1
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Thank you, Ben.

2
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Tell your mother that she is an angel,
cooking for all of us oldies.

3
00:00:51,260 --> 00:00:53,299
When is the driving test?
-This afternoon.

4
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You have a boyfriend yet  Oh, no, no.
No, no.

5
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Don't forget
Handbrake, mirror and turn.

6
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My name is Roger, and I'm yours
driving testers today

7
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I want you to approach
the next roundabout and
take the first exit.

8
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No, that is the first exit,
please.
You are still spinning

9
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Soon, I'll go
attack the dash

10
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When I do it, I want you to do it
stop emergency

11
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12
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Emergency stop.

13
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Stop the car.

14
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Stop!

15
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Never mind, honey.

16
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I hit a car.

17
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Well, you are nervous.

18
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Mother, do you think I should have it?
the right lesson with a teacher?

19
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I've been driving for 25 years.
You only need more practice.

20
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Seat belts.

21
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* Oh, come to my heart,
Lord Jesus *

22
00:02:51,620 --> 00:02:55,220
* There is a room
in my heart for you *

23
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* Just fill me
with your presence God *

24
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* I want you to be *

25
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* Redeemed *

26
00:03:07,780 --> 00:03:08,739
Good!

27
00:03:12,219 --> 00:03:13,580
See you later, Sarah.
-Bye, Peter.

28
00:03:13,619 --> 00:03:15,780
See you later
See you next week.
-Bye, guys
See you on Sunday.

29
00:03:15,819 --> 00:03:17,219
See you later, Peter.

30
00:03:17,260 --> 00:03:19,219
I know a lot
people who teach religion
Education in Coventry.

31
00:03:19,260 --> 00:03:20,939
This is hell
competitive course now,

32
00:03:21,500 --> 00:03:25,380
very new science,
philosophy, culture.
Very round, very sexy.

33
00:03:25,420 --> 00:03:26,859
Fun.

34
00:03:26,900 --> 00:03:30,819
Obviously I can't take the Ben
exam for him, but I can...

35
00:03:30,859 --> 00:03:34,019
I can definitely recommend him.

36
00:03:34,059 --> 00:03:36,980
Thank you, Peter.
Isn't that beautiful, Ben?

37
00:03:37,020 --> 00:03:38,380
Thank you.

38
00:03:38,420 --> 00:03:42,740
Ben really knows the Bible.
It's just that academics
he struggles with

39
00:03:42,779 --> 00:03:44,540
Mathematics is always my problem.

40
00:03:44,580 --> 00:03:47,339
Ben and math.
Don't ever talk about it.

41
00:03:49,460 --> 00:03:52,380
Peter just said it
we are about his mind
for International Day,

42
00:03:52,420 --> 00:03:54,779
with all the different
parish faith exchanging ideas.

43
00:03:54,820 --> 00:03:56,300
I think that sounds beautiful.

44
00:03:56,339 --> 00:03:58,619
I'm not sure
Finchley Central is ready enough  for Peter
evangelistic's special bra

45
00:03:58,660 --> 00:04:00,939
No need to be sarcastic, Robert.
At least he is trying.

46
00:04:01,380 --> 00:04:04,580
May I offer it again,
Mr. Finley?

47
00:04:12,219 --> 00:04:15,499
How is your room, Mr. Fincham?
Can you sleep?
this afternoon?

48
00:04:15,540 --> 00:04:19,699
Ben is taking a driving test today.
He did it very well.

49
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50
00:04:24,739 --> 00:04:26,139
Only a few things need to be done.

51
00:04:26,660 --> 00:04:28,740
Of course, we have now
summer vacation in front of us,

52
00:04:28,780 --> 00:04:30,740
we can spend a lot
more time in the car

53
00:04:30,780 --> 00:04:32,220
You are there.

54
00:04:46,420 --> 00:04:47,980
How are my men?

55
00:04:52,860 --> 00:04:55,059
Your father and I
have spoken

56
00:04:55,259 --> 00:04:57,260
Now Mr. Fincham
lives with us,

57
00:04:57,699 --> 00:05:00,579
It might be wise if we all contribute a little money  towards getting
he got back up.

58
00:05:00,619 --> 00:05:03,020
What do you think?

59
00:05:03,059 --> 00:05:04,460
Who is Mr. Fincham?

60
00:05:04,499 --> 00:05:05,859
Fincham came to me
asked for a shelter

61
00:05:05,900 --> 00:05:09,579
He has heard it
likes to help people.

62
00:05:09,619 --> 00:05:13,260


63
00:05:13,300 --> 00:05:16,020
But how long does it last?

64
00:05:16,060 --> 00:05:18,660
Dear,
He ran to his own wife.

65
00:05:18,699 --> 00:05:21,220
He must take it
as long as he needs it  I think if you
got a summer job,

66
00:05:22,619 --> 00:05:25,860
You might put some of the money
to help Mr. Fincham.

67
00:05:26,379 --> 00:05:29,459
Ask yourself this question.

68
00:06:06,540 --> 00:06:08,420
How can someone really be free
until they can think
and act for themselves?

69
00:06:08,460 --> 00:06:13,780
God gives us free will
so that we can choose love.

70
00:06:15,699 --> 00:06:20,299
Look, he wants us to understand our commitment, to be mature about it.

71
00:06:20,339 --> 00:06:25,619


72
00:06:25,660 --> 00:06:28,100
If you say to me,
"Am I a Christian?"

73
00:06:28,579 --> 00:06:30,020
I say to you,

74
00:06:30,499 --> 00:06:35,140
"If you try to do good,
then you are a Christian.
"

75
00:06:35,179 --> 00:06:37,379
Handbrake, mirror, swivel.

76
00:06:41,460 --> 00:06:44,340
If you don't try to
hurt or betray others,

77
00:06:46,220 --> 00:06:48,340
you are a Christian

78
00:06:48,379 --> 00:06:51,659
If you are right
yourself and treat others
as you want them to treat you,

79
00:06:54,499 --> 00:06:57,499
you are a Christian

80
00:06:57,539 --> 00:07:03,060
The more people
the parade of their Christianity
for the benefit of others,

81
00:07:03,100 --> 00:07:04,900
the less I tend to believe  Christianity
they claim to bring.

82
00:07:04,939 --> 00:07:06,980


83
00:07:08,900 --> 00:07:10,780
God tells us

84
00:07:10,819 --> 00:07:15,140
true faith is
freedom to choose the truth

85
00:07:17,540 --> 00:07:19,900
Now, how do you express it,

86
00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:21,780
ways, ways,
the means you want,

87
00:07:21,819 --> 00:07:25,579
These things have no consequences,
are you a Christian or an atheist,

88
00:07:26,539 --> 00:07:28,499
except in your heart

89
00:07:30,419 --> 00:07:31,819
you are right.

90
00:08:08,540 --> 00:08:09,579
Hello?

91
00:08:24,940 --> 00:08:27,820
Sod you, you little troublemaker!

92
00:08:27,860 --> 00:08:30,659
Bloody... bloody hell!

93
00:08:30,699 --> 00:08:34,500
Come on!
You really are
snobbish, cut!

94
00:08:40,939 --> 00:08:41,859
How are you?

95
00:08:43,339 --> 00:08:45,260
You are Ben

96
00:08:45,299 --> 00:08:49,699
Finding a home is fine
Amazing.
Should we walk?

97
00:08:50,179 --> 00:08:52,099
Now, then, do we talk
on the phone?
-Yes.

98
00:08:52,139 --> 00:08:53,500
What did I say?

99
00:08:53,540 --> 00:08:55,460
You say you need help
around the house

100
00:08:55,500 --> 00:08:58,260
Did I mention camping?

101
00:08:58,299 --> 00:09:00,459
No, you said that
might need a companion

102
00:09:00,500 --> 00:09:02,659
Yeah, well,
I travel a lot.

103
00:09:02,700 --> 00:09:04,540
Theater engagement

104
00:09:04,579 --> 00:09:06,500
I bring you a Christian?

105
00:09:06,540 --> 00:09:07,940
Excuse me?

106
00:09:08,419 --> 00:09:11,780
Now, I made a policy
always advertise on Hello Jesus.

107
00:09:12,260 --> 00:09:13,659
As a single woman,
I'm very conscious  from danger
sexual assault by young men,

108
00:09:13,700 --> 00:09:16,019
Although, unfortunately, God is no longer an
insurance policy first.

109
00:09:16,059 --> 00:09:20,899


110
00:09:20,939 --> 00:09:25,699
Or am I just old-fashioned?
Now, then, some house rules.

111
00:09:25,740 --> 00:09:29,500
At home, I never did Dame Eve, only Evie.

112
00:09:29,539 --> 00:09:32,900
Food is taken in the kitchen,
unless I happen to be entertaining,

113
00:09:33,379 --> 00:09:39,699
in this case I will
ask you to serve some drinks,
some canape...

114
00:09:39,739 --> 00:09:43,260
I pay 6p per hour,
which is one pound more than McDonald's

115
00:09:43,299 --> 00:09:46,260
So if it's not satisfying
I suggest you go and work for them,

116
00:09:46,300 --> 00:09:48,420
despite how you can
consider something like that

117
00:09:48,459 --> 00:09:50,540
in all good conscience,
I really don't know.

118
00:09:50,580 --> 00:09:52,740
You should be ashamed of yourself

119
00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:55,579
Sorry...
Monday to Friday, 11:00 to 4:00,

120
00:09:55,619 --> 00:09:57,939
and every alternate weekend
Lunch is included

121
00:10:00,339 --> 00:10:02,140
Yes or no?

122
00:10:02,180 --> 00:10:03,940
Um... yes

123
00:10:04,540 --> 00:10:07,140
Oh, that's great.

124
00:10:07,180 --> 00:10:09,979
All right, it seems like it's really like that
is famous,
isn't it, Ben?

125
00:10:10,939 --> 00:10:12,260
Now, I'll show you around.

126
00:10:19,779 --> 00:10:20,739
Hi, Ben.

127
00:10:20,779 --> 00:10:21,699
Hi.

128
00:10:23,179 --> 00:10:24,500
Already swimming

129
00:10:26,420 --> 00:10:27,859
Um, yes.

130
00:10:29,779 --> 00:10:30,740
What are you all dressed for?

131
00:10:31,219 --> 00:10:32,419
I have a job.

132
00:10:32,459 --> 00:10:33,580
What do you do?

133
00:10:33,620 --> 00:10:35,060
Looking for a woman in Hampstead.

134
00:10:35,099 --> 00:10:37,459
Lucky woman  So where are you going now, Ben?

135
00:10:39,059 --> 00:10:41,219


136
00:10:41,260 --> 00:10:42,380
I just walk.

137
00:10:42,419 --> 00:10:48,339
I think maybe if you leave,
we can, you know, walk.

138
00:10:49,380 --> 00:10:50,739
Good.

139
00:10:51,579 --> 00:10:52,580
See you later.

140
00:10:59,219 --> 00:11:03,060
You know, after the last Bible class,
Peter drove me home.

141
00:11:03,099 --> 00:11:05,940
He said he likes
sharing thoughts with me

142
00:11:05,979 --> 00:11:07,379
He said there was an extraordinary testimony

143
00:11:07,420 --> 00:11:09,299
happened in
a church in Hackney.

144
00:11:09,740 --> 00:11:12,660
He said he might want to
Our group is there next week.

145
00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:14,579
Peter is so great.

146
00:11:15,020 --> 00:11:15,979
Yes.

147
00:11:16,500 --> 00:11:18,420
He said this,
like a black priest  has really flown
more than America

148
00:11:18,459 --> 00:11:20,299


149
00:11:20,340 --> 00:11:23,219
to save the Church
from England from itself.

150
00:11:23,699 --> 00:11:25,140
Can you imagine

151
00:11:26,099 --> 00:11:27,539
That's how Pete is.

152
00:11:27,979 --> 00:11:28,979
Your hair is beautiful.

153
00:11:29,019 --> 00:11:30,180
What?

154
00:11:30,219 --> 00:11:31,340
Sorry.

155
00:11:34,180 --> 00:11:37,620
I have written a poem for you.
I've got it here.
I can
read it for you, if you like it.

156
00:11:37,660 --> 00:11:39,940
No problem,
You can give it to me.
I can read it later.

157
00:11:39,979 --> 00:11:41,459
I really like
to read it to you  Really, it's okay.

158
00:11:41,499 --> 00:11:43,180
Only five lines.

159
00:11:43,219 --> 00:11:44,899
Go then.
Immediately.

160
00:11:46,379 --> 00:11:47,939
* You are harvesting,
God 's water and wheat *

161
00:11:51,419 --> 00:11:54,780


162
00:11:54,819 --> 00:11:57,099
* "Birds fly for you, sing for you *

163
00:11:57,140 --> 00:11:59,579
* Every wing beats fast
my heart for you *

164
00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:02,339
* Feeling for you, my clay feet *

165
00:12:02,779 --> 00:12:05,219
* I don't sing for you,
don't fly for you *

166
00:12:06,179 --> 00:12:09,059
* I am not water, I am not wheat *

167
00:12:09,099 --> 00:12:12,500
I will do pigeon,
I will be an eagle *

168
00:12:12,539 --> 00:12:15,939
* Your milk breast,
My weird meat *

169
00:12:17,779 --> 00:12:19,699
What do you think?

170
00:12:20,659 --> 00:12:22,140
Forgive me ,

171
00:12:23,540 --> 00:12:25,780
but you are too weird

172
00:12:38,740 --> 00:12:41,020
You walk past the desert.

173
00:12:41,059 --> 00:12:42,820
This is very, very ho
t.

174
00:12:43,299 --> 00:12:45,180
Walk.
Tired.

175
00:12:45,219 --> 00:12:48,620
You walk and
walk and walk.

176
00:12:48,660 --> 00:12:50,619
And then... here.

177
00:12:52,180 --> 00:12:55,060
You see eucalyptus trees.

178
00:12:56,500 --> 00:12:58,380
Then

179
00:12:58,419 --> 00:13:01,740
that is Jesus Christ Himself,

180
00:13:01,779 --> 00:13:05,140
bring bread and fish.

181
00:13:05,179 --> 00:13:06,540
Now, everyone,

182
00:13:06,579 --> 00:13:09,459
fast, fast, sit
under the auspices of the eucalyptus tree.

183
00:13:09,500 --> 00:13:12,820
Sit in the shade,
sit in the shade.

184
00:13:12,859 --> 00:13:15,099
I'm very proud of Ben.

185
00:13:15,140 --> 00:13:18,620
He not only found a job
he found a job
helped a retired actress.

186
00:13:18,660 --> 00:13:20,940
He doesn't retire.
What's the name again, Ben?

187
00:13:20,979 --> 00:13:22,299
Eve Walton.

188
00:13:22,339 --> 00:13:23,859
He is very shy.

189
00:13:23,900 --> 00:13:25,339
Eve Walton?

190
00:13:25,380 --> 00:13:27,780
Didn't he
RSC last year?

191
00:13:27,820 --> 00:13:28,939
Playing Ophelia.

192
00:13:28,979 --> 00:13:30,500
I don't know at all.

193
00:13:30,540 --> 00:13:31,940
Never heard of it
name for a while

194
00:13:32,459 --> 00:13:35,459
That's not
talk much, right?

195
00:13:35,500 --> 00:13:37,380
r?
When was the last time
You went to the theater.

196
00:13:37,420 --> 00:13:40,140
We went to West England last Christmas.

197
00:13:40,180 --> 00:13:42,059
That's a panto.

198
00:13:42,099 --> 00:13:44,899
I'm sure Dame Eve's
has never been done by panto  We have to invite him, Ben.

199
00:13:44,939 --> 00:13:46,780
Maybe he can help us out
with the Story of the Miracle of Christ.

200
00:13:46,819 --> 00:13:49,659
Second thought, maybe
we have to save it
Peter International Day

201
00:13:49,699 --> 00:13:54,180
Give Muslims
something to think about.

202
00:13:55,780 --> 00:13:58,179
Excuse me.

203
00:14:00,219 --> 00:14:01,619
Who is this?

204
00:14:14,099 --> 00:14:15,059
Ben.

205
00:14:15,100 --> 00:14:15,859
Please enter.

206
00:14:17,620 --> 00:14:18,580


207
00:14:23,380 --> 00:14:26,260
Think Mum
like some crumble.

208
00:14:35,420 --> 00:14:37,300
What is that?

209
00:14:37,739 --> 00:14:39,219
A skylark

210
00:14:39,740 --> 00:14:41,620
Skylark?

211
00:14:41,660 --> 00:14:45,539
This is found mainly in the Highlands
Now, I think.

212
00:14:45,579 --> 00:14:48,219
Call him
sort of like chirruping...

213
00:14:52,979 --> 00:14:57,900
It's not to be confused with
woodlark, which has a quieter atmosphere...

214
00:15:01,660 --> 00:15:02,500
Yes.

215
00:15:03,059 --> 00:15:03,939
Oh, you can borrow the book,
if you like it.

216
00:15:03,979 --> 00:15:05,740
No problem.

217
00:15:05,779 --> 00:15:09,620
Now, it's on the shelf.
Anytime.

218
00:15:09,659 --> 00:15:11,019
Thank you.

219
00:15:15,859 --> 00:15:17,780
Thank you for the collapse.

220
00:15:46,620 --> 00:15:49,459
God, I hate gardens.

221
00:15:49,500 --> 00:15:54,780
One beautiful grass
and my back bleeds from pain.

222
00:15:58,699 --> 00:16:01,060
Floria Fluckabundee.

223
00:16:03,939 --> 00:16:06,819
As if someone is sucking on enampenny
What are the Romans called?

224
00:16:06,859 --> 00:16:07,699
Stop the bus!

225
00:16:14,580 --> 00:16:16,979
What is this?
the best seat available?

226
00:16:17,020 --> 00:16:21,059
I have to say that I prefer
to sit near the front.

227
00:16:21,099 --> 00:16:25,100
I say, I prefer
to sit near the front.

228
00:16:25,140 --> 00:16:28,540
Because nothing seems to move,
I think we should do it.

229
00:16:28,580 --> 00:16:32,219
Geez,
someone forgot to wash

230
00:16:32,659 --> 00:16:33,620
Oof!

231
00:16:37,500 --> 00:16:38,939
Beautiful London.

232
00:16:40,859 --> 00:16:43,260
Beloved?
Christmas licks.

233
00:16:44,220 --> 00:16:45,620
No thanks.

234
00:16:47,540 --> 00:16:52,860
For a 17 year old boy, you show it
a little curiosity.

235
00:16:52,900 --> 00:16:54,259
You are no doubt depressed
with your care,

236
00:16:54,739 --> 00:16:56,179
but that is not enough to explain

237
00:16:56,219 --> 00:17:00,419
what is the amount straightforward
A little lack of social autism.

238
00:17:00,460 --> 00:17:02,540
I have to imagine it
Your curiosity for you  You are a healthy 17-year-old boy.

239
00:17:02,579 --> 00:17:04,459
Of course you don't,
but you understand what I mean

240
00:17:04,499 --> 00:17:06,980
You see attractive women
live alone  You wonder,
"Is he a roaring lesbian?"

241
00:17:07,460 --> 00:17:09,859
Answer, no.

242
00:17:09,899 --> 00:17:13,700
For your information, I have visited
married and divorced three times.

243
00:17:13,740 --> 00:17:15,539


244
00:17:15,579 --> 00:17:17,980


245
00:17:18,019 --> 00:17:22,339
Never been an actor,
once for an English master,
and once for California.

246
00:17:22,379 --> 00:17:24,180
All work slips.

247
00:17:25,220 --> 00:17:27,619
My mistake.

248
00:17:28,099 --> 00:17:31,460
You, on the other hand,
might be gay.

249
00:17:31,500 --> 00:17:35,659
I have to introduce you to Dougal,
my old friend.

250
00:17:35,700 --> 00:17:39,860
Certainly strange, of course,
but an old-fashioned type.

251
00:17:40,380 --> 00:17:41,379
Bent gent.

252
00:17:41,820 --> 00:17:43,260
I'm not gay  I'm sorry?

253
00:17:43,299 --> 00:17:44,260
I'm not gay  Not gay, apparently.

254
00:17:44,700 --> 00:17:45,700
Can I help you?

255
00:17:47,979 --> 00:17:49,460
I want to see your equipment.

256
00:18:00,579 --> 00:18:02,020
My equipment

257
00:18:02,059 --> 00:18:03,460
Show everything you have.

258
00:18:03,499 --> 00:18:04,419
Wait.
Stop.

259
00:18:04,939 --> 00:18:07,300
Ben.

260
00:18:15,419 --> 00:18:16,860


261
00:18:18,099 --> 00:18:19,139


262
00:18:19,619 --> 00:18:22,260
Can you put the shoulder
under my ass  Always dream of camping,
even as a child.

263
00:18:29,220 --> 00:18:32,099
Half, half out.

264
00:18:33,060 --> 00:18:35,460
Of course, my parents will do it
never dreamed of it  The lower middle class
is the worst pretentious

265
00:18:35,940 --> 00:18:37,859
How come you sound faint  Are you?

266
00:18:38,340 --> 00:18:41,220
No.

267
00:18:41,260 --> 00:18:43,139
It's okay, really

268
00:18:44,099 --> 00:18:45,059
I don't know  I mean, middle class, I think.

269
00:18:46,019 --> 00:18:46,940
There is nothing to be humiliated.

270
00:18:47,419 --> 00:18:49,379
Middle class is
English engine room.

271
00:18:50,859 --> 00:18:52,739
Only those
my parents can't stand  "They ran away from me
which I sometimes looked for

272
00:18:52,780 --> 00:18:54,779


273
00:18:54,819 --> 00:18:56,700


274
00:18:56,739 --> 00:19:00,139


275
00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:03,019


276
00:19:06,659 --> 00:19:10,020


277
00:19:10,060 --> 00:19:14,339
"With bare feet
stalking in my room

278
00:19:15,860 --> 00:19:19,700
" I have seen them soft,
tame and gentle

279
00:19:19,739 --> 00:19:23,500
"It's now wild,
and doesn't remember

280
00:19:23,539 --> 00:19:26,899
" That's sometimes
they put themselves in danger

281
00:19:26,940 --> 00:19:28,860
"To take bread in my hand"

282
00:19:28,899 --> 00:19:30,780
Lucky with this one?

283
00:19:34,059 --> 00:19:36,339
Unfortunately,
your price is outside of us,

284
00:19:36,380 --> 00:19:39,819
but for your help and succo
we thank you.

285
00:19:48,060 --> 00:19:50,939
Look, camping stove.
Come on.

286
00:20:02,579 --> 00:20:06,260
Where are you?
It's 6:00.

287
00:20:06,299 --> 00:20:07,580
I was appointed.

288
00:20:07,620 --> 00:20:08,899
Whatever?

289
00:20:10,260 --> 00:20:12,180
We have driving lessons at 4:00.

290
00:20:12,220 --> 00:20:14,060
You should tell me.

291
00:20:14,099 --> 00:20:16,500
There is no place to contact.
If I have a cellphone...

292
00:20:16,540 --> 00:20:18,180
Mobiles give you cancer.

293
00:20:23,260 --> 00:20:24,780
Come on.
I'll drive

294
00:20:31,020 --> 00:20:36,740
* If I live
this time next year *

295
00:20:39,500 --> 00:20:44,820
Read it
We will have theoretical lessons.

296
00:20:44,859 --> 00:20:50,180
* Will I arrive
in time to share *

297
00:20:56,219 --> 00:21:02,659
* And mine
is about as good as this *

298
00:21:08,859 --> 00:21:14,659
And I'm still valid
for what you are *

299
00:21:20,419 --> 00:21:25,260
Ben.
Where are you
tonight?

300
00:21:25,300 --> 00:21:27,180
We have driving lessons.

301
00:21:27,619 --> 00:21:28,580
Is that all?

302
00:21:29,100 --> 00:21:30,060
Yes.

303
00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:44,780
Ben, are you sleeping?

304
00:21:54,899 --> 00:21:58,659
Whatever happens
Behind this wall, Ben,

305
00:22:00,139 --> 00:22:02,099
we are ambassadors from God.

306
00:22:04,500 --> 00:22:06,859
We show the face of the world smiling.

307
00:23:14,580 --> 00:23:16,020
Place it.

308
00:23:17,220 --> 00:23:18,260
Sorry.

309
00:23:20,659 --> 00:23:23,460
You don't touch my things!

310
00:23:24,220 --> 00:23:25,139
I'm tidying up.

311
00:23:25,460 --> 00:23:28,379
You don't touch my things!

312
00:23:28,780 --> 00:23:30,939
Yes.
Forgive me.
I am so sorry.

313
00:23:35,339 --> 00:23:36,980
You are neat around them.

314
00:24:05,540 --> 00:24:09,379
Evie?
I've been shopping.

315
00:24:16,259 --> 00:24:17,220
Evie?

316
00:24:21,819 --> 00:24:23,259
Sink.
-Sorry?

317
00:24:23,779 --> 00:24:25,220
Sink.
-Sorry, I...

318
00:24:25,259 --> 00:24:26,420
Sink!

319
00:24:39,020 --> 00:24:40,460
Are you okay?
-Not.

320
00:24:42,860 --> 00:24:44,659
I've been vomiting in my hair.

321
00:24:49,340 --> 00:24:50,619
Sit me down

322
00:24:55,060 --> 00:24:56,180
OK?

323
00:24:56,220 --> 00:24:57,300
No.

324
00:24:58,260 --> 00:24:59,460
Sofa.

325
00:25:08,139 --> 00:25:10,059
This will be fine.

326
00:25:10,499 --> 00:25:11,460
Sod off

327
00:25:12,419 --> 00:25:14,339
Goody has two shoes.

328
00:25:17,220 --> 00:25:18,180
No.

329
00:25:20,140 --> 00:25:23,020
Stay.
Please.

330
00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:26,340
Until I sleep.

331
00:25:35,940 --> 00:25:36,899
Thank you.

332
00:25:39,419 --> 00:25:42,259
Give me oil on my lamp
Let me burn *

333
00:25:42,300 --> 00:25:46,940
Give me oil on my lamp
I pray *

334
00:25:46,979 --> 00:25:51,740
Give me oil on my lamp
Let me burn *

335
00:25:51,780 --> 00:25:56,499
Keep me on fire
until pause of the day *

336
00:25:56,540 --> 00:26:00,819
* Sing hosanna, sing hosanna *

337
00:26:00,859 --> 00:26:05,180
* Sing hosanna
to the King of kings *

338
00:26:05,220 --> 00:26:09,740
* Sing hosanna, sing hosanna *

339
00:26:09,780 --> 00:26:14,260
* Sing hosanna to the king *

340
00:26:17,220 --> 00:26:18,620
Evie.

341
00:26:19,139 --> 00:26:22,020
Fast, fast, come on!
You will never
believe what I just found

342
00:26:22,060 --> 00:26:24,380
I came to my notice.
Yes, yes, later.

343
00:26:24,419 --> 00:26:27,779
Come.
Close your eyes.
I have something to show you.

344
00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:29,699
Eyes closed!

345
00:26:34,980 --> 00:26:35,899
Open.

346
00:26:35,940 --> 00:26:37,339
This is a tent.

347
00:26:37,379 --> 00:26:41,859
Not a tent, my book.
My Shakespeare, my Chekhovs.

348
00:26:41,899 --> 00:26:43,299
They are in the
in the living room.

349
00:26:43,740 --> 00:26:45,659
You must have moved them when
You will go through my things.

350
00:26:45,700 --> 00:26:46,540
That's one reason...

351
00:26:46,579 --> 00:26:49,340
But bullshit.
I think
I've lost them forever.

352
00:26:49,379 --> 00:26:53,619
I won't lie to you, Ben.
Lately, I've found myself
strangers to the Bard

353
00:26:54,659 --> 00:26:58,019
I have a money problem.
My last husband...

354
00:26:58,979 --> 00:27:00,899
Oh, yeah, be like that,

355
00:27:02,339 --> 00:27:04,259
I am obliged to watch TV,

356
00:27:06,179 --> 00:27:12,419
serial drama during the day
is set among rich people
cruise figures,

357
00:27:12,459 --> 00:27:15,539
called, rather imaginative,
Shipping Magnates.

358
00:27:17,539 --> 00:27:19,939
I believe they still
run it somewhere in the sky

359
00:27:21,180 --> 00:27:23,619
There is no money in it for me, of course.

360
00:27:26,579 --> 00:27:29,580
I auditioned for Nurse Ratched
on One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest.

361
00:27:36,339 --> 00:27:39,060
You are Coriolanus
I'm your mother
I ignored you

362
00:27:44,460 --> 00:27:47,339
"This person has a Volscian to his mother, " his wife is in Corioli and his child likes it by chance.

363
00:27:47,859 --> 00:27:51,139
"However, give us our shipment:

364
00:27:52,099 --> 00:27:55,419
" I shut up until our city becomes a fire,

365
00:27:55,460 --> 00:27:57,859
"then
I'll talk a little.
"

366
00:27:58,819 --> 00:28:01,379
"My sister, my sister..."

367
00:28:04,419 --> 00:28:05,860
"Oh, my dear garden,

368
00:28:06,339 --> 00:28:08,700
" my sweet and beautiful fruit garden.

369
00:28:08,739 --> 00:28:12,099
"My life,

370
00:28:13,059 --> 00:28:15,460
" my youth, my happiness,

371
00:28:15,899 --> 00:28:19,300
"Goodbye!

372
00:28:20,259 --> 00:28:21,220
" Goodbye! "

373
00:28:23,139 --> 00:28:24,580
" I will meet the moonlight,
proud Titania
"

374
00:28:25,819 --> 00:28:29,220


375
00:28:29,259 --> 00:28:33,060
"What, Oberon is jealous!

376
00:28:33,099 --> 00:28:37,899
" Elves, skip this:
I have been confiscated
bed and company.
"

377
00:28:37,940 --> 00:28:41,220
" Tarry, naughty rash:
Am I not your master? "

378
00:28:41,739 --> 00:28:43,659
" Then I must be your woman. "

379
00:28:45,219 --> 00:28:48,180
" Kill me tomorrow:
let me stay at night! "

380
00:28:48,220 --> 00:28:49,579
" No, if you try... "

381
00:28:49,620 --> 00:28:51,460
" But half an hour! "

382
00:28:51,499 --> 00:28:53,419
" It's finished,
no pauses.
"

383
00:28:53,460 --> 00:28:54,740
" But while I say one prayer! "

384
00:28:54,780 --> 00:28:56,619
" It's too late. "

385
00:29:03,339 --> 00:29:06,819
Born for that.
Really born for that.

386
00:29:09,820 --> 00:29:11,699
We did Othello at school.

387
00:29:11,739 --> 00:29:14,899
It's not like...
I mean, it's not very good.

388
00:29:14,940 --> 00:29:17,540
The problem is, you don't
understand a little jealousy  until you really
strangle someone yourself

389
00:29:17,579 --> 00:29:20,180
Ah, there, you see,
poetry, pain

390
00:29:20,220 --> 00:29:23,619
I write poetry.

391
00:29:27,619 --> 00:29:28,860
How intriguing it is.
Can I hear?

392
00:29:30,579 --> 00:29:35,059
I am not...
I mean, I do not know
is something that is loose.

393
00:29:35,099 --> 00:29:37,460
Another time, maybe.

394
00:29:37,980 --> 00:29:39,379
Now, then, I'm thinking
we can go camping tomorrow

395
00:29:41,139 --> 00:29:45,339
Somewhere not too far away.
Try the old tent.

396
00:29:46,300 --> 00:29:49,540
There is a problem

397
00:29:54,180 --> 00:29:56,099
How long do we go?

398
00:29:56,619 --> 00:29:58,659
Oh, one day.
Two days at the most.

399
00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:00,740


400
00:30:10,659 --> 00:30:11,620
Hello.

401
00:30:15,939 --> 00:30:17,859
And what brings you here?

402
00:30:18,340 --> 00:30:19,300
Mmm?

403
00:30:20,739 --> 00:30:22,500
Do you think Mum?
will let me go camping

404
00:30:22,539 --> 00:30:24,219
Camping?

405
00:30:24,740 --> 00:30:27,060
Why on earth does anyone
want to go camping

406
00:30:27,579 --> 00:30:28,860
To escape?

407
00:30:28,899 --> 00:30:30,699
She's impossible.

408
00:30:30,740 --> 00:30:33,259
He got a dress rehearsed
with the Guide next week.

409
00:30:33,699 --> 00:30:34,620
He is a tree.

410
00:30:34,659 --> 00:30:36,820
Eucalyptus trees

411
00:30:36,859 --> 00:30:39,659
Plus, he has a Bible club and
driving lessons to think about.

412
00:30:39,700 --> 00:30:42,139
But I think you
are teaching him
-Right.

413
00:30:42,180 --> 00:30:44,379
Well, surely a few days
will hardly make
there is a difference...

414
00:30:44,419 --> 00:30:48,100
Robert, you're not the person
trying to run Girl Guides,
set the game,

415
00:30:48,139 --> 00:30:50,180
keep the house and keep half
70s in Finchley.

416
00:30:50,740 --> 00:30:53,619
Sorry, but is there anything
That has to do with Ben?

417
00:30:53,660 --> 00:30:55,099
I need him here.

418
00:30:58,700 --> 00:30:59,620
Night, Father

419
00:31:01,140 --> 00:31:02,579
Night, Ben.

420
00:31:06,100 --> 00:31:08,019
I'm sorry about camping.

421
00:31:09,899 --> 00:31:12,860
Sometimes
mom can be a little...

422
00:31:32,100 --> 00:31:33,579
Good night, Mr. Fincham.

423
00:32:01,420 --> 00:32:04,299
Light and beginning.
That's the ticket.

424
00:32:04,339 --> 00:32:08,780
I'm afraid I can't
come camping with you
My mother needs me at home.

425
00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:11,379
I see.

426
00:32:11,899 --> 00:32:13,979
Sorry.

427
00:32:14,020 --> 00:32:17,859
Well, it's okay.
We can take
a little drive instead.

428
00:32:17,899 --> 00:32:19,020
I bring you driving

429
00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:21,819
I'm still a student.

430
00:32:31,979 --> 00:32:35,819
This is amazing

431
00:32:36,260 --> 00:32:40,540
This is just...
Just look at the green one!

432
00:32:41,420 --> 00:32:43,339
Just look.

433
00:32:43,779 --> 00:32:48,139
Everything is very green!

434
00:32:52,539 --> 00:32:55,180
We may have to think about going back soon.

435
00:32:55,219 --> 00:32:57,860
Oh, there's a bag of time.
It's not even dark yet.

436
00:32:58,099 --> 00:32:59,539
I really think
we have to go back

437
00:32:59,580 --> 00:33:01,300
Stop the car!

438
00:33:01,340 --> 00:33:03,060
Stop!
Stop!

439
00:33:08,899 --> 00:33:13,220
Good God above,
I'm in Elysium!

440
00:33:13,700 --> 00:33:16,419
Plugging in!

441
00:33:16,459 --> 00:33:21,139
I see now why the working class
keeps camping secret.

442
00:33:23,539 --> 00:33:25,899
Heaven.
Air.

443
00:33:27,379 --> 00:33:30,740
Their little feathers
skedaddling about.

444
00:33:30,779 --> 00:33:32,540
Hello.

445
00:33:32,579 --> 00:33:35,819
I am Evie.
I've come camping.

446
00:33:38,579 --> 00:33:39,979
Mute!

447
00:33:47,820 --> 00:33:49,100
There.

448
00:33:49,139 --> 00:33:50,419
Very good.

449
00:33:52,940 --> 00:33:56,820
If you don't mind,
I really think we should
back now

450
00:33:56,860 --> 00:33:58,860
My mom is waiting for me at 6:00.

451
00:33:58,899 --> 00:34:01,779
I can't go
until I eat a campfire meal.

452
00:34:02,339 --> 00:34:04,260
I really have to say,
there is no time left

453
00:34:04,299 --> 00:34:06,260
There is always time

454
00:34:08,020 --> 00:34:11,179
Right, there he is.
I'm packing a tent.

455
00:34:11,220 --> 00:34:12,220
I'm sorry?

456
00:34:12,260 --> 00:34:14,899
I lowered the tent.
Go to.

457
00:34:15,859 --> 00:34:17,100
Car keys, please

458
00:34:17,140 --> 00:34:18,299
Sorry?

459
00:34:18,339 --> 00:34:19,460
Car keys.

460
00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:21,139
Good.

461
00:34:33,620 --> 00:34:37,100
God.
You have swallowed the key.

462
00:34:37,140 --> 00:34:39,419
What is relieved.
He swears.

463
00:34:39,660 --> 00:34:41,180
You have swallowed the frigging button!

464
00:34:41,220 --> 00:34:44,299
Better and better.

465
00:34:44,580 --> 00:34:47,019
Choking.
Bring it back.
You can't do that
You have to bring it back!

466
00:34:47,060 --> 00:34:48,339
No, I don't.
-Yes, you do!

467
00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:50,979
No, I don't.

468
00:34:51,019 --> 00:34:54,740
Dirt.
There is a backup set.
Where is the backup?

469
00:34:54,780 --> 00:34:55,780
Don't have one.

470
00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:57,660
How can you do that?

471
00:34:57,700 --> 00:34:58,900
Feeling like that.

472
00:35:01,340 --> 00:35:03,260
My mother will kill me

473
00:35:03,780 --> 00:35:08,580
You don't understand
He says I won't come.
I asked, and he said no.

474
00:35:08,619 --> 00:35:11,339
You did not say yes when my mother
said no.
You don't do it

475
00:35:11,780 --> 00:35:14,180
My dearest child,

476
00:35:14,220 --> 00:35:17,100
the key will be back
with us in the morning  I am like clockwork.

477
00:35:17,539 --> 00:35:19,140
See, if it makes you feel better.

478
00:35:19,180 --> 00:35:21,660
I'll call your mother and tell her
I was silent for a moment.

479
00:35:21,700 --> 00:35:24,419
No!
Not.

480
00:35:24,460 --> 00:35:26,860
Whatever you do,
don't call my mother

481
00:35:26,900 --> 00:35:29,499
As you wish.

482
00:35:29,539 --> 00:35:31,060
I have to call home.

483
00:35:39,659 --> 00:35:41,260
Eat first.
Army fight
better on full stomach

484
00:35:49,019 --> 00:35:53,820
Drink it.

485
00:35:57,220 --> 00:35:58,180


486
00:35:58,620 --> 00:35:59,459
I don't drink.

487
00:35:59,700 --> 00:36:01,220
Lasts.
This will make you feel better.

488
00:36:01,700 --> 00:36:04,180
No, it won't.

489
00:36:04,220 --> 00:36:09,539
That is the key.
I swallow it.
Frankly, you must be flattered.

490
00:36:09,580 --> 00:36:10,979
Now, I insist that you have already taken

491
00:36:11,459 --> 00:36:12,900
I'm underage

492
00:36:13,860 --> 00:36:15,780
Now, how old are you?

493
00:36:15,819 --> 00:36:17,659
Seventeen and a half.

494
00:36:17,700 --> 00:36:20,060
So young,
and very long-winded

495
00:36:22,939 --> 00:36:27,299
One glass
You can
tell God I forced you

496
00:36:30,660 --> 00:36:32,100
For poetry

497
00:36:39,180 --> 00:36:41,939
"Auschwitz," my mentor shouted stopped.  "" Remember the damned desires

498
00:36:41,979 --> 00:36:44,100
"'they chimed,
gusts of hell.
'

499
00:36:44,139 --> 00:36:46,259


500
00:36:46,300 --> 00:36:48,180
"But, but," I urge... "

501
00:36:48,659 --> 00:36:49,620
That's me

502
00:36:49,660 --> 00:36:50,979
Yes.

503
00:36:51,019 --> 00:36:52,939
" But, but, "I urge,

504
00:36:52,980 --> 00:36:55,860
" 'they have passed us,
past the place better
'

505
00:36:55,899 --> 00:36:57,739
"'Revenge,' he shouted, 'yours,

506
00:36:57,779 --> 00:37:00,339
"' but you are blind
with your little sadness
'

507
00:37:00,939 --> 00:37:03,219
"'Have mercy on me, have mercy on me,' I barked.

508
00:37:03,260 --> 00:37:07,340
" Your service includes
from this test land, your soul.
'"

509
00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:09,780
Then you go back to the narrator.

510
00:37:09,819 --> 00:37:10,740
Mmm-hmm.

511
00:37:11,260 --> 00:37:13,180
" Church
Text palpable breathing

512
00:37:13,620 --> 00:37:16,499
"their rich and rich grace
into your heart,

513
00:37:16,539 --> 00:37:19,379
" and they
are precious and beautiful,

514
00:37:19,419 --> 00:37:21,700
"and you must not leave it
thoughts about God,

515
00:37:22,580 --> 00:37:26,420
" because God is love. "

516
00:37:29,779 --> 00:37:33,060
And you write this for...

517
00:37:33,100 --> 00:37:36,939
Sarah.
She's a friend.
I haven't sent it yet.

518
00:37:36,979 --> 00:37:40,820
= = He thought my last
Poetry was a bit strange.  Yes.

519
00:37:40,859 --> 00:37:42,259
Well, don't rush your heart.

520
00:37:44,660 --> 00:37:46,580
It's always my fault.  What did your parents do about Sarah?

521
00:37:47,539 --> 00:37:49,460
Or maybe not yet
that far

522
00:37:51,419 --> 00:37:54,700
To be honest,
I'm not so sure
how he feels about me

523
00:37:54,740 --> 00:37:57,140
Well
the soul of a poet,

524
00:37:57,180 --> 00:38:01,459
and that, I tell you,

525
00:38:03,379 --> 00:38:06,779
lasts longer than appearance.

526
00:38:08,700 --> 00:38:11,500


527
00:38:11,539 --> 00:38:13,979


528
00:38:22,979 --> 00:38:24,419
Hello?
Mum?

529
00:38:24,459 --> 00:38:27,779
Ben?
Where are you
I hope you are 6:00.

530
00:38:27,820 --> 00:38:29,700
I am in a campsite.

531
00:38:29,739 --> 00:38:32,619
Evie swallowed her car key,
and now we can't go back
until she takes it out.

532
00:38:34,979 --> 00:38:38,060
Mute?
You are there?

533
00:38:38,100 --> 00:38:40,499
I called the police.
Where are you

534
00:38:40,539 --> 00:38:43,939
I don't know
Don't call the police.
I'm fine, really.

535
00:38:43,979 --> 00:38:47,259
Have you taken the tablet?
Ben, think about it.

536
00:38:47,299 --> 00:38:50,660
Does he give you a tablet?
Something for headaches?

537
00:38:50,700 --> 00:38:53,499
I'm fine.
I can't
back until morning

538
00:38:53,539 --> 00:38:57,860
Robert, he kidnapped him!
He is somewhere in the campsite.
He sounds anesthetized.

539
00:38:57,899 --> 00:38:59,260
Mother, I'm fine, honest.

540
00:38:59,780 --> 00:39:01,019
Don't move
I'm on my way.

541
00:39:01,219 --> 00:39:02,740
Mum, there's
there's nothing wrong with me

542
00:39:02,780 --> 00:39:06,100
I'm stuck at a campsite,
and I can't go back until morning.

543
00:39:08,019 --> 00:39:11,420
Then I will expect you
whenever you can return

544
00:39:13,339 --> 00:39:14,779
Good night, Ben.

545
00:39:15,740 --> 00:39:17,140
Mute?

546
00:39:19,059 --> 00:39:20,539
Mute.

547
00:39:39,539 --> 00:39:46,259
And I will be part
of what you have made

548
00:39:51,220 --> 00:39:55,300
* And I throw

549
00:39:55,339 --> 00:39:59,380
All my thoughts go away  * And I destroy

550
00:40:03,739 --> 00:40:07,779


551
00:40:07,819 --> 00:40:11,820
* Every bet I have made *

552
00:40:37,739 --> 00:40:39,220
All good?

553
00:40:41,620 --> 00:40:42,580
Good.

554
00:40:45,380 --> 00:40:47,299
Don't feel guilty.

555
00:40:48,739 --> 00:40:50,180
Guilt is an evil ghost.

556
00:41:07,580 --> 00:41:10,940
I just went for a walk.

557
00:41:10,979 --> 00:41:14,300
I'm going to go down
Walk a little way.

558
00:41:14,339 --> 00:41:19,419
So pack the car
and get out and meet me

559
00:41:20,379 --> 00:41:21,380
Car keys.

560
00:41:22,899 --> 00:41:25,299
Oh yeah.
Right.

561
00:41:26,739 --> 00:41:27,699
Yes.
There he is.

562
00:41:34,900 --> 00:41:36,339
Right.

563
00:41:52,019 --> 00:41:53,939
Your grandmother said you would pay.

564
00:41:57,779 --> 00:42:01,139
You can just tell me
You won't pay.

565
00:42:01,180 --> 00:42:03,979
The camp
Managers are very big people.

566
00:42:04,019 --> 00:42:06,060
If I don't have money...
I'll pay you back

567
00:42:06,099 --> 00:42:08,140
That's not the point!
Oh, for goodness sake.

568
00:42:08,180 --> 00:42:10,580
Anyone will think
You will give blood.

569
00:42:10,620 --> 00:42:12,980
I think it's the best
I stop working for you.

570
00:42:13,019 --> 00:42:15,939
Oh why?
So you can take it
professionally arrogant?

571
00:42:15,979 --> 00:42:19,100
You can pay me what you owe me
When we return home.

572
00:42:19,140 --> 00:42:22,179
I will not be back.
I have a poetry recital in Edinburgh.

573
00:42:22,220 --> 00:42:25,380
I took part in the
one week reading
at the Literature Festival.

574
00:42:25,979 --> 00:42:27,260
You never said anything about it  Why do I have to?

575
00:42:27,299 --> 00:42:28,620
Well, I can't
maybe go to Edinburgh

576
00:42:29,060 --> 00:42:30,179


577
00:42:30,220 --> 00:42:32,619
His...
It's all the way up there.

578
00:42:32,979 --> 00:42:34,899
Nonsense.
It's just
a few miles on the highway.

579
00:42:35,299 --> 00:42:38,300
I can't
-Well, that's right
It's very troublesome.

580
00:42:38,340 --> 00:42:40,220
Sorry, I can't.

581
00:42:43,580 --> 00:42:47,539
Listen, I'll drive
you to the station,
and I'll take the train home.

582
00:42:48,100 --> 00:42:49,499
I don't drive.

583
00:42:49,539 --> 00:42:51,019
Oh, shit.

584
00:42:55,339 --> 00:42:57,220
You have a car in your garage.

585
00:42:57,259 --> 00:43:01,140
Former husband.
Russian
Very sharp skier

586
00:43:01,420 --> 00:43:04,379
I am a student driver.
I am strictly prohibited from driving a car

587
00:43:04,419 --> 00:43:07,300
without quality
drivers in the vehicle.

588
00:43:07,340 --> 00:43:10,859
Gosh, you really did it
knows all the rules, right?

589
00:43:10,899 --> 00:43:12,339
We break the law!

590
00:43:19,739 --> 00:43:20,699
Evie!

591
00:43:26,019 --> 00:43:27,459
Evie?

592
00:43:28,899 --> 00:43:30,340
Are you okay?

593
00:43:31,300 --> 00:43:34,379
Do you want water?
Pain...

594
00:43:34,419 --> 00:43:37,459
You're good now
What's wrong?

595
00:43:37,499 --> 00:43:40,900
Aside from the fact that I have an untreated condition, there is nothing  What condition
Do you care?
You will go home

596
00:43:41,379 --> 00:43:43,780
Evie, please, tell me  Freeing you details,
My breasts have
turned into a time bomb

597
00:43:43,819 --> 00:43:45,700
Doctors gave up
treated me last year

598
00:43:51,459 --> 00:43:54,299
My surgeon said it was the worst
The case he had seen.

599
00:43:54,339 --> 00:43:56,180
How long has it been?
Did they say

600
00:43:56,220 --> 00:43:59,539


601
00:44:00,939 --> 00:44:03,859


602
00:44:05,260 --> 00:44:07,620
How long is a piece of hope?

603
00:44:11,019 --> 00:44:11,979
a month?

604
00:44:13,379 --> 00:44:14,379
Three months?

605
00:44:15,339 --> 00:44:16,660
A week?

606
00:44:16,700 --> 00:44:18,019
A week?

607
00:44:19,419 --> 00:44:23,660
You are shocked
You are still very young  For me a week is one year,
every time blessing.

608
00:44:23,700 --> 00:44:27,060
OK,
I hope you will want it
to return to your mother

609
00:44:32,660 --> 00:44:36,539
Oh!
Where are we going?

610
00:44:43,540 --> 00:44:46,939
Edinburgh.
You have a recital to give.

611
00:44:46,979 --> 00:44:49,499
* One door opens
the other behind

612
00:44:57,979 --> 00:45:02,219
One sunset
and another sun he goes up

613
00:45:02,259 --> 00:45:06,419
Love comes to you
in the usual way

614
00:45:06,459 --> 00:45:10,620
Love comes to you
in the shadows and disguises

615
00:45:11,060 --> 00:45:15,980


616
00:45:16,019 --> 00:45:20,419
Love can break like
a precious gem of pearl

617
00:45:20,459 --> 00:45:24,780
Your precious moment
they roll over and spread

618
00:45:24,819 --> 00:45:28,899
* Believe that there is indeed
ice flowing through my veins

619
00:45:28,940 --> 00:45:33,979
* Raise my shoulder
to say it's not important

620
00:45:34,019 --> 00:45:36,180
And they say it's my turn

621
00:45:36,220 --> 00:45:38,300
* They say I've come

622
00:45:38,340 --> 00:45:40,420
* They say that's what you got

623
00:45:40,460 --> 00:45:42,659
* To live through lies

624
00:45:42,700 --> 00:45:46,700
* If I can have my way
I will leave everything tomorrow

625
00:45:46,740 --> 00:45:48,939
* There is sadness if I stay  * I have other fish to fry *

626
00:45:48,979 --> 00:45:51,139
Where is Dryden?

627
00:45:52,859 --> 00:45:54,859
Interesting.

628
00:45:56,259 --> 00:45:57,419


629
00:45:58,539 --> 00:46:00,140
Wait here.

630
00:46:13,180 --> 00:46:16,819
Jewelry for women my age
Frankly, it is rather vulgar.

631
00:46:16,859 --> 00:46:21,340
Buy your clean shirt.
You are my assistant now
Driving.

632
00:46:38,619 --> 00:46:39,580
Miss Walton?

633
00:46:40,060 --> 00:46:41,900
I'm him

634
00:46:41,939 --> 00:46:44,499
Hello.
Welcome to Edinburgh.
I'm Bryony.
I helped
at the Literature Festival.

635
00:46:44,539 --> 00:46:45,859
Do you have a good trip?

636
00:46:45,899 --> 00:46:49,580
It should be expected.
Ben, my assistant, drove me.

637
00:46:50,419 --> 00:46:52,340
I'm afraid we don't allow
for assistants

638
00:46:52,379 --> 00:46:54,260
No no.
I'll take care of that

639
00:46:54,979 --> 00:46:57,259
Okay, follow me  So if you want to check
yourself at the table,

640
00:46:57,779 --> 00:46:59,179
they must be able to sort
you out with extra space.

641
00:46:59,700 --> 00:47:01,740


642
00:47:01,779 --> 00:47:03,660
There's more you need,
Don't hesitate to ask

643
00:47:04,140 --> 00:47:05,580
Thank you.

644
00:47:06,060 --> 00:47:07,979
Emma, the woman who ordered you,
she will try to enter and say hello.

645
00:47:08,019 --> 00:47:09,379
He's a little blurry
his leg now

646
00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:13,260
And we will take a taxi at 11:00
to take you to that place

647
00:47:15,539 --> 00:47:19,860
I have to tell you, I'm a big fan of your TV show, Delivery Magnates.

648
00:47:20,819 --> 00:47:22,060
Yes.

649
00:47:22,100 --> 00:47:24,060
Have you seen the 80s Night on Sky?

650
00:47:25,460 --> 00:47:26,340
No.

651
00:47:26,379 --> 00:47:28,739
I never miss it.
I know all your slogans.

652
00:47:28,780 --> 00:47:33,620
"I am a woman,
Leland, not an oil tanker.
"
You are great at the gay scene.

653
00:47:35,060 --> 00:47:36,019
Is it me

654
00:47:37,979 --> 00:47:40,100
Sorry.

655
00:47:40,140 --> 00:47:42,580
So we will see you
tomorrow at 11:00, then

656
00:47:47,019 --> 00:47:48,460
Goodbye for now.

657
00:48:05,220 --> 00:48:06,699
You want to see me

658
00:48:06,740 --> 00:48:07,580
Yes, enter

659
00:48:10,939 --> 00:48:12,419
I think Dougal
will at least have

660
00:48:12,860 --> 00:48:15,060
courtesy to
meet us at the hotel

661
00:48:15,100 --> 00:48:17,259
Someone didn't ask
a lot of someone's agent

662
00:48:20,700 --> 00:48:22,580
I need water.

663
00:48:34,140 --> 00:48:35,580
Thank you.

664
00:48:38,779 --> 00:48:39,740
Thank you.

665
00:48:45,660 --> 00:48:48,539
When I asked
to come with me to Edinburgh,

666
00:48:50,019 --> 00:48:51,859
I might have given the impression

667
00:48:51,900 --> 00:48:54,299
that
is a normal event.

668
00:48:56,700 --> 00:48:59,060
The truth is,
I haven't given anything
rte

669
00:48:59,100 --> 00:49:01,419
years of theatrical performances.

670
00:49:03,940 --> 00:49:05,860
I accept this offer  because I have been
flattered to be asked

671
00:49:06,819 --> 00:49:09,100
Now appears
I might have misjudged
the reason for my invitation

672
00:49:13,019 --> 00:49:16,859
What do they ask you to do?

673
00:49:18,299 --> 00:49:21,540
I have to read from
an anthology of love poetry
This is republished.

674
00:49:22,019 --> 00:49:26,699
Part of the reading week
is titled "Forgotten Sound."

675
00:49:28,140 --> 00:49:32,459
That sounds really good.

676
00:49:33,339 --> 00:49:34,620
I think you are familiar with the kitsch concept.

677
00:49:39,100 --> 00:49:43,620
This is rather popular in literature.

678
00:49:43,660 --> 00:49:46,340
However, what is done is done
We are here now,
and the show must continue.

679
00:49:49,060 --> 00:49:53,780


680
00:49:54,060 --> 00:49:56,539
I'm sure they will understand
if you don't want to continue,

681
00:49:56,580 --> 00:49:58,900
remember how little time you have.

682
00:49:58,939 --> 00:50:00,939
Don't be ridiculous
Of course I will go!

683
00:50:00,980 --> 00:50:02,339
When a woman says
she doesn't continue,

684
00:50:02,380 --> 00:50:03,659
Not that he doesn't continue!

685
00:50:03,700 --> 00:50:07,180
I want to continue
I'm just nervous, that's all.

686
00:50:09,979 --> 00:50:11,820
Sorry.
-Yes, well...

687
00:50:15,660 --> 00:50:19,300
As long as you are there,
I'll be fine.

688
00:50:20,540 --> 00:50:22,459
Of course I will be there.

689
00:50:23,939 --> 00:50:25,339
This is ridiculous, I know, but I think

690
00:50:25,380 --> 00:50:28,260
if you are not with me
I cannot continue.

691
00:50:29,220 --> 00:50:30,660
You are my poet  You understand the power of words.

692
00:50:31,619 --> 00:50:33,939


693
00:50:36,179 --> 00:50:37,620
Tomorrow, then.

694
00:50:37,660 --> 00:50:38,580
Tomorrow.

695
00:50:40,620 --> 00:50:41,580
11:00?

696
00:50:42,140 --> 00:50:43,100
11:00.

697
00:50:51,700 --> 00:50:54,580
"I am a woman, Leland,
is not an oil tanker."

698
00:50:59,700 --> 00:51:02,339
Hello.
Nice clothes.

699
00:51:04,339 --> 00:51:05,819
Have you stopped doing slavery?

700
00:51:07,819 --> 00:51:10,780
Me too, thank God.
I just showed it to my last novelist to his room.

701
00:51:10,820 --> 00:51:15,140
Bugger is actually trying to chat
I wake up
The author is so frigging in vain.

702
00:51:17,979 --> 00:51:19,939
You speak, don't you?

703
00:51:21,459 --> 00:51:22,419
Good.

704
00:51:26,500 --> 00:51:28,060
Do you like to drink?

705
00:51:28,620 --> 00:51:30,340
I have to be in bed.

706
00:51:32,580 --> 00:51:35,979
There are clubs that I sometimes visit.
Just round the corner.

707
00:51:36,940 --> 00:51:38,300
Large.

708
00:51:39,620 --> 00:51:41,059
Large.

709
00:51:43,740 --> 00:51:46,900
So we leave?

710
00:51:48,900 --> 00:51:49,779
Yes.

711
00:51:50,819 --> 00:51:51,780
Hi.

712
00:51:56,460 --> 00:51:57,860
This way.

713
00:51:58,819 --> 00:52:00,260
Come with me.

714
00:52:01,219 --> 00:52:02,180
Sorry.

715
00:52:07,940 --> 00:52:09,380
Jim, the usual.

716
00:52:21,779 --> 00:52:24,180
Here.
Applause.

717
00:52:30,139 --> 00:52:32,539
Is your old woman so tense?

718
00:52:33,499 --> 00:52:35,379
She's nervous tomorrow.

719
00:52:35,419 --> 00:52:38,300
Why?
He only
read some poems

720
00:52:39,260 --> 00:52:40,620
They might not even meet him.

721
00:52:40,660 --> 00:52:43,139
Emma always orders
too many people

722
00:52:44,539 --> 00:52:46,300
I think Dame Evie
won't be very happy  if he doesn't get it
opportunity to read

723
00:52:46,339 --> 00:52:48,100
Dame?
He is not a fool, right?

724
00:52:48,140 --> 00:52:51,060
Yes.

725
00:52:52,499 --> 00:52:53,459
Let's dance.

726
00:53:03,820 --> 00:53:04,779


727
00:53:05,259 --> 00:53:06,220
Oh, I'm fine, thank you.

728
00:53:06,700 --> 00:53:08,620
Come on, that will make you good.

729
00:53:17,100 --> 00:53:18,539
Use your hips!

730
00:53:20,939 --> 00:53:22,859
Use your arm

731
00:53:24,779 --> 00:53:26,180
Shaking your ass  Come on!

732
00:53:27,660 --> 00:53:28,740
Come on, look at me

733
00:53:36,499 --> 00:53:37,899
Hey!

734
00:54:27,459 --> 00:54:28,660
Can you believe how hairy
is that person's back?

735
00:54:30,660 --> 00:54:33,539
It's only rented.

736
00:54:40,740 --> 00:54:42,620
Anyone who can
can afford to buy here

737
00:54:42,660 --> 00:54:44,580
definitely not
working in publishing

738
00:54:45,060 --> 00:54:46,979
How old are you?

739
00:54:54,179 --> 00:54:55,620
I'm 18 and half.

740
00:54:56,580 --> 00:54:58,499
Don't mind me asking, but why do you work for old women?

741
00:55:01,859 --> 00:55:05,220
Are there no other jobs?

742
00:55:05,260 --> 00:55:07,379
He is my grandmother.

743
00:55:07,419 --> 00:55:09,539


744
00:55:10,019 --> 00:55:13,860
cool.
Sorry, I didn't mean
to be rude about it

745
00:55:13,900 --> 00:55:15,300
No problem.

746
00:55:18,659 --> 00:55:20,539
Is this your first time?

747
00:55:20,580 --> 00:55:21,499
No.

748
00:55:33,539 --> 00:55:36,419
Sorry.
Forgive me.

749
00:55:41,220 --> 00:55:43,139
Come here, you tweet.

750
00:56:17,780 --> 00:56:22,419
Explain, please, meaning,
"He is not in his room."

751
00:56:22,459 --> 00:56:27,059
Now, the key is at the reception desk
and he doesn't answer the phone.

752
00:56:27,300 --> 00:56:29,740
Then kindly open the door!

753
00:56:29,779 --> 00:56:31,700
I'm sorry,
I'm afraid I can't do that

754
00:56:31,740 --> 00:56:34,700
We are not free
unlocking client doors
unless there is an emergency.

755
00:56:34,739 --> 00:56:37,620
And you don't call it an emergency?

756
00:56:37,660 --> 00:56:40,499
With the biggest
respect Madam, no

757
00:56:46,300 --> 00:56:47,459
You said

758
00:56:47,499 --> 00:56:48,620
What happened?

759
00:56:49,060 --> 00:56:50,580
My assistant is not in action.

760
00:56:50,620 --> 00:56:54,100
If you find it, I'll be downstairs
at La Brasserie Ecosse.
Thank you.

761
00:57:03,460 --> 00:57:05,379
Can I get something else?

762
00:57:05,419 --> 00:57:06,780
Other.

763
00:57:11,539 --> 00:57:13,900
Hello.

764
00:57:13,940 --> 00:57:16,060
I made tea for you.
Do you take sugar?

765
00:57:16,100 --> 00:57:17,060
No.

766
00:57:17,100 --> 00:57:20,419
It's okay, I won't eat you

767
00:57:20,459 --> 00:57:23,340
I don't have to be
anywhere until after lunch

768
00:57:23,819 --> 00:57:26,180
How about you?
Do you like
staying in for a little?

769
00:57:30,819 --> 00:57:32,259
I assume it's not, then.

770
00:57:32,299 --> 00:57:34,100
It's 11:30!
-So?

771
00:57:34,140 --> 00:57:35,580
I promised Evie
Until 11:00.

772
00:57:35,620 --> 00:57:38,219
He can go alone, right?
-He won't continue without me.

773
00:57:38,259 --> 00:57:39,820
you're kidding right?
-He means that.

774
00:57:39,859 --> 00:57:42,539
I have to be there before he goes
on, or he doesn't remember the line.

775
00:57:42,580 --> 00:57:44,060
Ben, he reads from a book.

776
00:57:44,539 --> 00:57:47,140
It makes no difference.
She's really desperate
unless I'm in the same room

777
00:57:47,579 --> 00:57:49,339
Isn't that a bit strange?

778
00:57:49,379 --> 00:57:53,660
She's not weird.
He is just nervous.

779
00:57:53,700 --> 00:57:55,939
Relax.
He has you.

780
00:57:56,420 --> 00:57:59,340
No, he doesn't.
I promised him I would be there.

781
00:57:59,379 --> 00:58:02,259
After you make an appointment,
You must save it.

782
00:58:05,019 --> 00:58:06,059
I'm sorry.

783
00:58:07,740 --> 00:58:08,700
Ben.

784
00:58:08,740 --> 00:58:09,659
Yes?

785
00:58:10,620 --> 00:58:12,539
You are a beautiful man  Thank you.
And thank you for having me.

786
00:58:13,700 --> 00:58:17,020
Stop on an airplane.
I need to drink.

787
00:58:26,220 --> 00:58:28,739
Miss Walton? Emma Pagent, Vintage Press.

788
00:58:52,499 --> 00:58:55,819
For a moment there, I thought
we lost you to Scotland.

789
00:58:55,859 --> 00:58:58,099
Women and men,

790
00:59:14,940 --> 00:59:16,580
Vintage Press, together with
with Eternal Spring,

791
00:59:16,620 --> 00:59:19,620
Exfoliating cream is soft
peeling for years,

792
00:59:19,660 --> 00:59:22,620
very happy
welcome Miss Eve Walton

793
00:59:22,660 --> 00:59:27,539
I thought I would do it
starting today's recital

794
00:59:32,820 --> 00:59:38,140
by reading William
Shakespeare sonnet number 29,

795
00:59:38,179 --> 00:59:43,180
"When on Disgrace with Fortune."

796
00:59:43,220 --> 00:59:45,859
Sorry.
Excuse me.

797
00:59:48,060 --> 00:59:50,299


798
00:59:50,979 --> 00:59:52,019
Sorry.

799
01:00:00,340 --> 01:00:02,739
Presbyterian
Hall from Market Street?

800
01:00:02,780 --> 01:00:04,660
Straight, second
on the right.

801
01:00:06,580 --> 01:00:08,420
I'm sorry.
It looks like I have...

802
01:00:10,620 --> 01:00:13,380
Yes, right.
I know that with my heart.

803
01:00:17,060 --> 01:00:20,419
"When indisgrace
with luck and man's eyes

804
01:00:20,460 --> 01:00:23,780
" I'm alone
beweep my wild country

805
01:00:25,220 --> 01:00:29,060
"And the problem of deaf heaven
with my relentless crying " And look at myself

806
01:00:30,499 --> 01:00:31,940
"And..."

807
01:00:39,939 --> 01:00:40,939
Sorry, sorry
I know the others.

808
01:00:44,300 --> 01:00:47,700
"Flo, Flo

809
01:00:52,019 --> 01:00:53,420
" I love you so much

810
01:00:54,900 --> 01:00:56,299
"I love you on your nightie

811
01:00:57,740 --> 01:01:00,140
" When the moonlight
wilted in your breasts

812
01:01:02,059 --> 01:01:04,939


813
01:01:06,819 --> 01:01:08,660
"Oh, Jesus Christ the Almighty"

814
01:01:11,299 --> 01:01:14,019
I'm sorry.
Not me
know what happened

815
01:01:16,419 --> 01:01:19,259
Ben?
Ben, where are you

816
01:01:19,859 --> 01:01:20,900
Where are you, ben

817
01:01:25,219 --> 01:01:26,660
It's okay, I'm here.

818
01:01:27,620 --> 01:01:28,580
Where are you?

819
01:01:29,540 --> 01:01:30,500
I was appointed.

820
01:01:30,979 --> 01:01:32,419
You promised me.

821
01:01:32,460 --> 01:01:34,300
I'm sorry.

822
01:01:34,339 --> 01:01:35,780
Take me out of here.
Well.

823
01:01:46,060 --> 01:01:47,460
Where are we?

824
01:01:47,499 --> 01:01:48,940
On the way to Cheltenham.

825
01:01:50,859 --> 01:01:52,260
Cheltenham?

826
01:01:52,299 --> 01:01:53,740
There are other festivals there.

827
01:01:54,739 --> 01:01:58,019
But I don't want to go to another festival  Everything is sorted
I talked to the woman, Emma What's-it,

828
01:01:58,059 --> 01:02:00,700


829
01:02:00,739 --> 01:02:03,419
and explain to him
You only have one week to live.

830
01:02:03,460 --> 01:02:06,260
He is really good about it.
He ordered you a slot

831
01:02:06,300 --> 01:02:09,060
at Cheltenham
Literary Festival with Martin Amis.

832
01:02:09,100 --> 01:02:10,540
What are you talking about?

833
01:02:10,580 --> 01:02:15,220
I say to him
You are unfair
some cheap soap stars from the 80s.

834
01:02:15,259 --> 01:02:16,819
You deserve a better ending.

835
01:02:16,859 --> 01:02:19,299
Cheltenham
Literary Festival with Martin Amis?

836
01:02:19,340 --> 01:02:22,339
Jesus Christ!
Rotate the car
immediately and take me home

837
01:02:22,699 --> 01:02:23,659
No.

838
01:02:23,700 --> 01:02:24,739
What did you say?

839
01:02:25,220 --> 01:02:26,580
When a woman says
she doesn't want to continue,

840
01:02:26,859 --> 01:02:29,059
That doesn't mean he
doesn't want to continue

841
01:02:29,100 --> 01:02:31,260
Dude, let me
make myself clear enough  Under any circumstances
do I give a recital again

842
01:02:31,300 --> 01:02:34,179
I have embarrassed myself
is enough.

843
01:02:34,220 --> 01:02:36,420
Now all I want to do is
go home and close the door.

844
01:02:36,459 --> 01:02:38,620
You have to get back on the horse.

845
01:02:39,100 --> 01:02:40,540
What?
What are you up to?

846
01:02:40,580 --> 01:02:42,419
God wants you to do one more thing
performance before you die

847
01:02:42,459 --> 01:02:45,100
Stop the car.

848
01:02:45,139 --> 01:02:46,100
You're upset
You lost your courage.

849
01:02:46,139 --> 01:02:47,660
Next time, I will go
through the piece with you...

850
01:02:47,699 --> 01:02:49,700
Stop the bloody car!

851
01:02:49,740 --> 01:02:52,500
I will not be intimidated, even by an emotional handicap.

852
01:02:59,620 --> 01:03:02,500


853
01:03:02,539 --> 01:03:04,419
I will not be back.
Then I will walk.

854
01:03:04,460 --> 01:03:05,859
You can't.
You are dying  I'm not dying  You don't have to be afraid of death.

855
01:03:05,899 --> 01:03:07,300
I'm not dying  God hugs everyone who believes in him,

856
01:03:07,780 --> 01:03:09,059
because they will have eternal life.

857
01:03:09,100 --> 01:03:11,019
I'm not dying
I succeeded!

858
01:03:11,060 --> 01:03:13,339
I forgive you.

859
01:03:13,380 --> 01:03:15,659
Oh, don't be too cocky.

860
01:03:15,700 --> 01:03:20,820
I made a tit from myself.
I'll go home.
End of story.

861
01:03:26,060 --> 01:03:27,499
Evie.

862
01:03:27,539 --> 01:03:30,299
Evie, where do you think you will go

863
01:03:30,340 --> 01:03:33,740
Evie, stop.
You enter
in the middle of nowhere

864
01:03:35,179 --> 01:03:36,100


865
01:03:42,220 --> 01:03:44,620


866
01:03:45,620 --> 01:03:49,339


867
01:03:49,380 --> 01:03:53,060
Then I will hold tight
edge of a place

868
01:03:53,099 --> 01:03:56,580
Evie, please
You deserve too much
Let yourself go

869
01:03:56,620 --> 01:03:57,499
Get out of here.

870
01:03:57,540 --> 01:03:59,219
You know I'm right.
You cannot deny it.

871
01:03:59,219 --> 01:04:00,819
God gave you
talent for a reason

872
01:04:00,860 --> 01:04:04,699
There is no God,
You are a little crying hopeless.

873
01:04:04,740 --> 01:04:06,179
God also forgives you for that.

874
01:04:06,740 --> 01:04:09,620
Let's get it
the obvious thing, boy.

875
01:04:10,100 --> 01:04:12,739
I am forgiving, not God.

876
01:04:13,219 --> 01:04:14,539
That's a terrible thing to say.

877
01:04:14,579 --> 01:04:16,460
Oh, don't get biblical to me,
you fart fart

878
01:04:16,499 --> 01:04:18,100
You never read
Bloody thing.

879
01:04:18,139 --> 01:04:20,339
I read my Bible every night!
Liar!

880
01:04:20,380 --> 01:04:22,540
liar?
You say I'm a liar?

881
01:04:22,580 --> 01:04:24,980
I have never met anyone
who has been lying very much in my life.

882
01:04:25,019 --> 01:04:26,299
You make a whole
out of thin air

883
01:04:26,779 --> 01:04:28,420
You said you would be there
11:00 and you didn't!

884
01:04:28,459 --> 01:04:30,060
You make a conversation.
You make money.

885
01:04:30,099 --> 01:04:32,499
One time I really needed you
and you disappointed me!

886
01:04:32,539 --> 01:04:34,380
One time1

887
01:04:34,419 --> 01:04:36,740
You are with anyone
That is very important

888
01:04:36,779 --> 01:04:39,140
You can't even be bothered to appear?

889
01:04:40,099 --> 01:04:41,059
Who is that?

890
01:04:45,740 --> 01:04:46,659
Bryony.

891
01:05:16,219 --> 01:05:17,179
Take me home.

892
01:05:18,620 --> 01:05:21,019
We can search for
campsites on the road

893
01:05:24,780 --> 01:05:26,299
I'm sorry.

894
01:06:30,300 --> 01:06:31,700
Come and see.

895
01:07:00,940 --> 01:07:02,300
Evie?

896
01:07:02,700 --> 01:07:04,699
Mmm?

897
01:07:05,179 --> 01:07:07,539
Do you know the picture?
I found it on your desk

898
01:07:10,460 --> 01:07:12,379
Is that your baby?

899
01:07:18,300 --> 01:07:19,699
What happened?

900
01:07:23,099 --> 01:07:25,499
He died of meningitis
When he was two years old.

901
01:07:28,860 --> 01:07:30,779
What's the name

902
01:07:33,180 --> 01:07:37,019
Thomas Oliver Walton.
Tom.

903
01:07:41,340 --> 01:07:44,660
He has a certain way of speaking  When he is proud of something,
he often loses words.

904
01:07:44,699 --> 01:07:48,060
As before when we were
trying to ride the bus

905
01:07:49,500 --> 01:07:52,379
He held my hand,
shouted, "I ran."

906
01:07:52,420 --> 01:07:55,260
Life is confusing.

907
01:08:02,060 --> 01:08:03,499


908
01:08:05,899 --> 01:08:09,740
Just when we think everything is over,
It throws this view at us

909
01:08:11,179 --> 01:08:13,100
and we don't know where we are.

910
01:09:24,220 --> 01:09:25,619
Should I bring things?

911
01:09:25,659 --> 01:09:27,579
Tomorrow.
I will rest now.

912
01:09:34,300 --> 01:09:38,619
I tricked you to go all
That way, and you don't want to leave.

913
01:09:40,060 --> 01:09:41,459
I'm sorry.

914
01:09:41,500 --> 01:09:43,419
I have a brilliant time, really.

915
01:09:46,300 --> 01:09:47,699
Tomorrow, then.

916
01:10:13,900 --> 01:10:17,779
You don't need to tell me
what happened.
I already know

917
01:10:19,699 --> 01:10:22,620
Some bad people,
and that's all there is to it.

918
01:10:23,099 --> 01:10:24,220
He is not evil.

919
01:10:24,260 --> 01:10:25,379
She's an actress!

920
01:10:28,659 --> 01:10:30,539
I think that's enough to say.

921
01:10:32,779 --> 01:10:35,060
Of course, I blame myself

922
01:10:35,100 --> 01:10:38,539
to suggest that we try and do something for Mr. Fincham.

923
01:10:38,579 --> 01:10:40,460
This is my thank you.

924
01:10:42,380 --> 01:10:45,940
My child uses drugs, may be misused.

925
01:10:45,980 --> 01:10:48,980
I am not misused.
I have a very good time.

926
01:10:49,539 --> 01:10:51,459
When you go with the actress,

927
01:10:52,860 --> 01:10:56,220
You left the house of God.

928
01:10:56,259 --> 01:10:59,619
While there is a breath in my body,
You will not leave it again.

929
01:10:59,659 --> 01:11:01,980
Look at me when
I talk to you!

930
01:11:06,779 --> 01:11:09,659
He needs me.
He is my friend.

931
01:11:15,659 --> 01:11:17,499
I will never
betray you, Ben.

932
01:11:19,940 --> 01:11:23,779
Don't betray me
Don't be a traitor.

933
01:11:48,060 --> 01:11:52,379
You may have noticed it
that Mr. Fincham started
dressing in my clothes

934
01:11:53,820 --> 01:11:56,020
We must assume that
This is part of his recovery.

935
01:12:13,739 --> 01:12:17,140
Evie, it's me, Ben.
I can't do it today.

936
01:12:17,619 --> 01:12:22,419
My mother... anyway, I'll try
and get there tomorrow

937
01:12:22,460 --> 01:12:24,300
Ben.
I have to go now.

938
01:12:24,820 --> 01:12:26,299
Swaying.

939
01:12:26,340 --> 01:12:28,220
* City to city

940
01:12:28,259 --> 01:12:29,219
* Broadcast to every house,
they drop your name

941
01:12:29,699 --> 01:12:30,659
Swaying.

942
01:12:31,739 --> 01:12:36,060
* But nobody knows your face  * Billboards quote items
You will never say it

943
01:12:36,539 --> 01:12:40,020
* You hang your head and pray

944
01:12:40,500 --> 01:12:43,940
* For Jesusland

945
01:12:44,860 --> 01:12:51,339


946
01:12:53,820 --> 01:12:56,619
* Jesusland *

947
01:12:56,659 --> 01:12:57,659
Get off.

948
01:12:58,140 --> 01:13:01,820
And one, two, three, up.

949
01:13:12,779 --> 01:13:15,619
Hello.
Can I help you?

950
01:13:16,180 --> 01:13:18,419
How are you?
I am Dame Eve Walton.

951
01:13:19,739 --> 01:13:23,100
I want to know
if Ben comes in, just by chance.

952
01:13:24,420 --> 01:13:25,820
I'm afraid he's outside.

953
01:13:26,620 --> 01:13:28,499
Oh, I'm sorry.

954
01:13:28,539 --> 01:13:30,420
Do you mind
tell him I'm calling?

955
01:13:30,980 --> 01:13:34,340
Only he left the message,
but I haven't heard from him.

956
01:13:35,259 --> 01:13:37,539
I'm sorry.

957
01:13:37,579 --> 01:13:40,019
He doesn't have the desire to work for you anymore  I see.
Why did he say?

958
01:13:42,980 --> 01:13:47,380
He was found
something more appropriate

959
01:13:47,419 --> 01:13:49,699
More right?

960
01:13:50,579 --> 01:13:52,020


961
01:13:54,379 --> 01:13:55,820
Is that all?

962
01:13:56,300 --> 01:13:59,259
Yes.
Forgive me.
Yes.

963
01:14:01,659 --> 01:14:04,340
Please give him
my best hope

964
01:14:06,499 --> 01:14:08,739
Thank you very much for the call
Goodbye.

965
01:14:27,979 --> 01:14:30,539
Ben, what will I do without you?

966
01:14:46,899 --> 01:14:49,779
First place, please.
As soon as possible.
As soon as possible.

967
01:14:54,579 --> 01:14:58,380
Look at them.
I want to see
Dame Evie does better.

968
01:14:58,419 --> 01:15:02,259
The way he looks, I will say
lucky to get a soap opera.

969
01:15:02,300 --> 01:15:05,179
What do you mean?
You have never met him

970
01:15:31,980 --> 01:15:35,060
when suddenly,

971
01:15:35,099 --> 01:15:40,099
Jesus Christ, the child of God,
came walking toward them.

972
01:15:41,100 --> 01:15:43,019
We are hungry.
... they cry.

973
01:15:43,060 --> 01:15:45,380
Where can we get food?

974
01:16:02,299 --> 01:16:03,300
Ben?

975
01:16:07,299 --> 01:16:11,260
* Well, Jesus is a man
who travels by land

976
01:16:11,299 --> 01:16:13,420
A hardworking and brave man

977
01:16:13,459 --> 01:16:15,579
* Well, he said to rich people

978
01:16:16,060 --> 01:16:17,900
* Now
give your money to the poor

979
01:16:17,940 --> 01:16:20,500
So they lay down
Jesus Christ in his tomb  Hah-le, hallelujah

980
01:16:21,459 --> 01:16:25,180
Hah-le, hallelujah

981
01:16:25,659 --> 01:16:28,860
Hah-le, hallelujah

982
01:16:28,900 --> 01:16:32,059
They lie down
Jesus Christ is his tomb  Hah-le, hallelujah

983
01:16:32,100 --> 01:16:35,739
They lay
Jesus Christ in his tomb  Evie?
This is me, Ben.

984
01:16:35,779 --> 01:16:39,060


985
01:16:39,100 --> 01:16:43,820


986
01:16:46,779 --> 01:16:50,060


987
01:16:50,100 --> 01:16:54,459
I only have a few minutes.
I'm playing in the church hall.

988
01:16:54,499 --> 01:16:57,779
I just want you to know,
Mother never told me that you called.

989
01:16:59,459 --> 01:17:04,540
Evie, I know you were there.
Please answer the door.

990
01:17:07,580 --> 01:17:11,300
Evie, I need to talk to you.

991
01:17:11,339 --> 01:17:14,699
I just left because
I was afraid of what my mother would do.

992
01:17:16,140 --> 01:17:20,259
Evie!
I need you!
You are my best friend  Don't make me go back there,
isn't like this.

993
01:17:20,300 --> 01:17:24,419
Evie?

994
01:17:28,739 --> 01:17:29,699
You're stupid cow

995
01:17:40,659 --> 01:17:42,140
Wait, honey
Hell bloody

996
01:17:44,539 --> 01:17:47,020
I'm coming!
Wait a minute.

997
01:17:52,940 --> 01:17:55,900
Don't give up
I'm on my way!

998
01:17:57,820 --> 01:17:59,860


999
01:18:00,900 --> 01:18:01,860
Taxi!

1000
01:18:04,260 --> 01:18:06,659
Saint Luke's Church Hall, Finchley.

1001
01:18:07,860 --> 01:18:12,900
And now, as the last chapter
of our story unfolds,

1002
01:18:12,940 --> 01:18:15,379
we see the angel of God

1003
01:18:15,419 --> 01:18:19,739
surrounds the rock that stretches
in the mouth of the cave

1004
01:18:19,779 --> 01:18:22,979
in preparation for the biggest
miracle of all,

1005
01:18:30,659 --> 01:18:32,820
Christ's Resurrection  How much is it, honey?

1006
01:19:02,300 --> 01:19:03,379
Then, like heavy stones
slips to one side,

1007
01:19:11,059 --> 01:19:15,659
Christ steps into the light
and God the Father cries...

1008
01:50:55,099 --> 01:19:20,099
Dirt.

1009
01:19:23,779 --> 01:19:24,979
God as a woman.
It's very beautiful.

1010
01:19:26,499 --> 01:19:29,300
Thank you.

1011
01:19:32,579 --> 01:19:34,099
Thank you.
Thank you very much.

1012
01:19:37,980 --> 01:19:39,500
Oh, thank you.

1013
01:19:39,900 --> 01:19:41,460


1014
01:19:42,539 --> 01:19:43,980
You are too good.

1015
01:19:45,419 --> 01:19:47,619
Start the finale!
Hereafter
Go!

1016
01:19:49,940 --> 01:19:53,820
My friends, my friends!

1017
01:19:53,860 --> 01:19:59,699
It's time to arrive
for God's children
to say goodbye

1018
01:19:59,739 --> 01:20:03,020
Summer rentals
All dates are too short  and leaves on the tree,
they stir.

1019
01:20:03,060 --> 01:20:07,900
Yes, God!

1020
01:20:07,940 --> 01:20:08,860
Yes, God!

1021
01:20:09,259 --> 01:20:10,019
Yes, God!

1022
01:20:10,339 --> 01:20:11,299
If it is disgraced by luck
and men's eyes,

1023
01:20:11,339 --> 01:20:14,499
lift yourself
and scream into the sky,

1024
01:20:14,540 --> 01:20:19,339
"No, no, no
want to be a tree no more!

1025
01:20:19,379 --> 01:20:24,139
" No... "

1026
01:20:24,180 --> 01:20:25,060
No!

1027
01:20:25,619 --> 01:20:26,180
"... I will be a man. "

1028
01:20:26,219 --> 01:20:29,539
Good news, God!

1029
01:20:29,579 --> 01:20:30,900


1030
01:20:30,940 --> 01:20:33,060
Yes, brother.
Not good news

1031
01:20:33,619 --> 01:20:36,140
Oh, God, good news!

1032
01:20:36,180 --> 01:20:38,460
Yes yes.

1033
01:20:40,940 --> 01:20:44,300
There are no roots to dig
I am on the ground!

1034
01:20:45,499 --> 01:20:49,300
There is no branch
to capture my crown!

1035
01:20:50,779 --> 01:20:55,380
I am a human child,

1036
01:20:55,420 --> 01:20:58,819
no one is holding me back!

1037
01:21:02,380 --> 01:21:03,860
Thank you for coming.

1038
01:21:03,900 --> 01:21:06,260
You are stuck by me,
I will accompany you  Thank you, thank you.
Hallelujah!
Don't touch my shirt  Stop him
What do you want me to do?

1039
01:21:06,300 --> 01:21:09,860
For God's sake!

1040
01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:11,940
Thank you, thank you.
No, there is no signature.
Thank you.

1041
01:21:11,979 --> 01:21:13,020
Ben Marshall,
back here at once

1042
01:21:13,059 --> 01:21:15,619


1043
01:21:24,379 --> 01:21:26,739


1044
01:21:34,419 --> 01:21:35,379
Time to go home.

1045
01:21:38,020 --> 01:21:39,020
Ben Ben?

1046
01:21:39,059 --> 01:21:40,739
I'm not Ben-Benmu.

1047
01:21:40,779 --> 01:21:42,060
Don't be silly, my dear.

1048
01:21:42,099 --> 01:21:43,699
And I'm not your love  Ben, stop now, please.

1049
01:21:43,739 --> 01:21:45,300
No, I will not stop.

1050
01:21:45,340 --> 01:21:47,060
I will continue and continue
until everyone knows  what does it feel like
to live in your life

1051
01:21:47,260 --> 01:21:48,940
Ben.
"Be good, alright."

1052
01:21:48,980 --> 01:21:50,619
And all the time is bleeding,
You drive around
in the car Dad has sex...

1053
01:21:50,659 --> 01:21:52,620
Ben!

1054
01:21:52,659 --> 01:21:55,340
Mr. Fincham?

1055
01:21:55,379 --> 01:21:56,820
Laura, honey!

1056
01:22:00,539 --> 01:22:01,900
Dear Ben, I hope when you
read this letter,

1057
01:22:03,060 --> 01:22:04,779


1058
01:22:14,539 --> 01:22:17,539


1059
01:22:18,020 --> 01:22:21,379
your mother found herself
on the road to recovery

1060
01:22:21,420 --> 01:22:22,779
Under these circumstances,

1061
01:22:22,820 --> 01:22:27,659
I understand enough that
You will feel inappropriate
to work for me again

1062
01:22:27,699 --> 01:22:30,539
Besides,
you are yours now

1063
01:22:33,060 --> 01:22:38,060
Remember, however strange everything is,
is just the end  The end is up to you.

1064
01:22:39,020 --> 01:22:40,900
Namely,
I leave you with this quote,

1065
01:22:40,940 --> 01:22:43,779
written by my best friend
William Shakespeare:

1066
01:22:43,820 --> 01:22:47,459
"When bullshit hits a fan,
gets a tent
"

1067
01:22:49,380 --> 01:22:53,219
Ben.
Come on, talk to me.

1068
01:22:53,699 --> 01:22:56,739
How are you?

1069
01:23:00,499 --> 01:23:02,940
The doctor said
the only reason I survived

1070
01:23:02,980 --> 01:23:07,020


1071
01:23:07,060 --> 01:23:09,140
is because I drive an economy car.

1072
01:23:10,980 --> 01:23:14,779
God really is a thrifty friend.

1073
01:23:14,820 --> 01:23:16,580
Mother, please

1074
01:23:16,619 --> 01:23:19,020
There is something
again I need to tell you

1075
01:23:22,579 --> 01:23:24,860
Your father and I have spoken.

1076
01:23:28,139 --> 01:23:30,860
I have prayed to God, and I heard it.

1077
01:23:31,619 --> 01:23:33,899
He told me to divorce.

1078
01:23:37,539 --> 01:23:38,540
Ben?

1079
01:23:40,940 --> 01:23:41,779
Hiya.

1080
01:23:43,139 --> 01:23:44,339
Hi.

1081
01:23:44,379 --> 01:23:46,659
I'm next in the prayer chain.

1082
01:23:48,739 --> 01:23:50,659
Are you okay, Ben?

1083
01:23:50,699 --> 01:23:51,619
Good.

1084
01:23:54,300 --> 01:23:57,100
We all know about your mother and Peter.

1085
01:23:58,820 --> 01:24:00,739
If it's God's will...

1086
01:24:03,299 --> 01:24:06,220
You're very angry, aren't you?

1087
01:24:06,260 --> 01:24:10,060
Don't
You are still a gift from God.

1088
01:24:11,459 --> 01:24:14,579
Every day God gives us gifts.

1089
01:24:14,619 --> 01:24:17,739
That's why we call it now.

1090
01:24:18,699 --> 01:24:20,100
Fuck, Sarah.

1091
01:24:20,500 --> 01:24:24,699
What did you say?
-I said 'Fuck off'.

1092
01:24:43,359 --> 01:24:44,320
Ben?

1093
01:24:46,199 --> 01:24:47,680
What are you doing?

1094
01:24:49,679 --> 01:24:51,199
You see your mother  Peter takes him to
Cornwall to recover.

1095
01:24:51,679 --> 01:24:54,520
He said
should visit them sometime

1096
01:24:56,920 --> 01:24:59,080
I think it's better this way.

1097
01:25:04,879 --> 01:25:06,199
How can you say that?

1098
01:25:06,240 --> 01:25:08,159
You are my father
You mean
to stand alone
You should have divorced him!

1099
01:25:11,600 --> 01:25:15,080
You should have told him
for good bleeding to piss off.

1100
01:25:15,119 --> 01:25:18,240
I am the one who asked for divorce

1101
01:25:21,120 --> 01:25:23,399


1102
01:25:26,280 --> 01:25:30,200
Ben, I know this ha
For you to understand,

1103
01:25:30,239 --> 01:25:33,560
but when I make my vow for you
Mother, I mean what I say,

1104
01:25:33,599 --> 01:25:37,799
and even though it might seem like a little
, I've tried
to be correct for my words

1105
01:25:39,599 --> 01:25:43,599
You should have talked to me.
I certainly understand.

1106
01:25:43,639 --> 01:25:47,639
I am a poet.
I understand the power of words.

1107
01:25:49,000 --> 01:25:49,960
Yes.

1108
01:26:13,399 --> 01:26:15,320
I think I can move
here for a while

1109
01:26:15,639 --> 01:26:17,920
Good idea.
Get a little space.

1110
01:26:20,679 --> 01:26:22,920
You know, this is a while
because I've camped

1111
01:26:22,960 --> 01:26:25,399
Daddy?

1112
01:26:25,440 --> 01:26:28,679
I see skylark in Scotland.

1113
01:26:28,719 --> 01:26:32,679
Very?
You know, I never saw one
Did it sing?

1114
01:26:32,719 --> 01:26:34,200
As you say.

1115
01:26:34,679 --> 01:26:36,119
Great.

1116
01:26:36,599 --> 01:26:38,040
In the past.

1117
01:26:44,320 --> 01:26:48,160
I love you, Ben.
Very much.

1118
01:26:50,639 --> 01:26:52,559
I love you too, Father.

1119
01:26:54,519 --> 01:26:57,799
Yes.
Well.
Yes, that's good.

1120
01:27:07,479 --> 01:27:09,639
Your explosion
Oh, for the sake of good...

1121
01:27:10,680 --> 01:27:11,639
Come on!

1122
01:27:13,080 --> 01:27:15,240
You little bastard, cut it!

1123
01:27:18,280 --> 01:27:19,240
Ben!

1124
01:27:20,719 --> 01:27:23,080
I'm not sure I will see you again  I'm already a little busy.

1125
01:27:23,119 --> 01:27:25,000
Good.

1126
01:27:25,040 --> 01:27:27,359
I can't stay
I'm on my lunch break.
I have a job at a bookstore.

1127
01:27:27,400 --> 01:27:31,639
Books.
Very apropos

1128
01:27:31,680 --> 01:27:34,799


1129
01:27:34,839 --> 01:27:37,479
I live alone now,
in the Park.

1130
01:27:38,479 --> 01:27:41,040
Very good
And your parents?

1131
01:27:41,799 --> 01:27:43,120
They are my parents.

1132
01:27:43,160 --> 01:27:44,160
Yes.

1133
01:27:47,519 --> 01:27:49,920
So, is there a plan?

1134
01:27:51,839 --> 01:27:53,280
I'm thinking of going to college.

1135
01:27:53,320 --> 01:27:54,719
Where?
-Edinburgh.

1136
01:27:55,280 --> 01:27:56,440
To learn...

1137
01:27:56,479 --> 01:27:57,599
England.

1138
01:27:57,639 --> 01:27:59,840
England!
Good choice.

1139
01:28:01,360 --> 01:28:02,799
I wrote something to you  I am still experimenting
with free verse  Free verse

1140
01:28:04,240 --> 01:28:06,079
Ah.

1141
01:28:06,920 --> 01:28:08,359
"Some mysteries
I will never understand

1142
01:28:09,319 --> 01:28:10,280
" The way the Earth
revolves around the sun

1143
01:28:11,279 --> 01:28:14,000
"three minutes
short every day

1144
01:28:14,040 --> 01:28:16,759
" Or the way the dead go

1145
01:28:16,799 --> 01:28:19,119


1146
01:28:19,160 --> 01:28:21,160


1147
01:28:21,200 --> 01:28:24,160
"Like putting the phone
or turning the corner

1148
01:28:24,759 --> 01:28:26,319
" The future

1149
01:28:26,759 --> 01:28:28,080
"That's another bullshit

1150
01:28:29,599 --> 01:28:32,960
" We never know what we've never known  "Except whoever you are
and whoever I am " You have succeeded in becoming me "

1151
01:28:33,000 --> 01:28:36,319
This is not Shakespeare.

1152
01:28:36,879 --> 01:28:39,359
No, dear, but it's beautiful,
and that's you

1153
01:28:41,280 --> 01:28:42,759
Goodbye if so.

1154
01:28:42,799 --> 01:28:47,639
Goodbye, Ben.  * God, God never changes

1155
01:28:54,400 --> 01:28:55,839
* He is God, and will always be like that

1156
01:28:59,200 --> 01:29:00,520
* God is in the pulpit

1157
01:31:01,000 --> 01:31:06,759
* God descends to the door

1158
01:31:06,799 --> 01:31:12,520
= = * God is at the corner of amen

1159
01:31:12,559 --> 01:31:15,360


1160
01:31:15,399 --> 01:31:18,520


1161
01:31:18,559 --> 01:31:22,479


1162
01:31:22,520 --> 01:31:26,440
God on the whole floor  * God, God never changes  * He is God, and will always be like that

1163
01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:32,679
* God speaks to the mountain

1164
01:31:33,160 --> 01:31:38,920
* He said how great I am  * He saw me
wake up this morning

1165
01:31:39,400 --> 01:31:42,040
* And skip like a lamb

1166
01:31:42,080 --> 01:31:44,639
* God, God never changes  * He is God and always will be

1167
01:31:44,679 --> 01:31:48,040
* I am in the middle of the ocean

1168
01:31:48,080 --> 01:31:53,320
* Above the old oak tree

1169
01:31:54,280 --> 01:31:59,080
* Everywhere I look

1170
01:31:59,559 --> 01:32:04,839
* for me  * God, God never changes  * He is God, and always will be

1171
01:32:23,560 --> 01:32:26,440


1172
01:32:26,480 --> 01:32:29,320


1173
01:32:29,359 --> 01:32:33,400


1174
01:32:37,519 --> 01:32:40,839


1175
01:32:41,319 --> 01:32:47,080


1176
01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:52,839


1177
01:32:52,879 --> 01:32:58,399
* God, God never changes  * He is God, and will always be like that

1178
01:32:58,440 --> 01:33:03,879
* God, God never changes  * He is God and always will be

1179
01:33:04,839 --> 01:33:10,080
And always going to

1180
01:33:10,119 --> 01:33:15,359
And always going to

1181
01:33:16,360 --> 01:33:18,759
* God, God never changes  * He is God and always will be

1182
01:33:18,800 --> 01:33:21,120
* He is God and always will be

1183
01:33:21,160 --> 01:33:25,440
He is God
and always will *

1184
01:33:25,479 --> 01:33:29,759


1185
01:33:36,520 --> 01:33:42,280


1186
01:33:48,519 --> 01:33:55,240