1 00:00:19,687 --> 00:00:22,690 I had it all, and i'm not talking 2 00:00:22,857 --> 00:00:25,276 About worldly possessions. 3 00:00:25,443 --> 00:00:27,820 I'm talking about everything that truly 4 00:00:27,987 --> 00:00:32,700 Matters in this life, but i threw it all away, 5 00:00:32,867 --> 00:00:35,453 And for what? 6 00:00:35,619 --> 00:00:39,123 I couldn't have asked for more, but that's exactly 7 00:00:39,290 --> 00:00:44,628 What i searched for, and exactly what i got; 8 00:00:44,795 --> 00:00:51,135 More than my soul can bear. 9 00:00:51,302 --> 00:00:58,642 媻 i'll do what you say... 10 00:00:58,809 --> 00:01:03,272 媻 you say... 11 00:01:03,439 --> 00:01:09,904 媻 i'll do what you say... 12 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:16,202 媻 bring me back home... 13 00:01:29,173 --> 00:01:32,259 媻 stranded in a lower place... 14 00:01:32,426 --> 00:01:35,054 媻 my trust in you is the better case... 15 00:01:35,221 --> 00:01:41,018 媻 you know what is right for me... 16 00:01:41,185 --> 00:01:44,104 媻 all my mistakes have worn me down... 17 00:01:44,271 --> 00:01:48,192 媻 i can't make it alone... 18 00:01:48,359 --> 00:01:52,154 媻 your wonderful grace is always found... 19 00:01:52,321 --> 00:01:57,618 媻 you're someone who knows... 20 00:01:57,785 --> 00:02:04,708 媻 i'll do what you say... 21 00:02:04,875 --> 00:02:09,255 媻 you say... 22 00:02:09,421 --> 00:02:15,803 媻 i'll do what you say... 23 00:02:15,970 --> 00:02:25,437 媻 bring me back, oh... 24 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:32,069 I remember it like it was yesterday. 25 00:02:32,236 --> 00:02:34,405 Her beauty took my breath away, and her love 26 00:02:34,572 --> 00:02:38,659 Consumed every part of me. 27 00:02:40,411 --> 00:02:46,208 I, amber, take you doug to be my husband, my 28 00:02:46,333 --> 00:02:50,462 Partner, and my one true love, and promise to 29 00:02:50,629 --> 00:02:58,095 Cherish our union and love you every day more than i 30 00:02:58,262 --> 00:03:01,223 Did the day before. 31 00:03:01,390 --> 00:03:05,728 I promise to trust and respect you... 32 00:03:05,895 --> 00:03:11,358 And laugh and cry with you... 33 00:03:11,483 --> 00:03:17,323 And love you faithfully through the bad and the 34 00:03:17,489 --> 00:03:23,495 Good, no matter what obstacles we may face. 35 00:03:23,662 --> 00:03:31,170 I give you my hand, my heart and my love. 36 00:03:31,337 --> 00:03:35,049 From this day forward, as long as we 37 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:38,135 Both shall live. 38 00:03:38,302 --> 00:03:45,142 I, doug, take you amber to be my wife, my friend, 39 00:03:45,309 --> 00:03:48,520 And my love from this day forward. 40 00:03:48,687 --> 00:03:51,815 In the presence of our family and our friends, i 41 00:03:51,982 --> 00:03:55,694 Offer you this solemn to be your faithful 42 00:03:55,861 --> 00:04:02,201 Partner in sickness and in health, for richer or for 43 00:04:02,368 --> 00:04:06,705 Poorer, in good times and in bad, and in joy, 44 00:04:06,872 --> 00:04:11,335 As well as sorrow. 45 00:04:11,502 --> 00:04:15,047 I promise to love you unconditionally. 46 00:04:15,214 --> 00:04:17,257 I promise to laugh with you. 47 00:04:17,424 --> 00:04:20,761 I promise to cry with you, and cherish you for as 48 00:04:20,928 --> 00:04:23,555 Long as we both shall live. 49 00:04:23,722 --> 00:04:26,350 - You may exchange rings. 50 00:04:32,606 --> 00:04:36,819 By the power vested in me, i now pronounce you 51 00:04:36,986 --> 00:04:41,782 Husband and wife. You may kiss the bride. 52 00:04:55,462 --> 00:04:58,090 My world felt like a story book. 53 00:04:58,257 --> 00:05:00,384 We were unstoppable. 54 00:05:00,551 --> 00:05:06,390 Eternity was ours just for the taking. 55 00:05:19,695 --> 00:05:22,281 That was the beginning of something beautiful, and 56 00:05:22,448 --> 00:05:27,286 In retrospect, the end of our innocence. 57 00:05:33,667 --> 00:05:42,092 That was a magical day... 58 00:05:42,259 --> 00:05:45,596 Like a fairytale come true. 59 00:05:45,763 --> 00:05:49,475 It's something i had always dreamed about since 60 00:05:49,641 --> 00:05:54,938 I was a little girl, to have my knight in 61 00:05:55,105 --> 00:06:00,235 Shining armor carry me from the church 62 00:06:00,402 --> 00:06:03,864 To the waiting horse and carriage. 63 00:06:04,031 --> 00:06:05,699 She never wavered from the vow she made to 64 00:06:05,866 --> 00:06:08,452 Me on our wedding day. 65 00:06:08,619 --> 00:06:12,122 I wish i could say the same. 66 00:06:12,289 --> 00:06:14,374 I took her for granted. 67 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:20,255 I was blinded by lust and greed. 68 00:06:20,422 --> 00:06:24,426 It's all a mirage. 69 00:06:24,593 --> 00:06:29,807 The grass is never greener on the other side. 70 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:34,228 It's only greener where you water it. 71 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:38,607 That's what she used to say to me. 72 00:06:38,774 --> 00:06:42,861 I never listened, but i hear it now 73 00:06:43,028 --> 00:06:46,907 Loud and clear. 74 00:06:48,158 --> 00:06:53,831 - Don't go. 75 00:06:53,997 --> 00:06:56,208 - No. 76 00:06:56,375 --> 00:06:58,127 I better get back to work. 77 00:06:58,293 --> 00:07:00,337 - Take the day off. 78 00:07:03,715 --> 00:07:05,843 - I can't. 79 00:07:06,009 --> 00:07:08,554 Somebody's got to pay for this place. 80 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,389 Love doesn't come cheap. 81 00:07:10,556 --> 00:07:14,143 - No, but i'm worth it. 82 00:07:14,268 --> 00:07:20,399 - Yeah, you are. 83 00:07:20,566 --> 00:07:27,030 Why don't i take an entire month off, go to paris? 84 00:07:27,197 --> 00:07:30,242 - You're so good to me. 85 00:07:30,409 --> 00:07:32,953 Tired of waiting, though. 86 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,664 When are you going to tell her? 87 00:07:35,831 --> 00:07:38,959 - Tonight. 88 00:07:39,126 --> 00:07:42,129 - Tonight. 89 00:07:42,296 --> 00:07:44,381 It's about time. 90 00:07:44,548 --> 00:07:46,592 I kind of feel sorry for her. 91 00:07:46,758 --> 00:07:48,886 She doesn't even know it's coming. 92 00:07:49,052 --> 00:07:52,890 I don't feel sorry for her. 93 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:55,392 - Well, you should. 94 00:07:55,559 --> 00:07:59,646 You won. 95 00:07:59,813 --> 00:08:04,276 It wasn't a competition. 96 00:08:04,443 --> 00:08:09,114 No, she didn't stand a chance once i met you. 97 00:08:09,281 --> 00:08:11,909 I saved you from your boring life. 98 00:08:12,075 --> 00:08:14,786 - True. 99 00:08:14,953 --> 00:08:17,497 Very true, and thank you. 100 00:08:19,458 --> 00:08:23,128 - Same time tomorrow? 101 00:08:25,672 --> 00:08:28,217 - Can't come soon enough. 102 00:08:28,383 --> 00:08:30,969 We'll celebrate. 103 00:08:34,306 --> 00:08:36,600 I gotta get back to work. 104 00:08:48,904 --> 00:08:52,324 - Hey, mom. - Hey, sweetheart. 105 00:08:52,491 --> 00:08:53,659 Is dad coming home for dinner? 106 00:08:53,825 --> 00:08:55,911 He just called. He's on his way. 107 00:08:56,078 --> 00:08:56,912 You want to help me set up the table? 108 00:08:57,079 --> 00:08:58,580 - Sure. 109 00:08:58,747 --> 00:09:00,165 Great, oh, and use the good china. 110 00:09:00,332 --> 00:09:01,750 - Is it a special night? 111 00:09:01,917 --> 00:09:05,796 I just want it to be nice for your dad. 112 00:09:05,963 --> 00:09:10,509 Seems he's been working late every night. 113 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:13,136 Do you think he can come to my karate 114 00:09:13,303 --> 00:09:14,513 Tournament this weekend? 115 00:09:14,680 --> 00:09:16,139 - I sure hope so. 116 00:09:16,306 --> 00:09:17,307 I know how much it means to you. 117 00:09:17,474 --> 00:09:18,892 It's the state championships. 118 00:09:19,059 --> 00:09:21,728 - I know. We're so proud of you. 119 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:24,773 - Thanks, mom. 120 00:09:30,862 --> 00:09:33,949 I absolutely dreaded going home. 121 00:09:34,116 --> 00:09:38,704 I know it sounds terrible, but it's true. 122 00:09:38,870 --> 00:09:40,914 I let myself get to a place where the only 123 00:09:41,081 --> 00:09:43,959 Truthful things in my life felt like lies. 124 00:09:44,126 --> 00:09:46,461 It's strange how that works when what you're 125 00:09:46,628 --> 00:09:49,298 Doing is so wrong. 126 00:09:49,464 --> 00:09:52,050 Even seeing my daughter was hard. 127 00:09:52,217 --> 00:09:56,638 I adored her, but it riddled me with guilt 128 00:09:56,805 --> 00:09:59,182 Just seeing her face. 129 00:10:00,350 --> 00:10:02,644 - Dad! 130 00:10:03,770 --> 00:10:05,564 Hey, munchkin. How was your day? 131 00:10:05,731 --> 00:10:07,065 - Better now. 132 00:10:07,232 --> 00:10:11,778 Mine, too. I'm sorry. I should have called. I got tied up. 133 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:17,326 You, it's a school night. Off to bed. 134 00:10:17,492 --> 00:10:18,702 - Okay. Dad, can you 135 00:10:18,869 --> 00:10:20,662 Come to my karate tournament this weekend? 136 00:10:20,829 --> 00:10:21,955 I wouldn't miss it for the world. 137 00:10:22,122 --> 00:10:23,999 - Yes! Love you. 138 00:10:24,166 --> 00:10:25,625 - Love you, too, honey. 139 00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:28,295 - Night, dad. 140 00:10:28,462 --> 00:10:33,967 - I'm glad you're home. 141 00:10:34,134 --> 00:10:38,764 Let me go warm up dinner. 142 00:10:38,930 --> 00:10:40,724 - Okay. - Okay. 143 00:10:45,771 --> 00:10:49,107 - Thanks for dinner. 144 00:10:49,274 --> 00:10:52,152 - It's my pleasure. 145 00:10:52,319 --> 00:10:53,904 You're not eating much. 146 00:10:54,071 --> 00:10:57,240 Did you want know get you something else? 147 00:10:57,407 --> 00:11:00,744 - No, it's fine. 148 00:11:02,245 --> 00:11:04,664 I don't know about these green beans. 149 00:11:04,831 --> 00:11:06,041 Last week, they just seemed, 150 00:11:06,208 --> 00:11:08,794 I don't know, sweeter. 151 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:12,172 Are you okay? 152 00:11:12,339 --> 00:11:15,425 - Look, amber i... 153 00:11:15,592 --> 00:11:18,553 I can't do this anymore. 154 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:19,971 What on earth are you talking about? 155 00:11:20,138 --> 00:11:22,682 - Us. 156 00:11:22,849 --> 00:11:27,604 Our marriage. 157 00:11:29,898 --> 00:11:32,317 Where on earth is this coming from? 158 00:11:32,484 --> 00:11:35,570 - Amber... 159 00:11:35,737 --> 00:11:38,073 You're a good person. 160 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:40,409 I'm just not happy. 161 00:11:40,575 --> 00:11:43,995 I feel like we've been growing apart like... 162 00:11:44,162 --> 00:11:46,706 Like we want different things out of life. 163 00:11:46,873 --> 00:11:51,086 I want out. 164 00:11:51,253 --> 00:11:52,921 - You want out? 165 00:11:53,088 --> 00:11:58,093 There's more to it than that, but yeah. 166 00:11:58,260 --> 00:12:00,470 - I see. 167 00:12:00,637 --> 00:12:03,348 Isn't this just a little bit cliche? 168 00:12:03,515 --> 00:12:04,850 - What? 169 00:12:05,016 --> 00:12:09,229 - Come on, doug. I'm not stupid. 170 00:12:09,396 --> 00:12:14,693 The new clothes, the flashy car... 171 00:12:14,860 --> 00:12:23,326 And the late nights working. 172 00:12:23,493 --> 00:12:26,037 I can't believe this. 173 00:12:28,707 --> 00:12:33,420 This is hard for me to say, amber, but... 174 00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:37,507 I don't love you anymore. 175 00:12:37,674 --> 00:12:40,302 I'm sorry. 176 00:12:40,469 --> 00:12:47,058 - You're sorry? Really? 177 00:12:47,225 --> 00:12:50,437 Have you stopped to think for a moment what this is 178 00:12:50,604 --> 00:12:52,272 Going to do to izzy? 179 00:12:52,439 --> 00:12:54,441 - Of course i have! 180 00:12:54,608 --> 00:12:56,943 Izzy's my daughter. 181 00:12:57,110 --> 00:12:59,404 I love izzy. 182 00:12:59,571 --> 00:13:05,202 Right. It's just me you don't love anymore. 183 00:13:21,676 --> 00:13:23,178 I can't get her look of disappointment out 184 00:13:23,345 --> 00:13:25,472 Of my head. 185 00:13:25,639 --> 00:13:30,352 That's what hell is, i think, remembering the 186 00:13:30,519 --> 00:13:33,605 Face of someone you love and the pain 187 00:13:33,772 --> 00:13:37,359 You caused them. 188 00:13:37,526 --> 00:13:40,654 It wasn't always like this. 189 00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:43,114 I had character. 190 00:13:43,281 --> 00:13:45,534 You should have seen her on our first date. 191 00:13:45,700 --> 00:13:49,162 She was beautiful. 192 00:13:49,329 --> 00:13:52,082 I loved her the moment i laid eyes on her. 193 00:13:57,921 --> 00:14:03,385 - Can i help you? 194 00:14:03,552 --> 00:14:07,138 I'm here to pick up amber for the... 195 00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:09,057 Dance. 196 00:14:09,224 --> 00:14:12,852 - And you are? - Um... 197 00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:15,397 - Your name's um? 198 00:14:15,564 --> 00:14:21,444 Um, doug. Doug, that's my name. 199 00:14:21,611 --> 00:14:24,364 - And? 200 00:14:24,531 --> 00:14:31,454 And i'm here to pick her up for the prom. I... 201 00:14:31,621 --> 00:14:34,916 Girls ask guys. 202 00:14:35,083 --> 00:14:37,294 I thought she would have mentioned something. 203 00:14:37,460 --> 00:14:40,171 - She did. 204 00:14:40,338 --> 00:14:43,717 I was just expecting someone different. 205 00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:46,720 - No, it's just me. 206 00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:50,265 - Daddy, be nice. 207 00:14:50,432 --> 00:14:52,809 - This is nice. 208 00:14:52,976 --> 00:14:55,312 Wow, you look beautiful. 209 00:14:55,478 --> 00:14:58,940 - Thank you. 210 00:14:59,107 --> 00:15:00,317 You have her home by 11, or i'll come 211 00:15:00,483 --> 00:15:03,236 Looking for you. 212 00:15:03,403 --> 00:15:05,322 You don't want that. 213 00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:08,658 Yeah, 11 o'clock sharp. You have my word. 214 00:15:08,825 --> 00:15:11,703 - We'll see. 215 00:15:11,870 --> 00:15:13,830 - Look at this. 216 00:15:13,997 --> 00:15:15,498 This is a gorgeous couple, don't you think? 217 00:15:15,665 --> 00:15:17,584 - They're not a couple. 218 00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:21,087 It's a date, that's all it is. 219 00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:23,673 It's a first date, and it's probably her last 220 00:15:23,840 --> 00:15:26,926 One, with him anyway. 221 00:15:27,093 --> 00:15:31,431 And don't even think about first base. 222 00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:33,892 I don't even know what that is, but i promise i 223 00:15:34,059 --> 00:15:36,186 Won't even think about it, sir. 224 00:15:36,353 --> 00:15:38,396 - You're good. 225 00:15:38,563 --> 00:15:41,566 You know all the right things to say, don't you? 226 00:15:41,733 --> 00:15:43,610 You can't outsmart a fox. 227 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:46,363 I've been in the hen house, pal. 228 00:15:46,529 --> 00:15:49,074 I don't really know what that is, but i 229 00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:51,826 Promise you i won't think about it, sir. 230 00:15:51,993 --> 00:15:57,207 It means keep your hands to yourself. 231 00:15:57,374 --> 00:16:00,377 Time's ticking. 232 00:16:00,543 --> 00:16:04,047 - The big ones, 8 x 10's. Bye. 233 00:16:10,887 --> 00:16:12,972 - Nice guy. 234 00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:14,599 He's really a huge teddy bear once you 235 00:16:14,766 --> 00:16:16,309 Get to know him. 236 00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:18,937 - I can tell. 237 00:16:19,104 --> 00:16:21,272 - I don't like him. 238 00:16:21,439 --> 00:16:24,025 Robert, you don't even know him. 239 00:16:24,192 --> 00:16:26,319 Look, he looks like a really nice boy. 240 00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:28,947 Look, he's a gentleman. 241 00:16:29,114 --> 00:16:31,908 He's opening the door for her. 242 00:16:32,075 --> 00:16:34,619 Okay, try and put this on without stabbing you. 243 00:16:34,786 --> 00:16:36,329 - Okay. 244 00:16:38,373 --> 00:16:42,085 Ouch! 245 00:16:48,425 --> 00:16:51,428 - Okay. 246 00:16:51,594 --> 00:16:55,640 - I, um... 247 00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:58,059 I actually made this for you. 248 00:16:58,226 --> 00:17:02,230 It's not that great, is it? 249 00:17:02,397 --> 00:17:10,196 I think it's beautiful. Thank you. 250 00:17:16,453 --> 00:17:18,663 Perfect. 251 00:17:18,830 --> 00:17:20,373 - Thank you. 252 00:17:20,540 --> 00:17:22,625 I've never actually worn one of these before. 253 00:17:22,792 --> 00:17:28,131 Well, you look very handsome. 254 00:17:30,383 --> 00:17:31,509 Your parents are probably watching 255 00:17:31,676 --> 00:17:34,971 Us right now. 256 00:17:36,139 --> 00:17:37,557 - Should we go should? 257 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:40,351 - Yeah, let's go. 258 00:18:03,249 --> 00:18:06,085 What i wouldn't give to go back in time and share 259 00:18:06,252 --> 00:18:12,258 That moment with you again. 260 00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:16,262 We were so innocent, and you... 261 00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:26,689 You were so cute, so charming. 262 00:18:26,856 --> 00:18:30,527 I think it's safe to say i was smitten with you from 263 00:18:30,693 --> 00:18:33,613 The very beginning. 264 00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:36,741 - Did you tell her? 265 00:18:36,908 --> 00:18:39,452 - Yeah. 266 00:18:39,619 --> 00:18:42,413 - What did she say? 267 00:18:58,888 --> 00:19:03,935 Are you okay? 268 00:19:04,102 --> 00:19:09,274 I've just never heard her cry like that before. 269 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:12,318 It was hard to be around. 270 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,988 Why didn't you just pack your bags and leave? 271 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,447 Because i didn't want to make a big scene with 272 00:19:16,614 --> 00:19:19,409 My daughter there. 273 00:19:19,576 --> 00:19:26,082 I'll wrap my things up in the next few days. 274 00:19:26,249 --> 00:19:28,585 You can stay with me until we get a 275 00:19:28,751 --> 00:19:36,301 Place of our own. 276 00:19:36,467 --> 00:19:41,139 Did you hear me? 277 00:19:41,306 --> 00:19:49,063 Yeah. I knew she wanted to find out happened to our 278 00:19:49,230 --> 00:19:51,733 Marriage, but i could hardly give her a 279 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:55,862 Satisfactory answer. 280 00:19:56,029 --> 00:19:59,991 She had lost my heart to another woman. 281 00:20:00,158 --> 00:20:06,706 I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her. 282 00:20:06,873 --> 00:20:09,459 Or so i thought at the time. 283 00:20:39,405 --> 00:20:42,241 - How is izzy? 284 00:20:42,408 --> 00:20:45,411 She waited up for you again. 285 00:20:49,624 --> 00:20:53,544 I'll go talk to her in a minute. 286 00:20:57,173 --> 00:20:59,759 I'm sorry this has to be done right now, but it's 287 00:20:59,926 --> 00:21:02,136 Just gotta get done. 288 00:21:02,303 --> 00:21:04,138 I need you to sign the divorce papers. 289 00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:06,057 They're more than fair. 290 00:21:06,224 --> 00:21:09,686 You get the house, your car, half the money we 291 00:21:09,852 --> 00:21:13,147 Have in the bank. 292 00:21:13,314 --> 00:21:18,319 You and izzy will be well taken care of, i promise. 293 00:21:32,792 --> 00:21:34,252 - Sorry i'm late. 294 00:21:34,419 --> 00:21:38,715 - It's okay. - Are you all right? 295 00:21:38,881 --> 00:21:41,259 - Yeah. 296 00:21:41,426 --> 00:21:43,219 - Okay. Did you order yet? 297 00:21:43,386 --> 00:21:44,762 No, i was waiting for you. 298 00:21:44,929 --> 00:21:47,140 - Perfect. 299 00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:49,517 So did you look into that? 300 00:21:49,684 --> 00:21:51,436 Yeah, yeah, it seems like it's a pretty 301 00:21:51,602 --> 00:21:53,563 Good jr. College. 302 00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:55,815 I meant the marriage license. 303 00:21:55,982 --> 00:21:59,777 Oh, i haven't gotten around to that yet. 304 00:21:59,944 --> 00:22:02,447 - Good. 305 00:22:02,613 --> 00:22:08,661 - What do you mean good? - Never mind. 306 00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:10,079 You're acting really strange. 307 00:22:10,246 --> 00:22:14,375 What's going on? 308 00:22:15,585 --> 00:22:18,588 - I think... 309 00:22:18,755 --> 00:22:20,506 That we might be a little bit too young to be 310 00:22:20,673 --> 00:22:24,552 Thinking about marriage. 311 00:22:24,719 --> 00:22:25,887 That's all we've been talking about for the 312 00:22:26,054 --> 00:22:28,973 Last year, amber. 313 00:22:29,140 --> 00:22:32,769 I know. I just feel like we need more time to 314 00:22:32,935 --> 00:22:37,023 Think about it, you know? 315 00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:40,651 And then we'll meet back up after college. 316 00:22:48,910 --> 00:22:52,080 Are you breaking up with me? 317 00:22:52,246 --> 00:22:53,998 - That's not what i said. 318 00:22:54,165 --> 00:22:56,542 - What are you saying? 319 00:22:56,709 --> 00:23:03,633 That maybe, um, we should see other people. 320 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:06,469 Look, doug, forever is a really, really long time. 321 00:23:06,636 --> 00:23:09,138 - I can't believe this. 322 00:23:09,305 --> 00:23:13,559 I just wanted a hamburger. 323 00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:18,689 Look, this isn't some permanent thing, doug. 324 00:23:18,856 --> 00:23:23,861 I just need to be sure. 325 00:23:24,028 --> 00:23:27,573 I know what i want. I thought you did, too. 326 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:31,035 You're the last person i'd ever want to hurt. 327 00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:33,454 I'm sorry. 328 00:23:33,621 --> 00:23:35,206 This is coming from your dad, isn't it? 329 00:23:35,373 --> 00:23:38,209 - No. 330 00:23:38,376 --> 00:23:42,547 Yeah, it is. He's never liked me since day one. 331 00:23:42,713 --> 00:23:44,632 He's just overprotective. 332 00:23:44,799 --> 00:23:49,428 I'm his only daughter. 333 00:23:49,595 --> 00:23:51,430 He thinks i'm never going to amount to 334 00:23:51,597 --> 00:23:53,224 Anything because he's loaded, and i'm poor. 335 00:23:53,391 --> 00:23:56,102 - No, he just thinks... 336 00:23:56,269 --> 00:24:01,607 - What? Thinks that what? 337 00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:05,361 He thinks that i'm way below his precious 338 00:24:05,528 --> 00:24:08,281 Daughter because i grew up in foster care? 339 00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:09,657 Because i don't know my real parents, 340 00:24:09,824 --> 00:24:15,663 And i've never had a relevant family? So what? 341 00:24:15,830 --> 00:24:17,373 It's not my fault i wasn't born with a silver spoon 342 00:24:17,540 --> 00:24:22,211 In my mouth. 343 00:24:22,378 --> 00:24:24,630 Yeah, life's hard, but you know what? 344 00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:27,758 I'm going to prove him wrong. 345 00:24:27,925 --> 00:24:29,552 I'm going to be really successful, and i'm going 346 00:24:29,719 --> 00:24:31,137 To be a great husband to you someday, so go do 347 00:24:31,304 --> 00:24:32,889 Whatever you want to do. 348 00:24:33,055 --> 00:24:35,516 Go on a hundred dates. 349 00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:36,851 Nobody's ever going to love you as much 350 00:24:37,018 --> 00:24:39,270 As i love you. 351 00:24:39,437 --> 00:24:41,022 I'm going to be here for, amber, however long it 352 00:24:41,189 --> 00:24:43,649 Takes, because i know that you're supposed 353 00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:45,651 To be my wife. 354 00:24:54,702 --> 00:24:59,624 I think that must have been so hard for you. 355 00:24:59,790 --> 00:25:02,084 What are you talking about? 356 00:25:02,251 --> 00:25:08,925 When we were young, in that diner, and i said i 357 00:25:09,091 --> 00:25:13,971 Wanted to see other people. 358 00:25:14,138 --> 00:25:15,806 You were right. 359 00:25:15,973 --> 00:25:20,770 It wasn't what i wanted. 360 00:25:20,937 --> 00:25:27,235 My father was pressuring me. 361 00:25:27,401 --> 00:25:30,571 I'm really sorry i put you through that. 362 00:25:30,738 --> 00:25:33,532 None of that matters anymore. 363 00:25:33,699 --> 00:25:37,119 - It matters to me. 364 00:25:37,286 --> 00:25:44,126 Amber, don't make this harder than it has to be. 365 00:25:44,293 --> 00:25:46,837 Just sign the papers. 366 00:26:22,707 --> 00:26:25,042 - Izzy? - Yeah? 367 00:26:29,255 --> 00:26:30,923 I'm sorry if i woke you. 368 00:26:31,090 --> 00:26:32,550 - I was already awake. 369 00:26:32,717 --> 00:26:35,386 I was waiting for you to come home. 370 00:26:35,553 --> 00:26:39,223 - I had to work late. 371 00:26:39,390 --> 00:26:46,772 You always work late. You're never home anymore. 372 00:26:46,939 --> 00:26:53,446 How was school? Keeping those grades up? 373 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,823 - All a's. 374 00:26:55,990 --> 00:27:03,914 That's my girl. Well, early day tomorrow. 375 00:27:04,081 --> 00:27:06,167 Get some rest. 376 00:27:09,795 --> 00:27:19,555 Dad? Why has mom been crying all day? 377 00:27:19,722 --> 00:27:23,142 I don't know, izzy, but i don't want to discuss 378 00:27:23,309 --> 00:27:25,811 This right now. 379 00:27:25,978 --> 00:27:30,566 You hurt her, didn't you? 380 00:27:30,733 --> 00:27:35,905 Has your mom told you anything? 381 00:27:36,072 --> 00:27:38,616 No, but all of my friends' parents seem like 382 00:27:38,783 --> 00:27:40,618 They're getting divorced lately. 383 00:27:40,785 --> 00:27:43,537 I don't want that to ever happen to you and mom. 384 00:27:49,752 --> 00:27:53,422 All that matters is that you know that both 385 00:27:53,589 --> 00:27:57,093 Your mom and i love you very much, and that will 386 00:27:57,259 --> 00:28:02,390 Never change, okay? 387 00:28:04,308 --> 00:28:07,395 All right, good night. 388 00:28:07,561 --> 00:28:09,814 - Kids can sense things. 389 00:28:09,980 --> 00:28:11,273 They're more intuitive than we give 390 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:12,400 Them credit for. 391 00:28:13,234 --> 00:28:16,529 I have to live with it, all the guilt, 392 00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:18,906 All the shame. 393 00:28:20,658 --> 00:28:23,452 I'm haunted. 394 00:28:23,619 --> 00:28:25,788 So she just ripped it in half. 395 00:28:25,955 --> 00:28:26,622 - Yeah. 396 00:28:26,789 --> 00:28:28,874 She can't do that, can she? 397 00:28:29,041 --> 00:28:30,751 - She can and she did. 398 00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:33,087 What are you gonna do about it? 399 00:28:33,254 --> 00:28:36,090 Print another one tomorrow and give it to her. 400 00:28:36,257 --> 00:28:38,551 She's gonna take you for everything you're worth. 401 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,428 Look, i don't get the feeling she's in it 402 00:28:40,594 --> 00:28:42,096 For the money or the possessions anymore. 403 00:28:42,263 --> 00:28:44,932 Don't be so naive, of course she is! 404 00:28:45,099 --> 00:28:46,517 She's planning something, i know it. 405 00:28:46,684 --> 00:28:48,310 She's just trying to cope. 406 00:28:48,477 --> 00:28:49,562 I shattered her whole world. 407 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:51,313 That woman is no saint! 408 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:52,523 She wants your money! 409 00:28:52,690 --> 00:28:53,691 - She wants her family. 410 00:28:53,858 --> 00:28:55,025 Why are you defending her? 411 00:28:55,192 --> 00:28:56,110 That's not what i'm doing. 412 00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:58,904 - Yes, it is! 413 00:28:59,947 --> 00:29:01,115 Are you having second thoughts? 414 00:29:01,282 --> 00:29:02,992 - No. 415 00:29:03,159 --> 00:29:06,245 No, we've been through this before. 416 00:29:06,996 --> 00:29:08,414 Do you still have feelings for her? 417 00:29:10,332 --> 00:29:11,959 - No. 418 00:29:12,918 --> 00:29:15,129 But you think i'm some kind of a monster? 419 00:29:15,796 --> 00:29:17,798 - No, i didn't say that. 420 00:29:17,965 --> 00:29:18,883 You're not the one that had to look his 421 00:29:19,049 --> 00:29:20,259 Daughter in the eye last night and try to explain 422 00:29:20,426 --> 00:29:22,261 All this to her. 423 00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:25,556 - Okay. 424 00:29:25,723 --> 00:29:26,599 I know this is hard on you 425 00:29:26,765 --> 00:29:28,893 Because of your daughter. 426 00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:33,105 Listen to me, but even she wouldn't want you 427 00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:36,484 To be in a miserable marriage. 428 00:29:37,943 --> 00:29:40,070 And she's gonna understand some day. 429 00:29:41,405 --> 00:29:42,698 I'm sorry if you think that i've been 430 00:29:42,823 --> 00:29:48,496 Insensitive, but i have feelings too. 431 00:29:51,290 --> 00:29:53,959 It's just a bad situation all around. 432 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:57,213 - Sit down. 433 00:29:59,173 --> 00:30:02,801 This is gonna be over soon, 434 00:30:02,968 --> 00:30:06,639 And it's just gonna be me and you. 435 00:30:08,849 --> 00:30:13,145 Your daughter can come over any time she wants. 436 00:30:13,312 --> 00:30:15,898 Everyone is gonna be happier in the end. 437 00:30:28,244 --> 00:30:33,999 Sometimes people come into our lives and they 438 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:39,672 Appear to be something that they're not, 439 00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:43,926 Like a wolf in sheep's clothing. 440 00:30:47,179 --> 00:30:50,849 And these people can harm you. 441 00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:52,434 And more importantly, 442 00:30:52,601 --> 00:30:55,437 They can harm the people you love. 443 00:30:59,817 --> 00:31:07,449 It seems family is being targeted for destruction 444 00:31:07,616 --> 00:31:13,539 More now than ever, and without god in our lives, 445 00:31:13,706 --> 00:31:16,834 We have nothing. 446 00:31:17,668 --> 00:31:21,338 We need to turn to him often. 447 00:31:23,215 --> 00:31:25,926 We need to protect each other. 448 00:31:29,430 --> 00:31:34,184 If we hold on to what we believe in and if we hold 449 00:31:34,351 --> 00:31:39,398 On to each other, nothing can ever tear us apart. 450 00:31:40,357 --> 00:31:42,693 Doug, will you please just wait a minute! 451 00:31:42,818 --> 00:31:44,069 I knew this was a bad idea! 452 00:31:44,236 --> 00:31:45,696 I trusted you! 453 00:31:45,863 --> 00:31:48,365 Please just calm down. Come back inside. 454 00:31:48,532 --> 00:31:49,575 Why? So i can listen to your father 455 00:31:49,742 --> 00:31:51,035 Degrade me even more? 456 00:31:51,201 --> 00:31:53,078 No, it's not like that. 457 00:31:53,245 --> 00:31:54,413 - It is exactly like that. 458 00:31:54,538 --> 00:31:56,040 You knew what i was walking into. 459 00:31:56,206 --> 00:31:59,293 Listen, he didn't mean any of that, okay? 460 00:31:59,460 --> 00:32:01,211 Rich people just, 461 00:32:01,378 --> 00:32:03,881 They say strange things sometimes and... 462 00:32:04,048 --> 00:32:05,382 Just keep justifying him trying to make me 463 00:32:05,549 --> 00:32:06,884 Feel like a loser. 464 00:32:07,051 --> 00:32:10,220 No. He was wrong to have asked you 465 00:32:10,387 --> 00:32:12,431 All of those questions. 466 00:32:13,307 --> 00:32:14,767 What i'm saying is none of those questions 467 00:32:14,933 --> 00:32:17,186 Should matter to you. 468 00:32:17,353 --> 00:32:20,648 There's a lot you don't know about me, amber. 469 00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:24,109 You don't know what it's like to be kicked out 470 00:32:24,276 --> 00:32:25,569 Of every foster care by one abusive 471 00:32:25,736 --> 00:32:29,365 Drunk after another. 472 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,534 What it's like to eat out of garbage cans and beg 473 00:32:32,660 --> 00:32:35,496 For food on the street. 474 00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:38,415 Back when we were in high school, 475 00:32:38,582 --> 00:32:39,375 There were nights when i slept on the street 476 00:32:39,541 --> 00:32:41,710 With the bums. 477 00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:46,757 Why didn't you ever say something? 478 00:32:46,924 --> 00:32:49,051 It doesn't matter anymore. 479 00:32:49,218 --> 00:32:51,387 I'm not gonna be a victim. 480 00:32:51,553 --> 00:32:54,014 I'm a survivor. 481 00:32:57,559 --> 00:32:58,519 Under the circumstances, 482 00:32:58,686 --> 00:33:02,022 Junior college is the best i could afford. 483 00:33:02,189 --> 00:33:04,233 But i get it. 484 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:06,527 I'm not good enough for daddy's little girl. 485 00:33:06,694 --> 00:33:09,613 - That is not true. 486 00:33:09,780 --> 00:33:13,701 You've treated me better than anybody ever has, doug. 487 00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:18,288 You're the only person who's ever fought for me. 488 00:33:21,792 --> 00:33:23,669 Please don't stop. 489 00:33:23,836 --> 00:33:25,379 I don't want to lose you just because 490 00:33:25,546 --> 00:33:27,339 My dad is closed minded. 491 00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:31,635 I would live in a cardboard box with you. 492 00:33:37,641 --> 00:33:39,226 Let me in. 493 00:33:41,061 --> 00:33:43,147 I'm not gonna hurt you. 494 00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:51,780 - I can't. 495 00:33:53,282 --> 00:33:57,202 Doug, you can trust me. 496 00:33:59,037 --> 00:34:01,749 Listen to me, i'm never ever going anywhere, 497 00:34:01,915 --> 00:34:04,460 Okay? 498 00:34:07,254 --> 00:34:09,715 We can start our own life together. 499 00:34:21,143 --> 00:34:24,521 You had such character, 500 00:34:24,688 --> 00:34:28,192 Even at a young age, and you'd been through so 501 00:34:28,358 --> 00:34:32,821 Much, more than most. 502 00:34:32,988 --> 00:34:36,158 And i know my father eventually came to have 503 00:34:36,325 --> 00:34:39,870 Great respect for you. 504 00:34:40,037 --> 00:34:46,752 And that night changed everything because i was 505 00:34:46,919 --> 00:34:50,380 Able to stand up for someone i loved. 506 00:34:51,632 --> 00:34:52,966 You. 507 00:34:54,468 --> 00:34:55,969 I don't know if you knew this or not, 508 00:34:56,136 --> 00:34:59,181 But she put me through college. 509 00:34:59,348 --> 00:35:02,434 She worked two jobs and never complained. 510 00:35:02,601 --> 00:35:05,312 I couldn't have done any of it without her. 511 00:35:05,479 --> 00:35:06,438 What i wouldn't do to have those moments 512 00:35:06,605 --> 00:35:08,106 Back again with her. 513 00:35:26,583 --> 00:35:27,626 - Hey. 514 00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:28,710 - Hey. 515 00:35:28,877 --> 00:35:30,462 I missed you. 516 00:35:34,591 --> 00:35:37,344 What's the special occasion? 517 00:35:37,511 --> 00:35:38,846 I just want to let you know how thankful i am 518 00:35:39,012 --> 00:35:40,556 For you helping me. 519 00:35:40,722 --> 00:35:45,644 I mean, helping us get through college. 520 00:35:45,811 --> 00:35:47,229 We're almost there. 521 00:35:47,396 --> 00:35:48,605 - We're a team. 522 00:35:48,772 --> 00:35:50,107 - Yeah. 523 00:35:50,274 --> 00:35:51,316 Are you hungry? 524 00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:52,901 - Starving. 525 00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:01,535 Would you like some of this very rare generic 526 00:36:01,702 --> 00:36:03,912 Brand 1993 root beer? 527 00:36:04,079 --> 00:36:05,581 - I would love some. 528 00:36:05,747 --> 00:36:07,040 - Okay. 529 00:36:17,926 --> 00:36:19,720 For you... 530 00:36:19,887 --> 00:36:21,889 And for me. 531 00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:40,949 And a toast to... 532 00:36:41,116 --> 00:36:43,785 - Forever. 533 00:36:43,952 --> 00:36:46,872 - To forever. 534 00:36:55,339 --> 00:37:01,261 And dinner is served. 535 00:37:01,428 --> 00:37:04,598 Ramen noodles with sliced hog dogs du jour. 536 00:37:04,765 --> 00:37:06,475 - My favorite. 537 00:37:06,642 --> 00:37:11,188 I thought that fillet mignon with asparagus 538 00:37:11,355 --> 00:37:13,774 And hollandaise sauce was your favorite. 539 00:37:13,941 --> 00:37:16,902 It doesn't matter what we eat 540 00:37:17,069 --> 00:37:18,987 As long as i'm with you. 541 00:37:19,696 --> 00:37:21,031 - Let's dig in. 542 00:37:29,665 --> 00:37:31,500 - Thank you. 543 00:37:31,667 --> 00:37:33,418 - You're welcome. 544 00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,963 I don't know what i'd do without you. 545 00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:38,382 You'll never have to find out. 546 00:37:42,052 --> 00:37:43,387 One second. 547 00:37:52,020 --> 00:37:53,730 May i have this dance? 548 00:37:55,357 --> 00:37:56,566 - You may. 549 00:37:57,401 --> 00:38:00,487 媻 we can live our whole lives... 550 00:38:00,654 --> 00:38:04,366 媻 missing every sun rise... 551 00:38:04,533 --> 00:38:07,744 媻 with bills to pay and no time... 552 00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:12,207 媻 for me and you... 553 00:38:12,374 --> 00:38:16,169 媻 we can buy a big place... 554 00:38:16,336 --> 00:38:20,298 媻 that you could see from outer space... 555 00:38:20,465 --> 00:38:24,261 媻 but if i never see your face... 556 00:38:42,195 --> 00:38:48,243 Sometimes we take our love for granted, 557 00:38:48,410 --> 00:38:52,330 And we stop doing the little things that 558 00:38:52,497 --> 00:38:55,625 Kindled that spark in the first place. 559 00:38:57,753 --> 00:39:02,382 Just like a plant needs sunlight and water to 560 00:39:02,549 --> 00:39:07,137 Live, a relationship needs constant love 561 00:39:07,304 --> 00:39:11,933 And nurturing so it doesn't die. 562 00:41:41,708 --> 00:41:44,502 I don't want anything from you, doug. 563 00:41:47,464 --> 00:41:52,636 But i do have a few requests. 564 00:41:54,346 --> 00:41:55,513 - What do you mean? 565 00:41:59,142 --> 00:42:00,477 - It's all right here. 566 00:42:07,108 --> 00:42:09,527 Those are my stipulations. 567 00:42:11,655 --> 00:42:14,157 And i'm not asking for very much. 568 00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:27,587 So the money, this house, the car, it's all yours. 569 00:42:28,838 --> 00:42:30,924 - This is absurd. 570 00:42:33,385 --> 00:42:34,928 You have to survive. 571 00:42:35,095 --> 00:42:37,305 Sign the papers. 572 00:42:40,058 --> 00:42:42,018 - In 30 days. 573 00:42:43,144 --> 00:42:44,938 - No. 574 00:42:45,105 --> 00:42:47,107 Now! 575 00:43:00,996 --> 00:43:03,623 - After izzy's birthday. 576 00:43:04,499 --> 00:43:06,501 30 days. 577 00:43:06,668 --> 00:43:12,882 In the meantime, you and i need to carry on like 578 00:43:13,049 --> 00:43:16,386 Everything's as normal as possible for her sake. 579 00:43:16,553 --> 00:43:18,638 That's not asking very much. 580 00:43:18,805 --> 00:43:21,391 You are just prolonging the inevitable. 581 00:43:21,558 --> 00:43:23,268 It's not gonna change my mind. 582 00:43:23,435 --> 00:43:25,353 Just sign the papers. 583 00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,814 We owe her that much, doug. 584 00:43:34,070 --> 00:43:41,786 - Okay. 30 days. 585 00:43:41,953 --> 00:43:46,374 But after that, you are signing those papers. 586 00:43:47,042 --> 00:43:49,085 - You have my word. 587 00:43:51,755 --> 00:43:53,673 I could understand that part of it. 588 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,925 A month didn't seem unreasonable, 589 00:43:56,092 --> 00:43:59,471 But the words that came out of her mouth next, 590 00:43:59,637 --> 00:44:03,058 I...i thought she'd lost her mind. 591 00:44:03,975 --> 00:44:07,228 There is one other thing. 592 00:44:07,395 --> 00:44:09,189 - What? 593 00:44:10,482 --> 00:44:14,903 Do you remember on our wedding day, 594 00:44:15,070 --> 00:44:17,989 You carried me from the church to the limousine? 595 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:23,203 - Yeah. 596 00:44:23,328 --> 00:44:26,790 Yeah, of course i do. 597 00:44:27,540 --> 00:44:29,584 - I want that again. 598 00:44:30,835 --> 00:44:33,505 You're not making any sense. 599 00:44:34,631 --> 00:44:42,222 Every day for the next 30 days, 600 00:44:42,389 --> 00:44:45,183 Be just like our wedding day. 601 00:44:45,350 --> 00:44:47,727 You carry me from this room to the front door 602 00:44:47,894 --> 00:44:50,271 When you go to work. 603 00:44:55,318 --> 00:45:00,073 Amber, that's just stupid. 604 00:45:05,662 --> 00:45:07,997 - It's not stupid to me. 605 00:45:08,164 --> 00:45:14,671 Amber, i need you to hear me. 606 00:45:16,423 --> 00:45:20,760 Our marriage is over. 607 00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:25,765 This stunt, there's nothing you can do that's 608 00:45:25,932 --> 00:45:28,560 Gonna change my mind. 609 00:45:31,146 --> 00:45:34,983 I will stay here in this marriage for 30 days, 610 00:45:35,150 --> 00:45:39,821 But that's it. 611 00:45:42,699 --> 00:45:45,118 I'm just not gonna carry you to the door. 612 00:45:47,120 --> 00:45:52,250 I've given you the best years of my life. 613 00:45:52,417 --> 00:45:55,462 I kept my vows to you and to god. 614 00:45:55,628 --> 00:45:57,714 I have served your every need, 615 00:45:57,881 --> 00:46:02,552 And i have loved you with all my heart. 616 00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:06,055 You can't do this one thing? 617 00:46:12,687 --> 00:46:14,939 Don't make me beg. 618 00:46:23,239 --> 00:46:25,492 - Okay. 619 00:46:27,452 --> 00:46:30,538 I will carry you to the door 620 00:46:30,705 --> 00:46:36,294 But then you're gonna sign those papers, 621 00:46:36,461 --> 00:46:38,713 And that will be it, right? 622 00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:42,217 Nothing more, nothing else. 623 00:46:45,386 --> 00:46:47,764 - That's all i want. 624 00:46:49,432 --> 00:46:51,684 - Okay. 625 00:46:56,856 --> 00:46:59,400 I'm late for work. 626 00:47:01,194 --> 00:47:03,279 So come on, let's do this. 627 00:47:03,446 --> 00:47:04,572 Come on, come on, let's do this. 628 00:47:04,739 --> 00:47:07,867 Let's...it starts today. 629 00:47:08,034 --> 00:47:09,494 - Yeah. 630 00:47:31,724 --> 00:47:38,189 I felt like it was a cruel waste of time. 631 00:47:39,482 --> 00:47:43,069 One of the most awkward moments of my life. 632 00:47:46,114 --> 00:47:51,536 My wife had become a stranger in my arms. 633 00:48:05,466 --> 00:48:11,681 Intimacy and touch, i think those are the 634 00:48:11,848 --> 00:48:15,685 Things people long for. 635 00:48:15,852 --> 00:48:19,522 It's what people need. 636 00:48:19,689 --> 00:48:22,775 And it's what separates the other relationships 637 00:48:22,942 --> 00:48:24,819 In our lives. 638 00:48:30,533 --> 00:48:34,037 - What's going on? 639 00:48:34,203 --> 00:48:36,205 Mom and i are just having a little fun. 640 00:48:36,372 --> 00:48:37,624 Don't tell her about the divorce. 641 00:48:37,790 --> 00:48:40,251 Please. 642 00:48:45,798 --> 00:48:47,258 - I've gotta go to work. 643 00:48:47,425 --> 00:48:48,301 Bye, munchkin. 644 00:48:48,468 --> 00:48:49,802 - Bye. 645 00:48:50,595 --> 00:48:51,471 Bye, daddy. 646 00:48:51,638 --> 00:48:53,097 - I'll see you tonight. 647 00:49:04,025 --> 00:49:06,152 I like it when dad carries you. 648 00:49:06,319 --> 00:49:07,820 - So do i. 649 00:49:07,987 --> 00:49:09,906 I like it too. 650 00:49:12,408 --> 00:49:14,369 Do you know how much i love you? 651 00:49:14,535 --> 00:49:16,412 - Yeah. 652 00:49:16,579 --> 00:49:18,247 - Do you? 653 00:49:18,414 --> 00:49:20,249 Yeah. 654 00:49:21,209 --> 00:49:23,419 Don't ever forget that. 655 00:49:23,586 --> 00:49:24,379 - I won't. 656 00:49:24,545 --> 00:49:25,922 - Okay. 657 00:49:28,424 --> 00:49:29,842 - Why are you crying? 658 00:49:30,009 --> 00:49:32,345 Oh, these are happy tears. 659 00:49:32,512 --> 00:49:35,139 It's all good. 660 00:49:36,474 --> 00:49:37,934 - Love you. - Love you baby. 661 00:49:38,101 --> 00:49:39,769 I'll see you later. 662 00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:42,063 Bye bye. 663 00:49:46,359 --> 00:49:47,777 Bye. 664 00:50:08,589 --> 00:50:09,465 You should have seen the look 665 00:50:09,632 --> 00:50:12,093 On my daughter's face. 666 00:50:12,260 --> 00:50:15,847 It's like we're living in some fairy tale. 667 00:50:17,890 --> 00:50:19,934 - 30 days. 668 00:50:20,059 --> 00:50:21,936 - Yeah. 669 00:50:22,103 --> 00:50:24,897 - And you agreed? 670 00:50:25,064 --> 00:50:27,066 What was i supposed to do? 671 00:50:27,233 --> 00:50:28,818 She laid a huge guilt trip on me. 672 00:50:28,985 --> 00:50:31,028 You're supposed to say no. 673 00:50:31,195 --> 00:50:32,822 That woman's crazy. 674 00:50:32,989 --> 00:50:35,199 She needs to be institutionalized. 675 00:50:36,909 --> 00:50:38,703 - I hate her for this. 676 00:50:42,206 --> 00:50:43,583 This is gonna crush my daughter even more when 677 00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:47,086 She finds out the truth about the divorce. 678 00:50:48,463 --> 00:50:52,049 I couldn't face the truth. 679 00:50:52,216 --> 00:50:54,594 When you're doing something that you know 680 00:50:54,761 --> 00:50:57,889 Is wrong, deep down inside you have to have 681 00:50:58,055 --> 00:51:01,100 Someone to blame besides yourself. 682 00:51:45,812 --> 00:51:47,480 - All right. 683 00:51:47,647 --> 00:51:48,439 Let's do this. 684 00:51:48,606 --> 00:51:50,441 - Okay. 685 00:51:57,615 --> 00:52:00,618 I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. 686 00:52:00,785 --> 00:52:02,912 I realized that i hadn't looked at her 687 00:52:03,079 --> 00:52:07,083 In a really long time. 688 00:52:07,250 --> 00:52:11,170 Looked at her carefully. 689 00:52:11,963 --> 00:52:14,841 She wasn't young anymore. 690 00:52:15,007 --> 00:52:22,181 There were these fine wrinkles on her face. 691 00:52:22,348 --> 00:52:27,144 Our marriage had taken a toll on her. 692 00:52:27,311 --> 00:52:33,568 For a minute i wondered what had i done to her. 693 00:52:41,450 --> 00:52:45,371 - Doug... doug... 694 00:52:45,538 --> 00:52:48,499 Is something wrong? 695 00:52:48,666 --> 00:52:51,085 - No, i... 696 00:52:51,252 --> 00:52:54,797 - You what? 697 00:52:54,964 --> 00:52:57,008 - I've gotta go to work. 698 00:53:08,603 --> 00:53:12,064 Wow, two days in a row. 699 00:53:12,231 --> 00:53:14,150 This is the way i carried your mother to 700 00:53:14,317 --> 00:53:15,818 The car after we got married, 701 00:53:15,985 --> 00:53:19,822 So i thought that... 702 00:53:19,989 --> 00:53:21,782 - Thought what? 703 00:53:21,949 --> 00:53:24,285 We just thought it would be fun to celebrate 704 00:53:24,452 --> 00:53:26,537 The whole month. 705 00:53:26,704 --> 00:53:29,707 Your birthday is coming up and our 25th wedding 706 00:53:29,874 --> 00:53:34,754 Anniversary is right around the corner. 707 00:53:34,921 --> 00:53:36,672 I want a marriage just like yours 708 00:53:36,839 --> 00:53:40,384 When i'm older. 709 00:53:40,551 --> 00:53:43,012 We want that for you too, sweetie. 710 00:53:46,724 --> 00:53:49,226 I hate to run off but i've got to get to work. 711 00:53:49,393 --> 00:53:51,228 Love you. 712 00:54:14,001 --> 00:54:16,545 - What's wrong with you? 713 00:54:18,381 --> 00:54:20,257 You're acting different. 714 00:54:22,802 --> 00:54:24,303 Carrying my wife to the front door every day 715 00:54:24,470 --> 00:54:27,264 Is really beginning to bother me. 716 00:54:27,431 --> 00:54:28,432 You should have seen our daughter, 717 00:54:28,599 --> 00:54:31,894 She was waiting there like she was expecting it. 718 00:54:32,061 --> 00:54:34,438 - Well, put a stop to it. 719 00:54:34,605 --> 00:54:36,232 - I can't. I promised her. 720 00:54:36,399 --> 00:54:37,858 - Break your promise. 721 00:54:38,025 --> 00:54:38,859 It's hard on your daughter, 722 00:54:39,026 --> 00:54:41,237 And i don't like it. 723 00:54:41,404 --> 00:54:44,991 - It's only for 30 days. 724 00:54:46,492 --> 00:54:47,702 So you're telling me that you're gonna pick 725 00:54:47,868 --> 00:54:50,579 Her up, with her body close to yours, 726 00:54:50,746 --> 00:54:53,165 And carry her from your room to the front door, 727 00:54:53,332 --> 00:54:54,834 Like she's some little princess, 728 00:54:55,001 --> 00:54:57,128 For 28 more days? 729 00:54:57,294 --> 00:54:58,212 You're making it sound like it's romantic 730 00:54:58,379 --> 00:54:59,922 Or something. It's not. 731 00:55:00,089 --> 00:55:03,467 It's a chore. 732 00:55:03,634 --> 00:55:05,803 You've got nothing to worry about. 733 00:55:08,389 --> 00:55:10,766 Somewhere along the line, i quit trying to make 734 00:55:10,933 --> 00:55:14,729 Things between my wife and i special. 735 00:55:14,895 --> 00:55:16,772 The effort was gone. 736 00:55:16,939 --> 00:55:19,859 I was the problem. 737 00:55:20,026 --> 00:55:22,278 Not her. 738 00:55:25,614 --> 00:55:27,283 In only a few days i felt myself changing 739 00:55:27,450 --> 00:55:31,537 Back again and at the same time i... 740 00:55:31,704 --> 00:55:34,373 I didn't even realize why. 741 00:55:42,256 --> 00:55:43,758 - Thanks for breakfast. 742 00:55:43,924 --> 00:55:46,385 - You're welcome, honey. 743 00:55:47,386 --> 00:55:48,763 I made your bacon extra crispy 744 00:55:48,929 --> 00:55:49,889 The way you like it. 745 00:55:50,056 --> 00:55:50,806 - It's perfect. 746 00:55:50,973 --> 00:55:52,183 - Good. 747 00:55:52,349 --> 00:55:54,185 And i made this for your mom. 748 00:55:54,351 --> 00:55:55,895 I'm gonna go see where she is. 749 00:56:08,032 --> 00:56:09,158 Amber? 750 00:56:09,325 --> 00:56:11,243 - I'll be right out. 751 00:56:11,410 --> 00:56:15,206 I made you some breakfast. 752 00:56:15,372 --> 00:56:16,457 I'm not hungry right now, 753 00:56:16,624 --> 00:56:19,126 But i'll eat it later. Thanks. 754 00:56:19,293 --> 00:56:24,298 All right, well, i'll just be waiting out here. 755 00:56:24,465 --> 00:56:27,426 I've got to be getting off to work soon. 756 00:57:07,591 --> 00:57:08,259 - Good morning. 757 00:57:08,425 --> 00:57:10,177 - Morning. 758 00:57:10,344 --> 00:57:12,012 - Oh... 759 00:57:12,179 --> 00:57:17,518 - Who were those kids? 760 00:57:19,270 --> 00:57:23,357 - Were we ever that young? 761 00:57:31,157 --> 00:57:33,534 - You okay? 762 00:57:33,701 --> 00:57:35,369 - Yeah. 763 00:57:35,536 --> 00:57:37,288 I'm good, i just...i didn't sleep very well. 764 00:57:37,454 --> 00:57:40,207 Just kind of tired today. 765 00:57:40,374 --> 00:57:40,875 It'll be good. 766 00:57:41,041 --> 00:57:43,294 It's all good. 767 00:57:43,460 --> 00:57:47,548 All right. Well, ready? 768 00:57:47,715 --> 00:57:49,508 - Okay. 769 00:57:55,222 --> 00:57:56,765 - You smell good. 770 00:57:56,932 --> 00:58:00,269 - Thanks. 771 00:58:00,436 --> 00:58:03,606 And thanks for doing this. 772 00:58:03,772 --> 00:58:07,443 You don't have to thank me. 773 00:58:07,610 --> 00:58:09,195 - I want to. 774 00:58:09,361 --> 00:58:12,740 I know you're doing this for izzy. 775 00:58:12,907 --> 00:58:16,660 - Right. For izzy. 776 00:58:19,830 --> 00:58:22,124 I realized in that moment that i had let her down in 777 00:58:22,291 --> 00:58:30,466 The most cruel way i could. 778 00:58:30,633 --> 00:58:37,514 I had allowed a gulf to come between us, but on the third 779 00:58:37,681 --> 00:58:50,152 And the forth days when i lifted her up, i started to 780 00:58:50,319 --> 00:58:55,449 Feel things that i hadn't ...that i hadn't felt 781 00:58:55,616 --> 00:59:01,455 In a long time. 782 00:59:01,622 --> 00:59:06,752 And that gulf began to narrow. 783 00:59:06,919 --> 00:59:10,089 Hi. 784 00:59:10,256 --> 00:59:11,382 - Made you lunch. 785 00:59:11,548 --> 00:59:12,716 - Aww. 786 00:59:12,883 --> 00:59:15,094 - Wow. Thank you. 787 00:59:15,261 --> 00:59:17,429 It's peanut butter and jelly with crushed potato chips. 788 00:59:17,596 --> 00:59:20,683 - Mmm. That's my favorite. 789 00:59:20,849 --> 00:59:21,600 - I know. 790 00:59:21,767 --> 00:59:22,685 You taught me how to make it. 791 00:59:22,851 --> 00:59:25,521 It's my favorite now, too. 792 00:59:25,688 --> 00:59:28,399 It's been a long time since i made one for you. 793 00:59:28,565 --> 00:59:32,736 - It's okay. It's my turn now. 794 00:59:34,154 --> 00:59:36,365 - You okay, dad? 795 00:59:36,532 --> 00:59:40,995 Yeah. Yeah, i'm fine. 796 00:59:41,161 --> 00:59:45,916 I'll see you girls tonight. I... 797 00:59:46,083 --> 00:59:51,422 - Love you. 798 00:59:51,588 --> 00:59:54,633 - I'll be home for dinner. 799 00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:58,762 - Okay. See you then. 800 01:00:02,391 --> 01:00:06,979 The greatest gift a father can give his children is to 801 01:00:07,146 --> 01:00:12,109 Love their mother. 802 01:00:12,276 --> 01:00:14,778 And i believe that's true. 803 01:00:14,945 --> 01:00:16,947 As the days turned into weeks, i could feel myself 804 01:00:17,114 --> 01:00:23,871 Changing inside, not just emotionally but physically, 805 01:00:24,038 --> 01:00:34,006 Spiritually, and even mentally as well. 806 01:00:34,173 --> 01:00:38,969 I even started praying, going back to church. 807 01:00:39,136 --> 01:00:40,929 Everybody was praising him the first week. 808 01:00:41,096 --> 01:00:45,517 An important part of my life that i had somehow just 809 01:00:45,684 --> 01:00:52,900 Gotten away from i didn't realize until now how all 810 01:00:53,067 --> 01:00:54,651 The little things add up to make a huge difference 811 01:00:54,818 --> 01:00:57,154 In our lives. 812 01:00:57,321 --> 01:00:58,280 - ...Embarrass him. 813 01:00:58,447 --> 01:00:59,323 He's above embarrassment. 814 01:00:59,490 --> 01:01:00,407 He's above your fear. 815 01:01:00,574 --> 01:01:01,617 He's above your lust. 816 01:01:01,784 --> 01:01:04,870 He's above your cheating, your lying, your stealing. 817 01:01:05,037 --> 01:01:07,498 Does anybody here hear what i'm saying? 818 01:01:07,664 --> 01:01:10,250 I found myself coming home from work early just to 819 01:01:10,417 --> 01:01:13,462 Be with my family. 820 01:01:13,629 --> 01:01:14,963 My head started to clear. 821 01:01:17,299 --> 01:01:22,262 My thoughts seem to be in line with what was truly 822 01:01:22,429 --> 01:01:29,103 Important in my life, god and family. 823 01:01:29,269 --> 01:01:31,980 I started to look forward to each morning with my wife, 824 01:01:32,147 --> 01:01:35,776 Not my time with the other woman though i didn't tell 825 01:01:35,901 --> 01:01:38,737 Her about this. 826 01:01:38,904 --> 01:01:40,781 I also noticed that it became easier to carry her 827 01:01:40,948 --> 01:01:43,784 Out as the month went by. 828 01:01:43,951 --> 01:01:49,039 Perhaps my everyday workouts were making me stronger. 829 01:01:52,626 --> 01:01:55,170 - Mmm. 830 01:01:55,337 --> 01:01:57,548 - What you are doing? 831 01:01:57,714 --> 01:02:00,801 I'm eating the sandwich my daughter made. 832 01:02:00,968 --> 01:02:03,178 Is there a problem with that? 833 01:02:03,345 --> 01:02:05,347 - Nope. 834 01:02:05,514 --> 01:02:07,141 - Here. 835 01:02:07,307 --> 01:02:09,476 You should try some. It's really good. 836 01:02:09,643 --> 01:02:12,229 - No, thank you. 837 01:02:12,396 --> 01:02:14,022 - All right. 838 01:02:14,189 --> 01:02:16,525 Suit yourself, but you don't know what you're missing. 839 01:02:16,692 --> 01:02:20,070 - What is wrong with you? 840 01:02:20,237 --> 01:02:22,072 - Nothing is wrong with me. 841 01:02:22,239 --> 01:02:24,032 I'm just enjoying a sandwich is all. 842 01:02:24,199 --> 01:02:26,201 You can't keep your hands off me usually, 843 01:02:26,368 --> 01:02:31,165 And you haven't touched me in weeks. 844 01:02:38,005 --> 01:02:41,550 - I'm just tired. 845 01:02:41,717 --> 01:02:43,886 - Can't sleep at night? 846 01:02:44,052 --> 01:02:48,807 - No. Not really. 847 01:02:51,727 --> 01:02:53,854 - Is she keeping you up? 848 01:02:54,021 --> 01:02:56,648 - No. 849 01:02:56,815 --> 01:03:01,320 Then what are you two doing? 850 01:03:01,487 --> 01:03:04,698 I want to know. 851 01:03:04,865 --> 01:03:05,782 Answer me! 852 01:03:05,949 --> 01:03:08,076 We are not doing anything! 853 01:03:08,243 --> 01:03:09,620 I'm just not sleeping is all. 854 01:03:09,786 --> 01:03:11,288 - I'm not stupid, doug. 855 01:03:11,455 --> 01:03:13,248 I am smell her perfume all over you. 856 01:03:13,415 --> 01:03:15,250 - Okay. 857 01:03:15,417 --> 01:03:17,419 Maybe she's putting on her perfume a little heavily in 858 01:03:17,586 --> 01:03:19,338 The morning and it's getting all over my suit as i carry 859 01:03:19,505 --> 01:03:20,464 Her to the door. 860 01:03:20,631 --> 01:03:21,590 - Please. 861 01:03:21,757 --> 01:03:24,134 She's trying to seduce you. 862 01:03:24,301 --> 01:03:26,512 Is there more going on here than you're telling me? 863 01:03:26,678 --> 01:03:28,680 No, there is nothing more going on. 864 01:03:28,847 --> 01:03:31,099 - I don't believe you! 865 01:03:31,266 --> 01:03:36,563 - Nothing is happening! 866 01:03:36,730 --> 01:03:42,110 It's her that i don't trust. 867 01:03:42,277 --> 01:03:46,281 Look, she is just trying to keep her family together. 868 01:03:46,448 --> 01:03:48,367 That is the same thing that any decent human being would 869 01:03:48,534 --> 01:03:49,868 Be trying to do. 870 01:03:50,035 --> 01:03:51,119 Then let's call the whole damn thing off, and you can 871 01:03:51,286 --> 01:03:52,621 Go back to your boring little wife with your 872 01:03:52,788 --> 01:03:54,206 Boring little wife! 873 01:03:54,373 --> 01:03:55,791 - That's not what i want! 874 01:03:55,958 --> 01:03:57,376 You better figure things out really fast because i'm not 875 01:03:57,543 --> 01:04:00,295 Going to play second fiddle to her. 876 01:04:02,339 --> 01:04:03,298 - Where are you going? 877 01:04:03,465 --> 01:04:04,967 - I am going to work. 878 01:04:05,133 --> 01:04:06,009 - Since when? 879 01:04:06,176 --> 01:04:07,344 You never go in until noon. 880 01:04:07,511 --> 01:04:10,180 Since my business is falling apart. 881 01:04:12,224 --> 01:04:15,310 I'll call you later. 882 01:04:23,986 --> 01:04:26,196 - This is nice. 883 01:04:26,363 --> 01:04:28,991 - Yeah. 884 01:04:29,157 --> 01:04:30,242 You used to bring me here a lot during 885 01:04:30,409 --> 01:04:32,244 Your winter breaks. 886 01:04:32,411 --> 01:04:35,956 We used to come here all the time. 887 01:04:36,123 --> 01:04:39,459 Why did we stop? 888 01:04:39,626 --> 01:04:42,838 - I don't know. 889 01:04:43,005 --> 01:04:49,720 - Probably my fault. 890 01:04:49,886 --> 01:04:50,846 You okay? 891 01:04:51,013 --> 01:04:53,390 - Mm. 892 01:04:53,557 --> 01:05:00,272 Yeah, just taking in the fresh air. 893 01:05:00,439 --> 01:05:03,191 - All right. 894 01:05:40,729 --> 01:05:48,111 - Is she pretty? 895 01:05:48,278 --> 01:05:51,990 Does she make you happy? 896 01:05:52,157 --> 01:05:54,201 - No. 897 01:05:54,368 --> 01:05:56,495 No, she doesn't make me happy. 898 01:05:56,662 --> 01:06:00,874 - Then why? 899 01:06:01,041 --> 01:06:02,417 I've been asking myself the same question these past 900 01:06:02,584 --> 01:06:07,464 Three weeks, and i don't have a good answer. 901 01:06:07,631 --> 01:06:09,174 I'm sorry. 902 01:06:09,341 --> 01:06:13,595 - Don't say anything. 903 01:06:13,762 --> 01:06:20,185 Not until you're sure what it is you want to do. 904 01:06:20,352 --> 01:06:26,817 Thanks for bringing me here. 905 01:06:32,906 --> 01:06:35,283 I so wanted to pour my heart out to her right there 906 01:06:35,450 --> 01:06:44,876 And then, and somehow she knew i wasn't ready. 907 01:06:45,043 --> 01:06:50,340 It wasn't the right time. 908 01:06:50,507 --> 01:06:55,637 At that point, it was more for me and to relieve my own 909 01:06:55,804 --> 01:07:04,730 Guilt than to tell her how much i wanted her back, 910 01:07:04,896 --> 01:07:06,606 And how sorry i was. 911 01:07:14,531 --> 01:07:17,075 - Here. 912 01:07:17,242 --> 01:07:19,161 Let me help you with that. 913 01:07:19,327 --> 01:07:25,792 I realized that she had grown so thin, that that was 914 01:07:25,959 --> 01:07:36,011 The reason i could carry her out more easily. 915 01:07:36,178 --> 01:07:42,100 I love you, amber. 916 01:07:51,026 --> 01:07:53,987 - I love you. 917 01:08:15,842 --> 01:08:17,677 Do you know what today is? 918 01:08:17,844 --> 01:08:23,391 - Yes, i do. 919 01:08:23,558 --> 01:08:27,813 I've got something i need to take care of, and then 920 01:08:27,938 --> 01:08:31,191 I'll be back. 921 01:08:33,735 --> 01:08:35,529 - Okay. 922 01:08:35,695 --> 01:08:38,073 I knew isabel loved seeing me hold her mother 923 01:08:38,240 --> 01:08:40,617 In my arms. 924 01:08:40,784 --> 01:08:43,453 Carrying her out each morning had become an 925 01:08:43,620 --> 01:08:45,747 Essential part of her life. 926 01:08:45,914 --> 01:08:50,710 Our children are more aware of our lives through our 927 01:08:50,877 --> 01:08:56,299 Actions than we think they are. 928 01:08:56,466 --> 01:08:57,884 Why couldn't i see that more clearly when it 929 01:08:58,051 --> 01:09:00,345 Mattered the most? 930 01:09:01,847 --> 01:09:07,519 - Look who's here. 931 01:09:07,686 --> 01:09:08,311 You ready? 932 01:09:08,478 --> 01:09:09,271 - Yep. 933 01:09:09,437 --> 01:09:11,231 - Ready for what? 934 01:09:11,398 --> 01:09:12,440 - He's taking me to school. 935 01:09:12,607 --> 01:09:14,651 - Nice. 936 01:09:15,694 --> 01:09:16,194 - Come on. Let's go. 937 01:09:16,319 --> 01:09:17,696 See you later. 938 01:09:17,863 --> 01:09:18,446 - Bye, mom. 939 01:09:18,613 --> 01:09:19,865 - Bye, honey. 940 01:09:20,031 --> 01:09:21,157 Can we ride with the top down? 941 01:09:21,324 --> 01:09:22,617 - But of course! 942 01:09:32,294 --> 01:09:36,673 I knew exactly what i had to do, what i wanted to do. 943 01:09:36,840 --> 01:09:37,924 - You must be sick. 944 01:09:38,091 --> 01:09:39,384 - No, i feel fine. 945 01:09:39,551 --> 01:09:41,177 Very clear headed actually. 946 01:09:41,344 --> 01:09:43,638 No. She's putting a guilt trip on you. 947 01:09:43,805 --> 01:09:46,016 She's using your daughter to fix a dead marriage. 948 01:09:46,182 --> 01:09:47,601 This isn't about our daughter. 949 01:09:47,767 --> 01:09:48,894 - Well, then what is it? 950 01:09:49,060 --> 01:09:50,770 - This. All of this. 951 01:09:50,937 --> 01:09:52,105 It's wrong. 952 01:09:52,272 --> 01:09:53,106 It's been wrong from the start. 953 01:09:53,273 --> 01:09:54,774 Don't get all high and mighty with me! 954 01:09:54,941 --> 01:09:55,817 I take full responsibility. 955 01:09:55,984 --> 01:09:56,610 - You blame me! 956 01:09:56,776 --> 01:09:58,111 - I blame myself. 957 01:09:58,278 --> 01:10:01,448 Your marriage is dead, boring, uneventful. 958 01:10:01,615 --> 01:10:03,033 It got boring and uneventful because i didn't 959 01:10:03,199 --> 01:10:05,410 Value the details of our lives anymore, not because 960 01:10:05,577 --> 01:10:10,707 We don't love each other. 961 01:10:12,000 --> 01:10:16,671 - What are you saying? 962 01:10:16,838 --> 01:10:21,009 I'm saying that i never loved you. 963 01:10:21,176 --> 01:10:27,557 This was a mistake, a sick addiction. 964 01:10:27,724 --> 01:10:29,601 I'm always going to have to live with the guilt of what 965 01:10:29,768 --> 01:10:32,187 I've done with my family and the shame of what i put them 966 01:10:32,354 --> 01:10:36,483 Through, and if you have any remorse whatsoever, you will 967 01:10:36,650 --> 01:10:38,485 Get on your knees like i have and you will beg god 968 01:10:38,652 --> 01:10:41,738 For forgiveness. 969 01:10:41,905 --> 01:10:47,369 I love my wife, and if she'll take me back 970 01:10:47,535 --> 01:10:50,997 I'm not divorcing her. 971 01:10:51,164 --> 01:10:52,040 You and i are through. 972 01:10:53,124 --> 01:10:55,835 - Yeah, we are. 973 01:11:07,097 --> 01:11:08,515 - Have a good life. 974 01:11:08,682 --> 01:11:12,310 - Go to hell. 975 01:11:12,477 --> 01:11:14,938 - I probably will. 976 01:11:15,105 --> 01:11:17,524 I could finally see her for who she was. 977 01:11:17,691 --> 01:11:22,487 It was like looking into the eyes of the devil. 978 01:11:22,654 --> 01:11:28,493 On the other hand, i could see the beauty and the 979 01:11:28,660 --> 01:11:33,498 Tender nature of the sacred vows that i had taken 980 01:11:33,665 --> 01:11:38,795 With my wife. 981 01:11:40,046 --> 01:11:46,302 My marriage was everything good that i'd ever had. 982 01:11:48,555 --> 01:11:51,224 How could i abuse the most precious gift that i'd been 983 01:11:51,391 --> 01:11:58,606 Given in this life? 984 01:11:58,773 --> 01:12:03,278 Why couldn't i see it sooner? 985 01:12:03,445 --> 01:12:06,823 I wish i could go back and change everything, 986 01:12:06,990 --> 01:12:08,742 But i can't. 987 01:12:17,417 --> 01:12:18,043 - Hi! 988 01:12:18,209 --> 01:12:19,502 - Hi. 989 01:12:19,669 --> 01:12:23,882 Um, i need a dozen of the most beautiful long stem 990 01:12:24,049 --> 01:12:26,092 Roses you have. 991 01:12:26,259 --> 01:12:27,052 Something over there. 992 01:12:27,218 --> 01:12:28,261 Those are beautiful. 993 01:12:28,428 --> 01:12:31,598 Well, you came to the right place. 994 01:12:31,765 --> 01:12:32,682 Who's the lucky one? 995 01:12:32,849 --> 01:12:35,018 - My wife. 996 01:12:35,185 --> 01:12:36,352 Oh. Anniversary, i presume. 997 01:12:36,519 --> 01:12:40,857 No. I just want to tell her i love her. 998 01:12:41,024 --> 01:12:43,026 Um, do you want to write something on a card? 999 01:12:43,193 --> 01:12:43,818 Would you write it for me? 1000 01:12:43,985 --> 01:12:44,944 My hands are shaking. 1001 01:12:45,070 --> 01:12:48,615 Yeah. Yeah, sure. 1002 01:12:48,782 --> 01:12:54,829 What do you want to say? 1003 01:12:54,996 --> 01:13:07,717 Um, my darling amber, i know that i don't deserve it 1004 01:13:07,884 --> 01:13:10,970 But i hope... no... 1005 01:13:11,137 --> 01:13:20,688 I pray that you can find it in your heart to forgive me. 1006 01:13:20,855 --> 01:13:25,735 I promise that i will carry you to the 1007 01:13:25,902 --> 01:13:32,158 Front door every day for the rest of our life for 1008 01:13:32,325 --> 01:13:41,292 Eternity as the heavens will allow. 1009 01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:44,420 Amber? 1010 01:13:44,587 --> 01:13:47,757 Love you forever, doug. 1011 01:13:47,924 --> 01:13:56,558 Amber? 1012 01:13:56,724 --> 01:14:01,729 Sweetheart? 1013 01:14:01,896 --> 01:14:03,857 Amber? 1014 01:14:27,839 --> 01:14:30,550 Amber. 1015 01:14:35,305 --> 01:14:37,765 Oh. Oh. 1016 01:14:37,932 --> 01:14:42,520 Oh! 1017 01:15:07,879 --> 01:15:13,384 You see, i believe that we're put her to choose for 1018 01:15:13,551 --> 01:15:17,430 Ourselves, but i guess in the end you can only hope 1019 01:15:17,597 --> 01:15:26,940 That you've learned forgiveness and hopefully 1020 01:15:27,106 --> 01:15:30,902 You leave the world a better place. 1021 01:15:31,069 --> 01:15:42,872 My world has been blessed because of the two of you. 1022 01:15:43,039 --> 01:15:50,296 I love you so much i ache from it, and a love like 1023 01:15:50,463 --> 01:15:52,840 That it doesn't fade. 1024 01:15:53,007 --> 01:16:03,685 It doesn't ever go away, so let that be your anchor 1025 01:16:03,851 --> 01:16:09,399 When things seem tough. 1026 01:16:09,565 --> 01:16:16,030 I love you both with everything i am. 1027 01:16:16,197 --> 01:16:18,157 I love you. 1028 01:16:25,915 --> 01:16:34,716 There's nothing i can say or do to bring her back. 1029 01:16:37,719 --> 01:16:39,178 I don't think there's anything i can do 1030 01:16:39,345 --> 01:16:40,722 To be forgiven. 1031 01:16:40,888 --> 01:16:44,892 Amber forgave you a long time ago, doug. 1032 01:16:45,059 --> 01:16:49,647 I know in my heart that the lord is waiting with open 1033 01:16:49,814 --> 01:16:54,235 Arms to forgive you, as well. 1034 01:16:54,402 --> 01:16:58,406 You just need to learn to forgive yourself. 1035 01:16:58,573 --> 01:17:01,242 Sometimes that's the hardest part. 1036 01:17:01,409 --> 01:17:06,456 Your broken heart and sorrow are evident. 1037 01:17:06,622 --> 01:17:12,086 That's all the savior jesus christ asks for. 1038 01:17:12,253 --> 01:17:16,466 It's up to you to reach out to him. 1039 01:17:16,632 --> 01:17:21,596 Amber came to me in confidence 1040 01:17:21,763 --> 01:17:24,098 When she first found out she was terminal 1041 01:17:24,265 --> 01:17:32,857 And asked me to give you and your daughter these letters. 1042 01:17:33,024 --> 01:17:42,116 I hope it has the answers you're looking for. 1043 01:17:43,618 --> 01:17:46,037 I'll go and talk with isabel for a few minutes 1044 01:17:46,204 --> 01:17:49,499 And give you some time. 1045 01:18:15,191 --> 01:18:20,279 My dearest doug, i wish you were reading this 1046 01:18:20,446 --> 01:18:25,326 Letter under different circumstances, but there are 1047 01:18:25,493 --> 01:18:29,205 Some things i need you to know. 1048 01:18:29,372 --> 01:18:31,999 Life is short. 1049 01:18:32,166 --> 01:18:34,710 It's so fragile. 1050 01:18:34,877 --> 01:18:39,549 We never know when it's our time to be called home. 1051 01:18:39,715 --> 01:18:42,135 I can only imagine how hard this is on you 1052 01:18:42,301 --> 01:18:45,054 And our isabel. 1053 01:18:45,221 --> 01:18:48,724 I wanted to tell you of my illness, but it came 1054 01:18:48,891 --> 01:18:54,564 Suddenly, and i felt this was the right way. 1055 01:18:54,730 --> 01:18:58,276 I want you to know that i completely and 1056 01:18:58,443 --> 01:19:02,280 Unconditionally forgive you. 1057 01:19:02,447 --> 01:19:05,158 All that matters now is that you made the right choice 1058 01:19:05,324 --> 01:19:09,120 And you came home. 1059 01:19:19,046 --> 01:19:21,549 Is my dad going to be okay? 1060 01:19:21,716 --> 01:19:23,509 He's going to be just fine. 1061 01:19:23,634 --> 01:19:26,929 And so are you. 1062 01:19:27,096 --> 01:19:30,308 He just needs a little time to himself. 1063 01:19:30,475 --> 01:19:35,313 He's discovering some things that are important to him. 1064 01:19:35,480 --> 01:19:46,532 Your mom was a wonderful person, and you remind me of her. 1065 01:19:46,699 --> 01:19:51,120 She asked me to give this to you. 1066 01:19:51,287 --> 01:19:59,754 I'm going to go for a little walk while you read that. 1067 01:19:59,921 --> 01:20:04,050 You are the man of my dreams and the father 1068 01:20:04,217 --> 01:20:06,469 Of our child. 1069 01:20:06,636 --> 01:20:09,847 Hold on to that. 1070 01:20:10,014 --> 01:20:12,934 Above all, baby girl, don't be sad about me. 1071 01:20:13,100 --> 01:20:18,439 Rather look up at the sky and smile. 1072 01:20:18,606 --> 01:20:25,279 Feel the sun on your face and know it's me warming you. 1073 01:20:25,446 --> 01:20:27,698 Be happy, izzy. 1074 01:20:27,865 --> 01:20:30,326 May god be with you until we meet again. 1075 01:20:30,493 --> 01:20:34,080 I love you with all of my heart. 1076 01:20:34,247 --> 01:20:36,374 Mom. 1077 01:22:21,896 --> 01:22:33,658 媻 i've seen the wise with this fear disappear... 1078 01:22:33,824 --> 01:22:45,586 媻 i've seen the goal caught in their eyes disappear... 1079 01:22:45,753 --> 01:22:51,467 媻 i always come back, come back... 1080 01:22:51,634 --> 01:22:54,011 媻 i'm coming, come back, come back... 1081 01:22:54,178 --> 01:22:58,265 媻 i'm coming home... 1082 01:22:58,432 --> 01:23:02,812 媻 i always think back, think back, looking forward... 1083 01:23:02,978 --> 01:23:10,945 媻 what am i waiting for... 1084 01:23:11,112 --> 01:23:16,158 媻 i'm coming home, i'm coming home... 1085 01:23:16,325 --> 01:23:22,248 媻 are you here... 1086 01:23:22,415 --> 01:23:28,671 媻 i'm coming home, i'm coming home... 1087 01:23:28,838 --> 01:23:39,265 媻 are you near... 1088 01:23:39,432 --> 01:23:47,189 媻 i heard the fields whisper love in my ears... 1089 01:23:47,356 --> 01:23:50,192 媻 i've been in troubled towns... 1090 01:23:50,359 --> 01:23:59,994 媻 that beauty found my side... 1091 01:24:00,161 --> 01:24:05,499 媻 i always come back, come back, i'm coming... 1092 01:24:05,666 --> 01:24:11,505 媻 i always come back, come back, i'm coming home... 1093 01:24:11,672 --> 01:24:14,508 媻 yeah, i always think back... 1094 01:24:14,675 --> 01:24:16,844 媻 think back, looking forward... 1095 01:24:17,011 --> 01:24:24,059 媻 what am i waiting for... 1096 01:24:24,226 --> 01:24:29,607 媻 i'm coming home, i'm coming home... 1097 01:24:29,774 --> 01:24:35,070 媻 are you here... 1098 01:24:35,237 --> 01:24:38,866 媻 oh, i'm coming home... 1099 01:24:39,033 --> 01:24:41,994 媻 i'm coming home... 1100 01:24:42,161 --> 01:24:49,835 媻 are you near... 1101 01:24:50,002 --> 01:24:54,715 媻 i'm coming home, i'm coming home... 1102 01:24:54,882 --> 01:25:00,888 媻 are you here, yeah... 1103 01:25:01,055 --> 01:25:03,933 媻 i'm coming home... 1104 01:25:04,099 --> 01:25:06,936 媻 i'm coming home, i'm coming home... 1105 01:25:07,102 --> 01:25:17,530 媻 are you here...