1 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 2 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:34,411 Oh, God, this is fire! 3 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:38,046 Fire! 4 00:01:47,000 --> 00:01:48,650 Jackhammer 5 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:52,561 On Saturdays? He must be castrated. 6 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:56,771 Saturday. 7 00:01:57,640 --> 00:02:01,929 God. Oh, God, it's Saturday. Get up! Get up! 8 00:02:02,240 --> 00:02:04,686 Wake up, wake up, wake up! 9 00:02:07,040 --> 00:02:08,690 My sister will kill me Oh, my God, what did we do last night? 10 00:02:09,600 --> 00:02:12,046 ordinary. 11 00:02:12,240 --> 00:02:13,480 Collecting money for the poor Homeless children in the church bazaar. 12 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:17,890 I think the priest must have jumped Kool-Aid. 13 00:02:18,120 --> 00:02:20,885 We're late! 14 00:02:21,400 --> 00:02:22,890 What will I say to my sister? 15 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:25,409 Is this yours or mine? 16 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:27,845 17 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:32,889 -Oh, my God, how did that happen? -I do not know. 18 00:02:33,120 --> 00:02:36,249 There are my reasons. I'm late because my breast is burning. 19 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:38,041 Come on! 20 00:02:45,480 --> 00:02:47,403 Find a taxi! Taxi! 21 00:02:47,600 --> 00:02:50,604 -Hey, cab! -There! Get him. 22 00:02:51,520 --> 00:02:53,409 Can you go a little faster? 23 00:02:56,040 --> 00:02:58,691 Fast and alive. Alive, okay? 24 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:01,611 The living part is very important in this case. 25 00:03:04,040 --> 00:03:05,530 Are you okay, honey? 26 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:07,845 Oh, God, I don't care. 27 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:09,166 That's the point. 28 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:11,243 Right. Care less This feels like cherry brandy because I haven't got the prize yet. 29 00:03:15,680 --> 00:03:19,241 Thank God for the car bar. 30 00:03:21,480 --> 00:03:23,847 31 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:34,250 You're late! 32 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:36,329 Jasper, this is... 33 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:39,846 ... bridesmaids with makeup and dresses. 34 00:03:40,040 --> 00:03:41,485 Very late Like, 45 minutes. 35 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:45,685 He doesn't have a sense of humor at all, but he's really good at telling stories. 36 00:03:46,480 --> 00:03:47,402 I'm very sorry. 37 00:03:47,600 --> 00:03:51,241 There is a main water break and the train is stuck on Rye. 38 00:03:51,400 --> 00:03:54,131 Electric objects. And only, explosion - 39 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:55,685 Gwen. 40 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:03,968 You make it impossible to love you. 41 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:14,246 Dirt! 42 00:04:30,560 --> 00:04:34,770 May we attend Mr. and Mrs. Andrew Topton? 43 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:37,726 Like one 44 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:40,281 What do you think that is? beautiful marriage I do it. 45 00:04:40,520 --> 00:04:41,851 Isn't that beautiful? 46 00:04:42,040 --> 00:04:44,850 Yes, but no one wants to be beautiful again from marriage 47 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:49,606 They want a scandal. They want to bring home a story. 48 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:51,321 Try this 49 00:04:53,280 --> 00:04:56,841 This is a party. Let's have fun With that, for God's sake. 50 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:05,683 God! 51 00:05:05,880 --> 00:05:07,882 -What happened? -You--! 52 00:05:08,320 --> 00:05:11,164 Maybe crank it up a little? Celebrating everything. 53 00:05:11,320 --> 00:05:13,402 There's a woman's room right there 54 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:41,004 Calm down, buddy! 55 00:05:41,880 --> 00:05:42,847 Oh sorry. 56 00:06:16,760 --> 00:06:18,410 Don't worry I will replace it. 57 00:06:21,280 --> 00:06:22,850 I'll be back soon. 58 00:06:40,840 --> 00:06:43,571 Hey, miss! Hey, miss, what are you doing? 59 00:06:47,720 --> 00:06:50,564 Cake shop Cake shop Cake shop 60 00:07:10,040 --> 00:07:11,530 This is Helga. What city? 61 00:07:11,720 --> 00:07:13,609 Yes, Bedford. 62 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:15,161 Delicatessen 63 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:22,566 Lady, if I know her name, I won't call you, okay? 64 00:07:30,000 --> 00:07:31,001 God! 65 00:08:11,120 --> 00:08:12,406 This is perfect. 66 00:08:15,680 --> 00:08:18,411 All right, everything Now, circle it. 67 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:19,721 That's it. 68 00:08:20,000 --> 00:08:20,967 Come on. 69 00:08:22,240 --> 00:08:24,004 Together, we are better! 70 00:08:24,160 --> 00:08:26,288 We are better together! 71 00:08:26,560 --> 00:08:28,847 There are no drugs The judge really messed me up. 72 00:08:32,800 --> 00:08:34,404 Good morning! 73 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:35,487 I should have chosen rehab in the city. 74 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:37,802 People sing. 75 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:39,521 -What do they do? -They sing. 76 00:08:39,720 --> 00:08:41,051 They thought I was singing, they had a whole 'nother' coming. 77 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:44,204 78 00:08:44,480 --> 00:08:46,608 That can be worse. Can be a prison. 79 00:08:46,800 --> 00:08:48,290 Oh, is that worse? 80 00:08:48,480 --> 00:08:51,051 You have never heard of being raped with a plunger in rehab. 81 00:08:51,280 --> 00:08:53,044 Because they cover it. 82 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:55,731 That's not funny! 83 00:08:55,840 --> 00:08:57,285 Excuse me. Talks. 84 00:08:57,480 --> 00:08:58,606 There are no cellphones 85 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:01,650 Gwen C., I'm Betty. Follow me. 86 00:09:02,840 --> 00:09:05,411 We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton. 87 00:09:08,160 --> 00:09:10,845 Oh, glass. If I slit my wrist. I see. 88 00:09:11,600 --> 00:09:12,726 Eyelash curler. 89 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:16,203 What will I do with it? Stab yourself? Curl my tongue to death? 90 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:20,364 When you pass my things, Come see... 91 00:09:20,520 --> 00:09:21,965 ... what did Betty get in her drawer 92 00:09:22,400 --> 00:09:24,971 God. Betty has locked the drawer. 93 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:30,170 What? This is for my back pain. 94 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:35,086 These things will be returned to you when you check out. 95 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:38,489 Except Vickodin, which will turn red. 96 00:09:38,720 --> 00:09:39,528 Smile! 97 00:09:39,720 --> 00:09:40,960 This is "Vicodin." 98 00:09:41,720 --> 00:09:45,281 There are no calls, except when posted phone time and only 10 minutes. 99 00:09:45,480 --> 00:09:49,849 There is no brotherhood. That is romance and / or sex between patients. 100 00:09:50,040 --> 00:09:52,611 Oh, and we sing here. Don't be delayed by him. 101 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:55,201 Some people prefer it for Prayer Serenity. 102 00:09:55,400 --> 00:09:57,926 I will be your friend 103 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:02,051 I will help you continue 104 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:06,925 The font won't be long 105 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:10,726 Until I need someone-- 106 00:10:10,920 --> 00:10:12,160 Your room 107 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:15,166 You are responsible for keeping it clean. 108 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:16,646 Andrea, this is Gwen. 109 00:10:16,840 --> 00:10:18,285 Finish him in -Do you watch Santa Cruz? -Sorry? 110 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:24,080 Santa Cruz This is my soap. 111 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:25,964 They only let us watch TV at night, so I've spent the past two weeks. 112 00:10:26,080 --> 00:10:29,482 Hey, an intellectual. 113 00:10:29,640 --> 00:10:31,404 Like what you did to get you here is real brain food. 114 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:35,169 Person Parker House, this is Gwen. Gwen, this is everyone. 115 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:42,603 Hello, Gwen 116 00:10:42,720 --> 00:10:44,051 117 00:10:45,160 --> 00:10:46,161 I'm thinking booze. 118 00:10:47,160 --> 00:10:48,047 Cocaine. 119 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:49,281 Painkillers 120 00:10:49,520 --> 00:10:51,727 -This is not a fun game. -Well? 121 00:10:51,920 --> 00:10:53,410 What? 122 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:56,410 What is the medicine of your choice? 123 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:59,968 Alcohol, cocaine, Percodan, heroin, glue? 124 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:01,161 I have to choose it? 125 00:11:01,400 --> 00:11:03,528 Medicine for your gateway What did you go for first. 126 00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:05,401 I think I'm drinking 127 00:11:05,600 --> 00:11:07,364 Yes. Come to Papa. 128 00:11:07,720 --> 00:11:10,200 Give them up. I know people, admit that. 129 00:11:10,480 --> 00:11:11,811 Get your thumb from it 130 00:11:14,520 --> 00:11:15,487 What's the problem? 131 00:11:15,840 --> 00:11:18,411 Haven't you seen trach scars before? 132 00:11:18,800 --> 00:11:20,962 This is a tracheostomy. This is not growth. 133 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:24,960 This is not a deformity. It's a scar. So you can stop staring at it. 134 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:27,204 Okay good. Thank you. 135 00:11:27,400 --> 00:11:29,050 He doesn't look at Daniel. 136 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:31,965 No? And how do you know, homo? 137 00:11:33,280 --> 00:11:35,408 You are about as responsive as Helen Keller. 138 00:11:35,600 --> 00:11:38,968 If you think about it, Helen Keller is very responsive. 139 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:40,650 Shut up! 140 00:11:40,840 --> 00:11:44,208 Look at him leave! Escape! Escape! 141 00:11:44,480 --> 00:11:48,087 We are in heaven Now we are in the mud 142 00:11:48,960 --> 00:11:52,851 We fall from the cart You should hear a thud 143 00:11:53,080 --> 00:11:54,206 -I like your coat -Thank you. 144 00:11:54,400 --> 00:11:55,731 -Is that a skin? -Yes. 145 00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:57,410 -Not vinyl? -No. 146 00:11:57,600 --> 00:11:59,170 -You believe in killing animals? -Yes. 147 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:00,208 -For clothing? -Yes. 148 00:12:00,480 --> 00:12:01,288 I also. 149 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:03,608 For 28 days boring 150 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:07,371 Do not worry about Daniel. 151 00:12:07,520 --> 00:12:11,206 He was only aware of himself his neck because he did it for himself. 152 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:15,610 He has an item where he pumps it Stomach so he won't get drunk. 153 00:12:15,840 --> 00:12:19,970 I think he knows how, because, You know, he's a doctor. Or indeed so. 154 00:12:20,160 --> 00:12:23,721 He lost his license after that he killed the patient, but... 155 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:28,289 Anyway, I guess one night when he was scratching the tube into his stomach... 156 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:31,848 ... he somehow messed up and he couldn't breathe and he had to... 157 00:12:34,720 --> 00:12:38,281 ... poke a hole in his throat with a pen or something. 158 00:12:40,360 --> 00:12:42,931 Jasper, see if you can dig some Vicodin 159 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:44,969 Gestapo found my first batch. 160 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:47,288 Illusions here-but-no-here will... 161 00:12:47,480 --> 00:12:50,165 ... much easier to maintain with chemical help 162 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:51,845 Love, Gwennie. 163 00:12:52,040 --> 00:12:53,166 Good evening. 164 00:12:53,400 --> 00:12:54,401 Good evening. 165 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:20,049 Chocolate. Heroin addicts. 166 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:22,408 What are you, like, 1 or what? 167 00:13:22,720 --> 00:13:24,210 seventeen. 168 00:13:26,280 --> 00:13:27,520 Loving this 169 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:28,961 Good evening. 170 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:08,644 Jeremiah is a bull frog 171 00:14:08,840 --> 00:14:11,491 Jeremiah is a bull frog Is my best friend I never understood One word said 172 00:14:12,520 --> 00:14:14,409 But I help him drink his wine And he always has Some good wine 173 00:14:14,600 --> 00:14:17,604 z 0 0 (D 0 - ' 174 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:20,849 You girls are very nice. 175 00:14:21,480 --> 00:14:24,165 And that's the most important thing. 176 00:14:28,160 --> 00:14:30,970 Because if you don't have fun... 177 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:33,844 What's the use of frigging?! 178 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:36,042 God. You can save your medicine and your whiskey. 179 00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:38,089 We make us have a higher power! 180 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:41,489 Yay, Lord! 181 00:14:44,520 --> 00:14:46,045 "How Many Brain Cells Did I kill the night last? " 182 00:14:52,360 --> 00:14:55,170 183 00:14:55,360 --> 00:14:57,647 184 00:14:57,920 --> 00:15:00,048 185 00:15:06,400 --> 00:15:09,722 186 00:16:06,040 --> 00:15:12,846 Caffeine-free coffee. 187 00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:15,725 There is no caffeine. This changes the mood. 188 00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:23,484 It was a pleasant time. Where are you going? 189 00:15:23,640 --> 00:15:26,086 What do you mean? You must have cigarettes. 190 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:27,850 Sorry, but we are fresh. 191 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:31,089 People are addicts. They need Cigarettes like they need air. 192 00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:35,081 I think that explains it, then. Gusi? 193 00:15:42,960 --> 00:15:44,849 That doesn't matter... 194 00:15:50,280 --> 00:15:53,204 That night he came out with him... 195 00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:59,722 Look, I think we can see through. 196 00:16:00,960 --> 00:16:02,610 So when he said... 197 00:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,280 ... he moved it with us... 198 00:16:06,600 --> 00:16:08,967 ... and I can stay or go... 199 00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:13,371 ... I see now I have to go. 200 00:16:13,600 --> 00:16:15,284 I have something... 201 00:16:17,600 --> 00:16:19,409 When are you... 202 00:16:27,960 --> 00:16:29,291 Do you want to do it later? 203 00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:31,045 I think, yeah 204 00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:32,481 Why are you--? 205 00:16:34,400 --> 00:16:36,846 A few words of feeling there, or...? 206 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,405 -You know? - "me..." 207 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:45,362 I don't know how to explain it. 208 00:16:45,600 --> 00:16:48,809 Alright. All right, alright, that's a good start 209 00:16:49,280 --> 00:16:50,805 Another time. Yes, right. 210 00:16:52,160 --> 00:16:55,642 So let's finish today with prayer, okay? 211 00:16:55,840 --> 00:16:57,604 Let's all hold hands. 212 00:17:01,080 --> 00:17:03,651 God, give me peace... 213 00:17:03,840 --> 00:17:07,561 ... to accept those things I can't change... 214 00:17:07,720 --> 00:17:11,566 ... the courage to change things I can... 215 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:14,849 ... and wisdom to find out difference. 216 00:17:15,680 --> 00:17:19,730 This works if you do it. It's worth it! 217 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:21,450 Alright! 218 00:17:22,840 --> 00:17:24,808 Take the day Continue. 219 00:17:25,840 --> 00:17:27,080 B-minus. 220 00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:29,084 Hey, Gwen C.! 221 00:17:29,320 --> 00:17:32,210 Your bed isn't made, your clothes are over I give you F for daily inspection and one dollar fine. 222 00:17:32,400 --> 00:17:36,086 So pay. 223 00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:37,520 Tell you what. 224 00:17:37,800 --> 00:17:39,086 It's five dollars. I don't plan to clean all week. 225 00:17:39,520 --> 00:17:42,683 Grumble. 226 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:46,051 How are you? 227 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,047 Good. 228 00:18:17,800 --> 00:18:18,847 229 00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:21,687 I don't know how much money I am in my account... 230 00:18:21,840 --> 00:18:24,047 ... but it's yours if I can bum cigarettes 231 00:18:24,840 --> 00:18:25,966 Sure. 232 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:28,286 They're Reds. 233 00:18:29,600 --> 00:18:30,681 Thank you. 234 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:43,721 It's been a long time here 235 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:45,921 Yes. 236 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:51,524 What's the problem here if someone is looking for something... 237 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:53,682 ... with a little kick rather than nicotine? 238 00:18:53,920 --> 00:18:56,321 Do people really get the item here, or is it...? 239 00:18:56,800 --> 00:18:57,722 That happened. 240 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:01,566 How does it work? I mean, how can you get goods? 241 00:19:01,800 --> 00:19:04,041 Can you get the item, or is it, like...? 242 00:19:04,200 --> 00:19:06,931 If your counselor catches you using, You can get kicked out. 243 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:10,289 I don't plan to discuss it with him. 244 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:12,446 Very late. 245 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:17,605 Generally people come to rehab don't get filled 246 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:20,690 Well, I tried not to run with sir. 247 00:19:20,840 --> 00:19:22,569 You are a true individual. 248 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:25,326 You are the only person who does drugs and alcohol 249 00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:28,561 I mean what I said. 250 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:31,440 You were caught using, You risk being kicked out. 251 00:19:31,680 --> 00:19:33,728 Fair enough. We are finished 252 00:19:33,920 --> 00:19:36,400 And believe me, I will know if you use. 253 00:19:36,560 --> 00:19:37,925 You're always charming 254 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:40,811 You always use humor deflecting something when you're uncomfortable? 255 00:19:41,040 --> 00:19:44,089 Do you always use insight disarm your new weapon? 256 00:19:46,080 --> 00:19:48,924 -What is that? -That's literature about your illness. 257 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:52,162 AA Big Book, several worksheets. 258 00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:54,448 The journal I want to write every day 259 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:56,409 I think I have to do this. 260 00:19:56,560 --> 00:19:58,722 You have to do better things with your time 261 00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:01,691 Try listening. 262 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,442 This is not the last bad day You will be here 263 00:20:04,800 --> 00:20:07,963 So remember, God is never upset more on us than we can handle. 264 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:10,527 Are stitches available on the pillow? 265 00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:17,162 Tonight's lecture: "Are You a Slacker? Drunk, or Don't You Remember? " 266 00:20:20,040 --> 00:20:21,087 You go down 267 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,922 My problem is, my father happened to watch Dateline... 268 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:28,447 ... the night they did some _...... exhibitions 269 00:20:28,680 --> 00:20:32,082 ... on Park Avenue drug users... 270 00:20:32,280 --> 00:20:34,681 ... the night he caught me blows in the bathroom 271 00:20:34,920 --> 00:20:37,685 But I have no problem. I have no health problems. 272 00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:39,808 I play Ultimate Frisbee twice a week. 273 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:44,329 And I, you know, protector of art, and disease and healing and so on. 274 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:48,451 That's what I use for my money. So I like to have fun. 275 00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:51,809 "Adult Children from Alcoholics" moved to 9 pm in room 8. 276 00:20:52,320 --> 00:20:54,209 CoDA starts at 8pm. in B. 277 00:20:54,440 --> 00:20:56,568 CA and NA meet tomorrow... 278 00:20:56,800 --> 00:20:58,962 ... and overeaters, sexual addicts... 279 00:20:59,200 --> 00:21:02,443 Who do you need to know? to drink here? 280 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:04,921 God. 281 00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:13,441 God, I love you so much. 282 00:21:16,680 --> 00:21:19,524 - Are there all the celebrities? -There is no. 283 00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:20,841 What? Come on. 284 00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:24,323 Everyone wants from Rehab's a good brown-out star story. 285 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:29,208 Elizabeth Taylor, crying in groups about how she never felt beautiful. 286 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:33,610 Never. Not a day. Well, that's the story they want. 287 00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:37,205 -I'll get you out of here -I'm not supposed to go. 288 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:39,681 You shouldn't do it Mummy's Little Helper, fine. 289 00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:41,331 Wait a minute. 290 00:21:43,320 --> 00:21:44,446 Okay, leave. 291 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:48,286 Be very, very quiet. I'm hiding. 292 00:21:48,520 --> 00:21:50,329 Be very, very quiet. 293 00:21:55,560 --> 00:22:00,282 Drunk people stagger, drunk men fall Drunk people swear and that's not all 294 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:04,206 Quite often they will urinate outside the house 295 00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:06,807 Like a widow, a drunk man cries 296 00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:09,088 Like children who curl up People get drunk 297 00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:13,291 Like dogs, drunk desires Creeping around crawling If you go bankrupt or sweep away Eat bread or cake The drink becomes the worst whiskey The best wine 298 00:22:13,800 --> 00:22:17,930 Puke, it stinks, and so it seems. The drunkard goes to extreme extremes 299 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:22,802 Not to mention Perfect straight line 300 00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:28,447 Hi everyone. 301 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:32,162 So what's the problem? I go out? 302 00:22:33,080 --> 00:22:34,570 It took me one day arranged your transfer I know where I want to go. This place is in town-- 303 00:22:38,920 --> 00:22:40,729 I didn't refer you to the care facility. 304 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:44,044 Can I go home? 305 00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:46,441 No. 306 00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:49,530 Where do I go? 307 00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:51,846 308 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:53,727 309 00:22:55,440 --> 00:22:57,090 310 00:22:57,320 --> 00:23:01,086 Your sentence for 28 days during rehab or prison. 311 00:23:01,320 --> 00:23:04,449 You don't think honestly I will be imprisoned, right? 312 00:23:04,720 --> 00:23:09,442 For drunk driving, hitting grass jockeys Can you become a 4 year old child? 313 00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:12,968 But it doesn't. It is a 4 year old grass jockey. 314 00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:16,522 It's okay if it's all a big joke, But here we have rules. 315 00:23:16,680 --> 00:23:19,524 And I warn you about them. Pack your bag in the morning. 316 00:23:20,080 --> 00:23:22,970 No, not me. Because I didn't go to jail. 317 00:23:23,200 --> 00:23:25,282 I'm not even included here. 318 00:23:26,440 --> 00:23:28,602 You know, yes, I know I drink a lot. 319 00:23:28,800 --> 00:23:31,565 I'm a writer, and that's what I do, we drink. 320 00:23:31,680 --> 00:23:33,444 Cornell Shaw for Clancy, please. 321 00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:35,921 I'm not like those people. I can control myself. 322 00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:37,684 No, I will stand it. 323 00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:41,970 If I want, I can. If that's what I want. I can. 324 00:23:43,200 --> 00:23:44,167 I can. 325 00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:47,045 I can! 326 00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:51,080 Do you know what? 327 00:23:51,280 --> 00:23:53,806 Forget that, Mr. Rogers, You are my two-step geek. 328 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:55,326 What do you know about me? 329 00:23:55,560 --> 00:23:59,963 None. You don't know damn about me, you know that? 330 00:24:00,320 --> 00:24:03,164 Always tomorrow 331 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,164 Leaning on me -When you are not strong -Excuse. 332 00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:07,846 333 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:10,208 -I will be your friend -Excuse. 334 00:24:10,440 --> 00:24:12,329 -I will help you carry-- -Excuse! 335 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:15,729 We are better together! There are no drugs Give me peace to... 336 00:24:15,920 --> 00:24:17,922 -... accept things that I can't change-- -Excuse! 337 00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:21,084 Have you come 338 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:09,081 No. 339 00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:10,926 Hi, my name is corn ell. 340 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:17,090 I am a drug addict, alcoholic, compulsive gambler / liar. 341 00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:20,807 Hi, Cornell. 342 00:26:21,160 --> 00:26:23,322 For you who's new tonight... 343 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:27,283 ... I know this is not your year. 344 00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:30,683 If it will make you happy, I will stop drinking. 345 00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,967 346 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:12,681 And then I say to myself: 347 00:27:13,160 --> 00:27:15,527 "Tonight I will not be wasted." 348 00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:20,688 And then something will happen. 349 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:23,569 Or nothing will happen. 350 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:27,449 And I will get that feeling. 351 00:27:28,200 --> 00:27:30,567 And all of you know what is that feeling 352 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:32,969 When your skin screamed... 353 00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:34,929 ... and your hands are trembling... 354 00:27:37,160 --> 00:27:39,561 ... and your stomach feels like he wants to jump... 355 00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:41,531 ... through your throat. 356 00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:45,927 And you know that if someone has a clue... 357 00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:48,162 ... how wrong it feels to be aware. ... 358 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:51,529 ... they will not dream asking you to stay like that 359 00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,929 They will say, "Oh, yes, . I don't know. Here. 360 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:59,691 It's okay for you. Yo do the cocaine mound. 361 00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:02,207 Drink it. Have 20 drinks. Anything you need to do to feel... 362 00:28:02,400 --> 00:28:05,324 ... like an ordinary human... 363 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:07,802 ... you do it. " 364 00:28:08,200 --> 00:28:09,201 And, kid, I did it. 365 00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:11,681 I drink, and I snort... 366 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:14,167 ... and I drink and snort and drink and snort. 367 00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:17,324 And I do today from day to day after night after night 368 00:28:17,920 --> 00:28:20,605 I don't care about the consequences. 369 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,087 Because I know they can't half as bad as not using. 370 00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:28,047 371 00:28:31,440 --> 00:28:32,566 God! 372 00:28:32,800 --> 00:28:35,963 And then one night something happened. 373 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:38,089 You know you are screwed up. 374 00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:49,727 I'm awake. 375 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,441 I woke up on the sidewalk. 376 00:28:53,600 --> 00:28:58,083 I don't know where I am. I can't tell you the city where I am 377 00:28:58,560 --> 00:29:00,085 My head is pounding... 378 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:03,290 ... and I looked down and my clothes were covered in blood. 379 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:07,682 And when I'm lying there, wonders what will happen next ... 380 00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:10,446 ... I heard a voice 381 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:11,925 And that said: 382 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:15,843 "Man, this is not a way of life. 383 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:20,331 This is a way to die." 384 00:29:32,040 --> 00:29:33,166 Can I help you? 385 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,970 Eddie Boone, checked in 386 00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,806 You can't bring a girl into care with you, Eddie. 387 00:29:38,920 --> 00:29:40,570 I won't take care of it. 388 00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:43,571 You really are lucky You didn't break anything 389 00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:46,406 This will be soft and swollen for a while. 390 00:29:46,560 --> 00:29:50,849 You have to live with pain, because I can't give anything 391 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:52,531 So take this 392 00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:55,320 That's good. 393 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:59,447 Listen, take a break Hot and cold alternatives. 394 00:30:30,320 --> 00:30:32,448 You know, your carpet is dirty. 395 00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,921 I just picked it up because... 396 00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:38,562 ... carpet backrest is responsible for many major health problems. 397 00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:41,963 That's the last thing you need here 398 00:30:46,080 --> 00:30:49,562 Listen, about that prison thing... 399 00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:53,042 ... I can't I can't go 400 00:30:54,800 --> 00:30:57,565 Not because I didn't want to go, but... 401 00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:04,848 Oh, God, my hand. They just keep doing it That's not normal. 402 00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:07,083 Something is wrong with my hand Well, with me. 403 00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:08,686 Because what kind of person just jumped out of the window, you know? 404 00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:14,324 Because he can't sit still, you know? 405 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,167 And alone, and, you know, in the room without... 406 00:31:17,320 --> 00:31:20,563 You know, someone should be able to just to be alone, right? 407 00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:23,963 You know, humans should Just be able to breathe. 408 00:31:24,920 --> 00:31:28,527 409 00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:30,924 I can't breathe. 410 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:33,408 And I feel that... 411 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:36,404 I think, I know that if I go to prison... 412 00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:41,287 ... like this, you know, I will die. 413 00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:44,610 I don't want to die. 414 00:31:50,080 --> 00:31:53,084 I don't like what happened here. 415 00:31:53,280 --> 00:31:55,931 Wait a minute, let's try using it feeling words 416 00:31:56,440 --> 00:31:57,680 I'm upset! 417 00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,410 Okay, upset. Why? 418 00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:01,928 Because it's impossible for him to be here. 419 00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:03,081 Tell him. 420 00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:05,688 You can't be here! 421 00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:09,162 That's right. There are rules. Don't use You broke it 422 00:32:09,520 --> 00:32:11,329 - I'm sorry. -Sorry, my ass 423 00:32:11,680 --> 00:32:16,322 Everything you've done since you arrived here is sitting around while we all work. 424 00:32:16,680 --> 00:32:19,160 Do you expect us to rejoice that they let you stay? 425 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:20,560 I didn't expect anything 426 00:32:20,800 --> 00:32:23,724 Gwen, just listen. Everyone feels the words. 427 00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:25,570 I don't think you give. 428 00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,849 I don't feel it You give people. 429 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:29,842 I tried! 430 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:33,289 I don't feel good coming from you. 431 00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:34,930 Should I go to another group? 432 00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:38,209 Great idea. Spread your negativity further. 433 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:40,444 You know, if you really try... 434 00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:44,525 ... You can ruin the experience for the entire patient population. 435 00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:45,841 I'm having a bad day! 436 00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:48,924 I'm having the worst day of my whole life! 437 00:32:49,160 --> 00:32:51,401 So if it's not too much to ask you people... 438 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,166 ... will you just come back? 439 00:33:00,080 --> 00:33:02,162 Good work. Very good work 440 00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:05,808 Share well, everyone. 441 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:54,329 I'm sorry. Forgive me. 442 00:33:58,920 --> 00:34:01,400 I want to talk to you about last night's incident. 443 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:05,201 I don't usually do that, but you're great 444 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:08,046 Oh God. You must be kidding me. 445 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:10,888 -What? -Love me safely. 446 00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:12,531 - What are we? -Man. 447 00:34:12,640 --> 00:34:13,846 Safe? 448 00:34:14,640 --> 00:34:17,325 You're not one of them mother's gals suit-- 449 00:34:17,520 --> 00:34:18,442 What are you talking about? 450 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:20,722 What are you talking about? 451 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:23,287 I was talking about last night. 452 00:34:25,960 --> 00:34:27,610 You don't remember last night I'm a little drunk on the plane. 453 00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:29,644 Of course you do it. 454 00:34:31,040 --> 00:34:32,166 Do you know what? 455 00:34:32,560 --> 00:34:33,891 Not meaningful. Do not worry. 456 00:34:34,080 --> 00:34:37,562 -We don't...? -No. 457 00:34:37,720 --> 00:34:39,563 Thank God, son - 458 00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:43,085 Do you know what? That's more than enough, thank you. 459 00:34:43,200 --> 00:34:46,044 Nothing personal, I just made an appointment: 460 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,406 Nothing else ends up naked with some girls I don't know 461 00:34:49,640 --> 00:34:52,291 462 00:34:52,640 --> 00:34:56,122 That is a noble goal, and I hope you good luck with it 463 00:34:56,960 --> 00:35:01,522 Cirrhosis is the ninth leading cause of death in the United States... ... and 45%% of the time, it is alcohol induced. 464 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:04,843 Let's look at the first slide. 465 00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:07,122 This can be your heart now. 466 00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:10,361 Do you have plans for dinner? 467 00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:12,329 This is not a test of you and how you act in relationships. 468 00:35:12,960 --> 00:35:16,726 This is called Equine Therapy. 469 00:35:17,360 --> 00:35:19,283 Tennessee doesn't lie and manipulate. 470 00:35:19,440 --> 00:35:21,920 He will only respond to your feelings. And your job is to clean the nails. 471 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:26,284 Is this how people become aware? 472 00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:27,646 473 00:35:27,840 --> 00:35:30,650 This is character-revealing. The way we approach horses... 474 00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:32,962 ... like the way we approach the world 475 00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:37,366 We must try to match our insides with our outer parts. Become real. 476 00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:41,286 Being my therapist today A very large and foul-smelling animal. 477 00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:43,888 We are really synchronous. 478 00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:46,122 Enter, you breathe. 479 00:35:47,120 --> 00:35:49,361 It can't stink anymore if he dies. 480 00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:52,331 You reach down, pinch the tendon... 481 00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:54,887 ... Trust yourself, and let the horse do the rest. 482 00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:57,887 Who will be the first? Gwen? 483 00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:00,847 -Think you might need help? -No, I'm fine 484 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,161 Let yourself go. 485 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:06,125 All right, Mr. Ed, just raised your stupid foot Can't force it. 486 00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:09,206 -So, you don't need help? -Not. I am doing fine. 487 00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:13,885 All right, look, Cornell, give me a pill... 488 00:36:14,120 --> 00:36:16,726 ... give me a shot, I don't know, give me a lobotomy The instant return has worked is very good for you in the past. 489 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:20,447 Take it easy and keep it simple. 490 00:36:20,640 --> 00:36:24,122 I am very tired by the way You people talk. 491 00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:26,322 "One day at a time." What is that? 492 00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:29,407 Two, every three days is a choice? 493 00:36:29,640 --> 00:36:32,086 494 00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:34,203 495 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:36,926 I don't need a Romper Room bullshit I need... 496 00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:38,042 What are you doing? 497 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:41,443 This is a therapeutic tool. You didn't give me a choice. 498 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:47,166 Betty, you have to arrest me new roommate He smells bad. 499 00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:49,647 I don't know if he only eats beef... 500 00:36:49,800 --> 00:36:52,121 ... and secrete ketones from each pore - 501 00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:54,607 We will return to this. I will be back. 502 00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:57,121 We are in every ether's life, okay? 503 00:36:57,360 --> 00:37:01,126 Gwen, did you get a sign? "Face me if I don't ask for help." 504 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,362 What kind of help are you looking for exactly 505 00:37:08,640 --> 00:37:11,883 Okay, Traci. I want you to tell your mother: 506 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:16,885 "When you do drugs, This is what happens." Okay? 507 00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:22,406 If you do drugs, you don't do it things like you used to be 508 00:37:23,280 --> 00:37:25,647 Be specific, Traci. What is fun 509 00:37:26,680 --> 00:37:29,684 Now, when you play games with us and do puzzles. 510 00:37:29,920 --> 00:37:31,365 That was fun. 511 00:37:37,120 --> 00:37:38,360 I have an idea. 512 00:37:45,360 --> 00:37:47,328 Tell your mother about that picture, Darnell. 513 00:37:47,520 --> 00:37:51,366 It's from me and Traci goes home late at night, and Mom isn't there. 514 00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:54,723 Tell your mother how you feel when she wasn't there 515 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:56,361 Anxious. 516 00:37:58,040 --> 00:37:59,121 Afraid... 517 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:00,407 Large. 518 00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,051 Man! Not again. 519 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:03,042 I don't know Mother, wake up 520 00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:04,201 I don't know Mother? 521 00:38:04,400 --> 00:38:05,401 Hello, wake up! 522 00:38:05,640 --> 00:38:06,562 Sad, I guess. 523 00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:09,207 Loneliness. 524 00:38:09,400 --> 00:38:11,084 -Hello? -No reaction. 525 00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:13,648 I have an idea. 526 00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:16,564 -He is fine. -He is up to you. 527 00:38:18,560 --> 00:38:19,368 See you later... 528 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:24,805 Hey, hey, what do you know? 529 00:38:25,560 --> 00:38:26,891 Pills and liquor must go! 530 00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:30,523 Hey, hey, what are you saying? 531 00:38:31,120 --> 00:38:33,566 Sober is the only way! 532 00:38:33,720 --> 00:38:36,326 Good night, Eddie. 533 00:38:36,520 --> 00:38:39,967 Wait for me 534 00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:48,051 - Beat you! -Girls! 535 00:38:53,640 --> 00:38:55,529 What? 536 00:38:55,680 --> 00:38:56,966 537 00:38:57,120 --> 00:38:57,928 538 00:38:58,120 --> 00:39:00,088 -What is Helen, why are you here? -There is Mom? 539 00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:03,927 I'll just be with you right away. Your mother has passed 540 00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:06,566 Thick he is really hard and he will wake up. 541 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:14,126 This is only for a while until we find out something more permanent -Hello? -Hey, it's me. Gwen. 542 00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:19,888 Well, I know the "me" one. What is that? 543 00:39:20,120 --> 00:39:23,363 Let me guess. You need money. 544 00:39:23,640 --> 00:39:25,369 -I don't give you money anymore. -Lil, I don't need money. 545 00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:29,690 -This is different now. -I am glad to hear it. 546 00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:32,451 Whatever happens to us is your relationship pleasant and friendly? 547 00:39:32,640 --> 00:39:35,689 I don't know You tell me. 548 00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:37,689 549 00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:48,727 Listen, they make you... They have a family week. 550 00:39:48,920 --> 00:39:49,921 What? 551 00:39:50,360 --> 00:39:52,169 Family session 552 00:39:52,920 --> 00:39:56,606 They worked with us for several days, taught us how to talk to each other... 553 00:39:56,800 --> 00:39:59,121 ... and then supervise actual conversations 554 00:39:59,360 --> 00:40:00,964 Do you want me to come there? 555 00:40:01,840 --> 00:40:04,366 They make you ask someone, be you or Aunt Helen. 556 00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:06,927 So, let me get this straight. 557 00:40:07,200 --> 00:40:11,364 You messed up, and then I should to drop everything in my life? 558 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:15,047 They can schedule it around what's good for you So... 559 00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:22,650 No, it's just - 560 00:40:25,120 --> 00:40:28,363 I'm cooking here, okay? I have people coming. 561 00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:29,891 Oh, God, I'm sorry. 562 00:40:30,120 --> 00:40:32,361 -I don't mean... -No, you never did it 563 00:40:32,880 --> 00:40:34,928 Gwen, you never mean anything. 564 00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:39,849 I have to go. 565 00:40:40,840 --> 00:40:43,650 Lil, look, I'm sure this one is really fast. 566 00:40:44,600 --> 00:40:47,126 This is just a table, stupid. Leave that. 567 00:40:47,360 --> 00:40:48,885 No, it's a sled. 568 00:40:56,920 --> 00:41:00,641 Well, I'm not a fan of all the soap operas. Only Santa Cruz 569 00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:05,124 I mean, this is just an amazing show. I saw it for the first time... 570 00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:10,125 ... when I was hospitalized some time ago after I left my first rehab. 571 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:12,522 There is this girl on the show, Darian. 572 00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:16,730 He was also hospitalized, and indeed was like I was staring at myself. 573 00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:20,208 I mean, not physically, because I don't have curly hair. 574 00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:22,368 This is all has happened with him. 575 00:41:22,600 --> 00:41:25,365 He was really infused by his brother... 576 00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:30,208 ... but he obviously doesn't know 577 00:41:30,600 --> 00:41:33,809 And I don't have a brother. But I have a sister. 578 00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:36,361 So it's really kind of... 579 00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:38,883 ... an inspiration... 580 00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:41,130 ... for me. 581 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,569 And it really kind of helped me stay drunk... 582 00:41:45,040 --> 00:41:46,565 ... dead and alive. 583 00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:50,369 Mom, everything is fine. 584 00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:54,731 Hey, Andrea. 585 00:42:03,720 --> 00:42:04,881 Hey, Daniel. 586 00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:08,930 Want to give me one of them? 587 00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:10,724 Get it yourself 588 00:42:11,280 --> 00:42:12,691 Okay then. 589 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:21,365 Hey, Gary, can I bite the cig? 590 00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:39,366 That's it. Hello dear. How are you? 591 00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:46,211 -Christ! -Oh, my God, what is that? 592 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:47,208 None. 593 00:42:47,360 --> 00:42:49,567 You're a bad thing What did they do to you? 594 00:42:49,720 --> 00:42:52,200 -I feel. -Is that part of therapy? 595 00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:56,081 You love dear I know, I'll take you home, honey. 596 00:42:56,640 --> 00:42:58,961 -Everyone asks after you -Like who? 597 00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:01,606 Like Mrs. Lefkowitz from below. Remember? 598 00:43:01,800 --> 00:43:03,802 Not a speaker? -Every year, not peeping. 599 00:43:03,960 --> 00:43:07,203 I was crossing the lobby yesterday, he looked at me and said: 600 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:11,046 "Thank God, you managed to get rid of the girl. She is not bad news." 601 00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:15,528 -It's not funny. -Of course it's funny. 602 00:43:15,680 --> 00:43:18,889 Anonymous strangers think I'm bad news, it's not funny. 603 00:43:19,080 --> 00:43:21,560 Everyone I say has laughed is very difficult. 604 00:43:21,720 --> 00:43:23,563 -It's great. -You need to cheer. 605 00:43:23,720 --> 00:43:25,131 -I will take you away -What? 606 00:43:25,360 --> 00:43:27,840 Stay away from these weird people. 607 00:43:28,040 --> 00:43:30,646 I don't want to go - My God! 608 00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:35,650 Here, have some cheese. 609 00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:38,681 Have a roll. 610 00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:40,803 No bread I'm getting fat. 611 00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:43,440 -That's better with bread. -I don't want bread 612 00:43:44,040 --> 00:43:47,522 I will prepare bread. just open it for me, right? 613 00:43:47,680 --> 00:43:49,842 -What is your problem? -Break open the bread. 614 00:43:55,080 --> 00:43:56,047 This is a ring. 615 00:43:56,360 --> 00:43:57,407 Yes. 616 00:43:57,920 --> 00:44:00,321 What did you propose? 617 00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:01,885 Yes, me. 618 00:44:03,080 --> 00:44:04,366 In rehab 619 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:08,531 No, I propose to you now. You happen to be here 620 00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:10,081 Yes, but... 621 00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:13,565 I don't know I mean... "Well, how does he ask?" 622 00:44:13,720 --> 00:44:15,370 "He visited me in rehab and..." 623 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:17,204 So it's not moonlight on Maui. 624 00:44:17,400 --> 00:44:19,448 Where are we going to get married? McSorley's Pub? 625 00:44:19,640 --> 00:44:21,369 Why not? Make a good story. 626 00:44:21,600 --> 00:44:25,924 I don't need a story anymore. I've already enough stories I want to live. 627 00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:30,370 That's what I offer. 628 00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,048 -What is that? -Campaign. 629 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:43,170 I took him thinking, wrong, this might be a romantic moment. 630 00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:49,964 This is not how I see this all playing! 631 00:44:50,160 --> 00:44:52,447 I didn't take this as often as before. 632 00:44:52,640 --> 00:44:53,641 - Take what? -This. 633 00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:55,120 This. 634 00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:58,410 This is straight-up-and-fly right. This... 635 00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:01,365 I don't know Maybe there was something wrong with me -What are they saying? -Not! 636 00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:02,840 This. Do you know what? I think they are right. 637 00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:05,647 They don't. You are only in a habit It happens to everyone. 638 00:45:05,880 --> 00:45:09,521 No, there is a whole world of people who did everything right 639 00:45:09,680 --> 00:45:12,923 They live right, they don't drink, they don't do drugs 640 00:45:13,120 --> 00:45:15,885 -a bullshit. -They are happy. 641 00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:17,406 They are not happy. There are no happy adult humans. 642 00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:20,291 People are born. 643 00:45:20,440 --> 00:45:21,680 644 00:45:21,880 --> 00:45:24,850 They have limited time to think life is dandy, but then... 645 00:45:25,040 --> 00:45:28,567 ... inevitably, strike tragedy and they realize that life is the same as loss. 646 00:45:28,720 --> 00:45:32,520 The core of the game is minimizing The pain caused by the equation. 647 00:45:32,640 --> 00:45:36,929 Some people do it by having children or making money or collecting coins. 648 00:45:37,400 --> 00:45:39,448 And others do it by wasting it. 649 00:45:40,120 --> 00:45:43,886 Let the switch on the head change the hot light is on and the cool light is on. 650 00:45:44,120 --> 00:45:45,451 No one gets hurt collecting coins. 651 00:45:45,680 --> 00:45:48,968 Everyone hurts everyone. This is a human condition! 652 00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:53,644 Don't let them tell you there is something wrong with you You are fine! 653 00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:55,366 I'm not feeling well. 654 00:45:55,560 --> 00:46:00,282 Of course not. You are in a Deliverance country surrounded by strange people. 655 00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:02,369 And you are not with me. 656 00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:06,920 I also don't feel well today, and I think it's because we are separated. 657 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:08,406 You are mine. 658 00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:10,046 I'm yours. 659 00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:12,885 I love you. 660 00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:17,803 Why do you want me, Jasper? I'm messy 661 00:46:18,040 --> 00:46:19,644 Maybe I like mess. 662 00:46:20,960 --> 00:46:22,644 There are times when you can share... 663 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:27,171 ... and you can hold hands and be on the same track. 664 00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:33,204 But there is always a fork on the road at some point. 665 00:46:34,720 --> 00:46:37,610 And sometimes you have to go in one part of the fork... 666 00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:40,406 ... and they have to go in another part of the fork. 667 00:46:42,280 --> 00:46:46,524 Or on the back of the fork while you go forward. 668 00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:48,405 And they are like... 669 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:53,331 Or they have a salad fork and you have a large dinner fork... 670 00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,649 ... and you have longer to go, But they're done, because that's the way it is. 671 00:46:56,840 --> 00:46:59,844 They are stuck in food that they are.... 672 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:03,889 Dessert fork or, like, one of them, you know... 673 00:47:04,120 --> 00:47:07,442 ... small crab fork, and you try to get out of the crab. 674 00:47:07,640 --> 00:47:11,361 And you're here jumping to a big serving fork... 675 00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:15,690 ... or something like that. Or a spoon, you know. 676 00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:23,530 Hey, and? 677 00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:25,645 Guess what. 678 00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:31,840 Goober. Are you not talking to me now 679 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:33,883 I only have five pieces. 680 00:47:37,440 --> 00:47:38,407 What are you doing? 681 00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:41,123 This, give it to me. 682 00:47:41,320 --> 00:47:42,731 -He didn't come. -Your mother? 683 00:47:42,880 --> 00:47:44,882 I waited all day for him. 684 00:47:45,880 --> 00:47:46,847 I'm my hair He might have to work or something like that. 685 00:47:47,040 --> 00:47:49,646 No, he just hates me. I embarrassed him. 686 00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:52,565 687 00:47:52,720 --> 00:47:54,643 He doesn't hate you. I will get someone -Don't say anyone! -No problem. 688 00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:56,604 We have to. This is very serious. 689 00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,370 They will take me to Psychiatry! 690 00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:00,364 Please, I can't be evicted anymore. 691 00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:03,126 Okay, we're not going anywhere, Alright? 692 00:48:04,040 --> 00:48:07,328 Alright, come on 693 00:48:08,080 --> 00:48:09,889 Why don't we go to another room? 694 00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:12,726 -How do you do it? -What? That? 695 00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:18,885 This is quite easy. 696 00:48:19,440 --> 00:48:20,851 You only take one of them. 697 00:48:20,960 --> 00:48:24,328 Tear it in half. 698 00:48:28,720 --> 00:48:30,370 Just so you know, I'm not... 699 00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:33,282 ... try to break away or whatever. 700 00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,885 701 00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:42,360 That's just something I do sometimes. 702 00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:44,887 Doesn't it hurt? 703 00:48:45,880 --> 00:48:47,530 It feels better. 704 00:48:47,960 --> 00:48:49,121 Then what? 705 00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:50,646 Others. 706 00:48:58,400 --> 00:48:59,845 Like that. 707 00:49:00,640 --> 00:49:03,644 Then you try and slip it into a gap like that 708 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:12,360 Is he drunk? 709 00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:14,409 I don't know Maybe. 710 00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:16,649 Then you have to say no. 711 00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:21,368 This is like Darian and Falcon. 712 00:49:21,640 --> 00:49:23,210 She's addicted to gambling... 713 00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:26,563 ... and even so he really loves him... 714 00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:28,131 ... he must go. 715 00:49:28,840 --> 00:49:30,126 Do I know these people? 716 00:49:30,800 --> 00:49:31,961 From Santa Cruz. 717 00:49:32,880 --> 00:49:34,882 That's more complicated for them. 718 00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:37,401 They are actually stepsister, stepbrother. 719 00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:40,928 But Darian doesn't know that When he finds out about gambling. 720 00:49:42,080 --> 00:49:44,367 Don't believe this the advice I got 721 00:49:45,080 --> 00:49:48,448 The show doesn't stay in the air because I'm 8 years old because of being stupid. 722 00:49:56,840 --> 00:49:59,923 Tonight's lecture: "I have worked 12 steps. 723 00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:02,088 Can I go home now?" 724 00:50:09,120 --> 00:50:10,406 The bus is here 725 00:50:10,720 --> 00:50:11,960 Thank you. 726 00:50:12,720 --> 00:50:14,290 God. 727 00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:18,530 Let's go, team! It's all about trust today. 728 00:50:27,800 --> 00:50:28,847 Come here. 729 00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:30,886 Listening. 730 00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:35,442 About last night, I really thought You have to tell someone. 731 00:50:35,640 --> 00:50:38,405 -Oh yeah. I have done. -Yeah, when? 732 00:50:38,960 --> 00:50:41,611 This morning. I found my counselor, and I told him... 733 00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,848 ... and we talk about it. He will help me. 734 00:50:43,960 --> 00:50:45,883 Hold. Do you really talk to him? 735 00:50:46,080 --> 00:50:47,969 No, I made it up. 736 00:50:48,880 --> 00:50:51,531 We don't really have to climb This is it, right? 737 00:50:51,680 --> 00:50:54,206 We don't know the whole story. We have to hear it... 738 00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:56,721 ... before we go say what is it 739 00:50:57,200 --> 00:50:58,201 Guzzling Gwen! 740 00:50:58,400 --> 00:51:00,971 -What is it with ring-in-the-roll guys? -Who? 741 00:51:01,200 --> 00:51:02,326 Your Girlfriend! 742 00:51:02,520 --> 00:51:05,603 Andrea, what is the phrase? "Confidence" means nothing? 743 00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:07,802 You never said not to say it. 744 00:51:07,960 --> 00:51:11,726 I know better than anyone How important is the person you marry. 745 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:15,891 But just because someone suggested, That doesn't mean you have to say yes. 746 00:51:16,160 --> 00:51:18,606 - Did someone propose to Gwen? -The reader. 747 00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:21,411 -I think Gwen is a lesbian. -I am not a lesbian! 748 00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:22,687 It's okay if you. 749 00:51:22,880 --> 00:51:24,530 Can we talk about other things? 750 00:51:24,720 --> 00:51:25,846 When did this happen? 751 00:51:26,040 --> 00:51:27,883 Yesterday. On the lake. 752 00:51:28,120 --> 00:51:31,886 Is that sunset? The sunset on the edge of the lake is very romantic. 753 00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:34,646 It was lunch, and he brought a picnic... 754 00:51:34,840 --> 00:51:35,841 ... with champagne. 755 00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:37,371 Does he bring champagne? 756 00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:39,728 We don't drink it. I threw it into the sea. 757 00:51:39,920 --> 00:51:42,730 This is not a very cool person to bring you liquor in rehab He doesn't understand what I'm doing here 758 00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:45,360 If you are serious about getting drunk, your love partner will know You don't have to commit to your recovery -Yes, God! -Sorry. 759 00:51:45,560 --> 00:51:48,530 Shouldn't you do something now? 760 00:51:48,720 --> 00:51:50,882 -I got you. -I said you dumped that person 761 00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:52,881 I can make this decision myself, good? I don't need your help That's not your sign. 762 00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:54,923 Forget what my sign says! 763 00:51:55,120 --> 00:51:57,600 764 00:51:57,800 --> 00:52:01,725 765 00:52:01,920 --> 00:52:03,285 766 00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:04,851 767 00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:07,651 He doesn't know anything about me! You also don't 768 00:52:07,880 --> 00:52:09,166 You don't live my bad life. 769 00:52:09,360 --> 00:52:13,081 Until you do it, don't tell me to give you one person who is important to me! 770 00:52:13,280 --> 00:52:17,285 I know he's not perfect, but he's the one that will appear on my birthday... 771 00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:19,602 ... and say, "I'm glad you were born!" 772 00:52:20,440 --> 00:52:21,805 What's wrong with you 773 00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:23,883 -just let go. -Trust it 774 00:52:25,320 --> 00:52:27,800 God! Look at my gift. 775 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,171 No matter where I can hang around 776 00:52:32,720 --> 00:52:36,042 On land or sea or foam 777 00:52:36,800 --> 00:52:40,282 Yo u can always hear me Sing this song 778 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:42,920 Show me the way to go home 779 00:52:43,680 --> 00:52:45,125 We start. 780 00:52:47,680 --> 00:52:50,331 Is there a woman's room key? Thank you. 781 00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:55,567 Excuse me, sir. 782 00:52:56,640 --> 00:52:58,642 Can I have a male room key? 783 00:53:01,840 --> 00:53:02,807 What? 784 00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:05,120 -What? -Eddie Boone! 785 00:53:05,360 --> 00:53:06,566 Thank you. 786 00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:10,563 Come on, let's go. 787 00:53:12,560 --> 00:53:14,130 I need paper, some pens. 788 00:53:14,360 --> 00:53:16,124 Daddy, we need napkins or something. 789 00:53:16,320 --> 00:53:18,448 Okay, wait a minute. Let me see. 790 00:53:18,680 --> 00:53:21,286 -This is all I have. There he is. -Thank you. 791 00:53:23,200 --> 00:53:24,850 -What is your name? -I am Adam. 792 00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:26,371 And me Dan. -Adam and Dan. 793 00:53:26,600 --> 00:53:29,410 You are not shy against Braves on August 4th. 794 00:53:29,640 --> 00:53:31,688 Is that correct? August 4th? 795 00:53:31,880 --> 00:53:34,611 Eddie, where is your car, man? I'm sure it's really cool! 796 00:53:34,800 --> 00:53:35,642 My car? 797 00:53:38,400 --> 00:53:41,449 Guys, we have to go home. Say goodbye now too. 798 00:53:41,960 --> 00:53:42,927 Nice to meet you. 799 00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:45,124 Yes. Nice to meet you. 800 00:53:52,640 --> 00:53:54,881 Have a great season, Eddie. 801 00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:10,690 Mail calls 802 00:54:16,960 --> 00:54:19,691 Charm Blossom, this is really not necessary 803 00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:23,566 Cover letters like bar charts to show the fullness of our lives. 804 00:54:23,720 --> 00:54:25,370 I know my life is empty, okay? 805 00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:27,045 for you. 806 00:54:43,520 --> 00:54:46,091 -Watch the game recording? -Yes. 807 00:54:47,680 --> 00:54:49,170 They came out of locked ginger. 808 00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:58,567 It looks like your letter is more fun than me 809 00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:00,360 Do you want them 810 00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:01,971 -You don't want them? -Not. 811 00:55:02,360 --> 00:55:03,646 What do you get 812 00:55:05,720 --> 00:55:08,451 -My my sister came to the family session. -That is good. 813 00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:12,201 No, I will pay very good money I did not hear what he said. 814 00:55:15,960 --> 00:55:19,965 So what's wrong with your ball? You could say. 815 00:55:21,120 --> 00:55:23,361 So to speak, nothing. I don't want them. 816 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:25,164 -Why not? -Because I don't. 817 00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:28,529 That's tautology. There is something what is it because it is what it is. 818 00:55:28,680 --> 00:55:30,205 Blue sky because it reflects the ocean. 819 00:55:30,400 --> 00:55:32,641 The ocean is blue because it reflects the sky. 820 00:55:32,880 --> 00:55:34,291 Who are you talking to? 821 00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:38,369 I have no idea. 822 00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:43,805 I'm sure you can't sit still and be quiet for a minute. 823 00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:45,325 I can. 824 00:55:46,600 --> 00:55:48,841 Is this what we are doing now? 825 00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:51,361 The contest is a little quiet? 826 00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:02,087 Wait a minute! 827 00:56:02,920 --> 00:56:04,649 -This is not a cassette game. -Wait! 828 00:56:05,360 --> 00:56:06,805 -Yes, God! -Let me have it! 829 00:56:07,040 --> 00:56:09,884 I know what this is! I can't believe you are watching this! 830 00:56:10,080 --> 00:56:12,970 -I don't! -Santa Cruz watcher. 831 00:56:25,600 --> 00:56:26,647 - I'm sorry. -It is okay. 832 00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:29,611 -No, I'm sorry, I'm sorry -No, it's okay. 833 00:56:32,920 --> 00:56:35,685 I always do that. I always do that. 834 00:56:36,120 --> 00:56:37,804 835 00:56:38,360 --> 00:56:39,691 836 00:56:40,800 --> 00:56:45,283 837 00:56:45,440 --> 00:56:46,726 838 00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:49,321 839 00:56:49,800 --> 00:56:51,370 840 00:56:54,120 --> 00:56:55,406 841 00:56:56,840 --> 00:56:59,889 842 00:57:00,520 --> 00:57:04,366 843 00:57:04,640 --> 00:57:06,529 844 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:10,890 845 00:57:12,360 --> 00:57:14,328 846 00:57:17,040 --> 00:57:19,964 847 00:57:20,160 --> 00:57:21,730 Oh, for next season? 848 00:57:22,360 --> 00:57:25,125 Well, because there will be next season there. 849 00:57:25,520 --> 00:57:27,284 Why? Are you thinking of retiring? 850 00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:31,880 I don't know Maybe it should. I mean, you have to stop sometime. 851 00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:34,648 I'm no longer 22. 852 00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:37,850 Plus, you know, maybe a more normal life... 853 00:57:38,440 --> 00:57:40,886 ... maybe a little pressure. 854 00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:45,406 I understand. Married a cute girl, moved to the suburbs... 855 00:57:45,640 --> 00:57:48,610 ... spend your weekend cutting. You don't want to do a coke again. 856 00:57:48,800 --> 00:57:50,882 -Are you okay? This headache! 857 00:57:54,720 --> 00:57:56,324 Darian? Darian? 858 00:57:56,640 --> 00:57:58,722 What is he doing here? 859 00:58:01,320 --> 00:58:04,802 Get an ambulance. He suffers from astro cytroma. 860 00:58:05,320 --> 00:58:06,287 What is that? 861 00:58:08,520 --> 00:58:10,921 A small group of brain tumors. 862 00:58:11,160 --> 00:58:12,446 "Tiny cluster"? 863 00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:13,887 He is very sick. 864 00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:23,124 Attention of all patients. Tonight's lecture: 865 00:58:23,360 --> 00:58:26,204 "What's Wrong with Celebrating It? Sadness with Drunkness?" 866 00:58:26,400 --> 00:58:28,528 Give it to him 867 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:31,530 Just give it to him my Lord! Where did you get this? 868 00:58:32,560 --> 00:58:34,210 Guys, this is the soap opera that I watched 869 00:58:34,400 --> 00:58:37,131 -You watch my soap? -Yes. 870 00:58:37,720 --> 00:58:39,085 Eddie, you surprised me I only work every fifth day. What else do I do with my time? 871 00:58:39,280 --> 00:58:41,886 Thank you very much. 872 00:58:42,080 --> 00:58:44,686 873 00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:47,089 874 00:58:47,200 --> 00:58:51,091 Sometimes I like reading. You know, literature? Something like that. 875 00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:53,886 Your bet is what lost you your money and my respect 876 00:58:55,600 --> 00:58:57,045 I love you. 877 00:59:01,640 --> 00:59:04,928 Mother, Dr. Griffin, what are you doing here? 878 00:59:06,800 --> 00:59:09,849 We came to tell you something about Falcon 879 00:59:10,120 --> 00:59:13,920 Darian, it seems like I might bring Falcon children. 880 00:59:14,680 --> 00:59:16,728 What do you want to bet the child... 881 00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:18,888 ... it has an gambling problem 882 00:59:22,680 --> 00:59:24,842 This is just another small cluster. 883 00:59:25,040 --> 00:59:26,121 Do something! 884 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:28,644 This will be finished soon. 885 00:59:29,600 --> 00:59:32,126 He will handle it. Falcon will return, better than before. 886 00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:33,725 No, Falcon left the show. 887 00:59:33,920 --> 00:59:35,649 He has a brain group. 888 00:59:35,880 --> 00:59:37,405 Maybe it's more than just a small cluster. 889 00:59:38,080 --> 00:59:39,684 I hate that mother. 890 00:59:39,880 --> 00:59:40,881 I love him. 891 00:59:41,120 --> 00:59:43,168 -you doing? -I think he's funny. 892 00:59:44,320 --> 00:59:46,926 I want you to talk to Gwen, and specifically. 893 00:59:47,680 --> 00:59:49,648 Choose one event. 894 00:59:51,400 --> 00:59:53,880 You ruined my marriage And when that happens, how do you feel 895 00:59:54,200 --> 00:59:56,407 How do you think I feel? 896 00:59:56,640 --> 00:59:58,688 Tell him. 897 00:59:59,880 --> 01:00:01,120 I tried to explain here, okay? I mean, you ask me, so I just... 898 01:00:02,200 --> 01:00:06,444 I mean, he appeared drunk... 899 01:00:07,360 --> 01:00:10,125 900 01:00:11,200 --> 01:00:13,646 ... stumbling throughout the ceremony 901 01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:15,609 At the reception, he woke up... 902 01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:18,966 ... and, in front of my friends... 903 01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:22,130 ... my new in-laws, he gave this toast... 904 01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:25,369 -... that's really - -What? What toast? -Gwen, let your sister talk What toast? "Well, not everyone can be perfect. But at least some of us can try it." 905 01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:27,887 We all know that adults must make compromises. 906 01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:33,408 And Lily is very, very mature. 907 01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:40,124 So that's what he did. 908 01:00:40,320 --> 01:00:44,120 He said: 909 01:00:44,800 --> 01:00:47,087 "Is Andrew... 910 01:00:47,360 --> 01:00:48,805 ... the best man for me... 911 01:00:49,280 --> 01:00:51,044 912 01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:55,126 913 01:00:55,360 --> 01:00:57,089 ... on this earth? 914 01:00:58,360 --> 01:01:02,046 No. And I mean, no. " 915 01:01:03,560 --> 01:01:05,847 He said," Hey, I'm not getting younger He makes a lot of money. 916 01:01:06,040 --> 01:01:08,281 So I will marry the little sucker. " 917 01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:10,363 For Lily and her little sucker. That's not what happened. You think that your memory of that day is somehow better than me? 918 01:01:11,640 --> 01:01:15,201 -I don't think so. -About format. 919 01:01:15,800 --> 01:01:16,926 I hold on to the format. I just tried to give an illustration here 920 01:01:17,120 --> 01:01:21,808 And he walked around... 921 01:01:21,960 --> 01:01:24,406 ... like some victims... 922 01:01:24,640 --> 01:01:28,929 923 01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:31,123 924 01:01:31,320 --> 01:01:33,721 925 01:01:33,920 --> 01:01:37,970 ... like life just handed it over this is a raw agreement 926 01:01:38,160 --> 01:01:40,288 Well, you know, my dad also left. 927 01:01:40,440 --> 01:01:42,886 And my mother died When I'm also small. 928 01:01:43,400 --> 01:01:45,323 And you don't see me using that... 929 01:01:45,520 --> 01:01:49,127 ... as an excuse to just completely leave all self control... 930 01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:50,725 ... and self-indulgence - 931 01:01:50,920 --> 01:01:53,321 Pamper? What? Do you think I like this? 932 01:01:53,520 --> 01:01:55,887 We are off track here. Lily. 933 01:01:57,320 --> 01:01:59,687 Think of Gwen's behavior in your marriage... 934 01:01:59,880 --> 01:02:01,609 ... and tell him now how you feel 935 01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:04,644 Yeah, Lily, how does it feel? 936 01:02:08,560 --> 01:02:11,040 You know, this is just... 937 01:02:12,840 --> 01:02:14,649 I don't need this 938 01:02:15,640 --> 01:02:17,369 I have life 939 01:02:21,920 --> 01:02:23,570 Lily, wait for me 940 01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:25,722 Beat you. 941 01:02:52,160 --> 01:02:53,286 What are you doing? 942 01:03:05,280 --> 01:03:07,647 Large. Another thing I like. 943 01:03:07,880 --> 01:03:09,644 Wait a minute Gwen, hey. 944 01:03:09,880 --> 01:03:11,120 Please. 945 01:03:11,840 --> 01:03:13,171 Come here for a while. 946 01:03:14,120 --> 01:03:16,327 -What? -What do you think? 947 01:03:16,920 --> 01:03:19,526 When you throw the ball, what do you think? 948 01:03:21,880 --> 01:03:25,362 I don't know Married habits African ants I don't know 949 01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:26,647 Striped things. 950 01:03:26,880 --> 01:03:28,882 You're thinking about it hitting the bed 951 01:03:29,120 --> 01:03:32,602 Well, you know, that might sound funny to you, but it's all wrong 952 01:03:32,800 --> 01:03:34,689 When you lock in the strike zone... 953 01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:37,087 ... it's about size of beans. 954 01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:40,727 And you think, "Damn, I have to get it the little ball is there?" 955 01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:43,207 You're crazy out of the game 956 01:03:44,520 --> 01:03:46,522 Zone of strike, call... 957 01:03:46,680 --> 01:03:48,887 ... count, dough, - forget all that 958 01:03:49,160 --> 01:03:53,324 You have to think of something small something. Things that you can control 959 01:03:53,520 --> 01:03:56,922 You can control your attitude, your balance... 960 01:03:57,120 --> 01:03:59,726 ... your release, your follow-up. 961 01:04:00,960 --> 01:04:04,328 Think of those little things and only small things... 962 01:04:08,320 --> 01:04:09,845 Do you know? I mean... 963 01:04:10,120 --> 01:04:13,124 Because when you release the ball... 964 01:04:13,640 --> 01:04:15,051 ... it's over. 965 01:04:15,640 --> 01:04:18,883 You have no voice in what happened. That is someone else's work. 966 01:04:20,880 --> 01:04:23,281 -I want you to try this -I don't want to. 967 01:04:23,440 --> 01:04:24,282 I'm just curious. 968 01:04:24,440 --> 01:04:27,649 -I don't want to do it -I just want to see how you hold it back. 969 01:04:27,840 --> 01:04:31,049 Don't take it, don't take it. Look at that, look at it. 970 01:04:31,200 --> 01:04:32,929 Hold it like an egg. 971 01:04:33,400 --> 01:04:35,641 Loose. Easy. OK? 972 01:04:35,880 --> 01:04:38,121 Let me see it from there. 973 01:04:39,360 --> 01:04:41,601 Let me see it from there. 974 01:04:42,080 --> 01:04:42,967 Alright. 975 01:04:44,160 --> 01:04:46,686 I want you to throw it here good and easy. 976 01:04:47,880 --> 01:04:49,723 Point me with your left hand. 977 01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:51,730 Throw to where you are pointing. 978 01:04:54,360 --> 01:04:56,169 Better. But you nutted the dough... 979 01:04:56,360 --> 01:04:59,045 ... and the other team's beating bullshit from you 980 01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:02,610 Try again. Head up. I want you to do it again. 981 01:05:02,800 --> 01:05:04,882 This time, turn your eyes off. 982 01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:06,885 -What? -Just close your eyes. 983 01:05:07,400 --> 01:05:08,890 -Very weird. -Deliver. 984 01:05:10,720 --> 01:05:13,371 There. It is a strike in any country. 985 01:05:14,280 --> 01:05:15,520 You experience 986 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:34,967 Come on. 987 01:05:44,960 --> 01:05:46,803 People, the definition of madness... 988 01:05:47,040 --> 01:05:51,364 ... repeating the same behavior above and again, expecting different results. 989 01:05:51,640 --> 01:05:52,801 Thank you. 990 01:05:55,360 --> 01:05:56,850 I have a question. 991 01:05:57,600 --> 01:06:01,889 Once we all leave, we have a need for which will need to be filled... 992 01:06:02,120 --> 01:06:05,886 ... by people, physically, sometimes. 993 01:06:09,840 --> 01:06:11,365 Yes, I know, I know. 994 01:06:11,640 --> 01:06:16,362 People who are in a state of curiosity is the right time to start dating 995 01:06:17,400 --> 01:06:21,644 And my rule is, when you go home, take your own plants. 996 01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:24,371 I like spider plants, but whatever makes you change 997 01:06:24,960 --> 01:06:28,203 Then, in about a year, get a pet. And then, if, say... 998 01:06:28,440 --> 01:06:33,287 ... two years, plants and pets are still alive... 999 01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:36,849 ... then you can start thinking about it relationship. 1000 01:06:37,040 --> 01:06:38,405 Thank you. 1001 01:06:39,640 --> 01:06:41,642 I will be fine. I know what to do. 1002 01:06:41,840 --> 01:06:46,129 Don't drink, go to meetings, look for sponsors, ask for help. 1003 01:06:46,880 --> 01:06:51,044 Don't drink, go to meetings, look for sponsors, ask for help. 1004 01:06:51,200 --> 01:06:53,726 Goodbye to you Continue to smile until then 1005 01:06:53,920 --> 01:06:56,924 Who cares about clouds 1006 01:06:57,120 --> 01:06:59,088 If we are together 1007 01:06:59,280 --> 01:07:00,884 Just sing a song and bring it bright. 1008 01:07:01,120 --> 01:07:04,442 Okay, I hope he succeeds. 1009 01:07:05,600 --> 01:07:07,125 Statistically, is only three of us. 1010 01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:09,886 So by the way... 1011 01:07:10,120 --> 01:07:11,645 ... good for us if he returns to use You know? 1012 01:07:11,880 --> 01:07:15,521 Odds-wise. 1013 01:07:16,120 --> 01:07:17,610 1014 01:07:25,120 --> 01:07:27,646 God, I like the evening like this. 1015 01:07:28,920 --> 01:07:30,684 Do you know what's missing? 1016 01:07:31,080 --> 01:07:34,880 That I did not have a dry vodka with two olives in a cold glass. 1017 01:07:35,520 --> 01:07:37,045 God, I miss that 1018 01:07:37,280 --> 01:07:39,647 Lately I've been lying awake at night... 1019 01:07:39,880 --> 01:07:43,327 ... thinking stupid things I'm done when I'm screwed up. 1020 01:07:43,520 --> 01:07:47,650 One night last year, at dinner, I vomited over my teary ham. 1021 01:07:47,840 --> 01:07:50,127 Then I thought, "Well, maybe nobody's paying attention." 1022 01:07:50,280 --> 01:07:52,851 I don't think of it as decoration. 1023 01:07:53,040 --> 01:07:53,962 I'm a winner. 1024 01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:56,047 God. 1025 01:07:56,360 --> 01:07:58,408 Do you know what's the worst? For me? 1026 01:07:59,200 --> 01:08:01,407 My friends around the world. 1027 01:08:02,080 --> 01:08:05,641 We grew up playing football, hunting and fishing 1028 01:08:06,080 --> 01:08:09,801 One Sunday morning, he entered on me and his wife in bed. 1029 01:08:11,680 --> 01:08:13,603 You have never lived that one. 1030 01:08:16,040 --> 01:08:16,962 Say one of yours. 1031 01:08:18,720 --> 01:08:19,721 Excuse me? 1032 01:08:19,880 --> 01:08:22,451 What's the worst thing you did? When are you screwed up? 1033 01:08:23,240 --> 01:08:24,765 I don't know Come on. Give me some. I will choose it 1034 01:08:25,800 --> 01:08:28,531 I don't really remember. 1035 01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:30,563 I just told you a few things... 1036 01:08:30,760 --> 01:08:32,762 I'm drunk Drunks forget everything. You know? 1037 01:08:32,920 --> 01:08:35,764 Come on. 1038 01:08:35,960 --> 01:08:37,121 1039 01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:41,444 Why? So can I tell you my last 5 years disgusting to embarrass myself? 1040 01:08:41,680 --> 01:08:43,170 -No, thank you. -Why not? 1041 01:08:43,320 --> 01:08:46,130 Because I don't feel like talking about it 1042 01:08:46,280 --> 01:08:47,281 You're too good for me Are you solid Did your mother drop you in your head? 1043 01:08:47,520 --> 01:08:49,841 I said no. I don't want to talk about it just drop it 1044 01:08:50,120 --> 01:08:53,169 God, this is very difficult You are a doctor That's how it should be. 1045 01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:10,722 We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton. 1046 01:09:11,200 --> 01:09:14,363 Your task is posted We will climb the stairs. 1047 01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:17,285 1048 01:09:17,520 --> 01:09:20,410 1049 01:09:20,640 --> 01:09:24,645 What? I pay a lot of money. I don't do any tasks. 1050 01:09:25,640 --> 01:09:26,846 -Pills. -Liquor. 1051 01:09:27,080 --> 01:09:28,047 Coke and sex. 1052 01:09:31,240 --> 01:09:33,242 This is your daughter, Darian, Deirdre. 1053 01:09:33,400 --> 01:09:37,246 Don't worry about Darian. I slipped it into my bed hours ago. 1054 01:09:38,360 --> 01:09:40,169 So am I. 1055 01:09:41,400 --> 01:09:42,322 No. 1056 01:09:49,400 --> 01:09:51,050 God! 1057 01:09:51,360 --> 01:09:53,647 It was an extraordinary episode. I hope you see it. 1058 01:09:53,800 --> 01:09:55,962 Everyone loses their common sense. 1059 01:09:57,640 --> 01:09:58,687 What are you doing? 1060 01:09:58,840 --> 01:10:00,171 Packing. 1061 01:10:01,200 --> 01:10:02,725 What is the shape like? 1062 01:10:03,040 --> 01:10:05,611 -You didn't leave for a few days. -So? 1063 01:10:05,760 --> 01:10:08,445 I leave. Maybe also getting ready. 1064 01:10:08,680 --> 01:10:11,251 It's no use making this room all comfortable... 1065 01:10:11,440 --> 01:10:13,283 ... to only, like, 42 hours. 1066 01:10:13,880 --> 01:10:17,123 Only 20 minutes left until curfew. Let's drink ice cream. 1067 01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:19,801 - Respect your sugar desires. -No, thank you. 1068 01:10:26,360 --> 01:10:28,124 You don't need to do this. 1069 01:10:28,280 --> 01:10:29,247 What do you do? 1070 01:10:33,440 --> 01:10:36,125 How do you know what to do? Have you ever left rehab? 1071 01:10:36,280 --> 01:10:37,247 No, but I - 1072 01:10:37,440 --> 01:10:40,728 You have never left rehab, so you don't know what you are talking about 1073 01:10:40,920 --> 01:10:44,242 Right, but I have become a part of some very emotional songs - 1074 01:10:44,440 --> 01:10:46,966 I'm sorry. Right. You sing "Lean On Me" several times. 1075 01:10:47,200 --> 01:10:49,168 The stupidest cheesy song ever. 1076 01:10:49,320 --> 01:10:51,971 You must know about leaving rehab better than anyone 1077 01:11:08,440 --> 01:11:11,569 I have eyelashes. Express a hope. 1078 01:11:11,760 --> 01:11:13,683 Custody of my children Serenity. 1079 01:11:15,240 --> 01:11:16,241 Come on, honey. We all want that. 1080 01:11:16,640 --> 01:11:18,927 Think of something else. 1081 01:11:19,160 --> 01:11:21,322 My kulupus is back 1082 01:11:22,320 --> 01:11:24,288 Nobody asked me before they took it. 1083 01:11:25,320 --> 01:11:27,641 They only took it. 1084 01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:29,651 How to share, Gerhardt. How to share 1085 01:11:30,960 --> 01:11:33,611 Okay, here it is. 1086 01:11:35,440 --> 01:11:37,044 All gone 1087 01:11:41,440 --> 01:11:42,726 Read the sign. 1088 01:12:18,520 --> 01:12:19,442 1089 01:12:19,680 --> 01:12:21,762 Betty, where is the love? 1090 01:12:25,240 --> 01:12:26,526 Daniel, wow. 1091 01:12:26,800 --> 01:12:28,450 Guzzling Gwen. 1092 01:12:30,080 --> 01:12:31,241 What happened? 1093 01:12:31,440 --> 01:12:33,841 This? I am honest with God I don't know. 1094 01:12:35,280 --> 01:12:38,523 Well, nice to meet you. 1095 01:12:38,880 --> 01:12:39,847 Getting a room 1096 01:12:40,840 --> 01:12:42,444 Oh, God, that's a joke! 1097 01:12:42,680 --> 01:12:45,160 This is a miracle! Oh, do you know what? 1098 01:12:45,320 --> 01:12:47,971 I can use your medical skills, if you have a second time 1099 01:12:48,200 --> 01:12:49,645 I have a second time. 1100 01:12:51,080 --> 01:12:54,402 -Use a condom. -Ah, two! Two in one day! 1101 01:12:59,200 --> 01:13:00,281 Gerhardt? 1102 01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:06,847 I am writing this for Andrea who will leave, and that is for you -I lead? -Yes. 1103 01:13:07,160 --> 01:13:08,650 1104 01:13:08,800 --> 01:13:11,201 If you can do that, will be great 1105 01:13:11,360 --> 01:13:12,725 I have to direct this. 1106 01:13:12,880 --> 01:13:15,087 -You don't want me -You will be great 1107 01:13:15,240 --> 01:13:16,401 Gwen, I will ruin it You can use lipstick. 1108 01:13:16,640 --> 01:13:18,244 Very? 1109 01:13:18,400 --> 01:13:19,367 So just think of Meryl Streep. 1110 01:13:19,600 --> 01:13:22,763 Think of Cry in the Dark. Remember? 1111 01:13:22,920 --> 01:13:25,161 "Dingo stole my baby. Dingo stole my baby." 1112 01:13:25,320 --> 01:13:27,721 Andrea D., pickup letter in Parker's cabin, main room. 1113 01:13:27,880 --> 01:13:31,407 Okay, leave. Go, go. 1114 01:13:31,640 --> 01:13:33,244 -Gerhardt, come on! -OK. Well. 1115 01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:41,760 Watch phone 1116 01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:48,331 Someone sent you a cute little monkey 1117 01:13:50,440 --> 01:13:52,408 1118 01:13:52,640 --> 01:13:55,450 We used to make them here. They are very easy. 1119 01:13:58,600 --> 01:13:59,761 Be head 1120 01:14:00,360 --> 01:14:01,771 And weapons-- 1121 01:14:02,120 --> 01:14:03,087 Come here. 1122 01:14:05,760 --> 01:14:06,761 Sit down. 1123 01:14:14,760 --> 01:14:18,560 I'm an alcoholic and addict. But I think you already know that. 1124 01:14:19,560 --> 01:14:21,244 In honor of Andrea's departure... 1125 01:14:21,640 --> 01:14:23,722 ... instead of singing "Lean On Me" again... 1126 01:14:24,960 --> 01:14:27,930 ... we have our own version from Santa Cruz 1127 01:14:29,960 --> 01:14:31,564 I hope you like it. 1128 01:14:32,760 --> 01:14:34,250 And now... 1129 01:14:34,400 --> 01:14:37,165 ... Santa Booze. 1130 01:14:49,640 --> 01:14:51,768 Oh, Falcon. I'm very scared When they found out I had taken you out of the hospital... 1131 01:14:51,960 --> 01:14:54,122 ... Mother and Dr. Griffin Hartley must have come here 1132 01:14:54,280 --> 01:14:57,170 1133 01:14:59,280 --> 01:15:01,362 If I can't without-- 1134 01:15:09,560 --> 01:15:12,803 But, God, that little group is a tumor in my brain Wait... 1135 01:15:18,240 --> 01:15:19,241 ... I have several pills... 1136 01:15:19,400 --> 01:15:21,448 I'm fine. No problem. I am doing fine. 1137 01:15:22,800 --> 01:15:24,848 Oh, Falcon... 1138 01:15:25,080 --> 01:15:26,411 ... hold me back. 1139 01:15:26,640 --> 01:15:27,846 I know we will find you two together. 1140 01:15:31,520 --> 01:15:33,727 Darian, your lover... 1141 01:15:35,200 --> 01:15:36,804 ... also your sister! 1142 01:15:37,240 --> 01:15:40,050 No! 1143 01:15:40,680 --> 01:15:41,761 That's impossible. 1144 01:15:41,960 --> 01:15:42,882 Deirdre, honey, I have bad news. 1145 01:15:45,840 --> 01:15:47,763 Your daughter, Darian, A lover of Falcon and sister... 1146 01:15:47,920 --> 01:15:52,448 Alright. I have no problem out of here I will do this 1147 01:16:00,800 --> 01:16:04,043 1148 01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:07,686 -What are you doing? -Programming. They do it on soap. 1149 01:16:09,240 --> 01:16:10,924 What are you doing? 1150 01:16:11,160 --> 01:16:12,810 Just improvise. Go with it 1151 01:16:13,080 --> 01:16:16,129 -Oh! But, no, my tumor! -This is melio.... 1152 01:16:16,840 --> 01:16:19,446 Nestrocytroma Melagioma. 1153 01:16:20,200 --> 01:16:22,771 Whatever. Forgive me. There is nothing I can do. 1154 01:16:23,760 --> 01:16:25,046 What are you doing? 1155 01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:27,322 It is said in the script that we kiss. 1156 01:16:30,440 --> 01:16:33,250 I like you, bon voyage, But I don't kiss Gerhardt. 1157 01:16:33,880 --> 01:16:34,802 Okay, everybody Good work. That's right sharing well I really enjoyed it. 1158 01:16:35,080 --> 01:16:38,687 1159 01:16:38,840 --> 01:16:41,571 Both use feeling words and all that. Give me more. 1160 01:16:41,800 --> 01:16:42,767 Who are you? 1161 01:16:42,960 --> 01:16:44,803 Evelyn. Don't you recognize the hat? 1162 01:16:45,040 --> 01:16:47,771 Okay, but seeing you are all addicts... 1163 01:16:47,920 --> 01:16:51,925 ... drugs, sex, the same storyline for 1 6 years... 1164 01:16:52,200 --> 01:16:55,682 ... Here are some therapeutic tools to get you going 1165 01:16:57,120 --> 01:17:00,886 Sometimes you have to kiss your ass before you can kick it This is the machine that killed you, is not a caboose. 1166 01:17:01,160 --> 01:17:04,562 Create love, not war. 1167 01:17:04,760 --> 01:17:07,650 Don't ever be someone's slogan, because you are poetry 1168 01:17:09,080 --> 01:17:12,721 Thank you. 1169 01:17:15,360 --> 01:17:16,646 You're welcome. 1170 01:17:17,280 --> 01:17:18,691 1171 01:17:23,160 --> 01:17:27,290 You missed a good event. Everything you have favorite characters are there 1172 01:17:28,320 --> 01:17:29,970 Yeah, well, I'm happy for you You can't be angry with me. 1173 01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:37,370 Listen, sorry I said that. You are not solid You're great. And... 1174 01:17:38,680 --> 01:17:42,401 That's why I don't want to decorate... 1175 01:17:43,080 --> 01:17:44,969 ... my whole history is disgusting in front of you, because... 1176 01:17:45,280 --> 01:17:47,760 And what you will think. You will only - 1177 01:17:47,960 --> 01:17:51,601 I know people's perceptions of girls which upsets other girlfriends. 1178 01:18:00,040 --> 01:18:02,247 I know what the perception of the world is to someone who enters a bar... 1179 01:18:04,440 --> 01:18:08,081 1180 01:18:08,240 --> 01:18:12,245 1181 01:18:12,440 --> 01:18:15,967 ... and realized the hour later I went my 3 year old godson in the car. 1182 01:18:16,200 --> 01:18:19,090 People don't like people like that. I don't like people like that. 1183 01:18:19,240 --> 01:18:22,767 That's just the thing you have done. Not who you are People make mistakes, you know? 1184 01:18:23,240 --> 01:18:25,242 Who are you okay? Better. 1185 01:18:26,120 --> 01:18:27,690 Jasper. What are you doing here? 1186 01:18:28,360 --> 01:18:29,566 I'm looking for you Success, it turns out. 1187 01:18:38,240 --> 01:18:40,402 I mean, why not? in your parents' house? 1188 01:18:40,640 --> 01:18:43,610 I realize, what with them is really senile... 1189 01:18:43,760 --> 01:18:46,206 1190 01:18:46,360 --> 01:18:49,091 1191 01:18:49,240 --> 01:18:52,528 ... I can thank them for the right time, they will think I am traveling 1192 01:18:52,720 --> 01:18:55,041 Look, I think you might be lonely. 1193 01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:56,241 This is Eddie. 1194 01:18:56,560 --> 01:18:58,210 She's a patient here. 1195 01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:00,451 And he's from Oklahoma. 1196 01:19:00,680 --> 01:19:02,887 How are you, Eddie from Oklahoma? I'm jasper I will leave you for that, then. 1197 01:19:04,640 --> 01:19:07,166 Wait, I don't know about that. 1198 01:19:07,320 --> 01:19:09,049 Here's how, as I see, Gwennie, we have two choices here 1199 01:19:09,240 --> 01:19:12,801 Scenario I: We let Eddie head to the bathroom... 1200 01:19:13,040 --> 01:19:15,611 ... clean the male sweat, and we Can be nonsense all day long. 1201 01:19:15,760 --> 01:19:19,685 1202 01:19:19,840 --> 01:19:20,921 Or scenario 2: 1203 01:19:21,160 --> 01:19:23,925 We can know the awkward situation we entered That's a clear voice for scenario I. How about you, Eddie from Oklahoma? 1204 01:19:26,120 --> 01:19:29,681 Care for weighing? 1205 01:19:29,880 --> 01:19:31,609 Abstain Interesting. 1206 01:19:31,760 --> 01:19:33,603 That only makes me support calling a spade shovel. 1207 01:19:33,760 --> 01:19:36,764 And say, forgive me, but I prefer if you won't sleep with my fiancee 1208 01:19:36,960 --> 01:19:40,760 You have the wrong idea here, friend. 1209 01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:44,764 Don't call me "friend." 1210 01:19:44,920 --> 01:19:46,604 I'm not your friend And don't treat me like an idiot. 1211 01:19:46,880 --> 01:19:49,724 Am I polite, Because I'm not that either. 1212 01:19:49,880 --> 01:19:52,326 1213 01:19:52,560 --> 01:19:55,564 Actually, I have more brain cells... 1214 01:19:55,760 --> 01:19:58,525 ... from all of your redneck family all put together 1215 01:19:58,720 --> 01:19:59,562 Don't be a jerk. 1216 01:19:59,760 --> 01:20:01,762 Gwen, don't be a whore. Back, friend. 1217 01:20:06,880 --> 01:20:08,609 GO. GO. 1218 01:20:12,080 --> 01:20:14,242 - Let me see. Let me just-- -Down! 1219 01:20:21,200 --> 01:20:23,089 Let's put ice on it. 1220 01:20:23,400 --> 01:20:24,686 Come on. 1221 01:20:25,520 --> 01:20:26,681 This way. 1222 01:20:54,560 --> 01:20:55,447 Dear, wake up 1223 01:20:56,400 --> 01:20:58,448 Someone! Someone! Come on! 1224 01:21:00,040 --> 01:21:01,929 Gwen, what's up 1225 01:21:03,680 --> 01:21:04,761 Return to your room! 1226 01:21:05,120 --> 01:21:07,441 What are you doing? Your hands are very cold. 1227 01:21:07,720 --> 01:21:08,528 Speed up! 1228 01:21:09,040 --> 01:21:09,962 What happened? 1229 01:21:10,200 --> 01:21:11,725 -He took it -how, what? 1230 01:21:11,880 --> 01:21:13,803 I don't know what this is! Take someone 1231 01:21:14,080 --> 01:21:16,287 We have an emergency. Send an ambulance. 1232 01:21:17,200 --> 01:21:18,201 Let me enter. 1233 01:21:18,360 --> 01:21:19,646 Return to your room! 1234 01:21:28,200 --> 01:21:29,884 Oh, Jesus. 1235 01:21:37,240 --> 01:21:41,450 I prefer to dream rather than live 1236 01:21:42,320 --> 01:21:45,369 Life is too hard to do 1237 01:21:47,360 --> 01:21:49,886 This is an opportunity, not an option Sounds, not sounds 1238 01:21:50,240 --> 01:21:52,641 A day is just one thing to skip 1239 01:21:53,120 --> 01:21:57,205 Life is too hard to do 1240 01:21:58,600 --> 01:22:01,444 Dreams may be pretending 1241 01:22:03,720 --> 01:22:06,530 But at least the dream ends 1242 01:22:06,720 --> 01:22:08,882 And I can't stop thinking, you understand Thought is a little comfort for me 1243 01:22:09,120 --> 01:22:13,808 1244 01:22:14,880 --> 01:22:18,726 1245 01:22:20,080 --> 01:22:23,846 We as a community are all very affected by our losses. 1246 01:22:24,040 --> 01:22:27,806 I want to start with what I feel. And that... 1247 01:22:28,160 --> 01:22:29,400 ... scared. 1248 01:22:30,720 --> 01:22:35,044 Because I've heard so many people here say, "I just want to use it once more." 1249 01:22:37,280 --> 01:22:40,682 Andrea "once again" That's what killed him. 1250 01:22:42,520 --> 01:22:44,329 He did not commit suicide. 1251 01:22:44,840 --> 01:22:46,365 She's usually. 1252 01:22:46,720 --> 01:22:48,290 He overdosed. 1253 01:22:49,040 --> 01:22:50,451 That's what happened... 1254 01:22:56,240 --> 01:22:57,446 Nothing... 1255 01:22:58,120 --> 01:23:01,329 ... You or me or anyone can do it. 1256 01:23:02,160 --> 01:23:04,811 This is important. You need to understand this. 1257 01:23:23,080 --> 01:23:24,286 This is me. 1258 01:23:25,520 --> 01:23:26,601 What happened? 1259 01:23:28,760 --> 01:23:30,250 Are you okay? 1260 01:24:13,760 --> 01:24:14,886 Gwennie? 1261 01:24:15,880 --> 01:24:16,961 I'm sorry. 1262 01:24:19,320 --> 01:24:20,845 I don't know.... 1263 01:24:23,240 --> 01:24:25,766 Do you want to know how I feel? 1264 01:24:27,520 --> 01:24:30,649 How do I always feel around you? 1265 01:24:32,920 --> 01:24:33,842 Small. 1266 01:24:35,240 --> 01:24:36,844 You have this... 1267 01:24:37,880 --> 01:24:39,245 ... WHY- 1268 01:24:39,800 --> 01:24:42,087 You know, it's a mother thing. 1269 01:24:42,240 --> 01:24:44,766 That amazing force of gravity. 1270 01:24:45,040 --> 01:24:48,647 Even when he's messy, you know, the world sees him 1271 01:24:50,240 --> 01:24:51,241 You have that 1272 01:24:52,680 --> 01:24:54,125 And I guess... 1273 01:24:54,840 --> 01:24:58,242 ... I think that You always know that. 1274 01:24:59,800 --> 01:25:02,770 I don't know When I go home... 1275 01:25:04,320 --> 01:25:06,368 ... I started thinking. 1276 01:25:07,600 --> 01:25:10,888 And maybe you don't know that... 1277 01:25:11,800 --> 01:25:13,404 ... about you. 1278 01:25:16,360 --> 01:25:19,250 I mean, who will tell you, do you know? Not me. 1279 01:25:20,160 --> 01:25:22,288 The only thing I've ever said is... 1280 01:25:22,520 --> 01:25:24,443 ... what hurts your ass. 1281 01:25:27,120 --> 01:25:29,088 I'm sick in the buttocks. 1282 01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:33,600 Even the pain in a donkey needs... 1283 01:25:33,960 --> 01:25:35,405 ... some one... 1284 01:25:36,280 --> 01:25:37,964 ... to take care of them I didn't do that. 1285 01:25:41,040 --> 01:25:42,724 I'm not... 1286 01:25:44,560 --> 01:25:45,891 ... and I should have 1287 01:25:47,920 --> 01:25:50,082 I should help you with your homework 1288 01:25:52,920 --> 01:25:55,924 I should have driven you home after school. 1289 01:25:56,760 --> 01:25:59,525 1290 01:26:01,440 --> 01:26:05,331 Sometimes I will walk with my friends, and I will see you... 1291 01:26:06,200 --> 01:26:09,124 ... half a block ahead, alone. 1292 01:26:10,360 --> 01:26:12,089 You are very small Well, so do you. 1293 01:26:14,040 --> 01:26:16,566 I never asked for help, so... 1294 01:26:21,760 --> 01:26:24,445 But you need it. No? 1295 01:26:27,040 --> 01:26:29,805 And everyone does it. 1296 01:26:31,360 --> 01:26:33,124 Yes. 1297 01:26:35,440 --> 01:26:36,441 Sorry I succeeded so it's impossible to love me, 1298 01:26:53,800 --> 01:26:56,280 You made it impossible for me to not love you Ninety meetings in ninety days. 1299 01:26:56,520 --> 01:26:59,683 And ask for help. It's always there. 1300 01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:23,808 Anything else? 1301 01:27:24,080 --> 01:27:26,560 Goodbye 1302 01:27:26,760 --> 01:27:27,761 Jeremiah is a bull frog 1303 01:27:27,920 --> 01:27:29,684 1304 01:27:32,560 --> 01:27:35,245 1305 01:27:35,400 --> 01:27:37,767 Is my best friend I never understood One word said 1306 01:27:37,960 --> 01:27:41,123 But I help him drink his wine And he always has Some good wine 1307 01:27:41,280 --> 01:27:44,648 Take care, honey. 1308 01:27:44,960 --> 01:27:47,850 Joy for the world All boys and girls 1309 01:27:48,320 --> 01:27:49,765 Joy for fish In the deep blue sea 1310 01:27:49,920 --> 01:27:51,331 Joy to you and me If I am the king of the world 1311 01:27:52,960 --> 01:27:55,122 I will tell you what I will do 1312 01:27:56,520 --> 01:27:59,763 I'll throw the car And bra and war 1313 01:28:00,200 --> 01:28:02,282 And make sweet love for you Listen, I'm screwed up. 1314 01:28:03,840 --> 01:28:06,969 I became angry. 1315 01:28:07,320 --> 01:28:10,449 1316 01:28:10,920 --> 01:28:14,367 1317 01:28:14,640 --> 01:28:17,530 1318 01:28:25,240 --> 01:28:27,049 1319 01:28:27,720 --> 01:28:29,290 1320 01:28:29,520 --> 01:28:33,241 There's not much I can do about it now, except to say sorry. 1321 01:28:35,400 --> 01:28:37,801 And you know, people make mistakes. 1322 01:28:38,760 --> 01:28:41,127 If you can't handle it, if you.... 1323 01:28:42,160 --> 01:28:43,571 If you want to decide that... 1324 01:28:43,760 --> 01:28:46,730 ... I messed up meaning I wasn't worthy of being your friend... 1325 01:28:46,880 --> 01:28:48,928 ... then you are not that smart as you think you are. 1326 01:28:51,960 --> 01:28:53,803 That person, Jasper. 1327 01:28:54,360 --> 01:28:55,805 I don't know him. 1328 01:28:56,520 --> 01:29:00,411 But I know that he's dangerous for you Wait. 1329 01:30:19,560 --> 01:30:20,561 Turkey. 1330 01:30:21,680 --> 01:30:22,647 Intended to be a symbol of my behavior Last time we met each other. 1331 01:30:23,080 --> 01:30:26,050 1332 01:30:26,240 --> 01:30:28,447 I tried to track some roast bastards, but.... 1333 01:30:29,840 --> 01:30:31,285 Listen, okay? 1334 01:30:31,720 --> 01:30:35,042 I've thought about us. I can change if you want me. 1335 01:30:35,240 --> 01:30:37,766 And we can have a total of different lives Alright? 1336 01:30:37,960 --> 01:30:39,564 I'll buy running shoes. 1337 01:30:39,760 --> 01:30:42,730 We will take yoga or jogging. We will be arranged. 1338 01:30:42,880 --> 01:30:44,644 Pay our bills, clean our teeth. 1339 01:30:44,800 --> 01:30:46,848 We won't burn to the apartment again 1340 01:30:47,120 --> 01:30:49,771 I will buy goldfish, and we will be like normal people. 1341 01:30:50,400 --> 01:30:51,811 You hate normal people. 1342 01:30:52,080 --> 01:30:54,765 No. What I hate is without you. 1343 01:30:57,560 --> 01:30:59,767 You don't want to do this You yourself, right? 1344 01:31:04,160 --> 01:31:05,321 We have to go. 1345 01:31:05,560 --> 01:31:08,131 Ten people died, but there were 500 people amazing time... 1346 01:31:08,280 --> 01:31:11,124 ... chasing this cheese in the middle of the Cotswolds. 1347 01:31:11,280 --> 01:31:14,841 The only person who died, Must really die, is an old woman. 1348 01:31:15,080 --> 01:31:17,401 Jasper, have you ever been silent? 1349 01:31:18,960 --> 01:31:19,847 I'm sorry. 1350 01:31:20,080 --> 01:31:22,765 But that's it, you know, if I'm going to really - 1351 01:31:22,920 --> 01:31:25,526 Stay clean and aware, as they say in this program. 1352 01:31:26,640 --> 01:31:29,450 Yes. But it's not that simple. 1353 01:31:29,920 --> 01:31:31,604 Everything must be different. 1354 01:31:31,760 --> 01:31:33,091 Right. 1355 01:31:33,440 --> 01:31:35,920 And that includes us. 1356 01:31:36,160 --> 01:31:39,960 I try to change something in me. 1357 01:31:40,240 --> 01:31:42,402 -I tried to-- -See who is here 1358 01:31:42,960 --> 01:31:44,291 Hey, Marty. 1359 01:31:45,320 --> 01:31:46,242 Elaine, look. 1360 01:31:46,720 --> 01:31:48,290 I hope to find you here. 1361 01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:52,206 God, he lives. Gwennie is back in action. 1362 01:31:52,360 --> 01:31:55,523 Celebrate with us. We have a A monster table is behind. 1363 01:31:55,760 --> 01:31:56,761 Good idea 1364 01:31:57,160 --> 01:31:59,208 We are in the middle of something now. 1365 01:31:59,360 --> 01:32:00,646 Oh, come on, Gwennie. 1366 01:32:03,440 --> 01:32:05,807 Give us a few minutes. We will end. 1367 01:32:09,200 --> 01:32:10,850 That's really embarrassing. 1368 01:32:25,960 --> 01:32:27,610 Where did you go? 1369 01:32:28,080 --> 01:32:29,206 They are waiting. 1370 01:32:30,360 --> 01:32:33,250 We will just be behind, drink soda water, then leave. 1371 01:32:43,360 --> 01:32:47,604 I don't know I'm just trying to make it My outer part matches my stomach contents. 1372 01:32:49,680 --> 01:32:50,920 Leave the horse alone. 1373 01:33:00,200 --> 01:33:01,884 I just need help! 1374 01:33:02,120 --> 01:33:03,804 Right now! 1375 01:33:17,760 --> 01:33:20,650 I can control small things. 1376 01:33:21,880 --> 01:33:24,087 Then I just have to let go. 1377 01:33:25,280 --> 01:33:27,886 And it's up to others. 1378 01:33:37,800 --> 01:33:39,529 Nails look pretty good 1379 01:33:40,400 --> 01:33:42,641 Yes, that is so, right? 1380 01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:44,165 Are we all fixed now? 1381 01:33:45,240 --> 01:33:46,765 Not yet... 1382 01:33:47,400 --> 01:33:48,811 ... but I got there 1383 01:33:49,040 --> 01:33:51,042 What else should you do? Check the teeth? 1384 01:34:02,440 --> 01:34:03,601 See you later, Jasper. 1385 01:34:30,280 --> 01:34:34,365 Sir, I can't change plants just because you killed him 1386 01:34:34,600 --> 01:34:35,726 I didn't kill him. 1387 01:34:35,880 --> 01:34:39,043 It hurts or something. I give everything. 1388 01:34:39,240 --> 01:34:41,242 I'm talking to him, tells the story 1389 01:34:41,400 --> 01:34:43,880 I drew the sketch and put it in my fridge. 1390 01:34:44,120 --> 01:34:45,724 Do you water it? 1391 01:34:48,360 --> 01:34:51,967 It is important that I do not kill this plant Do you understand? 1392 01:34:52,200 --> 01:34:54,851 If you only say that that's why you're... 1393 01:34:55,080 --> 01:34:56,764 ... you have to understand... 1394 01:34:58,080 --> 01:35:00,765 You can't play with-- I will never lie down. 1395 01:35:01,960 --> 01:35:06,443 You obviously don't care. And that's one thing I do, care. 1396 01:35:06,720 --> 01:35:08,768 I feel sorry for all the plants here I'll go home. 1397 01:35:10,680 --> 01:35:12,170 1398 01:35:16,720 --> 01:35:18,529 I killed the plant. 1399 01:35:19,240 --> 01:35:21,129 No problem. No problem. 1400 01:35:21,280 --> 01:35:23,248 I killed the plant. 1401 01:35:23,400 --> 01:35:26,722 No problem. You still have your dog. 1402 01:35:27,400 --> 01:35:29,801 I don't even think he likes me. 1403 01:35:30,760 --> 01:35:33,525 I don't want to, I just... 1404 01:35:35,200 --> 01:35:37,806 What are you doing here? Nice to meet you! 1405 01:36:26,280 --> 01:36:30,763 It seems like somewhere is out of nowhere. 1406 01:36:31,520 --> 01:36:33,170 -I saw a tree - -No cellphone. 1407 01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:36,244 We carry our own bags here. This is not a Sheraton. 1408 01:36:40,120 --> 01:36:41,360 Hey, Falcon. 1409 01:36:41,760 --> 01:36:42,807 What? 1410 01:36:44,520 --> 01:36:46,249 I don't mean to bother you, but... 1411 01:36:47,080 --> 01:36:51,404 Don't miss tonight's lecture: "Is God alcoholic?"