Hope. (Hope)
An ironic name for girls dying of cancer, right?
And what is more sad than children with cancer?
Of course none.
So I have two choices.
I can either be depressed, teenage anger, that's clear,
Or I can accept it.
my notes from doctors for life.
There is no homework. The teacher gives you relief.
Ice cream during the lunch line.
People are nice to you,
Because they feel sorry for you. </ P>
Why not? </ P>
It's cancer, and why am I not use it?
I know how my story ends.
The terminal is a terminal.
You know, I...
There are still chapters that have not written yet.
And I'm comfortable knowing that.
So don't judge. I don't give up.
I'm just being practical.
You know, hand out your hand.
Hey. Hi. / Hi. </ P>
Everything is ready except for one. </ P>
I can send one to him to the hospital later if you want.
Gosh, no. Roadside service is enough. That's not necessary. </ P>
No, Mom, it's my Zofran, if I don't drink it,
I'll throw up everywhere. That's disgusting .
Yes, that would be great.
Thank you. / Thank you again.
You know, you haven't eat anything,
So put the cellphone, you can vlog later.
Eat this banana.
Banana!
What is that?
"Eat me, Hope. Eat me."
All right. Give it to me. </ P>
My mother has a bright idea gives me the name Hope...
... like her favorite poem from the book English people who are gone.
It's not his fault.
Who would have thought if this will happen?
Hope!
You don't have to do that.
Today I am a treat. Thank you .
I promise I won't be here much longer.
I don't want to make you bankrupt.
But he is out of luck,
Even though it's sometimes annoying.
Okay, mom will pick you up after school...
... to meet your doctor.
What is today?
Yes, no. Your test results returned.
Hurray. Other bad news.
All right. </ P>
You're strong and beautiful. </ P>
Chemotherapy is nothing. You can. I love you. </ P>
Do we really have to do this every time? </ P>
Alright, I'm strong, and I'm beautiful,
I can do this, and I love you too.
Dah./ All right.
Hey, Dr. Pham. </ P>
Children should be like Twinkies,
Born without an expiration date.
I am more like milk.
There is only one stamp on me.
And, of course, You can try to run away from it...
But you will be awakened roughly.
Want to pass... Give a way to the dying girl.
You know, you don't want late for chemotherapy.
I have to get my infusion. So, yes, maybe not...
Maybe it won't be time, so...
Press three, please.
Chocolate is still your favorite, Stephanie?
You know that.
So I learned to accept my situation with a sense of humor.
They said that laughing was the best medicine. </ P>
Two white blood cells are mutual /> collide.
The one said to the other, "Funny to meet you here."
Dropping the microphone.
That's the real life savior.
Ayo lakukan ini./ Baiklah.
Sarah, it's time to distract him.
Alright.
I just learned about imagination guidance.
Well, let's see if I remember it. </ P>
You're lying on the beach a nice and warm one. </ P>
Your feet are in the sand,
And you're lying on a towel where am I...
That's Sarah,
The best thing that arises of all these situations.
We met 5 years ago in the hospital support group.
Clearly he also have cancer,
And when you have cancer, you immediately understand.
Everything is ready.
>
The connection appears works well.
It's important to understand.
How is it here?
Just relax for chemotherapy...
... .and "The Fault in Our Stars."
There is pain?
If I have to give a number,
The number is eight,
So, may I have a snack and ginger ale, please? </ P>
Of course. </ P>
They really have to start the best monthly patient contest.
Don't you think it will be being an unfair competition?
Gosh, you like attention.
I like the same attention like everyone else ,
But I didn't say if I took advantage of it.
How are you doing? There is a sense of kit?
I guess I said number two,
That looks like cellulite.
It reminds me, My mother wants you to text her,
Something about fibrous juice.
I'm sorry. I know she's annoying.
p>
No. No, that's sweet. </ P>
I welcome D that is very protective overly. </ P>
My mom is very busy lately. </ P>
Okay.
I will remove your connection and rinse you again.
All right.
I can feel it.
Drinking water, Zofran.
Thank you.
You're done.
You have to come this week,
Whenever your mother works overtime.
D can make us something which is extra bland...
... so we don't want to eat it.
Alright.
I love you. I love you more. </ P>
That's Seth. He's also my best friend.
Yes, you can have two friends. This is 2016.
Like most people in the world, he doesn't have cancer.
He is still 17 years old, but sometimes he acted 40 years.
Hey. How are you doing? </ P>
Hey. Yes. Yes, I'm fine. Are you good? </ P>
Did you eat before chemotherapy? / Yes. </ P>
Really? Okay, good. / Yes. </ P>
You need notes from the class. Mrs. Laga, by the way? </ P>
Yes. This is it. I bring you ginger ale. </ P>
No, you drink it. You need that. Okay, come on. </ P>
We'll be late for school. / Wait. Since when did you care about school? </ P>
Since I was in class art on the first lesson hour.
Right.
That's Kai, my boyfriend.
It's strange to say aloud.
I obviously said that in my head thousands of times.
Yes, my boyfriend. My boyfriend.
Okay, yes, that sounds crazy.
Wait a minute, baby. You're too pushy. </ I p>
Yes, I might as well take a nap or something.
Yes, yes. Let me take you to a chair.
All right.
Come here.
So, my mom and I did Make-A-Wish trips...
... last summer in Australia .
I always wanted to snorkling on the Great Barrier Reef.
As it turned out, snorkeling was more difficult than it seemed,
Especially with health problems.
We are only trying to take images of fish using GoPro.
I definitely look like is sinking,
Because Kai swam directly and offer me his help.
Splash instantly.
he takes us around the city the next few days,
The most romantic experience of in my life ,
Even though it was with my mother three steps behind.
When he knew my life was not long,
He came to America with us, < br /> file for government benefits.
It seems that Australia doesn't mind...
... with young people who want to see the world,
So it's not a problem.
You made dying seen so desired.
You talk to me?
Is there a child dying others in the art class?
No. Sorry. </ P>
I just thought you didn't know who I was. </ P>
Of course I know who you are. You're a Cancer Girl. </ P>
And her boyfriend Kai, of course. </ P>
Where did you get her? / Make-A-Wish. </ P>
You can get handsome man in Make- A-Wish? </ P>
Not... It's on a tour,
And he's just a bonus, so...
I want to say , "I want cancer." I'm kidding.
Is she good at kissing? I'm not kidding,
Because I saw her, and I'm like...
I feel he's good at kissing.
You know, I don't have lots of comparisons.
So if it's bad , it's possible me.
Yes, maybe.
Can I get him when you're done?
Wait, what?
Think about it.
All right.
No, no, no.
Please stop. Stop. I look bad today. </ P>
That's not true. </ P>
Have you learned for Biology? </ P>
Already. </ P>
More or less. No, listen, I talked to Mr. Baser,
He said I didn't have to worry with tests, so...
When was the last time you < really take a test?
I took a blood test this morning.
Something that needs a little more effort.
And PET scanners. Sometimes they ask you to hold your breath. </ P>
Wow. </ P>
If you feel like learning,
Tonight I will review Chapter 23
It doesn't hurt to try.
Kai: I've missed you. I hope you've improved.
Hope./ Yes. I listen. </ P>
What am I saying? / I listen now. </ P>
This is for you. We think you are very brave. </ P>
You're a girl from "The Fault in Our Stars," but real. </ P>
What's it like to be her new best friend Zoe? </ P>
She said that? Did he say I am indeed his new friend? </ P>
He never spoke to us. </ P>
Gosh, if he talks to us , I will die.
Can you tell me things good about me when he was...
You know, need your replacement?
Yes. I can say your greetings to him. </ P>
What is your name? / Candy...
Like Jolly Rancher. </ P>
Alright, wow.
I think they mean well.
Are they not the ones who have problems with last year's cyber abuse?
You know, I don't know. I...
Everyone likes me < br /> on the Internet, so...
Yes, because I turned off the comment column in your vlog.
Bowl cake?
What is the development of your class? / Very good. </ P>
Really? Because you failed all the lessons. </ P>
I got D in English. I am good at English. </ P>
Hope, I really /> think it's a good idea...
... for you to try even more.
Why? Because, you know...
Are you familiar with the idea of that life is about travel...
... and not the destination?
Ya. Mereka mengatakan itu padamu saat kau sekarat.
Listen, I know you might arrive at your destination sooner or later...
But don't you want your trip to be richer?
I think it's richer. </ P>
Both of them are equally correct. </ P>
How come the two things biased are right at the same time? </ P>
If you come to philosophy class, you will know.
That's good, Mr. G. </ P>
Do you want to eat the bowl cake? </ P>
Wipe it out. </ P>
Ma'am, I'm basically good at current hand hygiene. </ P> >
So you don't need to tell me what to do.
I know how to wipe it.
After this, let's go buy...
... trace tea of life. / Do you know?
I chose no, because I didn't like to drink stale fart,
So I'm more choose die without tea.
Wow.
Hey, Dr. Choudary. </ P>
Good morning, everyone. We have new news. </ P>
There are no signs of cancer...
... well on the Hope blood test or on the PET scan.
What do you mean? / Remission.
We talk about clinical remission here .
Clinical remission?
Alright, wait. Will I live or die? Like...
There's always a chance this good will happen,
But I will never say something like this to you lightly,
And we never used the word "cured."
We will monitor you close for the first 5 years.
Cancer is deceptive, especially...
You know, we have to have a party.
Right. / Right?
We have to invite all < br /> your new friends.
Boling. We have to play bowling.
No. No, no. Please, Mom, no. </ P>
Come on. We have to celebrate, right? </ P>
Yes, you like bowling. You play bowling every time. </ P>
Yes, we always play holey when I was 12 years old. </ P>
Hey, what's the teacher's name guidance on your boarding?
Mr. Garner.
Why?
Mother wrote a thank you letter love to all your teachers,
And tell them about the good news.
Why do you do these things?
"Dear Garner, Thank you for all the help..." < /p>
"... that you gave Hope the last few years. "
" I'm happy to tell you... "
" .. that the cancer Hope has remission... "
"... and he can continue his study fully."
That's OK.
I think that means back to homework.
Thank you, Mother.
Hey, you like Mr. Garner, right?
He helped with all extension matters? </ p >
Yes, he's good.
Is it possible for you to talk with him instead of a therapist?
I'm fine here. That's my body uncooperative.
Alright. Mom just... You know, it's a financial problem,
We can think of ways to make it work. </ P>
Look, he knows we are poor.
I mean, it's okay. That's right.
We don't really...
I can help him learn, you know?
Thank you for your enthusiasm.
You two.
I hate you two.
How do you eat?
I said my mom would try harder to eat.
It's your turn now . For guidance on imagination.
Alright.
Close your eyes, and keep watching.
Explain to me food your dreams in detail.
Alright.
I want spaghetti with meat sauce.
And Parmesan cheese,
You know, like when they scrub it right in front of you,
And you decide when to stop, but I don't want to stop.
I understand ./ < br /> I'll start eating,
Then the whole dish will be always served by the waiter.
What about the desserts?
I know that your favorite part,
I want original frozen yogurt...
... with a pizzelle cake put in the center...
... to make strict restrictions, so that on the other side...
... I can enter maraschino cherries and candy bears,
Then on the other side, I can enter...
... hot fudge and Reese's pieces.
Hope?
Yes.
Gosh, I did all the visual imaginations...
p>
... just so you can eat your burgers.
That's not true. I'm just starving,
Because I don't have to chemotherapy today.
Why aren't you doing chemotherapy today?
Dr. Choudary thinks I don't need chemotherapy...
... remembering me in remission,
And you know... That's no big deal.
Yes. You know, I guess so. </ P>
I might as well go to school. </ P>
I'm sure my teacher wants me to learn more. </ P>
All right. </ P>
I love you. </ P>
I love you more. </ P>
It's impossible. </ P>
Everything happened so fast for me now
I don't know how to feel. Am I happy, scared, angry?
Hungry? I mean, why am I still hungry? </ P>
I feel like I need a sign, you know? </ P>
Should I tell everyone,
Or can I enjoy it a little longer?
Do you need help?
With what?
Tell others.
No, I will tell Sarah first then then the others,
Didn't you stop to the hospital this morning?
Yes, but he was sleeping and looked so sweet,
I didn't want to bother him , do you know?
All right.
You will do it when there is no class later?
Yes. / All right. </ P>
See you later. / See you later. </ P>
You know I always like street art, right? </ P>
No , i don't know. for street art.
Wow. There are so many.
Where are you going to put all this?
This is part of my latest campaign, Hope.
I will paste this in the whole city.
Hopefully I won't be finished by John Hop.
Aku akan tempelkan ini di seluruh kota.
Semoga saja aku tidak dihabisi oleh John Hop.
"The Wallopers."
"The Fuzz." "The Coppers." </ P>
Right. Yes, I know that. Yes. </ P>
Hopefully after you are gone,
There will be a small portion that you leave in the whole city.
This is so cool. / Yes.
Can we... We can help...
Can we talk to where is more privacy?
Hope, you're trembling.
Yes. Look at that. </ P>
Is that because of chemotherapy? </ P>
I don't know. </ P>
Is this bad news? </ P>
Explain "Bad News. "
Whatever it is, you can tell me.
I'm not ready for this to end.
This won't end, and if that happens , I'm here.
What if it's forever?
I'll stay here.
This is good.
So, D, in the attitude that always enters my limits,
Already decided to submit all the letters...
... into my teacher's mailbox.
So many problems with this.
Hope, I have a math class. What... / Back!
Any student who doesn't submit back their permit...
... to attend Hip-Hop Hullabaloo,
Will not be able to attend Hip -Hop Hullabaloo. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
Alright, you will help me or not? </ P>
I don't even know what what we do.
We will get back the letters.
And don't give me that look, understand?
Itu secara teknis tidak mencuri. Ibuku memakai alat tulisku.
Alright, once again, why are we taking letters...
... which will obviously solve all of your dilemmas?
I don't want to tell people until, you know,
I made my life come back intact.
Alright, what's the plan?
Okay , we will go there, then we will steal...
Take back... Take back letters from the mailbox.
That's the plan? / That's the first list of planning. </ P>
What if Mr. Burda catches you? / That's why you're here. </ P>
You're watching, if, you know,
I have a problem or something like that,
Or you can divert the attention of him or something.
Aku sangat suka rincian yang sudah kau rencanakan untuk ini.
All right, I have... Yes, same. Good, come on. Give your hand. </ P>
Come on. </ P>
Come on, team. </ P>
Okay, let's do this. </ P>
Alright, honey. > You got your tea. </ P>
Now what? </ P>
Letters! </ P>
Mrs. Thompson. </ P>
Good people. He very sweet.
Who rearranged this?
Mrs. Thompson...
Thompson. Thompson. Thompson. </ P>
Thompson. Ompson. </ P>
Thom... That's it. Alright. </ P>
And the next winner. </ P>
Mrs. Stuart. </ P>
Stuart is the grouch. </ P>
He is a cow. </ P>
Stuart. Stu... Here it is. </ P>
I think I put it in the wrong box. </ P>
No, that's right. </ P>
Coach Callenberg. All right. </ P>
Tim futbol takkan bisa melangkah sejauh itu.
Callenberg. Callenberg. Here it is. </ P>
Everything's OK. </ P>
Now what? </ P>
Lunch. </ P>
Have you got it? / Yes.
Ring the bell. That will... / Okay, come on. Hurry up. </ P>
I'm eating. You see...
Come back after lunch. </ P>
See you later. </ P>
Go. Go away. Yes. All right, yes. </ P>
He even wrote a letter to the janitor. </ P>
You know, maybe I'll leave school. </ P>
My mother is like that. </ P>
Yes, because she doesn't fit anymore in school uniforms. </ P>
She is pregnant. I'm kidding. </ P>
Most. I'll study. </ P>
Wait. You don't plan to use cancer...
...sebagai cara untuk tidak belajar, 'kan?/ Tidak! Aku akan belajar.
Good. That's important for you start focusing...
... and really learn something. </ P>
Seth, I understand. You know what that means this?
We can go to college and school post-graduate now.
We can contract apartments in the city.
I haven't ready to think about it.
So what is Kai's response?
He is very good with that.
He doesn't know, & right?
I mean, what exactly does he know...
You didn't tell him? / I told him.
No , you are lying. Because the tone your voice rises as you lie. </ P>
That's what happened. You're lying. I can hear it. </ P>
That's not true. I always know when you're lying. </ P>
Ini untukmu.
We also use your face sticker this is to support you.
Wow.
What is the smell of Zoe?
Unlike despair. p>
I want to know if you want mani-pedi with me after school.
I never did mani-pedi before.
Alright . Nice. We can do quality time,...
..., hang out. </ P>
This looks better than the last one. </ P>
Hey, baby.
So now,
I'm in big trouble because of this sticker.
It seems that you have street artists...
... who designed their first campaign Barack Obama,
And he also has the slogan "Hope,"
So it makes me look really like a thief.
I look like a fool. No.
I look like a loser. No. Only...
I look like One Direction steal the music Janoskians. </ P>
I look like a cheater! </ P>
It's everywhere!
So, you will still be studying with me?
No. I'll leave doing mani-pedi. </ P>
I can't study with nails that look normal, right? </ P>
Of course not. </ P>
Thank you for inviting me.
Yes. I do this every week. </ P>
It's expensive, but that's how is my father's credit card. </ P>
He feels bad because it's rarely at home, that's why he do this,
But that doesn't stop him. Good, isn't it?
The best.
So, are you dating someone?
p>
Men of my age are so annoying.
I think I need someone who is more sensitive.
Yes. You know, I'm lucky with Kai,
Even though I have to go across the world to find it. </ P>
Kukuku looks so pretty. </ P>
What do the teachers say about the good news? </ P>
What is the news about? </ P>
About your remission letter which you sent. </ P>
Right. No, nothing. </ P>
You know, there hasn't been any contacting me. </ P>
Everyone is very busy with UTS and so on.
Do you also follow UTS?
As soon as the plan is. And if it's still in Chapter one,
The first page and paragraph, then I will be fine.
You will be very extraordinary.
Yes, I have a lot of time to be able to be outside now.
What's wrong with your nails?
I do a manicure. Do you like it?
Yes, I like...
We can't for manicures.
Alright. Zoe paid for it.
And he considered this as therapy.
Zoe. Zoe, the doctor. </ P>
When did you meet him? </ P>
Maybe later. Tonight? </ P>
I don't know, Mom. But I'll go to learn mitosis,
And if I remember correctly, this question of cancer cells multiplied. </ P>
I can't wait to hear /> why is this in your bag...
... and not in the mailbox your teachers.
Why did you check my things
Why did you steal from the mailbox?
This is an exciting game.
Because I want to tell everyone myself.
Mom just tried to help.
I don't need mother's help.
Okay, yeah.
All right.
Can you mom close the door?
Then he says, "Close the door."
There is no closing the door in our house.
I want to continue to help him,
But I have to help him with ways to not always look like that,
So I need your help. / What can I do ?
I want to respect the boundaries, and I want to give him space,
But I also have to keep an eye on how he really feels.
Do you want me to spy on him? / Right. </ P>
I don't want to do that. </ P>
Then guide him or give him counseling. </ P>
You know, that actually includes into your job title.
What exactly are you doing? / Those two things,
But not always in order.
Sorry. I was even more angry than I expected. </ P>
It's just that I don't know how is again to help him. </ P>
Listen, if something happens,
I will obviously tell you about that.
But whatever it is, you have to let him think about it himself.
What if he ends make a bad decision?
He is still a child.
He will obviously make a bad decision.
Good.
Thank you.
Dolores...
Can you close the door?
Yes. I saw what you did there. </ P>
Is it better to burn or fade away? </ P>
I mean, look at Heath Ledger, James Dean,
Janis Joplin. Jimmi Hendrix. </ P>
I mean, they all died young,
Unlike old people who keep living this life,
And you will think, "When will that happen?" </ P>
That's cruel. But, the point is,
I only give the question hypothesis for friends.
Is it better to die popular or live as a loser?
Dear God.
You see the child over there ?
Yes.
Go ask him if he enters sit with us,
And when he says, "Yes," say, "I'm kidding."
That's not really funny.
That's the point of the joke.
I'll do that.
Hey, do you want to sit with us?
Hey. You should meet me. What happened? </ P>
I forgot. Sorry. You mean, you don't want to? </ P>
No, I want to. It's just that I've been studying overnight. </ P>
Do you know if I'm six midterms,
One for each subject? /Ya.
Seth, stop bothering him. He has cancer. </ P>
Yes, but that...
Oh my God!
It gets worse?
Oh my God. Cancer? </ P>
Yes. / Gosh. </ P>
Hey. This is for you. </ P>
They are annoying. Don't worry about that. </ P>
Thank you. / Sure. </ P>
It gets worse
His cancer Hope worsened! / So, Hope is dying
Bad news, Hope is dying more faster than expected.
"Hey, Hope, what did you do today?"
"I just told the other and their mother..."
"... if my cancer gets worse, but that's not true,"
"I am indeed a liar and I hate myself."
Yes God. I'm so sad. </ P>
We've just been mani-pedi. </ P>
I want to have a party to help you. </ P>
like a farewell event, but you're still alive.
No, no, no... I can't let you do that.
You don't let me. I want it.
My house, next Friday. All right.
Alright, but that isn't part of the plan, </ p >
But that... / Hope.
Where have you been? Why didn't you tell me?
I just told Zoe about 60 seconds ago.
How did you find out?
All right.
Is that true?
Yes?
I want to tell you something.
Okay, some of the most perfect things in life don't last forever,
For example sunshine, rainbow, or polar ice,
And I know you won't be here here forever,
So I want to tell you < br /> my true feelings.
I love you.
No, that's not true.
Oh my God. That's right. </ P>
I love you too, Kai. </ P>
The coolest thing happened today. </ P>
Kai told me he loves me, and I also love him,
So that's cool.
Hey, did you come to the bowling party tomorrow?
Yes. I'll come. / That's good. You tell everyone,
And now Zoe is holding an party for me Friday night. </ P>
Hey, what's the old room? > will be there?
Maybe not. They have odd jobs, so...
All right. </ P>
Yes, Mom, alright. </ P>
We will relax, so can you not...
Not here? Okay.
Zoe has a party for you.
That's pretty cool.
Yes, alright. That's no big deal,
Let's watch a movie.
What about "Me, Earl, and the Dying Girl "?
Or what about" Life of Pi "?
Or" The Kings of Summer "...
... or" Life is Beautiful "? / No.
Tak ada lagi film-film tentang kematian, oke?
Death isn't a joke. / Okay, I'll play "Life of Pi,"
Or whatever, but I'm not happy with that.
You're not happy with everything. </ P>
I know. What if you're not dying? </ P>
What makes you happy? / All right. </ P>
Wait. </ P>
Alright, listen, I want you to surpass the others to understand...
... what I experienced, you know? I'll tell them.
Wait.
Wait. You haven't told them yet? </ P>
I'll do it. I need a little more time. </ P>
Do you need time? Gosh. </ P>
That's really a non-terminal term what people say. </ P>
Hey, that's the most cruel thing that people ever told me. </ P>
That's not true. < br /> During class 6,
The kids call you "Casper the flat-chested ghost."
Stop. Look, I've felt pretty bad. </ P>
You should see his face Seth and my mother. </ P>
They look so happy. </ P>
And you're not happy? </ P>
I'm not unhappy. </ P>
I'm just afraid of how everything will change. </ P>
Everything will always change. </ P>
p>
And such changes this means good.
I like situations like before.
I like my girlfriend.
I like my friends. </ P>
You have to see how cruel it is all people in children who can't blend in. </ P>
They destroy a child's cellphone today .
That's about how I can't go to school...
... or swallow food...
If I will never kiss ,
And if it's not long, I'll be completely forgotten.
I won't forget about you.
You've forgotten me. That's not true.
You know, maybe we aren't really friends.
Maybe we never made friends.
Maybe it's just a dying situation that keeps us close,
Because at this time, it seems that we have nothing in common. </ P>
You know? You're right. </ P>
Because I have Zoe now,
And I don't care anymore about you. </ P>
They don't really like you.
They really like me.
Kai told me. You're just jealous.
Oh my God.
Alright, mom assured the nurse...
... to let us in. see a doctor first,
Then the mother can back away the schedule at 2:30 p.m.,
Now we can afford to take all this.
Then my mother will take you home,
And you can go back to the office. </ P>
This is a busy day, huh? </ P>
Yes, a busy day.
Mom just came to him, and mom said,
"My daughter will do transplant."
"We have to meet < br /> Dr. Karato as soon as possible. "
That's a matter of power with these doctors,
Makes you wait. That makes mom crazy. </ p >
Hey, how are you doing?
I'm good.
Bagus. Kau keberatan?/ Tidak, aku tak apa.
This is Helen.
No. No, obviously not. Tell him no. </ P>
Less than 18 hours until Mother defeats you in the bowling alley. Don't cheat! </ P>
Hey, come on. </ P>
Come on. </ P>
I really have to learn, get good grades. </ P> >
No, hey, don't worry about that. This is very good.
This is the future. If this is the future,
Where is cancer when you need it, you know? </ P>
You can finally reach out to all things that life has to offer, okay? </ P>
Everything you ever wanted is in range.
I can reach the leaflet.
Do I need leaflets?
You need it. Look, we can enter the campus community. </ P>
We have schools computer programmers. </ P>
Interesting. / We have AL and AU.
No and no.
Why don't we take some of these leaflets...
... then go there, I don't know, maybe Friday 22:00? </ P>
I think you know that when Zoe had a party for me. </ P>
I think you plan to come there. </ P>
Yes, I will go with my girlfriend...
... to a super cool party that planned for me...
... rather than sitting on inside and looking at bad leaflets...
... and for the next 15 years career.
Hey, at least you admit you have 15 more years
Cobber, friend. Hey, honey.
You look amazing like usually.
So what are you doing here?
I'm not here for me. But for Seth.
Cool. You will be a "digger"?
Did you call me? / Do you want to join the Military?
Gosh, no.
I want you to take it home this leaflet and see.
You will also get glasses. How about that?
Thank you.
Hope, this is very brave you come to here.
It must be very depressing...
... to see people "inspired" to have a career.
I think you mean "aspire."
Of course.
Hope!
Sister Joyce.
Hope, is this the famous Kai?
Yes. / Nice to meet you.
Her eyes are more sparkling than you explained.
Yes. There are many solar systems. </ P>
And that accent. </ P>
Aku mau mengucapkan banyak terima kasih karena sudah merawat Hope.
That's very difficult, you know.
Even with all the treatments, the condition still worsens.
What are you talking about?
That Hope is getting closer to dying...
... and nobody can do that. </ P>
Hope isn't dying. </ P>
Do you call it with another name?
"You guys" you mean are doctors? / Exactly.
Hope, I thought you were /> tell them.
What is he talking about, honey?
Yes, "dear," what is he talking about?
I was want to tell you...
Your manicure.
I'll tell you now.
Will you tell us?
Of course. </ P>
You know this means a lot to me...
... to be able to have lots of friends, and...
Kai, you know how I feel for you,
And I know how you feel about me,
So I will immediately say it.
I'm actually not getting sick, I'm getting better,
I'm getting better until no longer needs treatment,
Remembering the conditions that are getting better.
In conclusion, I'm not a dying teenager.
We should replace you.
Hey, this nothing to do with you.
We have a connection. We bring him a bowl cake.
Kai, say something.
You lie to me.
That was not intentional. It just came out,
And my condition improved. Isn't that the most important thing
Dengar, Hope, aku peduli denganmu. Sungguh.
I'm 17 years old. I'm not ready for for long-term commitment. </ P>
I left Australia for you. </ P>
I haven't been meeting for a long time with my family. </ P>
But you love me.
I mean, you love me, right?
A coward guy like I guessed.
Yes, at least I didn't < >> fall in love with women...
... who considers me just a friend!
Gosh. You really love him .
Whatever.
I will go to paint something.
I heard Hope has not been sick again,
So we have to replace my party's name.
What about the party bowl cake?
Yes.
I hope you are happy.
>
What?
... I was at this career exhibition from the start,
Grabbing a silly life and a stupid opportunity.
No, that's how life is. < br /> Sometimes you get hurt.
What do you know about being hurt?
Dead is easy. Life is difficult. </ P>
You don't know what I'm going through. </ P>
I'm always by your side every day. </ P>
Every day, I'm here with you. /> You tell me your problems,
And I listen to you. </ P>
I know what you're going through. </ P>
All you do is just follow me everywhere.
Good. I leave. </ P>
Thank you for the great incident in other lives. </ P>
Today is my worst day. </ P>
I am from the top > everything becomes...
... nothing.
No more fake friends,
And my real friends don't like me.
Hello.
Hey. / Hey!
What is that ? / This is an apologetic brownie.
Why? / I'm sorry. This isn't for you.
This is for everyone who Hope lies
Why are you apologizing? You didn't make a mistake.
I didn't make a mistake, but Hope,
He my son and were reflected in me,
So I made a brownie.
Dolores, it's not your job to protect him.
You know, people say that. </ P>
People often say that,
But if I don't protect him...
He might be dead. </ P> >
Do you know what I protect from what?
I protect it from germs, excessive sun exposure.
I protect him from the arms of the elderly.
I've become a line of the defense of one person,
And this high school, This is true ferocity, right?
Those cruel children, they are like infections.
High school is indeed difficult.
Forget cancer or girls with single parents.
That is indeed difficult.
Every day I meet a child who must learn...
... how to build their own immunity .
Half the high school kids learn how to live in this world.
He shouldn't be living in this world...
And I didn't prepare for that.
Guess what, Dolores, he is now,
And there's no right way to do this,
But you have to let think about it.
I don't like that.
What do you want me to say?
What you say is enough. I understand.
Look? I guide and advise. </ P>
Yes. I confess. Yes. </ P>
Thank you. That's quite impressive. </ P>
You have the right to get one portion of brownies. </ P >
No, no, no. I can't. That...
I can't. No, no, no. All right. </ P>
Actually... It's OK. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
What do you think Others want come to this bowling party tomorrow?
What bowling party?
$ 5, the ball will go into the ditch.
This is not sad at all .
Nobody came to my party, D.
G come. </ P>
Dengar, ibu ikut prihatin Kai putus denganmu.
Yes, I feel like cancer also broke up with me.
We don't date cancer.
Yes, it lives with me, sleeps with me,
Bring me lots of flowers and attention.
No. The person who brought it to you. </ P>
Yes, because I have cancer. </ P>
You know, forget about Kai and the girls, </ p >
Because the most important person still cares about you.
I also messed it up,
I texted Seth and Sarah millions of times, no reply.
Isn't that because you are acting annoying? / Thank you.
It's nice to know that Mother is also not on my side.
This is not a matter of parties. </ P>
Then, you know? I don't need to be here,
So, enjoy your ditch ball. Hope... .
Should we stay... / Yes, we play bowling.
He can have a party feel sorry for himself.
I'm sorry.
I thought it would be nice. Thank you for coming.
No, gladly. Thank you for inviting me.
No, I have this big idea,
Because we always came here when he was little. </ P>
He likes it here, you know, before all...
Yes.
It still has the same aroma.
This is very... I don't know. Soothing? Old shoes. </ P>
I understand. I like going to the river. </ P>
Yes, the carcass of a fish. </ P>
It's a soothing odor. /> No, not a fish carcass. </ P>
I saw a ship. </ P>
Kapal-kapal./ Ya.
Do we have ships in the river? / No, we don't have,
But we have the second best pulley bridge...
.... from every city in the world, second from Amsterdam,
But first in diversity. / The more you know...
I really talk wander with you now.
Sorry. That's because I'm from Rhode Island,
And we have a rich maritime tradition there...
And I just said, "Maritim."
Why why did I chat about the ship. </ P>
But I understand. </ P>
Changes can be very difficult. </ P> >
Yes. Hope it's going through lots of changes. </ P>
I mean for you. </ P>
Do you know what's difficult? / What? </ P>
That you will lose. Dear God.
Alright. Let's look at your ability.
Good morning. I'm Sister Kelly.
I'll take you to the room day operation This, understand?
Can you tell me your date of birth?
August 30, 1998.
All right. Can you tell me what you did today? </ P>
Cell transplantation autologous hematopoiesis. </ P>
And you can tell me your level of pain ?
All right. Thank you.
All right. Come on. </ P>
I want to see everything at the basketball match tonight. </ P>
I can't promise you an interesting match,
But, as you know,
Nachos is free with your learning card. </ P>
Hey, hey, hey! </ P>
Bukan lonceng yang membubarkanmu. Tapi aku.
All right, you can go. Hope.
I'm proud of you.
Take care of yourself, guys.
Listen, if this is a problem D, it won't happen again. </ P>
Hope, this has nothing to do with the test. </ P>
I and all the other teachers will ignore this .
We give you value based on your situation,
And I know this is difficult.
I mean, I have also high school before.
It can be very challenging to be directed,
But it doesn't benefit you to keep thinking...
... that you can be a student with an A value in a row...
... if you don't give a serious effort.
I think you can < > more than you know.
Come on.
You managed to defeat cancer.
If there is anything I can do for you, I'm happy to help,
But you have to tell me.
Hey.
Watch your way.
Thank you very much.
That's what you want, to sit in this section?
Yes. / You want to sit here?
So what is the situation of your current partner?
You're approaching someone?
No. I want that... / Yes? </ P>
But I'm not dating . </ P>
How long have you been single? / You have acquaintances ?
Did you say Australians are good at kissing?
Yes.
Seth, Seth, are you here?
Come on. Lift up. Please lift it. </ P>
Hei, kau menghubungi Seth. Tinggalkan pesan.../Pesan suara. Oke.
I understand, you don't want to pick up the phone.
Please text me.
Hey, reply to my SMS. I'm worried.
p>
Can we talk? Please.
I am sad.
Where is Sarah?
She is gone. > What?! </ P>
Sorry, I mean, you just missed him. </ P>
He went for the procedure, but I can't tell you. </ P >
Sister Joyce, I beg you... / As a sister,
I can't tell that information.
I can't tell you if he goes downstairs for surgery.
Thank you.
Don't tell them I told you.
This is Helen ./ Where is Sarah?
He doesn't reply to my SMS.
He is recovering.
He passed the procedure a complicated transplant.
I have to meet him.
He is taking a break.
What can I do?
None. I have to go.
Mother.
Yes?
I apologize for my attitude lately.
You're going through lots of trials.
Some of me want to tell you...
... that you don't have to ask sorry for anything else forever.
And some others?
You don't want to know.
p>
I'll fix this.
I promise.
Alright.
So, my ex-boyfriend is now dating with a popular woman in school,
Both of my friends hate me,
... where someone is clear vomiting before,
So, that's good.
This is my life now. No more cake bowls,
Only the sandwiches in the toilet.
You will get used to it.
Thank you, but...
I'm not really want to get used to this.
Are you a dying child? / Yes...
Maybe. No.
When I'm in 6th grade, I wear braces,
Orthopedic shoes, scoliosis support.
My parents divorced.
That's very heavy, huh.
Alright, I'm out. It's weird.
Children can be so cruel. Or good.
It's so random,
Like cancer and scoliosis.
Listen, I was before so annoying,
And I have to < br /> stop them,
But I didn't do it, and I'm sorry.
Thank you for that.
But you can't just apologize.
p>
What do you mean? / Who does care if you regret it?
You have to do something about it.
Yes, you're right.
My call Mildred, Millie, with "IE."
Hope, you know, like Obama.
Sorry.
My mom must like you.
You have to be clean if you want to hang out.
Do you understand what I mean?
That's good. I like that. </ P>
What is this? / To dry it. </ P>
Makes the aroma more sticky. </ P>
I want you to guide me. </ P>
MCATs?
It still has to wait until you graduate from high school.
Do you feel doubt I can do the impossible?
I don't like betting.
I'm more people who like playing the board, actually.
But if you have to,
I will obviously bet for you.
Why don't we focus skip the first semester first?
Then we will try to MCATs.
Good.
Thank you again.
Prometaphase...
Metaphase, Anaphase...
Your hands look very itchy like you want to cut cucumbers,
So why didn't you take over?
Alright.
I'm actually pretty clever with this.
And Telophase.
>
Sorry I'm late.
No, Mr. Baser, please. I've learned. I'm ready. </ P>
Give me the test./ School policy. </ P>
Okay. You don't need to give it to me,
But you can't stop me from taking the test. </ P>
Hope, what are you doing? </ P>
You don't even know the question.
Then I'll write everything I know.
What...
Everything is concentrated on your exam sheet.
Then we won't have problems, & apos; right?
Yes.
How the test results?
I might get C,
But I managed to part the growth of cancer cells. What's more? </ P>
Next you have a test for America's early history. </ P>
Cepat, sebutkan lima nama-nama presiden pertama Amerika.
Monroe, Madison, Jefferson, Adams, Washington.
No, that's wrong. I call it in reverse.
Why? Because I can.
Millie told me I can't just say I'm sorry.
I have to do something.
I mean , he's right.
And I think I have a plan.
I just don't know what will work or not.
Hey.
p>
Thank you for agreeing to meet.
Yes, of course. So, you and Hope are friends now? </ P>
I helped him. </ P>
Why? / Because he screwed up,
But trying to fix it.
Where is he?
Study. You know, he's far behind. </ P>
At least he did that now.
Yes.
What I want to ask to you is,
Will you go to Zoe's party this Friday?
Yes, of course.
Hope plans something, but we need your help.
Can we rely on you? </ P>
Yes, I don't know about that. </ P>
What do you mean? </ P>
You are Hope and Seth, Seth and Hope.
Yes, I don't really know my feelings about him now.
All right. Sorry. </ P>
From: Hope How is the party?! </ P>
So, there is a thought to help me? </ P>
5 minutes to broadcast straight away. / Why are you so boring?
Do you want to dance?
No. Thank you. </ P>
Canggung./ Diamlah.
This./ This is his favorite song.
Hey.
Thank you for coming to my party.
Yes , of course. Where are your parents?
I don't know.
How about Hope? / Is he dead?
No , still not...
You know, I don't know. I just...
I like hoping he gets it again.
Cancer?
Do you want him to have more cancer?
No! What's wrong... No.
I want him to understand what's important. </ P>
That's difficult. I gave up doing since a year ago. </ P>
You really like him. </ P>
Of course. I mean... He's my best friend. </ P>
Like, friend, you really like him,
Really like him. </ P>
Kalian berdua benar-benar serasi.
Thank you, friend.
Hey. How is the development with Seth? </ P>
I'm not sure. </ P>
Alright. We have to do this. </ P>
All right ./ Alright.
Ready? Okay. / Yes. Let's do it. </ P>
Time to act! </ P>
Hey, everyone...
Everyone... Hey, I want show you something.
This is my party. You can't use my TV just like that. </ P>
May I please use your TV? </ P>
Please. </ P>
I Hope Gracin. </ P>
What is this? / This is Hope. </ P>
It's clear. Hey! </ P>
I've dated that woman ! / Shut up.
You might know me as a girl with cancer.
Cancer and I'm not separated since I was 12 years old.
At first, I was scared, then then something strange happened.
It became commonplace.
I stopped hating it.
It was very chaotic, but I started to like it. </ P>
When I found out I got a remission,
I was scared, confused and angry... </ p >
... if something that's used to with me is taken away from me,
I lost sight of for what matters...
My friends and my real family. </ P>
My best friend Sarah is still suffering from cancer,
And she's the best thing that ever happened to me,
And I owe it to him to think about life.
Sorry I'm lying. I shouldn't do that.
I just want you more like me more than anything,
And that is my fault...
And I should understand better.
How?
Good work.
From : Hope Meet me at the hospital. </ P>
Hey. </ P>
Seth. </ P>
How is the party? </ P>
They changed the party Your death became a bowl cake party.
I can't believe they really did that.
I can. Yes.
Zoe, Kai and the others are indeed the worst people ever.
Delicious bowls. Bad people.
Yes. </ P>
Sorry I forced you to sneak into places. </ P>
You didn't do that. You're right. </ P>
I don't do that at all. </ P>
I mean, at least you admit it. </ P>
Kau suka itu. Aku melibatkan kita kedalam masalah.
You pulled us out from the problem.
The perfect team.
That's right, isn't it?
Yes, that's right. p>
So, you don't hate me?
I don't hate you.
Good.
Because I can't stand if you hate me.
The closing time is over. But this is important,
Like interests between life and death.
The immune system
You have to leave.
Thank you.
Sarah...
I'm really sorry.
You mentioned it on the video.
You watched it?
I turned on the notification for your channel.
Kau menyebutkan itu di video.
Kau menontonnya?
Aku menyalakan pemberitahuan untuk kanalmu.
Can you forgive me?
And before you answer,
You need to know I plan to spend the rest of my life...
... try to fix it with you.
That's weird, I understand that enough.
You always understand that, and I forget. </ p >
I forgot, I mean, I forgot you made me special,
Not being popular or something else.
But how does it feel <
That's not the worst thing...
But it's very worthless.
I'm really sorry I offended you.
Thank you.
And it's the stupidest thing in world history...
... if I get remission, < br /> but you're still sick,
And I can't do this if you're not here.
I'm still here.
I'm also glad you are here.
I love you.
I love you more.
It's impossible. </ P>
Come on. </ P>
You will make me cry. Come on. </ P>
"Hope arises eternally in the human chest;"
"Humans have never been, but always blessed." </ P>
"Soul, anxiety and confined from home,"
"Rest and talk long wide in future lives." </ P>
I think that means is...
... that there is always a reason to be optimistic,
Even though life can it gets really hard,
But you can definitely pass it...
... if you focus on what really matters.
Sarah returned to school for the fall,
And her mother Sarah spent more time at home with her.
Garner invited us to go on vacation to Rhode Island
To see the ship, and that sounds bad,
But if it makes them happy, I'm happy.
Millie doesn't have to eat in the toilet again. </ p >
And Seth... Seth remains Seth.
Who knows what will happen?
And I'm very good in my school assignments...
... and being stupid with my friends again.
So that's the story about how I learned to live life...
... without expiration dates.
Besides, I was given the name Hope for a reason.
This film is dedicated to those who have struggled,
Or are struggling, their struggle with cancer.
I want to share my story,
Because by sharing. we can grow strong together, </ p >
And laughing at things that make us afraid,
We can overcome that.
The problem now is I'm not dying,
So I have to think about what should be laughed at.
That will be fun.