When you were young
and the woman in your hand was young,
you were provoked by life on his skin;
in the muscles under the skin.
You can smell the smell of life
in sweet perfume from the sweat,
in his breath,
sweet perfume that can make you dizzy.
from his reaction to every touch and new sensation
Dan You feel young and alive
and are jolted by excitement every time you approach it
But the older you get,
the older /> the woman in your hand gets,
You grow lulled with a lazy response
from the meat for your touch,
lulled by a numb response < br /> from your own nerves for the meat,
by lethargic lethargy his muscles;
perfume that decays from his sweat;
tears;
sour smell from his old courage
belching air.
And that is a curse,
because getting older doesn't make you
like being with an old woman
more than you did when you were little.
This is even worse, really,
because of shortcomings even
novelty sensations or forbidden.
He's just old,
and he reminds you that you're old
and it's your old shell still taking place
but it's life almost gone
But there's nothing worse
rather than grow old and hold the young man in your hand,
Even the young man is happy with your novelty.
Because you can still smell sweet sweetness,
Feel the muscle springs Under his tight skin,
but you know it's not yours
You don't share it in
but eating from it like some kind of vampire.
And you wonder what's the point,
what's the point go live,
the point of loving, point touch.
And all your instincts, your training,
has made you too scared to pull the trigger
and end it yourself ,
to take responsibility nature has abdicated
to be trembling on its own, hand weakening
you stare at those hands ,
study them, wondering what they are,
why can't you make them do what you want them to do.
You look at your hands
and you realize that's your own hand
isn't really yours anymore
And you look up from your hand to the mirror
and you see the face the You admit,
your face first looked at your whole life,
for eternity,
and you remember that face is yours,
but you don't know who you are again
And the person who used to be
who has compactness or connection to himself </ p >
feels a million miles away,
like the original from some alien planets
you have been visiting for a long time
in other times .
That's how it feels to be 40
Jesus Christ, you look better than my brother
He just graduated law school.
That's the curse I'm talking about
What you see is not real,
none.
You really smell different from younger people
Their sweat is electricity. </ P>
Scary,
Sometimes it's not fun. </ P>
I mean, your muscles still exists and everything,
but it's different.
It's mellower.
I feel relaxed.
I don't know if you remember,
but that not so pleasant young
and fear about everything all the time.
That doesn't change.
Isn't that have listened to me
I know a 14-year-old girl who sounds like you.
I'm sure you sound exactly the same when you were 14,
even though you will have something different from depression,
Because you won't be old.
Old? I am 40
You say it </ p >
God can reverse your age back 20 years,
and you will still complain
about how you miss getting old again
- I'm not old - No.
You're depressed.
Being old has nothing to do with it
I will tell you the worst part about getting old
You say no.
This starts being taught by children who think they know everything
That's the worst.
This starts being taught by children
who thinks that all nonsense you will go through now
will increase for something good later,
that for everything you lose , You will get something.
Well, you won't do it.
I did you damn help.
You want to hang out </ p >
with an old man so you can relax?
Alright, then let him to do this support you
and say that you will lose all and not produce anything,
is not one bad thing
except knowledge that you have lost everything
and not get anything
Nothing?
You said You want to help me,
but you give me nothing
How do I help me?
By helping you reduce your expectations
Lower your expectations,
and the pain realize how empty everything is
might be reduced.
So you want to destroy my happiness now
so you can relieve me of pain later?
I will take my happiness.
I will take my pain
The only thing I don't want is your fucking favor
You must feel guilty
about hanging out with young girls
Even though, if I were you, I would feel guilty
about hanging out with the old one,
because I imagine that they have bad luck enough to handle
without being attacked your nonsense about nothing
I will feel guilty hang out with my friends,
if I am you.
I will enter a room,
crawl into the closet and door lock.
Forgive me.
For what ?
I'm just sorry, okay?
No, not you.
what the hell is what are you talking about?
I said I'm sorry, and you said I didn't
won't change I'm sorry
No. </ P>
Can say whatever you want to say,
but you don't regret
You are hurt
I tried. I... I sorry
No, not you.
It's not like I did something terrible for you.
Give me something here, Will you?
I thought you were the first handing out help
The explosion shook the tower twins
from the world trade center around 12:15 a.m.,
sent a lot of from 130,000 people
who worked or visit the tower every day
rush to the streets.
The source says a big bomb explodes
at the b2 garage level under the hotel vista.
Thank you, Joe.
Reinforced concrete in the garage
absorbs most of the explosions,
prevents what can happened a disaster happened
as a firefighter made a second sweep.
You have to come to school to see my teacher
How about that?
He saw us all scrambling around around the playground,
and he said He wanted to see the mothers
of all boys < br /> who are fighting,
So, pa, I guess you will have to go for me
Young people, young people, the young ones, young.
Yes, everything is fine.
No no.
Everything is fine.
Yes, I will come for dinner
I don't know, around 7:00?
No, I have some items to do this afternoon
Come on, you take me here wait 15 minutes already. </ P>
Let's be ready, we are late! </ P>
There are 20 seconds less at the time of the shot
That's the game hours you see.
You can't leave it alone.
Mm.
Very pretty.
Look at that beautiful face.
Look at the clothes you use
- Hi daddy - My child .
It's pretty, and you hide it under theseshmates
I don't understand.
What are you embarrassed about?
I'm still that beautiful the jacket that I bought for you
It waits in your dad's closet
whenever you want to use it
# #
Hi friends.
Your brother wrote a new work
Yes? I can't wait to hear it. </ p >
I only practice.
I'll play it for you later. I'm impatient
Mother!
Sweet potatoes are boiling! God. </ P>
Oh my God. </ P>
Aku membuatkanmu sup, dan aku punya salmon dan salad hijau.
Big. Sounds good.
And I also made some extra chicken
If salmon isn't enough.
Well , I'm sure salmon will...
Also some mashed potatoes.
I'm sure salmon...
Said salmon will be enough
I have some mashed potatoes from yesterday.
- Are all these sweet potatoes? - If you're still hungry
I eat two sweet potatoes. Two! </ P>
Alright, I just enter some additions
I eat two sweet potatoes! </ P>
If you cook all this, you too will have to throw them away
Alright, I'll take them out. I'll take them out. </ P>
Alright, alright I take them out
I'll go to the bathroom.
Does anyone need to use the bathroom?
- No. - No.
Because I will use it,
so if anyone needs to use it, use now
It's okay.
Mother, why did you let him push you around like that?
It doesn't matter, I just put too much yam.
What...
Shouldn't be cooking for him. </ p >
You shouldn't have stay here
You haven't seen it for a while.
You don't know how weak he is.
He's better now, but you don't see it. </ P>
He is very weak. </ P>
I see him. I'm here, right? </ P >
You don't see it the way I see it.
You don't see how weak he is.
He is weak because you let him go by being weak
You don't ask him to do anything.
How long will you let him < br /> emotionally squeeze you?
Can't you stop it?
What about you?
You still Looking at that beautiful girl? < /p>
Tidak.
Well, but he's not for you.
I didn't say anything, but he wasn't for you
If him, I think he's here, huh?
You need someone who's more equal
What's the same?
</ P>
You need to find someone who can...
Someone who can help you. </ P>
Help me? < br /> He left me.
Maybe I don't have anything to give to him, mother.
Have you ever thought about that? Hmmph.
Maybe I don't have nothing to give to anyone
That ever crossed your mind?
You only need to find the right girl.
So how does it work? </ P>
I'm not working. </ P>
It's important to continue working
Why? What's extraordinary < br /> about work?
You work every time. What's great about your life?
I live.
After the war,
when I returned to Paris stayed with my mother,
people chased me around the city
I don't care
I want my freedom.
Mother!
I will start carrot now, mother.
The more I ignore it, the more they chase me.
The more they chase me,
the less I want it.
There is a boy, a handsome boy from Sweden,
whose family has a lot of money...
Millionaire
I don't care
He wants me to marry him.
He asks me to marry him every day.
That's how he said.
But finally I told him I don't want to see him again
But then his mother called One night, crying
He said that he was carrying a pistol in his room,
and he would commit suicide
unless I went to see him.
I told him, he could kill himself if he wants
I won't see him.
And I hang up.
None who will trap me, not me.
Your sweet potato is on the stove, two of them.
You can solve it yourself.
Oh, you will find the right girl.
Yes, do you know what? I...
I know you are already cooking and everything ,
but I will go
Will you leave this house?
without giving your mother a kiss?
I will be late for school.
First go give your mother good morning kiss
I kiss her,
she needs a good morning kiss from you.
I can give him a kiss.
You can smell it after school.
In the morning, he needs a kiss from your sister
Now, come on. Come on take your things.
Slap! Oh!
No.
Slap! Oh, God, that's great.
Slap!
No. </ p >
Mm. Mm.
Um, no.
What are you doing?
What do you mean, "what am i doing?"
I want to make love to you.
- We can't do that - What?
You've with too many girls
I haven't been with many girls.
Too many girls.
I haven't
Too many girls. </ P>
Thuds! </ P>
Too many girls. </ P>
Hey. </ P>
Sorry... sorry if I'm afraid of you
I let myself enter
I can't...
Hey.
Hey what happened?
I can't handle with mom and dad
I'm going crazy
I mean, they put up a show when you came,
But they fought all the time. </ p >
When he tries to be nice to him
and approaches him,
he goes and calls his people, you know, his friends ,
and make a plan with them.
He made a plan and did nothing
He is an ice queen.
Ice queen, with that patience? </ P>
The deeper the ice, the harder the cracks. </ P>
He's cold. </ P>
You know, I don't think He has had an orgasm, man
Hey. Hey, it's okay.
You don't have to talk like that
I don't think he has sex with dad since you were born
But who cares? It's their life. </ P>
You shouldn't be there. </ P>
I know, but I don't know what to do. </ P>
You have to start work That's what you have to do.
Get out in the world and make a living.
Play music, man; Make money </ p >
Do something for you can get out of there
You think it's very easy. I mean, I'm trying.
- I'm not saying.... - You didn't give me any credit
Credit?
You know, this is a miracle I'm not in hospital now
that's because you won't eat Why don't you eat?
You have to eat like an ordinary human.
Please eat damn like a normal human.
Stop making mothers
cook sweet potatoes and potatoes for you all the time
Start taking care of yourself Jesus, man, come on.
Listen, you have to stay here
Okay thank you.
I will sleep on the sofa.
I will go when you wake up...
No, I mean, you have to...
You have to come stay in this apartment
and get out of your mom and dad's house.
Well, I... I don't know if now is a good time.
I mean, they don't hang out,
and he's really on the edge.
I don't want to paddle a boat
Rock a boat?
Jesus, this will bring the ship.
Get out of there and come here
Well, this place is tiny.
You have a daughter to take home. </ P>
I'm not going to be here
What do you mean? </ P>
I mean, I live at this woman's place too
Well, I thought you broke up with...
No, no, no, not him. The, um... </ p >
Asian
You remember him
Oh yeah.
Am I He's like, wild.
There are many of them out there, man
They're everywhere. </ P>
I mean, the world is crawling with Asia...
Not for me.
What do you mean, not for you?
Certainly not for you unless you leave the house
You've got to get out of the house...
Okay, let's just not talk about it, okay
, I mean, yes, I will move here
But if you will press me about girls and about dating,
then I will... I won't; You know, I'll be back. </ P>
- Hey, look, alright. - I don't need to be here
Just relax. I don't suppress you
We just have a conversation, okay?
Get all your nonsense and come here
Well, what about my piano?
We will get the driver and bring it here
You can, um...
You can move all that crap away from the wall there
and put it there.
Alright?
Hi.
I want to take a room for months
Oh no rent per month
Daily rates only.
I always stay here every month.
Maybe first, but we don't do it again.
Can I talk to the manager?
I'm the manager
What happened to the other managers?
I don't know; Maybe that's right managing several other hotels.
There are still some in the city that offer monthly rates,
but I would not recommend them.
Good morning. This is your wake-up call.
I'm awake
I have to renew my reservation.
When will you leave us?
Immediately.
Hello.
Hi. Hi.
I can't not realize it How great your mother is.
Don't... don't worry. I'm not weird;
I'm not trying to pick you up.
I'm an agent with a & m,
and I can't help but pay attention to you
I?
Model actors and agencies. </ P>
We specialize in real people There is a little extra. </ P>
We do Christmas catalog and advertisements,
that kind of thing
I just can't realize it
how radiant you look taking care of your child
But we are real I promise
You can check us out with BBB.
BBB? What?
Better business bureau
I don't tend to handle it new clients on the road,
but I guess it's like
a ingrained instinct at the moment.
If you are interested in doing some modeling work ,
stop by our office at 09:00 in the morning on Saturday
That's when we make our open call
You used to be able to see the sky here when I was little
Now you like this mouse in a giant maze. </ P>
Oh, that's great.
Yeah, but some people still stick it out, though, right?
I mean, people who have inner luster
that city don't beat them
I think I noticed it because of my work
Your work?
I guess I feel a little comfortable ,
starts sitting on my ass and lets the girl find me.
Girls with fresh faces, like yourself,
not necessarily planning do something like this
Finding something real
makes me interested in what I do, so...
Thank you for arrival I know this early.
Some of you have met me before,
and nice to meet you again.
Others have found we in several different ways.
Please skip the ones around.
Today I and some my colleague
will evaluate you yourself,
but first I want to say a few words for you as a group.
And that should be looking around group,
because you will see many girls like you,
girls who aren't necessarily will be supermodels
But who has anything special?
that sets you apart, something real.
We are in a big city.
And if you look at to be a supermodel,
You may not be here.
We are not a star agent.
But we work hard, and we are like where we are.
Now, I didn't promise you months,
I didn't promise you anything.
But if we decide to work with You,
we will match the level of your commitment
If you are only here to get some photos taken,
try it for a few weeks, Thank you for coming.
You might not be for us.
But...
If you really committed,
You will find it you have a hell of a partner.
You need headshots.
And for you, with your figure,
I recommend full body shots too.
Of course, you are free to go for the photographer you want,
but this photographer list
we highly recommend
This person really got results here.
This person, he's great too, but he's a little expensive
, and this studio is very good
especially for actor headshots.
Are you have any acting experience?
That's probably the best.
Of course, there are some good tricks to know.
Helps you feel comfortable auditions, makes an impression.
Help you actually come out .
I used to take my own class.
Now I really teach it.
Maybe it costs a little extra at first,
but I will tell you, It & apos; s worth it in the long run.
Do you want a brochure
You have back to saddle
How long has it been since you last worked?
Actually I was thrown in a minute.
Has anything changed?
> around here?
Who entered all the viewers?
Is he a new partner?
He's on duty,
So you won't mind If I say a few words, then.
Well, the class is $ 475 this month.
Yes, You can weekly. It's okay. </ P>
You know, monthly saves $ 30 per class, though. </ P>
Exactly. Good
Hey, I saw your new headshots, anyway.
That's great.
That's fantastic. Yes
I love the one with the motorbike.
I think that's good.
Look, I have to go. I have some people are here.
Okay, so long.
Listen, just take the acting class
This will be very good for you. </ p >
No, I already said, I'm not an actress.
No problem.
That just means you have more to reveal.
Don't you think he should do it? take an acting class?
How long have you been in here?
Um... I have... Do you have something at 6:00?
Yes, sorry, Lord.
So thank you very much, and goodbye. </ P>
- I'll call you - Fine. </ P>
Uh, I've been here about three months.
Well, then I'm safe assuming you're familiar
with our policies by recruiting Girls who look like that.
Is there a policy?
You know how long this operation has been running
Ten years,
with only three name changes and one movement.
Not like other people like it who are forced to move
from state to state, from city to city
like counter penny ante < br /> they really are
And you know why?
Because everything here is kept low.
You take a girl like that girl You just got here,
he was told that he was the performer
since the day he was able to clear his mother's lipstick.
People have fallen on it all his life,
uncle looked at him and jerked off
under their pants on a family picnic
He believes that he deserves it
to have the month handed over to him on a string
You promised him that month and don't give it to him,
or worse, he knows it's nothing to start with,
first, it's cruel.
And second, he'll kick and scream
like spoiled brats to daddy, or in this case,
BBB, enter and make it their business
to turn us off just to silence him.
You take another girl, like that girl,
who has to work all his life for all he has,
give him a chance to believe he can enter
On his appearance, Even in the simplest way,
it doesn't work for him,
he won't believe the world will end;
just the opposite.
He will think he gave it shot and let it go,
because he held him low expectations throughout,
and we only helped him keep them like that
Good.
First , the girl that you are so busy,
I did not go fishing for her, well?
He came to me, and it turned out that not going
And you know what?
We're actually friends now.
We're like friends of the week.
So it's not have to worry about him
Secondly, some girls that I brought in
really posted some work from some of the calls I made </ p >
So now if there is a girl who is angry
because she is not sent out,
we can just point to people who,
and we can say, & apos; hey, This is the bullshit that was shot out there.
"You have no items.
So I'm actually < br /> protect operations
And you know, if you have enough Girls working around here,
this place might be, like, real agency
Some sayings.
If it's what you're looking for,
why don't you join the real agency in first place?
Because I don't want to start in the terrible mailroom.
And slowly my slave went up.
So at that moment I am old and bored,
I might have shares of in some stale companies.
Did you reveal this sentiment for...
I heard you were going to teach
one of these acting classes yourself.
You mind if I stop by, take a few instructions
Match yourself
Good. </ P>
I heard your talk out there, anyway,
and if there is something unnecessary cruel, that's all </ p >
Excuse me?
The whole line is about keeping expectations low,
keeping things realistic, terrible.
I mean, if I promise a girl months,
then at least temporarily, she's tall
It's likely she might really get it a few days
And if he feels fucked up after that,
You know, he can say to himself it's temporary madness,
which he allows His most basic wishes
to take care of it for a moment and now he's back on track.
But you hit him where he lives
That's the most honest, decent, the practical part of his soul.
And when he realizes he has been screwed there,
in his part that he believes the most,
Did you leave him with, then?
If he can't believe anything else,
what he left behind
p>
# #
mother?
Mother.
Don't touch, mother!
Look, look, look, look Forget it.
Just move it Return to the room.
Forget it. Forget what?
You won't move it now
I mean, I... I can't handle with them moving the piano.
I can't deal with them...
And you will stay in your place your place without it?
Come on, let them do their work. Here. Here.
It's too fast. It's too fast. </ P>
- What's the problem? - Too fast? </ P>
What's too fast for? </ P>
What are you talking about? < br /> What is happening?
He doesn't want to let them move the piano
What?
Guys, can you just... forgive me
Can you wait downstairs? for five minutes
A few minutes? I'll be down soon.
You there. Thank you.
You know the piano not always here right?
You know that for sure move here somehow
It's okay.
But why are they? have to move it now? </ p >
This has nothing to do with the piano
It's me.
He won't leave me.
He won't leave me alone !
Why don't you leave me alone?
Don't touch me!
Don't...
Don't touch me! </ p >
Don't touch me Leave me alone!
I won't feed you!
You hear me I won't feed you.
Fall!
Leave me alone!
All of you.
Leave me alone.
Hello?
Sorry, but now is not the right time for...
I see.
That's for you.
Yes. Wait a minute.
He came.
Yes, I understand. </ P>
He will be here. </ P>
He just came now. </ P>
Alright. </ P>
Here it is.
Hello?
What happened?
An old friend your mother died
He was found digas on his apartment
I got the driver back here
# #
Hello.
Click!
Hello.
Hello?
Hello. < /p>
Klik!
Oh.
I can't
I can't!
It's been too long.
It hurts too much... Stop.
Stop there.
You do too much
It's boring.
You're boring.
The more you do, the less space You give your audience feel.
Maybe not what you want them to feel,
but at least they will feel it
what they think about they must feel,
better than having it feeling the wrong thing
Don't ever show what you feel.
Hide it. Save for yourself. </ P>
Save your secrets
If you have a secret,
everyone wants to know what it is. </ P >
If you don't have a secret,
I don't care how smart you are, how interesting you are,
You're boring.
Because you have there's nothing we can show
that we don't know yet.
You keep monsters in the closet,
scary.
Open the closet,
I don't care how terrible the monster is,
You see it for quite a long time, </ p >
You become numb to horror.
And it works both ways.
You put a poor man in the palace, he will sing like a bird.
But after two weeks,
he started bitching about how long it would take to walk
from the bedroom to the kitchen to snack.
We hate what we know, because once we find out,
it becomes part of who we are, and we all hate ourselves .
That's what we don't know...
Mysteries in it
Possibilities of for transcendence
Forget that we have never surpassed;
that every mystery, ever revealed,
caused bitter disappointment.
When you enter that room,
whatever part you are playing,
Whether it's a queen or a clown,
what you sell is a mystery,
because you're boring
You know that, I know that, The people in that room know it,
, and if I sit in that room
what I want you to do is to cheat me,
even if it's only for a moment
when you're fuming some ridiculous lines
from some ridiculous script
I've heard 1,000 times before,
again and again,
since dawn human understanding.
You nothing
You have nothing to offer.
Even though is in our hearts,
we all know that, < br /> we still want to be deceived,
because we cringe from our own emptiness.
And it's up to you to take advantage of that fear; </ p >
to use it for your own purposes.
Don't give us anything,
and we will always want you
Don't give anything
I can't
I can't.
It's been too long.
I can't do it anymore.
That's what is so deceptive about...
Itu tidak ada apa-apa adalah trik yang rapi.
I will use it myself if I ever give one of them.
A neat trick?
Yes, It's like a poker face right?
You saved your card close to your vest,
You don't have anything People think you have something.
This not bad luck.
Okay, what's up
That's the truth.
Maybe if you have there's no hand
You know, I'm not... I don't really understand you
I mean, you're up there already getting all the tense speeches,
and you stand up in front of a group
of bamboo trunked girls from the streets and housewives
that have never been considered
took previous acting classes in their lives
And you fell existential philosophy on them,
and they just sat there
hoping for some stupid modeling work
they will never be able to an audition for, let alone a book.
At least they got something out of it, right?
No, you mean say it yourself;
You don't give them anything, there's nothing they can use, anyways.
What do you know which I don't understand
Why does everyone under the age of 30
feel the need to lecture me about me.
What is that scared?
Staring at me like staring into a cliff?
Are you talking just to fill your ears
so you don't > must hear the truth
Who made you who decides what the truth is?
Now listen.
That's the second time that you have accused me
give you a speech or lecture
to say a few words back
after you talked for so long, man, it made my ears bleed.
And maybe one of us is talking
so he doesn't have to let something else;
I just... I don't think that's me.
I will say that you are in love with your own voice
if you don't sound like you fucking hate yourself
I've never heard of self-hatred before. </ P>
It's like a disease. </ P>
And you're scared catch it
We're cool right ?
Right?
- Ready to go, honey - Let's go.
Here I stop
You want to enter, meet my friend
- Come on. - Let's go.
You're overthinking this.
You have to enter They really lonely.
# I don't know why #
# You start crying #
# when you say #
# word #
# we are going through #
# well, I think you will come to see #
# finally #
# I love #
# love love #
# you #
I don't remember
Did you say what You speak French, or...
No, oh, my God, no. Stop talking. </ P>
Anda telah berbicara sepanjang hari.
Give him a round on the floor.
I don't dance.
Come on, why did you wear those pants?
Very. I don't know how to dance. </ P>
Yeah, right, I'll give you a lesson. </ P>
I'll show you I don't — I don't...
Alright.
Yes.
Good.
That's good
And you just like to go with it
This isn't too bad. That's good.
Baryshnikov.
Why aren't you leading for a while?
Yes.
Oh, this is good.
Hey, where is that direction? coming from?
Alright. </ p >
Why don't you return it? so I can show your turn?
Because women like turns
# #
# hosin & apos ; from the sidewalk #
That's why women like it
# what it says #
# your damn full day #
# is it supposed to be #
# if and when #
# #
# deep down bends #
# but to breathe wind #
# and they go #
# I don't mind being what he is... #
- Come on. - No.
Slap!
I want to make love to you.
Why? This is much better.
Slap!
Slap! Slap!
I need to make love to you.
We can do another thing.
I don't want to do it other things.
You've with too many girls
Come on, enough with that already.
We can do something else.
I'm tired of doing something else something.
I'm sick of it, okay
I just want to make love to you.
Why is it so damn wrong?
You've been too much... </ p >
Fuck! Stop saying that.
Are you, some kind of robot?
Can't you say anything else?
How long have we been doing this nonsense, huh?
How much time do we have to be unlucky to go through this?
Not sick This crap
Don't you want to make love?
What is wrong with you?
We can do something else.
What do you want me to go?
I have to go.
No.
Don't go
No, please stay.
You still have your place
Oh yeah.
No, no, my brother is there now.
Your brother?
Yes.
Ugh.
There are guys who haven't been with too many girls.
I mean, he's 35 years old,
and I don't think he's been out with a girl
since high school.
Is he homosexual?
No, he's just crazy.
He doesn't eat.
I mean, he's crazy eating habits compulsive.
And he's weird if he goes
more than 30 blocks from home
Is he sick?
I don't know
I used to think that. </ P>
I don't know anything else. </ P>
Saya tidak tahu hal sial.
# #
excuse me.
Do you know that guy? play the piano there?
Well, I don't know when he decides
he can start playing the piano there,
Because it has to stop.
You tell him that it must be stopped, Will you? </ P>
You say something to make it stop playing,
I'll kill you. </ P>
I don't know what I will do.
But I will come back here, and I will kill you
You hear me
I will kill you! </ P>
I do not understand. </ P>
C> normal est. </ P>
How long has we got to know each other? </ P>
I've never seen you like this.
If something goes wrong,
then we have to do something about that.
I can't see you anymore. That's it.
Some things can't be fixed.
None it can't be fixed
if we want it to be fixed
But sometimes we don't want to fix everything
Do you want to fix it?
I told you to fix it!
I told you to fix your room before I go back!
I've say to fix it!
Fix your room!
I told you to fix it!
Fix your room!
You never listen
p>
Fix it!
I told you to fix it!
Fix your room!
All right, that's enough.
Enough.
Come on.
Release me. Release me.
Depart.
Take me off! Alright.
Release me!
Laisse-moi.
Lache moi.
Calm down.
Laisse-moi !
Laisse-moi.
Lache moi.
Non. </ P>
Ma & apos; am, he is the second from your acquaintance
died violently in a few weeks. </ P>
You is the last person to see him
besides his coworkers.
Did he say something or give an indication
someone might mean harm him?
We don't accuse you of anything, ma'am.
We know this is very difficult for you,
but we need your help if we will complete this crime.
You are a criminal
You are a criminal, and you are a liar
We check if you already send a girl -Other girls came out,
and nothing was sent out. I want an answer
We've been here more than one hour.
That's the business.
Business?
Nobody has been sent out for more than three months
Shhh. Forgive me. I'm sorry.
It's impossible that it's loud here
I've been meeting happening there
Is there something? maybe I can help you? </ P>
Yes, the problem is, we have promised work
and get nothing
He promised us.
I personally have two girls at the audition now,
But the acting really... This is a difficult profession, okay?
It takes a while for...
- We are not actors. - We not here to act
- We're models - Wow, okay
Eh, I mean this with all due respect,
Because I didn't sign you guys
you are very beautiful, but you...
You are characters, okay? </ P>
And you are obviously very vocal
you haven't taken acting class ever?
- No. - never
Well, that young woman < come to me today
to tell me that he got a call back
after only taking a few classes from this man
I think you guys will do very well with it.
You want to come to my office ?
Maybe we can interrogate it about the experience?
- Sure. - Good.
Alright. Well , follow me
I can't believe you haven't taken an acting class
about acting classes if he is so...
This will help you channel some of that anger.
How can it be we don't know about this?
That's great... That's a question good
I'll get down
Okay, we've spent a lot of money.
Do we have to spend more ?
You don't have fun, What are you?
I mean, the way you act,
It's like you never even talked to a woman before
Did you see someone?
What about the boss? </ P>
I've seen the way he saw you
What about you two
You know, personally, he really freaks me out
You're not the only one
who doesn't want beautiful girls around, man
You know, I thought < br /> I have a very good office
until I realize that
There's a big glass of glasses where should the wall be
and he'll just Fucking looking at me through it
every time I have a girl there under the age of 30 years.
I've tried to work courage to return his gaze.
I want to make some eye contact,
but I'm not ready.
You know, you are too overqualified
inside, like, every single path,
to do the nonsense you do
Do you know what you said in the acting class?
That's not a trick; It's real. </ P>
but it's because I'm kind of surprised. </ P>
You know, I didn't expect to feel anything ,
and you shake me.
You're a good way for this life
And isn't it?
When I'm is eight years old, my father separated
And my mother took my sister and I to live in Vancouver,
where she got us connected with Mormon church.
Ah, Mormon.
Worth you pitch like a fine line.
Yes, we are natural salesmen.
We have the fastest growth faith on earth
Anyways, from now on they succeeded in mastering me,
they told me that I was something special
and I was being prepared to place high in the church,
maybe to be one of the 12 apostles,
maybe the president of the church The sky is the limit.
The point is, God's eyes are on me every second of my life
So I don't drink, I don't smoke,
I don't swear , and there are no women.
But you know, I'm bankrupt,
and I keep waiting for sky to fall on my head,
and every day not,
It's like I have to push something a little further
But the sky still doesn't fall.
And that only makes me feel even worse.
It makes me feel like that everything I know is a lie.
Religion is only con, man, like the others.
They don't go in the weak and make it work twice as hard.
You don't break up
You're strong
I have rabbis this who ran the yeshive
I went to when I was little.
I was the only nonreligious child in my class.
I still, to this day, don't know
why did my parents send me there
Anyway, this rabbi will pull me aside
And tell me that I will be
a great leader of the Jews.
I am.
I do not even believe in God.
That makes me feel guilty every damn day of my life
Sure. Hear that.
What about?
Jewish Mistakes
Look, I hate it every time I feel guilty,
that all the time,
because guilt should happen /> something that the Jews feel.
Yes, we have an original patent;
we only license it for others
Well, in my opinion the copyright expired at this time
This is the public domain. </ P>
I think it's time we move to new business models.
Yes? Do you have a bright idea?
Maybe. Maybe I did.
I have a friend from this school.
He works in the northern part of FDC.
Now, for 10 grand,
he can catch me legitimate agent license
There are no ties, no questions asked.
The only requirement is the real address
Now, in the meantime,
I know of eight suites on Broadway
that I can get < br>> from this landlord I know
for a pretty ridiculous level.
How ridiculous?
50 grand.
50 grand for eight rooms on Broadway?
Yes, but it must be cash,
and it must be ahead.
Siapa pria ini, teman kuliah lain?
No, I never went to college. I mean elementary school.
But no.
This man is just a man I sometimes support him.
What kind of favor?
Uh, you know, nothing mysterious
Some people only need help when it comes to the opposite sex,
Even guys with money.
Now, I also know couples young agents who work at bigs
who are willing to jump ship
and bring their client with them
if I can show I have a real setup,
that's what I'm try to do it.
But I live word of mouth right now.
This person won't hold this place for me forever
Jadi kau butuh uang tunai.
That's why you talk to Jews, don't you?
cash and experience and talent.
You know, this could be the real thing
This could be the first step to have
a real agent it represents a true client.
But people the people I'm talking about this about, they're still young too,
and I have a hunch they are type
who can jump ship When the water becomes rough. </ P>
I don't know how much I believe it. </ P>
- And you trust me? - I also don't trust you. </ P >
But this is something we both want
Hello.
Yes?
When?
Who is that? </ P>
Oh that's right someone asks a question
Polisi?
That's not why did I tell you this
I just told you I took a loan.
- In this apartment? - Right
What if this business matter you're talking about
doesn't work and you can't pay it back?
Fine, then they can sell it,
but it won't be for a while.
And only if...
I move back to mom and dad
That's not why did I tell you this
I just said this to you for the sake of honesty.
I'm just... I say that while you can still stay here,
that might not be a bad idea
for you to get your bullshit together,
in the show it didn't work,
but...
I believe that will happen.
But you have to stay
in position to get your own place
I can't live like this.
It's like a sword hanging over my head
I don't understand.
Shouldn't say anything to you? <
Maybe not.
So you can be spared reality
the rest we have to deal with every unlucky day?
Avoidance
How can I be spared?
I carry a burden for all of you.
For all your damn sins
I carry a burden < br /> every damn day,
so don't tell me I'm spared.
What sin
What are you talking about, "sin"?
I will go to my mother and father's house.
Why? So you can torture mom?
How long will do you do this, huh?
How long will you continue torture him?
You're the worst, man You are the worst
At least I keep it at home, where is it
How about you You go out and torture women
who has never done something wrong with you
So who's worse, huh?
Who is the worst?
I don't understand this family
I don't understand how about four people
who should be to care for each other
can fuck everything so badly
I just took a loan.
Please don't go.
This might be purgatory,
but better than staying in hell
Please.
Promise me You won't go back there.
# #
You look like you are in a good mood.
Like you're in love?
Alright, I guess I don't remember
Spending a lot of time with a new child
I won't say much. We hang out occasionally.
He's still young.
In some ways, yes.
He reminds me of you.
Oh, he reminded me from whom I wished me.
Everything he did was very easy.
It's like he knows everything
without ever after learning anything
And what he doesn't know doesn't really matter too.
And that woman's fair appeals to her naturally.
I mean, He is also not arrogant. </ P>
Everything works so easily for him
what he actually created a problem for himself
only so that he is indecent in his own eyes
if there is no one else
I don't know whether it should be so upset or happy
someone like him is actually
Did he fuck you?
Do you have to talk about it? like that?
Are you not so in imagination...
Not so much that I can't tell
you two up to something
Are you fucking me
Both of us know the answer.
Because I brought you two together.
So if something happens, I have to cut the agreement.
We are partners. You cut me
You stopped. </ P>
I didn't stop. </ P>
You stopped working
You moved the little girl with you
I won't share while you sit on your butt
and have fun
You're lucky I let you go back here. </ P>
to work on the commission after walking...
Do you really want to be dignified
what are we doing here by calling it work?
I have a meeting at 8:00.
With some people from Seattle
about settings an operation there
This is very sad.
It might be good for one or two months,
But our cut is definitely good.
You can enter into it if you want to come
I can't tonight.
I'll be in your neighborhood,
and I can drop by after that < br /> when I'm done
Your brother is there, remember?
I remember everything.
Did you go somewhere?
I see our child for dinner
It's been a long day. </ P>
Why not? Come here just
There are a number of things I need to tell him. </ P>
I was with someone long time ago,
before I met your father
I know; Half the city of Paris < br /> is after you
Is that what you want dinner to talk to me about,
everyone is chasing you?
The more they want you,
less interested in you are in it?
They threatened to commit suicide,
they threw themselves off the building
For a while, it's not safe walk down the streets of Paris
out of fear of all broken-hearted boys
hit the sidewalk.
I'm in love,
before Paris
What happened? </ P>
I left it. </ P>
Why? </ P>
I am scared. </ P>
From what? </ P>
Why are you married to father? </ P>
He is very handsome. </ P>
He is still handsome.
You should have seen it right then.
He is very handsome when we meet.
I'm sure you know many handsome men.
Well, I know he doesn't will ever leave me
That's it?
It doesn't seem so good the reason to marry someone
He needs to prove it that he won't never left me,
no matter what I did
So I pushed him away,
and he stayed
Marriage is about what people need,
not what they want
Sometimes I feel like I'm a ghost.
Just floating through reality
without being right touching anything
But mostly I feel like I live in a dream.
Where nothing is real.
What do you want, mama
What do you want from me?
Nothing.
I don't want anything from you
I think you always feel that I need something,
need your love somehow to keep me alive.
I don't need your love
I never need your love </ p >
I need it
Why did you tell me this?
So you can be free.
Hmm.
That sounds to me like you are free
not yet.
Hello?
Oh!
Hi how are you?
We... we... we've met before. </ P>
, look, you know, I cook my dinner now
and I don't expect anyone .
This is a bit messy now
oh.
Um, can I use your bathroom?
Just for a moment. I won't bother you.
Uh...
Accept love.
Um, it's over...
Right.
That's right through there, yeah.
Is that your piano? </ P>
Your brother tells me you are a composer
I want to hear one of you composition one today. </ P>
I mean, if you...
Yes, I didn't have written recently. </ P>
Oh that's too bad. </ P>
Oh , but you can always play one of the old ones
I'm sure of it... Yes, yes -
No, you know, I'm sorry
I just... I did this...
D I... I'm cooking my dinner
And... I'm not mean rough,
But, like, this complicated procedure,
so I don't mean to be rude.
You know, you have to exit.
This much less work.
Yes, it's not that simple, you know?
All of this.
That's me... I don't want to bore you with that
What kind of thing
I'm good with a special diet,
and you can bring your music recordings end,
and if you let me know what you want to eat,
I can make it for you
Alright, thank you.
That's really sweet of you, you know.
Uh, but... but, you know,
I'll tell my brother < br /> that you came.
Oh no have to tell him
He's busy.
I can do it only the two of us.
Go
Excuse me?
Get out of here!
Forgive me.
Get out of here!
Go!
Go! </ P>
# all I want is #
# best #
# for our lives #
# and you know #
# my wish #
# is sincere #
# what to say #
# for days #
# I can't hold #
# a Sunday smile #
# You use it temporarily #
# miles weeks #
# we stop and sing #
# a Sunday smile #
# You use it for a while #
# mile week #
# a Sunday smile #
# and we feel right #
I don't even believe you will talk with me
after salting is finished I gave you in that class.
Alright, I got a call back.
And I was initially angry,
But then I realized that you were right...
About everything.
# we were burned to the ground #
what this?
We have our first furniture today's delivery
It's on
Did you notify our boss? about is that not yet?
- No. - No?
I'm pretty sure you will tell him.
Yes, I guess I understand a terrible surprise.
Mm-hmm.
Honest or self-destructive?
I have to go.
He's amazing.
He also likes you very much.
- Do you think so? - Mm- hmm.
Alright.
Ah, I think like I'm in high school
Oh-ho, I'm not that young.
No, I mean, all this is just...
Let's go to my hotel.
It's just... just here.
It's in the corner.
Um, let's go to your new office
I want to be the first...
- Christen? - I will not use that word
Anoint it? Point it? </ P>
Rest on
Oh.
No no, you already used that one
for the outer door
- I did it? - Yes, you did
I did it.
Here it is.
Oh. Good space
Can you wait here for a moment?
Is everything okay?
Yes. </ P>
Yeah, well, I think that, uh...
That's the furniture going here
Nothing furniture, there?
It doesn't look like that.
You know all this time.
You cut it?
What what would you do?
There never was anything, there
Nothing.
That's what you want, not ?
Hello?
Hey it's me. I don't have a key anymore.
Hey.
I'm sorry to come very late,
but I don't know, I'm just...
I'm just...
You're really worried about things that
I just want to say it I'm sorry.
I'm stuck, and that's...
Did something happen? into your hands </ p >
Jesus, what's wrong with with your hand
What happened?
Jesus Christ.
What happened?
Are you...
Are you doing this for yourself?
Why?
Why are you going to do this for yourself
- I don't know - Why?
The woman came here looking for you
What woman
What are you talking about?
Asian woman that you live together
Why did she come here?
I don't know, he wants to talk to you
And then he starts talking to me
And he... he doesn't want to stop talking to me.
And... I don't know. I just lost it.
I just lost it. </ P>
I'm sorry. You're sorry
Sorry? </ P>
You're sorry
How come you do this for yourself
I don't know
I don't even know I did it
I just did it.
Like it happened for others
Like I'm someone else.
I don't even know who I am.
I don't know
Oh my goodness.
You have to get yourself to the hospital
Good?
Here. </ P>
What is that? </ P>
For taxis. </ P>
Didn't you come with me
No, I'm not bad luck go with you
You can get it yourself fucking yourself to the hospital
like a man once in your life
Maybe dad will take me.
Damn daddy
You get yourself fucking to the hospital
You're the one who messed it up live your own mother. </ P>
Daddy will take me. </ P>
Do you know what? </ P>
I don't care. </ P>
Go alone, get dad to take you,
or you can fucking stay here and rot
like you're doing before I show up.
This whole family can go to hell, to everything I care about.
You can go to hell
Madame,
il a quelqu "un pour vous a l & apos; appareil
Yeah?
Daddy?
Mother.
Mother?
Father?
Mother ?
Here.
What are you doing here?
You know what I'm doing here
What...
Leave me...
You can't crash into whenever you want
Shut up Slap! </ p >
Not now!
Not now? Never, right?
No, I don't want that. No!
You really want it You just don't want it from me.
You just don't want it from me. </ p >
Getting...
Down.
Stop.
Ugh. Get down!
Exit here. No.
Thud!