1 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 2 00:00:55,520 --> 00:01:01,080 [man] I'm a child type it's shy, 3 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:04,400 but only outside my house. 4 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:10,600 When I am alone in my room, I can feel like myself. 5 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:14,960 But when I am in my room and in front of others, 6 00:01:15,040 --> 00:01:18,760 I feel like I have to wear it sort of ahead 7 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:21,120 and act like everyone else. 8 00:01:22,480 --> 00:01:24,920 But I know I don't like others. 9 00:01:25,600 --> 00:01:29,000 There is special excitement in the air for 40,000 fans 10 00:01:29,080 --> 00:01:31,120 who is waiting for Madonna to go onstage. 11 00:01:31,200 --> 00:01:34,520 In fact, at every stop along the 90,000 mile tour, 12 00:01:34,600 --> 00:01:36,320 Madonna has caused a commotion. 13 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:38,000 [dance music] 14 00:01:51,800 --> 00:01:54,320 [cheering] 15 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:05,080 I definitely know why we were chosen, why Jose and I were chosen. 16 00:02:05,160 --> 00:02:08,720 Because he definitely wants us to choreograph Vogue videos... 17 00:02:09,800 --> 00:02:12,240 then tour afterwards. 18 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:19,640 We already have strange things like this. 19 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:23,480 Our group is well known 20 00:02:23,560 --> 00:02:26,560 in the underground scene in New York City. 21 00:02:27,440 --> 00:02:29,400 [man # 2] Madonna comes to New York to meet us. 22 00:02:29,480 --> 00:02:32,360 He is like, "Hey, what's wrong? I hear a lot about you 23 00:02:32,440 --> 00:02:34,480 and these cool things you do. 24 00:02:34,560 --> 00:02:36,160 I want to see. Will you show me? " 25 00:02:36,240 --> 00:02:37,520 [woman] Very clear. 26 00:02:37,600 --> 00:02:42,280 Jose is very young. He is gifted in various forms of dance. the best. 27 00:02:42,360 --> 00:02:45,680 I think, like he does. 28 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:50,120 We bring our flamboyant as a warning. 29 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:53,400 Yes, we have earrings. Yes, we have eyeliner. 30 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:58,600 31 00:02:58,680 --> 00:03:01,800 32 00:03:01,880 --> 00:03:06,680 But don't mistake this-- [chuckles] for weaknesses. 33 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:13,240 [Male] I remember seeing that ad. 34 00:03:13,320 --> 00:03:16,800 I have just experienced the worst summer in my life. 35 00:03:17,320 --> 00:03:21,240 I don't have money to eat. I don't have money, like, traveling around. 36 00:03:22,240 --> 00:03:25,320 I experienced a very bad mullet. 37 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:31,120 I have never seen so many people at an audition. It's madness. 38 00:03:31,200 --> 00:03:34,000 It runs along the block. 39 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:39,560 [Male] I'm still young and I'm hungry and America is new to me. 40 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:44,240 I arrived, eh, June & apos; 87. 41 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:46,160 June 20, & 87; 42 00:03:46,240 --> 00:03:48,640 And then after that three years in New York, 43 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:50,640 I get a job with Madonna. 44 00:03:51,760 --> 00:03:56,840 It's very wild. I'm panicking now. Belgian stress. 45 00:03:56,920 --> 00:03:59,720 I always want everyone to see me, like, all the time. 46 00:03:59,800 --> 00:04:02,240 Like, dancing, I always want to be the best dancer. 47 00:04:02,320 --> 00:04:06,160 I want to be the best artist. I want to be the best in everything, huh. 48 00:04:06,240 --> 00:04:08,880 And by dancing, I mean, I'm mostly. 49 00:04:10,560 --> 00:04:12,680 [Male] I remember coming home 50 00:04:12,760 --> 00:04:16,519 and I have an message on my answering machine. 51 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:18,760 No one has an answering machine anymore. 52 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:20,279 I answer and it's like, 53 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:23,400 "Um, hi. I tried to reach Carlton. This is Madonna. " 54 00:04:23,480 --> 00:04:27,240 And I'm like, "What is this? He called my house." 55 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:33,080 And he said that he would be going to a club called Club Louis. 56 00:04:33,160 --> 00:04:36,320 And he invited me to come. 57 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:38,480 And all the boys there, you know-- 58 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:41,240 Kevin is there. I remember Oliver was there, Jose and Luis. 59 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:46,560 I think basically the players who ended were there that night. 60 00:04:48,800 --> 00:04:52,040 Oh man. I went home and I said, "Mom, I succeeded." 61 00:04:52,120 --> 00:04:55,960 And I fell to my knees and started crying. And that's it. 62 00:04:58,360 --> 00:05:00,720 [playing music] 63 00:05:01,600 --> 00:05:03,840 [cheering] 64 00:05:18,360 --> 00:05:20,120 Posing. 65 00:05:21,360 --> 00:05:24,160 [Kevin] For this tour, Madonna has seen many great dancers. 66 00:05:24,240 --> 00:05:27,120 So I think once you see it the great dancers, 67 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:30,280 what stands out next is style and personality. 68 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:33,560 There is a statement that I always sit on which represents how he handles us, 69 00:05:33,640 --> 00:05:36,800 and that - Give me more than you. 70 00:05:36,880 --> 00:05:39,440 Give me more than you. 71 00:05:39,520 --> 00:05:41,280 Liberal. 72 00:05:41,360 --> 00:05:42,680 Expressive. You know, we are just like what he did then. 73 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:47,560 74 00:05:47,640 --> 00:05:53,080 Pressing the button and not afraid to say who we are. 75 00:05:53,160 --> 00:05:56,680 ♪ Don't go for the second best, baby ♪ 76 00:05:56,760 --> 00:05:58,880 ♪ Put your love on the test ♪ 77 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:00,840 ♪ You know, you know, you have to ♪ 78 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:03,000 [Carlton] The show is about freedom. 79 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:06,320 Freedom as an artist, freedom as a human. 80 00:06:06,400 --> 00:06:08,120 Freedom in terms of to damn speak the truth. 81 00:06:08,200 --> 00:06:09,600 ♪ Express yourself ♪ 82 00:06:09,680 --> 00:06:14,000 [Luis] Express yourself, you know, and not be ashamed of that. 83 00:06:14,080 --> 00:06:16,320 ♪ Hey, hey, hey, hey ♪ 84 00:06:16,400 --> 00:06:21,520 We have our own items, our own attitude, our own style, we-- 85 00:06:21,600 --> 00:06:23,080 We all grew up differently. 86 00:06:23,160 --> 00:06:27,320 Even though the six of them are gay, they are all raised differently. 87 00:06:27,400 --> 00:06:30,320 I mean, we all have stories to tell. 88 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:35,480 ♪ Ah yeah, ah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 89 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:38,120 ♪ They can say anything I will do anything ♪ 90 00:06:38,200 --> 00:06:40,600 ♪ There is no lasting pain Yup, you know this ♪ 91 00:06:40,680 --> 00:06:43,160 ♪ Louder than a lion No need to try ♪ 92 00:06:43,240 --> 00:06:44,960 ♪ I live where the sky ends, yup ♪ 93 00:06:45,040 --> 00:06:48,080 [Salim] Oh my God, we let Oliver sometimes, you know. 94 00:06:48,160 --> 00:06:50,240 We are all classically trained dancers too. 95 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:54,560 He is the only one who just came of a type like hip-hop background. 96 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:58,080 We usually call him not like a real dancer, huh. 97 00:06:58,160 --> 00:07:03,000 Before I meet them, if someone is gay, 98 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:04,920 I might hit it. 99 00:07:05,760 --> 00:07:09,880 [Luis] We saw a leather jacket with many colors on it... 100 00:07:10,720 --> 00:07:12,400 and he has blonde hair. 101 00:07:12,480 --> 00:07:17,320 You know we are very and flamboyant ourselves that, you know, 102 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:19,000 that's the first thing we noticed. 103 00:07:19,080 --> 00:07:21,960 You know, other flamboyant people. 104 00:07:22,040 --> 00:07:25,600 Come to find out others flamboyant people not even gay. 105 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:28,640 Of course, everything is color coordinated. 106 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:33,720 The sad part is I have more clothes than my wife. 107 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:37,720 The good thing is that my wife is not materialistic. 108 00:07:37,800 --> 00:07:40,720 The ring is simple, our lives-- 109 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:43,200 Yes, life is simple. My life is not. 110 00:07:43,280 --> 00:07:46,840 I... I'm just that person. I am always like that. 111 00:07:46,920 --> 00:07:48,520 But give someone's name-- 112 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:56,480 Name someone, the name of a man who has a pink Adidas suid. 113 00:07:57,200 --> 00:07:58,480 Right. 114 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:02,400 [Luis] He certainly doesn't look like that a homophobe, 115 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:05,400 as, I mean, not the way he is dressed. 116 00:08:06,400 --> 00:08:08,840 You know, how can you be homophobic? 117 00:08:08,920 --> 00:08:10,160 I mean... 118 00:08:11,320 --> 00:08:13,400 You are like a parrot. 119 00:08:22,680 --> 00:08:26,280 [Luis] When you are attacked in this situation, 120 00:08:26,360 --> 00:08:29,000 it's almost like a fish aquarium situation. 121 00:08:29,840 --> 00:08:33,919 You know, we are here and then everyone outside. 122 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:36,120 [cheering] 123 00:08:37,840 --> 00:08:39,600 [Kevin] This is a wave-- 124 00:08:39,679 --> 00:08:44,480 That is a physical wave. That is the wind of shouting. 125 00:08:44,560 --> 00:08:50,280 Hurricanes, like screaming sounds and sounds, like, hit you clearly. 126 00:08:50,360 --> 00:08:52,440 It's not like you just heard it in the distance. 127 00:08:52,520 --> 00:08:54,320 It's like hitting you on your face. 128 00:08:58,440 --> 00:09:00,880 That's crazy, you know. 129 00:09:00,960 --> 00:09:03,760 We not only see "We love Madonna" signs out there, 130 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:08,960 but we see, you know, "We love Kevin," "We love Carlton," 131 00:09:09,040 --> 00:09:11,640 "We love Luis and Jose," "We like--" You know... 132 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:14,240 in the audience. 133 00:09:15,160 --> 00:09:17,000 [woman] This is the first of eight best-selling shows 134 00:09:17,080 --> 00:09:19,040 that Madonna will appear in the New York area 135 00:09:19,120 --> 00:09:20,560 for the next two weeks. 136 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:22,400 And like the others done by Madonna, 137 00:09:22,480 --> 00:09:24,200 This tour is high in shock value. 138 00:09:24,280 --> 00:09:26,400 A spokesman for rock singer Madonna said 139 00:09:26,480 --> 00:09:28,600 Metro Police and criminal lawyer's office 140 00:09:28,680 --> 00:09:33,800 threatens to capture stars last night for obscene and obscene behavior. 141 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:38,480 [Madonna] I am aware that the Vatican and certain Catholic communities accuse my performance of being sinful and blasphemous. 142 00:09:38,560 --> 00:09:42,800 That they try to keep people from seeing it. 143 00:09:43,920 --> 00:09:46,880 144 00:09:52,440 --> 00:09:54,400 Hi friend. WELCOME. 145 00:09:55,160 --> 00:09:57,200 Welcome home I grew up. 146 00:09:57,280 --> 00:09:58,920 Okay, come in. 147 00:10:04,200 --> 00:10:08,560 This is the room where I stay now. Now it's like a junk room. 148 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:12,800 -Oh, hi. I'm Jimmy. - This is Jimmy, my boyfriend. 149 00:10:12,880 --> 00:10:14,400 -Hai. - big head. 150 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:16,480 Good. And come here. 151 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:20,000 And this-- this is my mother behind there. 152 00:10:20,080 --> 00:10:22,360 Mother [speaks Spanish] 153 00:10:22,800 --> 00:10:25,880 -Hai. - That's my mother. Come on out, please. 154 00:10:25,960 --> 00:10:28,480 -Hai. -And that's the woman, people. 155 00:10:29,400 --> 00:10:32,080 [speaking Spanish] 156 00:10:35,280 --> 00:10:37,800 He said when we were in Europe-- 157 00:10:37,880 --> 00:10:40,360 Uh huh. [speaks Spanish] 158 00:10:40,440 --> 00:10:42,000 that he saw it in news-- 159 00:10:42,080 --> 00:10:44,080 [speaking Spanish] 160 00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:49,080 that everyone will call him or-- 161 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:50,840 [speaking Spanish] 162 00:10:54,920 --> 00:10:56,080 He-- 163 00:11:00,640 --> 00:11:04,200 He said that was a very big problem. That is very controversial, everything. 164 00:11:04,280 --> 00:11:06,320 And they say how are we Hispanic. 165 00:11:06,400 --> 00:11:09,520 And because of that we-- I and Luis come from the Hispanic community-- 166 00:11:09,600 --> 00:11:11,200 that is a very big problem. 167 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:13,240 So they will call him, you know, 168 00:11:13,320 --> 00:11:15,640 and when he will come out shop at the grocery store, 169 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:18,400 they are like, "Oh, my God. We see your son. Big controversy. 170 00:11:18,480 --> 00:11:21,480 He is almost captured in Europe to be anything or anything. " 171 00:11:23,800 --> 00:11:25,400 [Madonna] When we left Japan, 172 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:28,080 I find myself growing really attached to the dancers, 173 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:32,640 and I began to feel like a mother to them. 174 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:36,080 Gabriel, because you never gave me any attitude, 175 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:38,240 You get the oldest and most valuable. 176 00:11:38,320 --> 00:11:39,480 Thank you. 177 00:11:40,120 --> 00:11:43,120 Oh, rest calmly. Oh 178 00:11:44,680 --> 00:11:46,480 Love him. [tasting lips] 179 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:48,240 Love him very much. 180 00:11:49,160 --> 00:11:52,760 These two people took care of me: Kevin and Gabriel. 181 00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:56,280 They really look after me when I'm on tour. 182 00:11:56,360 --> 00:11:58,680 Because they know where I come from. 183 00:11:58,760 --> 00:12:01,400 Everyone knows about me and where I come from, 184 00:12:01,480 --> 00:12:02,880 but they always have my back. 185 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:06,560 I'm not saying that my other sons and daughters don't have my back, 186 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,280 but I am still a baby. 187 00:12:08,360 --> 00:12:13,120 If I can make it down back through my shoes. 188 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:15,400 I have a problem that I say. 189 00:12:18,680 --> 00:12:20,560 What do we get here? 190 00:12:23,240 --> 00:12:25,280 Some pictures from the tour. 191 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:29,960 Um... there is Gabriel. 192 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:31,600 There is Gabriel. 193 00:12:31,680 --> 00:12:33,280 I was there. 194 00:12:36,800 --> 00:12:38,960 [Kevin] He unofficial beloved child. 195 00:12:42,560 --> 00:12:47,080 There is something about it it's just, um, peaceful. 196 00:12:47,160 --> 00:12:51,400 As usual, like, it's peaceful, presence is bright. 197 00:12:52,880 --> 00:12:55,640 -Oh, this is my Christmas gift. - [man] What is that? 198 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:59,160 My Christmas gift from Madonna. Years ago. 199 00:13:00,320 --> 00:13:03,080 - [man] What did he say? - "For my dear little Asian beauty. 200 00:13:03,160 --> 00:13:07,040 Kevin, baby, take life with the ball and don't let go. " 201 00:13:08,720 --> 00:13:10,600 I will call them my first family. 202 00:13:10,680 --> 00:13:14,680 You know, besides my-- I, you know, blood relatives, 203 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:17,640 they must be my first family that I was really bound. 204 00:13:17,720 --> 00:13:20,520 Because it's very formative part of my life. 205 00:13:22,640 --> 00:13:24,520 My mother was a little absent at the time. 206 00:13:24,600 --> 00:13:27,720 So, uh, making Madonna really... 207 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:30,800 does it kind of fill that space for me, you know, 208 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:32,600 and I think for him too. 209 00:13:32,680 --> 00:13:36,560 He wants kids and me to sort of-- It's not that I want a mother, but I of course-- 210 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:39,640 I like to have someone it will be kind of-- 211 00:13:40,560 --> 00:13:42,320 I know I can rely on it. 212 00:13:47,080 --> 00:13:51,520 [Jose] It feels like the instincts of motherhood he feels. 213 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:56,360 You know, when you are on that element become a superstar like that, 214 00:13:56,440 --> 00:13:58,840 very difficult to find the truth. 215 00:13:58,920 --> 00:14:01,680 And children can be very honest. 216 00:14:01,760 --> 00:14:05,760 And gay children can be very, very honest and flamboyant. 217 00:14:05,840 --> 00:14:09,480 Here! We are weird! Get used to it! 218 00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:13,680 Here! We are weird! Get used to it! 219 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:16,120 Here! We are weird! Get used to it! 220 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:21,520 There are many misconceptions towards the gay community at the time, 221 00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:24,880 and, you know, it's not easy to accept. 222 00:14:27,200 --> 00:14:30,920 It's fun for a little, You know, gay scene, 223 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:34,440 but then, like, with AIDS coming out and HIV, 224 00:14:34,520 --> 00:14:36,320 everyone is really scared. 225 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:52,840 I think that is the time where, um... 226 00:14:53,520 --> 00:14:54,800 something new is needed. 227 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:57,040 Something new and artistic. 228 00:14:57,120 --> 00:14:59,000 Something outside the norm. 229 00:14:59,080 --> 00:15:02,760 That's more than everything in years & 90s. 230 00:15:03,280 --> 00:15:06,400 I think it's time when the world is ready for it. 231 00:15:07,120 --> 00:15:12,440 And that will require someone like Madonna to take that to the forefront. 232 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:15,920 Well, get ready, America. This is where the Truth or Dare. 233 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:19,760 This summer's Madonna Blond Ambition _ trip has become a head throughout the world. 234 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:22,040 The documentary on the tour is steamy 235 00:15:22,120 --> 00:15:24,040 like this exclusive first look. 236 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:26,400 [man] Truth or Dare shot documentary style. 237 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:29,240 Some of the more open scenes are those featuring talking pillows 238 00:15:29,320 --> 00:15:31,000 with backup singers and dancers. 239 00:15:31,080 --> 00:15:33,800 There are even scenes with two men kissing. 240 00:15:33,880 --> 00:15:38,480 One of the bigger goals of this film is really to... 241 00:15:39,560 --> 00:15:41,240 again, press the button. 242 00:15:41,320 --> 00:15:43,400 Do we want to be accepted by Hollywood? 243 00:15:43,480 --> 00:15:45,880 No! 244 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:47,960 Do we care what people think about us? 245 00:15:48,040 --> 00:15:49,960 No! 246 00:15:50,040 --> 00:15:54,240 Our first guest is two men who started craze on fashion. 247 00:15:54,320 --> 00:15:58,960 They are Madonna's main dancers, are also featured in the film Truth or Dare. 248 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,560 These are Luis and Jose! Let's get out! 249 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:03,080 [clapping] 250 00:16:03,160 --> 00:16:05,200 - [cheering] - [man] All right. 251 00:16:11,840 --> 00:16:13,720 Jose and Luis. 252 00:16:13,800 --> 00:16:15,960 Madonna, like these people have been proven, 253 00:16:16,040 --> 00:16:20,240 get to people in the current order and set a destructive tone. 254 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:23,280 If you look at our society now, Western American Society, 255 00:16:23,360 --> 00:16:26,000 we really become a nation sexual dysfunction. 256 00:16:26,080 --> 00:16:29,320 Your fans will like this movie. Some people will find the part offensive. 257 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:32,040 -Well, that's their problem. -You do not care? 258 00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:35,120 No, of course not, because, look, these things are in life. 259 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:38,200 I only present life to people, you know. 260 00:16:38,280 --> 00:16:44,560 I do not present anything that is possible they are not exposed, you know, 261 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:47,240 in everyday life, but maybe they don't want to face it. 262 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:49,600 You know, if you keep putting something on someone's face, 263 00:16:49,680 --> 00:16:53,240 finally, you know, maybe they can handle it. 264 00:16:54,440 --> 00:16:57,880 [Salim] We are really alone. Yes, and we don't care. 265 00:16:57,960 --> 00:17:00,800 We are only ourselves in movies and on tours. 266 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:05,040 Yes. It helps him, I think, reaches his goal too, 267 00:17:05,119 --> 00:17:07,520 from obstacles he wants to break up at that time. 268 00:17:07,599 --> 00:17:10,319 -Slam, truth or bravery? -And. 269 00:17:10,400 --> 00:17:11,960 Whoo! 270 00:17:12,040 --> 00:17:15,800 French... kiss... Gabriel. 271 00:17:16,280 --> 00:17:17,359 Good! 272 00:17:17,440 --> 00:17:19,640 [woman] She wakes up. He is ready and he is ready. 273 00:17:19,720 --> 00:17:20,880 [all shouting] 274 00:17:20,960 --> 00:17:23,280 Do it! Do it! 275 00:17:24,680 --> 00:17:26,760 They want it. 276 00:17:26,839 --> 00:17:29,600 -Whoo! Hold that head! -Oh, yes! Finish. 277 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:32,200 Hot kiss. It's like, I'm sorry. 278 00:17:32,280 --> 00:17:35,000 If you see that even as a straight man, I mean, 279 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:37,880 You want to kiss a man after you see the kiss. 280 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:39,560 You know, this is a hot kiss. 281 00:17:39,640 --> 00:17:43,760 And I think that has helped in general, 282 00:17:43,840 --> 00:17:47,480 it doesn't-- has helped many men or women 283 00:17:47,560 --> 00:17:49,720 more comfortable about their sexuality. 284 00:17:52,800 --> 00:17:56,760 [no dialog can be heard] 285 00:18:03,480 --> 00:18:05,960 [no dialog can be heard] 286 00:18:06,040 --> 00:18:08,680 It's hard to hear yourself. Can you hear me out there? 287 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:09,920 [cheering] 288 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:12,760 Good. Finally a great audience. 289 00:18:16,360 --> 00:18:18,600 A very special person just entered. 290 00:18:19,320 --> 00:18:21,480 A dancer from Madonna Tour Ambis Ambisi! 291 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:23,840 [cheering] 292 00:18:26,040 --> 00:18:27,640 It's great that you are here. 293 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:31,320 Make a noise, Stonewall! 294 00:18:31,400 --> 00:18:33,400 [cheering] 295 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:38,480 [Kevin] This kind of brave and progressive message in this film 296 00:18:38,560 --> 00:18:40,800 is that you can be gay and human. 297 00:18:40,880 --> 00:18:42,600 Because until now, 298 00:18:42,680 --> 00:18:47,480 being gay is becoming another and being subversive and evil. 299 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,680 And suddenly, there is this big message 300 00:18:50,760 --> 00:18:55,040 you can become gay and be happy and successful 301 00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:58,520 and full of life and being young, you know. 302 00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:01,640 You don't have to hide in the back alley 303 00:19:01,720 --> 00:19:04,320 of some rotten bars somewhere 304 00:19:04,400 --> 00:19:08,560 and hiding and marrying and pretending and-- 305 00:19:08,640 --> 00:19:13,320 You can be yourself and happy and-and still be gay. 306 00:19:16,640 --> 00:19:19,680 I remember watching this movie when I, like, in middle school, 307 00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:20,920 and that's the first-- 308 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:23,080 You know, this was before the internet. 309 00:19:23,160 --> 00:19:26,040 I rent it from the video store, 310 00:19:26,120 --> 00:19:31,120 and it's like the first time that I see like... gay people. 311 00:19:31,200 --> 00:19:35,720 Like, real, like, gay people, only talk un-- without censorship, 312 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:37,720 like, being themselves 313 00:19:37,800 --> 00:19:41,040 and with this, you know, extraordinary woman 314 00:19:41,120 --> 00:19:43,480 who is like, "Yes, that's all cool." 315 00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:45,120 I want to be like those people. 316 00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:46,800 I want to, like... 317 00:19:47,920 --> 00:19:52,160 being kind of free and open and-and-and, you know. 318 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:54,720 Like... you know. 319 00:19:55,360 --> 00:20:00,240 I saw two men kiss for the first time, and I knew that I was fine with that. 320 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:03,440 I grew up in Michigan in the Midwest on a farm. 321 00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:07,360 So when I see gay kisses, this is the first time I've seen that, 322 00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:09,320 and that is very liberating for me. 323 00:20:10,400 --> 00:20:12,000 I understand... 324 00:20:13,320 --> 00:20:16,920 right at the beginning-- this new year. 325 00:20:18,080 --> 00:20:21,760 30 December 2014. 326 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:23,640 "Hi, Luis. 327 00:20:23,720 --> 00:20:27,160 I just want to tell you that as gay children grow up 328 00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:29,560 in a rough part of East LA, 329 00:20:29,640 --> 00:20:32,000 I really admire you. 330 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:35,760 I will never forget my mother took me to watch Truth or Dare 331 00:20:35,840 --> 00:20:39,040 after school when I was in sixth grade. 332 00:20:39,720 --> 00:20:44,000 And see you and other dancers on stage with Madonna, 333 00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:47,920 I am very relieved finally I can identify with someone 334 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:50,320 and everything will be fine. 335 00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:54,520 I learn all your movements. LOL. "[Chuckles] 336 00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:57,760 "You are still and still my hero. 337 00:20:57,840 --> 00:21:02,120 You give me hope when it's not there. Thank you, Luis. " 338 00:21:02,840 --> 00:21:04,960 " When turning the channel on TV last night, 339 00:21:05,040 --> 00:21:08,960 I found a random show from the movie Truth or Dare. 340 00:21:09,040 --> 00:21:12,600 I was immediately taken back to my youth 341 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:15,600 and everything I faced when that in my life. 342 00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:19,240 I grew up in a very small time, a homogeneous city. 343 00:21:19,320 --> 00:21:22,880 This film suddenly opens the world is possible for me. " 344 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:26,800 Wow. Grow in the Midwest, huh. 345 00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:34,040 And then everything - I mean, my father is a very strict Muslim. 346 00:21:34,120 --> 00:21:36,720 You know, too, I mean, that is also the time I remember 347 00:21:36,800 --> 00:21:40,520 when he moved with us for a while, I have to like - 348 00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:42,280 Because I used to have Barbie too. 349 00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:44,800 It was really fun. I love Barbie when I was little. 350 00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:47,120 And I really can buy it with my mom. 351 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:50,640 But when my father came in the picture for several years, 352 00:21:50,720 --> 00:21:55,720 um, I had to hide it, yes, but I never threw it away. place. Yes, I remember that actually now, huh. 353 00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:59,080 354 00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:01,160 Then when my father and mother split, 355 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:05,560 I really want to play with them again and do more girlie things, huh. 356 00:22:06,640 --> 00:22:08,400 Estoy Caliente. 357 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:10,880 [cheering] 358 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:13,320 ¿Estáis calientes? 359 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:15,080 - ¡Sí! - ¿Sí? 360 00:22:15,160 --> 00:22:16,840 - ¡Sí! - ¿Sí? 361 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,240 ¡Sí! 362 00:22:18,320 --> 00:22:19,720 Whoo! 363 00:22:19,800 --> 00:22:21,880 Oh my God! 364 00:22:21,960 --> 00:22:24,600 Oh, rubber! Condoms, I mean! 365 00:22:24,680 --> 00:22:26,480 -Hei. -Hi, you guys! 366 00:22:26,560 --> 00:22:28,640 -Hei, honest or brave? -Truth or challenge? 367 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:29,760 Truth or challenge? 368 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:30,920 Do you want to make love with us? 369 00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:33,480 [laughs] 370 00:22:34,720 --> 00:22:39,320 You never really know a man until you ask him to use a condom. 371 00:22:39,400 --> 00:22:41,760 -Better! -In fact! 372 00:22:41,840 --> 00:22:46,480 Hey you! Do not be stupid! Put the condom on your willy! 373 00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:48,360 - [music starts] -Good? 374 00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:51,160 When we tour, I think, 375 00:22:51,240 --> 00:22:55,760 the problem of homosexuality, gay rights and prevention of AIDS 376 00:22:55,840 --> 00:22:58,320 and sexuality and sexual strength, 377 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:00,960 I think they are all on the front lines of their minds, 378 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:06,400 because-- because of the death of his friends, you know. 379 00:23:12,840 --> 00:23:16,240 [Madonna] Now, you might know Keith Haring as an artist. 380 00:23:16,320 --> 00:23:21,640 But I know him as a man who has the courage to tell the truth. 381 00:23:21,720 --> 00:23:24,560 Actually, he's gay. 382 00:23:24,640 --> 00:23:27,440 Actually, he has AIDS... 383 00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:31,600 and he said that to anyone who would listen. 384 00:23:34,680 --> 00:23:39,640 To commemorate Keith, let's be honest with ourselves. 385 00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:42,280 Let us tell each other. 386 00:23:42,360 --> 00:23:44,360 Let's face it together. 387 00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:38,680 I learned a lot. Man, I learned a lot from them. 388 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:41,640 I thank God. Madonna - I toured with him, 389 00:24:41,720 --> 00:24:46,840 because I changed from homophobic to love everyone. 390 00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:52,480 I know that they may not realize it, but years have passed... 391 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:55,960 but, yes, I brought it in a very special place, those people. 392 00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:01,600 You don't think of that moment when it's over. 393 00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:04,880 And that is a hard blow. Forgive me. That is very difficult, huh. 394 00:25:04,960 --> 00:25:08,920 That's why I'm so emotional at the end of the film. Crying, huh. 395 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:15,440 Very good... 396 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:18,760 each other. 397 00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:24,280 Grow each other, like-- 398 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:27,800 as we grow together, it feels like. 399 00:25:29,080 --> 00:25:31,440 In a short time. 400 00:25:31,920 --> 00:25:36,000 Symbolic like that - we are very young-- symbolic time for me. 401 00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:40,240 I can imagine for them, growing up, very young. 402 00:25:46,120 --> 00:25:49,560 We will each take it a bullet for each of us. 403 00:25:49,640 --> 00:25:52,160 For everyone. That's how close we are. 404 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:57,520 I want it to continue forever, you know. 405 00:25:57,600 --> 00:25:59,600 Who wants to get off the trip? Not me. 406 00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,920 [cheering] 407 00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:08,960 Posing. 408 00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:10,560 [cheering] 409 00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:52,920 [chuckles] 410 00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:00,400 And good. 411 00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:01,600 Better. Yes. 412 00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,200 Good. Ho, ho. 413 00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:09,160 Good. A little right. Good. 414 00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:12,440 You know, you have a difficult life and it is very difficult to destroy 415 00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:15,880 and some types of energy take over you. 416 00:27:16,960 --> 00:27:20,000 That's good, Jennifer, huh. Good. 417 00:27:21,360 --> 00:27:25,600 [Salim] Film Truth or Dare, that is the reality behind the scenes 418 00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:27,280 about what is happening on the tour, 419 00:27:27,360 --> 00:27:30,920 but then there's another backstage that you can't see. 420 00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:34,760 And it's clear that none of us is ready to talk about. 421 00:27:56,800 --> 00:27:58,120 Wow. 422 00:28:08,960 --> 00:28:11,360 [Carlton] When you look in the mirror, before I perform, 423 00:28:11,440 --> 00:28:13,960 first, I see myself going, 424 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:16,040 "You know that you are a liar." 425 00:28:18,360 --> 00:28:23,400 No one in the crew, in that team, no one knows my secret. 426 00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:27,240 He will be there soon, okay? OK. 427 00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:31,000 Ahh 428 00:28:31,080 --> 00:28:32,760 Good. 429 00:28:34,880 --> 00:28:37,520 What are you looking for when you do that? 430 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:39,360 So many things. 431 00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,680 I see what is happening in your mouth. 432 00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,880 Um, just something specific. 433 00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:46,280 Um, look at your throat. 434 00:28:46,360 --> 00:28:49,640 Um, specifically related to HIV. 435 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:52,680 Um, you see, uh, the edge of the tongue, 436 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:55,960 Because there is something people get called hairy leukoplakia. 437 00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,360 -Um... -What's seen-- What is that? 438 00:28:58,440 --> 00:29:03,480 This is like a type of small white growth along the side of the tongue. Swallowing. 439 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:08,920 [Carlton] I feel like cramps 440 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:12,160 or something is happening with my body when we are in Japan. 441 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:15,640 And I went to the doctor that they sent me to, 442 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,440 and they see something 443 00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:21,240 and they say so will have to tell him. 444 00:29:21,920 --> 00:29:27,280 And I like, "There is no bad way You will tell them anything. " 445 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:31,240 I froze after that. 446 00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:34,120 You know, You never really knew a man 447 00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:36,440 until you asked him to use a condom. Don't be stupid! Put a condom on your willy! 448 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,000 449 00:29:39,080 --> 00:29:43,640 450 00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:49,360 [Carlton] The irony for me, like, I'm in production to express yourself. 451 00:29:51,080 --> 00:29:53,920 I am not at all like that with myself. 452 00:30:33,720 --> 00:30:35,320 I really like this. 453 00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:40,360 Of course, he looks very happy, and he still supports. 454 00:30:42,760 --> 00:30:48,200 I just hope that he will be remembered, You know, he-- the dance. 455 00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:54,680 But, um, it's a pity that he would like that be remembered for the Truth or Brave scene. 456 00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:57,160 - [man] That kiss? That kiss, huh. 457 00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,640 [all shouting] 458 00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:02,760 [woman] She's embarrassed and she, um, 459 00:31:02,840 --> 00:31:06,760 shame to be caught like that. 460 00:31:09,760 --> 00:31:12,720 He hasn't been there yet. He is not ready yet. 461 00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:18,600 He doesn't hold the flag and tries to make it more acceptable to anyone. 462 00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:22,720 He just wants to live his life and no, um... 463 00:31:23,560 --> 00:31:27,560 uh, be an advocate for something. 464 00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:30,720 That is not an statement he wants to make. 465 00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:32,840 That-- That is the statement. 466 00:31:39,720 --> 00:31:41,400 [Kevin] He loves Gabriel. 467 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:45,280 I think it never happened his intention to hurt him. 468 00:31:45,360 --> 00:31:47,920 - He really likes it. - [no dialog can be heard] 469 00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:49,480 I just think life is unfair. 470 00:31:49,560 --> 00:31:53,000 Like, here I am, this person all thinks I have everything I want, right? 471 00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:54,640 I want you and can't have you. 472 00:31:54,720 --> 00:31:56,880 He begged him not to use it, 473 00:31:56,960 --> 00:32:01,960 and, um, he won't, uh, sorry. 474 00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:07,080 This, um, Gabriel's lawsuit against Madonna. 475 00:32:07,160 --> 00:32:13,120 This is a deposition given under oath to the lawyers. 476 00:32:14,520 --> 00:32:18,040 "Before this, at least, you wouldn't see me and say" She's gay. " 477 00:32:18,120 --> 00:32:20,240 You won't know me 478 00:32:20,320 --> 00:32:23,120 unless you are close friends or I choose to tell. 479 00:32:24,880 --> 00:32:26,480 At dinner at a restaurant, 480 00:32:26,560 --> 00:32:28,960 I told him how this hurt me emotionally, 481 00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:30,760 it's a problem. 482 00:32:30,840 --> 00:32:34,480 This is when he told me I was just ashamed of myself. 483 00:32:35,480 --> 00:32:38,040 Question: He says you are ashamed of yourself? 484 00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:41,160 Answer: Yes, he said I was ashamed of myself. 485 00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:42,920 He told me to forget it. " 486 00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:45,600 [Maury Povich] Welcome Madonna dancers from Truth or Dare, 487 00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:47,400 Kevin Stea and Oliver Crumes 488 00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:50,440 and lawyers representing them in their lawsuit, Debra Johnson. 489 00:32:53,080 --> 00:32:55,120 Oliver and I are on the same boat. 490 00:32:55,200 --> 00:32:57,040 That's really a clause in our contract. 491 00:32:57,120 --> 00:33:00,080 Gabriel, however, is in a very unique position. 492 00:33:00,160 --> 00:33:04,560 He basically demands to be forced out. 493 00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:07,480 Gabriel is not here today. She's the third dancer 494 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,240 -Who are also involved in this lawsuit. -Persis. 495 00:33:10,320 --> 00:33:13,000 With Oliver and Kevin. 496 00:33:13,080 --> 00:33:15,960 We have been pursuing this since when we got off the tour. Since-- 497 00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:19,520 [Kevin] The clause is for certain the amount of money that must be paid to us. 498 00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:21,760 Not too. I just feel that, um-- 499 00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:24,560 We are not in court, but we are in this office. 500 00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:29,720 And there are me, Kevin and Gabriel and Madonna sits in front of us. 501 00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:35,720 And I just-- I feel bad, but I look for her, like, go, "Really, Madonna?" 502 00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:40,000 I mean, do we have to go through this, you know? 503 00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:43,640 And the expression on his face is like, "How can you do this to me?" 504 00:33:43,720 --> 00:33:45,680 But we look like, 505 00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:48,680 "Well, by the way... 506 00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:51,720 if it's not for us... 507 00:33:52,920 --> 00:33:54,880 there won't be a movie." 508 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:57,280 -Do you ever try to solve it? -Yes. 509 00:33:57,360 --> 00:33:58,560 What what did he say to you? 510 00:33:58,640 --> 00:34:01,280 I sent him a very personal letter said that I wanted to talk. "You are on my list..." Yes, this-- 511 00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:04,760 Oh wow! 512 00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:08,960 All of these items. Photos. 513 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:30,520 Ah. 514 00:34:30,600 --> 00:34:32,120 Here it is. This is recording of Jose & Luis artists. 515 00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,360 Huh? English Queen. 516 00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:37,639 Yes. 517 00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:42,440 [Luis] As soon as we arrived in New York, 518 00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:44,360 519 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:45,679 520 00:34:47,000 --> 00:34:48,679 521 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:55,159 we drive this local celebrity such fame. 522 00:34:55,239 --> 00:34:59,080 So we decided to, you know-- to do the recording. 523 00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:01,840 [dancing] 524 00:35:04,760 --> 00:35:06,640 - ♪ Hey, Luis ♪ - ♪ Yes? ♪ 525 00:35:06,720 --> 00:35:08,680 - ♪ Hey, Luis ♪ - ♪ Yes? ♪ 526 00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:10,560 - ♪ Introduce yourself ♪ - ♪ All right ♪ 527 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:11,880 ♪ Introduce yourself ♪ 528 00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:13,800 ♪ Alright, my name is Luis ♪ 529 00:35:13,880 --> 00:35:16,040 ♪ I come from downtown ♪ 530 00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:18,400 ♪ And I go down ♪ 531 00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:20,400 ♪ And I know that ♪ 532 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:24,240 [Luis] He helped us. He knows, you know, some backup vocals for us. 533 00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:27,800 That's good. I mean, he's really generous. 534 00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:32,960 [Madonna] ♪ If you can't speak English Queen ♪ 535 00:35:33,040 --> 00:35:36,960 ♪ If you can't read Queen & apos's English ♪ 536 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:41,240 ♪ If you can't speak English Queen ♪ 537 00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:42,560 ♪ Then just walk ♪ 538 00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:44,520 [Luis] It's easy to, uh, 539 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:48,880 losing contact with reality when you live in this kind, like, 540 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:51,400 celeb bubble. 541 00:35:54,400 --> 00:35:56,360 Life hinders my path. 542 00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:01,080 I think Luis is blocking my way. 543 00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:03,240 [blurred] 544 00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:05,480 Hey, is that baby material there? 545 00:36:05,560 --> 00:36:07,680 [Oliver] When I got off the tour, I was bigheaded. 546 00:36:07,760 --> 00:36:11,120 I walk like my dirt doesn't smell. I will not lie. 547 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:18,760 Even when I moved to Vegas on 94, I was that man. 548 00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:24,000 I was on my Splash show. 549 00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:28,400 One of the best dance performances that... is in Vegas. 550 00:36:28,480 --> 00:36:30,320 They have a Madonna impersonator. 551 00:36:30,400 --> 00:36:34,920 I have to do and choreograph my place. 552 00:36:36,000 --> 00:36:40,080 I used to come here every night. I have never missed a club. 553 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:46,520 I go to the club. Everybody knows me. 554 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:49,960 That's very beautiful. I don't have to pay for drinks. 555 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:53,400 I drink very much. 556 00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:56,760 I will, every day, buy a bottle of vodka. 557 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:00,600 I will go buy the cheapest vodka. I don't even care. 558 00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:38,480 [Salim] You just came out, you know, with Jose. 559 00:37:38,560 --> 00:37:41,920 We party a lot. We will only come out. We go to the club. 560 00:37:42,000 --> 00:37:45,840 Hang out with the House of Xtravaganza. We can have a small house party there. 561 00:37:45,920 --> 00:37:48,800 Then we just go the whole city and party, huh. 562 00:37:57,200 --> 00:37:59,720 When you are in it - in that bubble, 563 00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:04,360 You don't care about anything, you don't care about anyone. 564 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:08,480 [Luis] At first, it was very glamorous. 565 00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:12,880 And all beautiful and visible people beautiful and wearing expensive clothes. 566 00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:15,280 And we are in an expensive setting. 567 00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:20,680 So, you know, drugs look glamorous. 568 00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:26,160 As soon as the drug becomes more important... 569 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,480 the less glamorous they become. 570 00:38:31,560 --> 00:38:35,560 So you start doing it in less glamorous places. 571 00:38:44,600 --> 00:38:48,560 That's as bad, you know, I live in an apartment, 572 00:38:48,640 --> 00:38:51,840 you know, with two chests and television... 573 00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:56,120 and the wardrobe is full of expensive clothes. 574 00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:00,560 [Salim] I am very evil. 575 00:39:00,640 --> 00:39:03,080 I don't want to see this one. I don't care about that. 576 00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:06,120 Just cut your feelings. That's what I did. 577 00:39:06,200 --> 00:39:10,440 I don't care about anyone. I only lived at that time, 578 00:39:10,520 --> 00:39:15,160 do all the things that I always do just don't think about anything. 579 00:39:15,240 --> 00:39:18,400 [man] Sounds like that You have almost no life. 580 00:39:18,480 --> 00:39:21,720 Yes, it's not life. It's not life. It's partying. 581 00:39:21,800 --> 00:39:25,960 Sometimes, you know, I don't have funds, so I will come out too. 582 00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:29,360 Oh, that was terrible. And sometimes, you know, 583 00:39:29,440 --> 00:39:32,680 have no place to sleep no and then, you know, i will-- 584 00:39:32,760 --> 00:39:34,240 I can always be at the club. 585 00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:37,240 I like, "Please, let me find someone where I can crash. " 586 00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:40,560 That's mainly because I have a lot of friends and I can fall somewhere. 587 00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,920 But many times, I have no place to live too. It's terrible. 588 00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:46,800 It's like-- And I'm not - What will I do? Call my mother? 589 00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,400 "Listen, Mom, I have no place to live." 590 00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:54,040 You know, so I never want to-- I think I did it not to hurt him. 591 00:39:54,120 --> 00:39:59,760 But I hurt him more by not telling that is actually happening. 592 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:39,000 [woman] I remember sending her away to New York and crying in the car, 593 00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:41,320 that she is in danger. 594 00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:44,640 And, uh... 595 00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:48,520 What should I say to him? 596 00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,200 What else can be said? 597 00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:53,640 "Be careful." 598 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,400 But that doesn't work. 599 00:40:58,440 --> 00:41:02,480 [Kevin] I don't know it's Gabriel HIV positive or AIDS, 600 00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:04,320 Because of him not say it. 601 00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:10,200 When I go to Italy, I have called quite often from the set. 602 00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:14,560 Like, after the show, I will call, almost every Sunday. 603 00:41:14,640 --> 00:41:17,840 And then I called and her mother answered. 604 00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:19,920 And I said, "Oh, is Gabriel there?" He said, "No, and he will never be there again." 605 00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:23,280 And I like, "What? 606 00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:27,960 What do you say to me now? " 607 00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:32,440 He doesn't tell me until he can't help but tell me again and... 608 00:41:32,520 --> 00:41:37,720 I - It-It-That is a gift, but on the one hand, 609 00:41:38,920 --> 00:41:44,160 but what I regret is that he must, um... 610 00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:46,920 You know, that he-- that he must, uh, keep it a secret, 611 00:41:48,240 --> 00:41:52,680 and what feels worried about having to tell it. 612 00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:56,440 That's scary. 613 00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:00,960 That is scary enough to scare people into silence. 614 00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:06,640 That is the soundless battle that you bring yourself. 615 00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:16,240 A few days I will enter and he will cry, 616 00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:20,240 617 00:42:20,320 --> 00:42:24,800 and... he will, you know, uh... 618 00:42:26,200 --> 00:42:29,240 just entertained... 619 00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:35,960 and-and scared, you know, are in pain and... 620 00:42:36,560 --> 00:42:37,880 Um... 621 00:42:41,240 --> 00:42:47,120 Just worry about what happens next, what will happen next. 622 00:42:47,200 --> 00:42:49,960 And he just became, you know, less... 623 00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:53,480 You know, I remember him talking to dogs, 624 00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:57,320 and he said the dogs stop listening to you 625 00:42:57,400 --> 00:43:00,440 because your voice changes when you get sick 626 00:43:00,520 --> 00:43:02,280 and you don't have strength in your voice. 627 00:43:02,360 --> 00:43:04,640 Then you become a different person. 628 00:43:04,720 --> 00:43:07,720 And the dogs take it and they don't want to listen to it, 629 00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:10,240 Because they know he is sick. 630 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:12,880 Dan-- And, uh... 631 00:43:13,760 --> 00:43:17,360 So in everything he changes, you know. 632 00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:20,880 And from this, you know, beautiful, strong... 633 00:43:22,240 --> 00:43:27,760 this young man, you know, a sickly being. 634 00:43:27,840 --> 00:43:30,080 [no sound] 635 00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:39,120 [man] Do you think Gabriel knows he is HIV positive during the tour? 636 00:43:39,200 --> 00:43:40,800 [mother] Yes, I think he did it. 637 00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:42,160 Yes. 638 00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:47,640 It's hard for Gabriel to, um, be honest about being gay 639 00:43:47,720 --> 00:43:50,800 and then honest about being infected. 640 00:43:50,880 --> 00:43:55,840 So he must continue a large part of himself being locked up. 641 00:43:55,920 --> 00:44:02,680 And there's irony with a message from, uh, tour. 642 00:44:03,240 --> 00:44:07,840 But when he dances, he can really get off, 643 00:44:07,920 --> 00:44:14,160 and it's a safe way to-- be expressive. 644 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:18,600 So I think he took refuge in dance 645 00:44:18,680 --> 00:44:21,720 as a way to be himself 646 00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:25,040 without having to to express these other things. 647 00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:30,400 Sorry. 648 00:44:41,960 --> 00:44:43,080 Good. 649 00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:46,120 [man] What do you think? 650 00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:49,880 [sniffles] 651 00:44:54,160 --> 00:44:57,480 Only Gabriel and Carlton. 652 00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:03,400 Good. 653 00:45:04,320 --> 00:45:05,160 Good. 654 00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:13,000 Good. 655 00:45:16,200 --> 00:45:18,320 [man] Do you wish they told you? 656 00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:21,400 Yes, because that's fine. 657 00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:23,880 That's fine. 658 00:45:27,360 --> 00:45:29,520 [crackling pills] 659 00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:02,480 [man on TV] And-- And continue. 660 00:46:02,560 --> 00:46:07,840 Because there is something extraordinary, great strength in learning to love. 661 00:46:07,920 --> 00:46:10,120 [Oprah Winfrey] Well, this is our show for tonight. 662 00:46:10,200 --> 00:46:12,080 Tweet me or e-mail us. 663 00:46:12,160 --> 00:46:14,920 Who do you want to see where are they now? 664 00:46:15,000 --> 00:46:17,120 Thank you for watching. We will see you next week. 665 00:46:17,200 --> 00:46:20,000 [Carlton] When I was diagnosed in 1985, 666 00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:24,400 You know, I already have a big circle to-- 667 00:46:24,480 --> 00:46:28,520 85, 6, 7, 8, 9, 1990 - five years. 668 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:34,880 I have just been overthrown, you know, fear and hatred from lepers. 669 00:46:35,720 --> 00:46:37,320 That's how it feels. 670 00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:42,880 Internal storms just try 671 00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:48,320 falsify your way to be accepted. 672 00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:52,600 Faking that you are strong. Faking that you are confident. 673 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:56,000 Pretend that you think you look good. 674 00:46:56,080 --> 00:47:01,000 Faking that you believe people care deeply about you. 675 00:47:01,080 --> 00:47:04,080 Faking almost everything. 676 00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:10,360 [man] I want to go to some... 677 00:47:10,440 --> 00:47:13,840 only a few people you have work with your long career. 678 00:47:13,920 --> 00:47:16,200 Prince, Ricky Martin, Janet Jackson, David Bowie, 679 00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:20,120 Céline Dion, George Michael, Lady Gaga, Beyoncé. 680 00:47:20,200 --> 00:47:22,440 But I want to go... 681 00:47:22,520 --> 00:47:26,080 How can it happen to you even start working with Madonna? 682 00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,360 I think many people know you the best 683 00:47:28,440 --> 00:47:31,720 from, you know, tour the Hairy and Truthful Ambis. 684 00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:32,680 So how... 685 00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:35,680 [Kevin] I began to feel very depressed about the whole situation. 686 00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:39,280 As much as I will try to sort it out like pushing it to the background 687 00:47:39,360 --> 00:47:44,240 and ignore the lawsuit or what happened, 688 00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:47,280 um, he's the most visible person in the world. 689 00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:48,640 [chuckles] Like, everywhere. 690 00:47:48,720 --> 00:47:50,760 You know, on every cover of each magazine. 691 00:47:50,840 --> 00:47:53,640 There are photos of him everywhere. People talk about it all the time. 692 00:47:53,720 --> 00:47:56,600 People come to me to talk about him all the time. 693 00:47:56,680 --> 00:48:01,680 And what happened-- Every time he came in a conversation 694 00:48:01,760 --> 00:48:05,240 is someone in the world angry with me. 695 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:13,480 I suffer a lot don't have him in my life. 696 00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:16,360 You know, not as boss, 697 00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:19,120 but literally just as a person in my life 698 00:48:19,200 --> 00:48:23,000 that I admire and love and can relate to. 699 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:42,520 Corner. 700 00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:44,320 Corner. 701 00:48:51,240 --> 00:48:52,160 Soup? 702 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:58,360 [Oliver] I almost lost my family. I have to beg my family again. 703 00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:01,880 My mother, my father, my brothers and sisters. 704 00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:04,480 Um, because I'm acting like that. 705 00:49:06,200 --> 00:49:08,520 I do the right thing. I stopped drinking. 706 00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,960 But then I-- Because it will be a cold turkey. I see... 707 00:49:12,040 --> 00:49:14,800 But of course, you know-- Because years later he... 708 00:49:14,880 --> 00:49:18,280 -Oh. In 2006. -... what they call Bell's apalsy. 709 00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:20,000 And sometimes you can see it. 710 00:49:20,080 --> 00:49:23,720 So when you smile, you can see that this part is not that big 711 00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:26,960 and the eyes are sometimes squinted, especially when he is tired. 712 00:49:27,040 --> 00:49:29,680 It's a nervous system, you know, and-- 713 00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:31,880 Twice in my life something bad has happened. 714 00:49:31,960 --> 00:49:35,280 They tell him and me, "Oh, that's just something that can happen. 715 00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:37,480 One in one hundred people get it. " 716 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:39,360 That can happen to anyone. 717 00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:42,840 However, we always think that maybe because you have a seizure, 718 00:49:42,920 --> 00:49:45,320 and your nervous system shock, you know. 719 00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:47,720 But that can happen to you now, when we speak. 720 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:51,240 They say anyone-- No, you have some kind of - you wake up with that. 721 00:49:51,320 --> 00:49:52,400 You wake up with that. My fault. 722 00:49:52,480 --> 00:49:54,040 Or you have a dramatic moment 723 00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:56,640 and your face can sort of pause in one place. 724 00:49:56,720 --> 00:49:58,120 And that-- And... 725 00:49:58,200 --> 00:49:59,800 - whole face. -Yes. 726 00:49:59,880 --> 00:50:00,800 I have been awake-- 727 00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:02,920 -He can't blink his eyes. -I can't blink my eyes. 728 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:06,080 I wake up, you know, talking like this. 729 00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:09,000 [Salim] Hey, how are you? 730 00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:10,960 Good Class. -Thank you. 731 00:50:18,120 --> 00:50:19,800 Hey. How are you? 732 00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:22,240 How are you all? 733 00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,240 - [women singing aria] -and pull again. 734 00:50:24,320 --> 00:50:26,920 Again, all the way down. 735 00:50:30,080 --> 00:50:32,000 and plié. 736 00:50:32,400 --> 00:50:34,680 Slowly roll again. 737 00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:38,040 Stay on a plié. Push your hips forward. 738 00:50:38,120 --> 00:50:39,120 Good. 739 00:50:40,200 --> 00:50:43,040 And roll again. Last variation. 740 00:50:43,120 --> 00:50:44,840 All the way down. 741 00:50:47,280 --> 00:50:49,800 That is difficult because I never talked about it before, 742 00:50:49,880 --> 00:50:52,880 and this is the first time, so... [sob] 743 00:50:54,000 --> 00:50:56,880 Also, um, in 1987-- 744 00:50:56,960 --> 00:50:59,280 Uh, surely, like, inside, uh-- 745 00:50:59,360 --> 00:51:01,680 uh, must be around December, 746 00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:04,680 uh, I'm not feeling well, and that is something with my kidney. 747 00:51:04,760 --> 00:51:05,880 And I've been in New York. 748 00:51:05,960 --> 00:51:10,840 And I don't have insurance here, so I go to Belgium for review, 749 00:51:10,920 --> 00:51:15,080 and that is something with my injury, but they fix it and everything is fine. 750 00:51:15,160 --> 00:51:17,840 They drain or something, and they say it doesn't matter. 751 00:51:17,920 --> 00:51:21,240 But for some reason the day before I left, I got another call, 752 00:51:21,320 --> 00:51:23,680 and they asked me to go back to the hospital 753 00:51:23,760 --> 00:51:25,480 because they want to talk to me. 754 00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:27,880 And I'm like, "Oh, yeah, that's weird." 755 00:51:28,320 --> 00:51:29,560 So my mother and I left. 756 00:51:29,640 --> 00:51:32,000 I don't remember where the hospital is. 757 00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:35,360 It's close to Antwerp. And I went to the hospital. 758 00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:37,600 I remember my mother and I went into the room 759 00:51:37,680 --> 00:51:39,720 and doctors talk to us, 760 00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:42,400 and that's where he told me, "Yes, I'm sorry, sir, 761 00:51:42,480 --> 00:51:44,720 but I'm sad to tell you that you are HIV." 762 00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:53,160 When someone tells you, 763 00:51:53,240 --> 00:51:55,720 "You know, listen, you only go to live five to 10 years" - 764 00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:59,120 I mean, everyone falls like a fly. 765 00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:05,360 I actually deleted it. I don't want to talk about it. 766 00:52:05,440 --> 00:52:07,400 My mother promises me she won't tell anyone, 767 00:52:07,480 --> 00:52:09,480 so it's only between us. 768 00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:13,560 Even today, no one knows, you know. 769 00:52:13,640 --> 00:52:16,600 No, I always keep it a secret. 770 00:52:18,480 --> 00:52:22,840 That is a dark and dark time in my life. Very dark. Dark. 771 00:52:22,920 --> 00:52:26,960 That brings me to so much, like, a dark place too, you know. 772 00:52:27,040 --> 00:52:29,920 And can't work and party 773 00:52:30,000 --> 00:52:31,320 and like, "Will I be sick?" 774 00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:34,440 And then this friend died and the one died, you know. 775 00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,560 And then I lose weight. "Wait. Am I okay?" 776 00:52:36,640 --> 00:52:39,880 Keep looking at myself. "Oh, my God, do I look sick?" 777 00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:41,440 And there is no outlet, you know. 778 00:52:41,520 --> 00:52:44,080 It's always the hardest, you know. That's difficult. 779 00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:45,480 And sometimes-- 780 00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:48,720 You know, there's no place to live too, you know. That's terrible, you know. 781 00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:50,760 But still, I don't want to leave this country. 782 00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:54,280 What will I do, return to Belgium and do what? You know. 783 00:52:54,360 --> 00:52:55,480 And I didn't call my mother. 784 00:52:55,560 --> 00:52:57,840 It's like, "Hey, Mom, look, I do a lot of drugs, you know. 785 00:52:57,920 --> 00:52:59,280 And now-- 786 00:52:59,360 --> 00:53:00,840 Sorry, ma'am. I know. " 787 00:53:00,920 --> 00:53:05,520 I do this too because I think a lot people might in this situation 788 00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:07,320 or be in this situation, you know. 789 00:53:07,400 --> 00:53:11,360 And even if I can touch one person, you know, that means the world to me, 790 00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:12,840 because I know it's a bitch. 791 00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:15,480 And if you don't have anyone-- And I'm a strong person, you know, 792 00:53:15,560 --> 00:53:18,080 and I think I'm safe too because I'm strong . 793 00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:19,760 But not everyone is strong like that, 794 00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:23,240 because fucker with your head is very bad. 795 00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:24,800 [man] Bring it back. - [camera shutter clicks] -What's the secret? 796 00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:27,040 Tip your head is slightly more upright. 797 00:53:27,120 --> 00:53:28,680 There. Chill more. Good. 798 00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:31,680 799 00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:33,760 800 00:53:33,840 --> 00:53:35,360 - [click the camera shutter] -Stay there. 801 00:53:36,080 --> 00:53:40,800 Even after my show with it is finished, I'm still in fake mode, you know. 802 00:53:40,880 --> 00:53:43,440 But I am still in the world, even though the tour has ended. 803 00:53:43,520 --> 00:53:47,200 I am still in the world trying to represent what they see as me the super Iron Man. 804 00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:49,640 Kill everything and drop everything. 805 00:53:49,720 --> 00:53:52,480 When I know that I am not like that. I know that I am not like that. 806 00:53:52,560 --> 00:53:55,120 Because when I have another moment, I am afraid. 807 00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:59,120 And I proved that I was weak because I did not defend myself. 808 00:54:00,040 --> 00:54:04,160 It's already very, um... 809 00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:09,800 Gripping things must cancel. 810 00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:17,920 From me to me. 811 00:54:19,760 --> 00:54:21,400 [no sound] 812 00:54:25,640 --> 00:54:28,600 If I rest on who I am, 813 00:54:44,200 --> 00:54:46,600 it's not a problem to get excessive attention at any time. 814 00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,600 815 00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:51,320 In the restaurant. You know? 816 00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:54,080 I am in the restaurant with you, but then, who is there? 817 00:54:54,160 --> 00:54:56,840 And I have to be very charming so they say something, 818 00:54:56,920 --> 00:55:01,800 and then I have to give someone else something so they are locked in on me. 819 00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:04,680 That's a lot of damn stuff. 820 00:55:09,800 --> 00:55:15,120 Very interesting to watch yourself collapse into nothingness. 821 00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:18,600 With, like, afraid to get out. 822 00:55:18,680 --> 00:55:23,120 I mean, I really became very small. 823 00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:14,360 [crowd cheering on video] 824 00:56:17,760 --> 00:56:20,360 [Madonna] I love you too. I want to say something. 825 00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:22,760 Oh, my God, I look very uncomfortable. 826 00:56:23,520 --> 00:56:25,120 Nails. 827 00:56:25,200 --> 00:56:29,520 ... who is my friend who died of AIDS a few months ago. 828 00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:33,560 Now, you might know Keith Haring as an artist. 829 00:56:33,640 --> 00:56:37,160 - [crowd cheering] - His face is already. I look scared. 830 00:56:37,240 --> 00:56:39,560 ... who has the courage to tell the truth. 831 00:56:39,640 --> 00:56:42,480 Actually, he's gay. 832 00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:47,640 Actually, he had AIDS and he said that. 833 00:56:47,720 --> 00:56:50,040 to anyone who wants to listen. 834 00:56:50,840 --> 00:56:55,560 To commemorate Keith, let's be honest with ourselves. 835 00:56:55,640 --> 00:56:58,120 Let us tell each other. 836 00:56:58,200 --> 00:57:00,280 [crowd cheering] 837 00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:02,440 And can't wait to go down. 838 00:57:15,120 --> 00:57:20,840 [man] What do you think about that tour with Madonna means in Jose's life? 839 00:57:20,920 --> 00:57:23,480 [speaking Spanish] 840 00:57:37,320 --> 00:57:40,080 He feels that I still have to dance with him. 841 00:57:40,160 --> 00:57:42,960 That I still have to be there is what he feels. 842 00:57:43,040 --> 00:57:44,880 And that's when that's good. 843 00:57:44,960 --> 00:57:47,800 [speaking Spanish] 844 00:57:52,640 --> 00:57:54,720 He said - He isn't under-- 845 00:58:02,200 --> 00:58:07,760 He said that I had to keep on doing it dancing with Madonna, with everyone, 846 00:58:07,840 --> 00:58:10,080 because I have many opportunities. 847 00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:12,760 And he said that the same door that I open 848 00:58:12,840 --> 00:58:14,880 is that I am also closed to myself. 849 00:58:14,960 --> 00:58:17,920 A month ago. It's Saturday or Sunday. 850 00:58:18,680 --> 00:58:22,360 And we-- I went to his own house. 851 00:58:23,400 --> 00:58:26,680 And... just hang out with him. 852 00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:32,240 And we go to the store to buy a magazine. 853 00:58:34,560 --> 00:58:38,160 And we were photographed. It's like a paparazzi moment. 854 00:58:41,600 --> 00:58:45,520 I think that's one of the last times I saw it, 855 00:58:45,600 --> 00:58:49,720 You know, when everything goes down. 856 00:58:49,800 --> 00:58:53,160 You know, heroin and all the items go down. 857 00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:58,840 He told me that, um, you know... 858 00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:00,520 if I need help, 859 00:59:00,600 --> 00:59:02,840 that we-- that we need help. 860 00:59:03,520 --> 00:59:07,400 But, um, more importantly, I need to get help. 861 00:59:08,080 --> 00:59:09,840 And you know... 862 00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,600 that's one reason why did he start... 863 00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:20,480 slowly retreat from us. 864 00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:26,960 I think that's the moment I realized, 865 00:59:27,040 --> 00:59:31,760 "Oh no, I don't think I will leave, You know, see it. " 866 00:59:31,840 --> 00:59:34,040 And there is something in my consciousness 867 00:59:34,120 --> 00:59:37,320 or on me, you know-- behind my consciousness 868 00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:40,480 who says this is where it starts... 869 00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:42,640 fade. 870 00:59:42,720 --> 00:59:44,800 [speaking Spanish] 871 00:59:46,240 --> 00:59:48,000 He says when I was little-- 872 01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:04,120 Uh huh. 873 01:00:06,960 --> 01:00:10,600 One time he saw home pictures on a postcard, 874 01:00:10,680 --> 01:00:12,200 and he has shown it to me, 875 01:00:12,280 --> 01:00:14,880 say this is home that one day you will buy me. 876 01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:16,360 [speaking Spanish] 877 01:00:16,440 --> 01:00:19,280 And then it bothers because he thinks it's... 878 01:00:19,360 --> 01:00:21,760 [speaking Spanish] 879 01:00:21,840 --> 01:00:23,960 He thinks I have a chance to be able to give it to him. 880 01:00:24,040 --> 01:00:26,880 [speaking Spanish] 881 01:00:38,600 --> 01:00:42,000 Saying that I do a lot of things, do lots of big things. 882 01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,680 And he said that I should just continue. 883 01:00:47,640 --> 01:00:49,720 I never took it to that house. 884 01:00:50,680 --> 01:00:52,840 [speaking Spanish] 885 01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:02,600 He said that it bothered him a lot. 886 01:01:02,680 --> 01:01:05,760 Because he said that I could have it, great opportunity. 887 01:01:05,840 --> 01:01:10,560 And he feels-- still wants the house someday. 888 01:01:10,640 --> 01:01:13,760 [man] What did your mother think wrong with you? 889 01:01:13,840 --> 01:01:16,280 He doesn't even know what's wrong. 890 01:01:16,360 --> 01:01:18,840 He only knows a lot of things. 891 01:01:18,920 --> 01:01:23,600 I just disappear and go and live my life, you know. 892 01:01:23,680 --> 01:01:28,440 And, like, he doesn't even know half of many things, you know. 893 01:01:32,160 --> 01:01:33,920 [speaking Spanish] 894 01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:37,640 [man] He will have it want you to continue. 895 01:01:37,720 --> 01:01:41,640 To continue my career which I learned from childhood. 896 01:01:42,120 --> 01:01:44,520 -Do you feel the same way? -Yes. 897 01:01:44,600 --> 01:01:46,720 I would be stupid not to do it. 898 01:01:50,640 --> 01:01:52,240 Right. 899 01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:56,320 [speaking Spanish] 900 01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:59,360 - He said-- - What do you think happened-- 901 01:01:59,440 --> 01:02:02,920 Why can't you to continue that path? 902 01:02:03,680 --> 01:02:07,040 I can't continue because I became unsafe. 903 01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:12,600 I get hurt a lot of things in love and in life. 904 01:02:12,680 --> 01:02:14,040 Do you know? 905 01:02:14,120 --> 01:02:17,840 Start doubting yourself about things 906 01:02:17,920 --> 01:02:22,520 and wonder if I will die next and things like that. 907 01:02:22,600 --> 01:02:23,960 Do you know? 908 01:02:24,040 --> 01:02:26,560 Yes, there is a very dark moment. 909 01:02:27,480 --> 01:02:29,760 But I am very, like, strong 910 01:02:29,840 --> 01:02:33,960 in the sense that I will never let anyone know what I am going through. 911 01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:36,480 Many times, you know. 912 01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:38,400 Doesn't matter that my mother-- I never-- 913 01:02:38,480 --> 01:02:41,000 I have left, so-- You know. 914 01:02:41,080 --> 01:02:42,920 I don't feel-- 915 01:02:45,640 --> 01:02:48,920 I feel because of that fact that I can't succeed, 916 01:02:49,000 --> 01:02:50,960 I have messed things up. 917 01:02:51,040 --> 01:02:53,480 There's no point I'm around. 918 01:02:54,320 --> 01:02:57,920 So I disappeared for a certain period of time. 919 01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:02,600 Brisé, jeté, jeté, assemblé. 920 01:03:02,680 --> 01:03:04,920 Tours en, tours en. 921 01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:08,600 Ah, ah, ah, ah. Ah ah. 922 01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:11,080 Attitudes and attitudes. 923 01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:14,720 Ta-da! 924 01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:16,920 My bow. 925 01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:18,480 Right? 926 01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:56,120 [man] And still many people see you and get inspiration to be-- 927 01:03:56,200 --> 01:03:58,760 Still amazed. Still amazed. 928 01:03:58,840 --> 01:04:01,080 I'm like, "How is that possible 929 01:04:01,160 --> 01:04:04,800 so many people can be so inspired by me? " 930 01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:06,080 You know? 931 01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:10,720 They are not my intention at all-- to move so many people. 932 01:04:11,280 --> 01:04:12,840 And at that moment I didn't realize it. realized what I had done. 933 01:04:12,920 --> 01:04:16,400 I said, "Wait a minute. You actually have touching people with what you bring." 934 01:04:17,320 --> 01:04:22,400 -Is it entertaining now in a way? -Oh, yes. 935 01:04:24,720 --> 01:04:27,600 If I don't have anything else... 936 01:04:32,280 --> 01:04:34,520 That is enough for me. 937 01:04:35,680 --> 01:04:38,320 [no audio in video] 938 01:04:40,360 --> 01:04:42,600 [sighs] 939 01:04:57,680 --> 01:05:00,320 [chat] 940 01:05:03,480 --> 01:05:05,680 Carlton. 941 01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:32,280 [chuckles] 942 01:05:32,360 --> 01:05:34,000 [applause] 943 01:05:34,720 --> 01:05:35,960 - Shut up. -How are you? 944 01:05:37,160 --> 01:05:39,800 945 01:05:40,960 --> 01:05:44,840 - [kissing] -Yes God! 946 01:05:46,120 --> 01:05:47,600 Slamming! 947 01:05:47,680 --> 01:05:49,440 Carlton, how are you? 948 01:05:49,520 --> 01:05:51,920 Jesus! Hai, adult man. Look at you. 949 01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:54,000 Ahh! 950 01:05:54,960 --> 01:05:56,880 -This is number three. -Hey brother! 951 01:05:56,960 --> 01:05:58,600 Luis! 952 01:05:59,240 --> 01:06:00,880 [Carlton] Oh, my God! 953 01:06:03,080 --> 01:06:05,840 -What are you doing? -I am fine. Nice to meet you. 954 01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:07,280 -What are you doing? -Good. 955 01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:10,000 Release your glasses. I want to see your eyes. 956 01:06:10,080 --> 01:06:11,760 No kidding. 957 01:06:12,960 --> 01:06:14,720 Oh my God. 958 01:06:18,360 --> 01:06:21,320 [Carlton] Wow! 959 01:06:23,520 --> 01:06:25,760 Hello dear. How are you? 960 01:06:25,840 --> 01:06:28,840 -Who is this? - [all] Aw! 961 01:06:30,560 --> 01:06:32,640 [Carlton] Small jazz hands. 962 01:06:35,520 --> 01:06:37,440 Oh my God! 963 01:06:38,880 --> 01:06:39,960 -Baby! -What is wrong? 964 01:06:40,040 --> 01:06:41,480 Oh my God! 965 01:06:41,560 --> 01:06:42,800 Like him. 966 01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:44,840 Oh my God. 967 01:06:47,800 --> 01:06:49,920 Wait a minute. Wait. Hold. 968 01:06:50,760 --> 01:06:52,400 Jose! 969 01:06:52,480 --> 01:06:55,000 -Wow! -Oh, my God! 970 01:06:55,080 --> 01:06:56,360 [Carlton] You look beautiful. 971 01:06:56,440 --> 01:06:58,960 -Yes God! -Hello dear. 972 01:06:59,040 --> 01:07:00,840 -Yes God. I like your jacket. -Jose. 973 01:07:00,920 --> 01:07:03,200 [Carlton] This is a beautiful jacket. 974 01:07:03,280 --> 01:07:04,800 How are you? 975 01:07:04,880 --> 01:07:06,960 -Jose. -Jose. 976 01:07:07,320 --> 01:07:08,800 [Kevin] Oh, it smells good. 977 01:07:11,440 --> 01:07:14,720 [Carlton] Oh, my God, friend. Nice to meet you. 978 01:07:17,760 --> 01:07:19,000 Oh! 979 01:07:19,640 --> 01:07:20,840 Hi friend. 980 01:07:20,920 --> 01:07:23,360 I like it, look at men today. 981 01:07:23,440 --> 01:07:26,680 - [Salim] We all have-- We grew up. -Oh, my God, we are growing up. 982 01:07:26,760 --> 01:07:28,080 [Carlton] Cheers! 983 01:07:28,160 --> 01:07:29,560 - [all] Cheers! -Wow. 984 01:07:29,640 --> 01:07:31,960 [Jose] For family and brotherhood, right? 985 01:07:32,040 --> 01:07:34,880 -and brotherhood. With the exception... -Let me tell you-- 986 01:07:34,960 --> 01:07:36,560 There is no number tonight. 987 01:07:36,640 --> 01:07:38,440 What is it, for example, 25 years? 988 01:07:38,520 --> 01:07:41,040 Can't we say it's been a long time? 989 01:07:41,120 --> 01:07:44,800 I get a message saying-- all of you-- 990 01:07:44,880 --> 01:07:47,440 - The tour changed my life. - [Salim] I know. I know. 991 01:07:47,520 --> 01:07:49,800 The film changes my life. 992 01:07:49,880 --> 01:07:52,640 Each of you. I mean-- 993 01:07:53,600 --> 01:07:56,400 - [Salim] I know. No, that's right. -We don't realize it. 994 01:07:56,480 --> 01:07:59,360 - [Oliver] We don't... We don't... -I don't realize it too. 995 01:07:59,440 --> 01:08:03,680 I have to do many things. That one finger wrong, and he will, like, come out. 996 01:08:03,760 --> 01:08:05,600 The same dirt. Yes, yes. 997 01:08:05,680 --> 01:08:07,840 [all laughs] 998 01:08:08,720 --> 01:08:10,760 [chat] 999 01:08:12,400 --> 01:08:14,680 No, one night he was like, "I can't see his hand. 1000 01:08:14,760 --> 01:08:17,160 I can't see his hand. "I like," Really? " 1001 01:08:17,240 --> 01:08:19,520 [chatting] 1002 01:08:21,160 --> 01:08:22,640 [Carlton] What is your life like? 1003 01:08:22,720 --> 01:08:27,160 Like, how-- Do you feel like dropping out of school, or is it challenging, or...? 1004 01:08:27,240 --> 01:08:30,319 Very strange. I feel like, because I started auditioning again, 1005 01:08:30,399 --> 01:08:32,680 but I feel like every time I went to audition, 1006 01:08:32,760 --> 01:08:35,479 I never auditioned as an ordinary dancer again. 1007 01:08:35,560 --> 01:08:37,279 That is always a Madonna dancer. 1008 01:08:37,359 --> 01:08:40,920 And then they hate me for no reason. They don't know who I am. 1009 01:08:41,000 --> 01:08:42,920 - Or they hate it. - [Jose] or love you. 1010 01:08:43,000 --> 01:08:46,000 So I never auditioned again only as a good dancer. 1011 01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:49,160 - [Jose] As an ordinary dancer. -It is always connected. 1012 01:08:49,240 --> 01:08:52,520 And that opens many doors, but that is also a curse at the same time. 1013 01:08:52,600 --> 01:08:55,840 I want him to be here because it's not like-- 1014 01:08:55,920 --> 01:08:57,080 That's more-- 1015 01:08:57,160 --> 01:09:01,800 It's not like dancers and pop stars, dancers who work for a pop star. 1016 01:09:01,880 --> 01:09:03,840 - That-- You know, like-- - [Oliver] Deeper. 1017 01:09:03,920 --> 01:09:05,319 Yes, it's getting deeper. Exactly. 1018 01:09:05,399 --> 01:09:08,520 We become family, and we are all young. 1019 01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:10,920 And for all that happens 1020 01:09:11,000 --> 01:09:14,200 and for that doesn't become anything after that, 1021 01:09:14,279 --> 01:09:16,200 is it to say, "Oh, you messed up" 1022 01:09:16,279 --> 01:09:21,120 or, "You guys are messy and I just can't deal with you and your antics 1023 01:09:21,200 --> 01:09:22,840 and you and Luis and you. 1024 01:09:22,920 --> 01:09:26,040 That's too much. They sued me, and I was - " 1025 01:09:26,120 --> 01:09:28,720 -Something You know, it's okay. - [Salim] Yes, yes. 1026 01:09:28,800 --> 01:09:32,040 I don't feel like I have-- I have no intention bad to him at all. 1027 01:09:32,120 --> 01:09:37,319 I think the greatest shame or the thing I miss is love. 1028 01:09:37,399 --> 01:09:41,160 I really love him and I always, and I never say bad things about him. 1029 01:09:41,240 --> 01:09:43,520 And I hope he is here 1030 01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:49,160 just because I feel like that would be nice to have a chance 1031 01:09:49,240 --> 01:09:50,880 to connect with him as an adult. 1032 01:09:51,760 --> 01:09:54,600 I don't think he owes us a debt. 1033 01:09:55,320 --> 01:09:58,320 I think he gave us fantastic opportunities. 1034 01:09:58,400 --> 01:10:00,320 And you know-- 1035 01:10:03,720 --> 01:10:06,400 I mean, we have lived our lives. 1036 01:10:11,280 --> 01:10:12,440 I'm not-- 1037 01:10:13,000 --> 01:10:16,880 I just said that he didn't really owe us anything. 1038 01:10:16,960 --> 01:10:19,040 - [Oliver] Anything. -Do you know what I'm saying? 1039 01:10:19,120 --> 01:10:23,480 I mean, what comes out of that experience 1040 01:10:23,560 --> 01:10:25,880 is our action. 1041 01:10:26,640 --> 01:10:30,800 We are who we are today because of us. 1042 01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:32,000 Do you know what I say? 1043 01:10:32,080 --> 01:10:36,760 And you know, that's amazing that happened to him. 1044 01:10:36,840 --> 01:10:40,000 That's really. That is the right time, you know. 1045 01:10:40,080 --> 01:10:44,800 And all stars are aligned correctly for me and Jose and for you. 1046 01:10:44,880 --> 01:10:50,520 I mean, you know, our is revoked because it doesn't exist. 1047 01:10:50,600 --> 01:10:52,080 And we become-- 1048 01:10:52,160 --> 01:10:53,600 - [Jose] Existence. -There. 1049 01:10:53,680 --> 01:10:54,640 [Oliver] Guys. 1050 01:10:54,880 --> 01:10:57,560 Gabriel, I love you, so I want you to hear this. 1051 01:10:59,120 --> 01:11:02,720 You change my life. 1052 01:11:03,840 --> 01:11:05,840 You change my life, 1053 01:11:06,040 --> 01:11:10,760 because I come from a tent, that you don't understand, 1054 01:11:10,840 --> 01:11:12,800 from New Orleans, not N'awlins. 1055 01:11:12,880 --> 01:11:16,160 New Orleans, at the Lafayette Project. 1056 01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:18,120 That's not... 1057 01:11:20,440 --> 01:11:24,520 part of I hear-- from gays, whatever, this and that. 1058 01:11:24,600 --> 01:11:28,280 And come to the world... 1059 01:11:29,040 --> 01:11:30,480 of you... 1060 01:11:31,960 --> 01:11:35,600 I am very blessed and I am very grateful. 1061 01:11:35,680 --> 01:11:38,880 You like family to me, you know. 1062 01:11:39,480 --> 01:11:42,440 And no matter how many years have passed, 1063 01:11:42,520 --> 01:11:44,560 like, I'm sitting here now 1064 01:11:44,640 --> 01:11:47,240 and it seems like I have never left you. 1065 01:11:49,920 --> 01:11:51,920 And I don't know why I'm emotional. 1066 01:11:52,000 --> 01:11:54,000 It's not because of sadness or anything. 1067 01:11:54,080 --> 01:11:57,440 That, like, extraordinary love. 1068 01:11:57,520 --> 01:11:58,680 [Oliver] Cool. 1069 01:11:58,760 --> 01:12:00,680 That's a lot of love. That is it. 1070 01:12:00,760 --> 01:12:01,880 There is no sadness. 1071 01:12:01,960 --> 01:12:05,000 Just as you are my brothers. 1072 01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:07,480 - [Carlton] Be right or brave, sir. - [Kevin] Oh, my God. 1073 01:12:07,560 --> 01:12:09,720 Uh, honest or brave. Uh, right. 1074 01:12:09,800 --> 01:12:11,440 [Carlton] Truth. 1075 01:12:12,440 --> 01:12:13,800 What has-- 1076 01:12:13,880 --> 01:12:17,480 What is the biggest thing in your life that you have to overcome? 1077 01:12:18,520 --> 01:12:20,320 Uh, drugs and alcohol. 1078 01:12:22,040 --> 01:12:24,520 I think only grace... 1079 01:12:25,320 --> 01:12:27,680 um, is my mother. 1080 01:12:28,680 --> 01:12:31,680 He sent me to Los Angeles to... 1081 01:12:32,600 --> 01:12:33,800 dries. 1082 01:12:34,680 --> 01:12:36,480 And, um... 1083 01:12:38,080 --> 01:12:40,640 I dry heroin. 1084 01:12:40,720 --> 01:12:43,280 Heroin - Heroin takes me to my knee. 1085 01:12:43,760 --> 01:12:44,800 Yes. 1086 01:12:44,880 --> 01:12:50,800 Tell us what has become the biggest lesson You have learned in your life, 1087 01:12:50,880 --> 01:12:53,240 the biggest piece of wisdom that you have learned. 1088 01:12:56,400 --> 01:12:58,600 How far? Like-- 1089 01:12:58,680 --> 01:13:02,800 [Kevin] That's what you learn. You told us. What stands out... 1090 01:13:07,280 --> 01:13:09,160 -No to judge, I think. - [Kevin] Hmm. 1091 01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:12,440 The biggest piece of wisdom, yes, don't judge anyone, huh. 1092 01:13:12,520 --> 01:13:15,600 And just knowing all those people through something, 1093 01:13:15,680 --> 01:13:17,640 and everyone acts at the end, you know-- 1094 01:13:17,720 --> 01:13:21,200 Everyone goes through something and doesn't just really judge them. 1095 01:13:21,280 --> 01:13:24,840 That's the greatest thing, I think, I've learned in my life so far, 1096 01:13:24,920 --> 01:13:27,760 46 years old, yes. 1097 01:13:27,840 --> 01:13:29,280 Truth, right? 1098 01:13:29,360 --> 01:13:30,400 If you-- 1099 01:13:30,480 --> 01:13:32,560 Now you in a slightly different place 1100 01:13:32,640 --> 01:13:34,560 around all gays... 1101 01:13:35,200 --> 01:13:38,560 if you have sex with a man, 1102 01:13:38,640 --> 01:13:40,440 Which man on this table? 1103 01:13:40,520 --> 01:13:42,160 - [laughter] - [Jose] Oh, my God. 1104 01:13:42,240 --> 01:13:43,160 Good. 1105 01:13:43,240 --> 01:13:45,360 There is no answer for that. 1106 01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:47,840 Let me finish. Reason why? 1107 01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:54,280 Because you, you, you, you, you and you are my brother. 1108 01:13:54,360 --> 01:13:56,240 -Okay, but that isn't-- -No no. 1109 01:13:56,320 --> 01:13:57,240 No no No. 1110 01:13:57,320 --> 01:13:59,320 The question is truth or challenge. 1111 01:13:59,840 --> 01:14:02,400 -Game is Truth or Dare. -And you tell the truth. 1112 01:14:02,480 --> 01:14:04,840 -I am honest. -And I gave you the truth to answer. 1113 01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:06,080 - Yes. -Which one? 1114 01:14:06,160 --> 01:14:08,280 You won't or not. 1115 01:14:08,360 --> 01:14:12,880 The question is, which one would you do if you had to do it? 1116 01:14:12,960 --> 01:14:14,040 -Good. - [Kevin] Choose. Select it. 1117 01:14:14,120 --> 01:14:16,160 -And why? -Good. All of you. 1118 01:14:16,240 --> 01:14:17,760 No. Which one? One. 1119 01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:19,680 - [Salim] You can only choose one. -One. 1120 01:14:20,480 --> 01:14:22,440 - [Salim] And we don't judge you. -Yes. 1121 01:14:22,520 --> 01:14:24,000 - [Salim] Hypothetically speaking. - I have to go up one? 1122 01:14:24,080 --> 01:14:26,120 - [Salim] Yes. Only one. -Yes. And why. 1123 01:14:26,200 --> 01:14:27,480 [Jose] And why. 1124 01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:29,880 Gabriel. 1125 01:14:31,640 --> 01:14:33,200 [Jose] Okay. Why? 1126 01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:34,720 -Why? - [Kevin] Yes. 1127 01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:39,280 [Kevin] Because he's younger forever from all of us. 1128 01:14:39,360 --> 01:14:40,800 [laughter] 1129 01:14:40,880 --> 01:14:43,000 - [Carlton] Why? - [Luis] Because he's not here. 1130 01:14:43,080 --> 01:14:44,440 - [Carlton] Why? -No. 1131 01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:49,400 Because he is innocent. 1132 01:14:49,960 --> 01:14:51,920 -Hmm. -For me. 1133 01:14:52,440 --> 01:14:53,320 Good. 1134 01:14:53,920 --> 01:14:55,920 [Luis] Slam, honest or brave? 1135 01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:58,720 [Oliver] He's drunk. & apos; Because you breathe. 1136 01:14:58,800 --> 01:14:59,800 [inhaling] 1137 01:15:00,480 --> 01:15:03,400 Truth, truth. Because I don't want to kiss anyone, no. 1138 01:15:03,480 --> 01:15:05,760 You are like all my sisters. I take the truth. 1139 01:15:06,040 --> 01:15:08,320 You can take courage, and you can continue and kiss me. No problem. 1140 01:15:08,400 --> 01:15:10,680 No no. I don't want to kiss you. Look. 1141 01:15:11,760 --> 01:15:14,360 -I will take the truth. - [Luis] All right. 1142 01:15:14,440 --> 01:15:16,520 What is your biggest fear? 1143 01:15:18,000 --> 01:15:19,040 [Kevin] Wow. 1144 01:15:19,120 --> 01:15:22,360 What is my biggest fear? Uh... 1145 01:15:25,680 --> 01:15:27,560 Uh, to say it, I will see Jose 1146 01:15:27,640 --> 01:15:30,520 because, you know, you give me the greatest strength always. 1147 01:15:30,600 --> 01:15:34,320 I think my biggest fear is and was-- 1148 01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:39,200 always find out people that I am HIV positive. 1149 01:15:40,120 --> 01:15:41,520 That is my biggest fear. 1150 01:15:41,600 --> 01:15:46,480 I was diagnosed in 1987, yes, became HIV positive. 1151 01:15:46,560 --> 01:15:48,840 And I think that is my biggest fear always-- 1152 01:15:48,920 --> 01:15:52,200 for people to find out, huh. 1153 01:15:52,280 --> 01:15:54,480 And I feel that way, you know-- It's like, I don't know. 1154 01:15:54,560 --> 01:15:58,040 I never want to share this story with other people but you, you know. 1155 01:15:58,120 --> 01:16:01,680 I mean, I, yes, was diagnosed on & apos; 87, 1156 01:16:01,840 --> 01:16:07,200 and, you know, finally in 2015, you know, I just - I want to be free, you know. 1157 01:16:07,280 --> 01:16:09,440 [Kevin] Oh, honey. 1158 01:16:10,120 --> 01:16:11,200 [sniffles] 1159 01:16:11,280 --> 01:16:14,800 You too. You too. You too. 1160 01:16:14,880 --> 01:16:17,040 -and, you know, it's like three people. - [Kevin] Oh, my God. 1161 01:16:17,120 --> 01:16:18,280 I know. I know. 1162 01:16:18,360 --> 01:16:22,640 And that was my first sexual experience. Yes. 1163 01:16:23,440 --> 01:16:26,480 Because, you know, I just don't know anything about it, huh. 1164 01:16:26,560 --> 01:16:28,880 [Luis] Well, the good news is that you are living proof that it's not a death sentence. 1165 01:16:28,960 --> 01:16:30,080 I know, and that's why I tell my story 1166 01:16:30,160 --> 01:16:32,400 Because of that, you know, I want to share my story like Carlton, you know. 1167 01:16:32,480 --> 01:16:35,160 I just want to share with him, yes, yes. 1168 01:16:35,240 --> 01:16:37,680 - [sobbing] -I can't believe we all heard this. 1169 01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:40,680 And I always want to tell someone, you know-- 1170 01:16:42,600 --> 01:16:44,560 - [Oliver] Oh, my God. Thank you. -but it's difficult, you know. 1171 01:16:44,640 --> 01:16:48,240 - [Oliver] Thank you. -and I never-- I never-- 1172 01:16:48,320 --> 01:16:49,760 1173 01:16:49,840 --> 01:16:52,440 I just found out the moment was coming. 1174 01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:55,400 I just, you know... It's never the right time, you know. 1175 01:16:55,480 --> 01:17:00,240 Can I say something to you two? Beyond the Truth or Dare? 1176 01:17:00,320 --> 01:17:01,680 With us. 1177 01:17:01,760 --> 01:17:04,920 May I say something beyond this? 1178 01:17:05,760 --> 01:17:09,680 If this is before Madonna, I will be afraid of this. 1179 01:17:10,520 --> 01:17:11,960 I won't-- 1180 01:17:13,480 --> 01:17:15,800 -Yes God. - [Luis] And how do you feel now? 1181 01:17:15,880 --> 01:17:20,400 Oh my God. It's a beautiful thing to get out and express yourself 1182 01:17:20,480 --> 01:17:22,200 because you hold something. 1183 01:17:22,280 --> 01:17:24,200 Yes yes. And, you know, I just-- 1184 01:17:24,280 --> 01:17:26,160 And... Oh, my God, friend. 1185 01:17:26,240 --> 01:17:30,120 [Salim] Yes. But at the same time, You know, it's a blessing, you know, 1186 01:17:30,200 --> 01:17:33,760 because it's like-- it makes me who I am, you know. 1187 01:17:33,840 --> 01:17:35,480 That's like-- It changes a lot of things. 1188 01:17:35,560 --> 01:17:38,520 But you know, when you were diagnosed, 1189 01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:42,120 You know, it's like your whole world is falling, you know. 1190 01:17:42,200 --> 01:17:43,560 [Carlton] No, but I just want you to know 1191 01:17:43,640 --> 01:17:48,440 there is a very large new light level for everything you do 1192 01:17:48,520 --> 01:17:50,760 it will happen because you took this step today. 1193 01:17:50,840 --> 01:17:53,040 -Yes. -That's really amazing, Slam. 1194 01:17:53,120 --> 01:17:55,840 -Thank you. -Yes, of course. 1195 01:17:57,640 --> 01:18:00,560 [piano intro] 1196 01:18:19,280 --> 01:18:24,680 [human] ♪ There is a house built of stone ♪ 1197 01:18:27,280 --> 01:18:33,120 ♪ Wooden floors, walls and window sills ♪ 1198 01:18:36,160 --> 01:18:41,880 ♪ Tables and chairs are used by all dust ♪ 1199 01:18:44,040 --> 01:18:50,000 ♪ This is a place where I don't feel alone ♪ 1200 01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:59,640 ♪ This is the place where I feel at home ♪ 1201 01:18:59,720 --> 01:19:01,040 Four, five! 1202 01:19:01,560 --> 01:19:03,840 Ha! I'm not angry with it! 1203 01:19:03,920 --> 01:19:07,160 If you have to get something else and you want to get "vroom" as your last pose, 1204 01:19:07,240 --> 01:19:08,240 solve it. 1205 01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:27,800 ♪ I ♪ 1206 01:19:27,880 --> 01:19:29,360 ♪ Built ♪ 1207 01:19:30,480 --> 01:19:32,720 ♪ A home ♪ 1208 01:19:33,880 --> 01:19:35,960 ♪ For you ♪ 1209 01:19:37,040 --> 01:19:40,320 ♪ For me ♪ 1210 01:19:42,240 --> 01:19:45,360 You want to read it. Body language is everything, okay? 1211 01:19:45,440 --> 01:19:46,960 So, come on. Let's take it again. 1212 01:19:47,040 --> 01:19:48,960 Five six, 1213 01:19:49,040 --> 01:19:51,040 five, six, seven, 1214 01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:52,800 and very slow, 1215 01:19:52,880 --> 01:19:54,960 slow slowly. 1216 01:19:55,040 --> 01:19:56,520 La la. 1217 01:19:56,600 --> 01:19:58,480 Good. La la. 1218 01:19:58,560 --> 01:20:00,160 Last. 1219 01:20:00,240 --> 01:20:01,720 Proud. 1220 01:20:01,800 --> 01:20:04,040 You know, proud, whatever it is. 1221 01:20:04,120 --> 01:20:06,480 Because everyone is someone. 1222 01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:10,040 Yes! 1223 01:20:13,520 --> 01:20:16,240 One of the things we do every year 1224 01:20:16,320 --> 01:20:21,000 is respecting someone who grows up with Jazz Camp, 1225 01:20:21,080 --> 01:20:25,640 um, is a very important part inheritance from this program: 1226 01:20:25,720 --> 01:20:28,360 Mr. Gabriel Trupin, 1227 01:20:28,440 --> 01:20:32,760 which is the son of Sue Trupin that we love. 1228 01:20:32,840 --> 01:20:34,880 [applause] 1229 01:20:41,960 --> 01:20:48,200 ♪ When gusts come to blow me up ♪ 1230 01:20:50,640 --> 01:20:56,920 ♪ I hold on tight as you hold me ♪ 1231 01:20:59,400 --> 01:21:06,640 ♪ I hold on tight as you hold me ♪ 1232 01:21:26,200 --> 01:21:29,360 ♪ And I'm ♪ 1233 01:21:29,880 --> 01:21:31,360 ♪ Built ♪ 1234 01:21:32,400 --> 01:21:34,480 ♪ A home ♪ 1235 01:21:35,560 --> 01:21:37,400 ♪ For you ♪ 1236 01:21:38,800 --> 01:21:42,400 ♪ For me ♪ 1237 01:21:42,480 --> 01:21:45,320 ♪ Until ♪ 1238 01:21:45,400 --> 01:21:50,960 ♪ This disappears ♪ 1239 01:21:51,720 --> 01:21:53,920 ♪ From me ♪ 1240 01:21:54,880 --> 01:21:58,680 ♪ From you ♪ 1241 01:21:58,760 --> 01:22:01,400 ♪ And now ♪ 1242 01:22:01,480 --> 01:22:03,560 ♪ It's time ♪ 1243 01:22:04,720 --> 01:22:10,560 ♪ To go ♪ 1244 01:22:10,640 --> 01:22:13,800 ♪ And rotate ♪ 1245 01:22:14,800 --> 01:22:20,280 ♪ Become dust ♪