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On the one hand, you can cover it up.
As they did in Films and Romantic Novels....
When beautiful people pick beautiful lessons...
There are no quarrels that can't be fixed...
By apologies And Peter Gabriel's song.
I like that version like other women,
Trust me.
It's just not the truth.
This is the truth.
Sorry.
End of winter When I was 17...
My mother said that I was depressed. </ P>
Dia makan seperti burung, Dia tidak pernah keluar rumah.
I'm not depressed, Mom.
He reads the same book over and over.
He is indeed depressed.
I'm not depressed .
Booklets and Websites Always expressing depression
are side effects of Cancer.
Depression is not a side effect of Cancer.
Depression is a side effect. </ P>
What I'm experiencing. </ P>
Maybe you will be given Zoloft treatment. </ P>
Or Lexapro. </ P>
And twice a day not once.
- Why is that so much? - What?
Really, just consume it.
I'm like Keith Richards.
You have gone to the Counseling Group What do I suggest?
Yeah, I really don't like it.
Counseling Group is one of the good ways
p>
For you to connect with people...
On the same trip.
"Travel"? Really? </ P>
Go once in a while. </ P>
Maybe you will get enlightenment...
All right. </ P>
Are you ready? </ P>
We gather here today
Really in the heart of Jesus.
We are here with JC
Who wants to share Stories with the Group ?
I'm Angel.
I have Acute Myeloid Leukemia.
I'm Sid. Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. </ P>
Hi, I'm PJ. I have Neuroblastoma Cancer. </ P>
I'm Patrick. </ P>
I have Testicular Cancer. </ P>
I will explain the details of from Patrick's Testicular Cancer. </ P>
Basically, the cancer is in Zakarnya...
They cut a portion, and he almost died, but no.
Now, here it is, Divorced, Don't have friends...
Stay in a parent's house...
Take advantage of cancer-testes spare By serving Jesus. </ P>
Actually. </ P>
To show that one day, If we are lucky...
We can be like Jesus. </ P>
Who is next? </ P>
Hazel? </ P>
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I'm Hazel. </ P>
Initially the thyroid gland...
But now it has spread everywhere,
Making my lungs become more beautiful. </ P>
And how do you feel?
You mean besides suffering from cancer?
Good, I guess.
We are with you, Hazel.
What about other songs?
Christ is our friend.
And will help to the end.
Christ is our friend.
And will help to the end.
Christ.
Hey, baby. </ P>
How? You have fun? </ P>
"Yes, ma'am, it was fun!" </ P>
That's my life. </ P>
Watch the Reality Event. </ P>
Promise see a doctor.
Eight prescription drugs, Drink three times a day.
But the worst...
Counseling Group.
p>
- You can't force me. - Of course you can.
We are your parents.
We discussed it.
You must go.
Look for a friend, and become a teenager.
Mom, if you want I'm a teenager,
Don't tell I go to the Counseling Group. </ P>
Drink gimlets and smoke marijuana.
You can't suck marijuana.
That's what I'll do if I have a fake identifier.
Can I get into the car, please? </ P>
I keep going. </ P>
Not because of my will, or because That will help me...
But for the same reason I did everything lately.
To make parents happy.
Why don't I drive alone?
You don't have a job here.
You just sit waiting for me to go home.
I'm not waiting.
I have a job. I'll be on duty. < /p>
Yes.
I love you.
Me too.
Have fun.
One of the worse things rather than having cancer...
Are having descendants who have cancer.
Hey!
Look for friends.
Oh, Sorry.
> - I'll go up the stairs. - No problem. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
Sorry. </ P>
My fault. </ P>
I'm sorry. </ P>
Gosh. </ P>
Who wants to get started? </ P>
Anyone want to start? </ P>
Please. </ P>
I'm Beth. I have Sarcoma Shaft Cells. </ P>
This week is fine. </ P>
Isaac, I see you are facing obstacles. </ P>
You want share with Groups?
Or maybe your friend wants?
No, I'll share.
Hey, everyone.
Hi, I Isaac. </ P>
I have Retinoblastoma. </ P>
I'm eye surgery when I was a kid...
Itulah kenapa aku memakai kaca mata.
And then I will go home sick to undergo another operation...
To take the other eye.
So, after Operation, I will be blind.
I'm lucky, because I have a sexy girlfriend...
That isn't comparable to me. His name is Monica.
friend, like Augustus Waters who helped.
So that's how I am. Thank you. </ P>
We are with you, Isaac. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
Your turn, Gus. </ P>
Yes, of course. </ P >
I'm Augustus Waters.
I'm 18 years old.
I had Osteosarcoma about a year and a half ago.
The result, I lost one leg. </ P>
Now I'm half Robot, That's so incredible. </ P>
Tapi sebenarnya, Aku disini hanya atas permintaan Isaac.
How do you feel, Gus?
Great, yeah.
It's like a Roller Coaster that goes up, guys.
Maybe you want share a feeling afraid of this group?
Fear?
Forgotten.
Forgotten?
Yes.
p>
Look, I want to live an incredible life.
To be remembered.
So, That is my fear,
Forgotten.
Anyone want to talk about that?
Hazel?
Unexpected.
I just want to say that there are times ,
Where all of us will die.
There were events before human existence,
To remember Cleopatra or Muhammad Ali or Mozart...
Especially one of us.
Forgotten is inevitable.
If that scares you, then I suggest just ignore it. </ P>
God knows that is what everyone is doing. </ P>
That's a good input. </ P>
I like this talk because it's positive...
- Thank you. - Yes. </ P>
- Always. - Always. </ P>
- Always. - Always.
"Really."
I think we're in church...
But the truth is we are really in the heart of Jesus.
Oh yes.
What is your name?
Hazel.
>
No, what's your full name?
Hazel Grace Lancaster.
What?
Why are you looking at me like that?
Because you're beautiful.
Oh, god.
I like looking at beautiful people.
p>
Look, some time ago I decided...
Don't refuse pleasure Enjoy life.
Especially, when you're so clever to say,
p>
We will all die.
Then it's good. But I'm not pretty.
Hey, Gus.
Hi , Lisa. </ P>
I like you who said it first. </ P>
Alright. </ P>
Always. < /p>
Always .
What's with "Always"?
See how to squeeze his chest.
Let's go to the cinema.
- What? - What?
Huh? </ p >
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This week I have no work, Maybe we can...
No, I mean now. </ P>
You could be a murderer. </ P>
There's always a possibility. </ P>
Come on, Hazel Grace. Just follow me. </ P> >
I'm not...
Really?
That's disgusting.
What?
Do you think that's cool?
You just ruined everything.
- Everything? - Yes, everything!
Geez.
Ugh. You're also really annoying. </ P>
There's always Hamartia, & isn't it? </ P>
And even if you get cancer...
You're willing to issue > money for companies...
Which can cause cancer?
Let me tell you, can't breathe it sucks!
Very annoying.
"Hamartia"?
That's a fatal mistake.
Error...
Hazel Grace,
Cigarettes won't hurt you unless you turn it on.
What?
I never turned it on.
This is a metaphor. Look. </ P>
Put the killer tool between your teeth...
But you don't give it the power to kill you. </ P>
A metaphor .
Hey, baby. It's time for the Top Model event.
No. Uh...
I want to go out with Augustus Waters. </ P>
Wauw! </ P>
Dear God. </ P>
Ooh! </ P>
Yes, I failed the steering test several times.
That's right.
Actually, during the fourth steering test,
I was smooth.
When the test was finished...
The teacher approached me, and say...
"How you drive, unpleasant, and not safe."
Weird.
It's strange.
Tell me about you.
I was 13 years old when I found it.
A difficult case.
Thyroid cancer, stage four.
There's not much they can do. </ P>
But of course it doesn't stop it. </ P>
Surgery. </ P>
Radiation. </ P>
Chemotherapy. </ P>
Chemotherapy. p>
Radiation again.
Everything is temporary smoothly.
Then suddenly stops.
One day, my lungs are filled with water.
Nobody can handle it.
Fight, honey.
Don't be afraid.
It should be an end.
Oh God. </ P>
Then something strange happened. </ P>
The antibiotics work. </ P>
They drain the fluid from my lungs. </ P>
I'm back strong.
The next thing I know, I was in the examination room.
You know, people who
Affected by cancer but failed. </ P>
Can be called Phalanxifor. </ P>
It doesn't work with 70% of patients...
But for some reason < it works for me.
so, they call it "Miracle."
Maybe my lungs are still not really good...
But in theory, it could still be like this...
Untuk sementara mungkin.
You're back in school?
I got a GED degree, so I took the PKK class.
Wauw! College girl! </ P>
That explains your aura of complexity. </ P>
Oh! Be careful! </ P>
Oops. </ P>
Welcome to my simple residence. </ P>
My parents call it "Motivation". </ P>
Don't ask.
Hi, everyone!
- Hey! - Augustus, hi.
New friend?
Yes. This is Hazel Grace. </ P>
Hey. Just call me Hazel. </ P>
How are you, "Hazel only?" </ P>
Hi, Hazel, how are you? </ P>
Yes, we will go down. Ah. </ P>
- Nice to meet you. - You too. </ P>
Here it is. </ P>
World of August. </ P>
This is my room.
Wauw.
Amazing collections.
Yes, that's how it is.
May I sit?
Yes. Think of your own home. </ P>
Mi casa es tu casa. - My house is your home -
Sorry, the Ladder...
Stand up...
Yes, I understand.
Are you okay?
Yes.
All right. What is your story? </ P>
I told you. </ P>
I was diagnosed at 13 years old...
No. Not your love story, Your life story. </ P>
Your interests, Your Hub,
Your passions, Your idol
"Pleasure"? </ P>
Think about it The first thing times appeared in your head. </ P>
Something you love. </ P>
An Imperial Affliction. - Kingdom Suffering -
What is that?
A novel.
My favorite novel.
Wait, is there a zombie?
Zombie? Tidak ada!
Stormtroopers? - Storm Troops -
No, it's not a book like that.
Good, About what?
Cancer.
Books on Cancer?
But it's not like that. Believe me, the book is good.
The name of the author is Peter Van Houten.
He's the only person who understands the action...
That is, A, Understand how it feels to suffer...
But, B, He hasn't died yet. < /p>
Alright.
I will read a book that has boring titles...
And there is no zombie or Stormtrooper.
And in return...
You will read this book.
Hunting,
Brilliant novels based on videos my favorite game.
"Counterinsurgence." - Rebellion -
Yes, don't laugh. This book is good.
This book is about honor and sacrifice, courage and heroism.
This book is about, preparing your destiny.
And welcome the world.
Thank you.
Dear, your hands are cold.
My hands are not cold, Only lack of oxygen. </ P>
- Hazel Grace? - Yes? </ P>
I like it when you speak about health to me. </ P>
different book.
He gave it?
"That.", you mean herpes?
Wauw.
Yes, Right. </ P>
That's the mother's concern. </ P>
Hey, don't worry. </ P>
Gosh, Mom. I'm not worried. </ P>
That's no big deal. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
Kami cuma nongkrong, bukannya seperti Menunggunya menelponku.
- What is that...? - Yes.
I think it's paprika.
Today, in China,
Berry Day Goji Worldwide. </ P>
Isn't that great? </ P>
I like the color. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
- Dry. - Yes . Very tasty. </ P>
- Delicious, right? - Yes. </ P>
Do they eat a lot of fruit Goji berries on a worldwide day? </ P>
I added something to the dessert...
To keep the Goji berry theme alive.
These berries are amazing antioxidants.
Right, I like it.
We have to eat it every year.
- Every year. - We have to eat it every year.
I know.
>
I like it very much.
Dear, you want to be alone?
What?
Congratulations on sweet torture in reading An Imperial Affliction.
Now I break all the rules!
Are you okay?
Now I'm breaking all the rules
Me? Yes, I'm fine. </ P>
I'm here with Isaac, and...
Issac, has the counseling group Hazel been better?
I've wasted my time
Isaac! Listen to me. </ P>
Get rid of all my time
When can you come here? </ P>
Um...
Good. like this, The door is open.
I have to go. </ P>
Hello? </ P>
Hazel. </ P>
Isaac, Hazel Grace from the Group Counseling here. </ P>
- Hi . - Hi.
Just tell...
Isaac is in the middle of Episodes are difficult.
By the way, you look beautiful.
You match that color.
Thank you.
Isaac.
Isaac, Hazel here. </ P>
Hey, Isaac. </ P>
Hey, Hazel. </ P>
How are you? </ P>
Okay. </ P>
Okay. </ P> p>
It looks like Isaac and Monica are not together anymore.
Oh, Isaac, I'm sorry.
Do you want to talk about it?
No, I just want to cry while playing video games. </ P>
Besides, it won't hurt him to talk to him...
If you have feminine wise words .
I really think that the answer is quite right.
"Pain is intended to be felt."
You quote my book.
Because he can't deal with it.
I'll lose sight, and he can't deal with it.
I keep saying "Always" to him. Like, "Always." </ P>
And he ignored me
and didn't say it too, and...
It seems like I am gone, You know ?
Sometimes...
People don't understand
What they promised when promising it.
I know, but...
I'm like a loser.
I still put a necklace in his possession.
Remove the necklace.
Dude, remove the necklace.
Yes.
I see, friend. I see.
I want to kick something.
Don't kick it, don't do that.
Uh...
- This is all. - Sorry.
I want to contact you a few days...
But I wait until can make
Reasonable thoughts about Books An Imperial Affliction. </ P>
Wait a moment. </ P>
Isaac. </ P>
The pillow is not destroyed. </ P>
You have to destroy something. </ P>
Try this.
- Cup? - Yes.
Are you sure?
I've been looking for a way to say to my father that I hate basketball.
Do it!
Always!
An Imperial Affliction. - Kingdom Suffering -
Yes. I'm glad you like it. </ P>
Yes, Right. But the end is the story. </ P>
I know. Suddenly it happens. </ P>
"Suddenly"? Are you kidding me? That's evil! </ P>
I understand that he died...
But there is an unwritten contract between the author and...
- Gus? - Yes?
- It's OK? - Sure. </ P>
Between the writer and the reader. </ P>
And I think the final sentence is midway through your book...
breaking the contract, You don't realize it?
Okay, yes.
I understand what you mean...
But, to be honest,
I think it's sincere.
You die while living life.
You die when you say the sentence.
And, I don't know...
But I'm very curious
What happened to all people when Anna died.
Like Anna's mother.
Yes, and the Dutch Tulip.
And Sisyphus the Hamster.
Yes!
Have you ever tried contacting the Peter Van Houten?
I've written so many letters,
But he didn't respond.
Apparently, he moved to Amsterdam
and became a hermit, and... .
- Embarrassing. - Yes.
Isaac...
Feel better, buddy?
That's the essence from pain.
Aimed to be felt.
I will help you clean it.
Hazel Grace.
Augustus Waters.
>
I can't stop thinking about this book.
You're welcome.
However, we need a closing, What do you think? </ p >
That's actually what I've asked
To Van Houten in my letters.
But never respond?
Um, never.
"I wrote you a thank you for your electronic correspondence.
" I'm grateful to anyone who took the time...
"To read my book. "
Augustus?
Yes?
What did you do?
I found...
Van Houten's assistant, I sent him Email.
Augustus!
Maybe he had already submitted the email to Van Houten.
Should I continue? </ P>
Oh, my God. Yes, Continue! </ P>
"I feel indebted to you, sir." </ P>
Hazel Grace, he called me "sir." </ P>
Augustus , just read!
"Both of your opinions about the book An Imperial Affliction...
" and have taken the time...
"For tell him, and I'm here quoting you directly...
"What's important for you and your friend Hazel Grace.
You didn't do it!
Of course I do it.
"And answer your question, No, I'm not writing anything, I won't.
" I think by sharing thoughts with readers...
"Will not benefit them or me.
" However, thank you...
"For your generous email.
" Sincere sincerity, Peter Van Houten. "</ P>
That's it, it just happened. </ P>
Oh, my God. </ P>
I tried to say it, < br /> I'm rather awesome.
You think I can...
Check your inbox.
Geez.
Yes God, Augustus.
I'm hysterical. I'm hysterical. </ P>
Dear Peter Van Houten,
My name is Hazel Grace Lancaster.
My friend Augustus Waters...
Who reads your book on my advice...
receives an email from you through this Address.
I hope you don't mind if he shares his Email with me.
I wonder if you don't mind answering some of my questions...
about what happened at the end of the story in the book.
Especially the following.
Did Mrs. Anna marry the Dutch Tulip?
Does the Dutch tulip approve it...
Or is she just misinterpreted?
Lastly, I hope you can give an explanation of Sisyphus Hamster. </ P>
This question has haunted me for years...
And how long will it take me to get the answer. </ P>
I know this is not an important question...
"And your book is full of mysteries...
" I'm just curious.
"And, if you want write again...
"I would love to read it.
" Frankly, I've read your shopping list.
"Greetings, with admiration, Hazel Grace Lancaster. "</ P>
Not bad. </ P>
Really? </ P>
Yes, Maybe a bit pretentious...
But anyway, Van Houten using the word "tendency"
and about "Bacchanalia," so...
I think he will like it.
It's already 1 o'clock: 00 in the morning? </ P>
Really? </ P>
Yes, I think so. </ P>
I have to sleep. </ P>
Good. </ P>
All right.
Good.
Maybe "Good" We will say "Always."
Good.
Oh my goodness.
"Dear Lancaster...
" I can't answer, At least in writing...
"Because to do it will form a sequel...
" And maybe you will publish or share it on the internet.
"Not because of me doubt you, but how do you not hesitate?
"I barely know you.
" We have to meet in Amsterdam,
"Visit in your spare time. "
What?
" Sincere sincerity, Peter Van Houten. "
Gosh!
What's this? </ P>
Hazel? </ P>
- Ma'am! - Hazel, what's wrong? </ P>
Ma'am, look at this. </ P> >
Come here.
Look.
- What? - Yes.
Peter Van Houten!
Baca yang dia tulis!
"We have to meet in Amsterdam"!
I have to go!
That's amazing.
He invited us to Amsterdam.
Amsterdam!
- Wauw! - Can we go?
Do you think we can go?
I mean, this is Amsterdam!
I want to realize all your desires in the world.
But we have no money, you know?
Go immediately there.
How do you do it?
Yes, duh. Sorry. </ P>
Hey, you, I'm sorry. </ P>
It's OK. </ P>
Just ask Genie. Say your hope. </ P>
I've done it. Pre-Miracle.
You used it for what?
Not Disney.
Hazel Grace, you don't /> go to Disney World.
- You don't waste hope... - I was 13 years old.
... To go to Disney World.
And Epcot Center.
Dear God.
It's a fun trip!
That's the saddest thing that I've ever heard. </ P>
I met Goofy! </ P>
Now I feel ashamed. </ P>
Why are you feeling ashamed? </ P> >
I can't believe I have a crush on a girl with a cliché.
Terrible.
Are you coming?
The most important thing about MRI...
lie down comfortably.
But that day, it's almost impossible.
Hey, Gus! How are you? </ P>
Hi, Mrs. Lancaster. </ P>
Hey. That's a Rik Smits uniform shirt? </ P>
- Yes, right. - I like that person. </ P>
I'm Augustus Waters. </ P>
Nice to meet you. I'm Michael.
- Senang bertemu denganmu. - Hai, Ny. Lancaster.
It's nice to see you.
Hi, Hazel Grace.
Hi.
Do you want to have a picnic with me?
I will enjoy a picnic with you.
Can you?
No. Let me...
I smell RS, I have to change clothes. </ P>
So, uh...
You're someone who is independent
Yes.
I'm not the one who cut it.
Even though that doesn't make a very good weight loss .
My legs are heavy.
What is your health?
Good. NEC for 14 months. </ P>
- Really? - Yes. </ P>
- That's great. - Yes. </ P>
I'm lucky.
Hey, listen, Gus.
You must understand that, Hazel is still sick.
And he will live the rest of his life.
And he will continue with you.
She's such a girl. But actually, The lungs...
Ready, Gus? </ P>
Yes. </ P>
Alright. See you later. </ P>
All right. </ P>
Oh! </ P>
A beautiful day. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
Here Did you do your romantic action?
Every girl with me.
Maybe that's why I'm still a virgin.
You're not virgin.
Are you serious?
Let me show you something.
Look at this circle?
That's a virginity circle.
Yes.
And this...
Is an 18-year-old man on one leg.
- Oh... - So , yes.
Funky Bones By Joep Van Lieshout.
That sounds Dutch
True.
More like Rik Smits.
And tulips.
Stuffed bread?
Let me guess.
Dutch cheese and tomatoes.
Sorry, the Tomatoes are from Mexico.
How dare you!
Hmm.
cool, & apos; right?
They use the framework as a playground.
Think about it.
You like it.
Speaking of which, you might be wondering...
Why are you sitting here eating bad cheese fillets...
and drink orange juice with the man in the shirt of Rik Smits.
Actually it crossed my head.
Well, Hazel Grace, like so much before you...
and hear, I said it heard full of affection...
You used your hopes for stupid goals .
Never mind. I was 13 years old at the time. </ P>
Diam! Aku dalam pertengahan monolog.
You were still young, easily influenced...
The dead angel looked at you...
and made you hurry up to make hope that You don't want to.
However, how can little Hazel Grace,
never read An Imperial Affliction...
is a real request to visit Mr. Peter Van Houten...
In his Amsterdam hermitage. </ P>
But I have used his hope, so...
Luckily I saved my mine. </ P>
So, you said...
I won't give you my hope, Hazel.
If that is what you mean.
However. ..
I want to meet the Mr. Peter Van Houten...
And I don't think that would make sense...
To meet him without the girl who introduced me
to the number one book...
Right, & no?
I talked to Genies, and they made it happen.
We go there a month again.
It's impossible .
Yes.
Gosh.
Dear God!
Augustus!
Thank you!
Thank you! p>
Apparently, they... Somehow they often do it,
But they are willing, and...
That's great.
Hazel, that's good.
I know.
It's a little crazy.
Oh, it's crazy. It's crazy!
p>
- Well... - This is Amsterdam!
He just knows you...
- I know! -... and he gives you hope.
We share hope. We... Yes. We share. </ P>
That's sweet. </ P>
Stop it! Don't... He's not a boyfriend...
Mom, focus, We talk about Amsterdam. </ P>
- I like that guy. - Stop. </ P>
Notice. Please! May I go? </ P>
Fine, as your mother, I like this idea. </ P>
I think we should talk to Dr. Maria. </ P>
Okay. </ P>
I don't know. </ P>
You said PET Displacement gave us hope. </ P>
It gave hope,
But we don't know how long .
I'm not looking for political asylum. Just a few days. For holidays. </ P>
- Right. - What if you get sick? </ P>
In a foreign country? </ P>
They have doctors in Amsterdam . And cancer. </ P>
Tidak semua kanker sama, dan kankermu itu tidak biasa, Hazel.
The only way I can give travel authority like this
If someone knows exactly...
What if my mom comes along?
Wait, what?
What if you come along?
I'm sure Genies can take care of it. They are currently loaded. </ P>
Maybe. </ P>
Then this happens. </ P>
Hey. </ P>
Hi. </ P>
- Hey. - You're fine. </ P>
What happened? </ P>
As usual. </ P>
Fluid in the lungs prevents oxygenation. </ P>
They put the tube in.
It was dried half a liter last night.
The good news...
There is no growth tumors again.
There are no new tumors growing on your body.
We are very relieved.
This is no big deal, Hazel.
We can do it.
Lancaster. </ P>
How is it? </ P>
Improved. </ P>
Yes, thank you. Better. </ P>
I can't sign in. Family only.
Yes, sorry.
Yes, I understand.
Um...
Can you tell him I'm here? </ P>
Yes, Sure. </ P>
- Good. - Gus, listen, go home. </ P>
Rest. </ P >
Good.
Usually, the tumor starts to refuse treatment...
And that hasn't happened...
Not yet.
On the other hand...
the drug can worsen edema.
The reality...
Only a few people experience Phalanxifor as Natural Hazel. </ P>
Kami benar-benar tidak tahu efek jangka panjangnya.
What we are trying to do prevents endothelial growth...
which, if expressed, can contribute to the disease, damage...
vessel blockage blood...
and spread of tumors
We are working hard to eradicate it.
The survival rate of patients with severe endothelial growth...
The exponentially decreases the more it progresses.
Fight, honey.
Don't be afraid.
God
I won't be a mother anymore.
I have a question.
Yes, Hazel?
Can I still go to Amsterdam?
- Maybe not at this time. - Why not?
Is there a way to make it happen?
It will take risks.
>
Yes, but by plane?
They have oxygen on the plane.
Your fourth stage.
This opportunity is only once.
Only once.
If this medicine works, I don't understand why...
There may be a way...
No.
I don't know how to say it, Hazel. </ P>
You're sick. </ P>
I'm sorry. </ P>
Hello? </ P >
Yes, for a moment.
Hi. This is Gus... again. </ P>
Sorry, he fell asleep. </ P>
Yes. Fine. </ P>
All right. Ah. </ P>
I know what you think. </ P>
This isn't fair to him. </ P>
Indeed. </ P>
He doesn't deserve this.
Nothing is appropriate.
More problems than appropriate.
No, you're right.
Your mother and father thought of the same thing.
I mean, we could just throw you away...
Leave you in the orphanage and they take care of you.
p>
I'm serious.
We're not sentimental people.
Hazel Grace.
Hi, Augustus.
You're good only?
No.
What's wrong?
Speak.
I don't know.
About everything.
I want to go to Amsterdam, Gus.
I want Van Houten to tell us
What happened to the book.
I don't want to go Certain lives.
I mean, the problem is sky.
Looking at the sky makes me sad.
And there's also an old swing...
What my father made when I was little...
That's the problem.
I understand what you mean.
This is one sad swing.
Hazel Grace, I hope you realize...
Although You're trying to keep your distance from me.
That won't reduce my feeling of love to you.
All efforts to avoid you will be in vain.
Listen. Uh...
I like you. </ P>
I like going out with you and others...
But I can't let this go further
Why not?
I don't want to hurt you.
I don't mind.
- You don't understand. - I understand. </ P>
You don't understand. </ P>
I understand what you mean. </ P>
Hazel, I said I didn't mind. </ P>
An honor if my heart is broken by you.
Gus, I'm like a grenade.
One day I will explode...
And I will eliminate everything in front of me...
I don't know, it's been my responsibility ...
to minimize casualties
Grenades?
That's why I don't have a hamster.
We have to do something with this swing.
p>
Good.
"Swing needs a house."
"A very lonely swing."
"Requires a beloved home."
>
"Loneliness, vague pedophiles."
"trying to poke children."
No. No.
No? No? </ P>
I like it. </ P>
That's the reason. </ P>
In a case like this, that's why why I like you, Hazel Grace. </ P >
You can't say it.
What? That's what I said to all my friends. </ P>
I know. Friends. </ P>
Friends. </ P>
Friends! </ P>
You can't do it! </ P>
"Hazel, I have received news through Genies that you will...
"Visit us with Augustus Waters
" and your mother on the 4th. "
Mother?
Yes?
Ma'am!
- What's wrong? - Sorry.
It's OK, I'm taking a shower.
Did you email Genies that my trip was canceled?
Van Houten's assistant just sent me an email...
that he still thinks we will come.
What?
I shouldn't say this until your father returns home.
Mom.
We will go to Amsterdam.
What... We will go to Amsterdam?
We will go to Amsterdam.
We have thought about that and decided we would go there.
Doctor Maria and everyone knows.
- But only for three days, not six days. - Oh, god.
But all the Oncologists already prepared there.
Everything. Very good.
I love you.
I love you so much.
I love you.
- Sit down. - We will go to Amsterdam.
We will go to Amsterdam.
- We will go to Amsterdam. - You can come talk to me.
You must contact someone.
Contact him!
Good, lungs, hang on for a week.
Understand? A week.
Oh. Oh, tunggu, makanannya.
What do you forget?
Do you hold my passport?
Yes, I hold it.
I will meet and like Genies...
"I will travel in style, or not at all."
Mom, we will go to Amsterdam!
We will go to Amsterdam, now .
Hello, the Lancaster Family.
Gus. Hey. Glad to see you. </ P>
I'm ready, sir. </ P>
Gus, you're so creative! </ P>
Ready, Hazel Grace? </ P>
Ready!
What's in your nose?
Jackie!
Sorry about that.
No problem.
This is it's called "cannula." This helps me breathe.
See this little tool?
This feeds oxygen through your tube.
This can help me breathe?
Mungkin. Ingin mencobanya?
Yes.
Come here.
Here it is.
It's amused!
Wauw, yeah, cool. </ p >
My breathing gets better.
I want to give it,
but I need it more.
- Thank you for allowing me to use it. - You're welcome. </ P>
Alright, Jackie, let's go. </ P>
- Thank you. Take care of yourself. - Dah. </ P>
Flight 1721 is ready to leave at the gate no. 46...
- That's our flight. - Right. </ P>
We go to Amsterdam! </ P>
Oh, my God. </ P> >
Come on, help me.
- Why is this wet? - My hands are wet.
- Sorry about that. - Disgusted! Get out of here! stop!
Have you ever boarded a plane?
Not yet.
Interesting.
- Sir? - Yes?
No smoking on this plane.
Or any other plane.
I don't smoke.
This is just a metaphor.
He put a killer object in his mouth...
Without giving power to kill him. </ P>
The metaphor is forbidden on today's flight.
Flight attendants, please prepare yourself to take off.
Thank you.
It's OK?
Gus, just take it we are driving a car.
Ha-ha-ha-ha...
Oh...
Oh!
Oh, god, we fly.
We fly!
Look at the scenery below there !!
Look.
This is truly a thing that is so amazing to humans.
Look at that car. It's like...
You are both very sweet .
We're just friends.
He thinks of him as a friend, But I'm not.
Oh, my God!
Whoa!
Get away from him, you bastard!
Look, Hazel.
This is crazy.
Whoa.
What? </ p >
Look at the stained glass.
Extraordinary.
I will register.
Prepare your clothes...
Because of a two-night reservation,
- Dinner at Oranjee. - Oh. </ P>
And he said, "Enjoy. Mr. Peter Van Houten."
So I've checked it and that sounds amazing.
The manual says if this is luxurious and very romantic.
Right , fancy...
Gosh.
But, okay, what...
... will you use?
What is that for me?
Gosh. This is very beautiful.
That's what you mean.
That's what you mean?
What, according to you, doesn't matter...
If your daughter travels with an older man...
In a city that is famous with its ugliness...
.. and the crime isn't going to be a problem with you?
Yes, that's about how I mean.
Gus!
Oh, you Look handsome!
- Thank you, ma'am. - Wow.
Hazel, Gus has arrived...
He looks amazing!
I heard that this restaurant is amazing.
Wow.
What?
You look charming.
>
Thank you.
Whoa!
Wow.
Here it is.
Oranjee. Yes, this is the place. </ P>
This is your table, Mr. and Ms. Waters. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
Thank you, Gus. </ P>
Thank you again. </ P>
The champagne is a gift from us. Enjoy. </ P>
Thank you. </ P>
Good evening. </ P>
Voilà. </ P>
- Okay? - Okay. < /p>
Whoa.
This is amazing.
You know what Dom Pérignon said...
... after him find champagne?
"Just come." he said. "I tasted the stars."
Welcome to Oranjee.
Do you want to see the menu, or do you want to try the chef's choice?
Chef's choice seems like sounds amazing.
- Mmm. - And, sir, um...
Something said to me if we want more.
We will supply bottles with all the stars for you tonight.
My young friends.
- Ooh! - I think that's an order us.
Dragon carrot risotto for Miss.
Thank you.
And also for you sir.
- Thank you. < br /> - Enjoy.
Mmm.
I want dragon carrot this risotto to be someone...
So that I can take her away < br /> to Vegas and marry her.
I like your suit.
Thank you. This is the first time I put it on. </ P>
It's not a suit that you will use for funerals, right? </ P>
No.
it's not approaching the beauty of this one.
When I first got sick...
They told me if I had an 85% chance of recovering from cancer.
Great opportunities.
But as the years go by torture, lose my legs...
And there will still be 15% chance to fail.
Just before the operation starts...
I ask my parents to buy me a very good suit.
So, it's a suit when you die .
That's how it is.
I also have that. I get when my 15th birthday. </ P>
A dress. </ P>
I really don't think will wear it when dating. </ P>
So we are currently dating?
Hey, be careful.
We are Mr. and Ms. Waters. </ P>
Oh. That's just because he can't speak English. </ P>
But we certainly can, so if they ask, you know? </ P>
Remember when you said about Vegas?
Yes.
Do you think I can join for the plan?
God?
Maybe.
How about angels? </ P>
Mmm, no. </ P>
- Hereafter world? - Mmm...
No.
Maybe, I don't know. </ P>
I don't think I want to say "no" first...
But I want a little proof. </ P>
How with you?
- Of course. - Really?
I mean, it's not like heaven where you ride a horned horse all day...
And living in a big house made of clouds...
But yeah, I really believe something.
I mean, if not...
What's the point?
Maybe there is no point.
I can't accept that.
I fell in love with you.
You hear me.
Augustus...
I fell in love with you.
And I know if love is a shout over emptiness...
And forgotten is an that can't be avoided.
That we are all destined...
And someday...
All life we have will return to dust.
And I know that the sun will set...
... only by the earth we have.
And I fall in love with you.
Excuse me.
Want to add the drink?
No, accept love.
I think we will ask for the bill.
No, sir.
Your food has been paid by Mr. Van Houten. </ P>
What? </ P>
Mother doesn't understand about the shirt. </ P>
Tapi Van Houten akan mengerti.
It's like fifty Magritte references in An Imperial Affliction.
"This is not a cigarette pipe."
But it's a cigarette pipe.
But not.
This is just an image from the pipe.
Look?
The description of an object has not of course the object itself.
Not necessarily a shirt that shows an object, explains the thing itself.
Hey, you.
Since when did you become very mature?
Who is ready for to get the answer?
Me!
Here it is.
I'm very happy, I feel unable to breathe. </ P>
Isn't that right? </ P>
Don't play games. </ P>
Lidewij? </ P>
- Hi! < br /> - Hi, I'm Augustus.
- Lidewij. - Hazel.
Please enter.
Thank you.
Peter! They have arrived! </ P>
Who is "They" Lidewij? </ P>
They are Augustus and Hazel...
Young fans who have exchanged messages with you
Americans?
You invited them.
Please enter.
You know why I left America , Lidewij. </ P>
In order to never meet with Americans. </ P>
You are an American yourself. </ P>
Sadly that. </ P>
Tell them to leave. </ P>
I can't do it, Peter. </ P>
Please, be kind. </ P>
Please enter. </ P>
Excuse me, let me fix this for you.
Thank you.
Which of you Augustus Waters?
Me.
Dan ini Hazel.
Van Houten, thank you very much for replying to our letter. </ P>
It seems like a mistake. </ P>
You are the first official letter I have ever replied to. </ P>
And see what I get.
Scotch?
No, thank you.
Means only for me , Lidewij. </ P>
Add the scotch and soda, please. </ P>
Maybe you want breakfast first, Peter? </ P>
He thinks I have < problem with drinking.
I also think that the earth is round.
So, you like my book.
- We I really like your book. - Yes.
We like it very much.
Augustus...
He made a request to be able to > meet you so we can talk.
- There is no pressure. - Yes.
Do you intentionally use like clothes?
More or less.
Also, sir, both of us...
... want thank you for dinner yesterday.
And also for the champagne.
That was amazing.
It really was a miracle.
We pay for dinner they were yesterday?
That's our honor.
You've come all the way.
What can I do for you? </ P>
We have some questions...
Of course, what happened at the end of your book. </ P>
Are you specifically who Anna will leave.
Like her mother, "The Dutch Tulip Man"...
How familiar are you with music Swedish hip hop?
You can say, it's very limited.
Uh, Lidewij, immediately play Bomfalleralla.
All right.
We can't speak Swedish, sir.
Who can speak Sweden? </ P>
The important thing is not the nonsense...
But the sound of his feelings. </ P>
Are you playing with us?
Is this a form of appearance?
Gus, sit down.
All right, so at the end the book, Anna...
Let's imagine you are turtle racing.
The curse has led 10 yards in front.
At the same time it requires you to pass 10 yards...
The curse may have been running as far as 1 yard, and so on.
You are faster than turtles .
Tapi kau tidaka kan pernah bisa mengejarnya. Kalian mengerti?
You can only get a little catch up.
Now, of course you can chase the turtles...
As long as you don't think /> to involve the mechanism.
But the question of "How"?
It turns out to be more complicated...
And nobody can > find a way out...
... until the conductor can prove the infinity...
... is greater than other limitations.
I assume it's answered your question.
Hazel, forgive me. I don't know what happened. </ P>
You look smarter when writes the letter, Mr. Waters. </ P>
Has cancer also spread to your brain? </ P>
Peter. </ P>
Can we briefly focus on Anna? </ P> p>
Please?
I understand if the story ends...
... in the middle of a sentence...
Because he died, or he became too sick to continue...
I'm not interested in discussing the matter of the book.
But that doesn't mean that family and friends don't have a future, right?
Right?
I said I'm not interested.
But you promised!
Nothing will happen! It's just a work of fiction !
They finished their existence when the novel ended.
But they haven't finished yet!
I understand the literary parable of or whatever. But...
I can't do this, Lidewij. </ P>
It's impossible not to imagine what...
I won't obey /> your childish desires!
I refuse to pity you by the way...
... what you usually get.
- I don't need to be pitied by you! - Of course you need to be pitied!
Like other sick children, your existence depends on the book!
- You are destined to live your days... - Peter!
... as a child who has been diagnosed.
A child who believes that there will be life after the novel ends. </ P>
And we as adults, we pity that. </ P>
So, we pay for your treatment , your oxygen machine.
Peter, that's enough...
You are a side effect of the evolutionary process...
... who don't care about individual lives.
You are a failure in an attempt to mutate.
Listen, losers...
You no right to say anything about my illness...
... if you don't know it.
I came here for only one thing and that's all.
Are you typing me what what happened...
... at the end of the damn book!
I can't tell you.
- Bullshit! - I can't.
Then rock something!
I want you to leave.
Have you ever stopped asking yourself...
Why You really care of your konyom question?
Fuck you!
Hey, it's okay.
It's OK.
I will make the next book for you. </ P>
Understand? I will make the next book for you. </ P>
I will make it better than the drunken book I ever made. </ P>
I have passion, courage, < br /> and sacrifice.
You will like it.
I'm so sorry you threw away your hope for that bastard.
No, you didn't waste it for him. You gave it to us. </ P>
Hazel and Augustus! </ P>
I am very sorry. </ P>
The circumstances that made it become cruel. </ P>
I think meeting with you can help him...
That he can see if his work can be tangible.
But, I really ask sorry.
Maybe we can have a little sightseeing?
Have you seen Anne Frank's house?
I won't go anywhere with the man.
No.
He did not join.
I feared there was no elevator.
Oh. That doesn't matter. </ P>
Ada banyak sekali tangga.
- Stairs step. - I can do it.
- Hazel, we don't have to... - I can do it.
Come on.
The Frank family is from Frankfurt, in Germany.
Anne Frank's diary book can be world famous.
It is very difficult if It's happening right now.
It's a wonder I haven't let go of my dreams.
They are so unclear and impractical...
But I hold on to him because I still believe...
Apart from all, if the person is actually very friendly.
This is It is very unlikely for me to build my life...
We continue?
Alright.
Hazel, I can take it if you want.
I can.
This is the actual bookshelf that hides the Frank family.
Let me bring it.
Thank you.
We are too young to deal with this problem...
But they still offer themselves to us...
Until we finally decide To think of a solution.
Are you okay, Hazel?
Yes.
Don't worry, no need to rush .
Sorry.
Yes?
Yes.
However, when I saw up on the sky...
p>
Somehow I feel if all will change for the better.
If this cruelty also will end.
Are you okay?
Yes.
Hazel, I think it's enough.
You don't have to... Do you know?
I can.
All this is supposed to be.
God hopes to be able to see happy people.
- Where there is hope... - Hazel.
There is life.
- Good work. - Yes.
Are you okay? </ p >
Yes.
We have arrived. Look.
Already improved?
Oh yeah. Gosh.
Thank you.
The only family member Frank who survived was Otto.
His father was Anne.
On moments like this...
I can't think about suffering...
But about the beauty that still remains.
Trying to go back to remembering happiness with yourself.
Think of all the beauty that is around you...
And feel happy.
Bravo.
I fell in love with him like you fell asleep.
Slowly, and everything became one.
This should be the time when my feet felt something...
And slowly disappears.
What?
My legs.
You know, just so you get ready ready.
Gus...
Prepare yourself.
Wait.
Can't be released. The clothes are stuck.
I love you so much, Augustus Waters.
I love you too, Hazel Grace.
Sanga-loves you very much.
Augustus, I can't breathe. </ P>
It's okay. </ P>
Hazel. </ P>
You're so beautiful. </ P>
Stop it. </ P>
No, you're really pretty.
I'm very lucky.
I'm also very lucky.
Gosh.
I can't believe you called him "Fuck".
- I know! - Really?
How could you be able to say that?
I don't know. It just came out.
I was really angry.
Monsters are scary.
Mother, that's very bad.
Then what happened?
We went to Anne Frank's house.
Oh, really?
- That's amazing. - Is that so amazing?
That's amazing.
Then after that?
We just take a walk.
That sounds fun.
Gosh,
We might still have time a few more hours, right?
Can we go to the "Van Gogh Museum"?
Whatever you want.
There may be no time for doing anything else. But...
You just have to go back again, that's all. </ P>
Can you not act silly now, please? </ P>
Hazel, Mother isn't acting silly. </ P>
Mother is just being positive. </ P>
Ms. Lancaster? </ P>
Yes? </ P>
Do you think you could give when Hazel and I were alone? </ P>
Sure, Gus. </ P>
I'll wait in the room. </ P>
And get ready whenever you want to do something. </ P>
Do you want to take a short walk? </ P>
What's up?
Just before you go home is sick, there is a little problem...
I feel pain in my head.
So I did a PET check...
p>
And it looks bright like a Christmas tree.
Everywhere.
I'm sorry.
I should have told you.
This is very unfair.
Apparently, the world not factory guarantor of hope.
Hey, listen.
You don't need to worry about me, Hazel Grace, understand?
I'll looking for ways to be always close to you...
... and bothering you for a long time.
Do you feel pain?
No.
I'm fine.
Are you okay?
Okay.
I don't feel you are right > just forget this...
You know, just treat me like I'm not dying.
I don't think you're dying, Augustus.
You're only getting a touch of cancer.
Will it be so ridiculous...
If we kiss?
Now?
Maybe.
Oh...
So what about your eyes, Isaac ?
It's fine.
Even though it's not in my head again, it's the main problem.
Besides that...
It seems that my whole body has been covered with cancer now.
So, sorry for overcoming you, friend.
Have you written a speech for him?
p>
- Friend... - What?
- I haven't told him, Isaac.
What are you talking about?
Oh.
Sorry.
Augustus?
I need a speaker in my friends.
So I hope if You and Isaac...
Especially you...
I'm glad will do it.
Thank you.
You are very charming.
Makes me sick.
You two are disgusting.
Have you heard news from Monica?
No. Not a bit. </ P>
He didn't even send you an SMS to ask about your situation? </ P>
- Not at all. - I hate that woman. </ P>
But there are still many other women.
You don't need to worry about me.
In the group it supports, there is this new woman...
Her breasts are very big...
How can you find out? </ P>
I'm blind, but I'm not that blind. </ P>
- Hazel Grace? - Hmm
Do you have 5 dollars?
All right, what now?
Hey, friends...
I smell the egg. What is an egg?
Is there there?
Yes there.
I feel nervous.
It's nervous?
Is Monica there?
It's not important Monica is where.
It's not about Monica. It's about you. </ P>
- Okay. Can I ask for the egg? - Hazel Grace...
Give the egg. </ P>
This is the egg. </ P>
Isaac. </ P>
OK. We start. </ P>
- You can do it. - Okay. Come on. </ P>
I didn't hear anything. </ P>
It's fine. </ P>
Wait, throw it to my left, or I have to point it slightly to the left? </ P>
Navigate to the left. </ P>
- Alright . - Go left...
Gus, I think we should wait until it's dark.
It's dark for Isaac.
Dude, I'm not deaf. I'm just blind.
So I can hear when you make jokes about my disability.
- Forgive me. - And I don't like that.
- Where do I throw? - Throw hard.
Right.
- Yes! - Yeah! </ P>
What? What? </ P>
I know about it? </ P>
Now I know exactly where to go. </ P>
This is very fun! </ P>
Continue... Continue...
Keep throwing...
Give it to me again! </ P>
Oh! </ P>
Oh, stop...
p>
Isaac ..
Hello. Are you Monica's mother? </ P>
- Right. - Hello, ma'am. </ P>
Your daughter, she did an injustice. </ P>
You see, we might not look the same...
But among the three of us, we only have five legs, four eyes...
..and two and a half pairs lungs that function.
But we also have two dozen eggs...
So, if I become you. . I will go back inside.
- Dude, does that work? - Yes.
That's a very strange talk that ever i heard. But it works? </ P>
Here it is. Wait a minute. </ P>
It feels good! </ P>
Augustus? </ P>
Hazel Grace. </ P>
Hi. </ P>
Gosh . Hi, I love you. </ P>
I'm at the gas station. </ P>
What are you? </ P>
Something went wrong. </ P>
You have to ..
Can you come? Can you come and help me? </ P>
Gus!
Gus.
Dear, what's wrong?
Look.
Gus, it's an infection.
Take a deep breath.
Gus, I have to contact someone.
No, please don't contact 911. Please.
Don't contact my parents or...
p>
I won't forgive you if you contact them.
Gus, what are you doing here?
What are you doing here?
I want to buy cigarettes.
I know what happened to my cigarettes before.
I might get rid of it...
Or they take it. But I just...
I want to do something for myself, you know?
I want to do it myself.
- I have to call 911. - No!
I have to do it.
Hi, 9-1-1? We need an ambulance.
I hate myself!
My name is Hazel Grace Lancaster.
Please hurry up. </ P>
We are on a silver Jeep at the gas station. </ P>
I hope I can say if Augustus Waters...
... still has an appetite the humor is the last.
Never once did his courage falter.
But that's not what happened.
It's very sick. </ P>
I'm so stupid. </ P>
Honey, it's fine. It's OK. </ P>
Hazel...
Will you tell me a story?
A story?
Or a poem?
I don't know poetry.
Will you tell me about it?
The Red Wheelbarrow by William Carlos Williams.
"So much depends on the red cart..."
"Freezes with rainwater."
"Besides white chicken."
That's it? Just like that? </ P>
No, of course not. </ P>
"So much depends on the blue sky." </ P>
"Open splits by tree branches . "
" And so much depends on transparent G-tubes. "
" Bursting out of the stomach a man with blue lips. "</ p >
"So much depends .."
"To the observer of the universe."
How is the situation?
He has gone through the night the heavy one, Hazel.
Her blood pressure is low.
Her heart...
What about chemotherapy?
They will stop > chemotherapy.
May I meet him?
I'll tell him you have come here.
- Yes. - All right.
All right.
I'll wait here for a while , if you don't mind.
Yes, of course.
Please.
Here you go, buddy.
>
- Don't you? - All right, baby.
All right.
Hi.
What are you thinking about?
Become senile.
I know it's childish or whatever. But...
I always thought that I would become a hero. </ P>
I always thought of having a great story to tell. </ P>
You know, something they will print in all newspapers, and...
I mean, I should be being special. </ P>
You're special, Augustus .
You know what I mean.
I don't know what you mean, I just don't agree with you.
You know the obsession that you have to remember this...
- Don't be angry... - I'm angry!
I'm angry because I thought you were special. And that's not enough? </ P>
Do you think the only way is to have a meaningful life...
... is when everyone remembers you, for anyone who love you.
Guess what, Gus. This is your life, understand?
All this you will get.
You have me and you have your family...
And you have this world, that's all.
And if that isn't enough for you.
So I'm sorry, but it's nothing. </ P>
Because I love you. </ P>
Dan aku akan mengenangmu.
I'm sorry. You're right. </ P>
I just hope you can be happy with that. </ P>
Hey. </ P>
This is a beautiful life, Hazel Grace. </ P> >
It's still not over, you know.
Oh, Augustus.
One that doesn't enter sense in the field of cancer conventions...
It is a convention that is known as "A beautiful final day".
When what can't seem to be avoided suddenly doesn't develop...
When pain can be held for a while. </ P>
The problem is of course not anyone can find out. </ P>
If the last best day for you is the day beautiful ending.
Until then, this was just the day as usual.
Hello, Augustus.
Good evening, Hazel Grace.
Quick questions for you.
Have you prepared the speech I asked for?
Maybe I made it.
Do you think you could find a way...
.. towards the Heart of Jesus in a few minutes ahead?
Maybe. Is everything alright?
I love you, Hazel Grace .
- May I ask for the key? - Oh.
- Where are you going? We are going to eat. - I have to go. </ P>
Hazel, you must be hungry. You didn't even have lunch before. </ P>
I'm still not hungry. </ P>
Hazel, you can't not eat. </ P>
I really haven't hungry.
Hazel, I know Gus is sick. But you also have to take care of yourself. </ P>
This has nothing to do with Gus. </ P>
Then you just have to stay healthy. </ P>
Come on, eat it little, baby.
"Stay healthy"?
Alright, I'm not healthy and I'll die.
Do you realize that? I'm dying, and you will still be alive...
And you won't have someone to be guarded again. Or treated again...
And Mother won't be an Mother again, and I'm sorry...
But no one can I do a problem
So, may I go?
- Why are you saying that? - You can't say that!
Because of Mother who said that.
What are you talking about?
When in the ER.
Hazel...
It's not the truth. Mother is wrong. </ P>
Understand? </ P>
Even if you die...
"When." </ P>
Even when you die. .
I will always be your mother.
That's the best thing that ever happened to me.
That's my biggest fear, Mom.
When I was gone...
I didn't I will have life again.
Mother just needs to sit down and Mother just needs to look at the wall...
Or Mother will just relax, or...
Hazel, honey, we won't do that.
Your loss...
That will make me feel sick and suffering.
But you and everyone knows that allows life with pain.
Because you are experiencing it.
I will open the class For social work.
Wait, what mom?
Yes, um...
You know, if you can accept what have we been through...
And helping others, Maybe be another exit advisor...
Mother, why didn't you tell me about this?
We don't want you to feel ignored.
Feeling ignored?
Gosh, this is...
This is good news. </ P>
You go...
Okay? </ P>
Dear. </ P> p>
Straight ahead...
To your left a little...
There is a ladder, right?
Yes, give up your hand.
There is a pulpit on your right.
Yes, perfect.
Very good.
Hi.
You're late.
You're late. p>
How are you doing? You look very charming, Hazel Grace. </ P>
I know, right? </ P>
What's wrong. friends?
Tell him, Gus.
Also, just in case if it doesn't go well...
I decided to plan this pre-funeral .
Ready?
Augustus Waters is a person arrogant who is insolent.
But we will forgive him.
Not because of his extraordinary looks ..
Or just because he only can reach the age of 19.
Even though he should be more than that.
18 years old , buddy.
Friend, come on. Really? </ P>
I assume you still have a lot of more time, you troublemakers. </ P>
Cut me in the middle of my speech. You should be dead.
But when a scientist from the future...
... came my house with the eyes of a robot...
And they asked me to try wear it...
I will tell the scientists to leave. Because...
Because of Gus, I don't even want to see the world without you. </ P>
I don't want to. </ P>
I don't want to see the world If there's no Augustus Waters.
Then, after keeping my promise, I might use the robot's eyes.
Because, you know... It is the eyes of a robot. </ P>
It sounds amazing. </ P>
And I don't know...
This is very difficult. </ P>
Um...
May God make your way.
Yes.
Hazel, can you help me?
Right a little.
Yes, turn around. Sit down. It's finished. </ P>
Now it's your turn, Hazel Grace. </ P>
Hello. </ P>
My name is Hazel Grace Lancaster...
And Augustus Waters unfortunately < br /> is love in my life.
We have an incredible love story...
And I might not be able to describe it through more words...
... without hide tears.
Like all real love stories...
Our love story will die with us.
As it should.
>
I once hoped that if he could give me a death speech.
Because there was nothing else...
Nothing. Um...
I won't tell you about our love story, because I can't. </ P>
So, instead, I'll talk about math .
I'm not a mathematician, But I know this.
There are unlimited numbers between zero and one.
There are 0.1, 0.12, and .112 And...
Of course, there are larger numbers limited tech...
... based on numbers between zero and two...
Or between zeros and a million.
Some priceless numbers are bigger than other numbers.
A writer we used to once liked to say that.
You know, I want more numbers...
Compared to what I've got.
And, God...
I want more days long for Augustus Waters...
... compared to what he got.
But, Gus...
My love...
p>
I can't reveal to me how grateful I am...
... for our temporary limitations .
Wait a minute...
You give me forever...
And for that. I...
I'm very grateful.
I love you so much.
I love you too.
p>
Augustus Waters died eight days later in the ER.
When cancer increasingly erodes his body...
Stops his heart, that is also part of it.
That is very unbearable.
Overall.
Every second, worse than the last. </ p >
The first thing they ask to you in the examination room...
Is to judge the taste sick on a scale of 1 to 10.
I have asked this question hundreds of times...
And I remember once...
The nurse asked me to assess the pain.
Because I can't speak, I give my finger nine.
Then, after I start <
The nurse came in and she called me a warrior.
"Do you know how I know?" he said. </ p >
"You call 10 with 9."
But that's not the truth.
I didn't say it 9 because I'm brave.
The reason I call it 9, because I have 10 of mine. </ P>
And this is the time. </ P>
This is a pain that is extraordinary in the 10th. </ P >
"I am not afraid of Satan, as long as you are with me...
" Your Mace and Your Stick which calms me. "
"Kau menyiapkan meja sebelum aku menghadapi musuh-musuhku."
"You washed my head with oil. My cup is excessive."
"Surely, Goodness and Love will follow all my life."
" And I will inhabit the House of God... "
" Forever. "</ P>
Augustus Waters has struggled hard for years. </ P>
He fights bravely, and with its strength...
Very unpredictable, right, kid?
Is the source of inspiration from each of us
Let's pray.
We thank you, Lord, for Augustus Waters' life...
We must pretend pray now.
... for his strength and courage.
God, we ask you together with us today, that you are near...
To give fortitude to family and friends.
Thank you for your presence, Lord.
For all that we pray in the name of Jesus
Amen.
Now, we will hear a speech from a special friend Gus...
Hazel Lancaster. </ P>
This doesn't really matter, but I am her lover. </ P>
There is a beautiful quote at home Gus, it says...
"If you want a rainbow, you should be able to face the rain." </ P>
Even in the last days...
Um...
I still can't believe it. </ P>
He can still give a smile. </ P>
But it's okay. </ P>
I know if this is the best thing to happen.
Funeral. I decided, not for death. </ P>
Itu adalah merupakan kediaman.
Hey, you want to be accompanied?
No, I'm fine.
I'll drive alone for a while.
I love you.
Your candidate is very beautiful.
I'll meet you soon. Drive safely.
All right.
p>
May I come in?
Omnis cellula e cellula.
Your lover, Waters and I exchanged messages in his last days.
Oh so you are now starting reading a letter from a fan?
I won't call it as a fan.
He really hates me.
But he urged me to attend his funeral...
Then tell you what will happen to Anna and her mother...
So here I am.
"Life comes from life."
My mood is not good.
You don't need an explanation?
No, I don't need it. p>
Thank you, I hope your life is fun.
You remind me of him.
I remind many people of other people.
My daughter is 8 years old.
And she has suffered very long.
She has leukemia like Anna?
Just like Anna.
I am very sorry for your loss.
And I also feel sad for you. And sorry for ruining your trip.
You didn't ruin our trip. </ P>
We got a special trip. </ P>
Have you ever heard of the issue of tram trains? </ P>
There is an experiment of thought in the field of ethics...
Known as the "Trolley Problem". (Tram Train Problems)
Philippa Foot which is a British philosopher...
Gosh
Hazel, I tried to explain something to you.
I tried to give what you wanted.
No, you were wrong !
You are a drunkard, and you are a loser...
And I want you out from my car now...
So that I can go home, and be alone and grieve! </ P>
You want to read this. </ P>
I don't want to read anything. </ P>
Can you get out of my car? </ P>
Please get out of my car! </ P>
All right. </ P>
May you come in? </ P>
Daddy is sorry.
Yes.
That's something special, isn't it?
To love it?
Gives you thought of how we feel with you...
Hazel?
There is your friend who wants to meet you.
You know if this hurts?
It seems that he has struggled for to live for a long time...
And then in the end he becomes unconscious.
Isn't that amazing.
Being dying is annoying.
Gus loves you so much, you know?
I know.
He never stopped saying it. </ P>
Yes. </ P>
That was very disturbing. He has been talking a lot about you.
I don't feel like it's annoying. </ P>
I know. I know you don't feel that way. </ P>
Have you got a letter from your book writer friend? </ P>
He is not my friend. </ P>
Bagaimana kau tahu soal itu?
I talked to him in the funeral...
And he said he came here to give you the letter.
Yes, I have forgotten it.
I'm not interested in reading anything else that bastard wrote. </ P>
No, it's not he who wrote it. Gus wrote it. </ P>
What?
Looks like Gus has written something...
... and then sends it to Van Houten.
Gosh.
Van Houten, I'm a good person, but a bad writer. </ P>
You're a bad person, but a good writer. </ P>
I think we can be a good team.
I'm not asking for help anything else from you...
But if you have time, but from the < br /> I see, you have plenty of free time...
Please do this.
This is a speech for Hazel.
He asked me to make it, and I tried it.
I'm just not talented to write.
p>
So, the point is, we all want to be remembered.
But Hazel is different.
Hazel knows the truth.
He don't want millions of fans. He just wants one.
And he has got it.
Maybe he doesn't love it extensively chest, but he loves really- really.
Isn't that more than what have we got?
When Hazel is sick, I know I'm also dying... </ p >
But I don't want to say it.
He was in the ER, and I slipped in for 10 minutes...
Her eyes are closed. Her skin looks pale.
But her hands are still like her hands.
Stay warm and her fingers painted blue dark...
And I can only hold it.
And I allow myself to imagine the world without us...
Then what will the world be like this.
She is very beautiful.
You won't feel tired to look at her.
You never worry if she is more smart of you...
Because you know that he is smarter.
He is funny without having to be cruel.
I love him.
God, I love him.
I'm so lucky to be able to love him, Van Houten.
You can't have if you > hurt in this world...
But you can say who hurt you.
And I like my choice.
I hope he likes the choice.
Okay, Hazel Grace?
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