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I GO TO MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER OPEN CASKET WHEN WILL 4 AND
BECAME FASCINATED BY THE CONCEPT OF LIFE AND DEATH.
I AM CATHOLIC DISASTER. I'M EVEN ALTAR BOY.
I ACCORDING TO FASCINATED BY ALL OF MY T.
>> JESUS HAS CROSS. THEY BECOME HIM LIFE
FIGHTING. THEY ARE ALL BLOOD.
>> I START TO MAKE A MOVIES WHEN I AM A KID.
I FOUND EIGHT MILLIMETERS CAMERA.
IN THE FIRST THEY JUST FUN AND REMOVE THINGS.
I WILL BE FOUND THE SONG. BUT AS A KID, NOT EVERYTHING IS VERY VERY
CONTENT OR HAPPEN TO ME. I DECIDE SOMETHING SOMETHING
DEEPER, THE SECRET IS NOT EXISTING SEEMED TO KNOW.
BUT THEN I AM COLLECTION AND I START USING FILM AS HOW TO
EXPLORING THE MEANING OF LIFE, EXPLAINING MY WORLD.
BUT WITH TIME THAT I FINISHED FILM SCHOOL, I DON'T CLOSE
KNOW WHO I AM, WHAT I WANT, WHERE DO I GO AND
MOST IMPORTANT, WHY. THIS IS WHAT I EXPLOIT ME GREAT
ADVENTURE. THIS IS MY STORY ABOUT WHAT
HAPPENED TO MY 22 YEARS SEARCH FOR THE TRUTH.
¶ ¶
IT IS THE MIDDLE OF THE 80's AND UPIE GENERATION.
WE'RE IMMEDIATELY LOOKING FOR SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
>> THIS IS NOT MY PATH. I CAN BE ACCEPTED TO BASIC SCHOOL.
I WILL GET A PH.D. DI PSYCHOLOGY OF CHILDREN
I HAVE MY LIFE LIFE. THEN I MARRIED SOME OF THESE PEOPLE.
THEY ARE OWN. EVERYTHING PLAYS AND
JUMPING IN ICE COLD RIVERS AND HIKING THROUGH FORESTS IN
NIGHT AND OH, GOD, I WANT ME SOME OF IT.
SOME OF SOME OF THE WORST, MOST BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE
I NEVER HAVE MY LIFE. >> WE START.
THIS WHAT WE WANT. IT IS A SMALL SMALL ABOVE
THIS GREAT GIANT CITY. >> CONTINUE TO BE FED
LIKE YOUR SOUL BECOME A FED WITH LOVE AND INSPIRATION
AND AWE. >> I WANT EVERYONE, EVERYONE
IN THE WORLD, FOR THIS EXPERIENCE .
I CAN REMEMBER THE FEELING SO FULFILLED.
>> I SAID DAD, I WANT TO GIVE MY LIFE TO GOD.
AND HE IS AT THE NEXT COST OUTSIDE.
TO COME TO GET ME. >> PEOPLE WHO ARE THERE
LOOKING FOR SPIRITUALITY, BUT ALL SUDDEN, YOU HAVE A
BUILT-IN FAMILY. >> I ALSO GO TO GROUPS FROM
THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE I HAVE EVER EVER MET.
IT IS MY FIRST SUSTER TELL ME ABOUT HIS FRIENDS
YOURSELF IS NEEDED BUDDHAFIELD.
>> PEOPLE ASK ME ALL TIME HOW DO YOU END THERE.
I AM LIMITED IN CATHOLIC SCHOOLS AND I ALWAYS HAVE A LOT
QUESTIONS FOR NUNS WHEN I WILL GO TO HOME AND TELL ME
WHAT MOM I SAY, HE WILL SAY YOU CANNOT ASK THEM THAT.
I AM NOT LIKE, I WANT TO KNOW. I WANT TO KNOW YOURSELF
WORLD SUPERFISIALITY I LIVE ON.
LIFE COULDN'T BECOME THIS THING WHERE YOU JUST LIVE AND WORK AND
OFF. THERE SHOULD BE SOMETHING
MORE. >> I SHARE WITH THE FAMILY
ABSOLUTELY EFFECTIVE, ARTISTIC CHARACTER TYPE HIPPIE.
I ALSO HAVE NO GUIDE RISE.
LIVE IN CHICAGO WHERE I AM GREW UP IN JALAN, ITU Very stupid KETIKA DATANG BUDDHAFIELD,
DOESN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE, WHAT WHAT I STARTED
TO FEEL LIKE REALLY DEEPLY. >> I ALWAYS HAVE THIS YEAR
KNOW IT REALLY WHY WE'RE HERE. >> I'M SHARING VERY
FUNDAMENTALIST, FIRE AND BRIMSTONE CHURCH WITH FEAR
GOD AND ALL >> MY MOM KICKED ME OUT OF THE
HOUSE WHEN I AM 15, SO YEAH, I LOOK FOR STABILITY.
WHEN I COME ON GROUP, IT FELT LIKE ANYTHING, THIS WILL GO
BE FOR LIFE. IT IS A SETTLEMENT.
I WORK WITH REAL PROBLEMS WITH AUTHORITY
PROBLEM OF MAIN AUTHORITY. REALLY DOES NOT CHANGE MUCH,
ACTUALLY, I HAVE TO SAY YOU REALLY.
>> WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG I WANT TO BE A SCIENTIST, THEN I
WANT TO BE AN ARTIST. THERE IS ALWAYS A RUNNING PLACE
THROUGH THAT WOULD LIKE TO BE PROHIBITED.
>> I AM VERY LOST AND I BUT EMPTY, LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING
LOST. >> AS A CHILD, THERE ARE MUCH
FINALLY IN MY FAMILY. DISPLAY OF SUICIDE EVERY COUPLE
MONTH, MANY ABUSE. >> I WANT TO BE A POLITICS.
>> I WANT FREEDOM I WANT FREEDOM TO WALK FROM
THIS IS SELF >> WE HAVE GOING FROM US
MINDS. WE DESTROY OUR EGOS.
I START TO EXPERIENCE A PART IS LARGER THAN MY OWN
BEYOND ANYTHING THAT I'M KNOWN. AND THAT IS A TEACHER
OUR GUIDE EVERY STEP FROM WAY.
>> MY FIRST TIME MET THE TEACHERS IN ONE WEEK OF BUDDHAFIELD in _ HOLLYWOOD BARAT
I TOLD HIS NAME was MICHEL. >> HE WAS JUST SOFT AND
ENERGY ONLY STILL, YOU KNOW. I JUST THOUGHT WOW, WHAT A
LELAKI TAMPAN. >> IF YOU THINK TOMORROW,
YOU DO NOT EXPECT. IF YOU THINK OF THE PAST, YOU
CAN BE MISERABLE.
OPPORTUNITY WHERE YOU ARE. WHERE ARE YOU WHERE
HAPPINESS IS. >> HE SPOKE AS IF HE HAS DONE
TO COSMOS AND COME BACK AND HERE TO SAY US ABOUT IT
AND TAKE AS THERE ARE. HAVE YOU MADE WITH CONTACT
KALERAH OR YOU STILL STAND WITH THE MOMENTER?
WHEN WILL YOU BE OWN? WHEN YOU WILL REALIZE
WHAT YOU DO THIS PRECIOUS ENERGY, WITH THIS
A PLEASANT OPPORTUNITY? HE HASN'T WE HAD A MASTER
THAT HAS A GREAT DIMINITY IR SPIRITUAL AWAKENING.
>> YOU SPEAK AROUND HERE AND YOU LISTEN TO WHAT LISTED FOR YOU
AND YOU WILL HOPE. THAT MANY I CAN SAY YOU.
>> I WANT TO HAVE SPIRITUAL TEACHERS WHO CAN TEACH ME HOW FOR FREE. >> I WANT MENTOR.
I WANT ANYONE WHO WILL GOING TO HAVE ME.
THEY DO IT IN INDIA ALL TIME.
THERE IS THERE A STRAIGHT. THIS IS JUST A MODERN DAY
THE VERSION IN AMERICA. ¶
>> HE IS A CONTEMPORARY. HE'S NOT SOME SMALL HUMANS
WITH A GRAY BEARD SITTING IN A DONAT.
HE LOVES SPEEDOS AND RAY-BANS AND HE BECOME DANCING AND
DOING CONTEMPORARY MUSIC >> HE SPOKE FOUR OR FIVE
LANGUAGE. HE AMAZINGLY HUMOROUS,
JENAKA. VERY THINK LIKE A CHILDREN.
HE CAN DO SOMETHING LIKE OH, I, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU ONLY
THAT HE CAN DANCE.
He is artistic HE IS ALL OUR THINGS
WANT TO BE. >> HE DOES NOT REPRESENT WHO I AM
EVER PREVIOUS MET. HE EXPECTS I DESTROY ALL ME
WHAT IDEAS do I THINK I CAN BE APPLIED.
>> I'M FINALLY LIKE I WILL THE TRUE PATH.
I AM FACING EVERY MEETING, EVERYTHING WE ARE GOING TO TAKE AND
EVEN THOUGH WEEKLY MICHEL WEEK INDIVIDUAL HYPNOTHERAPY SESSION
CALLED CLEANSINGS. I AM REALLY CLEAR LIKE SOMETHING
IMPORTANT TO HAPPEN IN ME LIFE.
>> NAMASTE. >> I REALLY FALL LOVE
OTHER PEOPLE FIRST. WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
>> WE ARE TOGETHER 24 hours a day. WE LIFE TOGETHER, WE ATE
TOGETHER, PLAY TOGETHER. EVERY PERSON I KNOW ABOVE
BUDDHAFIELD. MY CIRCUIT, MY FAMILY, WHAT
BUDDHAFIELD. >> I HOPE IN THE HOUSE WITH ABOUT
EIGHT PEOPLE. IT IS WARM AND SAFE.
>> NEVER EVER YOU. NOTHING TO DO
TUNA WISMA. YOU ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE.
>> EVERYONE IS SUPPORTING EVERYTHING WITH HELPING WITH FOOD,
HELPING WITH COOKING. IT IS VERY IDYLLIC.
>> I DO NOT LOVE CAFFEINE, I DO NOT DRINK GLASS WINE.
I MEAN, I CANNOT CONSIDER ANY LIFE CLEAN.
IT WAS REALLY LOVING THAT WE TRAINED AND TAKE CARE OF
SELF. This is a LIFE.
>> WE LIVE AT HOME, WE PAID OUR RENTS.
WE HAVE A WORK. >> I am PERSONAL TRAINING.
I HAVE MY OWN BUSINESS. I AM VERY SUCCESSFUL WITH
MONEY. >> IF I HAVE A WRONG JOB
YOUR MONEY TOWARDS ME, I GROCERIES BUT WHAT IS REQUIRED
BE BOUGHT OR BUILT, WE ARE ALL DETERMINED AND PAID FOR IT.
REQUIRES SOME ASSISTANCE. EXAMPLE OF OTHER SERVICES.
>> SERVICES ARE ACTIONS YOU HAVE SELPHESLY.
ONLY FOR OTHERS, FOR GOD. >> I LOVE THE SERVICE.
I AM CALCULATION AND MY SERVICE 40 HOURS A WEEK PLUS WORK.
>> WE START TO DO SERVICES FOR COUPLE OF QUADRAPLEGICS THAT
IN THE GROUP AND HELP THEM THROUGH THEIR DAY.
IT WAS MADE FEEL LIKE I HAVE A PURPOSE.
>> BY TIME THAT I OWN 20S I HAVE TO DO ROLE
THE GROUP'S DE FACTO FILM MAKER. WHICH WILL YOU FIRST, FOR
DEDIKUR YOUR CERTAIN LIFE KNOW YOUR AND SPIRITUAL
JOB MASTER ON THIS EARTH. MY FILMS LIKE HOW
GIVE BACK TO GROUP. THEY ARE THE PERFECT MEDIA FOR
SHARE MICHEL'S TEACHINGS. I AM EVEN A COMMERCIAL DIRECTIVE FOR
WINGS, HAIR PRODUCTS MADE BY SOME MEMBERS OF GROUP.
ADVANTAGES THAT CAN BE NEEDED FUND THE BUDDHAFIELD AND THE
MASTER'S TRAVELS. THERE IS SUPPORT BY SUPPORT
GROUPS TO I DO WHAT I WANT.
CAPTURE EXPERIENCE AND WE EVER BUY MICHEL LOVE.
>> WE ARE USED FOR A JOKE EVEN ABOVE AL EARLY DAY, IF THIS IS A CULTURE,
At least it is really good CULTUS.
>> ONE FIRST PERSON I WANT TO HELP BRING TO
MY OWN GROUP, LORI.
>> MY OWN AND SAID SUSTER YOU MUST COME HERE, IT 'S
SO BEAUTIFUL, YOU WILL GET ALL HEALTH YOU NEED AND HEALTHY
FROM YOUR EATING AND HEALTH _ FROM YOUR RAPE TRAUMA.
I KNOW I NEED HEALTH. I MEAN, I KNOW I AM MESSED UP.
IT WAS SOMETHING I WAS ALWAYS ALWAYS KNOWN ABOUT YOURSELF.
>> WE ARE SUPPORTED WILL, AMY AND LORI TO DO WHAT IT IS THEY
WANT TO DO IT. IF THEY NEED ANSWER ANSWERS, I
HUSBAND AND MY THOUGHT WE HAVE BEEN WORKING TO GIVE THEM THEM
ANSWER BUT ANYTHING WE DON'T DO ENOUGH.
THEY NEED SOMETHING THAT THEY ARE NOT GETTING.
>> SOMETHING HAPPENS. SOMETHING DECLARES IN IT
MOM ONLY I WILL NOT LEAVE THIS.
>> ONE DAY, I ASK FOR SOMEONE ASK IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I
CAN DO IT. IT SOUNDS SO SMALL.
HE HAS YOU CAN MAKE ME FRUIT SALAD EVERY MORNING.
SO I WILL GO TO THE STORE AND I WILL BUY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL
MY FRUIT CAN FIND AND I STARTED WANT BUDDHAS FROM PAPAYA.
I GIVE THE LATEST MEAT FROM FRUIT.
I spend hours IN MY I MAKE A
SALAD FRUIT FOR GOD. ONE DAY I COME HOME AND ME
ROOM, VERY VERY CLOSELY SERVE MASTER TAKE
ONE OF MY FRUIT SALADS AND SLIDING IT TO THE BLENDER AND
MAKING THE FULL SALAD FRUIT MY THOUGHT KNOWS HE DOESN'T EAT
ANYTHING.
>> IT'S TRANSFERENCE OF ENERGY FROM THE MASTER
MURID. LOOKS AND HIGH WITHOUT -
DRUGS. >> MY BODY STARTED CONVULSING
AND ALL OF THESE TYPES START HAPPENING.
>> WHEN HE TAKES ME, I AM NOT MY OLD.
>> There is a PROFOUND EXPERIENCE WHERE AM I FELT A
CURRENTLY, WHERE DO I LIKE LIKE THERE ARE ELECTRICITY HAPPENING.
AND I LOOK LIKE THIS LIKE FLASHING LIGHT, LIKE LIGHTNING,
SOUND SO LOUD LIKE A JET FLY AIRCRAFT.
>> IT'S PRETTY ADDICTIVE. >> I HAVE AN
LSD-LIKE COUNTRY. COLORS MOVING AROUND.
THERE IS AN ATTACHED PHENOMENON FOR THIS NOW.
IT'S NOT JUST GOOD THIS FEELINGS I HAVE.
NOW THIS IS LIKE FLASHING HAPPENED IN ME.
>> MORE THAN SHOCKTIE THERE IS A GREAT EXPERIENCE THAT IS ONLY
MICHEL CAN LOVE TO US. IT IS OUR ULTIMATE STEP
REQUIRED TO TAKE US TO TAKE OFF.
>>> WE KNOW THAT HE WILL HAVE THE SAME DAY SET WHERE WE
CAN COME AND ASK HER FOR DIRECT GOD, AND HER EXPERIENCE
CALLING IT KNOWS. DID THIS BASED
CALLED BAGAVHAD GITTA BOOK, THIS HINDU BOOK IS WHERE SECRET
GOD IS ALLOWED MURID.
>> I'M LIKE YES, IT IS RESONATION WITH ME.
I LIKE I KNOW, I KNOW IT WAS POSSIBLE.
KNOWING REALIZATION MAY SEE
AND LISTENING AND TASTE OF GOD. >> YOU CAN ONLY GIVE ANYTHING
IT MEANS TO FINALLY HAVE GOD NEEDED TO YOU IN HIS LIFE
FORM, FINALLY >> IT'S SOMETHING THAT I AM
FELT LIKE I HAVE LOOKED MY LIFE RELATED TO THE POINT.
I HAVE BEEN GOING TO SCHOOL, I HAVE A LEVEL, I HAVE A GREAT WORK, I'M
INVOLVED, AND NOT WHEN THIS IS HAPPENED, IT WAS LIKE ALL
THERE IS NO THERE. >> SO WHO WANTS TO ASK FOR
KNOW TODAY? ONE OF THINGS THAT MADE
KNOW THAT KNOWS INTRIGUING THAT NOT EVERYONE IS GOING
CAN RECEIVE IT. >> I WANT WHAT YOU THOUGHT
HAD. I WANT TO KNOW.
I WOULD LIKE TO PROMISE THIS .
>> CEREMONI WILL OCCUR OVER COURSES SOME DAYS,
WHERE INDIVIDUALS ARE ABLE TO AS AS IF THEY ARE READY TO
FULL OF MEANINGS. THEY STILL WILL ACCEPT THE
EXPERIENCE OF GOD. HE HAS YOU TO GIVE
EVERYTHING AND I WILL KNOW, BECAUSE YOU WILL BE REQUESTED BEFORE
YOU ACCEPT THIS EXPERIENCE. I KNOW IF YOU SAY
TRUTH OR NOT. I AM LIKE I REALLY REALLY DO
SOME SOUL SEARCH. >> AS DETERMINED AS I, ME
STILL NERVOUS THAT HE WILL NOT THINK I'M READY.
ONE NIGHT HE KILLS MY OWN. HE HAS SOMETHING NEEDED SAY ME. HE'S ONLY HAD ALWAYS EVENING
FACING GOD, PREVENT TO MY LIFE.
I LOOK TO HAVE HORRIBLE ACCIDENT.
I CAN DIE. HE'S ONLY NEEDED TO FOLLOW IT
GUIDELINES AND I WILL BE OK. IT IS SO MUST BELIEVE BUT I'M
TRUSTED HIM. THE NEXT DAY, I WILL FIND
OUT IF I ACCEPT KNOW. >> TODAY WILL MAKE
Oh my God, okay NO PRESIDENT, NOT BRAD
PITT. This is God
SO YOU DO NOT WANT TO TAKE THIS ENTENG.
>> WE ARE IN THE WOOD AND HE LOOKS WITH YOUR EYES
LIKE, YOU KNOW, THIS IS OPEN-EYED THAT MEDITATION
OVERWHELMING. AND HE WAS SAID WHAT YOU WANT.
AND I TOLD THAT I WANTED HAVE TO KNOW THAT I NEEDED.
>> HE'S SAID BUT VERY VERY DOUBTFUL.
HE REALLY PLAYS WITH IT FOR ME.
>> HE SAID BOW DOWN AND I DID. HE HAS YOU GOING TO ACCEPT THE
KNOW AND YOU WILL KNOW GOD LIVE.
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READY FOR IT. SOMETHING IN I CHANGE AND
REALLY FOR THREE DAYS, I THOUGHTS I DO THE ACID TRIP.
I AM YOURSELF ATOM AND I LOOK AT THINGS AND I GO CHECKING MYSELF AS LIKE
WOW, IS IT REAL? >> I DON'T BELIEVE TO HAVE
KNOW WRITTEN FOR ME. BASIC, HE DOES NOT HAVE THIS
TIME. I THINK YOU ARE NOT SOMETHING READY
BUT. >> MY SUSTER HAS BEEN THERE
SIX YEARS OF WORK LIKE AUCTION. I MEAN LIKE AUCTION.
>> COURSES ARE MADE TO FEEL NO.
ALL I WANT TO REACH THEY ARE GOING TO GOD AND
DISAPPEARING I AM LOOKING FOR AROUND IN PEOPLE
WHO HAS THERE NO THERE IS NO WAY AS A LONG AS I AM.
EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS SET UP OFF BY BEING THEM ONLY OLD
SOULS. SO IT IS REALLY HARD.
HE'S HER STRUNGING. STRUNG HER ALONG.
>> IT'S ESPECIALLY HARD FOR ME WHEN YOU MAKE KNOWS
AND I AM NOT. '.
KNOWLEDGE FINALLY DONE FOR ME.
IT WAS NOT WHAT I HOPE TO APPRECIATE. I SAW LIGHT AND HEARD SOUND.
THERE IS NO LOVING BEAUTY I AM EXPERIENCED.
BUT I WAS TOO LATE TOO MANY I ASKED ME AND ME
WILL GET DEEP.
I LOVE DOING SERVICES AND EVENTUALLY, MICHEL LOOKING FOR ME
CLOSE TO DO THE SERVICE FOR HER LIVE.
I ALWAYS TELL IT AN HONOR TO SERVE HIM AND ME
PRIVILEGED. I CAN ASK HIM ANYTHING AND HE
BECAME IS VERY COMPATIBLE WITH ME. I START FINDING DETAILS
ABOUT HIS LIFE. IN ADDITION TO BEING ACTOR,
He has become a DANER in THE OAKLAND BALLET.
HE DANCED AND WORK ALWAYS.
I BECOME ONE OF THE MASSAGED HIMS AND GAVE HIM
ADJUSTMENT, WHAT WE CALL BODY WORKERS.
FULLY I MOVED TO TOP APARTMENT NEXT DOOR TO HIS WITH
FELIPPE AND WE TRANSFORMED US LIVING ROOM TO DANCE STUDY
FOR USE. >> I'M VERY DEVELOPING
PEOPLE. I LOVE HONORS, AND I
START DECIDING IT ALL ENERGY TO HIM.
HERE YOU ONLY USE ME AS A SITE, WE ALL HAVE EXCUSES,
BIRD PEOPLE FOR BUDDHA, BOW PEOPLE TO JESUS, AND YOU USE ME
THAT. I WERE NOTHING.
>> WE FEEL SPECIAL FEELINGS, IMPORTANT, LOVED AND SUPPORTED.
WE DO NOT SAY IT HOW DO WE LOVE HIM AND HOW TO AMAZING HIM, AND HOW, YOU KNOW, WE CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT
HE. AND REALLY 150 OR BUT MUCH
PEOPLE SAY YOU THAT EVERYDAY, EVERY DAY, IT'S PRETTY
STRONG. >> MICHEL VERY DISCIPLIN.
BALLET IS A DAILY RITUAL FOR HER .
IT OUR BECAME, TOO. >> I LOVE IT.
I'M IN HEAVEN. IT IS MY FAVORITE THINGS WE HAVE
AND 90% of the rest of the people hate it.
DANCE HIDUP HELL. AGAIN, AGAIN.
>> IT WAS LIKE GOING THROUGH SCHOOL AGAIN
>> YOU MUST KNOW THIS. >> I HELP PEOPLE LOVE THAT
CLASS. ITU INTENSE.
>> IT'S TOUGH LOVE. He GIVES THEY LOVE LOVE.
>> DO YOU HAVE SEEN ANYTHING MORE SILLY OF TWO PEOPLE
HAVING SEX? HE'S VERY CLEAR WITH ME
ABSTAIN FROM HAVE SEX. I CANNOT HAVE A
RELATIONSHIP IN GROUP. SHE WAS THAT TOO HAZARDOUS AND
THAT MY ENERGY IS REQUIRED TO RISE. >> WHAT HAPPENS DURING SEXUAL
ORGASM, SMALL SMALL. ONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED
ORGASM MEDITATION, IT WAS THE BIGGEST ORGASM.
>> WHAT DO I REMEMBER HE SAY BASIC HEALTH BASIC IS A LOW
ENERGY. >> DOES NOT HAVE SEX FOR THREE
YEAR. THAT HAS BEEN A
LONG TIME HAS GOTTEN HOW TO OVER MY T.
>> IT BECAME BUDDHAFIELD. AFTER AWHILE IS LIKE THIS
ONLY SPIRITUAL BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE WE DO NOT HAVE SEX.
IN FACT, EVERYONE [BLEEP] EVERYONE BUT IT IS ABOVE
LOW DOWN. >> HE TOOK ME TRAVEL WITH HIM
AND SOME OTHER HELPERS. COURSE, IN ADDITION TO ALL
FUN AND MEDITATION, WE HAVE OUR REGULAR DUTIES, SERVE
MICHEL I AM THE MASSEUR.
I AM ON CALL 24/7. ¶
I HAVE BEEN VERY GOOD IN MY LIFE. HEALTHY, LOVING AND LOVED.
I HAVE MY BOX BUT I WORK HARD TO OVERCOME THEM.
>> TO BECOME A PEOPLE WHO BECOME A Mask.
AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE SPEAKING WITH THE MASK, THE
REAL PEOPLE IN ANOTHER PLACE IN IT IS MASK.
YOU MUST STAND OUT FROM FROM GOD AS HE MAKES YOU IN YOU
BODY OF LIGHT. MASTER ONLY STATES GOD
ON THE EARTH AND IF YOU CAN DISPLAY NAKED IN FRONT OF YOU
MASTER, YOU CAN BE DONE NAKED IN FRONT OF YOUR GOD.
KNOW THAT. >> SO TEACHER IS A
HYPNOTHERAPIST. He will invite me to
CREATED THERAPY CLEANING
HE HAS A $ 50 SESSION PEOPLE. >> WE ALL EVERYTHING THERAPY WEEK. >> IN HYPNOTHERAPY REGRESSION
YOU TOWARD BACK TO TRAUMA, IT IS LIFE AND IT IS A CHANGE IN IT SO
THAT THEY ARE NEEDED. >> HE WOULD SAY I WILL GO
COUNT FOR TEN AND YOU WILL DOWN STEP AND HE HAVE THIS
REALLY DEEP HYPNOTIC VOICE. >> OK, CLOSE YOUR EYES.
BACK IN TIME, DOWN THE STEPS. >> HE WILL SNAP IT FINGER AND - >> YOU ARE THERE.
HOW DOES YOUR AGE? >> WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
>> IN SOME MINUTES, I WAIT AND LOVE LIKE I
NEVER CRIED IN MY LIFE. >> YOU WILL FIND PILLOWS AND
SCREAM AND CRY. WHEN YOU ARE DONE, YOU WILL
ESPECIALLY TRUE FROM IT PLACE.
IT WAS AMAZING. >> I DIVULGED EVERY SECRET,
EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY FEAR. EXPOSED IT ALL.
>> WHAT IS TRANSPIRATION HERE, IT SHOULD TAKE HERE.
ABOUT BUT YOU SPEAK, ABOUT WHAT YOU DO OR THINK OR SAY.
>> MICHEL GAVE US ALL NEW NAMES TO HELP US MOVE BEYOND OUR FUTURE
AND CREATE A NEW WAY TO SEE YOURSELF.
IT IS A GENERAL PRACTICE IN PT GROUP.
AMY NOW CALLED EMILIANA. LORI is calling CRYSTAL.
I AM NOW TRAINING NAMED. >> IT WILL COME HOME TO US AND
TOLD US THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED THEIR NAME AND THIS WHAT IS
THEY WANT TO BE CALLED. I AM SAID GOOD, WE WILL NOT
CONTACT YOU THAT WE HAVE YOUR NAME AND IT WHAT ARE WE GOING TO CALL YOU, AND YOU MAY BE GETTING
USED FOR IT. THEY COME FOR NIGHT EATING AND SAID WELL, WHAT WE COME HERE TO IS WE WANT TO SAY YOU WE WANT
DETACH FROM YOU What I want
I DO NOT BELIEVE IT. YOU WILL SEE FROM
FAMILY? WE HAVE A CHILD A HAPPY
WITH THESE CHILDREN. >> SO MY FATHER WHAT I AM VERY
CLOSE, WALK. HE GIVES ME THAT I CAN'T GO
SEE HIM. THIS IS YOU OPENING BOND
WITH HIM. AND I WILL MAKE AIRLINE
RESERVATION AND I WILL KRY AND CRY AND CRY, AND THEN I WILL
THEIR LIMITS. BUT IT WAS VERY THINKING, SO
HARD. >> ALWAYS MY INTUITION
SOFT WORK. I AM SO SUSPECTED IT MIGHT BE
CULTURE NO, I DON'T FEEL LIKE ME
IN CULTURE HE ALWAYS TELLS US FOR A
OUR NON-GROUP ANTI-CULTURE. >> MY FAMILY HAS PRIVATE
INVESTIGATOR TO FOLLOW ME AND THEY FIND THAT I WAS THIS
GROUP. HE BACK TO MY FAMILY AND
SAID OH, THIS IS A BENIGN GROUP, THEY ARE NOT HAZARDOUS, IT WILL
DO NOT STRONG FOR YOU PULL HER AWAY, IT WILL MORE DAMAGE,
JUST LET HER BE. MY FAMILY OUT.
THEY ARE ONLY I AM BRAINWASHED. THEY WANT TO HAVE SOMEONE
DEPROGRAMS I I AM ADULT, THEY CANNOT DO IT
ANYTHING. >> I MEAN, WE'RE ALL JOKED.
WE KNOW THAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR FUNNY FOLLOWING PEOPLE IN SPEEDO BUT
IT TURNS SOME PEOPLE NOT SEE THE WAY WE DID.
>> IS THIS WHO GUY KENNY MUCH LOVE WITH THIS GIRL IN
OUR GROUP. >> HE IS THIS BEAUTIFUL MODEL
TYPE. HE'S NOT IN THE GROUP.
HE'S NOT A TYPE OF MODEL AND HE NOT VERY NICE.
>> THIS GUY WAS RUN AND IT MOTIVATION WILL TEAR DOWN THE
SOUTH GROUPS THAT CAN HAVE THIS GIRL.
>> KENNY STARTED ATTACK MICHEL WINGS HIM IS A CULTURE
LEADERS TELL US WHAT WE CAN AND CANNOT DO.
HE WAS ORGANIZED WALKING BY RICK ROSS.
>> WHEN YOU HAVE A LEADER THAT IS CLAIM TO SPEAK FOR GOD, CANNOT
NOTE BY THEIR FOLLOWER AND HAVE ANY ANY LITTLE
ACCOUNTABILITY, YOU HAVE VERY MOLATE MIXTURE.
>> SO HE PULLED IN CULT AWAY NETWORK TO TRY AND
MAKE US LOOK LIKE WE HOLDING HER CAPTIVE.
> PARENTS WHO PAY CULTURE NETWORK AWARD TO GO IN,
THE CHILDREN'S KIDNAP AND THEIR DEPROGRAMS.
THIS IS THE WORST FEAR OF MICHEL, THAT BUDDHAFIELD WILL
MUST BE CALLED CULTURE >> NOW WILL NOT RUN again ABOUT KNOW. IT DOESN'T WALK HAZARDOUSLY
God and LOVE. IT WAS TALKING ABOUT WHAT WE WERE
WILL DO. >> SHE WAS I AM NOT LONGER IN A
POSITION WHERE CAN I DO MY WORK IN THIS ENVIRONMENT.
WE NEED TO GET HERE. MICHEL DOESN'T REALLY GIVE
WARNING ANYONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, HE
GRABBED ME, THE COOK, OTHER WORKERS BODY, SAID PACK YOUR
BAGS, WE'RE GOING TO I LIKE WHERE WE WILL BE?
WE JUST GO. I DO NOT HAVE A CREDIT CARD, THERE IS NO MONEY,
NO BANK ACCOUNT, NO PHONE. I LIVE UNDERGROUND WITH
HE. ALL OTHERS STAY IN LOS ANGELES FOR TIME TO BE AWAIT INSTRUCTIONS.
FULLY WILL DECIDE WHERE THEY MUST GO.
>> IT'S LIKE MY FAMILY LOSING ALL MORE MORE
YOU DO NOT WANT TO GIVE UP AND BACK BACK TO THE DOG
From L.A. >> I CAN BE DEVELOPED.
WE ARE ONLY LEFT HERE. >> I WANT TO GO WITH HIM.
I NEVER, NEVER WANT TO BE WITHOUT HIM.
>> WE ARE IN ALL THIS PLACE TRY TO PICTURE WHERE WE ARE
WILL BE FOR THE NEXT LIFE AND HOW WE WILL PROTECT
SELF. BEHAVIOR STARTED
BECOME OBSESSIVE. >> HE CONVERS ALL US IT EVERY CHRIST WHICH WALKS EARTH HAS KILLED
BECAUSE THEY ARE BROUGHT VERY IDEA IS NOT SECOND, RADIS
THAT THE COMMUNITY DOES NOT LIKE THEM WILL KILL THEM.
I AS CLOSE AS ANOTHER PEOPLE AND I STILL DON'T KNOW HIM
WS I DO NOT THINK ANYTHING REALLY KNOWS
Who is he
I THINK HE MAY HAVE IT MOTHER DIE TRUE YOUNG OR
SOMETHING. HIS BROTHER IS REALLY TRUE
YOUNG >> HE SHOULD COME FROM A WEALTH
FAMILY. In the 60s on SAN FRANCISCO.
EVERY TIME IS ANYTHING FOR ME.
DARK CLASS GROUP. >> I KNOW HE COMES AMERICA
BE A STAR FILM. HE WANTS TO HAPPEN.
>> FIRST NAME JAIME GOMEZ.
NAME OF THE STAGE is MICHEL. He is an actor.
I HAVE A GOOD PROMISE UNTIL I SAW SOME OF THE ACCESS.
>> I KNOW HE'S IN "ROSEMARY 'S BABY."
>> I KNOW THAT HE WILL BE ABOVE MOVIE "BABY ROSEMARY."
HE'S IN "ROSEMARY'S BABY." The original role is A
MILLISECOND AT FINALLY LOOKING FOR THE CAMERA.
SOMETHING FOR SEVERAL COME AROUND, THEY ARE REQUESTED
SOME FILES OF PORNOGRAPHY. I JUST HAVE IT LIKE
EMPTY. HE MAY NOT BE A STAR
I WOULD DEFINITELY THAT IS INTENTION.
HE USES HYPNOSIS, HIS SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING ACTING METHODS AND THEY ARE ALL TYPES OF MERGED TO THIS WAY
COME TO GOD.
>>> WE ARE IN THE ROAD TO SIX MONTH TRY TO FIND A PLACE
WHERE WE CAN ARRANGE DOWN, WHERE ARE ALL GROUPS COMING COME
JOIN US. AND HE DECIDES: AUSTIN, TEXAS WS
PLACE. ONE OF THE WAY OF THE DISCIPLINE
HOME IN SUBURBS. HE CHANGES HIS NAME SO ANYTHING WHO IS LOOKING FOR MICHEL CANNOT FIND IT, BECAUSE HE'S
NOW ONLY CALLED ANDREAS. AFTER WE HAVE BEEN BELOW
RADAR LONG ENOUGH, ANDREAS THOUGHTS WAS TIME TO BRING
ALL PEOPLE RETURN TOGETHER. He WANTS EVERYONE TO MOVE OUT
IN SMALL PODIK. BROKE PEOPLE THOSE, SOLD
THEIR HOUSE AND THEY ARE AND HOPE TO PACK.
PEOPLE FOLLOW TO AUSTIN AND WE REPRESENT BUDDHAFIELD.
>> NEW PEOPLE WILL SHOW ALL TIME.
WE SHARE THIS LOVE WE ARE EXPERIENCED WITH OTHERS
PEOPLE. I WILL SAY THE WORD RESRUIT.
WE ALL PROVIDE. >> I'M LATEST MANY PEOPLE
SELF. HE IS LOOKING FOR WHO WHO
THE OPEN AND IT IS INSTRUCTIONS.
>> THEN HE BEGINS RECRUITING PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW TO DO
BALLET BECAUSE HE LOVED THE BALLET. >> HE USES YOGA CLASSES TO
DECLARING FURTHER MEMBERS LIKE IT WILL ALWAYS HAVE MORE PEOPLE
LOG IN. >> IT'S VERY INTERESTING GROUP
PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL.
BEAUTIFUL BODY AND THIS IS LITTLE SPEED AND GIRLS
VERY BEAUTIFUL. YOU CANNOT SEE THEM.
>> EVEN THOUGH HE WANTS NEW DISCIPLINE, ANDREAS STILL
HESITANT TO REQUEST WHO HAVE FOR HIM.
HE WOULD SAY WE ARE STILL A LOT OF AFRAID FROM
WORLD OUTSIDE. >> AS YOU CAN SEE, FIRE HAS
INDEED ENGULFED THE VAST MAJORITY OF THIS COMPOUND.
LATEST NUMBERS WE HAVE - >> ONLY 100 MILES NORTH US,
WACO HAPPENS. WE ARE SIGNED IN HORROR AS 72
MEMBERS OF THE PRESUMED CULTURE DEAD DURING THE GOVERNMENT RAID.
THIS IS REQUIRED HER, BECAUSE HE IS WHAT THOUGHTS HAPPENED DAVID
KORESH WILL HAPPEN TO HAPPEN HE.
>> THIS IS A SPIRITUAL LEADER WHO IS DEMONIZATION AND
RUNNING THIS GROUP, AND HE REPRESENTS THAT PEOPLE WILL
PARALEL DRAW AND THEY'RE THERE WILL SEE HIM AS THAT.
>> I FEEL LIKE NEEDED Protect him in time.
>> DI AUSTIN WAS KEEPING THE SECRET GROUP, SACRED, SACRED
THINGS TO SECRET. >> WE DO TRAINING IN CLASS TO
PRACTICE IN FBI CASE OUR RIGHT
>> YOU WILL SAY THEM THAT YOU DON'T KNOW EVERY ANDREAS,
YOU DO NOT KNOW ANYTHING. >> I AM NOT SURE IF THE FBI WAS
AFTER US OR NOT, BUT I WILL DO WHAT IS IT TO PROTECT HIM
OR GROUP Even though I am NOT VERY GOOD
WILD, I KNOW. >> I HAVE NO INTEGRITY AT ALL.
I HAVE TO CONNECT WITH MY MOTHER HE.
>> OUR INSTRUCTIONS THAT THAT WE MUST FUN TO MY PARENTS ALL
TIME. >> I REALLY HAVE ANY INTERACTION
WITH ANYONE OUTSIDE THE GROUP. EVEN PARENTS, LIVED
NEAR IN FT. WORTH, NO IDEA I AM IN AUSTIN.
HERE I AM LIVING THREE HOURS FROM PARENTS.
THERE ARE NO REASONS FOR US HAVING TO KEEP THIS LIFE.
THEY WILL NOT COME AND YOUR ASHRAM INSPECTION
>> I HAVE TO COME WITH ELABORATE LIES.
I TELL THEM I MOVE AT ATLANTA AND TO MEXICO AND ANYWHERE
Give them a reason not to exploit To see me
>> HE WOULD HAVE PEOPLE THAT WOULD BE TO EUROPE TO GET P
POSTCARD AND MAIL IT TO ME PARENTS.
>> HERE IS A POSTCARD THAT SAYS FROM FLORENCE WHEN I TRAVEL.
>> HE WOULD SEND ME ALL THIS LITTLE GIFT FROM THIS PLACE
TO PROVE IT WRITE THIS LETTER.
I STILL LOOK AT IT. IT 'SAD AND IT OUR BROKE
HEART, TRUE. WE JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT ALL WORK. >> MY COMMANDS IMPROVE ABOVE
BUDDHAFIELD AND I HAVE A GROUP NEW DISCIPLINE EAGER TO DO
SERVICE WITH ME. I SET OUT TO MAKE OUR HOME IN AUSTIN PLACE OF PEACE AND BEAUTY.
BY OUR TIME FOUND, WE SHOULD BUILD NOT ONLY A MASSIVE
GARDEN BUT ALSO AVIARY COMPLETE WITH PEACOCKS, EXOTIC
BIRDS, EVEN WALLABEE. GARDEN BECOME OUR SANCTIONS
AND THE HOUSE IS LIKE A REFUND FROM THE WORLD.
INTERESTED THINGS. TIME WENT BY AND WE DO NOT LISTEN
MANY OF .
>>> THINGS QUIETED DOWN WE THINK ABOUT POSSIBLE THINGS
GETTING BACK TO NORMAL. BUT REQUESTS IN
BUDDHAFIELD AND ANDREAS BECAME Larger and larger
>> WE WOULD PROVIDE ROG CK AN HUNDREDS OF GOING WILL GO
OUTSTANDING. He asks us to kill children and
WE LOVE OURSELVES WITH SHOVELS. I WILL HAVE THEM HEAD HEAD OR WE HAVE TO REPRESENT THEM. IT IS ONLY ON AND ON AND ON,
THIS LITTLE FURRY KILLING CREATE
IT WAS LIKE HE'S PLAYING A GAME WITH US, LIKE HIM
CONTACT US TO OWN PERSONALITY SMALL WARRIOR.
>> ANDREAS LOVES DANCE AND HE SAID HE HAS COMING.
SO I FOUND THIS AMAZING PIECE SOIL.
HE GIVES ME BUY IT AND HE LET 'S BUILDING AATER, DESIGN A
THEATER. HE WILL COME SOME DAYS AND
HE WILL SEE IT AND SAY ME DON'T LIKE WINDOWS, I'M NOT
LIKE WALL, TAKE IT DOWN. AND WE WILL.
WE WILL WORST UNBUILD THE BUILDING AND REBUILD
BUILDING HE CAN COME BACK AND LOOK AT IT.
AND HE WOULD SAY WHY IS THIS TAKING IT FULLY?
IF I DO THIS, IT WILL BE ONE YEAR.
YOU CREATE KARMA. HE WOULD SAY ALL I CARE ABOUT IS
YOU HAVE TO DO AWAKENING THROUGH This theater
I WOULD SAY JUST THIS HAPPENED?
>> ONCE THEATER WS BUILT, ANDREAS BEGAN CHOREOGRAPHING
BALLETS. WE WILL REHEARSE FOR HOURS.
PEOPLE WILL RETURN EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THEIR WORK TO MAKE IT
FOR REHEARSAL >> THIS BALLET IS
BREAKING. WE HAVE THIS COST OF LABOR,
SETS WILL BE DONE. IT IS SOMETHING AMAZING.
>> EVERYONE IS INVOLVED. WE WILL CREATE THEM FOR A
YEAR, DO COSTUMES AND EVERYTHING AND WE JUST SHOW THIS BALL
ONCE, TO OURSELVES, AND THAT I Q.
LIVING LIKE J MULTI-MILLIONAIRE LIFE IN
MOST SIMPLE FORM. HE HAS CHAUFFEUR, I GIVE HIM
AROUND. HE HAD ENTER, THE PEOPLE ENTERED HE. HE HAS A CLEANING PEOPLE
HOME. >> Wherever HE IS IN THE PUBLIC,
I HAVE A SPECIAL CHAIR. IT'S GREAT.
IT CAN BE BACK BACK, IT IS ABOUT THIS.
AT ONE END he really PARANOID AND TRY TO CONFIDENTIALLY.
ON OTHER HANDS, HE HAS THIS THE SOFTWARE OF PEOPLE WHO AFFECT A
THRONE FOR HER ANYWHERE IN PUBLIC .
HE WOULD CALL ME AND SAY WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
I SAY ME IN BED. HE SAYS "YOU'RE BETTER GET FROM
THAT SLEEP, YOU HAVE A SERVICE DO!"
>> It's all designed. HE WANTS TO CONTACT
SOCIAL LIFE, INTERACTION EVERYONE, WHAT THEY DID.
>> IT IS REQUIRED AS YOU SPIRITUAL GUIDELINES, WHAT IS THE BEST
FOR YOUR SOUL >> WE CANNOT READ
BOOK, Watch TV, LESS WRITTEN LISTEN TO RADIO AND ME
NEVER DO IT. >> HE COMES UPSET ONE DAY AT ME
HAVE TV AND HE UPSET, SAID YOU DID THIS THIS THIS
BACK. I AM I DO NOT KNOW I HAVE TO
ASK YOU TO GET TV. >> I MAKE A DOG IN ONE POINT.
CANNOT BE ACCEPTED. I HAVE TO HAVE
DOG BACK I HAVE DECIDED LIFE AND GETTING
A LITTLE MIND IS TANPANYA PERMISSION.
HE DOES NOT LIKE DOGS. >> WITH MY FRIENDS DANIELLE, HE
TELL HER INSANE, WITH ALL THIS SIDE EFFECTS.
HE'S LOOKING FOR ACROSS THE ROOM AND SAY "WE'RE GOING TO HERE TO
The rest of OUR LIFE." >> IT WAS A NICE TYPE WHEN IT WAS
FIRST START AND IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT HER ADORING, IT'S
ABOUT ACHIEVING SOME TYPES SPIRITUAL GROWTH FOR YOURSELF,
NOT CLEANING THE FEET. ¶
¶ LA FEMME FATALE ¶
>> LA FEMME FATALE IS SONG ANDREAS WROTE.
SONG PRESERVED AS PUBLIC SATIRE AGAINST WOMEN WHO IS
ANDREAS THOUGHT TOO TOO SEXUAL.
I DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF AN ATTACK BUT I WAS GOING AHEAD AND MADE
VIDEO FUNNY IT IS A BIG HIT.
¶ LA FEMME FATALE ¶
>> HE DOESN'T LIKE ANYONE WHO IS HAS A NORMAL NATURAL LIFE.
AND HOW DOES HE PRODUCE SEXUALITY IN GENERAL PT JUVENILE.
>> THERE'S A YOUNG LADY IN US NAMED SOPHIA GROUP.
>> HE AM AMAZING. HE NEEDS LIFE SO ONLY
WANT TO BALLERINA. >> HE DANCED BEAUTIFULLY.
THE COURSE MAKES A PRIMANYA BALET DANCE.
>> HE WANTS TO BE CLOSED I BUT DO NOT HAVE SEX TO ME AND
ALWAYS HE KNOWS I AM DEVELOPING LATE TO IT.
HE IS GIVEN FIVE WOMEN DIFFERENT NO FOR THE DATE I BECAUSE IT WILL
BAD FOR MY SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT.
>> THERE ARE MANY CONFUSIONS MESSAGES ABOUT SEXUALITY.
WE TELL YOU NOT YOU BODY, DO NOT GET OBSESSED WITH
DISPLAY YOU, EVERYONE FOUND THEM.
HE REALLY DOES NOT WANT FAT PEOPLE.
DO NOT WANT ANYONE IN THE GROUP THAT IS NOT PHYSICAL A
STARLET. He WANTS EVERYONE TO BE
STARLET. YOUR OWN OWN THAT
THIS PEOPLE HAVE EYES THEY ARE MADE OR RECOMMEND THAT THIS PERSON
HAVE THEIR STONE THEM AND OTHERS HAVE THEIR CHIN.
HE SORT OF GOT OBSESSED WITH IT. >> WE WILL BE INTO IT
BATHROOM AND ONLY FOUND PILES MASCARA AND EYE PEOPLE
AND CONCEPTS. HE WAS SUCCESSFUL LIKE EVERY DAY
LIFE. >> I REMEMBER MY TIME IS IN
WATER WITH HIM AND HE HAS AN EYE AND ME EYE LEATHER
LIKE TRYING TO SIGNAL TO HIM FLICK IS DEAD, BUT I AM NOT
KNOW ABOUT PLASTIC SURGERY BUT IT WAS STARTED TO FIND EVIDENCE.
HE'S ALWAYS TELLING US THIS IS IS A BODY, IT WILL BE A
CARCASS ONE DAY, IT WAS GOING DIE AND HERE HE HERE
DOING THE EYES, IT IS IT, IT IS THIS, HIS LIPS, INDIRECTLY
STUFF TO IT. >> BUT HE START LOOKING FOR VERY
DEFORMED AND SCARY LOOKING VERY.
IT IS A TOTAL DOTTED BY WHAT'S TEACHING.
>> AND I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE OTHER PEOPLE TO DO PLASTIC SURGERY
BEFORE he did it so he WOULD SEE IF IT WAS SAFE OR HOW IT LOOKS AND I NEVER QUESTION MY T.
>> THERE WOULDN'T THAT SAY, DUDE, RUNNING YOUR MAKE-UP.
NO ONE WILL BE DARE. I WILL NOT BLOOD.
>> I ALWAYS CHANGE CAMERA OFF WHEN ANDREAS SELLS.
>> WE WILL USE THIS RANGE "YOU NEED YOUR MIND."
>> IT WAS SOMETHING YOU WOULD SAY TO SOMEONE AND IT CRITICAL. IT, HEY, YOU ARE NOT IN LINE
WITH WHAT WILL BE HERE. >> YOU DO NOT WANT ABOVE
THOUGHT. NO THOUGHT.
IF YOU HAVE THOUGHTS, YOU ARE NOT CONNECTED TO
MEDITATION AND TO GOD. >> THERE IS A REGISTERED TIME
INVOLVEMENT. YOU CANNOT HAVE A TEACHER
FOLLOWERS. REQUIRED BENEFITS
FAILURE. SO YOU START RECEIVING THE
STUFF QUESTION. YOU JUST STARTED RECEIVING IT.
IT WAS LIKE ANY FAMILY. AND I THINK A LOT OF US
KOMPARTU COMPARTATION, RASIONALIONAL
ALWAYS. HER CERTAIN HELP US
RASIONALIZEIZING EVERYTHING. >> ONLY LEFT TRUTH IS
TRUTH THAT I AM DETERMINED AND WHO IS THE HIGHEST AUTHORITY IN
GROUP? IT'S THE MASTER.
DO YOU WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN? >> NO
>> SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND CHILDREN DO NOT ALWAYS GO TOGETHER.
>> I TELL I WAS PREGNANT. HE WAS GETTING ABORTION.
I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE THIS ABORTION BUT HE WAS I CANNOT
ARE IN A COMMUNITY IF I HAVE CHILDREN.
I WILL BE ABORTION. LIKE I LISTEN TO THE VOTES, ME
WILL GO TO SURRENDER MODE AND WHAT WHAT IS IT ONLY.
I AM WITH SOMEONE IN COMMUNITY THAT I AM TRUE,
REALLY IN LOVE WITH AND I SET IT UP THAT I WILL GET PREGNANT
So I thought that would be fine. ANDREAS TOLD HER HE WILL
KICKED OUT IF HE DOES NOT GET ME TO HAVE ABORTION.
SO I HAVE TO HAVE OTHER ABORTUS.
>> IN ALL OUR YEARS ARE TOGETHER, THERE ARE NO BAD CHILDREN.
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO DOES NOT STICK AROUND.
THEIR COURSE DEMONIZATION. >> WHEN LEFT THE GROUP,
EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING SOMETHING IS HORRIBLE.
WE NEED NOT TO COMMUNICATE WITH THEM, THEY'RE THEY
THOUGHT, RUMORS THAT ARE TURNED TO PROSTITUTE OR I
RUNNING THE PROSTITUTE OUT OF MY HOUSE.
>> WHEN PEOPLE START TO ENTER YOUR OWN DEPTH, HE WILL
CRACK THE WHIP IT IS COMPLETED CONTROLLED
THAT IF YOU WILL GO OUT ON YOUR OWN _, THE POOR THINGS WILL
HAPPEN TO YOU IF I NEVER LEFT GROUP,
IN ONE YEAR I WILL DIE. WHY?
BECAUSE I WILL OUT OF BASED ON ITS WILL.
>> HE WILL GIVE ME ON COUPLE OF OCCASIONS IF I AM NOT WITH HIM,
I WILL GET AIDS AND I WILL DEAD.
AND I BELIEVED HER. I BELIEVE HIM.
THIS IS THAT HE IS A H
HYPNOTHERAPIST. SO IT IS REPAIRED EVERY AND EVERY
PERSONALITY WHICH WAY >> YOU JUST HAVE ONE OPPORTUNITY
I am with. >> AND THIS IS SUCH AS INDOCTRINATION. WE DO IT
>> I HAVE TO DO SOME OF THE CHARACTERS IN THE FILM THAT WE
DID FOR OUR GROUPS IN THE WORLD HE BENDS BELOW
GETTING WATER AND HE REALIZED IT NO OWN, THAT THE MASTER IS
FRONT CAMERA WE GET THIS SHOTS HE SHOULD.
AND I AM NOT DEFINITELY GOOD OR NOT IT IS A GOOD ACT OR IT REAL. THEN I STARTED THINKING POSSIBLE
WHOLE IS AN ACT. SOMETHING WRONG HERE.
THOUGHTS COME AT ALL TIMES. I ALWAYS GET A MESSAGE
AND I CANNOT LISTEN. >> I'M LIKE WHAT
[EXPLETIVE] HAVE THIS TURNED KE?
IT WAS BECOME A CIRCUS. AND SOME OLD PEOPLE
WHICH HAS BEEN AROUND SINCE EARLY MANY LOOKING
EVERYTHING THAT WOULD I NOT NOT HEAR WHERE THIS IS SUDDENLY
CHANGING WHERE IT'S ALL ABOUT HE IS INSTEAD ABOUT YOUR INNER
EXPERIENCE. >> I WILL NOT NEED ANYTHING FROM ANYTHING, AN REQUIRED WORK ACTIONS
ABOUT THE ROLE OF LIFE. >> ONE PEOPLE ARE THERE
FOUND FOR LONG TIME E-MAIL WRITING AND HE SAYS IT
OUT LIKE ALL PEOPLE ABOVE BUDDHAFIELD.
THERE IS THIS E-MAIL THAT WAS SENT OUT ABOUT ALL THIS
STUFF, IT WAS LIKE WHAT [EXPLETIVE] IS THIS?
>> AUTHOR FROM E-MAIL WS LEADING GROUP AND HE HAS
FAMILY SERIOUS ABOUT ANDREAS AND ONE OF THE MOST
SERIOUSLY THAT HE'S FOR YEAR It has become UNWANTED FORCING
DISCIPLINE TO NO RELATIONS.
ANDREAS IMMEDIATELY RECEIVED ALL THEY ARE AROUND THAT LETTERS
VERY COMPLETE AND NOT READING MY T.
>> AND ALL SUDDEN IS STARTED FOR THIS DIVISION.
>> SOME PEOPLE DO NOT BELIEVE IT, SOME PEOPLE DID.
IT'S JUST A FEW LETTERS OF SOMEONE WROTE, THEY CAN WRITE
WHAT THEY WANT. >> I DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING
REASONS TO BELIEVE WHAT THEY ARE PAPATAH.
>> SOME PEOPLE COALESCED AROUND HE.
EVEN I AM INITIAL. I WRITE UP THE REBUTTAL
LETTER. YEAH, IT'S BULL [EXPLETIVE].
ID WOULD B - I HAVE BEEN IN SEXU RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.
I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS THERE WHAT IS A LOT OF TRUE PRETTY.
GOOD, HOW TO BEGIN ABOVE PERSONAL THERAPY.
BECOME A YOUNG AND VERY NEW HUMAN FOR SEXUALITY AT THE TIME, I'VE BEEN
MANY QUESTIONS. SO YOU SPEAK WITH YOU
THERAPY ABOUT THIS AND SHE SHOULD HAVE THIS DOSAGE
INFORMATION ABOUT YOU HAVE YOU HAVE SEX WITH A
PEOPLE? >> NO
>> DO YOU NEVER WANT? YOU CAN BE VERY HONEST.
>> AND PLACE HERE START THROUGH YOU THROUGH
HOMOSEXUAL FANTASIES. WHO ARE YOU FINDING THE RIGHT PEOPLE?
I START NAMING WOMEN AND HE LIKE, NO, GUY.
TOWARDS NO WOMEN VALIDITY OF ANYTHING.
>> ARE YOU FANTASIZE? YEAH.
WHAT ARE YOU FANTASIZE ABOUT? WHAT WOULD LIKE.
ONE TODAY AFTER A SESSION THERAPY AND HE REQUESTS ME
TO KISS HIM. I AM TOO.
I DO NOT WANT IT. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR IT.
THAT MORAL STUFF IS THAT PUT IN YOUR HEAD, IT'S NOT YOU
SUARA. YOU NEED TO GET WHAT
ORIGINAL. CAUSE YOU BRING MUCH
PROGRAMS ARE THERE. THE FIRST THING YOU HAVE
JUST AROUND THE BODY. IT WAS LIKE, OH, YOU DON'T NEED
FOR UPTIGHT ABOUT YOUR BODY. SEE, YOU CAN TAKE YOU
CLOTHING AND NOT REFUSED. IT IS NOT A BIG PROBLEM.
I LIKE I DO IT SPIRITUAL WORK INITIALLY.
THEN YOU START LIKE, AH, CLOSE TO ME.
AND HE'S THE ONLY OWN UPRIGHT AND I AM AHEAD
HE'S ON MY SKIN AND HE'S ONLY DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, JUST
WHAT IS COMING NATURALLY. AND WHAT COMES NATURALLY TO ME
I WANT TO GET AWAY. >> HE STARTS HAVE A SEX WITH
I, NOT A DAY THAT BUT OVER A TIME PERIOD.
AND IT IS A REGULAR THING. EVERY TODAY AND NIGHT SATURDAY
AFTER GYM, IT'S LIKE A HOUR WORKING AND I NEVER
[BL [BLE
[BLEEP] BEFORE. >> I AM REALLY DOWN.
AND HE REALLY REDUCES MY .
IMAGINE HAS A SEX WITH SOMEONE, MEN OR WOMEN AND THEY ARE ONLY
CONTINUE THERE, LIKE COMPLETED, DO NOT PAY ATTENTION TO YOU.
OH, ARE YOU LIKE THIS? AND YOUR ANSWER IS SOMETHING
LIKE "YEAH, SURE." AND THEY JUST KEEP [BLEEP]
YOU, BECAUSE YOU LIKE BACK MEAT
THEN I START TO HATE HIM. >> I RESISTED AND HE WOULD SAY
OKE, OKE, LET'S GO DOWN THE LONG LONG STAFF, BACK
FOR YOUR CHILDREN, WHO IS THAT THAT YOU GIVE?
I'M LIKE I GIVE YOU, I DON'T WANT TO SEX WITH YOU.
HE'S LIKE NO, NO, LET 'S GO BACK FOR YOUR CHILDREN, WHEN SOMEONE
WANT YOU TO DO SOMETHING AND YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO IT - HE
WHAT IS THE MASTER, HE IS GOOD GETTING WHAT HE WANTS.
SOME TIMES ARE MY PROCESSES I AM BOWING IN THEIR FEELS
SAY, OH, MY LORD, THANK YOU, HOW DO YOU ALWAYS BRING BACK
FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE AND I GET [BLEEP] AGAIN.
>> YOU CANNOT SAY NO. THERE IS NO AGAINST THE RULES.
AND THEN I PAY IT. I HAVE TO PAY IT [EXPLETIVE] THERAPY 50 BUCKS EVERY TIME I GO IN.
HERE'S YOUR BULL [EXPLETIVE] THERAPY, WE'LL
[EXPLETIVE]. Give me $ 50 CAN YOU IMAGINE? THIS IS AT EVERY ONE ONE
MY LIFE WEEK FOR FIVE YEARS.
HERE I AM, LIKE, HELPING THIS GUY EVERY DAY WITH THE COURSE,
WITH THIS LITTLE DETAILS LIFE AND I PLAY IT BUT
STILL SOME OF THIS HERE GROUP THROUGH MOTION
SERVING IT, AND IT'S JUST I FELT LIKE I WENT MAD AND -
YES. I KNOW LIKE I WILL
[BLEEP] MAD. SOPHIA LOVES MY LIFE.
ALLAH. THANK YOU MUCH, SOPHIA.
THANK YOU. HE KNOWS SOMETHING VERY FUNNY
WITH ME. HE KNOWS ONLY ANDREAS SEND IT NOT TO SPEAK WITH ME THAT THERE IS SOMETHING NOT TRUE
THERE'S AND SO HE HAD IT. SO WE DEVELOP ROMANTIC
RELATIONSHIP ON AGE 28, 29 HE ONE OF MY FIRST FRIENDS, LIKE A
REAL GIRL FRIENDS. >> HOW CAN YOU?
WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU
>> I STILL LIKE I HAVE HIM
EVERYTHING. I FEEL LIKE LIKE SAYING
MY Q. I LIKE, WOW, HE DOS IT
THIS IS FOR ME AND I NEVER REMEMBER ANYONE.
NOT TO EVERYTHING APART. I KNOW THE RIGHT THERE IS
LIKE, OH, GOD, I SEE NOW, I SEE WHAT HE HAS.
IT'S SO CLEAR. THE CABLE HAS BEEN PROVIDED.
THE CURTAIN'S OPEN, MY BROKE HEART, YOU HAVE PEOPLE.
HE CAUSES THEM. HE LOVE THEM.
I AM NOT HERE TO COMPETE WITH ANYBODY ABOUT ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM
DO NOT HAVE AN AGENDA WITH YOU, EXCEPT IF YOU REALLY WANT
GROW, POSSIBLE THIS WILL BE OFFERED TO YOU
YOU FOLLOW? >> HE TAKES 120 MINDS AND
MANIPULATION OF EVERY ONE AND THEM SELF STORY.
THERE'S NOTHING TO KNOW. RIGHT HANDS DO NOT KNOW WHAT
LEFT HANDS DO IT. I KNOW YOU ARE INTIMATELY FOR 25
YEAR AND NEVER KNOW YOU SUFFERING.
IF I NEVER YOU HAVE BEEN MAYBE LIKE YOU DID OR
THAT MY OTHER BROTHERS MAYBE LIKE YOU KNOW, I
WILL HAVE PUT A STOP TO IT FROM GET-GO.
IT WAS TRUE. HE STARTS HAVE A SEX WITH ME
WHEN HE TAKES ME HAWAII. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT
EVENT. HE WOULD SAY EVERYTHING
DOING IT FOR ME HE TELLS IT IN THEY HAVE THE SAME LIFE AND IT IS VERY SPECIAL.
HE LOVES MY LIFE, HE TOLD ME.
I WILL DIE WITHOUT HIM. NOT STILL THAT PEOPLE ARE IN
MY LIFE THAT CAN TAKE ME EXPERIENCE OF THIS GOD, AND I
RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT, IN MY THOUGHTS EVEN I HAVE EVER BEEN MY
SUSPICIONS I AM NOT JUST ONE, I AM QUIET.
I CANNOT SHOW ANYONE WHAT I AM FEELINGS OR GO THROUGH.
DESPITE HAS THE ENTIRE BUDDHAFIELD AS MY FAMILY, ME
OWN. HE TOLD ME JUST WORKING
WITH ME THIS WAY, AND I CAN DO NOT SAY ANYONE BECAUSE THEY ARE
WILL NOT UNDERSTAND. >> THERE IS NO COMPLETE COMPLETE
STORY. SO SOME PEOPLE KNOW SOME THINGS,
NEW OTHERS, OTHER THINGS, I KNOW THAT I KNOW BUT
THERE IS NO EXTENT PERMITTED TO REALLY SPEAK EVERYTHING ABOUT IT.
>> I AM NOTHING TO USE THAT HE HAS BEEN SUCKING SO MANY MEN
IN THE COMMUNITY. >> WHEN I SAY STORIES
ABOUT WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENED, IT'S ONLY I
LIKE YOU MOM [EXPLETIVE]. >> ALL CONFECTIONS
SEXUAL ABUSE COST OTHER STORIES. >> HE TOLD ME TO SAY ME
CANCER AND I HAVE TO SAY ME BEST FRIENDS, MY LOVER, EVERYONE, AND
I HAVE TO KEEP THAT THE SECRET OF A DAY THAT HE MAY BE BIG
HEALTH AND HEALTH I CAN MY CANCER THAT IS NOTHING.
IT WAS LIKE YOU [EXPLETIVE] KIDDING ME?
WHAT IS 70% IT A LIE? 80% of IT A LIE?
>> AND FINALLY WE ARE DISCOVERED THAT HE'S RUMOR BECOME A
PORN ACTOR IS IN TRUE FACT. AS MORE PEOPLE FIND
ABOUT TRUTH, SOME START FOR CONFRONT ANDREAS.
>> AND I HAVE YOU CANNOT DO IT. THIS IS OUR COMMUNITY AND YOU
DESTROY IT. >> I REALLY CONTACT HIM.
WHAT I GO WHAT DO WE DO? HE REALLY LOVED IT.
HE'S ONLY I KNOW THAT YOU HEAR THIS BUT I HAVE BEEN DONE
THAT. >> HE ONLY HAS THIS INNATE
TRUST THAT YOU JUST KEEP SAY STORIES AND THEM 'LL
BELIEVE IT. >> I HAVE TO TAKE STAND.
I KNOW THERE ARE MUCH _ NEW INNOCENT PEOPLE ARE THAT
WILL NOT EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON.
>> I'M LIKE ENOUGH. THIS IS WHAT IS NEEDED TO LEAVE.
>> IT MUST TOWE POINT WHERE I DO NOT THINK.
IT'S LIKE, OKAY, I'M TRUE DEFINITELY IN YEAR BUT IT IS BETTER
FROM BECOME HERE FOR OTHER SECOND.
>> I'M NO MORE, I'M NOT I SEX TOY.
I AM FINISHED. I WILL NOT TAKE AGAIN.
HE IS LOOKING FOR ME AND ITS EYES
GOT BLACK. DIFFERENT DIFFERENT PLACES DIFFERENT AND IT WS FREAKY. >> IT'S CLEAR TO ME FINDING MADMAN IN I TRY TO KEEP THINGS
TOGETHER. >> THAT'S ONLY SPELL BROKE.
I LIKE YOU HAVE NO I AM AGAIN.
>> IN A WEEK PERIOD, BOOM, BOOM, ALL SUDDEN
EVERYONE STARTS LEAVING. HE HE HE HE HE.
HE PEDAL BACK. >> BUDDHAFIELD RUNNING
IN ADDITION. IT WAS DEVELOPING MY WATCH
CLOSED FRIENDS LEAVE. I HAVE TO FEEL THE NEED TO JOIN
THEY BUT LIKE I TRIED, I CANNOT GET MY PLAN
OBLIGATION TO ANDREAS. HE'S STILL HELPED EVERYTHING AND
HE REMOVES THE OPPORTUNITY TO SAY IT SIDE THE STORY FOR THEM
WILL HEAR SO THAT HE ASKED ME GRAB MY LAST ONE TIME CAMERA.
>> WE RECEIVE A HOUSE FOR A HOUSE U ONE NIGHT THAT THERE IS
TO BECOME A MESSAGE FROM ANDREAS AND THEY PUT UP THIS BIG VIDEO
SCREEN AND THEY SHOW THIS VIDEO.
WHAT CANNOT BE EXPLAINED BIOGRAPHIC LETTERS.
IT DOES NOT NEED RESUMÉS ABOUT THE STORY, WHAT IS THIS IS FREE,
AGAIN, NOT NEEDED, NOT APOLOGICAL
>> THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE FOR MY FIRST TIME ONLY IN A
GATHERING THAT GETS, I'M NOT KNOW, TEN OR 20 LEFT PEOPLE
WHEN THAT VIDEO WILL BE ON BECAUSE IT'S ALREADY DISTURBING.
>> I'M IN YOU IN THE TRUTH I AM NO AND THERE IS
IT IS NOT THE BOOK. EVERYONE IS A QUESTION
IN THEIR HEAD. >> BUT THEN SOMETHING
WHO EXPECT US ALL. HE HAS DECIDED AFTER 17 YEARS
TIME TO KNOW SECTION.
SUSTER, AMY, WHICH STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENS TO ME.
>> AND NOW HE IS REQUIRED HOLD ON THOSE AS STILL
AT ALL. DAY AFTER WE GO FOR WALK
AND HE COMES AND HE IS THEIR HANDS ONE OF MY AND HE SAYS,
YOU KNOW, AMEALIANA, THIS IS PEOPLE TRY TO DESTROY
YOUR MASTER AND I NEED TO KNOW IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE OR IF YOU
CAN FIND THE WAY TO HAVE THEM NOT KNOW OUT, GET THEM.
IF IT WASN'T, FINDING PEOPLE PEOPLE CAN ONLY DESTROY THEIR LIFE
THROUGH THE IRS OR GOOD WAY. PEOPLE WHO WANT TO HARMED, THEY
WHAT ARE TWO PEOPLE WHO ARE BEHIND EXPOSING THE TRUTH OF
WHAT IT WOULD REALLY BE ON HE.
THE GUY THAT WRITES LETTERS AND RADIA.
>> HOW IS THIS SHATTER? HOW IS EVERYTHING?
HOW YOU COME HERE IS HATED AND SO OSTRACIZED AND
DEMONIZED WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE AWAY AND GIVE MY LIFE
SOME ONE. >> I DON'T KNOW WHO HE is
THE POINT. TO SEE THAT AND FINALLY START
HAVE MY REALIZATION ANDREAS, THAT EVERYTHING HE'S
MANICULATION FOR SOME NARCISSISTIC, MANIACALnd.
>> THIS IS [BLEEP]. >> SOME MEMBERS OF WARNED ANDREAS
IF HE DOES NOT STOP THE WORK, THEY WILL BRING A COST AGAINST HIM.
WE CONTACT HER HE WOULD BE LEFT ITSELF IF HE IS NEEDED
STOP INTO TEACHER. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HIM HARMED,
BUT I WANT ALL THIS END. SO THAT IS IN CONNECTION WITH HIM
AND SOME OTHERS TO DESTROY IT TO HAWAII
HERE I RETURN TO PLACE WHERE ALL MISUSE ABUSE
START. BUT FINALLY THIS TIME I DONE
WITH LIFE. AND I AM DONE WITH HIM.
SO AFTER 22 YEARS, I'M LEFT. WITHOUT
FOR FAMILY ONLY. IT'S LIKE A BOMB
WENT OFF AND LIKE VILLAGE THAT I LOVE IT REALLY
>> I MISS THAT COMMUNITY. >> It's LIKE A BIG DEATH OF YOU
FAMILY EVERYTHING. >> I'M SO ALSO SERVICE FOR HIM
AND DO NOT WORK ABOUT THE FUTURE THAT WHEN IT WAS OVER, I
HAD $ 45 TO MY NAME, I DON'T HAVE A BANK ACCOUNT, I AM NOT
HAVE ANYTHING. I REMEMBER JUST LAYING ON THE
FLOOR IN THE FETAL POSITION IT IS LIKE I DROPPING
THROUGH THIS TRAP DOOR. IT'S BLACK AND NOTHING
DOWN. >> WHERE WILL I FIND IT
AWESOME FEELINGS? WHO WOULD MAKE ME DANCE IN
FOREST? WHO WOULD BE RIGHT
MAKE MY LION WHEN I CAN'T SING? >> I QUESTION ANYTHING
THOUGHTS WHEN I COME FROM GROUP.
I GIVE MY HOUSE AND I BRING JOB AS BOUNCER AND RECLAIMED MY
HONESTY. >> I'M ALREADY, I'M VERY
BITTER, SO CYNICAL. I CANNOT REPRESENT ANYTHING.
>> ALL WE ARE LEFT GROUP HEALTHY REQUIRED.
¶ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ¶ >> LIKE A LOT OF MY FRIENDS, I
TRIED TO SEND THE RELATIONSHIP I HAVE BEEN GIVEN IN THE PAST.
¶ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ¶ >> WE START THEM.
WE TELL THEY LOVE THEM. WE NEVER HAVE THEM.
I PAY THAT THEY WILL COME BACK AND THEY DID.
IT WASN'T TRUE REALLY WHAT IS THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
AND I LOVE THAT THEY ARE RID OF THIS MAN AND I JUST FEEL
A DEEP HATRED, AND I MUST NOT, I CANNOT HELP, BUT I
FEEL THAT HE REALLY WALKS. REALLY EVIL.
>> THERE IS THIS SOCIAL INTERPLAY THAT HAPPENS BETWEEN VERY
CO-DEPENDENT PEOPLE AND Narcissistic PATHOLOGY.
WHO WOULD GIVE PEOPLE WHO WHO NEED CONSTANT ADORATION AND
ATTENTION, WHO SHOULD BE GIVEN THAT THEY ARE CEASELESSLY?
SOMEONE RELATED TO IT SOURCES OF SELF-ESTEEM
AND THEY SAY LIKE LIKE A NORMAL, RATIONAL, INTELLIGENT
HUMAN. HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN TO YOU?
>> IT'S HARD TO I ADMIT THAT I AM BRAINWASHED AND I'M
IN CULTURE YOU KNOW, LOOKING FOR BACK NOW, HE
WILL DO ALL TYPES OF THINGS DRAW YOU IN TO HIM, ENDEARING
SOMETHING. AND HE MAKES YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND
YOU ARE REALLY LOVING. >> SOMETHING SOMETHING
SEE OTHERS DEVELOP THAT MAKES YOU THINK,
OH, GOOD, THEY ARE PEOPLE NOT SEEM CRAZY.
>> IT 'WHAT WE DO EVERY TIME WE COME TO RELIGION.
WE TAKE THEM THEY AS TRUTH.
YOU WILL DO ANYTHING TO FIX THAT TRUTH
YOU SEND YOUR BEST FLOWER TO FLOWER
RELIGION, GROUP, COMPANY.
>> WHAT HAPPENS IN A GROUP-THINK SYSTEM.
THAT WHAT YOU WANT THERE. THAT WHAT WOULD CLOSE ME.
>> So BETTER YOU FEEL, THE MORE YOU CAN BE COMMITTED.
AND THEN SOMEONE CAN GIVE YOU DO ANYTHING.
I MEAN, I WILL KILL OR Dead for him
IT IS FULLY. It's everywhere
VIEW AROUND YOU. YOU HAVE CULTURE IN YOUR CITY,
ALSO ALSO YOUR WARRANTY. >> I SEE THEM ALL.
THERE ARE ANDREAS. >> I THINK THAT HE IS MADE
THAT SORT OF HYPER PROTECTION NOW HE'S AGAIN.
>> ANDREAS NOW CALLING HIMSELF RACHI, WHICH MEANS GOD
KING. >> FOR TODAY I AM NOT
UNDERSTANDING. SOME PEOPLE STILL STAY, STILL
LIVING ONLY THEY'RE TELLING TRUTH.
WITHOUT GOING PEOPLE ALWAYS AND BECOME THERE, HE WILL
DOES NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO RECONSTITUTE GROUP
>> IT HURTS ME TO SEE HIM STILL DO THE SAME MANIPULATION AND
IT 'S SAD BECAUSE PEOPLE GIVE UP THEIR LIFE.
YOU GIVE YOU THE POWER. THEY WILL LOVE THEIR OWN
AMBITIONS, THEIR OWN ABILITY AND TALEN FOR HIM.
EVERYTHING WILL BE DONE FOR HIM.
THIS WHAT I WOULD SAY FOR THEM IF I THINK THAT THEY
CAN HEAR IT IS NOT THAT. HE'S JUST HERE FOR HIM, NO
FOR YOU. NOW, CAN THEY HEAR THAT?
I KNOW THEY CANNOT. I DO NOT HEAR FOR 22 YEARS.
>> INOCENT PEOPLE COME NOW FOR TODAY, AND THEY
VERY SINCERE AND THEY MUST KNOW.
THEY HAVE TO KNOW THE TRUTH >> THE ONLY WAY CAN GET
HE IS A UNDERCOVER. OTHERS IF SEEING CAMERA,
He will sin
>>> IN THE BEGINNING WHEN I COME TO BUDDHAFIELD, I am
EARLY THOUGHT THAT I FIND THE RIGHT TRUTH IN ME
FILM. I THOUGHT I REACH LIFE
AND REPRESENT LOVE. BUT I REALLY JUST HAVE IT
CAUSES AND LIMITED IN MY OWN HOW TO HAVE THE PERSON I AM
LOVE. >> TESTING WHAT ARE YOU THOUGHT? YEAH.
>> FREAKED OUT. >> WHEN DO YOU GET HERE?
>> MY BIRTHDAY. STAY THERE THERE.
AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING? >> ONLY IS ALIVE AND
ENJOY. >> I, TOO.
I MEAN, IT'S NOT EASY. KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
YOU HAVE A LOT OF DESISCDISCIPL SEE, HUH?
>> NO PEOPLE COME AND GO.
PEOPLE MISS THROUGH. GOOD, DO YOU BECOME GOOD
BOY? >> NO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS IT. DON'T YOU THINK YOU MUST
LEARN WHAT IS IT? >> GOOD AND BAD, BETTER TO FIND
OUT WHAT IS THE BEST HAVE YOU BECOME THE BEST
BOY? >> I JUST BECOME.
>> FOR YEARS LIKE ME NO POWER, NO VOICE.
BUT I am WRONG. >> SORRY, ANDREAS, BUT SOMEBODY
NEEDS TO DESTROY YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT MY BROTHER AND YOU HAVE
HURT MY BROTHERS IN THE WAY THAT THEY WILL NEVER HEAR FROM,
AND YOU NEED TO GO DOWN, YOU UGLY, DISTORTED, SON OF A BITCH.
[EXPLETIVE] YOU >> IT 'S SORT OF THIS TEDIOUS
SEARCH PROCESS, SIFTING THROUGH EVERYTHING AND FIND
ON GOOD AND THEN RETURN GO SOME NEGATIVE.
THERE IS MUCH GOOD. I FEEL LIKE I AM MUCH MORE CLEAR,
MUCH MORE KNOW AND AWAY MORE AWARE THAN I WILL HAVE
NEVER IF I DON'T GO THROUGH THAT THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE.
>> I DON'T THINK ABOUT BAD. IT DOESN'T COME IN MY SICK
BECAUSE I JUST REMEMBER ANYTHING GOOD FOR ME AND WHAT HELP ME.
AND WHAT HELP ME, WE HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP
OTHER. THIS IS NOT BECAUSE OF
TEACHER, IT'S BECAUSE OF US. >> THIS IS BEAUTIFULLY,
CRAZY, INSANE, HORRIBLE EXPERIENCE THAT HAS MAKE ME WHO WHO
I AM TODAY, AND I CAN'T WRAP MY AROUND.
>> I AM REALLY GLAD ABOUT WHO I AM NOW.
I REALLY BECOME MY LIFE. I HAVE AN AMAZING POWER,
BEAUTIFUL LIFE. I HAVE AMAZING -
>> BOTH REQUIRES IT AND I DO NOT REGRET IT AND I AM SUPER THANKFUL
AND ABSOLUTELY HAPPY ABOUT WHO I NOW MAYBE IT WAS WORTH THIS.
MEANS IT WAS WORTH IT. In 2006 I SHOT VIDEO
CUTS FROM SOME OF MY FRIENDS. BY TIME I FINISHED VIDEO
¶ WE WILL DO IT ALL ¶ >> SOME FOLLOWING TEACHERS TO
HAWAII BUT MOST LEFT. ¶ EVERYTHING IS OWN ¶
IT IS A WISHING TIME. ¶ WE DO NOT NEED ANYTHING
ANYONE ¶ ¶ IF I HERE, IF I JUST LAY
HERE ¶ ¶ I WILL SEE ME AND ONLY
WORLD FORGET ¶ ¶ FORGET WHAT WE BUY BEFORE
WE GET TOO OLD ¶ ¶ SHOW ME GARDEN THAT BURSTS
LIFE TO ¶ ALL I, ALL THAT I AM
OR WS ¶ ¶ IT'S HERE IN YOUR PERFECT
EYES, THEY CAN SEE ¶ ¶ I DON'T KNOW WHERE, OPEN
ABOUT HOW IS GOOD ¶ JUST KNOW THAT IT IS
WILL NEVER CHANGE US ON ALL ¶ ¶ IF I SPEAK HERE, IF I JUST LAY
HERE ¶ ¶ I SAY WITH ME AND ONLY
FORGET THE WORLD ¶
¶ ¶
¶ RAINING DOWN, RAIN DOWN ON ME, RAIN UNTIL YOU ARE HEALTHY
¶ AND THE SKY'S SKY'S MORE WIDELY IN CLOUDS ¶
AS ABOVE ME AND SEE CLOUDS CHANGE TO CLEAR BLUE SKY ¶
¶ AND I ASK YOU TO LOVE I T ¶
U I ASK YOU, ASKING YOU TO REPRESENT THAT SKY IS IN ¶
¶ ¶
AIN RAINING DOWN, DOWN UPON ME AND ALL AROUND ME FEEL IT ¶
¶ RAINING DOWN, RAIN DOWN ON ME, RAIN UNTIL YOU HEAR IT
¶ AND FOREIGN SKIN SKY AND KLOUD UP ON ME ¶
A WHERE IS ANOTHER SIDE, FALLING DOWN LIKE LOVE ¶
¶ AND I SEE THAT KLOUD AND I ASK FOR YOU ¶
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