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I helped change the country's sexual customs,
and make it legal for humans
to go to the store and rent a legal X-Rated movie.
And I helped make that reality in this country.
So, I free a lot of penis and pussies. That's what I feel about it,
You know what I mean, real talk. That's some real talk.
When I first entered the industry, I was waiting for a table for seven years.
And I'm still in college. I am a student dropping out of college.
I usually sell on timeshare markets, and I really hate my job.
And I really have job satisfaction now. So, even on bad days,
I just remind myself how much I love my work, and the next day will be better.
She's like: "Please, please do the scene. I'm like:" I don't do fucking porn.
Now, get out of here. "And they like:" Lo, basically we will give you
three times what you make your permanent work for 45 minutes
did what you did at home for free an hour ago. "
I am like: " Okay. Let's do it. "
He was my first scene in business in 2006.
- Not going well... at all. - Not going well... at all.
That's very bad, I don't want to work with him for three years after that.
- But three years later, he worked with me. - And then it goes well.
- And that goes well. - And now we are married.
I was treated slightly different.
I think it's really getting harder when I prefer in Middle School
and children start choosing on me. And like...
I will be skipped.
I was arrested, my hair was cut.
I'm beautiful. I am a beautiful little girl. And the girls are very evil to me.
Little things like that will happen to me throughout my teenage years.
I can't be obedient. You know, wild children are amazing,
not the norm.
Like I just like being free.
And I would say, like there are you conservatives and then your exhibitionists.
Two different personality types. There is nothing better than others.
They are different. People try to tell you
one is better than the other, but it is not.
Remember friends, when you throw money during a fight,
provide outside from the cage.
I don't want to teach you all the ways to make it rain.
I'm actually very super excited for this special fight.
This is very new to me. I do not know. That's just something I want to use it, it has a very fun and a little sexy.
And I like: "Damn. Let's do it."
Good. So where is me before that.
I was born in New Delhi. I came to America when I was eight months old.
I was adopted by a very religious family.
They adopted four of us and they have three of their own, so...
They are older, they are really involved in the church,
so they are not really aware of that to what extent I do and who I am.
Yes, I think he already has this the idea that we will come.
We will be, you know, _ good Indian little kids.
We will go to school as usual Indian children from India.
I remember my mother seeing my brother and me, and she left, she saw my brother and left:
"You should be my engineer." Then him: "You should be my doctor."
And uhm, I just go on with the doctor of love.
He doesn't really like that.
Everything is fine. Oooh.
So, at 15 I was pregnant, & apos; 93.
I remember they have pregnant schools.
And they will send all pregnant girls to this one school.
We will all come by bus and we will go to school there
until we get our children and then we go back to school, so...
Obviously, a different world than now.
I look back, but... I did it.
It was rather forced on me grew very fast.
So, I changed from 15 to parents.
Are you ready? Well. Hands on.
So, it's rude, you know, to try to work and become a single parent.
I remember when I saw an ad. I'm like, "Dancers without masks."
Alright. I will try this, so...
Priya Rai, she is in Cheerleaders in the strip district
- and you will be here for two shows tonight, - Yes.
- and two shows tomorrow? - Yes!
stripping for me, you know, you don't know what will happen there
and make a crowd. I just, you know, being a wild child at work.
I will party instead of working.
And then like, I only remember the girls behind,
I will roll on the floor. They want: "Girl, why don't you
just be a porn star. What hell, do your jerk
in the air like, You know, it's just crazy."
And I was like: "Do you know what? One day, I thought about it." I was like: "Why not?"
So, I live in Phoenix, Arizona. I is in the circle of Jenna Jameson.
So, I will go to all parties and I will talk to people.
And I remember I was in the pool talking to this person.
I am like: "I want to be an actress and think of doing..."
She's like: "Honey, you don't look like an actress."
She's like: "You look like a porn star." Back then, my breasts are bigger than now.
I don't know. I have this object. His is always behind my head when I always too chicken poop to really do it. And I'm like:
"You're another year from being 30, bitch."
Like, if you will do it, do it. This is a perfect opportunity.
You know, Early in my career, I did nude, soft porn modeling
should I say. My first part, I got a lot of death e-mails because niches are... there no porn stars in East India.
You know, there are a lot of things that happen in my life rather than sitting there and worrying about some men half way in all state opinions
what I did because, guess what, he didn't pay my bill.
And he might not pay for porn, so...
Yes. Doing good? OK.
I have to deal with it in the first year,
but I think, in the first year to the second year,
it's a bit calm and people start loving me.
- Who is that? - What does he use?
Actually, making hardcore films, I entered at 29.
There are a few days You go to work, and it works,
but then there are days when you go to work, and I like: "I will have fun today."
- Look how sexy you are. - So, let's go play. Hello to my licorice bra.
There are several scenes in the beginning of my career who taught me a lot of things sexually about myself.
- Does it look like something you like? - That's very big.
Taking a breath. Where is water?
Fighting from Fresno.
This is a former rodeo rider,
adult stars, cage fighters, total dynamite packages.
- Blatten Lee! - Blatten Lee!
That's... It's hard for me, because I have kids. So what I will do is,
I will wake up at 7:00 in the morning. Take a plane, come to LA,
Stylish and makeup at 8:30.
Got Priya here and she just looks like hot baby stuff.
- Look. Is he in this case... - It's very hot outside.
Do my scene, be the last flight back home to Phoenix
being home with my children for dinner, or late, you know, to put them to sleep.
But that's how I manage my career for the first two years.
I will go back and forth almost every day.
- Priya! - Priya!
My daughter and I have a very good relationship but to the point where he will be high school, and he likes it, tell everyone:
"My mother Priya. My mother Priya," like: "Stop it!"
Like all of these boys out my door, you know.
I'm like: "Do you want them to come more for you or me, like just stopping it!"
Alright, here it is, friends. Round one! Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
My son, he's now in college and he's doing well. I think for several years,
it really affects our relationship when he passes puberty
and I might damage it for him, but now like,
we laughed a little about that. She's cool about that. He is like: "Whatever."
She's like: "I know my friends have seen you." But I'm just moving away,
like I didn't go near them on campus. "
I did go to graduation, but I, you know, kind of just appeared and left.
I didn't really linger around him friends or people now. Only because of respect . He's a straight A student. He gets full rights
scholarship, so that's a nice little experience.
So that's why I'm a little jealous
of all likes, college experience, but I don't know. I might still, uhm, expect more than myself,
like I can do it. I have a very high GPA.
You know, I look back to 40, will be 40.
I wish I could... can do things a little differently.
And that's what sucks, like, you know, only have a few regrets.
I don't have much regret because, I already lived a very wild life.
But, I'm sorry at that time came to live a normal life
like the type that might be lost do things like maybe college
or different things like that. I'm sitting here watching my son go to college
and it's like: "Wow, I have to miss all that."
Hi.
You are at Expo 2018.
In the United States, we don't really talk about sex and porn.
Yes, there are many stigmas around pornography.
And it's very difficult for me to solve this idea,
This stigma becomes a porn star.
Almost everyone knows sex workers now,
but everyone keeps it a secret if you are a sex worker because you don't know who is safe You don't know when will bite you again.
Unfortunately, it's still legal to discriminate sex workers and fire someone
because they used to be sex workers in normal jobs.
People have been fired from Subway because they previously had a pornographic past.
The teacher has had a job for 15 years and they were fired suddenly
they know they are doing porn. It's as if has somehow done this activity
change the way they behave outwardly in society.
Unfortunately, until our society can see sex workers in a better light,
and we can have more resources for self-defense and keep ourselves healthy, then people will be able to attack us as easy as they have been for centuries.
And there's a bad boy Teacher's choice with Ashley Renee.
He is one of my slaves before I met you, Alex.
- We have to take them to the basement, Luc. - I know.
Then we have a whole cellar below full of slaves.
- Yes, that's the whole other program. - Oh.
Okay, we start at the top.
- OK. - Luc Wylder, how did that happen?
How does Luc Wylder occur? Well.
We are in the mid 70's and the sex industry is booming.
And Time Square becomes the mecca
for sexual deviations.
So, I started exploring and I was ensnared by slavery
and discipline and S & M, and I start performing
for companies in New York that shoot amulets, like Bizarre Video and Gotham Gold
and Star Makers.
- Sir, Luc, he ruined the chain. - What's he?
He broke it.
And I managed to do it because I had studied Aikido when I was little,
so I like it type of fluid movement
- Who is involved in whips and whipping people. - Very good.
I am the best-selling maledom in the adult industry.
And we went out to California and we started making films here.
Alexandra, can you come here? Come here for a moment.
Wait, wait, wait.
What? He crawled into it...
I am sitting there. You must see the look that I have.
How do I get my star? Well, I like sex.
Let me show you how this works. I think you can say,
I'm really a fan more than anything.
I like watching adult films.
So, as I know, like for example, my first movie was with Randy West.
Alexandra Silk is a very sexy woman
that was in the six or eight month business before I met him.
I even met him at David Party 4th July Christopher.
Do you know David, man pussy?
Ross Sil... I don't know what is the name...
- Ross Sex. - Sex.
We got married on December 31. 1999 in Las Vegas.
Ah, this is a fucking party, man.
It's not a traditional marriage. We have...
I have a short, short, short wedding dress, and no panties.
If you can call it a dress, I guess. And The judge seems to have been taken back by it.
Partnering like that in 1999.
- And you have been my best friend ever since. - Of course.
- Hey, everybody. Enter it. - Come in.
Welcome to our home.
Both of us have been married twice before. Both are in open relationships.
We are swingers, and we are very safe in our practice,
So, we want to encourage that. Because we are always safe,
but never regret it.
- Well, I want to say a little more about that. - Yes, let's go.
We are like... We will only remain this casual couple - and we will be good friends... - Yes, my best friend.
... and have this extraordinary life.
Just hanging around. Waiting for Luc Wylder.
- Oh, there. - Are you waiting for me?
Hi, Luc Wylder.
Oh, my goodness, look at this...
In the background we started to do a lot of joint work.
So, we want to make the film have a little more credibility.
Value a little more. A little more tenacity.
We built a company called Fallen Angel.
In essence, what we did is, we created a company
which will distribute adults videos, but at a higher standard
than many people who are used to it.
Let me explain. These are some of the disgusting sexes you have ever seen.
The man actually cums right inside the girl's vagina.
However, they are all partners. It's real couples have real sex with real cum.
We offer something that's different.
This is what I know, adult stars at home. Thank you for doing this.
It's full of passion. It's very intense.
Silk Series, remember? I did it series called, Silk Stockings
in silk pants and silk ties. It's very high end. That's quality.
Geez, I remember when we shot that film, Tramps in New Orleans.
What do you think, Alexandra? You want to go there
and play a little and then come back here and see how T. Jay Harkin,
- You know, change a man? - Oh, yes.
Mary Gates said: "Will you go on a trip? Log series for us in Adam and Eve?"
We said: "Sure." Travel.
We go to 12 different countries and have...
- Sex in America from San Francisco. - To New Orleans.
We head to New York Next stop. Waikiki, Hawaii.
- Having sex throughout America. - I don't think you tell the whole story.
- Give me a camera. Be like you like it. - Well. Wait wait
Camera... I think we will fall.
When we first started shooting the series You are the hostess of the series.
Yes.
- Isn't that great, friend or what? - You're wild.
I'm running around in our country Having all wild sex, this is too much.
Mhm, and then our second volume on the plane. We fly everywhere.
I think we are in Hawaii.
Have you ever seen like a beautiful plant?
We caught a ten foot long naked blue marlin on a fishing boat in Hawaii.
We have sex in a hot air balloon. I mean this is a series where we really have to do it the things you want want to do in the Travel Log.
That's very fun.
At that time, we can take the series
and really good lifting porn
that we were filming at that time. Through location,
through people we want to meet when we travel.
Geez, that, wait. That's just... There's no snoring.
What spins the point in our lives.
We are having fun traveling across America
then,
suddenly,
the mother is sick.
When we were in New Jersey,
taking... taking care of my mother, I returned to school.
And I finished my degree in Psychology.
So, when we come back,
and back to Chatsworth, everyone's gone.
Where did everyone go? What happened?
- In the adult industry - What happened?
- Chatsworth is the pornographic capital of the world. - Maybe.
All of the buildings, all of which have been closed.
Chatsworth has turned into a ghost city
and all companies and people we know
no more there.
I understand now that our situation has changed.
So, you know, this is interesting. No
who we are in our 20s, that's not who we are in our 30s,
and not who we are in our 40s. We continue to grow, you know.
I always go to my passion, you know.
Where is my passion? What can I do next?
As a result, both Alex and I
now has achieved our doctorate degree in Human Sexology.
Well, I became a certified replacement partner therapist.
And there are only 19 in America Country and I am one of them.
This is very, uhm, serious work, This is a healing job.
And that's my way of giving back to the world.
One orgasm at a time. Right?
To go and meet strangers, have sex in front of 20 people,
no Viagra, no male supplement pills, very difficult to stay strong
and indirect cum. So if you can prove that you can do that, you have a chance.
Anyone can do it, but not everyone can succeed in that.
Especially not long term. And that's fun,
it is an alternative lifestyle, but is not a joke, this is not a game.
This is a career and it is big business
it can be very beneficial or very damaging to someone.
- Wow. - Hi.
Hi yourself. How are you there, beautiful?
- Good. How are you? - How do I do it? How are you?
I'm fine, thanks ask me. Now you are here,
Wow, what? Your name, beautiful?
Shh.
What is that? What do you hold?
That makes you stuck and you can't move forward?
Some of us will hold you back Will not forgive. We hold on to pain,
we hold on to bad relationships. We hold on to friendship,
and we stick to all these things
and this is the reason why we cannot progress.
God gives you new things in you when you are surrounded
by people who stand in your way.
God's unconditional love means that it doesn't matter what this person is doing to me,
I will still love them. I will not hate them.
Don't hate your enemies, love your enemies.
Let me love others through you.
There are a lot of factors in my childhood and throughout my teen years it will produce me
enter the porn industry. I continually have to live with unfair standards.
You know, if I have B + plus on the report card,
it's torn in front of me face, and I'm called a loser.
I started, you know, looking for for how to be perfect.
And that's kind of where things start for me because I think:
"Well, if I can be thin enough, maybe then my mother will love me.
If I can be quite perfect and my grades are pretty good,
then maybe I will be loved."
I remember watching, you know, E-channel and seeing Jenna Jameson,
other cheerful girls and that looks fancy and glamorous.
And it looks like everything I want.
They really describe this industry something fancy and beautiful.
So that's how I'm expecting.
Hey, Jenna, there's a into a strip here,
- We will only take cold photos. - Well.
- OK? - Well.
Good. Damn, are you beautiful?
Yes, you might... Yes. Yes, OK.
Yes, stay there, open and let's take a cool photo.
But, I need to take all my clothes?
- Yes, everyone, sorry. - Is it true?
That's painful. You are playing with another camera, right?
Well, but I've never done it before, so
- I'm trying to get... - Okay, I'm not...
You have never taken your clothes before?
It must be a bitch when you take a shower.
- But, I'm not in front of a boy? - Oh, I see.
Does that help am I naked too?
Please don't... Don't go to the extreme.
Alright, come on... Let's do this because we got a business. For other prostitutes to see.
It's really awful to ask, is it okay if a man spits on your face?
Is it okay if a man slaps you and pulls your hair very hard?
But at that time my life, for me was like: "Oh yeah, that's cool. They want to shoot me. At least I want to."
Do you think you might be interested in doing small things out there?
- How much are we talking about? - One thousand.
I will do it. I will do it.
Brittni Ruiz is known to to millions of people as Jenna Presley.
One of the biggest stars in the porn industry.
Brittni, I remember we had someone at here who was the CEO of a porn company.
He said: "Women in porn, they are empowered."
You do about three sex scenes a day, do you feel empowered?
At first I felt beautiful. Like I feel like I've found my pride.
And after a while, I felt broken, hopeless, I felt helpless.
And here we are. Come on, bring it here. Come on dear.
Good.
- This is a set. - Well.
I'll just go sit down and watch the monitor.
- Show him what to do. - Okay, fine, I think the first thing we will do
is to show off how beautiful you are.
Good. So, where is porn happening?
M-hm. Rotate you.
And not until I entered the church and truly gave my life to God and I said: "Lord, whatever you are the words in this book are here,
I will do it. Whatever it is said, I will do it. "
And I began to follow all of his commands, every word I saw in this Bible.
I began to do it. very, very bad.
Okay, let's all stand up to pray. This is the time when I am completely addicted to heroin. I do a lot of things.
Father, we came before You, God in the name of Jesus. And, Lord, I thank you for doing it in the life of this woman, God. I am depressed and I kill myself. I want to take my life,
but I am a person who likes
that I feel like I will let the directors go down
if I don't appear to do a scene.
[Jenna} Lord, I thank you that we have learning to take boundaries from ourselves
that we can do everything Christ who strengthens us.
So, I thought: "Good." I can't kill myself
because there are too many people who rely on me. "
I want to cut my wrist,
I want to do something, I just want to hurt myself,
I just want to feel something. I feel very numb and I feel very lonely.
And I finally just went to the tattoo shop and I started getting tattoos all over my body
because I thought at least then I could feel something, you know.
Ans then the next day when I went to went do a movie, I have a girl tell me:
"What did you do to yourself? Why did you get it all these big tattoos on your whole body?
Nobody wants to hire you now." Once again in my life, I felt rejected.
And that's the point where I said: "Okay, . I'm done with the porn industry, I'll go. Like I didn't even go to be accepted here again."
So I went for it first time.
I think when I stop the first time, I will finish.
I have gone to church and that's when I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior,
but I don't understand the importance of having a relationship with God because, having that relationship with God, that's where you get strength from God spent time with Him.
Do you want something to eat? Or take it later.
Do you want me to pray for you?
My weakness at that time
in my life, is a man. If you send me a man,
I will immediately fall in love. I feel like someone wants me
and I almost feel safer because I'm not alone. I have a man God put in my life and then he took me to church and then I was baptized.
I was reading the Bible and I started doing it very well, and then this person said:
"You will be a star greater than before."
It turns out he's a pimp, he made me go back to the porn industry...
for others three and a half years.
This is a vicious circle, in pornographic films industry, starting with one thing
and it only continues to the next and to the next and next
until you feel hopeless.
I know that my life will change forever when I meet Jesus because a man can't change your life. Because, a man is not your Savior,
God is our Savior, Jesus is our Savior.
That the only person can change my life.
God used Richard a lot in my life, so to be a part of him moving to change my life.
And what I think about business Triple X What, it gives you temporary help.
This gives you wow, people pay attention to me, wow, I have money in my pocket
but it does not fulfill your heart and your soul. That gave him a promise
which cannot be fulfilled. It was told what he could have, but not yet,
it doesn't fulfill his heart. That is told he will be appreciated,
but when he won help, no one reached for him.
I want you to know that you are not alone. Whenever you feel like you are not worthy,
God wants you to know that you are worthy. And It only requires a step of faith that is brave to say:
"You know what, I'm done." And faith, that is ensuring what you expect
and definitely what you don't see. So you might not see a better life,
but you only have to have confidence in it believe that there is a better life
and God wants to give you better life, he really is.
For all new girls, remember this is forever. Internet completely
and completely forever and you can't take it back,
Your friends and family will know. You will be harassed by people.
This will affect the rest of your life.
I have definitely seen girls in the industry
where am I like: "This is not a good place for you.
You are not supposed to be here." Uhm, and this is a difficult industry.
You must have guts in porn now because you will be judged.
So, you have to be fine with yourself and we all struggle, there is insecurity,
we are all nervous about our bodies and our minds and our future.
But, you really need to have a strong going when you come to this industry.
Especially, if you are younger and I fully acknowledge that,
it's called "adult entertainment" for a reason.
Like you have to be like that adults to develop.
I am very happy that I can become in your documentary finally.
It's about the time you ask me.
I lie, they ask me every time.
We give each other holiday gifts every day weeks here on live SiriusXM radio.
I've actually been with Vivid Radio which has been on SiriusXM for the past three years.
And before that, I was on Playboy Radio for 10 years on SiriusXM,
So I just... I have like a two-week period
and then back in business. And I like radio, it's very fun.
It's a live radio Special winter vacation
here on SiriusXM 415.
Your girls, here to just warm you this holiday season.
I obviously don't like sex after being since I was 18 years old in this business.
18, it's already in like two decades now.
Looking for the lightning to attack me.
Hey, boy, I'm Christy.
- What is your fantasy? - I have to hand it to you, Paul,
You beat yourself this time.
I got a problem because my girlfriend and I were made
Playboys and we sell it to boys.
They are like stick figures.
But it looks like I'm sure is like this little big
is going on and breasts or something.
So I thought was from an early age
that I have somehow been in several types of businesses
with nudity, I guess. I do not know.
When I enter business, I don't talk to my parents.
Never misused, I didn't fall under it, never got hit,
has never been harassed by anyone. I just rebel.
And I only know that I... I have to go in control of my life when I was 17 and moved.
So, when I got into business and I had there was no money, nothing. And I hate that, like...
I hate being in that position and then when I met someone and they:
"Oh, you can make, you know, 500 a day or 200, whatever."
For an 18 year old child who makes like 150 a week working 40 hours at work,
it's like: "Wow!"
You don't need a car like this
to bring beautiful women out.
- You're a beautiful woman. - Thank you.
My first scene that I saw again, there was no against Ron Jeremy because he was one
my best friends and I love him, that is the most frightening day of my life.
Searching for...
Sweetheart hot with big big breasts
for couples who love each other.
Like I really thought I went to a magazine or whatever and it's a circle, which I don't do know what the circle is at 18,
it turns out it's a porn movie, and I've done it for three or four months.
Uhm, that's with Ron Jeremy and another couple.
Come on.
- Well... Oh, what the hell is this. - Well. Yes.
And that's just scary. I don't care about who the man or woman is,
it's like: "My God, I'm having sex film." How... And I don't mean to be evil
because it turned out to be good for me finally. "How low is my life sinking?"
God! Thank you sir. Oh, my God.
But, like the next time I did Scene and that with Ginger Lynn.
- Come take a shower together. - Together there?
I have never been with a girl. I like: "Not only with a girl,
but see how cute she is."
There are different vibrations on the set. It's like these great-looking people.
Like I have sex with them and they pay me. I feel like a movie star.
I did many first-hand experiences in front of the camera, race, gangbang, women.
I don't know what will happen happened, but then he introduced me
to this beautiful woman, Catherine.
Well, hurry up and get good stuff.
Eighties, we don't make anything, but joking is fun. That's fun,
learn a lot about sex, can't label it.
Does the TV almost make you to the deadly point?
Now, don't pull the plug, because we will change you.
This business has has more integrity for me.
I don't think you have to sleep on the road po... At least in the 80s and 90s.
This is like... they are like: "Oh, my God, . A girl wants to make love in a $ 500 movie?
Hire her." Like they don't want to spoil good things because in the 80s, very few girls did it.
It was never made to do something like... _ sex acts that I did not get,
I have never done anal, I have never done a DP, not because has something wrong with it, not my choice.
Nobody said: "Well, we can't hire you if you don't take your two penises."
In September 1990 when I signed my contract with,
then what is known as Vivid Video.
And that's the best step.
I never left. Therefore & 90: shake money-wise.
I mean, they are amazing.
I have never compared myself to anyone. I am my own person.
I don't have to be number one.
I mean, I like that.
Men only pursue two things,
pus and money, and fortunately, I have both.
And then here is a messy office.
Like this photo taken I, about two years ago.
Oh, that's beautiful. No I'm just kidding. It's like 1985. This is a big blow and I made $ 400 from that.
And so... Oh, you know what, this is another great thing.
It's a little dusty. My action figure doll.
I don't want to meet that My version is in a dark hallway.
Hey, wait, where is that good young man?
I will give him a bath live condom.
That's for you. This is your little party gift.
This is it. Wear them with good health.
It's just a different time. I'm not guilty. It's underground.
It's hidden. It's amazing and it's just a cozy little family.
One thing I will never experience is removed, and it's in my office,
This is a big poster from one of the AVN programs of all Vivid, Janine, Jenteal...
and we all signed posters with each other. See? That's the problem with me.
That's why I don't have bad feelings about this business. I never took it seriously.
This sex clinic is run by Dr. Phil Lashio.
It's just my work and fun work.
- Who wants to see me make love with Steve? - Yes! Yes.
I mean, I rest for maybe a year, back. I make like three comebacks.
Every time I divorce, I will make back. When they like moving,
I will be like, "It's time to go back, Steve. Yes, wait, he's packing now."
Yes, fine. I am ready. Uh huh. OK. Yes, is very good when it lasts. Alright. "
So, however, can you make Tony be strong wake up, always want to have sex with him."
I just don't miss beats. Not me has one complaint about business.
I like it. I like it. If I can go back in time and do another film under that era,
I will do it in an instant. I mean, I know that there is a certain age
where do I want to hang it. I don't even know why.
I think 14 years is enough, but I think:
"What do I want to do after pornography ends?"
- Annie Cruise, what is your choice of rooster for vacation? - Oh, a lot of anal.
New girl today. They will do anything.
So, I feel this warm sensation in my throat and I will:
"My God." I don't expect... I don't mean to be honest,
- I don't even know what that is. - The majority of men, they want to make love to women.
Rap their penis in a small bow and then, they can feed me.
He can do triple vag, triple anal .
They have faced
like their ass facing me.
I want tit damn Christmas chicken.
- This will be like this year. - This is fun.
It's just good... Like the old one,
I... uhm, don't know if I can make another movie,
however, I like this business.
So only that kind keeps me in the circle.
And I just thought through porn and even radio,
I have learned many things about sex, of course.
I mean people call and they give me tips sometimes.
Something about Loofa on his girlfriend's penis.
I don't know. I tried it. That's really good.
Thank you, Bob at Michigan.
This is an entertainment business, and entertainment is very difficult,
and it's competitive. And that's not fair.
Because people get very excited and they think
it's easy money comes from all directions.
And you can enter quickly money when you're new,
but you have to make sure that you keep yourself long-term.
Now, back on that day, people will record one film
and you will get up to $ 30,000 for shooting one movie. Not like that anymore.
I think the most valuable thing a player can do now
is make, produce, and have your own content.
I produce my own content,
I am a webcam, I made a special video. I do porn.
I do a little camming, a little of everything.
I made an identity from myself and was the best thing I've ever done
is its own trademark and creates a brand.
I think now more than ever, players really have
more control over their brand and their success
and their future than before.
Has additional... additional income
gives you the ability to say:
"You know what, no, I don't want to record that scene.
I will photograph the type of scene I want to shoot and I want to be...
This is the way that I want people to see me. "
Boy on a Dolphin, Sophia Loren. This woman can get out of the ocean. She laughs at me, the boy. She's all good, very big. She thinks and I still think so stuffy sirens. That's amazing for me. So, I want to revive it, and feel it on the stage.
And every time, it's still like this day, that's why I haven't stopped.
My father is in Vietnam war. He hippie. He was recruited to Vietnam,
met my mother there. Both of them very young and they fell in love quickly. My mother, she did the best she could. I think after 10 years,
he sees a bigger world outside Montana, and like.
So, I was raised by my father. My father and I are from a very young age has a very close relationship. My father likes Rock and Roll.
He planted weeds. He is learning to become a winemaker. You know, he's a little naughty.
Even if he doesn't like something himself, I know that I can go home.
So at the age of 13, we enrolled me in the Barbizon Modeling school.
I think only because of necessity.
Welcome to Barbizon.
So he said: "He will go to this modeling school.
This, you know... These people will teach him
everything he needs to know and he will come out a woman."
And you become truly unique and a healthy person.
Okay, something like that.
I see photos of myself, and I can... I can tell you
each of my photos has been taken, where I have been.
I am 15 years old, living abroad, working as a model.
Right now, I think, this will happen is considered trafficking.
But I remember my father always said, you know,
one thing he wants I become not afraid.
Paulina Porizkova is the first model that I remember is wow.
And that's because he's in Playboy.
I have taken my father trouble with him on the cover.
He is a supermodel, Paulina.
Seeing it on Playboy, really changed it for me, because I realized:
"Wait, you can do both. You can be an elegant woman
and show your body and, you know, eh, naked, and nothing."
You know, the more model modes I see,
Linda Evangelista, Christy Turlington,
This is Yasmeen Ghauri. This is the height of the supermodel.
There is something lacking about them, in me opinion, and that is that they are not sexual.
They don't... I'm always good from gravity to Sophia Loren,
Marilyn Monroe. I like... I like va-va-voom.
I found myself interested in women
that, in my opinion, is just without a hitch.
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You are really treated.
If you don't work, we have 10,000 other girls.
This is not ten, not five, but 10,000 _ other girls. So, I gave up modeling.
I came to Los Angeles, I wanted to pursue work as an anesthesia nurse.
I registered at school here.
I just thought You might be a model, right?
No, I'm a student. Can't you know?
- Oh... - Yes, I just came home from school.
Playboy did one of their Girls of the Campus
or I don't even remember the right title.
And I remember going through Playboy Studio West in Santa Monica.
This is the first taste I have has... They brought me champagne.
Marilyn said: "You are great." I went to The Mansion a week later. I like:
"You know what, hmm, just breastfeeding won't cut it again."
You have a taste for this extraordinary life.
That's 10 stars, you have publicity. They look after us well.
I am the only existing woman displayed on the cover of the Pent...
I am a Pet Penthouse of the Year in February 2002
and Playboy, on the cover Playboy, the same month.
The crazy thing is, so, the gate for porn for me is Playboy.
How can I not enter this business? I was introduced in the most extraordinary way.
And, I mean, I don't need to do six people bukkake, right? It's like I went to Playboy.
If some girls aren't even highly educated, this is a dream. I have a bachelor's degree
and I don't even make a quarter of that money, so where will I continue?
My first crush on porn is Janine Lindemulder.
And I will always remember him wearing jeans, blue jeans and a white tank top without a bra.
He smiled very big and he came and hugged me.
And I'm like: "This... This is where . I have to. Here it is. I... I'm coming."
I feel this is fantasy and I make it come true.
Yes, it's better if you go part of it. That... Hal bra up.
I realize that if I enter , I have to make it feasible for a while.
After you have a penis in your mouth, you can never return. You cannot cancel the bell.
Tera Patrick and the meat.
There is anonymity.
On the one hand, I thought it was early in my career I explore a lot of my sexuality. I think anal is the hardest thing.
I can't believe I whispered that anal, you know, I mean it's a little taboo.
I mean, it's like: "Okay, now he will do anal." You know.
Actually, for me, what's big agreement is I never do girls.
Hot here. Can we take all of our clothes? My Lord.
So when I did the first girl-girl scene in 2003,
and of course, it's with very beautiful woman, Savannah,
with Vivian, for Tera, Tera, Tera.
Tera, Tera, Tera.
It was an amazing experience for me, but I was ready.
I never did anything I didn't want to do. Ever.
We are out and open with what we do. I always say,
why do you think I'm not in the mainstream ? I have my own production.
You know, I make my own money. I do what I want to do.
I don't want to do mainstream. I like sucking dick. That's what I'm famous for.
I don't cure cancer. Do you know what I mean? I... I'm famous for Tera Patrick.
And I remember being in con. And I'm on my way red carpet too, and I have police escort.
And people, they know me, they're waiting for pictures.
They waited, and I said, they all saw my vagina.
My vagina made it to Europe.
So how do I end up with Teravision, and myself in the porn business
starting from 2003
until I retired in 2009, was, eh, I became a feature dancer.
And this is what my company finances. I went on the road as a feature dancer
where we did, uh, striptease performances at the club. We make money,
and I will go home and use it the money to finance my film.
Sales of my film, half goes to life,
the other half goes to savings.
We make more money per movie, per scene.
Many of us have residues, many of us have our content,
owned by our company. We have lots of ways to take advantage of our income.
I see my work body and Teravision, my website, I make beautiful works.
I mean, listen, we're not filming Othello, you know, you...
Dialogue doesn't have to be that perfect, get chicken in the mouth,
cum shot on face and we are fine.
So, is there anything else I can get you, friend?
I can't think of anything.
Yes, what can happen in the world - what we might want after that?
The opportunity to work in Italy appears. And I say, Italy,
This is the most beautiful country in Indonesia World. The best food, wine. I mean,
yes, I'm leaving. I'm leaving.
Anything has to do with food or money
is what I learned first in Italy because You have to eat and you have to be paid.
And so the first sentence I study
Pay me now.
I signed a contract to do the show feature. My first feature show,
now my husband Alberto came from the first day.
Of course, I want to sit on his face,
You know, and this is beautiful Italian accent, and...
But he fascinated me.
This is an open-minded man, I think to even jump into the water and see how it feels to swim for a while. Yes, need a ball.
I think I feel this one. Watch all of you.
Good. Let's begin.
I like this business. I love my life now.
I will only... I will continue playing.
I will save my website, I will still display. I will never stop.
I'm a pervert. I will never stop dancing and appearing on stage.
So, maybe that time will end, maybe that's when pornography will end.
When they stop throwing dollars. I hope not.
Guys, come Cheerleaders next month.
I don't know if the analogy is the same, but I feel almost like that
become a professional athlete. You have several years, in my opinion, physically,
to do what you want. To make your sign . To make your splash.
And then, I want it to go out gracefully.
This is something that from the beginning I said: "I couldn't do this until I was 50 years old."
And I don't want to, but I'm so thankful, and I'll always be like that
because I have retired for 10 years and I still sell on webcam.
And I have thousands of members of the website.
My life in the adult business hasn't produced anything negative for me.
Have I hit a few speed bumps? Is there a lawsuit? Fucked people wrong a few times? Sure!
But I was not damaged to a certain point where I was bankrupt, poor,
and trying to find out: "What do I want to do with my life?"
This is a combination of the film industry with sex. No longer.
This is what you get from it. This is an artistic medium
which is intended to pull out a reaction from people, turn on,
angry, whatever it is, works.
I'm really open a piece of my sexuality
that, uhm... It was hidden before I arrived here and porn really helps open it. And it builds my confidence.
This is different where you should learn how to have sex, in the same way that you won't watch crap crapping films,
and then feel like you have to go to slaughter a teenager in a camp
in the summer wearing a hockey mask. Do you know what I mean?
Very specific.
Now, what should we talk about?
Nina gave me one of the best compliments
when I was put in The whole famous Herschel Savage.
"Steel is wrapped in leather, is his cock." I like that.
That's amazing...
That's a good compliment from Nina Hartley. Come on.
Can you believe that? Sometimes, horses have wings, honey.
You know, it looks like I'm going to take the next one Grinch, but I'm happy with what I have.
But I have never competed with anyone. I is not one of them, you know.
I really have a young porn star coming on the set, and telling me like this:
"I can drink eight times a day. I get nine inches of dick." I said: "Nice to meet you.
Get out of my face." No, I didn't say that, but still, I mean, you know ,
people try to promote themselves as you know,
give me a break, man. Just say hello.
I am looking for a manager, you must be him. What is your name?
- You're the manager, aren't you? - Uhm, yeah, hi.
- What's your name? - Uh, Boom, uh... Bada Boom.
How often do you really have an orgasm?
In the film? Do you ask me how often do I have orgasm in the film? Are those real questions?
Versus pretending.
That's my job, it's to have orgasm, to maintain an erection,
get the recording, and... have an orgasm, cum.
Many people, like Tera said he would fake it.
Well, women can fake it. I mean, most women in business may not do cumming.
I mean that... But they don't have to be, people must. We are doing real work.
I mean, it's hard to believe having orgasm in front of the camera is work,
but there are some physical, eh it's difficult for that.
But no, no, people don't like... I mean yes:
"Herschel, we want you to make love with three girls today, but please don't drink. Okay, no problem."
I don't care how you do it, but you have to make this girl cum,
and when he did, I want you to have this glass ready and catch every drop.
And to repeat anyone once told you to hold your orgasms
for a few days to make it more extraordinary?
Ah no.
No one has ever asked me hold on to cumming for several days
so I can have extraordinary ejaculation. No, no one has ever done that.
They consider you... All the men in this business have this extraordinary strength and ability,
but we don't. No, no one has ever asked that.
I have never had sexual relations with one of the White House internships.
I play Bill Clinton in a scene with Monica Lewinsky.
Monica is played by Asha, Asha is beautiful.
And I have to say, I mean I got a blowjob under the table when I was being interviewed on camera as Bill Clinton, and him... He just doesn't stop.
When they cut the camera he continued to blow me up.
She's the best. It's an amazing blowjob, very good.
Just send me dry cleaning answer, honey.
- What did I do? Straight? - Uh, well you know, freeway.
- West? - Ah, you will go to the East. We will return home.
Good. I have a good time. I just want to to tell you that you are doing a good job.
- I did. I hope you enjoy... - Do you have fun?
I think, in general talking, my scene is hot,
because of connection I have with women.
It's hot. It's hot stuff, man. I think, after all.
I really want to finish it tomorrow they are a planter box.
I have never been really curly. I am more romantic.
I mean, I just like kissing and... For me, it's like a romantic adventure.
I mean, you have to keep making it it's hot, but for the most part
they are intense personal connections with that woman.
So, when I... When I watched that scene I in, I revived that moment with that woman
Because it is very significant for me, and very strong!
- Stay on for a while. Speaking. - Honey, if I stay, we won't talk.
It doesn't even appear, It doesn't show for me,
it's like, me, me, me together... I'm with someone.
That's like, it's like a universal snuggle, man.
That's amazing. I'm with you, you know. It's really great.
Do you know you are very beautiful? I mean very interesting.
I stopped the first time in & apos; 87. Back to & apos; 97.
And, and the difference between women from the 80's to the 90's, can't be trusted.
It's like a quality young woman model, I means, you know. I mean, it's like...
I sell video tapes during my retirement
realized that I would never have it had sex with this woman, you know.
- Who are they going to jump... - Good ass.
- Good eye objects. You still have it. - I do.
- You look really great. - Thank you.
The light shines behind your head. You look like, like an angel.
As we can see normally the entertainment industry.
How are women at risk... especially men
who use their power to take advantage of them.
Every woman is shocked whether they are in the adult industry, or not.
Then of course, it will happen more likely if they are facing
lots of pigs to fill this industry. "Oh, do you want to work?" You know it's like:
"Give me a punch..." I mean, it's like, I will blow someone, however,
and you will do this, anyhow. I just want to see how
all of you, you know. That's bullshit.
Everyone becomes objective. And You don't see a woman as a person
and that's a disease. When did you only deal with sex
and those needs. His... You are an empty ship.
So, massage parlor scene. And I entered and I played a role
from a man who came for a massage. He is just interesting...
We actually don't have sexual relations.
He gave me a shower, masturbated me and hit me.
One of... my hottest scenes ever... I masturbated to that scene.
Sorry, I have to have it kind of life.
After all, it's a hot scene. Check that one.
As I said before, this is the scene I like watching is called
massage soap. And I am shy customer massage parlor
come for ordinary daily massage. But he starts holding my thighs.
And he just, I mean... Can you see this?
I react with horror. "My God, what are you doing? Oh no, I shouldn't have done this. I'm here just to have my muscles exercise." My shirt is dead,
I shouldn't be surprised anymore. What I should have done was shocked I didn't go to the gym
for three years, that's what I should be surprised.
But here we go. You know, I feel shy
with you person and doing interview, and now my cock is out.
You know, it's almost like, you know... It's like forcing your close friend, Bob,
to watch your cock sucked. That's weird. A little weird.
People have opposed me the first day. Are you, have you seen me?
Here I stand, continue. Try it, I challenge you. That's the problem
that this industry has taught me. I have a ball. Let me tell you.
And I'm very proud of my big balls. Because you know what, I know who I am.
Being in adult entertainment doesn't have to be a stigma.
It doesn't have to be a dark slum evil place. I am very proud of myself.
I am honest about what I do. Who am I and how when you are with me.
Hope you want to come along for the trip.
And if not, then there is another bus or train
or something by the way you can jump on, but jumping on me is always fun.
I want to build a jealous-pyre.
I want to build an my own empire.
My goal is to have a million dollars in a free and clear bank when I press 30.
Alright. Can I, first, I want to know,
what made you do the video? Why are you here?
My girlfriend and I were very interested in watching porn.
I am very interested in women.
I really like Janine. She's the one the girls we've always been looking for
when we go to adult bookstores. You know, always behind
what do I think is like.
Easy. You only do what you feel.
I never thought that will pay off.
Look at what the cat dragged.
There are advertisements in one from the Berkeley school paper
that is being searched for nude models. I have seen the ad
for months and months. Then when I was 18, my girlfriend was like,
"You need to call the ad." I want to explore more.
And he really wants me to explore it further.
So the ad was run by a man named Zen Burrows, who became my agent.
Uh, he has a small production company called Wildfire Productions.
And uhm, stars are born.
Are you showing off? Like being watched?
I think it's supervised can be turned on at one point.
You are being watched now.
We will be supervised by a number of people. Several thousand.
I only worked with girls at the beginning because I didn't want to work with men.
Like I only want to work with women. I am really curious about that.
Oh yeah.
A good child.
So I mean it just happened six months, maybe nine months.
Uhm, I've worked with all that the girls I ever wanted to work for.
And Vivid always told me when I was at their location, uh, that
if you want to work with men, we will sign a contract.
So, I want more money.
300 dollars?
And I know that I can get a lot more money working with men.
I mean being a person A girl who lives, is a big award.
I feel very special that they want to sign me.
And they assured me that I would have it control who works with me and I can insist on using a condom.
And when I signed a contract with Vivid, the scene of my first daughter is at the Dangerous Games with Alex Sanders. He is my first person.
I don't like talking like that. I don't like it at all
Can you trust these lines.
Vivid of course company to work. It is sought
by everyone in this business. And they sort from, are elite girls who feel like...
You know, it's all classic. That's Janine, Christie Canyon,
myself, Nikki Tyler, Racquel Darrian. Everyone wants to be a living girl.
To be successful as in any business in any industry you must be unique and do something different. Market yourself in a different way.
Steve Hirsch is really great advertise in a public way.
And for a while, He has us all 17 meters
on Sunset Boulevard just above Tower Records.
And that's very big. You know, there are no other adults the company has done something like that before.
Vivid does a lot of different things their films, you know, in costumes
and with the location I have many truly unique experiences.
I know you don't know this yet, but... this is a very big world out there.
During my 21st birthday, we were in Hawaii taking pictures for Vivid and Playboy.
And the two films I'm in Hawaii extraordinary.
Hi, I'm Eve. That location is just extraordinary. I feel very beautiful.
My boyfriend is really perfect okay with industry.
He is fine with me working with men in movies.
I went into business with my girlfriend. And we got married about five years later.
And then six months later, when I was pregnant, I stopped.
Everything, I stopped, naked modeling, dancing.
I've played a lot with movies already. Uhm, but for me, that's all.
I certainly know I don't want to be part of the industry and get pregnant or raise two children.
I was born, I felt, to be the first and foremost mother and my achievements in the industry
and with my business only secondary, but for me, being a mother is that
and I don't want to juggle both of them.
I'm honest after doing so so much in business and made very glamorous for years
and all trips and everything. I only really wants to be a basic bitch.
I want a fixed salary, I want to know my hours and... and that's it.
So, when I was at Trader Joe, I hurt my heart back really badly raised some milk crates
and must have two returns operation, that was in 2009.
And I have suffered this injury since then then despite surgery.
Thank you for coming. Uh, I really want a chance to, uhm, open
discussion about oil and share me experience and see if you have questions.
A boyfriend recently posted something on his Facebook page about CVD oil.
And I heard that it helps people you know,
with, with... cure cancer. I've heard that it helps with,
with many other diseases and diseases. And I'm very curious.
I just found out that with my back injury, you know, this is something
really will help me. And I am very, very interested
where the business will run, so I'm involved.
I don't feel like that My past has been...
it never brought anything up in my life.
There are certain people who disagree with and have opinions.
Uh, their opinion is their business and they have never really been forced on me.
So I feel like I'm going pretty unscathed in that, actually.
Just been a fan of porn, I will definitely say
that pornographic films in the 90's were far better than, uh, what was shot today.
And I certainly think it's fair from a fan's point of view
that porn used to be, is... It was a golden age.
That little honey pot in my life in my early 20s,
really, uh... they've packed a lot, though. There are many that I experience,
I mean, one ton. I may live more in five years than most 50 years
have their whole lives.
The juice is worth squeezing, and I squeeze the bastard, man.
I often feel like people think that I was just a sex object,
and I'm not, I'm a person.
And I really have friends that... I'm just hanging out
and they just took out their penis expecting me to do something with him.
We must stop humiliating people are in porn. There is no reason for that
shame for being in porn. That's a legitimate business. This is a real business.
- This is a billion-dollar business. - Everyone always says:
"You are in porn, you are an adult entertainer, people will never forget it.
They will remember this forever.
You are a porn star for life."
And I always thought: "Well, use that
and if you are going to be an adult entertainment too, try to be
the best version of yourself can. Try to be successful
maybe. So when you look back at your career,
you don't look back on it with regret. "
Take a breath, bring the ear parallel to your shoulder So your neck matches your spine. There he is. Draw your shoulder again.
So, I went to this person's house and I drank once and after that one drink,
I don't remember anything, and woke up the next morning to my ID
and the consent form on the night table. And that's when I filmed my first film.
Every time you exhale, notice what you can release more.
Physical, mental, respiratory is the process of releasing.
My mother, ah, she didn't lift me, she left me when
I might be two months old. And we don't really have a relationship yet
since then and my father has been in prison all my life.
My grandparents raised me from four until I found out, 16 years old.
I grew up with my grandfather. My grandparents
actually separated, they are my mother's parents.
So my grandfather raised me. I grew on the horse track with him,
I grew up in this country.
When I was 13 years old, I lost my virginity a boyfriend and we were at school.
She's... I'm in eighth grade, she's in seventh grade.
And my best friend went to church and told all my family that I lost my virginity. Then the next day, I went to school
to hit my best friend, you know, that problem and then deleted it from school
and expelled from school. And that's what happened perpetuating me leaving school in the eighth grade.
And so everything happened where I lost my virginity
and moved from my grandmother's house back to my grandfather's house,
I started tattooing myself. This is a 13 hour tattoo,
I got it when I was 15 years old.
My back, I kind of want it to do something like a weird show
because of that... you know, we are all weird
Sinatra is everywhere and I have to take it with me everywhere.
I did this and I gave the name Bonnie Rotten.
And I finally became me.
Very fast, I was very heavy tattooed when I was 17 years old.
I started car shows, horror shows,
various exhibitions in the Midwest. And things like that start
My modeling career and I found Bonnie Rotten.
I'm 21 years old, I don't need my mother and father worries me. Thank you.
Do you know what? I think you are involved in some bad things.
What are the bad things?
Fuck. You're a fucking whore.
Horror genre for me is so important. It's almost like a fantasy,
even though it's horrifying like crazy and scary people,
it's still a fantasy world for me that I really can enjoy,
as people do with pornography.
My first visit to California happened because I was working on Horror Expo.
And they have a contest for a magazine and I competed in the contest.
And I won the contest. So the prize is like flying to California
and shoot this layout for a magazine.
So I did it and came here, shot a magazine and the kind met
multiple connections in the porn industry. So, I really met someone who was on a trip
a podcast on my friend lived in while I was in town.
So I went to this person's house and I took one. And after one drink,
I don't remember anything.
And that's when I filmed my first film.
You see it, He has the devil in his soul.
I don't think so about most people.
Scary, very scary. But, he is the only person I met in business it's like that. After that,
I have the best experience that I might have.
So when I entered the industry, I was told by a big company, like:
"We can't shoot you. You have too many tattoos. We don't know what to do with you."
So, I was introduced to someone at a company called New Sensations.
And because of them, they are open gates for tattooed girls
to be accepted main porn company.
I was accepted with the film, Meet Bonnie.
Hi, my name is Bonnie Rotten. I am 19 years old. I was only 19 three weeks ago.
It was nominated for many awards my first year in business.
I was nominated for Best New Starlet, like three months at.
How many awards do you nominate for tonight? - Uh 14.
The winner is, Bonnie Rotten.
And after that, that's all. Everyone shoots me,
everyone started hiring me. Everyone starts to put me on the cover of the box.
And that's rather fair depart from there.
- Rambo. - Colonel, I didn't expect to see you here.
Rambo, I want you to cancel this mission immediately, soldier.
So, I take pictures 10 to 15 times a month, showing 1-2... 1-3 weekends a month.
Famous internationally, Bonnie Rotten, inside the building.
I have to experience a lot of things.
- Bonnie, how are you? - I'm amazing. How are you?
We're fine. This is difficult, I don't know where to put my eyes.
here.
One of my most favorite parts career, is when I have to travel to Switzerland and Germany. And I basically like to tour the world.
I can't sleep because I'm excited. And I just want to see everything.
And I want to go eat and I want to eat all the food,
and I want to try everything. I want to do everything.
Where do I start in South Africa and do something
named SexPo in Johannesburg.
Went from there to Switzerland to film a film called Roller Girl.
And went to Hungary to shoot with Rocco Siffredi.
And we did Bonnie VS Rocco, which is crazy.
And that is the best time of my life. I got some tattoos, Berlin bears,
and Swiss flag and bull from Barcelona.
I really want to make porn artwork. You know, because I shoot so much,
and I'm always involved these things. And I like:
"These people, like them take us to them, . You know their apartment or whatever. And they do photo shoots on their couches, in these mansions. "
Like I have all these ideas. Damn, I will do it.
I collected Anal Disco candy kids.
Anal Candy Disco Chicks, Can you get a picture?
Afros, bucket from the gumballs, that's crazy.
And then after that, I directed Cape Fear. And I also starred in him as Robert De Niro.
. Do you vow to tell the truth, the whole truth
and nothing else but the truth? God helps you all souls.
When using my friend's boat in Marina del Rey,
and try to ensure that that there is no mahogany
and nothing like chaos by the crew. It's very intense.
I make zero money. I lost money, but it was fun.
Yes, and I study, okay, this is crazy and this is fun.
But you know, people kinda want things to be simpler,
So, let's reduce production and give them what they want.
The thing about industry, You are 18 years old
and you make 30-40 thousand dollars month. What you don't have to do
with that money at the age of 18 years. That's crazy.
So, the money is very short and You are not taught what to do with it.
But fortunately, I started a sex toy business that I own.
One of the coolest things is this action number and they are made
an action figure from every inch of your body. That's really crazy.
Every detail, every tattoo, every deep curl my hair appears on this little doll.
And we started selling it online and they did it very well.
And people like Bonnie are small statues, and they can have big ones.
When I left the industry, I really met me the second husband I had with my daughter.
You know, I'm kind of looking for a way out.
Because I won the Performer of the Year the previous year.
I have to surpass myself, because if you know about my film,
like always doing the craziest thing, and there is really nothing more than I can do it's crazier than what I did it without it
a circus action or I didn't enjoy it.
I like to bring myself in a certain way, because I know that as soon as I enter a room
I see a certain way. Even with mothers in school, like I don't like them to know me too much because I didn't lied about my past or who I was.
And I don't want to compromise my daughter's life
for his safety or health with his friends at school
because of my past and what parents think of me.
I want him to have it the easiest, safest,
structured life that he might have.
There are some talks about it like I go back to the industry,
but because of my child, I don't think that I will do it.
Just because I want to be able to say it that I left when I had it
- and don't have to go back. - Exhale, cobra.
- Low down, inhale, cobra. - I am very sensitive when it comes to emotions
and things like that, therefore things that have happened to me,
waiver, those things.
I... I really don't want to he felt like that.
So, I just very hands with him and very attentive and he is my role.
I am very extreme, you know, tattooed hardcore girl when I appear.
But in my life, I am very sweet, loving, hati a generous person and most people will not think
it's about me at all. Just by looking at me.
Never judge a book by its cover. You never know who that person is inside and you never know where that person might take you.
You need to realize that what happened in the adult industry, was made
for your entertainment. That is not reality.
Oh, help me. Do not enter. Like, yes
Reality is going up against people. It has sex.
It feels that moment connection between two people.
Right.
The digital world can be very, very isolating and sharing if we allow it.
Yes, what is the solution? That's just what we need
to make better choices. Let's choose to kiss and hug instead of...
Well, and turn it off.
- or turn it on. - This must be turned off and turned on.
Di.