --> 00:11:31,828 Mmmm... English... Recess... 179 00:11:33,708 --> 00:11:36,586 You're much smarter than I am at your age 180 00:11:38,109 --> 00:11:40,323 You will do it well. 181 00:11:41,346 --> 00:11:42,554 I don't think so. 182 00:11:43,446 --> 00:11:44,554 What did you say this Saturday... both of us 183 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:48,374 184 00:11:48,492 --> 00:11:52,006 only girls, do a little shopping, go to the movies 185 00:11:53,358 --> 00:11:54,926 Only chillà 186 00:11:55,945 --> 00:11:57,251 Isn't that an expression, just cold? 187 00:11:58,128 --> 00:12:00,391 No... It hangs... 188 00:12:00,391 --> 00:12:01,391 oh, hang 189 00:12:01,545 --> 00:12:02,368 What are you saying? 190 00:12:03,250 --> 00:12:06,906 I will say you are a bomb. 191 00:12:06,906 --> 00:12:09,906 Oh, I'm da bomb. Oh, I'm da bomb. Big! 192 00:12:10,408 --> 00:12:14,409 And at that time, I really meant all my little heart. 193 00:12:16,627 --> 00:12:18,383 So, how do you like middle school? 194 00:12:19,357 --> 00:12:20,402 It's okay. 195 00:12:20,996 --> 00:12:22,397 What is it compared to? Dental surgery? 196 00:12:23,056 --> 00:12:24,522 Bob, you just feel happy because you don't have to pass it again. 197 00:12:24,522 --> 00:12:25,947 198 00:12:25,947 --> 00:12:28,446 If your mind can go back that far, if you really remember. 199 00:12:28,446 --> 00:12:31,964 That's very rude, you know, new child, new teacher. 200 00:12:32,302 --> 00:12:34,186 Don't know where to go, new questions. 201 00:12:34,674 --> 00:12:35,444 Brad, dinner! 202 00:12:36,533 --> 00:12:39,369 Dear, we have to start planning your sixteen sweet party 203 00:12:39,951 --> 00:12:41,260 Why? It's been months! 204 00:12:41,799 --> 00:12:44,549 You never start too early planning a very important event. 205 00:12:46,223 --> 00:12:47,715 Well I really don't want to party. 206 00:12:47,923 --> 00:12:49,967 What? Everyone wants a sweet party of sixteen! 207 00:12:50,236 --> 00:12:51,501 Everyone except me. 208 00:13:02,588 --> 00:13:06,500 I don't know especially teenage girls 209 00:13:06,525 --> 00:13:08,601 don't want to have a sweet party of sixteen. 210 00:13:08,609 --> 00:13:10,284 You know, that's what every child must have. 211 00:13:10,286 --> 00:13:11,602 Wait a minute, who are you? 212 00:13:11,602 --> 00:13:14,602 Janice whom I have known all this time has never done anything expected of her. 213 00:13:14,781 --> 00:13:17,250 Yes, what happened to 'the hell with community girls, 214 00:13:17,252 --> 00:13:18,815 do we all know and love? 215 00:13:18,941 --> 00:13:20,500 He becomes 'mutha'. 216 00:13:21,168 --> 00:13:22,300 A 'mutha'? 217 00:13:23,188 --> 00:13:25,188 Jane Fonda, meet Nancy Raegan. 218 00:13:25,809 --> 00:13:27,912 Woo..Ouch! It's cold 219 00:13:27,912 --> 00:13:29,512 That's... but accurate 220 00:13:35,671 --> 00:13:37,175 How did you do it on the Mathematics test? 221 00:13:37,784 --> 00:13:41,357 Hum... I think I'll issue C. 222 00:13:41,865 --> 00:13:43,774 I'm very proud of you! 223 00:13:43,774 --> 00:13:45,974 You are the only member of this family that has not failed in mathematics. 224 00:13:46,518 --> 00:13:47,538 Thank you. 225 00:13:48,978 --> 00:13:50,835 So, is there a funny guy at this school? 226 00:13:51,109 --> 00:13:52,997 Mom, I'm just starting to go there. 227 00:13:53,321 --> 00:13:54,471 S fine. 228 00:13:55,152 --> 00:13:57,058 Do you have a boyfriend in middle school? 229 00:13:59,618 --> 00:14:00,574 Yes. 230 00:14:01,330 --> 00:14:04,190 When did you first have sex? 231 00:14:04,290 --> 00:14:05,465 Excuse me? 232 00:14:05,465 --> 00:14:06,898 I know you know the answer. 233 00:14:07,238 --> 00:14:09,529 Yes I understand. I only tried to remember it. I am 21 years old. 234 00:14:10,581 --> 00:14:11,609 You're a liar like that. 235 00:14:11,709 --> 00:14:13,091 Yes, right. 236 00:14:13,091 --> 00:14:14,353 Do you always want to have children? 237 00:14:14,807 --> 00:14:17,118 Far back as I remember. 238 00:14:17,935 --> 00:14:19,451 Why don't you keep dancing? 239 00:14:19,899 --> 00:14:21,662 I'm not very good at that 240 00:14:21,662 --> 00:14:24,662 Then I tried to be a writer, I don't have the passion for that. 241 00:14:24,790 --> 00:14:26,660 What I really like is being a mother. 242 00:14:27,267 --> 00:14:29,438 The best job in the world. 243 00:14:29,870 --> 00:14:31,429 I'm kind of happy you're not good at anything Please help me, the next Math test, just exit B. 244 00:14:33,471 --> 00:14:36,626 I will try 245 00:14:38,367 --> 00:14:39,406 Thank you very much! 246 00:14:39,406 --> 00:14:40,406 The task of your reading is will be 'Crime and Punishment'. 247 00:14:41,850 --> 00:14:44,316 I'm kidding! 248 00:14:45,902 --> 00:14:48,362 Good. 249 00:14:49,362 --> 00:14:50,346 Sorry I'm late. 250 00:14:52,146 --> 00:14:53,846 251 00:14:53,846 --> 00:14:56,046 Paper work takes longer than I planned. 252 00:14:55,846 --> 00:14:58,325 It's okay. Sit behind. 253 00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:02,012 So as I said, 254 00:15:02,313 --> 00:15:04,612 We will find something interesting for you to read. 255 00:15:07,562 --> 00:15:09,270 Hi, I'm Taylor 256 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:11,071 Hi, I'm Jane 257 00:15:11,271 --> 00:15:12,242 Hi Jane! 258 00:15:14,613 --> 00:15:17,780 He is different, smarter, wiser 259 00:15:18,170 --> 00:15:18,890 Maybe that's just because 260 00:15:18,900 --> 00:15:20,200 he's not from here. 261 00:15:21,015 --> 00:15:22,600 But maybe it's just him I don't know but I will go with the last one. 262 00:15:23,361 --> 00:15:25,550 And I have to know 263 00:15:25,600 --> 00:15:27,300 because Taylor will change my life. 264 00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:29,044 Hi! 265 00:15:36,374 --> 00:15:37,598 I don't mean to scare you. 266 00:15:37,698 --> 00:15:40,000 267 00:15:40,500 --> 00:15:41,500 You don't. 268 00:15:42,196 --> 00:15:45,315 I'm a little left behind in what book, We need a number of assignments. 269 00:15:45,320 --> 00:15:46,970 Do you think you can fill me up? 270 00:15:47,915 --> 00:15:48,830 Sure 271 00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:50,148 Good 272 00:15:51,745 --> 00:15:52,807 You are my savior. 273 00:15:52,807 --> 00:15:54,807 No, I won't go that far. 274 00:16:04,813 --> 00:16:07,196 Hi what are you doing? 275 00:16:07,996 --> 00:16:09,222 Oh, this is Taylor, 276 00:16:09,232 --> 00:16:10,522 he just moved here 277 00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:12,522 So I only helped him pursue his task. 278 00:16:13,545 --> 00:16:15,191 This is Elizabeth, Betsy, and Claire. 279 00:16:16,045 --> 00:16:16,995 Hi 280 00:16:17,345 --> 00:16:19,331 Going to the movies tonight, do you want to come? 281 00:16:19,795 --> 00:16:21,645 Oh I can't. I have to take care of my sister See you tomorrow. 282 00:16:23,472 --> 00:16:24,333 283 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:30,647 Hey, is it okay if I come tonight? 284 00:16:30,747 --> 00:16:32,709 We can discuss the rest. 285 00:16:33,174 --> 00:16:35,477 Yes, around 8 o'clock? 286 00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:36,477 Sure 287 00:16:43,766 --> 00:16:45,980 Excuse me, this is bulletin night. 288 00:16:45,980 --> 00:16:47,980 Answer the door. 289 00:16:52,978 --> 00:16:55,000 - Hey - Hi, you two look good. 290 00:16:55,027 --> 00:16:55,907 Oh, thank you. 291 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:56,980 Are you two dating? 292 00:16:56,987 --> 00:16:58,760 I'm not the type, I'm wrong in height. 293 00:16:58,860 --> 00:17:01,000 Hahaha, funny. 294 00:17:01,030 --> 00:17:02,480 Hi, Brad. 295 00:17:03,442 --> 00:17:04,442 What's this, Halloween? 296 00:17:04,859 --> 00:17:06,990 Oh, I forgot to tell you there is a new girl in the school that came 297 00:17:06,998 --> 00:17:09,590 so I can help him pursue class work. 298 00:17:11,137 --> 00:17:12,753 -Hello. -Hi, I'm Taylor. 299 00:17:12,989 --> 00:17:14,994 Hi, Taylor, I'm Janice, Jane's mother. 300 00:17:15,849 --> 00:17:19,117 This is Jimmy and Beth. This is Taylor. 301 00:17:19,264 --> 00:17:21,045 - Hi. - Hi, Taylor. 302 00:17:21,724 --> 00:17:23,075 And who is on the couch in a comma... 303 00:17:23,078 --> 00:17:24,800 staring at the screen is Brad. 304 00:17:24,905 --> 00:17:26,100 Brad! 305 00:17:26,770 --> 00:17:27,961 Robert, this is Taylor. 306 00:17:28,381 --> 00:17:30,170 This is their Jane friend going to do homework together. 307 00:17:30,349 --> 00:17:31,481 Large. Hi, Taylor. 308 00:17:32,073 --> 00:17:33,512 Be your Taylor from around here. 309 00:17:33,710 --> 00:17:35,013 Janice, we really don't have time. 310 00:17:35,148 --> 00:17:36,256 Yes, right, we have a minute. 311 00:17:36,543 --> 00:17:37,780 What did your parents do? 312 00:17:38,415 --> 00:17:39,950 My parents divorced when I was 6 years old 313 00:17:40,064 --> 00:17:43,148 and I live with my mother, she works full time for a telephone company. 314 00:17:43,174 --> 00:17:44,472 Do you have a brother? 315 00:17:44,509 --> 00:17:46,333 -Mother... -Jane, it's okay. I can accept it. 316 00:17:47,105 --> 00:17:48,922 So anyone has a question? 317 00:17:48,991 --> 00:17:50,451 Yes, how many pets? 318 00:17:50,461 --> 00:17:51,851 Funny, very funny... 319 00:17:51,851 --> 00:17:54,851 The number where we are in the fridge if you need us. Just in case. 320 00:17:54,852 --> 00:17:55,952 - See you dear. - Goodbye, ma'am. 321 00:17:56,540 --> 00:17:57,377 Goodbye honey. 322 00:17:58,536 --> 00:18:01,500 - Goodbye, Sports! - See you Brad, it's not too late! 323 00:18:01,600 --> 00:18:03,700 Brad, turn it off. I have a friend. 324 00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:05,220 Who cares? 325 00:18:05,949 --> 00:18:08,513 Play your computer 'coz next time I won't target so high. 326 00:18:11,186 --> 00:18:12,195 Sorry, I thought he was adopted. 327 00:18:12,641 --> 00:18:14,344 Yes, definitely rough... 328 00:18:15,940 --> 00:18:18,912 But even having a jerk like a younger brother is better than not having it at all. 329 00:18:22,903 --> 00:18:26,036 You go to middle school 330 00:18:26,037 --> 00:18:29,436 full of fear and excitement 331 00:18:29,546 --> 00:18:33,253 so many emotions that your body can barely handle everything goes past it And then it worsens only when you think it can't be more complicated Why do I not like my friends? 332 00:18:33,691 --> 00:18:35,986 Why don't I like the others? 333 00:18:35,986 --> 00:18:37,264 Why can't I be like a boy named Ned? 334 00:18:37,264 --> 00:18:39,516 335 00:18:39,949 --> 00:18:41,060 I'm in trouble. 336 00:18:41,434 --> 00:18:43,113 Big, big problem. 337 00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:44,879 I have a crush on a girl. 338 00:19:01,503 --> 00:19:02,673 Hey, Jane! 339 00:19:02,691 --> 00:19:04,883 Oh hey, you know Taylor right? 340 00:19:04,983 --> 00:19:05,395 Yes. 341 00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:07,295 - Hi. - How are you? 342 00:19:07,395 --> 00:19:08,380 Good. 343 00:19:08,680 --> 00:19:10,480 All right, see you later. 344 00:19:12,779 --> 00:19:14,357 Boy, does he have a crush on you? 345 00:19:14,388 --> 00:19:16,021 No, he doesn't. 346 00:19:16,021 --> 00:19:17,021 Yes, right. 347 00:19:17,699 --> 00:19:19,079 I don't blame him. 348 00:19:24,096 --> 00:19:26,347 Does anyone have difficulty with "Wuthering height"? 349 00:19:26,896 --> 00:19:28,109 Kate? 350 00:19:28,109 --> 00:19:31,330 I think it's hard to read, because it's very sad. 351 00:19:30,943 --> 00:19:33,600 Anything else? Grant? 352 00:19:33,605 --> 00:19:36,528 I think it's too much love and should have more stories Jane? 353 00:19:38,697 --> 00:19:39,583 I think all the greatest stories have ever been written about love no matter what plot they pack... 354 00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:44,564 Jane's right, 355 00:19:44,564 --> 00:19:46,564 love is complicated 356 00:19:47,935 --> 00:19:48,779 and with that sadness 357 00:19:49,304 --> 00:19:50,811 is extraordinary beauty. 358 00:19:51,238 --> 00:19:52,678 But what about next time, 359 00:19:53,012 --> 00:19:54,460 I will give you something a little more fun to read Jane, what are you doing here? 360 00:19:55,308 --> 00:19:56,545 Well, you're not in school yet and I called several times... I'm worried. 361 00:19:56,545 --> 00:19:59,545 362 00:20:14,344 --> 00:20:15,837 363 00:20:17,274 --> 00:20:18,944 364 00:20:19,223 --> 00:20:21,443 365 00:20:22,853 --> 00:20:24,962 I want to come and see if you are okay. 366 00:20:27,122 --> 00:20:28,115 Are you okay? 367 00:20:28,132 --> 00:20:29,222 Yes I'm fine. 368 00:20:29,224 --> 00:20:31,322 I just can't come to school for a while Taylor? Taylor, where are you? 369 00:20:31,390 --> 00:20:34,660 You are not logged in now, You will be very sorry. 370 00:20:35,297 --> 00:20:38,385 do you hear me? I'm yours mother for god... 371 00:20:38,803 --> 00:20:42,250 Listen, you shouldn't come, ok? I will call you when I can. 372 00:20:42,550 --> 00:20:44,493 Taylor! 373 00:20:44,625 --> 00:20:45,625 At that time, I thank God for my mother. 374 00:20:52,695 --> 00:20:54,959 Maybe the reason Taylor seems so is far more mature than all of us 375 00:21:11,636 --> 00:21:15,066 376 00:21:15,223 --> 00:21:18,448 because he was forced to grow faster than all of us. 377 00:21:20,923 --> 00:21:22,301 Hey 378 00:21:22,301 --> 00:21:23,301 Hey 379 00:21:24,303 --> 00:21:27,885 Hummm, I wonder if maybe we can be together sometime, 380 00:21:28,557 --> 00:21:29,946 movie or something. 381 00:21:30,928 --> 00:21:32,401 Why can't I say huh? 382 00:21:33,032 --> 00:21:34,590 My life will be much easier. 383 00:21:35,563 --> 00:21:37,121 I like you, Ned, 384 00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:39,277 but... I don't really want to be a girlfriend now. 385 00:21:40,725 --> 00:21:42,972 It's okay. What about friends? 386 00:21:44,596 --> 00:21:45,458 Good 387 00:21:49,570 --> 00:21:51,501 Hey Jane. Why don't you talk? 388 00:21:52,292 --> 00:21:54,242 What can I say to you? 389 00:21:54,515 --> 00:21:56,194 Jane, what's wrong with you? 390 00:21:56,194 --> 00:21:57,194 None 391 00:21:57,194 --> 00:21:57,953 Hey Sport, want to pass salt? 392 00:21:57,953 --> 00:21:59,854 Well, there is a problem with you Because you have trapped everyone lately. 393 00:21:59,854 --> 00:22:00,854 I told you there was nothing wrong. 394 00:22:01,139 --> 00:22:02,681 I wish I could tell him 395 00:22:05,353 --> 00:22:06,670 that I have so many feelings flowing through me, 396 00:22:06,670 --> 00:22:08,670 things I don't even understand. 397 00:22:09,206 --> 00:22:10,788 But I can't tell him. 398 00:22:11,552 --> 00:22:13,166 I don't even know how to say it. 399 00:22:13,166 --> 00:22:15,166 - Can I be forgiven? - No, keep it and finish your dinner. 400 00:22:15,679 --> 00:22:17,854 I'm not hungry. 401 00:22:18,683 --> 00:22:19,516 You can go Jane. You are forgiven. 402 00:22:20,694 --> 00:22:22,198 If I say one thing 403 00:22:28,550 --> 00:22:29,941 don't weaken me and say something else. 404 00:22:29,941 --> 00:22:31,941 405 00:22:31,941 --> 00:22:33,721 Why do you always have to have the last word? 406 00:22:34,124 --> 00:22:35,000 Not me. 407 00:22:41,030 --> 00:22:41,924 Please enter. 408 00:22:45,006 --> 00:22:46,874 I might have let you go to your room. 409 00:22:48,549 --> 00:22:49,558 But I'm upset. 410 00:22:50,932 --> 00:22:53,186 You haven't been yourself lately... I'm worried about you. 411 00:22:53,609 --> 00:22:58,014 I know you did it. It's just a growing pain. 412 00:22:58,680 --> 00:22:59,892 You know you can tell me anything. 413 00:23:02,263 --> 00:23:03,632 You might find this hard to believe but I really experienced this myself once. 414 00:23:03,632 --> 00:23:05,632 I'm your mother, I'm your friend, I just want to help you. 415 00:23:07,317 --> 00:23:09,143 It's okay. 416 00:23:09,592 --> 00:23:10,423 Don't worry 417 00:23:11,151 --> 00:23:12,229 418 00:23:15,522 --> 00:23:17,635 Your friend, Taylor is here. Are you for company? 419 00:23:18,069 --> 00:23:18,543 Yes 420 00:23:18,543 --> 00:23:22,543 You must have been blind not seeing me burning in Taylor's name. 421 00:23:22,543 --> 00:23:24,543 But thank you god parents doesn't have a clue sometimes. 422 00:23:24,543 --> 00:23:27,701 If a child is drunk or jazzed and falls in front of them they will convince themselves it's an inner ear problem. 423 00:23:27,701 --> 00:23:30,701 Hi. 424 00:23:44,710 --> 00:23:45,908 Hi. 425 00:23:45,908 --> 00:23:46,908 Are you okay? 426 00:23:46,908 --> 00:23:48,682 No 427 00:23:49,277 --> 00:23:50,088 I know my mother is having a hard time 428 00:24:08,498 --> 00:24:10,266 take care of me and meeting needs 429 00:24:10,889 --> 00:24:12,000 but 430 00:24:12,699 --> 00:24:16,016 never gets better. 431 00:24:16,582 --> 00:24:17,535 He blames me for divorce. 432 00:24:18,161 --> 00:24:19,814 433 00:24:21,643 --> 00:24:23,299 434 00:24:25,767 --> 00:24:27,381 When he looks at me 435 00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:30,153 he saw him 436 00:24:32,320 --> 00:24:34,215 and he went crazy ME... 437 00:24:38,112 --> 00:24:38,982 I can take a punch 438 00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:41,685 if I know that one day it might stop. 439 00:24:41,685 --> 00:24:43,685 You will be fine. 440 00:24:56,108 --> 00:24:57,408 Does this make me gay? 441 00:25:51,590 --> 00:25:54,016 No 442 00:25:54,018 --> 00:25:54,808 This is just a crush on the innocent, a phase. 443 00:25:54,808 --> 00:25:57,857 At least that's what I keep telling myself. 444 00:25:57,857 --> 00:26:00,400 But I also know that is the first moment in my life that I once felt connected with someone. 445 00:26:00,409 --> 00:26:03,000 What did you say I picked you up after school? we go somewhere... 446 00:26:03,001 --> 00:26:05,500 Like where? 447 00:26:09,541 --> 00:26:11,395 448 00:26:12,213 --> 00:26:12,950 449 00:26:12,990 --> 00:26:14,950 I don't know. Wherever you want. 450 00:26:15,250 --> 00:26:17,448 Oh, I can't. I have a plan with Taylor. 451 00:26:18,524 --> 00:26:20,731 Don't get me wrong, I really like Taylor... 452 00:26:20,732 --> 00:26:22,541 But what happened to Elizabeth, Besty, and Claire? 453 00:26:22,541 --> 00:26:24,200 You almost never see them again. 454 00:26:24,202 --> 00:26:26,113 They are still my friends. I only... 455 00:26:26,123 --> 00:26:27,613 have a new one. 456 00:26:57,386 --> 00:26:58,810 I know I hurt my old friends but they will never be able to match Taylor. 457 00:26:58,810 --> 00:27:00,810 I have to choose, and with the feelings I have for him He will definitely win. 458 00:27:01,424 --> 00:27:03,700 I am very glad I moved here. 459 00:27:03,702 --> 00:27:04,604 I also. 460 00:27:13,535 --> 00:27:14,982 461 00:27:16,650 --> 00:27:17,425 462 00:27:22,187 --> 00:27:24,633 Do you think Taylor is very mature for his age? 463 00:27:25,189 --> 00:27:26,179 Not really. 464 00:27:26,563 --> 00:27:29,886 Mmmm, I think Jane has spent far too much time with her. 465 00:27:29,991 --> 00:27:31,000 This is not healthy. 466 00:27:31,002 --> 00:27:32,241 Why, they are friends. 467 00:27:32,254 --> 00:27:36,941 Well he hasn't seen another friend... dating... he's almost 16 years old, for God's sake. 468 00:27:37,269 --> 00:27:38,615 Can we talk about this next time? 469 00:27:38,617 --> 00:27:42,149 He has to go out with a boy. He should give us a heart attack now. 470 00:27:42,152 --> 00:27:44,677 Yes, fine. You are not will win me to your side. 471 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,177 I don't. Why? 472 00:27:46,177 --> 00:27:50,177 Because I prefer that Jane never dating a boy as long as she lives. 473 00:27:50,177 --> 00:27:51,172 You only... 474 00:27:51,699 --> 00:27:52,905 You know what boys want. 475 00:27:52,905 --> 00:27:54,905 What's your name again? 476 00:27:56,287 --> 00:27:57,631 Final is near. 477 00:27:57,631 --> 00:27:59,981 If you need help learning, just ask. 478 00:28:00,079 --> 00:28:02,792 And I will stay late and help you. So, tell me I'm fine? 479 00:28:05,463 --> 00:28:06,650 I love you too. 480 00:28:07,226 --> 00:28:09,246 No matter how much they like Ms. Walcott Children are like Pavlovia dogs. When they hear the bell, they have to leave. 481 00:28:09,246 --> 00:28:12,246 So my mom is out of town tonight, do you want to come? 482 00:28:13,150 --> 00:28:15,436 Sure. 483 00:28:16,417 --> 00:28:17,054 484 00:28:21,793 --> 00:28:24,500 It would be better if you tell me before I make dinner that you won't go home for that. 485 00:28:24,505 --> 00:28:26,500 What's the problem? 486 00:28:26,524 --> 00:28:27,542 What's the problem? 487 00:28:28,188 --> 00:28:29,227 I cook all day for this family that is part of you. 488 00:28:29,227 --> 00:28:31,227 You cook every night... Like I said, what's big? 489 00:28:31,894 --> 00:28:34,449 Excuse me, what's big? 490 00:28:34,455 --> 00:28:36,184 You only watch your tone with me, young woman. 491 00:28:37,360 --> 00:28:38,935 Boys, you turn into smart donkeys. 492 00:28:38,935 --> 00:28:42,135 You have never been like this when you were around your other friends. 493 00:28:42,235 --> 00:28:43,935 What? Do you want to blame this on Taylor? 494 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,370 495 00:28:46,495 --> 00:28:48,500 You know what you can't stand is I prefer to be with him... 496 00:28:48,500 --> 00:28:49,689 than you. 497 00:29:02,670 --> 00:29:03,727 What did I do there? 498 00:29:04,023 --> 00:29:06,026 I still have time to go. He will never know. 499 00:29:06,782 --> 00:29:08,823 I can just say I'm food poisoning 500 00:29:09,323 --> 00:29:11,516 or cramps That's good... cramps. 501 00:29:12,289 --> 00:29:13,590 Who am I kidding? 502 00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:15,328 I want to be there, ready or not. 503 00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:44,428 Are you sure you want to do this? 504 00:29:46,315 --> 00:29:47,221 No 505 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:50,400 Do you want me to stop? 506 00:29:53,494 --> 00:29:54,509 No 507 00:30:06,721 --> 00:30:09,125 I am very afraid that I think I will get a heart attack... 508 00:30:09,675 --> 00:30:10,926 I want him to stop... 509 00:30:12,324 --> 00:30:14,422 No, I'm not... Yes I did... 510 00:30:16,430 --> 00:30:17,709 No, I'm not... 511 00:30:39,674 --> 00:30:42,499 It's quite difficult to have sex for the first time with anyone but when you do it with a girl... 512 00:30:42,499 --> 00:30:44,499 You only asked for it. 513 00:30:44,499 --> 00:30:45,583 Hey 514 00:30:50,490 --> 00:30:51,781 Are you okay? 515 00:30:52,927 --> 00:30:54,057 No 516 00:30:56,257 --> 00:30:57,511 I think what happened was a mistake and that shouldn't happen. 517 00:30:57,511 --> 00:31:01,511 Why? 518 00:31:02,213 --> 00:31:02,805 I don't know, because it's not normal? 519 00:31:03,958 --> 00:31:06,175 So what is normal? 520 00:31:06,802 --> 00:31:07,898 I think... 521 00:31:09,991 --> 00:31:10,866 going out with a boy? 522 00:31:11,274 --> 00:31:12,625 523 00:31:13,372 --> 00:31:16,325 And if you go with a girl You might be gay, which I don't think I am... 524 00:31:16,386 --> 00:31:18,004 GOOD. First of all it doesn't make you gay. 525 00:31:18,660 --> 00:31:20,387 And even if you are, what's the problem? 526 00:31:22,377 --> 00:31:23,952 Everything 527 00:31:24,834 --> 00:31:25,834 Good. 528 00:31:25,834 --> 00:31:27,918 Back to your boring little friend. 529 00:32:06,747 --> 00:32:07,900 Are you okay? 530 00:32:09,738 --> 00:32:12,554 Can't you take me home? I feel unwell. 531 00:32:12,936 --> 00:32:13,729 Yes. Sure. 532 00:32:17,243 --> 00:32:20,081 ... his own life and his own friends, he just doesn't want to be near his mother anymore. 533 00:32:20,485 --> 00:32:22,720 Of course he doesn't want to be near you! 534 00:32:22,725 --> 00:32:25,832 I mean, he's a teenager, isn't he blaming him? 535 00:32:26,143 --> 00:32:27,396 Thank you for the kind words. 536 00:32:27,512 --> 00:32:30,987 Janice, none of us want to be around here our mothers when we are teenagers. 537 00:32:31,108 --> 00:32:31,986 This is different. 538 00:32:32,282 --> 00:32:33,561 - How do you do it? - I don't know I just hope he's still a baby Why? 539 00:32:34,095 --> 00:32:35,353 So he needs you? It hurts. 540 00:32:35,669 --> 00:32:37,231 I mean, you have to be happy about it He's a person with his own ideas and dreams and goals. 541 00:32:37,231 --> 00:32:39,231 Oh, I don't. 542 00:32:39,561 --> 00:32:43,431 Oh look on the bright side, you still have to suffocate Brad. 543 00:32:43,690 --> 00:32:45,500 She's a boy. 544 00:32:45,502 --> 00:32:46,320 He won't need his mother until he gets his first apartment 545 00:32:46,330 --> 00:32:48,620 546 00:32:48,784 --> 00:32:49,847 547 00:32:50,318 --> 00:32:52,557 548 00:32:52,557 --> 00:32:53,757 and need someone to decorate for him. 549 00:32:55,933 --> 00:32:58,639 You can laugh all you want but he's sick and I can't help him. 550 00:32:58,627 --> 00:32:59,600 and he doesn't want to talk to me. 551 00:32:59,739 --> 00:33:04,039 Well, maybe he needs to sort out things himself, and then he will talk to you. 552 00:33:04,050 --> 00:33:05,764 Yes, give him time 553 00:33:05,768 --> 00:33:07,740 I mean and take comfort in reality that you are the millionth mother to go through the same thing this week. 554 00:33:07,742 --> 00:33:11,764 And to think I'm used to enjoying this lunch. 555 00:33:12,031 --> 00:33:14,056 Checking 556 00:33:14,783 --> 00:33:16,372 Hi 557 00:33:20,986 --> 00:33:22,176 Hi. 558 00:33:25,077 --> 00:33:25,877 Can we talk? 559 00:33:27,774 --> 00:33:28,612 What about? 560 00:33:29,228 --> 00:33:30,174 About us. 561 00:33:31,447 --> 00:33:32,415 562 00:33:33,771 --> 00:33:35,527 I'm afraid of Taylor, I'm sorry. 563 00:33:36,504 --> 00:33:38,993 - I want another opportunity. - There is no us Jane. 564 00:33:40,311 --> 00:33:42,677 I want to be with people who believe they want to be with me. 565 00:33:53,098 --> 00:33:54,767 Come on Jane, come with me, okay? 566 00:34:07,184 --> 00:34:10,547 - Whatever Jane is, it will be fine. - No, it won't. 567 00:34:11,633 --> 00:34:13,483 You only need to be self-controlled. 568 00:34:14,263 --> 00:34:15,160 I can't. 569 00:34:16,137 --> 00:34:19,268 In a few moments, you will feel better with anything that makes you sad. 570 00:34:19,270 --> 00:34:20,858 You will see, things will change. 571 00:34:21,786 --> 00:34:23,148 I don't want to feel better. 572 00:34:24,546 --> 00:34:27,564 And when something happens it doesn't change. 573 00:34:29,876 --> 00:34:31,045 Do you want to talk about it? 574 00:34:33,784 --> 00:34:35,974 Well, you want to know what pisses me off? 575 00:34:36,858 --> 00:34:39,380 I slept with someone for the first time. 576 00:34:41,098 --> 00:34:42,905 It can be traumatic for everyone. 577 00:34:44,315 --> 00:34:46,613 No, I think it was more traumatic for me. 578 00:34:47,519 --> 00:34:48,941 We broke up. 579 00:34:49,600 --> 00:34:51,566 Is that what you want to do? 580 00:34:51,566 --> 00:34:52,091 No. 581 00:34:53,134 --> 00:34:55,524 But that's what I do because I am a coward. 582 00:34:56,023 --> 00:34:56,883 No you don't. 583 00:35:00,256 --> 00:35:02,251 In our first sexual experience 584 00:35:03,338 --> 00:35:07,791 we sometimes invest wisely and sometimes foolishly 585 00:35:07,791 --> 00:35:08,791 and that doesn't matter 586 00:35:09,258 --> 00:35:11,606 because ultimately the investment is the same 587 00:35:13,787 --> 00:35:15,482 but if you want to be with them 588 00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:16,859 You must tell them. 589 00:35:17,016 --> 00:35:17,942 I did it. 590 00:35:18,596 --> 00:35:19,945 They have moved. 591 00:35:21,029 --> 00:35:23,480 But if you don't try again you will never forgive yourself. 592 00:35:26,646 --> 00:35:27,938 My advice for you is... 593 00:35:28,792 --> 00:35:31,205 I will write to them 594 00:35:31,205 --> 00:35:33,205 and I will tell them why you did what you did and how you really feel. 595 00:35:48,001 --> 00:35:50,995 It's a shame you have to eat. 596 00:35:51,896 --> 00:35:52,907 I'm not hungry. 597 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:56,262 I know I know I know I sound like a broken record but... 598 00:35:57,274 --> 00:35:58,445 I just tried to help. 599 00:35:59,660 --> 00:36:01,074 Can't you tell me what happened? 600 00:36:01,348 --> 00:36:02,870 I just want to be left alone. 601 00:36:03,448 --> 00:36:04,570 Pleaseà 602 00:36:07,050 --> 00:36:07,601 good 603 00:36:16,855 --> 00:36:19,128 Taylor my life changed when I met you Only I am too stupid to see it. 604 00:36:19,864 --> 00:36:21,701 Actually I'm scared and I'm sorry for that. 605 00:36:22,043 --> 00:36:24,739 You took my breath and it scared me. 606 00:36:25,418 --> 00:36:27,618 I'm not afraid anymore and I want another opportunity. 607 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:30,999 Hey Jane 608 00:36:36,636 --> 00:36:37,686 Hey 609 00:36:37,690 --> 00:36:38,762 What is happening? 610 00:36:38,762 --> 00:36:40,162 None 611 00:36:40,524 --> 00:36:41,093 What happened to your friend, Taylor? 612 00:36:41,994 --> 00:36:43,577 I haven't seen you with him lately. 613 00:36:43,665 --> 00:36:45,305 He isn't there. 614 00:36:46,150 --> 00:36:47,002 I think he has a new friend, huh? 615 00:36:47,367 --> 00:36:48,846 I have to go. 616 00:36:51,522 --> 00:36:52,082 617 00:36:52,849 --> 00:36:55,229 I want to like them again but boys, they make it difficult. 618 00:36:59,004 --> 00:37:01,026 Now, will everyone behave? 619 00:37:01,677 --> 00:37:03,289 me. Not sure about him. 620 00:37:03,514 --> 00:37:05,842 Don't press your luck, Brad, that's really a bad idea. 621 00:37:06,061 --> 00:37:08,841 You want to live to see your fifteenth birthday, right, Sport? 622 00:37:09,842 --> 00:37:10,652 Goodbye now. 623 00:37:11,882 --> 00:37:12,714 Goodbye child. 624 00:37:20,287 --> 00:37:21,076 What? 625 00:37:47,873 --> 00:37:49,234 - Hi - Hi 626 00:37:51,097 --> 00:37:52,012 I got your letter. 627 00:37:53,247 --> 00:37:54,647 Can we talk privately? 628 00:37:55,684 --> 00:37:56,353 Yes 629 00:38:06,387 --> 00:38:08,531 No, I should know this will be difficult for you. 630 00:38:09,903 --> 00:38:10,964 For anyone 631 00:38:11,342 --> 00:38:13,654 and I'm sorry I consider it so personal. 632 00:38:14,868 --> 00:38:15,829 I am injured. 633 00:38:16,728 --> 00:38:19,345 but then I get your letter, that's... beautiful. 634 00:38:19,814 --> 00:38:21,831 I think you are dating someone else. 635 00:38:21,831 --> 00:38:23,831 There has never been anyone else. 636 00:38:36,316 --> 00:38:41,615 Whose brother is in the same class Little brother of our former friend Jane 637 00:38:41,615 --> 00:38:45,200 know the most disgusting thing about Jane. 638 00:38:45,892 --> 00:38:46,902 Say, say it! 639 00:38:47,752 --> 00:38:50,868 Someone saw Jane and Taylor kissing. 640 00:38:51,851 --> 00:38:52,858 Shut up! 641 00:38:52,858 --> 00:38:54,285 I swear. 642 00:38:58,461 --> 00:38:59,107 I will get it. 643 00:39:01,299 --> 00:39:02,164 Hello 644 00:39:03,367 --> 00:39:04,616 Yes here it is 645 00:39:06,464 --> 00:39:07,392 What? 646 00:39:08,071 --> 00:39:08,989 Who is this? 647 00:39:13,928 --> 00:39:14,873 Who is this? 648 00:39:16,601 --> 00:39:19,237 But... is this some kind of joke? Where... 649 00:39:22,227 --> 00:39:24,249 Who is this? Where did you hear something like that? Hello? 650 00:39:25,801 --> 00:39:27,558 When I say it's a phase, it's not phase. 651 00:39:27,939 --> 00:39:30,603 I'm gay, with or without Taylor. 652 00:39:31,061 --> 00:39:32,859 I know that for a long time. 653 00:39:33,666 --> 00:39:37,493 But what my mother didn't know was that I was exactly what I meant. 654 00:39:37,968 --> 00:39:39,102 Whether he likes it or not. 655 00:39:42,314 --> 00:39:43,698 What kind of person will do something like that? 656 00:39:44,068 --> 00:39:46,243 That might be just a small child making a joke phone call. 657 00:39:46,381 --> 00:39:49,477 No no no no no there is no child slander, that... 658 00:39:49,477 --> 00:39:51,877 Relax, this is just gossip. No, nothing. 659 00:39:51,885 --> 00:39:54,171 - Why does anyone say something like that? - I don't know Why does someone call a stranger and say "Your sixteen-year-old child is lesbian". 660 00:39:54,224 --> 00:39:58,190 Oh, people are very sick. 661 00:39:58,426 --> 00:39:59,706 Maybe... hum... 662 00:40:00,209 --> 00:40:01,106 Maybe... he's learning how to kiss. 663 00:40:03,254 --> 00:40:06,004 What? 664 00:40:06,149 --> 00:40:06,991 Girls do that, don't they? 665 00:40:07,491 --> 00:40:08,591 They practice. Maybe that's what he did. 666 00:40:08,691 --> 00:40:10,691 We have to ask him. 667 00:40:11,117 --> 00:40:11,296 Why do we have to make him sad with this ferocious lie? 668 00:40:11,300 --> 00:40:14,596 We have to protect it. 669 00:40:14,726 --> 00:40:16,066 670 00:40:16,365 --> 00:40:17,637 Whoever calls us... 671 00:40:18,137 --> 00:40:19,812 maybe start calling friends. 672 00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:26,946 Please enter. 673 00:40:29,604 --> 00:40:30,630 - Hi - Hi 674 00:40:34,410 --> 00:40:35,409 dear, we need to talk. 675 00:40:36,256 --> 00:40:37,202 yes 676 00:40:37,751 --> 00:40:38,800 We got a telephone call 677 00:40:39,261 --> 00:40:40,792 Very annoying phone calls 678 00:40:41,335 --> 00:40:42,535 And... 679 00:40:43,381 --> 00:40:46,966 We know it's not true, but... we feel we have to talk to you about that 680 00:40:46,966 --> 00:40:48,743 because, um... 681 00:40:49,560 --> 00:40:50,943 We feel we must warn you. 682 00:40:52,421 --> 00:40:54,210 What do I warn about? 683 00:41:00,031 --> 00:41:00,545 What? 684 00:41:02,952 --> 00:41:05,397 We don't know who is calling, baby, but... 685 00:41:07,093 --> 00:41:08,367 They say that... 686 00:41:08,934 --> 00:41:10,001 You are a lesbian. 687 00:41:13,362 --> 00:41:15,433 They say someone has seen you kiss Taylor... 688 00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:17,722 We know it's just fierce gossip. 689 00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:24,239 You can tell by the way he says it, the thought comes out of the question. 690 00:41:26,334 --> 00:41:29,591 I'm frozen with fear, I want to be very bad to tell the truth 691 00:41:30,319 --> 00:41:33,783 but I was very afraid of losing my parents. 692 00:41:33,783 --> 00:41:35,783 I can't speak. 693 00:41:36,782 --> 00:41:37,743 Is that possible... 694 00:41:38,187 --> 00:41:40,058 that you kiss Taylor, 695 00:41:40,182 --> 00:41:41,959 that... you... 696 00:41:42,539 --> 00:41:45,184 practice with him? 697 00:41:45,184 --> 00:41:47,084 Yes... that's what we did. 698 00:41:55,436 --> 00:41:58,078 That won't happen again 699 00:42:00,334 --> 00:42:01,637 Alright... 700 00:42:05,285 --> 00:42:07,001 701 00:42:08,269 --> 00:42:10,161 We don't mean to make you angry, honey, but... 702 00:42:10,697 --> 00:42:13,200 there are some truly evil people in this world. 703 00:42:13,266 --> 00:42:14,886 Don't worry about that, baby. 704 00:42:14,967 --> 00:42:17,806 We love you. Goodnight Sweetheart. 705 00:42:18,207 --> 00:42:19,997 Sweet dreams. 706 00:42:20,809 --> 00:42:21,432 Good evening. 707 00:42:28,604 --> 00:42:30,246 I used the word "coward" before 708 00:42:30,935 --> 00:42:33,865 but I never really understood what it meant until then. 709 00:42:34,509 --> 00:42:37,625 I am embarrassed by my feelings because of what others think I made myself sick. 710 00:42:38,659 --> 00:42:40,132 Come in, baby. 711 00:42:49,273 --> 00:42:50,466 You don't look good. 712 00:42:51,398 --> 00:42:52,790 Ok... tell me what happened? 713 00:43:01,392 --> 00:43:03,619 714 00:43:06,930 --> 00:43:11,556 My mother got this anonymous phone call said they saw me kissing a girl 715 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:13,924 And I told him that was not true. 716 00:43:16,516 --> 00:43:17,787 Okay, you lost me. 717 00:43:18,214 --> 00:43:20,089 It sounds like you have no problem. 718 00:43:21,723 --> 00:43:22,987 I lied to him. 719 00:43:24,621 --> 00:43:25,983 I kiss a girl, 720 00:43:26,274 --> 00:43:27,697 I sleep with a girl, 721 00:43:28,342 --> 00:43:31,141 but the way... he talks about it... 722 00:43:31,241 --> 00:43:34,211 I know if I tell him the truth, that he will hate me. 723 00:43:38,386 --> 00:43:40,253 I think I'm gay Jimmy. 724 00:43:42,772 --> 00:43:43,876 It's okay. 725 00:43:44,560 --> 00:43:46,952 Sometimes it's easier not to tell the truth 726 00:43:47,634 --> 00:43:49,226 Don't be too hard on yourself. 727 00:43:49,226 --> 00:43:50,745 I don't know what to do. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEE level E they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they they EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE their EEEEEE 00: 43: 51,941 -> 00:43 : 54,086 You are the only gay person I have ever known. 728 00:43:54,267 --> 00:43:55,282 Don't worry. 729 00:43:55,590 --> 00:43:56,950 That happened to all of us. 730 00:43:57,569 --> 00:44:00,860 The first time someone suspects or calls us names. 731 00:44:01,157 --> 00:44:03,331 This is a "don't ask-don't tell" moment. 732 00:44:03,568 --> 00:44:05,495 What if my parents know? 733 00:44:06,032 --> 00:44:09,425 If people know? They will all hate me. 734 00:44:09,924 --> 00:44:11,595 dear, I'm black and I'm gay. 735 00:44:11,820 --> 00:44:14,269 They hate me more than they hate you. 736 00:44:19,152 --> 00:44:20,203 Now what are you doing? 737 00:44:20,716 --> 00:44:22,378 You get thick skin. 738 00:44:23,151 --> 00:44:26,737 I have had one since I was a baby. Because I have to have it. 739 00:44:27,483 --> 00:44:29,728 I don't take it personally anymore. 740 00:44:29,976 --> 00:44:32,732 Because I know it's based on on ignorance and fear 741 00:44:32,942 --> 00:44:36,255 and it's not even about me, really, it's about them. 742 00:44:38,560 --> 00:44:40,396 I don't want to hurt my mother. 743 00:44:43,287 --> 00:44:46,031 But I don't know how long I can keep this a secret. 744 00:44:46,792 --> 00:44:48,319 You will know when the time is right. 745 00:44:52,584 --> 00:44:54,255 Maybe that will be fine. 746 00:44:55,464 --> 00:44:58,903 And you have been friends with my mother for a long time and she accepted you 747 00:44:59,152 --> 00:45:00,785 Yes, but you are the baby. 748 00:45:01,256 --> 00:45:04,735 Mother and daughter about as complex as she got Jimmy please don't tell me mother what I told you. 749 00:45:09,519 --> 00:45:12,262 Not a word. 750 00:45:14,602 --> 00:45:15,948 I'm really glad Jimmy is in the world. 751 00:45:25,730 --> 00:45:27,948 It's okay Jane, keep going. 752 00:45:32,639 --> 00:45:34,706 753 00:45:35,725 --> 00:45:37,835 - Hey lesbos! - Punk! 754 00:45:37,957 --> 00:45:40,193 We will revive children's hours. 755 00:45:51,110 --> 00:45:53,283 Now stop all this nonsense from you. 756 00:45:53,639 --> 00:45:55,088 Open your bookkeeping 757 00:46:00,386 --> 00:46:01,729 So what are you doing this weekend? 758 00:46:02,279 --> 00:46:04,645 I went with Jeff and his friend parents, played mini golf. 759 00:46:06,605 --> 00:46:07,492 Jane, how about you? 760 00:46:08,030 --> 00:46:10,518 - I'll see Taylor. - I prefer if you don't see the girl. 761 00:46:11,438 --> 00:46:13,002 She's not a girl. 762 00:46:13,007 --> 00:46:15,002 He's a dyke! 763 00:46:18,267 --> 00:46:19,629 - Jane! - Stop it! Jane! 764 00:46:20,082 --> 00:46:21,308 Get off! Down! 765 00:46:22,220 --> 00:46:24,790 -Jane, go to your own room! -Why? He started it! 766 00:46:24,790 --> 00:46:26,090 Why doesn't he go to his room? 767 00:46:26,090 --> 00:46:27,390 Because I'm not a dyke! 768 00:46:27,849 --> 00:46:29,586 - Go to your room! - Go to your room, right now! 769 00:46:30,072 --> 00:46:30,904 Come on! Come on! 770 00:46:32,321 --> 00:46:34,201 You can't just attack your sister like that! 771 00:46:34,382 --> 00:46:35,446 You can't do that! 772 00:46:36,352 --> 00:46:39,756 That's now and never, and I prefer it never It's out of control and I have to do something. 773 00:46:39,905 --> 00:46:42,881 So I take my deepest breath I've been taken in my whole life. 774 00:46:42,991 --> 00:46:46,881 She's younger than you! 775 00:46:48,698 --> 00:46:49,987 Next time he says something, you just let it roll your back. 776 00:46:50,318 --> 00:46:52,991 -This is just gossip. -It's not just gossip! 777 00:46:52,996 --> 00:46:55,806 I lied to you two 778 00:47:00,379 --> 00:47:01,997 779 00:47:02,830 --> 00:47:05,142 because I'm afraid afraid you will hate me, 780 00:47:06,792 --> 00:47:09,607 afraid you will send me away. 781 00:47:09,607 --> 00:47:11,607 I kiss Taylor and I think I fell in love with him. 782 00:47:15,502 --> 00:47:16,825 But... 783 00:47:18,413 --> 00:47:20,363 She's a girl. 784 00:47:24,024 --> 00:47:25,187 - You don't know what you say. - Yes, I understand. 785 00:47:26,658 --> 00:47:27,953 But it's okay, because... 786 00:47:28,357 --> 00:47:30,326 Taylor is a very kind person. 787 00:47:31,949 --> 00:47:33,767 That's not the point. 788 00:47:34,238 --> 00:47:36,694 Why is it wrong for me to care for someone and for someone who cares about me? 789 00:47:36,811 --> 00:47:38,275 Because it's not true! 790 00:47:39,758 --> 00:47:43,085 You... You don't have a clue. 791 00:47:43,090 --> 00:47:45,390 If you say that you are gayà 792 00:47:45,432 --> 00:47:46,705 793 00:47:47,446 --> 00:47:48,795 794 00:47:49,174 --> 00:47:50,516 795 00:47:50,516 --> 00:47:52,716 You don't understand what that means! 796 00:47:52,893 --> 00:47:54,366 I don't care anymore! 797 00:47:55,051 --> 00:47:56,106 This is what I feel 798 00:47:56,106 --> 00:47:58,106 What do you feel? 799 00:47:58,106 --> 00:47:59,883 How do you know what you feel? 800 00:47:59,883 --> 00:48:01,883 You are a 16 year old child. 801 00:48:02,108 --> 00:48:03,032 Look, this is just a phase, 802 00:48:03,032 --> 00:48:04,032 and it will stop here. 803 00:48:04,032 --> 00:48:05,935 This is not just the phase! 804 00:48:10,812 --> 00:48:11,723 I'm gay! 805 00:48:16,059 --> 00:48:18,988 If you can see it through my eyes to have someone you care about, cares about you 806 00:48:19,567 --> 00:48:23,316 and they make you feel is not alone in this world. 807 00:48:23,768 --> 00:48:28,592 Does it really matter who that person is? 808 00:48:31,250 --> 00:48:33,504 Of course it's important. 809 00:48:33,588 --> 00:48:34,672 Why? 810 00:48:38,171 --> 00:48:39,454 811 00:48:40,344 --> 00:48:41,106 Why? 812 00:48:41,837 --> 00:48:44,013 And since when did you hate gay people. 813 00:48:44,013 --> 00:48:46,213 Jimmy has been your friend forever, and he's gay. 814 00:48:46,366 --> 00:48:47,768 He is not my child! 815 00:49:13,115 --> 00:49:15,497 I expect an emergency room 816 00:49:15,764 --> 00:49:19,000 knee skinned, braces, heartbreak, not this... 817 00:49:19,005 --> 00:49:20,013 This is not part of my plan. 818 00:49:20,013 --> 00:49:22,578 Yes, I know, it's not part of my plan either. 819 00:49:22,624 --> 00:49:24,390 What terrible things did I do as a mother? 820 00:49:24,399 --> 00:49:26,733 No, you are a great mother. This is not about you. 821 00:49:26,733 --> 00:49:27,933 We have to do something, Bobbie? 822 00:49:28,426 --> 00:49:31,062 The world is not a tolerant place. 823 00:49:31,908 --> 00:49:33,401 His life can be destroyed. 824 00:49:33,401 --> 00:49:34,401 I know... 825 00:49:35,653 --> 00:49:36,784 She's not a baby anymore. 826 00:49:36,684 --> 00:49:38,784 Yes, he is 827 00:49:41,844 --> 00:49:43,788 she's my darling 828 00:49:44,859 --> 00:49:46,416 she's my son You know he's my child too. 829 00:49:46,887 --> 00:49:48,319 Listen, I think we should stay calm here. 830 00:49:49,324 --> 00:49:51,359 What are you saying? That is okay for him to be gay? 831 00:49:51,518 --> 00:49:53,932 No, that's not what I said. 832 00:49:54,173 --> 00:49:55,414 Don't you think I want to take her to the island. 833 00:49:56,544 --> 00:49:58,992 Have grandchildren, just like you do? 834 00:49:58,992 --> 00:50:00,992 I don't want my child to be gay. 835 00:50:01,105 --> 00:50:02,801 But she's our daughter and we have to find a way to help him through this. 836 00:50:04,342 --> 00:50:05,517 I won't help him through it. 837 00:50:06,295 --> 00:50:09,057 838 00:50:09,059 --> 00:50:10,993 839 00:50:12,242 --> 00:50:14,304 I will not help him become a lesbian. 840 00:50:14,304 --> 00:50:16,304 I didn't ask you to do that! 841 00:50:16,653 --> 00:50:17,910 Not what I said. 842 00:50:19,346 --> 00:50:21,311 But we can't pretend this doesn't happen. 843 00:50:22,821 --> 00:50:24,207 We can't turn our backs on him. 844 00:50:26,292 --> 00:50:27,919 or let this separate us. 845 00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:32,785 What will we do? 846 00:50:37,571 --> 00:50:39,929 Jane told us that she was gay last night. 847 00:50:40,990 --> 00:50:41,981 I know. 848 00:50:42,878 --> 00:50:43,846 Do you know? 849 00:50:43,980 --> 00:50:45,212 How do you know? 850 00:50:46,394 --> 00:50:48,293 He came here a few days ago and told me. 851 00:50:49,219 --> 00:50:50,241 Did he tell you? 852 00:50:52,272 --> 00:50:53,562 Why don't you tell me? 853 00:50:53,963 --> 00:50:56,950 Because it's the decision to tell you, not mine. 854 00:50:57,194 --> 00:50:58,615 But you are my friend. 855 00:50:58,755 --> 00:51:00,012 You should have told me. 856 00:51:00,312 --> 00:51:03,554 He is afraid of losing you. 857 00:51:03,554 --> 00:51:04,698 Fear that you hate it. 858 00:51:05,336 --> 00:51:08,101 He must tell you when he is ready. 859 00:51:08,474 --> 00:51:09,762 I have to do something. 860 00:51:09,802 --> 00:51:11,362 Like what? 861 00:51:11,362 --> 00:51:13,162 You are friends with me. 862 00:51:13,164 --> 00:51:15,284 You love me and I'm gay. 863 00:51:15,286 --> 00:51:16,984 Why can't you do that with Jane? 864 00:51:17,004 --> 00:51:19,710 Because I don't want him to have it as hard as life you have. 865 00:51:21,044 --> 00:51:23,160 This is not your place to judge my life! 866 00:51:23,165 --> 00:51:24,740 or anyone else 867 00:51:24,745 --> 00:51:26,542 Jimmy! 868 00:51:26,642 --> 00:51:28,268 Oh come on. 869 00:51:28,268 --> 00:51:30,268 I'm not blind. I've been there. 870 00:51:30,268 --> 00:51:34,268 I have seen it, I have seen how cruel people have been to you, how they have ridiculed you. 871 00:51:34,946 --> 00:51:38,637 So your only concern should be not being one of those people. 872 00:51:39,759 --> 00:51:42,826 This is my life, this is who I am, 873 00:51:43,648 --> 00:51:46,287 and Jane should be able to be who she is too even if it's not what you want. 874 00:51:46,321 --> 00:51:48,438 No! 875 00:51:48,540 --> 00:51:49,748 As long as he is my responsibility I have a voice in this matter. 876 00:51:49,748 --> 00:51:51,850 Janice, don't be like this 877 00:51:53,052 --> 00:51:54,577 or you will regret it until your day dies. 878 00:51:55,944 --> 00:51:57,762 879 00:51:58,677 --> 00:52:00,837 880 00:52:05,123 --> 00:52:06,940 Then it will be my choice. 881 00:52:21,651 --> 00:52:24,200 Jane will really be better off using our time together if you say something during one of our sessions. 882 00:52:24,202 --> 00:52:26,948 Like what? 883 00:52:28,100 --> 00:52:29,592 Like why do you think you are here? 884 00:52:30,628 --> 00:52:32,220 Because my mother said I had to come, and to silence me I came. 885 00:52:32,863 --> 00:52:35,995 Sharing with you is not part of the agreement. 886 00:52:36,990 --> 00:52:39,772 Why are you so angry at your mother? 887 00:52:39,972 --> 00:52:41,579 Oh, I don't know Because he's a fanatic. 888 00:52:42,422 --> 00:52:44,493 Now that's good, that's the beginning. 889 00:52:44,884 --> 00:52:47,989 Very? 890 00:52:48,949 --> 00:52:51,837 where is it now? 891 00:52:52,412 --> 00:52:53,930 I'm really dead, Beth. 892 00:52:53,993 --> 00:52:55,519 893 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:01,977 894 00:53:02,187 --> 00:53:03,762 Therapy doesn't change anything. 895 00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:05,662 I tried to keep it away from Taylor but I can't lock it up 896 00:53:05,662 --> 00:53:06,662 and Jimmy doesn't help. 897 00:53:06,662 --> 00:53:08,784 He is by Jane's side, of course. 898 00:53:07,437 --> 00:53:10,784 What? 899 00:53:15,237 --> 00:53:15,984 None. 900 00:53:16,973 --> 00:53:17,506 What is Beth? 901 00:53:17,506 --> 00:53:18,506 I don't know. 902 00:53:19,958 --> 00:53:20,790 You're always so liberal minded I think you overreact. 903 00:53:21,411 --> 00:53:23,716 This may only be a phase he will go through. 904 00:53:23,716 --> 00:53:25,116 Oh, I pray that. Gosh, what if it doesn't? What should I do? 905 00:53:25,118 --> 00:53:27,116 Then it's not, and you accept it. 906 00:53:27,119 --> 00:53:30,738 She's your son Janice, Whatever happens, you accept it. 907 00:53:30,740 --> 00:53:32,938 908 00:53:32,938 --> 00:53:35,662 909 00:53:35,830 --> 00:53:36,994 What if I can't. 910 00:53:37,459 --> 00:53:39,209 Then you won't do it be a very good mother. 911 00:53:39,647 --> 00:53:40,440 Excuse me? 912 00:53:41,207 --> 00:53:44,551 This comes from someone who has no relationship at all, who can't do it? 913 00:53:45,105 --> 00:53:47,135 How good for that You judge me from afar. 914 00:53:47,028 --> 00:53:50,460 You ask for my opinion, so don't attack me because you're angry at Jane. 915 00:53:50,562 --> 00:53:53,161 Maybe you should see it why does this bother you so much. 916 00:53:53,168 --> 00:53:55,462 Sorry, you don't know anything about this. 917 00:53:55,862 --> 00:53:59,297 Do you know what? Why don't you just take it _ humble nonsense and sell it elsewhere. 918 00:54:04,393 --> 00:54:05,582 So, how is the treatment? 919 00:54:06,059 --> 00:54:07,576 Damn. 920 00:54:07,657 --> 00:54:08,762 Do you have to go again? 921 00:54:09,235 --> 00:54:11,527 Yes. My mother thinks it will change me. 922 00:54:11,620 --> 00:54:15,684 Heh. Believe me, if that's true, a lot of them will flock to the therapist. 923 00:54:16,308 --> 00:54:18,811 I mean... life will be easier if we are straight. 924 00:54:20,809 --> 00:54:25,646 But who wants to be easy, right? Who wants to match this print? We are pioneers unique to ourselves. 925 00:54:26,085 --> 00:54:27,631 -We are special. -Yes. We are special. 926 00:54:28,170 --> 00:54:31,339 We can't even go anywhere. 927 00:54:31,875 --> 00:54:33,605 There is no safe place. 928 00:54:34,571 --> 00:54:36,252 Yes we can. 929 00:54:38,057 --> 00:54:39,852 Can you get out of the house Friday night? 930 00:54:40,152 --> 00:54:41,902 931 00:54:43,173 --> 00:54:46,383 I will even if I have to throw myself out of my window. 932 00:54:58,083 --> 00:55:02,185 There can't be many gay people here this city, that can't be humane. 933 00:55:02,285 --> 00:55:06,545 Oh, we are everywhere in every city. We only learn how to hide it better than others. 934 00:55:35,501 --> 00:55:37,935 - Where have you been? - It's 4 o'clock in the morning. 935 00:55:37,993 --> 00:55:39,819 I'm out. Let's just leave it alone. 936 00:55:39,922 --> 00:55:41,895 No, we won't stop there. 937 00:55:41,905 --> 00:55:43,500 You are punished for a month. 938 00:55:43,503 --> 00:55:46,082 We will take you to school, we will pick you up from school. 939 00:55:46,082 --> 00:55:48,082 We will set our alarm on the hour if we have to. 940 00:55:48,158 --> 00:55:49,667 That is what we have reduced. 941 00:55:49,667 --> 00:55:51,007 You can't do that. 942 00:55:51,009 --> 00:55:52,391 - Oh yes, we can. - Now go to your room. 943 00:55:57,045 --> 00:55:58,933 Acting is a strange thing. 944 00:55:59,502 --> 00:56:00,975 No one wins 945 00:56:01,183 --> 00:56:02,700 But you don't know that when you do it... 946 00:56:20,191 --> 00:56:21,810 Jane, we have to talk about this. 947 00:56:22,769 --> 00:56:23,971 What needs to be discussed? 948 00:56:24,542 --> 00:56:28,257 My mother can't see me, you're disappointed in me, what else can be talked about? 949 00:56:28,851 --> 00:56:30,226 Alright, I'll talk about it. 950 00:56:32,110 --> 00:56:33,618 You have to understand. 951 00:56:34,142 --> 00:56:36,420 It's not just pain that grows normally. 952 00:56:37,444 --> 00:56:39,914 This decision can inform the rest of your life. 953 00:56:40,445 --> 00:56:42,380 That's why your mother and I are very upset about this. 954 00:56:42,403 --> 00:56:44,309 I understand that 955 00:56:44,309 --> 00:56:46,309 But this is also not easy for me. 956 00:56:46,710 --> 00:56:49,787 And parents should love their children no matter what. 957 00:56:51,653 --> 00:56:55,961 Janie, I will always love you, no matter what. 958 00:56:55,992 --> 00:56:57,841 It doesn't feel like that to me. 959 00:57:05,476 --> 00:57:07,129 - Sorry. - It is okay. 960 00:57:07,955 --> 00:57:10,874 I just want to tell you that I'm still your friend. 961 00:57:10,874 --> 00:57:12,874 It doesn't matter who you sleep. 962 00:57:17,164 --> 00:57:19,115 I can't believe he based you for a whole month. 963 00:57:19,850 --> 00:57:21,610 Isn't therapy enough for punishment? 964 00:57:21,741 --> 00:57:23,249 Only if you have to go. 965 00:57:25,730 --> 00:57:27,594 This won't work Jane. 966 00:57:29,682 --> 00:57:30,529 What? 967 00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:32,625 Us 968 00:57:32,625 --> 00:57:34,625 I mean, I like you very much, but... 969 00:57:34,625 --> 00:57:35,625 This is getting out of hand. 970 00:57:35,625 --> 00:57:37,625 That's not feasible. 971 00:57:40,643 --> 00:57:43,530 But why do we have to let others decide what is best for us? 972 00:57:44,867 --> 00:57:46,939 Jane, I have more relationships than you 973 00:57:47,279 --> 00:57:49,748 and I think I'm not bound. 974 00:57:50,598 --> 00:57:51,997 It's easy for me to have it. 975 00:57:51,997 --> 00:57:53,997 Because it doesn't have it. 976 00:57:56,092 --> 00:57:57,310 But I love you. 977 00:57:57,325 --> 00:57:58,719 No, you don't. 978 00:57:58,719 --> 00:58:01,384 You hardly know me. 979 00:58:01,384 --> 00:58:03,384 You only think so because I was the first. 980 00:58:04,260 --> 00:58:05,899 You will solve it 981 00:58:06,133 --> 00:58:07,585 You will forget meà 982 00:58:08,795 --> 00:58:10,252 It's better like this. 983 00:58:56,473 --> 00:58:57,602 What happened? 984 00:58:59,048 --> 00:59:00,781 I'm gay and everyone hates me. 985 00:59:01,325 --> 00:59:03,193 They don't hate you, they are children. 986 00:59:05,116 --> 00:59:07,182 What did they do? Did someone say something to you? 987 00:59:08,575 --> 00:59:10,669 Taylor just broke up with me. 988 00:59:11,836 --> 00:59:14,236 He never cared about me in the first place. 989 00:59:14,434 --> 00:59:16,000 That's not true! Of course, he did it! 990 00:59:16,164 --> 00:59:17,369 No, he didn't do it. 991 00:59:17,601 --> 00:59:20,565 That's just a wish for him. He said it himself. 992 00:59:23,836 --> 00:59:24,546 I'm sorry I just want to die You don't understand. 993 00:59:29,050 --> 00:59:30,495 Yes I understand. 994 00:59:33,298 --> 00:59:35,269 The first girl I met dumped me too. 995 00:59:39,692 --> 00:59:41,207 What did you just say? 996 00:59:41,648 --> 00:59:43,382 997 00:59:46,794 --> 00:59:48,048 998 00:59:49,976 --> 00:59:52,899 I swear I thought I only heard you say you were dating a girl. 999 00:59:52,899 --> 00:59:54,736 I did it. 1000 00:59:55,508 --> 00:59:57,208 No way! 1001 00:59:57,208 --> 00:59:59,884 Yes. 1002 00:59:59,884 --> 01:00:02,313 I'm still dating girls, Janeà 1003 01:00:02,313 --> 01:00:03,313 I'm gay. 1004 01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:05,500 God! 1005 01:00:05,679 --> 01:00:06,700 But no one knows 1006 01:00:06,700 --> 01:00:10,000 so I will appreciate it if you don't tell anyone. 1007 01:00:10,400 --> 01:00:11,700 I swear. 1008 01:00:12,500 --> 01:00:15,700 I know this seems like finally the world but not. 1009 01:00:18,299 --> 01:00:19,968 When I was 16 years old 1010 01:00:19,968 --> 01:00:21,968 I fell in love. 1011 01:00:21,970 --> 01:00:24,368 His name is Barbara and I think 1012 01:00:24,500 --> 01:00:26,502 I will spend all my breaks with him. 1013 01:00:26,813 --> 01:00:29,823 But we don't even know what life is then 1014 01:00:29,829 --> 01:00:32,986 We haven't been with anyone we don't have anything to do. How do we know something? 1015 01:00:33,694 --> 01:00:36,774 And when he dumped me to date a soccer star. 1016 01:00:37,386 --> 01:00:38,724 I think I'll die too. 1017 01:00:40,915 --> 01:00:41,886 What are you doing? 1018 01:00:42,286 --> 01:00:44,070 I'm not dead but I need time to forget it. 1019 01:00:44,470 --> 01:00:46,344 I finally did it and we became friends. 1020 01:00:47,032 --> 01:00:49,027 We are still. 1021 01:00:49,269 --> 01:00:50,432 When did you know... 1022 01:00:52,568 --> 01:00:53,672 I mean really know that you are gay? 1023 01:00:54,305 --> 01:00:55,890 That is not the phase? 1024 01:00:55,900 --> 01:00:57,144 Almost from the beginning. 1025 01:00:57,204 --> 01:00:59,058 Not that I don't like mena 1026 01:00:59,058 --> 01:01:00,868 1027 01:01:00,868 --> 01:01:02,552 1028 01:01:03,322 --> 01:01:05,397 It's just that I feel connect with women in different ways. 1029 01:01:06,501 --> 01:01:08,783 A way that I never felt with a man 1030 01:01:09,448 --> 01:01:11,454 even though I tried repeatedly 1031 01:01:12,378 --> 01:01:14,723 to please my mother to please others 1032 01:01:15,403 --> 01:01:17,783 be like them. 1033 01:01:17,783 --> 01:01:18,686 but I'm not like them. I am me 1034 01:01:18,686 --> 01:01:22,715 How long can you forget Barbara? 1035 01:01:25,071 --> 01:01:27,391 A few years. 1036 01:01:27,391 --> 01:01:28,866 I'm kidding! 1037 01:01:28,866 --> 01:01:31,351 But this will take time. 1038 01:01:31,351 --> 01:01:33,351 An open heart is easy hurt and difficult to repair. 1039 01:01:33,600 --> 01:01:36,373 I have to pick up Brad at Jeff after dinner. 1040 01:01:44,466 --> 01:01:47,463 I'm leaving. 1041 01:01:47,992 --> 01:01:48,773 Good 1042 01:01:48,773 --> 01:01:49,773 1043 01:02:01,150 --> 01:02:02,471 Jane, what's wrong? 1044 01:02:04,747 --> 01:02:08,106 Aside from the fact that I live with gestapo? 1045 01:02:08,106 --> 01:02:11,106 You will be happy to know that Taylor broke up with me today 1046 01:02:13,214 --> 01:02:14,552 because of you. 1047 01:02:20,447 --> 01:02:23,848 Dear, it will be alright Maybe that will end this nonsense. 1048 01:02:24,614 --> 01:02:26,604 That's not bullshit for me. 1049 01:02:27,510 --> 01:02:29,515 God, Janice. 1050 01:02:35,947 --> 01:02:37,245 He is hurt. Can you just be his mom for a while? 1051 01:02:37,445 --> 01:02:39,945 Don't worry about yourself... 1052 01:02:41,532 --> 01:02:43,442 what I should do. 1053 01:02:44,045 --> 01:02:45,196 This is not about you, you know? 1054 01:02:45,198 --> 01:02:46,698 No, it's not. And maybe You have to pay attention to yourself 1055 01:02:46,703 --> 01:02:49,390 1056 01:02:49,390 --> 01:02:51,748 the fact that your daughter will destroy her life. 1057 01:02:51,748 --> 01:02:53,784 I will tell you what I am worried about. 1058 01:02:53,784 --> 01:02:55,784 I am concerned about that fact My daughter is heartbroken. 1059 01:02:55,784 --> 01:02:57,850 That's what I'm worried about. 1060 01:03:02,990 --> 01:03:05,273 I am not sorry about my feelings 1061 01:03:05,273 --> 01:03:07,273 but believe it or not 1062 01:03:07,273 --> 01:03:09,273 I'm sorry for tearing up my parents. 1063 01:03:31,812 --> 01:03:36,059 If adults can only remember their first love maybe they won't think we're wrong. 1064 01:03:54,341 --> 01:03:55,759 Where have you been? 1065 01:03:56,035 --> 01:03:57,422 Outside. 1066 01:03:57,522 --> 01:03:58,638 Have you been drinking? 1067 01:04:00,193 --> 01:04:01,040 Yes. 1068 01:04:01,045 --> 01:04:02,480 What do you think? 1069 01:04:02,570 --> 01:04:04,148 You are grounded, again. 1070 01:04:04,148 --> 01:04:05,119 Why? 1071 01:04:05,119 --> 01:04:07,119 Because you are 16 years old 1072 01:04:07,119 --> 01:04:10,119 and as long as you are in this house, You will do what we say 1073 01:04:10,119 --> 01:04:11,067 or I will lock you up! 1074 01:04:16,319 --> 01:04:17,744 Where is your little girlfriend? 1075 01:04:19,007 --> 01:04:20,327 Just leave Elisabeth. 1076 01:04:20,654 --> 01:04:22,812 Who will make me? 1077 01:04:22,812 --> 01:04:24,244 I will. 1078 01:04:24,244 --> 01:04:27,244 That's right, you embankment now, right? 1079 01:04:30,542 --> 01:04:35,310 Stop this crap, stop it. Stop it! 1080 01:04:37,143 --> 01:04:39,829 Anyone who says this is the best years of your life, is a liar. 1081 01:04:40,768 --> 01:04:42,118 Hello, Mr. Anderson. 1082 01:04:42,118 --> 01:04:44,118 I'm sorry I came as fast as I could. 1083 01:04:44,118 --> 01:04:45,493 I'm glad you are here. 1084 01:04:45,593 --> 01:04:47,719 We cannot tolerate violence any kind around here. 1085 01:04:47,719 --> 01:04:51,206 That's why I suspended Jane. Now I'm sorry. 1086 01:04:51,049 --> 01:04:52,571 I understand. 1087 01:04:52,571 --> 01:04:54,842 I apologize for the problem Jane caused. 1088 01:04:54,850 --> 01:04:56,624 You don't need to apologize for me. 1089 01:04:56,628 --> 01:04:59,024 Someone has to do it. Come on, let's go! 1090 01:05:00,179 --> 01:05:00,741 Come on! 1091 01:05:05,143 --> 01:05:08,064 -Let's go me! -What? Will you hit me too? 1092 01:05:09,099 --> 01:05:11,701 Hey, lesbo, if you are with me, you don't need to be dyed! 1093 01:05:12,501 --> 01:05:13,901 Right, man. 1094 01:05:17,523 --> 01:05:19,606 Why do you care about what they say? You are just like them. 1095 01:05:23,690 --> 01:05:24,670 Jane! 1096 01:05:25,567 --> 01:05:27,865 -Jane, come here! -Come on! 1097 01:05:36,058 --> 01:05:38,260 I won't even ask you 1098 01:05:38,260 --> 01:05:41,260 to explain what you did, because there is no explanation. 1099 01:05:41,955 --> 01:05:44,467 Jane, you can't solve the problem this way. 1100 01:05:45,002 --> 01:05:48,700 Why not? Elizabeth started it. He made fun of Taylor and me. 1101 01:05:49,114 --> 01:05:52,158 Do you blame him? What you do is not normal. 1102 01:05:52,429 --> 01:05:54,922 Jimmy is normal. Walcott is normal. 1103 01:06:01,842 --> 01:06:03,373 What did you say? 1104 01:06:04,762 --> 01:06:07,601 Nothing, I accidentally mentioned his name. I only mean Jimmy. 1105 01:06:09,392 --> 01:06:12,123 You say that Walcott is normal. 1106 01:06:13,940 --> 01:06:15,941 Is Ms. Walcott gay? 1107 01:06:18,044 --> 01:06:21,316 Jane, is your teacher gay? 1108 01:06:23,891 --> 01:06:25,933 Yes, but that doesn't matter. 1109 01:06:25,933 --> 01:06:27,733 Of course it's important! 1110 01:06:28,584 --> 01:06:30,524 He has influence on you. 1111 01:06:30,754 --> 01:06:32,053 He misused it. 1112 01:06:32,279 --> 01:06:34,784 He is the only good thing in that damned school. 1113 01:06:35,090 --> 01:06:36,478 Oh, we'll see! 1114 01:06:36,666 --> 01:06:39,778 No, please don't hurt Miss Walcott! Help mom! 1115 01:06:39,780 --> 01:06:42,129 Please don't say anything! I will die! 1116 01:06:42,384 --> 01:06:44,768 -Janice, Janice don't do this! -Not! 1117 01:06:45,557 --> 01:06:48,806 No, pleaseà 1118 01:06:48,806 --> 01:06:50,806 Why is he doing this? 1119 01:06:51,042 --> 01:06:52,731 It's okay. 1120 01:06:54,390 --> 01:06:57,039 Janie, come on. Come on. 1121 01:07:05,698 --> 01:07:06,438 Ms. Walcott? 1122 01:07:06,538 --> 01:07:07,530 yes 1123 01:07:07,530 --> 01:07:09,971 -I'm Janice Tyler, Jane's mother. -That's good to meet you. 1124 01:07:10,091 --> 01:07:12,015 Stay away from my daughter. 1125 01:07:12,015 --> 01:07:14,215 Well, that will be difficult. I am the teacher. 1126 01:07:14,318 --> 01:07:16,503 You are gay and you influence it. 1127 01:07:16,503 --> 01:07:19,503 Unless you want me to go to the school board which I prepared perfectly. 1128 01:07:19,503 --> 01:07:21,503 Just stay away from my daughter. 1129 01:07:48,248 --> 01:07:48,960 Jane? 1130 01:07:53,474 --> 01:07:56,603 Your father and I have decided we have to do something about your behavior. 1131 01:07:56,832 --> 01:07:59,081 We try to talk to you, punish you and therapy doesn't work at all. 1132 01:07:59,081 --> 01:08:01,081 So... We have decided we should send you to boarding school. 1133 01:08:01,081 --> 01:08:05,976 I'm not leaving! 1134 01:08:06,262 --> 01:08:07,549 I like the school I entered. 1135 01:08:07,549 --> 01:08:10,039 This is not your choice. 1136 01:08:10,557 --> 01:08:11,877 1137 01:08:12,401 --> 01:08:13,676 This is not what we want to do. 1138 01:08:15,179 --> 01:08:16,320 Well, I will run away. 1139 01:08:17,110 --> 01:08:19,139 They can't watch me 24 hours a day. 1140 01:08:19,411 --> 01:08:20,945 Maybe you prefer to be bound outside. 1141 01:08:22,949 --> 01:08:24,963 I don't care Do what you have to do. 1142 01:08:25,403 --> 01:08:26,700 Jane! Jane! 1143 01:08:27,151 --> 01:08:28,231 Let him go. 1144 01:08:30,522 --> 01:08:31,649 How can we get here? 1145 01:08:31,886 --> 01:08:34,668 -You know how we got here. -No I'm not! 1146 01:08:35,088 --> 01:08:37,088 I don't want to send him away. 1147 01:08:38,450 --> 01:08:40,159 I won't let you make this my mistake. 1148 01:09:01,398 --> 01:09:03,506 Jane, what are you doing here? 1149 01:09:04,135 --> 01:09:05,634 Enter, enter, enter. 1150 01:09:08,772 --> 01:09:10,086 Are you okay? 1151 01:09:12,208 --> 01:09:15,891 -Lynn? What is that...? -Honey, this is Jane. 1152 01:09:16,372 --> 01:09:19,622 Hi Jane. I've heard a lot about you. 1153 01:09:20,682 --> 01:09:22,304 Do you want tea or something? 1154 01:09:22,304 --> 01:09:23,320 Do you want tea? 1155 01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:24,903 No thanks. 1156 01:09:24,903 --> 01:09:28,642 Well I'll go back to sleep. I have to get up early. 1157 01:09:28,752 --> 01:09:31,181 Nice to meet you, stay there. 1158 01:09:31,881 --> 01:09:33,917 Come here. 1159 01:09:34,881 --> 01:09:35,917 What is happening? 1160 01:09:36,639 --> 01:09:38,117 I'm very sorry. 1161 01:09:38,217 --> 01:09:39,718 I didn't mean to hurt you. 1162 01:09:39,818 --> 01:09:42,173 Oh dear, you didn't do it. 1163 01:09:42,210 --> 01:09:44,055 This will be fine. 1164 01:09:45,165 --> 01:09:46,259 That won't happen. 1165 01:09:46,559 --> 01:09:50,970 My parents sent me away. They kicked me out. 1166 01:09:50,990 --> 01:09:52,233 They hate me. 1167 01:09:52,235 --> 01:09:54,331 Everyone hates me. 1168 01:09:54,331 --> 01:09:56,927 I don't know what to do I have no place to go. 1169 01:09:56,927 --> 01:09:59,927 I just want to disappear. 1170 01:09:59,927 --> 01:10:03,485 I don't want to live anymore. 1171 01:10:04,336 --> 01:10:06,072 This will be fine, I swear. 1172 01:10:06,075 --> 01:10:08,293 This will be okà 1173 01:10:23,682 --> 01:10:28,132 I know that I am the last person you expected and the last person you want to see 1174 01:10:28,176 --> 01:10:31,124 but Jane ran off tonight and she came to my house. 1175 01:10:31,077 --> 01:10:32,366 Is he there, now? 1176 01:10:32,489 --> 01:10:34,813 -Yes -Do you give us your address so we can come pick him up? 1177 01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:37,459 No, first, you will listen to for what I have to say to you. 1178 01:10:37,710 --> 01:10:40,497 And after that you can do it whatever you need to do. 1179 01:10:42,804 --> 01:10:46,158 I know you think it's not my place to say anything to you about your daughter. 1180 01:10:46,158 --> 01:10:48,058 But someone has to talk I understand I can destroy you 1181 01:10:49,277 --> 01:10:51,120 but I also understand Jane's pain. 1182 01:10:51,608 --> 01:10:54,049 The pain of having people hate you is not based on you 1183 01:10:54,273 --> 01:10:57,200 but based on what I think we have very little control. 1184 01:10:57,205 --> 01:10:59,728 Now that's where you are and I don't agree. 1185 01:10:59,728 --> 01:11:02,242 1186 01:11:02,542 --> 01:11:04,976 Look, you've made your choice, and frankly, 1187 01:11:04,980 --> 01:11:06,515 it's none of my business. 1188 01:11:07,983 --> 01:11:12,812 I just don't think so must teach young girls 1189 01:11:12,937 --> 01:11:15,619 and supports alternative lifestyles 1190 01:11:16,327 --> 01:11:18,929 just because they are yours. 1191 01:11:20,804 --> 01:11:23,288 Don't understand, Jane... 1192 01:11:23,692 --> 01:11:25,595 And women like Jane easily influenced. 1193 01:11:26,712 --> 01:11:28,469 That they respect their teacher. 1194 01:11:29,531 --> 01:11:31,387 They want to be like them. 1195 01:11:33,607 --> 01:11:35,444 Let me finish what I have to say to you 1196 01:11:37,233 --> 01:11:39,439 and after that, if you want to go to the school board, be it. 1197 01:11:40,237 --> 01:11:42,929 But for the time being 1198 01:11:43,957 --> 01:11:46,076 1199 01:11:46,279 --> 01:11:51,767 your child you are born suffers and he does not need to be like that. 1200 01:11:52,017 --> 01:11:56,085 Jane escaped because tonight she thinks you hate her. 1201 01:11:56,161 --> 01:11:57,996 And I know what it's like. 1202 01:11:58,159 --> 01:11:59,034 This is terrible. 1203 01:11:59,349 --> 01:12:02,036 And no child has to go through it. 1204 01:12:03,391 --> 01:12:04,792 Jane is a good person. 1205 01:12:05,041 --> 01:12:07,104 And being gay doesn't make it worse. 1206 01:12:07,825 --> 01:12:10,712 He is still the same person You admired two weeks ago. 1207 01:12:10,787 --> 01:12:12,946 I still admire my daughter. 1208 01:12:14,461 --> 01:12:16,994 I just want to protect it from people like you. 1209 01:12:17,113 --> 01:12:18,338 Janice, let him talk. 1210 01:12:19,677 --> 01:12:24,279 Jane's only crime is that she loves the different you do 1211 01:12:25,943 --> 01:12:27,629 and you don't need to understand it 1212 01:12:28,072 --> 01:12:29,372 or even agree with him. 1213 01:12:29,755 --> 01:12:31,184 But unless you try 1214 01:12:31,826 --> 01:12:33,811 You will lose him... forever. 1215 01:12:33,811 --> 01:12:37,117 I appreciate your attention, but I think we know our daughter is better than you. 1216 01:12:37,251 --> 01:12:38,485 Very? 1217 01:12:38,485 --> 01:12:41,485 Now did you know that your daughter came to my house tonight 1218 01:12:41,485 --> 01:12:43,485 think that suicide is one of the choices. 1219 01:13:05,583 --> 01:13:07,406 Can I just talk to Jane? 1220 01:13:07,406 --> 01:13:09,406 Of course, I will wait there. 1221 01:13:21,341 --> 01:13:22,045 Hi. 1222 01:13:33,159 --> 01:13:36,640 Ms. Walcott came tonight 1223 01:13:37,343 --> 01:13:40,000 and tell us something I have never considered it before. 1224 01:13:40,005 --> 01:13:41,779 1225 01:13:44,637 --> 01:13:47,747 He said that if I continue to behave 1226 01:13:48,744 --> 01:13:50,629 the way I behave 1227 01:13:51,708 --> 01:13:54,150 that I will permanently lose you. 1228 01:13:58,218 --> 01:13:59,265 I'm your mother and I love you and I don't want to lose you. 1229 01:13:59,790 --> 01:14:01,156 When you first told us 1230 01:14:02,503 --> 01:14:04,006 I think 1231 01:14:12,786 --> 01:14:14,761 what I have done is wrong as a mother 1232 01:14:15,999 --> 01:14:17,024 and 1233 01:14:19,117 --> 01:14:20,855 I think 1234 01:14:22,957 --> 01:14:23,861 what people will say what I will tell my friends. 1235 01:14:25,923 --> 01:14:27,404 But my first reaction 1236 01:14:28,674 --> 01:14:31,692 is that I don't want your life there is something harder than it should be. 1237 01:14:36,712 --> 01:14:38,877 The world is not a good place 1238 01:14:40,643 --> 01:14:44,144 1239 01:14:48,199 --> 01:14:51,120 1240 01:14:55,622 --> 01:14:59,137 and I think I have the same dream every mother has with their little girl. 1241 01:15:04,431 --> 01:15:06,518 That you will meet a good man. 1242 01:15:07,272 --> 01:15:08,850 You will fall in love. 1243 01:15:09,437 --> 01:15:10,499 You will get married. 1244 01:15:10,502 --> 01:15:11,550 Lambing... 1245 01:15:11,553 --> 01:15:13,750 That is your dream I know that. 1246 01:15:15,456 --> 01:15:16,656 Can I ask questions? 1247 01:15:24,550 --> 01:15:26,063 Yes. 1248 01:15:26,550 --> 01:15:28,063 When was the first time you felt... 1249 01:15:30,580 --> 01:15:33,429 A lesbian? 1250 01:15:36,878 --> 01:15:38,003 It's okay, you can say it without becoming one. 1251 01:15:38,541 --> 01:15:40,652 God, you are sometimes tiring. 1252 01:15:48,318 --> 01:15:51,311 Sorry. 1253 01:15:52,142 --> 01:15:52,905 I guess 1254 01:15:56,482 --> 01:15:57,637 I always know that I am different. 1255 01:15:58,570 --> 01:16:01,259 I don't feel part of things. 1256 01:16:02,507 --> 01:16:06,339 1257 01:16:07,907 --> 01:16:09,508 I'm not sure when that becomes clear. 1258 01:16:09,855 --> 01:16:12,436 Maybe last year 1259 01:16:14,684 --> 01:16:17,289 But I guess it's always inside me. 1260 01:16:20,362 --> 01:16:21,915 What's the hardest part of it? 1261 01:16:24,285 --> 01:16:26,412 That your people care about will hate you. 1262 01:16:29,068 --> 01:16:30,781 I can never hate you. 1263 01:16:34,136 --> 01:16:37,161 I don't think I will change and I know you want me, so... 1264 01:16:38,823 --> 01:16:39,998 What do we do? 1265 01:16:41,903 --> 01:16:42,940 I don't know Try harder. 1266 01:16:48,163 --> 01:16:49,481 I will if you want. 1267 01:16:51,854 --> 01:16:53,316 I don't know ... if I will accept it. 1268 01:16:59,676 --> 01:17:01,175 and frankly... 1269 01:17:02,885 --> 01:17:04,619 I don't know if I can understand what you are doing, but... 1270 01:17:05,598 --> 01:17:07,098 1271 01:17:08,237 --> 01:17:11,070 1272 01:17:14,816 --> 01:17:16,404 We will take it day after day. 1273 01:17:30,083 --> 01:17:31,991 One hour ago I didn't think I had a mother. 1274 01:17:32,359 --> 01:17:35,279 But now I think I might meet him For the first time. 1275 01:17:41,606 --> 01:17:43,994 Thank you for not telling anyone about Ms. Walcott. 1276 01:17:44,173 --> 01:17:44,969 You're welcome. 1277 01:17:46,877 --> 01:17:48,513 What? 1278 01:17:48,515 --> 01:17:52,033 Well because you still have trouble accepting this 1279 01:17:52,033 --> 01:17:54,327 I want you to come to a meeting with me. 1280 01:17:54,542 --> 01:17:55,971 This is for parents with gay children. 1281 01:17:55,974 --> 01:17:57,438 This is called PFLAG. 1282 01:17:58,338 --> 01:17:59,338 What name is that? 1283 01:18:00,237 --> 01:18:04,000 This stands for parents, friends, and lesbian and gay families. 1284 01:18:04,804 --> 01:18:07,525 Ah... and what will we do there? 1285 01:18:15,005 --> 01:18:17,868 -Well it! -Coming, don't pull me! 1286 01:18:18,755 --> 01:18:20,800 Hi, welcome to PFLAG! 1287 01:18:20,869 --> 01:18:23,459 I'm Dorothy, and my son is gay. 1288 01:18:23,785 --> 01:18:26,684 This is my mother, Janice and her daughter is a lesbian. 1289 01:18:27,046 --> 01:18:28,588 That's me. 1290 01:18:29,267 --> 01:18:30,708 It's hard to say at first 1291 01:18:30,710 --> 01:18:33,283 but you will immediately say it to everyone. 1292 01:18:33,473 --> 01:18:34,644 Oh really? 1293 01:18:35,019 --> 01:18:36,373 When did that happen? 1294 01:18:40,277 --> 01:18:42,236 First I think it's me. 1295 01:18:42,835 --> 01:18:47,365 Then I think... what people will think 1296 01:18:47,365 --> 01:18:49,420 about me? 1297 01:18:49,653 --> 01:18:51,358 What kind of mother am I? 1298 01:18:53,090 --> 01:18:54,041 Then when 1299 01:18:54,869 --> 01:18:58,668 I almost lost my child because 1300 01:18:58,884 --> 01:19:00,411 my ignorance. 1301 01:19:01,670 --> 01:19:03,260 I found him again, 1302 01:19:04,658 --> 01:19:05,880 and who he is 1303 01:19:07,781 --> 01:19:10,802 exactly who he is always meant to be. 1304 01:19:12,609 --> 01:19:13,841 Good child. 1305 01:19:14,308 --> 01:19:16,989 Good child. me... 1306 01:19:20,088 --> 01:19:21,941 My child, forgive me What I realized 1307 01:19:26,556 --> 01:19:28,034 none of these, 1308 01:19:29,915 --> 01:19:31,475 has something to do with us. 1309 01:19:33,040 --> 01:19:34,900 This is their life And we, as parents, must let them live their lives. 1310 01:19:36,546 --> 01:19:38,007 as they wish. 1311 01:19:39,126 --> 01:19:43,208 Not according to our wishes. 1312 01:19:44,426 --> 01:19:45,844 Thank you. 1313 01:19:46,641 --> 01:19:49,539 ring the bell? 1314 01:19:52,247 --> 01:19:53,742 I got it. 1315 01:19:59,038 --> 01:20:00,342 Oh thank you! 1316 01:20:04,581 --> 01:20:05,737 Thank you! 1317 01:20:07,044 --> 01:20:09,275 Oh, don't even think about that. 1318 01:20:16,176 --> 01:20:16,796 He is my friend. 1319 01:20:18,513 --> 01:20:19,834 1320 01:20:19,895 --> 01:20:21,300 1321 01:20:21,300 --> 01:20:22,741 No more, no less. 1322 01:20:22,741 --> 01:20:23,994 She's still a dyke, mother. 1323 01:20:24,737 --> 01:20:26,743 And he's still your sister, So take care of your mouth! 1324 01:20:32,579 --> 01:20:33,776 Just go to hell! 1325 01:20:37,285 --> 01:20:39,067 Can I ask for tomato sauce, please? Thank you. 1326 01:20:47,695 --> 01:20:48,986 I'm very proud of you! 1327 01:20:51,097 --> 01:20:52,312 Don't. 1328 01:20:56,547 --> 01:20:58,686 You know they have a saying in AA 1329 01:20:59,969 --> 01:21:02,116 to act as if 1330 01:21:03,735 --> 01:21:07,601 as if you... understand or 1331 01:21:08,566 --> 01:21:09,939 accept something. 1332 01:21:11,842 --> 01:21:13,336 When you really don't 1333 01:21:17,863 --> 01:21:19,551 and that's what I did 1334 01:21:20,980 --> 01:21:22,744 acts as 1335 01:21:26,850 --> 01:21:29,555 because it still damages my heart. 1336 01:21:44,361 --> 01:21:46,233 - Do you want to say something? - Not. 1337 01:21:48,578 --> 01:21:49,370 Thank you. 1338 01:21:50,020 --> 01:21:51,665 But you can't protect me forever. 1339 01:21:51,765 --> 01:21:54,405 No, but when I can I hope you will let me 1340 01:21:57,959 --> 01:21:59,115 What happened to you? 1341 01:22:00,319 --> 01:22:01,880 Someone called me gay. 1342 01:22:01,880 --> 01:22:03,880 Crazy, because I'm not a homo. 1343 01:22:04,292 --> 01:22:06,389 I beat the nonsense from them. 1344 01:22:09,254 --> 01:22:13,003 At that time if I am straight, I will marry Ned right away. 1345 01:22:19,393 --> 01:22:21,159 Are you okay about Taylor moving back east? 1346 01:22:21,696 --> 01:22:23,546 Yes, thank you. 1347 01:22:24,673 --> 01:22:25,581 Isn't this great? 1348 01:22:27,299 --> 01:22:30,595 Daddy, don't think I'm all suddenly like sports because I'm gay! 1349 01:22:31,223 --> 01:22:32,699 How about fishing? 1350 01:22:34,425 --> 01:22:35,883 Suppose golf is not possible! 1351 01:22:38,109 --> 01:22:39,769 So what do lesbians want to do? 1352 01:22:42,801 --> 01:22:44,123 The same thing you did. 1353 01:22:45,963 --> 01:22:46,988 Can we go home now? 1354 01:22:49,417 --> 01:22:50,219 Yes, sure. 1355 01:23:00,784 --> 01:23:02,215 -Hai! -Hi! 1356 01:23:03,915 --> 01:23:05,636 Wow, I'm glad to see you guys. 1357 01:23:05,877 --> 01:23:07,847 Who would have thought this was fun? 1358 01:23:07,847 --> 01:23:11,847 You lose a small part that you rarely see less, and you still want to blow up your brain. 1359 01:23:11,847 --> 01:23:13,498 - Can I go to Jeff's house now? - Go, go! 1360 01:23:13,847 --> 01:23:15,134 Praise God. 1361 01:23:15,134 --> 01:23:18,516 -You have fun? -Oh yeah, tell the father. Time of our lives 1362 01:23:20,710 --> 01:23:22,386 Can I talk to you for a while? 1363 01:23:23,710 --> 01:23:25,186 Sure. 1364 01:23:26,332 --> 01:23:29,617 I appreciate everything you do trying to be a part of my life 1365 01:23:29,953 --> 01:23:32,957 and to show that you love me even though I'm gay. 1366 01:23:34,365 --> 01:23:36,741 But you don't have to try too hard. 1367 01:23:38,648 --> 01:23:39,975 - Sorry. - Sorry. 1368 01:23:50,086 --> 01:23:52,948 Hi, Janice, glad you are here. How is Jane? 1369 01:23:53,002 --> 01:23:54,095 He is kind, thank you. 1370 01:23:54,699 --> 01:23:55,598 And you? 1371 01:23:57,070 --> 01:23:58,244 I tried. 1372 01:24:00,808 --> 01:24:03,557 My name is Lorraine and my daughter is lesbianà 1373 01:24:04,156 --> 01:24:06,328 I'm Susan, and my son is style 1374 01:24:08,858 --> 01:24:12,151 My name is Janice, and... 1375 01:24:12,905 --> 01:24:16,280 It's okay, let's start meeting now. 1376 01:24:24,597 --> 01:24:25,545 What do you want? 1377 01:24:25,547 --> 01:24:27,066 I won't hurt you. 1378 01:24:27,166 --> 01:24:29,034 Then what do you want? 1379 01:24:29,104 --> 01:24:30,806 I bought you this. 1380 01:24:32,339 --> 01:24:33,995 Why did you give me a present? 1381 01:24:34,532 --> 01:24:36,295 I've never been kind for you in my whole life. 1382 01:24:36,538 --> 01:24:39,162 I know, but I've never been good to you too so I thought I would try it. 1383 01:24:39,144 --> 01:24:41,073 I'm the one who told people that you are gay. 1384 01:24:41,373 --> 01:24:43,595 I know 1385 01:24:43,595 --> 01:24:44,595 - That's a trick, isn't it? - Not. 1386 01:24:45,911 --> 01:24:47,650 I don't understand. 1387 01:24:48,701 --> 01:24:49,638 There's a saying... 1388 01:24:50,549 --> 01:24:52,107 kill them with kindness 1389 01:24:52,207 --> 01:24:53,853 and in a few years, You will know what that means. 1390 01:24:53,853 --> 01:24:55,853 Why can't I eat at Jeff's house? 1391 01:24:58,180 --> 01:25:00,103 1392 01:25:00,104 --> 01:25:01,860 Because we have to have more family dinners 1393 01:25:02,120 --> 01:25:04,217 - Why? - Because we are good at punishment. 1394 01:25:05,558 --> 01:25:07,181 Because we're family, son. 1395 01:25:07,693 --> 01:25:09,973 That's in the eye of the beholder. 1396 01:25:09,973 --> 01:25:11,973 Keep it up and you will see your room. 1397 01:25:13,187 --> 01:25:15,062 How does the PFLAG meeting take place, Janice? 1398 01:25:16,477 --> 01:25:18,305 Good... Good morning 1399 01:25:19,017 --> 01:25:23,480 You have this gay rally next week. 1400 01:25:23,875 --> 01:25:26,713 - But I don't know, I think it's a kind of field trip. - Great, great! 1401 01:25:26,812 --> 01:25:28,049 Good for you. 1402 01:25:28,136 --> 01:25:33,240 Well I don't think I'm going to leave, I mean, I'm getting better 1403 01:25:33,240 --> 01:25:36,879 but I just don't think I'm ready screaming from the roof yet. 1404 01:25:41,706 --> 01:25:43,902 One step forward, one step back 1405 01:25:55,792 --> 01:25:56,571 Jane? 1406 01:25:58,020 --> 01:25:58,893 Can I enter? 1407 01:26:09,725 --> 01:26:12,704 Listen, I do the best I can, and sometimes it smells, 1408 01:26:15,054 --> 01:26:17,259 I will get better, I promise When? 1409 01:26:17,733 --> 01:26:18,688 I will go to the meeting, I admit you are gay, 1410 01:26:20,131 --> 01:26:23,186 I think I did it very well. 1411 01:26:24,068 --> 01:26:25,284 But everything is private, is still safe. 1412 01:26:25,774 --> 01:26:29,369 You don't really accept me unless you do it in the open. 1413 01:26:29,411 --> 01:26:32,669 Forgive me I can't. 1414 01:26:36,712 --> 01:26:37,967 I will be as fast as I can. 1415 01:26:40,968 --> 01:26:41,928 1416 01:26:45,495 --> 01:26:47,527 1417 01:26:50,776 --> 01:26:57,202 We are united, as brothers and sisters, in the struggle for what all humans deserve equality, rights, dignity. 1418 01:26:57,792 --> 01:27:01,642 The things that other people just took were given to them... 1419 01:27:01,850 --> 01:27:06,117 Under the law, all men and women are created equal in the eyes of my Lord. 1420 01:27:06,217 --> 01:27:11,750 Gods who are inclusive, not exclusive in the world we imagine, 1421 01:27:11,750 --> 01:27:15,750 not in the world of fences and walls, things that make people come out because they are different but in a world that loves. 1422 01:27:16,228 --> 01:27:18,490 We ask from the world what we expect from it, is not what gives us if it is wrong 1423 01:27:18,590 --> 01:27:23,790 1424 01:27:23,790 --> 01:27:25,790 1425 01:27:33,779 --> 01:27:39,181 1426 01:27:39,691 --> 01:27:41,995 Those are things we still strive for. 1427 01:27:44,413 --> 01:27:47,939 We show, protest. 1428 01:27:48,025 --> 01:27:49,635 Hi, Jane! 1429 01:27:50,158 --> 01:27:52,505 You're not supposed to here, someone might see you. 1430 01:27:53,191 --> 01:27:54,359 It's time for us to do it. 1431 01:28:00,061 --> 01:28:01,387 Sorry, your mother is not here. 1432 01:28:01,749 --> 01:28:02,865 He will come. 1433 01:28:03,292 --> 01:28:04,379 What if he doesn't? 1434 01:28:19,259 --> 01:28:20,940 Where is Janice? They want us on the stage to talk. 1435 01:28:21,278 --> 01:28:22,240 He doesn't come Oh, I'm sorry, Jane. 1436 01:28:22,742 --> 01:28:24,325 It's okay. 1437 01:28:24,009 --> 01:28:25,512 I need 3 or 4 times before I come. 1438 01:28:25,612 --> 01:28:28,156 Now you're here, this is the beginning. 1439 01:28:29,056 --> 01:28:31,553 We will see you later. 1440 01:28:31,656 --> 01:28:33,053 1441 01:28:36,356 --> 01:28:38,553 [ladies and gentlemen, PFLAG mother] 1442 01:28:47,497 --> 01:28:52,708 Hi, I'm Dorothy, and my son is gay. 1443 01:29:00,094 --> 01:29:02,278 I'm Lorraine, and my daughter is a lesbian, 1444 01:29:03,814 --> 01:29:05,760 I love him, and I am proud to be his mother. 1445 01:29:10,780 --> 01:29:13,049 I'm Carl, my daughter is lesbian I am Danci, and my child is gayà 1446 01:29:15,582 --> 01:29:17,915 Hi, I'm Rick, my daughter is lesbian, I'm very proud of her. 1447 01:29:24,131 --> 01:29:29,690 The amazing thing about change is that everyone can do it, 1448 01:29:38,271 --> 01:29:41,374 even the people you most expect from it. 1449 01:29:41,735 --> 01:29:44,247 My mother was really the person she was destined for. 1450 01:29:48,048 --> 01:29:50,996 I am very proud of how well he grew up. 1451 01:29:52,052 --> 01:29:56,331 1452 01:30:04,502 --> 01:30:11,331 This is dedicated to Matthew Shepard... and for all men & women who love differently.