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(number 1 man)
I am now
very sure

2
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that on the Day of Judgment,

3
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Lord Jesus
will ask one question
and only one question.

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"Do you believe?
that I love you? "

5
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[door open]

6
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[click]

7
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[playing a childish piano
on a tape recorder]

9
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(number 2 man on the recorder)
Try again.

10
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[playing again]

11
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(number 3 man)
Everyone each 
and all J

12
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We will go
end up fl

13
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No longer
or less wrong we & apos; .0

14
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JÜ Because this is our destiny JÜ

15
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JÜ When my body is
located in the ruins of JÜ

16
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J3 From the lie
that almost destroyed me J3

17
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[approaching the car]

18
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[horn honk]

19
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(man number 4) < br /> We are here
with Rich Mullins,

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contemporary one
Christian music
the biggest star

21
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Rich, welcome to the show that.

22
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Rich, we know
of your various hits.

23
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A wonderful God, sing your praises
from God and Elijah,
among others.

24
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You have been at the top
from COM charts,

25
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have a number
from Dove Award nominations,

26
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but I want to talk
a little

27
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about that guy
behind the music

28
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so if you don't mind
you will tell us
a little

29
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about how you came
to believe in Christ?

30
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Well, Randy, I'm not
a Christian

31
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because a song
I heard

32
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or the book I read,
as many as I like
to read.

33
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Eh, I experienced it
the truth of Christ

34
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through people
in his church

35
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I'm a Christian,
not because

36
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someone explained the beans
and bolts Christianity
for me but

37
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because people
are willing < br /> nuts and bolts.

38
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[ringing the bicycle bell]

39
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[laughter of children]

40
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(boys)
Come on ,
Let's go!

41
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(Rich)
I think you could say
my story started

42
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in a small town
in Indiana

43
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My father is a farmer

44
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and it's easy,
it's the hardest
guy I know.

45
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Like most boys,
I grew up

46
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wanted to be
just like him,
just like my father

47
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But I find
at a fairly young age,

48
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Time and time again that

49
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I didn't really cut
out to become a farmer.

50
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[stop engine]

51
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(father)
Hold the light.

52
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What's wrong
with that, Daddy

53
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Damn, kid !

54
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[sighs]

55
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This is a piston.

56
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What do you
fill with?

57
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Gasoline. 


58
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59
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Gasoline. 
As you said earlier. </ P>

60
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As I said? </ P>

61
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Unlike what I said,
Because I didn't say it

62
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I didn't say < br /> no gasoline

63
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What does it say?

64
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Talk, Wayne!
What does it say?

65
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"Diesel."

66
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Right.
Diesel. </ P>

67
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Because you can't put it
gasoline on the tractor, kid. </ P>

68
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I'm sorry, Dad. </ P>

69
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Good, sorry
don't go
to fix this, kid.

70
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Cursed!

71
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[slam door]

72
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(Rich, dead)
Mother and my father
Raising five of us children

73
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and you know,
most of the time
money is quite rare

74
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And when I was little ,
My baby sister
died.

75
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And indeed
is often difficult for them.

76
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Even as a boy,
I want to help. </ P>

77
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But I can't. </ P>

78
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(father)
Why don't you tell me
you have a tractor

79
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stuck on the field
this morning?

80
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Speak, Do) & apos; -

81
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I think
you will be angry

82
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I just don't understand
why is everything you touch
finally broken

83
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[thunder rolled]

84
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(mother)
I hope you will 
/> softer with him

85
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(father)
Softer

86
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That's the last
thing to do

87
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He needs < br /> to strengthen, what is

88
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He has hers
head in the cloud

89
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He needs to know
you love him. </ p >

90
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The child needs to stay
away from the tractor.

91
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Last week,
it was the machine.

92
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Today he doesn't have it,

93
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>

94
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but four wheels
stuck in a hole

95
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Four.
Repair
costs 300 dollars,

96
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let alone
lost time
on the farm

97
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Don't go 
be worried
about love

98
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if he goes
hungry, will he

99
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He is our oldest child, Neva.

100
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If he didn't study,

101
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then how did he go
to take over agriculture
one day?

102
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Maybe it was so
not intended
for farming

103
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[sighs]

104
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You are a good father

105
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Hm.

106
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[far slow piano notes]

107
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>

108
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He understands.

109
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[chuckles]

110
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He did it,
no?

111
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[playing piano slowly]

112
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(mother)
Dad, that's it

113
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(father)
Do you
do, kid?

114
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John!

115
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No?
like that, ma'am?

116
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Yes.
Yes,
it's amazing

117
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John -

118
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(Rich, dead)
As you get older,
music seems like

119
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the only
makes sense to me

120
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I quite smart at that

121
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and there is something
about sitting on the piano

122
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It just makes me feel
like me at home

123
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(preacher)
What do you think
that God looks at you?

124
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Have you asked
this yourself

125
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You must,

126
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because your perception
God

127
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will affect
on every aspect of your
life

128
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In the Book of Romans,

129
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Paul quoting Isaiah
talking about that truth

130
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there is nothing right,
how we all sinners

131
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But God ordered
his love for us.

132
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That was
great, Richard.
Thank you,
Mrs. Kellner.

133
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Now why aren't you playing?
how is it written?

134
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[knock]

135
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It's time to go, kid.

136
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He is <br / > my best student

137
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At least
there is one thing
he is good

138
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Of course not farming.

139
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Come on, kid.

140
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>

141
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(Rich, dead)
Growing up, people
will always tell me

142
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that God
loves me

143
00:11:50,377 --> 00:11:54,089
but I have
moments it's hard
believe it

144
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I wonder
if God even likes me

145
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Maybe it's because people
also told me that my father
loved me.

146
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Things
he knows and understands

147
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I don't know what I know
and understand
and vice versa.

148
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They say that time
healed all the wounds

149
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but honestly in our case
it only made things worse.

150
00:12:15,902 --> 00:12:21,825
[thunder rolled gently]

151
00:12:21,908 --> 00:12:23,326
p>

152
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(Rich)
I hate
differently.

153
00:12:27,789 --> 00:12:30,834
I think God
knows what
he is doing, Wayne.

154
00:12:30,917 --> 00:12:33,420
Dad hates him too.

155
00:12:33,503 --> 00:12:35,505
Your father
loves you.

156
00:12:35,589 --> 00:12:37,591
No, he likes
Dave and Lloyd.

157
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He understands them .

158
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He loves
all of you.

159
00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:48,977
Sometimes I just hope
I'm more like them.

160
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I'm not included here.

161
00:12:54,733 --> 00:12:55,984
God has
big plans
for you.

162
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You will do it
Great things someday.

163
00:13:15,796 --> 00:13:17,464
(Rich, dead)
After high school,

164
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I'm not sure what < br /> I'll do it.

165
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The house has become a place

166
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where you have to learn
silent language.

167
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My father and I grew apart.

168
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Uh, you know, he grew up
and I became bitter.

169
00:13:35,899 --> 00:13:39,569
At that time,
my rebellion
was in full swing.

170
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Eh, just say
who gave up

171
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isn't exactly
come naturally to me

172
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But I quickly learn
that God

173
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can talk to us
in some pretty
unexpected ways

174
00:13:53,917 --> 00:13:57,921
What is your response?
for this charge
from your father

175
00:13:58,004 --> 00:14:02,884
Do you dare to challenge
ordinances
the Church of the Holy Mother?

176
00:14:02,968 --> 00:14:06,054
How can you stand there?
contrary to your father

177
00:14:06,137 --> 00:14:08,181
You were awarded
with wealth
beyond your value

178
00:14:08,223 --> 00:14:10,016
and now < br /> Do you reprimand their values?

179
00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:14,145
With what authority do
do you do such a thing?

180
00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:19,442
I want to live
a free life.

181
00:14:19,526 --> 00:14:21,194
p>

182
00:14:21,236 --> 00:14:23,905
I want to be free

183
00:14:23,989 --> 00:14:27,033
as an animal
that roams the earth,

184
00:14:27,117 --> 00:14:30,745
free months
in the night sky

185
00:14:30,829 --> 00:14:34,249
These worldly goods,

186
00:14:34,332 --> 00:14:39,212
This noble stature,

187
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adoration
that our society
desires are of no use to me. </ P>

188
00:14:41,339 --> 00:14:43,633
But you are my child. </ P>

189
00:14:43,717 --> 00:14:46,261
I am no longer
your child. </ P>

190
00:14:46,344 --> 00:14:48,722
(Rich, dead)
St. Francis is wild.
I mean, </ p >

191
00:14:48,763 --> 00:14:51,725
As a result,
he gave up everything
he had

192
00:14:51,808 --> 00:14:53,894
Why did you do this?

193
00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:56,897
Call God
for everyone </ p >

194
00:14:56,938 --> 00:15:00,609
But not everyone responds.

195
00:15:00,692 --> 00:15:02,277
(Rich, dead)
I am connected with the
story of Saint Francis

196
00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:04,321
in many ways.

197
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:07,908
You know, he just did it
this radical belief in Christ

198
00:15:07,991 --> 00:15:10,994
That is
trust that I don't have

199
00:15:11,077 --> 00:15:13,330
But I want it.

200
00:15:13,413 --> 00:15:16,750
I know it's deep down
if I want to grow
such faith,

202
00:15:20,629 --> 00:15:21,671
So I go.

203
00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:53,828
You know , it's interesting.

206
00:15:57,095 --> 00:16:01,252
before I didn't believe
to be serious.

207
00:16:01,336 --> 00:16:03,088
That's not what happened
to Bible College

208
00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:04,339
especially 
a place to be serious

209
00:16:04,422 --> 00:16:06,091
about your faith

210
00:16:06,174 --> 00:16:08,218
However,
That's where I went.

211
00:16:22,315 --> 00:16:24,818
Hey!
Did you
do with my things?

212
00:16:24,859 --> 00:16:26,528
Oh, I thought
this would be fine

213
00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:28,405
I'd prefer
to sleep with me -
You think...

214
00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:30,740
this would be good- OK

215
00:16:30,824 --> 00:16:32,409
Let me ask you
questions.

216
00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:34,035
You've looked at danger
straight in the eye

217
00:16:34,119 --> 00:16:37,330
and life <br / > to tell?

218
00:16:37,372 --> 00:16:38,415
Sam's name

219
00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:39,582
[both chuckled]

220
00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:41,209
Just kidding, man.

221
00:16:41,292 --> 00:16:42,585
You must be rich
Yes. </ P>

222
00:16:42,669 --> 00:16:44,087
Yes, good
to meet you, man

223
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:45,755
You scared me
for a moment. </ P>

224
00:16:45,839 --> 00:16:47,298
I'm fine <

225
00:16:47,382 --> 00:16:48,842
You have to know
that in front.

226
00:16:48,883 --> 00:16:50,677
Hey, I think
that's everything

227
00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:52,053
Your mother and I
will
return

228
00:16:52,137 --> 00:16:53,221
I see--
(Sam)
Cool.

229
00:16:53,304 --> 00:16:54,431
Oh, hi .
I'm Morris

230
00:16:54,514 --> 00:16:55,724
Hi father.
Hi, Morris.

231
00:16:55,807 --> 00:16:56,975
I'm rich.
I'm a father

232
00:16:57,058 --> 00:16:58,268
This is good
To meet you.

233
00:16:58,351 --> 00:16:59,936
You can go
now, daddy

234
00:17:00,020 --> 00:17:01,021
Yes, we go
to return

235
00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:02,689
Love you, pops

236
00:17:02,731 --> 00:17:04,190
(Morris)
I love you too.

237
00:17:04,274 --> 00:17:05,900
You have fun.
We will see you

238
00:17:05,984 --> 00:17:07,777
Here it is .
Nice to meet you
, Morris

239
00:17:07,861 --> 00:17:09,779
Hey, um -

240
00:17:09,863 --> 00:17:11,698
I got
a question for you

241
00:17:11,740 --> 00:17:13,700
You looks
similar to
handsome man

242
00:17:13,742 --> 00:17:15,952
I'm not too popular
with girls
in high school

243
00:17:16,036 --> 00:17:18,204
so I want you 
to shoot me straight

244
00:17:18,288 --> 00:17:20,915
Doing this,
uh, beard
makes me look fat

245
00:17:20,999 --> 00:17:23,376
[chuckles]

246
00:17:23,460 --> 00:17:25,628
No, seriously.
I don't know
how to answer it
that question

247
00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:27,380
That's fair enough.
That's fair enough.

248
00:17:27,464 --> 00:17:29,257
[both chuckles]

249
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:30,717
Oh man. </ P>

250
00:17:30,759 --> 00:17:32,218
So you're a bully. </ P>

251
00:17:44,814 --> 00:17:49,736
The time on CBC
kind of flies quickly

252
00:17:49,778 --> 00:17:53,656
Sam and I hit him
off well and become
fast good friends

253
00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:55,366
[laughs]

254
00:17:55,450 --> 00:17:57,160
Enter
a structured institution,

255
00:17:57,243 --> 00:17:58,953
I ask myself <br / > lots of questions

256
00:17:59,037 --> 00:18:01,623
about the church,
about authority

257
00:18:01,706 --> 00:18:04,000
They aren't
always popular
with faculty

258
00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:07,128
oh, you playing

259
00:18:07,212 --> 00:18:08,922
Yes, of course.
I play all the time.

260
00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:10,507
Oh man.
Yes, I see
the case.

261
00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:11,758
You want to jam
Yes & apos;.!

262
00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:13,593
Yes.
Of course.

263
00:18:13,635 --> 00:18:16,638
Sam and I were formed
a small band called Zion.

264
00:18:16,721 --> 00:18:19,766
We started playing
in small coffeeshops
around Cincinnati,

265
00:18:19,808 --> 00:18:23,311
and finally
in the church auditorium

266
00:18:23,394 --> 00:18:25,105
The more I played ,
the more I realize

267
00:18:25,188 --> 00:18:27,190
I don't want
to only play music

268
00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:30,527
I want a service.

269
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:32,654
So we moved from
our senior year campus

270
00:18:32,737 --> 00:18:35,115
with partners
from others
band members.

271
00:18:35,156 --> 00:18:38,159
It's very interesting
to feel God working < br /> through me

272
00:18:38,243 --> 00:18:42,622
even on a small stage
like Cincinnati

273
00:18:42,705 --> 00:18:45,166
[playing intense piano]

274
00:18:52,048 --> 00:18:54,968
He is amazing.

275
00:18:55,009 --> 00:18:56,177
He's pretty good.

276
00:18:59,806 --> 00:19:01,766
[chuckles]
That's it
go again

277
00:19:07,355 --> 00:19:09,732
Richard.
Richard.

278
00:19:09,816 --> 00:19:11,109
I thought I said
you are not allowed

279
00:19:11,192 --> 00:19:13,069
to play
on campus again

280
00:19:13,153 --> 00:19:15,363
Especially if you bend
destroy another piano

281
00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:17,407
p>

282
00:19:17,490 --> 00:19:22,829
Mr. Walters,
I'm sorry.

283
00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:24,831
I asked Richard
to play for orientation
This is my fault.

284
00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:27,208
Monday morning ,

285
00:19:27,292 --> 00:19:29,252
I want you to be ready
to quote the first
Isaiah chapter

286
00:19:29,335 --> 00:19:30,920
in my office
eight o'clock in the morning.

287
00:19:31,004 --> 00:19:33,214
I can do that. </ P>

288
00:19:33,298 --> 00:19:34,507
[laughs]

289
00:19:34,591 --> 00:19:35,758
[yelp]

290
00:19:35,842 --> 00:19:37,260
Broken. </ P>

291
00:19:37,343 --> 00:19:38,761
(girl)
That's very good.

292
00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:40,346
Just relax.
It's just one song.

293
00:19:40,388 --> 00:19:41,848
Very good.
That's right

294
00:19:41,890 --> 00:19:43,766
I see <br / > Bible
Police arrested you

295
00:19:43,850 --> 00:19:46,686
(Rich)
Thankfully, he was given
me the previous chapter.

296
00:19:46,769 --> 00:19:48,563
Man, what's up
with that person

297
00:19:48,646 --> 00:19:50,440
That's ridiculous .
[laughs]

298
00:19:50,523 --> 00:19:53,943
Hi.
Um, that's
Extraordinary.

299
00:19:54,027 --> 00:19:56,362
I have never heard of
such a thing < br /> before, ever

300
00:19:56,446 --> 00:19:57,697
[laughs]

301
00:19:57,739 --> 00:19:59,449
Um, I--
hi, I'm Beth

302
00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:00,909
I'm rich.

303
00:20:00,992 --> 00:20:02,952
It's nice to meet you.
You sing?

304
00:20:03,036 --> 00:20:06,539
Uh, yeah
I mean, fair
in, like,

305
00:20:06,623 --> 00:20:08,625
home church

306
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:10,084
You have to sing
with our band, Sion.

307
00:20:10,168 --> 00:20:11,794
You have never
heard me playing

308
00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:13,588
I mean, singing.

309
00:20:13,671 --> 00:20:15,131
>

310
00:20:15,215 --> 00:20:17,258
Oh, I'm sure
you're fine.
Jesus isn't picky.

311
00:20:17,342 --> 00:20:20,303
[chuckles]

312
00:20:20,386 --> 00:20:21,137
Um, this is < br /> My friend, Jess.

313
00:20:21,221 --> 00:20:22,555
Say Hi.

314
00:20:22,639 --> 00:20:23,932
(Jess)
It was really fun.

315
00:20:24,015 --> 00:20:25,433
You too.
Or not
you too.

316
00:20:25,516 --> 00:20:27,101
Not me - 
I don't sing
at all. </ P>

317
00:20:27,185 --> 00:20:31,481
No, that's not what
I mean.
Um -

318
00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:33,900
That's good 
> to meet you.

319
00:20:33,942 --> 00:20:36,653
Yes.

320
00:20:36,736 --> 00:20:38,488
We'll see
you are around

321
00:20:38,571 --> 00:20:40,198
Yes.
Understood.

322
00:20:43,910 --> 00:20:47,080
Ah.
She's beautiful, huh?

323
00:20:47,121 --> 00:20:49,249
(girl)
Pretty sweet

324
00:20:51,793 --> 00:20:53,419
(Rich, dead)
I tried my best
to ignore it

325
00:20:53,461 --> 00:20:56,172
and just focus
in Zion or school

326
00:20:56,256 --> 00:20:58,925
But I can't help it.

327
00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:02,762
Uh, from now on < br /> I met Jess, me -

328
00:21:02,804 --> 00:21:04,597
I can't catch it
out of my mind.

329
00:21:06,683 --> 00:21:08,601
Sorry about the car.

330
00:21:08,643 --> 00:21:11,187
I pretended -Pura knows,
like I know something
about cars

331
00:21:11,271 --> 00:21:12,855
For all this time

and save it.

332
00:21:12,939 --> 00:21:14,524
I thought
I thought that
came out pretty fast

333
00:21:14,607 --> 00:21:15,942
Yes, sorry
about that.
Yes, right.

334
00:21:15,984 --> 00:21:17,694
I'll stay
with the piano

335
00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:20,029
Hold it.

336
00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:22,115
There are many
really amazing
doors on this campus

337
00:21:22,156 --> 00:21:23,491
but this is
maybe my favorite

338
00:21:23,574 --> 00:21:25,451
They are beautiful.

339
00:21:25,493 --> 00:21:27,120
You want to sit
for a little?
Sure.

340
00:21:28,621 --> 00:21:30,290
Do you write

341
00:21:30,373 --> 00:21:32,709
Some.
ljournaL

342
00:21:32,792 --> 00:21:34,627
Journal?

343
00:21:34,669 --> 00:21:38,006
How moody
of you
Hmm.

344
00:21:38,089 --> 00:21:39,674
What did you
write about?

345
00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:43,469
[tsk]
Oh, my dream

346
00:21:43,511 --> 00:21:45,680
Fear

347
00:21:45,763 --> 00:21:50,393
What do you dream about? </ P>

348
00:21:50,476 --> 00:21:51,686
About the man
I will get married

349
00:21:51,769 --> 00:21:53,021
and settle down 
/> go down with.

350
00:21:55,857 --> 00:21:58,318
Houses
we will stay in

351
00:21:58,359 --> 00:22:00,361
Children.

352
00:22:00,445 --> 00:22:01,446
The dog

353
00:22:03,781 --> 00:22:05,158
That you
most want

354
00:22:05,199 --> 00:22:07,076
Yes.

355
00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:10,747
Yes, home < br /> and someone
to share with

356
00:22:10,830 --> 00:22:13,708
What about your fears?

357
00:22:13,791 --> 00:22:16,961
Alone.

358
00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:21,007
No, I mean -

359
00:22:21,049 --> 00:22:26,179
I'm afraid
of myself sometimes,

360
00:22:26,262 --> 00:22:30,683
of this loneliness
I feel the inside of me.
It's like, um -

361
00:22:30,767 --> 00:22:32,518
like
a black hole
or something.

362
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:42,862
Even when you
as close as possible
to someone else,

363
00:22:42,945 --> 00:22:47,367
even when you're touch.

364
00:22:47,408 --> 00:22:49,369
That's it.

365
00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:53,206
Feel yourself now?

366
00:23:06,260 --> 00:23:07,303
[happy shout]

367
00:23:08,930 --> 00:23:10,014
[giggling]

368
00:23:18,064 --> 00:23:21,275
Jess and I
soon
are interested in each other. </ P>

369
00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:23,653
Over the next few months,

370
00:23:23,736 --> 00:23:25,613
I spent most of
meaningful days in my life
with him

371
00:23:25,696 --> 00:23:29,158
and studying
each story,

372
00:23:29,242 --> 00:23:30,410
and sharing dreams .

373
00:23:35,540 --> 00:23:39,043
We are only two lonely people
who have found each other
in the dark.

374
00:23:41,337 --> 00:23:43,005
[giggles]

375
00:23:48,970 --> 00:23:51,764
When I with Jess,
I feel -

376
00:23:51,848 --> 00:23:55,768
I feel something
I don't feel
for a long time.

377
00:23:55,852 --> 00:23:57,145
I feel like I'm at home

378
00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:04,277
[Rich, picking guitars
and humming]

379
00:24:04,318 --> 00:24:10,116
J3 Life continues
and so does J3 song

380
00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:13,286
X1 D00 doo doooo
doc D

381
00:24:13,369 --> 00:24:14,662
[humming]

382
00:24:24,464 --> 00:24:26,799
(Rich, during reel)
A Sing your praise
for God fl

383
00:24:26,841 --> 00:24:29,343
Come to everyone
and stand and sing
one more fl

384
00:24:29,427 --> 00:24:32,221
J Hallelujah, singing
your praise
to God fl

385
00:24:32,305 --> 00:24:34,891
J I can never tell you
I like it.

386
00:24:34,974 --> 00:24:37,560
Is that person ?

387
00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:38,644
I like it.

388
00:24:38,728 --> 00:24:40,146
[click]

389
00:24:40,188 --> 00:24:44,233
I want to do this
.
Bryan?

390
00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,818
This is very different. </ P>

391
00:24:45,902 --> 00:24:48,154
I like it differently.
I hurt the same. </ P>

392
00:24:48,196 --> 00:24:49,530
I want to do this song. </ P>

393
00:24:49,614 --> 00:24:53,493
Yes.
I'm
with Amy
this. </ P>

394
00:24:53,576 --> 00:24:56,996
This is a good song. </ P>

395
00:24:57,079 --> 00:24:58,998
[sighs]

396
00:24:59,081 --> 00:25:00,708
I will make 
> call.

397
00:25:00,791 --> 00:25:02,585
[loud music played]
Rich!
Ric ha rd!

398
00:25:02,668 --> 00:25:03,794
Rich!
Choose
get on the phone!

399
00:25:03,878 --> 00:25:05,463
Here.

400
00:25:05,546 --> 00:25:07,340
Call
right now!
Who is this?

401
00:25:07,381 --> 00:25:09,717
Do you
panic?
This is Nashville! </ P>

402
00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,886
Kota
dari Nashville
sedang memanggil?

403
00:25:11,969 --> 00:25:15,515
No, this is a guy
from the record label
that represents Amy Grant.

404
00:25:15,598 --> 00:25:17,850
And she wants
to talk to you

405
00:25:17,892 --> 00:25:19,519
Are you do this?
No!

406
00:25:19,602 --> 00:25:21,521
Is that Gary
Not me.

407
00:25:21,562 --> 00:25:23,856
This is Beth.
This must be owned
Beth.
Beth!

408
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,069
[giggles]

409
00:25:28,152 --> 00:25:29,779
(girl)
Just choose
get on the phone

410
00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:30,696
(Gary) 
Turn off.
[music stops]

411
00:25:30,780 --> 00:25:32,031
Hello? </ P>

412
00:25:32,114 --> 00:25:33,533
Yes, is this
Rich Mullins? </ P>

413
00:25:33,574 --> 00:25:35,243
This is Rich Mullins

414
00:25:35,326 --> 00:25:37,870
Rich, this is Bryan
Bontrager from Nashville.

415
00:25:37,912 --> 00:25:40,706
Well, what can I do?
for you Bryan Bontrager
from Nashville?

416
00:25:40,748 --> 00:25:42,792
(Bryan, by phone)
Rich,

417
00:25:42,875 --> 00:25:46,087
Amy Grant hears your song
Sing Your Praise
to God

418
00:25:46,170 --> 00:25:49,131
and he wants to use it
on the next album

419
00:25:49,215 --> 00:25:53,302
Who is Amy Grant?
Are you kidding me?
Oh!

420
00:25:53,386 --> 00:25:55,137
Excuse me?

421
00:25:55,221 --> 00:25:57,557
Shhh.
Sorry about that
Continue. </ P>

422
00:25:57,598 --> 00:26:00,643
All right, um,
listen, rich,

423
00:26:00,726 --> 00:26:02,395
we want to take you
to Nashville

424
00:26:02,478 --> 00:26:04,230
here so we can work
Out contract writes

425
00:26:04,272 --> 00:26:07,400
Wow thanks
Bryan, but, uh,

426
00:26:07,483 --> 00:26:09,318
I'm not right
interested.

427
00:26:09,402 --> 00:26:11,988
You are not interested

428
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:13,155
[booing]

429
00:26:13,239 --> 00:26:15,658
Um, looks rich,

430
00:26:15,741 --> 00:26:18,744
I don't think you understand
what we offer you
here, okay

431
00:26:18,828 --> 00:26:20,955
This is a gamechanger.

432
00:26:21,038 --> 00:26:23,165
I'm not very sure
I want my game
to be replaced.

433
00:26:23,249 --> 00:26:25,960
Alright, um , rich,

434
00:26:26,043 --> 00:26:28,754
maybe you should
think about this.

435
00:26:28,796 --> 00:26:31,632
You have a real gift

436
00:26:31,716 --> 00:26:33,009
and maybe you
have to use it

437
00:26:33,092 --> 00:26:36,012
Alright, I think
I use it

438
00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:39,348
Alright, well, um,

439
00:26:39,432 --> 00:26:42,268
I , uh, hope
you change your mind.

440
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:44,020
Good thank you
for the call, Bryan.
I appreciate it

441
00:26:44,103 --> 00:26:45,396
Be careful. </ p >

442
00:26:55,323 --> 00:26:57,783
What?

443
00:26:57,825 --> 00:26:58,909
[no audio]

444
00:27:19,388 --> 00:27:21,474
(Jess)
When will we talk?
about Nashville?

445
00:27:25,061 --> 00:27:27,063
We didn't go
Talking about
Nashville things

446
00:27:27,146 --> 00:27:29,398
because I didn't go
to Nashville

447
00:27:29,482 --> 00:27:32,026
You have to go.

448
00:27:32,109 --> 00:27:33,986
Alright, you
come with me

449
00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:36,405
You know I can't do that
We don't even
get married yet.

450
00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:37,657
What is this?

451
00:27:37,740 --> 00:27:39,533
Is this
your parents?

452
00:27:39,617 --> 00:27:42,244
Not only that
my parents.

453
00:27:42,328 --> 00:27:45,873
You know
what i want

454
00:27:45,956 --> 00:27:47,375
Your life
goes to

455
00:27:47,458 --> 00:27:49,877
totally
different directions.

456
00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:53,422
You don't want to be 41
and stuck in Cincinnati.

457
00:27:53,506 --> 00:27:56,092
Yes, I do.

458
00:27:56,175 --> 00:27:57,843
If you are there,
I do

459
00:28:02,515 --> 00:28:04,016
You are not included here

460
00:28:16,654 --> 00:28:18,030
[no audio]

461
00:28:28,207 --> 00:28:30,876
(Rich, dead)
Hey, Jess,
I'm, uh -

462
00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:32,586
hey, I didn't see you
on tonight's show

463
00:28:32,670 --> 00:28:34,255
I think you
will be there

464
00:28:34,338 --> 00:28:35,881
Um... just give me
I call

465
00:28:45,975 --> 00:28:48,477
[strumming the guitar ]

466
00:29:05,411 --> 00:29:07,121
(father)
I just don't understand

467
00:29:07,204 --> 00:29:08,998
why is everything
you touch the end until it's broken.

468
00:29:09,081 --> 00:29:11,167
Why does everything <br / > You touch the end until it breaks. </ P>

469
00:29:11,250 --> 00:29:12,418
[telephone ring]

470
00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:17,757
Hei, hei, Jess,
ini aku.

471
00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:21,677
Listen, call me when
you get this, I just
want to talk.

472
00:29:21,761 --> 00:29:25,931
I just, I just feel
like us not - </ p >

473
00:29:25,973 --> 00:29:29,810
I just, I just want to talk
about what happened
with us.

474
00:29:29,894 --> 00:29:32,146
I just called
to make sure everything is good
alright.

475
00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:35,858
I just feel
like we aren't connected

476
00:29:35,941 --> 00:29:37,401
and I don't know...

477
00:29:37,443 --> 00:29:39,779
why do we keep
going commute

478
00:29:39,862 --> 00:29:41,363
and if there is something
I have done or -

479
00:29:41,447 --> 00:29:47,286
[telephone ring]

480
00:29:47,328 --> 00:29:50,664
Jess, if the problem is me, 
/> then I just want you
to tell me

481
00:29:55,628 --> 00:30:00,466
[busy signal]

482
00:30:02,927 --> 00:30:04,470
[telephone ring]

483
00:30:10,267 --> 00:30:11,477
Hello?

484
00:30:11,560 --> 00:30:13,687
Hi mother.
[clears throat]

485
00:30:13,771 --> 00:30:15,314
Are you okay?

486
00:30:15,356 --> 00:30:18,192
I just lost -
you lost

487
00:30:18,275 --> 00:30:19,819
I just wanted
to say hello.

488
00:30:19,860 --> 00:30:22,822
(father)
Neva, I understand < br>> until 4 am

489
00:30:22,905 --> 00:30:24,824
Calm yourself.

490
00:30:24,865 --> 00:30:26,867
Mother, can I
talk to dad
for a moment?

491
00:30:26,951 --> 00:30:28,828
Yes

492
00:30:28,911 --> 00:30:30,996
Hey, he wants
to talk to you

493
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:37,253
Tell the child to call
back at a decent hour
and I'll talk to him .

494
00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:39,171
He said to say it
that he loves you

495
00:30:39,255 --> 00:30:41,590
(mother)
and that
he will call you later

496
00:30:41,674 --> 00:30:43,092
He didn't say that
, ma'am

497
00:30:43,175 --> 00:30:45,511
You know
your father
loves you. </ P>

498
00:30:45,553 --> 00:30:47,763
He only has
to work. </ P >

499
00:30:47,847 --> 00:30:50,391
Neva, this is
not the time
for the crap

500
00:30:50,474 --> 00:30:53,060
Close Phone
bad phone

501
00:30:53,143 --> 00:30:55,604
(mother)
He just tired.

502
00:30:55,688 --> 00:30:58,566
Yes.
Good, sorry
to call too late

503
00:30:58,649 --> 00:31:01,026
Alright.

504
00:31:01,110 --> 00:31:02,111
Love you.

505
00:31:04,029 --> 00:31:05,114
[click the phone]

506
00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,407
[dial tone]

507
00:31:20,045 --> 00:31:21,881
[choose soft guitar]

508
00:31:31,140 --> 00:31:32,391
Hey, Rich

509
00:31:32,433 --> 00:31:34,059
Sam & apos ??
Yes.

510
00:31:34,101 --> 00:31:37,980
Come here.

511
00:31:38,063 --> 00:31:40,065
Where are you?

512
00:31:40,149 --> 00:31:42,818
Do you
have a drink?
Answer me!

513
00:31:42,902 --> 00:31:44,403
Gary and I
go to the movies

514
00:31:47,156 --> 00:31:49,033
Why doesn't
ask me to go

515
00:31:49,116 --> 00:31:50,618
Dude, I think you
need to sleep
that dead.

516
00:31:50,701 --> 00:31:51,744
I thought
you were drunk.

517
00:31:51,827 --> 00:31:52,828
I was fine.
[snorted]

518
00:31:52,912 --> 00:31:54,330
[tripped] </ p >

519
00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:56,790
I take it back.

520
00:31:56,874 --> 00:31:58,751
I know you're drunk

521
00:31:58,834 --> 00:32:01,128
Sleep.

522
00:32:01,211 --> 00:32:04,632
[groaning]

523
00:32:04,715 --> 00:32:06,258
What is this?

524
00:32:06,342 --> 00:32:07,384
That's a camel.
What are you
thinking about that

525
00:32:07,468 --> 00:32:08,928
This is not a camel.

526
00:32:10,346 --> 00:32:12,348
Sam.

527
00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:14,433
Yes?

528
00:32:14,516 --> 00:32:16,435
Are we
really friends?

529
00:32:20,230 --> 00:32:22,358
(Rich, dead)
Sam invited I
to come to Wichita

530
00:32:22,441 --> 00:32:25,486
with him to stay
with his people
and resolve the problem.

531
00:32:25,569 --> 00:32:29,657
The Nashville situation
has been throw away a lot of my world
sprained.

532
00:32:29,740 --> 00:32:32,284
I'm not so sure
how to restore it

533
00:32:32,326 --> 00:32:36,455
I think a large pot & apos; I
worry about what Jess is < br /> has said it is true

534
00:32:36,538 --> 00:32:37,790
I have to go.

535
00:32:40,292 --> 00:32:41,460
(Morris)
Rich!

536
00:32:43,712 --> 00:32:46,298
I'll be back soon.
We run out of milk. </ P>

537
00:32:46,340 --> 00:32:48,133
Can I talk to you?
For a moment, Morris? </ P>

538
00:32:48,175 --> 00:32:50,844
Yes.
Right. </ P>

539
00:32:50,928 --> 00:32:52,221
[pat]
What are you thinking about?

540
00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:54,890
Oh.
Quite a lot.

541
00:32:54,974 --> 00:32:56,517
And Nashville.

542
00:32:56,600 --> 00:32:57,810
Yes, you hear <br / > about that?

543
00:32:57,893 --> 00:33:00,813
Yes.
Yes.

544
00:33:00,896 --> 00:33:02,815
Yeah, Jessie
won't go

545
00:33:02,856 --> 00:33:05,693
and, um -

546
00:33:05,776 --> 00:33:07,528
she hates < br /> overall idea
tour but, man,

547
00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:09,363
I don't know
how to do it
without it.

548
00:33:09,446 --> 00:33:12,574
You 
> want to tour,
do your music

549
00:33:12,658 --> 00:33:16,495
Yes, of course.
I just don't want
to do it myself

550
00:33:16,578 --> 00:33:20,165
Yes.
OK,
the relationship is
funny like that

551
00:33:20,207 --> 00:33:23,335
They don't have to
fix the type
the problem. </ P>

552
00:33:23,377 --> 00:33:26,422
And if you give 
/> wake up this dream
for that dream,

553
00:33:26,505 --> 00:33:28,507
You might lose
both of them.

554
00:33:28,549 --> 00:33:31,010
Hm.
This sort of happened
with that way sometimes.

555
00:33:31,093 --> 00:33:34,096
You know why I think
Jesus doesn't have it
a girl?

556
00:33:34,179 --> 00:33:37,099
I really want to hear this
this one.
Why?

557
00:33:37,182 --> 00:33:40,019
He doesn't have it
a house to take
him to

558
00:33:40,102 --> 00:33:42,688
The man is a Vagabond,
I mean -

559
00:33:42,730 --> 00:33:44,940
The only one the thing I know
is that Jesus will do it
unlike Nashville

560
00:33:45,024 --> 00:33:48,027
I mean - I just meant
all these cheap artists

561
00:33:48,110 --> 00:33:50,195
like trying
To make cheap money
from its name

562
00:33:50,279 --> 00:33:52,031
Broadly speaking
makes me want
to throw up, honestly.

563
00:33:52,114 --> 00:33:54,700
Maybe that's why he
wants you to be
part of it

564
00:33:54,742 --> 00:33:57,286
Yes.
I don't know
if God needs me
to change Nashville

565
00:33:57,369 --> 00:33:58,954
Oh, I'm sure
he doesn't

566
00:33:59,038 --> 00:34:02,207
But he can still do it
want you to be there

567
00:34:02,291 --> 00:34:04,543
It's just that you have 
/> to be careful

568
00:34:04,585 --> 00:34:07,046
think that chastity
is about finding
the right place

569
00:34:07,087 --> 00:34:09,131
and doing
the right thing

570
00:34:09,214 --> 00:34:11,550
Because of this
not that

571
00:34:11,633 --> 00:34:14,470
I mean, chastity
really about

572
00:34:14,553 --> 00:34:17,139
loving God
at this time.

573
00:34:17,222 --> 00:34:19,266
I found in my own life < br /> There are lots of things
I know

574
00:34:19,349 --> 00:34:23,145
and there
are some things
I don't know

575
00:34:23,228 --> 00:34:26,065
But if I
give time,

576
00:34:26,148 --> 00:34:28,400
if I really walk
in faith on it,

577
00:34:28,484 --> 00:34:30,486
I don't have
the answer to everything,

578
00:34:30,569 --> 00:34:33,739
but I've been amazed
at the things I
found.

579
00:34:33,781 --> 00:34:35,657
And the problem is
I know about that,

580
00:34:35,741 --> 00:34:37,659
is that God loves you 
no matter what
you choose.

581
00:34:37,743 --> 00:34:39,828
And he
will be there

582
00:34:39,912 --> 00:34:42,748
He will be there
with you on this trip

583
00:34:42,790 --> 00:34:44,583
Alright.
Continue
about the girl
[chuckles]

584
00:34:44,625 --> 00:34:46,794
Yes.

585
00:34:46,877 --> 00:34:48,670
Well, I don't know
everything about women -

586
00:34:48,754 --> 00:34:51,131
[laughs]

587
00:34:51,215 --> 00:34:55,677
But I'm married <br / > for one woman for almost
20 years.

588
00:34:55,761 --> 00:34:58,347
And the reason
it works
because

589
00:34:58,430 --> 00:35:01,475
he said, "Come on take milk" 
/> and I go get milk
[chuckle]

590
00:35:01,558 --> 00:35:03,519
And then I choose
up ice cream

591
00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:06,522
Ooh, I hear you.

592
00:35:06,605 --> 00:35:08,190
Rocky path.

593
00:35:08,273 --> 00:35:09,858
There are
no other types

594
00:35:09,942 --> 00:35:11,360
[chuckles]

595
00:35:11,443 --> 00:35:12,694
I'll be right back.
Thank you , Morris. </ P>

596
00:35:12,778 --> 00:35:13,862
All right, I'll see you. </ P>

597
00:35:19,409 --> 00:35:21,286
He's still not here? </ P>

598
00:35:21,370 --> 00:35:23,372
Dia akan berada di sini.

599
00:35:23,455 --> 00:35:26,625
I want to make sure
we get some things
clear before I continue.

600
00:35:26,708 --> 00:35:29,169
Hey, we did this
before

it will be fine

601
00:35:29,253 --> 00:35:31,463
Not in my church.

602
00:35:31,505 --> 00:35:35,217
First of all, you
better find yourself
some shoes.

603
00:35:35,300 --> 00:35:36,885
This is God's house. </ P>

604
00:35:36,969 --> 00:35:39,471
And clean it up,
slip the tail of your shirt,

605
00:35:39,513 --> 00:35:41,723
have some pride. </ P>

606
00:35:41,807 --> 00:35:44,893
I will speak
today about being holy,

607
00:35:44,977 --> 00:35:47,396
discipline,
and forming.

608
00:35:47,479 --> 00:35:49,148
And I want you
to play something

609
00:35:49,189 --> 00:35:51,650
that's right- will properly drive
the message home

610
00:35:51,733 --> 00:35:53,610
Do you understand?

611
00:35:53,694 --> 00:35:55,904
And I hope
you will be out there
listening to my sermon </ p >

612
00:35:58,031 --> 00:35:59,533
[girl cleanses throat]

613
00:35:59,616 --> 00:36:01,869
So, Gary, do you
want to tell Richard

614
00:36:01,952 --> 00:36:05,414
(preacher)
If you will get
serious about your faith,

615
00:36:05,497 --> 00:36:08,500
you need to see
in this book like
a rule book

616
00:36:08,542 --> 00:36:12,754
It has dos
and that doesn't need to be done.

617
00:36:12,838 --> 00:36:15,257
Will you 
> follow
dos?

618
00:36:15,340 --> 00:36:17,926
Or will you
choose don & apos; 13?

619
00:36:18,010 --> 00:36:20,721
When Zion appears
to close us in the song,

620
00:36:20,804 --> 00:36:23,724
I want to leave you
with this question

621
00:36:23,807 --> 00:36:25,434
Is Christ
proud of you

622
00:36:42,034 --> 00:36:48,207
Yes, I don't want
to be disrespectful
I know we're guests here,

623
00:36:48,248 --> 00:36:50,792
But I kind of think
how rude
it will be

624
00:36:50,876 --> 00:36:54,129
don't be honest
with the church

625
00:36:54,213 --> 00:36:57,299
I think that's
theologian Karl Barth

626
00:36:57,382 --> 00:37:00,302
who was ever asked
what was the most--
[piano playing notes]

627
00:37:00,385 --> 00:37:05,474
What was the most theological
profound statement

628
00:37:05,557 --> 00:37:09,311
and this is
how did he respond to

629
00:37:09,394 --> 00:37:14,399
J3 Jesus loves me
this I know J3

630
00:37:14,441 --> 00:37:16,985
DD

631
00:37:17,069 --> 00:37:22,658
J?
Because The Bible says so to J3

632
00:37:22,741 --> 00:37:24,243
DD

633
00:37:24,284 --> 00:37:29,623
J3 They are people
for him belonging to J3

634
00:37:29,706 --> 00:37:35,671
D They are weak
but he strong 53

635
00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:36,922
DD

636
00:37:37,005 --> 00:37:42,636
J3 Yes, Jesus loves me J3

637
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:47,266
J3 Yes, Jesus
loves me J3

638
00:37:47,307 --> 00:37:49,017
DD

639
00:37:49,101 --> 00:37:54,523
p>

640
00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:59,361
Yes, Jesus loves me

641
00:37:59,444 --> 00:38:05,200
J?
The Bible tells me so J3

642
00:38:05,284 --> 00:38:09,454
DD

643
00:38:09,538 --> 00:38:11,707
Whenever I hear people < br /> say that Christians
are hypocrites,

644
00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:14,126
"we claim
that we are hypocrites."

645
00:38:14,167 --> 00:38:16,712
DD

646
00:38:16,795 --> 00:38:18,714
The need for God
and the needs of
with each other,

647
00:38:18,797 --> 00:38:23,552
p>

648
00:38:23,635 --> 00:38:25,220
DD

649
00:38:25,304 --> 00:38:30,642
it all pretends
to be perfect

650
00:38:30,726 --> 00:38:34,187
the offspring
inauthenticity in the church.

651
00:38:34,271 --> 00:38:36,481
Because none of us.

652
00:38:36,565 --> 00:38:41,069
DD

653
00:38:41,153 --> 00:38:45,657
I recently wrestled
with-by surrendering myself.

654
00:38:45,741 --> 00:38:47,326
DD

655
00:38:50,454 --> 00:38:51,872
But he still loves us.

656
00:38:58,503 --> 00:39:01,006
DD

657
00:39:03,425 --> 00:39:05,677
I think I need
to go to Nashville

658
00:39:05,761 --> 00:39:10,432
DD

659
00:39:10,515 --> 00:39:12,392
Do I go
or do I not go,

660
00:39:12,476 --> 00:39:15,270
I kind of think
not a problem

661
00:39:15,354 --> 00:39:17,773
DD

662
00:39:22,027 --> 00:39:27,449
Because in the end <br / > all that really matters,

663
00:39:27,532 --> 00:39:32,037
J3 Yes, Jesus loves me J3

664
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:33,580
J3 Yes, Jesus
loves me J3

665
00:39:33,663 --> 00:39:38,794
J3 Yes, Jesus loves me J3

666
00:39:38,877 --> 00:39:43,799
J?
The Bible tells me that J3

667
00:39:43,882 --> 00:39:46,885
DD

668
00:39:46,968 --> 00:39:50,097
Nashville was so
not ready for him

669
00:39:50,180 --> 00:39:51,473
I know.

670
00:39:53,683 --> 00:39:56,311
Hey!

671
00:39:56,395 --> 00:39:59,272
You won't go
without saying goodbye
to me, right?

672
00:40:03,735 --> 00:40:04,945
Miss Me.

673
00:40:05,028 --> 00:40:08,073
Yes.
Of course I will.

674
00:40:08,156 --> 00:40:09,825
You're the only
that makes me
go inside this mess,

675
00:40:09,908 --> 00:40:11,410
this whole
thing Nashville

676
00:40:11,493 --> 00:40:13,829
[chuckles]

677
00:40:13,912 --> 00:40:17,541
You just don't want
to go without Jess, so...

678
00:40:17,624 --> 00:40:19,668
stop
chicken right?

679
00:40:24,714 --> 00:40:26,842
Don't forget
about us, okay

680
00:40:32,222 --> 00:40:33,140
(girl)
Richard !

681
00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:37,185
Hey.
I have to go
but don't forget

682
00:40:37,269 --> 00:40:38,395
who you really are
friend is

683
00:40:40,063 --> 00:40:41,064
(girl)
I will miss you.

684
00:40:43,900 --> 00:40:45,235
Time to go.

685
00:40:49,489 --> 00:40:50,490
Are you okay?

686
00:40:54,453 --> 00:40:57,372
He's right.

687
00:40:57,456 --> 00:41:00,625
I
is very scary.

688
00:41:00,709 --> 00:41:04,963
It's OK.
We are only
five hours away

689
00:41:05,046 --> 00:41:06,715
I do what He
wants me to do

690
00:41:06,798 --> 00:41:10,051
You will think this will happen
be easier or something

691
00:41:10,135 --> 00:41:12,137
If you really
are very afraid to leave,

692
00:41:12,220 --> 00:41:13,847
why not
move this garbage

693
00:41:13,930 --> 00:41:15,474
and I'll accompany you
to the outskirts of the city

694
00:41:15,557 --> 00:41:16,600
Let me
my wallet.

695
00:41:20,479 --> 00:41:21,563
(human)
Hey. <br / > Hey! </ P>

696
00:41:21,646 --> 00:41:22,731
[laughs]

697
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,066
Hey, uh -

698
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:28,153
I thought you were full
up some of my shirts.
[laughs]

699
00:41:31,031 --> 00:41:32,991
(Rich, dead)
Leaving Cincinnati
for Nashville

700
00:41:33,074 --> 00:41:36,077
is one
of the hardest things
I have done it

701
00:41:36,161 --> 00:41:42,042
I feel like I'm doing a transaction
one other life.

702
00:41:42,125 --> 00:41:43,877
But I can't shake
feeling

703
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:45,212
that God wants me
There some reasons.

704
00:41:54,888 --> 00:41:58,183
That was a whirlwind
from the moment I arrived

705
00:41:58,225 --> 00:42:00,435
Singing Praise to God
was a big hit for Amy

706
00:42:00,519 --> 00:42:02,437
and the album
became the biggest & apos;
sold the album

707
00:42:02,521 --> 00:42:04,606
on Christian radio
at that moment

708
00:42:04,689 --> 00:42:07,859
so of course they wanted
I write more songs.

709
00:42:07,943 --> 00:42:10,153
As much as
as I enjoy
writing music,

710
00:42:10,237 --> 00:42:16,201
I feel more and more
I want to record < br /> my own work

711
00:42:16,284 --> 00:42:20,372
I have a meeting
with the publisher
but without much luck

712
00:42:20,455 --> 00:42:22,415
and I'm not sure I'm fit

713
00:42:22,499 --> 00:42:24,793
contemporary aesthetic
Christian music

714
00:42:24,876 --> 00:42:27,128
Besides, songwriting
and royalties gave me
something

715
00:42:27,212 --> 00:42:30,882
I never had it
before, which
fixed income.

716
00:42:30,966 --> 00:42:32,717
It's not that I fully know
what to do with it

717
00:42:38,223 --> 00:42:40,308
All the money in Nashville
can't change the fact

718
00:42:40,392 --> 00:42:42,811
that I miss
my friends go home.

719
00:42:42,894 --> 00:42:44,771
Especially Jess.

720
00:42:52,904 --> 00:42:54,155
[sighs]

721
00:43:06,710 --> 00:43:09,963
J / fyou find
love lender fl

722
00:43:10,046 --> 00:43:13,174
J3 If you find it
someone is right J3

723
00:43:13,258 --> 00:43:15,302
Thank God Fl

724
00:43:15,385 --> 00:43:18,013
D He's already very good
for you 5311

725
00:43:21,975 --> 00:43:23,810
(Amy)
That's beautiful. </ P>

726
00:43:23,893 --> 00:43:25,854
You're fine

727
00:43:25,937 --> 00:43:27,439
Get into another fight
with Matt and Bryan. </ P>

728
00:43:27,522 --> 00:43:29,608
One again?

729
00:43:29,649 --> 00:43:31,443
This one is messy.

730
00:43:31,484 --> 00:43:33,987
You definitely don't like
to play according to the rules,
Are you?

731
00:43:34,070 --> 00:43:36,781
Amy, I don't even know
what are the rules

732
00:43:36,823 --> 00:43:39,200
I I've been here for a while now,
I've written for a while,

733
00:43:39,284 --> 00:43:41,661
don't get me wrong,
I like writing
for you

734
00:43:41,745 --> 00:43:44,706
and I like writing
for people

735
00:43:44,789 --> 00:43:46,374
but I want to record
my own stuff

736
00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:48,460
And they won't do it
even hear me out

737
00:43:48,501 --> 00:43:50,337
So why not?

738
00:43:50,420 --> 00:43:51,921
I mean, they saved it
I left the circle
this thing.

739
00:43:52,005 --> 00:43:55,342
They said my songs 
too dark or too -

740
00:43:55,425 --> 00:43:59,846
I don't know, not happy enough,
not cheerful and cheesy,
if you ask me

741
00:43:59,929 --> 00:44:03,224
What do you play
When did I log in?

742
00:44:03,308 --> 00:44:04,476
Do you like it?

743
00:44:04,559 --> 00:44:06,311
Yes.
Are you right

744
00:44:06,394 --> 00:44:08,521
Yes.
Really?

745
00:44:08,605 --> 00:44:09,814
[chuckles]

746
00:44:09,898 --> 00:44:12,984
I like it
What's that? </ P>

747
00:44:13,068 --> 00:44:15,904
This is a song I wrote
for my wedding

748
00:44:15,987 --> 00:44:18,156
Can you play me
the rest of the song? </ P>

749
00:44:18,198 --> 00:44:20,241
Yes.

750
00:44:20,325 --> 00:44:21,409
Sure.

751
00:44:21,493 --> 00:44:23,161
This is just a choir.

752
00:44:23,203 --> 00:44:25,580
[slow piano music]

753
00:44:25,664 --> 00:44:30,502
D You can thank Father <br / > for the things he has done
3

754
00:44:30,585 --> 00:44:32,712
DD

755
00:44:32,796 --> 00:44:36,716
D Accept mm
for tmngs
He hasn't done it 53

756
00:44:36,800 --> 00:44:38,343
DD

757
00:44:38,385 --> 00:44:42,013
J3 If you find it
J3 soft love

758
00:44:42,055 --> 00:44:45,100
J3 If you find it
someone who is right J3

759
00:44:45,183 --> 00:44:47,102
D Thank God D

760
00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:49,771
J3 He is twice as good
for you J3

761
00:44:49,854 --> 00:44:51,606
DD

762
00:44:51,690 --> 00:44:53,775
Rich, seriously you have
to give I am the song

763
00:44:53,858 --> 00:44:56,027
I want the song.

764
00:44:56,111 --> 00:44:57,195
Sorry.

765
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:02,033
That is for the girl.

766
00:45:02,117 --> 00:45:04,411
[telephone ring]

767
00:45:07,330 --> 00:45:08,498
[ring phone]

768
00:45:24,472 --> 00:45:27,726
[cries]

769
00:45:48,121 --> 00:45:52,417
You know, I was asked
by people all the time

770
00:45:52,500 --> 00:45:54,085
How do you feel
close to God

771
00:45:54,127 --> 00:45:56,463
p>

772
00:45:56,546 --> 00:45:59,090
And I kind of left

773
00:45:59,174 --> 00:46:02,927
"Do you know what?
I don't really know that."

774
00:46:03,011 --> 00:46:08,767
When I thought
about life <br / > of - great saints

775
00:46:08,808 --> 00:46:11,102
I don't need to think
what they always feel
close to God

776
00:46:11,144 --> 00:46:15,106
Look, the one closest to God,
It's not about feelings.

777
00:46:15,148 --> 00:46:18,818
The closest to God
is about obedience.

778
00:46:23,782 --> 00:46:25,116
But if we don't obey,
we don't even have it < br /> an opportunity.

779
00:46:27,786 --> 00:46:29,287
[sighs in]

780
00:46:29,329 --> 00:46:31,664
Hey, Rich

781
00:46:31,748 --> 00:46:33,208
That is
a very good performance

782
00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:36,211
Thank you.
That's fun.

783
00:46:36,294 --> 00:46:38,963
Can I talk?
for you for a while?

784
00:46:39,047 --> 00:46:40,632
Yes.
Right.

785
00:46:40,673 --> 00:46:41,966
What's wrong?

786
00:46:42,050 --> 00:46:43,468
No, it's just -
I only

787
00:46:43,551 --> 00:46:47,096
want to say thank you

788
00:46:47,180 --> 00:46:48,264
for what you are
said there

789
00:46:48,348 --> 00:46:51,309
Yes, you bet, man.

790
00:46:51,351 --> 00:46:53,645
What do I say exactly? </ P>

791
00:46:53,728 --> 00:46:54,979
You say a lot

792
00:46:55,063 --> 00:46:56,481
& apos; -1

793
00:46:56,564 --> 00:46:59,359
I don't feel close
to God.
Hm .

794
00:46:59,442 --> 00:47:04,531
It's just that I'm fighting
a lot with loneliness

795
00:47:04,614 --> 00:47:06,366
I'll fill you up
in a little secret

796
00:47:06,449 --> 00:47:07,909
that they won't say it
You are in Sunday School.

797
00:47:07,992 --> 00:47:09,410
All heroes
in the Bible,

798
00:47:09,494 --> 00:47:12,372
are all weird people
in the Bible,

799
00:47:12,455 --> 00:47:14,541
they all fight
with the same item

800
00:47:14,624 --> 00:47:17,544
Loneliness and all that.

801
00:47:17,627 --> 00:47:22,507
It's just that some
of us are not afraid
to admit it

802
00:47:25,009 --> 00:47:27,053
You know?

803
00:47:27,136 --> 00:47:28,888
Yes.
[car horn horn]

804
00:47:28,972 --> 00:47:31,224
This is my father
I have to go.

805
00:47:31,307 --> 00:47:33,518
I won't forget
Thank you, rich

806
00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:35,520
You bet, man
Nice to meet you.

807
00:47:35,603 --> 00:47:37,188
Good evening.
Good night.

808
00:47:42,861 --> 00:47:44,404
(Rich, dead)
Every little conversation

809
00:47:44,487 --> 00:47:46,447
or momentarily
ofconnecfion

810
00:47:46,531 --> 00:47:49,117
reminds me that even though
all deficiencies and tackiness of

811
00:47:49,200 --> 00:47:50,952
Christians
music industry,

812
00:47:51,035 --> 00:47:53,246
God has given me
something to say

813
00:47:53,329 --> 00:47:55,456
and a platform
to share it

814
00:47:55,540 --> 00:48:00,545
I realize
that music can be
more than just music.

815
00:48:00,628 --> 00:48:03,798
But they won't let me
start making notes.
all night

816
00:48:03,882 --> 00:48:06,092
It takes some convincing.

817
00:48:06,175 --> 00:48:08,553
(Rich, dead)
Are you read the letter?

818
00:48:08,636 --> 00:48:10,305
(Matt)
I've already & apos; 2 & apos; have time.
(Rich)
Man & apos, this is important.

819
00:48:10,388 --> 00:48:11,806
At least you can say
I will read it today

820
00:48:11,890 --> 00:48:14,225
Say only,
what is that?

821
00:48:14,309 --> 00:48:16,477
I want to talk to you
about my recording
my own song

822
00:48:16,561 --> 00:48:19,022
You know I think
You're a great writer,

823
00:48:19,105 --> 00:48:21,357
but I don't think
you're ready to be
a recording artist

824
00:48:21,441 --> 00:48:24,235
[sighs]
Sorry, we just going to talk
about this later, okay?

825
00:48:24,319 --> 00:48:26,154
What?
When I'm ready, Matt?

826
00:48:26,237 --> 00:48:27,739
What's wrong with you, rich

827
00:48:27,822 --> 00:48:29,532
Do you really want it?
to do this here

828
00:48:29,574 --> 00:48:31,284
In front of Amy-
I have
the right to know!

829
00:48:31,367 --> 00:48:33,244
Look, you really want it
to become a recording artist? </ P>

830
00:48:33,328 --> 00:48:34,746
Then everything
must change

831
00:48:34,829 --> 00:48:36,623
Your appearance,
way
you dress,

832
00:48:36,706 --> 00:48:39,334
It's yours
stage presence--
What about my songs?

833
00:48:39,417 --> 00:48:41,127
I don't think
they are ready too.

834
00:48:41,210 --> 00:48:42,545
[booing]

835
00:48:48,343 --> 00:48:50,845
J?
This life has shown me J3

836
00:48:50,929 --> 00:48:53,723
X1 How do we fix it
and how do we tom D

837
00:48:53,806 --> 00:48:55,308
DD

838
00:48:55,391 --> 00:48:57,352
J3 How is it okay
to be lonely J3

839
00:48:57,435 --> 00:49:01,773
J3 It's been a long time
because you're free J3

840
00:49:01,856 --> 00:49:05,193
But sometimes
my land is rocky J

841
00:49:05,276 --> 00:49:08,821
fl And sometimes
Together with thorns J

842
00:49:08,905 --> 00:49:15,453
J3 Only you can make it
what is J3

843
00:49:15,495 --> 00:49:17,038
DD

844
00:49:17,121 --> 00:49:18,998
J3 If they are dressed I
like a poor person J3

845
00:49:19,082 --> 00:49:23,127
J3 Or if they eat me
like a J3 prince

846
00:49:23,169 --> 00:49:25,880
J3 If they lay me down
with my father J3

847
00:49:25,964 --> 00:49:30,051
J3 Or with my brother scattered about 
> Over the wind I don't care J? </ P>

848
00:49:30,134 --> 00:49:35,848
J3 Because when I leave
I want to leave
like Elijah J3

849
00:49:35,932 --> 00:49:42,814
J7 With a whirlwind
to burn my train J3

850
00:49:42,897 --> 00:49:46,109
J3 And when I saw
Back to the J3 star

851
00:49:46,192 --> 00:49:50,071
J3 That would happen
like a candle lamp
in Central Park J? </ P>

852
00:49:50,154 --> 00:49:52,365
DD

853
00:49:52,448 --> 00:49:56,828
J3 It won't break
my heart to say goodbye J3

854
00:49:56,869 --> 00:49:59,414
DD

855
00:50:11,592 --> 00:50:13,428
He seems ready for me.

856
00:50:18,641 --> 00:50:20,560
(Rich?
Finally, the label
gives me a shot & apos;

857
00:50:20,643 --> 00:50:23,271
and they signed me
for a fairly simple contract

858
00:50:23,354 --> 00:50:25,356
After a few months,
I finished my first album

859
00:50:25,440 --> 00:50:28,568
called, we are //, 
/> Rich Mullins. </ P>

860
00:50:28,651 --> 00:50:30,695
[no audio]

861
00:50:30,737 --> 00:50:32,238
After that,
I went on a tour with Amy

862
00:50:32,321 --> 00:50:33,823
and opened
on the concert

863
00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:39,037
I found
it's on the way

864
00:50:39,120 --> 00:50:41,539
is much more fun
than being in the studio.

865
00:50:41,622 --> 00:50:44,959
Maybe it's because I'm not & apos;
like Nashville is very much,
I already know.

866
00:50:45,043 --> 00:50:47,712
Music is always
something that is
pans; from me,

867
00:50:47,754 --> 00:50:50,089
something I
needed to share.

868
00:50:50,173 --> 00:50:52,383
Now I have
reached so many people
every night & apos ;, if it's fun,

869
00:50:52,467 --> 00:50:56,596
even though all 
corporate politics
who goes with it

870
00:50:56,679 --> 00:50:59,807
But it's funny
how can you meet hundreds of
new people every day

871
00:50:59,891 --> 00:51:01,642
(Amy)
Thank you.

872
00:51:01,726 --> 00:51:03,478
And still feels
almost completely alone

873
00:51:03,561 --> 00:51:05,313
Thank you all
a lot.

874
00:51:05,396 --> 00:51:07,023
We will take
really fast break now

875
00:51:07,106 --> 00:51:08,399
and right back
in a few minutes.

876
00:51:08,483 --> 00:51:10,318
[keep applause]

877
00:51:18,659 --> 00:51:20,495
That's it!

878
00:51:20,578 --> 00:51:22,330
Tell us!
Here's our rock star!

879
00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:24,290
He did it just like that
better than you, man

880
00:51:24,373 --> 00:51:26,000
Yes, he's
very talented

881
00:51:26,084 --> 00:51:27,585
How do you feel?

882
00:51:27,668 --> 00:51:29,087
Ah.
Okay, let's go,
let's go, let's go

883
00:51:29,170 --> 00:51:31,172
Who smokes

884
00:51:31,255 --> 00:51:35,802
Hey.
Ohhh.
Very proud of you

885
00:51:37,970 --> 00:51:40,098
Wayne.
Hi father. </ P>

886
00:51:40,181 --> 00:51:41,808
Kamu terlihat seperti cewek
dengan rambut panjang itu.

887
00:51:41,891 --> 00:51:43,101
You need
to cut your hair, kid.

888
00:51:43,142 --> 00:51:46,020
[sighs]

889
00:51:46,104 --> 00:51:49,315
You haven't seen me
in that month and that
what to You say?

890
00:51:49,398 --> 00:51:50,775
This is just a joke.

891
00:51:50,817 --> 00:51:52,527
Don't
be very sensitive.

892
00:51:52,610 --> 00:51:54,278
I think piano players
can wear their hair

893
00:51:54,362 --> 00:51:56,948
p>

894
00:51:56,989 --> 00:52:00,284
But they want
today

895
00:52:00,368 --> 00:52:02,703
Rich, do you mind?
back finally
and do it rain?
Right.

896
00:52:02,787 --> 00:52:04,372
You have obtained
a very talented child here

897
00:52:04,455 --> 00:52:06,124
You have to
a very proud father

898
00:52:06,165 --> 00:52:07,375
No, I'm proud
of all my children

899
00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:09,544
Two boys,
two girls,

900
00:52:09,627 --> 00:52:11,045
and piano players.

901
00:52:11,129 --> 00:52:12,130
[clears throat]

902
00:52:23,558 --> 00:52:26,227
I have to go.

903
00:52:26,310 --> 00:52:28,396
What we will do,

904
00:52:28,479 --> 00:52:30,523
So what I'm going to do
is resting you
into three groups

905
00:52:32,066 --> 00:52:33,317
It's about here

906
00:52:35,403 --> 00:52:36,654
[soft voice
from the crowd]
Good.

907
00:52:39,198 --> 00:52:40,408
[flicking your fingers gently]

908
00:52:47,498 --> 00:52:50,334
[gently tapping]

909
00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:55,047
[rain sound]

910
00:53:04,182 --> 00:53:05,850
[sound hard rain]

911
00:53:22,783 --> 00:53:25,453
[telephone ring]

912
00:53:28,956 --> 00:53:30,124
[telephone ring]

913
00:53:30,208 --> 00:53:31,876
Come on,
pick up.

914
00:53:33,753 --> 00:53:35,254
(Jess)
Hello?

915
00:53:35,338 --> 00:53:36,797
Jess!

916
00:53:36,881 --> 00:53:38,549
[flat]
Oh.
This is me.

917
00:53:38,591 --> 00:53:40,468
Hey, Richard. < br /> Sorry I didn't succeed.

918
00:53:40,551 --> 00:53:44,222
Oh no,
it's okay.

919
00:53:44,305 --> 00:53:46,140
Try listening,
Do you
do a weekend ahead?

920
00:53:46,224 --> 00:53:47,642
The tour will come
through Cincinnati -

921
00:53:47,725 --> 00:53:49,060
Rich, I'm engaged.

922
00:53:49,101 --> 00:53:50,978
[rolling thunder]

923
00:53:51,062 --> 00:53:52,730
Maafkan saya.

924
00:53:52,772 --> 00:53:56,150
I just,
I don't know,
I just -

925
00:53:56,234 --> 00:53:57,610
I think
you should know.

926
00:54:20,174 --> 00:54:25,763
(Rich, dead )
You know,
I'm not a real person -

927
00:54:25,846 --> 00:54:28,599
I don't know -

928
00:54:28,641 --> 00:54:32,979
I am not interested
in others

929
00:54:33,062 --> 00:54:36,816
The woman I love
married someone
again so -

930
00:54:36,899 --> 00:54:39,443
That's how -

931
00:54:39,527 --> 00:54:41,779
that's the way,

932
00:54:41,821 --> 00:54:42,822
and I don't mind.

933
00:54:46,158 --> 00:54:49,954
I think
Maybe God wants me
to be celibate

934
00:54:50,037 --> 00:54:53,082
The way he achieves
is to break
my heart.

935
00:54:54,750 --> 00:54:56,502
So the song
You write for your wedding,

936
00:54:56,585 --> 00:55:02,008
Double Good,
You gave Amy Grant.
Why?

937
00:55:02,091 --> 00:55:04,552
Some things
you only have
to stay away,

938
00:55:04,635 --> 00:55:06,220
you know. </ P>

939
00:55:06,304 --> 00:55:08,848
And some things
you don't have
a choice.

940
00:55:08,931 --> 00:55:12,643
The woman I love
married someone else.
That's the way.

941
00:55:14,603 --> 00:55:16,480
Well, then,
I think

942
00:55:16,564 --> 00:55:19,150
the song
Very cruel

944
00:55:21,152 --> 00:55:24,155
Well, because that implies
that if God doesn't give you

945
00:55:24,238 --> 00:55:26,240
love is gentle
and someone is right

946
00:55:26,324 --> 00:55:29,827
then he has never been
twice as good for you

947
00:55:29,869 --> 00:55:32,830
Oh God
it doesn't have to be
so good for all of us.

948
00:55:32,872 --> 00:55:35,666
(Rich, dead)
We all have it better
than we deserve to be...

949
00:55:35,708 --> 00:55:37,835
we must be grateful
for what we have </ p >

950
00:55:37,918 --> 00:55:42,673
[playing piano]

952
00:56:01,567 --> 00:56:04,362
[no audio]

953
00:56:26,050 --> 00:56:27,718
[telephone ring]

954
00:56:33,682 --> 00:56:36,227
[telephone ring]

955
00:56:44,985 --> 00:56:46,654
[ telephone ring]

956
00:57:06,757 --> 00:57:08,592
[click tape recorder]

957
00:57:10,177 --> 00:57:11,345
[playing piano slowly]

958
00:57:18,936 --> 00:57:20,146
[humming]

959
00:57:57,016 --> 00:57:59,351
[the same song is playing
with more instruments]

960
00:58:04,148 --> 00:58:05,524
This is good.

961
00:58:05,608 --> 00:58:06,817
Terrible.

962
00:58:06,859 --> 00:58:08,819
I like that. <br / > Bryan? </ P>

963
00:58:08,903 --> 00:58:10,404
Maybe if we
just changed -

964
00:58:10,488 --> 00:58:11,697
No, I don't want to -

965
00:58:11,780 --> 00:58:13,157
I don't want to change -

966
00:58:13,199 --> 00:58:15,826
I don't want
to do it at all

967
00:58:15,910 --> 00:58:19,163
Here's what
I don't want to come
to Nashville

968
00:58:19,246 --> 00:58:22,249
Yes, You succeed
Clearly, Mullins.

969
00:58:22,333 --> 00:58:24,710
But no one holds it
a gun to your head here

970
00:58:24,793 --> 00:58:26,003
We only try to help.

971
00:58:26,045 --> 00:58:28,547
You don't help.

972
00:58:28,631 --> 00:58:31,091
Listen, my song isn't
in-blank,
you guys.

973
00:58:31,175 --> 00:58:33,844
You can't just say that word < br /> "Jesus" a few more times
and hope to be better.

974
00:58:33,928 --> 00:58:36,680
Rich, you already have
lots of
longings and destruction

975
00:58:36,722 --> 00:58:38,390
on your other songs,
which one is good.

976
00:58:38,474 --> 00:58:40,726
Maybe if you
only have happier lyrics.

977
00:58:40,809 --> 00:58:43,229
I'm not trying to be
Christian pop stars, guys.

978
00:58:43,312 --> 00:58:46,106
I just want to say it
something right
Good?

979
00:58:46,190 --> 00:58:48,526
I don't want to change
my song.

980
00:58:48,609 --> 00:58:52,571
Yes?
Good,
everything changes

981
00:58:52,655 --> 00:58:56,116
You certainly don't look
for the mind of a new car,

982
00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:58,285
a new house right?

983
00:58:58,369 --> 00:59:00,371
Don't play my songs.

984
00:59:00,412 --> 00:59:02,540
Rich , we don't want to play
with your song, okay?

985
00:59:02,623 --> 00:59:05,125
But for people
to listen to your music,

986
00:59:05,209 --> 00:59:06,710
we have to sell records

987
00:59:06,794 --> 00:59:08,587
And in order
to sell records,

988
00:59:08,671 --> 00:59:10,548
we have to get
the correct sound
Yes!

989
00:59:10,631 --> 00:59:12,550
The problem is sound.
The problem is me.
I got it.

990
00:59:12,633 --> 00:59:14,426
I understand.

991
00:59:14,510 --> 00:59:16,887
Do you do
? </ p >

992
00:59:16,929 --> 00:59:19,306
You can't go,
we are in the middle of
from a session!

993
00:59:19,390 --> 00:59:24,603
You don't want to hear it
whatever I have to say
for you now

994
00:59:24,687 --> 00:59:27,940
He will never go
to sing this song

995
00:59:28,023 --> 00:59:29,775
Now, if he
doesn't sing this one,

996
00:59:29,858 --> 00:59:31,485
he must come
up with something else.

997
00:59:31,569 --> 00:59:33,404
We still have
one more slot to fill

998
00:59:39,827 --> 00:59:43,289
you know,
he has more talent
than anyone I've ever seen.

999
00:59:46,375 --> 00:59:49,920
What if he never gets it?
from the ground?

1000
00:59:50,004 --> 00:59:51,505
[playing soft guitar]

1001
00:59:57,761 --> 00:59:59,138
[soft tapping]

1002
00:59:59,221 --> 01:00:04,977
[telephone ring]

1003
01:00:09,231 --> 01:00:10,733
Hello?

1004
01:00:10,816 --> 01:00:12,067
(Gary, by phone)
Hey, Rich

1005
01:00:12,151 --> 01:00:13,902
Hey, Gary.
What's wrong?

1006
01:00:13,986 --> 01:00:15,529
I know you were slammed,
but I have friends

1007
01:00:15,613 --> 01:00:17,197
who asks
for help

1008
01:00:17,281 --> 01:00:19,199
Do you have
time to perform?

1009
01:00:19,283 --> 01:00:21,285
Man, I don't know.
We missed out a little
on this

1010
01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:23,287
Thelabers
all of my
about that

1011
01:00:23,370 --> 01:00:26,040
This is in Native <br / > American reservations
Very? </ P>

1012
01:00:26,123 --> 01:00:28,000
Yes, but indeed so
all the way out
in Arizona

1013
01:00:28,083 --> 01:00:31,462
It's like,
one million miles
from Nashville.

1014
01:00:31,545 --> 01:00:34,882
I know
you're super busy
working on a new album

1015
01:00:34,965 --> 01:00:36,383
Yes, I will do it.

1016
01:00:46,518 --> 01:00:48,896
(Rich, dead)
Actually I can't
go fast enough

1017
01:00:48,979 --> 01:00:50,898
I might do it
a retreat on the moon

1018
01:00:50,981 --> 01:00:54,318
if that means getting space
from the record company

1019
01:00:54,360 --> 01:00:56,111
The only thing I know
about ordering

1020
01:00:56,195 --> 01:00:57,946
is it
called Window Rock

1021
01:00:58,030 --> 01:00:59,657
and that is
in the middle of
out of nowhere

1022
01:00:59,740 --> 01:01:02,034
I really don't know what
is expected

1023
01:01:11,752 --> 01:01:13,337
Drive through
reservations

1024
01:01:13,379 --> 01:01:15,506
like being
in another world

1025
01:01:15,547 --> 01:01:20,177
It's beautiful there,
but sad at the same time. </ p >

1026
01:01:21,929 --> 01:01:25,516
Children playing
in rundown streets.

1027
01:01:25,557 --> 01:01:27,351
Some people
hardly
their home at all

1028
01:01:36,193 --> 01:01:37,528
There is a need here

1029
01:01:40,698 --> 01:01:41,865
Great needs

1030
01:01:46,120 --> 01:01:47,788
Finally I stayed
a few days here

1031
01:01:47,871 --> 01:01:51,291
working with
Youth Ministry team.

1032
01:01:51,375 --> 01:01:54,378
Saya bisa mendapatkannya
untuk mengetahui beberapa anak
dan mendengar cerita mereka.

1033
01:01:54,420 --> 01:01:55,879
The good and the bad.

1034
01:01:58,549 --> 01:02:02,720
That is one of the most
real experiences
in my life.

1035
01:02:02,803 --> 01:02:04,555
I don't want it to end.

1036
01:02:07,266 --> 01:02:09,143
(humans)
The lights go out
in ten minutes.

1037
01:02:12,312 --> 01:02:13,439
Hey, Rich

1038
01:02:13,522 --> 01:02:14,815
How are you doing, man?

1039
01:02:14,898 --> 01:02:16,400
I really like
your clothes.

1040
01:02:16,483 --> 01:02:18,902
Oh thank you.
Yes, I like this one.

1041
01:02:18,986 --> 01:02:20,279
What do you know?

1042
01:02:20,362 --> 01:02:22,281
It looks like
suits you

1043
01:02:22,364 --> 01:02:23,741
Thank you.

1044
01:02:23,782 --> 01:02:25,033
Yes, bro.

1045
01:02:27,244 --> 01:02:28,954
Here it is.
It's yours. </ p >

1046
01:02:29,037 --> 01:02:31,749
Hey.
Can I talk to you?

1047
01:02:31,832 --> 01:02:34,126
Yes.
Sure.
Sit down.

1048
01:02:34,209 --> 01:02:36,170
(Rich, dead) < br /> I know
As soon as we sit

1049
01:02:36,253 --> 01:02:39,465
this child has
something he needs
to share.

1050
01:02:39,548 --> 01:02:41,884
We must speak 
and he told me

1051
01:02:41,967 --> 01:02:46,180
about how six months earlier
he had shot himself
in the stomach

1052
01:02:46,263 --> 01:02:49,475
We talked late at night
about depression and despair

1053
01:02:49,558 --> 01:02:51,477
and how do he think
he didn't have anything
to hope,

1054
01:02:51,560 --> 01:02:55,606
until he was so desperate
he tried to kill himself.

1055
01:02:55,647 --> 01:02:59,401
And then humiliation
even failed in that.

1056
01:02:59,485 --> 01:03:02,613
I did my best
to find words that would
be of some comfort to him

1057
01:03:02,696 --> 01:03:05,699
to tell he
he is not alone.
[playing piano]

1058
01:03:05,783 --> 01:03:09,036
Finally I can
to write it

1059
01:03:09,119 --> 01:03:14,500
J3 Patting the ball
hanging on sky J3

1060
01:03:14,583 --> 01:03:16,126
J7 Pulled into J7 orbit

1061
01:03:16,210 --> 01:03:21,340
L & apos; There you are L & apos;

1062
01:03:21,423 --> 01:03:23,467
DD

1063
01:03:23,550 --> 01:03:26,970
Did you fall 
/> or are you flying fl

1064
01:03:27,012 --> 01:03:29,014
DD

1065
01:03:29,097 --> 01:03:34,645
.0 Looks like you
can never gel too far

1066
01:03:34,686 --> 01:03:39,900
DD

1067
01:03:39,983 --> 01:03:46,240
J3 Someone is waiting for
to grow the J3 wing

1068
01:03:46,323 --> 01:03:47,741
DD

1069
01:03:47,825 --> 01:03:50,828
L & apos; After your heart isn't reached L & apos;

1070
01:03:50,869 --> 01:03:54,581
DD

1071
01:03:54,665 --> 01:03:57,501
A you're on the verge of
a miracle

1072
01:03:57,543 --> 01:04:01,380
> J Stand there
ohhh fl

1073
01:04:01,463 --> 01:04:03,507
J You are on the verge of
a miracle fl

1074
01:04:03,549 --> 01:04:05,259
You know,

1075
01:04:05,342 --> 01:04:06,927
this can hold it
around a little
a little longer

1076
01:04:07,010 --> 01:04:08,762
J - are we in - J

1077
01:04:08,846 --> 01:04:12,349
Maybe.
A Open your eyes
and see fl

1078
01:04:12,432 --> 01:04:15,185
He lives
on borrowed time, man.
You are on the verge of
a miracle fl

1079
01:04:15,269 --> 01:04:20,899
flfl

1080
01:04:20,983 --> 01:04:28,115
A love
that looks so far

1081
01:04:28,198 --> 01:04:35,581
L> standing very close to L;

1082
01:04:35,664 --> 01:04:38,876
J You are on the verge of
a miracle fl

1083
01:04:38,959 --> 01:04:42,546
A Stand there
Oh fl

1084
01:04:42,629 --> 01:04:45,257
J3 You are on the doorstep
a miracle of J3

1085
01:04:45,340 --> 01:04:49,636
J3 Just wait
to be trusted J?

1086
01:04:49,720 --> 01:04:53,932
L & apos; Open your eyes and see L & apos;

1087
01:04:54,016 --> 01:04:57,769
J You are on the verge of
a miracle fl

1088
01:04:57,853 --> 01:05:02,065
DD

1089
01:05:04,276 --> 01:05:07,779
[hum]

1090
01:05:11,533 --> 01:05:13,619
What is that? <br / > Is that new? </ P>

1091
01:05:13,702 --> 01:05:15,913
Yes, that's something
I've just been somewhat
playing with

1092
01:05:15,954 --> 01:05:18,749
but so far
there are no lyrics

1093
01:05:18,790 --> 01:05:20,334
(Rich)
I like that.

1094
01:05:20,417 --> 01:05:22,169
Yes, that's cool.

1095
01:05:22,252 --> 01:05:24,755
This is what I like
about being on the road, man

1096
01:05:24,838 --> 01:05:28,300
I mean,
for all the things I hate,
this is what I love

1097
01:05:28,383 --> 01:05:29,843
After you are here,
on the open road, </ p >

1098
01:05:29,927 --> 01:05:31,678
Look to the sky,

1099
01:05:31,762 --> 01:05:32,679
I mean, it's only -

1100
01:05:32,763 --> 01:05:34,348
Awesome

1101
01:05:43,941 --> 01:05:46,109
[humming]

1102
01:05:46,193 --> 01:05:48,612
[lyrics mumble]

1103
01:06:04,002 --> 01:06:05,295
Morning, Rich

1104
01:06:05,379 --> 01:06:07,214
Bryan.

1105
01:06:07,297 --> 01:06:09,132
How
your retreat

1106
01:06:09,216 --> 01:06:10,467
Don't start
I say
will leave.

1107
01:06:10,550 --> 01:06:12,094
I am what do
do?

1108
01:06:12,177 --> 01:06:13,470
Don't walk
away from me.
[close the door]

1109
01:06:13,553 --> 01:06:15,180
Get rich!

1110
01:06:15,263 --> 01:06:17,099
That's what you say
about the retreat. </ P>

1111
01:06:17,182 --> 01:06:19,643
But every week
it's something else

1113
01:06:21,269 --> 01:06:23,063
a small church
in Michigan -

1114
01:06:23,146 --> 01:06:25,148
p>

1115
01:06:25,232 --> 01:06:27,317
You recorded
the artist now, rich,

1116
01:06:27,401 --> 01:06:29,861
You don't have
take time to -
What do you
want me to do

1117
01:06:31,321 --> 01:06:32,531
I want you in my office,
that's what I want.

1118
01:06:32,614 --> 01:06:34,032
(Bryan)
Sit down.

1119
01:06:34,116 --> 01:06:35,826
No, I'm fine.

1120
01:06:35,909 --> 01:06:37,995
Yes, you're good.

1121
01:06:38,078 --> 01:06:40,205
Well, not
as good as you are
thinking, rich

1122
01:06:40,288 --> 01:06:42,833
it must stop!
Good?

1123
01:06:42,874 --> 01:06:45,961
People pay
to hear you sing,
don't hear you speak

1124
01:06:46,044 --> 01:06:47,170
You understand that?

1125
01:06:47,254 --> 01:06:48,839
No no.
No.

1126
01:06:48,922 --> 01:06:50,590
You're there
to make fans,
not enemies

1127
01:06:50,674 --> 01:06:52,259
What is can i say?
That's what happened

1128
01:06:52,342 --> 01:06:54,136
when you were honest
with religious people.

1129
01:06:54,219 --> 01:06:56,263
Well, that's
religious people
pay your bills

1130
01:06:56,346 --> 01:06:58,849
and they won't continue
buying your notes
if you stay -

1131
01:06:58,890 --> 01:07:00,392
Drive them out?

1132
01:07:00,475 --> 01:07:03,687
Have we finished? < /p>

1133
01:07:03,729 --> 01:07:06,898
No .

1134
01:07:06,982 --> 01:07:09,901
Listen, we have
a note to be issued

1135
01:07:09,985 --> 01:07:11,361
and the last one
still not sold

1136
01:07:11,403 --> 01:07:13,363
Do you -? </ P>

1137
01:07:13,405 --> 01:07:16,074
Do you understand
that is correct? </ P>

1139
01:07:17,492 --> 01:07:19,202
Not as much as
as we expected

1141
01:07:21,288 --> 01:07:24,624
Your contract
After this, Rich.

1142
01:07:24,708 --> 01:07:27,711
If your record
don't start selling,

1143
01:07:27,794 --> 01:07:29,379
this is over.

1144
01:07:29,421 --> 01:07:31,339
You think I gave
Damn about that? </ P>

1145
01:07:33,341 --> 01:07:36,094
[sighs]

1146
01:07:36,178 --> 01:07:38,221
No, I'm not. </ P>

1147
01:07:41,892 --> 01:07:45,395
It's not polite. </ P>

1148
01:07:45,437 --> 01:07:47,814
It's not polite to me,

1149
01:07:47,898 --> 01:07:49,232
this label,

1150
01:07:49,274 --> 01:07:51,568
What's more important, Rich,

1151
01:07:51,651 --> 01:07:53,320
doesn't respect God

1152
01:07:53,403 --> 01:07:54,738
who is give you
all this ability

1153
01:07:54,821 --> 01:07:58,075
and all
from this opportunity

1154
01:07:58,158 --> 01:08:02,662
You think
you are very
right, huh?

1155
01:08:02,746 --> 01:08:06,166
Now you try to throw
everyone goes

1156
01:08:06,249 --> 01:08:08,001
because you have
some ideas about chastity

1157
01:08:08,085 --> 01:08:10,087
but you want to know
what I think
Hm.

1159
01:08:11,922 --> 01:08:14,424
Do you know what I'm thinking?
I think you're afraid.

1160
01:08:18,011 --> 01:08:21,932
Time goes
out, rich

1161
01:08:22,015 --> 01:08:24,226
God might be waiting for you,
But this label doesn't.

1162
01:08:29,606 --> 01:08:32,567
And don't
ever disrespect 
I'm like that again

1163
01:08:50,460 --> 01:08:52,295
What do you want from me?

1164
01:09:16,778 --> 01:09:19,489
[motorbike goes]

1165
01:09:19,531 --> 01:09:21,366
(sleepy woman)
What is that?

1166
01:09:38,675 --> 01:09:42,846
Rich Mullins
is cutting our grass.

1167
01:09:42,888 --> 01:09:44,347
Oh.

1168
01:09:49,352 --> 01:09:50,770
Honey?

1169
01:09:50,854 --> 01:09:52,522
Yes?

1170
01:09:52,564 --> 01:09:55,400
Why is Rich Mullins?
cutting our grass

1171
01:10:00,322 --> 01:10:02,699
To say it
he is sorry

1172
01:10:02,741 --> 01:10:04,034
Hm. </ P>

1173
01:10:32,520 --> 01:10:34,648
[click stereo] </ p >

1174
01:10:34,731 --> 01:10:38,068
[Rich, on tape]
Our Lord,
Our Lord is an extraordinary God J

1175
01:10:38,151 --> 01:10:41,821
A He rules
from heaven above fl

1176
01:10:41,905 --> 01:10:44,908
J3 With wisdom,
strength, and love J7

1177
01:10:44,950 --> 01:10:48,578
Our Lord
is an extraordinary God J

1178
01:10:48,662 --> 01:10:50,664
[Awesome God playing radio]

1179
01:10:50,747 --> 01:10:53,500
You are on
radio!

1180
01:10:53,583 --> 01:10:56,795
I know.

1181
01:10:56,878 --> 01:10:58,463
I know
you are special

1182
01:11:00,006 --> 01:11:02,008
Speed up!

1183
01:11:02,092 --> 01:11:03,635
I don't even care
if we are late

1184
01:11:03,718 --> 01:11:04,678
I just want
to hang out
with you

1185
01:11:04,761 --> 01:11:06,846
See this?

1186
01:11:06,930 --> 01:11:08,056
Uh huh.

1187
01:11:08,139 --> 01:11:09,057
This is very good, man.

1188
01:11:09,140 --> 01:11:10,684
How's Morris?

1189
01:11:10,767 --> 01:11:13,520
Oh.
You could be
must live
in Wichita.

1190
01:11:13,603 --> 01:11:15,355
He's retired now.

1191
01:11:15,438 --> 01:11:16,982
You can survive
come out with him
as many times as you want

1192
01:11:17,065 --> 01:11:18,358
That will happen
awesome, yes

1193
01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:21,653
Are you okay

1194
01:11:23,154 --> 01:11:24,364
No.

1195
01:11:24,447 --> 01:11:25,991
(Sam)
There are what?

1196
01:11:26,074 --> 01:11:29,327
(Rich)
I've been drinking a lot.

1197
01:11:29,411 --> 01:11:31,621
I hate myself for that.
I really do.

1198
01:11:31,663 --> 01:11:33,707
Don't do that. </ P>

1199
01:11:33,790 --> 01:11:35,125
Drink? </ P>

1200
01:11:35,166 --> 01:11:37,377
Tidak, membenci.

1201
01:11:37,460 --> 01:11:40,463
Do you know what?
You might have to
Find out the drink too.

1202
01:11:40,547 --> 01:11:42,465
Yes.

1203
01:11:42,549 --> 01:11:45,135
He is in more than one
station radio at
same time!

1204
01:11:45,218 --> 01:11:46,553
[cheering]

1205
01:11:46,636 --> 01:11:48,596
You guys,
seriously fast!

1206
01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:50,348
Dude, I can't believe 
/> You save this on the work table
for a long time. </ P>

1207
01:11:50,432 --> 01:11:52,058
[car horn horn]

1208
01:11:52,142 --> 01:11:53,643
You can just
this big hit
last year.

1209
01:11:53,685 --> 01:11:55,395
Don't get me wrong,
I'm happy.

1210
01:11:55,478 --> 01:11:58,815
I just don't think
I can handle this.

1211
01:11:58,898 --> 01:12:01,818
We have long
the road in front of us

1212
01:12:01,901 --> 01:12:03,320
Let's go!

1213
01:12:03,403 --> 01:12:05,488
(Rich)
We are here, guys.

1214
01:12:05,572 --> 01:12:07,657
(Beth) < br /> I wonder if you will have
a big crowd tonight

1215
01:12:07,699 --> 01:12:09,159
[gasps]

1216
01:12:12,203 --> 01:12:14,289
I think yes.

1217
01:12:14,372 --> 01:12:15,749
What?

1218
01:12:15,832 --> 01:12:17,334
p>

1219
01:12:17,375 --> 01:12:21,254
(Beth)
Ohhh, you guys- & apos;

1220
01:12:21,338 --> 01:12:22,714
[happy shout]

1221
01:12:28,094 --> 01:12:29,596
[excited chat]

1222
01:12:29,679 --> 01:12:31,431
(Sam) 
Ow!
(guarding)
Whoa, whoa, whoa. </ P>

1223
01:12:31,514 --> 01:12:33,641
You people
can't come back here
without a ticket

1224
01:12:33,725 --> 01:12:35,560
No no,
I'm rich. </ P>

1225
01:12:35,643 --> 01:12:36,770
I don't care
how much money
you have.
Buy a ticket. </ P>

1226
01:12:36,853 --> 01:12:38,021
No, he's a singer! </ P>

1227
01:12:38,063 --> 01:12:39,856
Oh!
Oh! </ P>

1228
01:12:39,898 --> 01:12:41,858
No problem!
Continue,
continue.
Thank you, buddy.

1229
01:12:41,941 --> 01:12:43,860
Hey, let's
so you know that,
you hurt me.

1230
01:12:43,902 --> 01:12:46,029
Why isn't
only human?

1231
01:12:46,071 --> 01:12:48,281
No, my feelings. </ P>

1232
01:12:48,365 --> 01:12:50,450
(male announcer)
Women and men,

1233
01:12:50,533 --> 01:12:53,703
please welcome
Rich Mullins! </ P>

1234
01:12:53,745 --> 01:12:55,372
[wild cheering]

1235
01:13:00,043 --> 01:13:02,379
Welcome to be famous.

1236
01:13:21,898 --> 01:13:23,900
Hi, I'm rich in Mullins.

1237
01:13:23,942 --> 01:13:25,276
DD

1238
01:13:25,360 --> 01:13:26,403
Now let's get this
ending with.

1239
01:13:26,444 --> 01:13:27,821
DD

1240
01:13:27,904 --> 01:13:31,574
B Our God & apos; vs D A wonderful God D

1241
01:13:31,616 --> 01:13:34,411
J3 He reigned from heaven above J3

1242
01:13:34,452 --> 01:13:38,331
J3 With wisdom,
strength, and love J3

1243
01:13:38,415 --> 01:13:41,251
B Our God & apos; vs D God who awesome D

1244
01:13:41,334 --> 01:13:44,838
.67 Our God is a great God

1245
01:13:44,921 --> 01:13:48,425
A He rules
from heaven above fl

1246
01:13:48,508 --> 01:13:52,262
J3 With wisdom, <br / > strength, and love J3

1247
01:13:52,345 --> 01:13:56,808
B Our God & apos; vs. the extraordinary God DD

1248
01:13:56,891 --> 01:14:00,103
You know,
I came to think

1249
01:14:00,145 --> 01:14:03,606
that to fully identify
with Christ,

1250
01:14:03,648 --> 01:14:07,193
I confess
my Savior and Lord,

1251
01:14:07,277 --> 01:14:13,283
to recognize fully with Him
is to identify with people poor.

1252
01:14:13,366 --> 01:14:16,870
Christianity isn't about
finding a truly safe
niche in the world

1253
01:14:16,953 --> 01:14:19,038
where you can live
with your perfect little wife

1254
01:14:19,122 --> 01:14:21,374
and your perfect little child
in your beautiful little house

1255
01:14:21,458 --> 01:14:26,004
where there are no gays
or minority groups around.

1256
01:14:26,087 --> 01:14:31,634
Christianity is
about learning
how to love like Jesus

1257
01:14:31,676 --> 01:14:33,887
and Jesus loves the poor
and Jesus loves the broken one.

1260
01:14:43,229 --> 01:14:45,231
A wonderful God
is number one song

1262
01:14:48,359 --> 01:14:50,820
or so they tell me.

1264
01:14:52,489 --> 01:14:54,741
the crowd gets louder,

1265
01:14:54,824 --> 01:14:58,036
Man & apos; and Bryan is
a little biz & apos; better 
for me.

1266
01:14:58,119 --> 01:15:00,079
But at the end of the day,

1267
01:15:00,163 --> 01:15:01,748
I mean,
fame, money,
attention,

1270
01:15:31,402 --> 01:15:35,240
Live on the road
has taken a toll on me.

1271
01:15:35,323 --> 01:15:38,952
One thing to be
very clear

1272
01:15:39,035 --> 01:15:40,578
I need change.

1279
01:16:01,558 --> 01:16:03,643
There are no more small church shows
or youth camps.

1280
01:16:03,726 --> 01:16:05,770
And you no longer
an opening act, Rich. </ P>

1281
01:16:05,853 --> 01:16:07,897
From now on, this city
will beg
to open for you

1282
01:16:07,981 --> 01:16:10,233
Not only that .
You can finally buy it
the right tour bus

1283
01:16:10,316 --> 01:16:11,859
Yes, it is indeed
ready, rich

1284
01:16:11,943 --> 01:16:14,112
Everything changes.
Yes

1285
01:16:16,406 --> 01:16:17,907
I moved to Wichita.

1286
01:16:17,949 --> 01:16:20,118
[laughed loudly]

1287
01:16:20,201 --> 01:16:22,078
Yeah, okay, Rich.

1288
01:16:22,161 --> 01:16:23,997
No, I'm serious. < br /> I moved to Wichita.

1289
01:16:26,791 --> 01:16:30,378
But finally you were up.

1290
01:16:30,461 --> 01:16:33,089
If you leave now,
you risk losing everything.

1291
01:16:33,131 --> 01:16:37,677
I don't know
if I'm worried
about that good way.

1292
01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:41,180
Look, I've seen you
I know you like
the new toy

1293
01:16:41,264 --> 01:16:44,434
I just saw you
the new
motorbike right?
Huh?

1294
01:16:45,685 --> 01:16:47,520
Rich, come on.

1295
01:16:47,604 --> 01:16:49,272
You know
what's the problem

1296
01:16:49,355 --> 01:16:52,859
I don't see myself
on the new motorbike.

1297
01:16:52,942 --> 01:16:54,777
This, you
can have it

1298
01:16:54,861 --> 01:16:56,070
I don't even want it

1299
01:16:57,655 --> 01:16:59,073
Rich!

1300
01:17:06,831 --> 01:17:09,125
Do you know what someone
doesn't want anything

1301
01:17:09,208 --> 01:17:11,961
and is not afraid of anyone?

1302
01:17:12,045 --> 01:17:15,131
What?

1303
01:17:15,214 --> 01:17:16,966
Harmful.

1304
01:17:25,975 --> 01:17:27,644
Rich?

1305
01:17:27,685 --> 01:17:28,645
May I help you?

1306
01:17:28,728 --> 01:17:31,189
Um, I'm Justin.

1307
01:17:31,272 --> 01:17:34,150
Gosh!
Good to see
you are a boy!

1308
01:17:34,192 --> 01:17:35,652
It's been a long time.

1309
01:17:35,735 --> 01:17:37,528
You remember me?
Yes, of course.

1310
01:17:37,612 --> 01:17:39,405
p>

1311
01:17:39,489 --> 01:17:41,115
I hope you don't mind
I got--
No, not at all.

1312
01:17:41,199 --> 01:17:42,659
I really
just got
ready to go

1313
01:17:42,742 --> 01:17:44,160
but if you need
a place to crash

1314
01:17:44,202 --> 01:17:45,870
you know, that belongs You. </ P>

1315
01:17:45,953 --> 01:17:47,330
Where did you go? </ P>

1316
01:17:47,413 --> 01:17:49,666
I moved
to Wichita actually. </ P>

1317
01:17:49,707 --> 01:17:51,417
Oh. </ P>

1318
01:17:51,501 --> 01:17:53,378
What are you do
in Nashville anyway?

1319
01:17:53,461 --> 01:17:56,547
Looking for a job.

1320
01:17:56,631 --> 01:18:00,218
I'll tell you what,
If you want a bad job,
you can join with this band.
Very?

1321
01:18:00,301 --> 01:18:02,095
Yes.
Sure,
why not?

1322
01:18:02,178 --> 01:18:04,013
You just went
to let me join
band?
Yes!

1323
01:18:04,055 --> 01:18:05,765
Awesome
Please come in.

1324
01:18:05,848 --> 01:18:07,350
Let's
this ugly work begin.

1325
01:18:07,433 --> 01:18:08,768
This, take it
to the jeep, doesn't it?

1326
01:18:08,851 --> 01:18:09,977
[laughter]

1327
01:18:12,939 --> 01:18:14,857
(Rich, dead)
It turns out Justin
is as messy as me

1328
01:18:14,899 --> 01:18:17,860
When he lands
on my doorstep

1329
01:18:17,902 --> 01:18:20,196
That's one
of many things
we have in common

1330
01:18:20,238 --> 01:18:23,449
Along with enjoying
Aaron Copeland
and land trips

1331
01:18:23,533 --> 01:18:25,118
broken relationships
with our father,

1332
01:18:25,201 --> 01:18:27,120
and food stops oily trucks,

1333
01:18:27,203 --> 01:18:29,122
stale motel lobbies coffee,

1334
01:18:29,205 --> 01:18:31,374
continues.

1335
01:18:31,457 --> 01:18:33,543
And more than anything,

1336
01:18:33,626 --> 01:18:35,294
if only & apos; well
to have friends
on the road

1337
01:18:35,378 --> 01:18:37,296
Continue?
You want to be
like Saint Frank?

1338
01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:41,926
It's not about being
like Saint Francis
necessary,

1340
01:18:43,469 --> 01:18:44,804
it's about being
like Christ

1341
01:18:44,887 --> 01:18:47,390
I mean,
how do you do it?

1342
01:18:47,432 --> 01:18:48,891
I'm not good
being perfect

1343
01:18:48,975 --> 01:18:51,894
p>

1344
01:18:51,978 --> 01:18:53,980
But that
isn't about being perfect.

1345
01:18:54,063 --> 01:18:55,815
He takes an oath.
He takes an oath of chastity,

1346
01:18:55,898 --> 01:18:58,109
he takes an oath of poverty,

1347
01:18:58,192 --> 01:18:59,736
an oath of obedience.

1348
01:18:59,819 --> 01:19:01,738
I think that what
we really lost

1349
01:19:01,821 --> 01:19:05,825
That's what I want to do.

1350
01:19:05,908 --> 01:19:07,493
I think
I want to start living

1351
01:19:07,577 --> 01:19:09,412
for anything 
the average American salary is.

1352
01:19:09,454 --> 01:19:12,248
Whatever average
American workers make

1353
01:19:12,331 --> 01:19:14,083
Said the man
made millions.

1354
01:19:14,167 --> 01:19:16,252
Who cares? </ P>

1355
01:19:16,335 --> 01:19:18,963
Money destroys
humans, humans

1357
01:19:23,926 --> 01:19:25,344
Well, that destroys me. </ P>

1358
01:19:34,020 --> 01:19:36,022
(intervie radio wer)
You moved
to Wichita, Kansas

1359
01:19:36,105 --> 01:19:39,108
to return to college
at University Friends

1360
01:19:39,150 --> 01:19:41,027
and do I have this right?

1361
01:19:41,110 --> 01:19:43,321
that you go for get
music education degree?

1362
01:19:43,404 --> 01:19:45,114
No, I mean, yes.

1363
01:19:45,198 --> 01:19:46,949
It's true I went
to get a music degree.

1364
01:19:46,991 --> 01:19:49,118
I want
to be able to teach children

1365
01:19:49,202 --> 01:19:51,621
but the real reason
I back to Wichita
is Morris

1366
01:19:57,543 --> 01:20:03,341
I thought maybe so
All around him might make me
walk a little upright.

1367
01:20:03,424 --> 01:20:05,176
To be honest,
it the closest
go home

1368
01:20:05,259 --> 01:20:06,928
I've found
for a very long time.

1369
01:20:29,492 --> 01:20:30,535
How are you friends?
I'm rich.

1370
01:20:30,618 --> 01:20:32,203
Hey, I'm Mitch.

1371
01:20:32,286 --> 01:20:33,329
It's nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you.

1372
01:20:33,371 --> 01:20:34,831
Nice guitar

1373
01:20:34,914 --> 01:20:36,582
Yes. 
Thank you. </ P>

1374
01:20:36,666 --> 01:20:37,667
I just started. </ P>

1375
01:20:37,750 --> 01:20:39,335
Sweet. </ P>

1376
01:20:39,418 --> 01:20:41,379
This is James
Bryan Smith's class right? </ P>

1377
01:20:41,462 --> 01:20:43,506
Yes.
What,
You didn't
here last week? </ P>

1378
01:20:43,548 --> 01:20:45,341
No no,
I'm in a mess.
I have to miss him.

1379
01:20:45,383 --> 01:20:47,718
I'm
actually in Ireland

1380
01:20:47,802 --> 01:20:51,180
And Ireland is amazing so
I'm not really messed up
to be honest but -

1381
01:20:51,264 --> 01:20:54,559
Yes.
You see
friends, family? </ P>

1382
01:20:54,642 --> 01:20:57,854
I'm actually shooting
a music video

1383
01:20:57,937 --> 01:20:59,981
It's not cool
like look

1384
01:21:00,064 --> 01:21:01,691
Hi everyone.

1385
01:21:01,774 --> 01:21:05,444
It's nice to meet
you are all made
back to class

1386
01:21:05,528 --> 01:21:07,113
Can I help you?

1387
01:21:07,196 --> 01:21:10,366
This is Intro
for religion right?
Yes.

1388
01:21:10,408 --> 01:21:12,410
What is your name?
Do you have
student cards?

1389
01:21:12,493 --> 01:21:14,036
Uh, my name is
Rich Mullins.

1390
01:21:14,120 --> 01:21:16,873
I'm not sure
about student IDs

1391
01:21:16,956 --> 01:21:18,374
Rich Mullins?

1392
01:21:18,457 --> 01:21:19,959
Awesome people .

1393
01:21:20,042 --> 01:21:21,961
I have
other songs

1394
01:21:22,044 --> 01:21:24,463
Alright, and indeed
takes this class

1395
01:21:24,547 --> 01:21:26,215
(Rich)
Yes .

1396
01:21:26,299 --> 01:21:28,134
Why?

1397
01:21:28,217 --> 01:21:29,844
I hope
you will tell me
that section

1398
01:21:29,927 --> 01:21:31,721
Yes, okay, sorry

1399
01:21:31,804 --> 01:21:34,056
Nice to have you, Rich. </ P>

1400
01:21:34,140 --> 01:21:38,269
Everyone, take
your copy of GK
Chesterton Orthodoxy. </ P>

1401
01:21:55,786 --> 01:21:57,413
(Rich)
Good morning. </ P>

1402
01:21:57,455 --> 01:21:59,916
Yes it is.
Almost no.

1403
01:21:59,957 --> 01:22:01,834
[laughs]

1404
01:22:01,918 --> 01:22:03,753
I think this
is the earliest.
I've seen you, man.

1405
01:22:03,836 --> 01:22:05,338
Good work.

1406
01:22:05,421 --> 01:22:08,007
That's funny.
Justin goes up?

1407
01:22:08,090 --> 01:22:09,926
Well, I haven't seen it
come down with a coffee pot </ p >

1408
01:22:10,009 --> 01:22:13,137
so it's most likely
he hasn't got up

1409
01:22:13,220 --> 01:22:14,931
Exclaimed Sam
Oh yeah?

1410
01:22:15,014 --> 01:22:16,974
Hi, yes

1411
01:22:17,058 --> 01:22:19,602
Is he , uh,
bearded
go today?

1412
01:22:19,644 --> 01:22:21,270
Uh, no
She's on a diet.

1413
01:22:21,312 --> 01:22:26,859
[chuckles]

1414
01:22:26,943 --> 01:22:28,402
So you call
your father hasn't

1415
01:22:33,366 --> 01:22:37,536
Why do I have to, Morris?

1416
01:22:37,620 --> 01:22:42,124
I don't know
the history of
between you guys -

1417
01:22:42,166 --> 01:22:45,127
but if you are blessed
enough to have a father < call,

1418
01:22:45,211 --> 01:22:47,505
you have to call him

1419
01:22:47,588 --> 01:22:51,634
You have been
more than a father to me
the last three months.

1420
01:22:51,676 --> 01:22:53,386
Yeah , but I
not your father

1421
01:22:53,469 --> 01:22:56,222
I am your friend.

1422
01:22:56,305 --> 01:22:58,724
And as your friend,
I tell you...

1423
01:22:58,808 --> 01:22:59,809
Call your father

1424
01:23:25,668 --> 01:23:26,877
[Morris, cough]

1425
01:23:26,961 --> 01:23:28,921
[broken glass]

1426
01:23:29,005 --> 01:23:30,339
Morris, you're fine

1427
01:23:30,381 --> 01:23:31,549
[Screaming]

1428
01:23:31,632 --> 01:23:33,092
>

1429
01:23:33,175 --> 01:23:34,844
Morris!

1430
01:23:34,927 --> 01:23:37,221
Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Hey, Morris!

1431
01:23:37,304 --> 01:23:39,515
Morris!
Hey, talk
to me , buddy
Talk to me.

1432
01:23:39,557 --> 01:23:41,017
Morris!

1433
01:23:41,100 --> 01:23:42,393
Mo - Help!

1434
01:23:42,476 --> 01:23:44,103
Morris!
Hey, hey,
Come on, let's go. </ P>

1435
01:23:44,186 --> 01:23:46,731
[cries]
Call an ambulance!

1436
01:23:46,814 --> 01:23:49,817
Oh God.
Don't leave me.

1437
01:23:49,900 --> 01:23:52,695
Don't leave me.

1438
01:23:52,778 --> 01:23:54,947
Don't leave me.

1439
01:23:55,031 --> 01:23:56,198
Morris!

1440
01:23:56,240 --> 01:23:58,200
Don't leave me!

1441
01:23:58,284 --> 01:24:00,619
Help!
Help _

1442
01:24:48,501 --> 01:24:50,002
I'm sorry, <br / > I'm sorry. </ P>

1443
01:24:50,086 --> 01:24:51,462
Everything is good.
I'm sorry. </ P>

1444
01:24:51,545 --> 01:24:52,922
Everything is good. </ P>

1445
01:24:52,963 --> 01:24:55,508
Everything is good,
I'm sorry. </ P> p>

1446
01:24:55,591 --> 01:24:57,927
Everything is good.
Rich & apos;?

1447
01:24:57,968 --> 01:25:00,262
Sam!
Are you drunk?

1448
01:25:00,346 --> 01:25:06,143
Shhh.
I don't want it 
who knows

1449
01:25:06,227 --> 01:25:09,188
Everyone knows.

1450
01:25:09,271 --> 01:25:10,314
Can I talk to you outside?

1451
01:25:10,397 --> 01:25:11,440
[gasping]

1452
01:25:23,327 --> 01:25:24,411
See , man -

1453
01:25:27,790 --> 01:25:29,500
You must understand.
People in my family

1454
01:25:29,583 --> 01:25:31,085
don't come
for these things to be aware.

1455
01:25:37,049 --> 01:25:40,719
Sam, forgive me

1456
01:25:40,803 --> 01:25:42,054
He's like
a father to me

1457
01:25:42,138 --> 01:25:43,180
[cries]

1458
01:25:48,561 --> 01:25:49,895
(Sam)
He's not your father.

1459
01:25:57,945 --> 01:25:59,029
He's mine

1460
01:26:36,025 --> 01:26:38,194
You won't
hit me, right?

1461
01:26:40,571 --> 01:26:43,199
No.

1462
01:26:43,282 --> 01:26:44,283
Good -

1463
01:26:44,366 --> 01:26:46,619
maybe not.

1464
01:26:46,702 --> 01:26:49,914
But if I want,
you will deserve it.

1465
01:26:49,997 --> 01:26:52,708
Yes, I want.
I do

1466
01:26:52,750 --> 01:26:55,794
[sighs] </ p >

1467
01:26:55,878 --> 01:26:58,714
Now what?

1468
01:26:58,797 --> 01:27:01,300
I think
the same thing.

1469
01:27:01,383 --> 01:27:06,889
You stick
around Wichita?

1470
01:27:06,931 --> 01:27:12,645
You know < br /> I left Nashville
to be with your father

1471
01:27:12,728 --> 01:27:15,314
Okay, Richard.

1472
01:27:15,397 --> 01:27:17,066
So now what
you will do

1473
01:27:19,401 --> 01:27:20,903
I don't know

1474
01:27:20,986 --> 01:27:22,446
[Sighs]
What are you going to
tell someone

1475
01:27:22,529 --> 01:27:24,073
in the right situation?

1476
01:27:24,156 --> 01:27:25,908
And I know you know < br /> answer for this

1477
01:27:25,950 --> 01:27:27,534
If I'm talking
to someone else,

1478
01:27:27,618 --> 01:27:29,203
I'll give them
Sunday School answers

1479
01:27:29,286 --> 01:27:30,663
And what is
wrong with that?

1480
01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:33,666
My father is -

1481
01:27:33,749 --> 01:27:36,460
My father
a Sunday School teacher

1482
01:27:36,543 --> 01:27:38,254
for 20 years

1483
01:27:38,337 --> 01:27:40,756
If there is one thing < br /> that I learned from him,

1484
01:27:40,839 --> 01:27:43,008
Sometimes I study it
Sunday School answers

1485
01:27:43,092 --> 01:27:45,844
exactly
right

1486
01:27:45,928 --> 01:27:46,971
So what is that?

1487
01:27:50,266 --> 01:27:54,311
That God loves you
even when you don't
feel but -
Exactly.

1488
01:27:54,395 --> 01:27:55,771
Exactly.

1489
01:27:55,854 --> 01:27:57,856
But actually < br /> I don't understand.

1490
01:27:57,940 --> 01:28:00,442
Even when I was supposed to
To find out, I didn't
feel it.

1491
01:28:00,484 --> 01:28:04,363
So, what do you know? <br / > What do you feel? </ P>

1492
01:28:04,446 --> 01:28:05,948
[sighs]

1493
01:28:06,031 --> 01:28:09,201
I feel broken

1494
01:28:09,285 --> 01:28:12,496
The only
that makes me
feel good

1495
01:28:12,579 --> 01:28:14,999
doesn't
pretend otherwise.

1496
01:28:15,082 --> 01:28:18,711
Alright, I think
That is a good place to start. </ P>

1497
01:28:22,965 --> 01:28:27,219
You know we will go
it's okay right? </ P>

1498
01:28:27,303 --> 01:28:28,804
We will be fine. </ P>

1499
01:28:32,683 --> 01:28:34,560
I hope so. </ P>

1500
01:29:01,670 --> 01:29:04,214
(Rich, dead)
Losing Morris
very destroying

1501
01:29:04,298 --> 01:29:06,008
And leaving me
at another intersection

1502
01:29:06,091 --> 01:29:08,761
in my life.

1503
01:29:08,844 --> 01:29:10,929
I came to Wichita
to find myself,

1504
01:29:11,013 --> 01:29:15,768
just to leave feeling
only & apos; lost like me 
before

1505
01:29:15,851 --> 01:29:18,437
I left on the road
again with Justin,

1506
01:29:18,520 --> 01:29:19,897
not too sure
where I headed.

1507
01:29:27,988 --> 01:29:30,574
Hey, Rich

1508
01:29:30,657 --> 01:29:32,034
Where are you? </ P>

1509
01:29:32,076 --> 01:29:34,119
Aku baru saja mulai
beberapa makanan.

1510
01:29:34,203 --> 01:29:37,581
Don't go anywhere
without telling me
where are you going.
Good?

1511
01:29:37,664 --> 01:29:39,458
Good.
Is everything okay?

1512
01:29:39,541 --> 01:29:41,627
I'm just & apos; - -
I don't need
you talk

1513
01:29:41,710 --> 01:29:44,213
Only, if you
go somewhere, say
me where are you going

1514
01:29:44,296 --> 01:29:46,799
Good?
Or take
I am with you

1515
01:29:46,882 --> 01:29:48,717
Okay, but -
Damn.

1516
01:29:55,057 --> 01:29:57,935
Hey, may I
do you record?

1517
01:29:58,018 --> 01:29:59,561
What is that?

1518
01:29:59,645 --> 01:30:01,897
There is this pastor.

1519
01:30:01,939 --> 01:30:04,942
You must know better
than even ask I
to listen to a preacher.

1520
01:30:05,025 --> 01:30:06,777
Just give ten minutes.

1521
01:30:15,661 --> 01:30:18,080
(male pastor)
In 33 years
since it was first ambushed

1522
01:30:18,122 --> 01:30:19,915
by Jesus in a small chapel

1523
01:30:19,957 --> 01:30:22,835
in the mountains
western Pennsylvania,

1524
01:30:22,918 --> 01:30:27,464
and thousands of
hours of prayer
and meditation ,

1525
01:30:27,548 --> 01:30:31,510
silence, solitude
In those years,

1526
01:30:31,593 --> 01:30:35,097
I am now
very confident

1527
01:30:35,139 --> 01:30:37,349
that on the Day of Judgment

1528
01:30:37,433 --> 01:30:43,689
God Jesus will ask
one question and only
one question,

1529
01:30:43,772 --> 01:30:45,732
"Do you believe?
that I love you? </ P>

1530
01:30:48,193 --> 01:30:51,196
" That I want you?

1531
01:30:51,280 --> 01:30:56,034
"That's what I'm waiting for
for you day by day

1532
01:30:56,118 --> 01:31:00,956
" That I miss hearing
your voice? "

1533
01:31:00,998 --> 01:31:03,959
People who truly believe
will respond and say,

1534
01:31:04,001 --> 01:31:06,295
" I believe in your love,

1535
01:31:06,378 --> 01:31:10,632
"and I try
to shape my life
in response to it. "

1536
01:31:10,716 --> 01:31:14,094
But many of us
who are so loyal
in our service,

1537
01:31:14,178 --> 01:31:17,723
our practice,
the church goes,

1538
01:31:17,806 --> 01:31:19,308
will answer

1539
01:31:19,391 --> 01:31:22,519
"Okay, frankly, sir.

1541
01:31:25,939 --> 01:31:29,234
And there is a difference
between true believers

1542
01:31:29,318 --> 01:31:32,988
and nominal Christians
who are abundant in our church
across the land

1543
01:31:33,030 --> 01:31:36,033
Nothing can measure
like a believer

1544
01:31:36,116 --> 01:31:39,244
depth and intensity
God's love

1545
01:31:39,328 --> 01:31:41,038
But & apos; once again,
no one can measure <br / > like believers

1546
01:31:41,121 --> 01:31:43,582
effectiveness of our gloom,
our pessimism,

1547
01:31:43,665 --> 01:31:47,252
our inferiority,
our own hatred and despair </ p >

1548
01:31:47,336 --> 01:31:50,339
that is blocking God's path for us.

1549
01:31:50,380 --> 01:31:52,216
Do you see now
why is it so important

1550
01:31:52,299 --> 01:31:55,761
to hold this foundation
the truth of our faith

1551
01:31:55,844 --> 01:32:00,766
Because you just went
to be as big as yourself
the concept of God

1552
01:32:00,849 --> 01:32:02,351
We make God in our own image

1553
01:32:02,434 --> 01:32:05,354
and he winds up being < br /> as fussy and rude

1554
01:32:05,395 --> 01:32:08,023
and narrow minded
and judge
andlegahsfic

1556
01:32:11,485 --> 01:32:15,197
I have been in church
in Bangor, Maine,
Miami, Seattle,

1557
01:32:15,280 --> 01:32:18,283
San Diego, and Saint Louis,
and be honest with God

1558
01:32:18,367 --> 01:32:22,746
if so many Christians
I meet too little for me.

1559
01:32:22,829 --> 01:32:24,915
Because he
is not the Lord of the Word. </ P>

1560
01:32:24,998 --> 01:32:28,418
He is not God
who is revealed
in and by Jesus Christ,

1561
01:32:28,502 --> 01:32:31,964
who is currently 
come to your seat
and say,

1562
01:32:32,047 --> 01:32:35,050
"I have a word for you.

1563
01:32:35,092 --> 01:32:37,719
" I know
the whole story of your life

1565
01:32:39,846 --> 01:32:42,766
"I know every time sin
and shame and dishonesty

1566
01:32:42,849 --> 01:32:45,811
" and relegated love
it's dark
your past.

1567
01:32:45,894 --> 01:32:49,940
" Right now,
I know your superficial faith,
your prayer life is weak,

1568
01:32:50,023 --> 01:32:52,776
"You are not consistent
discipleship,

1569
01:32:52,859 --> 01:32:56,321
" and my words
for you are this

1570
01:32:56,405 --> 01:32:59,575
"I dare you
to believe that I love you

1571
01:33:01,743 --> 01:33:03,912
"Just like you.

1572
01:33:03,954 --> 01:33:05,998
" Not as it should be.

1573
01:33:08,458 --> 01:33:11,461
"Because none of us
like it should. "

1574
01:33:15,173 --> 01:33:18,510
(Justin)
What's up?
Are you okay?

1575
01:33:20,262 --> 01:33:23,640
(Justin)
Rich. </ p >

1576
01:33:23,724 --> 01:33:24,766
Rich?

1577
01:33:24,850 --> 01:33:27,561
[cries]

1578
01:33:51,251 --> 01:33:53,462
You know, Brennan,
I have gone to church

1579
01:33:53,545 --> 01:33:57,382
because I am less < > from a week ago

1580
01:33:57,466 --> 01:34:01,511
I can count on one hand
how many times have I heard
a simple proclamation

1581
01:34:01,595 --> 01:34:04,973
about what the gospel is
really about

1582
01:34:05,015 --> 01:34:08,310
There are very few things
I prefer to drink beer.

1583
01:34:08,352 --> 01:34:11,355
Hot fudge sundae
is one of them

1584
01:34:11,438 --> 01:34:14,149
Beer, yeah & apos ;?
Mm-hm.

1585
01:34:14,191 --> 01:34:16,818
Yes, I'm recovering
alcoholic

1586
01:34:16,860 --> 01:34:20,405
That's my six months
memory from AA.

1587
01:34:20,489 --> 01:34:24,576
I've been on a cart
and from a cart more
times than I remember

1588
01:34:24,660 --> 01:34:28,121
It must have been more frequent
than love whiskey I
the brain can remember

1589
01:34:30,207 --> 01:34:33,669
That's honest
You have to try it some time.
It's refreshing.

1590
01:34:33,752 --> 01:34:38,090
Brennan, I don't know
if I have friends left

1591
01:34:38,173 --> 01:34:40,509
Now
do you think
are you free?

1592
01:34:41,927 --> 01:34:44,096
What do you mean "free"?

1593
01:34:44,179 --> 01:34:46,682
A man is free
no need
to ask.

1594
01:34:49,434 --> 01:34:50,769
Mm.

1595
01:34:53,980 --> 01:34:55,691
I'm not free

1596
01:35:01,071 --> 01:35:03,115
I feel like a failure.

1597
01:35:05,325 --> 01:35:07,494
I'm on stage
all the time,

1598
01:35:09,037 --> 01:35:10,747
is expected
this hopeful voice.

1599
01:35:10,831 --> 01:35:13,458
People want me
to be perfect,
but I don't.

1600
01:35:13,542 --> 01:35:15,210
Brennan,

1601
01:35:16,712 --> 01:35:18,296
I always

1602
01:35:21,133 --> 01:35:23,885
carry around < br /> this darkness

1603
01:35:23,927 --> 01:35:26,304
We all fight
the same battle

1604
01:35:26,388 --> 01:35:28,432
You know,
I like what you say

1605
01:35:28,515 --> 01:35:30,892
you say that...
You say that God
loves us for who we are,

1606
01:35:30,976 --> 01:35:33,770
not for whom we should be
because none of us
who we should

1607
01:35:33,854 --> 01:35:36,898
Yes, that's the heart
the Ragamuffin Gospel
there.

1608
01:35:38,692 --> 01:35:40,569
What's that?

1609
01:35:40,610 --> 01:35:44,322
Ragamuffins
is assembly without name
sinners who are saved

1610
01:35:44,406 --> 01:35:46,908
They are small
in their own view,

1611
01:35:46,950 --> 01:35:49,578
and realize
of their destruction

1612
01:35:49,661 --> 01:35:52,122
and helplessness
before God

1613
01:35:55,584 --> 01:35:59,379
Ragamuffin knows
he is just a beggar

1614
01:36:01,590 --> 01:36:02,716
Me too.

1615
01:36:07,679 --> 01:36:11,099
And, uh, as one
ragamuffin to the others,

1616
01:36:11,141 --> 01:36:13,185
would you rate me
if I had the other
hot fudge sundae?

1617
01:36:13,268 --> 01:36:15,604
The following song
is my contribution

1618
01:36:15,687 --> 01:36:19,483
to... ragamuffin
collection.

1619
01:36:19,566 --> 01:36:22,778
[playing piano]

1620
01:36:28,116 --> 01:36:30,827
J3 He grabbed his hand
God Almighty J3

1621
01:36:30,911 --> 01:36:34,956
J 7 & apos; 0 parts of waters
In the sea

1622
01:36:34,998 --> 01:36:37,334
But that's all that is needed
One little lie fl

1623
01:36:40,170 --> 01:36:44,216
To separate
you and me fl

1624
01:36:44,299 --> 01:36:47,219
A Oh we
Not as strong as J

1625
01:36:48,970 --> 01:36:52,349
.57 As we thought we were

1626
01:36:52,432 --> 01:36:55,393
And they said
That one day Joshua J

1627
01:36:55,477 --> 01:36:58,396
He made the sun
Standing silent on sky J

1628
01:37:03,485 --> 01:37:05,403
.57 Seperti yang kita pikir kita

1629
01:37:11,076 --> 01:37:14,412
Dan mereka berkata
Itu suatu hari Joshua J

1630
01:37:14,496 --> 01:37:17,499
Dia membuat matahari
Berdiri diam di langit J

1631
01:37:17,582 --> 01:37:23,046
But I can't
Save this thought
From you j

1632
01:37:23,129 --> 01:37:25,173
L & apos; From via L & <; p>

1633
01:37:25,257 --> 01:37:27,676
A Oh we
Not as strong as J

1634
01:37:32,639 --> 01:37:34,599
.57 As we thought we were

1635
01:37:39,688 --> 01:37:41,523
.67 We are weak J

1636
01:37:41,606 --> 01:37:46,361
J3 We are afraid
And make J3 extraordinary

1637
01:37:46,444 --> 01:37:50,198
entangled in fire
human passion

1638
01:37:50,240 --> 01:37:53,785
A smoke choke
Selfish anger

1639
01:37:53,869 --> 01:37:57,789
J7 And with this
Hell and the sky we J7

1640
01:37:57,873 --> 01:38:01,042
L> 80 a few inches apart L &

1641
01:38:01,126 --> 01:38:05,213


1642
01:38:05,297 --> 01:38:09,551
J3 We have to be so
J7 is very small

1644
01:38:40,874 --> 01:38:45,170
Not strong
Like we think we are

1645
01:38:45,253 --> 01:38:47,422
You know, you guys
all in that
reborn,

1646
01:38:49,507 --> 01:38:51,176
that's fine

1647
01:38:51,259 --> 01:38:53,845
We need
to be born again

1648
01:38:56,389 --> 01:38:58,683
Jesus said that
to a man named
Nicodemus

1649
01:39:00,602 --> 01:39:02,771
enter
God's kingdom,
I can tell you

1650
01:39:02,812 --> 01:39:06,316
that you need to sell
everything you have
and give it to the poor.

1651
01:39:06,399 --> 01:39:08,944
Because Jesus said that
for one person too

1652
01:39:10,654 --> 01:39:13,365
Maybe that's why God
found highlighters

1653
01:39:15,951 --> 01:39:20,121
So we can highlight
what what we like in the Bible
and ignore the rest.

1654
01:39:22,999 --> 01:39:25,460
I think that
when we do something to -

1655
01:39:26,962 --> 01:39:29,339
that spoils our lives,

1656
01:39:32,550 --> 01:39:36,096
we really just tried
to entertain some of the pain
we have

1657
01:39:38,139 --> 01:39:40,558
And I think so
the Church is

1658
01:39:40,642 --> 01:39:43,144
Because we all
sort of needs
with each other.

1659
01:39:43,186 --> 01:39:44,771
And why are we all?

1660
01:39:46,439 --> 01:39:49,150
walking around the church
wearing this mask,

1661
01:39:50,485 --> 01:39:52,404
pretend to be perfect

1662
01:39:55,323 --> 01:39:57,534
This is very tiring.

1663
01:39:59,953 --> 01:40:01,788
Why do we do it?

1664
01:40:05,542 --> 01:40:08,586
And I think
that our only hope is
is God's love.

1665
01:40:11,673 --> 01:40:15,010
[mixed voice]

1666
01:40:15,051 --> 01:40:18,388
Hey;
Hey.

1667
01:40:18,471 --> 01:40:20,265
The song I've ever
worked on was me -

1668
01:40:20,348 --> 01:40:22,267
I kind of wanted to play
Because my parents It's here,

1669
01:40:22,350 --> 01:40:25,603
so if you
spoil me here, um,

1670
01:40:25,687 --> 01:40:28,064
it's just about my family

1671
01:40:31,109 --> 01:40:33,945
J3 My parents
They always J3

1672
01:40:34,029 --> 01:40:37,198
J?
First family
Arrived J3

1673
01:40:37,240 --> 01:40:39,200
J3 Seven people jammed J3

1674
01:40:39,242 --> 01:40:42,871
E mm a car
It sits five D

1675
01:40:42,912 --> 01:40:44,706
X1 There
One bathroom D

1676
01:40:44,789 --> 01:40:46,708
E To take a shower
And shave it? </ P>

1677
01:40:46,791 --> 01:40:49,627
Six of us 
/> Standing parallel fl

1678
01:40:49,711 --> 01:40:52,380
J3 And hot water
Only three J7

1679
01:40:52,422 --> 01:40:56,801
J3 But all of us
J3 is fine

1680
01:40:56,885 --> 01:40:59,929
J3 Talk about
Your miracle J3

1681
01:41:00,013 --> 01:41:02,891
J3 Talk about
Your faith J3

1682
01:41:02,932 --> 01:41:05,977
J3 My father he can
Make something grow J3

1683
01:41:06,061 --> 01:41:09,898
J3 from clay Indiana J3

1684
01:41:09,939 --> 01:41:12,442
Mother can make
J3 gourmet food

1685
01:41:12,525 --> 01:41:15,945
J3 than just
J3 cornbread and J3 beans

1686
01:41:16,029 --> 01:41:19,783
J3 And they learn to give
Faith in hands and feet J3

1687
01:41:21,451 --> 01:41:24,746
D And somehow
Give wing J1

1688
01:41:34,422 --> 01:41:36,591
That's good, kid. </ P>

1689
01:41:46,935 --> 01:41:50,355
Wayne, that's great. </ P>

1690
01:41:50,438 --> 01:41:52,607
> Your father
also thinks so

1691
01:41:52,649 --> 01:41:55,193
He doesn't know
how to say it. </ P>

1692
01:41:56,736 --> 01:41:58,446
Wayne, me, M...

1693
01:42:01,074 --> 01:42:03,535
I , uh--
What, daddy

1694
01:42:06,121 --> 01:42:07,872
Uh, you-you know

1695
01:42:08,915 --> 01:42:10,458
Thank you, kid.

1696
01:42:13,586 --> 01:42:16,297
Neva, we need, 
/> we need to go

1697
01:42:28,476 --> 01:42:30,979
Why don't you go
out there and talk
for him now

1698
01:42:32,480 --> 01:42:34,524
You can't see
he needs you

1699
01:42:36,526 --> 01:42:39,320
I don't know how
to talk to him, Neva.

1700
01:42:41,072 --> 01:42:42,991
Other times.

1701
01:42:56,713 --> 01:42:58,840
[phone rings]

1702
01:43:02,468 --> 01:43:04,721
Hello? < br /> Hello?

1703
01:43:11,519 --> 01:43:13,396
Hello?
Is there someone there?

1704
01:43:19,194 --> 01:43:20,403
Is there someone there?

1705
01:43:34,876 --> 01:43:36,502
[dial tone]

1706
01:43:49,891 --> 01:43:52,060
p>

1707
01:43:52,143 --> 01:43:55,313
All right, this is good.
Where do you want it?

1708
01:43:55,396 --> 01:43:58,149
Uh, there.

1709
01:43:58,233 --> 01:44:00,902
Hey, Rich,
You get a call 
in the office.

1710
01:44:00,985 --> 01:44:02,570
All right.
Church office

1711
01:44:02,612 --> 01:44:05,073
Can you help me find
another hammer?

1712
01:44:08,743 --> 01:44:10,495
I can't find it

1713
01:44:13,831 --> 01:44:15,333
It's rich

1714
01:44:18,711 --> 01:44:20,171
Say it again.

1715
01:44:21,297 --> 01:44:22,966
[sighs]

1716
01:44:33,434 --> 01:44:35,019
But I just saw it.

1717
01:45:17,353 --> 01:45:19,897
Daddy.

1718
01:45:19,981 --> 01:45:26,321
J?
This world is J3

1719
01:45:29,157 --> 01:45:32,201
J3 Not my house J3

1720
01:45:32,285 --> 01:45:35,913
J3 I'm just J3

1721
01:45:38,166 --> 01:45:40,084
My treasure I1

1723
01:45:44,881 --> 01:45:48,926
J3 Somewhere outside J3

1724
01:45:49,010 --> 01:45:52,805
J?
J3 blue

1725
01:45:56,059 --> 01:46:04,734
.I can & apos; 2 & apos; feel at home fl

1726
01:46:06,194 --> 01:46:11,032
J?
In this world J3

1728
01:46:29,634 --> 01:46:31,260
HEI-
H3! -

1729
01:46:31,344 --> 01:46:33,304
Where are you where

1730
01:46:33,388 --> 01:46:35,306
I get coffee
in the lobby

1731
01:46:35,390 --> 01:46:38,810
Think I've said
to leave a note
if you go anywhere

1732
01:46:38,893 --> 01:46:40,561
Leave a note
to get coffee, rich?

1733
01:46:40,645 --> 01:46:42,772
What's the point
have you
on the way

1734
01:46:42,855 --> 01:46:44,732
if you don't go
to be around when
I need you.

1735
01:46:44,774 --> 01:46:47,068
I think of you -

1736
01:46:47,110 --> 01:46:49,404
I am your friend, Rich.

1737
01:46:49,487 --> 01:46:50,947
Did you
talk about?

1738
01:47:12,427 --> 01:47:13,970
What's wrong
with you, kid?

1739
01:47:21,060 --> 01:47:24,105
What does it feel like
alone, kid? </ p >

1740
01:47:28,693 --> 01:47:32,613
You definitely like
to become famous,
isn't that right, kid?

1741
01:47:32,655 --> 01:47:35,491
do you think
you deserve
this success?

1742
01:47:39,620 --> 01:47:41,205
[knock on the door]

1743
01:47:41,289 --> 01:47:43,249
Rich.

1744
01:47:44,959 --> 01:47:47,545
We will be late 
for Brennan's thing

1745
01:47:47,628 --> 01:47:51,007
[knock on the door]

1746
01:47:51,090 --> 01:47:52,633
Rich.

1747
01:48:04,145 --> 01:48:06,522
(Brennan)
You know that
you are ragamuffin

1748
01:48:06,606 --> 01:48:09,734
if you are not shy
to become ragamuffin

1749
01:48:09,817 --> 01:48:13,488
Just like having
the simplicity of
a child,

1750
01:48:13,529 --> 01:48:16,908
and poverty 
/> of a child, you come
before your Father Abba,

1751
01:48:16,991 --> 01:48:20,661
and you rest & apos;
in your identity
as God's lover.

1752
01:48:35,885 --> 01:48:38,012
Hey, Wayne.
Hey! </ P>

1753
01:48:38,054 --> 01:48:40,598
How many times
I have to tell you
not to pull the object? </ P>

1754
01:48:40,681 --> 01:48:43,059
You will solve it <br / > just like you broke up
a tractor.

1755
01:48:43,142 --> 01:48:45,686
You will break
all the bad things
around here.

1756
01:48:45,770 --> 01:48:47,939
Look at me when
I speak to you.

1757
01:48:48,022 --> 01:48:50,608
Do you understand me?
Yes sir.

1758
01:48:53,236 --> 01:48:55,363
Leave that.

1759
01:49:18,052 --> 01:49:19,554
[ whisper]
Jesus.

1760
01:49:22,515 --> 01:49:23,766
Jesus.

1761
01:49:26,561 --> 01:49:29,438
I will play
a song that, um,

1762
01:49:29,522 --> 01:49:31,732
I wrote-I wrote
Some time ago now,

1763
01:49:31,816 --> 01:49:35,111
and... it came
to me more to me
lately.

1764
01:49:38,906 --> 01:49:40,950
This song is good 
a prayer and, um,

1765
01:49:41,033 --> 01:49:43,327
[playing piano]

1766
01:49:43,411 --> 01:49:45,746
If you carry me,

1767
01:49:45,830 --> 01:49:49,125
I play this
more for myself < br /> than for you, so

1768
01:50:07,685 --> 01:50:13,190
J3 Sometimes my life
Don't make sense
Absolutely J3

1769
01:50:16,527 --> 01:50:20,615
A When the mountains
Looks like that big

1770
01:50:20,698 --> 01:50:24,493
J3 And my faith
Looks like J3 is so small

1771
01:50:26,454 --> 01:50:29,832
J3 So hold me Jesus J3

1772
01:50:29,915 --> 01:50:33,961
J3 Because I'm trembling
Like leaves J3

1773
01:50:34,003 --> 01:50:38,674
J?
You have
my King of glory J3

1774
01:50:38,758 --> 01:50:42,803
D Won ": You will be
My Prince of Peace 53

1775
01:50:50,144 --> 01:50:53,356
I awoke 
At night J

1776
01:50:53,439 --> 01:50:56,150
.57 And feel the dark spots

1777
01:50:59,320 --> 01:51:02,490
A It's very hot & apos;
Inside my soul fl

1778
01:51:02,531 --> 01:51:06,827
A? < br /> I swear there must be
Blisters in my heart J3

1779
01:51:08,496 --> 01:51:11,874
J3 So hold me Jesus J3

1780
01:51:11,957 --> 01:51:16,587
J3 Because I'm trembling
Like leaves J3

1781
01:51:16,671 --> 01:51:20,925
J?
You have
my glory King J3

1782
01:51:21,008 --> 01:51:24,720
D Won ": You will be
My Prince of Peace 53

1783
01:51:26,305 --> 01:51:31,394
J3 Giving up does not come
It's natural for me J3

1784
01:51:33,688 --> 01:51:38,025
J3 I'd rather fight
you for something
I don't really want J3

1785
01:51:38,109 --> 01:51:41,987
J3 than take what 
You give me that I need J3

1786
01:51:43,656 --> 01:51:48,285
J3 I've hit my head
With so many walls J3

1787
01:51:48,369 --> 01:51:51,247
J3 Now I fall down J3

1788
01:51:51,330 --> 01:51:56,127
J3 I fell
on my knee J3

1789
01:52:01,382 --> 01:52:04,593
J3 And this is
J3 Salvation Army band

1790
01:52:04,677 --> 01:52:08,097
J3 is playing this J3 hymn

1791
01:52:10,307 --> 01:52:13,728
J3 And His grace
Rings came out in J3

1792
01:52:13,769 --> 01:52:17,732
J3 made it
My resistance
Looks so thin J3

1793
01:52:17,815 --> 01:52:22,486
J3 So hold it I'm Jesus J3

1794
01:52:22,570 --> 01:52:26,866
J3 Because I'm trembling
Like J3 leaves

1795
01:52:29,744 --> 01:52:34,915
J?
You have
My glory King J3

1796
01:52:34,999 --> 01:52:39,462
D Won ": You will be
My Prince 53

1797
01:52:39,545 --> 01:52:41,380
D Peace D

1798
01:52:52,892 --> 01:52:55,686
[audience cheers]

1799
01:54:25,317 --> 01:54:27,027
[knock on the door]

1800
01:54:27,069 --> 01:54:29,029
Hold.
I'm talking on the phone
with the label

1801
01:54:29,113 --> 01:54:31,532
Please enter.

1802
01:54:31,574 --> 01:54:33,784
Hello?
Hey, Bryan.

1803
01:54:33,868 --> 01:54:36,078
Eh, listen, man.
Eh, this is just coming
for me last night,

1804
01:54:36,161 --> 01:54:37,621
but I have an idea
for new recordings

1805
01:54:37,705 --> 01:54:40,875
I want to do
ten songs about Jesus

1806
01:54:40,916 --> 01:54:43,460
Just really simple,
stripped down.

1807
01:54:43,544 --> 01:54:46,547
I'm very excited
about this.
Sorry to cut you
there, Rich.

1808
01:54:46,589 --> 01:54:49,633
But, uh, I'm afraid
to say this isn't Bryan.

1809
01:54:49,717 --> 01:54:52,970
Who is this?
Well, actually I'm really
eager to talk to you

1810
01:54:53,053 --> 01:54:56,307
My name is Chad Montgomery,
and I'm the new head of
from the label </ p >

1811
01:54:56,390 --> 01:54:59,143
Uh, where is Bryan
and Matt?

1812
01:54:59,226 --> 01:55:02,438
Well, unfortunately,
Matt and Bryan
are no longer with us

1813
01:55:02,521 --> 01:55:04,106
They switched
label and -

1814
01:55:06,191 --> 01:55:11,322
Matt and Bryan don't
on the label again
Yes I know.

1815
01:55:11,405 --> 01:55:15,826
I've tried calling
and saying to you but not
answer the phone.

1816
01:55:15,191 --> 01:55:17,661
Rich, what's this?
new note about

1818
01:55:19,830 --> 01:55:22,249
I don't know
I don't think that
bad thing, Rich.

1819
01:55:22,333 --> 01:55:25,794
They are fair
move.

1820
01:55:25,878 --> 01:55:29,131
Move? 
What--
Yes, people do that. </ P>

1821
01:55:29,214 --> 01:55:31,425
Yes I know
people do that

1822
01:55:31,508 --> 01:55:33,802
Oh.
Are you? </ P> p>

1823
01:55:34,845 --> 01:55:35,930
Very?

1824
01:55:38,223 --> 01:55:40,601
Yes, Justin.
What's your problem

1825
01:55:40,684 --> 01:55:43,103
I-I don't have
problems.

1826
01:55:43,187 --> 01:55:46,106
I'm sorry
if I bother you

1827
01:55:47,441 --> 01:55:49,526
I just came
to tell you

1828
01:55:51,028 --> 01:55:52,988
I will get married. </ P>

1829
01:55:55,157 --> 01:55:58,827
Well, that -
That's not bad news.
That's good news, man.

1830
01:56:00,245 --> 01:56:01,455
Gosh, I'm relieved.

1831
01:56:01,497 --> 01:56:04,124
Um -

1832
01:56:04,208 --> 01:56:07,711
No, that's amazing.
We can use the others
girls on the tour. </ P>

1833
01:56:07,795 --> 01:56:10,130
No, rich

1834
01:56:10,172 --> 01:56:12,716
I'll go on a tour. </ P>

1835
01:56:15,844 --> 01:56:16,804
Why would you -

1836
01:56:21,141 --> 01:56:22,851
Of course you are.

1837
01:56:26,897 --> 01:56:28,482
[door slam]

1838
01:56:28,524 --> 01:56:31,360
[phone rings]

1839
01:56:36,991 --> 01:56:38,492
Yes?

1840
01:56:38,575 --> 01:56:42,871
[sighs]
Rich?
Brennan.

1841
01:56:42,955 --> 01:56:45,082
Okay, ragamuffin.

1842
01:56:45,165 --> 01:56:48,043
On the
scale from one to ten,
how depends on you?

1843
01:56:51,672 --> 01:56:53,590
Eleven. </ p >

1844
01:56:56,218 --> 01:57:00,055
What did you say
that you and I went
at a retreat of sorts?

1845
01:57:02,016 --> 01:57:04,351
Is it too fast today?

1847
01:57:10,357 --> 01:57:13,610
the word he taught < br /> the students to pray together
are Abba

1848
01:57:13,694 --> 01:57:17,072
That means "father".

1850
01:57:21,035 --> 01:57:23,454
So it is with me.

1851
01:57:23,537 --> 01:57:27,041
But that's the point < br /> of the students & apos;
identity.

1852
01:57:27,082 --> 01:57:29,752
And pray for Abba,
I'm part of you.

1853
01:57:29,835 --> 01:57:31,837
It's like breathing.

1854
01:57:33,797 --> 01:57:37,259
I'll
in our back cabin
you will be in this place.

1855
01:57:37,342 --> 01:57:39,720
The first night goes
to be the heaviest.

1856
01:57:39,762 --> 01:57:42,473
Exactly what
are you going to
have me do

1857
01:57:42,556 --> 01:57:46,643
I want you to write
a letter from John
to you.

1858
01:57:46,727 --> 01:57:49,772
Brennan, my father isn't exactly
the type of guy who shows
lots of emotions

1859
01:57:49,855 --> 01:57:52,900
I'm not sure
I can do that. </ P>

1860
01:57:52,983 --> 01:57:56,153
I think you said to me
that you know you
Daddy loves you

1861
01:57:56,236 --> 01:57:58,322
But he never tells you.

1862
01:57:58,405 --> 01:58:00,741
Let him tell you.

1863
01:58:32,189 --> 01:58:34,733
[whisper]
Abba, Abba.

1864
01:58:37,277 --> 01:58:39,321
Abba.

1865
01:58:39,404 --> 01:58:42,449
Please, my brother
come to see your love

1866
01:58:56,213 --> 01:58:59,133
Get your damn head
from the cloud, Wayne

1867
01:59:02,052 --> 01:59:03,804
What's wrong
with you, kid?

1868
01:59:05,973 --> 01:59:08,475
You will break
all the bad things
around here. </ p >

1869
01:59:11,270 --> 01:59:14,314
Two boys,
two girls,

1870
01:59:14,398 --> 01:59:15,566
and you.

1871
01:59:17,317 --> 01:59:19,444
Look at me
when I'm talking

1872
01:59:22,322 --> 01:59:24,658
Do you understand?
Damn stupid things.

1873
01:59:24,741 --> 01:59:26,743
Speak.
What did it say?

1874
01:59:26,827 --> 01:59:28,912
p>

1875
01:59:28,996 --> 01:59:31,206
When I tell you
do something,
you do it well.

1876
01:59:31,290 --> 01:59:33,584
Do you understand me?

1877
01:59:53,937 --> 01:59:55,856
I just don't understand > what you touch
ends -

1878
02:00:15,125 --> 02:00:17,044
Don't be afraid, kid.

1879
02:00:20,339 --> 02:00:22,758
Wayne.

1880
02:00:24,384 --> 02:00:26,803
Wayne, boy.

1881
02:00:26,887 --> 02:00:31,391
[whisper]
You know I'm not serious.

1882
02:00:33,310 --> 02:00:34,937
Son, if I'm not tough
on you, you will never
learn

1883
02:00:35,020 --> 02:00:36,897
Come on.

1884
02:00:39,107 --> 02:00:40,609
You will be fine

1885
02:01:04,299 --> 02:01:06,677
[whispers]
Come on.

1886
02:01:12,140 --> 02:01:14,476
It's time, ragamuffin.

1887
02:01:14,559 --> 02:01:16,436
"Dear Wayne,

1888
02:01:16,478 --> 02:01:20,440
" That's a lot
like I said.

1889
02:01:23,527 --> 02:01:25,445
"I appreciate you."

1890
02:01:25,529 --> 02:01:28,282
(John)
It's just that
I don't know you

1891
02:01:28,365 --> 02:01:30,784
I don't know how to
I should
to love

1892
02:01:30,826 --> 02:01:33,495
I think
it's soft

1893
02:01:33,578 --> 02:01:37,874
I can see its strength
from steel, but I can't see
the strength of tenderness ,

1894
02:01:37,958 --> 02:01:42,296
or the courage needed
to hold softness up
to fire

1895
02:01:42,337 --> 02:01:47,467
However, I can even remember
that you walked funny and had
scra wn y shoulder.

1896
02:01:47,551 --> 02:01:49,177
Are you?

1897
02:01:49,261 --> 02:01:51,305
Who cares?

1898
02:01:51,388 --> 02:01:53,473
I'm here at the company
from some fathers

1899
02:01:53,515 --> 02:01:56,143
that caused pain
to their son

1900
02:01:56,184 --> 02:01:58,312
Abraham did it
to Isaac

1901
02:01:58,395 --> 02:02:00,397
David to Absalom

1902
02:02:00,480 --> 02:02:04,651
Tuhan Yang Maha Kuasa bahkan
melakukannya kepada anak laki-lakinya, Yesus.

1903
02:02:04,693 --> 02:02:07,237
If he loves him,
you will definitely hurt him.

1904
02:02:07,321 --> 02:02:09,656
It's just a fact
alive.

1905
02:02:09,740 --> 02:02:13,076
Passion, pain...

1906
02:02:13,160 --> 02:02:17,497
>

1907
02:02:17,539 --> 02:02:19,207
no & apos; must destroy
your life unless
you make it & apos;.

1908
02:02:19,291 --> 02:02:21,668
That's your choice .

1909
02:02:21,710 --> 02:02:23,920
I don't say that
because you don't.

1910
02:02:24,004 --> 02:02:26,506
I'm proof that you
didn't run away from it

1911
02:02:26,548 --> 02:02:28,508
But still be brave.

1912
02:02:31,345 --> 02:02:34,890
"I have written to you
on October 21, 1955.

1913
02:02:36,183 --> 02:02:37,642
" Richard made me -

1914
02:02:40,604 --> 02:02:41,855
"A very proud person."

1915
02:02:44,358 --> 02:02:47,986
I'm here in this cloud
witness and you
can ask what

1916
02:02:49,696 --> 02:02:52,949
I brag about you
all the time... </ p >

1917
02:02:53,033 --> 02:02:55,369
until they are about
to kick me out

1918
02:02:58,914 --> 02:03:00,791
I love you, kid.

1919
02:03:01,917 --> 02:03:03,460
Daddy.

1920
02:03:13,637 --> 02:03:15,806
So, how do you feel,
younger brother?

1921
02:03:18,141 --> 02:03:19,893
Free.

1922
02:03:22,396 --> 02:03:24,731
And what happened?
free people do

1923
02:03:24,815 --> 02:03:27,651
I want to be
on reservation

1924
02:03:27,734 --> 02:03:30,237
That... that's where
I want to be.

1925
02:03:30,320 --> 02:03:31,905
I want to be
with children- the kid

1926
02:03:31,947 --> 02:03:33,990
Then go away.

1927
02:03:34,074 --> 02:03:37,077
I mean, you can do it
Many good ones there.

1928
02:03:38,620 --> 02:03:40,580
I think they will do it
more good for me

1929
02:03:44,459 --> 02:03:48,338
So what's next,
Brennan?

1930
02:03:48,422 --> 02:03:52,134
Next, I want you to write
a letter from your father's abba
God for you

1931
02:03:53,593 --> 02:03:55,011
I don't need to do it.

1932
02:03:57,013 --> 02:03:58,765
Why?

1933
02:04:00,183 --> 02:04:02,769
I know what
he will say.

1934
02:04:11,486 --> 02:04:13,488
Always
crack me and -

1935
02:04:15,615 --> 02:04:17,200
When people try
to impress God

1936
02:04:17,284 --> 02:04:19,828
because you don't have it
to impress God

1937
02:04:21,788 --> 02:04:24,374
He has been knocked out by you

1938
02:04:24,458 --> 02:04:25,917
[playing piano]

1939
02:04:28,295 --> 02:04:30,630
And Picasso said
something once that
I really like it. </ p >

1940
02:04:30,672 --> 02:04:32,674
He said,

1941
02:04:32,757 --> 02:04:36,303
he said that
it feels good
great art enemies

1942
02:04:38,388 --> 02:04:41,391
And I think that
is true because

1943
02:04:41,475 --> 02:04:45,479
good taste has everything
that must be done by being cultivated
and refined and...

1944
02:04:47,647 --> 02:04:50,066
if art has to be done
with anything, it is 
to do by being human.

1945
02:04:50,150 --> 02:04:55,238
I remember, when I was a child,
I experienced depression typical of
teens.

1946
02:04:55,322 --> 02:04:58,158
People will always <br Come to me and say,

1947
02:04:58,200 --> 02:05:00,327
say, "Cheer up
God loves you." </ P>

1948
02:05:02,871 --> 02:05:05,707
And I will say, "Great deal.
God loves everyone .

1949
02:05:08,001 --> 02:05:10,253
"That doesn't make me special.

1950
02:05:12,172 --> 02:05:14,925
"That only proves that God
has no taste."

1951
02:05:17,677 --> 02:05:19,846
And I don't think
what he did

1952
02:05:22,015 --> 02:05:23,892
And thank God.

1953
02:05:28,939 --> 02:05:32,776
p>

1954
02:05:32,859 --> 02:05:35,529
So, I thought so
God took -

1955
02:05:35,612 --> 02:05:41,034
He took the mess
and the ugliness of
in our lives,

1956
02:05:41,076 --> 02:05:45,205
and he makes
the most beautiful art
in this world.

1957
02:05:48,250 --> 02:05:50,794
If you are half-cultured
and perfected like most Christians
wish you,

1958
02:05:57,133 --> 02:05:59,803
He won't be useful
for Christianity

1959
02:06:04,891 --> 02:06:08,103
But God
is a wild human

1960
02:06:13,567 --> 02:06:16,403
And I hope someday
you have a chance
to meet him.

1961
02:06:16,486 --> 02:06:19,864
But if you do,

1962
02:06:24,995 --> 02:06:27,914
let me warn you,
because you are better
wait forever </ p >

1963
02:06:33,003 --> 02:06:37,424
J3 There is a wide gap
In God's mercy J3

1964
02:06:37,507 --> 02:06:42,304
J I can't & apos; find
in my own place

1965
02:06:42,387 --> 02:06:46,016
A He continues
The fire that lights up J

1966
02:06:46,099 --> 02:06:50,186
J7 To melt this
Heart of stone J7

1967
02:06:50,270 --> 02:06:54,691
Fl Keeps n7e hurt
Missing longing

1968
02:06:54,774 --> 02:06:59,279
J Makes me happy
Got caught & apos; J

1969
02:06:59,362 --> 02:07:03,783
A careless inside
Anger rages

1970
02:07:03,825 --> 02:07:08,538
That's what they call
God's Love Fl

1971
02:07:12,792 --> 02:07:16,963
Now I've seen
There aren't any fl angel bands

1972
02:07:17,005 --> 02:07:20,717
But I've heard it
The soldier's songs fl

1973
02:07:20,800 --> 02:07:24,638
Love Love hangs over them 
Like a banner fl

1974
02:07:24,721 --> 02:07:28,475
I love within them
Lead them in J

1975
02:07:28,558 --> 02:07:33,146
A For battle
On the way J

1976
02:07:33,229 --> 02:07:36,399
fl And it never
will stop fl

1977
02:07:36,483 --> 02:07:41,237
widening
Their mercy fl

1978
02:07:41,321 --> 02:07:46,534
And anger
His love fl

1979
02:07:46,618 --> 02:07:51,748
.67 Oh God's love fl

1980
02:07:51,831 --> 02:07:58,421
fl And oh
God's Love Fl

1981
02:08:00,215 --> 02:08:03,426
.57 Love of God Fl

1982
02:08:08,723 --> 02:08:13,603
Joy and sorrow
Is this the sea of fl

1983
02:08:13,687 --> 02:08:17,565
A In every one of them
Ebb and flow fl

1984
02:08:17,649 --> 02:08:22,320
Now God
A door has opened fl

1985
02:08:24,823 --> 02:08:28,201
J's & apos; all hell
Never can close fl

1986
02:08:28,284 --> 02:08:32,414
fl Here / & apos; / 77 tested 
And make it feasible fl

1987
02:08:32,497 --> 02:08:36,668
fl Tossed about
And lifted up fl

1988
02:08:44,300 --> 02:08:48,763
A careless inside
Anger rages

1989
02:08:48,847 --> 02:08:54,227
That is what they call
Fl God's Love

1990
02:09:02,736 --> 02:09:05,655
(Randy)
is there anything you want
to tell our listeners

1991
02:09:05,739 --> 02:09:07,824
before we enter?

1992
02:09:09,743 --> 02:09:11,411
(Rich)
People go
to judge you

1993
02:09:11,494 --> 02:09:14,330
People go
to curse you

1994
02:09:14,414 --> 02:09:17,292
You know, a problem
Actually, it looks like
seems like some people,

1995
02:09:17,375 --> 02:09:19,753
That's how
they are looking for.

1996
02:09:21,671 --> 02:09:24,257
I'd rather live < br /> on the verge of falling

1997
02:09:24,299 --> 02:09:27,802
and let my security be found
in the sufficiency of all
God's grace

1998
02:09:27,886 --> 02:09:34,184
rather than staying in such a place
the illusion of pielisik 
of .-- moral excellence.

1999
02:10:08,760 --> 02:10:10,762
[radio crackling]

2000
02:10:18,144 --> 02:10:21,898
I guess I'll say it
go out and live
really good

2001
02:10:21,981 --> 02:10:24,651
I promise
you will get
Defeat really bad.

2002
02:10:26,277 --> 02:10:28,071
But soon,

2003
02:10:28,154 --> 02:10:30,073
after you die,

2004
02:10:30,156 --> 02:10:33,535
You will become
in a decaying way. </ P>

2005
02:10:33,618 --> 02:10:36,287
This will not be a problem
If you have some scars. </ P>

2006
02:10:38,039 --> 02:10:40,500
But it's important
if you are not alive

2007
02:11:08,695 --> 02:11:10,864
[playing piano]

2008
02:11:17,871 --> 02:11:21,207
everyone
Each and all fl

2009
02:11:21,291 --> 02:11:24,794
A We will die
Finally fl

2010
02:11:26,754 --> 02:11:30,133
J There is no more
or less error we fl

2011
02:11:30,216 --> 02:11:33,761
J than if
Our destiny fl

2012
02:11:35,555 --> 02:11:38,808
Now, O Lord
I come to you fl

2013
02:11:38,892 --> 02:11:42,228
just ask 
For your grace

2014
02:11:44,063 --> 02:11:47,734
A You know what I have
Enter & apos; myself through fl

2015
02:11:47,817 --> 02:11:51,905
everything is empty
My dream is to chase after

2016
02:11:51,946 --> 02:11:56,326
p>

2017
02:11:56,409 --> 02:12:00,622
fl And when my body is
Lying in the ruins of fl

2018
02:12:00,705 --> 02:12:04,834
From that lie
I almost destroyed

2019
02:12:04,918 --> 02:12:08,922
J Will you take it? 
That piece
Pure and true fl

2020
02:12:09,005 --> 02:12:13,509
fl and breathe
Your life to them
And set & apos; they are free fl

2021
02:12:13,593 --> 02:12:17,847
A Are you going to make me new
Out & apos; from items
That & apos; runs fl

2022
02:12:17,931 --> 02:12:20,600
A purer Stuff
Rather than gold is .U

2023
02:12:20,683 --> 02:12:24,687
clearer than the glass
It could be J

2024
02:12:27,106 --> 02:12:30,902
.67 Can I be with you fl

2025
02:12:35,531 --> 02:12:38,284
.67 Can I be with you fl

2026
02:13:16,656 --> 02:13:18,700
And the Irish people
always

2027
02:13:18,783 --> 02:13:21,536
sort of traditional
have been afraid of going
to the sea.

2028
02:13:21,619 --> 02:13:23,746
People go to Ireland
and they back

2029
02:13:23,830 --> 02:13:26,666
and they have this really
big sweaters are beautiful,
real big big,

2030
02:13:26,708 --> 02:13:29,085
and they have
all types of stitches < br /> and stuff in it.

2031
02:13:29,168 --> 02:13:32,088
Well, they started
doing that because each
of different stitches

2032
02:13:32,171 --> 02:13:34,424
The charm was different <br / > and prayers and so on

2033
02:13:34,507 --> 02:13:37,010
that they will weave
into their husbands
sweaters

2034
02:13:37,051 --> 02:13:41,264
And, uh, so, you know,
if it works, then they
Husband will come back to life.

2035
02:13:41,347 --> 02:13:43,933
And if not,
because fish doesn't /> eat wool,

2036
02:13:44,017 --> 02:13:47,854
they can know
who with what
the sweater is on them

2037
02:13:47,937 --> 02:13:50,815
[laughter]

2038
02:13:54,110 --> 02:13:56,279
I just think so
a charming story

2039
02:13:56,362 --> 02:13:57,780
[laughter]

2040
02:14:02,869 --> 02:14:06,789
This scares me when I speak
for you and you think
So very Christian music ,

2041
02:14:06,873 --> 02:14:10,626
Contemporary Christians
music is mainly because
I know many of us

2042
02:14:10,710 --> 02:14:13,379
and we don't know jack
about anything.

2043
02:14:13,463 --> 02:14:16,382
[laughter]

2044
02:14:16,466 --> 02:14:18,926
Not that I don't want you
to buy our notes

2045
02:14:19,010 --> 02:14:20,553
[laughter]

2046
02:14:20,636 --> 02:14:23,389
Orcome
for concerts us,
I'm sure

2047
02:14:23,431 --> 02:14:26,309
But you have to come
for entertainment.

2048
02:14:26,392 --> 02:14:29,812
If you really want it
spiritual food,
you have to go to church.

2049
02:14:29,896 --> 02:14:31,731
[applause]

2050
02:14:38,196 --> 02:14:40,948
Those people 
/> care about you.

2051
02:14:41,032 --> 02:14:43,242
You don't have
to buy tickets

2052
02:14:49,499 --> 02:14:53,586
We are not saved
because we are good.

2053
02:14:53,669 --> 02:14:55,755
We are good < br /> because we have been saved

2054
02:14:57,381 --> 02:15:00,093
And never forget
what Jesus did for you

2055
02:15:00,176 --> 02:15:04,222
Never take light
how much it costs.

2056
02:15:06,140 --> 02:15:10,103
And don't ever assume
that if he costs
his life very much,

2057
02:15:11,979 --> 02:15:14,232
it would
cost you yours

2058
02:15:21,072 --> 02:15:24,784
And when you clean it up 
On that other beach,

2059
02:15:24,867 --> 02:15:28,704
even though
you have been damaged
Beyond any confession,

2060
02:15:34,627 --> 02:15:38,131
the angel will go
to see you there and
they will go, "What's this?"

2061
02:15:38,214 --> 02:15:40,216
[laughter]

2062
02:15:40,299 --> 02:15:42,802
"We're not even sure
if he's human."

2063
02:15:44,637 --> 02:15:48,349
But Jesus will say,
"No, that's human.

2064
02:15:48,432 --> 02:15:50,309
" I know that "

2065
02:15:50,393 --> 02:15:53,229
And they will say,
" Jesus, how are you?
Know that? "

2066
02:15:55,273 --> 02:15:57,650
And he will say,
" Well, you see that
the sweater he has?

2067
02:15:57,733 --> 02:15:59,318
[laughter]

2068
02:16:11,706 --> 02:16:14,667
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