1 00:00:25,425 --> 00:00:27,717 It's been a long night. 2 00:00:28,467 --> 00:00:31,133 Had a few difficult clients. 3 00:00:33,133 --> 00:00:35,592 Worked a lot of hours. 4 00:03:14,966 --> 00:03:18,241 - Don't open the bag, all right? - Why? What's in it? 5 00:03:18,341 --> 00:03:21,091 It's none of your business what's in it. 6 00:03:21,758 --> 00:03:23,425 All right. 7 00:03:24,216 --> 00:03:26,341 Fucking hell. 8 00:03:29,841 --> 00:03:33,425 - It's shiny. - It is fuckin' shiny. 9 00:03:33,633 --> 00:03:36,258 Congratulations. Well done. 10 00:03:39,091 --> 00:03:43,408 - You got off light. Not a mark on ya. - Yeah, I'm stayin' out of it. I got hungry. 11 00:03:43,508 --> 00:03:46,675 Oh, well, thanks for the backup there, John. 12 00:04:16,758 --> 00:04:19,008 Fuckin' shit. 13 00:04:27,716 --> 00:04:29,950 - No one home. - Yeah. 14 00:04:30,050 --> 00:04:33,216 Costliest one-night stand I ever had. You know that? 15 00:04:33,341 --> 00:04:36,866 I'd have been better off havin' a wank into me hand in the toilet. 16 00:04:36,966 --> 00:04:39,783 - Sure that'd been a lot of fun. - Go on. Take me home. 17 00:04:39,883 --> 00:04:43,283 Fuckin' depressed, man. Have to finish me packin'. 18 00:04:43,383 --> 00:04:46,425 All right, smart arse. You're on the clock now. 19 00:04:47,383 --> 00:04:51,450 You're a prick. You know that? Well and truly here, you're a prick. 20 00:04:51,550 --> 00:04:54,383 Some prick. Go on. 21 00:04:58,341 --> 00:05:01,033 What do you think? Are you gonna tell your ma or what? 22 00:05:01,133 --> 00:05:05,758 Tell Ma? She'd fuckin' flip. I know that much. 23 00:05:42,466 --> 00:05:44,466 Hi. How are ya? 24 00:05:44,591 --> 00:05:48,091 - Fine. - And where can I take ya? 25 00:08:04,258 --> 00:08:05,824 Fuck. 26 00:08:05,924 --> 00:08:07,883 Mum? 27 00:08:10,883 --> 00:08:12,799 Mum? 28 00:08:16,174 --> 00:08:19,591 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. 29 00:08:46,299 --> 00:08:48,216 Mum. 30 00:08:49,757 --> 00:08:51,882 All right. Okay. 31 00:08:52,007 --> 00:08:53,882 Okay. 32 00:09:00,341 --> 00:09:02,091 Fuck. 33 00:09:31,882 --> 00:09:33,757 Okay. 34 00:10:12,466 --> 00:10:14,966 Mum, can you hear me? 35 00:10:23,632 --> 00:10:27,091 I'll do blood pressure. Open your eyes for me. 36 00:10:31,841 --> 00:10:35,341 Okay, Jean, we're gonna put you on your side. 37 00:10:37,716 --> 00:10:40,882 - Do you know how long she's been out? - I have no idea. She was in the house. 38 00:10:41,007 --> 00:10:44,174 I don't know how long she was out. I found her in her bed. 39 00:10:46,299 --> 00:10:48,491 Jean, I need you to wake up for me. 40 00:10:48,591 --> 00:10:51,657 - I need you to respond. - Mum? Mum? 41 00:10:51,757 --> 00:10:53,716 Come on, Mum. 42 00:10:53,841 --> 00:10:58,007 Jean, it's okay. You're in the hospital. Wake up for me, Jean. 43 00:11:00,924 --> 00:11:03,257 Jean, look at me. 44 00:11:04,424 --> 00:11:06,757 That's okay. Keep her on her side. 45 00:11:06,882 --> 00:11:09,049 Keep her on her side. 46 00:11:10,091 --> 00:11:14,282 - It's just a bit of oxygen. - Just try and relax for me! Okay? Please? 47 00:11:14,382 --> 00:11:16,549 It's okay. 48 00:11:18,424 --> 00:11:20,757 Please let go of her arm. 49 00:11:33,591 --> 00:11:36,466 Is she done? Can you get her back on her back? 50 00:11:36,716 --> 00:11:40,216 - Come on, Ma. You're all right. - Jean, we need to put a needle in your arm. 51 00:11:40,341 --> 00:11:44,174 - Does she have any allergies you're aware of? - I don't know. 52 00:12:06,382 --> 00:12:10,157 From the tests we've run today, and these are just preliminary calculations, 53 00:12:10,257 --> 00:12:13,757 but one of them in particular is fairly accurate. It's a liver function test. 54 00:12:13,882 --> 00:12:17,324 Now I guarantee in the very near future she's going to need a liver transplant. 55 00:12:17,424 --> 00:12:20,407 That's for sure. It's happening, John. It's coming, okay? 56 00:12:20,507 --> 00:12:24,007 But I have to be very honest with you... the way she is right now, 57 00:12:24,132 --> 00:12:27,324 I would have very little confidence she would even get that far. 58 00:12:27,424 --> 00:12:31,007 She's systematically killing herself slowly every day. 59 00:12:31,382 --> 00:12:34,132 Okay? Concentrate on getting your mother back on her feet. 60 00:12:34,257 --> 00:12:37,299 We can talk about treatment again, all right? 61 00:12:44,090 --> 00:12:46,007 Hiya. 62 00:13:08,049 --> 00:13:10,840 Here. Sit up. There you go. 63 00:13:40,840 --> 00:13:43,632 There now, Mum. It's okay. 64 00:13:51,174 --> 00:13:53,090 It's okay. 65 00:15:45,340 --> 00:15:47,798 Where are they? 66 00:15:48,007 --> 00:15:49,173 Where are they? 67 00:15:49,382 --> 00:15:52,115 What the fuck was that? I'm gonna fucking come! 68 00:15:52,215 --> 00:15:54,490 Oh, fuck off! 69 00:15:54,590 --> 00:15:58,882 I don't have to fuckin' bear this! I'll break your fuckin' neck for ya! 70 00:16:13,757 --> 00:16:15,840 What are you doing? 71 00:16:17,798 --> 00:16:19,923 What are you doing? 72 00:16:20,048 --> 00:16:22,465 What are you doing, John? 73 00:16:24,423 --> 00:16:28,240 Where are they? I know you fuckin' took 'em. 74 00:16:28,340 --> 00:16:30,448 Give them to me. 75 00:16:30,548 --> 00:16:33,048 Give them to me! 76 00:16:33,757 --> 00:16:37,532 Why can't you just leave me alone and mind your own fucking business? 77 00:16:37,632 --> 00:16:43,090 Why can't everyone just leave me alone and mind your own fucking business? 78 00:17:46,382 --> 00:17:49,048 So, how we gonna get new plates? 79 00:17:56,423 --> 00:17:58,298 I don't know. 80 00:17:59,007 --> 00:18:01,507 I'm gonna buy the new plates, Ma. 81 00:18:01,840 --> 00:18:06,965 I'm gonna go out and work my arse off for the rest of the week, driving a taxi. 82 00:18:07,090 --> 00:18:09,282 And what are you gonna do? 83 00:18:09,382 --> 00:18:12,948 You're gonna drink and drink and drink, 84 00:18:13,048 --> 00:18:15,632 and you're gonna pass out on that bed. 85 00:18:19,923 --> 00:18:22,532 But I'm gonna go out and work to buy those new plates, 86 00:18:22,632 --> 00:18:25,465 so we can have something to eat off. 87 00:18:26,298 --> 00:18:29,173 So we're not eating off the table. 88 00:18:35,340 --> 00:18:37,590 You're a good boy, John. 89 00:19:24,215 --> 00:19:26,090 Ma? 90 00:19:28,006 --> 00:19:30,756 - Ma? - Yeah? 91 00:19:32,423 --> 00:19:35,881 Uh, I'm just gonna go and see Kit today. 92 00:19:36,673 --> 00:19:38,923 You up for it? 93 00:19:39,048 --> 00:19:41,506 Not today, John. 94 00:19:45,923 --> 00:19:49,756 - You know what today is though, yeah? - I know what today is. 95 00:19:51,173 --> 00:19:55,090 - I just thought we could, you know... - I said not today, John. 96 00:19:56,381 --> 00:19:59,506 Well, he'd really like to see you. 97 00:20:11,590 --> 00:20:13,548 Okay. 98 00:20:33,881 --> 00:20:36,656 Hip, hip! Hooray! 99 00:20:36,756 --> 00:20:40,965 For he's a jolly good fellow For he's a jolly good fellow 100 00:20:41,090 --> 00:20:44,131 For he's a jolly good fellow 101 00:20:44,256 --> 00:20:46,548 And so say all of us 102 00:20:46,673 --> 00:20:50,781 And so say all of us, and so say all of us 103 00:20:50,881 --> 00:20:54,865 For he's a jolly good fellow For he's a jolly good fellow 104 00:20:54,965 --> 00:20:58,615 For he's a jolly good fellow 105 00:20:58,715 --> 00:21:01,298 And so say all of us 106 00:21:01,423 --> 00:21:06,006 - Hip, hip! Hooray! - All right, blow it away. Blow it away. 107 00:21:07,298 --> 00:21:09,823 Last one, last one. 108 00:21:09,923 --> 00:21:12,090 Yeah! 109 00:21:19,340 --> 00:21:22,840 All right. Now, give me back my baseball cap. 110 00:21:23,590 --> 00:21:26,215 Okay, boys, who's having cake? 111 00:21:36,340 --> 00:21:38,756 It's a card from Mum. 112 00:21:54,256 --> 00:21:56,465 Thanks, John. 113 00:21:58,215 --> 00:22:00,298 Thank Mum. 114 00:22:14,423 --> 00:22:18,215 - You okay? - Yes, I'm okay, John. 115 00:22:24,215 --> 00:22:26,656 Do you wanna go out for a walk? 116 00:22:26,756 --> 00:22:29,156 - Drive. - A drive? 117 00:22:29,256 --> 00:22:32,490 - Yeah, a drive, man. - No, no, no, no, no, no, no. 118 00:22:32,590 --> 00:22:35,698 - Oh, you flippin' bastard. - No, no, no. 119 00:22:35,798 --> 00:22:38,506 Can't do that, man. No way. 120 00:22:39,215 --> 00:22:41,715 You son of a bitch. 121 00:22:51,464 --> 00:22:54,964 Turn, turn, turn, turn, turn, turn. Keep goin', keep goin', keep goin'... 122 00:23:30,798 --> 00:23:33,964 Tell Mum I'm sorry. Okay? 123 00:23:36,089 --> 00:23:38,006 Okay. 124 00:23:41,506 --> 00:23:44,048 Tell her I said hi. 125 00:23:46,506 --> 00:23:47,839 Yeah. 126 00:23:52,173 --> 00:23:54,339 Can I come home? 127 00:23:56,298 --> 00:23:58,464 Not yet. 128 00:24:01,423 --> 00:24:04,006 I don't like it there. 129 00:24:07,214 --> 00:24:10,256 We don't like it at home without you. 130 00:24:17,923 --> 00:24:19,256 Drive? 131 00:24:42,881 --> 00:24:45,464 All right, now you're game. Now, you're game. 132 00:24:45,589 --> 00:24:49,173 Yeah! I love it when a man shoots himself in the foot. 133 00:24:49,298 --> 00:24:51,214 Careful. 134 00:24:52,339 --> 00:24:56,131 - You're getting good at this, yo. - You're gettin' all right yourself. 135 00:24:58,589 --> 00:25:00,881 Get the fuck off! 136 00:25:01,589 --> 00:25:04,573 - Would you fuckin' let go of me? - That's a new paint job there. 137 00:25:04,673 --> 00:25:06,048 I'm on automatic. 138 00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:10,381 - Prick. - Fuck off. 139 00:25:34,048 --> 00:25:37,048 Sorry. It's actually saying here that you're 10 days late. 140 00:25:38,923 --> 00:25:43,339 - All right. What's it come to? - It's a 40-cent fine a day. 141 00:25:45,714 --> 00:25:47,881 What's that? 142 00:25:48,673 --> 00:25:50,656 Ten days, man. 143 00:25:50,756 --> 00:25:54,673 Forty cent a day. That's four Euro, man. Come on. 144 00:25:54,798 --> 00:25:58,589 - Why you gettin' smart for? - No, no, I'm not. I'm just, uh... 145 00:25:58,714 --> 00:26:00,739 I'm just trying to do my job, man. 146 00:26:00,839 --> 00:26:03,631 - We just came in here to rent a fuckin' DVD. - Shane, come on. 147 00:26:03,839 --> 00:26:06,656 - Everything okay here, lads? - No, everything's not okay, mini. 148 00:26:06,756 --> 00:26:08,864 - He won't pay his fine. - How much? 149 00:26:08,964 --> 00:26:11,239 - 40 cents. - Yeah, per day. 150 00:26:11,339 --> 00:26:13,673 It said four Euro. 151 00:26:14,506 --> 00:26:16,839 - Just pay the fuckin' fine. - It's the principle, man. 152 00:26:16,964 --> 00:26:20,172 If you're not gonna pay the four Euro, you can go take a hike, fuckhead. 153 00:26:26,381 --> 00:26:29,964 So, um, are you gonna pay the fine? 154 00:26:32,006 --> 00:26:33,947 Stupid fuckin' question. 155 00:26:34,047 --> 00:26:37,506 I'm just gonna download something illegally, fuckheads. 156 00:26:37,631 --> 00:26:41,006 I'm taking these. Mighty Munch! 157 00:26:42,297 --> 00:26:44,072 John, come on. 158 00:26:44,172 --> 00:26:46,547 Say hello to your ma for me. 159 00:26:59,714 --> 00:27:02,131 Free shit tastes better. 160 00:27:03,714 --> 00:27:07,089 "Take a hike, fuckhead." 161 00:27:08,256 --> 00:27:10,714 Thanks, Ma. Just leave it down here on the table. That'd be grand. 162 00:27:10,839 --> 00:27:14,047 Ma, you're in the way. Ma! Move, move, move. 163 00:27:16,922 --> 00:27:19,881 - What are you doing? - Gaming. Killing this fuck. 164 00:27:20,006 --> 00:27:22,839 - Shane, language. - Sorry. 165 00:27:25,422 --> 00:27:28,422 Tackle from the side, will ya, not the back. 166 00:27:29,131 --> 00:27:31,756 Not the... John, not the back. I was on a fucking break. 167 00:27:31,881 --> 00:27:33,422 - Shane. - All right, all right. 168 00:27:33,547 --> 00:27:36,256 Go away, will ya, woman. Go on. 169 00:27:39,714 --> 00:27:42,047 How's your mum, John? 170 00:27:42,172 --> 00:27:44,839 She's good. Thanks, Bridie. 171 00:27:45,131 --> 00:27:48,281 Haven't seen her in the center for a few days now. I miss her in the kitchen. 172 00:27:48,381 --> 00:27:51,506 Mmm. She has a cold or a flu or something. 173 00:27:51,631 --> 00:27:53,964 She just wanna stay in bed. 174 00:27:54,464 --> 00:27:57,839 - It's going around, all right. - Yeah. 175 00:28:01,672 --> 00:28:05,422 - Okay, I'll leave you to it, lads. - Move over! 176 00:28:08,756 --> 00:28:12,047 Thought things would have been a bit different, you know. 177 00:28:14,547 --> 00:28:17,672 Just felt a bit trapped is all, the last few months. 178 00:28:20,006 --> 00:28:22,464 Feels like I'm rotten. 179 00:28:23,047 --> 00:28:25,839 All this shit with the kid and all. 180 00:28:26,589 --> 00:28:29,089 Which is fucked up, 'cause I pay, like, half my labor to her 181 00:28:29,214 --> 00:28:31,881 and I don't even get to see the kid. 182 00:28:33,797 --> 00:28:37,547 I'd be better off sponsoring a television child in Ethiopia. 183 00:28:38,506 --> 00:28:42,256 Least I'd see him every day. I'd see him more than I do now. 184 00:28:50,089 --> 00:28:53,047 I just need to get away for a while is all. 185 00:28:56,339 --> 00:28:59,047 Clear the head. Reassess. 186 00:29:05,172 --> 00:29:08,172 I'm sure I'll see some part of the world anyway. 187 00:29:08,714 --> 00:29:11,589 Sample me a bit of foreign pussy. 188 00:29:12,881 --> 00:29:17,172 - Probably get full-blown AIDS. - I could get the AIDS, yeah. 189 00:29:19,172 --> 00:29:21,839 Could get fucking anything. 190 00:29:24,381 --> 00:29:26,839 You shoulda came, man. 191 00:29:28,839 --> 00:29:33,006 You still can. Internet's all loaded up there on the laptop. All it is, is a click. 192 00:29:33,131 --> 00:29:35,047 - New start. - Can't. 193 00:29:36,297 --> 00:29:38,756 Just too much going on. 194 00:29:51,755 --> 00:29:54,172 Want a cup of tea? 195 00:29:57,089 --> 00:29:58,255 Ma! 196 00:31:43,339 --> 00:31:46,130 Thanks, man. See you later. 197 00:33:29,505 --> 00:33:32,672 Hey, John. Everything okay? 198 00:33:33,255 --> 00:33:36,713 - Did my ma come in here this morning? - No. She hasn't been in for a week or so. 199 00:33:36,838 --> 00:33:40,713 - Fuck! Fuck! - J... John. 200 00:33:45,172 --> 00:33:49,047 Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's all fine. It's all fine. 201 00:33:49,463 --> 00:33:52,213 - I'll see you. - John. 202 00:33:55,463 --> 00:33:58,630 J... Come here. Just sit down, okay? 203 00:33:59,047 --> 00:34:01,255 Are you hungry? 204 00:34:01,797 --> 00:34:05,463 Come on. There's some stuff left over from lunch. 205 00:34:06,505 --> 00:34:10,297 Just sit down for a minute. 206 00:34:33,630 --> 00:34:36,005 It's been a long night. 207 00:34:36,672 --> 00:34:39,297 Had a few difficult clients. 208 00:34:41,380 --> 00:34:43,838 Worked a lot of hours. 209 00:34:47,547 --> 00:34:50,213 I can't do this anymore. 210 00:35:44,797 --> 00:35:48,380 What's this? A party? 211 00:35:53,213 --> 00:35:57,463 - You making fun of me, John? - No, I'm not making fun of you. 212 00:35:58,422 --> 00:36:00,947 I was just thinking the other day, why is it that Mum has all the fun 213 00:36:01,047 --> 00:36:04,713 and I can't have any? Thought I'd join you. 214 00:36:05,005 --> 00:36:08,297 Okay. I'm open to share the fun. 215 00:36:09,463 --> 00:36:11,155 Okay. 216 00:36:11,255 --> 00:36:13,672 Anything in particular? 217 00:36:18,630 --> 00:36:21,780 I'll, uh... I'll start with some wine, please. 218 00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:25,505 Okay. Wine it is. 219 00:36:46,296 --> 00:36:49,421 You know, I don't even like the way a drink tastes, John. 220 00:36:50,838 --> 00:36:52,838 I only like how it makes me feel. 221 00:36:52,963 --> 00:36:54,880 Huh. 222 00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:58,338 I love the way it tastes. 223 00:36:58,796 --> 00:37:01,338 But I hate the way it makes me feel. 224 00:37:08,546 --> 00:37:11,713 Well, we can't have a party and not have music. 225 00:37:11,838 --> 00:37:15,588 Okay. We'll have music, so... 226 00:37:57,630 --> 00:38:02,196 Sometimes I feel I've got to 227 00:38:02,296 --> 00:38:05,613 Run away, I've got to 228 00:38:05,713 --> 00:38:11,071 Get away from the pain you drive into the heart of me 229 00:38:11,171 --> 00:38:13,988 The love we share 230 00:38:14,088 --> 00:38:17,155 Seems to go nowhere 231 00:38:17,255 --> 00:38:20,488 And I've lost my light 232 00:38:20,588 --> 00:38:25,296 For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night 233 00:38:25,421 --> 00:38:28,696 - Once I ran to you - I ran 234 00:38:28,796 --> 00:38:31,655 Now I'll run from you 235 00:38:31,755 --> 00:38:34,546 This tainted love you've given 236 00:38:34,671 --> 00:38:37,880 I give you all a boy could give you 237 00:38:38,005 --> 00:38:42,405 Take my tears and that's not nearly all 238 00:38:42,505 --> 00:38:45,196 - Tainted love - Whoa 239 00:38:45,296 --> 00:38:47,821 Tainted love 240 00:38:47,921 --> 00:38:52,113 Now I know I've got to 241 00:38:52,213 --> 00:38:55,296 Run away, I've got to 242 00:38:55,421 --> 00:38:57,030 Get away 243 00:38:57,130 --> 00:39:00,838 You don't really want anymore from me 244 00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:03,296 To make things right 245 00:39:03,421 --> 00:39:07,030 You need someone to hold you tight 246 00:39:07,130 --> 00:39:10,321 And you think love is to pray 247 00:39:10,421 --> 00:39:15,155 But I'm sorry I don't pray that way 248 00:39:15,255 --> 00:39:18,446 - Once I ran to you - I ran 249 00:39:18,546 --> 00:39:21,405 Now I'll run from you 250 00:39:21,505 --> 00:39:24,280 This tainted love you've given 251 00:39:24,380 --> 00:39:27,696 I give you all a boy could give you 252 00:39:27,796 --> 00:39:32,296 Take my tears and that's not nearly all 253 00:39:32,421 --> 00:39:35,030 - Tainted love - Whoa 254 00:39:35,130 --> 00:39:37,088 Tainted love 255 00:39:37,213 --> 00:39:39,838 Don't touch me please 256 00:39:39,963 --> 00:39:43,780 I cannot stand the way you tease 257 00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:46,880 I love you though you hurt me so 258 00:39:47,005 --> 00:39:51,588 Now I'm gonna pack my things and go 259 00:39:51,713 --> 00:39:54,921 - Tainted love - Whoa 260 00:39:55,046 --> 00:39:58,196 - Tainted love - Whoa 261 00:39:58,296 --> 00:40:01,488 - Tainted love - Whoa 262 00:40:01,588 --> 00:40:04,821 - Tainted love - Whoa 263 00:40:04,921 --> 00:40:08,196 Touch me, baby, tainted love 264 00:40:08,296 --> 00:40:11,446 Touch me, baby, tainted love 265 00:40:11,546 --> 00:40:14,713 - Tainted love - Whoa 266 00:40:14,838 --> 00:40:18,071 - Tainted love - Whoa 267 00:40:18,171 --> 00:40:21,088 Tainted love 268 00:40:40,879 --> 00:40:44,129 You think I'm a fuckup, don't you? 269 00:40:47,671 --> 00:40:49,546 No. 270 00:40:51,963 --> 00:40:55,713 - I think you're sick. - You think I'm what? 271 00:40:57,379 --> 00:40:59,629 You're sick, Ma. 272 00:41:00,088 --> 00:41:02,671 You don't know anything about me, John. 273 00:41:06,129 --> 00:41:09,046 Well, I'd like to know more about you. 274 00:41:10,088 --> 00:41:12,796 Nothin' good to know about me, John. 275 00:41:29,421 --> 00:41:32,338 Okay, then, what do you want to know? 276 00:41:39,879 --> 00:41:44,504 - Why do you hate Kit so much? - I don't hate Kit. 277 00:41:45,588 --> 00:41:47,671 I just... 278 00:41:48,921 --> 00:41:51,463 find it hard to love him. 279 00:41:52,254 --> 00:41:55,713 Sometimes a mother just doesn't bond with her child. 280 00:41:56,629 --> 00:41:58,754 It's unexplainable. 281 00:41:58,879 --> 00:42:01,963 Happens more than you'd like to think, John. It's life. 282 00:42:07,754 --> 00:42:11,046 When I met your da, it all changed. 283 00:42:11,504 --> 00:42:13,338 I got pregnant with Mark. 284 00:42:13,463 --> 00:42:18,004 Another... great achievement of a son. 285 00:42:21,338 --> 00:42:26,171 You have no idea how much your life changes when you bring another life into the world. 286 00:42:28,129 --> 00:42:32,338 The responsibility. The joy, the pain. 287 00:42:32,463 --> 00:42:35,046 And life is never the same. 288 00:42:36,879 --> 00:42:40,504 And when you have a partner who's never around... 289 00:42:41,338 --> 00:42:43,838 it slowly gets to you. 290 00:42:47,713 --> 00:42:50,254 Your dad was never here. 291 00:42:51,046 --> 00:42:53,504 Only when it suited him. 292 00:42:53,838 --> 00:42:59,088 I mean, he spent every night in that taxi, doing God knows what, instead of my bed. 293 00:43:16,546 --> 00:43:19,296 Then I had me second child. 294 00:43:22,254 --> 00:43:24,213 You. 295 00:43:24,963 --> 00:43:27,088 Pretty boy. 296 00:43:28,588 --> 00:43:31,254 At least you can thank your dad for that one. 297 00:43:31,379 --> 00:43:33,754 Strong jaw. 298 00:43:38,171 --> 00:43:40,879 Mmm. Things changed. 299 00:43:42,338 --> 00:43:46,046 You brought light into my life for the first time. 300 00:43:47,296 --> 00:43:51,879 You gave me a purpose... something to live for, something to die for. 301 00:43:52,921 --> 00:43:56,212 And for some reason, John, when you came along, everything was good for a while. 302 00:43:56,337 --> 00:43:58,671 Everything was... 303 00:44:01,087 --> 00:44:03,337 everything I hoped it would be. 304 00:44:03,462 --> 00:44:05,504 We had a happy family. 305 00:44:05,629 --> 00:44:09,296 Just... good. 306 00:44:10,046 --> 00:44:12,212 Your da was here... 307 00:44:12,337 --> 00:44:16,754 for once, less in the taxi and more at home with us. 308 00:44:20,629 --> 00:44:22,546 Dancing. 309 00:44:23,046 --> 00:44:25,212 Oh, we danced. 310 00:44:25,337 --> 00:44:28,879 We loved to go dancing, me and your da. 311 00:44:29,254 --> 00:44:33,754 We'd dance all night long, just the two of us together. 312 00:44:33,879 --> 00:44:39,004 No one else would matter. It was just us. Us against the world. 313 00:44:39,129 --> 00:44:42,296 We thought, "This was it." 314 00:44:44,629 --> 00:44:47,212 We didn't think it would become... 315 00:44:49,087 --> 00:44:51,587 us against us. 316 00:44:56,004 --> 00:44:58,946 Then I had me third child, Kit. 317 00:44:59,046 --> 00:45:02,629 Well, I call it a child, but it wasn't really. 318 00:45:06,087 --> 00:45:08,712 I remember when he came out. 319 00:45:11,504 --> 00:45:13,712 When he came out, I remember... 320 00:45:13,837 --> 00:45:17,212 I could see the look on your da's face, John. 321 00:45:18,462 --> 00:45:22,962 I remember the doctor looking over at the nurse, shaking his head, and I knew it. 322 00:45:24,212 --> 00:45:27,046 I knew it. He was gone. 323 00:45:28,421 --> 00:45:31,087 Your da left the hospital that day and he never came back. 324 00:45:31,212 --> 00:45:34,921 Never saw him again. Never. 325 00:45:38,296 --> 00:45:43,004 I waited long enough that people began to feel sorry for me... 326 00:45:44,087 --> 00:45:46,962 till I felt sorry for meself. 327 00:45:49,879 --> 00:45:53,946 I could not look that child in the eye from then on, ever. 328 00:45:54,046 --> 00:45:56,337 When they brought him off to me, I refused to hold him. 329 00:45:56,462 --> 00:45:58,837 No, I didn't want him. 330 00:45:58,962 --> 00:46:00,712 He was nothin' to me. 331 00:46:00,837 --> 00:46:05,171 Only somethin' that came out of me and ripped my life apart. 332 00:46:05,296 --> 00:46:08,696 I felt sick that he lived off me for nine months. 333 00:46:08,796 --> 00:46:12,629 The thought of it still makes me shiver to this very day. 334 00:46:13,171 --> 00:46:15,587 I didn't want him. 335 00:46:21,337 --> 00:46:25,504 And there I was, John... 27, alone... 336 00:46:26,004 --> 00:46:28,379 with two children... 337 00:46:29,421 --> 00:46:31,546 and a thing. 338 00:46:34,087 --> 00:46:37,879 The weird part is, you know, now people began to pity me. 339 00:46:38,004 --> 00:46:41,921 Me ma and da, friends, my sister. 340 00:46:42,462 --> 00:46:45,921 No one would return my calls. No one wanted to help. 341 00:46:48,962 --> 00:46:51,462 And I got a new friend. 342 00:46:52,962 --> 00:46:55,421 A silent friend. 343 00:46:57,087 --> 00:47:00,612 A friend that would never talk back to me or hurt me. 344 00:47:00,712 --> 00:47:04,004 A friend that was always there for me... 345 00:47:04,212 --> 00:47:06,587 and made things better... 346 00:47:07,504 --> 00:47:10,337 even if it was just for a little while. 347 00:47:14,295 --> 00:47:18,004 I would go missing for days and no one would come looking for me. 348 00:47:23,212 --> 00:47:25,337 Only you, John. 349 00:47:25,670 --> 00:47:28,545 You always came looking for me. 350 00:47:30,170 --> 00:47:32,879 Even when you were a baby. 351 00:47:34,295 --> 00:47:36,420 You still do. 352 00:47:40,212 --> 00:47:43,295 The thing you don't realize, John, is... 353 00:47:45,295 --> 00:47:48,712 I have no one to dance with me anymore. 354 00:47:50,795 --> 00:47:52,920 I'm alone... 355 00:47:53,045 --> 00:47:55,712 and will be for the rest of my life. 356 00:48:09,212 --> 00:48:12,295 I'm tired now, John. I'm gonna get some sleep. 357 00:49:35,629 --> 00:49:38,129 We need to get you help. 358 00:49:39,712 --> 00:49:42,295 You know what I told you. 359 00:49:51,629 --> 00:49:54,462 I think we've found someone that can help you. 360 00:49:59,004 --> 00:50:01,587 But you're gonna have to trust me. 361 00:51:32,045 --> 00:51:35,087 We need to go inside, Ma. We're late as it is. 362 00:51:35,420 --> 00:51:37,795 I'm not goin' in. 363 00:51:41,962 --> 00:51:43,670 Please. 364 00:51:43,795 --> 00:51:46,920 I'm not doin' it. Can't. 365 00:51:48,878 --> 00:51:50,878 - Just give it a go. - No. 366 00:51:51,003 --> 00:51:53,128 - Please, Ma. - No, John. 367 00:51:53,253 --> 00:51:56,462 - It's none of their business. - Well, it's my fucking business, all right? 368 00:51:56,587 --> 00:52:00,337 It's my business, and I'm fuckin' sick of it! 369 00:52:00,462 --> 00:52:02,570 I'm sick of cleaning up your vomit! 370 00:52:02,670 --> 00:52:07,195 I'm sick of dragging you in off the doorstep like a fuckin' animal every night! 371 00:52:07,295 --> 00:52:10,278 It's embarrassing me! It's embarrassing me! 372 00:52:10,378 --> 00:52:13,170 I'm sick of watching you walking around that corner to work every morning 373 00:52:13,295 --> 00:52:15,087 and not knowin' whether you're gonna come home 374 00:52:15,212 --> 00:52:19,195 or whether I'm gonna find you in two weeks face down in a fuckin' ditch somewhere! 375 00:52:19,295 --> 00:52:23,295 And I can't live like that anymore, Ma! I'm sick of it! I'm fuckin' sick of it! 376 00:52:23,420 --> 00:52:28,753 Sick of it! Sick of it! I will not fuckin' do it anymore! 377 00:52:30,253 --> 00:52:34,487 You're breakin' my heart every fuckin' day, and I can't take it! 378 00:52:34,587 --> 00:52:37,378 I can't take it, Ma! 379 00:52:39,587 --> 00:52:43,628 The woman that I live with in that house is not my mum. 380 00:52:43,753 --> 00:52:48,628 She's not my mum. She's a stranger. And I won't live there with her anymore! 381 00:52:52,212 --> 00:52:54,712 I want you to watch this. 382 00:52:54,837 --> 00:52:56,837 Okay? 383 00:52:56,962 --> 00:53:00,462 Now, that woman is not my mother. 384 00:53:00,587 --> 00:53:02,112 Give them to me! 385 00:53:02,212 --> 00:53:05,737 My mother laughs and smiles. She's full of life. 386 00:53:05,837 --> 00:53:08,378 That is not my mother. 387 00:53:08,503 --> 00:53:10,945 That is a fuckin' animal and an impostor. 388 00:53:11,045 --> 00:53:14,420 And one that I will not live with anymore. 389 00:53:15,753 --> 00:53:19,837 But I want my mother back. I need her. 390 00:53:23,212 --> 00:53:27,378 You're breakin' my heart every single day. 391 00:53:30,753 --> 00:53:34,712 I need this to stop, Ma. We need it to stop. 392 00:53:36,462 --> 00:53:40,420 So if you get to bed tonight without takin' a drink... 393 00:53:41,545 --> 00:53:43,962 you're saving your life. 394 00:53:44,753 --> 00:53:49,045 And I'm gonna help you. I'm gonna be here for you. 395 00:53:50,795 --> 00:53:53,045 Be here for a week, 396 00:53:53,170 --> 00:53:54,962 and I'm on 24-hour call. 397 00:53:55,087 --> 00:53:59,628 If you need me, just ring up here, and we can talk. 398 00:54:00,920 --> 00:54:03,503 Because I've been there. 399 00:54:06,253 --> 00:54:08,170 What we're gonna do is just a wee exercise 400 00:54:08,295 --> 00:54:12,295 just so we can fold in with each other a bit more. 401 00:54:12,420 --> 00:54:15,445 I'll introduce myself... first-name terms only. 402 00:54:15,545 --> 00:54:19,378 I'll introduce myself, and you say, "welcome." 403 00:54:19,503 --> 00:54:22,736 And we'll go round the room, and everybody just say your name, 404 00:54:22,836 --> 00:54:25,795 and we'll welcome you, okay? 405 00:54:26,211 --> 00:54:28,253 So my name's Jim. 406 00:54:28,378 --> 00:54:31,253 - Welcome, Jim. - Thank you. 407 00:56:00,836 --> 00:56:03,378 John, your mother's dyin'. 408 00:56:05,670 --> 00:56:08,045 But I know you know that. 409 00:56:11,086 --> 00:56:13,820 She's got a disease that's killin' her... 410 00:56:13,920 --> 00:56:16,753 and wants her on her own, drinkin'... 411 00:56:16,878 --> 00:56:19,461 drinkin' herself to death. 412 00:56:20,878 --> 00:56:24,336 This is a terrible disease that she's got. 413 00:56:25,211 --> 00:56:29,670 And the irony of this disease is it tells her she doesn't have a disease. 414 00:56:30,086 --> 00:56:34,153 Her body's telling her she's dyin'. It's telling the world that she's dying. 415 00:56:34,253 --> 00:56:38,420 And her brain is tellin' her to keep on drinkin', 416 00:56:38,545 --> 00:56:40,961 that they don't understand. 417 00:56:41,170 --> 00:56:43,878 Sure, what do they know? 418 00:56:45,295 --> 00:56:50,253 It's mad. It's baffling and cunning. 419 00:56:55,253 --> 00:56:57,461 But there's hope. 420 00:56:57,586 --> 00:57:00,003 There's hope, man. 421 00:57:00,128 --> 00:57:02,711 Especially in your mother. 422 00:57:03,795 --> 00:57:06,295 Do you know how I know? 423 00:57:07,586 --> 00:57:09,920 'Cause she walked in through that door. 424 00:57:10,045 --> 00:57:13,378 Now, I know you probably cajoled her and threatened her... 425 00:57:13,503 --> 00:57:16,445 and blackmailed her to get her here. 426 00:57:16,545 --> 00:57:19,111 But if she didn't want to walk through that door, she wouldn't have. 427 00:57:19,211 --> 00:57:23,086 You couldn't have made her, so there has to be some willin'. 428 00:57:23,753 --> 00:57:28,545 And that's the cornerstone of her recovery... her willingness. 429 00:57:29,503 --> 00:57:31,961 We've got hope, man. 430 00:57:32,378 --> 00:57:34,878 So we've got a chance. 431 00:57:35,003 --> 00:57:37,586 But here's the borin' bit. 432 00:57:37,711 --> 00:57:40,086 This place is government-run. 433 00:57:40,211 --> 00:57:44,253 We're on a bread-and-water diet. They got us on a drip feed. 434 00:57:46,169 --> 00:57:50,444 I can only keep her here for, like, seven to eight days at the very most. 435 00:57:50,544 --> 00:57:52,669 And I promise you I will do that. 436 00:57:52,794 --> 00:57:56,253 And I'll give her all the facilities that we have got. 437 00:57:57,211 --> 00:58:00,669 But she's got to find somewhere else after those seven days. 438 00:58:05,378 --> 00:58:07,836 I can't afford it. 439 00:58:10,753 --> 00:58:14,944 I'm trying really hard. I'm trying to get the hours at work, but I can't. 440 00:58:15,044 --> 00:58:17,544 They're just not there. 441 00:58:20,461 --> 00:58:23,294 I'm just spinnin' my wheels. That's it. 442 00:58:23,419 --> 00:58:26,169 It's like every day is the same day. 443 00:58:27,169 --> 00:58:31,086 I'll help you. I'm gonna make phone calls for you. 444 00:58:31,211 --> 00:58:34,253 I'll rattle cages. I'll see what it'll do. 445 00:58:34,378 --> 00:58:37,986 But most of the work has to come from you, brother. I'm sorry. 446 00:58:38,086 --> 00:58:40,919 You've gotta find it from somewhere. 447 00:58:43,669 --> 00:58:46,378 What about any health insurance? 448 00:58:46,878 --> 00:58:48,794 No. 449 00:58:49,419 --> 00:58:52,003 Nobody you can ask a favor of? 450 00:58:52,711 --> 00:58:55,044 Not anymore. 451 01:02:45,419 --> 01:02:47,377 Mmm. 452 01:02:51,461 --> 01:02:53,294 Listen, I had a phone call from a mate. 453 01:02:53,419 --> 01:02:55,961 He's got a private clinic in the outskirts of town. 454 01:02:56,086 --> 01:03:00,252 And he's got a room free. Twenty-eight days as well. 455 01:03:01,252 --> 01:03:05,586 - That's if you still want it. - All right, great. It's free? 456 01:03:05,711 --> 01:03:09,461 No. Nothing's free with this bloke. 457 01:03:10,294 --> 01:03:14,877 It's eight grand, and that's the mate's rate as well. 458 01:03:17,586 --> 01:03:21,694 I know, man, but he needs to know by the end of the day. 459 01:03:21,794 --> 01:03:26,419 That's her only hope. John, honestly, I've tried everywhere. 460 01:03:26,836 --> 01:03:28,711 Look... 461 01:03:29,336 --> 01:03:31,169 - it's not much. - I can't. 462 01:03:31,294 --> 01:03:33,152 - I want you to take it. - I can't. 463 01:03:33,252 --> 01:03:36,086 Just take... take the fucking thing, will ya? 464 01:03:36,211 --> 01:03:38,461 Just take it. 465 01:03:38,919 --> 01:03:42,169 I always put a wee bit aside for people who need it. 466 01:03:42,794 --> 01:03:48,211 You're a good man, John. You've been of loving service to your mother. 467 01:03:48,336 --> 01:03:51,002 I really appreciate that. 468 01:03:51,586 --> 01:03:55,961 I know what you're going through. And I wanna help. 469 01:03:56,377 --> 01:03:57,794 Okay? 470 01:04:19,544 --> 01:04:21,836 It's John here. 471 01:04:22,502 --> 01:04:25,461 I was wondering if you had any work going tonight. 472 01:04:27,002 --> 01:04:29,794 Yeah, well, I know, but I'm... 473 01:04:36,127 --> 01:04:38,044 Yeah. 474 01:04:39,627 --> 01:04:42,002 We need the money. 475 01:04:44,460 --> 01:04:46,860 Look, I just need something to tide me over for the week. 476 01:04:46,960 --> 01:04:49,669 I'll pay you back as soon as I can. 477 01:04:50,627 --> 01:04:55,127 I haven't let you down in the past. And I wouldn't be ringing you if I wasn't stuck. 478 01:04:58,419 --> 01:05:00,585 Eight grand. 479 01:05:03,294 --> 01:05:05,210 Yeah. 480 01:05:15,752 --> 01:05:18,169 If I have to, yeah. 481 01:05:39,669 --> 01:05:41,585 Well? 482 01:05:42,335 --> 01:05:45,044 - Yeah. - Good man. 483 01:05:45,169 --> 01:05:48,377 - Do you want a hand? - Yeah, please. 484 01:05:48,502 --> 01:05:51,544 It's on the back here. Stack 'em in threes. 485 01:06:02,585 --> 01:06:04,585 Shit. 486 01:06:48,085 --> 01:06:49,044 Nice bag. 487 01:06:49,169 --> 01:06:52,194 They'll never suspect a man walking around the airport with a woman's bag. 488 01:06:52,294 --> 01:06:56,002 - One minute. - Aw, Jesus Christ. 489 01:06:57,835 --> 01:07:00,169 Jesus Christ. 490 01:07:01,335 --> 01:07:04,919 Let's throw some holy water on you. Okay. 491 01:07:05,169 --> 01:07:07,085 Okay. 492 01:07:08,877 --> 01:07:11,544 - I love you, son. - I know that. 493 01:07:14,252 --> 01:07:17,069 Jesus. Bridie, no. 494 01:07:17,169 --> 01:07:22,627 I must take a picture of you before you go. John, will you stand in for a photo? 495 01:07:23,835 --> 01:07:27,319 There's no shame in a mother's love, Shane. Now smile. 496 01:07:27,419 --> 01:07:29,335 Sick. 497 01:07:30,169 --> 01:07:34,252 All right. Come on. We better get on the road. We'll be late otherwise. 498 01:07:36,669 --> 01:07:38,444 Where's Da? 499 01:07:38,544 --> 01:07:42,294 He wouldn't go out. He can't do that. You know him. 500 01:07:42,419 --> 01:07:46,460 Okay. Look, I better go. I'll be late. 501 01:07:46,585 --> 01:07:48,794 Time I said good-bye. 502 01:07:50,877 --> 01:07:53,627 All right. Let's go. 503 01:07:53,752 --> 01:07:56,460 - Have you got your passport? - Yeah. 504 01:07:56,585 --> 01:07:59,960 - Have you got your passport? - Yeah. 505 01:08:00,085 --> 01:08:02,777 You don't, because I have it. 506 01:08:02,877 --> 01:08:04,877 Fuck. 507 01:08:05,210 --> 01:08:06,777 - Thanks. - Love you. 508 01:08:06,877 --> 01:08:09,794 Love you too. Bye. 509 01:08:10,377 --> 01:08:12,793 Drive the fucking car, man. 510 01:08:13,168 --> 01:08:15,502 The woman is fucking crazy. 511 01:08:15,668 --> 01:08:18,443 Leave her alone. She'll miss her baby. 512 01:08:18,543 --> 01:08:22,127 Will you stop? I'm under enough stress without you gettin' on me. 513 01:08:25,960 --> 01:08:27,777 I'll do you a good deal on the meter, all right? 514 01:08:27,877 --> 01:08:29,585 - Prick, you know what I... - Do you, now? 515 01:08:29,710 --> 01:08:32,877 Just go fast, 'cause Bridie will chase the fucking car, I tell you that. 516 01:08:42,960 --> 01:08:47,835 - Why are we leaving so early? - I've a little surprise for you, man. Relax. 517 01:09:39,335 --> 01:09:42,502 Hey. How's it going? 518 01:09:42,627 --> 01:09:46,168 - Hi, Jackie. - Dad! 519 01:09:47,627 --> 01:09:51,168 - What's up, huh? - I've been waiting for you. 520 01:09:53,085 --> 01:09:55,502 How are you, man? 521 01:09:57,460 --> 01:10:00,693 - I don't know. - Uh-huh. 522 01:10:00,793 --> 01:10:02,918 Blowin' bubbles. 523 01:10:08,668 --> 01:10:10,752 - Everything going all right? - Yeah, we're good. 524 01:10:10,877 --> 01:10:14,002 Grand. Grand. 525 01:10:25,585 --> 01:10:28,193 - Yeah! - Good save, man. 526 01:10:28,293 --> 01:10:30,377 Yeah! 527 01:10:30,877 --> 01:10:33,752 Get it. Ready? 528 01:10:34,710 --> 01:10:36,418 Yeah. Good man. 529 01:10:36,543 --> 01:10:38,110 - Yeah! - Yeah! 530 01:10:38,210 --> 01:10:40,360 - Go! - Get it for me. 531 01:10:40,460 --> 01:10:42,585 All right, love. 532 01:10:43,418 --> 01:10:45,960 See you soon, all right? 533 01:10:50,085 --> 01:10:52,168 All right. 534 01:11:44,585 --> 01:11:47,043 Give us a ring on the phone when you have the time, will you? 535 01:11:47,168 --> 01:11:50,543 - Will do, man. Yeah. - I'll keep you up-to-date. 536 01:11:52,418 --> 01:11:55,376 I'll call you on the house phone or the mobile, will I? 537 01:11:55,543 --> 01:11:59,668 - Mobile would probably be best. - Better on the mobile. Grand. 538 01:12:03,126 --> 01:12:06,085 - All right. Come on. Here we go. - All right. 539 01:12:16,668 --> 01:12:18,668 Right. 540 01:12:24,501 --> 01:12:27,626 - Okay, you ready? - Yeah, I'll grab it. 541 01:12:28,168 --> 01:12:30,293 Thanks, man. 542 01:12:31,043 --> 01:12:33,793 - You have it? - I'm grand. 543 01:12:41,501 --> 01:12:44,376 Ah. You were a daft fucking thing anyway. 544 01:12:46,543 --> 01:12:48,418 All right. I walk you in? 545 01:12:48,543 --> 01:12:52,460 No, I'm grand. I'll take it from here. Yeah. 546 01:12:53,085 --> 01:12:57,251 - Okay, well, I better be going, so... - Yeah, me too. 547 01:12:59,418 --> 01:13:02,043 Be careful anyway. Don't get into too much trouble without me. 548 01:13:02,168 --> 01:13:05,960 Don't think we'd be able to get into any trouble without you at all. 549 01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:10,126 I better, uh... 550 01:13:10,251 --> 01:13:14,043 Here, come on. I'll walk you in. I'll walk you in. Come on. 551 01:13:21,960 --> 01:13:24,710 All right. Good man. Mind yourself. 552 01:13:24,835 --> 01:13:26,418 Yeah. 553 01:13:31,626 --> 01:13:32,918 - Good luck, man. - Yeah. 554 01:13:33,043 --> 01:13:35,918 - Yeah. - Okay. 555 01:13:38,376 --> 01:13:41,001 Hey, go easy on the AIDS, man, all right? 556 01:13:41,210 --> 01:13:43,376 Yeah, I'll try me best. 557 01:13:47,418 --> 01:13:49,960 Hey, you should've come, man. 558 01:13:50,335 --> 01:13:52,293 I know. 559 01:13:52,710 --> 01:13:55,168 If only I would've had a fucking passport. 560 01:13:55,293 --> 01:13:57,251 That's shockin'. 561 01:14:01,460 --> 01:14:04,251 Well, you have a place to go, man. 562 01:14:04,626 --> 01:14:06,543 It's just a click. 563 01:14:06,668 --> 01:14:10,735 Yeah, go on. "Take a hike, fuckhead." 564 01:14:10,835 --> 01:14:12,751 Take a hike, fuckhead. 565 01:16:00,334 --> 01:16:03,418 Good man. See you later, all right? 566 01:17:27,209 --> 01:17:29,626 How are you now? 567 01:17:31,584 --> 01:17:34,126 I know what day it is. 568 01:17:35,626 --> 01:17:37,793 It's Sunday. 569 01:17:38,918 --> 01:17:41,543 It's fucking Monday, Ma. 570 01:17:57,626 --> 01:17:59,751 Can't promise you anything. 571 01:18:03,959 --> 01:18:05,876 I know. 572 01:19:12,792 --> 01:19:14,709 Yeah? 573 01:19:15,001 --> 01:19:17,376 Yeah, thanks. 574 01:19:19,042 --> 01:19:20,876 Yeah. 575 01:19:23,126 --> 01:19:25,001 Yeah. 576 01:19:36,584 --> 01:19:38,917 Yeah, okay, I'll do it. 577 01:26:14,833 --> 01:26:17,417 It's been a long night. 578 01:26:17,875 --> 01:26:20,542 Had a few difficult clients. 579 01:26:22,750 --> 01:26:25,333 Worked a lot of hours. 580 01:26:28,833 --> 01:26:31,417 I can't do this anymore. 581 01:26:34,167 --> 01:26:36,333 I can't.