Oh, God, this is fire!
Fire!
Jackhammer
On Saturdays? He must be castrated.
Saturday.
God. Oh, God, it's Saturday. Get up! Get up!
Wake up, wake up, wake up!
My sister will kill me Oh, my God, what did we do last night?
ordinary.
Collecting money for the poor Homeless children in the church bazaar.
I think the priest must have jumped Kool-Aid.
We're late!
What will I say to my sister?
Is this yours or mine?
-Oh, my God, how did that happen? -I do not know.
There are my reasons. I'm late because my breast is burning.
Come on!
Find a taxi! Taxi!
-Hey, cab! -There! Get him.
Can you go a little faster?
Fast and alive. Alive, okay?
The living part is very important in this case.
Are you okay, honey?
Oh, God, I don't care.
That's the point.
Right. Care less This feels like cherry brandy because I haven't got the prize yet.
Thank God for the car bar.
You're late!
Jasper, this is...
... bridesmaids with makeup and dresses.
Very late Like, 45 minutes.
He doesn't have a sense of humor at all, but he's really good at telling stories.
I'm very sorry.
There is a main water break and the train is stuck on Rye.
Electric objects. And only, explosion -
Gwen.
You make it impossible to love you.
Dirt!
May we attend Mr. and Mrs. Andrew Topton?
Like one
What do you think that is? beautiful marriage I do it.
Isn't that beautiful?
Yes, but no one wants to be beautiful again from marriage
They want a scandal. They want to bring home a story.
Try this
This is a party. Let's have fun With that, for God's sake.
God!
-What happened? -You--!
Maybe crank it up a little? Celebrating everything.
There's a woman's room right there
Calm down, buddy!
Oh sorry.
Don't worry I will replace it.
I'll be back soon.
Hey, miss! Hey, miss, what are you doing?
Cake shop Cake shop Cake shop
This is Helga. What city?
Yes, Bedford.
Delicatessen
Lady, if I know her name, I won't call you, okay?
God!
This is perfect.
All right, everything Now, circle it.
That's it.
Come on.
Together, we are better!
We are better together!
There are no drugs The judge really messed me up.
Good morning!
I should have chosen rehab in the city.
People sing.
-What do they do? -They sing.
They thought I was singing, they had a whole 'nother' coming.
That can be worse. Can be a prison.
Oh, is that worse?
You have never heard of being raped with a plunger in rehab.
Because they cover it.
That's not funny!
Excuse me. Talks.
There are no cellphones
Gwen C., I'm Betty. Follow me.
We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton.
Oh, glass. If I slit my wrist. I see.
Eyelash curler.
What will I do with it? Stab yourself? Curl my tongue to death?
When you pass my things, Come see...
... what did Betty get in her drawer
God. Betty has locked the drawer.
What? This is for my back pain.
These things will be returned to you when you check out.
Except Vickodin, which will turn red.
Smile!
This is "Vicodin."
There are no calls, except when posted phone time and only 10 minutes.
There is no brotherhood. That is romance and / or sex between patients.
Oh, and we sing here. Don't be delayed by him.
Some people prefer it for Prayer Serenity.
I will be your friend
I will help you continue
The font won't be long
Until I need someone--
Your room
You are responsible for keeping it clean.
Andrea, this is Gwen.
Finish him in -Do you watch Santa Cruz? -Sorry?
Santa Cruz This is my soap.
They only let us watch TV at night, so I've spent the past two weeks.
Hey, an intellectual.
Like what you did to get you here is real brain food.
Person Parker House, this is Gwen. Gwen, this is everyone.
Hello, Gwen
I'm thinking booze.
Cocaine.
Painkillers
-This is not a fun game. -Well?
What?
What is the medicine of your choice?
Alcohol, cocaine, Percodan, heroin, glue?
I have to choose it?
Medicine for your gateway What did you go for first.
I think I'm drinking
Yes. Come to Papa.
Give them up. I know people, admit that.
Get your thumb from it
What's the problem?
Haven't you seen trach scars before?
This is a tracheostomy. This is not growth.
This is not a deformity. It's a scar. So you can stop staring at it.
Okay good. Thank you.
He doesn't look at Daniel.
No? And how do you know, homo?
You are about as responsive as Helen Keller.
If you think about it, Helen Keller is very responsive.
Shut up!
Look at him leave! Escape! Escape!
We are in heaven Now we are in the mud
We fall from the cart You should hear a thud
-I like your coat -Thank you.
-Is that a skin? -Yes.
-Not vinyl? -No.
-You believe in killing animals? -Yes.
-For clothing? -Yes.
I also.
For 28 days boring
Do not worry about Daniel.
He was only aware of himself his neck because he did it for himself.
He has an item where he pumps it Stomach so he won't get drunk.
I think he knows how, because, You know, he's a doctor. Or indeed so.
He lost his license after that he killed the patient, but...
Anyway, I guess one night when he was scratching the tube into his stomach...
... he somehow messed up and he couldn't breathe and he had to...
... poke a hole in his throat with a pen or something.
Jasper, see if you can dig some Vicodin
Gestapo found my first batch.
Illusions here-but-no-here will...
... much easier to maintain with chemical help
Love, Gwennie.
Good evening.
Chocolate. Heroin addicts.
What are you, like, 1 or what?
seventeen.
Loving this
Good evening.
Jeremiah is a bull frog
Jeremiah is a bull frog Is my best friend I never understood One word said
But I help him drink his wine And he always has Some good wine
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You girls are very nice.
And that's the most important thing.
Because if you don't have fun...
What's the use of frigging?!
God. You can save your medicine and your whiskey.
We make us have a higher power!
Yay, Lord!
"How Many Brain Cells Did I kill the night last? "
Caffeine-free coffee.
There is no caffeine. This changes the mood.
It was a pleasant time. Where are you going?
What do you mean? You must have cigarettes.
Sorry, but we are fresh.
People are addicts. They need Cigarettes like they need air.
I think that explains it, then. Gusi?
That doesn't matter...
That night he came out with him...
Look, I think we can see through.
So when he said...
... he moved it with us...
... and I can stay or go...
... I see now I have to go.
I have something...
When are you...
Do you want to do it later?
I think, yeah
Why are you--?
A few words of feeling there, or...?
-You know? - "me..."
I don't know how to explain it.
Alright. All right, alright, that's a good start
Another time. Yes, right.
So let's finish today with prayer, okay?
Let's all hold hands.
God, give me peace...
... to accept those things I can't change...
... the courage to change things I can...
... and wisdom to find out difference.
This works if you do it. It's worth it!
Alright!
Take the day Continue.
B-minus.
Hey, Gwen C.!
Your bed isn't made, your clothes are over I give you F for daily inspection and one dollar fine.
So pay.
Tell you what.
It's five dollars. I don't plan to clean all week.
Grumble.
How are you?
Good.
I don't know how much money I am in my account...
... but it's yours if I can bum cigarettes
Sure.
They're Reds.
Thank you.
It's been a long time here
Yes.
What's the problem here if someone is looking for something...
... with a little kick rather than nicotine?
Do people really get the item here, or is it...?
That happened.
How does it work? I mean, how can you get goods?
Can you get the item, or is it, like...?
If your counselor catches you using, You can get kicked out.
I don't plan to discuss it with him.
Very late.
Generally people come to rehab don't get filled
Well, I tried not to run with sir.
You are a true individual.
You are the only person who does drugs and alcohol
I mean what I said.
You were caught using, You risk being kicked out.
Fair enough. We are finished
And believe me, I will know if you use.
You're always charming
You always use humor deflecting something when you're uncomfortable?
Do you always use insight disarm your new weapon?
-What is that? -That's literature about your illness.
AA Big Book, several worksheets.
The journal I want to write every day
I think I have to do this.
You have to do better things with your time
Try listening.
This is not the last bad day You will be here
So remember, God is never upset more on us than we can handle.
Are stitches available on the pillow?
Tonight's lecture: "Are You a Slacker? Drunk, or Don't You Remember? "
You go down
My problem is, my father happened to watch Dateline...
... the night they did some _...... exhibitions
... on Park Avenue drug users...
... the night he caught me blows in the bathroom
But I have no problem. I have no health problems.
I play Ultimate Frisbee twice a week.
And I, you know, protector of art, and disease and healing and so on.
That's what I use for my money. So I like to have fun.
"Adult Children from Alcoholics" moved to 9 pm in room 8.
CoDA starts at 8pm. in B.
CA and NA meet tomorrow...
... and overeaters, sexual addicts...
Who do you need to know? to drink here?
God.
God, I love you so much.
- Are there all the celebrities? -There is no.
What? Come on.
Everyone wants from Rehab's a good brown-out star story.
Elizabeth Taylor, crying in groups about how she never felt beautiful.
Never. Not a day. Well, that's the story they want.
-I'll get you out of here -I'm not supposed to go.
You shouldn't do it Mummy's Little Helper, fine.
Wait a minute.
Okay, leave.
Be very, very quiet. I'm hiding.
Be very, very quiet.
Drunk people stagger, drunk men fall Drunk people swear and that's not all
Quite often they will urinate outside the house
Like a widow, a drunk man cries
Like children who curl up People get drunk
Like dogs, drunk desires Creeping around crawling If you go bankrupt or sweep away Eat bread or cake The drink becomes the worst whiskey The best wine
Puke, it stinks, and so it seems. The drunkard goes to extreme extremes
Not to mention Perfect straight line
Hi everyone.
So what's the problem? I go out?
It took me one day arranged your transfer I know where I want to go. This place is in town--
I didn't refer you to the care facility.
Can I go home?
No.
Where do I go?
Your sentence for 28 days during rehab or prison.
You don't think honestly I will be imprisoned, right?
For drunk driving, hitting grass jockeys Can you become a 4 year old child?
But it doesn't. It is a 4 year old grass jockey.
It's okay if it's all a big joke, But here we have rules.
And I warn you about them. Pack your bag in the morning.
No, not me. Because I didn't go to jail.
I'm not even included here.
You know, yes, I know I drink a lot.
I'm a writer, and that's what I do, we drink.
Cornell Shaw for Clancy, please.
I'm not like those people. I can control myself.
No, I will stand it.
If I want, I can. If that's what I want. I can.
I can!
Do you know what?
Forget that, Mr. Rogers, You are my two-step geek.
What do you know about me?
None. You don't know damn about me, you know that?
Always tomorrow
Leaning on me -When you are not strong -Excuse.
-I will be your friend -Excuse.
-I will help you carry-- -Excuse!
We are better together! There are no drugs Give me peace to...
-... accept things that I can't change-- -Excuse!
Have you come
No.
Hi, my name is corn ell.
I am a drug addict, alcoholic, compulsive gambler / liar.
Hi, Cornell.
For you who's new tonight...
... I know this is not your year.
If it will make you happy, I will stop drinking.
And then I say to myself:
"Tonight I will not be wasted."
And then something will happen.
Or nothing will happen.
And I will get that feeling.
And all of you know what is that feeling
When your skin screamed...
... and your hands are trembling...
... and your stomach feels like he wants to jump...
... through your throat.
And you know that if someone has a clue...
... how wrong it feels to be aware. ...
... they will not dream asking you to stay like that
They will say, "Oh, yes, . I don't know. Here.
It's okay for you. Yo do the cocaine mound.
Drink it. Have 20 drinks. Anything you need to do to feel...
... like an ordinary human...
... you do it. "
And, kid, I did it.
I drink, and I snort...
... and I drink and snort and drink and snort.
And I do today from day to day after night after night
I don't care about the consequences.
Because I know they can't half as bad as not using.
God!
And then one night something happened.
You know you are screwed up.
I'm awake.
I woke up on the sidewalk.
I don't know where I am. I can't tell you the city where I am
My head is pounding...
... and I looked down and my clothes were covered in blood.
And when I'm lying there, wonders what will happen next ...
... I heard a voice
And that said:
"Man, this is not a way of life.
This is a way to die."
Can I help you?
Eddie Boone, checked in
You can't bring a girl into care with you, Eddie.
I won't take care of it.
You really are lucky You didn't break anything
This will be soft and swollen for a while.
You have to live with pain, because I can't give anything
So take this
That's good.
Listen, take a break Hot and cold alternatives.
You know, your carpet is dirty.
I just picked it up because...
... carpet backrest is responsible for many major health problems.
That's the last thing you need here
Listen, about that prison thing...
... I can't I can't go
Not because I didn't want to go, but...
Oh, God, my hand. They just keep doing it That's not normal.
Something is wrong with my hand Well, with me.
Because what kind of person just jumped out of the window, you know?
Because he can't sit still, you know?
And alone, and, you know, in the room without...
You know, someone should be able to just to be alone, right?
You know, humans should Just be able to breathe.
I can't breathe.
And I feel that...
I think, I know that if I go to prison...
... like this, you know, I will die.
I don't want to die.
I don't like what happened here.
Wait a minute, let's try using it feeling words
I'm upset!
Okay, upset. Why?
Because it's impossible for him to be here.
Tell him.
You can't be here!
That's right. There are rules. Don't use You broke it
- I'm sorry. -Sorry, my ass
Everything you've done since you arrived here is sitting around while we all work.
Do you expect us to rejoice that they let you stay?
I didn't expect anything
Gwen, just listen. Everyone feels the words.
I don't think you give.
I don't feel it You give people.
I tried!
I don't feel good coming from you.
Should I go to another group?
Great idea. Spread your negativity further.
You know, if you really try...
... You can ruin the experience for the entire patient population.
I'm having a bad day!
I'm having the worst day of my whole life!
So if it's not too much to ask you people...
... will you just come back?
Good work. Very good work
Share well, everyone.
I'm sorry. Forgive me.
I want to talk to you about last night's incident.
I don't usually do that, but you're great
Oh God. You must be kidding me.
-What? -Love me safely.
- What are we? -Man.
Safe?
You're not one of them mother's gals suit--
What are you talking about?
I was talking about last night.
You don't remember last night I'm a little drunk on the plane.
Of course you do it.
Do you know what?
Not meaningful. Do not worry.
-We don't...? -No.
Thank God, son -
Do you know what? That's more than enough, thank you.
Nothing personal, I just made an appointment:
Nothing else ends up naked with some girls I don't know
That is a noble goal, and I hope you good luck with it
Cirrhosis is the ninth leading cause of death in the United States... ... and 45%% of the time, it is alcohol induced.
Let's look at the first slide.
This can be your heart now.
Do you have plans for dinner?
This is not a test of you and how you act in relationships.
This is called Equine Therapy.
Tennessee doesn't lie and manipulate.
He will only respond to your feelings. And your job is to clean the nails.
Is this how people become aware?
This is character-revealing. The way we approach horses...
... like the way we approach the world
We must try to match our insides with our outer parts. Become real.
Being my therapist today A very large and foul-smelling animal.
We are really synchronous.
Enter, you breathe.
It can't stink anymore if he dies.
You reach down, pinch the tendon...
... Trust yourself, and let the horse do the rest.
Who will be the first? Gwen?
-Think you might need help? -No, I'm fine
Let yourself go.
All right, Mr. Ed, just raised your stupid foot Can't force it.
-So, you don't need help? -Not. I am doing fine.
All right, look, Cornell, give me a pill...
... give me a shot, I don't know, give me a lobotomy The instant return has worked is very good for you in the past.
Take it easy and keep it simple.
I am very tired by the way You people talk.
"One day at a time." What is that?
Two, every three days is a choice?
I don't need a Romper Room bullshit I need...
What are you doing?
This is a therapeutic tool. You didn't give me a choice.
Betty, you have to arrest me new roommate He smells bad.
I don't know if he only eats beef...
... and secrete ketones from each pore -
We will return to this. I will be back.
We are in every ether's life, okay?
Gwen, did you get a sign? "Face me if I don't ask for help."
What kind of help are you looking for exactly
Okay, Traci. I want you to tell your mother:
"When you do drugs, This is what happens." Okay?
If you do drugs, you don't do it things like you used to be
Be specific, Traci. What is fun
Now, when you play games with us and do puzzles.
That was fun.
I have an idea.
Tell your mother about that picture, Darnell.
It's from me and Traci goes home late at night, and Mom isn't there.
Tell your mother how you feel when she wasn't there
Anxious.
Afraid...
Large.
Man! Not again.
I don't know Mother, wake up
I don't know Mother?
Hello, wake up!
Sad, I guess.
Loneliness.
-Hello? -No reaction.
I have an idea.
-He is fine. -He is up to you.
See you later...
Hey, hey, what do you know?
Pills and liquor must go!
Hey, hey, what are you saying?
Sober is the only way!
Good night, Eddie.
Wait for me
- Beat you! -Girls!
What?
-What is Helen, why are you here? -There is Mom?
I'll just be with you right away. Your mother has passed
Thick he is really hard and he will wake up.
This is only for a while until we find out something more permanent -Hello? -Hey, it's me. Gwen.
Well, I know the "me" one. What is that?
Let me guess. You need money.
-I don't give you money anymore. -Lil, I don't need money.
-This is different now. -I am glad to hear it.
Whatever happens to us is your relationship pleasant and friendly?
I don't know You tell me.
Listen, they make you... They have a family week.
What?
Family session
They worked with us for several days, taught us how to talk to each other...
... and then supervise actual conversations
Do you want me to come there?
They make you ask someone, be you or Aunt Helen.
So, let me get this straight.
You messed up, and then I should to drop everything in my life?
They can schedule it around what's good for you So...
No, it's just -
I'm cooking here, okay? I have people coming.
Oh, God, I'm sorry.
-I don't mean... -No, you never did it
Gwen, you never mean anything.
I have to go.
Lil, look, I'm sure this one is really fast.
This is just a table, stupid. Leave that.
No, it's a sled.
Well, I'm not a fan of all the soap operas. Only Santa Cruz
I mean, this is just an amazing show. I saw it for the first time...
... when I was hospitalized some time ago after I left my first rehab.
There is this girl on the show, Darian.
He was also hospitalized, and indeed was like I was staring at myself.
I mean, not physically, because I don't have curly hair.
This is all has happened with him.
He was really infused by his brother...
... but he obviously doesn't know
And I don't have a brother. But I have a sister.
So it's really kind of...
... an inspiration...
... for me.
And it really kind of helped me stay drunk...
... dead and alive.
Mom, everything is fine.
Hey, Andrea.
Hey, Daniel.
Want to give me one of them?
Get it yourself
Okay then.
Hey, Gary, can I bite the cig?
That's it. Hello dear. How are you?
-Christ! -Oh, my God, what is that?
None.
You're a bad thing What did they do to you?
-I feel. -Is that part of therapy?
You love dear I know, I'll take you home, honey.
-Everyone asks after you -Like who?
Like Mrs. Lefkowitz from below. Remember?
Not a speaker? -Every year, not peeping.
I was crossing the lobby yesterday, he looked at me and said:
"Thank God, you managed to get rid of the girl. She is not bad news."
-It's not funny. -Of course it's funny.
Anonymous strangers think I'm bad news, it's not funny.
Everyone I say has laughed is very difficult.
-It's great. -You need to cheer.
-I will take you away -What?
Stay away from these weird people.
I don't want to go - My God!
Here, have some cheese.
Have a roll.
No bread I'm getting fat.
-That's better with bread. -I don't want bread
I will prepare bread. just open it for me, right?
-What is your problem? -Break open the bread.
This is a ring.
Yes.
What did you propose?
Yes, me.
In rehab
No, I propose to you now. You happen to be here
Yes, but...
I don't know I mean... "Well, how does he ask?"
"He visited me in rehab and..."
So it's not moonlight on Maui.
Where are we going to get married? McSorley's Pub?
Why not? Make a good story.
I don't need a story anymore. I've already enough stories I want to live.
That's what I offer.
-What is that? -Campaign.
I took him thinking, wrong, this might be a romantic moment.
This is not how I see this all playing!
I didn't take this as often as before.
- Take what? -This.
This.
This is straight-up-and-fly right. This...
I don't know Maybe there was something wrong with me -What are they saying? -Not!
This. Do you know what? I think they are right.
They don't. You are only in a habit It happens to everyone.
No, there is a whole world of people who did everything right
They live right, they don't drink, they don't do drugs
-a bullshit. -They are happy.
They are not happy. There are no happy adult humans.
People are born.
They have limited time to think life is dandy, but then...
... inevitably, strike tragedy and they realize that life is the same as loss.
The core of the game is minimizing The pain caused by the equation.
Some people do it by having children or making money or collecting coins.
And others do it by wasting it.
Let the switch on the head change the hot light is on and the cool light is on.
No one gets hurt collecting coins.
Everyone hurts everyone. This is a human condition!
Don't let them tell you there is something wrong with you You are fine!
I'm not feeling well.
Of course not. You are in a Deliverance country surrounded by strange people.
And you are not with me.
I also don't feel well today, and I think it's because we are separated.
You are mine.
I'm yours.
I love you.
Why do you want me, Jasper? I'm messy
Maybe I like mess.
There are times when you can share...
... and you can hold hands and be on the same track.
But there is always a fork on the road at some point.
And sometimes you have to go in one part of the fork...
... and they have to go in another part of the fork.
Or on the back of the fork while you go forward.
And they are like...
Or they have a salad fork and you have a large dinner fork...
... and you have longer to go, But they're done, because that's the way it is.
They are stuck in food that they are....
Dessert fork or, like, one of them, you know...
... small crab fork, and you try to get out of the crab.
And you're here jumping to a big serving fork...
... or something like that. Or a spoon, you know.
Hey, and?
Guess what.
Goober. Are you not talking to me now
I only have five pieces.
What are you doing?
This, give it to me.
-He didn't come. -Your mother?
I waited all day for him.
I'm my hair He might have to work or something like that.
No, he just hates me. I embarrassed him.
He doesn't hate you. I will get someone -Don't say anyone! -No problem.
We have to. This is very serious.
They will take me to Psychiatry!
Please, I can't be evicted anymore.
Okay, we're not going anywhere, Alright?
Alright, come on
Why don't we go to another room?
-How do you do it? -What? That?
This is quite easy.
You only take one of them.
Tear it in half.
Just so you know, I'm not...
... try to break away or whatever.
That's just something I do sometimes.
Doesn't it hurt?
It feels better.
Then what?
Others.
Like that.
Then you try and slip it into a gap like that
Is he drunk?
I don't know Maybe.
Then you have to say no.
This is like Darian and Falcon.
She's addicted to gambling...
... and even so he really loves him...
... he must go.
Do I know these people?
From Santa Cruz.
That's more complicated for them.
They are actually stepsister, stepbrother.
But Darian doesn't know that When he finds out about gambling.
Don't believe this the advice I got
The show doesn't stay in the air because I'm 8 years old because of being stupid.
Tonight's lecture: "I have worked 12 steps.
Can I go home now?"
The bus is here
Thank you.
God.
Let's go, team! It's all about trust today.
Come here.
Listening.
About last night, I really thought You have to tell someone.
-Oh yeah. I have done. -Yeah, when?
This morning. I found my counselor, and I told him...
... and we talk about it. He will help me.
Hold. Do you really talk to him?
No, I made it up.
We don't really have to climb This is it, right?
We don't know the whole story. We have to hear it...
... before we go say what is it
Guzzling Gwen!
-What is it with ring-in-the-roll guys? -Who?
Your Girlfriend!
Andrea, what is the phrase? "Confidence" means nothing?
You never said not to say it.
I know better than anyone How important is the person you marry.
But just because someone suggested, That doesn't mean you have to say yes.
- Did someone propose to Gwen? -The reader.
-I think Gwen is a lesbian. -I am not a lesbian!
It's okay if you.
Can we talk about other things?
When did this happen?
Yesterday. On the lake.
Is that sunset? The sunset on the edge of the lake is very romantic.
It was lunch, and he brought a picnic...
... with champagne.
Does he bring champagne?
We don't drink it. I threw it into the sea.
This is not a very cool person to bring you liquor in rehab He doesn't understand what I'm doing here
If you are serious about getting drunk, your love partner will know You don't have to commit to your recovery -Yes, God! -Sorry.
Shouldn't you do something now?
-I got you. -I said you dumped that person
I can make this decision myself, good? I don't need your help That's not your sign.
Forget what my sign says!
He doesn't know anything about me! You also don't
You don't live my bad life.
Until you do it, don't tell me to give you one person who is important to me!
I know he's not perfect, but he's the one that will appear on my birthday...
... and say, "I'm glad you were born!"
What's wrong with you
-just let go. -Trust it
God! Look at my gift.
No matter where I can hang around
On land or sea or foam
Yo u can always hear me Sing this song
Show me the way to go home
We start.
Is there a woman's room key? Thank you.
Excuse me, sir.
Can I have a male room key?
What?
-What? -Eddie Boone!
Thank you.
Come on, let's go.
I need paper, some pens.
Daddy, we need napkins or something.
Okay, wait a minute. Let me see.
-This is all I have. There he is. -Thank you.
-What is your name? -I am Adam.
And me Dan. -Adam and Dan.
You are not shy against Braves on August 4th.
Is that correct? August 4th?
Eddie, where is your car, man? I'm sure it's really cool!
My car?
Guys, we have to go home. Say goodbye now too.
Nice to meet you.
Yes. Nice to meet you.
Have a great season, Eddie.
Mail calls
Charm Blossom, this is really not necessary
Cover letters like bar charts to show the fullness of our lives.
I know my life is empty, okay?
for you.
-Watch the game recording? -Yes.
They came out of locked ginger.
It looks like your letter is more fun than me
Do you want them
-You don't want them? -Not.
What do you get
-My my sister came to the family session. -That is good.
No, I will pay very good money I did not hear what he said.
So what's wrong with your ball? You could say.
So to speak, nothing. I don't want them.
-Why not? -Because I don't.
That's tautology. There is something what is it because it is what it is.
Blue sky because it reflects the ocean.
The ocean is blue because it reflects the sky.
Who are you talking to?
I have no idea.
I'm sure you can't sit still and be quiet for a minute.
I can.
Is this what we are doing now?
The contest is a little quiet?
Wait a minute!
-This is not a cassette game. -Wait!
-Yes, God! -Let me have it!
I know what this is! I can't believe you are watching this!
-I don't! -Santa Cruz watcher.
- I'm sorry. -It is okay.
-No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry -No, it's okay.
I always do that. I always do that.
Oh, for next season?
Well, because there will be next season there.
Why? Are you thinking of retiring?
I don't know Maybe it should. I mean, you have to stop sometime.
I'm no longer 22.
Plus, you know, maybe a more normal life...
... maybe a little pressure.
I understand. Married a cute girl, moved to the suburbs...
... spend your weekend cutting. You don't want to do a coke again.
-Are you okay? This headache!
Darian? Darian?
What is he doing here?
Get an ambulance. He suffers from astro cytroma.
What is that?
A small group of brain tumors.
"Tiny cluster"?
He is very sick.
Attention of all patients. Tonight's lecture:
"What's Wrong with Celebrating It? Sadness with Drunkness?"
Give it to him
Just give it to him my Lord! Where did you get this?
Guys, this is the soap opera that I watched
-You watch my soap? -Yes.
Eddie, you surprised me I only work every fifth day. What else do I do with my time?
Thank you very much.
Sometimes I like reading. You know, literature? Something like that.
Your bet is what lost you your money and my respect
I love you.
Mother, Dr. Griffin, what are you doing here?
We came to tell you something about Falcon
Darian, it seems like I might bring Falcon children.
What do you want to bet the child...
... it has an gambling problem
This is just another small cluster.
Do something!
This will be finished soon.
He will handle it. Falcon will return, better than before.
No, Falcon left the show.
He has a brain group.
Maybe it's more than just a small cluster.
I hate that mother.
I love him.
-you doing? -I think he's funny.
I want you to talk to Gwen, and specifically.
Choose one event.
You ruined my marriage And when that happens, how do you feel
How do you think I feel?
Tell him.
I tried to explain here, okay? I mean, you ask me, so I just...
I mean, he appeared drunk...
... stumbling throughout the ceremony
At the reception, he woke up...
... and, in front of my friends...
... my new in-laws, he gave this toast...
-... that's really - -What? What toast? -Gwen, let your sister talk What toast? "Well, not everyone can be perfect. But at least some of us can try it."
We all know that adults must make compromises.
And Lily is very, very mature.
So that's what he did.
He said:
"Is Andrew...
... the best man for me...
... on this earth?
No. And I mean, no. "
He said," Hey, I'm not getting younger He makes a lot of money.
So I will marry the little sucker. "
For Lily and her little sucker. That's not what happened. You think that your memory of that day is somehow better than me?
-I don't think so. -About format.
I hold on to the format. I just tried to give an illustration here
And he walked around...
... like some victims...
... like life just handed it over this is a raw agreement
Well, you know, my dad also left.
And my mother died When I'm also small.
And you don't see me using that...
... as an excuse to just completely leave all self control...
... and self-indulgence -
Pamper? What? Do you think I like this?
We are off track here. Lily.
Think of Gwen's behavior in your marriage...
... and tell him now how you feel
Yeah, Lily, how does it feel?
You know, this is just...
I don't need this
I have life
Lily, wait for me
Beat you.
What are you doing?
Large. Another thing I like.
Wait a minute Gwen, hey.
Please.
Come here for a while.
-What? -What do you think?
When you throw the ball, what do you think?
I don't know Married habits African ants I don't know
Striped things.
You're thinking about it hitting the bed
Well, you know, that might sound funny to you, but it's all wrong
When you lock in the strike zone...
... it's about size of beans.
And you think, "Damn, I have to get it the little ball is there?"
You're crazy out of the game
Zone of strike, call...
... count, dough, - forget all that
You have to think of something small something. Things that you can control
You can control your attitude, your balance...
... your release, your follow-up.
Think of those little things and only small things...
Do you know? I mean...
Because when you release the ball...
... it's over.
You have no voice in what happened. That is someone else's work.
-I want you to try this -I don't want to.
I'm just curious.
-I don't want to do it -I just want to see how you hold it back.
Don't take it, don't take it. Look at that, look at it.
Hold it like an egg.
Loose. Easy. OK?
Let me see it from there.
Alright.
I want you to throw it here good and easy.
Point me with your left hand.
Throw to where you are pointing.
Better. But you nutted the dough...
... and the other team's beating bullshit from you
Try again. Head up. I want you to do it again.
This time, turn your eyes off.
-What? -Just close your eyes.
-Very weird. -Deliver.
There. It is a strike in any country.
You experience
Come on.
People, the definition of madness...
... repeating the same behavior above and again, expecting different results.
Thank you.
I have a question.
Once we all leave, we have a need for which will need to be filled...
... by people, physically, sometimes.
Yes, I know, I know.
People who are in a state of curiosity is the right time to start dating
And my rule is, when you go home, take your own plants.
I like spider plants, but whatever makes you change
Then, in about a year, get a pet. And then, if, say...
... two years, plants and pets are still alive...
... then you can start thinking about it relationship.
Thank you.
I will be fine. I know what to do.
Don't drink, go to meetings, look for sponsors, ask for help.
Goodbye to you Continue to smile until then
Who cares about clouds
If we are together
Just sing a song and bring it bright.
Okay, I hope he succeeds.
Statistically, is only three of us.
So by the way...
... good for us if he returns to use You know?
Odds-wise.
God, I like the evening like this.
Do you know what's missing?
That I did not have a dry vodka with two olives in a cold glass.
God, I miss that
Lately I've been lying awake at night...
... thinking stupid things I'm done when I'm screwed up.
One night last year, at dinner, I vomited over my teary ham.
Then I thought, "Well, maybe nobody's paying attention."
I don't think of it as decoration.
I'm a winner.
God.
Do you know what's the worst? For me?
My friends around the world.
We grew up playing football, hunting and fishing
One Sunday morning, he entered on me and his wife in bed.
You have never lived that one.
Say one of yours.
Excuse me?
What's the worst thing you did? When are you screwed up?
I don't know Come on. Give me some. I will choose it
I don't really remember.
I just told you a few things...
I'm drunk Drunks forget everything. You know?
Come on.
Why? So can I tell you my last 5 years disgusting to embarrass myself?
-No, thank you. -Why not?
Because I don't feel like talking about it
You're too good for me Are you solid Did your mother drop you in your head?
I said no. I don't want to talk about it just drop it
God, this is very difficult You are a doctor That's how it should be.
We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton.
Your task is posted We will climb the stairs.
What? I pay a lot of money. I don't do any tasks.
-Pills. -Liquor.
Coke and sex.
This is your daughter, Darian, Deirdre.
Don't worry about Darian. I slipped it into my bed hours ago.
So am I.
No.
God!
It was an extraordinary episode. I hope you see it.
Everyone loses their common sense.
What are you doing?
Packing.
What is the shape like?
-You didn't leave for a few days. -So?
I leave. Maybe also getting ready.
It's no use making this room all comfortable...
... to only, like, 42 hours.
Only 20 minutes left until curfew. Let's drink ice cream.
- Respect your sugar desires. -No, thank you.
You don't need to do this.
What do you do?
How do you know what to do? Have you ever left rehab?
No, but I -
You have never left rehab, so you don't know what you are talking about
Right, but I have become a part of some very emotional songs -
I'm sorry. Right. You sing "Lean On Me" several times.
The stupidest cheesy song ever.
You must know about leaving rehab better than anyone
I have eyelashes. Express a hope.
Custody of my children Serenity.
Come on, honey. We all want that.
Think of something else.
My kulupus is back
Nobody asked me before they took it.
They only took it.
How to share, Gerhardt. How to share
Okay, here it is.
All gone
Read the sign.
Betty, where is the love?
Daniel, wow.
Guzzling Gwen.
What happened?
This? I am honest with God I don't know.
Well, nice to meet you.
Getting a room
Oh, God, that's a joke!
This is a miracle! Oh, do you know what?
I can use your medical skills, if you have a second time
I have a second time.
-Use a condom. -Ah, two! Two in one day!
Gerhardt?
I am writing this for Andrea who will leave, and that is for you -I lead? -Yes.
If you can do that, will be great
I have to direct this.
-You don't want me -You will be great
Gwen, I will ruin it You can use lipstick.
Very?
So just think of Meryl Streep.
Think of Cry in the Dark. Remember?
"Dingo stole my baby. Dingo stole my baby."
Andrea D., pickup letter in Parker's cabin, main room.
Okay, leave. Go, go.
-Gerhardt, come on! -OK. Well.
Watch phone
Someone sent you a cute little monkey
We used to make them here. They are very easy.
Be head
And weapons--
Come here.
Sit down.
I'm an alcoholic and addict. But I think you already know that.
In honor of Andrea's departure...
... instead of singing "Lean On Me" again...
... we have our own version from Santa Cruz
I hope you like it.
And now...
... Santa Booze.
Oh, Falcon. I'm very scared When they found out I had taken you out of the hospital...
... Mother and Dr. Griffin Hartley must have come here
If I can't without--
But, God, that little group is a tumor in my brain Wait...
... I have several pills...
I'm fine. No problem. I am doing fine.
Oh, Falcon...
... hold me back.
I know we will find you two together.
Darian, your lover...
... also your sister!
No!
That's impossible.
Deirdre, honey, I have bad news.
Your daughter, Darian, A lover of Falcon and sister...
Alright. I have no problem out of here I will do this
-What are you doing? -Programming. They do it on soap.
What are you doing?
Just improvise. Go with it
-Oh! But, no, my tumor! -This is melio....
Nestrocytroma Melagioma.
Whatever. Forgive me. There is nothing I can do.
What are you doing?
It is said in the script that we kiss.
I like you, bon voyage, But I don't kiss Gerhardt.
Okay, everybody Good work. That's right sharing well I really enjoyed it.
Both use feeling words and all that. Give me more.
Who are you?
Evelyn. Don't you recognize the hat?
Okay, but seeing you are all addicts...
... drugs, sex, the same storyline for 1 6 years...
... Here are some therapeutic tools to get you going
Sometimes you have to kiss your ass before you can kick it This is the machine that killed you, is not a caboose.
Create love, not war.
Don't ever be someone's slogan, because you are poetry
Thank you.
You're welcome.
You missed a good event. Everything you have favorite characters are there
Yeah, well, I'm happy for you You can't be angry with me.
Listen, sorry I said that. You are not solid You're great. And...
That's why I don't want to decorate...
... my whole history is disgusting in front of you, because...
And what you will think. You will only -
I know people's perceptions of girls which upsets other girlfriends.
I know what the perception of the world is to someone who enters a bar...
... and realized the hour later I went my 3 year old godson in the car.
People don't like people like that. I don't like people like that.
That's just the thing you have done. Not who you are People make mistakes, you know?
Who are you okay? Better.
Jasper. What are you doing here?
I'm looking for you Success, it turns out.
I mean, why not? in your parents' house?
I realize, what with them is really senile...
... I can thank them for the right time, they will think I am traveling
Look, I think you might be lonely.
This is Eddie.
She's a patient here.
And he's from Oklahoma.
How are you, Eddie from Oklahoma? I'm jasper I will leave you for that, then.
Wait, I don't know about that.
Here's how, as I see, Gwennie, we have two choices here
Scenario I: We let Eddie head to the bathroom...
... clean the male sweat, and we Can be nonsense all day long.
Or scenario 2:
We can know the awkward situation we entered That's a clear voice for scenario I. How about you, Eddie from Oklahoma?
Care for weighing?
Abstain Interesting.
That only makes me support calling a spade shovel.
And say, forgive me, but I prefer if you won't sleep with my fiancee
You have the wrong idea here, friend.
Don't call me "friend."
I'm not your friend And don't treat me like an idiot.
Am I polite, Because I'm not that either.
Actually, I have more brain cells...
... from all of your redneck family all put together
Don't be a jerk.
Gwen, don't be a whore. Back, friend.
GO. GO.
- Let me see. Let me just-- -Down!
Let's put ice on it.
Come on.
This way.
Dear, wake up
Someone! Someone! Come on!
Gwen, what's up
Return to your room!
What are you doing? Your hands are very cold.
Speed up!
What happened?
-He took it -how, what?
I don't know what this is! Take someone
We have an emergency. Send an ambulance.
Let me enter.
Return to your room!
Oh, Jesus.
I prefer to dream rather than live
Life is too hard to do
This is an opportunity, not an option Sounds, not sounds
A day is just one thing to skip
Life is too hard to do
Dreams may be pretending
But at least the dream ends
And I can't stop thinking, you understand Thought is a little comfort for me
We as a community are all very affected by our losses.
I want to start with what I feel. And that...
... scared.
Because I've heard so many people here say, "I just want to use it once more."
Andrea "once again" That's what killed him.
He did not commit suicide.
She's usually.
He overdosed.
That's what happened...
Nothing...
... You or me or anyone can do it.
This is important. You need to understand this.
This is me.
What happened?
Are you okay?
Gwennie?
I'm sorry.
I don't know....
Do you want to know how I feel?
How do I always feel around you?
Small.
You have this...
... WHY-
You know, it's a mother thing.
That amazing force of gravity.
Even when he's messy, you know, the world sees him
You have that
And I guess...
... I think that You always know that.
I don't know When I go home...
... I started thinking.
And maybe you don't know that...
... about you.
I mean, who will tell you, do you know? Not me.
The only thing I've ever said is...
... what hurts your ass.
I'm sick in the buttocks.
Even the pain in a donkey needs...
... some one...
... to take care of them I didn't do that.
I'm not...
... and I should have
I should help you with your homework
I should have driven you home after school.
Sometimes I will walk with my friends, and I will see you...
... half a block ahead, alone.
You are very small Well, so do you.
I never asked for help, so...
But you need it. No?
And everyone does it.
Yes.
Sorry I succeeded so it's impossible to love me,
You made it impossible for me to not love you Ninety meetings in ninety days.
And ask for help. It's always there.
Anything else?
Goodbye
Jeremiah is a bull frog
Is my best friend I never understood One word said
But I help him drink his wine And he always has Some good wine
Take care, honey.
Joy for the world All boys and girls
Joy for fish In the deep blue sea
Joy to you and me If I am the king of the world
I will tell you what I will do
I'll throw the car And bra and war
And make sweet love for you Listen, I'm screwed up.
I became angry.
There's not much I can do about it now, except to say sorry.
And you know, people make mistakes.
If you can't handle it, if you....
If you want to decide that...
... I messed up meaning I wasn't worthy of being your friend...
... then you are not that smart as you think you are.
That person, Jasper.
I don't know him.
But I know that he's dangerous for you Wait.
Turkey.
Intended to be a symbol of my behavior Last time we met each other.
I tried to track some roast bastards, but....
Listen, okay?
I've thought about us. I can change if you want me.
And we can have a total of different lives Alright?
I'll buy running shoes.
We will take yoga or jogging. We will be arranged.
Pay our bills, clean our teeth.
We won't burn to the apartment again
I will buy goldfish, and we will be like normal people.
You hate normal people.
No. What I hate is without you.
You don't want to do this You yourself, right?
We have to go.
Ten people died, but there were 500 people amazing time...
... chasing this cheese in the middle of the Cotswolds.
The only person who died, Must really die, is an old woman.
Jasper, have you ever been silent?
I'm sorry.
But that's it, you know, if I'm going to really -
Stay clean and aware, as they say in this program.
Yes. But it's not that simple.
Everything must be different.
Right.
And that includes us.
I try to change something in me.
-I tried to-- -See who is here
Hey, Marty.
Elaine, look.
I hope to find you here.
God, he lives. Gwennie is back in action.
Celebrate with us. We have a A monster table is behind.
Good idea
We are in the middle of something now.
Oh, come on, Gwennie.
Give us a few minutes. We will end.
That's really embarrassing.
Where did you go?
They are waiting.
We will just be behind, drink soda water, then leave.
I don't know I'm just trying to make it My outer part matches my stomach contents.
Leave the horse alone.
I just need help!
Right now!
I can control small things.
Then I just have to let go.
And it's up to others.
Nails look pretty good
Yes, that is so, right?
Are we all fixed now?
Not yet...
... but I got there
What else should you do? Check the teeth?
See you later, Jasper.
Sir, I can't change plants just because you killed him
I didn't kill him.
It hurts or something. I give everything.
I'm talking to him, tells the story
I drew the sketch and put it in my fridge.
Do you water it?
It is important that I do not kill this plant Do you understand?
If you only say that that's why you're...
... you have to understand...
You can't play with-- I will never lie down.
You obviously don't care. And that's one thing I do, care.
I feel sorry for all the plants here I'll go home.
I killed the plant.
No problem. No problem.
I killed the plant.
No problem. You still have your dog.
I don't even think he likes me.
I don't want to, I just...
What are you doing here? Nice to meet you!
It seems like somewhere is out of nowhere.
-I saw a tree - -No cellphone.
We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton.
Hey, Falcon.
What?
I don't mean to bother you, but...
Don't miss tonight's lecture: "Is God alcoholic?"