He is waiting for his date.
That day is March 7.
I saw the calendar on the previous wall.
What is a woman it doesn't come?
I'm sure he didn't come.
Loneliness can't stay away.
It's nice to meet you. / You too.
Wine? / Yes.
Yes, after a day of work , that sounds really good.
How is your day?
My good.
What about you?
Good. Quite flat. </ P>
Tell me something about yourself. </ P>
Let's try something different. </ P>
Instead of telling you everything about me and my statistics...
... like the back of from a baseball card,
Let's talk about anything that comes to mind.
Do you know? </ p >
Whatever we want.
Something more organic.
Like a dating experiment?
Think of it as a challenge...
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... from typical conversations when first date.
I don't want to know where you work...
... or where do you go to college.
I want to know you who are actually.
Ready to order?
We may need more time./< br/ > I'm ready to order. </ P>
Yes, of course. / I ordered chicken parmesan. </ P>
Extra cheese. </ P>
I also ordered chicken parmesan.
Extra cheese? / No thanks.
I'm enough with wine. / Me too.
Okay, I'll bring you bread. / Thank you.
All right, where are we?
What do you think about everything? / What?
Look, I know the game first date it's kind of weird,
But try it.
Worst scenario,
You have a funny story to be told to your friends.
All right.
What do you mean, everyone? / I mean everything.
Life, work, culture.
The chaotic place we occupy .
What's the whole point?
That's a very vague question. All right.
I think you only have to try the best, do you know?
Try your best and push for what you want.
Sorry, is that really your answer?
Yes. / That's stupid.
Look, I'm not asking you write it down I graduation speech.
I ask you to tell me how you feel really.
Take off the clown mask that you have to you wear for everyone. </ p
Give me yourself .
I don't know you and you don't know me,
But we have one thing in common.
Turmoil.
We struggling for the rest of our lives, for what?
I did a bad job so I could stay alive.
So that I could eat, have place of rest,
And continue my existence which has no value.
Kita bergelut seumur hidup kita, untuk apa?
Aku mengerjakan pekerjaan buruk agar aku bisa tetap hidup.
Agar aku bisa makan, memiliki tempat istirahat,
Dan melanjutkan keberadaanku yang tak ada harganya.
We live to die.
Just fill your free time.
We wake up every day and go to work.
What is our purpose exactly work?
Work, so we can go home home and watch TV?
Work, so I can buy food to be stuffed into my face?
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Working so I can retire one day when I'm senile?
I won't remember that.
Life is just an act of struggle.
At least for some big of us.
That's just a good answer.
They talked for a long time.
I was surprised how comfortable the woman was with her.
As if she could understand it.
For some reason, understand.
They chat for two full hours.
He did not ask the woman about his past,
The woman did not ask the man about his job.
But somehow the conversation they are interesting and beautiful.
Like simple poetry where they take turns contributing,
Line by line.
"God is dead."
"God is not dead . "
" Sex is God. "
" Who are we other than animals who are trapped behind the wall? " "
What's the wall, other than the pediment of the human condition?
Only imagination can... / ... knock it down.
I'll go to the bathroom.
I'll ask for the bill. / I can /> pay half if you want.
Don't be stupid.
You said you were unemployed. Save your money.
You're too cute.
p>
I'm back.
Do you want to go to my place for coffee or drink?
Yes, of course.
Sorry, this place is a mess. It's okay, I don't care.
I like your place.
Thank you.
Hey.
Hey!
Do you want me to make a drink?
Yes. Yes, it will be very good. </ P>
Where do you want to go? / I have to go. </ P>
This is 3:30 a.m.
You can't be serious.
Let me go!
Are you serious?
Tell me it's a joke. / I'm sorry.
You're five months late this.
Do you want to be fired?
Because I'm very sure you want to be fired.
I'm sorry.
You're lazy. </ P>
I'm sorry, it won't happen again. </ P>
That obviously won't happen again. </ P>
If that happens again, > I'll fire you somewhere.
Hello?
Hey.
I'm glad you contacted.
How are you doing?
I'm good. I just relax.
Sure, you can come, yes.
If one bottle of tequila is included.
Alright
Alright, good...
See you later?
Dah.
Hei. Silakan masuk./ Apa kabar?
It's nice to see you. / You too.
So what do you want to do? / Drink.
And relax.
I'll take the bottle.
Take it...
And...
Meet me in your room.
All right.
Hey, hey, hey. Are you okay?
I'm sorry.
My mind's really messed up.
>
Everything...
It's screwed in the mind?
I'm just...
I feel so empty.
You know, like...
I'm between really sad or really happy. </ P>
It never draws. </ P>
I rarely happy,
So I'm not the right person to give you advice.
Why are you rarely happy?
I don't know, forget it. br /> No, tell me.
Gosh, can you tell me?
I don't have a lot of things to make me happy.
What is your job?
So now we will give a question?
I can give a question.
That's not fair.
Tell me.
I work in the office.
Cool.
Yes, that's good.
You don't like it
No, I don't like it.
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It's the same thing for done every day.
It's like the assembly field in the factory or something.
Then why did you do it?
Because of my wish.
Why does everyone do what they don't want to do?
That's work, you know, me have to do it.
That's the problem. Nothing really wants me to do. </ P>
Come here. </ P>
Tell me something about you. </ P>
Like?
I don't know.
Tell me about your childhood.
That's a fairly common childhood
Your parents?
My mother died when I was a baby. </ P>
So my father took care of me and my uncle. </ P>
Are they still alive? </ P>
No.
My parents are still alive,
But I haven't spoken to them for 10 years.
We have a few problems.
I'm sorry. No need.
I'm sorry.
It's OK.
He's about 7 years old,
i>
Alcoholics who go in and out of jail.
He will take him to the toilet where it's very dark,
Until I can't know what happened.
As soon as he came out towards the light,
I'll be there, see tears dripping on his cheeks,
Hear the whining that come out of his mouth...
... and vibrate with him from what happened in the toilet.
< i> He was forced into to the toilet...
... whenever he was raised by his uncle. </ p >
Until one day his uncle died.
He was 10 years old.
He doesn't have to whine or cry afterwards.
But he's still trembling.
We both tremble.
Hey,
I have to go to work. </ P>
See who is coming on time.
What's in the message?
If I could...
Did she see me?
He can hear me?
Did you see me?
You've finished ? / Yes.
Then clean the plate and wash it.
Did you break the plate?!
Honey?
Dear, you're home?
Honey, what's wrong?
Why are you crying?
I stopped feeling right.
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
It's OK, it's OK, it's OK.
It's OK.
I'm broken.
Like an old toy or like that.
I can't be fixed.
Do you understand?
People like us can't be fixed.
You know one the toy is broken and other broken toys are equivalent?
One normal toy, one normal person.
No.
You will only have two broken toys.
It's just a one-sided opinion.
You ever thought...
... if sometimes breath gasping a lot easier?
Remember our first date,
When I asked your opinion about everything?
Yes.
You're right.
All nonsense.
Everything is nonsense.
What's the point of fighting?
There are several benefits.
What is that?
Light.
We have it for the rest of our lives.
There is no hope for us. Of course there is.
I met you.
I added you suffering.
That's not true.
You're the best thing ever <
Do you love me?
I love you.
I love you too.
You don't have to /> say it again.
I don't have to say it back, but I'm serious. Really. </ P>
Good. </ P>
Hey. </ P>
Do you miss your parents? </ P>
Sometimes. </ P>
Do you think they can recognize you?
I wonder if they know.
I'm curious.
</ p >
Again?
What do you mean, again?
I mean, you said you took a break .
I'm not drinking one full bottle.
Congratulations for not drinking a full bottle!
I don't have to explain < br /> myself to you!
You're an alcoholic!
Do you want to be like that?
Community rubbish that only drinks and makes love?
Let me go!
Look what you are doing!
I didn't do that, understand?
You're drunk and you fall.
No!
Get away from me!
Do you want me to hurt you?
Christine, don't mess!
Hello?
Christine, is that you?
This person.
Poor, crazy and stupid person.
I think he loves her /> beyond anything in this world.
He is a miracle for him.
His freedom from tragedy, namely is his life.
He is the woman's freedom from worldly things,
From the lifeless ,
From the abyss where has been for years.
They found each other,
And with that, they lost themselves.
Do you love me?
Darwin Barnes?/ Ya?
You were arrested for murder Christine Meredith Thompson.
You have the right to remain silent. / What?
Everything you say...
... can be used against you in court. / What do you mean, Christine is dead?
Are you listening to me? p>
What happened?!
If you can't, the country will show you a lawyer.
Hello, Darwin.
I'm John Crowley, wrong one case leader detective. </ P>
Is Christine okay? </ P>
She died. </ P>
Why don't we talk about how he died?
Darwin?
What?
Talk to me.
How did he die?
I don't know. I don't know.
He found it like this next to the trash can.
The murder weapon was on him, and it was a steak knife.
He was found with /> a steak knife?
That's right.
Your bloodstains are found on the carpet of the apartment.
You have a fight that changes to be physical fight?
No, it can't be my blood.
That must be his blood.
He was drunk and fell.
Those were two last night.
What about you?
Are you drunk?
No.
I mean, not during a fight,
But after he left, I started drinking.
The quarrel involved this knife.
So you recognize the knife?
He took it when we fought, right.
So he feels that he needs it for your protection.
No, he's drunk, okay?
That sounds more dramatic than what happened.
There is a neighbor hearing him saying, and I quote,
"Stay away from me."
No, I said that.
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That's what you said.
Yes, he was very drunk and he held a knife.
I yelled at him to get away from me.
We start from the beginning.
Can you explain how your relationship with him started?
Darwin?
Darwin, come on.
We start from the first.
I met him at the supermarket.
He was looking for cereal and he was looking for help.
He can't reach Cheerios on the top shelf.
We have a lot in common.
He is destroyed, like me. Destroyed?
After you are destroyed, you cannot be repaired.
p>
People like us, we can't be fixed.
We only live our lives until we die...
... then later we finally felt the freedom.
We were finally able to breathe.
What do you know about his past, Darwin?
Did he tell you something?
No, not really.
He said it was bad, but he didn't want to talk about it.
He didn't tell you anything. </ P>
Where did he come from. </ P>
How is related to his family. </ P>
No, not really. </ P> >
He will tell me when he is ready.
Do you know his last name?
No.
No, I don't think so.
Let me tell you something.
A broken woman that you explain this...
... doesn't look so damaged for me.
He looks like a young woman who is very normal.
He graduated from a good university.
He has parents who loves.
He grew up in a nice environment.
According to his workplace,
He was a happy and cheerful person.
nonsense. Yes. / That's bullshit? </ P>
Yes, he's an alcoholic. There's no way he has a job. </ P>
Really? You don't even know he has a job, right? </ P>
Maybe it's just another thing that he holds...
... and not ready for to be told to you.
Where? Where does it work?
What's in it for you? He doesn't want to tell you. </ P>
Maybe he thinks you're dangerous. </ P>
No, he never thought so. </ P>
Maybe he thought he should Don't tell you...
... because you made him fear for your life.
That's not true. No. Not true? Not true? </ P>
Let me tell you something right. </ P>
My lord,
My son,
Everything for me.
I'm nothing.
Every word floats from its lips into the air...
... and depends there, balanced with what is and isn't .
His eyes stare at this and that,
It's like a constant search for one answer...
... which doesn't exist.
The breath isn't balanced, is the same as the future.
He is just a little boy playing with a wooden block,
Building a house that he has never occupied?
A young man who will enchant the world...
... until it becomes a sweet competitor.
Adults that happiness is destroyed...
... become millions of pieces on the living room floor.
God saved this poor person.
God saved a dream that > is happiness.
God saved the shade he created.
Maybe they found peace and entertainment.
Wait a minute, your favorite instrument isn't a guitar?
What's wrong with you? / No, I like the piano.
Oh my God. </ p >
What's with the piano?
You're a weird person.
Whatever.
Maybe I'm too sophisticated for you.
All right. </ P>
It's time to sleep. / What? </ P>
You saved your toy and brushed your teeth? </ P>
Yes sir. < /p>
Alright.
Turn off the lights!
What?
It's time to take a shower.
How many days did he have been confined to this cage?
He wants to do that.
I don't know.
He asks himself every day if he has to do that.
He is not used to being trapped.
Although you could say he is always stuck.
The cry is not only because of his suffering,
But because of the woman's loss, her freedom.
She fantasized.
Unaware of the truth .
Hey.
Your lawyer comes.
Hello, Darwin.
> What happened? </ P>
This doesn't look good. </ P>
What do you mean, this doesn't look good? </ P>
Your deposit is too high. </ P>
p>
... the unusual method that ended up hurting us both.
I don't care, I have to get out of here.
I have to get out of here and look for answers.
What answers for?
Who killed him.
There is too much evidence that pointing at you.
Peter, I'm not the culprit.
I didn't kill him.
Listen,
We see what I can do.
Do you believe in God, kid?
Excuse me, who are you? / I'm Darwin.
Darwin, you shouldn't /> resides in this property.
I live here.
You don't live here. I live here.
You shouldn't be here, no one is allowed here.
Are you crazy? I live here!
I'm not crazy.
I'm a property manager and your name isn't on the list.
Look at the letter. "Christine Thompson." </ p >
You don't look like Christine Thompson to me.
I don't care about letters, understand? I live here!
Listen, let me I tell you something, you bastard!
You don't live here and you have to leave here now!
Good.
Can I give a question personally to you?
Haven't you done that?
Fine, forget it.
No... Tell me ./ No, forget it.
Come on, ask.
All right.
Do you believe in God?
I don't know .
I don't know. What about you?
Believe in God?
No.
No, I don't believe in God.
I hope God exists,
Because if that's the case, this is very bad.
Here's what happened. </ P>
Only this will happen. </ P>
What? </ P>
It's nothing. </ P>
That's a worse thing compared an Italian dinner with you.
When I think of you. Yes. / Gosh. </ P>
How do you think you will die? </ P>
I want my life to be getting a beautiful ending. / i>
Is that a heavy request?
To have some sort of beauty in my life, p>
Even if it's at the end of everything.
That's not true.
Never.
People can't choose the beautiful and graceful life of .
With good luck and glory. </ p >
Don't you see?
You don't see the situation that most of us live in?
We are left behind.
We are not depressed,
Or poor or low class.
We are people who are left
We are the shadow of those who live in the light .
That's just me,
Stay in the dark,
Looking for some that are lucky...
Who lives their lives in satisfaction...
... and honor.
All we can do is pray there are many others.
Pray that after death, we can finally be in the light.
Excuse me.
What's wrong?
I picked up a woman here a few months ago...
... who buys something stuff from you.
Can you tell me what is that?
I don't know what you're talking.
But if you want to buy something,
You have to turn around.
Look, I'm not a cop, okay?
I just need a little information about that woman. </ P>
Look, I know you're not a police officer. </ P>
I don't sell very often in women. </ P>
That's nonsense. I saw you sold him a few weeks ago. </ P>
Itu bukan omong kosong.
I don't sell to women at least one or two years.
Really? / Right.
All right.
You said you knew I wasn't a police officer. </ P>
What? </ P>
You said you knew if I wasn't a cop. </ P>
How?
Seriously, stop using medicine for a while.
How much do you drink today?
A few glasses. A few glasses?
You spend one bottle.
Alright.
I'll take a break.
Hey!
You don't know anything, understand?
That's because you've never told me anything!
I told you all about my life,
But you are still full of mystery!
Selain bagaimana pamanmu memperkosamu./Bajingan!
Listen, you can try changing the angle as much as you want.
But you are Darwin,
Unemployed homeless who has a history of mental disorder .
And that's what you really are. Shut up!
Listen, you're not me. Okay?
You're not me.
Did you hear? You're not me!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Every day he cries.
Shouts something into the air.
We leave back, he and me.
He got lost in fantasy,
I was stuck in reality. i>
We both experienced the same experience...
... from the point of view different.
If I could fantasize.
If I could escape.
Three Years Later
Come on. </ P>
So,
What do you want to do with the body? </ P>
You have relatives who can come pick up?
I don't know.
I don't have anyone.
Okay, alright. We will bury you here.
This signature.
Good.
Now, about your last food.
You want something specifically?
I want chicken parmesan with extra cheese.
I think we can provide that.
Are you trust God?
No.
Yes?
Yes, of course.
No. No.
Everything is a trap. </ P>
Tentu saja.
He will be punished.
Yes.
What?!
All of this is a trap?!
What are you talking about?
Did you kill him? / I don't know.
Who killed him?! / Who?
Christine!
Who killed him?
Did you kill him?
Yes. I'm the culprit. </ P>
What are you talking about? </ P>
Eat. </ P>
It's getting cold. </ P>
You've read a book his work Dostoyevsky?
Yes.
I also don't really like reading, but I'm a big fan of his work.
Now, he wrote this book,
The title is "The Idiot."
There is one character in it.
Myshkin, or something like that.
In essence, he said if death sentence...
... worse than the crime committed.
The reason is that if you were stabbed or shot,
you suffered physical pain....
... and we are distracted by that.
As if physical pain was distracted from the act of dying itself.
One cannot tortured spiritually,
But physically.
He also said,
He very often wished could run away.
If a cold-blooded killer chases you with a knife,
Even though it's small, you have the chance to escape.
But there's no escape from the death penalty.
Send out a soldier,
Sit him facing the cannon...
... then fire it at him ,
He still has hope.
but if you read the sentence die to the same soldier,
Then he will lose his common sense.
I think you agree with that.
Is that not so?
I'm not sure.
Now,
I will give you questions which I gave to all people...
... who shared the last food with me.
Why did you kill him?
Why did you snatch the life of this young woman?
I didn't take her life.
She snatched my life.
Her day has arrived.
The time is up.
The clock isn't really a clock, right?
But an hourglass,
The sand grains fall one by one...
... into the void that an day will consume us all.
Look at him.
He still denied the truth.
Still lost in fantasy.
Darwin Thomas Barnes,
Darwin p. p>
You were sentenced to death...
... for murder Christine Meredith Thompson.
May God forgive your soul.
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He ran maybe for hours.
Never stopped, never looked back.
He headed to something new.
Something with hope.
He heads to the light.
Stare wide from what God has given us.
It's just that he never ran away from prison.
I finally broke down the wall and imagined everything.
Likewise for my doll, p>
My lord,
Everything for me,
Sometimes breath gasping puff is much easier.