1 00:00:11,390 --> 00:00:14,307 - (sighs) I, uh, 2 00:00:17,889 --> 00:00:22,056 we just, like, the worst weeks of shows, and, um, 3 00:00:25,627 --> 00:00:27,698 I don't know what else to do. 4 00:00:27,698 --> 00:00:31,175 I tried to order our tour for September and October, 5 00:00:31,175 --> 00:00:32,733 and that's about half filled, 6 00:00:32,733 --> 00:00:34,198 but I still have plenty of time to go, 7 00:00:34,198 --> 00:00:36,816 and I'm just worried that I won't be able to order it. 8 00:00:36,816 --> 00:00:38,504 And even if we order it, then what? 9 00:00:38,504 --> 00:00:39,482 Then we continue on another tour 10 00:00:39,482 --> 00:00:42,230 and other tours, and only this fear 11 00:00:42,230 --> 00:00:44,537 that we will never, 10 years from now, 12 00:00:44,537 --> 00:00:47,037 we will never be one step closer 13 00:00:48,027 --> 00:00:51,518 to where we are now for, I don't even know. 14 00:00:51,518 --> 00:00:52,985 I don't even know what success looks like, 15 00:00:52,985 --> 00:00:54,241 like, if it is a recording contract 16 00:00:54,241 --> 00:00:56,838 or can only play for more people. 17 00:00:56,838 --> 00:01:00,583 Feel like I'm building this thing. 18 00:01:00,583 --> 00:01:02,988 I feel it's just, like, right where, like, 19 00:01:02,988 --> 00:01:05,149 my heart is like, on my chest. 20 00:01:05,149 --> 00:01:08,566 It just feels like it's just constricting 21 00:01:10,107 --> 00:01:14,274 and that (sigh), I'm not (sighing). 22 00:01:18,851 --> 00:01:21,360 (Camera crackling) 23 00:01:21,360 --> 00:01:22,328 - Nobody knows who you are, 24 00:01:22,328 --> 00:01:23,786 and you just try to make a name for yourself. 25 00:01:23,786 --> 00:01:25,050 - And we are still young and stupid and don't know what the tour means. 26 00:01:25,050 --> 00:01:27,084 - You know, I think people think that you only, 27 00:01:27,084 --> 00:01:28,342 like, partying all the time-- 28 00:01:28,342 --> 00:01:29,967 - Yes, people think you're on vacation. 29 00:01:29,967 --> 00:01:31,212 - We can't build a fan base 30 00:01:31,212 --> 00:01:32,958 if we don't return more than once a year. 31 00:01:32,958 --> 00:01:35,372 - When they ask for two hours worth of music, 32 00:01:35,372 --> 00:01:37,202 33 00:01:37,202 --> 00:01:39,012 they want background music. 34 00:01:39,012 --> 00:01:39,845 - Yes, that-- 35 00:01:39,845 --> 00:01:41,310 - And we are not a background music band. 36 00:01:41,310 --> 00:01:42,863 - I, I'm a dime a dozen. 37 00:01:42,863 --> 00:01:43,805 - I never got to the point 38 00:01:43,805 --> 00:01:45,394 where do I think I can really do it. 39 00:01:45,394 --> 00:01:46,655 - You know, when it's done, it's just 40 00:01:46,655 --> 00:01:49,226 You feel that, it's a little bit high. 41 00:01:49,226 --> 00:01:52,343 - That I was on the road between five and six months 42 00:01:52,343 --> 00:01:53,588 from straight years. 43 00:01:53,588 --> 00:01:56,775 - I hope it's the phase, why isn't this phase? 44 00:01:56,775 --> 00:01:58,428 - We wake up and everyone enters, 45 00:01:58,428 --> 00:02:02,782 and I'm like, "Whoa, everything are these people here to see us?" 46 00:02:02,782 --> 00:02:04,317 - The best is, like, 47 00:02:04,317 --> 00:02:06,418 people begin to identify with it. 48 00:02:06,418 --> 00:02:10,040 - There is no stage, there without ego, no persona. 49 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:11,431 - Because I'm not right in the head, 50 00:02:11,431 --> 00:02:14,059 and I can handle it. 51 00:02:14,059 --> 00:02:16,985 - Music is amazing (laughs), is a very beautiful thing. 52 00:02:16,985 --> 00:02:20,572 - I don't understand, and at the same time, 53 00:02:20,572 --> 00:02:21,986 it only reinforces again 54 00:02:21,986 --> 00:02:23,582 that we never know if we enter. 55 00:02:23,582 --> 00:02:24,475 (piano boom accent) 56 00:02:24,475 --> 00:02:28,642 (piano that is fun but a little dramatic) 57 00:02:34,030 --> 00:02:37,166 Since 2010, Elizabeth and I have toured 58 00:02:37,166 --> 00:02:39,545 throughout the United States, trying to make a name 59 00:02:39,545 --> 00:02:42,253 for ourselves as a Pocket Vinyl band. 60 00:02:42,253 --> 00:02:44,757 We don't have a manager, no booking agent, 61 00:02:44,757 --> 00:02:47,891 no press, no driver, no merchant. 62 00:02:47,891 --> 00:02:49,838 There are no people outside of us. 63 00:02:49,838 --> 00:02:53,243 No doubt, that's the hardest job I've ever had. 64 00:02:53,243 --> 00:02:56,956 We have experienced many great adventures and many are terrible. 65 00:02:56,956 --> 00:02:59,274 Don't get me wrong, that's amazing, 66 00:02:59,274 --> 00:03:01,542 but the tour can destroy you emotionally if you are not careful. 67 00:03:01,542 --> 00:03:03,423 People often ask us why we keep doing it and how. 68 00:03:03,423 --> 00:03:07,328 This is a difficult thing answer and I'm not very sure I even know the answer, 69 00:03:07,328 --> 00:03:10,167 but instead of trying to tell you, 70 00:03:10,167 --> 00:03:12,168 we think we will try to show it to you. 71 00:03:12,168 --> 00:03:13,988 For one full year, we filmed everything we could about our lives on the road 72 00:03:13,988 --> 00:03:15,897 and interviewed many people musicians we met along the way, 73 00:03:15,897 --> 00:03:19,060 all try to make a living by playing music. 74 00:03:19,060 --> 00:03:20,679 My name is Eric Stevenson, and this is his life 75 00:03:20,679 --> 00:03:23,990 from a small, independent musician it seems. 76 00:03:23,990 --> 00:03:27,115 (Driving rock music) 77 00:03:27,115 --> 00:03:30,571 78 00:03:30,571 --> 00:03:33,957 79 00:03:33,957 --> 00:03:37,040 80 00:03:45,071 --> 00:03:50,059 ♫ Speak if you want to talk, I don't 81 00:03:50,059 --> 00:03:54,142 ♫ That puts numbers on every soul 82 00:03:55,177 --> 00:03:59,344 ♫ You never mind, because I always give up ♫ And I tend, but never 83 00:04:00,189 --> 00:04:02,391 ♫ No, it's never enough and even though you 84 00:04:02,391 --> 00:04:05,087 ♫ And even though you say what you mean 85 00:04:05,087 --> 00:04:09,982 ♫ Well, I found your criticism ♫ The opposite of wisdom ♫ And even though you say what you need 86 00:04:09,982 --> 00:04:12,558 ♫ I'm sure it's nothing 87 00:04:12,558 --> 00:04:15,085 ♫ More like light than creatures ♫ That feeling is very alone 88 00:04:15,085 --> 00:04:20,025 ♫ Like God hangs up 89 00:04:20,025 --> 00:04:22,531 Hi. 90 00:04:22,531 --> 00:04:25,212 Ready for the Vinyl Pocket show? 91 00:04:25,212 --> 00:04:27,678 Good, I think you really like it. 92 00:04:27,678 --> 00:04:30,085 It's right in your alley. 93 00:04:30,085 --> 00:04:31,511 94 00:04:31,511 --> 00:04:34,178 95 00:04:35,173 --> 00:04:37,663 96 00:04:37,663 --> 00:04:39,168 97 00:04:39,168 --> 00:04:42,668 (Flow, dramatic piano) 98 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:55,871 Pocket Vinyl is just us both. 99 00:04:55,871 --> 00:04:57,425 I slammed the piano and sang 100 00:04:57,425 --> 00:05:00,299 while Elizabeth painted a work on the stage, 101 00:05:00,299 --> 00:05:01,419 we auctioned 102 00:05:01,419 --> 00:05:03,775 to the highest bidder at each show. 103 00:05:03,775 --> 00:05:06,560 We got married in 2011, and since then, 104 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:09,690 has made it go being a full time artist. 105 00:05:09,690 --> 00:05:13,115 We have played more than 500 shows in 46 states, 106 00:05:13,115 --> 00:05:17,357 and released four albums as and several EPs and singles. 107 00:05:17,357 --> 00:05:21,036 We often describe us music as a piano slam rock, 108 00:05:21,036 --> 00:05:23,812 mostly because a lot of it is I slamming the piano 109 00:05:23,812 --> 00:05:25,694 as hard as I can and the lyrics scream 110 00:05:25,694 --> 00:05:28,119 about death, mental disease, and finding God 111 00:05:28,119 --> 00:05:31,365 in times when you doubt the most, 112 00:05:31,365 --> 00:05:34,246 but it's not sad, really. 113 00:05:34,246 --> 00:05:37,107 At least that shouldn't be. 114 00:05:37,107 --> 00:05:40,344 Elizabeth's paintings are the real stars of the show. 115 00:05:40,344 --> 00:05:42,278 The work is always the only one, 116 00:05:42,278 --> 00:05:45,448 never repeat images on stage. 117 00:05:45,448 --> 00:05:46,968 I know I'm clearly biased, 118 00:05:46,968 --> 00:05:50,372 but I think they always amazing and beautiful pieces. 119 00:05:50,372 --> 00:05:54,872 I sometimes sing offkey, but Elizabeth has never had a bad show. 120 00:05:54,872 --> 00:05:58,947 ♫ On my wall, and not fire, gun, sword, catapult 121 00:05:58,947 --> 00:06:02,052 ♫ Or dagger or spear ♫ Can remove the object from here 122 00:06:02,052 --> 00:06:04,188 (Dramatic rock music with a piano that flows) 123 00:06:04,188 --> 00:06:08,355 ♫ When I step out 124 00:06:16,183 --> 00:06:18,703 ♫ I was welcomed by 125 00:06:18,703 --> 00:06:21,453 ♫ A certain green color tells me 126 00:06:23,257 --> 00:06:26,980 ♫ It's okay 127 00:06:26,980 --> 00:06:29,917 128 00:06:29,917 --> 00:06:33,124 ♫ Because when it's a belt, everything goes quickly 129 00:06:33,124 --> 00:06:36,779 ♫ Collective voice from all cattle eat 130 00:06:36,779 --> 00:06:38,388 ♫ Grass tells me 131 00:06:38,388 --> 00:06:42,681 ♫ That we will defeat our enemies ♫ And I will make the first punch 132 00:06:42,681 --> 00:06:46,521 (rustling of the camera) 133 00:06:46,521 --> 00:06:49,354 January 1 (chuckles). 134 00:07:02,145 --> 00:07:06,297 - Oh yeah, I forgot. 135 00:07:06,297 --> 00:07:07,873 - (Chuckles) It's time to start the film! 136 00:07:07,873 --> 00:07:12,040 (sighs) Ready to go? 137 00:07:14,214 --> 00:07:16,267 - Do you lock the door? 138 00:07:16,267 --> 00:07:17,100 - [Eric] Yes. - Are you sure? 139 00:07:17,100 --> 00:07:17,933 - [Eric] Yes. - Do you lock the gate? 140 00:07:17,933 --> 00:07:18,983 - [Eric] Yes. - And the cellar is locked? 141 00:07:18,983 --> 00:07:20,226 - [Eric] Yes. 142 00:07:20,226 --> 00:07:21,510 - OK, I'm ready to go. 143 00:07:21,510 --> 00:07:23,638 - [Eric] Let's do it. - OK. 144 00:07:23,638 --> 00:07:26,021 - Okay, so we get all of our equipment. 145 00:07:26,021 --> 00:07:29,135 146 00:07:29,135 --> 00:07:33,302 We pack all our clothes, we have food boxes full of food. 147 00:07:34,790 --> 00:07:37,750 Uh, we fell asleep bag, we have a computer. 148 00:07:37,750 --> 00:07:40,353 We have our address list, right, for all places? 149 00:07:40,353 --> 00:07:41,186 - [Elizabeth] Uh, yeah. 150 00:07:41,186 --> 00:07:44,019 - And this and the iPod are full. 151 00:07:44,977 --> 00:07:46,816 Toiletries, all-- 152 00:07:46,816 --> 00:07:47,941 - Uh, I packed toiletries, 153 00:07:47,941 --> 00:07:49,159 so I assume you put it in the car. 154 00:07:49,159 --> 00:07:52,185 - Yes, towel, you bring a swimsuit 155 00:07:52,185 --> 00:07:53,110 for whatever reason? 156 00:07:53,110 --> 00:07:54,420 - Yes, of course, right? 157 00:07:54,420 --> 00:07:55,253 - Yes 158 00:07:56,343 --> 00:07:57,926 I think we are fine. 159 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:00,312 - Great. 160 00:08:00,312 --> 00:08:01,575 - [Eric] One of the more general questions 161 00:08:01,575 --> 00:08:05,275 how about musicians about this lifestyle, 162 00:08:05,275 --> 00:08:07,220 How do you order all these events? 163 00:08:07,220 --> 00:08:08,858 How do you do it? 164 00:08:08,858 --> 00:08:11,691 To be honest, this is very similar to this. 165 00:08:13,366 --> 00:08:15,940 When you are not really on the road, 166 00:08:15,940 --> 00:08:19,087 being a musician pretty much work at the table. 167 00:08:19,087 --> 00:08:21,926 This sends an email after emailing to the bar, 168 00:08:21,926 --> 00:08:24,724 coffee shop, art gallery, community room, 169 00:08:24,724 --> 00:08:28,103 and other places that might have a stage. 170 00:08:28,103 --> 00:08:31,943 Every 10 emails you send, You might get it back, 171 00:08:31,943 --> 00:08:34,762 two if you're lucky, and you're even luckier 172 00:08:34,762 --> 00:08:38,684 if the response returns, "Yes, you can play here." 173 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:40,687 Just sitting in front of a computer 174 00:08:40,687 --> 00:08:43,353 with patience and perseverance. 175 00:08:43,353 --> 00:08:46,556 (pleasant rock music muffled) 176 00:08:46,556 --> 00:08:48,386 You know how bored your feelings are at this time 177 00:08:48,386 --> 00:08:50,811 with how long do we last with this shot? 178 00:08:50,811 --> 00:08:53,721 Booking the tour feels a lot like that. 179 00:08:53,721 --> 00:08:55,113 Thanks to the internet, 180 00:08:55,113 --> 00:08:58,607 finding a place is not a very thing that is difficult to do again. 181 00:08:58,607 --> 00:09:01,121 Google certainly belongs to you friends in that situation, 182 00:09:01,121 --> 00:09:03,215 but personally, most of my orders 183 00:09:03,215 --> 00:09:07,407 akumenang.com 184 00:09:07,407 --> 00:09:09,527 - I'm definitely happy to have this information. 185 00:09:09,527 --> 00:09:12,982 I mean, like it, I have to like it scavenge for information online 186 00:09:12,982 --> 00:09:15,899 and, like, eroding the page of Myspace people 187 00:09:15,899 --> 00:09:19,307 to find possible places in an area, 188 00:09:19,307 --> 00:09:22,275 but now, you know, you can enter our site, 189 00:09:22,275 --> 00:09:24,518 and it's like, "Okay, well, these are 50 places 190 00:09:24,518 --> 00:09:27,475 " within 50 miles of wherever you want. " 191 00:09:27,475 --> 00:09:30,845 But really, that's just a way to take the conversation 192 00:09:30,845 --> 00:09:34,674 that the band is offline. 193 00:09:34,674 --> 00:09:37,327 They went to a new city, " Hey, what's the cool place? 194 00:09:37,327 --> 00:09:39,883 "What places suck, tell me about them." 195 00:09:39,883 --> 00:09:41,575 We took the conversation and we installed it online 196 00:09:41,575 --> 00:09:43,469 so more people can contribute to that. 197 00:09:43,469 --> 00:09:46,219 (fun piano) 198 00:09:58,742 --> 00:10:01,561 ♫ The first chord I play 199 00:10:01,561 --> 00:10:05,144 ♫ Now in the past 200 00:10:06,509 --> 00:10:09,785 ♫ When I play it again 201 00:10:09,785 --> 00:10:13,035 (sighs) Other bands 202 00:10:14,328 --> 00:10:16,328 gave us the whole door, 203 00:10:18,796 --> 00:10:21,213 which is tonight, around, uh, 204 00:10:24,741 --> 00:10:27,742 You know, between 150 and 200 dollars, 205 00:10:27,742 --> 00:10:30,563 and usually, we only share it with 50-50, 206 00:10:30,563 --> 00:10:32,591 You know, other bands play or something like that, 207 00:10:32,591 --> 00:10:35,244 but they gave us everything, 208 00:10:35,244 --> 00:10:36,708 very, very good of them. 209 00:10:36,708 --> 00:10:39,476 That's something, I don't know, 210 00:10:39,476 --> 00:10:43,684 as a local band for the band tour, that meant a lot. 211 00:10:43,684 --> 00:10:44,934 Like, you know. 212 00:10:47,541 --> 00:10:49,010 That's really good of them. 213 00:10:49,010 --> 00:10:51,323 - [Elizabeth] Yes, that's good of them. 214 00:10:51,323 --> 00:10:53,557 - [Eric] So, did you enter music for money? 215 00:10:53,557 --> 00:10:55,096 - No (laugh)! 216 00:10:55,096 --> 00:10:56,068 - No. 217 00:10:56,068 --> 00:10:57,673 - No, I didn't do it. 218 00:10:57,673 --> 00:10:59,353 - No. (Eric laughs) 219 00:10:59,353 --> 00:11:00,186 - No. 220 00:11:00,186 --> 00:11:01,019 - Well, no. 221 00:11:01,019 --> 00:11:02,412 (both laugh) 222 00:11:02,412 --> 00:11:03,245 - Money. 223 00:11:04,820 --> 00:11:07,991 - (laughs) No, not even close. 224 00:11:07,991 --> 00:11:11,367 - Of course, aw, my God, I'm just going home and fall asleep very fast on my mattress made of hundred dollars. 225 00:11:11,367 --> 00:11:12,877 - No, I'm in because I'm upset (laugh). 226 00:11:12,877 --> 00:11:15,259 That's why I entered it. 227 00:11:15,259 --> 00:11:19,313 I'm like, "Oh, wait, can I get angry and get harder?" 228 00:11:19,313 --> 00:11:21,023 Fantastic, register me. 229 00:11:21,023 --> 00:11:24,905 230 00:11:24,905 --> 00:11:26,451 231 00:11:26,451 --> 00:11:28,516 - I mean, when I first started , I paid, 232 00:11:28,516 --> 00:11:33,004 and that, like, & apos; 07, and from & apos; 07 to, like, 2015, 233 00:11:33,004 --> 00:11:36,075 I might be paid, like, three times (laugh). 234 00:11:36,075 --> 00:11:39,171 - You know, it becomes real, the realization is very clear when you are 18 years old 235 00:11:39,171 --> 00:11:40,181 and you yourself first, 236 00:11:40,181 --> 00:11:41,915 and you play some of your first shows and they give you $ 20, 237 00:11:41,915 --> 00:11:45,254 and they said, "Thank you ," and you like, 238 00:11:45,254 --> 00:11:47,256 "That's $ 20 per person at least, right?" 239 00:11:47,256 --> 00:11:48,998 No, this is $ 20 for the band 240 00:11:48,998 --> 00:11:50,212 five people you brought 241 00:11:50,212 --> 00:11:51,732 and people running merchandise tables (laughs). 242 00:11:51,732 --> 00:11:54,233 - But it's, like, an event for six hours, 243 00:11:54,233 --> 00:11:57,004 where you have to be there, and they give you, 244 00:11:57,004 --> 00:11:58,768 245 00:11:58,768 --> 00:12:01,279 like, maybe two dollars, and that's like, 246 00:12:01,279 --> 00:12:03,863 "Oh," or yes, that's them 247 00:12:03,863 --> 00:12:07,139 where I can't, I can't do that anymore. 248 00:12:07,139 --> 00:12:08,094 - We will play for three hours tonight. 249 00:12:08,094 --> 00:12:09,712 We are not a three hour band, 250 00:12:09,712 --> 00:12:13,703 but (laughing) they promised hundred dollars, 251 00:12:13,703 --> 00:12:16,765 So (sighing) I can't say it not up to $ 100, so we said, 252 00:12:16,765 --> 00:12:18,179 "Yes, we will play for three hours," 253 00:12:18,179 --> 00:12:20,588 although I am, three hours of material, 254 00:12:20,588 --> 00:12:22,376 in terms of what I can play from our albums and items, 255 00:12:22,376 --> 00:12:23,389 slightly stretch it. 256 00:12:23,389 --> 00:12:25,254 - I go for money and groupies, 257 00:12:25,254 --> 00:12:27,317 and I became poor and a wife. 258 00:12:27,317 --> 00:12:30,472 - I know, good work. (Eric laughs) 259 00:12:30,472 --> 00:12:32,863 - I would lie if I said this is not about money. 260 00:12:32,863 --> 00:12:36,745 Money does help, but overall, it's all about music. 261 00:12:36,745 --> 00:12:37,905 - [Eric] Yes. - Yes 262 00:12:37,905 --> 00:12:41,354 - There is this old school, is rather punk rock, you know, 263 00:12:41,354 --> 00:12:44,773 the concept, "Oops, you can't make money by doing this." 264 00:12:44,773 --> 00:12:47,703 In the end, you have to put gasoline in the van. 265 00:12:47,703 --> 00:12:50,828 - Behind food, gas is of course the biggest expense 266 00:12:50,828 --> 00:12:52,761 on the road, with an eight hour trip 267 00:12:52,761 --> 00:12:55,428 often costs more than $ 45 at least, 268 00:12:56,336 --> 00:12:58,313 though, there are times throughout the year 269 00:12:58,313 --> 00:13:01,410 when we experience very low gas prices, 270 00:13:01,410 --> 00:13:03,601 and honestly, when you're on tour, 271 00:13:03,601 --> 00:13:05,770 it's like getting a raise. 272 00:13:05,770 --> 00:13:09,131 $ 65 in 2011 to fill our car, 273 00:13:09,131 --> 00:13:11,048 and now, only 20 dollars. 274 00:13:12,206 --> 00:13:13,801 I might be able to insert a gallon again, 275 00:13:13,801 --> 00:13:16,133 but still, only $ 20. 276 00:13:16,133 --> 00:13:18,366 The biggest problem with money on the road 277 00:13:18,366 --> 00:13:20,896 Have you ever received a fixed salary. 278 00:13:20,896 --> 00:13:23,910 Depending on whatever it is the place can offer in the sale of merchandise, 279 00:13:23,910 --> 00:13:27,258 income fluctuates quickly from night to night. 280 00:13:27,258 --> 00:13:29,399 - I did not enter this trade 281 00:13:29,399 --> 00:13:33,321 think I'm going to attack him rich, but if done correctly, 282 00:13:33,321 --> 00:13:35,177 You can make sustainable life from it. 283 00:13:35,177 --> 00:13:36,080 You won't sit there circling inside, you know, Cadillac, 284 00:13:36,080 --> 00:13:38,789 - I always focus to get a guarantee 285 00:13:38,789 --> 00:13:41,014 when ordering a tour, so I will always say, 286 00:13:41,014 --> 00:13:43,632 at least $ 100 guaranteed, 287 00:13:43,632 --> 00:13:45,715 plus sales of merchandise and I will always have to be 288 00:13:47,470 --> 00:13:50,716 the food and drinks taken care, that's the basis. 289 00:13:50,716 --> 00:13:53,880 290 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:54,885 (squeaky brakes) 291 00:13:54,885 --> 00:13:57,028 (metallic collision) 292 00:13:57,028 --> 00:14:01,223 - This here is 2000 Toyota Camry, 293 00:14:01,223 --> 00:14:04,390 and has taken us to almost 600 shows 294 00:14:05,593 --> 00:14:07,093 more than 180,000 miles 295 00:14:10,212 --> 00:14:13,443 (Sigh), and the time is up. 296 00:14:13,443 --> 00:14:15,933 Goodbye, Camry, thank you very much to bring us all places that are very reliable. 297 00:14:15,933 --> 00:14:20,190 And hi Nissan Altima, yeah! 298 00:14:20,190 --> 00:14:22,690 We just found out 299 00:14:24,180 --> 00:14:25,597 that car that we just bought is new 300 00:14:29,157 --> 00:14:30,987 requires a lot of work in it. 301 00:14:30,987 --> 00:14:33,330 (groans) This money that we don't have is on us now, 302 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:37,497 but I have a credit card. 303 00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:41,534 (bell slamming) 304 00:14:43,787 --> 00:14:45,267 Every place operates independent of each other, 305 00:14:45,267 --> 00:14:47,989 and thus, each has a different way 306 00:14:47,989 --> 00:14:49,759 they tried to give money to bands. 307 00:14:49,759 --> 00:14:52,044 308 00:14:52,044 --> 00:14:54,250 They can do what is called a door agreement, 309 00:14:54,250 --> 00:14:56,757 where they charge extra and sell tickets to anyone 310 00:14:56,757 --> 00:15:00,174 enter the place and then share it with the musician. 311 00:15:00,174 --> 00:15:03,210 They can give a guarantee, which means they promise you 312 00:15:03,210 --> 00:15:05,760 certain amount at the end of the night. 313 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:08,667 Sometimes, they give you a percentage of sales from the bar while you are playing, the can be terrible or great 314 00:15:08,667 --> 00:15:11,323 depends on how to fill the place. 315 00:15:11,323 --> 00:15:13,716 Often, they let you play for free and ask for donations. 316 00:15:13,716 --> 00:15:15,850 All of these have their advantages and disadvantages, 317 00:15:15,850 --> 00:15:18,472 but the guarantee is definitely the most desirable, 318 00:15:18,472 --> 00:15:20,387 because it gives a sense of financial security. 319 00:15:20,387 --> 00:15:23,143 Beyond money from the place, the main cover the band fee 320 00:15:23,143 --> 00:15:26,185 321 00:15:26,185 --> 00:15:30,229 322 00:15:30,229 --> 00:15:32,218 through their merch desk. 323 00:15:32,218 --> 00:15:34,699 The merch desk is one of the most important components from every live performance of musicians. 324 00:15:34,699 --> 00:15:36,844 Not only is that a big source of income, 325 00:15:36,844 --> 00:15:39,493 but it's also very unique and beautiful way 326 00:15:39,493 --> 00:15:42,090 to connect with fans and in turn, 327 00:15:42,090 --> 00:15:44,582 help fans offer support to you. 328 00:15:44,582 --> 00:15:47,642 Pocket Vinyl merchandise table has 329 00:15:47,642 --> 00:15:49,515 entities that are constantly changing and developing. 330 00:15:49,515 --> 00:15:52,432 This year, it consists of T-shirts, 331 00:15:52,432 --> 00:15:55,068 CD, 12 "vinyl, 7" vinyl, 332 00:15:55,068 --> 00:15:57,151 stickers, business cards, download cards, 333 00:15:58,547 --> 00:16:02,037 socks, art prints of various sizes, 334 00:16:02,037 --> 00:16:04,782 recording bag, and book illustrated by Elizabeth. 335 00:16:04,782 --> 00:16:08,665 You can definitely go to sea with various products, 336 00:16:08,665 --> 00:16:11,570 but we find more and more we offer, 337 00:16:11,570 --> 00:16:13,624 the more we tend to sell. 338 00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:15,607 339 00:16:15,607 --> 00:16:19,330 - Stickers are always a hit, Because you can give them 340 00:16:19,330 --> 00:16:21,042 almost like a business card, you know, 341 00:16:21,042 --> 00:16:23,309 when you meet someone in a restaurant or whatever. 342 00:16:23,309 --> 00:16:24,294 Everyone likes stickers. 343 00:16:24,294 --> 00:16:25,435 - We really have lotta merchandise. 344 00:16:25,435 --> 00:16:28,602 At one time, we had 14 shirts that I thought. 345 00:16:29,505 --> 00:16:31,599 We just tried to find out. 346 00:16:31,599 --> 00:16:33,637 Now, we're going to, like, five I think. 347 00:16:33,637 --> 00:16:34,788 - [Eric] T-shirt is definitely 348 00:16:34,788 --> 00:16:37,066 one of the biggest sources of income, 349 00:16:37,066 --> 00:16:40,450 and to help save money, a lot of bands, including us, 350 00:16:40,450 --> 00:16:42,471 make your own t-shirt. 351 00:16:42,471 --> 00:16:44,950 It takes a little more our time, of course, 352 00:16:44,950 --> 00:16:46,258 but we found that people like 353 00:16:46,258 --> 00:16:48,334 small and personal touches, 354 00:16:48,334 --> 00:16:49,982 and it feels like every shirt 355 00:16:49,982 --> 00:16:52,931 is his own, small unique artwork. 356 00:16:52,931 --> 00:16:55,622 This gives it a nice, homemade-- 357 00:16:55,622 --> 00:16:56,581 - [Elizabeth] You better make this one perfect, 358 00:16:56,581 --> 00:16:59,648 because I'm a video, I recorded it. 359 00:16:59,648 --> 00:17:02,065 (Eric sighs) 360 00:17:04,458 --> 00:17:05,625 - [Eric] And-- 361 00:17:06,679 --> 00:17:07,512 - [Elizabeth] Revealed! 362 00:17:07,512 --> 00:17:09,754 - [Eric] Ah, that's great! 363 00:17:09,754 --> 00:17:12,806 Good words, a little, a little soft, but. 364 00:17:12,806 --> 00:17:15,254 Often, you have to think outside the box 365 00:17:15,254 --> 00:17:16,604 in terms of what you offer. 366 00:17:16,604 --> 00:17:19,521 - Many times, I will do, uh, haircuts. 367 00:17:19,521 --> 00:17:23,103 I will prepare a little, uh, roadside barber shop. 368 00:17:23,103 --> 00:17:25,008 Charlotte, North Carolina, we play outside, 369 00:17:25,008 --> 00:17:28,636 er, we play in a bar, um, but they're not cool 370 00:17:28,636 --> 00:17:30,466 with me cutting hair inside the bar, 371 00:17:30,466 --> 00:17:33,405 Because they have food there, that makes sense, 372 00:17:33,405 --> 00:17:36,575 but, uh, so I asked them I can run the extension cable and I just cut my hair on the sidewalk in front of the bar. 373 00:17:36,575 --> 00:17:38,844 People walk according to, you know, bars crawl and stuff. 374 00:17:38,844 --> 00:17:39,915 - [Eric] Without a doubt, our biggest personal seller and making money is Elizabeth's painting. 375 00:17:39,915 --> 00:17:42,607 The source of income is already very much needed 376 00:17:42,607 --> 00:17:45,119 for our survival as a band. 377 00:17:45,119 --> 00:17:47,779 - [Man On Right] Original and here, 378 00:17:47,779 --> 00:17:49,982 like the universe in lanterns, is that a lantern? 379 00:17:49,982 --> 00:17:52,653 Wow, get a mountain and, that's pretty good. 380 00:17:52,653 --> 00:17:54,015 - I would bet that around 70 percent of our tour revenue 381 00:17:54,015 --> 00:17:56,526 only from painting auctions. 382 00:17:56,526 --> 00:18:00,109 Sometimes, they auction very low, 383 00:18:00,988 --> 00:18:04,134 384 00:18:04,134 --> 00:18:07,036 385 00:18:07,036 --> 00:18:09,137 386 00:18:09,137 --> 00:18:11,594 price of one digit, but sometimes, 387 00:18:11,594 --> 00:18:14,326 they can get half of the better $ 1000 388 00:18:14,326 --> 00:18:16,705 all depends on who is in the audience. 389 00:18:16,705 --> 00:18:19,227 If two people can enter the bidding war, 390 00:18:19,227 --> 00:18:21,153 we know we will be set for the show. 391 00:18:21,153 --> 00:18:22,037 Excuse me, everyone! 392 00:18:22,037 --> 00:18:22,870 Oh, hey, everybody! 393 00:18:22,870 --> 00:18:24,097 Hi, excuse me, everyone! 394 00:18:24,097 --> 00:18:26,475 Hey, excuse me, everyone, I'm sorry, uh. 395 00:18:26,475 --> 00:18:29,058 So, now, where is Hubert? 396 00:18:30,433 --> 00:18:31,802 You are our person, Hubert. 397 00:18:31,802 --> 00:18:33,352 - Don't, don't ask them to bid again. 398 00:18:33,352 --> 00:18:37,693 - Well, so for now, Hubert has the highest bid 399 00:18:37,693 --> 00:18:39,776 in the painting for $ 105. 400 00:18:41,641 --> 00:18:44,141 Does anyone want to beat him? 401 00:18:44,996 --> 00:18:47,060 105 goes once. 402 00:18:47,060 --> 00:18:47,893 - [Onlooker] 110. 403 00:18:47,893 --> 00:18:48,726 - [Eric] 110. 404 00:18:48,726 --> 00:18:51,717 - 115. - 115, answer the bet! 405 00:18:51,717 --> 00:18:52,601 - [Onlooker] 120. 406 00:18:52,601 --> 00:18:54,217 - 120, right here. 407 00:18:54,217 --> 00:18:55,345 - [Onlooker] 120-what? 408 00:18:55,345 --> 00:18:57,697 - 121! (Laughter laughs) 409 00:18:57,697 --> 00:18:58,530 - [Onlooker] 122. 410 00:18:58,530 --> 00:19:00,447 - 122, 122 goes twice. 411 00:19:01,872 --> 00:19:02,705 - 135. 412 00:19:02,705 --> 00:19:05,168 - 135! (audience cheers) 413 00:19:05,168 --> 00:19:08,042 - [Onlooker] 140. - Oh, 140! 414 00:19:08,042 --> 00:19:08,875 - Last? 415 00:19:08,875 --> 00:19:10,420 - Now, of course, Hubert won't take that, 416 00:19:10,420 --> 00:19:11,902 it went 140 just once. 417 00:19:11,902 --> 00:19:12,985 - 155. 418 00:19:12,985 --> 00:19:14,811 - 155! (audience cheers) 419 00:19:14,811 --> 00:19:17,561 (crowd laughing) 420 00:19:20,644 --> 00:19:21,828 - 156 and one cent. 421 00:19:21,828 --> 00:19:24,819 - No, I don't want to, (crowd laughs) 422 00:19:24,819 --> 00:19:26,611 I'm sorry, - And two cents! 423 00:19:26,611 --> 00:19:30,837 - This is not company policy accept your stupid changes. 424 00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:33,582 I want a full dollar amount. 425 00:19:33,582 --> 00:19:35,169 - 163. 426 00:19:35,169 --> 00:19:38,318 - 163. (crowd laughing) 427 00:19:38,318 --> 00:19:39,735 A & apos; ight, OK, yes. 428 00:19:41,025 --> 00:19:43,025 Five, four, who else? 429 00:19:44,611 --> 00:19:47,272 (crowd crowds) 430 00:19:47,272 --> 00:19:49,355 Two, one. - Go slowly! 431 00:19:52,079 --> 00:19:53,899 - Oh, is that, 300? 432 00:19:53,899 --> 00:19:55,549 (crowd laughing) 433 00:19:55,549 --> 00:19:58,315 No, no, no dice, alright, sorry. 434 00:19:58,315 --> 00:20:00,848 I think I heard 300, I'm bad. 435 00:20:00,848 --> 00:20:02,431 For sale, 163, to be exact. 436 00:20:03,443 --> 00:20:05,029 (applause clapping) 437 00:20:05,029 --> 00:20:07,738 All right, thanks again, everyone! 438 00:20:07,738 --> 00:20:12,285 And sometimes there are when you just have to be lucky. 439 00:20:12,285 --> 00:20:15,285 And there is a casino outside this exit. 440 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:19,488 - [Elizabeth] Ooh, it's free live music tonight! 441 00:20:19,488 --> 00:20:23,655 (fun and fun piano above rhythmic percussion) 442 00:20:33,771 --> 00:20:36,836 - Elizabeth has just won big in the slot. 443 00:20:36,836 --> 00:20:38,597 - I made $ 15. 444 00:20:38,597 --> 00:20:42,264 - We just made $ 13 playing free slot money, 445 00:20:43,994 --> 00:20:48,161 so we entered, we got this Club Card Luckystar Player, 446 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,132 and they give us 10 dollars free in the slot, 447 00:20:52,132 --> 00:20:54,813 and we are back, what is that? 448 00:20:54,813 --> 00:20:55,954 - Uh, $ 18. 449 00:20:55,954 --> 00:20:57,047 - [Eric] $ 18. 450 00:20:57,047 --> 00:20:58,601 - And maybe get a little change. 451 00:20:58,601 --> 00:21:01,416 - [Eric] We played some shows where we played for, like, 452 00:21:01,416 --> 00:21:04,776 two hours and has been made less money than that. 453 00:21:04,776 --> 00:21:07,230 (Elizabeth chuckles) 454 00:21:07,230 --> 00:21:10,550 - Everyone must start gambling! 455 00:21:10,550 --> 00:21:12,338 This is the answer to everything. (Eric laughs) 456 00:21:12,338 --> 00:21:15,041 Just pay for tabs and gambling. 457 00:21:15,041 --> 00:21:18,624 (Fun, flowing guitar) 458 00:21:31,771 --> 00:21:33,787 I have to make sure I get a good picture 459 00:21:33,787 --> 00:21:37,454 from you chewing on your phallus symbol. 460 00:21:39,599 --> 00:21:40,898 Eric likes cucumbers and I hate-- 461 00:21:40,898 --> 00:21:41,770 - Laugh all you want. 462 00:21:41,770 --> 00:21:43,725 - [Elizabeth] I hate the smell. 463 00:21:43,725 --> 00:21:45,559 They are disgusting! - They are delicious! 464 00:21:45,559 --> 00:21:46,392 - [Elizabeth] They are so dirty! 465 00:21:46,392 --> 00:21:47,225 - and fill up. 466 00:21:47,225 --> 00:21:48,383 - [Elizabeth] Fill in? - Yes! 467 00:21:48,383 --> 00:21:50,874 - [Elizabeth] They are mostly water! 468 00:21:50,874 --> 00:21:54,840 - I only know how I feel after eating it. 469 00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:57,387 Food is always a problem on the road, 470 00:21:57,387 --> 00:21:59,641 and find some at affordable prices 471 00:21:59,641 --> 00:22:01,567 can sometimes be a challenge. 472 00:22:01,567 --> 00:22:03,013 - Many grocery stores, 473 00:22:03,013 --> 00:22:05,067 many, you know, grocery stores run. 474 00:22:05,067 --> 00:22:07,834 I tried to stay away from the gas station. 475 00:22:07,834 --> 00:22:09,218 I tried to stay away from the gas station, 476 00:22:09,218 --> 00:22:10,525 but, you know, you can't. 477 00:22:10,525 --> 00:22:12,064 - Eating in a grocery store is very good, 478 00:22:12,064 --> 00:22:15,308 and, like, Mexican food, Japanese food, I eat everything. 479 00:22:15,308 --> 00:22:16,586 - [Eric] I talked to several people who spoke, 480 00:22:16,586 --> 00:22:19,125 they are like, "Oh yes, on the tour, I just, like, gain weight," 481 00:22:19,125 --> 00:22:21,466 Because they are, like, yes, like, one person likes-- 482 00:22:21,466 --> 00:22:25,411 - I am the opposite, like, I can literally see my belt, 483 00:22:25,411 --> 00:22:29,347 like, I can tighten the extra button easily. 484 00:22:29,347 --> 00:22:31,974 - So I am actually, I cooked the back of my truck, 485 00:22:31,974 --> 00:22:34,687 and I have small propane, uh, 486 00:22:34,687 --> 00:22:37,478 uh, stove and things like that. 487 00:22:37,478 --> 00:22:39,854 - Buy lots of sandwich items, many fruits and vegetables. 488 00:22:39,854 --> 00:22:42,002 You know, just inventory, like has a cooler in the car, 489 00:22:42,002 --> 00:22:43,182 and I always snack. 490 00:22:43,182 --> 00:22:46,164 I think the three-dish mentality doesn't really remain true 491 00:22:46,164 --> 00:22:47,828 on certain tour schedules. 492 00:22:47,828 --> 00:22:50,253 You just kind, you graze all day. 493 00:22:50,253 --> 00:22:53,589 - I keep a cooler and a big bag of food in the car with, you know-- 494 00:22:53,589 --> 00:22:54,554 495 00:22:54,554 --> 00:22:55,843 - [Eric] Yes, we have a food box that we use-- 496 00:22:55,843 --> 00:22:58,364 - Yes, and only chips, and nuts, 497 00:22:58,364 --> 00:23:01,363 and granola bar, and Cliff bar, and-- 498 00:23:01,363 --> 00:23:03,645 - I'm basically a baby. 499 00:23:03,645 --> 00:23:05,562 Dry cheerios and juice. 500 00:23:06,522 --> 00:23:10,598 - When it's cold, I buy most sandwiches, 501 00:23:10,598 --> 00:23:11,524 and hit them-- 502 00:23:11,524 --> 00:23:12,555 - [Eric] Most sandwiches? 503 00:23:12,555 --> 00:23:15,440 - Yes, mostly baked sandwiches and beans. 504 00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:17,258 - [Eric] Have you ever been bored? 505 00:23:17,258 --> 00:23:19,086 - Oh, yes, yes. (Eric laughs) 506 00:23:19,086 --> 00:23:20,871 - Like, at that place tonight, like, you know, 507 00:23:20,871 --> 00:23:22,873 they offer food, and, um, 508 00:23:22,873 --> 00:23:25,148 You know, that's also that, that's difficult 509 00:23:25,148 --> 00:23:27,426 because the majority of places offer pizza, 510 00:23:27,426 --> 00:23:30,074 and as you know, you can't eat cheese before you sing. 511 00:23:30,074 --> 00:23:30,907 So it's like-- 512 00:23:30,907 --> 00:23:32,649 - [Eric] Or just, I mean, the pizza is heavy. 513 00:23:32,649 --> 00:23:33,482 - It sits heavily. 514 00:23:33,482 --> 00:23:35,553 - [Eric] Like, even if you only try to appear, yeah. 515 00:23:35,553 --> 00:23:37,499 - Sometimes the place will feed you or, if we are going to someone's home, 516 00:23:37,499 --> 00:23:40,882 parking outside someone's house, they will have food for us. 517 00:23:40,882 --> 00:23:43,434 - [Eric] This, you made a lot (laugh), 518 00:23:43,434 --> 00:23:48,041 I think that, thank you. 519 00:23:48,041 --> 00:23:50,221 Sometimes, I don't think that we deserve it, 520 00:23:50,221 --> 00:23:52,909 (scoffs) all the work and the like, so I just-- 521 00:23:52,909 --> 00:23:55,986 - Um, food is my love language, first of all. 522 00:23:55,986 --> 00:23:59,467 - [Eric] Oh! 523 00:23:59,467 --> 00:24:00,300 - And I really like looking for new friends through food. 524 00:24:00,300 --> 00:24:04,467 - Are you familiar with Chipotle fraud? 525 00:24:05,500 --> 00:24:09,019 526 00:24:09,019 --> 00:24:12,504 This is not really fraudulent, see, I hesitate to call it a scam. 527 00:24:12,504 --> 00:24:13,893 People call it a scam. 528 00:24:13,893 --> 00:24:16,016 - [Eric] Let's call it thing, what is Chipotle? 529 00:24:16,016 --> 00:24:18,154 - The deal, this is the Chipotle deal. 530 00:24:18,154 --> 00:24:22,321 We call it Chipotles, um, in every city we will go to. 531 00:24:23,156 --> 00:24:25,367 Get a manager at phone, say something like, 532 00:24:25,367 --> 00:24:26,983 "Hi, I only need fast minutes of your time. 533 00:24:26,983 --> 00:24:29,786 " My name is Carl, I'm playing in the band Kitten Crisis, 534 00:24:29,786 --> 00:24:32,366 "Closet Burn, Janovia Forerver," whatever you want to say. 535 00:24:32,366 --> 00:24:34,742 "We just passed and I know that some Chipotles 536 00:24:34,742 --> 00:24:36,872 " have an agreement where they will help support a musician's tour 537 00:24:36,872 --> 00:24:39,306 "who goes out on the road by giving them food, 538 00:24:39,306 --> 00:24:40,937 " Maybe in return for some merchandise 539 00:24:40,937 --> 00:24:44,235 "or something like that, and we just wondered 540 00:24:44,235 --> 00:24:46,628 " if this location Chipotle participated 541 00:24:46,628 --> 00:24:49,066 "in that promotion or if Chipotle's location 542 00:24:49,066 --> 00:24:50,372 " respects the promotion, " 543 00:24:50,372 --> 00:24:54,331 or deals or whatever it is language, but I mean-- 544 00:24:54,331 --> 00:24:55,414 - [Eric] Attention, they will only be like, 545 00:24:55,414 --> 00:24:56,679 "Uh, yes, yes" - It's 50-50. 546 00:24:56,679 --> 00:24:59,836 - 50-50, I will say, it will be an opportunity. 547 00:24:59,836 --> 00:25:02,482 - [Eric] For the record, we have already never really tried this, 548 00:25:02,482 --> 00:25:04,140 but if you want to try it, 549 00:25:04,140 --> 00:25:08,132 it might work national fast food chain. 550 00:25:08,132 --> 00:25:10,583 - So, we are at this resting place stop here in North Carolina , 551 00:25:10,583 --> 00:25:12,834 and right when I got in the car, 552 00:25:12,834 --> 00:25:15,706 this woman is in a minivan, she just pulled away, 553 00:25:15,706 --> 00:25:20,674 um, stop me and ask if we can use some food. 554 00:25:20,674 --> 00:25:22,523 That, I think he-- 555 00:25:22,523 --> 00:25:23,640 - [Eric] That never happened before. 556 00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:24,885 - It never happened before, he was like, 557 00:25:24,885 --> 00:25:26,310 "Yes, I have, like, this food bag, 558 00:25:26,310 --> 00:25:28,655 " And that, like, things I don't eat, " 559 00:25:28,655 --> 00:25:32,409 so it's like peaches, and peanut butter, 560 00:25:32,409 --> 00:25:35,576 and juice, so this is amazing. (Eric laughs) 561 00:25:36,717 --> 00:25:37,866 Very random, it seems like he doesn't even know that we're traveling 562 00:25:37,866 --> 00:25:41,150 or whatever, he's like, 563 00:25:41,150 --> 00:25:42,386 "You look like you can eat food, do you want food? " 564 00:25:42,386 --> 00:25:45,927 (laughs) So-- 565 00:25:45,927 --> 00:25:47,235 - He's like," Oh, "we said he's us from Connecticut, 566 00:25:47,235 --> 00:25:49,956 he's like," Well, this is a gift from Jesus. " 567 00:25:49,956 --> 00:25:52,580 568 00:25:52,580 --> 00:25:54,784 - Gift from Jesus! (Eric laughs) 569 00:25:54,784 --> 00:25:58,534 This is amazing, we need to get the nutcracker. 570 00:26:02,690 --> 00:26:05,148 ♫ And we know what we know ♫ Because you showed us 571 00:26:05,148 --> 00:26:07,809 ♫ Yes, we know what we know - There are still some items that live on the roof. 572 00:26:07,809 --> 00:26:09,937 ♫ Yes, we know 573 00:26:09,937 --> 00:26:13,075 - As we all eat floor, let's eat this. 574 00:26:13,075 --> 00:26:15,820 - [Elizabeth] (laugh) I remember you putting it 575 00:26:15,820 --> 00:26:19,550 on the roof and think, like, 576 00:26:19,550 --> 00:26:20,383 "We might do it away with it. 577 00:26:20,383 --> 00:26:21,546 " Ah, he's smarter than this (laugh). " 578 00:26:21,546 --> 00:26:22,896 You're the one who left the item on the roof! 579 00:26:22,896 --> 00:26:25,757 (both laugh) 580 00:26:25,757 --> 00:26:27,385 - Me I don't mean that! 581 00:26:27,385 --> 00:26:30,052 This is good, there are some arguments, 582 00:26:32,173 --> 00:26:33,503 but I think the juice is fine. 583 00:26:33,503 --> 00:26:35,470 584 00:26:35,470 --> 00:26:37,269 585 00:26:37,269 --> 00:26:38,613 - [Elizabeth] I really saw going forward to the juice too, 586 00:26:38,613 --> 00:26:39,903 so if we, like, if it explodes, 587 00:26:39,903 --> 00:26:41,833 I will be very angry (laugh). 588 00:26:41,833 --> 00:26:44,877 - I saw cars coming, because several cars passed by, 589 00:26:44,877 --> 00:26:47,370 and I'm like, "Please don't hit juice!" 590 00:26:47,370 --> 00:26:52,318 Now, are you ready to continue in the world, smart people, 591 00:26:52,318 --> 00:26:55,735 because I'm also a smart person. 592 00:26:58,446 --> 00:27:00,779 Mm, good and shaken, 593 00:27:01,703 --> 00:27:03,419 actually it feels better this way. 594 00:27:03,419 --> 00:27:07,586 (rhythmic guitar, slightly moody) 595 00:27:18,653 --> 00:27:22,820 (Cheers growling cheerfully above rhythmic violin and guitar) 596 00:27:28,048 --> 00:27:31,175 The bar is of course the most common type of place. 597 00:27:31,175 --> 00:27:34,867 The majority of almost every show of musicians is on them. 598 00:27:34,867 --> 00:27:38,771 They are easy to contact, usually offers food and drinks, 599 00:27:38,771 --> 00:27:40,336 and people will often be there 600 00:27:40,336 --> 00:27:42,751 whether music is happening or not. 601 00:27:42,751 --> 00:27:46,244 Coffee shops and restaurants are similar situations, 602 00:27:46,244 --> 00:27:48,350 but for many independent musicians, 603 00:27:48,350 --> 00:27:51,509 the best type of event not in all of this, 604 00:27:51,509 --> 00:27:53,056 but in people's homes. 605 00:27:53,056 --> 00:27:55,277 - They, they, they are very special when you go to them. 606 00:27:55,277 --> 00:27:57,502 - Yes, I love them, I think they are great. 607 00:27:57,502 --> 00:27:59,968 I hope more people hold him back. 608 00:27:59,968 --> 00:28:01,405 - Good, like everyone there, 609 00:28:01,405 --> 00:28:03,108 usually, for music. 610 00:28:03,108 --> 00:28:05,365 - Well, I always feel like that crowd, like, 611 00:28:05,365 --> 00:28:09,003 they really exist for us not only there. 612 00:28:09,003 --> 00:28:10,600 - Have people come to the environment 613 00:28:10,600 --> 00:28:13,336 and seeing something really finished them off, 614 00:28:13,336 --> 00:28:16,165 like seeing, not just bands 615 00:28:16,165 --> 00:28:19,284 616 00:28:19,284 --> 00:28:21,869 617 00:28:21,869 --> 00:28:23,648 that people come to see, this is the environment. 618 00:28:23,648 --> 00:28:26,582 This is intimacy that surrounds music. 619 00:28:26,582 --> 00:28:29,266 - We all share each other's energy, 620 00:28:29,266 --> 00:28:31,417 like, you can hear a drop of pin in the room 621 00:28:31,417 --> 00:28:34,948 because everyone is fair, like, there and they understand that I really tried to express something to them, 622 00:28:34,948 --> 00:28:38,182 that I really tried to say something. 623 00:28:38,182 --> 00:28:40,191 - Such an event, you know, 624 00:28:40,191 --> 00:28:43,385 is where you sell shitload merchandise, 625 00:28:43,385 --> 00:28:45,565 because people are there, they listen, 626 00:28:45,565 --> 00:28:47,492 and, like, they heard it line on one of your songs 627 00:28:47,492 --> 00:28:50,240 which really, like, rings true. 628 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,473 They will buy a CD, they will buy it buy a shirt, huh? 629 00:28:52,473 --> 00:28:54,927 630 00:28:54,927 --> 00:28:56,802 - And I like home shows Because there are no additional fees. 631 00:28:56,802 --> 00:28:58,896 It's all based on donations, but, uh, 632 00:28:58,896 --> 00:29:02,078 really, I really appreciate such community spaces where, uh, people can come together and see music. 633 00:29:02,078 --> 00:29:06,431 - I guess I like it satisfaction seeing people 634 00:29:06,431 --> 00:29:09,435 enjoy something and, like, 635 00:29:09,435 --> 00:29:11,287 it's not like being in front of it, 636 00:29:11,287 --> 00:29:13,160 becomes that face, but knows that I, like, have several, 637 00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:16,344 some organizational strength is more than that. 638 00:29:16,344 --> 00:29:18,384 What I can bring to one thing that is common 639 00:29:18,384 --> 00:29:22,057 where they can enjoy something together. 640 00:29:22,057 --> 00:29:24,867 That's very satisfying for me. 641 00:29:24,867 --> 00:29:26,328 - One of our previous members in the community have, still have their own band, 642 00:29:26,328 --> 00:29:29,381 and (laughs), and so we want to support it, 643 00:29:29,381 --> 00:29:31,881 644 00:29:32,797 --> 00:29:36,310 645 00:29:36,310 --> 00:29:38,607 and he has the idea to do it a show, and as Jon said, 646 00:29:38,607 --> 00:29:41,421 we have space, and, um, 647 00:29:41,421 --> 00:29:42,996 we want to be more involved in art 648 00:29:42,996 --> 00:29:46,077 and support art in us community in several small ways. 649 00:29:46,077 --> 00:29:49,313 - So this is the only that I really, really, 650 00:29:49,313 --> 00:29:51,167 really like to do, and with this, 651 00:29:51,167 --> 00:29:53,335 I mean everything related to music, 652 00:29:53,335 --> 00:29:55,537 because for me, it seems like is the only one 653 00:29:55,537 --> 00:29:58,110 it's very valuable, if you can give someone, 654 00:29:58,110 --> 00:30:02,277 if you can create an environment where someone is inspired, 655 00:30:04,530 --> 00:30:06,539 You have changed the person's perspective, 656 00:30:06,539 --> 00:30:08,273 at least to some extent. 657 00:30:08,273 --> 00:30:10,030 And that's the only thing that really matters can leave, is an impression, I think. 658 00:30:10,030 --> 00:30:12,562 659 00:30:12,562 --> 00:30:14,519 - A songwriter, he's amazing, 660 00:30:14,519 --> 00:30:18,257 and it's like, I don't have know what this person is about, 661 00:30:18,257 --> 00:30:19,789 and he likes to get rid of the audience. 662 00:30:19,789 --> 00:30:22,257 Everyone just stays quiet, likes, listens to him play, 663 00:30:22,257 --> 00:30:23,267 and, uh, that's something 664 00:30:23,267 --> 00:30:26,151 You will not get another place. 665 00:30:26,151 --> 00:30:27,396 - Some, like, my best memories 666 00:30:27,396 --> 00:30:29,993 from high school there, so, like, going to these events, 667 00:30:29,993 --> 00:30:32,067 they like, quite a lot once a week, 668 00:30:32,067 --> 00:30:35,030 every two weeks, this is like, 669 00:30:35,030 --> 00:30:37,084 a bunch of tour band, buncha friends. 670 00:30:37,084 --> 00:30:38,372 People from various places, 671 00:30:38,372 --> 00:30:40,120 and, like, I'm still listening to for all the music now. 672 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:43,193 And, uh, they really are, like, a lasting impact on me, 673 00:30:43,193 --> 00:30:45,342 and that their house shows who really did it. 674 00:30:45,342 --> 00:30:49,042 Seeing the form of such a community, 675 00:30:49,042 --> 00:30:49,936 like being part of that community 676 00:30:49,936 --> 00:30:51,266 is an amazing experience and I guess 677 00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:52,857 I like to hold home events 678 00:30:52,857 --> 00:30:55,220 because I can be a part of it. 679 00:30:55,220 --> 00:30:56,242 (squeaky brakes) 680 00:30:56,242 --> 00:30:59,242 (metallic collision) 681 00:31:01,142 --> 00:31:04,363 - Our car broke down last night, 682 00:31:04,363 --> 00:31:08,908 (Sighing) and a man let we live in his house, 683 00:31:08,908 --> 00:31:13,080 this house he renovated, so nobody is there, 684 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,241 but we only sleep for five hours, 685 00:31:15,241 --> 00:31:19,231 and now he is taking us back to the car. 686 00:31:19,231 --> 00:31:22,455 I'm very tired, I'm really, really tired, 687 00:31:22,455 --> 00:31:25,254 and we have to find mechanics who will repair our car, 688 00:31:25,254 --> 00:31:28,421 and then the tow company towed our car. 689 00:31:30,363 --> 00:31:34,030 We will be some hundred dollars poorer. 690 00:31:38,973 --> 00:31:40,256 (bell slamming) 691 00:31:40,256 --> 00:31:43,380 Along with home shows, is another great place to play 692 00:31:43,380 --> 00:31:46,190 it's in the community and DIY rooms. 693 00:31:46,190 --> 00:31:49,106 This is usually voluntary-managed organizations 694 00:31:49,106 --> 00:31:52,713 who have secured the space in the city to organize the event. 695 00:31:52,713 --> 00:31:55,523 The people who run it often never make money, 696 00:31:55,523 --> 00:31:57,640 and do it only for love of music 697 00:31:57,640 --> 00:32:00,599 and trying to be great Events happen in their city, 698 00:32:00,599 --> 00:32:03,898 and provide a safe and a welcome room for everyone, 699 00:32:03,898 --> 00:32:07,336 regardless of anyone personal identity or age. 700 00:32:07,336 --> 00:32:09,635 - Get involved in a, uh, music scene 701 00:32:09,635 --> 00:32:13,169 here in Galesburg, uh, saved me. 702 00:32:13,169 --> 00:32:16,744 I mean, like, honest, I deal with a lot, uh, 703 00:32:16,744 --> 00:32:18,916 problems with depression and anxiety. 704 00:32:18,916 --> 00:32:23,083 Being able to be part of a very friendly scene and, uh, it's like that good support system, 705 00:32:24,066 --> 00:32:28,542 that's great, um, 706 00:32:28,542 --> 00:32:30,625 great for me socially, is great for me emotionally. 707 00:32:31,645 --> 00:32:34,350 And yes, that's something I have passion for, 708 00:32:34,350 --> 00:32:36,033 So why not continue to do it? 709 00:32:36,033 --> 00:32:38,450 - What I like about this place, um, 710 00:32:39,354 --> 00:32:41,086 I like long life. 711 00:32:41,086 --> 00:32:42,836 Uh, it looks like, for a long time when it was Blast-O-Mat, 712 00:32:44,589 --> 00:32:47,504 that, indeed like that. 713 00:32:47,504 --> 00:32:50,070 That's a super cliche, that's 20 people the same every night, 714 00:32:50,070 --> 00:32:53,248 but, um, and that's kind of the way 715 00:32:53,248 --> 00:32:56,434 and go in good time. 716 00:32:56,434 --> 00:32:59,074 And, um, there's always someone to take his coat, 717 00:32:59,074 --> 00:33:02,169 and that is Harun Saye, 718 00:33:02,169 --> 00:33:03,245 719 00:33:03,245 --> 00:33:06,432 he was involved again when it was Blast-O-Mat. 720 00:33:06,432 --> 00:33:08,322 Yes, what Aaron Saye is I like about this place. 721 00:33:08,322 --> 00:33:09,669 (Eric and Elizabeth laugh) 722 00:33:09,669 --> 00:33:11,606 Uh, he's an amazing human. 723 00:33:11,606 --> 00:33:15,197 - Uh, where we are, Seventh Circle, first, 724 00:33:15,197 --> 00:33:17,685 uh, basically the same thing , more, 725 00:33:17,685 --> 00:33:20,052 like, punk house, and that is called Blast-O-Mat. 726 00:33:20,052 --> 00:33:21,954 I just started going there Because of my friend's band 727 00:33:21,954 --> 00:33:24,659 starts playing there as good, and I fully 728 00:33:24,659 --> 00:33:26,829 fall in love with underground culture. 729 00:33:26,829 --> 00:33:27,978 - [Eric] What, how about that? 730 00:33:27,978 --> 00:33:30,203 - You know, I'm not, it's difficult to put 731 00:33:30,203 --> 00:33:33,950 what is the allure, but is just something so far from mainstream 732 00:33:33,950 --> 00:33:36,930 and only a little inside ourselves, 733 00:33:36,930 --> 00:33:39,155 it feels almost like this little secret society. 734 00:33:39,155 --> 00:33:41,433 735 00:33:41,433 --> 00:33:45,370 There is only something for these independent bands 736 00:33:45,370 --> 00:33:47,586 no one heard it playing in the garage 737 00:33:47,586 --> 00:33:51,108 that, in my mind, is fair good, if not better, 738 00:33:51,108 --> 00:33:53,865 from those bands I saw playing in the arena. 739 00:33:53,865 --> 00:33:56,515 I don't know, I just like for just providing 740 00:33:56,515 --> 00:33:59,475 whatever I can to help people if they need it, you know? 741 00:33:59,475 --> 00:34:01,708 So only one spell. 742 00:34:01,708 --> 00:34:03,688 that we sort of base the place from 743 00:34:03,688 --> 00:34:06,807 which I think is a type of mantra from many DIY places 744 00:34:06,807 --> 00:34:09,988 across the country only overall acceptance, you know? 745 00:34:09,988 --> 00:34:12,714 Acceptance and only welcome people with open arms. 746 00:34:12,714 --> 00:34:15,811 Like, Sharone, the girl who's been headlining tonight, 747 00:34:15,811 --> 00:34:19,835 him, tonight he is the first to appear as a full band. 748 00:34:19,835 --> 00:34:23,005 He is a piano player and Acoustic guitar player 749 00:34:23,005 --> 00:34:25,538 and vocalist, and he has played solo shows 750 00:34:25,538 --> 00:34:27,518 with us, for, two and a half years, 751 00:34:27,518 --> 00:34:29,935 and he is very extraordinary. 752 00:34:31,544 --> 00:34:35,214 She's in a situation where she doesn't talk to her parents He emancipated himself before He was 18 for several reasons. 753 00:34:35,214 --> 00:34:38,375 I don't know why, I don't know the subtleties, 754 00:34:38,375 --> 00:34:40,066 but he has become one of our most frequent volunteers in places other than playing there all the time, 755 00:34:40,066 --> 00:34:44,233 and he really fell fell in love with that place 756 00:34:45,304 --> 00:34:47,943 and falls into it and just found it as a second home 757 00:34:47,943 --> 00:34:49,997 that he was very desperate needed at that time. 758 00:34:49,997 --> 00:34:53,277 - When I first started coming here, nobody knows who I am. 759 00:34:53,277 --> 00:34:55,692 760 00:34:55,692 --> 00:34:57,335 761 00:34:57,335 --> 00:34:59,809 I don't know anyone, I've just come to the program and, like, 762 00:34:59,809 --> 00:35:01,918 sort of hiding, me, like is really calm and awkward. 763 00:35:01,918 --> 00:35:04,111 I'm still, I'm still very awkward and weird, 764 00:35:04,111 --> 00:35:05,686 but now I just, like, I have met more people and I already know, like, I sing backup for Vienna LaRissa and Strange in a few weeks 765 00:35:05,686 --> 00:35:08,018 at the Marquis and only, like, That's because of this place. 766 00:35:08,018 --> 00:35:10,537 This place is the best 767 00:35:10,537 --> 00:35:13,612 it happened to me. 768 00:35:13,612 --> 00:35:14,445 - Now, he's like, basically, alone. 769 00:35:14,445 --> 00:35:15,391 He lives in an apartment with a roommate, whatever, 770 00:35:15,391 --> 00:35:17,072 he made his life, but, you know, 771 00:35:17,072 --> 00:35:19,135 it seems like that time, 772 00:35:19,135 --> 00:35:21,785 that's really what he needs to give him some direction 773 00:35:21,785 --> 00:35:22,828 774 00:35:22,828 --> 00:35:25,414 775 00:35:25,414 --> 00:35:26,948 and give the music some validation, 776 00:35:26,948 --> 00:35:28,756 therefore another thing things I think 777 00:35:28,756 --> 00:35:32,435 his family has never supported from his music business, 778 00:35:32,435 --> 00:35:35,673 and, I mean, Lord, you will see when you see it tonight, 779 00:35:35,673 --> 00:35:36,833 like, nothing else 780 00:35:36,833 --> 00:35:38,483 he must do with his life. 781 00:35:38,483 --> 00:35:40,558 - Like music is where I live. 782 00:35:40,558 --> 00:35:42,526 This is, like, the only thing that makes me feel like me normal and make I'm happy, and play shows, 783 00:35:42,526 --> 00:35:45,788 like tonight is the best night of my life, 784 00:35:45,788 --> 00:35:48,739 like, starting now. 785 00:35:48,739 --> 00:35:49,975 - [Eric] Really? 786 00:35:49,975 --> 00:35:50,808 - Yes, I mean, like, just do it 787 00:35:50,808 --> 00:35:52,296 that's what makes me very happy. 788 00:35:52,296 --> 00:35:53,859 - He found Seventh Circle it somehow and later 789 00:35:53,859 --> 00:35:56,595 790 00:35:56,595 --> 00:35:58,403 just started playing shows and the first time he played, 791 00:35:58,403 --> 00:36:00,910 I remember, like, I saved the document on my cellphone 792 00:36:00,910 --> 00:36:03,599 where I like, notes about local bands, 793 00:36:03,599 --> 00:36:05,376 so I can reference when I order a show 794 00:36:05,376 --> 00:36:06,666 in the future, you know, 795 00:36:06,666 --> 00:36:08,463 and I remember writing something down, like, 796 00:36:08,463 --> 00:36:10,827 "My God, this girl is 15 years old and she is just as good 797 00:36:10,827 --> 00:36:13,170 " Just like a fucking Grammy a winner I have heard. " 798 00:36:13,170 --> 00:36:16,117 As holy, and he got better 799 00:36:16,117 --> 00:36:17,374 in the last two and a half years. 800 00:36:17,374 --> 00:36:20,969 - For me, it's home, that's only a place I can go to and doesn't feel like I'm very strange . - [Eric] It's amazing! 801 00:36:20,969 --> 00:36:24,631 - You know, we made a name of a fake booking agent 802 00:36:24,631 --> 00:36:25,464 803 00:36:25,464 --> 00:36:27,962 804 00:36:27,962 --> 00:36:31,901 and send us an email from the name of our fake booking agent, 805 00:36:31,901 --> 00:36:35,158 and, like, pretending is more legitimate than us. 806 00:36:35,158 --> 00:36:37,597 Whatever the trick and, You know, that we tried-- 807 00:36:37,597 --> 00:36:39,842 - [Eric] Do you do that? - Yes (laugh)! 808 00:36:39,842 --> 00:36:41,582 - [Eric] I have never, I haven't, 809 00:36:41,582 --> 00:36:43,483 I always say I'm Eric, I don't know. 810 00:36:43,483 --> 00:36:47,640 - This is strange because I feel bad about manipulation, 811 00:36:47,640 --> 00:36:50,143 but I feel more confident that I have to. 812 00:36:50,143 --> 00:36:51,262 - [Eric] Do you find that when you pretend 813 00:36:51,262 --> 00:36:52,964 to be someone else, what is it-- 814 00:36:52,964 --> 00:36:54,688 - I found that when I pretended to be male, 815 00:36:54,688 --> 00:36:56,380 I got more responses. 816 00:36:56,380 --> 00:36:58,334 - [Eric] Really? 817 00:36:58,334 --> 00:37:01,524 That sucks. - Quite a mess, huh? 818 00:37:01,524 --> 00:37:03,685 - I, many times, 819 00:37:03,685 --> 00:37:06,506 the only woman in the whole shows, that's the real thing. 820 00:37:06,506 --> 00:37:07,529 - [Eric] Yes, same as Elizabeth. 821 00:37:07,529 --> 00:37:08,574 - That's very, very common. 822 00:37:08,574 --> 00:37:12,351 - Yes, I think there is an assumption that I am not, 823 00:37:12,351 --> 00:37:14,363 You know, it won't be very good 824 00:37:14,363 --> 00:37:16,389 on my actual instrument. 825 00:37:16,389 --> 00:37:18,035 - Well, I think it's different for us, 826 00:37:18,035 --> 00:37:20,186 Because we dress like slags and he has orange hair, 827 00:37:20,186 --> 00:37:22,060 So people know we are in the band. 828 00:37:22,060 --> 00:37:24,480 - Yes, we dress like they know we are in the band. 829 00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:25,786 - [Eric] Really, so you haven't, you haven't-- 830 00:37:25,786 --> 00:37:27,571 - But we have experience that kind of thing-- 831 00:37:27,571 --> 00:37:28,709 - Yes, all the time. 832 00:37:28,709 --> 00:37:30,138 - That, that's the standard, just being a woman. 833 00:37:30,138 --> 00:37:31,765 It's just that, it's the same in any industry. 834 00:37:31,765 --> 00:37:34,068 - We have, you know, a woman in our extraordinary band, 835 00:37:34,068 --> 00:37:37,751 Camelia, who plays the piano, several violins from time to time. 836 00:37:37,751 --> 00:37:39,765 You know, I hate the fact that people only assume 837 00:37:39,765 --> 00:37:42,842 that he is someone boyfriend in the group. 838 00:37:42,842 --> 00:37:43,675 - [Eric] Oh! 839 00:37:43,675 --> 00:37:46,356 - So, you know, he talks with healthy men 840 00:37:46,356 --> 00:37:49,503 about the settings, and this and others. 841 00:37:49,503 --> 00:37:52,052 They just stopped because he was a woman, 842 00:37:52,052 --> 00:37:55,928 it becomes clear, he just, You know, who plays the piano 843 00:37:55,928 --> 00:37:58,581 or who plays the key, like he doesn't know, 844 00:37:58,581 --> 00:38:02,133 and a kind of strange misogyny things kinda rubbing me wrong. 845 00:38:02,133 --> 00:38:04,305 A rather beautiful thing about it 846 00:38:04,305 --> 00:38:06,115 is, you know, he's one of the most amazing players What I've seen in my life, so you know, 847 00:38:06,115 --> 00:38:08,788 848 00:38:08,788 --> 00:38:11,950 a good boy with Kid Rock shirt, 849 00:38:11,950 --> 00:38:15,507 (scoffs) You know, maybe is a much poorer guitar player, 850 00:38:15,507 --> 00:38:17,975 piano player, violinist, you know. 851 00:38:17,975 --> 00:38:21,543 He plays all these instruments is better than I might be, 852 00:38:21,543 --> 00:38:24,193 You know, I will, you know? 853 00:38:24,193 --> 00:38:27,250 And for whatever reason, they just ignore it. 854 00:38:27,250 --> 00:38:29,868 - Have, like, you know, if you come to check the sound 855 00:38:29,868 --> 00:38:31,423 and you're not dressed people like, 856 00:38:31,423 --> 00:38:35,055 "Oh, so you are his girlfriend or you," yes. 857 00:38:35,055 --> 00:38:36,291 - Someone tonight actually said they thought 858 00:38:36,291 --> 00:38:38,195 we are groupies, and then we go on stage, 859 00:38:38,195 --> 00:38:39,683 and they are like "Oh, then you shake!" 860 00:38:39,683 --> 00:38:42,540 - Yes, especially when I sell merchandise. 861 00:38:42,540 --> 00:38:44,989 They ask me about other merch bands. 862 00:38:44,989 --> 00:38:48,207 They only think of me as a kind of trade woman. 863 00:38:48,207 --> 00:38:49,902 What I'm happy about, - If we haven't played. 864 00:38:49,902 --> 00:38:50,983 - If we haven't played, yes, 865 00:38:50,983 --> 00:38:53,325 and I like to sell others merch people, you know? 866 00:38:53,325 --> 00:38:54,371 Like, that's their problem. 867 00:38:54,371 --> 00:38:55,965 - Yes, that's extra money for us! 868 00:38:55,965 --> 00:38:58,236 - No, we don't (laugh). 869 00:38:58,236 --> 00:38:59,491 - This is very poor, and you only, 870 00:38:59,491 --> 00:39:01,078 You are looking at things, and you are like, 871 00:39:01,078 --> 00:39:04,227 "Wow, so this is very good from a joke," you know? 872 00:39:04,227 --> 00:39:05,839 How much did I do really wanted to buy it, 873 00:39:05,839 --> 00:39:07,479 but then you see other people, 874 00:39:07,479 --> 00:39:09,001 and you are like, "Well, is a joke," 875 00:39:09,001 --> 00:39:12,120 so I can do this I like and suck it, 876 00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:14,941 and deal with it with anything it presents me, 877 00:39:14,941 --> 00:39:17,816 or I can stamp my feet and say, 878 00:39:17,816 --> 00:39:20,627 "That's wrong if you like this," you know, 879 00:39:20,627 --> 00:39:23,769 don't get a place, you know. 880 00:39:23,769 --> 00:39:26,084 You only work with what you have. 881 00:39:26,084 --> 00:39:28,871 - When it first starts, is a little different. 882 00:39:28,871 --> 00:39:32,140 Um, that's more than possible for everyone to assume 883 00:39:32,140 --> 00:39:35,675 I am Mike's girlfriend, um, that I became very good 884 00:39:35,675 --> 00:39:38,326 by helping him carry the drum, um. 885 00:39:38,326 --> 00:39:41,563 I have a club owner who, you know, 886 00:39:41,563 --> 00:39:42,896 really special ones, like 887 00:39:42,896 --> 00:39:45,084 try to mark the band when they enter, you know, 888 00:39:45,084 --> 00:39:47,373 and they are like, "Are you in the band?" 889 00:39:47,373 --> 00:39:50,375 and you say, "Yes," and then they say, 890 00:39:50,375 --> 00:39:53,367 "Transporting teeth does not become part of the band. 891 00:39:53,367 --> 00:39:55,177 "Are you in the band?" and I like, 892 00:39:55,177 --> 00:39:57,873 "I'm the fucking lead singer, is that okay with you?" 893 00:39:57,873 --> 00:40:00,030 - I hate people who think it is because you are a woman, 894 00:40:00,030 --> 00:40:03,345 you, um, only a singer or you can't play, 895 00:40:03,345 --> 00:40:04,867 or, I don't know, anything. 896 00:40:04,867 --> 00:40:06,657 - [Eric] Yes, you rippin & apos; that is, I mean, 897 00:40:06,657 --> 00:40:07,591 you too, so I don't-- 898 00:40:07,591 --> 00:40:09,007 - Well, I mean, like, that's also the problem. 899 00:40:09,007 --> 00:40:12,333 Like, you, I think often, if you are an attractive woman, 900 00:40:12,333 --> 00:40:14,021 people think you don't have talent. 901 00:40:14,021 --> 00:40:18,056 - The man's voice may be in his 50s, maybe, 902 00:40:18,056 --> 00:40:20,291 um, schools are very old, long gray ponytails. 903 00:40:20,291 --> 00:40:22,975 Like, I must have done it This is a bit of a gig for a while. 904 00:40:22,975 --> 00:40:23,889 He came to me, he left, 905 00:40:23,889 --> 00:40:28,840 "Man, you sure don't play like a girl," and I'm like, 906 00:40:28,840 --> 00:40:31,203 and I'm sure my face is like, 907 00:40:31,203 --> 00:40:33,183 "What does that mean?" 908 00:40:33,183 --> 00:40:35,100 And he left, this was the best part, he left, 909 00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:38,086 "No, no, I mean you don't play like a vagina," you know? 910 00:40:38,086 --> 00:40:41,480 And I like, and you know, like, I will, 911 00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:43,740 no, I just said, "Well, thank you." 912 00:40:43,740 --> 00:40:46,681 - I noticed when I was on tour, most of the bands we played, 913 00:40:46,681 --> 00:40:50,848 if there is a woman in the band, she might sing. 914 00:40:51,823 --> 00:40:52,656 - [Eric] Mm-hmm. 915 00:40:52,656 --> 00:40:56,882 - Beautiful, annoying, it's so sad, huh? 916 00:40:56,882 --> 00:40:59,819 And I don't know why that happened. 917 00:40:59,819 --> 00:41:01,977 - Um, I really have a healthy man take a separate microphone and show how it works. 918 00:41:01,977 --> 00:41:05,633 919 00:41:05,633 --> 00:41:09,317 Yes, I have appeared since I was seven, 920 00:41:09,317 --> 00:41:12,106 and he's like, "Oh, look at to you blonde blonde girl. 921 00:41:12,106 --> 00:41:13,552 " You obviously don't know what you are doing , 922 00:41:13,552 --> 00:41:16,021 "let me show you how the microphone works." 923 00:41:16,021 --> 00:41:19,535 - Like I definitely used to get a lot, like, 924 00:41:19,535 --> 00:41:22,248 You know, "Ooh, it's full of packages," or just, 925 00:41:22,248 --> 00:41:25,354 whatever, just a comment about My appearance when I was young. 926 00:41:25,354 --> 00:41:28,710 Now I'm in my 40s, it's very liberating, 927 00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:30,596 because I don't 928 00:41:30,596 --> 00:41:32,745 more seen as sexual objects, 929 00:41:32,745 --> 00:41:35,481 and that's great! (Eric laughs) 930 00:41:35,481 --> 00:41:37,514 This, like, is really amazing! 931 00:41:37,514 --> 00:41:40,037 - So these are things that, um, white people 932 00:41:40,037 --> 00:41:42,347 has told me at the Pocket Vinyl exhibition. 933 00:41:42,347 --> 00:41:45,573 Admit that God isn't a woman, she's a man. 934 00:41:45,573 --> 00:41:47,085 I thought you were going to paint a gerbil, 935 00:41:47,085 --> 00:41:49,990 but you paint tigers, you should be painted gerbils. 936 00:41:49,990 --> 00:41:51,885 As a merchant girl, you can sit there. 937 00:41:51,885 --> 00:41:54,433 You are not in the band because You don't play a musical instrument. 938 00:41:54,433 --> 00:41:57,832 Wow, you sell it, I will never pay that much for a painting! 939 00:41:57,832 --> 00:42:00,835 Paint my friend, paint the penis, paint me! 940 00:42:00,835 --> 00:42:02,133 Do you disagree that the government 941 00:42:02,133 --> 00:42:04,740 have to put everyone to sleep who is weak or disabled? 942 00:42:04,740 --> 00:42:06,827 You know what you should do do, you have to go around 943 00:42:06,827 --> 00:42:09,297 and ask everyone if they think you should paint. 944 00:42:09,297 --> 00:42:10,481 Do you know what you have to do? 945 00:42:10,481 --> 00:42:12,056 You must change all of your settings. 946 00:42:12,056 --> 00:42:13,078 Do you know what you have to do? 947 00:42:13,078 --> 00:42:14,547 You have to paint different things. 948 00:42:14,547 --> 00:42:15,568 Do you know what you have to do? 949 00:42:15,568 --> 00:42:17,164 You must try to market yourself better. 950 00:42:17,164 --> 00:42:19,155 You know what you have to do, You know what you have to do, 951 00:42:19,155 --> 00:42:21,438 You know what you have to do, do you know what you have to do? 952 00:42:21,438 --> 00:42:23,914 I like most of you art, but not this part. 953 00:42:23,914 --> 00:42:26,362 - [Eric] Nobody ever said like that to me. 954 00:42:26,362 --> 00:42:28,385 (Elizabeth laughs) 955 00:42:28,385 --> 00:42:30,718 They are all nice to me. (Elizabeth laughs) 956 00:42:30,718 --> 00:42:33,551 (pleasant guitar) 957 00:42:38,369 --> 00:42:42,536 ♫ And I said build me a house in the village 958 00:42:43,661 --> 00:42:47,314 ♫ A Bohemian vacation for two people 959 00:42:47,314 --> 00:42:48,440 (squeaky brakes) 960 00:42:48,440 --> 00:42:51,440 (metallic collision) 961 00:42:54,367 --> 00:42:55,623 Geez! 962 00:42:55,623 --> 00:42:56,456 - [Elizabeth] Can you see something? 963 00:42:56,456 --> 00:42:58,199 - [Eric] The light bulb falls! 964 00:42:58,199 --> 00:42:59,032 - [Elizabeth] Their cart is here. 965 00:42:59,032 --> 00:43:01,176 - Therefore, yes, the light falls. 966 00:43:01,176 --> 00:43:05,343 Hi, sorry, we have, uh, part of our bumper like, melting, 967 00:43:07,041 --> 00:43:10,850 and, like, black and we are not so sure why, 968 00:43:10,850 --> 00:43:15,608 but then one of the bottom flood lights, I guess, 969 00:43:15,608 --> 00:43:18,169 falls from the socket. - Oh, short? 970 00:43:18,169 --> 00:43:20,994 - Yes, or somehow, but that's kind of, 971 00:43:20,994 --> 00:43:24,483 difficult to reach and very hot now, so. 972 00:43:24,483 --> 00:43:25,919 Hey, I'm glad we know what that is. 973 00:43:25,919 --> 00:43:28,244 (bell slamming) 974 00:43:28,244 --> 00:43:31,943 ♫ My wife goes there, she is the center of my life ♫ And he brings us babies with new tattoos 975 00:43:31,943 --> 00:43:36,373 ♫ And I said build me a house in the village 976 00:43:36,373 --> 00:43:39,557 (Laughter) We paid $ 47 for this hotel room. 977 00:43:39,557 --> 00:43:43,724 978 00:43:44,761 --> 00:43:48,433 Let's look at all those things for this worth $ 47. 979 00:43:48,433 --> 00:43:52,288 Look at all these stains, what is that? 980 00:43:52,288 --> 00:43:55,205 Shampoo, soap, blood, nobody knows! 981 00:43:57,345 --> 00:44:00,336 This ceramic floor is very good in some kind of school. 982 00:44:00,336 --> 00:44:04,456 The towels are good and 50-grade sandpaper. 983 00:44:04,456 --> 00:44:06,497 - There is a dog running up and down the hallway 984 00:44:06,497 --> 00:44:09,052 barking, like, at six o'clock in the morning. 985 00:44:09,052 --> 00:44:11,302 - Oh, oop, it's a hole! 986 00:44:13,300 --> 00:44:15,946 Maybe because of cigarettes, I don't know. 987 00:44:15,946 --> 00:44:17,266 - I hear babies crying, 988 00:44:17,266 --> 00:44:19,898 and I heard someone yell at the baby. 989 00:44:19,898 --> 00:44:22,899 - [Eric] We think they just stain and not made after the bed sheet has been put on the bed. 990 00:44:22,899 --> 00:44:26,678 There must be, like, 991 00:44:26,678 --> 00:44:28,232 the smell of cigarette smoke on the bed. 992 00:44:28,232 --> 00:44:31,067 The picture is good. 993 00:44:31,067 --> 00:44:32,927 Let's see the window, oh, what is that? 994 00:44:32,927 --> 00:44:34,983 Oh-ho-ho, hole in the window? 995 00:44:34,983 --> 00:44:37,657 996 00:44:37,657 --> 00:44:40,406 - [Elizabeth] Geez! (Eric laughs) 997 00:44:40,406 --> 00:44:43,057 - It just makes it I feel safe all! 998 00:44:43,057 --> 00:44:45,250 I think it's safe to say that it's worth it every penny from $ 47, 100 percent. 999 00:44:45,250 --> 00:44:48,917 - My last two paintings, almost paid for this. 1000 00:44:49,912 --> 00:44:51,924 (Eric laughs) 1001 00:44:51,924 --> 00:44:54,424 - I've stayed in some very good hotels, 1002 00:44:56,875 --> 00:44:59,430 I really live there Airbnbs are good (clears throat), 1003 00:44:59,430 --> 00:45:01,772 and I also stayed here some really scary hotels 1004 00:45:01,772 --> 00:45:04,359 and Airbnbs are really scary. 1005 00:45:04,359 --> 00:45:06,723 - When I ordered a tour, I tried to hit it very deliberately 1006 00:45:06,723 --> 00:45:11,341 the place where I have people. 1007 00:45:11,341 --> 00:45:13,173 - You know, like that, I'll do it Have friends to live with, 1008 00:45:13,173 --> 00:45:15,004 and it will be, like, a small piece of home, 1009 00:45:15,004 --> 00:45:17,060 1010 00:45:17,060 --> 00:45:19,221 not just staying at the motel every night by looking at Friends. 1011 00:45:19,221 --> 00:45:20,922 - Anyway and anywhere, from hotel to van, 1012 00:45:20,922 --> 00:45:24,154 to friends' houses to tents, campsites-- 1013 00:45:24,154 --> 00:45:28,209 - [Eric] Do you have your own tent? 1014 00:45:28,209 --> 00:45:29,608 - Oh yes, of course. 1015 00:45:29,608 --> 00:45:31,563 - And I also live on several floors 1016 00:45:31,563 --> 00:45:33,416 that you swear they will never be able to 1017 00:45:33,416 --> 00:45:35,395 has a vacuum cleaner running it. 1018 00:45:35,395 --> 00:45:37,333 - There is no guarantee has a place to live. 1019 00:45:37,333 --> 00:45:39,025 That, I think, is one of the most difficult things for people to understand about doing a DIY tour 1020 00:45:39,025 --> 00:45:41,601 what is it, it seems crazy to others, 1021 00:45:41,601 --> 00:45:44,242 You will only appear on shows, 1022 00:45:44,242 --> 00:45:46,702 and sometimes the promoter is pretty good 1023 00:45:46,702 --> 00:45:48,323 to offer us a place stay, and another time, 1024 00:45:48,323 --> 00:45:50,392 1025 00:45:50,392 --> 00:45:52,547 1026 00:45:52,547 --> 00:45:54,285 we just went up uppercase on the microphone, 1027 00:45:54,285 --> 00:45:55,208 like, "Hey, you know, we are looking for 1028 00:45:55,208 --> 00:45:57,230 " for the place to stay tonight, we are not unruly guests. 1029 00:45:57,230 --> 00:45:58,423 You know, "we will wash your dishes," 1030 00:45:58,423 --> 00:46:00,018 "We will do your duty," you know? 1031 00:46:00,018 --> 00:46:02,094 We have never really been without someone who is good enough 1032 00:46:02,094 --> 00:46:04,799 to offer us a place stay and that's a thing 1033 00:46:04,799 --> 00:46:06,544 what surprised me the most about that, 1034 00:46:06,544 --> 00:46:09,122 and that's the thing makes me really, I guess, 1035 00:46:09,122 --> 00:46:12,233 believe it and, uh, still do it. 1036 00:46:12,233 --> 00:46:14,433 - [Eric] There's a lot of from foreigners we met on our show for years that generously offered us 1037 00:46:14,433 --> 00:46:17,414 place to stay for the night. 1038 00:46:17,414 --> 00:46:19,454 1039 00:46:19,454 --> 00:46:22,697 Sometimes, it's a sofa, sometimes, it's the floor. 1040 00:46:22,697 --> 00:46:26,665 Sometimes, it is all guests home and king size bed. 1041 00:46:26,665 --> 00:46:29,434 We often play shows starting at 10 pm, 1042 00:46:29,434 --> 00:46:32,194 and don't know where we will sleep that night, 1043 00:46:32,194 --> 00:46:33,993 only approached by someone with a good heart and empty space. 1044 00:46:33,993 --> 00:46:36,485 - Many times, it's people, they're like, 1045 00:46:36,485 --> 00:46:38,114 "Come to my house, I have several beer boxes, 1046 00:46:38,114 --> 00:46:40,382 " And I will cook you a full meal 1047 00:46:40,382 --> 00:46:42,470 "and breakfast tomorrow morning." 1048 00:46:42,470 --> 00:46:44,289 OK, OK, yes, that sounds fantastic. 1049 00:46:44,289 --> 00:46:47,313 - I don't fully buy into 100 percent karma, 1050 00:46:47,313 --> 00:46:50,526 but I'm on a tour, so I want to think 1051 00:46:50,526 --> 00:46:53,065 that to a certain extent, this will returns finally 1052 00:46:53,065 --> 00:46:56,259 1053 00:46:56,259 --> 00:46:59,378 when I'm on the road next, but really, like, 1054 00:46:59,378 --> 00:47:00,756 it started a few years ago. 1055 00:47:00,756 --> 00:47:03,248 I used to do this for people 1056 00:47:03,248 --> 00:47:07,602 just because I'm big their music fans, 1057 00:47:07,602 --> 00:47:09,978 and then it stops being a condition. 1058 00:47:09,978 --> 00:47:12,265 I just started feeling a lot of compassion for the touring band and want to do what I can 1059 00:47:12,265 --> 00:47:13,832 to help people do what they do, you know? 1060 00:47:13,832 --> 00:47:15,516 - [Eric] Yes, thank you very much only invites us. 1061 00:47:15,516 --> 00:47:16,633 People like you who help we survive on the road, so. 1062 00:47:16,633 --> 00:47:18,800 - [James] Nice to do it. 1063 00:47:19,923 --> 00:47:24,090 ♫ Walking along the beautiful streets, I rolled 1064 00:47:25,058 --> 00:47:26,443 ♫ The colors in the trees this fall 1065 00:47:26,443 --> 00:47:30,360 ♫ We rolled 1066 00:47:31,426 --> 00:47:35,876 ♫ To the sunset at night 1067 00:47:35,876 --> 00:47:38,043 1068 00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:43,479 1069 00:47:43,479 --> 00:47:47,562 ♫ And retired, I didn't go home ♫ Thinking about crossing the coastline in summer days 1070 00:47:51,638 --> 00:47:55,805 ♫ Their waves hit and the sun, the endless rays 1071 00:47:56,674 --> 00:48:00,841 ♫ But this is not California ♫ So it's the season, yeah, they have to change - [Eric] Here in this church, uh, 1072 00:48:06,249 --> 00:48:08,594 French Quarter in New Orleans. 1073 00:48:08,594 --> 00:48:12,789 This is their inventory cabinet, 1074 00:48:12,789 --> 00:48:16,289 where we slept last night. 1075 00:48:17,133 --> 00:48:19,754 - I always do this 1076 00:48:19,754 --> 00:48:22,087 where I will play shows, then I will say, like, 1077 00:48:23,052 --> 00:48:26,193 "You know, if someone is looking for 1078 00:48:26,193 --> 00:48:28,325 " Customized, married the man who is preparing for that night, 1079 00:48:28,325 --> 00:48:31,347 "I'm looking for a place." (Eric chuckles) 1080 00:48:31,347 --> 00:48:33,146 And nine out of 10, it will work. 1081 00:48:33,146 --> 00:48:36,065 1082 00:48:36,065 --> 00:48:38,722 1083 00:48:38,722 --> 00:48:40,373 1084 00:48:40,373 --> 00:48:44,024 Someone will offer a sofa or spare bedroom, so. 1085 00:48:44,024 --> 00:48:46,963 - Right, I sleep in my truck, I have, 1086 00:48:46,963 --> 00:48:49,283 I have an air mattress and thermal sleeping bag, 1087 00:48:49,283 --> 00:48:51,680 and, uh, I chose to tour, you know, 1088 00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:55,235 like Ontario in January, that's smart. 1089 00:48:55,235 --> 00:48:57,238 - [Eric] Daniel Amedee is another musician 1090 00:48:57,238 --> 00:48:59,339 we randomly met on the road this year 1091 00:48:59,339 --> 00:49:02,774 who toured, slept, and finally stayed on the verhicle. 1092 00:49:02,774 --> 00:49:04,929 - [Elizabeth] It seems like you are transporting people 1093 00:49:04,929 --> 00:49:07,285 from getting a prostitute. 1094 00:49:07,285 --> 00:49:08,156 - [Daniel] I know, right. 1095 00:49:08,156 --> 00:49:11,900 Look, this is like two sleeping pads, can you see them? 1096 00:49:11,900 --> 00:49:14,083 - [Eric] Two sleeping pads and, 1097 00:49:14,083 --> 00:49:15,041 and you sleep there? 1098 00:49:15,041 --> 00:49:15,874 - [Daniel] Somewhere. 1099 00:49:15,874 --> 00:49:17,662 - [Eric] Oh, that's not it is too bad, but look, we're just, 1100 00:49:17,662 --> 00:49:20,654 we only, our captain seat just fold back. 1101 00:49:20,654 --> 00:49:21,973 You can at least lie down. 1102 00:49:21,973 --> 00:49:23,707 - That's terrible, I've been there. 1103 00:49:23,707 --> 00:49:26,771 I toured for two years a girl in a Ford Focus. 1104 00:49:26,771 --> 00:49:29,562 - [Eric] Yes (chuckles)? - Does not end well. 1105 00:49:29,562 --> 00:49:31,171 - [Eric] It's sweet, man, 1106 00:49:31,171 --> 00:49:33,690 and you only, you got, like, you only paid for it, 1107 00:49:33,690 --> 00:49:35,759 do monthly payments, or? 1108 00:49:35,759 --> 00:49:37,154 - [Daniel] 330 a month. 1109 00:49:37,154 --> 00:49:39,210 - [Eric] It's not bad! 1110 00:49:39,210 --> 00:49:40,232 - This is just my overhead. 1111 00:49:40,232 --> 00:49:41,372 That's the way I think about it. 1112 00:49:41,372 --> 00:49:43,645 If, like, this is my job, if I can't do it 1113 00:49:43,645 --> 00:49:48,010 at least $ 330 a month, what am i doing, you know? 1114 00:49:48,010 --> 00:49:48,914 - [Eric] Yes, so you don't have, like, 1115 00:49:48,914 --> 00:49:50,875 there are no apartments or anything, only. 1116 00:49:50,875 --> 00:49:51,848 - No. 1117 00:49:51,848 --> 00:49:52,681 - [Eric] Only this. 1118 00:49:52,681 --> 00:49:55,764 ♫ Or out of town 1119 00:50:00,161 --> 00:50:01,783 ♫ Why can't you see 1120 00:50:01,783 --> 00:50:04,273 Want to sleep at the hotel? 1121 00:50:04,273 --> 00:50:05,106 - [Elizabeth] I don't know, 1122 00:50:05,106 --> 00:50:07,320 I just don't want to spend that much. 1123 00:50:07,320 --> 00:50:09,650 - This is only 30 dollars. 1124 00:50:09,650 --> 00:50:11,873 - [Elizabeth] Yes, there will be taxes. 1125 00:50:11,873 --> 00:50:14,564 - Eh, yes, it will be, like, 32. 1126 00:50:14,564 --> 00:50:17,626 (sighs) No, I, yes, I don't know. 1127 00:50:17,626 --> 00:50:19,922 I mean, like, almost one. 1128 00:50:19,922 --> 00:50:21,505 - [Elizabeth] Yes. 1129 00:50:22,967 --> 00:50:25,996 - You just want to go to Walmart? 1130 00:50:25,996 --> 00:50:27,600 - Mm, maybe. 1131 00:50:27,600 --> 00:50:31,600 ♫ One day when I reached 35 years 1132 00:50:34,028 --> 00:50:37,361 ♫ I drive my car 1133 00:50:38,361 --> 00:50:41,343 ♫ Go directly to L.A. 1134 00:50:41,343 --> 00:50:45,004 Sleeping in a car for our is far more ideal. 1135 00:50:45,004 --> 00:50:47,653 It's in the front seat, in the sleeping bag, 1136 00:50:47,653 --> 00:50:51,506 usually in Walmart parking use a lot of Walmart bathrooms, 1137 00:50:51,506 --> 00:50:54,024 and hope nobody pays attention to us or knock on the window when we sleep. 1138 00:50:54,024 --> 00:50:57,357 Are you okay? 1139 00:50:59,319 --> 00:51:00,152 - I'm sorry. 1140 00:51:09,842 --> 00:51:10,842 I almost drove the way (cleared my throat). 1141 00:51:12,994 --> 00:51:15,749 I'm fine, I'm really tired just a few minutes ago before we arrived here. 1142 00:51:15,749 --> 00:51:18,526 I'm sorry. 1143 00:51:18,526 --> 00:51:22,026 - In the blink of an eye, we will watch this recording, 1144 00:51:23,131 --> 00:51:23,964 and we will be far from here, 1145 00:51:37,372 --> 00:51:41,539 but now, it seems so extraordinary. 1146 00:51:43,768 --> 00:51:46,758 But only, like that, we will be on the TV screen. 1147 00:51:46,758 --> 00:51:50,091 (Elizabeth laughs) 1148 00:51:52,602 --> 00:51:56,211 - [Elizabeth] We will see our names in stars! 1149 00:51:56,211 --> 00:51:58,252 1150 00:51:58,252 --> 00:52:01,681 1151 00:52:01,681 --> 00:52:03,927 - [Eric] How do you sleep? 1152 00:52:03,927 --> 00:52:06,618 - I don't feel like that for most of the night. 1153 00:52:06,618 --> 00:52:08,162 - [Eric] So, are you sleeping well? 1154 00:52:08,162 --> 00:52:11,305 - I sleep well, yeah, like As far as I remember. 1155 00:52:11,305 --> 00:52:12,769 - [Eric] Do you sleep OK? 1156 00:52:12,769 --> 00:52:14,559 - [Elizabeth] No. 1157 00:52:14,559 --> 00:52:16,546 ♫ You got it James Dean 1158 00:52:16,546 --> 00:52:20,005 ♫ Charlie Sheen looks at your eyes ♫ You have that Ree 1159 00:52:20,005 --> 00:52:21,187 - [Elizabeth] Take the key out! 1160 00:52:21,187 --> 00:52:22,174 This is all dingy-ding. 1161 00:52:22,174 --> 00:52:23,868 And take your money, Don't waste money. 1162 00:52:23,868 --> 00:52:26,526 And get a job already! (Eric laughs) 1163 00:52:26,526 --> 00:52:29,768 - Shut up, Mom! 1164 00:52:29,768 --> 00:52:30,976 It's an adventure, isn't it? 1165 00:52:30,976 --> 00:52:32,721 - Adventure time! 1166 00:52:32,721 --> 00:52:33,554 - [Eric] We're happy to be here, right? 1167 00:52:33,554 --> 00:52:34,786 ♫ Adventure time, come and take your friend 1168 00:52:34,786 --> 00:52:38,066 - You are not me! 1169 00:52:38,066 --> 00:52:39,399 1170 00:52:41,325 --> 00:52:43,072 You must love what I do! 1171 00:52:43,072 --> 00:52:45,460 Go to sleep, fully clothed! 1172 00:52:45,460 --> 00:52:48,127 People, people think we are good! 1173 00:52:49,223 --> 00:52:51,358 You have never been a good mother! 1174 00:52:51,358 --> 00:52:55,263 - I haven't put my face on, Eric! 1175 00:52:55,263 --> 00:52:56,751 I'm an artist, you-- 1176 00:52:56,751 --> 00:52:58,806 - I'm an artist, Mom! 1177 00:52:58,806 --> 00:53:01,831 I am an art (sobbing)! 1178 00:53:01,831 --> 00:53:02,664 - [Elizabeth] Do you want to remain 1179 00:53:02,664 --> 00:53:03,979 stockings out for lunch? 1180 00:53:03,979 --> 00:53:06,266 - I don't want to keep the stockings, Mom! 1181 00:53:06,266 --> 00:53:07,649 - That's our life! 1182 00:53:07,649 --> 00:53:11,439 - [Eric] (laugh), do you hope we go home? 1183 00:53:11,439 --> 00:53:14,495 (Pleasant acoustic guitar with vocals) 1184 00:53:14,495 --> 00:53:16,752 - I haven't really thought about it lately. 1185 00:53:16,752 --> 00:53:18,374 - I would say it's good, huh. 1186 00:53:18,374 --> 00:53:20,374 You guys, this is great! 1187 00:53:21,492 --> 00:53:24,737 Remember that a $ 47 hotel is just bullshit? 1188 00:53:24,737 --> 00:53:26,888 - Damn it in Wichita? 1189 00:53:26,888 --> 00:53:27,748 - [Eric] That's the worst! 1190 00:53:27,748 --> 00:53:28,963 - It's more expensive than this. 1191 00:53:28,963 --> 00:53:32,046 - Look at this, this is $ 37 for this! 1192 00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:36,419 This is strange, (Elizabeth screaming) 1193 00:53:36,419 --> 00:53:38,237 This is $ 10 cheaper! 1194 00:53:38,237 --> 00:53:40,281 Look, something over, and like, to hang, 1195 00:53:40,281 --> 00:53:43,222 and look at this mirror, Hey, what happens to men? 1196 00:53:43,222 --> 00:53:44,500 And there is a good picture. 1197 00:53:44,500 --> 00:53:45,963 Here, look, it's like a bathroom part 1198 00:53:45,963 --> 00:53:47,685 separated from this other section, 1199 00:53:47,685 --> 00:53:49,296 which I know some nonsense hotels have two, 1200 00:53:49,296 --> 00:53:51,197 but it looks fancy here. 1201 00:53:51,197 --> 00:53:53,452 Elizabeth, I'm really excited! 1202 00:53:53,452 --> 00:53:55,356 - This is very good, I want to stay here. 1203 00:53:55,356 --> 00:53:58,601 - Hairdryer, dry my hair, I think. 1204 00:53:58,601 --> 00:54:01,432 This looks like a fancier things from what I've seen before. 1205 00:54:01,432 --> 00:54:02,614 Look, there are four pillows, 1206 00:54:02,614 --> 00:54:04,443 and they are all like spooning! 1207 00:54:04,443 --> 00:54:06,999 - Shh, we are at the hotel. 1208 00:54:06,999 --> 00:54:08,541 - [Eric] I'm just excited. - WELL. 1209 00:54:08,541 --> 00:54:12,124 (Pleasant acoustic guitar) 1210 00:54:14,319 --> 00:54:18,486 (rhythmic and fun rock music) 1211 00:54:29,740 --> 00:54:32,663 - [Eric] Whatever you family of people think 1212 00:54:32,663 --> 00:54:35,430 from doing the artist thing? 1213 00:54:35,430 --> 00:54:36,263 - Um-- 1214 00:54:36,263 --> 00:54:38,430 - [Eric] Do they support, are they, I mean-- 1215 00:54:38,430 --> 00:54:41,292 - I think they have been quite supportive for-- 1216 00:54:41,292 --> 00:54:42,197 - Mm, sure. 1217 00:54:42,197 --> 00:54:46,151 - Because it's completely contrary to what we want to do, 1218 00:54:46,151 --> 00:54:48,152 I think they are patient, you know. 1219 00:54:48,152 --> 00:54:50,061 That's all you can really ask for. 1220 00:54:50,061 --> 00:54:52,768 - I'm an only child, so it's not like-- 1221 00:54:52,768 --> 00:54:54,301 - [Eric] Nothing big disappointment or anything? 1222 00:54:54,301 --> 00:54:55,590 - No, no, no, not at all, not, 1223 00:54:55,590 --> 00:54:56,804 and mainly because, I think, 1224 00:54:56,804 --> 00:54:59,050 sometimes like, "Oh, you do you," you know, 1225 00:54:59,050 --> 00:55:01,039 "He will go to law school and him," you know. 1226 00:55:01,039 --> 00:55:03,331 For me, it was my parents like, "Yes, do it!" 1227 00:55:03,331 --> 00:55:04,185 - I would say that, you know, 1228 00:55:04,185 --> 00:55:06,333 my family definitely supports it. 1229 00:55:06,333 --> 00:55:08,067 They rather believe what I'm doing. 1230 00:55:08,067 --> 00:55:10,651 - This must be glorified, they are like, 1231 00:55:10,651 --> 00:55:12,768 "Oh, when will you go on tour again?" 1232 00:55:12,768 --> 00:55:16,406 and I like, "Oh, I went for two weeks here, " and I have an event here, a show there, show here. " 1233 00:55:16,406 --> 00:55:20,280 They just think that, like, _ Leon's poor kings. 1234 00:55:20,280 --> 00:55:24,447 - My brother said, actually, once, 1235 00:55:34,098 --> 00:55:37,017 I tried giving him a CD and he said, 1236 00:55:37,017 --> 00:55:38,916 1237 00:55:38,916 --> 00:55:39,842 "Yes, that's not true 1238 00:55:39,842 --> 00:55:42,069 " the type of music I like to listen to, "and I'm like-- 1239 00:55:42,069 --> 00:55:42,902 - [Eric] Your brother said that? 1240 00:55:42,902 --> 00:55:43,832 - Yes, my brother said that, 1241 00:55:43,832 --> 00:55:46,961 "That's cool, friend, I understand." (Eric laughs) 1242 00:55:46,961 --> 00:55:48,408 But, for the most part, they have, 1243 00:55:48,408 --> 00:55:49,560 You know, are super supportive. 1244 00:55:49,560 --> 00:55:52,423 - Now they see that, you know, 1245 00:55:52,423 --> 00:55:55,340 = = what I do more here, eh, 1246 00:55:56,482 --> 00:55:58,680 it's definitely something they will do 1247 00:55:58,680 --> 00:56:00,808 cheer up a little better, but they are like, 1248 00:56:00,808 --> 00:56:02,309 "You have to get a job," and I agree. 1249 00:56:02,309 --> 00:56:06,231 = = I, like, I definitely have to have something to support it. - They will think something is wrong, 1250 00:56:06,231 --> 00:56:07,619 if I don't do something it's amazing. (Eric laughs) 1251 00:56:07,619 --> 00:56:10,543 So, I got it! 1252 00:56:10,543 --> 00:56:11,963 1253 00:56:11,963 --> 00:56:13,630 1254 00:56:13,630 --> 00:56:15,664 - One thing my dad always told me does he pull me aside when I'm making a decision 1255 00:56:15,664 --> 00:56:17,782 and, like, go to college, 1256 00:56:17,782 --> 00:56:19,057 like really learning it and making a living for it, 1257 00:56:19,057 --> 00:56:22,168 he goes, "You understand, but you have to be able to " To put a roof over your head. " 1258 00:56:22,168 --> 00:56:24,648 That's all he says, like, you must be able to, you know, 1259 00:56:24,648 --> 00:56:26,504 place the roof above you head and eat alone. 1260 00:56:26,504 --> 00:56:28,902 Get food on the table, that's all. - And they might some of the most supportive 1261 00:56:28,902 --> 00:56:30,645 of all those people, you know, 1262 00:56:30,645 --> 00:56:32,399 involved in what what we did. And even my dad came out for three days 1263 00:56:32,399 --> 00:56:34,873 on the first tour we did, 1264 00:56:34,873 --> 00:56:37,372 1265 00:56:37,372 --> 00:56:39,020 1266 00:56:39,020 --> 00:56:41,113 1267 00:56:41,113 --> 00:56:43,218 1268 00:56:43,218 --> 00:56:45,648 and, like, hanging out for a weekend with one of his friends. 1269 00:56:45,648 --> 00:56:47,960 I mean, that's cool, that's cool. 1270 00:56:47,960 --> 00:56:49,838 - So they are, they think it's really cool 1271 00:56:49,838 --> 00:56:54,526 Because they don't understand how do we understand it, you know? 1272 00:56:54,526 --> 00:56:56,687 And, you know, I fudge around things, like, 1273 00:56:56,687 --> 00:56:58,974 "Oh, yes," you know, "The last tour was amazing." 1274 00:56:58,974 --> 00:57:00,224 I make $ 10 and, 1275 00:57:02,121 --> 00:57:05,695 You know, I left for three weeks. 1276 00:57:05,695 --> 00:57:06,528 (Eric laughs) 1277 00:57:06,528 --> 00:57:08,528 - I thought initially, um, 1278 00:57:09,878 --> 00:57:13,870 our mind how long can you do this, you know? 1279 00:57:13,870 --> 00:57:18,599 You are exposed to thousands of miles on the road, 1280 00:57:18,599 --> 00:57:20,514 all kinds of weather, you know, 1281 00:57:20,514 --> 00:57:23,565 in, sometimes, some places are uncertain. 1282 00:57:23,565 --> 00:57:27,239 Worrying a little about you People will be robbed at night. 1283 00:57:27,239 --> 00:57:29,350 You know, they're all personal security issues 1284 00:57:29,350 --> 00:57:32,017 which I think, as parents, we, you know, 1285 00:57:32,017 --> 00:57:33,964 clear, we are concerned. 1286 00:57:33,964 --> 00:57:37,551 - The fact that, you know, you appear in the bar 1287 00:57:37,551 --> 00:57:40,050 and people get drunk and do stupid things, 1288 00:57:40,050 --> 00:57:42,078 So, yes, that's my business. 1289 00:57:42,078 --> 00:57:44,449 Still, still, 1290 00:57:44,449 --> 00:57:47,984 when you travel, um, and you go to town 1291 00:57:47,984 --> 00:57:49,983 and places that you have never visited before, 1292 00:57:49,983 --> 00:57:52,517 and there are some beautiful freaks out there. 1293 00:57:52,517 --> 00:57:55,551 - You know, we are like, yes, we hope that everything goes smoothly, 1294 00:57:55,551 --> 00:57:58,732 but we don't, like, "Ouch, they have to change their lifestyle 1295 00:57:58,732 --> 00:58:02,083 " Because this doesn't work, " that never occurred to me. 1296 00:58:02,083 --> 00:58:03,116 - [Eric] No? - No. = - no. 1297 00:58:03,116 --> 00:58:03,949 1298 00:58:03,949 --> 00:58:08,281 - I'm a little more feeling from father, maybe, 1299 00:58:08,281 --> 00:58:09,930 "Hey, this is your life time " to try something like this, if you will do it at all. " 1300 00:58:09,930 --> 00:58:13,925 You are less burdened by responsibilities of all types, 1301 00:58:13,925 --> 00:58:18,836 of all types besides you responsibility of each other. 1302 00:58:18,836 --> 00:58:22,927 - You know, I wonder how you will survive financially , that, but, and that, 1303 00:58:22,927 --> 00:58:24,588 I realize that's how my parents 1304 00:58:24,588 --> 00:58:28,505 when, you know, we tell them 1305 00:58:30,881 --> 00:58:33,558 that we will be missionaries, you know. 1306 00:58:33,558 --> 00:58:35,565 - When you start, you are younger, 1307 00:58:35,565 --> 00:58:38,068 and stupid will not be a term, but naive. 1308 00:58:38,068 --> 00:58:39,949 - Inexperienced. 1309 00:58:39,949 --> 00:58:44,194 - A little naive, uh, what will happen 1310 00:58:44,194 --> 00:58:45,261 for the long term, I think You have grown into it, 1311 00:58:45,261 --> 00:58:47,919 1312 00:58:47,919 --> 00:58:50,720 1313 00:58:50,720 --> 00:58:55,295 (clears throat) and, uh, good or not 1314 00:58:55,295 --> 00:58:57,894 You already thought about it 40 years at the end of the road 1315 00:58:57,894 --> 00:59:00,063 for you and what that means, 1316 00:59:00,063 --> 00:59:03,630 I don't know, but I think You will find your way there. 1317 00:59:03,630 --> 00:59:07,297 - I'm grateful that Beth has found someone who, um, together, you will pursue your creativity or you, um, 1318 00:59:08,323 --> 00:59:12,490 the gifts and abilities you have. 1319 00:59:14,654 --> 00:59:15,654 That you will not try to adjust or turning Beth into something is not her. 1320 00:59:17,760 --> 00:59:19,975 - I know since you were three years old 1321 00:59:19,975 --> 00:59:22,476 that you are an entertainer at heart. 1322 00:59:22,476 --> 00:59:27,390 You entertain everyone in a different way, 1323 00:59:27,390 --> 00:59:30,491 and the music, I will never forget to be in a basketball game 1324 00:59:30,491 --> 00:59:33,001 in the gym, and when they have this little band playing, 1325 00:59:33,001 --> 00:59:36,807 1326 00:59:36,807 --> 00:59:39,932 1327 00:59:39,932 --> 00:59:43,531 1328 00:59:43,531 --> 00:59:48,043 You know, you will rockin & apos; go with a tap, 1329 00:59:48,043 --> 00:59:52,555 like a child who really can do it, pull it. 1330 00:59:52,555 --> 00:59:56,322 - I want to say I'm a fan, and I am, 1331 00:59:56,322 --> 00:59:57,672 You know, every time in for a while, you tell me, 1332 00:59:57,672 --> 00:59:59,705 "Oh, this perfect stranger will only come to me 1333 00:59:59,705 --> 01:00:02,674 " and say, we love you music, we like your shows, " 1334 01:00:02,674 --> 01:00:05,924 and, um, I have grown to love your music, 1335 01:00:07,723 --> 01:00:11,666 and I always like Elizabeth art, 1336 01:00:11,666 --> 01:00:13,710 and I appreciate it not only because 1337 01:00:13,710 --> 01:00:18,031 You are a family member, but for its intrinsic value. 1338 01:00:18,031 --> 01:00:20,159 - Yes, we like to go to your show. 1339 01:00:20,159 --> 01:00:20,992 - [Eric ] Okay, good. - So much closer to us and some in Canada (laugh). 1340 01:00:20,992 --> 01:00:24,632 - When I listen to the lyrics you write 1341 01:00:24,632 --> 01:00:27,667 1342 01:00:27,667 --> 01:00:30,904 and the music, I'm very proud of you, 1343 01:00:30,904 --> 01:00:35,031 because I feel like you heart for what's important. 1344 01:00:35,031 --> 01:00:36,807 - When we are on the show, it's not like, 1345 01:00:36,807 --> 01:00:41,512 "Aw, yeah, this is Mom and Dad, back on the show again." 1346 01:00:41,512 --> 01:00:42,969 - We don't hold shows. 1347 01:00:42,969 --> 01:00:44,246 - What should be done by Mom and Dad. 1348 01:00:44,246 --> 01:00:45,905 - We like going to your events. 1349 01:00:45,905 --> 01:00:47,140 - We enjoyed it. 1350 01:00:47,140 --> 01:00:51,887 - We love you, so we are not biased, right (laugh)? 1351 01:00:51,887 --> 01:00:53,377 (festive snare drum) 1352 01:00:53,377 --> 01:00:54,549 (squeaky brakes) 1353 01:00:54,549 --> 01:00:56,792 (metallic collision) 1354 01:00:56,792 --> 01:00:59,709 - Look at this car, 2002 Nissan Altima, 1355 01:01:00,974 --> 01:01:05,057 that we returned in April, only six months ago? 1356 01:01:06,678 --> 01:01:11,531 Well, I just took it to try to get a steady heating, 1357 01:01:11,531 --> 01:01:14,724 Because there is no heat in the car right now, 1358 01:01:14,724 --> 01:01:18,891 and the length of the short story, it's big, bigger (scoffs), 1359 01:01:21,469 --> 01:01:24,552 a problem that is far greater than anticipated, 1360 01:01:26,219 --> 01:01:28,719 and now, we might go 1361 01:01:30,621 --> 01:01:33,204 have to buy a new car again. 1362 01:01:35,168 --> 01:01:38,668 With money we don't have, 1363 01:01:38,668 --> 01:01:42,335 so it will be (sigh), 1364 01:01:46,948 --> 01:01:47,948 I don't know, I-- 1365 01:01:50,529 --> 01:01:51,491 (bell slamming) 1366 01:01:51,491 --> 01:01:54,574 (Driving rock music) 1367 01:02:04,110 --> 01:02:07,044 ♫ The top of the mountain is all sprinkled with bunkers 1368 01:02:07,044 --> 01:02:08,511 ♫ And they are wearing sunlight 1369 01:02:08,511 --> 01:02:10,432 ♫ That is intrinsically contemplating 1370 01:02:10,432 --> 01:02:12,264 ♫ All the clouds are blocking from the earth 1371 01:02:12,264 --> 01:02:17,212 ♫ And if they do it intentionally 1372 01:02:17,212 --> 01:02:20,795 (dramatic, piano boom) 1373 01:02:32,476 --> 01:02:34,392 (sighs) Thank you! 1374 01:02:34,392 --> 01:02:38,225 (cheers and applause) 1375 01:02:44,523 --> 01:02:47,621 Here's what I expect every show like, 1376 01:02:47,621 --> 01:02:50,610 but that's not the problem for musicians at our level. 1377 01:02:50,610 --> 01:02:52,294 Every night is a different adventure, 1378 01:02:52,294 --> 01:02:54,277 and while each band has a city or two 1379 01:02:54,277 --> 01:02:55,890 where they get followers, 1380 01:02:55,890 --> 01:02:56,933 almost every night you play 1381 01:02:56,933 --> 01:02:59,199 to anyone who happens to be there. 1382 01:02:59,199 --> 01:03:01,990 The size and shape of the crowd changes every day. 1383 01:03:01,990 --> 01:03:03,547 ♫ All the side effects 1384 01:03:03,547 --> 01:03:06,337 ♫ I have swollen eyelids for about one or two weeks 1385 01:03:06,337 --> 01:03:09,572 ♫ And you cough up blood for a day 1386 01:03:09,572 --> 01:03:12,316 ♫ Well, the healing process takes longer than 1387 01:03:12,316 --> 01:03:16,117 ♫ What we expected 1388 01:03:16,117 --> 01:03:20,054 ♫ I don't think it's wise to live when my brother 1389 01:03:20,054 --> 01:03:23,137 (Driving rock music) 1390 01:03:27,982 --> 01:03:30,865 Every band has great stories about bad things 1391 01:03:30,865 --> 01:03:33,131 what happens on the road, in fact, 1392 01:03:33,131 --> 01:03:35,719 I have heard so much time interviewing people, 1393 01:03:35,719 --> 01:03:38,680 we might be able to make documentaries just about that. 1394 01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:40,521 - Oh, yes, that's part of acting, 1395 01:03:40,521 --> 01:03:42,119 like, soaking wet themselves in pig's blood 1396 01:03:42,119 --> 01:03:44,322 and start throwing everything there. 1397 01:03:44,322 --> 01:03:47,710 - And put it on it this little cross member 1398 01:03:47,710 --> 01:03:50,220 and jump from this stage, you know? 1399 01:03:50,220 --> 01:03:52,038 For types, you know, acting like, hey, I hanged myself. 1400 01:03:52,038 --> 01:03:54,263 Well, the problem is, when he falls, 1401 01:03:54,263 --> 01:03:56,540 he doesn't judge the length of the cable. 1402 01:03:56,540 --> 01:03:58,478 - Place parkin where we are 1403 01:03:58,478 --> 01:04:01,215 for registration are chalk lines, 1404 01:04:01,215 --> 01:04:05,072 and, like, bullets casing everywhere. 1405 01:04:05,072 --> 01:04:07,605 - Well, he saw us, he took my hand in one hand, 1406 01:04:07,605 --> 01:04:09,841 and Chris's hand in the other hand like this to shake like this 1407 01:04:09,841 --> 01:04:12,460 and go, "Oh, okay," and walk away, 1408 01:04:12,460 --> 01:04:14,357 so I really want, like, our press quote 1409 01:04:14,357 --> 01:04:16,161 to be like, "Oh, okay," 1410 01:04:16,161 --> 01:04:18,404 Bernie Sanders to When Particles Collide. 1411 01:04:18,404 --> 01:04:19,614 - And then we go ghost hunting 1412 01:04:19,614 --> 01:04:22,264 because this is a very large large building 1413 01:04:22,264 --> 01:04:25,074 without lights and there are no people in it except us. 1414 01:04:25,074 --> 01:04:27,202 - There is a one-time razor razor girl 1415 01:04:27,202 --> 01:04:29,502 to his hand and enter the mosh hole 1416 01:04:29,502 --> 01:04:31,854 and just started spinnin & apos; in a circle. 1417 01:04:31,854 --> 01:04:36,494 - There is a man who happens to look the same as me, 1418 01:04:36,494 --> 01:04:38,744 um, who runs the Mahdi Army. 1419 01:04:39,851 --> 01:04:40,684 - [Eric] Really? 1420 01:04:40,684 --> 01:04:41,875 - Yes, the name is Moqtada Al-Sadr, 1421 01:04:41,875 --> 01:04:43,500 and I look like him. (Eric laughs out loud) 1422 01:04:43,500 --> 01:04:46,460 - Yes, we definitely played a biker rally, 1423 01:04:46,460 --> 01:04:48,682 um, it doesn't work well. 1424 01:04:48,682 --> 01:04:50,994 - And then we can see Lou Ferrigno. 1425 01:04:50,994 --> 01:04:54,039 - And then they hit ledge, and just go into the air to the interstate that will come traffic in another way. 1426 01:04:54,039 --> 01:04:57,465 - They leave, and have sex with their boyfriend hard, 1427 01:04:57,465 --> 01:05:00,424 and then get up and leave 1428 01:05:00,424 --> 01:05:01,372 and buy all breakfast sandwiches. 1429 01:05:01,372 --> 01:05:04,064 - If you will go on tour, 1430 01:05:04,064 --> 01:05:05,798 You will get the story. 1431 01:05:05,798 --> 01:05:08,266 You will do it too has a lot of bad shows. 1432 01:05:08,266 --> 01:05:11,416 The next one, Bruce Springsteen, 1433 01:05:11,416 --> 01:05:13,734 The boss himself, tweeted about. 1434 01:05:13,734 --> 01:05:16,401 (crowd crowds) 1435 01:05:17,279 --> 01:05:20,375 This next song is one that Barrack Obama 1436 01:05:20,375 --> 01:05:23,708 The word is number two favorite song 2015. 1437 01:05:25,537 --> 01:05:29,467 - [Onlooker] Woo! 1438 01:05:29,467 --> 01:05:30,884 1439 01:05:32,613 --> 01:05:34,309 - Free beer! 1440 01:05:34,309 --> 01:05:36,907 - [Onlooker] Thank you. 1441 01:05:36,907 --> 01:05:40,289 - Arright, let's continue with our set. 1442 01:05:40,289 --> 01:05:44,372 All right, it will be available soon starts at Trevor here, 1443 01:05:47,101 --> 01:05:50,481 but some people outside Trevor-- 1444 01:05:50,481 --> 01:05:51,591 (Eric laughs) 1445 01:05:51,591 --> 01:05:53,412 - Thank you for the encouragement, Trevor! 1446 01:05:53,412 --> 01:05:57,495 Uh, yes, Elizabeth, we here, will begin. 1447 01:05:59,118 --> 01:06:03,856 There is Mardis Gras the parade happened there. 1448 01:06:03,856 --> 01:06:06,606 Look at that, the Mardis Gras parade! 1449 01:06:07,540 --> 01:06:08,773 Pocket Vinyl. 1450 01:06:08,773 --> 01:06:12,940 (Crowds chatter on dramatic piano) 1451 01:06:20,540 --> 01:06:21,581 Thank you. 1452 01:06:21,581 --> 01:06:25,019 (crowd crowds) 1453 01:06:25,019 --> 01:06:26,852 It's okay, just not, 1454 01:06:28,209 --> 01:06:30,751 because there is an outside parade. 1455 01:06:30,751 --> 01:06:33,926 But sometimes, everything points to a terrible night, 1456 01:06:33,926 --> 01:06:35,852 but it turns out amazing. 1457 01:06:35,852 --> 01:06:37,689 How do you feel about tonight's program? 1458 01:06:37,689 --> 01:06:39,791 - Well, I don't think anyone will be there. 1459 01:06:39,791 --> 01:06:40,793 - [Eric] Really? 1460 01:06:40,793 --> 01:06:41,626 - Yes 1461 01:06:42,787 --> 01:06:44,613 - [Eric] This one looks a bit like a house or something. 1462 01:06:44,613 --> 01:06:46,152 Maybe more than a restaurant show, 1463 01:06:46,152 --> 01:06:49,868 the restaurant gigs never went well. 1464 01:06:49,868 --> 01:06:52,920 This is where we play. 1465 01:06:52,920 --> 01:06:55,698 Some people stand line, an empty table, 1466 01:06:55,698 --> 01:06:58,662 and some people experience a meeting there. 1467 01:06:58,662 --> 01:07:03,013 Looks like it's pretty ideal for Pocket Vinyl events! 1468 01:07:03,013 --> 01:07:06,263 (dramatic piano music) 1469 01:07:10,177 --> 01:07:12,113 Previously, there was no one here 1470 01:07:12,113 --> 01:07:13,986 unless this person is here, 1471 01:07:13,986 --> 01:07:15,488 but I, like, show room and I like, 1472 01:07:15,488 --> 01:07:17,585 "What kind of event is this sometimes," 1473 01:07:17,585 --> 01:07:19,649 but we will do little things, you and me, 1474 01:07:19,649 --> 01:07:22,780 where I will direct the camera myself and say, 1475 01:07:22,780 --> 01:07:25,813 "See who appears," and then switches to you, 1476 01:07:25,813 --> 01:07:29,673 and everyone just waved and left, "Hi, okay? 1477 01:07:29,673 --> 01:07:31,673 Hey, see who shows up? 1478 01:07:32,598 --> 01:07:33,681 - [Crowd] Hi! 1479 01:07:35,227 --> 01:07:38,642 - [Eric] Any, interp, whatever interpretation or anything? 1480 01:07:38,642 --> 01:07:39,700 Who wants-- 1481 01:07:39,700 --> 01:07:40,765 - [Man] Um, it looks like a lot 1482 01:07:40,765 --> 01:07:42,892 like something I've seen before. 1483 01:07:42,892 --> 01:07:44,960 Ah, I know what it looks like, actually, 1484 01:07:44,960 --> 01:07:46,717 and I will not say what it looks like, 1485 01:07:46,717 --> 01:07:48,534 because it's, like, not something you do for an artist 1486 01:07:48,534 --> 01:07:49,769 say it like other artists-- 1487 01:07:49,769 --> 01:07:51,216 - [Eric] Oh, yeah, smart! 1488 01:07:51,216 --> 01:07:52,049 - [Woman] Look at that! 1489 01:07:52,049 --> 01:07:54,103 - [Eric] Woo, that's very respectful, man! 1490 01:07:54,103 --> 01:07:56,686 We made around $ 120 that night. 1491 01:07:58,598 --> 01:08:00,873 So how do you feel about leaving? 1492 01:08:00,873 --> 01:08:02,487 - Um, it's weird. 1493 01:08:02,487 --> 01:08:05,056 - [Eric] (laughs) Yeah, is a bit weird, right? 1494 01:08:05,056 --> 01:08:05,972 - Yes 1495 01:08:05,972 --> 01:08:09,209 - Yes, I don't understand what happened. 1496 01:08:09,209 --> 01:08:11,315 Only people appear. 1497 01:08:11,315 --> 01:08:13,093 We have done this, like, we have played more than 500 shows, 1498 01:08:13,093 --> 01:08:14,934 and it's still, that, like it makes me dizzy when it was, like, there was no one there, 1499 01:08:14,934 --> 01:08:16,500 then suddenly, I finish the song and search 1500 01:08:16,500 --> 01:08:18,052 and people applaud and there are people there. 1501 01:08:18,052 --> 01:08:22,135 I think I'm grateful. 1502 01:08:23,941 --> 01:08:26,024 - Yes 1503 01:08:27,526 --> 01:08:28,359 I feel like we are learning it lesson repeatedly. 1504 01:08:29,197 --> 01:08:32,848 Aw, remember how you can't predict how things will happen? 1505 01:08:32,848 --> 01:08:35,829 Uh, you have to be grateful about that. 1506 01:08:35,829 --> 01:08:38,649 1507 01:08:38,649 --> 01:08:39,482 Yeer. 1508 01:08:39,482 --> 01:08:41,950 - [Eric] (laugh) Who is that? - God. 1509 01:08:41,950 --> 01:08:43,569 - [Eric] Oh, is that God? (Elizabeth laughs) 1510 01:08:43,569 --> 01:08:44,402 - [Elizabeth] That's my impression about-- 1511 01:08:44,402 --> 01:08:46,030 - God is like, "You don't know!" 1512 01:08:46,030 --> 01:08:49,530 (fun, piano flowing) 1513 01:09:02,826 --> 01:09:05,743 ♫ I see the inside 1514 01:09:07,680 --> 01:09:08,978 ♫ I see that 1515 01:09:08,978 --> 01:09:11,811 (humming traffic) 1516 01:09:15,583 --> 01:09:17,083 - [Elizabeth] Why? 1517 01:09:32,016 --> 01:09:35,953 (distant traffic humming) 1518 01:09:35,953 --> 01:09:40,402 - Basically, now I don't want to go to the road. 1519 01:09:40,402 --> 01:09:42,128 I'm just, I just want to stay at home. 1520 01:09:42,128 --> 01:09:44,364 I like that, I like to play. 1521 01:09:44,364 --> 01:09:48,364 This is great, I mean, I live in a dream, right? 1522 01:09:50,953 --> 01:09:54,203 I am in this case, I am in this long corridor, 1523 01:09:57,105 --> 01:09:58,999 towards, we play, 1524 01:09:58,999 --> 01:10:02,082 I'm just, I don't want to play now. 1525 01:10:03,143 --> 01:10:04,709 I don't want music. 1526 01:10:04,709 --> 01:10:06,042 I want to go home. 1527 01:10:07,148 --> 01:10:08,846 We have five more this week on the road, 1528 01:10:08,846 --> 01:10:10,901 and that's just, we're in, like, this sports bar, 1529 01:10:10,901 --> 01:10:13,707 and last night, we played an event where no one came, 1530 01:10:13,707 --> 01:10:14,957 and I just... 1531 01:10:19,782 --> 01:10:22,070 - Sometimes, I wonder if I'm on tour 1532 01:10:22,070 --> 01:10:24,820 knocking down the year of my life. 1533 01:10:27,859 --> 01:10:30,205 Like, if I'm not on tour, 1534 01:10:30,205 --> 01:10:31,872 I will live longer. 1535 01:10:34,928 --> 01:10:38,678 But, if I'm not on tour, I will do something else. 1536 01:10:41,112 --> 01:10:45,064 Maybe that will make my life shorter. 1537 01:10:45,064 --> 01:10:48,879 - As we should do enter, for example, 20 minutes, 1538 01:10:48,879 --> 01:10:50,796 and me, I don't want to. 1539 01:10:52,848 --> 01:10:54,941 And I will go and I will pretend like me, 1540 01:10:54,941 --> 01:10:59,108 and I will pretend like I like it all the time, but 1541 01:11:01,425 --> 01:11:03,925 I, I, I want to stop doing this. 1542 01:11:06,489 --> 01:11:07,406 - I'm done. 1543 01:11:09,846 --> 01:11:12,476 I don't want to play anything more shows on this tour. 1544 01:11:12,476 --> 01:11:15,309 (roar of the engine) 1545 01:11:17,454 --> 01:11:18,563 Do you have one show 1546 01:11:18,563 --> 01:11:20,656 that you really look forward to? 1547 01:11:20,656 --> 01:11:21,723 Like where you like, 1548 01:11:21,723 --> 01:11:25,162 "Oh, yes, many people will be there." 1549 01:11:25,162 --> 01:11:27,047 - There are some that look promising. 1550 01:11:27,047 --> 01:11:29,880 (roar of the engine) 1551 01:11:31,790 --> 01:11:34,881 I feel like I'm delaying panic attacks now, 1552 01:11:34,881 --> 01:11:37,330 and I don't know what to do. 1553 01:11:37,330 --> 01:11:40,075 Like, what else can we do besides just playing more shows? 1554 01:11:40,075 --> 01:11:43,408 We play 600 shows and we, and that, 1555 01:11:44,504 --> 01:11:46,144 like, we have a kind of small fan base, 1556 01:11:46,144 --> 01:11:48,199 but there is no national sense 1557 01:11:48,199 --> 01:11:52,366 or even regional, really, anywhere (sighing). 1558 01:11:54,744 --> 01:11:58,300 I don't know (mumbling). 1559 01:11:58,300 --> 01:12:02,429 (Sighing) I don't know what to do. 1560 01:12:02,429 --> 01:12:04,869 I don't know, I don't know what the next step is. 1561 01:12:04,869 --> 01:12:07,619 (dramatic piano) 1562 01:12:12,734 --> 01:12:16,901 - I wonder if you will really watch this recording, Eric. 1563 01:12:20,346 --> 01:12:24,263 We will have so many records to go through. 1564 01:12:27,593 --> 01:12:30,426 This recording may never be seen. 1565 01:12:31,546 --> 01:12:35,046 (dramatic, piano flowing) 1566 01:12:47,715 --> 01:12:51,882 ♫ We give birth to strong and different smoke 1567 01:12:55,987 --> 01:13:00,154 ♫ My hands, they feel as big as this room 1568 01:13:02,587 --> 01:13:04,226 So I left, so, yes, we came back, I like, 1569 01:13:04,226 --> 01:13:06,559 "Yes, I will go the way and become a musician." 1570 01:13:06,559 --> 01:13:08,316 What is the first advice, 1571 01:13:08,316 --> 01:13:09,531 the number one suggestion that you will give me? 1572 01:13:09,531 --> 01:13:11,510 - Don't do it (laugh). 1573 01:13:11,510 --> 01:13:12,774 - [Eric] Really? 1574 01:13:12,774 --> 01:13:14,730 - (Laughter) No. 1575 01:13:14,730 --> 01:13:17,505 - Get your finances checked, get your finances checked, 1576 01:13:17,505 --> 01:13:19,143 Get your finances checked. 1577 01:13:19,143 --> 01:13:23,217 - Play, have fun, be nice to each other, 1578 01:13:23,217 --> 01:13:24,809 be nice to healthy men. 1579 01:13:24,809 --> 01:13:29,808 Always wrong on the side, from, being openly armed. 1580 01:13:29,808 --> 01:13:33,792 If people need to borrow teeth, if people need help, 1581 01:13:33,792 --> 01:13:36,409 help them, because you never know. 1582 01:13:36,409 --> 01:13:38,940 Hey, your show has just been canceled, remember the man you met who happened to live in Saginaw, Michigan? 1583 01:13:38,940 --> 01:13:42,723 Hey, you might be the place to stay tonight. 1584 01:13:42,723 --> 01:13:45,067 - Only, like, focus your efforts build relationships 1585 01:13:45,067 --> 01:13:48,281 rather than burning it, 1586 01:13:48,281 --> 01:13:50,673 Because you never know when that person is 1587 01:13:50,673 --> 01:13:52,258 will be able to help off track. 1588 01:13:52,258 --> 01:13:54,163 - You know, someone said You have a good show, 1589 01:13:54,163 --> 01:13:57,112 1590 01:13:57,112 --> 01:13:58,549 appreciate what they have try to tell you, 1591 01:13:58,549 --> 01:13:59,831 even if you think it's not good 1592 01:13:59,831 --> 01:14:01,751 an experience, you know? 1593 01:14:01,751 --> 01:14:05,564 - This is a very easy job for someone who can handle tired and tired in uncomfortable situation most of the time. 1594 01:14:05,564 --> 01:14:08,151 - You know, there are some lessons that I have learned 1595 01:14:08,151 --> 01:14:12,109 where I don't ask about paying where I should be. 1596 01:14:12,109 --> 01:14:13,918 You know, not necessarily their fault, 1597 01:14:13,918 --> 01:14:17,061 not necessarily mine, uh, I didn't ask before, 1598 01:14:17,061 --> 01:14:18,958 and now, I make sure that I do it so that doesn't happen again. 1599 01:14:18,958 --> 01:14:22,674 - I will say step alone, eh, 1600 01:14:22,674 --> 01:14:24,780 and take a moment to just, uh, at the moment. 1601 01:14:24,780 --> 01:14:27,082 - This is not easy, not glamorous, 1602 01:14:27,082 --> 01:14:30,009 and you really have to work. 1603 01:14:30,009 --> 01:14:33,676 1604 01:14:35,162 --> 01:14:38,978 1605 01:14:38,978 --> 01:14:41,161 1606 01:14:41,161 --> 01:14:43,385 - [Eric] You said before that was easy. 1607 01:14:43,385 --> 01:14:47,789 - (Laughter) Don't enter it, select one of the others. 1608 01:14:47,789 --> 01:14:51,956 - Have at least 2,000 saved only "Oh, shit!" fund. 1609 01:14:52,998 --> 01:14:55,564 You have to, your car is broken in the middle of nowhere, 1610 01:14:55,564 --> 01:14:57,444 and you don't have AAA, what will you do? 1611 01:14:57,444 --> 01:15:00,455 You have to save a lot of money to do this well, so you don't sit there afraid to live, 1612 01:15:00,455 --> 01:15:02,679 because it's pretty scary if your car is damaged 1613 01:15:02,679 --> 01:15:05,043 and you don't have money to fix it, right? 1614 01:15:05,043 --> 01:15:08,505 - Um, each of your bands meet, um, talk to them, 1615 01:15:08,505 --> 01:15:12,338 see if they want to play future performances with you. 1616 01:15:13,632 --> 01:15:17,133 Also, every place you play on, um, 1617 01:15:17,133 --> 01:15:20,232 see if they like your music, 1618 01:15:20,232 --> 01:15:21,672 1619 01:15:21,672 --> 01:15:24,443 and if they want , have you returned to that place, 1620 01:15:24,443 --> 01:15:28,441 or if you want to play with the band again. 1621 01:15:28,441 --> 01:15:29,924 Write everything. 1622 01:15:29,924 --> 01:15:32,561 - And plan to work harder than others. 1623 01:15:32,561 --> 01:15:35,180 - I think it's very important to do it because you like it, 1624 01:15:35,180 --> 01:15:38,137 because if you don't like it, it won't last long. 1625 01:15:38,137 --> 01:15:41,774 - I would say if you motivation is success, 1626 01:15:41,774 --> 01:15:44,683 uh, then you have the wrong motivation. 1627 01:15:44,683 --> 01:15:47,523 - You just don't know until you do it. 1628 01:15:47,523 --> 01:15:49,589 You don't know if will resonate with people, 1629 01:15:49,589 --> 01:15:52,922 and order shows outside the city and tour 1630 01:15:54,338 --> 01:15:55,559 when you first started, 1631 01:15:55,559 --> 01:15:58,976 many learn how to be a band, 1632 01:15:58,976 --> 01:16:02,010 learn how to be a mensch. 1633 01:16:02,010 --> 01:16:05,257 Learning how to ask for help, 1634 01:16:05,257 --> 01:16:08,158 learn how to be a friendly guest. 1635 01:16:08,158 --> 01:16:10,191 You know, all this things you learn, 1636 01:16:10,191 --> 01:16:14,120 This isn't about you music, and it's really learning 1637 01:16:14,120 --> 01:16:17,620 how to be a good person in this community. 1638 01:16:19,103 --> 01:16:21,672 - [Eric] The whole film is really just a piece 1639 01:16:21,672 --> 01:16:25,151 what is it like to be a small musician traveling. 1640 01:16:25,151 --> 01:16:29,836 The highest score is very high, and the lowest can be very low. 1641 01:16:29,836 --> 01:16:32,232 Number of sacrifices just to start big enough to scare away most normal people, 1642 01:16:32,232 --> 01:16:35,403 and the risk is startling from the start. 1643 01:16:35,403 --> 01:16:39,012 With all this in mind, I often find myself asking 1644 01:16:39,012 --> 01:16:43,477 why even do this, why do I do it? 1645 01:16:43,477 --> 01:16:46,841 Why did Elizabeth do it with me? 1646 01:16:46,841 --> 01:16:49,152 Why are all these people we've met trying to do it too? 1647 01:16:49,152 --> 01:16:52,494 1648 01:16:52,494 --> 01:16:54,231 Is it even feasible? 1649 01:16:54,231 --> 01:16:57,036 - Music can really help people and heal people, 1650 01:16:57,036 --> 01:16:59,735 and thinking, with a three-minute pop song, 1651 01:16:59,735 --> 01:17:02,225 You can really change someone's life, you know, 1652 01:17:02,225 --> 01:17:04,764 with them in that way no other art form can. 1653 01:17:04,764 --> 01:17:07,490 - It's something that can change lives. 1654 01:17:07,490 --> 01:17:10,564 That's something that can make an impact on someone the next decision they will make. 1655 01:17:10,564 --> 01:17:12,344 - That's just something you did, I don't know. 1656 01:17:12,344 --> 01:17:14,328 I have never seen myself not writing. 1657 01:17:14,328 --> 01:17:16,732 That's always very therapeutic. 1658 01:17:16,732 --> 01:17:18,896 - This is therapy for me. 1659 01:17:18,896 --> 01:17:20,893 When I write songs, this is therapy. 1660 01:17:20,893 --> 01:17:23,680 This is something I can't share, 1661 01:17:23,680 --> 01:17:26,616 like, if I talk you, face to face now, 1662 01:17:26,616 --> 01:17:28,579 1663 01:17:28,579 --> 01:17:31,076 we just talk, I can't do it. 1664 01:17:31,076 --> 01:17:33,858 So I did it lyrics, I did it, you know, 1665 01:17:33,858 --> 01:17:35,596 with a melody, with hooks. 1666 01:17:35,596 --> 01:17:39,309 - It's amazing to see crowd reacting to a song. 1667 01:17:39,309 --> 01:17:42,476 - If, you know, I screw up, then I'm really exposed, 1668 01:17:42,476 --> 01:17:45,317 and that, you know, it was a kind of sensation for me. 1669 01:17:45,317 --> 01:17:47,389 This is like every time I appear, 1670 01:17:47,389 --> 01:17:49,367 it's like riding a roller coaster. 1671 01:17:49,367 --> 01:17:51,341 - I mean, I think you can maybe empathize 1672 01:17:51,341 --> 01:17:54,397 without art, but I think art has a major role 1673 01:17:54,397 --> 01:17:57,814 in, uh, understanding your situation, 1674 01:18:00,796 --> 01:18:03,959 You know, socio-economic, is local, 1675 01:18:03,959 --> 01:18:06,653 or country, or national or global. 1676 01:18:06,653 --> 01:18:08,142 I think you can learn a lot 1677 01:18:08,142 --> 01:18:11,126 from exploring yourself creatively. 1678 01:18:11,126 --> 01:18:13,574 - You know, in essence, 1679 01:18:13,574 --> 01:18:17,241 You have to do this because you like it, um. 1680 01:18:18,793 --> 01:18:21,487 You have to feel that what you do is important. 1681 01:18:21,487 --> 01:18:22,868 If it's not important for others, 1682 01:18:22,868 --> 01:18:26,883 no one else cares about you do, um, it's still important. 1683 01:18:26,883 --> 01:18:31,241 - I think that's what happened attract people to it, um, 1684 01:18:31,241 --> 01:18:35,241 is hearing other people in its most raw form, 1685 01:18:36,308 --> 01:18:37,980 and to get in touch with him. 1686 01:18:37,980 --> 01:18:41,603 That's friendship is, it's sharing, um, 1687 01:18:41,603 --> 01:18:44,173 prejudice experience. 1688 01:18:44,173 --> 01:18:46,489 - I think a lot for that I'm just an obsession. 1689 01:18:46,489 --> 01:18:49,288 Um, I have made art all my life, 1690 01:18:49,288 --> 01:18:51,322 and song writing has become a thing 1691 01:18:51,322 --> 01:18:53,726 which I can't do but do. 1692 01:18:53,726 --> 01:18:58,148 - Music is that car takes me there, that. 1693 01:18:58,148 --> 01:19:01,001 - Something about that I just love, 1694 01:19:01,001 --> 01:19:02,417 and I don't really know what it is, 1695 01:19:02,417 --> 01:19:06,157 but, whatever it is is, that's great (laugh). 1696 01:19:06,157 --> 01:19:08,828 - [Eric] Yes, it is very valuable. 1697 01:19:08,828 --> 01:19:12,906 I still don't know why is, but I know that. 1698 01:19:12,906 --> 01:19:15,205 As I said at the beginning of this film, 1699 01:19:15,205 --> 01:19:17,546 Pocket Vinyl is just us both. 1700 01:19:17,546 --> 01:19:20,623 No manager, or order agent, or all of that, 1701 01:19:20,623 --> 01:19:23,263 but really, I have found through many of our adventures 1702 01:19:23,263 --> 01:19:27,363 that the touring band is small way far from alone. 1703 01:19:27,363 --> 01:19:30,573 This is not something. Only Elizabeth and I built it. 1704 01:19:30,573 --> 01:19:34,188 Our band, like everything band, live and healthy 1705 01:19:34,188 --> 01:19:36,445 thanks to hundreds and thousands of people 1706 01:19:36,445 --> 01:19:38,024 who helped us. 1707 01:19:38,024 --> 01:19:40,950 Does it give us dinner, place to put our heads, 1708 01:19:40,950 --> 01:19:43,376 or just throws one dollar into the jar, 1709 01:19:43,376 --> 01:19:47,551 it all helps keep us going far more than we can express. 1710 01:19:47,551 --> 01:19:50,243 This band isn't just us. 1711 01:19:50,243 --> 01:19:53,780 Everyone who has ever seen us, or helped us. 1712 01:19:53,780 --> 01:19:56,643 Even you, by watching this film now. 1713 01:19:56,643 --> 01:20:00,050 - The generosity of those people shows cannot be trusted. 1714 01:20:00,050 --> 01:20:02,425 I think the most amazing thing 1715 01:20:02,425 --> 01:20:04,767 is how to downplay that experience. 1716 01:20:04,767 --> 01:20:07,569 This is very condescending, not only because 1717 01:20:07,569 --> 01:20:08,973 sometimes you play for three people, 1718 01:20:08,973 --> 01:20:13,056 but it is also degrading because people are very generous. 1719 01:20:14,074 --> 01:20:17,396 Just keep on receiving goodness 1720 01:20:17,396 --> 01:20:21,563 and the generosity of people is really something. 1721 01:20:23,901 --> 01:20:27,638 ♫ Let your body take you 1722 01:20:27,638 --> 01:20:31,805 ♫ To where you first found love 1723 01:20:32,932 --> 01:20:36,849 ♫ Will you not open your heart ♫ And found 1724 01:20:38,419 --> 01:20:41,002 ♫ Through that feeling of loneliness 1725 01:20:44,468 --> 01:20:48,407 ♫ Walking past the fields finally 1726 01:20:48,407 --> 01:20:52,574 ♫ Will you not keep your head high? ♫ And found 1727 01:20:53,776 --> 01:20:57,943 ♫ Let your body take you 1728 01:20:59,023 --> 01:21:01,606 ♫ To where you first found love 1729 01:21:05,045 --> 01:21:08,905 ♫ Will you not open your heart ♫ And found 1730 01:21:08,905 --> 01:21:13,072 (calming vocals) 1731 01:21:14,230 --> 01:21:18,147 (rhythmic rock music with pointed harmonica) 1732 01:21:19,627 --> 01:21:21,043 (Sliding brakes) 1733 01:21:21,043 --> 01:21:23,876 (metallic collision) 1734 01:21:31,796 --> 01:21:35,963 - Look here, look, let's leave this. 1735 01:21:42,941 --> 01:21:44,128 I hate this car. 1736 01:21:44,128 --> 01:21:46,327 - [Elizabeth] Me too. 1737 01:21:46,327 --> 01:21:49,274 - I am very ready to get it - get rid of this car (laugh). 1738 01:21:49,274 --> 01:21:50,319 1739 01:21:50,319 --> 01:21:51,152 1740 01:21:51,152 --> 01:21:53,731 1741 01:21:53,731 --> 01:21:57,898 We have put more than $ 1,000 into this car in just the past month. 1742 01:21:59,290 --> 01:22:00,598 (Elizabeth laughs) 1743 01:22:00,598 --> 01:22:01,431 And now-- 1744 01:22:01,431 --> 01:22:02,264 - [Elizabeth] Do you know 1745 01:22:02,264 --> 01:22:04,094 how much did we enter since we bought it? 1746 01:22:04,094 --> 01:22:05,742 - Between three and 4000. 1747 01:22:05,742 --> 01:22:08,521 - [Elizabeth] That's it? 1748 01:22:08,521 --> 01:22:10,562 - Maybe a little more, but yes, I think that's all. 1749 01:22:10,562 --> 01:22:12,607 - I think we included more than that. 1750 01:22:12,607 --> 01:22:16,054 I feel like silver because it tries to look fancy, 1751 01:22:16,054 --> 01:22:17,887 but that is terrible. 1752 01:22:19,110 --> 01:22:21,277 - New car, bad old car. 1753 01:22:23,075 --> 01:22:25,141 Beautiful new car. 1754 01:22:25,141 --> 01:22:27,291 I hope. (Elizabeth laughs) 1755 01:22:27,291 --> 01:22:28,713 I have all this optimism, and like, 1756 01:22:28,713 --> 01:22:30,819 everything looks like that will be great with this, 1757 01:22:30,819 --> 01:22:32,236 but I don't know, 1758 01:22:33,981 --> 01:22:36,376 what if there are, like, goblins in it. 1759 01:22:36,376 --> 01:22:39,260 Oh, and look, we're old Camry doesn't have this. 1760 01:22:39,260 --> 01:22:41,093 (bell slamming) 1761 01:22:41,093 --> 01:22:42,647 - [Elizabeth] Hey! 1762 01:22:42,647 --> 01:22:44,453 - [Eric] Look at this nice wood. 1763 01:22:44,453 --> 01:22:47,036 - [Elizabeth] Good, fancy wood! 1764 01:22:48,483 --> 01:22:52,972 - It's like I'm driving a cabin here, this is great! 1765 01:22:52,972 --> 01:22:56,412 That's it, we never have it to see this car again! 1766 01:22:56,412 --> 01:22:58,337 - [Elizabeth] Bye-bye! 1767 01:22:58,337 --> 01:22:59,632 - [Eric] Aw, you're trash! 1768 01:22:59,632 --> 01:23:02,456 - [Elizabeth] (chuckles) Nobody likes you! 1769 01:23:02,456 --> 01:23:06,373 ("Foggy Mess" by Pocket Vinyl) 1770 01:23:18,849 --> 01:23:21,909 ♫ Monday, I will rejoice in the light of Christ 1771 01:23:21,909 --> 01:23:25,880 ♫ Tuesday, I will preach that it is all a lie 1772 01:23:25,880 --> 01:23:29,127 ♫ Then back to my religious self 1773 01:23:29,127 --> 01:23:33,267 ♫ I'm sure there is nothing and I need help ♫ I heard that doubt was like a disturbing bell 1774 01:23:33,267 --> 01:23:36,558 1775 01:23:36,558 --> 01:23:40,185 ♫ I believe that because I'm afraid of Hell ♫ Yes, I have no deep commitment ♫ I follow Christ to avoid punishment ♫ I changed my veil, I has a spiritual split 1776 01:23:40,185 --> 01:23:43,991 ♫ I dabbled in an atheism church ♫ Trying to get rid of myself from everything I can 1777 01:23:43,991 --> 01:23:48,091 ♫ From Sunday school my childhood lessons 1778 01:23:48,091 --> 01:23:51,860 ♫ But something I noticed internally 1779 01:23:51,860 --> 01:23:54,966 ♫ Like I don't believe in God, but God believes in me ♫ Is this a feeling of the divine 1780 01:23:54,966 --> 01:23:58,668 ♫ Or something I made in my mind 1781 01:23:58,668 --> 01:24:02,809 (rhythmic rock music with pointed harmonica) 1782 01:24:02,809 --> 01:24:05,984 ♫ Now I'm not sure about the title I hold 1783 01:24:05,984 --> 01:24:09,827 1784 01:24:09,827 --> 01:24:13,424 1785 01:24:13,424 --> 01:24:17,710 1786 01:24:17,710 --> 01:24:21,877 1787 01:24:53,136 --> 01:24:56,095 1788 01:24:56,095 --> 01:25:00,145 ♫ I would rather not have it one if I can be so brave ♫ One thing I think I can drown my teeth ♫ Inside is the love that forgives my enemy ♫ And I know I will fail with a very high bar 1789 01:25:00,145 --> 01:25:03,345 ♫ But something in I forced me to try 1790 01:25:03,345 --> 01:25:07,221 ♫ You may call me pervert 1791 01:25:07,221 --> 01:25:10,650 ♫ You can't spell that word without Eric 1792 01:25:10,650 --> 01:25:15,014 ♫ Admittedly, I'm afraid, is nervous like steam 1793 01:25:15,014 --> 01:25:18,134 ♫ To put this thought down to this paper 1794 01:25:18,134 --> 01:25:22,375 ♫ What if I'm not recognized by my family ♫ When I claim that there is Hell 1795 01:25:22,375 --> 01:25:25,987 ♫ Maybe it's empty 1796 01:25:25,987 --> 01:25:29,736 ♫ For some people, it's easy to just give up 1797 01:25:29,736 --> 01:25:32,855 1798 01:25:32,855 --> 01:25:34,644 1799 01:25:34,644 --> 01:25:36,866 1800 01:25:36,866 --> 01:25:40,243 1801 01:25:40,243 --> 01:25:44,002 ♫ But I might always drink directly from the cup ♫ This is a misty mess around my head ♫ I'm sure I'll think about it even though I'm dead 1802 01:25:44,002 --> 01:25:47,660 (rhythmic rock music with pointed harmonics 1803 01:25:47,660 --> 01:25:51,939 1804 01:25:51,939 --> 01:25:56,106