Take a good one.
- Hello! - Hi dear.
- How are you? - All right.
You look fabulous.
Thanks.
You too. Although you did not need as much makeup.
It looks fantastic. Is so big!
I never discovered something like this.
I'm sorry.
Ah, hello!
Which bed do you want?
I see that you are already there, so I will use this bed.
Or do you prefer to sleep in this?
As you want. I mean, I do not know.
- Is the door not open? - Okay, we'll make it.
They are in...
The room
- it's bigger than last year. - Yes, it's very cute.
And the suitcases are here.
Twenty-four kilos of luggage!
I need to find something in the background.
No! You really brought it!
- It can not be. - Yes. "Free hugs".
FREE HUGS
You look great! You look great.
The buffet is free.
- So, are we ready? - We are ready to leave.
- Let's get the boys out to sea. - Yes captain.
I am from Poland and I was 20 years old when I left my country.
I moved from Poland to England.
My country is very Catholic.
I did not want to admit that I'm gay.
And I was wondering if maybe there was not something wrong with me,
because I was afraid
Saffron, white and green and a blue wheel.
Represent. It says everything. Nobody has to ask me questions.
There is India.
And to combine, some very beautiful...
calzones.
India in its true essence.
India.
Clearly it is India.
How pure it is.
The traditional thing that is India.
And there goes the tolerance.
It's everything people see and does not comment.
They do not say anything about that.
Believe that you are good.
And tolerate what you are.
And that's the way India is.
- "Made in France". - Horrible!
Wait.
- Turn it around. It would be better. - No.
- Yes.
- It's international. - "Made in France" is on the other side.
- "Mireille is international". - "Made in France" is on the other side.
- On the reverse. - "How adorable when Rio dresses up
When one morning, in Venice, you get up
- When it's hot and the birds sing. " - Ah, sure, Yes.
Hello.
MIREILLE MATHIEU THE DEMOISELLE D'ORLÉANS
My God!
So many beautiful men around me! Denys always tells me weathervane because I spend it circling.
My eyes are always turning.
I also have the right height. I can see everything from the wheelchair.
= = Only two years ago I am confident regarding my sexuality.
Until two years ago, there was another option in my mind,
along with getting married.
I had to see women.
In my society there is the arranged marriage.
Your parents find you a wife and you get married.
I went to India to see women. That's how it was.
They forced me to do it.
So moving to Dubai was another big step in my life.
- It's the green in that. - Which?
- Here. The green belt. - What? The green?
- No, this is... - Which one?
- On the back? - Look.
I left Palestine because I had problems with the police for being gay.
This is not the flag of Palestine. It's the Palestine scarf.
I do not hate my country.
But I appreciate Belgium,
Because without Belgium I would not have a second chance to live.
BELGIUM
You will adjust it in the same way.
Then...
I said goodbye, but inside I knew that I said goodbye for my family.
Because I do not want my family also to be isolated from society.
I really appreciate Belgium.
I think it's a country where the police protects
gay pride all year.
And when you have problems of discrimination, like gay,
you can go to the police.
In Palestine, if I went to the police, they would arrest me!
So that's the difference.
As I now have a Belgian passport,
I am very happy.
And, in the end, I'm in a safe place.
Goodbye.
Slow down, slowly. You're going too fast. Too fast.
When my father died it was a very difficult moment for me.
I think I was 14 years old
and I felt hopeless for the first time. That I...
I felt someone cut my wings.
I became very attached to my father when he had an accident.
My mother did not live with us.
When he returned,
It was as if we had to start the relationship again.
So I am happy even though I am of a country
in which the majority of the population is Christian
and people do not like...
the gay community.
That's getting better in bigger cities, but...
In the small ones it can still be very difficult.
But I'm glad to be with...
I'm surrounded by open-minded people.
And especially my family.
I could not stand to feel
I can not tell my mother that I'm gay
and live a lie until the end of my days.
I'll give you the queen chair, so you can...
Yes, Great Britain, so...
How many series?
- Three series. - We can make three series.
In each series we can do about ten, 12 or around that...
Three.
Four.
Five.
Six.
Seven.
Eight.
Nine
Ten.
Do you think you could tell your mother that you're gay?
- No. - Why?
No, I will not do anything. I'll leave it like that.
You should think about it, because maybe one day it will be too late.
And you will realize that you could do something before...
If you discover it by chance, perfect.
But in no way would I tell him.
No, I... Believe me. I do not want...
Can you be 100% sure that you will accept it?
- You do not have to. - The problem...
But it deserves to know it for being your mother.
Yes. But a friend of mine from Amman
He told his mother the same thing you said.
Do you know he did not see her for 20 years?
Listen, if you will not accept, she...
He may hate you, but after all...
You said you will not hate me. A mother does not hate her child.
- It's a bit difficult. - Exactly.
- But maybe she... - She just needs to get used, then.
Sometimes he does not hate his son,
but also does not want to see it.
That will kill the son a little more.
Maybe it's different for me, because I have a close relationship with my mother.
And especially when my father died, I was...
I only had one sister and my mother
So I had to mature fast, you know,
when I went to another country.
And I had to take the place of father, understand?
So I had to take care of my mother and my sister.
The point is that now I call my mother every week.
Let's say one, two or three times.
If you found out
- and stop contacting me... - Do the last repetition.
If you stop doing it... What if even refuses to answer the phone?
- Do you understand what that means? - So what?
It would be so painful not to be able to hear his voice, even.
See? I can not... It's not easy!
So do not tell me it will be so easy
know that your mother is alive somewhere in the world
but you can not greet her or listen to her voice again.
And she can die at any time.
And at that moment, you would even pray to see...
I am from a Muslim family
and when I was 18, I took another path, that of homosexuality.
My family did not tolerate it because our religion rejects it.
Religion, religion, religion.
It is a problem of all religions in general.
They tell people what to think, what to say.
That's the problem.
In India it is a problem.
You do not know where you would fit.
Your relatives would leave you, of your work.
They would throw you out. They would throw you out.
We recently created a support group in my city
since many of my friends wanted to commit suicide.
Suicide. Commit suicide.
So when I was 17 years old I decided to live my own life,
Leave my family and live on my own.
Only.
My mother and father would love that I was dead.
Dead.
Puppy
Come, boy.
Come back
Come. Good boy, good boy.
I am now 32 years old
and I was never in a relationship.
That's not a good thing.
I tried hard
to have the figure you wanted before boarding this ship.
It's an excellent opportunity to find love.
I do not know what kind of partner I will meet,
but seeing so many people here,
I can contemplate prototypes of my future partner.
I had never seen that before!
Incredible!
I do not have many friends.
I have many friends in social networks,
but very few became close friends.
My gay desires were more virtual than real.
If you had sex dreams,
were rather chat conversations on the internet
what real encounters.
I'm going to sleep.
See you tomorrow.
Thomas, I'm very tired.
Good.
My God! Let me sit down for a second.
This party was totally great and I...
- It really ruined me. - Did it ruin you?
I saw, you know,
some people that I think... I think they exaggerated.
- It's our flat. - Y...
It's here. It's here.
And I think...
Yes, it was too much.
- Too much. - Yes.
Today was...
As you say, it was a bit heavy.
And tomorrow, what kind of party will we have tomorrow?
I... For me, tomorrow will be a journey completely new.
It's...
- You should take off your shoes, you know. - It's okay.
For me, it's more...
I find it hard to meet someone
because in general people judge other people.
They do not know you, but they judge you anyway.
Yes.
And I think it also works like this in the gay environment,
Because many gay guys judge others.
- Y... - Yes, it's true. It is always so.
It's not a good thing.
But I think that is...
This is how... I mean, that's what I like about...
to be queer.
That's the good thing. It's...
Regardless of the place, you are always part of the family.
Everyone is part of the family.
You have a huge family.
If you are judged,
is because all families judge you in some way.
I mean it's like a bigger family, around the world.
I mean, you're always...
You have someone. You could say that you always have someone
close to you, so to speak.
It was well said. It is like that.
I'm very tired.
Be honest when you have a good body.
I discovered it only.
When I came to Europe I was thin.
I was also young, so I thought that I would find many guys.
He was a thin, normal guy, he had no muscles.
They do not all look at you.
Since I started to change
and I started having muscles and those things,
everyone wants to talk to me
But then these things happen.
Everyone has a beard, everyone has muscles
all come out with the same clothes.
We all look the same.
It's a difficult reality, because if you're not attractive,
It is very difficult to reach
the man on the other side.
You have to lift your legs and your hands.
Y...
And then...
open your shirt, take off your clothes.
Drop your pants.
And then you can find... You can see someone.
It may not seem as funny as it is.
That's the reality when you're not attractive.
If you are not... Forget being presentable.
Being presentable is a completely different subject .
So what you should have is... If you do not have a good ass...
They...
The only two things that people see here
are if you have a good penis and a good ass. That is all.
You do not need more.
No problem if you have a lot of belly.
If your thighs are big it's fine. If you have a big head, it's fine.
You only need two things.
If you have them, you will be fine.
It's like that.
If you do not have them, you should try hard.
For another... To cancel those things.
And that's a challenge for me.
How far did you climb last time?
I went up until...
- Yellow? - I reached the second one.
I climbed until the second.
The red?
I climbed to the second level.
- What is the second level? - One, two...
- One, two. - So is.
I lost the use of my legs
for having had meningitis.
I was about 28 years old.
And then, it got worse.
I was suddenly hospitalized.
And one night
the nurse
arrived with a wheelchair.
He told me: "Good luck".
You can do it.
I tried to get up...
and I fell.
I realized that I was going to spend all my life in a wheelchair.
I called my friends, my family.
In five minutes they all abandoned me.
- As if he were dead. - Do not worry.
I will catch you. Do not worry.
I'm proud of having managed to recompose myself.
It was not easy.
Where to...? Where can I go?
- I will hold you. Do not worry. - Toward the left?
No, it was enough for me.
- Was enough? - Yes.
- I'll catch you. Come. - Look.
Yes.
Yes. Yes.
Do not worry.
You are already on the ground.
- Yes, good! - Yes.
I remember.
This was me.
He was athletic.
I love that photo.
It's from when I was skiing.
It was just before my legs stopped working.
I think he looked handsome.
It represents a lot to me.
You have to...
You have to enjoy life to the fullest.
Because from one day to the next
Life can give you unpleasant surprises.
Yes, life is beautiful.
Life is still beautiful,
but in another way.
I do not find it easy to approach people .
They call me a grumpy bear because I am...
I'm like that.
I'm always afraid of hurting myself
Because I went through things they did to me
have that constant fear in the heart.
I can meet people
that are undoubtedly nice, with whom I congenialize,
but I'm really scared
I admit that I am very afraid to approach people.
But when you get to know me, I'm a nice person.
I'm not the grumpy bear you could expect.
When I talk to people
I always say:
"Enjoy life!
You must delight in life
because it is beautiful".
Yes, the sun is strong.
- But your eyes look beautiful. - You already lost it!
Should we laugh now?
A smile Do not laugh, a smile.
Relax. This is nice. It's holidays. It's very relaxing.
Oh, you look great, you look great.
Yes, but it is...
- It makes you look very sexy. - I tried it again.
- And the cross in the chest? - Show me.
It's fine.
Should I put on underwear after or before?
Before.
I will need your help with this thing.
Ah, it's sexy. It's Christian underwear.
They do not have a back part.
I already told you! I did not spend a day with my ass covered.
You must use this, if you want.
What would you like me to use?
I'm not sure. Maybe you're too... It's too small.
Martin, were you going to say I'm too fat?
Yes.
When I see heterosexual relationships, I have the feeling
that, more than anything, it is of not sleeping with another person.
You can flirt, harbor feelings for another person.
You can develop a deep and spiritual connection.
That's fine, as long as you do not have sex.
But I think those emotions can be much deeper than sex.
I just think: "Well, I'm not hot.
Go play, fuck another person. Leave me alone."
Why should I be jealous of that?
Why should someone feel jealous for the sexual act itself?
Form two of each.
- Does not want to work. - Do not push too high.
- I'm not pushing high. - But no, look, it's broken.
- Yes. - Here.
Not deformed. Also, I need to inflate it.
- Now you must help me. - Yes.
Care when going out with that.
- I want this... - You want that...
It's a complete relationship. It's been five years.
I have been happy and sad,
angry and...
cheerful and many things in this relationship.
And you see, I have some friends on the cruise.
They would like to have someone with whom to curl up in bed.
Or would you like to have your own man dreamed, shall we say.
I have it Why should I lose it?
This is how I can tell you, only within my relationship,
that every year shows me
yes, he is a good person. I have the right man in my life.
That's why we have big stockings just to put things inside.
Good. We have it all.
- Ready? - Come on.
Good.
How do you link in the buffet?
Well, you must be a crispy vegetable.
Fresh, not cooked until death.
Well, sometimes it can also be nice and raw.
When I'm looking for guys, I think:
"What would I like? What is my favorite dish?"
And also: "What would you like to my favorite dish?".
I have few desires in life. I would like...
for a day,
have a normal life
and be happy with that life.
I would like to have a relationship with someone who...
will love me for the person I am
and not just for my face or my body.
Y...
I would like to find someone who loves...
I am myself.
And I do not want to be just a product.
Yes, a product to fuck...
As someone to fuck, you know, a product on a shelf in the store
that maybe you buy if you really like it.
If you like a pair of cute shoes, you want to buy them.
If you like...
If you see an attractive guy, you want to get it.
So many guys just want to fuck.
But not all are equal.
You think: "What will happen when these holidays are over?"
I think nobody likes loneliness.
When he told me he had cancer,
The impact hit me and I thought: "Not now!"
I found someone who loves me, someone with whom to continue my life
And now you have cancer?
In my head, cancer means that will die.
The feeling that I'm going to lose it was really horrible,
because all the time I was thinking: "What will I do if he dies?"
And everything got worse because he started thinking
that was a weight on my shoulders,
because he started telling me: "Maybe we should separate
and you should find your way.
You're still young You do not need to follow your life with me. " And I rejected that.
I said," No, I'm not here only in happy times.
I mean I can also be at this time. "
I rejected that completely. " No way. I will not leave the relationship.
It's not your choice. It's mine.
Even if you die in a week. " That's what I said.
He started thinking about writing his will
and what he can do for me before he died.
Until the doctor said that the cancer disappeared.
That it disappeared made me very happy.
Thank God.
We should enjoy life.
If you return,
if it reappears, we will face it again.
But now let's enjoy our lives.
I think the idea of getting old scares me a little.
It is not common to see old gay couples.
When you see those couples of old people
what happened between 20 and 30 years together
and went through so many things, is inspiring.
It was a relief to see that it is possible
that two men can grow old together.
- Sometimes it's like a fairy tale. - Yes.
Fairy tale. Fairy tale.
People fear aging. That's a theme for young gays.
They try hard to stay young, look young.
We lack models to follow in which to reflect our future.
Future. Future.
People who base their identities on their appearance,
or that are only known for their beauty,
are those who, if they lose that,
they have nothing.
Nothing. Nothing.
There is a negative stereotype of the old and lonely homosexual.
If you say you do not want to grow old,
what is the alternative?
Alternative. Alternative.
I'm lucky, you know?
I was able to grow old enough to have this age mark in my hand.
This morning, when I got up,
I felt I was depressed.
I was under a lot of pressure to do many things.
I never felt alone.
Never.
Until I came to this trip.
At five o'clock you can see everyone as men.
After six they will all be women.
The good thing is that you do not recognize your friends.
If you do not know how to use makeup,
you can not recognize them.
Can you make up to be unrecognizable?
- I would like to remain anonymous. - I use a lot of base.
And a lot of makeup, like an odalisque,
so that nobody recognizes me.
- Did you see my picture? - Yes.
I do it on purpose so you can not recognize me in a photo.
- Yes, nobody recognizes you. - That's.
That's it.
That's why.
For example, I put on Lionel
and nobody recognized it!
I was wearing a blonde wig, like a lesbian.
He greeted people and said: "Are you?"
- It's better. - Yes.
But then you must bathe.
You must take a good shower,
Because removing makeup is very difficult.
You need about ten hours to take off the makeup.
But then your face shines for cleanliness.
Good.
What a disgrace!
I married a woman
who does not know what a woman is.
Good, good...
I almost died of laughter.
Good.
You must suffer to see yourself beautiful.
Yes, like that.
It's very good.
Do not defraud your nation. You know what you should do.
Your club needs you!
It works. Works!
Yes, I think that will hold.
Not so great, but...
- Well, ladies, let's get ready. - OMG!
Heavens!
- Well, where are my shoes? - Here.
- Come on, sit down. - Will you continue today?
Of course. I do not wear underwear, so you know.
Happy girls do not wear underwear.
We know it.
I told my friends that I would get dressed in two minutes.
Yes, but that's a lie.
But the real ladies dress... You must understand the ladies.
- Yes, but... - You have to understand that it is not...
Beyoncé was not made in an hour.
- Yes, but... - And Sia took longer.
Yes, but Beyoncé starts early. You came too late.
Listen. The queen is never late. You came early.
Good. I'm going.
Well, let's do a show.
- You do not have a bag. - I? No.
Why does not the elevator come?
See you!
- Sia. - Hello.
I do not know who you are. I can not see you.
Chanel!
Good evening.
- You look fabulous! - You too.
- Very good! You are a beautiful girl. - Thank you.
Yes!
- Where are you coming from? - United States.
- United States? - Yes, not far from New York.
- Oh, New York. - Yes.
I would like to go to New York.
- Then you are invited. - Thank you.
- Good. You can stop with me. All right. - Yes, good. Good.
- Thanks. - You are welcome.
We want a bottle of Vega del Castillo.
A bottle. Thank you.
I mean, do real men dress as women?
Yes, exact. To be themselves but with a different image.
Yes.
This is what I want to express with my image.
Sia, invisible. Do you want to be invisible so that nobody recognizes who you are?
Yes, exact.
Do you sometimes feel invisible?
Or do you feel too visible and you want to hide a little?
I think I feel too visible. That's why I put on the wig.
- Really? - Because in...
At this point, if I say "hello" to someone,
nobody answers me
But if I do this: "Hello!", They all say: "Hi! It's you!".
- This is the way you can... - Your identity is a mystery now.
This is how...
The way you look
can attract people, not the way you do something, right?
- Do you understand that? Yes? - Yes. Yes.
You mean you do not want to show the lid,
they must open the book.
Exact.
Hello, honey. I know you're very sick
I just wanted to see you.
- Tell me. - How are you?
- I'm fine. - What are you doing?
- Excuse me? - Are you sleeping?
- Yes, I was sleeping. - Can I enter your room?
Yes, you can enter.
Oh, I do not want...
- Did you go to the ladies' party? - No, I could not go.
- Because you were sick, right? - I felt bad.
- That's why. - Let's talk.
- Yes, yes. Sit down. - Good.
Have you had a sexual encounter here?
- Yes. Yes. - How many?
How many? That is asking too much.
No, no. Why?
We are the only ones here. Nobody can listen to us.
- No, no. It's the "how many". - No one is going to hear that.
No, no. How... No, no.
With regard to how many, it must have been about five or six boys.
Oh! It surprises me because I still did not meet any boy.
- You lie! That's impossible. - No, I'm not lying.
Do I have something bad that would make it impossible?
Why do you say that? No, I do not think so.
No, it's just that I have not met anyone yet.
- I'm waiting for the right guy. - Yes?
I never had personal problems, being gay was never a problem for me,
because I always tried to see myself as...
- A boy. - A normal boy.
Exact. Yes.
But I... Do you know what I learned on this vacation?
That we should be proud of ourselves.
So, if you paint your nails,
you should go back to Dubai, paint your nails
and be happy
- because you did that. - I will go to prison.
- No, you would not go. - I will go to prison.
Why?
Because there it is supposed that men act and see each other in a certain way.
- If you do not, you go to jail. - What does that mean exactly?
- That if you are a man... - Maybe you should not be there
- if you're not happy. - Maybe. That is the next reflection.
- Would you like to get married? - Of course. A lot.
How would you like to live when you are married?
Like normal people.
What is your definition of "normal people"?
Invite people to lunch and dinner.
Live life where you can...
I do not really understand what "normal" means.
Normal means going back and forth from work.
Every day. And that there is someone there that opens the door for you.
I hope... I was wondering if you...
If when you say "normal",
You do not talk about a man and a heterosexual woman.
A heterosexual life.
Can you be yourself when you come back to Dubai?
Not much, 60%.
What does 60% mean?
In a sense, 60% means that I feel what I really am.
Yes
But the other 40% means that I must act as a heterosexual all the time.
- For work. - What really...
You have to explain something to me.
What is acting like heterosexual for you?
It means having masculine traits, you know?
Well, then, am I a good example?
I must say yes. I must say yes.
Do you think this attracts gays?
Of course, yes.
Because the first code is a body well defined.
So you think the gays try...
look for guys who act as heterosexual, or...
I think so. Yes.
So men attract you more when they act like heterosexuals?
- Yes, when they act as heterosexuals. - when they act gay?
Men who act like heterosexuals.
- What does it mean to act gay for you? - Female. A little feminine.
Talk in a feminine way.
So I would say it.
If you're not very masculine, sometimes it's not easy
because you are seen as a man of lesser value.
Less value
When I think about the concept of masculinity,
As for the gays,
I see that many use steroids
and try to be muscular to look as manly as possible.
As manly as possible. As manly as possible.
There is an idea that the best gay men are the ones that can happen,
that is, people would say that they are heterosexual men.
That's very funny because it is as if you got rid of a part of you
as a gay man.
Look over there.
- It looks beautiful. - It's magnificent.
You must come here.
Look at that hotel!
Yes. It's great.
- The evening of the nightclub was great. - Amazing.
Yes. With all those...
With all the extravagant costumes.
- Yes, a great show! - Big show!
Honestly, it was great.
Some people tried hard.
You saw me with the "Free Hugs" sign and you laughed.
- A triumph! - Enough of that shit.
- No, seriously. It was funny, right? - It was a good idea.
- Mireille and the free hugs? - You were right.
"Mireille is international".
In my case, people of all...
Many people. German, French,
Russians, they all came shouting: "Mireille, Mireille".
Yesterday: "Free hugs, free hugs!"
Good. No...
Free hugs are perfect to flirt.
- We all have tricks. - Exactly.
In fact, sir, you were a little jealous yesterday.
- "They are seducing you!" - No it's not true.
I said that the person who was seducing you
I could have illusions and that could lead to some tensions.
Not in relation to me, but to you.
- I laughed very loudly. - Because I think...
"Hey! They're seducing you!"
No, what bothered me was not that they were seducing you.
- Yes, yes, yes! - Do not!
I'm not jealous. That is not true.
- You are too possessive. - No no no!
Yes, you are possessive.
Who did they seduce in Amsterdam? The guy turned around 36 times!
- It's not the same. - "Is not the same!"
- It's not the same. - No no.
That was on the street, this is on a boat,
where types seduce other types in the morning, afternoon and evening.
Nonsense! Oh well.
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the cruise high heels race
with the stars Koka and Nicky Nicole!
The minimum cue height is eight centimeters.
Therefore, espadrilles, flip flops, slippers and loafers
must be in the closet.
We take out our tacos of at least eight centimeters
and we run in the high-heeled race.
Exact.
It's what she said. So...
Five!
Four!
Three!
Two!
One!
Now!
Go, pick them up, yes! Go kill them with those tacos.
Come on! Thousands of prizes! There are cash prizes, honey!
Good boy.
Before, I would never have said that I am positive.
I would have said: "I'm not, but I'll only fuck with condoms".
Now I'm more relaxed about it.
If you ask me now, I no longer say:
"I'm not, but I just want to fuck with condoms".
Instead, I say: "Yes I am, so accept it".
- Let's go to the pool. - Come on.
When I knew, it was like a death sentence.
Each sunrise could be the last.
I had to enjoy everything at the moment.
It was the beginning of living in the now.
If you think you do not have a future, for which future will you worry?
THE CRUISE
Please adjust, adjust.
Yes, yes.
Thank God, much changed in recent years.
The big spectrum no longer exists.
Now there are not only condoms to have safe sex,
but also PPrE and preventive treatments.
When I learned about that, it was a great relief.
The pressure disappeared along with the fear.
There was a time when there was no an HIV test.
You did not even know if you had it.
When my friends started dying one after another,
a whole generation of those wonderful beings was lost.
Lost. Lost. Lost.
For many people, is no longer a problem.
They think "Well, I have HIV,
so I'll buy the remedy and fuck all I want".
There are PrEP, condoms, yes.
But unprotected sex is common.
Why you, a beautiful boy
at 20, 30, 40 or whatever age, would you want a disease?
Why would you want a disease controllable?
A controllable disease. A controllable disease.
However, at that height, when you're ready to have sex
and you just want to put it,
you're not thinking of any of those things, you know?
- Now you take a pill before. - And it's... Yes, sooner or later.
Turn around.
KISS ME BEST
How do you feel now?
A little better than this morning.
A little better?
Yes. I feel better about the remedy that I took.
What did you say? I did not hear you.
I feel better because of the remedy I took.
If it had been something from the food,
you would have intestinal problems, not an irritated throat.
Yes, I know.
Why do not you use my white high heels?
That would be beautiful.
It would be the skeleton of a queen.
I will laugh a lot about you tonight.
You should stay in bed, you are still very medicated, very sleepy.
You say stupid things.
You should hold it.
At least I can see you like this.
My God!
Do not think about doing it while I sleep.
Look in the mirror.
Unbelievable OMG!
- Up and down, up and down. - Yes, up and down.
- Is that okay now? - Beautiful.
Beautiful.
- Thomas? - Yes?
Did you have sex on board?
No.
- You? - No.
I think like someone who came to have a good time
and I still did not have sex.
So whatever.
Oh, no. It's okay.
It's fine.
- Thomas? - Yes?
Do you want one? You can get one on your arm, here.
- So. - Good.
But even if I'm not going to meet anyone, I'd like to have sex on vacation.
Yes.
- Yes, why not? - Maybe you should...
find that guy from Los Angeles, or...
Did you meet someone else?
Well, I met two guys from the United States.
One is from Los Angeles and the other from...
Texas, Dallas.
The two are very nice. One was an army soldier.
- Yes. - He's a big guy.
- Is it from Texas? - Yes, it's Texas.
Yes, everything is bigger in Texas. It's not a joke.
Really?
That's why they say: "Everything is bigger in Texas".
I know,
because when he took my hand, I touched his penis unintentionally.
I did not touch it at all, but with my fingers,
but he was a little
hot, let's say.
And he said to me: "Do you shake my hand?"
So I shook his hand
and I did not know what he wanted to do.
And he touched...
He took my hand and touched the balls.
And I said...
"Good".
But I did not like it, you know? I still had...
- the hand on his whistle. - Yes.
I did not know what was happening.
- I'm ready. - Ready.
Are not you going to sleep?
When you love someone, sex can be much better than when it's casual,
with someone you do not even know.
Because at the end of the day, they end up like two animals
what do you need...
satisfy your sexual needs.
But if you love someone,
you want to express something through sex.
You want to show love with sex, you know?
Hello.
Thank God.
What?
- Thank God I did not go out. - Good.
Are you going to sleep or will you go out again?
Are you crazy? No, I'm going to sleep now.
At least I do not feel...
bad, since half the people on the boat are sick.
It is understandable. Many types in a closed area like this, overcrowded.
And then, without even talking about...
kisses and that.
It's always like that.
Yes.
- Good evening, Louie. - Sleep tight.
You too.
Come.
You should sleep.
- Yes, I think I should sleep. - Yes.
- For me. - I wish...
I hope to have a dream while I sleep.
I want to dream about...
You should not choose your dreams. Dreams are not chosen.
- Do you think? - No, you do not want to dream...
You do not want to go to sleep and think, on purpose:
"Oh, I want to dream about this" or "I want to dream that".
You should just go to sleep and let dreams guide you.
It's better. It's better when you let that dreams guide you.
- It's a bit like... - Is it the same as with love?
Yes, as with love. Yes. You just let me guide you.
Do you know? How...
As...
Be free and not try to control it, necessarily.
Do not control it, just leave it free.
It's better. Discover more
Good evening.
One day...
you will get to see...
the Sun.
The sunrise.
Good evening.
I'm gay. I had no choice.
I was lucky.
We want to be young forever, and some achieve it.
Others even blame them for that.
"They are leaving us without models to follow when wanting to be young forever".
Get out!
Should I become an old witch just because you want a role model?
I can be young and delicious for as long as I want.
Of course I always ask myself that question,
Because I receive a lot of love and respect.
But seeing all these guys here,
Would anyone have wanted to sleep with me?
Would someone have wanted to sleep with me despite my disability?
Going home will take about 14 days.
Palestine.
I do not know... I really do not know how you will feel.
I'm not afraid, because now I'm Belgian, then...
The only things I have are emotions and fear.
Emotions because it was nine years ago
and fear because I still do not know what will happen, so...
When I come back after nine years, I will not be the child that left.
The boy who left at that time was not like the one I am now.
I noticed
that I'm still very young.
And I must stop looking for love because love will find me.
I grew up because my father died,
Because I went to live in another country and I had to start from scratch.
But I want to enjoy life.
This is what I call love. Love for life.
This cruise makes me feel that...
I considered myself very bad.
Actually I'm not.
It's exactly the opposite!
It's a totally different experience.
God, the world on the other side is different.
To my friends who come for the first time I say:
"I know you will be totally depressed,
in a bad mood.
But you can not live all your life on this cruise."
Unfortunately.
Maybe we should build an island for us and live there. That is all.
We'll finish it like this.
CON
DIPANKAR ACCOUNT MANAGER, DUBAI
DECLARED WITH MUCH PRIDE, BEFORE HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS
RECEIVED YOUR SUPPORT
MAREK FUTURE PHYSICAL COACH, NOTTINGHAM
HAD HIS FIRST SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WHEN RETURNING
MARTIN DARLING PHOTOGRAPHER, VIENNA
STILL ENJOY THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE AND PLAN YOUR FIRST SAMPLE
PHILIPPE COUNTER, LILLE
SOON WILL CELEBRATE 20 YEARS WITH DENYS
AND BEGAN TO WALK WITH CRUTCHES
RAMZI GRADUATE OFFICE MANAGER,
BRUSSELS
CONTINUES TO FIGHT FOR LGBTQI RIGHTS
IN THE MIDDLE EAST AND NORTH OF AFRICA