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How old are you? 17 00:03:22,418 --> 00:03:23,988 - Honestly? - Yes. 18 00:03:24,087 --> 00:03:25,361 Seventy One. 19 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:31,098 I remember seeing you on TV as a child, 20 00:03:31,194 --> 00:03:37,475 this woman with a long braid "singing like a man," as anyone say, 21 00:03:37,767 --> 00:03:40,179 with the tequila bottle and the poncho. 22 00:03:40,270 --> 00:03:42,011 And the guitar. 23 00:03:42,105 --> 00:03:44,483 And the guitar. That's Chavela Vargas. 24 00:03:44,774 --> 00:03:49,189 But now I'm more interested with your life. 25 00:03:49,279 --> 00:03:53,193 At the beginning, where did you sing? At the bar? Cabaret? 26 00:03:53,283 --> 00:03:54,489 In what place? 27 00:03:54,784 --> 00:03:56,491 Early in my career I sang at El Cuid, 28 00:03:56,786 --> 00:03:59,767 the most elegant club in Mexico. 29 00:03:59,856 --> 00:04:02,928 I worked at the Greek Tavern . 30 00:04:05,295 --> 00:04:09,801 I performed for seven years at the very famous Catarí club. 31 00:04:10,867 --> 00:04:14,371 And I also work at The Echo. 32 00:04:14,470 --> 00:04:19,886 They call it the hiding place of Chavela Vargas & apos. where the upper class people used to be. 33 00:04:54,811 --> 00:04:59,988 At first I was dressed like a woman, with long hair, makeup and high heels. 34 00:05:01,084 --> 00:05:02,859 But that didn't work. 35 00:05:02,952 --> 00:05:05,489 Dress like a woman. I look like a transvestite. 36 00:05:06,155 --> 00:05:07,225 Really. 37 00:05:09,125 --> 00:05:14,939 I told you about a time in my life when I dress like a woman... 38 00:05:15,031 --> 00:05:17,136 ... in a strapless dress. 39 00:05:18,835 --> 00:05:20,872 How can I sing like that? 40 00:05:20,970 --> 00:05:25,976 I raise my hand, Look down and I naked! 41 00:05:27,343 --> 00:05:29,414 I have to walk down the stairs. 42 00:05:29,512 --> 00:05:32,254 I thought, "This is not happening. to work, but I will try." 43 00:05:33,850 --> 00:05:36,330 I practice, like, 80 times, and when the time comes, 44 00:05:36,419 --> 00:05:39,423 I fall in front of everyone. 45 00:05:41,157 --> 00:05:45,435 46 00:05:45,528 --> 00:05:50,876 But suddenly I dress differently. and things take off. 47 00:05:50,967 --> 00:05:53,413 And everyone wants to know. "What's wrong with Chavela Vargas? 48 00:05:53,503 --> 00:05:56,450 She doesn't dress like a woman, 49 00:05:57,340 --> 00:05:59,911 arranges her hair or wears makeup like a woman. " 50 00:06:00,009 --> 00:06:06,517 Time standing still. 51 00:06:06,616 --> 00:06:10,086 "What's with this woman wearing pants before the 1950s?" 52 00:06:10,186 --> 00:06:14,157 When a woman doesn't wear pants. 53 00:06:14,991 --> 00:06:17,164 If you wear them , people will york on you on the road. 54 00:06:17,260 --> 00:06:19,536 - "Butch." - "Butch." 55 00:06:19,629 --> 00:06:21,336 - "Dyke." - Terrible, no? 56 00:06:21,431 --> 00:06:23,172 But I'm wearing pants... 57 00:06:24,634 --> 00:06:27,615 Women and men enter me. Every one! 58 00:06:34,977 --> 00:06:39,619 Seeing it on TV is a big event, 59 00:06:39,916 --> 00:06:44,456 because he broke the mold traditional ranchera singer. 60 00:06:58,634 --> 00:07:02,946 Chavela says no to earrings. 61 00:07:03,039 --> 00:07:06,452 Not to dress full of ribbons. 62 00:07:06,542 --> 00:07:10,149 Not for braids. Not for scarves. 63 00:07:10,246 --> 00:07:14,251 Not for skirts or jewelry. 64 00:07:14,350 --> 00:07:19,459 Or to tempt women. In classic Mexican movies 65 00:07:19,555 --> 00:07:24,595 where they put their hands on their hips and move their small heads like this, 66 00:07:24,694 --> 00:07:27,675 to say, "Long live rice milk!" 67 00:07:27,964 --> 00:07:30,035 Or hibiscus tea. 68 00:07:30,133 --> 00:07:32,409 And, "We love being on display." 69 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:41,044 But Chavela has such 70 00:07:41,144 --> 00:07:44,387 , a strong and serious presence. 71 00:07:45,381 --> 00:07:47,258 And he sang very differently. 72 00:08:10,606 --> 00:08:15,351 His property is nothing sweet, crystal-clear sound. 73 00:08:15,444 --> 00:08:17,446 He is not & apos; ta fountain a little. 74 00:08:19,015 --> 00:08:22,622 He is more like this... 75 00:08:22,718 --> 00:08:25,096 the canyon is incredible. 76 00:08:25,188 --> 00:08:28,761 And he always sounds like him & apos ; d has been torn. 77 00:08:29,058 --> 00:08:33,564 As if he was born. with wounds alive and dead. 78 00:08:57,587 --> 00:09:00,227 He only needs two or three guitars... 79 00:09:00,323 --> 00:09:03,532 two or three guitars and his voice. 80 00:09:03,626 --> 00:09:07,597 Chavela will last for a while, lifting his arms like this, 81 00:09:08,464 --> 00:09:11,468 and then start the song. 82 00:09:12,468 --> 00:09:14,345 Sometimes he will sing it. 83 00:09:14,437 --> 00:09:16,439 Next time he will say it. 84 00:09:16,539 --> 00:09:18,610 He will disarm. .. 85 00:09:20,409 --> 00:09:24,323 all the happiness of Mexican music 86 00:09:24,413 --> 00:09:27,860 and synthesizing what it really is. 87 00:09:28,150 --> 00:09:31,097 This is music of despair. 88 00:09:31,187 --> 00:09:34,191 That's what José Alfredo Jiménez was composed. 89 00:09:34,290 --> 00:09:37,100 He got rid of all the decorations 90 00:09:37,193 --> 00:09:39,673 and changed them becomes soul music. 91 00:09:39,762 --> 00:09:41,537 The soul is injured. 92 00:09:41,631 --> 00:09:44,271 The tragic end of love. 93 00:09:52,108 --> 00:09:54,748 Okay, talk to me. I ramble on like crazy women. 94 00:09:54,844 --> 00:09:57,552 No. We have come to hear you. 95 00:09:59,382 --> 00:10:01,828 When did you start singing? 96 00:10:02,118 --> 00:10:05,122 - What do you mean? - Singing real. 97 00:10:05,221 --> 00:10:08,532 - When I was young? - Yes. 98 00:10:08,624 --> 00:10:12,333 I have been singing since I was eight years old. 99 00:10:12,428 --> 00:10:14,305 That's how I am entertaining myself at home. 100 00:10:14,397 --> 00:10:17,435 I will sing at school, church, everywhere. 101 00:10:17,533 --> 00:10:18,705 I was born singing. 102 00:10:31,347 --> 00:10:35,227 I was born on April 17, 1919, 103 00:10:35,318 --> 00:10:38,197 on the edge of the world. In Costa Rica. 104 00:10:52,535 --> 00:10:56,642 I have never played with a doll. 105 00:10:56,739 --> 00:11:00,551 I don't like cheerful little girls with lots of friends . 106 00:11:00,643 --> 00:11:03,283 I am a dreamer. 107 00:11:03,379 --> 00:11:06,724 I am a girl who wakes up in the middle of a night without permission 108 00:11:06,816 --> 00:11:10,559 to take part in serenades, 109 00:11:10,653 --> 00:11:15,898 to see the moon and wonder about what's outside my world. 110 00:11:41,484 --> 00:11:44,988 I'm a little sad girl. A lonely girl. 111 00:11:45,287 --> 00:11:50,259 Someone who doesn't have his parents & apos; true love. 112 00:11:50,359 --> 00:11:52,771 So I grew up alone. 113 00:11:53,763 --> 00:11:55,242 I am very alone. 114 00:11:57,333 --> 00:12:01,782 His own parents saw him as a strange girl. 115 00:12:03,572 --> 00:12:08,248 > 116 00:12:08,344 --> 00:12:14,260 They realize she is a childish girl. 117 00:12:14,350 --> 00:12:16,261 Her movements, her hands and her body language 118 00:12:18,988 --> 00:12:23,630 I grew up in families in general. 119 00:12:23,726 --> 00:12:29,039 They are very religious and very prejudiced. 120 00:12:29,331 --> 00:12:33,677 They have a lot of fear about adjustment. and what people say. 121 00:12:33,769 --> 00:12:35,976 And they hurt with a rebellious princess. 122 00:12:44,613 --> 00:12:47,924 Chavela experienced many cruel moments. 123 00:12:48,017 --> 00:12:50,998 He told me < very sad story. 124 00:12:51,287 --> 00:12:53,893 When he was around seven years old, 125 00:12:53,989 --> 00:12:58,699 he walked to church, and in front. Everyone, said the priest, 126 00:12:58,794 --> 00:13:01,798 "That girl can come here. Get her out now." 127 00:13:04,333 --> 00:13:08,475 And at home, her parents hide it when they have guests, 128 00:13:08,571 --> 00:13:10,380 so people won't see it. 129 00:13:10,473 --> 00:13:12,919 They hide it like he's a crazy dog. 130 00:13:14,977 --> 00:13:17,958 My parents are separated. then divorce. 131 00:13:18,047 --> 00:13:21,722 I was sent to live. with my aunt and uncle. 132 00:13:21,817 --> 00:13:26,562 I never saw my mother. I don't even know where she is. 133 00:13:26,655 --> 00:13:28,862 I didn't see my father. I didn't see anyone. 134 00:13:30,392 --> 00:13:33,339 And I began to feel... 135 00:13:33,429 --> 00:13:36,103 No anger or hate. 136 00:13:36,398 --> 00:13:42,405 But every artery and veins on my body 137 00:13:42,505 --> 00:13:45,042 start to fill with so strong anger, 138 00:13:45,341 --> 00:13:47,048 I swear I can have torn the wall from 139 00:13:47,343 --> 00:13:49,914 That house with my bare hands. 140 00:13:54,350 --> 00:13:57,854 I became obsessed with going. 141 00:13:57,953 --> 00:14:01,628 Morning, noon and night: "I have to go." 142 00:14:15,838 --> 00:14:19,012 This is a very strange journey. 143 00:14:19,108 --> 00:14:21,554 I was a kid, very young. 144 00:14:21,644 --> 00:14:23,885 It seems like an eternity. 145 00:14:23,979 --> 00:14:26,391 I really want to go to Mexico. 146 00:14:27,750 --> 00:14:30,788 Ada yang memanggil saya. Seseorang sedang menunggu. 147 00:14:30,886 --> 00:14:34,390 The mysterious creature called "art" is waiting for me. 148 00:14:51,040 --> 00:14:54,044 The Mexican actors are very famous 149 00:14:54,143 --> 00:14:56,123 because black-and-white movies 150 00:14:56,412 --> 00:14:59,882 from the golden age Mexican cinema. 151 00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:02,553 And Chavela fell in love with Mexico. 152 00:15:04,019 --> 00:15:05,464 This is the country... 153 00:15:07,489 --> 00:15:11,631 You can & apos; t help be teased by. 154 00:15:11,727 --> 00:15:13,138 Everyone dreams of Mexico. 155 00:15:13,429 --> 00:15:15,204 Everyone says, "Mexico!" 156 00:15:15,497 --> 00:15:18,444 Mexico attracts you. > with the music. 157 00:15:18,534 --> 00:15:21,447 I dreamed about heaven. called Mexico. 158 00:15:21,537 --> 00:15:24,143 Mexico taught me to be myself. 159 00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:28,718 Not with hugs and kisses, but with punches and slaps. 160 00:15:28,811 --> 00:15:32,190 Mexico caught me and said, "I will make you a woman. 161 00:15:32,481 --> 00:15:35,462 "Saya akan membesarkan Anda di tanah manusia. 162 00:15:35,551 --> 00:15:37,656 "I will teach you how to sing. Do you want to sing? 163 00:15:37,753 --> 00:15:41,701 164 00:15:46,128 --> 00:15:48,665 Then you will face the best in Mexico." 165 00:15:48,764 --> 00:15:50,243 My mother goes to cabaret 166 00:15:50,532 --> 00:15:53,172 named The Afro. 167 00:15:53,469 --> 00:15:59,715 And that & apos; s where she saw Chavela Vargas. 168 00:15:59,808 --> 00:16:03,722 My mother said, "I thought he would sing José Alfredo & apos; beautiful songs. " 169 00:16:03,812 --> 00:16:08,124 My father was on tour, and when he returned, 170 00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:12,029 my mother told him , "Let's go see this woman I see with my uncle who sings it very beautifully." 171 00:16:14,189 --> 00:16:17,500 First time I met José Alfredo... 172 00:16:17,593 --> 00:16:20,506 at a bar . 173 00:16:20,596 --> 00:16:23,907 My father won the Composer of the Year, 174 00:16:23,999 --> 00:16:26,741 and the songs are very popular. 175 00:16:26,835 --> 00:16:28,815 So Chavela is clear
Know who she is. 176 00:16:28,904 --> 00:16:31,612 They are both very happy. 177 00:16:31,707 --> 00:16:35,245 And that's how it is friendship they start. 178 00:16:35,544 --> 00:16:36,750 José Alfredo is ranchera music 179 00:16:36,845 --> 00:16:38,756 but in the form of the deepest pain. 180 00:16:56,598 --> 00:17:00,307 "On the day he left, < br /> he abandoned me. " 181 00:17:00,602 --> 00:17:03,947 but in the deepest form of pain. 182 00:17:04,039 --> 00:17:08,181 " The day she left, she abandoned me. " 183 00:17:08,277 --> 00:17:11,690 "I love you so much, but you ignore me." 184 00:17:11,780 --> 00:17:16,593 In her songs, she will say... 185 00:17:16,685 --> 00:17:20,895 Her woman will leave her, And he said, 186 00:17:20,989 --> 00:17:25,335 "I hope everything works well for you. I hope your sadness disappears." 187 00:17:25,627 --> 00:17:27,732 He never cursed the woman. 188 00:17:56,992 --> 00:18:02,305 He was the best translator the music of José Alfredo & apos. 189 00:18:02,598 --> 00:18:04,771 He sang it like no other. 190 00:18:04,867 --> 00:18:07,040 Because he knows him, 191 00:18:07,136 --> 00:18:11,175 he must have known the story behind each song. 192 00:18:11,273 --> 00:18:14,015 And the reason for each song. 193 00:18:14,109 --> 00:18:18,319 He said, "It's as if he has learned to live on my songs. 194 00:18:18,614 --> 00:18:23,188 He sings it as if he lives the lyrics." 195 00:18:51,914 --> 00:18:55,123 He is very handsome , with light blue eyes. 196 00:18:55,217 --> 00:18:58,061 Jose Alfredo, he has blue eyes. 197 00:18:59,321 --> 00:19:01,733 He makes all women fall in love with him. 198 00:19:01,824 --> 00:19:05,897 I sing for them While he is seducing them. 199 00:19:07,362 --> 00:19:09,899 We will come on Saturday. and leave Monday. 200 00:19:09,998 --> 00:19:13,844 We will drink it all. Whatever they have. 201 00:19:13,936 --> 00:19:16,314 People will ask, "Can't we drink?" 202 00:19:16,405 --> 00:19:19,352 Tenampa's owner will say, "No, you can & apos; t. Nothing is left." 203 00:19:21,243 --> 00:19:24,690 Tenampa's owners are afraid of them. 204 00:19:24,780 --> 00:19:26,885 He said, "They will to empty this place!" 205 00:19:26,982 --> 00:19:29,929 Because they will stay two or three days. 206 00:19:30,018 --> 00:19:31,929 What they ask is straight tequila. 207 00:19:33,422 --> 00:19:36,403 Whenever we are drunk, we will fall. 208 00:19:36,692 --> 00:19:38,171 We will hear, "Clunk!" 209 00:19:38,260 --> 00:19:41,036 What's & apos; s-his name just fell. This other one just fell. 210 00:19:41,129 --> 00:19:45,077 But I have a lot of fun. I enjoy myself. 211 00:19:45,167 --> 00:19:48,307 I will be wasted, and I like it. 212 00:20:05,420 --> 00:20:08,424 He will stay a week, then disappear for months. 213 00:20:08,724 --> 00:20:13,002 He will come back for 15 days, then disappear for three months. 214 00:20:14,997 --> 00:20:18,069 Chavela will say that's how they like to live. 215 00:20:18,166 --> 00:20:20,476 And that's one only way they know, 216 00:20:20,769 --> 00:20:25,946 goes from party to party, singing. 217 00:20:26,041 --> 00:20:27,782 And conquer your heart. 218 00:20:37,085 --> 00:20:41,761 Chavela created her person 219 00:20:41,857 --> 00:20:44,997 220 00:20:45,093 --> 00:20:48,040 in a very macho world, 221 00:20:48,130 --> 00:20:51,805 misogynist world 222 00:20:54,102 --> 00:20:56,241 where is a lesbian has no place. 223 00:20:56,338 --> 00:21:00,377 To become a Chavela, 224 00:21:00,475 --> 00:21:04,287 she must be stronger, more macha and more drunk 225 00:21:07,316 --> 00:21:10,229 than others. Cowboy singing. 226 00:21:10,319 --> 00:21:13,926 spend all the time you whine. 227 00:21:15,524 --> 00:21:19,062 I'm not a moaning woman, and I'm not want others to step on me. 228 00:21:19,161 --> 00:21:24,201 Chavela Vargas who as many women as she wants. 229 00:21:25,334 --> 00:21:26,972 She will ride a white horse 230 00:21:27,069 --> 00:21:30,812 and scoop out every beautiful woman on her way. 231 00:21:31,406 --> 00:21:33,215 > 232 00:21:33,308 --> 00:21:39,816 Please, shoot! 233 00:21:58,967 --> 00:22:03,848 He must be the most macha of all machos. 234 00:22:03,939 --> 00:22:09,116 He is the first one
to dress open like a man. 235 00:22:10,245 --> 00:22:12,623 But he never said it was sexual preference. 236 00:22:12,914 --> 00:22:13,915 Everyone knows he is homosexual, 237 00:22:14,016 --> 00:22:15,222 but he never said it. 238 00:22:15,317 --> 00:22:17,388 You did not say these things. 239 00:22:20,589 --> 00:22:25,595 That is not socially acceptable. 240 00:22:25,894 --> 00:22:30,570 Mexican society
very hypocritical. 241 00:22:30,866 --> 00:22:34,871 You can do whatever you want. As long as it's not in the open. 242 00:22:34,970 --> 00:22:36,574 But only on stage. 243 00:22:36,872 --> 00:22:39,580 Offstage, no. 244 00:22:39,875 --> 00:22:43,186 Become a real gay, no. 245 00:22:43,278 --> 00:22:47,658 If you are a lesbian, you marginalized. Period. 246 00:22:47,949 --> 00:22:51,590 We live in a patriarchal society. 247 00:22:51,887 --> 00:22:56,336 You must respect it. Because you are part of the community. 248 00:22:58,593 --> 00:23:02,234 Respect that < br /> and make people respect you. 249 00:23:02,330 --> 00:23:07,040 I can't expose myself. People who work like me really have to be careful. 250 00:23:07,135 --> 00:23:10,139 I can't walk with a sign saying I'm lesbian. 251 00:23:10,238 --> 00:23:11,546 That's terrible. 252 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:15,452 You know, I got & apos; t. To be... 253 00:23:15,544 --> 00:23:17,148 You have your own way of saying it. 254 00:23:17,245 --> 00:23:18,622 On the stage. 255 00:23:18,914 --> 00:23:23,021 Saya telah membuka pintu dan jalur, tapi saya telah banyak menderita. 256 00:23:23,118 --> 00:23:26,622 - Lots of pain. Lots of insults. - Right. 257 00:23:26,922 --> 00:23:30,301 People say, "Will Chavela Vargas come to sing?" 258 00:23:30,392 --> 00:23:34,966 "No, we don't want him here, because of this or that." 259 00:23:35,063 --> 00:23:36,337 "He will discredit us." 260 00:23:36,431 --> 00:23:38,206 Very terrible. 261 00:23:38,300 --> 00:23:41,645 He was ordered by a very small bohemian place 262 00:23:41,937 --> 00:23:45,077 where he has strong followers. 263 00:23:45,173 --> 00:23:49,121 But he only appears at the big stage 264 00:23:49,211 --> 00:23:52,715 as part of the ensemble. 265 00:23:53,014 --> 00:23:55,995 He is a filler. Never act first. 266 00:24:12,033 --> 00:24:14,536 A painter friend I said, 267 00:24:14,636 --> 00:24:19,642 "There & apos; tonight's party at Frida's house & apos. Want to go?" 268 00:24:20,976 --> 00:24:22,046 So I go. 269 00:24:23,512 --> 00:24:26,584 There are so many people there. 270 00:24:29,184 --> 00:24:33,257 Kami bernyanyi dan menari sepanjang malam. 271 00:24:33,355 --> 00:24:35,301 Everyone is drunk. 272 00:24:40,328 --> 00:24:43,502 He is like a vision. 273 00:24:44,466 --> 00:24:47,345 When I see his face, his eyes, 274 00:24:47,435 --> 00:24:51,713 I think he is from another world. 275 00:24:52,007 --> 00:24:57,582 p> 276 00:25:24,206 --> 00:25:26,777 The eyebrows together are swallows in the middle of a flight. 277 00:25:27,075 --> 00:25:29,817 I am not yet a woman. 278 00:25:30,111 --> 00:25:35,789 I am very young. 279 00:25:36,084 --> 00:25:39,691 However, I know. I can love this person 280 00:25:39,788 --> 00:25:42,598 with the most filial love. in the world, 281 00:26:49,858 --> 00:26:52,361 the most loyal > love in the world. 282 00:26:52,460 --> 00:26:57,671 I will sing in the morning. 283 00:26:59,267 --> 00:27:02,146 Maybe not for him, but for my own freedom in love. 284 00:27:06,308 --> 00:27:10,279 He like my song. 285 00:27:10,378 --> 00:27:13,848 When I say I will leave it One day, 286 00:27:14,149 --> 00:27:15,719 my words might hurt him deeply. 287 00:27:17,385 --> 00:27:22,528 "It's impossible to tie you to anyone's life. 288 00:27:22,624 --> 00:27:26,401 " I can't tie you to my crutch or my bed. 289 00:27:26,494 --> 00:27:28,701 Get out. " 290 00:27:28,797 --> 00:27:32,335 And one day, I opened the door and never returned. 291 00:28:04,933 --> 00:28:09,279 My debut in Acapulco was at Hotel Mirador, 292 00:28:09,371 --> 00:28:13,820 at a small club called The Pearl, where all Hollywood goes. 293 00:28:13,908 --> 00:28:18,914 It was time for people like Elizabeth Taylor, Rock Hudson, 294 00:28:19,214 --> 00:28:22,787 Clark Gable, Lana Turner. 295 00:28:24,853 --> 00:28:29,563 In Acapulco, they can walk around. and nobody asks for their signatures. 296 00:28:29,657 --> 00:28:33,298 They are elegant, beautiful people. 297 00:28:33,395 --> 00:28:38,777 My memories are night. on the marina. Night by the cliff. 298 00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:06,431 I was at Elizabeth Taylor's wedding & apos. 299 00:29:06,528 --> 00:29:09,941 Everyone goes to sleep with someone. I wake up with Ava Gardner. 300 00:29:21,743 --> 00:29:23,552 I am on the beach. 301 00:29:26,314 --> 00:29:30,990 I came because I needed to have a nice little vacation. 302 00:29:31,286 --> 00:29:33,926 And I sat there and this A very beautiful woman came to me 303 00:29:34,022 --> 00:29:36,002 and said, "Are you okay?" 304 00:29:36,291 --> 00:29:38,737 So she said, "Well, do you have a girlfriend? " 305 00:29:38,827 --> 00:29:41,364 I looked at him and said, " No, I don't have a boyfriend! 306 00:29:41,463 --> 00:29:43,443 I don't like boys, and they don't like me. " 307 00:29:43,531 --> 00:29:46,410 And that's what did it. 308 00:29:46,501 --> 00:29:50,005 So we started talking. He also doesn't like boys. 309 00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,011 Saya tidak tahu apa-apa. Tentang dia, sungguh. 310 00:29:55,310 --> 00:29:59,315 But the people in the hotel when I arrived there. Tell me that he is a famous singer. 311 00:30:02,817 --> 00:30:06,458 It was very hot there. at that time. 312 00:30:06,554 --> 00:30:08,534 00:30:10,500 And I answer yes, 314 00:30:10,592 --> 00:30:12,970 think all the time. I always promise my mother 315 00:30:13,061 --> 00:30:15,803 I will never drive on a motorcycle. 316 00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:18,741 She is very sure of herself 317 00:30:22,003 --> 00:30:23,744 and, uh, he can get a little sudden, 318 00:30:23,838 --> 00:30:27,047 but that doesn't bother me. 319 00:30:27,342 --> 00:30:29,117 And the most fun part of all does he kiss me. 320 00:30:29,410 --> 00:30:31,481 How beautiful. 321 00:30:33,047 --> 00:30:35,550 But I never really thought 322 00:30:35,650 --> 00:30:37,129 was important to him. if he ever saw me again. 323 00:30:37,418 --> 00:30:39,455 Several times. I met him in Mexico City, 324 00:30:40,655 --> 00:30:43,568 she's always beautiful, beautiful, beautiful woman with her. 325 00:30:43,658 --> 00:30:46,730 she always has a really, pretty, pretty woman with her. 326 00:30:46,828 --> 00:30:48,705 And I just ordinary. 327 00:30:57,505 --> 00:30:59,781 Chavela is a very seductive woman 328 00:30:59,874 --> 00:31:05,483 who has a lot of lovers, lots of business. 329 00:31:05,580 --> 00:31:10,893 Most of the people who are liked to keep their identity hidden. 330 00:31:10,985 --> 00:31:17,527 Very famous, famous people. 331 00:31:18,526 --> 00:31:23,407 The wives of politicians and intellectuals. 332 00:31:25,833 --> 00:31:27,938 Chavela will fall in love 333 00:31:28,036 --> 00:31:30,710 with the wives of the officials of who came to see her 334 00:31:30,805 --> 00:31:33,183 Everyone wants to see Chavela. 335 00:31:33,474 --> 00:31:35,920 Rich people, politicians. 336 00:31:36,010 --> 00:31:38,684 Chavela will seduce their wife 337 00:31:38,780 --> 00:31:41,192 because she 338 00:31:41,482 --> 00:31:42,927 > very attractive woman. 339 00:31:43,017 --> 00:31:45,896 She will never mention 340 00:31:45,987 --> 00:31:50,663 because he wants to protect their identity. 341 00:31:50,758 --> 00:31:53,568 But everyone knows he sleeps with all of Mexico. 342 00:31:54,829 --> 00:31:57,708 It's just that he is very beautiful. /> Chavela is beautiful. 343 00:32:02,637 --> 00:32:08,178 I get the impression that you are falling lots of love. 344 00:32:08,476 --> 00:32:10,046 - No, no, let me tell you... - No? 345 00:32:11,713 --> 00:32:16,184 Really, Chavela? But the way you sing love songs... 346 00:32:16,484 --> 00:32:18,157 Of course you do. 347 00:32:18,453 --> 00:32:20,933 Yes, I have fall in love with a lot. 348 00:32:21,022 --> 00:32:24,231 Because if you don't like it, you have never lived. 349 00:32:24,525 --> 00:32:26,903 Do you believe in eternal love? 350 00:32:26,995 --> 00:32:28,633 No, it's not there, baby. 351 00:32:28,730 --> 00:32:34,180 We all have to live in the present. 352 00:32:34,469 --> 00:32:38,542 Don't think about yesterday or tomorrow. Today. 353 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:40,586 Why do people swear eternal love? 354 00:32:40,675 --> 00:32:43,747 It seems tacky to me, don & apos; t you agree? 355 00:32:43,845 --> 00:32:45,688 That is old-fashioned, right? 356 00:32:48,182 --> 00:32:51,857 - That's not real? - What are you thinking about? 357 00:32:58,993 --> 00:33:02,031 Chavela is the one who be alone. 358 00:33:02,130 --> 00:33:08,979 Deep inside, she was a lonely woman. 359 00:33:09,070 --> 00:33:14,952 She said that solitude was her most loyal companion. 360 00:33:17,512 --> 00:33:18,923 I don't think anyone 361 00:33:19,013 --> 00:33:23,792 should expect love to solve their problems. 362 00:33:23,885 --> 00:33:26,058 Don't risk your life on love. 363 00:33:26,154 --> 00:33:30,000 Love exists, but fast 364 00:33:30,091 --> 00:33:35,268 Love is so short, and yet forgetting takes so long. 365 00:34:25,913 --> 00:34:27,051 He tries. 366 00:34:27,148 --> 00:34:30,891 He stops drinking as long almost two years. 367 00:34:30,985 --> 00:34:35,331 But finally, she returns for liquor. 368 00:34:35,623 --> 00:34:40,197 Her beautiful blue eyes turn yellow. 369 00:34:40,294 --> 00:34:43,935 They are dim. 370 00:34:44,031 --> 00:34:49,640 Unlike beautiful colors. We are used to it. 371 00:34:49,737 --> 00:34:53,810 We have to take him to the hospital. 372 00:34:53,908 --> 00:34:56,354 He died nine days later. 373 00:35:01,349 --> 00:35:03,329 He died in the morning. 374 00:35:03,618 --> 00:35:05,928 Chavela appeared that night, crying. 375 00:35:06,020 --> 00:35:08,364 With a bottle. 376 00:35:08,656 --> 00:35:13,969 My mom for a long time in one of the armchairs there. 377 00:35:14,061 --> 00:35:18,806 Then he walked to the coffin , 378 00:35:18,900 --> 00:35:25,078 go up to the small step, and sit there. 379 00:35:25,173 --> 00:35:27,153 He starts singing. 380 00:35:27,241 --> 00:35:30,222 And drinks. And drink. 381 00:36:16,958 --> 00:36:19,063 Chavela always talks about it. 382 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:24,974 He said he left a big hole in his heart, it was difficult. 383 00:36:25,066 --> 00:36:26,807 He really missed him. 384 00:36:38,246 --> 00:36:40,317 He drinks too much. 385 00:36:40,414 --> 00:36:44,487 In fact, he became famous for appearing drunk. 386 00:36:44,785 --> 00:36:47,493 Getting worse. 387 00:36:47,788 --> 00:36:49,495 The stage scared him. 388 00:36:49,790 --> 00:36:54,330 So before continuing, he needed some tequila shots. 389 00:36:54,428 --> 00:36:57,307 And people keep buying him more. 390 00:36:57,398 --> 00:37:01,778 He doesn't know how many drinks he has to, 391 00:37:01,869 --> 00:37:04,372 and he will fall, wasted. 392 00:37:04,472 --> 00:37:07,009 That's why people stop ordering it. 393 00:37:07,108 --> 00:37:10,146 That's why he stopped singing. That is alcohol. 394 00:37:10,244 --> 00:37:14,124 Alcoholism is a disease. 395 00:37:14,215 --> 00:37:18,994 This is more of an emotional dependence soul than the body. 396 00:37:19,086 --> 00:37:24,297 Of course, it affects your body and kills your brain. 397 00:37:24,392 --> 00:37:27,771 But it's more from psychic diseases, 398 00:37:27,862 --> 00:37:31,309 one is lonely and neglect, 399 00:37:31,399 --> 00:37:34,380 is surrounded by people. and feels nothing. 400 00:38:02,330 --> 00:38:05,072 He lives in a small room 401 00:38:05,166 --> 00:38:07,077 with his dog, Vicenta. 402 00:38:07,168 --> 00:38:11,878 A few days there is no money for food. 403 00:38:12,940 --> 00:38:19,186 He will only eat if friends invite him. 404 00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:21,521 Otherwise, he will only drink. 405 00:38:24,986 --> 00:38:28,297 Chavela goes bankrupt. He is alone. 406 00:38:28,389 --> 00:38:32,428 He never paid well for his records. They stole a lot of it. 407 00:38:32,526 --> 00:38:35,905 He had a great fight with Orfeón, his record label. 408 00:38:35,997 --> 00:38:41,242 Chavela was literally blacklisted by Azcárraga. 409 00:38:42,470 --> 00:38:49,080 According to Chavela, That's because she stole her boyfriend. 410 00:38:50,111 --> 00:38:51,283 So how... 411 00:38:53,581 --> 00:39:00,123 How would she let it keep singing to Orfeón 412 00:39:00,221 --> 00:39:02,599 when he stole his girlfriend? 413 00:39:02,890 --> 00:39:04,563 I'm not afraid to say it, 414 00:39:04,859 --> 00:39:07,271 but the record company is a group of thieves. Period. 415 00:39:07,361 --> 00:39:11,173 Everyone buys my notes, and I don't get paid anything. 416 00:39:11,265 --> 00:39:14,906 I never thought I could live from my notes. 417 00:39:15,002 --> 00:39:16,208 Never. 418 00:39:21,008 --> 00:39:24,387 People thought he was dead. 419 00:39:24,478 --> 00:39:26,924 They thought he had died in obscurity. 420 00:39:37,358 --> 00:39:39,531 One day I came p> 421 00:39:39,627 --> 00:39:45,976 and he sat with a man and a bottle of tequila. 422 00:39:46,067 --> 00:39:51,278 He has paper. For Chavela signed 423 00:39:51,372 --> 00:39:54,615 to make her her agent. 424 00:39:54,909 --> 00:40:00,484 So I stayed while they drank the whole bottle. 425 00:40:00,581 --> 00:40:04,028 In the morning, I called a friend of mine who is a lawyer. 426 00:40:05,086 --> 00:40:07,327 Patria Jiménez calls me, 427 00:40:07,421 --> 00:40:09,492 "Chavela needs a lawyer." 428 00:40:09,590 --> 00:40:13,060 I said, "You have to come because there is something wrong here. 429 00:40:13,160 --> 00:40:17,336 " They will make Chavela sign something, 430 00:40:17,431 --> 00:40:19,411 and she don't even know what it is. " 431 00:40:20,634 --> 00:40:22,477 " I'm in the way. " 432 00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:27,278 My friend is very beautiful with blue eyes. 433 00:40:27,374 --> 00:40:29,411 When he comes through the door in the house of Chavela & apos, 434 00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:33,686 rays the sun behind him. Turning her hair to gold. 435 00:40:33,981 --> 00:40:36,655 So when Chavela turns and sees it, 436 00:40:36,951 --> 00:40:38,430 she gives a signal like, 437 00:40:38,519 --> 00:40:42,160 "Where does this vision come from?" 438 00:40:44,525 --> 00:40:50,669 The Señora already. some, to say the least. 439 00:40:50,965 --> 00:40:53,673 And he just looks at me. 440 00:40:53,968 --> 00:40:57,347 You remember his big hand? He has an impressive big hand. 441 00:40:57,438 --> 00:40:59,076 He holds it like this. 442 00:40:59,173 --> 00:41:01,676 "Will you marry me, Nina?" 443 00:41:03,244 --> 00:41:05,053 How do you even respond to that? 444 00:41:05,146 --> 00:41:10,687 "Whatever you want, Señora. But first, leave & apos; s take care of this person. " 445 00:41:10,985 --> 00:41:12,589 " I will take care of it. " 446 00:41:12,686 --> 00:41:15,257 He wants to get the gun. But I say," No, wait, Señora. 447 00:41:15,356 --> 00:41:19,463 P> 448 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:22,370 Don't worry. We will handle it without a gun. " 449 00:41:22,463 --> 00:41:25,273 I told the man. " No, he did not sign whatever. 450 00:41:25,366 --> 00:41:27,642 He has legal representation. 451 00:41:27,735 --> 00:41:31,478 That's me. That's why I'm here. 452 00:41:31,572 --> 00:41:36,282 So please... Leave, 453 00:41:39,747 --> 00:41:47,427 p> 454 00:41:47,521 --> 00:41:50,092 Since that time, it's something... 455 00:41:51,458 --> 00:41:52,698 magic. 456 00:42:02,636 --> 00:42:04,673 He always calls me Nina. 457 00:42:04,772 --> 00:42:06,581 Except when he is angry with me. 458 00:42:06,674 --> 00:42:10,349 Then he calls me with my full name, Alicia Elena. 459 00:42:12,079 --> 00:42:14,559 Nina < / i> in Portuguese means "little girl." 460 00:42:14,648 --> 00:42:16,127 So I am the little girl. 461 00:42:17,318 --> 00:42:18,524 And I call her Señora. 462 00:42:18,619 --> 00:42:20,223 Yes. 463 00:42:20,321 --> 00:42:22,460 But capitalized. 464 00:42:22,556 --> 00:42:27,130 Not just any señora, but: Señora. 465 00:42:28,762 --> 00:42:33,404 Chavela is far more than great love. Even more. 466 00:42:33,500 --> 00:42:37,505 He is an important experience 467 00:42:37,605 --> 00:42:41,451 that transcends everything. 468 00:42:42,610 --> 00:42:44,453 Also, he is a very complex person. 469 00:42:44,545 --> 00:42:49,255 Fun, magic. 470 00:42:49,350 --> 00:42:51,796 Chavela sangat bergantung pada saya. 471 00:42:52,086 --> 00:42:54,430 At some point, I need it too. 472 00:42:54,521 --> 00:42:55,693 That's... 473 00:42:57,524 --> 00:42:58,696 all at once. 474 00:42:58,792 --> 00:43:01,602 Yes. All at once. 475 00:43:10,671 --> 00:43:15,586 He likes to walk up and down Tepoztlán. 476 00:43:15,676 --> 00:43:17,815 He likes village celebrations. 477 00:43:18,112 --> 00:43:19,887 And people treat it 478 00:43:20,180 --> 00:43:24,754 as if he were Mexican prima donna. 479 00:43:26,353 --> 00:43:30,597 He will come Sunday and Wednesday, 480 00:43:30,691 --> 00:43:32,671 when the market is open. 481 00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:36,333 He will always come with a bag. 482 00:43:36,430 --> 00:43:37,534 He never bought anything. 483 00:43:37,631 --> 00:43:40,703 It was clear he had no money. 484 00:43:44,138 --> 00:43:48,587 I have a restaurant for 25 years. 485 00:43:48,676 --> 00:43:53,250 I am very young when I started a business. 486 00:43:53,347 --> 00:43:55,520 That's where I met Chavela. 487 00:43:57,384 --> 00:43:59,591 He identified many things with me. 488 00:43:59,687 --> 00:44:06,229 We are both courageous and brave women. who never give up. 489 00:44:06,327 --> 00:44:07,863 They become good friends. 490 00:44:08,162 --> 00:44:10,608 Mom is young and likes to party. 491 00:44:10,698 --> 00:44:13,907 Chavela also likes partying. 492 00:44:14,201 --> 00:44:16,875 And they have tequila in common . Huh. 493 00:44:17,171 --> 00:44:19,481 They drink the dry river in Tepoztlán. 494 00:44:19,573 --> 00:44:21,246 That's why is very dry around here. 495 00:44:21,342 --> 00:44:24,255 both of them. They drink it all. 496 00:44:25,846 --> 00:44:28,622 I will say, "There's a party going on. Come on. 497 00:44:28,716 --> 00:44:32,186 Let's go to this meeting. Come on. " 498 00:44:32,286 --> 00:44:34,288 We will leave the bar. at 6 am 499 00:44:34,388 --> 00:44:40,805 Then we will drive around the city get a problem. 500 00:44:40,894 --> 00:44:44,398 I don't do it knowing that is a problem for him. 501 00:44:44,498 --> 00:44:49,607 We will come, eat and drink one tequila, then another and others. 502 00:44:49,703 --> 00:44:53,810 That's normal. Only Saturday night. 503 00:44:53,907 --> 00:44:58,549 Actually, Señora drinks a lot. 504 00:45:00,214 --> 00:45:02,626 There is no way to stop it. 505 00:45:03,784 --> 00:45:05,786 Sometimes sometimes I'll find it 506 00:45:05,886 --> 00:45:09,663 sitting with a group of construction workers 507 00:45:09,757 --> 00:45:13,728 drinking beer or soda with rubbing alcohol. 508 00:45:13,827 --> 00:45:16,364 is everything they can. 509 00:45:16,463 --> 00:45:20,934 "Señora, you will get sick. Come on. Leave it & go in." 510 00:45:21,235 --> 00:45:24,739 "No, no, no. Soon, Nina. 511 00:45:24,838 --> 00:45:26,840 Only one more and I'm done." 512 00:45:29,543 --> 00:45:32,854 Alcohol addiction is severe. 513 00:45:32,946 --> 00:45:35,790 Very, very bad. 514 00:45:35,883 --> 00:45:38,386 Under the shirt, 515 00:45:38,485 --> 00:45:42,729 his heart. It really feels like papaya. 516 00:45:42,823 --> 00:45:44,496 That's how swollen it is. 517 00:45:44,591 --> 00:45:47,629 "If you keep drinking, you will go dead, Señora " 518 00:45:49,863 --> 00:45:52,969 " But that doesn't matter. " " That's not important? Of course! 519 00:45:53,267 --> 00:45:55,611 It's important for you to die. " 520 00:45:55,702 --> 00:45:57,010 521 00:46:06,413 --> 00:46:10,452 "No, that doesn't matter." 522 00:46:11,852 --> 00:46:17,996 523 00:46:18,292 --> 00:46:23,469 I believe in Mexicans gods. 524 00:46:23,564 --> 00:46:26,443 I believe in Cihuateteo, goddess live and die. 525 00:46:28,335 --> 00:46:30,815 In Mictlantecurli, mister of death. 526 00:46:30,904 --> 00:46:33,748 They prepare you for your departure. 527 00:46:33,841 --> 00:46:38,586 I think death is beautiful. 528 00:46:38,679 --> 00:46:42,559 Life said, "Leave him with me. For a while. Loan him to me. 529 00:46:42,649 --> 00:46:46,825 " I still need to talk to him. 530 00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:51,391 I will give him back to you . When he is ready, I will help him leave. " 531 00:46:55,629 --> 00:46:59,076 Chavela always talks about mysticism. 532 00:46:59,366 --> 00:47:03,940 At one point, he went with a shaman. 533 00:47:04,037 --> 00:47:10,386 During his most difficult times. > someone brought it. 534 00:47:11,378 --> 00:47:15,520 That's when Chavela changed. 535 00:47:15,616 --> 00:47:17,618 I left. 536 00:47:17,718 --> 00:47:21,791 When I returned, I stopped drinking. 537 00:47:27,861 --> 00:47:32,537 Chavela always says that shaman heals her. 538 00:47:32,633 --> 00:47:36,581 That must mean I'm a shaman. Thank you! 539 00:47:36,670 --> 00:47:40,015 But that's not what happened. > That's not how it happened. 540 00:47:41,475 --> 00:47:44,149 It's not like just the two of us. 541 00:47:44,444 --> 00:47:49,689 Itu anak-anakku, dia, diriku sendiri. 542 00:47:49,783 --> 00:47:52,389 He is part of my family. 543 00:47:54,087 --> 00:47:58,502 My son is six years old. 544 00:47:58,592 --> 00:48:01,869 He will always ask, "That boy? 545 00:48:03,397 --> 00:48:05,900 " Where That boy? 546 00:48:05,999 --> 00:48:08,741 Don't make him gay. " 547 00:48:08,835 --> 00:48:14,148 " No, Chavela. He will be whatever he wants. . " 548 00:48:14,441 --> 00:48:18,890 " We have to teach him how to use a gun. " 549 00:48:18,979 --> 00:48:22,483 " No, Chavela, I prefer not. " " But he will become a fagot. " 550 00:48:22,583 --> 00:48:26,030 " No, Señora. There is no gun, no gun. " 551 00:48:27,921 --> 00:48:30,731 We visit Cuernavaca. 552 00:48:30,824 --> 00:48:34,738 Suddenly, I can't & apos; t find Señora or that child. 553 00:48:36,129 --> 00:48:39,474 There is a garden big, 554 00:48:39,566 --> 00:48:45,175 and I see my boy's pants. 555 00:48:46,540 --> 00:48:48,520 I shout, 556 00:48:48,609 --> 00:48:51,681 and he jumps. 557 00:48:51,778 --> 00:48:54,918 "Chavela taught me how to shoot spiders with a gun." 558 00:48:58,619 --> 00:49:02,123 My heart sank to the floor. 559 00:49:03,590 --> 00:49:05,092 The Señora rose to chatter. 560 00:49:06,493 --> 00:49:09,201 "I train this little boy." 561 00:49:09,496 --> 00:49:10,998 Holy Mother of God. 562 00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:17,873 I must & apos; ve sounded very angry, 563 00:49:17,971 --> 00:49:21,783 because it was the only time. My child immediately obeyed me. 564 00:49:21,875 --> 00:49:24,219 And I said to him, 565 00:49:24,511 --> 00:49:28,482 "If You don't stop drinking, you will never see us again. " 566 00:49:30,817 --> 00:49:37,098 He keeps calling at 2:00, 3:00 in the morning for a full week. 567 00:49:37,190 --> 00:49:39,932 "Nina, I need you." 568 00:49:40,027 --> 00:49:43,065 "As long as you drink, I will not come." 569 00:49:44,531 --> 00:49:47,705 Until one day someone knocks on the door. 570 00:49:47,801 --> 00:49:52,216 Chavela says, "Nina, I swear 571 00:49:52,506 --> 00:49:54,281 in the name of what I love most in this life, 572 00:49:54,574 --> 00:49:58,920 you and your children. That I will never drink again. " 573 00:49:59,012 --> 00:50:04,587 And we return to our love, fun, magical relationship. 574 00:50:17,597 --> 00:50:21,977 Our bartender is bored making rum and coke. 575 00:50:22,069 --> 00:50:25,243 - So order something else. - But they're the cheapest! 576 00:50:25,539 --> 00:50:27,712 He gets more headaches from boredom. 577 00:50:28,809 --> 00:50:30,686 When we open El Hábito, 578 00:50:30,777 --> 00:50:35,021 we want both singers. from the past 579 00:50:35,115 --> 00:50:37,959 and younger ones. 580 00:50:38,051 --> 00:50:42,796 One day, someone said, "Chavela Vargas sitting there. " 581 00:50:42,889 --> 00:50:45,165 We said, " That's impossible. He is dead! " 582 00:50:46,626 --> 00:50:48,264 " No. He is right there. " 583 00:50:49,696 --> 00:50:55,977 Tonight we are honored to present an artist 584 00:50:56,069 --> 00:51:00,848 who hasn't been on the Mexican stage. for years. 585 00:51:00,941 --> 00:51:06,289 I don't need to get into why he left. 586 00:51:06,580 --> 00:51:12,030 But that is a miracle. The Doña Chavela Vargas is on our stage. 587 00:51:34,341 --> 00:51:36,321 At first he said no, 588 00:51:36,610 --> 00:51:40,319 but then he agreed to try it. 589 00:51:40,614 --> 00:51:45,324 We are looking for a partner a female guitar player 590 00:51:45,619 --> 00:51:49,192 to practice with him. and see if he can still sing. 591 00:51:49,289 --> 00:51:52,327 People tell us, "You're crazy. 592 00:51:52,626 --> 00:51:55,835 " Chavela will ruin you. 593 00:51:55,929 --> 00:51:59,775 "He can't sing anymore, and he is always drunk. 594 00:51:59,866 --> 00:52:02,938 He will appear like a fool, and you too. " 595 00:52:03,036 --> 00:52:05,846 But we decided to try it. We didn't lose anything. 596 00:52:11,778 --> 00:52:14,258 He came to practice, 597 00:52:14,347 --> 00:52:16,918 rests in the 598 00:52:17,017 --> 00:52:18,394 and start singing. 599 00:52:20,020 --> 00:52:23,695 He sings for a full hour, Crying all the time. 600 00:52:26,226 --> 00:52:30,265 He is very fragile. Almost torn apart. 601 00:52:30,363 --> 00:52:35,244 602 00:52:37,270 --> 00:52:41,047 And he continued to cry, as if was releasing something deep inside. 603 00:53:02,229 --> 00:53:07,770 We were deeply moved. and shaken by him. 604 00:53:07,868 --> 00:53:13,716 Finally we announce his appearance. The place is crowded. 605 00:53:13,807 --> 00:53:16,981 When we will start, Chavela is very nervous. 606 00:53:17,978 --> 00:53:20,788 So she asks Liliana for tequila. 607 00:53:20,881 --> 00:53:25,125 - That was a difficult moment. - Yes. 608 00:53:25,218 --> 00:53:29,098 Because he was desperate and worried. 609 00:53:29,189 --> 00:53:31,430 We were in a bar . and everyone drinks. 610 00:53:31,725 --> 00:53:34,171 You go to the bar to drink. 611 00:53:35,195 --> 00:53:37,072 He says he never sings without drinking. 612 00:53:37,163 --> 00:53:39,734 "I need a drink!" 613 00:53:39,833 --> 00:53:41,335 He turned to me and said, 614 00:53:41,434 --> 00:53:44,472 "Tell everyone we canceled the show." 615 00:53:46,907 --> 00:53:50,980 Chavela said, "But how? Everyone it's here! " 616 00:53:51,077 --> 00:53:54,820 " If you are going to drink, we will cancel it. 617 00:53:54,915 --> 00:53:56,952 That doesn't matter. " 618 00:53:57,050 --> 00:54:01,965 We go back and forth until he takes a deep breath, 619 00:54:02,055 --> 00:54:06,026 jumps on stage and experiences an extraordinary night. 620 00:54:06,126 --> 00:54:08,197 Now... Yes? 621 00:54:08,295 --> 00:54:09,535 - Sing "La China"! - "Pepe Luna"! 622 00:54:09,829 --> 00:54:11,399 I will sing "La China." 623 00:54:12,999 --> 00:54:15,343 All song. All! 624 00:54:20,106 --> 00:54:23,144 How long has it been since you & apos; ve been in front of an audience? 625 00:54:23,243 --> 00:54:24,950 - Twelve years. - Twelve year? 626 00:54:25,045 --> 00:54:28,219 Having the audience is the most beautiful in the world. 627 00:54:28,315 --> 00:54:30,556 How does it feel? 628 00:54:30,850 --> 00:54:36,027 This is very interesting. This is an amazing adrenaline. 629 00:54:36,122 --> 00:54:40,832 The audience and I share feelings. 630 00:54:40,927 --> 00:54:45,808 An audience who has been waiting
12 years and then respond like that? 631 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:50,538 Even on the way a woman asks me, 632 00:54:50,837 --> 00:54:54,512 "Chavela Vargas, where have you ever been?" And I said, "I already have it." 633 00:54:54,808 --> 00:54:57,152 So where have you been? 634 00:54:58,411 --> 00:55:03,019 Where have I never been? 635 00:55:03,116 --> 00:55:06,529 And the person with me... 636 00:55:07,921 --> 00:55:10,902 he betrayed me. 637 00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:17,539 He betrayed me. He hurt me. 638 00:55:18,965 --> 00:55:21,104 But hey... it's up to you. 639 00:55:22,168 --> 00:55:24,444 I swear, nobody left it. 640 00:55:24,537 --> 00:55:26,881 All I do is keep my distance. 641 00:55:28,041 --> 00:55:31,022 Karena kita akan pergi
untuk datang ke pukulan. 642 00:55:33,847 --> 00:55:35,918 I told you about the good parts, but he... 643 00:55:37,317 --> 00:55:42,494 Sometimes he hates me. with the deepest hatred. 644 00:55:42,589 --> 00:55:46,162 Sometimes he treats me like a goddess. 645 00:55:48,862 --> 00:55:52,867 He can be rude, even when he is not drunk. 646 00:55:52,966 --> 00:55:54,877 He doesn't need alcohol to do violence. 647 00:55:56,169 --> 00:55:59,480 One day I tried to lock the box 648 00:55:59,572 --> 00:56:02,382 where he kept his weapon.
00:56:09,085 He grabs my hair and rips a piece of my scalp. 650 00:56:10,383 --> 00:56:13,023 That's how difficult Señora is. 651 00:56:13,119 --> 00:56:15,360 At some point I'm enough. 652 00:56:16,489 --> 00:56:18,526 I will start fighting. 653 00:56:20,427 --> 00:56:25,274 "Señora, I think it's time for you to follow your own path, 654 00:56:25,365 --> 00:56:27,276 655 00:56:27,367 --> 00:56:30,348 If we stay together, we & apos; will kill each other. " 656 00:56:33,473 --> 00:56:36,477 I just broke up with someone, and that's how it goes. 657 00:56:38,044 --> 00:56:41,184 People stop loving you. Period. 658 00:56:41,281 --> 00:56:44,057 659 00:56:44,150 --> 00:56:47,131 What can you do? Nothing. 660 00:56:47,220 --> 00:56:50,633 I'm not angry with him. I don't feel anything. 661 00:56:50,924 --> 00:56:52,494 662 00:56:52,592 --> 00:56:56,540 I was in pain beforehand. 663 00:56:57,630 --> 00:56:58,973 But I have through it by working. 664 00:58:26,152 --> 00:58:28,462 I offer my pain to people who come to see me. 665 00:58:28,555 --> 00:58:31,764 And that's beautiful. 666 00:58:32,058 --> 00:58:34,095 The people who leave don't believe, 667 00:58:34,194 --> 00:58:40,577 they really will see it on the stage. 668 00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:16,180 Word spreads, 669 00:59:16,269 --> 00:59:21,378 That's the idea because he had heard it in Mexico City 670 00:59:21,474 --> 00:59:26,082 when he just started singing again after retiring for a long time. 671 00:59:27,313 --> 00:59:30,317 He was the publisher which is very important. 672 00:59:30,416 --> 00:59:33,192 Never do anything with musicians. 673 00:59:33,286 --> 00:59:36,824 But he just wants someone else to hear 674 00:59:37,123 --> 00:59:42,266 and for him, thought it would be good. for him and the public 675 00:59:42,362 --> 00:59:43,807 if he came to Spain. 676 00:59:44,097 --> 00:59:46,839 Manolo called me and said, 677 00:59:47,133 --> 00:59:49,807 " Chavela Vargas appeared on Sala Caracol. " 678 00:59:51,704 --> 00:59:54,378 I said," Chavela Vargas? 679 00:59:54,474 --> 00:59:56,852 He is still alive? " 680 00:59:57,143 --> 01:00:00,852 He said," Yes , he is still alive, and he will sing at Sala Caracol. " 681 01:00:03,116 --> 01:00:05,824 When the women from Caracol called 682 01:00:06,119 --> 01:00:09,862 to tell me Chavela sang again, 683 01:00:10,156 --> 01:00:12,363 I'm in shock. 684 01:00:12,458 --> 01:00:15,234 I know he will come, 685 01:00:15,328 --> 01:00:18,275 but I'm not sure: if I want to see it. 686 01:00:18,364 --> 01:00:20,241 Twenty years is a long time, 687 01:00:20,333 --> 01:00:22,836 even for a woman like Chavela Vargas. 688 01:00:23,136 --> 01:00:25,707 During their 20 years... 689 01:00:27,273 --> 01:00:29,310 The voice of chavela & apos. has made me cry many times . 690 01:00:30,543 --> 01:00:36,425 In his voice, I have found one of my best collaborators. 691 01:00:36,516 --> 01:00:39,258 And a faithful reflection of myself. 692 01:00:42,555 --> 01:00:46,162 When I enter him in my film, 693 01:00:46,259 --> 01:00:48,466 Chavela & apos sound becomes part of the script. 694 01:01:04,310 --> 01:01:07,883 He is truly organic now, 695 01:01:08,181 --> 01:01:11,628 as if if the character still talks. 696 01:01:11,718 --> 01:01:16,792 The lyrics reflect the essence. about what happens in the movie. 697 01:01:18,524 --> 01:01:20,367 One of the songs says, 698 01:01:20,460 --> 01:01:22,963 "Aku menginginkanmu tanpa mengetahui keberadaanmu. 699 01:01:23,262 --> 01:01:25,765 Before I meet you, I know you. " 700 01:01:25,865 --> 01:01:30,336 Looks like he always became an old friend. 701 01:01:30,436 --> 01:01:32,677 But the first time I met him was backstage, 702 01:01:32,772 --> 01:01:35,548 on his debut in Spain in 1992. 703 01:02:58,758 --> 01:03:02,604 He is very strong 704 01:03:02,695 --> 01:03:07,804 in talking about loneliness and neglect, 705 01:03:07,900 --> 01:03:10,039 and it's very strong 706 01:03:10,336 --> 01:03:16,480 that makes you experience all those feelings from their core. 707 01:03:18,044 --> 01:03:21,423 And even though it's & very disappointing, 708 01:03:21,514 --> 01:03:24,654 there & apos; feeling at the end of the catharsis. 709 01:03:24,750 --> 01:03:28,755 And, uh, in the end, joy. 710 01:03:28,855 --> 01:03:32,359 He is like a priest. 711 01:03:34,393 --> 01:03:38,341 He built a deep dialogue, as he only spoke to you. 712 01:03:38,431 --> 01:03:41,503 Dia bertanya Anda. Apa yang tidak orang lain lakukan. 713 01:03:41,601 --> 01:03:47,415 In your deepest romance, have you made a mistake? 714 01:03:47,507 --> 01:03:51,751 Good. You made a mistake. It's worth it. 715 01:03:51,844 --> 01:03:54,984 This is the most important thing has ever happened to you. 716 01:03:55,081 --> 01:03:58,062 He frees you from your sins. 717 01:03:58,351 --> 01:04:01,560 Then he pushes you to do them again. 718 01:04:50,503 --> 01:04:52,676 You got that sensation now, 719 01:04:52,772 --> 01:04:55,548 sang this song,
01:04:59,748 He gives a lot of emotion. That he can die. 721 01:04:59,845 --> 01:05:01,825 His heart can stop. 722 01:05:01,914 --> 01:05:03,689 When the song ends, < br /> You will sigh. 723 01:05:05,484 --> 01:05:09,762 Another song will begin, and he will dive into the dark again. 724 01:05:09,855 --> 01:05:12,665 Without shame or fear. 725 01:05:13,759 --> 01:05:14,999 In the silent darkness 726 01:05:15,094 --> 01:05:17,574 of every stage in the world, 727 01:05:17,663 --> 01:05:21,475 I stop being myself and become what I do. 728 01:05:21,567 --> 01:05:24,548 A musical note, a cry of pain 729 01:05:24,637 --> 01:05:28,676 or a terrible silence a tear - shred your soul. 730 01:05:28,774 --> 01:05:30,720 The silence in my song 731 01:05:30,810 --> 01:05:35,816 comes from the emotions that make me mute. 732 01:05:36,716 --> 01:05:38,559 733 01:05:38,651 --> 01:05:43,657 I'm not & apos; t forget the words. 734 01:05:43,756 --> 01:05:48,501 I am silent to gather strength for the next sentence. 735 01:05:50,162 --> 01:05:56,169 This is eternal suffering. 736 01:05:57,503 --> 01:06:00,177 737 01:06:05,011 --> 01:06:08,049 I carry luggage. That I open on stage. 738 01:06:09,048 --> 01:06:11,085 That's where my solitude gets deeper. 739 01:06:11,183 --> 01:06:13,857 No one Prepared at the first concert, no. 740 01:06:14,920 --> 01:06:19,869 It really made us complacent. 741 01:06:21,127 --> 01:06:23,266 That's very... 742 01:06:23,562 --> 01:06:26,771 The face we have. As we have been confused. 743 01:06:26,866 --> 01:06:30,211 You know how. Face looks after therapy? 744 01:06:30,503 --> 01:06:34,076 Cleared from all crying. 745 01:06:34,173 --> 01:06:37,177 That's how our faces look. 746 01:06:38,511 --> 01:06:42,516 Since then, we have been chased every time he comes. 747 01:06:48,521 --> 01:06:52,059 That's when I started full relationship love... 748 01:06:53,526 --> 01:06:54,766 and hate. 749 01:06:54,860 --> 01:06:58,307 Relationships with Chavela Always love and hate. 750 01:06:58,597 --> 01:07:01,009 With Pedro, that is absolute love. 751 01:07:01,100 --> 01:07:04,081 - With me too. - Not with me. 752 01:07:04,170 --> 01:07:06,707 With me is love, hate, 753 01:07:06,806 --> 01:07:08,752 passion, everything. 754 01:07:09,909 --> 01:07:12,549 > He said I asked him to marry me, 755 01:07:12,645 --> 01:07:15,649 and he seriously considered it. 756 01:07:15,748 --> 01:07:17,557 He called me her husband on this earth. 757 01:07:18,851 --> 01:07:20,626 Here at this earth. 758 01:07:20,720 --> 01:07:25,669 He will say about our relationship, 759 01:07:25,758 --> 01:07:30,138 "If I'm a man, you will be a perfect woman." 760 01:07:30,229 --> 01:07:35,611 He said we would be a lover for life. 761 01:07:37,837 --> 01:07:39,680 Even though Chavela don't drink, 762 01:07:39,772 --> 01:07:44,687 he's drunk by drinking someone else. 763 01:07:44,777 --> 01:07:49,988 He understands that. If he wants to enjoy life, 764 01:07:50,082 --> 01:07:55,361 he must follow the rules 765 01:07:55,654 --> 01:07:58,294 that will give him more days. 766 01:08:00,326 --> 01:08:03,671 When Chavela & Apos in Spain were full of happiness. 767 01:08:03,763 --> 01:08:05,709 He was very, very happy. 768 01:08:05,798 --> 01:08:08,244 He started a new career here, 769 01:08:08,334 --> 01:08:11,679 He started a new career here, 770 01:08:11,771 --> 01:08:14,752 p> 771 01:08:14,840 --> 01:08:18,049 and that's amazing. 772 01:08:21,947 --> 01:08:25,622 the program at Caracol is very big. 773 01:08:26,619 --> 01:08:31,034 Then he jumped into a bigger theater, and it was amazing. 774 01:08:31,123 --> 01:08:32,329 You should know how to move 775 01:08:32,625 --> 01:08:36,334 on stage and not look silly, not too much. 776 01:08:36,629 --> 01:08:38,734 You can't lose power. 777 01:08:39,865 --> 01:08:42,903 As soon as I step on the stage, 778 01:08:43,002 --> 01:08:45,676 I am punished like a matador. 779 01:08:50,309 --> 01:08:52,016 People seem to need it. 780 01:08:54,180 --> 01:08:57,218 When he comes, all the programs sold out. 781 01:08:57,316 --> 01:09:01,787 He was born again as a singer and as someone. 782 01:09:01,887 --> 01:09:06,358 He found extraordinary friends 783 01:09:06,659 --> 01:09:12,041 who hugged him and helped him. 784 01:09:13,032 --> 01:09:15,911 He feels loved and protected. in this country. 785 01:09:39,391 --> 01:09:43,771 Isabel, the name my mother gave me, 786 01:09:43,863 --> 01:09:45,706 was someone I love. 787 01:09:47,066 --> 01:09:48,272 He is always with me. 788 01:09:48,367 --> 01:09:51,280 Chavela is a bitch. Chavela & apos; sa real bitch. 789 01:09:53,739 --> 01:09:55,480 When did Chavela come? 790 01:09:55,774 --> 01:10:00,154 Chavela appeared in 1942. 791 01:10:01,947 --> 01:10:06,418 A bull came out to attack life. 792 01:10:06,719 --> 01:10:09,359 Goring and kicking. 793 01:10:09,455 --> 01:10:13,301 I will fight like a bull. and line up. 794 01:10:17,997 --> 01:10:20,910 I feel like diving into the water, so I jump in. 795 01:10:21,000 --> 01:10:22,172 Do it! 796 01:10:23,269 --> 01:10:24,304 Leave & apos; s do it. 797 01:10:26,805 --> 01:10:28,182 Give me your hand. 798 01:10:29,475 --> 01:10:31,819 Be careful, Chavela. 799 01:10:38,217 --> 01:10:41,323 He fought for freedom and equality 800 01:10:41,420 --> 01:10:46,494 in music and sexuality. 801 01:10:46,792 --> 01:10:52,299 He found that these things were not questioned in Spain. 802 01:10:53,766 --> 01:10:58,340 People in their social circle 803 01:10:58,437 --> 01:11:01,077 did not ask these questions. 804 01:11:01,941 --> 01:11:04,945 doesn't matter... 805 01:11:06,211 --> 01:11:08,953 if I'm homosexual. 806 01:11:09,048 --> 01:11:11,085 Leave & apos; s override that. 807 01:11:11,183 --> 01:11:14,062 Humans love, and that is the most important thing. 808 01:11:14,153 --> 01:11:16,895 Don't ask them. who they love or why. 809 01:11:18,123 --> 01:11:21,798 That's the beauty. 810 01:11:21,894 --> 01:11:26,172 That's the beauty. 811 01:11:26,265 --> 01:11:28,108 p> 812 01:11:28,200 --> 01:11:32,842 He stopped refusing the words people used to insult him. 813 01:11:32,938 --> 01:11:37,978 He was called "a damn lesbian." 814 01:11:38,077 --> 01:11:41,388 He was a beautiful artist and big celebrities, 815 01:11:41,480 --> 01:11:46,930 but they call him lesbian to bring it down. 816 01:11:47,019 --> 01:11:52,901 That's why he is afraid of from the word "lesbian." 817 01:11:52,992 --> 01:11:56,064 When he finally said, "I'm proud to be a lesbian," 818 01:11:56,161 --> 01:11:58,471 he put all his cards on the table. 819 01:11:58,564 --> 01:12:01,408 You have to be brave. and face challenges. 820 01:12:01,500 --> 01:12:02,877 Don't be ashamed of anything. 821 01:12:02,968 --> 01:12:07,041 No one is studying. at university 822 01:12:07,139 --> 01:12:11,144 be pure, polite, respectful and brave homosexuals. 823 01:12:11,243 --> 01:12:13,154 You cannot learn that! 824 01:12:15,381 --> 01:12:21,491 The first woman in Mexico who dares 825 01:12:21,587 --> 01:12:25,057 to sing for a woman is me. 826 01:12:25,157 --> 01:12:27,262 I have to say it like that. 827 01:12:28,460 --> 01:12:31,407 I will not oppose composer or myself. 828 01:12:31,497 --> 01:12:33,204 I got & apos; t betray yourself. 829 01:12:34,500 --> 01:12:38,642 Chavela is that woman... 830 01:12:38,937 --> 01:12:41,178 I speak for the lesbian community, 831 01:12:41,273 --> 01:12:45,915 Chavela is a woman the most important in Mexican history. 832 01:12:46,011 --> 01:12:49,356 Women who opened the door to us all. 833 01:12:49,448 --> 01:12:52,588 He paved the way for us 834 01:12:52,885 --> 01:12:57,061 from now on he starts singing in Mexico. 835 01:12:57,156 --> 01:13:00,069 We all know him. 836 01:13:00,159 --> 01:13:04,335 There are no lesbians in Mexico who doesn't know Chavela Vargas 837 01:13:04,430 --> 01:13:06,103 and who doesn't know? love and adore him. 838 01:13:25,918 --> 01:13:28,524 When we find out about his dream, 839 01:13:28,620 --> 01:13:32,534 or his obsession. to appear at Olympia, 840 01:13:32,624 --> 01:13:35,935 I immediately contacted the manager. 841 01:13:36,028 --> 01:13:41,307 842 01:13:42,935 --> 01:13:45,074 He said, "But, Pedro, we don't know him in France." 843 01:13:45,170 --> 01:13:48,413 I told him he was a woman who was very important. 844 01:13:48,507 --> 01:13:53,013 845 01:13:53,112 --> 01:13:59,256 We made an agreement under the terms 846 01:14:03,355 --> 01:14:06,564 that I will do one full week. Media promotion. 847 01:14:06,658 --> 01:14:08,638 And they will be paid, whether we sell tickets or not. 848 01:14:09,962 --> 01:14:14,672 Of course, Chavela doesn't know all that. 849 01:14:30,315 --> 01:14:32,522 We don't need to tell him. 850 01:14:32,618 --> 01:14:34,757 But as the days pass, we don't sell any tickets. 851 01:14:35,053 --> 01:14:40,503 Pedro told us to sit in the first row, as far as he can see, 852 01:14:40,592 --> 01:14:42,538 because the rest of the theater. will be empty. 853 01:14:43,695 --> 01:14:47,040 I call everyone I know 854 01:14:47,132 --> 01:14:52,206 to invite and even force their friends to buy tickets. 855 01:14:52,304 --> 01:14:57,219 I have never worked so hard in my life to get people to buy tickets. 856 01:14:57,309 --> 01:15:02,019 Ten minutes before 8:00 a.m., the theater is really full. 857 01:15:03,682 --> 01:15:06,526 We are both very nervous. 858 01:15:06,618 --> 01:15:12,500 I just quit smoking. and I'm on withdrawal. 859 01:15:12,591 --> 01:15:16,596 We were both going crazy. 860 01:15:16,695 --> 01:15:18,675 I can & apos; ve smoked the whole package, 861 01:15:18,764 --> 01:15:23,577 and he can & apos; ve drunk the entire bottle before he continues. 862 01:15:27,272 --> 01:15:30,344 When I see Paris on my feet, 863 01:15:30,442 --> 01:15:32,547 I told myself, "I succeeded." 864 01:15:32,644 --> 01:15:33,748 Yes. 865 01:15:36,048 --> 01:15:39,325 That no one will understand me, 866 01:15:39,418 --> 01:15:41,489 but they do it, 867 01:15:41,587 --> 01:15:46,093 because after that Everyone is drunk. 868 01:15:46,191 --> 01:15:49,764 Four hours before, no one knew about me. 869 01:15:50,062 --> 01:15:54,340 But after the show, all of Paris talked about me. 870 01:15:56,301 --> 01:16:02,149 Life doesn't offer much. Chance to share moments like that 871 01:16:02,241 --> 01:16:06,849 with artists like Chavela. 872 01:16:07,145 --> 01:16:12,356 When you get a chance, You have to do it. 873 01:16:15,120 --> 01:16:18,101 Whenever he talks about his past in Mexico, 874 01:16:18,190 --> 01:16:23,401 he sounds... not upset, but hurt . 875 01:16:23,495 --> 01:16:27,102 He said he never appeared in the big theater. 876 01:16:28,734 --> 01:16:31,544 I was stunned. 877 01:16:31,637 --> 01:16:36,279 Obviously Chavela was an artist who didn't exist. 878 01:16:36,375 --> 01:16:40,448 Even in a country with such good music and so many great artists. 879 01:16:40,545 --> 01:16:42,286 880 01:16:47,219 --> 01:16:49,665 But it's still outrageous. 881 01:16:50,822 --> 01:16:52,199 My dream is to sing on Bellas Artes. 882 01:16:52,291 --> 01:16:56,364 Here I am. 883 01:16:56,461 --> 01:16:58,134 Is it a long or short trip? 884 01:16:59,531 --> 01:17:01,533 No. 40 years. 885 01:17:01,633 --> 01:17:03,738 40. 886 01:17:05,837 --> 01:17:09,683 To get here... 887 01:17:09,775 --> 01:17:12,517 it takes 40 years of work, 40 years of experience. 888 01:17:12,611 --> 01:17:17,390 As I approach the end, 889 01:17:17,482 --> 01:17:21,897 I was given this gift. 890 01:17:22,187 --> 01:17:27,364 Now that I'm close to the beautiful one ends, I get Bellas Artes. 891 01:17:27,459 --> 01:17:30,872 Finally, at Bellas Artes in Mexico City. 892 01:20:23,034 --> 01:20:26,447 Chavela sings for another 20 years. 893 01:20:26,538 --> 01:20:28,108 Another one here, please. 894 01:20:28,406 --> 01:20:30,613 Another wave or another kiss? 895 01:20:30,709 --> 01:20:33,747 - Kiss!
- Both of them! 896 01:20:33,845 --> 01:20:37,793 It was impressive to see him strong and sing... 897 01:20:38,884 --> 01:20:40,989 to the end. 898 01:20:44,723 --> 01:20:46,634 At the National Auditorium of Mexico, 899 01:20:46,725 --> 01:20:49,433 he still walked everywhere. 900 01:20:49,528 --> 01:20:51,474 Very slowly, but he can still walk. 901 01:20:52,497 --> 01:20:55,444 This auditorium is very large. 902 01:20:56,735 --> 01:21:01,684 From the entrance to the stage, it is a trip. 903 01:21:01,773 --> 01:21:05,516 So I carry a wheelchair. 904 01:21:05,610 --> 01:21:10,025 I said, "Chavela, Because we don't do it well, 905 01:21:10,115 --> 01:21:13,961 leave & apos; save all our strength to sing." 906 01:21:15,820 --> 01:21:17,697 He said, 907 01:21:17,789 --> 01:21:21,828 " Tidak ada yang akan lihat aku. di kursi roda, sayang. 908 01:21:21,927 --> 01:21:24,533 My public will never see me in a wheelchair. " 909 01:21:32,137 --> 01:21:35,949 He came to the stage. and after the third step, 910 01:21:36,041 --> 01:21:38,487 he opened his hand like a dove. 911 01:21:39,945 --> 01:21:43,586 María Cortina,
who is standing next to me, 912 01:21:43,682 --> 01:21:48,654 says, "Very elegant. See how he opened his arm. " 913 01:21:48,753 --> 01:21:52,462 He actually did it because he couldn't do it; t made it to the microphone instead. 914 01:21:55,627 --> 01:21:58,164 He finally reached the microphone. 915 01:21:58,463 --> 01:22:02,036 He sang the whole concert without drinking a drop of water 916 01:22:02,133 --> 01:22:05,512 because he couldn't move. 917 01:22:05,604 --> 01:22:10,553 On the 20th song. He said very calmly, 918 01:22:10,642 --> 01:22:14,146 > 919 01:22:23,021 --> 01:22:26,195 "My feet killed me. Bring a chair, baby." 920 01:22:29,461 --> 01:22:33,739 He refused to accept limitations to be bound to a wheelchair. 921 01:22:33,832 --> 01:22:35,812 He didn't want to look unattractive. 922 01:22:37,168 --> 01:22:39,978 Chavela was in vain. 923 01:22:40,071 --> 01:22:43,575 He always wants the photo is taken and looks good. 924 01:22:45,110 --> 01:22:47,522 Please give it a way! 925 01:22:47,612 --> 01:22:50,821 Doña Chavela Vargas is coming. Make a way! 926 01:22:50,915 --> 01:22:56,126 For a long time, he refused to accept that he lost mobility. 927 01:22:56,221 --> 01:22:59,634 But he doesn't want anyone to live with him. 928 01:22:59,724 --> 01:23:01,670 He doesn't want anyone to control it 929 01:23:01,760 --> 01:23:06,573 or tell him what to eat, drink or do. 930 01:23:07,599 --> 01:23:08,634 It's very difficult. 931 01:23:14,072 --> 01:23:17,645 When he can't take care of it. himself again, it's very difficult. 932 01:23:17,742 --> 01:23:22,623 Dia tidak ingin siapa pun untuk membantunya atau bahkan menyentuhnya. 933 01:23:22,714 --> 01:23:25,217 He has lived alone all his life. 934 01:23:27,986 --> 01:23:33,095 Solitude always surrounds him. 935 01:23:33,191 --> 01:23:39,631 He always says that loneliness gives him freedom. 936 01:23:49,941 --> 01:23:53,320 - Are you want cookies? - No. Thank you. 937 01:23:53,611 --> 01:23:56,148 His final years gave him 938 01:23:56,247 --> 01:23:58,693 a kind of peace. 939 01:23:58,783 --> 01:24:02,856 Even though Chavela couldn't live. peaceful, not completely. 940 01:24:04,222 --> 01:24:07,863 941 01:24:11,563 --> 01:24:16,171 942 01:24:16,267 --> 01:24:22,149 p> 943 01:24:22,240 --> 01:24:24,720 Whenever he talks about his childhood, he is in pain. 944 01:24:24,809 --> 01:24:28,018 You can imagine it somewhere where he feels truly unloved. 945 01:24:29,147 --> 01:24:33,118 When he talks about his mother, 946 01:24:35,587 --> 01:24:36,622 he still can't accept. that he never loved her. 947 01:24:40,592 --> 01:24:43,664 It hurts him to the end. 948 01:24:43,762 --> 01:24:48,643 Wake up before the Chalchi is a dream. 949 01:24:50,001 --> 01:24:57,647 Now I dream of leaving forever. 950 01:24:58,643 --> 01:25:03,183 I'm packing my bag to leave forever. 951 01:25:03,281 --> 01:25:07,388

952 01:25:07,685 --> 01:25:12,191 Chavela lives in a state of continuous separation. 953 01:25:14,025 --> 01:25:16,904 She always says goodbye. 954 01:25:18,129 --> 01:25:20,336 It's always the last concert, and she may not back. 955 01:25:20,632 --> 01:25:24,011 But it's never been the last concert. 956 01:25:24,102 --> 01:25:25,740 It was always the last concert, and she might not return. 957 01:25:25,837 --> 01:25:32,379 But it was never the last concert. 958 01:25:32,677 --> 01:25:35,283 He can't get pregnant. Live without a stage. 959 01:25:40,852 --> 01:25:42,388 He needs it. To keep breathing. 960 01:25:42,687 --> 01:25:44,860 He wants to go back to Madrid 961 01:25:44,956 --> 01:25:48,267 before dying to sing. 962 01:25:51,396 --> 01:25:55,845 He is full of energy when he arrives, and there are extraordinary days. 963 01:25:57,001 --> 01:25:59,880 Tell Laura how long you stayed. 964 01:25:59,971 --> 01:26:01,973 Remaining my life. 965 01:26:04,309 --> 01:26:07,847 966 01:26:09,113 --> 01:26:10,888 Concert day, he fell ill. 967 01:26:12,917 --> 01:26:15,158 But he-- You know, he succeeded. 968 01:26:15,253 --> 01:26:21,693 That's very strong for everyone. 969 01:26:22,694 --> 01:26:26,437 He... clearly said goodbye To his audience, to his friends. 970 01:26:26,731 --> 01:26:29,007 Everyone was very aware of how weak he was 971 01:26:30,068 --> 01:26:31,843 and that was his last trip. 972 01:26:31,936 --> 01:26:35,042 And he was happy. 973 01:26:36,341 --> 01:26:39,254 He did the last thing he wanted to do before he died. 974 01:26:39,344 --> 01:26:43,156 He wants to die here. 975 01:26:43,248 --> 01:26:44,488 He tries as hard as he can dies on the stage. 976 01:26:44,782 --> 01:26:47,228 That's the dream. 977 01:26:47,318 --> 01:26:51,733 He wants to go down history 978 01:26:57,795 --> 01:27:02,437 When he can't; t get sick on stage... 979 01:27:04,135 --> 01:27:05,808 and die there, 980 01:27:07,805 --> 01:27:09,751 we have to take it to the hospital. 981 01:27:09,841 --> 01:27:13,812 hospital, he told me... 982 01:27:15,380 --> 01:27:18,224 "I will not die in Spain. I will die in Mexico. 983 01:27:19,450 --> 01:27:22,158 Quickly take me 984 01:27:22,253 --> 01:27:26,395 because of Death come here tonight, 985 01:27:26,491 --> 01:27:28,528 and he wants to take me. 986 01:27:28,826 --> 01:27:32,035 Hurry up and send me back. " 987 01:28:20,478 --> 01:28:22,981 How beautiful born a woman, don & apos; Don't you think? 988 01:28:23,081 --> 01:28:25,220 - Yes! - What are the privileges, right? 989 01:28:25,316 --> 01:28:28,991 - This is a very special privilege. - Yes & apos; t right? 990 01:28:29,087 --> 01:28:33,558 This is a blessing from the universe, from the cosmos, 991 01:28:33,858 --> 01:28:35,860 that they make you a woman. 992 01:28:35,960 --> 01:28:37,837 This is the most beautiful. 993 01:28:46,371 --> 01:28:49,580 My songs are dedicated for all women in the world. 994 01:28:50,541 --> 01:28:53,545 Mothers, daughters, sisters, 995 01:28:53,845 --> 01:28:56,382 wives, friends and lovers. 996 01:29:12,296 --> 01:29:15,277 One truth always applies. 997 01:29:15,366 --> 01:29:18,438 When you are honest with yourself, you win in the end. 998 01:29:19,871 --> 01:29:21,509 You will succeed. 999 01:29:21,606 --> 01:29:24,450 Visit www. Hokijudi99.cc Trusted Secure Online Gambling Agent 1000 01:29:24,542 --> 01:29:28,456 New Member 500 Thousand Bonuses 10 Million Parlay Cashback 1001 01:29:28,546 --> 01:29:30,526 Sbobet Sportsbook Rolls 1.25% Maxbet 1.5% Sportsbook roll 1002 01:29:36,220 --> 01:29:38,598 BBM: 2BB90FCC LINE: CS_HOKIJUDI99 1003 01:29:39,624 --> 01:29:41,433 Wechat: HOKIJUDI99 Whatsapp: +66846340117