3 00:02:41,995 --> 00:02:44,371 - You know, I'm not really sure I even want to do this, 4 00:02:44,497 --> 00:02:47,708 but this couple down at the precinct, 5 00:02:47,834 --> 00:02:50,377 they been at me for this for a year now. 6 00:02:50,503 --> 00:02:54,131 We've known 'em for 15 years, I mean, Don and Jan Connolly. 7 00:02:54,257 --> 00:02:55,883 They're real good people, but, you know, 8 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:58,844 but they can't have kids, so he goes, you know, 9 00:02:58,970 --> 00:03:01,305 "If I had a child, I would want him to be like Hollis." 10 00:03:01,431 --> 00:03:02,723 Shoot, I ain't even told my wife. 11 00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:05,225 - Mr. Lucetti. Mr. Lucetti. 12 00:03:05,351 --> 00:03:07,978 - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm just so nervous. 13 00:03:08,104 --> 00:03:10,147 This ain't my normal routine, you know, 14 00:03:10,273 --> 00:03:12,399 in a jar before breakfast. 15 00:03:12,525 --> 00:03:13,984 - Hollis. 16 00:03:14,110 --> 00:03:16,320 - Yes, Doc? 17 00:03:16,446 --> 00:03:19,031 - This woman is not going to be having your baby. 18 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:24,244 - Why? 19 00:03:26,956 --> 00:03:30,709 - You have a birth defect. 20 00:03:32,921 --> 00:03:37,966 - You mean I'm infertile? Sterile? 21 00:03:38,092 --> 00:03:41,220 - Everything else functions, but... 22 00:03:47,727 --> 00:03:49,728 - Have I always been infertile? 23 00:03:52,065 --> 00:03:54,983 - Yes. I'm afraid so. 24 00:04:20,134 --> 00:04:23,136 [Seagull squawking] 25 00:04:58,965 --> 00:05:02,551 - [Breathes deeply] 26 00:05:16,983 --> 00:05:17,858 - We got a jumper. 27 00:05:17,984 --> 00:05:19,568 He's on the roof at the Tamlacker Building. 28 00:05:22,030 --> 00:05:23,697 - Look, I'm not feeling so well today. 29 00:05:23,823 --> 00:05:25,782 - Well, I'll get Partridge in to relieve you. 30 00:05:25,908 --> 00:05:26,908 Let's go. 31 00:05:31,831 --> 00:05:34,875 [Crowd murmuring] 32 00:05:35,001 --> 00:05:37,377 - Please stay behind the barricade, ma'am. 33 00:05:37,503 --> 00:05:40,464 [Sirens wailing] 34 00:05:40,590 --> 00:05:43,300 [Indistinct radio chatter] 35 00:05:53,061 --> 00:05:55,395 [Iatches clicking] 36 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:07,949 - Hey, how you doing? I'm Hollis. 37 00:06:09,660 --> 00:06:11,620 - You a cop? 38 00:06:11,746 --> 00:06:14,247 - Yes, but it's okay. 39 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:17,459 You can call me Hollis or Holly. 40 00:06:17,585 --> 00:06:20,087 Some of my friends call me Holly. 41 00:06:22,006 --> 00:06:25,425 - Is this your specialty, Hollis? 42 00:06:25,551 --> 00:06:27,511 - Well, I'm a detective in this precinct, 43 00:06:27,637 --> 00:06:29,012 and I do other work, 44 00:06:29,138 --> 00:06:31,098 but I take care of this kind of thing too. 45 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:32,808 - What's your success rate? 46 00:06:35,228 --> 00:06:37,604 - It's decent. 47 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:39,439 Tell me, what's your name? 48 00:06:44,112 --> 00:06:46,154 - Gavin. 49 00:06:46,280 --> 00:06:48,323 - Are you married, Gavin? 50 00:06:50,660 --> 00:06:52,285 - No. 51 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:54,413 - Then what in the hell are you doing up here? 52 00:06:57,625 --> 00:07:01,002 - That was a joke? 53 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:02,921 - It was an attempt at a joke. 54 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:08,844 - Well, you're married, obviously. 55 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:15,976 - Listen, I'm trained to talk to you for hours on end, 56 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:19,271 and I'll go around and around in circles until you're so dizzy 57 00:07:19,397 --> 00:07:21,523 that you fall off of here, 58 00:07:21,649 --> 00:07:25,193 but my gut tells me that you're too smart for the standard bull, 59 00:07:25,319 --> 00:07:27,195 so why don't we just cut right to it 60 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:30,740 and you tell me what's your problem? 61 00:07:30,867 --> 00:07:34,453 - No, I think I'd like to go around in circles for a while. 62 00:07:36,581 --> 00:07:37,664 - Okay. 63 00:07:41,210 --> 00:07:45,005 - So how long you been together, you and your wife? 64 00:07:45,131 --> 00:07:47,507 - 15 years. 65 00:07:47,633 --> 00:07:50,677 - Is the sex still good? 66 00:07:50,803 --> 00:07:52,971 - Do we have to talk about this, Gavin? 67 00:07:53,097 --> 00:07:55,015 - No. I could jump. 68 00:07:55,141 --> 00:07:56,433 - Yeah, well, from way up here, 69 00:07:56,559 --> 00:07:59,019 there's nothing we can put down that's gonna save you. 70 00:07:59,145 --> 00:08:01,146 You know that, right? 71 00:08:06,819 --> 00:08:08,111 - So is it still good? 72 00:08:12,325 --> 00:08:14,075 - Better than when we first met. 73 00:08:14,202 --> 00:08:16,077 - Isn't it usually the other way around? 74 00:08:16,204 --> 00:08:18,997 I mean, isn't that the way it's supposed to go? 75 00:08:20,333 --> 00:08:22,375 - Yeah, a lot of things that are supposed to go one way 76 00:08:22,502 --> 00:08:24,544 end up going the other. 77 00:08:24,670 --> 00:08:26,796 That's one of the things you learn in my job. 78 00:08:29,675 --> 00:08:32,677 - You been faithful? 79 00:08:32,803 --> 00:08:35,639 - Yes. 80 00:08:35,765 --> 00:08:37,891 But on the subject of faith... 81 00:08:39,435 --> 00:08:40,602 Do you have any? 82 00:08:44,190 --> 00:08:46,399 - Do you? 83 00:08:46,526 --> 00:08:47,776 - Yes. 84 00:08:47,902 --> 00:08:49,069 I'm Catholic. 85 00:08:53,241 --> 00:08:54,533 So no faith, huh? 86 00:08:59,997 --> 00:09:01,373 You got you a girlfriend? 87 00:09:06,170 --> 00:09:07,629 - Not exactly. 88 00:09:07,755 --> 00:09:09,256 - I understand. 89 00:09:09,382 --> 00:09:10,966 You one of them gay guys, huh? 90 00:09:13,719 --> 00:09:16,179 - No. 91 00:09:16,305 --> 00:09:19,349 Although I do live with one. 92 00:09:19,475 --> 00:09:20,684 He got kicked out of his job 93 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:24,312 when they found out he was HIV-positive. 94 00:09:24,438 --> 00:09:26,439 I took him in, helped him get a newjob. 95 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:27,941 And now he's- - Gavin! 96 00:09:28,067 --> 00:09:29,651 Hey! 97 00:09:29,777 --> 00:09:32,320 What are you doing? 98 00:09:32,446 --> 00:09:33,738 - Hey, hey, hey, hey! Gavin! 99 00:09:33,864 --> 00:09:35,407 Gavin, stop for a second, man. 100 00:09:35,533 --> 00:09:36,575 - What are you doing? 101 00:09:36,701 --> 00:09:37,701 - Gavin. 102 00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:44,124 - Fuck me. Why is this so hard? 103 00:09:45,418 --> 00:09:47,961 - You don't have to do this, you know. 104 00:09:48,087 --> 00:09:49,671 You really don't. 105 00:09:49,797 --> 00:09:51,256 - No, actually, I do. 106 00:09:54,885 --> 00:09:56,011 And when I'm gone, 107 00:09:56,137 --> 00:10:00,056 you're gonna have to take care of something for me, okay? 108 00:10:00,182 --> 00:10:01,766 - I won't do it. 109 00:10:01,892 --> 00:10:04,144 If you got something that you need to handle, 110 00:10:04,270 --> 00:10:06,021 I suggest you climb in here 111 00:10:06,147 --> 00:10:07,606 and you take care of it yourself. 112 00:10:08,941 --> 00:10:10,358 - I can't. 113 00:10:13,070 --> 00:10:16,281 - You're not up here by choice, are you? 114 00:10:19,785 --> 00:10:21,453 - No. 115 00:10:28,669 --> 00:10:33,340 I have to stay up here until noon 116 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:34,507 and then jump. 117 00:10:36,052 --> 00:10:39,512 If I don't, someone else is gonna die. 118 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:40,722 - Why? 119 00:10:57,698 --> 00:10:58,823 - Mornin'. - How's it goin'? 120 00:10:58,949 --> 00:10:59,949 - Good. 121 00:11:58,884 --> 00:12:00,927 - Morning, sir. - Hey, guys. 122 00:12:08,227 --> 00:12:09,978 Oh, please, come on in. 123 00:12:11,439 --> 00:12:13,231 - You used to be a teacher, right? 124 00:12:13,357 --> 00:12:14,274 - Yeah. 125 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:15,817 - So I'm in this art history class, 126 00:12:15,943 --> 00:12:17,235 and we're studying religious art, 127 00:12:17,361 --> 00:12:20,155 and my assignment this week is to write about an object 128 00:12:20,281 --> 00:12:23,241 that's sacred to me to which I have an emotional attachment, 129 00:12:23,367 --> 00:12:24,951 and I need your advice. 130 00:12:25,077 --> 00:12:26,619 - Okay. 131 00:12:26,746 --> 00:12:30,206 - I found this in one of the rooms, 132 00:12:30,332 --> 00:12:32,041 and I'm thinking, tonight, 133 00:12:32,168 --> 00:12:34,335 I'm gonna have a religious experience. 134 00:12:37,506 --> 00:12:38,631 - So your question is, 135 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,508 "Does having a religious experience 136 00:12:40,634 --> 00:12:43,178 "with this intimidatingly large dildo 137 00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:46,473 transform it into a sacred object?" 138 00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:48,141 - You're so smart, Gavin. 139 00:12:48,267 --> 00:12:51,895 - Well, it's highly questionable. 140 00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:53,271 Maybe the real question here is, 141 00:12:53,397 --> 00:12:56,775 "Is your attachment to this going to be emotional?" 142 00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:59,736 - Oh, my emotions get aroused pretty easily. 143 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:01,654 - I'll bet they do. 144 00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:04,866 - Although looking at Buzz here and then looking at you, 145 00:13:04,992 --> 00:13:07,494 I can't help but think "three-way." 146 00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:10,538 - Jesus Christ. 147 00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:13,166 I always enjoy talking to you, Harper, 148 00:13:13,292 --> 00:13:15,251 but you're gonna get me fired. 149 00:13:15,377 --> 00:13:16,711 - Come on, I'm just flirting with you. 150 00:13:16,837 --> 00:13:18,087 - It's a slippery slope. 151 00:13:18,214 --> 00:13:20,423 - How would you know? 152 00:13:20,549 --> 00:13:21,841 - Good one. 153 00:13:21,967 --> 00:13:23,510 Haven't you got some work to do? 154 00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:25,220 - Oh. 155 00:13:25,346 --> 00:13:26,387 Oh. This is Shana Harris. 156 00:13:26,514 --> 00:13:28,306 She's in the art history class too. 157 00:13:28,432 --> 00:13:31,142 Looking for a job, so be nice to her. 158 00:13:31,268 --> 00:13:33,311 But not too nice. 159 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:38,858 - I didn't realize you worked here. 160 00:13:38,984 --> 00:13:40,485 - No, I don't work very hard. 161 00:13:40,611 --> 00:13:44,364 - Does that make it less of a coincidence? 162 00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:45,824 - I'm Gavin. 163 00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:48,409 Assistant manager. Please have a seat. 164 00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:51,037 You live with that guy? 165 00:13:51,163 --> 00:13:53,540 - Yeah. We only just moved in. 166 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,458 - How do you like it? 167 00:13:55,584 --> 00:13:56,709 - I like it. 168 00:13:56,836 --> 00:13:59,879 My husband's not so sure. 169 00:14:00,005 --> 00:14:02,465 - What's your major? 170 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:04,384 - Accounting. 171 00:14:04,510 --> 00:14:05,969 - Ah. 172 00:14:06,095 --> 00:14:08,137 - I always thought I'd do something in music. 173 00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:09,722 I took lessons as a kid. 174 00:14:09,849 --> 00:14:12,934 But got to earn a living, you know? 175 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:14,853 - People don't earn a living with music? 176 00:14:19,358 --> 00:14:21,401 - I'm just looking for a part-time job 177 00:14:21,527 --> 00:14:22,735 to help with tuition. 178 00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:25,822 I'm a serious person, and I'm very hardworking. 179 00:14:25,948 --> 00:14:27,907 I could do anything. 180 00:14:28,033 --> 00:14:29,826 - What do you play? 181 00:14:31,328 --> 00:14:33,454 - I play piano, but we don't have one right now, 182 00:14:33,581 --> 00:14:36,916 so I'm actually learning guitar. 183 00:14:37,042 --> 00:14:38,668 - Cool. 184 00:14:38,794 --> 00:14:40,837 Well, start when you want. 185 00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:42,005 - Really? 186 00:14:42,131 --> 00:14:44,299 - Hey, it's not my hotel. What do I care? 187 00:14:46,343 --> 00:14:49,387 - Thank you. 188 00:14:49,513 --> 00:14:52,265 - So I see this very pretty girl comin' out of 213. 189 00:14:52,391 --> 00:14:54,434 - Yeah. Shana. Married. 190 00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:55,768 - Right, Shana. 191 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:57,478 How'd you know that? 192 00:14:57,605 --> 00:14:59,772 - Little early for whiskey, don't you think? 193 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,566 - It's Saturday. - Yeah. 194 00:15:01,692 --> 00:15:03,651 - I've spoken with her a couple times in the hallway. 195 00:15:03,777 --> 00:15:05,111 They just moved in. 196 00:15:05,237 --> 00:15:07,697 - Anyhow, I see her saying good-bye to the guy, 197 00:15:07,823 --> 00:15:08,698 the husband. 198 00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:09,866 - Yeah? 199 00:15:09,992 --> 00:15:11,284 - Next thing I know, she's on the bus. 200 00:15:11,410 --> 00:15:13,411 Then she's at the hotel, wanting a job. 201 00:15:13,537 --> 00:15:15,830 - I suppose you think that's all just coincidence, right? 202 00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:19,250 - Well, yeah, Chris. Why else would I be telling you? 203 00:15:19,376 --> 00:15:21,169 What else would it be? 204 00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:23,588 - Why can't you just accept that things have meaning, Gavin? 205 00:15:23,714 --> 00:15:25,715 - [Scoffs] Meaning. 206 00:15:25,841 --> 00:15:27,592 What possible meaning could that have? 207 00:15:27,718 --> 00:15:28,968 - Connections. Destiny. 208 00:15:29,094 --> 00:15:31,596 - She's married. 209 00:15:31,722 --> 00:15:33,056 Where's the destiny in that? 210 00:15:33,182 --> 00:15:34,891 - Why do you always have to be so rational? 211 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,684 - Why is it wrong to be rational? 212 00:15:36,810 --> 00:15:40,063 - Okay, we're gonna get into a fight. 213 00:15:40,189 --> 00:15:42,398 - So how was your week? 214 00:15:42,524 --> 00:15:45,985 - Full of light. - Fuck off. 215 00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:47,987 [Knock at door] 216 00:15:49,823 --> 00:15:50,698 Both: Hi. 217 00:15:50,824 --> 00:15:51,866 - Hey. 218 00:15:51,992 --> 00:15:53,826 - My wife tells me you're her new boss. 219 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:54,994 - Yeah. 220 00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:56,871 Well, sort of. 221 00:15:57,539 --> 00:15:58,581 - I'm Joe Harris. 222 00:15:58,707 --> 00:15:59,749 How's it goin'? 223 00:15:59,875 --> 00:16:01,042 - Gavin. 224 00:16:01,168 --> 00:16:02,168 This is Chris. 225 00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:03,544 - Hey. Hi. - Hi. 226 00:16:03,671 --> 00:16:05,672 Both: Hi. 227 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:06,673 - How are you, Shana? 228 00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:07,924 - I'm good, thank you. 229 00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:11,260 - You guys want to come in for a beer, sandwich? 230 00:16:11,387 --> 00:16:13,680 - Uh, no, thank you. 231 00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:15,515 Actually, we wanted to invite you guys 232 00:16:15,641 --> 00:16:16,683 over for dinner some night. 233 00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,518 - Great. Any night but Fridays. 234 00:16:18,644 --> 00:16:20,228 - How about Wednesday? 235 00:16:20,354 --> 00:16:22,605 - Good. - Sure. Why not? 236 00:16:22,731 --> 00:16:23,731 Can you email directions? 237 00:16:27,361 --> 00:16:28,486 - 7:00? 238 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:32,031 - Fine. Lookin' forward to it. 239 00:16:32,157 --> 00:16:34,325 - Great. 240 00:16:34,451 --> 00:16:36,995 - Bye. 241 00:16:41,333 --> 00:16:43,084 Front desk: Landon. 242 00:16:43,210 --> 00:16:44,210 How's it goin', Landon? 243 00:16:44,336 --> 00:16:45,712 - Fine, sir. 244 00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:48,047 - The geniuses at head office want to get rid of him, 245 00:16:48,173 --> 00:16:49,590 project a younger image. 246 00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:52,343 I tell 'em he goes, I go. 247 00:16:52,469 --> 00:16:53,720 Reservations: Selena, 248 00:16:53,846 --> 00:16:55,763 the most inhospitable reservationist 249 00:16:55,889 --> 00:16:58,057 in the hospitality industry. 250 00:16:58,183 --> 00:17:01,352 Probably responsible for 50% of the empty rooms in the hotel. 251 00:17:01,478 --> 00:17:02,437 Right, Selena? 252 00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:03,938 - Hi, Papi. 253 00:17:04,064 --> 00:17:06,566 - Don't call me Papi. 254 00:17:06,692 --> 00:17:07,734 Head of security. 255 00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:09,235 [Pounds on wall] 256 00:17:09,361 --> 00:17:13,281 We all feel much safer knowing he's asleep in here. 257 00:17:13,407 --> 00:17:16,075 So I don't have any room service slots available yet, 258 00:17:16,201 --> 00:17:17,952 but you can do some housekeeping shifts, 259 00:17:18,078 --> 00:17:19,746 and then I'll switch you over. 260 00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:21,330 I'll assign you your own floor. 261 00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:22,874 That way, I can tell from the complaints 262 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,251 if it's you who's screwing things up. 263 00:17:25,377 --> 00:17:28,296 Consuela, this is Shana. - Hi. 264 00:17:28,422 --> 00:17:30,339 - Show her how to do a housekeeping shift, okay? 265 00:17:30,466 --> 00:17:32,425 - Sure. 266 00:17:32,551 --> 00:17:34,927 - Show a little respect. 267 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:36,512 I'll see you later. 268 00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:39,432 - Hi. - Hey. 269 00:17:39,558 --> 00:17:41,768 - Hi, guys. Come on in. 270 00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,519 - Thanks. How's it goin'? 271 00:17:43,645 --> 00:17:44,937 - Good. How are you? - Gavin. 272 00:17:45,064 --> 00:17:46,773 - Hey. - Chris, how are you? 273 00:17:46,899 --> 00:17:48,357 - Hi. This is lovely. 274 00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:49,400 - Thank you. 275 00:17:49,526 --> 00:17:50,443 - Here. 276 00:17:50,569 --> 00:17:51,444 - Oh, thank you. 277 00:17:51,570 --> 00:17:52,487 - Yeah, you're welcome. 278 00:17:52,613 --> 00:17:53,529 - Thank you for the gift. 279 00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:55,448 - We need this. 280 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,950 - Please sit down. 281 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,411 Would you like a glass of wine? 282 00:18:00,537 --> 00:18:02,330 - Sure, thanks. 283 00:18:02,456 --> 00:18:03,664 - Shana. 284 00:18:05,793 --> 00:18:07,585 - I could do that if you like. 285 00:18:15,135 --> 00:18:16,177 - Thank you for having us over. 286 00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:17,303 That's very nice of you. 287 00:18:17,429 --> 00:18:18,304 - Our pleasure. 288 00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:19,514 - Thanks. 289 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:20,973 Is that yours? 290 00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,350 - Oh, yeah. 291 00:18:22,476 --> 00:18:26,229 But I wore out the strings. 292 00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,189 - How's school going? 293 00:18:28,315 --> 00:18:30,566 - It's okay. 294 00:18:30,692 --> 00:18:33,486 - You doing that same essay as Harper, sacred object? 295 00:18:33,612 --> 00:18:34,946 - Yeah. 296 00:18:35,072 --> 00:18:36,948 - So what's your sacred object gonna be? 297 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:39,826 - Um, a teddy bear. 298 00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:42,662 - Wow, that's pretty radical, Shana. 299 00:18:42,788 --> 00:18:44,664 Harper's going in a whole different direction- 300 00:18:44,790 --> 00:18:47,792 - It's more complicated than you think. 301 00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:49,293 It's a good essay. 302 00:18:49,419 --> 00:18:52,630 - Oh, I'm sure it is. 303 00:18:57,636 --> 00:19:00,054 - Maybe you could critique it. 304 00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:01,597 You're good at that, right? 305 00:19:04,309 --> 00:19:06,936 - So who else is gonna get lubed? 306 00:19:07,062 --> 00:19:08,020 - We don't drink. 307 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,188 - Oh. 308 00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:11,399 - But please, feel free. 309 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:12,525 Chris? 310 00:19:12,651 --> 00:19:14,861 - Uh, no, thanks. 311 00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:16,279 I'll take a water, though. 312 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:18,573 - Glass of water, Shana. 313 00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:29,584 - So what do you do, Joe? 314 00:19:29,710 --> 00:19:31,627 - I work at the oil refinery. 315 00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:34,255 I'm a systems manager. 316 00:19:34,381 --> 00:19:35,298 And you? 317 00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:38,718 - I'm in TV. I'm an editor. 318 00:19:38,844 --> 00:19:40,386 Yeah, right now, I'm working on a show 319 00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:42,054 about the long-term psychological effects 320 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:43,598 of disaster. 321 00:19:43,724 --> 00:19:45,099 - Okay. 322 00:19:45,225 --> 00:19:46,809 - Oh. 323 00:19:51,064 --> 00:19:53,232 - So you guys want to watch the game here tonight? 324 00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:55,568 - Oh, no, thank you. 325 00:19:55,694 --> 00:19:57,403 - No? You don't like baseball? 326 00:19:57,529 --> 00:20:00,907 - It's okay, I guess. 327 00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,825 - Chris? 328 00:20:02,951 --> 00:20:04,619 - Well, yeah, sure. 329 00:20:04,745 --> 00:20:07,246 Maybe a couple innings. Why not? 330 00:20:08,290 --> 00:20:09,916 - How long have you two been friends? 331 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,083 - About a year. 332 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:14,420 - Yeah, we're coming up on our first anniversary. 333 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,464 - That's right. 334 00:20:16,590 --> 00:20:18,883 [Chuckles] 335 00:20:20,552 --> 00:20:24,096 - Would you mind if we prayed for you both? 336 00:20:24,223 --> 00:20:25,306 - No. 337 00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:30,770 - Lord, thank you for this wonderful meal, 338 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:33,856 and thank you for bringing these two men into our lives. 339 00:20:33,982 --> 00:20:35,983 And please grant them the strength to fight 340 00:20:36,109 --> 00:20:37,568 what is abominable in your eyes, 341 00:20:37,694 --> 00:20:38,611 for we are all sinners. 342 00:20:38,737 --> 00:20:40,571 Amen. 343 00:20:40,697 --> 00:20:42,531 - Amen. 344 00:20:44,826 --> 00:20:46,118 - [Clears throat] 345 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:47,495 And what exactly is it 346 00:20:47,621 --> 00:20:51,457 that you find so abominable about us, Joe? 347 00:20:51,583 --> 00:20:53,125 - Well, it's not my judgment, Gavin. 348 00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:54,961 It's God's. 349 00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:57,255 - Well, I hope God's a good shot with those lightning bolts, 350 00:20:57,381 --> 00:21:00,132 or one of us is gonna get wrongfully struck. 351 00:21:05,472 --> 00:21:08,683 Well, thank you for dinner. 352 00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:19,235 - He has very strong beliefs. 353 00:21:19,361 --> 00:21:20,945 - So do we, Chris. 354 00:21:23,156 --> 00:21:24,740 You know, there are programs that can help you. 355 00:21:24,866 --> 00:21:26,659 - Joe. - I can- 356 00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:28,160 - That's enough. 357 00:21:28,287 --> 00:21:29,328 - Hey, you know what? 358 00:21:29,454 --> 00:21:30,329 Honestly, Joe, 359 00:21:30,455 --> 00:21:31,664 I think if you knew all the facts, 360 00:21:31,790 --> 00:21:35,001 you wouldn't want me on your team. 361 00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:37,712 Okay? 362 00:21:37,838 --> 00:21:38,838 Thank you. 363 00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,590 - Let me show you out. 364 00:21:41,717 --> 00:21:43,551 - Well, we're here if you change your mind. 365 00:21:48,473 --> 00:21:49,682 - I'm sorry. 366 00:21:57,858 --> 00:21:59,734 - Un-fucking-believable. 367 00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,861 I mean, what a hateful fucking pair. 368 00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:05,031 The food wasn't even that good. 369 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:07,658 And you know what pisses me off most of all? 370 00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:10,286 Is that you buy into his horse shit in your own way. 371 00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:12,538 - They don't talk about that stuff at the Kabbalah center. 372 00:22:12,664 --> 00:22:13,664 It's never an issue. 373 00:22:13,790 --> 00:22:15,541 - Oh, read the damn book, Chris. 374 00:22:15,667 --> 00:22:16,876 It says right in the Torah, 375 00:22:17,002 --> 00:22:19,462 "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, 376 00:22:19,588 --> 00:22:21,130 "both have done what is detestable 377 00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:23,799 and shall be put to death." 378 00:22:23,925 --> 00:22:25,384 Jesus Christ, 379 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:27,887 I let them hold my hands and pray for me. 380 00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:29,555 - I don't think she's that bad. 381 00:22:29,681 --> 00:22:31,098 She apologized when I left. 382 00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:37,438 - Did she? 383 00:22:56,208 --> 00:22:58,709 - "The object that's most sacred to me 384 00:22:58,835 --> 00:23:02,046 "is a small fluffy bear my dad gave me when I was nine. 385 00:23:02,172 --> 00:23:05,841 "He left when I was ten, and I haven't seen him since. 386 00:23:05,967 --> 00:23:07,760 "I try not to blame him for what he did 387 00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:09,804 "and remember that he loved me. 388 00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:11,013 "At least he did then, 389 00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:16,268 "because he told me so with tears in his eyes. 390 00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,436 "I guess he knew he was leaving 391 00:23:17,562 --> 00:23:20,523 "and this was his good-bye present. 392 00:23:20,649 --> 00:23:22,191 "It is sacred to me 393 00:23:22,317 --> 00:23:26,070 because it represents my capacity to forgive." 394 00:23:59,729 --> 00:24:01,605 - [Sighs] 395 00:24:12,617 --> 00:24:15,119 - Good job. 396 00:24:19,416 --> 00:24:20,666 How many beds you get done in a day? 397 00:24:20,792 --> 00:24:22,376 One? Two? 398 00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:24,336 - I get my work done. 399 00:24:34,181 --> 00:24:38,476 - Just making a bed in our own little room. 400 00:24:40,395 --> 00:24:42,855 It's okay to laugh, you know. 401 00:24:42,981 --> 00:24:45,191 It's in the employee manual. 402 00:24:45,317 --> 00:24:47,359 In fact, it says when the management makes a joke, 403 00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,195 you have to laugh. 404 00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:50,321 - Ha-ha. 405 00:24:53,992 --> 00:24:56,535 - Actually, I just came by to thank you for dinner last night. 406 00:24:58,079 --> 00:25:01,790 - Yeah, I'm sorry about that. 407 00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,501 - What are you sorry about? 408 00:25:03,627 --> 00:25:06,253 - The gay thing. 409 00:25:06,379 --> 00:25:08,714 - I'd like to say I'm sorry I reacted the way I did, 410 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:10,424 but I'm not, 411 00:25:10,550 --> 00:25:12,551 so I won't. 412 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:20,226 I read your essay. 413 00:25:20,352 --> 00:25:23,479 It's pretty good. 414 00:25:23,605 --> 00:25:25,564 You want to grab lunch and talk about it? 415 00:25:30,278 --> 00:25:33,113 I'll promote you to room service. 416 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:34,698 - How corrupt you are. 417 00:25:42,207 --> 00:25:43,374 - All right, forget about it. 418 00:25:43,500 --> 00:25:44,792 I'll see you later. 419 00:25:44,918 --> 00:25:47,670 - I'd like to. 420 00:25:47,796 --> 00:25:49,547 It's just one of the maids here 421 00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:51,799 goes to the same church as me and Joe. 422 00:25:53,051 --> 00:25:55,719 - I'm inviting you to lunch, Shana, not to a hotel. 423 00:25:58,807 --> 00:26:00,641 In fact, we'd actually be leaving a hotel. 424 00:26:00,767 --> 00:26:02,226 You'd be a lot safer. 425 00:26:07,107 --> 00:26:09,984 [Bell ringing] 426 00:26:10,110 --> 00:26:12,820 - He was a truck driver, my dad. 427 00:26:12,946 --> 00:26:15,739 He had this huge red truck. 428 00:26:15,865 --> 00:26:18,325 He was gone a lot, and then he'd come back, 429 00:26:18,451 --> 00:26:21,370 and me and my mom would be waiting for him. 430 00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:23,080 And the first thing he'd always do 431 00:26:23,206 --> 00:26:25,124 was find fault in something. 432 00:26:25,250 --> 00:26:27,418 You know, like he had to remind us who was boss. 433 00:26:30,213 --> 00:26:31,630 - Did he hit you? 434 00:26:31,756 --> 00:26:35,968 - Yeah. Both of us. 435 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:38,762 But I don't think he could help it. 436 00:26:38,888 --> 00:26:40,472 - Maybe he left 'cause he was scared 437 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:42,433 he'd really hurt you one day. 438 00:26:44,811 --> 00:26:47,479 - I'd like to think so. 439 00:26:54,362 --> 00:26:57,114 - Want a beer? 440 00:26:57,240 --> 00:26:58,490 - Beer at lunch? 441 00:26:58,617 --> 00:27:01,160 Quite the role model, Boss. 442 00:27:01,286 --> 00:27:03,203 - You never drink? 443 00:27:03,330 --> 00:27:05,497 - Almost never. 444 00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:07,166 - You want to make an exception? 445 00:27:07,292 --> 00:27:08,250 - Why would I? 446 00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:09,668 - I don't know. 447 00:27:09,794 --> 00:27:10,794 'Cause it might be fun. 448 00:27:10,920 --> 00:27:13,505 - [Iaughs] Well, in that case... 449 00:27:15,091 --> 00:27:16,842 You got an opener? 450 00:27:16,968 --> 00:27:18,344 - It's not a twist-off? 451 00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:20,554 - It's okay. 452 00:27:22,807 --> 00:27:24,808 - Holy shit. 453 00:27:24,934 --> 00:27:27,853 Note to self: Decline blowjob if offered. 454 00:27:27,979 --> 00:27:29,063 [Iaughter] 455 00:27:29,189 --> 00:27:32,191 - Oh, my God. 456 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,492 [Bell tolling] 457 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:48,290 So your friend Chris, he's into that Kabbalah thing? 458 00:27:48,416 --> 00:27:49,583 - Yeah. 459 00:27:49,709 --> 00:27:51,210 - What's it about? 460 00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:53,212 - I have no idea. 461 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:57,549 Some new age crap like, E.G.O., ego: 462 00:27:57,676 --> 00:27:59,259 Everyone's Got One. 463 00:27:59,386 --> 00:28:01,720 It's a total crock of shit. 464 00:28:01,846 --> 00:28:04,598 - Wow, you're kind of an angry person, aren't you? 465 00:28:04,724 --> 00:28:08,227 - Me? 466 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:10,104 How can you not be? 467 00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:13,023 I mean, take this homophobia crap, for example. 468 00:28:13,149 --> 00:28:14,650 If I was in charge of this country, 469 00:28:14,776 --> 00:28:16,276 I'd ban heterosexual marriage. 470 00:28:16,403 --> 00:28:17,903 - What? Why? 471 00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,738 - 'Cause heteros breed too much. 472 00:28:19,864 --> 00:28:21,073 Gay men tend to adopt. 473 00:28:21,199 --> 00:28:22,491 In an overcrowded world, 474 00:28:22,617 --> 00:28:27,413 why would any reasonable person discourage them in any way? 475 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:29,540 - Hmm. 476 00:28:36,214 --> 00:28:38,215 [Bottle clinks] 477 00:28:40,385 --> 00:28:42,428 I better get back to work. 478 00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:45,264 Want my beer? 479 00:28:45,390 --> 00:28:47,558 - Sure. 480 00:28:47,684 --> 00:28:49,476 - Thanks for lunch. 481 00:28:59,362 --> 00:29:00,696 - Jesus Christ, Gavin. 482 00:29:00,822 --> 00:29:02,614 What the hell's the matter with you? 483 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:04,950 I'll tell you what's the matter with me. 484 00:29:05,076 --> 00:29:07,536 The minute Joe started off 485 00:29:07,662 --> 00:29:11,915 on that homophobic biblical bullshit, 486 00:29:12,041 --> 00:29:14,293 I decided to liberate his wife. 487 00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:15,961 I was thinking of it as, like, 488 00:29:16,087 --> 00:29:19,006 a Operation Rescue type of thing. 489 00:29:19,132 --> 00:29:20,799 I mean, come on, 490 00:29:20,925 --> 00:29:24,178 what's a woman like that doing with a man like him? 491 00:29:24,304 --> 00:29:26,847 [Cell phone buzzing] 492 00:29:34,272 --> 00:29:35,564 - Excuse me. 493 00:29:51,998 --> 00:29:54,416 [Children cooing and gibbering] 494 00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:02,090 - Daddy! 495 00:30:02,217 --> 00:30:05,010 - What are you doing back? 496 00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:06,470 - I forgot something. 497 00:30:06,596 --> 00:30:07,513 - You okay? 498 00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,348 - Yeah. 499 00:30:09,474 --> 00:30:10,599 Why don't you all get to your bus 500 00:30:10,725 --> 00:30:13,393 before you're late for school? 501 00:30:15,772 --> 00:30:17,606 - Hi. 502 00:30:20,276 --> 00:30:23,487 Is everything okay? 503 00:30:23,613 --> 00:30:25,030 - No. 504 00:30:25,156 --> 00:30:26,907 Come inside. 505 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,621 - Hollis, what's wrong? 506 00:30:32,747 --> 00:30:44,258 Tell me. 507 00:30:44,384 --> 00:30:46,426 - Whose kids are these? 508 00:30:48,137 --> 00:30:50,681 Whose kids are these? 509 00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:54,101 I'm asking you whose kids they are! 510 00:30:57,522 --> 00:30:59,565 Will you just tell me how you can let me, 511 00:30:59,691 --> 00:31:01,692 for all these years, 512 00:31:01,818 --> 00:31:04,194 go around thinking these are my damn kids 513 00:31:04,320 --> 00:31:05,946 and I can't have any! 514 00:31:06,072 --> 00:31:10,450 Whose kids are these? 515 00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:11,702 Tell me! 516 00:31:11,828 --> 00:31:13,745 - This is not what you think. 517 00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:16,456 - What am I supposed to think? 518 00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:38,353 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, 519 00:31:38,479 --> 00:31:40,814 I will fear no evil. 520 00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,859 Hey, forgive me. 521 00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:50,449 - You okay? 522 00:31:53,036 --> 00:31:55,495 - Yeah, now, don't worry about me. 523 00:32:01,127 --> 00:32:02,836 All right, then, where were we? 524 00:32:16,267 --> 00:32:17,684 - Oh, whoa. - Excuse me. 525 00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:20,145 - Morning. - Mornin'. 526 00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,522 - Hey, Gavin. 527 00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:24,650 Sorry about the other night. 528 00:32:24,776 --> 00:32:26,443 Thought you were gay. 529 00:32:26,569 --> 00:32:28,403 - Hey, I'm a nonbeliever. 530 00:32:28,529 --> 00:32:30,030 You can hate me for that instead. 531 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:33,075 - Well, I don't hate gay people, Gavin. 532 00:32:33,201 --> 00:32:35,619 - Love the sinner, hate the sin? 533 00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:37,412 - Absolutely. 534 00:32:37,538 --> 00:32:39,247 You know, if your friend doesn't correct his ways, 535 00:32:39,374 --> 00:32:40,540 he's going to hell. 536 00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,334 And I'd do anything to avoid that, Gavin, 537 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:43,877 because hell's a reality. 538 00:32:44,003 --> 00:32:45,045 - Well, I'm late, 539 00:32:45,171 --> 00:32:46,838 so maybe you can tell me how you know this 540 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:47,839 some other time, okay? 541 00:32:47,966 --> 00:32:49,675 I mean, have you been to hell? 542 00:32:49,801 --> 00:32:50,759 Ever met anyone who's- 543 00:32:50,885 --> 00:32:52,511 - How about Wednesday night? 544 00:32:52,637 --> 00:32:54,554 - Hell and homos, Wednesday night? 545 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,765 - And philosophy. Salvation. 546 00:32:56,891 --> 00:32:58,642 - Look, I got to go, or I'm gonna miss my bus- 547 00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:03,021 - Hey, you know, don't be so close-minded. 548 00:33:03,147 --> 00:33:05,983 - Are you willing to admit that God might not exist? 549 00:33:06,109 --> 00:33:07,025 - No. 550 00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:09,778 - So who's being close-minded here? 551 00:33:09,904 --> 00:33:12,739 - Maybe you can change my mind. 552 00:33:16,619 --> 00:33:18,996 - Okay. Philosophy, Wednesday night. 553 00:33:19,122 --> 00:33:21,873 - There you go. 7:00. 554 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,209 - Sure. 555 00:33:35,888 --> 00:33:38,849 - So how's the gay lifestyle treating you? 556 00:33:38,975 --> 00:33:40,726 - Fine. 557 00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:43,478 How's the hetero lifestyle treating you? 558 00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:47,190 - You ever been married? 559 00:33:47,316 --> 00:33:48,567 - Yeah. 560 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,777 But something tells me the problems I had 561 00:33:50,903 --> 00:33:52,612 are not the problems you're having. 562 00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,115 - What do you think the problems I'm having are? 563 00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,077 - Appreciating someone's kindness 564 00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:02,289 isn't necessarily the same thing as being in love. 565 00:34:04,584 --> 00:34:07,294 - Man, you have a big mouth. 566 00:34:08,796 --> 00:34:11,381 - Sorry. 567 00:34:16,846 --> 00:34:18,680 - Have you ever seen a happy marriage? 568 00:34:18,806 --> 00:34:20,849 I mean, really happy? 569 00:34:20,975 --> 00:34:22,601 - I have to say, 570 00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:25,437 for the first few years of my marriage, I was very happy. 571 00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:28,356 - And what happened? 572 00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:31,109 - And then she left me. 573 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,195 - When was this? 574 00:34:33,321 --> 00:34:35,072 - Two years ago. 575 00:34:35,198 --> 00:34:38,742 - Boy, you sure take your time to recover, don't you? 576 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,622 - You know what, Shana? You're right. 577 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,582 Way too long. 578 00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:47,542 But if you do the charitable thing here 579 00:34:47,668 --> 00:34:50,128 and start having sex with me on a regular basis, 580 00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:52,297 pretty sure I'd start healing right away. 581 00:34:55,301 --> 00:34:57,594 You have a very sexy mouth. 582 00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:02,766 - A very sexy married mouth. 583 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:07,562 - That's right. I forgot. 584 00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:17,823 You see, the trick, I figured, 585 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:20,158 having been on the receiving end of such a thing, 586 00:35:20,284 --> 00:35:22,327 was just to open the door. 587 00:35:22,453 --> 00:35:25,539 After that, if she had the slightest interest, 588 00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:30,335 well, next time her husband's cold to her, 589 00:35:30,461 --> 00:35:32,462 couple of thoughts blow in. 590 00:35:32,588 --> 00:35:37,425 Pretty soon, what blows in is more than just nice. 591 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,219 It's perfect. 592 00:35:39,345 --> 00:35:40,762 I mean, why wouldn't it be? 593 00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:44,015 It's in her head. 594 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:47,477 She thinks, "What's the harm in just thinking about this 595 00:35:47,603 --> 00:35:49,938 if it makes me feel good?" 596 00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:53,024 And then it's, "Well, what's the harm 597 00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:55,819 in just thinking about this and coming?" 598 00:35:58,739 --> 00:36:00,824 And so she comes. 599 00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:04,828 Well, that takes care of that. 600 00:36:04,954 --> 00:36:06,413 - Here we go. - Thank you. 601 00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:10,876 - What a relief. Never again. 602 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,294 - The cantaloupe looks great. 603 00:36:12,420 --> 00:36:14,713 - Trouble is, a connection's been made. 604 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:17,215 She remembers it vividly. 605 00:36:17,341 --> 00:36:21,720 I kissed her lips. I was inside her. 606 00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:24,264 Maybe I even said I loved her. 607 00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:27,726 - Hey. - Hi. 608 00:36:30,104 --> 00:36:33,565 - So look what we got from a single remark. 609 00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,234 Now we add in something else. 610 00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:38,278 Look, I'm embarrassed. 611 00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:41,406 What I said the other day was totally out of line. 612 00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:43,700 I'm really sorry, okay? 613 00:36:43,826 --> 00:36:46,536 - It's okay. 614 00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:48,205 - It's not, really. 615 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:50,040 I've never done that before with an employee, 616 00:36:50,166 --> 00:36:52,709 and I won't do it again, okay? 617 00:36:54,587 --> 00:36:57,464 - You're forgiven. 618 00:36:57,590 --> 00:36:59,549 - Abandonment- 619 00:36:59,675 --> 00:37:01,676 clearly a big issue for her. 620 00:37:01,802 --> 00:37:03,470 "What, I haven't even had the guy for real, 621 00:37:03,596 --> 00:37:06,223 and now he's slamming the door in my face?" 622 00:37:12,104 --> 00:37:13,897 I know. 623 00:37:14,023 --> 00:37:18,068 But don't hate me yet, trust me. 624 00:37:18,194 --> 00:37:20,362 I got mine coming. 625 00:37:23,950 --> 00:37:25,492 - Now, let me ask you. 626 00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:26,868 You ever look around 627 00:37:26,994 --> 00:37:29,996 and the world just seems empty to you? 628 00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,166 - Oh, yeah. 629 00:37:33,292 --> 00:37:34,376 - Has it ever occurred to you that maybe 630 00:37:34,502 --> 00:37:36,086 it's because you don't have God in your life? 631 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,005 - No. 632 00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,465 - Never? 633 00:37:41,884 --> 00:37:45,303 - Look, Joe, when I was a kid, 634 00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:46,972 I totally believed in God. 635 00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,307 But, you know, you grow up. 636 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:51,643 Well, I did. 637 00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:52,686 I looked around. 638 00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,104 I said, "Santa Claus: No evidence. 639 00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:56,648 "The tooth fairy: No evidence. 640 00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:58,733 "God, the same thing: 641 00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:00,193 No evidence." 642 00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:02,028 And then you think, 643 00:38:02,154 --> 00:38:03,321 "Hmm. 644 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:06,658 I wonder if I really need all these imaginary friends." 645 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:10,662 - So you think God's just a pleasant thing? 646 00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:13,498 Like it's easier to believe than not? 647 00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:16,334 - Well, easier for you, clearly. 648 00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:18,044 - No, Gavin, faith is hard. 649 00:38:18,170 --> 00:38:20,505 God tests you time and time again. 650 00:38:20,631 --> 00:38:22,757 Sometimes He even demands that you die for Him. 651 00:38:22,883 --> 00:38:24,551 You think that's easy? 652 00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,344 - For people of faith, sure. 653 00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:27,554 That's the problem. 654 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,056 Like, I could never fly a jet into a building. 655 00:38:30,182 --> 00:38:31,641 But those 9/11 guys could 656 00:38:31,767 --> 00:38:33,977 'cause they had faith in an afterlife, 657 00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:36,646 not to mention 72 virgins, 658 00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:41,151 though why anyone would want virgins, I don't know. 659 00:38:46,741 --> 00:38:49,409 - What did God do to you to make you so angry at Him? 660 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,871 Look at the world that He created, 661 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,831 all the beauty. 662 00:38:54,957 --> 00:38:57,459 - Wars and plagues and genocides 663 00:38:57,585 --> 00:39:00,128 and earthquakes and tidal waves. 664 00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:03,048 And then, after all that suffering, 665 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:05,091 what does your God do next? 666 00:39:05,217 --> 00:39:08,053 He sends most of us to hell. 667 00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,013 - Well, not if you've been born again. 668 00:39:10,139 --> 00:39:12,766 - Right, the old baptismal Jacuzzi. 669 00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:14,392 - You have to accept Jesus Christ 670 00:39:14,518 --> 00:39:15,852 as your Lord and Savior. 671 00:39:15,978 --> 00:39:18,355 That is your only entrance requirement. 672 00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:20,940 - Okay, so the Hebes, the Hindus, 673 00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:23,818 the Muslims, the atheists, the Buddhists, 674 00:39:23,944 --> 00:39:25,403 all damned, right? 675 00:39:25,529 --> 00:39:27,322 - They have to accept Jesus Christ. 676 00:39:27,448 --> 00:39:28,365 - And the Catholics, 677 00:39:28,491 --> 00:39:31,451 'cause they're not born again, right? 678 00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:32,702 - Right. 679 00:39:32,828 --> 00:39:34,746 - Face it, man, it's kind of crazy. 680 00:39:34,872 --> 00:39:35,830 - No, it's not crazy. 681 00:39:35,956 --> 00:39:38,249 God gives us free will for that purpose. 682 00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:40,293 Otherwise, we would just be puppets. 683 00:39:40,419 --> 00:39:42,087 Life would be... 684 00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,006 Life would be meaningless. 685 00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:47,759 That's the beauty of eternal salvation. 686 00:39:47,885 --> 00:39:50,929 You see, anyone can go to heaven or hell, 687 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:53,056 because anyone can be saved. 688 00:39:53,182 --> 00:39:55,058 It's your choice. 689 00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:57,852 - Unless you're a kid in China who gets hit by a bus 690 00:39:57,978 --> 00:39:59,813 and never even heard of this getting saved deal. 691 00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:01,439 Where's his choice? 692 00:40:01,565 --> 00:40:02,732 - Well, that's why it's so important 693 00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:05,402 to spread the gospel, try and save people. 694 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:08,113 - I'm sorry. I don't mean to laugh. 695 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,573 I just find this kind of fundamentalism incredible. 696 00:40:10,699 --> 00:40:12,617 I mean, all of you, 697 00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:15,537 totally convinced you know exactly who God is 698 00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:18,164 and exactly how He wants to be worshipped 699 00:40:18,290 --> 00:40:21,126 and all without a lick of evidence He even exists. 700 00:40:21,252 --> 00:40:22,168 - [Iaughs] 701 00:40:22,294 --> 00:40:24,462 - No wonder there are so many holy wars. 702 00:40:24,588 --> 00:40:26,881 Without evidence, how else would you win this argument 703 00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:28,758 except by killing each other? 704 00:40:31,387 --> 00:40:35,432 - See, I see evidence in all kinds of things. 705 00:40:35,558 --> 00:40:36,474 - So do they. 706 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:37,725 And sooner or later, 707 00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:40,437 one of these guys who hears God in his head 708 00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:42,981 is gonna get ahold of weapons of mass destruction, 709 00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:45,442 and then, when it's way too late, 710 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,402 we're finally gonna ask ourselves, 711 00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:50,113 "Why, after thousands of years of bloodshed, 712 00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,490 "didn't we at least try to do away 713 00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:54,617 "with this insane concept of faith 714 00:40:54,743 --> 00:40:58,037 before it fucking killed us?" 715 00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:59,622 - You know, maybe I'm just coming at this 716 00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:01,875 from a different angle. 717 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,294 - And what angle would that be? 718 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:07,172 - Well, it's not abstract to me. 719 00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,339 I go to the hospital, 720 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:11,843 and I visit sick children, right? 721 00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:15,513 Two days ago, I was at the bedside of a dying child. 722 00:41:15,639 --> 00:41:18,183 His mother and father were killed in an auto accident. 723 00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:19,809 He's about to pass as well. 724 00:41:19,935 --> 00:41:22,979 And he asks me if heaven really exists. 725 00:41:24,565 --> 00:41:26,774 I say, "Yes, it does. 726 00:41:26,901 --> 00:41:29,194 It's where Mommy and Daddy are." 727 00:41:29,320 --> 00:41:33,281 About an hour or so later, he dies 728 00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:35,241 with a smile on his face. 729 00:41:37,536 --> 00:41:40,163 So what would you have said in my place- 730 00:41:40,289 --> 00:41:44,000 "Sorry, kid, no evidence"? 731 00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,920 - No. 732 00:41:47,046 --> 00:41:50,173 I probably would have told him exactly the same lie you did. 733 00:41:52,009 --> 00:41:53,551 But, Joe, I'll tell you one thing 734 00:41:53,677 --> 00:41:55,929 I damned sure wouldn't have said, 735 00:41:56,055 --> 00:41:57,305 and that's, "I'm sorry kid. 736 00:41:57,431 --> 00:42:00,517 You're going to hell if you haven't been baptized." 737 00:42:00,643 --> 00:42:04,395 - Lord, forgive this man for his hard heart and his blasphemy. 738 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:06,731 I think he has suffered much more than he knows, 739 00:42:06,857 --> 00:42:08,858 and he needs your love and support now more than ever- 740 00:42:08,984 --> 00:42:09,901 - No! 741 00:42:10,027 --> 00:42:10,985 Joe, I'm sorry, 742 00:42:11,111 --> 00:42:12,779 but you don't know a damned thing about me, 743 00:42:12,905 --> 00:42:15,198 and I don't need your help or your salvation 744 00:42:15,324 --> 00:42:18,326 or any other fucking bullshit you may have to offer. 745 00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:20,662 - Don't swear in front of my wife! 746 00:42:20,788 --> 00:42:23,206 - Gavin, I think you should leave. 747 00:42:30,714 --> 00:42:33,049 - With pleasure. 748 00:42:38,347 --> 00:42:39,430 - Why can't you leave people alone? 749 00:42:39,557 --> 00:42:42,100 - Don't you dare talk to me. 750 00:42:42,226 --> 00:42:43,393 You get out of my sight. 751 00:42:54,780 --> 00:42:57,448 - What the hell are you doing, Chris? 752 00:42:57,575 --> 00:42:59,867 - It's blessed water from the temple. 753 00:42:59,994 --> 00:43:03,121 - And how much did you pay for that? 754 00:43:03,247 --> 00:43:06,624 - I'm not going to tell you. 755 00:43:06,750 --> 00:43:09,085 - I'm surrounded by imbeciles. 756 00:43:12,423 --> 00:43:13,464 - Hi, I'm Frank. 757 00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:16,134 I met Chris at temple. 758 00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:17,594 - Hmm. 759 00:43:30,941 --> 00:43:31,816 Hey. 760 00:43:31,942 --> 00:43:34,485 - Can we meet where we met before? 761 00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:38,114 - Sure. 762 00:43:39,908 --> 00:43:43,953 - When I was 18, I got into drugs 763 00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:46,414 and then into harder drugs, 764 00:43:46,540 --> 00:43:49,542 and then I couldn't afford them anymore. 765 00:43:49,668 --> 00:43:52,503 And then I met a pimp. 766 00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:54,172 And one night, he sent me to see this john 767 00:43:54,298 --> 00:43:57,175 who liked to do it in church. 768 00:43:57,301 --> 00:43:58,635 But what he didn't tell me 769 00:43:58,761 --> 00:44:01,971 was that the guy liked to beat the girl when he was done. 770 00:44:04,099 --> 00:44:07,852 I woke up in the morning, and I couldn't even walk. 771 00:44:07,978 --> 00:44:10,146 I didn't know what to do. 772 00:44:10,272 --> 00:44:12,106 So I started to crawl towards the altar 773 00:44:12,232 --> 00:44:15,568 to see if there was something I could steal. 774 00:44:15,694 --> 00:44:17,278 But I didn't realize it was Sunday morning, 775 00:44:17,404 --> 00:44:19,697 and I got caught. 776 00:44:19,823 --> 00:44:22,867 That was the day I met Joe. 777 00:44:22,993 --> 00:44:26,746 And he took me to the hospital, and he stayed with me. 778 00:44:30,125 --> 00:44:31,209 If it weren't for him, 779 00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:35,421 I don't think I'd be alive right now. 780 00:44:35,547 --> 00:44:38,299 He was the first man who ever saw 781 00:44:38,425 --> 00:44:41,511 something better in me than what I was. 782 00:44:45,349 --> 00:44:47,350 Joe takes care of me. 783 00:44:51,063 --> 00:44:54,357 - You don't need anyone to take care of you, Shana. 784 00:44:56,527 --> 00:44:59,237 You're a strong, intelligent woman. 785 00:44:59,363 --> 00:45:02,156 - Yeah. 786 00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:05,702 Will you do me a favor and stay away from my husband? 787 00:45:07,663 --> 00:45:09,372 Please? 788 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,710 - I'll do whatever you want. 789 00:45:17,297 --> 00:45:20,925 - Believe it or not, you actually got through to him. 790 00:45:21,051 --> 00:45:22,719 - Really? 791 00:45:22,845 --> 00:45:25,847 - He's decided we need to be more evangelical. 792 00:45:25,973 --> 00:45:28,516 We're going to a new church. 793 00:45:28,642 --> 00:45:33,187 They do missionary work in Uganda. 794 00:45:33,313 --> 00:45:35,440 - What else? 795 00:45:35,566 --> 00:45:38,234 - They're against smoking and drinking, 796 00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,111 immodest dress for women, 797 00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:41,779 and secular music. 798 00:45:41,905 --> 00:45:45,742 - Pfft. Jesus Christ. 799 00:45:45,868 --> 00:45:47,285 Restrings your guitar one day, 800 00:45:47,411 --> 00:45:49,829 stops you from playing it the next. 801 00:45:49,955 --> 00:45:52,290 - You're so flippant, aren't you? 802 00:45:52,416 --> 00:45:53,958 You have no idea 803 00:45:54,084 --> 00:45:55,626 what it's like to lose everything 804 00:45:55,753 --> 00:45:59,630 and to try and put it all back together again. 805 00:45:59,757 --> 00:46:00,798 - Actually, Shana- 806 00:46:00,924 --> 00:46:03,176 - You don't know what it's like for me and Joe. 807 00:46:06,764 --> 00:46:08,765 - [Sighs] I'm sorry. 808 00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:13,811 I really didn't mean to cause you problems. 809 00:46:13,937 --> 00:46:15,229 I'm a fuckin' moron. 810 00:46:15,355 --> 00:46:19,525 - Not even a little smirk, Gavin? 811 00:46:19,651 --> 00:46:23,237 - I think I made a big mistake. 812 00:46:25,908 --> 00:46:27,658 You're so beautiful. 813 00:46:29,119 --> 00:46:33,206 - You're pretty cute yourself. 814 00:46:33,332 --> 00:46:36,709 That's why I'm gonna ask you to stay away from me too. 815 00:46:38,754 --> 00:46:42,048 Don't make this hard for me, okay? 816 00:46:49,932 --> 00:46:52,016 - Fuck. 817 00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:15,039 - She said stay away, huh? 818 00:47:15,165 --> 00:47:17,834 Guess you didn't listen. 819 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:19,710 - No, I did. 820 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:23,673 I stayed away for, like, three weeks. 821 00:48:15,267 --> 00:48:19,103 - [Sobbing] 822 00:48:19,229 --> 00:48:20,563 - Consuela, what's wrong? 823 00:48:20,689 --> 00:48:22,523 - My father died. 824 00:48:22,649 --> 00:48:25,359 Please let him into heaven. 825 00:48:25,485 --> 00:48:28,154 You ask, too, Gavin. 826 00:48:29,823 --> 00:48:33,326 - Please let Consuela's father into heaven. 827 00:48:33,452 --> 00:48:34,994 He must've been a good man, 828 00:48:35,120 --> 00:48:38,956 or Consuela would not be such a good woman. 829 00:48:41,919 --> 00:48:44,295 I'm so sorry, Consuela. 830 00:48:57,976 --> 00:49:01,145 Getting serious, huh? 831 00:49:01,271 --> 00:49:03,564 - He's a nice guy. We have a lot in common. 832 00:49:07,945 --> 00:49:09,528 - Is the rabbi gonna marry you? 833 00:49:09,655 --> 00:49:12,198 - Don't provoke me. 834 00:49:12,324 --> 00:49:15,201 - Sorry. 835 00:49:15,327 --> 00:49:18,204 - Look, as it happens, we're gonna ask, 836 00:49:18,330 --> 00:49:20,039 just hypothetically. 837 00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:21,791 We have an appointment. 838 00:49:24,294 --> 00:49:26,504 - Good luck. 839 00:49:26,630 --> 00:49:28,464 - Since when do you smoke? 840 00:49:28,590 --> 00:49:30,591 - I don't smoke. 841 00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:45,856 - Mind if I join you? 842 00:49:45,983 --> 00:49:47,525 - Not at all. 843 00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:54,573 - Can I have a drag of that? 844 00:49:54,700 --> 00:49:56,158 - You sure? 845 00:49:56,284 --> 00:49:59,203 - Don't you start. 846 00:50:07,212 --> 00:50:09,964 [Exhales deeply] 847 00:50:10,090 --> 00:50:12,842 I was on my way to the store. 848 00:50:12,968 --> 00:50:15,177 Got kind of claustrophobic. 849 00:50:18,348 --> 00:50:20,182 - Things not so good, huh? 850 00:50:20,308 --> 00:50:23,561 - Yeah. Not so good. 851 00:50:23,687 --> 00:50:25,813 - I'm sorry. 852 00:50:25,939 --> 00:50:28,941 - You know what the problem is? 853 00:50:29,067 --> 00:50:31,068 When I was doing what I was doing, 854 00:50:31,194 --> 00:50:34,697 I enjoyed it in a sick kind of way. 855 00:50:34,823 --> 00:50:37,033 I really liked getting high. 856 00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:39,285 It was a relief. 857 00:50:41,747 --> 00:50:43,080 But it was killing me, 858 00:50:43,206 --> 00:50:46,292 and Joe showed me something better that wouldn't kill me. 859 00:50:46,418 --> 00:50:48,961 - What? What did he show you? 860 00:50:49,087 --> 00:50:50,838 - How to be at peace 861 00:50:50,964 --> 00:50:54,133 by being in touch with something bigger than myself. 862 00:50:54,259 --> 00:50:56,719 - I got that for you. 863 00:51:01,224 --> 00:51:04,143 Come on. Lie down over here. 864 00:51:04,269 --> 00:51:06,979 - That's not exactly what I had in mind. 865 00:51:07,105 --> 00:51:10,232 - Come on. Trust me. Lie down. 866 00:51:24,081 --> 00:51:26,290 There you have it. 867 00:51:26,416 --> 00:51:28,626 - What? 868 00:51:28,752 --> 00:51:30,795 - The universe. 869 00:51:30,921 --> 00:51:34,799 I mean, look at it. It's incredible. 870 00:51:34,925 --> 00:51:38,761 You know, some of the stars you can see on a clear night, 871 00:51:38,887 --> 00:51:40,012 their light, 872 00:51:40,138 --> 00:51:44,308 it's taken 21/2 million years to get here. 873 00:51:44,434 --> 00:51:47,436 When that light started out, the Ice Age hadn't even begun. 874 00:51:47,562 --> 00:51:50,481 When you want a connection to something bigger, 875 00:51:50,607 --> 00:51:52,775 how much bigger can you get than this? 876 00:51:52,901 --> 00:51:54,985 - It's pretty big. 877 00:51:55,112 --> 00:51:57,655 - Yeah. 878 00:51:57,781 --> 00:52:00,157 And we're a part of it, 879 00:52:00,283 --> 00:52:03,994 a lucky part of it, 'cause as far as we know, 880 00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:05,830 only Earth came together in a way 881 00:52:05,956 --> 00:52:08,958 that enabled life to exist. 882 00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:11,210 I mean, what a break, right? 883 00:52:11,336 --> 00:52:15,756 Thank you, universe. 884 00:52:15,882 --> 00:52:19,802 And then you die, and that's it. 885 00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,471 - Oh, now I'm definitely feeling better. 886 00:52:26,560 --> 00:52:28,519 - You should. 887 00:52:28,645 --> 00:52:33,899 Once you understand that life is finite, 888 00:52:34,025 --> 00:52:36,861 you don't want to waste a moment of it. 889 00:52:36,987 --> 00:52:38,445 - I hate to say it, 890 00:52:38,572 --> 00:52:41,699 but I'm not getting the same buzz I get from church. 891 00:52:41,825 --> 00:52:43,242 - Why not? 892 00:52:43,368 --> 00:52:46,162 - 'Cause I want someone up there I can talk to. 893 00:52:48,123 --> 00:52:50,916 - That's what I thought, see? 894 00:52:51,042 --> 00:52:54,461 You don't want a spiritual life based on truth. 895 00:52:54,588 --> 00:52:56,088 You want a daddy in the sky, 896 00:52:56,214 --> 00:52:58,299 and even if he is totally imaginary, 897 00:52:58,425 --> 00:53:01,093 he's always gonna be there when you need him. 898 00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:07,391 - What I want is to be loved. 899 00:53:29,414 --> 00:53:31,457 - I'm sorry. 900 00:53:31,583 --> 00:53:34,585 [Car alarm blaring] 901 00:53:52,896 --> 00:53:55,731 - We thank you, Lord, for your love and salvation, 902 00:53:55,857 --> 00:53:58,025 but we are afraid. 903 00:53:58,151 --> 00:54:00,903 If you call us to do your work in Uganda, 904 00:54:01,029 --> 00:54:04,698 please give us courage. 905 00:54:04,824 --> 00:54:07,826 And also, Lord, 906 00:54:07,953 --> 00:54:12,456 please give us the strength to resist temptation, 907 00:54:12,582 --> 00:54:16,794 for sometimes we are sorely tried in this evil world. 908 00:54:16,920 --> 00:54:18,128 Amen. 909 00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:20,256 - Amen. 910 00:54:39,776 --> 00:54:44,238 - I don't think I've ever loved anyone before you. 911 00:54:44,364 --> 00:54:47,366 Now I'm not even sure I could live without you. 912 00:54:47,492 --> 00:54:49,868 - Joe. 913 00:54:49,995 --> 00:54:52,621 - But if we are to be laborers together with God, 914 00:54:52,747 --> 00:54:56,125 then we have to answer when He calls. 915 00:54:56,251 --> 00:54:58,460 - What about my education? 916 00:55:01,381 --> 00:55:03,632 - Is that what this is about, Shana? 917 00:55:03,758 --> 00:55:06,969 Really? 918 00:55:07,095 --> 00:55:08,304 - Yes. 919 00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:15,227 - I don't want us to live a small life, Shana. 920 00:55:22,110 --> 00:55:23,652 [Knock at door] 921 00:55:23,778 --> 00:55:25,779 - Yup? 922 00:55:44,215 --> 00:55:45,716 [Knock at door] 923 00:55:45,842 --> 00:55:48,052 Hold on! 924 00:55:48,178 --> 00:55:51,680 Here. Call me. 925 00:55:51,806 --> 00:55:52,848 - Who's Exley? 926 00:55:52,974 --> 00:55:54,975 - Oh, he used to work here. 927 00:55:55,101 --> 00:55:56,894 - I have to go to school. 928 00:55:59,356 --> 00:56:00,689 [Knock at door] 929 00:56:00,815 --> 00:56:01,732 - Hold on! 930 00:56:01,858 --> 00:56:03,233 - I'll call you as soon as I can. 931 00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:05,152 - Okay. 932 00:56:05,278 --> 00:56:07,279 Here. 933 00:56:33,306 --> 00:56:36,308 [Cell phone ringing] 934 00:56:39,729 --> 00:56:42,106 Hello? 935 00:56:42,232 --> 00:56:43,565 - Tonight around 8:00? 936 00:56:43,691 --> 00:56:45,234 - Yes. 937 00:56:46,903 --> 00:56:48,153 - Where? 938 00:56:48,279 --> 00:56:49,738 - The hotel. 939 00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:51,615 I'll find a room and email you. 940 00:56:51,741 --> 00:56:55,244 - You really put some thought into this, huh? 941 00:56:55,370 --> 00:56:58,247 - Yeah. 942 00:56:58,373 --> 00:56:59,957 - So did I. 943 00:57:17,267 --> 00:57:20,269 [Cell phone buzzing] 944 00:58:02,854 --> 00:58:04,313 - When do you reckon you'll get back? 945 00:58:05,857 --> 00:58:07,441 - I'm just filling in for someone. 946 00:58:07,567 --> 00:58:09,693 I don't know when they'll show up. 947 00:58:11,779 --> 00:58:12,905 - Okay. 948 00:58:30,882 --> 00:58:31,882 [Car horn honks] 949 00:58:37,347 --> 00:58:39,306 - Hi. 950 00:58:44,979 --> 00:58:46,647 - Want a drink? 951 00:58:46,773 --> 00:58:48,732 - I think I need one. 952 00:58:53,571 --> 00:58:56,365 Are all these flowers for me? 953 00:58:56,491 --> 00:58:58,325 - Stole 'em from the ballroom. 954 00:58:58,451 --> 00:59:01,411 - Wedding? 955 00:59:01,538 --> 00:59:03,664 - Memorial service. 956 00:59:12,048 --> 00:59:15,050 [Truck beeping] 957 00:59:28,731 --> 00:59:31,066 You don't have to do it. 958 00:59:36,364 --> 00:59:38,156 Let me undress you. 959 01:00:30,209 --> 01:00:32,377 You're perfect. 960 01:00:37,425 --> 01:00:41,053 - ♪ Years float away on the wind ♪ 961 01:00:41,179 --> 01:00:45,682 ♪ Give me this day I can win ♪ 962 01:00:45,808 --> 01:00:48,977 ♪ Give me your hands to forget ♪ 963 01:00:49,103 --> 01:00:52,397 ♪ Everything ♪ 964 01:00:52,523 --> 01:00:59,946 ♪ You know the feeling when your heart walked in ♪ 965 01:01:00,073 --> 01:01:07,496 ♪ And you remember why you kiss first, stare ♪ 966 01:01:07,622 --> 01:01:15,587 ♪ She remembers all the good up there that I've done ♪ 967 01:01:15,713 --> 01:01:22,469 ♪ But I found you're like a ghost of me ♪ 968 01:01:22,595 --> 01:01:29,059 ♪ Like a secret sea, you were stealing me ♪ 969 01:01:29,185 --> 01:01:30,227 ♪ Mm ♪ 970 01:01:30,353 --> 01:01:36,441 ♪ And it feels like I'm remembering ♪ 971 01:01:36,567 --> 01:01:40,153 ♪ Years float away on the wind ♪ 972 01:01:40,279 --> 01:01:44,241 ♪ Give me a moment to win ♪ 973 01:01:44,367 --> 01:01:48,161 ♪ Give me your lips to forget ♪ 974 01:01:48,287 --> 01:01:51,331 ♪ Everything, everything ♪ 975 01:01:51,457 --> 01:01:55,043 ♪ Years float away on the wind ♪ 976 01:01:55,169 --> 01:01:58,755 ♪ Give me this day ♪ 977 01:01:58,881 --> 01:02:02,592 ♪ Give me your hands to forget ♪ 978 01:02:02,719 --> 01:02:05,220 ♪ Everything ♪ 979 01:02:21,154 --> 01:02:23,155 - Oh, my God. 980 01:02:46,929 --> 01:02:49,806 - You have a job. 981 01:02:49,932 --> 01:02:53,185 You have God. 982 01:02:53,311 --> 01:02:56,396 I am washed, sanctified, and justified. 983 01:02:58,149 --> 01:03:00,484 Help me. 984 01:03:00,610 --> 01:03:02,360 Help Shana. 985 01:03:06,616 --> 01:03:10,702 - When I got home last night, he wasn't there. 986 01:03:10,828 --> 01:03:14,206 Then he came back, and I asked him where he'd been, 987 01:03:14,332 --> 01:03:17,876 and he said, "Thinking. Where have you been?" 988 01:03:18,002 --> 01:03:19,836 - Then what? 989 01:03:19,962 --> 01:03:22,798 - And then this morning, he was distant, 990 01:03:22,924 --> 01:03:25,175 and then he just went to work. 991 01:03:31,265 --> 01:03:34,518 - Why don't you leave him? 992 01:03:34,644 --> 01:03:36,478 I mean it. 993 01:03:39,607 --> 01:03:42,692 - I'm afraid of what he might do to himself. 994 01:03:43,736 --> 01:03:45,195 - Like what? 995 01:03:45,321 --> 01:03:48,031 - I don't know. 996 01:03:48,157 --> 01:03:49,533 I feel scared of him, 997 01:03:49,659 --> 01:03:51,535 and I feel sorry for him 998 01:03:51,661 --> 01:03:54,996 and grateful and ashamed. 999 01:03:57,667 --> 01:03:59,835 But at the same time, it's- 1000 01:03:59,961 --> 01:04:02,295 I sort of can't even think about him. 1001 01:04:04,549 --> 01:04:06,675 It's like he's disappearing. 1002 01:04:06,801 --> 01:04:09,427 All I can think about is you. 1003 01:04:11,931 --> 01:04:14,599 - I feel the same way. 1004 01:04:14,725 --> 01:04:16,518 I didn't sleep at all last night. 1005 01:04:16,644 --> 01:04:20,146 - Really? 1006 01:04:20,273 --> 01:04:23,692 Could we see each other again tonight? 1007 01:04:23,818 --> 01:04:26,069 - How would you get out? 1008 01:04:26,195 --> 01:04:28,780 - He's going to some church thing 1009 01:04:28,906 --> 01:04:31,157 from 7:00 to 10:00. 1010 01:04:31,284 --> 01:04:33,577 - Chris too. 1011 01:04:33,703 --> 01:04:36,246 Finally something to thank God for. 1012 01:04:41,878 --> 01:04:45,422 [Cell phone buzzing] 1013 01:04:45,548 --> 01:04:46,756 - I'm sorry. 1014 01:04:46,883 --> 01:04:49,342 - Take it. 1015 01:04:49,468 --> 01:04:50,719 I'll wait. 1016 01:04:53,472 --> 01:04:54,890 - What do you want? 1017 01:04:55,016 --> 01:04:58,226 - Hey. 1018 01:04:58,352 --> 01:05:00,312 I just wanted to give you a family. 1019 01:05:00,438 --> 01:05:03,148 - What makes you think I want to talk about this now? 1020 01:05:03,274 --> 01:05:05,317 - Hollis, it was just an arrangement. 1021 01:05:05,443 --> 01:05:06,651 That's all. 1022 01:05:06,777 --> 01:05:09,613 Hollis, I was just afraid of losing you, so I just- 1023 01:05:09,739 --> 01:05:11,615 - I'm up here on the ledge with somebody and- 1024 01:05:11,741 --> 01:05:12,866 - Please, Hollis. 1025 01:05:12,992 --> 01:05:14,326 I love you. 1026 01:05:14,452 --> 01:05:16,620 - I cannot have this conversation right now. 1027 01:05:16,746 --> 01:05:18,455 - I love you. 1028 01:05:18,581 --> 01:05:20,498 I love you more than anything in life. 1029 01:05:20,625 --> 01:05:22,918 - Look, I got to go. 1030 01:05:29,258 --> 01:05:30,926 - You have to go? 1031 01:05:31,052 --> 01:05:32,677 - No, no, no, no. I'm good. 1032 01:05:35,598 --> 01:05:37,432 So what happened next? 1033 01:05:40,770 --> 01:05:44,814 [Keys jingling] 1034 01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:46,691 - Well, I better be going. 1035 01:05:46,817 --> 01:05:48,652 - Okay. 1036 01:05:48,778 --> 01:05:50,487 - Bye. - Bye. 1037 01:06:14,637 --> 01:06:17,472 [Knocking] 1038 01:06:47,253 --> 01:06:49,087 - I want to do it here. 1039 01:06:49,213 --> 01:06:50,839 - Okay. 1040 01:07:01,767 --> 01:07:03,810 - Take my panties off. 1041 01:07:27,710 --> 01:07:30,712 [Moaning] 1042 01:07:50,441 --> 01:07:52,275 [Moans] 1043 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:58,031 Oh, my... 1044 01:08:01,494 --> 01:08:03,578 I love the way you touch me. 1045 01:08:11,670 --> 01:08:14,672 [Moaning] 1046 01:08:19,512 --> 01:08:22,097 - Who is that? 1047 01:08:26,644 --> 01:08:27,977 - That's my daughter. 1048 01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:29,312 - You have a daughter? 1049 01:08:29,438 --> 01:08:31,981 - I had a daughter. 1050 01:08:32,108 --> 01:08:34,692 - What happened? 1051 01:08:34,819 --> 01:08:38,655 - She died two years ago. 1052 01:08:38,781 --> 01:08:41,282 - Oh, I'm so sorry. 1053 01:08:41,408 --> 01:08:42,659 - I'm sure she's up in heaven 1054 01:08:42,785 --> 01:08:45,829 with all the other little baby angels. 1055 01:08:52,086 --> 01:08:53,711 I'm sorry. 1056 01:08:53,838 --> 01:08:55,755 I don't mean to be such an asshole. 1057 01:08:55,881 --> 01:08:58,049 I really don't. 1058 01:09:04,431 --> 01:09:07,267 I was driving her to school one day. 1059 01:09:07,393 --> 01:09:10,520 And we'd had a fight. 1060 01:09:12,982 --> 01:09:14,065 The radio was on. 1061 01:09:14,191 --> 01:09:16,526 There was a song we both really liked. 1062 01:09:16,652 --> 01:09:20,697 She was singing along. 1063 01:09:20,823 --> 01:09:22,448 I was watching her in the mirror, 1064 01:09:22,575 --> 01:09:26,327 and I was just about to tell her that it was all okay, 1065 01:09:26,453 --> 01:09:31,374 and then a truck swerved from traffic 1066 01:09:31,500 --> 01:09:36,171 from the opposite direction, 1067 01:09:36,297 --> 01:09:40,216 and I had less than a second to think. 1068 01:09:40,342 --> 01:09:43,428 And I don't know if it was instinct or a bad guess 1069 01:09:43,554 --> 01:09:48,433 or maybe self-preservation, but... 1070 01:09:51,604 --> 01:09:53,605 I swung the wheel the wrong way, 1071 01:09:53,731 --> 01:09:56,524 and the truck hit her side of the car. 1072 01:10:03,073 --> 01:10:06,743 And five minutes later, she's dead. 1073 01:10:23,886 --> 01:10:25,428 [Sniffles] 1074 01:10:25,554 --> 01:10:29,224 My wife never blamed me, exactly. 1075 01:10:29,350 --> 01:10:33,019 It was-the truck driver had a heart attack. 1076 01:10:33,145 --> 01:10:35,063 It wasn't my fault, but... 1077 01:10:37,566 --> 01:10:39,734 It was in her eyes. 1078 01:10:41,904 --> 01:10:45,031 I needed her to forgive me, and she couldn't do it. 1079 01:10:47,284 --> 01:10:52,455 And so we split up, and I totally fell apart. 1080 01:10:52,581 --> 01:10:55,541 And then I got a job in the hospitality industry. 1081 01:10:55,668 --> 01:10:59,462 And now I'm just dandy. 1082 01:11:19,525 --> 01:11:20,733 - Oh! 1083 01:11:20,859 --> 01:11:22,527 Uh, I thought you were out. 1084 01:11:22,653 --> 01:11:24,237 I was gonna get a sip of your whiskey. 1085 01:11:24,363 --> 01:11:25,863 We- - You ever think of knocking? 1086 01:11:25,990 --> 01:11:27,740 - Excuse us. Sorry. 1087 01:11:27,866 --> 01:11:29,158 - What happened? 1088 01:11:32,079 --> 01:11:35,623 - Uh, you were right. 1089 01:11:35,749 --> 01:11:39,294 Turns out this center is a little more conservative 1090 01:11:39,420 --> 01:11:40,753 than we thought. 1091 01:11:40,879 --> 01:11:43,423 - Light gets switched off before it reaches the homos? 1092 01:11:44,466 --> 01:11:46,175 - Not exactly. 1093 01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:47,343 Dimmed. 1094 01:11:47,469 --> 01:11:49,804 - Sorry. Really. 1095 01:11:52,266 --> 01:11:54,684 - Hey. 1096 01:11:54,810 --> 01:11:56,728 To the grave, okay? 1097 01:12:01,442 --> 01:12:03,693 - Oh. 1098 01:12:03,819 --> 01:12:05,528 - It's okay. He's cool. 1099 01:12:05,654 --> 01:12:07,030 Both of them. 1100 01:12:13,537 --> 01:12:16,873 - You know, 1101 01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:21,002 if you and I could ever be together, 1102 01:12:21,128 --> 01:12:24,130 I think we'd be really happy. 1103 01:12:32,556 --> 01:12:36,976 - Strange thing is, I felt the same way. 1104 01:12:37,102 --> 01:12:39,103 I had to make a game of it at the start... 1105 01:12:39,229 --> 01:12:41,898 'cause I wasn't really up for it, you know? 1106 01:12:42,024 --> 01:12:43,358 Love. 1107 01:12:43,484 --> 01:12:46,736 - No wonder. 1108 01:12:46,862 --> 01:12:48,404 - I guess it's always inexplicable 1109 01:12:48,530 --> 01:12:50,656 why you fall in love, isn't it? 1110 01:12:50,783 --> 01:12:53,659 I mean, you tell me, why do you love your wife? 1111 01:12:55,579 --> 01:12:58,790 - To be honest with you, Gavin, 1112 01:12:58,916 --> 01:13:00,583 I don't think I do anymore. 1113 01:13:00,709 --> 01:13:01,918 As a matter of fact, 1114 01:13:02,044 --> 01:13:03,836 I don't even think I'm going home tonight. 1115 01:13:03,962 --> 01:13:05,296 - Why not? 1116 01:13:05,422 --> 01:13:07,465 - She cheated on me. 1117 01:13:10,177 --> 01:13:12,512 I kind of lost both of my kids today. 1118 01:13:12,638 --> 01:13:16,474 My little boy and my girl, you know. 1119 01:13:16,600 --> 01:13:19,560 Found out neither one of 'em was mine this morning. 1120 01:13:23,399 --> 01:13:24,732 - Why? 1121 01:13:24,858 --> 01:13:27,693 - 'Cause I'm sterile. 1122 01:13:27,820 --> 01:13:29,612 I just found out. 1123 01:13:32,408 --> 01:13:34,617 I've always been. 1124 01:13:34,743 --> 01:13:36,577 - Did you want kids? 1125 01:13:36,703 --> 01:13:39,914 - Like you wouldn't believe, you know? 1126 01:13:40,040 --> 01:13:42,125 I mean, we tried and tried for years, 1127 01:13:42,251 --> 01:13:45,336 and when nothing happened, 1128 01:13:45,462 --> 01:13:47,630 eventually we went over to the clinic, 1129 01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:49,924 and we got tested. 1130 01:13:50,050 --> 01:13:52,218 And I never bothered to go and get the results. 1131 01:13:52,344 --> 01:13:53,928 But she did. 1132 01:13:54,054 --> 01:13:58,307 And when she told me everything was okay, I was... 1133 01:13:58,434 --> 01:14:00,643 And then nine months later, we- 1134 01:14:04,815 --> 01:14:10,778 She said that she was afraid she was going to lose me 1135 01:14:10,904 --> 01:14:13,489 and that it was just an arrangement. 1136 01:14:17,202 --> 01:14:18,703 - Who's the father? 1137 01:14:25,794 --> 01:14:30,256 - She wanted the kids to look as much like me as possible. 1138 01:14:33,469 --> 01:14:35,720 I got a younger brother, man. 1139 01:14:41,435 --> 01:14:42,852 Look, I'm sorry, Gavin, 1140 01:14:42,978 --> 01:14:45,313 but please don't make my day any worse than it already is. 1141 01:14:45,439 --> 01:14:48,858 Why don't you just come on in here? 1142 01:14:48,984 --> 01:14:50,526 - Believe me, 1143 01:14:50,652 --> 01:14:53,029 if I could, I would. 1144 01:14:54,781 --> 01:14:56,574 - Hollis. 1145 01:14:56,700 --> 01:14:57,909 - Excuse me. 1146 01:14:58,035 --> 01:14:59,327 - Spoke to the roommate, Chris. 1147 01:14:59,453 --> 01:15:01,746 He says he thinks Joe's capable ofjust about anything. 1148 01:15:01,872 --> 01:15:03,080 Shana never made it to school. 1149 01:15:03,207 --> 01:15:04,207 Joe never showed up for work. 1150 01:15:04,333 --> 01:15:05,583 I've been trying both their numbers. 1151 01:15:05,709 --> 01:15:06,834 I got nothing. 1152 01:15:06,960 --> 01:15:08,419 - Please, keep calling them. - All right. 1153 01:15:08,545 --> 01:15:10,755 How's he doin'? 1154 01:15:10,881 --> 01:15:13,424 - Do I think he might do it? 1155 01:15:13,550 --> 01:15:15,468 I think he could. 1156 01:15:15,594 --> 01:15:19,096 - All right. Are you good? 1157 01:15:19,223 --> 01:15:22,016 - I'm having a rough day. 1158 01:15:22,142 --> 01:15:25,144 [Both speaking indistinctly] 1159 01:15:43,205 --> 01:15:45,414 Hey, forgive me. 1160 01:15:45,541 --> 01:15:49,460 - Look man, the point is, you got kids, 1161 01:15:49,586 --> 01:15:52,046 even if it wasn't exactly how you wanted. 1162 01:15:55,175 --> 01:15:59,387 - Let's just go on with your story, okay? 1163 01:16:04,768 --> 01:16:06,727 - Okay. 1164 01:16:06,853 --> 01:16:10,439 We decided to tell Joe the truth. 1165 01:16:10,566 --> 01:16:12,692 But Shana wanted to speak to the pastor first 1166 01:16:12,818 --> 01:16:15,278 'cause she was so scared he'd kill himself. 1167 01:16:23,579 --> 01:16:27,748 - I know I haven't been an exciting lover for you. 1168 01:16:27,874 --> 01:16:31,877 I know that I have been too dominating 1169 01:16:32,004 --> 01:16:36,465 in a way that wasn't interesting. 1170 01:16:36,592 --> 01:16:39,093 But I wasn't always like this. 1171 01:16:42,139 --> 01:16:44,473 I know how bad things are. 1172 01:16:44,600 --> 01:16:48,060 I just want one night. 1173 01:16:48,186 --> 01:16:52,189 Borrow an apartment. Go to a hotel. 1174 01:16:52,316 --> 01:16:56,402 A night away from what we're supposed to be, 1175 01:16:56,528 --> 01:17:00,156 a night to prove I can make you happy that way. 1176 01:17:02,451 --> 01:17:05,953 Don't I at least deserve that? 1177 01:17:06,079 --> 01:17:08,497 - I have to get out of this the right way. 1178 01:17:08,624 --> 01:17:10,166 I owe him so much. 1179 01:17:10,292 --> 01:17:12,168 - I know. 1180 01:17:12,294 --> 01:17:15,421 I know, and I know I have no right, but... 1181 01:17:17,966 --> 01:17:20,676 - We only have to get through a couple more days, okay? 1182 01:17:21,428 --> 01:17:22,970 Okay? 1183 01:17:25,265 --> 01:17:26,515 - Okay. 1184 01:17:26,642 --> 01:17:28,351 - I should go. 1185 01:17:28,477 --> 01:17:29,602 I'm doing the night shift, 1186 01:17:29,728 --> 01:17:31,604 and then I'm gonna go see the pastor in the morning. 1187 01:17:31,730 --> 01:17:32,855 - Come by after. 1188 01:17:32,981 --> 01:17:34,690 Let me know how it went. 1189 01:17:44,743 --> 01:17:46,911 - I love you. 1190 01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:18,526 - Crescent Riverview. 1191 01:18:18,652 --> 01:18:20,903 - Hi. I'd like a room, please. 1192 01:18:21,029 --> 01:18:23,322 - When would it be for? 1193 01:18:23,448 --> 01:18:24,865 - Tonight, if you've got one. 1194 01:18:55,689 --> 01:18:56,772 Come on in. 1195 01:19:06,742 --> 01:19:08,576 Would you mind if we talked? 1196 01:19:08,702 --> 01:19:12,079 - Oh- - Please, it's important. 1197 01:19:20,088 --> 01:19:21,422 Sit down. 1198 01:19:29,973 --> 01:19:33,976 You know what the difference is between you and me, Gavin? 1199 01:19:34,102 --> 01:19:35,352 - No. 1200 01:19:35,479 --> 01:19:38,147 - There are two differences. 1201 01:19:38,273 --> 01:19:41,275 First of all, you don't see the world as it is. 1202 01:19:41,401 --> 01:19:44,320 This world is a disgusting place. 1203 01:19:44,446 --> 01:19:46,489 I know this because I've seen some of the worst 1204 01:19:46,615 --> 01:19:48,115 it has to offer. 1205 01:19:51,077 --> 01:19:52,995 - I find that hard to believe. 1206 01:19:53,121 --> 01:19:55,372 - Did you know I was married before? 1207 01:19:58,043 --> 01:19:59,335 - No, I didn't know that, Joe. 1208 01:19:59,461 --> 01:20:00,795 - Mm-hmm. 1209 01:20:00,921 --> 01:20:04,381 A lovely wife, 1210 01:20:04,508 --> 01:20:07,676 two beautiful children, 1211 01:20:07,803 --> 01:20:09,178 great home. 1212 01:20:09,304 --> 01:20:12,515 But I couldn't stay home, because I was drawn to sin. 1213 01:20:12,641 --> 01:20:14,308 I'd go out for a drink, and five hours later, 1214 01:20:14,434 --> 01:20:15,684 I'd be coked out of my head 1215 01:20:15,811 --> 01:20:18,479 and in a booth in a porno shop, or I'd get a hooker, 1216 01:20:18,605 --> 01:20:20,981 or I'd go-go gambling, 1217 01:20:21,107 --> 01:20:23,943 or pretty much whatever you can imagine, I did. 1218 01:20:24,069 --> 01:20:27,196 And I lost it all. 1219 01:20:27,322 --> 01:20:30,825 My wife left me. 1220 01:20:30,951 --> 01:20:32,284 She caught diseases from me. 1221 01:20:32,410 --> 01:20:35,621 I lost my job. 1222 01:20:35,747 --> 01:20:38,374 I lost my children. 1223 01:20:38,500 --> 01:20:41,085 But even still, I couldn't stop. 1224 01:20:43,129 --> 01:20:45,047 I mean, so what do you think that is? 1225 01:20:45,173 --> 01:20:47,675 You think I'm, like, a sex addict 1226 01:20:47,801 --> 01:20:52,888 or a junkie or a gambling addict, 1227 01:20:53,014 --> 01:20:53,931 alcoholic? 1228 01:20:54,057 --> 01:20:55,057 What? 1229 01:20:57,185 --> 01:20:58,644 - I don't know, Joe. 1230 01:20:58,770 --> 01:20:59,687 I have no idea. 1231 01:20:59,813 --> 01:21:02,273 - The answer is none of the above. 1232 01:21:02,399 --> 01:21:05,109 I just had to have sensation. 1233 01:21:05,235 --> 01:21:10,781 I had to feel alive, because inside, I was dying. 1234 01:21:10,907 --> 01:21:13,993 Spiritually, right? I was lost. 1235 01:21:18,874 --> 01:21:22,668 See, I was, you know, half an inch from death 1236 01:21:22,794 --> 01:21:25,087 when Jesus came to me. 1237 01:21:25,213 --> 01:21:26,338 I was. 1238 01:21:26,464 --> 01:21:29,508 I was lying in the gutter and got up, 1239 01:21:29,634 --> 01:21:35,014 stumbled into a church, and I was born again. 1240 01:21:36,433 --> 01:21:37,641 I was saved. 1241 01:21:37,767 --> 01:21:41,270 I was a new man. 1242 01:21:41,396 --> 01:21:45,608 The joy-the relief, really... 1243 01:21:45,734 --> 01:21:47,443 [sniffles] 1244 01:21:47,569 --> 01:21:50,321 You have no idea how that feels. 1245 01:21:52,824 --> 01:21:55,117 About a year later, 1246 01:21:55,243 --> 01:21:59,330 the Lord, having given me so much already, 1247 01:21:59,456 --> 01:22:03,125 He gave me Shana. 1248 01:22:03,251 --> 01:22:06,670 He brought her into the church. 1249 01:22:06,796 --> 01:22:09,965 And the moment that I saw her, 1250 01:22:10,091 --> 01:22:14,053 I knew that I loved her. 1251 01:22:14,179 --> 01:22:18,140 Then we were married in His sight, 1252 01:22:18,266 --> 01:22:21,101 in His house. 1253 01:22:21,227 --> 01:22:22,937 And loving her was the- 1254 01:22:25,815 --> 01:22:30,778 It was such a pure love. 1255 01:22:32,572 --> 01:22:36,492 Until two nights ago. 1256 01:22:38,119 --> 01:22:39,995 When you were... 1257 01:22:40,121 --> 01:22:43,248 fucking her in your kitchen, 1258 01:22:43,375 --> 01:22:46,835 I was outside the door, listening. 1259 01:22:46,962 --> 01:22:51,423 And I thought of smashing down that door 1260 01:22:51,549 --> 01:22:54,218 and killing you both. 1261 01:22:54,344 --> 01:22:55,260 [Sniffles] 1262 01:22:55,387 --> 01:22:57,763 But I just ran away. 1263 01:22:57,889 --> 01:22:58,931 I ran away, and I did things 1264 01:22:59,057 --> 01:23:01,684 that I have not done in a long time. 1265 01:23:01,810 --> 01:23:04,520 And when I came home, she was asleep in there. 1266 01:23:04,646 --> 01:23:09,483 And I watched her lying there. 1267 01:23:09,609 --> 01:23:11,735 And she was smiling. 1268 01:23:18,535 --> 01:23:21,704 It's hard when we lose someone we love, 1269 01:23:21,830 --> 01:23:22,830 isn't it? 1270 01:23:25,166 --> 01:23:27,084 - Yes, it is. 1271 01:23:27,210 --> 01:23:31,005 - So I came in here, 1272 01:23:31,131 --> 01:23:34,258 and I opened up the Bible. 1273 01:23:34,384 --> 01:23:39,722 And I read Psalm 23. 1274 01:23:39,848 --> 01:23:43,684 "The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not want. 1275 01:23:43,810 --> 01:23:46,270 "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, 1276 01:23:46,396 --> 01:23:48,897 "I will fear no evil, for thou art with me. 1277 01:23:49,024 --> 01:23:54,319 Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me." 1278 01:23:54,446 --> 01:23:57,698 And I took this gun, and I put it right here. 1279 01:24:00,201 --> 01:24:01,535 Now... 1280 01:24:03,413 --> 01:24:05,831 You think I'm still here because I was afraid? 1281 01:24:07,042 --> 01:24:08,125 - I don't know, Joe. 1282 01:24:08,251 --> 01:24:10,127 - No. 1283 01:24:10,253 --> 01:24:13,922 I have no fear, Gavin. 1284 01:24:14,049 --> 01:24:16,800 You ever been totally without fear? 1285 01:24:16,926 --> 01:24:18,677 - No. 1286 01:24:18,803 --> 01:24:24,850 - That's the second difference between us. 1287 01:24:24,976 --> 01:24:26,935 I have the courage to die for my beliefs 1288 01:24:27,062 --> 01:24:30,731 because I know where I'm going. 1289 01:24:30,857 --> 01:24:33,108 You have the courage to die for your beliefs? 1290 01:24:35,320 --> 01:24:38,280 - I guess so, you know, if I had to. 1291 01:24:38,406 --> 01:24:41,742 - I don't think you do. 1292 01:24:43,912 --> 01:24:45,079 But I figured out 1293 01:24:45,205 --> 01:24:48,165 I was the last person that should die. 1294 01:24:49,334 --> 01:24:50,501 - Joe. 1295 01:24:54,005 --> 01:24:55,422 - [Sniffles] 1296 01:24:55,548 --> 01:24:57,633 Read the marked passage. 1297 01:25:13,274 --> 01:25:14,691 - "The man that committeth adultery 1298 01:25:14,818 --> 01:25:19,905 "with another man's wife, 1299 01:25:20,031 --> 01:25:23,659 the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death." 1300 01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:29,748 But, Joe, what about the New Testament? 1301 01:25:29,874 --> 01:25:31,917 Doesn't Jesus say about an adulteress, 1302 01:25:32,043 --> 01:25:34,419 "He who is without sin amongst you, 1303 01:25:34,546 --> 01:25:36,004 let him cast a stone at her?" 1304 01:25:36,131 --> 01:25:38,340 - That's right, and no one did, 1305 01:25:38,466 --> 01:25:42,261 because no one was without sin. 1306 01:25:42,387 --> 01:25:43,929 And Jesus said to the woman, 1307 01:25:44,055 --> 01:25:46,223 "Neither do I condemn thee. 1308 01:25:46,349 --> 01:25:48,392 Now go and sin no more." 1309 01:25:48,518 --> 01:25:49,726 - Right. 1310 01:25:54,065 --> 01:25:57,484 - Are you prepared to sin no more? 1311 01:26:00,363 --> 01:26:02,114 Is Shana? 1312 01:26:08,830 --> 01:26:13,208 I am washed, sanctified, and justified. 1313 01:26:13,334 --> 01:26:14,585 And if I say I'm gonna do something, 1314 01:26:14,711 --> 01:26:16,170 you better believe I will. 1315 01:26:21,676 --> 01:26:23,218 Get out. 1316 01:26:36,608 --> 01:26:37,900 - Listen, Gavin. 1317 01:26:38,026 --> 01:26:40,235 For God's sake, just come in here. 1318 01:26:40,361 --> 01:26:41,778 I promise I can help you. 1319 01:26:41,905 --> 01:26:43,572 - You think I want this, man? 1320 01:26:43,698 --> 01:26:44,781 - We just got five minutes left. 1321 01:26:44,908 --> 01:26:46,366 Please let me... 1322 01:26:53,416 --> 01:26:54,791 Excuse me. 1323 01:27:01,424 --> 01:27:02,341 If you were gonna kill someone 1324 01:27:02,467 --> 01:27:03,675 that had an affair with your wife 1325 01:27:03,801 --> 01:27:05,427 and you were doing it this way, what would you want? 1326 01:27:05,553 --> 01:27:07,095 - Gavin! 1327 01:27:07,222 --> 01:27:08,513 Get down from there, man! 1328 01:27:08,640 --> 01:27:10,015 - I'd want to watch him. 1329 01:27:10,141 --> 01:27:11,183 - Me too. 1330 01:27:11,309 --> 01:27:12,893 I think I just saw something on the ninth floor 1331 01:27:13,019 --> 01:27:14,102 at the Crescent Hotel. 1332 01:27:14,229 --> 01:27:15,604 - What are you doing? 1333 01:27:20,693 --> 01:27:21,735 - Look, for God's sake, Gavin, 1334 01:27:21,861 --> 01:27:23,028 please just come in here. 1335 01:27:23,154 --> 01:27:24,279 Let me help you. 1336 01:27:24,405 --> 01:27:25,572 - There's nothing you can do. 1337 01:27:25,698 --> 01:27:27,282 [Iine rings] 1338 01:27:27,408 --> 01:27:30,452 - Hi. This is Shana. Please leave a message. 1339 01:27:30,578 --> 01:27:32,120 Beep! 1340 01:27:32,247 --> 01:27:34,248 - Fuck. 1341 01:27:39,754 --> 01:27:42,923 [Cell phone rings] 1342 01:27:43,049 --> 01:27:45,425 Shana. 1343 01:27:45,551 --> 01:27:46,843 - You know how I said I had the courage 1344 01:27:46,970 --> 01:27:48,887 to die for my beliefs but you didn't? 1345 01:27:49,013 --> 01:27:49,930 - Yeah. 1346 01:27:50,056 --> 01:27:51,431 - You disagreed. 1347 01:27:51,557 --> 01:27:52,641 - Yeah. 1348 01:27:52,767 --> 01:27:54,226 - You still think you have the courage? 1349 01:27:54,352 --> 01:27:55,978 - Yeah, Joe, but what does that matter? 1350 01:27:56,104 --> 01:27:57,104 - Yeah, will let me tell you 1351 01:27:57,230 --> 01:27:58,230 what the situation is here, Gavin. 1352 01:27:58,356 --> 01:28:02,150 See, I've decided I'm more of an Old Testament sort of guy. 1353 01:28:02,277 --> 01:28:04,945 But I am willing to compromise. 1354 01:28:05,071 --> 01:28:09,366 Only one of you has to die today. 1355 01:28:09,492 --> 01:28:12,160 I have Shana right in front of me, 1356 01:28:12,287 --> 01:28:15,622 and I have my gun pointed at her head. 1357 01:28:15,748 --> 01:28:16,748 - Listen, Joe, whatever- 1358 01:28:16,874 --> 01:28:18,750 - Stop. Stop. 1359 01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:23,922 Go to the Tamlacker Building. 1360 01:28:24,048 --> 01:28:27,092 There's a door around back. 1361 01:28:27,218 --> 01:28:31,013 Take the staircase all the way up to the top. 1362 01:28:31,973 --> 01:28:33,974 On the roof, you'll find a utility shed. 1363 01:28:37,353 --> 01:28:40,564 You get on the ledge in front of it. 1364 01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:45,569 You stand there and think. 1365 01:28:47,030 --> 01:28:50,240 At noon, you jump, or I put a bullet in her head. 1366 01:28:50,366 --> 01:28:53,827 Maybe you'll find God. 1367 01:28:53,953 --> 01:28:55,620 - What in the hell is wrong with you? 1368 01:28:55,747 --> 01:28:58,123 Don't you realize if you had told me this from the start, 1369 01:28:58,249 --> 01:28:59,166 I could've found him? 1370 01:28:59,292 --> 01:29:00,292 I could've done something. 1371 01:29:00,418 --> 01:29:01,543 - He would've killed her. 1372 01:29:01,669 --> 01:29:04,546 - How do you know he's even capable of killing her? 1373 01:29:04,672 --> 01:29:07,215 You don't even know what you're capable of. 1374 01:29:07,342 --> 01:29:10,344 I mean, would you kill your mom in order to save your father 1375 01:29:10,470 --> 01:29:13,722 or kill one of your kids in order to save another kid? 1376 01:29:13,848 --> 01:29:16,266 These are things that we cannot know. 1377 01:29:16,392 --> 01:29:19,770 - I know what he's capable of, Hollis. 1378 01:29:19,896 --> 01:29:22,022 I saw it in his eyes. 1379 01:29:22,148 --> 01:29:24,733 - Look, man, I am not gonna blow smoke up your ass. 1380 01:29:24,859 --> 01:29:28,278 You are in a terrible dilemma. 1381 01:29:28,404 --> 01:29:30,113 But I swear to you, if I was in your place- 1382 01:29:30,239 --> 01:29:31,823 - Who do your kids think their dad is? 1383 01:29:31,949 --> 01:29:33,575 - Gavin- - You get over it for them. 1384 01:29:33,701 --> 01:29:35,285 - Gavin, please. Please just come in here- 1385 01:29:35,411 --> 01:29:37,496 - Where's your faith now? 1386 01:29:37,622 --> 01:29:39,081 Your wife says she loves you 1387 01:29:39,207 --> 01:29:42,334 and she did this for you, right? 1388 01:29:42,460 --> 01:29:43,752 - Why can't you have faith in that? 1389 01:29:43,878 --> 01:29:46,254 - Why don't you just mind your own fuckin' business? 1390 01:29:47,548 --> 01:29:49,633 Listen, man, if you do this to me, 1391 01:29:49,759 --> 01:29:52,010 I'm gonna carry this shit the rest of my life. 1392 01:29:52,136 --> 01:29:53,804 - Not if you do what I want you to do. 1393 01:29:53,930 --> 01:29:55,222 - Tell Shana- - I will not do it. 1394 01:29:55,348 --> 01:29:56,515 I will not do it. 1395 01:29:56,641 --> 01:29:58,934 If you got somethin' that you need to tell her, 1396 01:29:59,060 --> 01:30:02,229 you climb your ass in here, you tell her yourself! 1397 01:30:02,355 --> 01:30:03,647 You're always so rational. 1398 01:30:03,773 --> 01:30:05,649 I mean, does this sound rational to you? 1399 01:30:05,775 --> 01:30:06,775 - Whoa! Get out of here! 1400 01:30:06,901 --> 01:30:07,901 - I mean, think about it. 1401 01:30:08,027 --> 01:30:12,072 What makes her life more valuable than yours? 1402 01:30:12,740 --> 01:30:14,324 Please. 1403 01:30:14,450 --> 01:30:17,953 Gavin. 1404 01:30:18,079 --> 01:30:19,830 Just come here. 1405 01:30:19,956 --> 01:30:22,541 Just come here, man. 1406 01:30:22,667 --> 01:30:25,419 Now, Gavin, please. 1407 01:30:29,465 --> 01:30:30,465 [Bell tolls] 1408 01:30:30,591 --> 01:30:32,634 Gavin, please come here. 1409 01:30:35,930 --> 01:30:37,931 [Bell tolls] 1410 01:30:40,768 --> 01:30:41,977 Just come here, man. 1411 01:30:42,103 --> 01:30:45,188 - Look, I feel like I've gotten to know you. 1412 01:30:45,314 --> 01:30:47,482 And I like you, and I'm sorry I'm gonna have to do this. 1413 01:30:47,608 --> 01:30:48,692 - Please. 1414 01:30:48,818 --> 01:30:49,985 - But if you were standing where I am 1415 01:30:50,111 --> 01:30:51,862 and your wife or any one of your kids had a gun 1416 01:30:51,988 --> 01:30:53,447 to his or her head, 1417 01:30:53,573 --> 01:30:55,949 this time, you did have time to think, 1418 01:30:56,075 --> 01:30:58,326 could anyone on Earth stop you from jumping? 1419 01:30:58,453 --> 01:30:59,911 - I'm begging you. Please don't do this. 1420 01:31:00,037 --> 01:31:01,204 - Here's what I want you to do. 1421 01:31:01,330 --> 01:31:02,789 - Gavin, please don't do this. 1422 01:31:02,915 --> 01:31:04,791 - I never told Shana I loved her. 1423 01:31:04,917 --> 01:31:07,502 You tell her for me. - I will not do it. 1424 01:31:07,628 --> 01:31:10,338 - Yes, you will. 1425 01:31:10,465 --> 01:31:11,798 Then you go home, okay? 1426 01:31:11,924 --> 01:31:13,508 - Gavin, don't you do this. 1427 01:31:13,634 --> 01:31:15,969 Please, Gavin. 1428 01:31:16,095 --> 01:31:17,137 - Fuck. Here. 1429 01:31:17,263 --> 01:31:19,306 - Gavin, please! 1430 01:31:21,976 --> 01:31:24,853 [Bell tolling] 1431 01:31:46,751 --> 01:31:47,959 - Freeze. Freeze! 1432 01:31:48,085 --> 01:31:50,086 On the ground, now. Drop it. 1433 01:32:17,907 --> 01:32:20,825 - Do you have anyone to stay with? 1434 01:32:23,746 --> 01:32:26,373 - I think I'll try being alone for a while. 1435 01:32:26,499 --> 01:32:29,417 Never really done that. 1436 01:32:29,544 --> 01:32:32,420 - Well, at least for tonight, like, a friend? 1437 01:32:36,801 --> 01:32:38,468 - I guess I'll find out. 1438 01:32:41,764 --> 01:32:46,184 - Look, not that I imagine you're doubting it, 1439 01:32:46,310 --> 01:32:50,188 but he did want me to tell you that... 1440 01:32:50,314 --> 01:32:52,774 he loved you. 1441 01:32:59,240 --> 01:33:00,824 - Thank you. 1442 01:33:02,535 --> 01:33:42,782 [Security lock buzzes] 1443 01:35:28,389 --> 01:35:30,682 Both: Daddy! 1444 01:35:32,059 --> 01:35:34,352 - They heard what happened today. 1445 01:35:35,020 --> 01:35:35,979 The guy on the- 1446 01:35:36,105 --> 01:35:38,273 - It was on the TV? 1447 01:35:40,651 --> 01:35:42,736 - I'm really sorry. 1448 01:35:44,113 --> 01:35:46,239 - It's okay. 1449 01:35:49,243 --> 01:35:51,286 Life goes on. 1450 01:35:59,086 --> 01:36:03,298 - So shall we say grace? 1451 01:36:03,424 --> 01:36:05,842 - No, not tonight. 1452 01:36:05,968 --> 01:36:08,720 We don't say grace tonight, okay? 1453 01:36:08,846 --> 01:36:11,014 - Why not? 1454 01:36:11,140 --> 01:36:15,059 - Because I'm your father, and I said so, okay? 1455 01:36:15,186 --> 01:36:16,936 - Okay. 1456 01:36:20,232 --> 01:36:22,275 - Okay? 1457 01:36:25,446 --> 01:36:27,113 - Okay. 1458 01:36:30,826 --> 01:36:37,832 - Let's eat. 1459 01:36:45,090 --> 01:36:48,009 - Hey, will you pass me the bread, Junior? 1460 01:37:05,694 --> 01:37:10,240 - ♪ Thank you for this day ♪ 1461 01:37:10,366 --> 01:37:11,950 ♪ We walked downtown in our heavy coats ♪ 1462 01:37:14,995 --> 01:37:16,037 ♪ She held my hand ♪ 1463 01:37:17,998 --> 01:37:19,040 ♪ And pulled me through ♪ 1464 01:37:21,001 --> 01:37:24,212 ♪ The crowds ♪ 1465 01:37:24,338 --> 01:37:26,923 ♪ I watched her smile ♪ 1466 01:37:27,049 --> 01:37:30,176 ♪ As the sun burst through ♪ 1467 01:37:30,302 --> 01:37:32,637 ♪ The clouds ♪ 1468 01:37:36,308 --> 01:37:38,893 ♪ Is there still love ♪ 1469 01:37:39,019 --> 01:37:41,354 ♪ In this heart ♪ 1470 01:37:47,945 --> 01:37:48,987 ♪ Is there still love ♪ 1471 01:37:50,865 --> 01:37:53,283 ♪ In this heart ♪ 1472 01:37:57,705 --> 01:38:02,542 ♪ Thank you for this dream ♪ 1473 01:38:02,668 --> 01:38:07,046 ♪ Though everything feels real ♪ 1474 01:38:07,172 --> 01:38:09,924 ♪ Waking up ♪ 1475 01:38:10,050 --> 01:38:12,427 ♪ Pale and shattered ♪ 1476 01:38:12,553 --> 01:38:16,097 ♪ In her arms ♪ 1477 01:38:16,223 --> 01:38:18,933 ♪ Heavy rain ♪ 1478 01:38:19,059 --> 01:38:24,564 ♪ Bouncing through her bamboo blinds ♪ 1479 01:38:27,776 --> 01:38:30,528 ♪ Is there still love ♪ 1480 01:38:30,654 --> 01:38:32,697 ♪ In this heart ♪ 1481 01:38:39,204 --> 01:38:42,123 ♪ Is there still love ♪ 1482 01:38:42,249 --> 01:38:44,584 ♪ In this heart ♪ 1483 01:38:50,674 --> 01:38:53,217 ♪ If I had a message ♪ 1484 01:38:53,344 --> 01:38:55,303 ♪ For the universe ♪ 1485 01:39:01,852 --> 01:39:06,105 ♪ She asked, "What would it be?" ♪ 1486 01:39:13,197 --> 01:39:15,448 ♪ If I had a message ♪ 1487 01:39:15,574 --> 01:39:18,076 ♪ For the universe ♪ 1488 01:39:24,083 --> 01:39:28,795 ♪ She asked, "What would it be?" ♪ 1489 01:39:40,933 --> 01:40:27,186 ♪ Thank you ♪ 54,554 - Hell and homos, Wednesday night? 545 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,765 - And philosophy. Salvation. 546 00:32:56,891 --> 00:32:58,642 - Look, I got to go, or I'm gonna miss my bus- 547 00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:03,021 - Hey, you know, don't be so close-minded. 548 00:33:03,147 --> 00:33:05,983 - Are you willing to admit that God might not exist? 549 00:33:06,109 --> 00:33:07,025 - No. 550 00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:09,778 - So who's being close-minded here? 551 00:33:09,904 --> 00:33:12,739 - Maybe you can change my mind. 552 00:33:16,619 --> 00:33:18,996 - Okay. Philosophy, Wednesday night. 553 00:33:19,122 --> 00:33:21,873 - There you go. 7:00. 554 00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:24,209 - Sure. 555 00:33:35,888 --> 00:33:38,849 - So how's the gay lifestyle treating you? 556 00:33:38,975 --> 00:33:40,726 - Fine. 557 00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:43,478 How's the hetero lifestyle treating you? 558 00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:47,190 - You ever been married? 559 00:33:47,316 --> 00:33:48,567 - Yeah. 560 00:33:48,693 --> 00:33:50,777 But something tells me the problems I had 561 00:33:50,903 --> 00:33:52,612 are not the problems you're having. 562 00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,115 - What do you think the problems I'm having are? 563 00:33:57,493 --> 00:33:59,077 - Appreciating someone's kindness 564 00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:02,289 isn't necessarily the same thing as being in love. 565 00:34:04,584 --> 00:34:07,294 - Man, you have a big mouth. 566 00:34:08,796 --> 00:34:11,381 - Sorry. 567 00:34:16,846 --> 00:34:18,680 - Have you ever seen a happy marriage? 568 00:34:18,806 --> 00:34:20,849 I mean, really happy? 569 00:34:20,975 --> 00:34:22,601 - I have to say, 570 00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:25,437 for the first few years of my marriage, I was very happy. 571 00:34:25,563 --> 00:34:28,356 - And what happened? 572 00:34:28,483 --> 00:34:31,109 - And then she left me. 573 00:34:31,235 --> 00:34:33,195 - When was this? 574 00:34:33,321 --> 00:34:35,072 - Two years ago. 575 00:34:35,198 --> 00:34:38,742 - Boy, you sure take your time to recover, don't you? 576 00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,622 - You know what, Shana? You're right. 577 00:34:43,748 --> 00:34:45,582 Way too long. 578 00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:47,542 But if you do the charitable thing here 579 00:34:47,668 --> 00:34:50,128 and start having sex with me on a regular basis, 580 00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:52,297 pretty sure I'd start healing right away. 581 00:34:55,301 --> 00:34:57,594 You have a very sexy mouth. 582 00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:02,766 - A very sexy married mouth. 583 00:35:04,602 --> 00:35:07,562 - That's right. I forgot. 584 00:35:15,655 --> 00:35:17,823 You see, the trick, I figured, 585 00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:20,158 having been on the receiving end of such a thing, 586 00:35:20,284 --> 00:35:22,327 was just to open the door. 587 00:35:22,453 --> 00:35:25,539 After that, if she had the slightest interest, 588 00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:30,335 well, next time her husband's cold to her, 589 00:35:30,461 --> 00:35:32,462 couple of thoughts blow in. 590 00:35:32,588 --> 00:35:37,425 Pretty soon, what blows in is more than just nice. 591 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,219 It's perfect. 592 00:35:39,345 --> 00:35:40,762 I mean, why wouldn't it be? 593 00:35:40,888 --> 00:35:44,015 It's in her head. 594 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:47,477 She thinks, "What's the harm in just thinking about this 595 00:35:47,603 --> 00:35:49,938 if it makes me feel good?" 596 00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:53,024 And then it's, "Well, what's the harm 597 00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:55,819 in just thinking about this and coming?" 598 00:35:58,739 --> 00:36:00,824 And so she comes. 599 00:36:03,244 --> 00:36:04,828 Well, that takes care of that. 600 00:36:04,954 --> 00:36:06,413 - Here we go. - Thank you. 601 00:36:06,539 --> 00:36:10,876 - What a relief. Never again. 602 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,294 - The cantaloupe looks great. 603 00:36:12,420 --> 00:36:14,713 - Trouble is, a connection's been made. 604 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:17,215 She remembers it vividly. 605 00:36:17,341 --> 00:36:21,720 I kissed her lips. I was inside her. 606 00:36:21,846 --> 00:36:24,264 Maybe I even said I loved her. 607 00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:27,726 - Hey. - Hi. 608 00:36:30,104 --> 00:36:33,565 - So look what we got from a single remark. 609 00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,234 Now we add in something else. 610 00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:38,278 Look, I'm embarrassed. 611 00:36:38,404 --> 00:36:41,406 What I said the other day was totally out of line. 612 00:36:41,532 --> 00:36:43,700 I'm really sorry, okay? 613 00:36:43,826 --> 00:36:46,536 - It's okay. 614 00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:48,205 - It's not, really. 615 00:36:48,331 --> 00:36:50,040 I've never done that before with an employee, 616 00:36:50,166 --> 00:36:52,709 and I won't do it again, okay? 617 00:36:54,587 --> 00:36:57,464 - You're forgiven. 618 00:36:57,590 --> 00:36:59,549 - Abandonment- 619 00:36:59,675 --> 00:37:01,676 clearly a big issue for her. 620 00:37:01,802 --> 00:37:03,470 "What, I haven't even had the guy for real, 621 00:37:03,596 --> 00:37:06,223 and now he's slamming the door in my face?" 622 00:37:12,104 --> 00:37:13,897 I know. 623 00:37:14,023 --> 00:37:18,068 But don't hate me yet, trust me. 624 00:37:18,194 --> 00:37:20,362 I got mine coming. 625 00:37:23,950 --> 00:37:25,492 - Now, let me ask you. 626 00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:26,868 You ever look around 627 00:37:26,994 --> 00:37:29,996 and the world just seems empty to you? 628 00:37:31,749 --> 00:37:33,166 - Oh, yeah. 629 00:37:33,292 --> 00:37:34,376 - Has it ever occurred to you that maybe 630 00:37:34,502 --> 00:37:36,086 it's because you don't have God in your life? 631 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,005 - No. 632 00:37:39,131 --> 00:37:40,465 - Never? 633 00:37:41,884 --> 00:37:45,303 - Look, Joe, when I was a kid, 634 00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:46,972 I totally believed in God. 635 00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:49,307 But, you know, you grow up. 636 00:37:49,433 --> 00:37:51,643 Well, I did. 637 00:37:51,769 --> 00:37:52,686 I looked around. 638 00:37:52,812 --> 00:37:54,104 I said, "Santa Claus: No evidence. 639 00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:56,648 "The tooth fairy: No evidence. 640 00:37:56,774 --> 00:37:58,733 "God, the same thing: 641 00:37:58,859 --> 00:38:00,193 No evidence." 642 00:38:00,319 --> 00:38:02,028 And then you think, 643 00:38:02,154 --> 00:38:03,321 "Hmm. 644 00:38:03,447 --> 00:38:06,658 I wonder if I really need all these imaginary friends." 645 00:38:08,119 --> 00:38:10,662 - So you think God's just a pleasant thing? 646 00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:13,498 Like it's easier to believe than not? 647 00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:16,334 - Well, easier for you, clearly. 648 00:38:16,460 --> 00:38:18,044 - No, Gavin, faith is hard. 649 00:38:18,170 --> 00:38:20,505 God tests you time and time again. 650 00:38:20,631 --> 00:38:22,757 Sometimes He even demands that you die for Him. 651 00:38:22,883 --> 00:38:24,551 You think that's easy? 652 00:38:24,677 --> 00:38:26,344 - For people of faith, sure. 653 00:38:26,470 --> 00:38:27,554 That's the problem. 654 00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:30,056 Like, I could never fly a jet into a building. 655 00:38:30,182 --> 00:38:31,641 But those 9/11 guys could 656 00:38:31,767 --> 00:38:33,977 'cause they had faith in an afterlife, 657 00:38:34,103 --> 00:38:36,646 not to mention 72 virgins, 658 00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:41,151 though why anyone would want virgins, I don't know. 659 00:38:46,741 --> 00:38:49,409 - What did God do to you to make you so angry at Him? 660 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,871 Look at the world that He created, 661 00:38:52,997 --> 00:38:54,831 all the beauty. 662 00:38:54,957 --> 00:38:57,459 - Wars and plagues and genocides 663 00:38:57,585 --> 00:39:00,128 and earthquakes and tidal waves. 664 00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:03,048 And then, after all that suffering, 665 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:05,091 what does your God do next? 666 00:39:05,217 --> 00:39:08,053 He sends most of us to hell. 667 00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,013 - Well, not if you've been born again. 668 00:39:10,139 --> 00:39:12,766 - Right, the old baptismal Jacuzzi. 669 00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:14,392 - You have to accept Jesus Christ 670 00:39:14,518 --> 00:39:15,852 as your Lord and Savior. 671 00:39:15,978 --> 00:39:18,355 That is your only entrance requirement. 672 00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:20,940 - Okay, so the Hebes, the Hindus, 673 00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:23,818 the Muslims, the atheists, the Buddhists, 674 00:39:23,944 --> 00:39:25,403 all damned, right? 675 00:39:25,529 --> 00:39:27,322 - They have to accept Jesus Christ. 676 00:39:27,448 --> 00:39:28,365 - And the Catholics, 677 00:39:28,491 --> 00:39:31,451 'cause they're not born again, right? 678 00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:32,702 - Right. 679 00:39:32,828 --> 00:39:34,746 - Face it, man, it's kind of crazy. 680 00:39:34,872 --> 00:39:35,830 - No, it's not crazy. 681 00:39:35,956 --> 00:39:38,249 God gives us free will for that purpose. 682 00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:40,293 Otherwise, we would just be puppets. 683 00:39:40,419 --> 00:39:42,087 Life would be... 684 00:39:43,422 --> 00:39:45,006 Life would be meaningless. 685 00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:47,759 That's the beauty of eternal salvation. 686 00:39:47,885 --> 00:39:50,929 You see, anyone can go to heaven or hell, 687 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:53,056 because anyone can be saved. 688 00:39:53,182 --> 00:39:55,058 It's your choice. 689 00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:57,852 - Unless you're a kid in China who gets hit by a bus 690 00:39:57,978 --> 00:39:59,813 and never even heard of this getting saved deal. 691 00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:01,439 Where's his choice? 692 00:40:01,565 --> 00:40:02,732 - Well, that's why it's so important 693 00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:05,402 to spread the gospel, try and save people. 694 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:08,113 - I'm sorry. I don't mean to laugh. 695 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,573 I just find this kind of fundamentalism incredible. 696 00:40:10,699 --> 00:40:12,617 I mean, all of you, 697 00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:15,537 totally convinced you know exactly who God is 698 00:40:15,663 --> 00:40:18,164 and exactly how He wants to be worshipped 699 00:40:18,290 --> 00:40:21,126 and all without a lick of evidence He even exists. 700 00:40:21,252 --> 00:40:22,168 - [Iaughs] 701 00:40:22,294 --> 00:40:24,462 - No wonder there are so many holy wars. 702 00:40:24,588 --> 00:40:26,881 Without evidence, how else would you win this argument 703 00:40:27,007 --> 00:40:28,758 except by killing each other? 704 00:40:31,387 --> 00:40:35,432 - See, I see evidence in all kinds of things. 705 00:40:35,558 --> 00:40:36,474 - So do they. 706 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:37,725 And sooner or later, 707 00:40:37,852 --> 00:40:40,437 one of these guys who hears God in his head 708 00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:42,981 is gonna get ahold of weapons of mass destruction, 709 00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:45,442 and then, when it's way too late, 710 00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:47,402 we're finally gonna ask ourselves, 711 00:40:47,528 --> 00:40:50,113 "Why, after thousands of years of bloodshed, 712 00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,490 "didn't we at least try to do away 713 00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:54,617 "with this insane concept of faith 714 00:40:54,743 --> 00:40:58,037 before it fucking killed us?" 715 00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:59,622 - You know, maybe I'm just coming at this 716 00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:01,875 from a different angle. 717 00:41:02,001 --> 00:41:04,294 - And what angle would that be? 718 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:07,172 - Well, it's not abstract to me. 719 00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,339 I go to the hospital, 720 00:41:08,466 --> 00:41:11,843 and I visit sick children, right? 721 00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:15,513 Two days ago, I was at the bedside of a dying