1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:20,840 2 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:43,840 Let's be honest with ourselves. 3 00:00:49,520 --> 00:00:53,000 I think we always know this won't work. 4 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:04,080 Carter... 5 00:01:06,320 --> 00:01:08,080 ... I love you. 6 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:10,600 Very much. 7 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:14,680 In one way, I love you and I don't want to hurt you. 8 00:01:17,400 --> 00:01:21,400 Carter, you have to say something. 9 00:01:21,880 --> 00:01:24,280 We haven't stopped talking since the day we met. 10 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:29,280 Sorry. Do you...? 11 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:31,440 you. Your Sofia Bu uel. 12 00:01:31,840 --> 00:01:34,400 Oh, God. We, like, you are the biggest fan ever. 13 00:01:34,560 --> 00:01:37,760 I've seen sprawl, like, one million, zillion times. I own a DVD. 14 00:01:37,920 --> 00:01:39,800 It's really sweet. thanks. 15 00:01:39,920 --> 00:01:41,920 - Can I get your signature? - Well, yeah, sure. 16 00:01:42,600 --> 00:01:43,720 Just writing, "For Todd. 17 00:01:43,880 --> 00:01:46,600 You are a sad homo and I will never get with you." 18 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:48,440 OK. Yeah. 19 00:01:52,520 --> 00:01:54,120 Thank you. 20 00:01:58,960 --> 00:02:00,400 Listen to... 21 00:02:01,200 --> 00:02:03,080 ... I heard what you said. 22 00:02:04,160 --> 00:02:06,360 But you have to hear me. 23 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:09,680 All I know is that I need space. 24 00:02:11,520 --> 00:02:14,120 I don't know what will happen. 25 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:18,600 Maybe, in the end, who knows? Anyone knows. 26 00:02:19,240 --> 00:02:22,400 But now, I want you to give me space. 27 00:02:23,240 --> 00:02:27,200 Good. I want to do that. I want to give you all the space you need. 28 00:02:27,360 --> 00:02:29,560 I'm just - I don't want you to break up with me. 29 00:02:30,880 --> 00:02:32,840 - I have to go now. - Please, will you just -? 30 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:36,320 Don't you leave me here like this? Will you stay and talk a little? 31 00:02:36,480 --> 00:02:38,400 I can't. 32 00:02:39,640 --> 00:02:41,240 See you later. 33 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:34,920 You have one message heard. 34 00:03:35,080 --> 00:03:37,080 The following message has never been heard. 35 00:03:37,240 --> 00:03:39,480 It's Avi. I read your script last night. 36 00:03:39,640 --> 00:03:43,360 You know, this should be a premium erotic soft --- 37 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:53,680 Hey. 38 00:03:54,560 --> 00:03:56,440 What are you doing here? 39 00:03:57,880 --> 00:03:59,800 I just came to get some... 40 00:04:01,480 --> 00:04:03,320 And I want some... 41 00:04:04,880 --> 00:04:06,720 Are you -? Are you crying? 42 00:04:07,160 --> 00:04:11,520 Oh, a little. I just talked to my mother. 43 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,480 I think he's got a big, big problem. 44 00:04:14,640 --> 00:04:17,760 He hasn't really shot on all cylinders. 45 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:19,760 No, he is sure that he is dying. 46 00:04:20,400 --> 00:04:22,760 - Is he sick? - I don't think so. 47 00:04:23,240 --> 00:04:25,760 The doctor cannot find something is wrong with him. 48 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:30,240 But hearing the sound was so scared and helpless, I just - 49 00:04:30,440 --> 00:04:31,880 I feel very sorry for him. 50 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:36,760 After all, I will fly out there in the next few days and deal with it. 51 00:04:37,280 --> 00:04:38,760 I have to go there. 52 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:46,280 - I'll go to Michigan. I'll stay with Grandma. - How about your work? 53 00:04:46,440 --> 00:04:48,880 I wrote soft-core porn. I can do it from Michigan. 54 00:04:49,040 --> 00:04:51,160 It doesn't really require extraordinary effort. 55 00:04:51,320 --> 00:04:55,880 Besides that it will give me the opportunity to write that the thing that I have long wanted to write. 56 00:04:56,120 --> 00:04:57,800 About Genghis Khan? 57 00:04:58,200 --> 00:05:01,040 - No, that's another thing. - About your school? 58 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:03,440 Don't say it like that, because it sounds stupid. 59 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:06,200 You have said you will since you were 15. 60 00:05:06,360 --> 00:05:08,160 The only way I'm really going to do it... 61 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:10,720 ... is if I leave L.A., away from my life. 62 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:12,680 Wonder how Sofia's will feel that? 63 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:15,720 I think he will be happy. He just broke up with me. 64 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:18,720 Sofia dumped me. 65 00:05:21,560 --> 00:05:23,880 Are you kidding me? When? 66 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:26,000 Half an hour ago. In traffic. 67 00:05:29,400 --> 00:05:30,920 - Maybe this is just a - - No 68 00:05:31,760 --> 00:05:32,960 It's over. She's gone. 69 00:05:33,120 --> 00:05:35,360 Oh, damn it. Shit. 70 00:05:35,520 --> 00:05:38,240 - Please continue together? - Unbelievable. 71 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:41,760 I just can't handle you acting like this is the end of the world. 72 00:05:41,920 --> 00:05:43,360 I'm sorry, honey. Sorry. 73 00:05:43,520 --> 00:05:46,520 It's just that she's so beautiful. He is very funny and nice, huh. 74 00:05:47,400 --> 00:05:49,080 Oh, Carter, oh, God, I'm sorry. 75 00:05:49,240 --> 00:05:52,640 dear, how are you? Are you okay? 76 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:54,840 No 77 00:05:55,000 --> 00:05:58,280 I know this will sound like something you said... 78 00:05:58,440 --> 00:06:01,680 ... but that's true, you will be fine. 79 00:06:01,880 --> 00:06:04,720 I mean, these things, you know, takes time. 80 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:06,640 Sometimes it's a very long time. 81 00:06:06,800 --> 00:06:09,400 I mean, I'm still trying to forget Rodney Portchnik... 82 00:06:09,560 --> 00:06:10,840 ... and that is 12 classes. 83 00:06:11,120 --> 00:06:13,680 Don't say that Portchnik Rodney's story, please. 84 00:06:13,840 --> 00:06:16,800 I'm just saying that you will be fine. 85 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:20,800 Women are always interested in you, Carter, since you were little. 86 00:06:20,920 --> 00:06:24,720 And one day when you don't expect it, you will meet a really great girl. 87 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:27,400 I don't want to meet a really great girl. 88 00:06:27,800 --> 00:06:31,400 I don't want to meet anyone. I just want to be alone with my grandmother... 89 00:06:31,840 --> 00:06:33,440 ... and the cat. 90 00:06:50,400 --> 00:06:51,960 You're really weird. 91 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:11,640 Will you be out tonight? 92 00:07:11,800 --> 00:07:14,640 No Maybe. Why? 93 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:16,280 It's Friday night. 94 00:07:16,440 --> 00:07:18,440 You will come out with Gabe Foley, no? 95 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:20,360 Shut up. 96 00:07:21,920 --> 00:07:25,360 I have to live through you. I'm too young to have my own life. 97 00:07:25,520 --> 00:07:27,800 Yes, we still don't talk about this. 98 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:30,280 Whatever. Like that. 99 00:07:31,680 --> 00:07:35,000 Lucy? I'm in the kitchen. 100 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:41,080 How was your day? 101 00:07:41,640 --> 00:07:43,600 Good. What's up? 102 00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:45,520 None. 103 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:50,520 Well, something, actually. This is not a big problem, though. 104 00:07:51,920 --> 00:07:55,560 Then can you wait? Because there are some things I have to do. 105 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:02,080 I went to see Dr. Bennett today. 106 00:08:03,040 --> 00:08:04,400 Why? 107 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:09,920 I found kind of mediocre... 108 00:08:10,080 --> 00:08:12,320 ... a lump in the breast. 109 00:08:15,680 --> 00:08:18,080 - Oh, God. - We don't know anything yet. 110 00:08:18,240 --> 00:08:22,600 It's very possible that it can be anything. And even if it is something... 111 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:25,880 ... it's still possible - It can only do anything. 112 00:08:29,040 --> 00:08:30,320 Mom... 113 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:35,960 So your father will take me to Ann Arbor on Tuesday morning... 114 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:38,160 ... for several tests. 115 00:08:38,760 --> 00:08:40,920 - I have to come with you. - No 116 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:44,040 No L - I just want you to go to school. 117 00:08:44,200 --> 00:08:48,000 Okay, we won't treat this like anything big until... 118 00:08:48,160 --> 00:08:49,360 OK? 119 00:08:50,400 --> 00:08:51,600 Yeah. 120 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:53,680 Lucy... 121 00:08:56,120 --> 00:08:58,320 ... everything will be fine. 122 00:08:59,160 --> 00:09:00,560 Really. 123 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:11,320 Hi, Grandma. 124 00:10:11,880 --> 00:10:15,600 Whoa, Grandma. Grandmother. It's me, it's Carter. It's your grandson. 125 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:19,480 Agnes is my mother, also your daughter. Hey. 126 00:10:20,840 --> 00:10:23,840 I can't believe I'm still alive. 127 00:10:25,480 --> 00:10:28,160 I can't believe I live to see your face again. 128 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:31,800 Thank you. I'm happy too... 129 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:34,360 ... even though I might won't make it like that. 130 00:10:34,520 --> 00:10:36,440 Do you think I can enter? 131 00:10:38,520 --> 00:10:40,400 - Through the door. - Okay. 132 00:10:40,560 --> 00:10:43,680 - Where is the cat? - Dead. 133 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:49,600 - Can you cook? - A little. 134 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:53,040 I haven't eaten anything in three weeks. 135 00:10:53,880 --> 00:10:56,800 - Really? - I have some pasta. 136 00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:58,560 OK. 137 00:11:03,880 --> 00:11:05,480 When I die... 138 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:08,560 ... do you want this house? 139 00:11:09,040 --> 00:11:11,280 - I'm sure it's not that simple. - It's my home. 140 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:13,160 I can give it to anyone I choose. 141 00:11:13,320 --> 00:11:15,320 Well, then, thank you. I think we will see. 142 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:20,840 I'm starving. 143 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:29,040 - Hello? - Hey, I'm here. 144 00:11:29,200 --> 00:11:33,440 Thank you God. Carter, this is the worst idea You've been in your life. 145 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:35,800 I know. You mentioned that several times. 146 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:37,640 - Okay, I'll come. - No, you don't. 147 00:11:37,800 --> 00:11:39,960 Listen, let's try it, okay? 148 00:11:40,160 --> 00:11:42,920 I still think this can be exactly what I need now. 149 00:11:43,080 --> 00:11:45,240 Just kind of regroup and go inside - 150 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:48,760 Someone is calling for you. 151 00:11:52,200 --> 00:11:54,120 - Hello? - Carter? Whether it's you? 152 00:11:54,280 --> 00:11:56,320 - Avi? - I'm in the hills now. 153 00:11:56,480 --> 00:11:59,360 - Damn, my service sucks. - How did you get this number? 154 00:11:59,520 --> 00:12:01,960 I have a way. Your mother gave it to me. 155 00:12:02,120 --> 00:12:04,640 Listen, we have an emergency. We have to talk now. 156 00:12:04,800 --> 00:12:08,920 You gave him a number? Now I have to do this. I'll call again later. 157 00:12:09,080 --> 00:12:10,200 I'm walking on the set. 158 00:12:10,360 --> 00:12:14,080 159 00:12:14,240 --> 00:12:18,160 160 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:21,600 161 00:12:21,760 --> 00:12:25,000 162 00:12:25,160 --> 00:12:26,560 163 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:29,440 164 00:12:29,600 --> 00:12:33,640 165 00:12:33,800 --> 00:12:36,520 166 00:12:36,680 --> 00:12:37,880 167 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:41,320 Listen, character, Monica, is sexually compulsive, okay? 168 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:44,640 Because of a traumatic childhood, is stimulated by illicit sex. 169 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:46,920 This is the only way he can orgasm, that's it. 170 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:50,080 That's just a phase. You can handle it. 171 00:12:50,280 --> 00:12:52,640 Grandma, will you hang up, please? 172 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:53,880 Where are you? 173 00:12:54,040 --> 00:12:56,920 I'm out of town for a few days, okay? I can't talk now. 174 00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,360 I will get you a new script Monday or Tuesday. 175 00:12:59,560 --> 00:13:01,640 Listen, alright, it must have a scene... 176 00:13:01,800 --> 00:13:04,000 ... where hot police rookie has to go down --- 177 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:05,920 Hey, buddy. My grandmother is on the phone. 178 00:13:07,240 --> 00:13:08,200 God. 179 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:25,520 Grandma, I'm not leaving you. I just arrived here three hours ago. 180 00:13:25,680 --> 00:13:28,360 - I'll install an alarm. - No, I won't use an alarm. 181 00:13:28,520 --> 00:13:30,960 - Why not? - Because I'll be back soon. 182 00:13:53,320 --> 00:13:55,240 Thank you very much. 183 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:21,360 - Bozo. - Sorry? 184 00:14:22,120 --> 00:14:23,640 The dog's name is Bozo. 185 00:14:23,800 --> 00:14:25,400 Oh, hi. 186 00:14:25,600 --> 00:14:27,200 Hey, Bozo. 187 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:33,480 You must be from a nursing home. Do you take care of Phyllis? 188 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:39,360 No, he really is my grandmother. 189 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:42,240 Your grandmother. 190 00:14:42,400 --> 00:14:45,400 I don't know he has a child or grandchild. 191 00:14:45,560 --> 00:14:48,440 Yeah, we can't go out visiting too often, so... 192 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:50,520 - Where are you from? - L.A. 193 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:56,000 Oh, Los Angeles. I was there once, for a long time. 194 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:59,960 - Yeah. Well, you know, it got a bad name. - Oh, I like it. I like it very much. 195 00:15:02,280 --> 00:15:03,840 I'm Sarah. 196 00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:07,400 Carter. Nice to meet you. 197 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:13,800 So, you can finally spend with grandma, huh? That is good. 198 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:17,000 Yeah. I think I might stay for a while, actually. 199 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:20,960 See if we can't imagine some arrangements where I sort of take care of him. 200 00:15:22,240 --> 00:15:23,240 He's a handful. 201 00:15:23,400 --> 00:15:26,040 I know. I'm a little worried about that. 202 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:27,760 - Well, don't worry. - Not? 203 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:29,440 204 00:15:29,640 --> 00:15:32,480 205 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,760 206 00:15:41,280 --> 00:15:44,000 207 00:15:44,160 --> 00:15:48,120 208 00:15:48,680 --> 00:15:51,360 209 00:15:53,960 --> 00:15:55,560 210 00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:56,880 211 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:58,920 212 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:03,520 213 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:05,120 214 00:16:06,880 --> 00:16:09,400 215 00:16:13,280 --> 00:16:14,840 216 00:16:16,360 --> 00:16:20,360 This will sound strange, but my parents don't know that I smoke... 217 00:16:20,520 --> 00:16:22,600 ... so I want to know if you can't... 218 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:24,760 Do you have cigarettes for you now? 219 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:26,240 No 220 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:28,760 Maybe. Why? 221 00:16:29,200 --> 00:16:30,880 Therefore I will take the hostage. 222 00:16:47,280 --> 00:16:48,760 So... 223 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:20,120 This message is from the Kurtzman Radiology Center... 224 00:17:20,320 --> 00:17:24,120 ... call to confirm Sarah Hardwicke _ appointment for her tomorrow, Tuesday. 225 00:17:37,680 --> 00:17:40,960 - Wake up with back pain, Your mattress might be a problem. 226 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:43,040 Wake up fresh and feel like new... 227 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:45,760 ... our revolutionary comfort-adjusted mattress system. 228 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:48,760 This may be the biggest no-brainer in the history of mankind. 229 00:18:36,920 --> 00:18:40,520 Devon runs a lazy finger around the edge of the wine glass... 230 00:18:40,680 --> 00:18:43,800 ... trying not to glance at at Trent's bulging his crotch. 231 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:46,720 "We must remain professional. Maybe we could just consider that one of the attorney-client privileges." 232 00:18:46,880 --> 00:18:51,520 - Hello. - Hi. 233 00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:27,520 Hi, Phyllis. How are you? 234 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:32,240 That's Mrs. Harding. 235 00:19:32,960 --> 00:19:35,120 Hardwicke. 236 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:37,160 Who cares? 237 00:19:37,760 --> 00:19:39,000 OK. Grandma, I got it. Thank you - Thank you. 238 00:19:39,160 --> 00:19:41,520 I'm very sorry. 239 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:45,760 Yeah. Well, I made a few cookies. 240 00:19:46,400 --> 00:19:48,600 241 00:19:48,760 --> 00:19:51,600 Wow, thank you very much. 242 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:53,600 They look a bit like Newton's Pictures. 243 00:19:54,120 --> 00:19:57,840 That's right. That is what they are. I'm not so much like making them... 244 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:02,000 ... as wrapping them and putting them on a plate because I want to give an illusion... 245 00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:06,920 - The truth is I'm a terrible baker. Bakess. - Yeah, well, thank you very much anyways. 246 00:20:07,080 --> 00:20:11,600 Grandma will only really devour this. It's pretty annoying. 247 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:16,160 Well, actually, is the reason to come. 248 00:20:16,320 --> 00:20:18,360 And this might sound a little weird... 249 00:20:18,520 --> 00:20:21,120 ... but it's a beautiful day and I have to walk the dog... 250 00:20:21,320 --> 00:20:23,120 251 00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:24,560 252 00:20:24,720 --> 00:20:26,800 253 00:20:27,160 --> 00:20:29,080 254 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:33,800 255 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:36,360 256 00:20:36,520 --> 00:20:39,880 257 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:41,480 258 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:44,920 259 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:49,720 260 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,960 261 00:20:54,120 --> 00:20:56,960 ... that too, like, kind of the best thing I've ever written... 262 00:20:57,120 --> 00:21:00,000 ... because of having a naive ideal of things happening... 263 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,040 ... where we will be the biggest love story ever told. 264 00:21:03,200 --> 00:21:04,800 And I wrote it. 265 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:07,600 So I sat there reading this email... 266 00:21:08,000 --> 00:21:10,000 ... and there are some turbulence... 267 00:21:10,160 --> 00:21:13,560 ... and I began to have this massive panic attack. 268 00:21:13,720 --> 00:21:15,520 Like what I've experienced. 269 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,880 And I think that happens... 270 00:21:19,040 --> 00:21:23,720 ... because I can't imagine ever feeling like that about other people. 271 00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:27,080 Listen, I've never, in my life, received anything... 272 00:21:27,240 --> 00:21:29,400 ... like the type of letter you wrote him. 273 00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:31,720 Never wrote one, either. 274 00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:34,200 And you're lucky. You are lucky by the way... 275 00:21:34,400 --> 00:21:36,720 ... that has nothing to do this particular girl. 276 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:38,240 But you already know that. 277 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:41,360 I have to sound so young to you. 278 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,960 Yeah, well, screw, buddy. 279 00:21:44,120 --> 00:21:46,640 Come on. I did not mean it. 280 00:21:46,840 --> 00:21:48,520 I know what you mean. 281 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:51,200 You know, I'm proud of being a great listener... 282 00:21:51,360 --> 00:21:54,920 ... but every time I meet new people, I find I keep talking. 283 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:56,240 What is that? 284 00:21:57,040 --> 00:21:59,480 Maybe you aren't really a great listener. 285 00:21:59,960 --> 00:22:03,120 Maybe you're not like a good listener. 286 00:22:03,280 --> 00:22:06,520 No, no, that's not it. I'm a good listener. 287 00:22:07,680 --> 00:22:10,360 Yeah, but that's the thing. I heard myself talking about it. 288 00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:13,000 Nelson's career. Lucy painting. 289 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:16,760 Like them my own interests and my own achievements, but they don't. 290 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:21,520 And I found myself wondering, "Where am I? Who am I?" 291 00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:23,200 Let me ask you this. 292 00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:26,320 Like, what exactly did you do with your days? 293 00:22:27,040 --> 00:22:28,960 You see, now, it's just so predictable. 294 00:22:29,120 --> 00:22:32,800 There is a perception that because I have no job or I am not at school... 295 00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:35,800 ... that I was sitting around doing nothing, which is ridiculous. 296 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:39,080 Almost every day I don't have five seconds for myself. 297 00:22:39,840 --> 00:22:43,360 I drive people around or deal with home or make food. 298 00:22:43,520 --> 00:22:46,040 Not to mention I'm on, like, 15 boards. 299 00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:47,800 Sorry. I don't think that... 300 00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:51,600 Yeah, I know you don't, but my family doesn't, you know? 301 00:22:51,760 --> 00:22:55,520 I can feel them all just secretly judging. Especially Lucy. 302 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:57,440 No matter what I do, l - 303 00:22:57,600 --> 00:23:00,760 It feels like I'm just disappointing him. 304 00:23:00,920 --> 00:23:03,640 Well, he's a teenager. You are his mother. 305 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:06,520 I mean, it would be weird if he didn't feel like that, right? 306 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:11,840 I don't know. Sorry, I thought about this and became sensitive. 307 00:23:12,360 --> 00:23:13,960 But maybe I can do more. 308 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:16,600 God, I just don't want to look back at my life... 309 00:23:18,600 --> 00:23:21,680 ... and wondering what part of it is mine. 310 00:23:22,320 --> 00:23:23,920 OK. 311 00:23:24,120 --> 00:23:25,240 - Yeah. - So - 312 00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,240 What is really fun. thanks. 313 00:23:27,400 --> 00:23:32,520 Yeah, you're welcome. I mean, it's really great to talk to you. 314 00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:35,000 - Yeah, alright. - Okay. 315 00:23:36,360 --> 00:23:38,480 - Damn. - What? 316 00:23:38,640 --> 00:23:40,680 - Damn. - What? 317 00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:44,360 I'm the last weird word. 318 00:23:45,120 --> 00:23:46,400 - Yes? - Yeah. 319 00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:49,160 Okay, well, I'll go inside. 320 00:23:49,320 --> 00:23:51,560 You just shouted something at me when I walked away. 321 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:52,920 - That will be big. - Perfect. 322 00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:54,840 - Great. - Okay. 323 00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:00,080 You will be fine. 324 00:24:07,120 --> 00:24:10,240 I don't know. Do you want to do this again? Like tomorrow or... 325 00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:14,840 Oh, l - Sorry, I can't tomorrow. I have an appointment. 326 00:24:15,000 --> 00:24:16,800 OK. OK. Don't worry about that. 327 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:19,960 - Wednesday? - Yeah. That will be amazing. 328 00:24:20,120 --> 00:24:21,400 I will come. 329 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:23,040 - OK. Well, I guess - - Carter. 330 00:24:35,720 --> 00:24:38,800 "Awesome"? That... . 331 00:24:39,120 --> 00:24:42,000 Mom, I can't talk about this anymore. Too backward. 332 00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:44,560 And I really don't want to fight with you now. 333 00:24:44,720 --> 00:24:47,520 This is not a fight. This is not a fight. That's not even a big problem. 334 00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:50,120 I just said basically he was alone there. 335 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:51,960 You can bring it to a film. 336 00:24:52,120 --> 00:24:54,880 Do you have an idea how will the paralysis be heard? 337 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:59,880 Will redefine paralyzed. Serious. Are you ready to make history? 338 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:04,360 He might have a point, honey. 339 00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:07,240 This can be a little awkward. What do we know about this person? 340 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:09,680 Forget it. Forget it. 341 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:13,040 I thought maybe, maybe, just something that's fun for someone sometime... 342 00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:15,760 ... but I can't handle you two ganging up on me. 343 00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,560 This happened because we were all really scared. 344 00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:12,640 So I will tell you the same thing I said to him. 345 00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:16,040 Whatever we find out tomorrow, we deal with together. 346 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:18,920 Now, your daughter would like to apologize... 347 00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:21,240 ... and he said, if you really want him... 348 00:26:21,400 --> 00:26:24,760 ... he will go across the street now and ask Crazy's grandson to date. 349 00:26:24,920 --> 00:26:27,280 She's a sweet kid. I feel bad for him. 350 00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:30,400 He is sad. 351 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:37,080 I will be with you every second. 352 00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:57,080 What? 353 00:26:58,040 --> 00:26:59,200 Well, I just want to know. 354 00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:03,480 Have you ever been worried that you would be stuck in one of these positions? 355 00:27:05,080 --> 00:27:07,640 Yes, I did. 356 00:27:08,960 --> 00:27:10,360 Ready to sleep? 357 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:14,120 Do you know yoga improves circulation... 358 00:27:14,280 --> 00:27:17,880 ... promoting health and well-being and also reducing anxiety? 359 00:27:18,040 --> 00:27:19,920 Yes, I've read that. 360 00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:22,760 Well, maybe you can try it. 361 00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:29,560 Hey, do you know what? 362 00:27:31,560 --> 00:27:36,440 Sorry if I looked a little disturbed lately. 363 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:39,360 It's cool. 364 00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:50,040 Good night, muffins. 365 00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,200 Did you get a pill? 366 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:56,480 Yes, this is some pretty serious sedation you got here. 367 00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:00,120 Are you sure safe will take all of this at once? 368 00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:06,480 I love it. 369 00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,000 Who changed the sheets? 370 00:28:17,160 --> 00:28:18,560 me. 371 00:28:32,040 --> 00:28:33,600 Who's Sofia? 372 00:28:35,560 --> 00:28:36,920 How do you know about that? 373 00:28:37,080 --> 00:28:40,040 Oh, you kind of muttered in your sleep. 374 00:28:40,200 --> 00:28:42,080 What did you do in my room when I was sleeping? 375 00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:45,000 That's a very good question. 376 00:28:48,960 --> 00:28:51,000 Well, he is my girlfriend... 377 00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:53,600 ... and he doesn't want to with me anymore. 378 00:28:54,040 --> 00:28:55,640 He is zaftig? 379 00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:59,520 Yeah. Spectacular, actually. 380 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:02,080 That is very important. 381 00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:41,440 I'm Sofia. 382 00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:47,240 I really fell in love with you. 383 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:56,680 See you later. 384 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:17,040 Hey. How are you? 385 00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:22,560 - Yes? - Do you know where you are? 386 00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:25,200 I'm just grouping. 387 00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:32,840 - I can give you a ride home if you want. - No, I'm fine. 388 00:30:33,000 --> 00:30:35,840 You have to keep going. It's healthy. 389 00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:57,800 Actually, what do you know? 390 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:04,040 My mom and I kind of got into this fight that night. 391 00:31:04,200 --> 00:31:06,920 I mean, it's not really fighting, it's just... 392 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:10,360 He wants me to maybe ask you if you want... 393 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:12,720 ... to go see a movie or something. 394 00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:16,680 And I told him that it would be really embarrassing. 395 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:19,160 This will be the last thing you want to do. 396 00:31:19,320 --> 00:31:23,760 I mean, some creepy girls accosting you like you're a kind of charity. 397 00:31:24,200 --> 00:31:25,640 This really came out wrong. 398 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:30,000 Your parents, they are usually pretty cool about letting you go out on school night? 399 00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:31,240 Not really. 400 00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:34,560 Do you think if you took me to the cinema... 401 00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,120 ... friendly, they might make an exception? 402 00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:39,440 I don't know. 403 00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:42,200 Alright. Find out. Get back to me. 404 00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:53,200 What is that? 405 00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:55,520 That's possible... 406 00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:58,360 ... I think maybe... 407 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,360 ... I might stop the toilet above. 408 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:04,320 Maybe? What is a variable? 409 00:32:04,480 --> 00:32:07,360 Water flows from above. 410 00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:09,440 Carpets are all wet. 411 00:32:10,360 --> 00:32:14,480 Well, I will see. First, I just have to stop by my room and kill myself. 412 00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:33,080 I think I have to tell Paige alone. 413 00:32:33,240 --> 00:32:35,920 I think it's not too scary if it comes from me... 414 00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:37,920 ... and he saw that I was fine. 415 00:32:38,360 --> 00:32:39,560 I think you're right. 416 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:41,880 But I want you to know Lucy. 417 00:32:47,520 --> 00:32:49,000 It's better like that. 418 00:32:49,560 --> 00:32:52,960 So he left, "Find out. Get back to me." 419 00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:55,480 Which isn't exactly the same, whatever... 420 00:32:55,640 --> 00:32:58,360 ... but it clearly shows that he might, you know - 421 00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:01,120 - Interested? - Yeah. Type, right? 422 00:33:01,280 --> 00:33:04,720 I mean, even if it is, it will still be the most awkward - 423 00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,840 - Do it. - You think? 424 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:09,360 Yeah. You have to do it. And what do you know? 425 00:33:09,520 --> 00:33:13,040 Like, seriously, You have to take me with you. 426 00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,680 Alright. Someone better tell me what happened here. 427 00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:28,120 I really want ice cream. I have been thinking about it all day. 428 00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:29,560 Who wants to come with me? 429 00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,920 Wait, but what -? 430 00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,720 Do you want me to go buy ice cream? 431 00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:38,440 Do you know what? You two go ahead. 432 00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:42,560 Lucy and I will take Bozo for a walk. Come on. Everything is gonna be OK. 433 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,200 Does it hurt? 434 00:33:56,680 --> 00:33:58,000 No 435 00:34:01,000 --> 00:34:04,880 Chemotherapy can be rough, and they say there is nausea. 436 00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:08,480 And that can make me tired. 437 00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:13,040 Are you afraid? 438 00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:16,360 Yes, sometimes. 439 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:20,800 Not now, though. I feel strong now. 440 00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,120 You don't look so tough. 441 00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:32,600 I took $ 20 from your wallet. 442 00:34:34,000 --> 00:34:35,440 Really? When? 443 00:34:36,320 --> 00:34:39,680 Some time ago. Last February. 444 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:42,040 Are you serious? 445 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:43,920 Yeah. 446 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:48,040 I've been wanting to tell you for a while. 447 00:34:48,480 --> 00:34:51,040 I feel bad about it. Sorry. 448 00:34:51,200 --> 00:34:54,800 Well, just curious, what do you need $ 20 for? 449 00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:57,120 That's stupid. 450 00:34:57,680 --> 00:35:02,000 I want to start saving money, You know, for the future. 451 00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:06,200 But I have no money... 452 00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:08,920 ... so I need a foundation. 453 00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:13,040 Right. Well, at least You are financially responsible. 454 00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:19,320 I told you because besides that, I don't have any secrets from you. 455 00:35:19,480 --> 00:35:22,760 - It's okay to keep a few things for yourself. - Yeah, but I don't. 456 00:35:22,920 --> 00:35:27,200 Like, I always tell the truth because you always tell the truth. 457 00:35:27,360 --> 00:35:28,640 Right? 458 00:35:30,600 --> 00:35:32,200 Right. 459 00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:35,760 If you say everything will be fine, I believe in you. 460 00:35:35,960 --> 00:35:39,000 And I know you're telling the truth because you won't lie to me. 461 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:42,200 Maybe for someone else... 462 00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:46,520 ... like, maybe for Lucy or maybe Dad... 463 00:35:46,680 --> 00:35:48,280 ... but not for me. 464 00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,160 I just need to know. 465 00:35:57,880 --> 00:35:59,920 Will you be okay? 466 00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:42,560 Hey. 467 00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:47,800 What happened? 468 00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:51,000 You look good. You look better than you do the other day. 469 00:37:00,720 --> 00:37:03,720 - So, what's the name? - Sorry? 470 00:37:03,880 --> 00:37:07,440 - Your girl wrote all the letters for. - Oh, Sofia. 471 00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:11,720 - Is he your first love? - Yeah. 472 00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:13,800 Well, there is someone in middle school... 473 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:16,840 ... but I used to have this tendency to project girls... 474 00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:19,760 ... my fantasy from what I think they should be like. 475 00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:22,760 It has nothing to do with what they really like. 476 00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:25,280 This will only take me forever find out. 477 00:37:25,440 --> 00:37:27,760 Usually four to five months. 478 00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,320 But Sofia is different? 479 00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:32,760 Yeah. Well, you know. 480 00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:38,840 No. Actually, that is pretty much the same agreement. 481 00:37:40,080 --> 00:37:41,520 Well... 482 00:37:43,360 --> 00:37:45,960 Come on. There is something you want to show. 483 00:37:50,240 --> 00:37:53,480 This is interesting. Do you know where we will go? 484 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,960 I feel like we are going to run to Deliverance. 485 00:37:58,040 --> 00:37:59,560 Love here. 486 00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:04,480 I have a whole science fiction scenario successful... 487 00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:09,400 ... where I pretend that since there is no proof of modern life... 488 00:38:09,560 --> 00:38:11,640 ... that I can walk out of this forest... 489 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:16,120 ... and other times and different places. 490 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,080 I like that. 491 00:38:29,320 --> 00:38:31,840 My husband has an affair. 492 00:38:33,680 --> 00:38:37,200 I knew a while ago and I did nothing. 493 00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:44,440 I told myself it's because of the girls and... 494 00:38:48,640 --> 00:38:52,000 I only have a very comfortable life. It's very clean. 495 00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,040 I'm smart, you know? 496 00:38:55,840 --> 00:39:00,120 And the thing is, he's really a nice guy. I mean, he makes a good living and... 497 00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:05,720 Anyway, be careful, I guess. I do not know. 498 00:39:06,480 --> 00:39:08,320 Which should sound pretty empty for you. 499 00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:13,600 I won't even start knowing how to have an opinion about that. 500 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,440 The problem is, I just don't... 501 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,640 I just don't love him. 502 00:39:21,240 --> 00:39:23,840 Not like you love him. Unlike such love... 503 00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:25,800 ... which one is sick when it's good... 504 00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:28,120 ... especially when it's good, you know? 505 00:39:29,720 --> 00:39:33,480 The more I get from it and the more I talk to you, you know... 506 00:39:33,720 --> 00:39:36,000 ... I'm not so sure true love is good. 507 00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:43,360 You know, I really want just to hug you now. 508 00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:45,120 Is that weird? 509 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:10,680 Hey, Lucy doesn't know anything about Nelson's - 510 00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:13,280 - Sarah. - Right. 511 00:40:13,640 --> 00:40:15,400 Leave without saying. 512 00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:20,480 You know, he asked me about taking you to the movies on special school nights. 513 00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:23,040 We don't usually let him go out on weekdays. 514 00:40:23,240 --> 00:40:25,640 It's responsible. 515 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:27,320 I'm making an exception. 516 00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:29,400 I'm guessing tomorrow You might have... 517 00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:32,600 Yeah. Another promise. 518 00:40:33,680 --> 00:40:37,560 Hey, look, I don't know when I will be able to do this again. 519 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:41,440 Maybe a few days, maybe it will take longer. I have many things that arise. 520 00:40:41,600 --> 00:40:42,960 Alright. 521 00:40:44,680 --> 00:40:46,840 - But I have to go to the shop. - I will go. 522 00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:48,520 - OK. - Great, yeah. 523 00:40:49,320 --> 00:40:51,560 I've never been to New York before. I like it. 524 00:40:51,720 --> 00:40:57,360 And I remember that I was sitting alone Wing in America from Met. 525 00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:00,000 I was in the room where they had all the paintings... 526 00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:01,920 ... from the Hudson River Valley School. 527 00:41:02,080 --> 00:41:06,360 I just suddenly had a feeling like I was awake. 528 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:12,400 Finally, awake for my life. Like me exactly where I think it will be. 529 00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:15,600 And later on... 530 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:19,320 ... l'm sitting in the car outside the school waiting for Paige. 531 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:21,840 He came out. He tells all about the day... 532 00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:24,640 ... and jump in the car and I have that feeling again. 533 00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:28,800 Like, "Here it is. This is exactly where I think to be, here with him." 534 00:41:29,720 --> 00:41:35,440 So I think I just hope that I can respect everything more. 535 00:41:35,600 --> 00:41:39,960 I just want to be like a lot of people when maybe I can have, you know? 536 00:41:40,120 --> 00:41:44,320 I mean, I want to go back to New York City and sit alone in the Met. 537 00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:48,560 Maybe more than anything If I were the kind of person... 538 00:41:48,720 --> 00:41:53,080 ... who will only eat candy here in the middle of the shop. 539 00:41:53,280 --> 00:41:56,320 Well, then you have to. 540 00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:10,640 I think I have to really tell you a little about what happened to me. 541 00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:14,160 Okay, but then I want to tell you something. 542 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:16,400 Okay, you go first. 543 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:20,280 Alright, well, I'll just say... 544 00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:23,400 ... I think your husband is out of mind. 545 00:42:29,320 --> 00:42:30,600 So... 546 00:42:32,240 --> 00:42:33,840 What are you going to say? 547 00:42:34,200 --> 00:42:36,720 None. It really doesn't really matter. 548 00:42:49,040 --> 00:42:50,720 First the message is outrageous. 549 00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:51,840 Hi, honey, it's me. 550 00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:55,720 We need to talk about long-term plans, like when you will go home. 551 00:42:55,880 --> 00:43:00,520 I-- I don't think it's healthy. Call me. See you later. 552 00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:08,360 Sir? 553 00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:12,520 Oh, my God, you have to go there. 554 00:43:19,760 --> 00:43:21,000 What? 555 00:43:21,320 --> 00:43:24,200 It's me. I need to show something. 556 00:43:24,600 --> 00:43:26,320 It's pretty important. 557 00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:31,240 - You all dress up. - Yeah. For our date, remember? 558 00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:35,480 - Tonight, a cool guy from across the street? - Yeah, I just think... 559 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:38,560 ... with everything that happened, You might not want to do that. 560 00:43:38,720 --> 00:43:41,880 Look, when I'm scared about something in my life... 561 00:43:42,040 --> 00:43:45,360 ... I want to do research on the Internet. Over the past few days... 562 00:43:45,560 --> 00:43:48,400 ... I've learned everything I can about the whole situation. 563 00:43:49,400 --> 00:43:50,360 Really? 564 00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:54,160 Most likely they will want to do a mastectomy. 565 00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:58,320 They say that it can be very difficult for a woman's soul... 566 00:43:58,480 --> 00:44:02,240 ... so we will only really be careful. Support. 567 00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:07,120 Then, about three weeks later, he will start chemotherapy. 568 00:44:07,280 --> 00:44:08,840 Do they really say that? 569 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:12,760 Yeah, but today many people do chemotherapy and definitely some radiation. 570 00:44:14,360 --> 00:44:16,800 All of this does not frighten the dirt from you? 571 00:44:17,240 --> 00:44:18,360 Well, of course not. 572 00:44:18,560 --> 00:44:21,480 But because I'm not a breast surgeon or an oncologist... 573 00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:24,840 ... there isn't a whole lot that I can do that tonight. 574 00:44:29,720 --> 00:44:33,120 So I think we can get something to eat first. 575 00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,080 Carter, do you enjoy pizza? They have beautiful pizza. 576 00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:37,520 Yeah, I'm on pizza. 577 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:42,000 - I am very similar to you when I was your age. - Very feminine? 578 00:44:42,160 --> 00:44:43,720 precocious. 579 00:45:04,560 --> 00:45:06,200 I like him sometimes. 580 00:45:06,360 --> 00:45:10,160 Are you kidding me? He is phenomenal. I hired a presentation DVD - 581 00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:14,680 Oh, and the day I read online and he was seen with Colin Farrell. 582 00:45:16,040 --> 00:45:18,000 I'll go to the bathroom. 583 00:45:24,400 --> 00:45:26,320 Master yourself. You are a man. 584 00:45:26,480 --> 00:45:30,680 You are not weak. You are not sad. Overcome it and continue. 585 00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:37,720 I know you. 586 00:45:38,160 --> 00:45:41,560 Not really, I know what you are talking about. 587 00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:48,320 588 00:45:48,480 --> 00:45:54,600 589 00:45:54,760 --> 00:45:58,320 590 00:45:58,920 --> 00:46:00,440 591 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:02,840 592 00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:07,760 593 00:46:10,480 --> 00:46:11,800 594 00:46:12,120 --> 00:46:14,840 595 00:46:15,160 --> 00:46:17,640 596 00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:20,840 597 00:46:21,000 --> 00:46:22,920 598 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:24,760 599 00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:28,160 600 00:46:28,320 --> 00:46:31,640 601 00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:33,120 602 00:46:33,280 --> 00:46:36,240 Yeah. I built a car? 603 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:38,000 The Camaro? 604 00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:41,360 Lmpressive. Tres impressive. 605 00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:45,040 Well, basically, I rebuilt the mosque. Restored it. 606 00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:47,520 It costs a lot of money. 607 00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:53,440 My money doesn't really exist, then Orange Julius. 608 00:46:55,560 --> 00:46:59,400 So, you, like, what? Only all depends on it? 609 00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:01,320 Oh, not really. 610 00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:04,480 Lucy's mom forced them to take me to the movies... 611 00:47:04,640 --> 00:47:07,440 ... because I feel is really depressed lately. 612 00:47:09,720 --> 00:47:13,080 Anyways, we have to go because they still have to buy food... 613 00:47:13,240 --> 00:47:16,200 ... and amuse me with humorous anecdotes and shows. 614 00:47:16,400 --> 00:47:21,160 Well, enjoy your movies and food. Nice to meet you... 615 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:24,160 ... dude. Whatever your name is. 616 00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:28,840 Okay, so I want you to say something to me. 617 00:47:30,720 --> 00:47:32,160 You live in the suburbs of Michigan. 618 00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:36,000 You go to high school on average. I want to hear about soccer. 619 00:47:36,160 --> 00:47:39,240 I want you to tell me, like, garage band and night party. 620 00:47:39,400 --> 00:47:40,880 The John Hughes stuff. 621 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:43,560 Who? 622 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:47,720 I'm very old. 623 00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:49,280 You don't go to high school? 624 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:54,160 Well, I go to this private, kind of progressive school at L.A., you know? 625 00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:56,680 Overprivileged, lots of drugs. 626 00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:02,800 I don't know. I never really felt like that classic that experience that I always wanted. 627 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:05,800 For example, there is no soccer team. 628 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:08,480 Well, not exactly the '50s here, either. 629 00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:10,520 I mean, maybe it won't be fast-track L. A.... 630 00:48:10,680 --> 00:48:14,960 ... but, you know, we are not really naive. 631 00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:17,240 - We do something. - Like what? 632 00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:20,760 - What is it like? - Yeah, what is it like? 633 00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:26,400 - Let's look at the film Colin Farrell. - Let's not. 634 00:48:27,800 --> 00:48:29,800 What is with you and that person? 635 00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:36,080 I have plenty of time, Paige. 636 00:48:36,240 --> 00:48:38,400 - Really? - Fully. 637 00:48:38,560 --> 00:48:40,520 Well, I'll go to bed now. 638 00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:43,000 OK. 639 00:48:44,160 --> 00:48:46,880 Thank you for paying for everything tonight. 640 00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:49,320 Yeah. Good night. 641 00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:50,840 Oh, Carter? 642 00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:54,080 Will you marry me? 643 00:48:54,240 --> 00:48:56,280 Yes. 644 00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:16,280 To listen to your message, press 1. 645 00:49:16,440 --> 00:49:19,720 You have two saved messages. 646 00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:32,280 - This is my room. - Yeah. 647 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:34,080 Take a sweater. 648 00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:36,440 Why? 649 00:50:02,720 --> 00:50:05,760 So I think I'm dating the quarterback football team. 650 00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:12,120 I don't know, don't get a more Breakfast Club than that? 651 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:17,680 Are you serious? 652 00:50:20,200 --> 00:50:23,360 We don't really date. We are just kind... 653 00:50:24,400 --> 00:50:26,840 ... gathered a lot. 654 00:50:29,360 --> 00:50:30,480 His name is Gabe. 655 00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:34,760 And I'm going to him. I just... . I do not know. 656 00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:37,560 - Remember people at the mall? - Eric. 657 00:50:37,720 --> 00:50:41,200 That's his best friend and they do everything together. 658 00:50:41,360 --> 00:50:43,800 But they are completely different. 659 00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:47,920 Gabe is really confident. 660 00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:49,840 Maybe even arrogant. 661 00:50:50,280 --> 00:50:52,120 Do you kiss him? 662 00:50:52,280 --> 00:50:54,720 Yeah. Sort of. 663 00:50:56,600 --> 00:50:58,400 Not really, though. 664 00:50:58,680 --> 00:50:59,800 Define "kissing." 665 00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:02,280 Why not? 666 00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:15,360 My father cheated on me. 667 00:51:17,880 --> 00:51:21,480 And strangely that I really wasn't angry with him. 668 00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:23,560 I mean, I am... 669 00:51:24,400 --> 00:51:26,080 ... but I'm angry at my mother. 670 00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:28,400 Well, that seems unfair. 671 00:51:28,560 --> 00:51:31,320 I know. I just - 672 00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:35,560 I can't end up like him. I mean, he... 673 00:51:35,920 --> 00:51:39,280 ... cold and shallow. 674 00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:41,520 I mean, he's obsessed with making his life... 675 00:51:41,720 --> 00:51:43,800 ... more like Barrel Crate and a catalog. 676 00:51:43,960 --> 00:51:46,440 I don't understand how he just doesn't scream... 677 00:51:46,600 --> 00:51:48,760 ... every time he sees himself in - 678 00:51:48,920 --> 00:51:50,720 I mean, especially now - 679 00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:54,240 Why did you say this to me? 680 00:51:56,080 --> 00:51:57,240 I don't know. 681 00:51:57,680 --> 00:51:59,440 Sorry. 682 00:52:01,080 --> 00:52:02,880 Your mother said you were a painter? 683 00:52:03,840 --> 00:52:07,560 I'm not a painter. I only do it sometimes. 684 00:52:07,720 --> 00:52:11,400 This kind of calms me down if I panic. 685 00:52:12,200 --> 00:52:13,680 Helping me with my problem. 686 00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:15,840 And what is your problem? 687 00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:20,640 I'm afraid to kiss Gabe Foley. 688 00:52:21,240 --> 00:52:23,320 You will get more than that, believe me. 689 00:52:23,520 --> 00:52:26,640 When you are in time, with the right person, you will be fine. 690 00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:35,000 Hey, so my mom doesn't really know anything about my dad. 691 00:52:35,160 --> 00:52:37,280 Right. thanks. 692 00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:44,520 Grandma. Grandmother. Hey, you don't need to do that, okay? 693 00:52:44,680 --> 00:52:46,800 I will clean it as soon as I use this stove. 694 00:52:46,960 --> 00:52:48,520 Will you leave me? 695 00:52:51,520 --> 00:52:52,920 What does that mean? 696 00:52:53,080 --> 00:52:55,480 - My cell phone? - Yes. 697 00:52:55,640 --> 00:52:58,640 Okay, well, maybe my boss. 698 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:01,840 Most likely, he called to say that I no longer had a job. 699 00:53:02,040 --> 00:53:04,560 Are you in resurfacing pools? 700 00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:07,680 What? I'm a writer. 701 00:53:09,240 --> 00:53:10,480 What did you write? 702 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:13,720 I write children's books. 703 00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:17,680 That's good. I love children. 704 00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:20,360 That's not true. Past. 705 00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:24,160 Now I hate them. But maybe I can read one of your books. 706 00:53:24,320 --> 00:53:27,960 I didn't bring anything here with me, so it would be difficult to do that. 707 00:53:28,120 --> 00:53:32,920 Too bad. I would love to have read something that you wrote before I died. 708 00:53:38,640 --> 00:53:40,280 Grandma. 709 00:53:40,480 --> 00:53:44,040 710 00:53:44,200 --> 00:53:46,080 711 00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:47,960 712 00:53:48,360 --> 00:53:52,160 713 00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:54,520 714 00:53:54,720 --> 00:53:56,960 715 00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,360 716 00:54:02,520 --> 00:54:05,200 717 00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:07,680 718 00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:12,160 719 00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:16,080 720 00:54:16,240 --> 00:54:18,400 721 00:54:18,560 --> 00:54:20,800 ... is affixed to the telephone in the living room. 722 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:23,040 Do you want to see it? 723 00:54:24,760 --> 00:54:26,800 That will be the deli guy. 724 00:54:28,520 --> 00:54:31,880 Well, it's relieved. This soup you make is disgusting. 725 00:54:32,040 --> 00:54:33,680 - Oh, thank you. - Sorry. 726 00:54:35,960 --> 00:54:37,240 - Thanks. - Thanks. 727 00:55:04,160 --> 00:55:07,120 It's been four days. Not that I am tracking. 728 00:55:07,280 --> 00:55:09,160 I just thought maybe... 729 00:55:09,360 --> 00:55:11,480 I know Lucy said. 730 00:55:11,640 --> 00:55:13,480 I know he will. 731 00:55:15,200 --> 00:55:17,560 So I won't... So I will not... 732 00:55:17,720 --> 00:55:19,920 Lucy said nothing. 733 00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:25,360 I'm sick. 734 00:55:26,200 --> 00:55:27,720 I'm quite sick. 735 00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:36,520 I have breast cancer. 736 00:55:40,280 --> 00:55:41,360 Tomorrow morning, l - 737 00:55:41,560 --> 00:55:44,200 Tomorrow morning, I have to go to the hospital... 738 00:55:44,360 --> 00:55:48,440 ... and they have to cut - Oh, shit. 739 00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:51,040 And they have to cut - 740 00:55:51,520 --> 00:55:53,400 Oh, damn it. 741 00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:57,360 Damn it! 742 00:56:07,440 --> 00:56:10,000 Hey, look at me. I want you to look at me. 743 00:56:10,760 --> 00:56:14,520 I'm here, and I promise, You will be fine. 744 00:56:14,680 --> 00:56:16,200 You will be fine. 745 00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:18,920 I know. 746 00:56:24,320 --> 00:56:25,880 I don't mean... 747 00:56:26,480 --> 00:56:28,080 I didnt - 748 00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:07,160 Pandy thinks is in a perfect relationship. 749 00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:13,000 Then one day, the child who belonged to threw him out on the road. 750 00:57:13,520 --> 00:57:14,840 He has been replaced... 751 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:18,520 ... by Colin Farrell. 752 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:27,360 - Jesus. - What's up? 753 00:57:27,520 --> 00:57:29,040 Hey. You can just enter my room. 754 00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:31,280 - It's the last one on the left. - Who is this? 755 00:57:31,440 --> 00:57:34,600 Phyllis and I will have a sudden conversation. 756 00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:36,240 Let's go in there. 757 00:57:39,640 --> 00:57:42,000 Grandma let me explain something to you. 758 00:57:42,160 --> 00:57:43,720 OK? Look at me, look at me. 759 00:57:44,440 --> 00:57:48,360 It's okay for you to answer the front door if you don't wear clothes. 760 00:57:48,560 --> 00:57:51,400 It's nothing for you to do something that involves other people... 761 00:57:51,600 --> 00:57:53,320 ... when you don't dress. 762 00:57:53,480 --> 00:57:55,480 I wear a sweater. 763 00:57:55,640 --> 00:57:57,840 Listen to me. Get with the program. 764 00:57:58,000 --> 00:58:00,240 765 00:58:00,400 --> 00:58:04,160 766 00:58:04,320 --> 00:58:07,000 767 00:58:08,680 --> 00:58:10,520 768 00:58:10,680 --> 00:58:12,800 769 00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:16,680 770 00:58:17,560 --> 00:58:19,160 771 00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:23,120 772 00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:24,880 773 00:58:25,080 --> 00:58:29,520 774 00:58:31,960 --> 00:58:33,440 775 00:58:35,640 --> 00:58:38,560 776 00:58:38,800 --> 00:58:40,640 777 00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:43,280 778 00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:45,800 Nice to meet you. 779 00:58:49,160 --> 00:58:52,480 So I came here because I like having a problem. 780 00:58:52,680 --> 00:58:57,320 And you - That night in the field, You really kind of helped. 781 00:58:57,440 --> 00:59:00,560 - I want to know if maybe you can... - Yeah. Absolutely. 782 00:59:01,200 --> 00:59:02,640 OK. 783 00:59:06,200 --> 00:59:08,080 This will sound... 784 00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:10,440 Okay, whatever. 785 00:59:12,400 --> 00:59:16,120 Apparently, Gabe can't wait for me to find the courage to connect with him... 786 00:59:16,280 --> 00:59:20,080 ... so he decided to connect with my best friend. 787 00:59:20,680 --> 00:59:24,200 And that's been terrible at school. 788 00:59:24,400 --> 00:59:28,840 I mean, drama, a lot of meaning seems to be in the parking lot. 789 00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:31,520 Anyway, there's a party tonight... 790 00:59:31,680 --> 00:59:34,640 ... and I think to go with him and now... 791 00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:36,840 I mean, I haven't talked to him. 792 00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:38,480 - Go. - Really? 793 00:59:38,680 --> 00:59:42,680 Yes, you have to go. Look fantastic. Be nice to everyone. 794 00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:45,720 Have a great time. You do it, you are a rock star. 795 00:59:47,920 --> 00:59:49,200 Come with me. 796 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:51,200 Don't get carried away. 797 00:59:51,360 --> 00:59:56,320 Seriously, I walk in with you. You are old, smart, mysterious. 798 00:59:56,480 --> 00:59:58,480 I'm mysterious. 799 00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:02,680 I really kiss your ass now. Come on. 800 01:00:02,840 --> 01:00:04,840 I mean, it will be very cold. 801 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:08,160 And I will be indebted to you for, like... 802 01:00:08,320 --> 01:00:10,080 ... remaining time. 803 01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:25,400 It's like a dream I have. But I'm naked except my shoes. 804 01:00:25,960 --> 01:00:30,240 Ladies and gentlemen, Lucy is beautiful who is amazing Hardwicke. 805 01:00:30,400 --> 01:00:35,040 Tonight she is wearing a designer dress and is escorted by this person. 806 01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:38,120 - Hey, how are you? - Howard Portchnik. 807 01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:41,600 - What did you say your name for? - Howard Portchnik. 808 01:00:41,760 --> 01:00:45,000 - Portchnik. And your father? - Rodney Portchnik. 809 01:00:45,160 --> 01:00:46,880 - Is he here? - In Bermuda, actually. 810 01:00:47,040 --> 01:00:49,240 I don't think I will have this party if he is. 811 01:00:49,400 --> 01:00:51,880 - Have fun, kids, still amazing. - Okay. 812 01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:54,120 What is that? 813 01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:58,080 I think, like a million years ago, my mother had something for that person father. 814 01:00:58,240 --> 01:01:01,480 Oh, God. You are here. That's so cool from you. 815 01:01:02,800 --> 01:01:04,040 And you...? 816 01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:08,400 I'm my best friend. Yeah. I do not... . Do I know you? 817 01:01:08,560 --> 01:01:10,720 I don't know. 818 01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:13,840 Oh, my goodness, Madison is here. 819 01:01:14,040 --> 01:01:17,960 Come on, I have so much I have to tell you. It's crazy to be crazy. 820 01:01:18,360 --> 01:01:20,560 - Go. Go away, it's okay. - You are sure? 821 01:01:20,720 --> 01:01:22,680 This is crazy. I will be around. 822 01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:32,280 We drink so much. 823 01:01:33,000 --> 01:01:35,400 Whoa, hey, you're here. I mean - 824 01:01:35,560 --> 01:01:37,560 I'm really a party. 825 01:01:39,080 --> 01:01:42,400 - So how do you do it? - I am fine. Actually, I'm really good. 826 01:01:42,560 --> 01:01:44,000 Oh, that's good. 827 01:01:44,960 --> 01:01:50,400 If you need someone to talk to or maybe just... 828 01:01:50,560 --> 01:01:53,240 I don't know. But I'm pretty much around anytime - 829 01:01:53,400 --> 01:01:55,800 Yeah, great. We have to keep going, Lucy. 830 01:01:56,000 --> 01:01:59,480 There are some seniors from Carver we want you to meet. So hot and funny. 831 01:01:59,920 --> 01:02:00,920 Great. 832 01:02:23,000 --> 01:02:26,000 This person is a complete bastard. 833 01:02:27,400 --> 01:02:30,000 I could be a jerk. 834 01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:36,800 Mom, you won't believe where I stand. 835 01:02:36,960 --> 01:02:39,880 Carter. It's Sofia. 836 01:02:40,440 --> 01:02:42,320 Are you there? 837 01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:46,520 Yeah. Hi. Hey, how are you? 838 01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:49,360 God, I miss you. 839 01:02:49,720 --> 01:02:53,600 So much happened. I don't even know where to start. 840 01:02:53,760 --> 01:02:57,080 I just feel my whole life is, like, crashing in. 841 01:02:57,280 --> 01:02:58,520 I cry all the time... 842 01:02:58,720 --> 01:03:02,480 ... and you are the only person you can talk to when I flip out like this. 843 01:03:02,640 --> 01:03:04,560 My friends. 844 01:03:05,400 --> 01:03:07,000 How are you? 845 01:03:10,560 --> 01:03:11,640 Carter? 846 01:03:11,840 --> 01:03:15,520 Are you a sad homo trying to scam Lucy? 847 01:03:16,640 --> 01:03:18,880 I will have to call you back. 848 01:03:25,720 --> 01:03:29,920 You think you can step into the hood, the game throws my girl... 849 01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:33,640 ... drink my son's drink, and hope not to throw it straight away? 850 01:03:34,760 --> 01:03:37,800 - What? - Are you deaf and stupid? I said - 851 01:03:37,960 --> 01:03:40,200 Don't - Don't repeat all of that, please. 852 01:03:40,360 --> 01:03:42,880 Okay, I think the answer is your question... 853 01:03:43,040 --> 01:03:47,440 ... depends on whether you have, like, learning disabilities... 854 01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:49,920 ... or you are just an average fool. 855 01:03:56,880 --> 01:04:00,760 - All right. - Okay. Above average fool. 856 01:04:00,920 --> 01:04:03,000 - Don't take it. - What is that, homo? 857 01:04:07,120 --> 01:04:09,040 - Bring him, Gabe. - What the hell? 858 01:04:09,240 --> 01:04:11,960 - This person is my best friend. - You're a complete jerk. 859 01:04:12,120 --> 01:04:14,840 No, you don't. I think we all understand... 860 01:04:15,000 --> 01:04:17,600 ... that I am not a complete jerk in this situation. 861 01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:19,680 - This is your mistake. - Do you close -? 862 01:04:19,840 --> 01:04:23,160 Not me, not this person, is the name. 863 01:04:23,320 --> 01:04:25,720 She's amazing. 864 01:04:25,880 --> 01:04:29,560 She's beautiful and smart and amazing... 865 01:04:29,880 --> 01:04:31,000 ... and you failed. 866 01:04:31,640 --> 01:04:33,600 What is wrong with you? What's wrong with me? 867 01:04:33,760 --> 01:04:36,640 How can I let you drive my car? 868 01:04:44,720 --> 01:04:46,280 Come on. 869 01:05:03,560 --> 01:05:08,480 You know, it was the first time in my entire life that I had been punched. 870 01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:10,320 How for you? 871 01:05:10,720 --> 01:05:11,920 Pain. 872 01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:14,400 I'm not a fan. 873 01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:18,520 Something wants to tell you. 874 01:05:20,240 --> 01:05:24,640 I actually never talked about it hard. 875 01:05:25,200 --> 01:05:26,200 OK. 876 01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:29,840 Something that happened when I, like, 11. 877 01:05:30,880 --> 01:05:32,920 I have a friend Ethan. 878 01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:36,400 Ethan and I do everything together. 879 01:05:36,840 --> 01:05:41,360 It's not really strange to be friends with boys when you're 11. 880 01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:43,120 Anyway... 881 01:05:43,680 --> 01:05:45,760 ... I went to his house one day. 882 01:05:46,160 --> 01:05:48,160 And we are new, like... 883 01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:50,960 ... hanging out and, like, playing. 884 01:05:51,120 --> 01:05:55,480 Doing children's items. I do not know. 885 01:05:56,240 --> 01:05:58,920 I don't think his parents are at home. 886 01:05:59,760 --> 01:06:02,840 Does it feel like Truth or Dare? 887 01:06:03,000 --> 01:06:05,640 But, like, a game. 888 01:06:05,840 --> 01:06:09,040 I mean, there are clothes taken from... 889 01:06:09,200 --> 01:06:12,400 I'm not really even unsure, like, what-- 890 01:06:13,720 --> 01:06:14,920 It's okay. 891 01:06:15,600 --> 01:06:20,160 I panicked. And then he panics. 892 01:06:20,320 --> 01:06:22,880 And he's really defensive, saying, like... 893 01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:25,560 Like that my fault went that far. 894 01:06:25,840 --> 01:06:28,240 The next day at school he must have told someone... 895 01:06:28,400 --> 01:06:30,800 ... because it's everyone - 896 01:06:32,400 --> 01:06:35,480 I'm so insulted. 897 01:06:36,360 --> 01:06:38,280 Teachers are involved, and parents - 898 01:06:38,440 --> 01:06:43,040 Lucy, Lucy, that kind of thing, which happens to children all the time. 899 01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:46,360 Really. That. It's just not a big problem. 900 01:06:46,520 --> 01:06:48,480 Although, hey, I know it feels like that. 901 01:06:48,920 --> 01:06:51,760 Like, after that, my mother and I.... 902 01:06:52,600 --> 01:06:55,280 ... we never talk about it. At all. 903 01:06:56,920 --> 01:07:01,440 And I don't know, it's just always it seems like he's embarrassed. 904 01:07:01,600 --> 01:07:04,680 That I, like, is obscene or something - 905 01:07:04,840 --> 01:07:07,080 You're not obscene. You did nothing wrong. 906 01:07:07,240 --> 01:07:11,920 - Then how could he let me feel like that? - Well, you have to stop blaming your mother. 907 01:07:12,480 --> 01:07:14,440 Hates him for this - you have to let him go. 908 01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:17,840 If he isn't there for me when I really need it, why should I - l? 909 01:07:18,000 --> 01:07:19,480 Because he will die. 910 01:07:23,920 --> 01:07:26,440 Sorry. I shouldn't say that. 911 01:07:31,880 --> 01:07:33,040 What is f -? 912 01:07:35,360 --> 01:07:37,360 What is really difficult for me to say. 913 01:07:37,520 --> 01:07:39,760 What, are you trying to scare me? Congratulations. 914 01:07:39,920 --> 01:07:42,320 I'm trying to wake you up. 915 01:07:42,840 --> 01:07:46,320 There's a big damn world out there. It's messy and it's messed up... 916 01:07:46,520 --> 01:07:49,200 ... and never, ever, the thing you expected. 917 01:07:49,720 --> 01:07:51,120 You may be afraid... 918 01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:54,400 ... but you can't let fear to turn you into a jerk. 919 01:07:55,040 --> 01:07:57,440 Not when it comes to people who really love you. 920 01:07:57,600 --> 01:07:59,480 People who need you. 921 01:08:03,800 --> 01:08:05,680 So, I think we're done, right? 922 01:08:07,440 --> 01:08:09,560 Yeah. We are done. 923 01:08:30,480 --> 01:08:32,520 I can't - I'm not - I don't want to start... 924 01:09:31,680 --> 01:09:34,720 Don't come closer. Please. 925 01:09:35,800 --> 01:09:37,280 OK. 926 01:09:38,480 --> 01:09:41,200 I'm just wondering if you're OK. 927 01:09:42,680 --> 01:09:44,440 Everything hurts. 928 01:09:53,000 --> 01:09:55,920 That's my fault. I know it. I am responsible. 929 01:09:57,520 --> 01:09:59,960 But you need to hear this, Carter. 930 01:10:01,080 --> 01:10:03,480 You will never touch my daughter again. 931 01:10:03,640 --> 01:10:06,920 - You can't see it. - Wait, I'm sorry. 932 01:10:07,080 --> 01:10:09,160 - I am - - You have to go. 933 01:11:52,480 --> 01:11:55,760 - What's wrong with you? - I know. 934 01:11:55,960 --> 01:11:59,320 I mean, if you - If you don't want to talk to me, fine, whatever. 935 01:11:59,480 --> 01:12:03,000 But don't send Phyllis out to make an excuse for you, say you don't enter 936 01:12:03,160 --> 01:12:06,800 Where do I feel that you are leaving? I'm the only person you know here. 937 01:12:08,120 --> 01:12:11,120 - Right? - Pretty much. 938 01:12:11,280 --> 01:12:14,320 It feels like a week. I mean, five days. 939 01:12:15,080 --> 01:12:18,920 I don't know. I want to call you, I just don't have your cellphone number. 940 01:12:20,120 --> 01:12:22,520 I don't know. I just thought that you might... 941 01:12:22,720 --> 01:12:25,880 ... like, mad at me. - Hey, I don't. 942 01:12:26,400 --> 01:12:28,120 I'm not mad at you. 943 01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:31,080 So you regret kissing me? 944 01:12:33,680 --> 01:12:37,280 Lucy, I can't. Okay? I can't see anymore. 945 01:12:45,040 --> 01:12:46,840 I just - I'm not that person. 946 01:12:47,600 --> 01:12:51,640 Okay, then I guess - Who is? 947 01:12:51,800 --> 01:12:53,800 Actually, when you think about it... 948 01:12:53,960 --> 01:12:56,800 ... you will find that you already know. 949 01:13:16,440 --> 01:13:18,000 Mama. 950 01:13:21,000 --> 01:13:22,320 I'm not feeling well. 951 01:13:22,680 --> 01:13:24,400 I think I need - 952 01:13:32,440 --> 01:13:35,160 - Nelson Hardwicke office. - Hi, this is Lucy. I need my father. 953 01:13:35,360 --> 01:13:39,520 Lucy, she's not here. He stepped out to --- 954 01:13:41,120 --> 01:13:43,360 Mom, we will try to stand up now. Okay? 955 01:13:43,520 --> 01:13:46,240 I'll take you to the hospital, but I need you to help. 956 01:13:46,400 --> 01:13:48,720 I can't do this alone. You are ready? 957 01:13:53,880 --> 01:13:56,960 You experience what we call a neutropenic fever. 958 01:13:57,120 --> 01:13:59,360 Your white blood cell count drops too low... 959 01:13:59,520 --> 01:14:01,280 ... your body cannot defend itself. 960 01:14:01,440 --> 01:14:03,560 I talked to Hoffman in Ann Arbor. 961 01:14:03,720 --> 01:14:05,920 We will put you on a drug called Neulasta. 962 01:14:10,520 --> 01:14:11,520 I'm very sorry I wasn't - 963 01:14:11,680 --> 01:14:13,720 - What happened to him? - Are you okay. 964 01:14:13,920 --> 01:14:15,800 I'll take soda. Do you want something? 965 01:14:16,040 --> 01:14:18,120 No, I'm fine. 966 01:15:06,080 --> 01:15:08,920 - Of course I do. You teach. - I can't help it. 967 01:15:09,080 --> 01:15:14,200 - Hello? - Hey, Sof. Sofia, it's me. 968 01:15:14,360 --> 01:15:15,720 Who? 969 01:15:16,200 --> 01:15:17,680 Carter. 970 01:15:17,920 --> 01:15:21,920 - Who? - Carter Webb. 971 01:15:22,080 --> 01:15:24,960 Oh, Carter, baby. 972 01:15:25,120 --> 01:15:29,160 Hey, this is just a really bad time. 973 01:15:29,320 --> 01:15:30,520 What? 974 01:15:30,680 --> 01:15:34,880 Listen, I'm on this at SoHo and everyone is wasted. 975 01:15:35,040 --> 01:15:39,120 And I'm wasted too. It's New Year's Eve, you know? 976 01:15:39,320 --> 01:15:41,200 No It's not. It's October. 977 01:15:41,400 --> 01:15:43,760 Well, it feels like New Year's Eve. 978 01:15:43,920 --> 01:15:47,840 Listen, honey, I really want to talk to you, you know? 979 01:15:48,000 --> 01:15:52,080 But let me try a little later. Okay? Okay. 980 01:15:52,240 --> 01:15:55,880 Yeah, okay. No I just, you know... 981 01:15:56,040 --> 01:15:58,280 I'm kind of... 982 01:15:59,680 --> 01:16:01,360 Hello? 983 01:16:12,360 --> 01:16:14,400 What is wrong with you? 984 01:16:17,920 --> 01:16:20,240 Can't get it together. 985 01:16:21,600 --> 01:16:23,320 I'm 26 years old. 986 01:16:23,520 --> 01:16:27,400 I'm healthy. I can. I've had every opportunity. 987 01:16:28,160 --> 01:16:30,480 My friend will marry and have children... 988 01:16:30,640 --> 01:16:32,840 ... and I'm just so far away. 989 01:16:33,400 --> 01:16:35,000 Why did you come here? 990 01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:37,960 I tried to write this about growing up on L.A. 991 01:16:38,120 --> 01:16:39,960 How long have you been trying? 992 01:16:41,280 --> 01:16:43,880 Oh, 11 years, giving or taking. 993 01:16:44,040 --> 01:16:46,600 Too long. You don't try hard enough. 994 01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:50,640 995 01:16:50,800 --> 01:16:52,280 996 01:16:53,000 --> 01:16:54,880 997 01:16:55,080 --> 01:16:58,160 998 01:16:58,840 --> 01:17:00,240 999 01:17:00,440 --> 01:17:05,560 1000 01:17:05,720 --> 01:17:08,000 1001 01:17:08,160 --> 01:17:12,840 1002 01:17:13,000 --> 01:17:14,800 1003 01:17:15,440 --> 01:17:17,680 1004 01:17:19,760 --> 01:17:21,400 1005 01:17:21,560 --> 01:17:26,120 1006 01:17:26,280 --> 01:17:28,320 1007 01:17:38,960 --> 01:17:40,280 1008 01:17:41,440 --> 01:17:42,880 1009 01:17:43,480 --> 01:17:47,480 Paige falls asleep. He wants to stay... 1010 01:17:47,840 --> 01:17:50,040 ... but I just feel like living alone. 1011 01:17:51,520 --> 01:17:52,920 OK. 1012 01:17:54,080 --> 01:17:55,760 We have to talk. 1013 01:18:13,960 --> 01:18:16,680 I'm not really sure where we go from here. 1014 01:18:17,760 --> 01:18:21,120 Maybe you should start by telling me why you're angry with me. 1015 01:18:26,200 --> 01:18:28,080 Difficult even - 1016 01:18:29,040 --> 01:18:30,600 I mean... 1017 01:18:31,280 --> 01:18:33,040 ... I've been on it for so long... 1018 01:18:33,240 --> 01:18:38,840 ... that I think I might be angry with you for almost everything. 1019 01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:40,640 I mean, nothing. 1020 01:18:49,680 --> 01:18:53,400 You know, they are nothing but CAT scans before chemotherapy last week. 1021 01:18:54,720 --> 01:18:58,360 They say that surgery seems to be very successful. 1022 01:18:58,680 --> 01:19:01,480 There are no cancer cells that they can see... 1023 01:19:01,640 --> 01:19:05,240 ... so all this garbage that I have to go through is to be sure. 1024 01:19:08,320 --> 01:19:10,440 But I know I'll be fine. 1025 01:19:11,280 --> 01:19:13,560 And I wasn't before. 1026 01:19:15,040 --> 01:19:16,960 I'm really scared. 1027 01:19:25,200 --> 01:19:28,680 I don't want to miss the part where I really know you. 1028 01:19:32,840 --> 01:19:38,200 Listen, I don't know what happened next, one. I do not know. 1029 01:19:39,960 --> 01:19:41,680 I'll just love you. 1030 01:19:42,320 --> 01:19:45,160 And I will continue to hope that you let me into your life. 1031 01:19:45,720 --> 01:19:48,320 And I will make a mistake, of course... 1032 01:19:49,200 --> 01:19:51,280 ... but I will always be there for you. 1033 01:19:56,280 --> 01:19:59,880 There is one thing that you have to do for me. 1034 01:20:00,880 --> 01:20:02,160 What? 1035 01:20:06,640 --> 01:20:08,600 You must stop smoking. 1036 01:20:10,840 --> 01:20:12,080 - OK. - Okay? 1037 01:20:12,240 --> 01:20:14,600 - I will. - Okay. 1038 01:20:17,440 --> 01:20:19,560 You have to sleep, Mother. 1039 01:20:54,800 --> 01:20:56,040 Dear Sarah. 1040 01:20:56,240 --> 01:20:58,640 I have tried writing this letter for a while. 1041 01:20:58,840 --> 01:21:00,680 The type you said you would never be accepted. 1042 01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:03,200 My type has worked on my life. 1043 01:21:03,360 --> 01:21:06,280 I remember 13 years, sitting in my room all night... 1044 01:21:06,480 --> 01:21:08,680 ... listen to the same song repeatedly. 1045 01:21:09,280 --> 01:21:13,480 I think that if I can write something beautiful, something honest... 1046 01:21:13,640 --> 01:21:16,000 ... maybe I can make someone love me. 1047 01:21:17,520 --> 01:21:19,240 I have taken a lot to give. 1048 01:21:20,480 --> 01:21:23,400 I never tried too hard. I always avoid responsibility. 1049 01:21:23,840 --> 01:21:26,840 I came here because I was running away. I want to be alone. 1050 01:21:27,000 --> 01:21:29,040 Instead, I met you. 1051 01:21:29,200 --> 01:21:32,360 I met you, and you didn't take anything to give. 1052 01:21:36,240 --> 01:21:38,520 I hope you get all the moments you deserve. 1053 01:21:39,040 --> 01:21:41,440 I hope you return to New York and sit on the Met... 1054 01:21:41,600 --> 01:21:44,320 ... in a room with paintings from the Hudson River. 1055 01:21:45,200 --> 01:21:49,120 And I hope when you do it, You take Lucy with you... 1056 01:21:49,640 --> 01:21:51,520 ... because I know he will like it. 1057 01:22:00,640 --> 01:22:03,400 Sorry if I have made your life more complicated. 1058 01:22:03,560 --> 01:22:05,800 I'm sorry for many things, but most of all... 1059 01:22:05,960 --> 01:22:10,600 ... Sorry, I never got a chance told you no matter what happened next... 1060 01:22:10,760 --> 01:22:15,040 ... I will never be anything, but thank you for every time I spend with you. 1061 01:22:15,200 --> 01:22:17,800 And even though I keep groping the right words... 1062 01:22:17,960 --> 01:22:21,560 ... all I really want to say is thank you. 1063 01:23:05,760 --> 01:23:07,280 Grandma. 1064 01:23:07,920 --> 01:23:09,560 1065 01:23:09,720 --> 01:23:12,000 1066 01:23:12,160 --> 01:23:16,400 1067 01:23:17,000 --> 01:23:18,280 1068 01:23:18,440 --> 01:23:20,680 1069 01:23:21,600 --> 01:23:24,000 1070 01:23:24,200 --> 01:23:26,760 1071 01:23:28,520 --> 01:23:29,840 1072 01:23:40,640 --> 01:23:43,920 1073 01:23:54,480 --> 01:23:56,280 1074 01:26:16,400 --> 01:26:18,280 1075 01:26:24,920 --> 01:26:27,040 1076 01:26:28,800 --> 01:26:33,760 1077 01:26:33,920 --> 01:26:35,920 1078 01:26:39,480 --> 01:26:41,480 1079 01:26:43,240 --> 01:26:44,400 1080 01:26:49,200 --> 01:26:51,480 Do you want to take a walk or what? 1081 01:26:55,800 --> 01:26:58,080 I can't. I have to - 1082 01:26:58,240 --> 01:27:00,240 I have to go back inside. 1083 01:27:02,840 --> 01:27:04,240 OK. 1084 01:27:04,920 --> 01:27:06,680 I'll see you around. 1085 01:27:15,080 --> 01:27:16,600 Goodbye, Sarah. 1086 01:27:19,160 --> 01:27:20,520 Waiting. 1087 01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:24,400 You know, I have to have the last word. 1088 01:27:26,200 --> 01:27:27,760 You're welcome. 1089 01:27:47,400 --> 01:27:48,720 Stumped? 1090 01:27:49,960 --> 01:27:53,040 Yeah, I guess. I'm very close. 1091 01:27:53,200 --> 01:27:54,800 For what? 1092 01:27:55,120 --> 01:27:56,840 Being finished. 1093 01:27:57,000 --> 01:27:58,760 Now, what happened? 1094 01:28:00,280 --> 01:28:03,120 I just feel like it's missing something at the end. 1095 01:28:03,920 --> 01:28:05,360 Do you have an idea for me? 1096 01:28:05,960 --> 01:28:07,120 What about? 1097 01:28:07,880 --> 01:28:10,320 my grandmother. He died. 1098 01:28:11,360 --> 01:28:14,480 - Sorry. Is she beautiful? - Yeah. He is great. 1099 01:28:14,640 --> 01:28:17,400 - Do you spend a lot of time with him? - Towards the end. 1100 01:28:18,520 --> 01:28:20,080 That's good. 1101 01:28:20,680 --> 01:28:23,320 That's a very good thing to write about. 1102 01:28:25,240 --> 01:28:27,000 No, I have no idea. 1103 01:28:27,160 --> 01:28:28,480 That's very disappointing. 1104 01:28:28,640 --> 01:28:31,400 That would be really cool if I could just enter... 1105 01:28:31,560 --> 01:28:34,680 ... and give a perfect nugget genius, and then walk away. 1106 01:28:34,840 --> 01:28:36,760 That's what a decent waiter must have done. 1107 01:28:36,920 --> 01:28:39,160 - Sorry. Satisfied with refill? - Okay. 1108 01:28:41,160 --> 01:28:42,560 I'm Carter. 1109 01:28:42,640 --> 01:28:44,400 Janey. Very nice to meet you. 1110 01:28:44,560 --> 01:28:46,440 Yeah. You, too. 1111 01:28:46,600 --> 01:28:48,800 You know, if you're not too busy... 1112 01:28:48,960 --> 01:28:52,800 ... I wonder maybe doing you want to read the scene I'm working on? 1113 01:28:53,000 --> 01:28:56,240 It's really rude, but I think I can really use fresh eyes. 1114 01:28:56,400 --> 01:29:00,560 OK. But I have to warn you, I'm really a difficult critic. 1115 01:29:00,720 --> 01:29:02,160 Great.