1 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Visit www.Fastbet99.club Trusted Trusted Online Gambling Agent 2 00:01:24,784 --> 00:01:27,453 - Of course, whatever you are prefer to call it 3 00:01:27,455 --> 00:01:30,656 Human situation, or American nightmare 4 00:01:30,658 --> 00:01:34,359 it becomes international nightmare, 5 00:01:34,361 --> 00:01:40,232 or love, or extreme consciousness, or, 6 00:01:40,234 --> 00:01:42,601 This interview lives right? 7 00:01:42,603 --> 00:01:45,471 I want to replace the subject 45 degrees, 8 00:01:45,473 --> 00:01:50,642 If you don't mind, um, we only need a few more minutes. 9 00:01:50,644 --> 00:01:52,644 Alright 10 00:01:52,646 --> 00:01:54,613 I want to start rumors. 11 00:01:54,615 --> 00:01:57,449 With some luck, some young writers listen 12 00:01:57,451 --> 00:01:59,451 for this broadcast, and they can spread 13 00:01:59,453 --> 00:02:01,553 their rumors friends and enemies 14 00:02:01,555 --> 00:02:09,461 Mm, now, don't take this wrong way 15 00:02:09,463 --> 00:02:12,331 What I will say is not a cry of help. 16 00:02:12,333 --> 00:02:16,335 This is not at all connected to, or interested in, 17 00:02:16,337 --> 00:02:20,639 victim politics, and if anyone receives 18 00:02:20,641 --> 00:02:25,144 Like that, everything is getting worse for him 19 00:02:25,146 --> 00:02:31,150 What I want to say is, I will kill myself. 20 00:02:31,152 --> 00:02:32,885 Please don't bother me 21 00:02:32,887 --> 00:02:36,855 I will end Maya dardel's life. 22 00:02:36,857 --> 00:02:39,258 My work decreases. 23 00:02:39,260 --> 00:02:43,262 I, I see no need for birth some books are more mediocre 24 00:02:43,264 --> 00:02:48,400 and finally enter spray my 70s and 80s 25 00:02:48,402 --> 00:02:53,338 out some more abortion as embarrassing as, 26 00:02:55,175 --> 00:02:58,310 it's not polite for name names 27 00:02:58,312 --> 00:03:01,246 The point is, euthanasia. 28 00:03:01,248 --> 00:03:03,815 This is the thing to do. 29 00:03:03,817 --> 00:03:07,920 I don't have a family, 30 00:03:07,922 --> 00:03:11,523 so I will need heirs and implementers. 31 00:03:11,525 --> 00:03:14,193 So I will interview young writers here, 32 00:03:14,195 --> 00:03:16,461 in my house, in los gatos, California, 33 00:03:16,463 --> 00:03:20,265 For this position, start now. 34 00:03:20,267 --> 00:03:22,968 Right, right and the man I chose 35 00:03:22,970 --> 00:03:27,472 my home and my archive and publishing rights, 36 00:03:27,474 --> 00:03:31,210 all of my knick knacks and plates 37 00:03:31,212 --> 00:03:33,712 and music and books when I go. 38 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:42,821 Hm. 39 00:03:42,823 --> 00:03:45,891 So who is talented and capable 40 00:03:45,893 --> 00:03:51,396 can email me by email ithurburn 41 00:03:51,398 --> 00:03:56,568 agent The name of my agent is Lucas Marcy, Lucas m-a-r-cy. 42 00:03:56,570 --> 00:04:03,609 Mm hmm, yes, Luc With pleasure, his death is tempting. 43 00:04:03,611 --> 00:04:04,643 Um. 44 00:04:06,479 --> 00:04:08,447 Of course I'm serious. 45 00:04:09,916 --> 00:04:11,917 Don't be narrow minded. 46 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:15,554 I want to be young but professional, a poet published, 47 00:04:15,556 --> 00:04:19,858 But I will consider it poetic novelist or essayist. 48 00:04:21,494 --> 00:04:26,999 Also, too, women don't need to be applied 49 00:04:27,001 --> 00:04:30,702 Good because I'm not like women's writing 50 00:04:30,704 --> 00:04:32,037 Yes. 51 00:04:33,306 --> 00:04:35,974 No no. 52 00:04:35,976 --> 00:04:40,679 Dickinson yes, some. 53 00:04:40,681 --> 00:04:42,514 No no. 54 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:45,517 Wolfe is a man. 55 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:51,923 No, no, George Elliot is a man. 56 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:54,293 Yes No. 57 00:04:55,795 --> 00:04:59,498 Sontag, the sontag is entirely a man 58 00:04:59,500 --> 00:05:02,067 I know, I sleep with him. 59 00:05:05,605 --> 00:05:10,642 So you are all young men out there, 60 00:05:10,644 --> 00:05:12,944 if you think you are, 61 00:05:12,946 --> 00:05:16,348 Please see up my agent, yes 62 00:05:27,327 --> 00:05:29,728 - I can show you my work is now here 63 00:05:29,730 --> 00:05:31,930 - Leave it on the floor. 64 00:05:34,467 --> 00:05:37,336 Maybe I should have done it did you send me several emails? 65 00:05:37,338 --> 00:05:40,339 from your work before you drove here. 66 00:05:40,341 --> 00:05:45,077 - Right, I can, I can send you some from my phone now. 67 00:05:45,079 --> 00:05:47,746 - put it back. They disgusted me. 68 00:05:47,748 --> 00:05:48,780 - Phone? 69 00:05:50,583 --> 00:05:53,785 - Call someone else 70 00:05:53,787 --> 00:05:57,456 - Right, right, no, I really understand that 71 00:05:57,458 --> 00:06:00,592 They are like, others telephone people 72 00:06:00,594 --> 00:06:03,695 You know, they touch your ears. 73 00:06:03,697 --> 00:06:06,365 They like candles on them, 74 00:06:06,367 --> 00:06:09,468 someone else's boyfriend & apos; photo on it 75 00:06:09,470 --> 00:06:13,872 - Tell me very hastily what do you think about your talent 76 00:06:13,874 --> 00:06:18,710 - Really, I can Talk about that. 77 00:06:18,712 --> 00:06:20,112 Um. 78 00:06:31,491 --> 00:06:32,691 Done 79 00:06:32,693 --> 00:06:34,493 - What? 80 00:06:34,495 --> 00:06:37,729 - No, you just need to know 81 00:06:37,731 --> 00:06:39,598 - Know what? 82 00:06:41,667 --> 00:06:44,069 - Do you have a bathroom that I can use? 83 00:06:44,071 --> 00:06:46,004 - I don't like others people in my bathroom 84 00:06:46,006 --> 00:06:47,906 - That's cool. 85 00:06:51,978 --> 00:06:54,446 - What do you think about me? 86 00:06:54,448 --> 00:06:57,983 - I like your job, I love shadow, twenty seven times 87 00:06:57,985 --> 00:07:01,486 - I mean what you are Think of me physically? 88 00:07:01,488 --> 00:07:03,488 - physically - Mm. 89 00:07:05,558 --> 00:07:07,626 - I'm not really, um. 90 00:07:07,628 --> 00:07:10,495 - Be honest, Moses. 91 00:07:10,497 --> 00:07:11,696 - Candid? 92 00:07:11,698 --> 00:07:13,131 - very 93 00:07:15,701 --> 00:07:17,602 - I'm not so comfortable. 94 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:18,970 - Who is comfortable? 95 00:07:18,972 --> 00:07:20,872 Honestly. 96 00:07:20,874 --> 00:07:23,508 - What, in my opinion, who are you? a handsome woman? 97 00:07:23,510 --> 00:07:24,509 - Yes. 98 00:07:24,511 --> 00:07:26,111 - I mean, yes 99 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:30,615 - But worse than women your age 100 00:07:30,617 --> 00:07:34,886 I am a good fruit too long in the fridge 101 00:07:34,888 --> 00:07:37,088 - That, not that, like. 102 00:07:37,090 --> 00:07:39,991 - But quite handsome. 103 00:07:39,993 --> 00:07:42,861 At least when I sit here from you in what appears 104 00:07:42,863 --> 00:07:47,833 to be a kind of impenetrable Artemis, 105 00:07:47,835 --> 00:07:50,502 enough that you might wonder what 106 00:07:50,504 --> 00:07:53,505 it will be like my command, my strip 107 00:07:53,507 --> 00:07:54,739 - Your Strip? 108 00:07:54,741 --> 00:07:57,042 - Men are this type of machine. 109 00:07:57,044 --> 00:07:59,845 Women my age have the last outer crust 110 00:07:59,847 --> 00:08:02,647 from our beauty left, and that can 111 00:08:02,649 --> 00:08:06,685 combined with arrogance or real superiority. 112 00:08:06,687 --> 00:08:10,689 Until young men really want it to break the outer crust. 113 00:08:10,691 --> 00:08:12,924 He wants to prove this and that 114 00:08:12,926 --> 00:08:15,126 for himself, and middle-aged women. 115 00:08:15,128 --> 00:08:17,128 But you see, The woman is not wise if she is 116 00:08:17,130 --> 00:08:18,897 let himself be stripped 117 00:08:18,899 --> 00:08:21,533 The thing about Artemis is that, 118 00:08:21,535 --> 00:08:24,102 is that he is naked in ponds in the forest, 119 00:08:24,104 --> 00:08:27,506 when the actress sees her, huh? 120 00:08:27,508 --> 00:08:28,907 - Um, yeah 121 00:08:28,909 --> 00:08:31,109 - Nudity It's not just a myth 122 00:08:31,111 --> 00:08:33,111 about girl virginity. 123 00:08:33,113 --> 00:08:35,780 This is also a myth about the final, 124 00:08:35,782 --> 00:08:39,651 fragile sex appeal older women 125 00:08:43,189 --> 00:08:45,724 If you see me naked, 126 00:08:45,726 --> 00:08:48,527 like actaeon, You must die. 127 00:08:55,234 --> 00:08:58,537 You are an adult, right 128 00:08:58,539 --> 00:09:00,171 - Yeah. 129 00:09:00,173 --> 00:09:02,674 - you are not mistaken these fumblers are immature, 130 00:09:02,676 --> 00:09:07,312 one of these boys Can't find her clitoris? 131 00:09:07,314 --> 00:09:10,815 - Like, sorry, female clitoris 132 00:09:13,953 --> 00:09:15,820 - Come here. 133 00:09:21,327 --> 00:09:24,563 Almost all experiences are good for writers 134 00:09:24,565 --> 00:09:26,932 The same cannot be said for those who do not write. 135 00:09:26,934 --> 00:09:28,166 - Yeah i actually brought 136 00:09:28,168 --> 00:09:29,901 My work, I want to show it to you. 137 00:09:29,903 --> 00:09:31,703 - Come on, sit 138 00:09:34,140 --> 00:09:35,807 - You want me 139 00:09:35,809 --> 00:09:37,876 sitting next to you on the sofa? 140 00:09:37,878 --> 00:09:39,311 - this is 141 00:09:40,346 --> 00:09:41,680 - this? 142 00:09:41,682 --> 00:09:42,881 - Exactly. 143 00:09:45,351 --> 00:09:46,785 - Good. 144 00:09:48,054 --> 00:09:49,087 Here? 145 00:09:49,956 --> 00:09:50,989 Good. 146 00:09:53,826 --> 00:09:57,696 I'm sorry. 147 00:10:01,701 --> 00:10:04,669 - Remove my tight pants. 148 00:10:41,907 --> 00:10:43,408 You surprise not bad at that time 149 00:10:45,778 --> 00:10:46,811 - thank you 150 00:10:48,881 --> 00:10:50,382 - Do you want to show your poetry? 151 00:10:53,986 --> 00:10:56,888 But first clean your face. 152 00:11:05,398 --> 00:11:07,432 - Should I only use the sink 153 00:11:07,434 --> 00:11:09,401 - Mm. - Good. 154 00:11:31,424 --> 00:11:34,993 - To save our time why don't you show what 155 00:11:34,995 --> 00:11:39,230 You must be yours the best job in the binder 156 00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,999 - my best 157 00:11:41,001 --> 00:11:42,367 - Mm. 158 00:11:53,045 --> 00:11:54,846 You read it to me. 159 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:04,355 - Damn, um, that's the title 160 00:12:07,326 --> 00:12:09,327 Damn, Campbell's soup 161 00:12:09,329 --> 00:12:12,430 is delicious, even though , come, though 162 00:12:15,735 --> 00:12:18,737 Damn this Delicious Campbell Soup, 163 00:12:18,739 --> 00:12:22,307 Even though you think about it, doesn't feel like anything plus warhol ideas with super creepy friends, 164 00:12:22,309 --> 00:12:26,745 far more than I have, speak dear times 165 00:12:26,747 --> 00:12:29,981 they all have done it nothing, 166 00:12:29,983 --> 00:12:33,251 167 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:37,856 doing nothing, doing nothing, making Hamlet sandwiches 168 00:12:37,858 --> 00:12:42,227 I have to make it for myself, because I don't have friends. 169 00:12:47,199 --> 00:12:49,033 - I adjunecting a of course the composition 170 00:12:49,035 --> 00:12:50,902 in Hartwick College in Spring. 171 00:12:50,904 --> 00:12:55,006 It's in New York, catskills, mm, 172 00:12:55,008 --> 00:12:58,476 I got my mfa last year, from Iowa writers workshop. 173 00:12:58,478 --> 00:13:03,047 And I am the chief editor of small magazine, webzine. 174 00:13:03,049 --> 00:13:04,916 - I go to Iowa 175 00:13:04,918 --> 00:13:06,951 - Are you? 176 00:13:06,953 --> 00:13:10,455 - Back when everyone smokes cigarettes and no one has help 177 00:13:12,191 --> 00:13:14,192 - Okay, there won't be anything legal complications, going there? 178 00:13:14,194 --> 00:13:17,195 What I mean is, when you are, if you choose me 179 00:13:17,197 --> 00:13:20,165 I will be far away with alibi. 180 00:13:20,167 --> 00:13:22,367 I don't mean to be rude, 181 00:13:22,369 --> 00:13:24,102 182 00:13:24,104 --> 00:13:26,204 I just thought it was best to be ahead 183 00:13:26,206 --> 00:13:29,374 You don't expect me to do it are here, to help you 184 00:13:29,376 --> 00:13:32,377 - This isn't the process. 185 00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:34,212 - What? 186 00:13:34,214 --> 00:13:35,346 - Process, is not the process 187 00:13:35,348 --> 00:13:36,815 - What is the process? 188 00:13:36,817 --> 00:13:38,183 - First we talk about your work, 189 00:13:38,185 --> 00:13:40,385 and then me, I might-- 190 00:13:40,387 --> 00:13:44,155 - both the items I send you are actually quite old 191 00:13:44,157 --> 00:13:45,957 I just sent it because it seems 192 00:13:45,959 --> 00:13:47,826 to do it well with editor magazine 193 00:13:47,828 --> 00:13:49,027 I want to show you what I am writing. 194 00:13:49,029 --> 00:13:50,461 - Show me. 195 00:13:50,463 --> 00:13:54,199 - This is uh, this is an epic poem. 196 00:13:54,201 --> 00:13:56,467 Or good, remember the idea. 197 00:13:56,469 --> 00:13:59,170 This is uh, well, is better to show you 198 00:14:15,487 --> 00:14:18,189 - Cimputer, hmm? 199 00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:20,191 Have you been to a modern Tate in London? 200 00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:21,993 - No. 201 00:14:21,995 --> 00:14:22,994 - But you've been to the modern art museum 202 00:14:22,996 --> 00:14:24,562 - Of course. 203 00:14:24,564 --> 00:14:26,564 It seems ironic now, but I really wrote 204 00:14:26,566 --> 00:14:28,366 undergraduate thesis in transgressive corporeality 205 00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:30,101 from mannequins and humans in the initial work - 206 00:14:30,103 --> 00:14:32,403 - imagine three people in a museum of modern art. 207 00:14:32,405 --> 00:14:34,505 The first is pot-bellied father of four people 208 00:14:34,507 --> 00:14:38,142 Kentucky or the province of France or central Russia somewhere. 209 00:14:38,144 --> 00:14:41,412 He's a tourist, he just likes landscape and naked 210 00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:43,448 and paintings from battles and ships 211 00:14:43,450 --> 00:14:46,417 He's the one who looks Pollock Jackson is the same 212 00:14:46,419 --> 00:14:51,422 the way he sees you the latest generation abstract imitation 213 00:14:51,424 --> 00:14:55,159 and he said to himself about both, Christ, 214 00:14:55,161 --> 00:14:57,562 What is the job, My child can paint this. 215 00:14:57,564 --> 00:14:59,030 - Hm. 216 00:14:59,032 --> 00:15:00,598 Right, my child can paint this. 217 00:15:00,600 --> 00:15:03,134 - Now imagine a second people in the museum 218 00:15:03,136 --> 00:15:07,372 This is you, this is educated person. 219 00:15:07,374 --> 00:15:13,077 He visits the museum in critical and critical capacity. 220 00:15:13,079 --> 00:15:16,281 He entered the room Father's tourist had just left, 221 00:15:16,283 --> 00:15:18,316 and look at pollock and see the imitation, 222 00:15:18,318 --> 00:15:20,418 and because of the imitation painted recently, 223 00:15:20,420 --> 00:15:24,422 it gets its attention, and he stands there wondering 224 00:15:24,424 --> 00:15:27,191 if it's better than that has a mysterious canvas 225 00:15:27,193 --> 00:15:30,461 full of the same random pieces of shapes and colors. 226 00:15:32,498 --> 00:15:34,032 - Is this me? 227 00:15:34,034 --> 00:15:35,533 - This is you. 228 00:15:37,202 --> 00:15:38,636 - I think it's always better not 229 00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:40,405 for arbitrary stereotypes - 230 00:15:40,407 --> 00:15:43,441 - Now, imagine the third people in the museum 231 00:15:43,443 --> 00:15:47,211 Here I am, I will see pollock and its imitation 232 00:15:47,213 --> 00:15:50,048 I like pollock for its rhythm and originality 233 00:15:50,050 --> 00:15:52,984 Defeats have some qualities that I like, 234 00:15:52,986 --> 00:15:57,221 But it's half a century too late, it's not original 235 00:15:57,223 --> 00:16:01,225 And the longer I see it, the less I like it, why? 236 00:16:01,227 --> 00:16:03,962 Because I heard a little the voice inside I said, 237 00:16:03,964 --> 00:16:07,198 Gosh, my son can paint this. 238 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:09,434 Then I hear another voice Inside I say, you're not 239 00:16:09,436 --> 00:16:13,237 have small children, and you sound like Kentucky tourists. 240 00:16:13,239 --> 00:16:15,406 You are not a part of the cool crowd Other people understand, not even you 241 00:16:15,408 --> 00:16:17,442 And then I heard a third sound in my head 242 00:16:17,444 --> 00:16:20,278 No, Maya, that's right okay, you understand, 243 00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:22,113 this is really a ordinary painting. 244 00:16:22,115 --> 00:16:24,148 It really can have been painted 245 00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:25,683 by children or even cimputer. 246 00:16:25,685 --> 00:16:28,453 247 00:16:30,255 --> 00:16:34,325 And then people in My head starts to argue. 248 00:16:36,428 --> 00:16:38,329 - Are you saying that my work - 249 00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:40,331 - shit? 250 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:44,469 Not enough, more like that chewed but the food hasn't been digested. 251 00:16:46,171 --> 00:16:49,140 You are young, there is hope for you 252 00:16:57,249 --> 00:16:59,584 - In the back corner. 253 00:16:59,586 --> 00:17:00,651 That section 254 00:17:03,255 --> 00:17:06,024 Do you consider it good art? 255 00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:08,459 - That's different story, it's not paint 256 00:17:08,461 --> 00:17:11,796 It's blood and human brain problems 257 00:17:11,798 --> 00:17:14,732 Isn't that terrible? 258 00:17:14,734 --> 00:17:18,336 But hey, you like cerebral art. 259 00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:22,073 He has lung cancer. 260 00:17:22,075 --> 00:17:24,308 That's the last one painting, a perverted friend 261 00:17:24,310 --> 00:17:28,246 I bought it at an auction for my birthday last year 262 00:17:28,248 --> 00:17:31,249 - Hm, I think you are and your museum goes alone 263 00:17:31,251 --> 00:17:34,752 and your third missing is is a directed negation. 264 00:17:34,754 --> 00:17:37,455 This is apparently opposite intuition. 265 00:17:37,457 --> 00:17:39,490 Good. 266 00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:43,461 The goal seems like Do you have a positive component? 267 00:17:43,463 --> 00:17:46,230 This is positive is negation. 268 00:17:46,232 --> 00:17:49,133 But here's where I can take issue with my own poetry 269 00:17:49,135 --> 00:17:51,702 Negation positively is negation, 270 00:17:51,704 --> 00:17:53,671 but only inside a conceptual system, 271 00:17:53,673 --> 00:17:57,442 maybe a priori system logical coherence 272 00:17:57,444 --> 00:18:00,778 So what I did didn't really write, 273 00:18:00,780 --> 00:18:04,449 but not naughty, you see? 274 00:18:04,451 --> 00:18:08,486 My negation is not positive Aspects are not true. 275 00:18:08,488 --> 00:18:10,288 - That's incredible 276 00:18:11,590 --> 00:18:13,524 - Thank you. 277 00:18:13,526 --> 00:18:16,227 - Do you really say my negation? 278 00:18:16,229 --> 00:18:18,763 doesn't have a positive aspect for me 279 00:18:18,765 --> 00:18:20,765 - Yes. 280 00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:25,169 Yes, I think it's blatant in the third row, apacity. 281 00:18:29,508 --> 00:18:31,476 - Do you have a wife? 282 00:18:33,445 --> 00:18:35,580 Or boyfriend? 283 00:18:35,582 --> 00:18:37,782 - No, no, not really. 284 00:18:40,252 --> 00:18:41,819 - Are you able to carry out 285 00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:43,888 difficult assignments from start to end? 286 00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:51,329 There is no point, just enter there and rough it. 287 00:18:51,331 --> 00:18:54,198 Cut is not finished, You need to cut. 288 00:18:54,200 --> 00:18:56,167 Jesuit pastor, what are you thinking? 289 00:18:56,169 --> 00:18:57,902 This is actually in very poor taste 290 00:18:57,904 --> 00:18:59,770 - Give me two seconds, one, two, three-- 291 00:18:59,772 --> 00:19:01,572 - why don't you just go home 292 00:19:01,574 --> 00:19:03,741 and rewrite this and come back, okay? 293 00:19:03,743 --> 00:19:05,510 - 21, 22. 294 00:19:05,512 --> 00:19:06,544 23, 24. 295 00:19:08,614 --> 00:19:09,647 25. 296 00:19:28,267 --> 00:19:29,800 - everything changes sharply. 297 00:19:32,638 --> 00:19:35,473 This is called old. 298 00:19:38,644 --> 00:19:41,812 It turns out to be sharp for a moment before turning to blur, 299 00:19:41,814 --> 00:19:46,551 all, at a certain age. 300 00:19:49,488 --> 00:19:52,456 What is this species? from a mind that is not 301 00:19:52,458 --> 00:19:59,230 memory because never occurs, but memories like that? 302 00:19:59,232 --> 00:20:02,867 This is thinking I am in 40 possible. 303 00:20:06,505 --> 00:20:07,939 Hold a baby 304 00:20:20,485 --> 00:20:23,754 - There is such a strange green 305 00:20:25,290 --> 00:20:27,725 Amphibians green in this view. 306 00:20:33,298 --> 00:20:36,634 - I like your sweater, where you bought it 307 00:20:39,504 --> 00:20:40,538 - this? 308 00:20:40,540 --> 00:20:41,739 - Mm. 309 00:20:44,276 --> 00:20:46,510 I don't, I don't remember. 310 00:20:48,280 --> 00:20:50,615 - Come on, don't say I don't remember 311 00:20:50,617 --> 00:20:52,950 That's a sweater for $ 400 - What type of tree is this? 312 00:20:58,523 --> 00:21:01,592 - Horse Horses. 313 00:21:01,594 --> 00:21:03,394 - Chestnut. 314 00:21:06,498 --> 00:21:07,531 Chest-- - what? 315 00:21:09,501 --> 00:21:10,835 - What? 316 00:21:10,837 --> 00:21:11,869 You have lots of glasses. 317 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:36,661 Are all of these filled with glass? 318 00:21:38,430 --> 00:21:41,699 - I have a lot of porcelain and glassware. 319 00:21:43,735 --> 00:21:47,905 - Stemware 320 00:21:47,907 --> 00:21:49,507 Don't you like how is this all? 321 00:21:53,712 --> 00:21:56,847 Anglo-Saxon words? 322 00:21:59,518 --> 00:22:01,085 - What is this? 323 00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:08,592 - That's when they destroy each other. 324 00:22:08,594 --> 00:22:15,333 - Mm. 325 00:22:16,535 --> 00:22:17,535 - Chestnuts, glassware. 326 00:22:19,037 --> 00:22:22,073 Change of fire. 327 00:22:23,809 --> 00:22:24,842 Footstool. 328 00:22:26,545 --> 00:22:27,945 329 00:22:29,715 --> 00:22:31,115 - Display house 330 00:22:36,521 --> 00:22:38,522 Rat holes. 331 00:22:38,524 --> 00:22:39,790 Hm, rat hole. 332 00:22:41,727 --> 00:22:42,927 - Mouthwash 333 00:22:46,064 --> 00:22:48,132 Do you try ingratiate yourself 334 00:22:48,134 --> 00:22:50,601 by playing language games? 335 00:22:52,437 --> 00:22:53,504 - What? 336 00:22:53,506 --> 00:22:54,505 No. 337 00:22:55,540 --> 00:22:56,540 I am-- 338 00:22:56,542 --> 00:22:58,542 - no problem. 339 00:22:58,544 --> 00:22:59,910 I like the word, 340 00:23:02,547 --> 00:23:04,548 Chestnut, Hummingbirds. 341 00:23:05,784 --> 00:23:07,518 Nightmare. 342 00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:09,086 - Of course. 343 00:23:09,088 --> 00:23:11,689 I know, you use it as an adjective in-- 344 00:23:11,691 --> 00:23:19,530 - please, don't quote me for me 345 00:23:19,532 --> 00:23:20,564 - Good. 346 00:23:24,736 --> 00:23:26,470 - Are you gay? 347 00:23:26,472 --> 00:23:27,471 - What? 348 00:23:27,473 --> 00:23:28,539 I just, um. 349 00:23:30,809 --> 00:23:31,842 Rat holes. 350 00:23:47,559 --> 00:23:48,959 I know about porcelain. 351 00:23:48,961 --> 00:23:50,194 - What? 352 00:23:50,196 --> 00:23:52,563 - I know about the color. 353 00:23:52,565 --> 00:23:57,067 - What does this mean, You know about porcelain. 354 00:23:57,069 --> 00:23:59,537 - You might already know this, 355 00:23:59,539 --> 00:24:06,710 but there is this chemist in vincennes 356 00:24:06,712 --> 00:24:11,549 These chemists they will um, grind colors. 357 00:24:11,551 --> 00:24:14,585 Then they start experimenting. 358 00:24:14,587 --> 00:24:20,558 I think they used to have Some success in yellow. 359 00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:24,962 And then blue layer, like, 360 00:24:24,964 --> 00:24:28,632 blue layer like in this section here 361 00:24:39,778 --> 00:24:42,580 You already know that 362 00:24:42,582 --> 00:24:43,914 - Tell me. 363 00:24:47,152 --> 00:24:53,557 - Well, then, in 1750 — something they, they found green. 364 00:24:53,559 --> 00:24:56,160 And then Celeste blue. 365 00:24:56,162 --> 00:25:00,197 And then they find the last rose 366 00:25:01,933 --> 00:25:04,235 And then they kill kings and queens 367 00:25:04,237 --> 00:25:07,571 and some porcelain makers 368 00:25:07,573 --> 00:25:10,274 Also I was in Chicago. 369 00:25:10,276 --> 00:25:16,547 And porcelain collections at art institutes, 370 00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:23,153 there is this plate, or serving plate, 371 00:25:23,155 --> 00:25:28,058 and above it is a scene from what they are 372 00:25:28,060 --> 00:25:34,732 call of a farmer's life, or pastoral life. 373 00:25:34,734 --> 00:25:40,538 This is a green and rose design, and written around the rim 374 00:25:40,540 --> 00:25:45,776 Rim the plate, pensent-ils au raisin? 375 00:25:48,013 --> 00:25:50,814 - Do they think of grapes? 376 00:25:50,816 --> 00:25:52,616 - Yes. 377 00:25:52,618 --> 00:25:56,153 And I'm with my friend Marie at that time. 378 00:25:56,155 --> 00:26:01,091 And he saw the plate first and translated the title, 379 00:26:01,093 --> 00:26:05,029 and somehow I heard wrong, and I think 380 00:26:05,031 --> 00:26:09,166 what he said was they thought about Greeks? 381 00:26:09,168 --> 00:26:12,036 - where do you go with this? 382 00:26:13,305 --> 00:26:15,873 - I'm not going anywhere, um. 383 00:26:18,577 --> 00:26:22,112 I just thought that beautiful there 384 00:26:22,114 --> 00:26:25,349 There could be some people dishes and some others 385 00:26:25,351 --> 00:26:30,154 people eat out dishes in the 18th century, 386 00:26:30,156 --> 00:26:33,357 only a few people in 18th century in France 387 00:26:33,359 --> 00:26:37,161 asked by the plate if may be their people 388 00:26:37,163 --> 00:26:41,365 eat from maybe think about Greeks? 389 00:26:45,737 --> 00:26:47,771 - are you responsible 390 00:26:49,374 --> 00:26:51,041 - Responsible 391 00:26:53,078 --> 00:26:55,913 - Are you paying all your bills on time? 392 00:26:55,915 --> 00:26:59,316 Do you respond to emails? 393 00:26:59,318 --> 00:27:04,188 - I'm not, I'm not really have a lot of bills 394 00:27:04,190 --> 00:27:06,357 - Why you live in Texas 395 00:27:08,693 --> 00:27:10,961 - I don't know 396 00:27:10,963 --> 00:27:13,697 My mother lives there. 397 00:27:13,699 --> 00:27:19,370 - Are you one of these, codependent with your mother 398 00:27:24,109 --> 00:27:27,177 - So this is whether silicon valley 399 00:27:27,179 --> 00:27:31,749 - you are above south wall of silicon valley. 400 00:27:31,751 --> 00:27:35,119 - said Kevin You grow grapes? 401 00:27:36,888 --> 00:27:38,856 - Acre over 402 00:27:38,858 --> 00:27:41,325 I don't do it, what company is it and give me a piece - Why are you going to commit suicide? 403 00:27:46,197 --> 00:27:48,866 You can write five more books like metaphysics Monday. 404 00:27:48,868 --> 00:27:53,404 405 00:28:00,111 --> 00:28:04,381 - is it yours my favorite book 406 00:28:04,383 --> 00:28:05,783 - Maybe. 407 00:28:08,019 --> 00:28:15,392 - I am 31 when I write it 408 00:28:15,394 --> 00:28:20,397 Do you think I am remotely similar 409 00:28:20,399 --> 00:28:24,401 for any woman write the book 410 00:28:25,938 --> 00:28:27,204 - What is the shot? 411 00:28:27,206 --> 00:28:30,074 - Ah, my strange neighbor. 412 00:28:30,076 --> 00:28:34,411 There is nothing worrying, target practice, several times a week. 413 00:28:42,821 --> 00:28:45,122 - I think you are the same. 414 00:28:47,058 --> 00:28:52,196 I think you can write a good book 415 00:28:52,198 --> 00:28:55,199 it's not similar to your old book 416 00:28:57,235 --> 00:29:01,105 I don't think you should do it. 417 00:29:01,107 --> 00:29:03,907 - Are you here? inherited my land 418 00:29:03,909 --> 00:29:06,977 or to convince me not to commit suicide? 419 00:29:06,979 --> 00:29:08,746 - I don't know why I'm here 420 00:29:11,816 --> 00:29:14,418 I just don't like the idea 421 00:29:16,121 --> 00:29:18,889 Death, just sit there. 422 00:29:41,012 --> 00:29:42,212 - Mm. 423 00:29:54,993 --> 00:29:58,495 - What is this horse? people say me 424 00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,434 - You know, this works for some other people. 425 00:30:04,436 --> 00:30:08,038 Plath, sexton, woolf. 426 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:12,309 This kind of shocks you different categories. 427 00:30:12,311 --> 00:30:16,446 - Blech, it feels like horseshit. 428 00:30:16,448 --> 00:30:18,482 Damn horse 429 00:30:18,484 --> 00:30:23,220 - You know, pastors don't pay taxes, they shouldn't. 430 00:30:24,455 --> 00:30:25,989 - who are we 431 00:30:25,991 --> 00:30:27,057 - we 432 00:30:27,059 --> 00:30:28,592 Creator of culture 433 00:30:28,594 --> 00:30:32,429 Not you, you a tune-inner drop-outer. 434 00:30:32,431 --> 00:30:34,431 You are anti-culture 435 00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:36,233 - My yeast culture 436 00:30:38,436 --> 00:30:39,937 - Exactly. 437 00:30:39,939 --> 00:30:42,406 - Frozen bacteria. 438 00:30:45,443 --> 00:30:47,845 Prepare your brain 439 00:30:47,847 --> 00:30:52,416 I will teach you a new one paradox, the paradox of a crocodile. 440 00:30:57,255 --> 00:31:01,391 A crocodile grabs a drag queen from the river bank 441 00:31:01,393 --> 00:31:04,261 Queen mother There are several reasons 442 00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:09,066 and begging with crocodiles, please don't eat my child 443 00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:12,269 Croc says your majesty, I just don't want to eat 444 00:31:12,271 --> 00:31:14,905 your daughter if you can guess right whether 445 00:31:14,907 --> 00:31:19,042 or not, I'm really going to eat your skinny butt daughter 446 00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:25,015 So there is no problem if the mother guesses 447 00:31:25,017 --> 00:31:28,252 that crocodile won't eat his child 448 00:31:28,254 --> 00:31:31,221 He is right or wrong. 449 00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,459 But if he guesses he will do it eat it, it's messy. 450 00:31:35,461 --> 00:31:41,465 - You said this one year then, without queen. 451 00:31:41,467 --> 00:31:43,233 Are you still taking a nap? 452 00:31:46,471 --> 00:31:48,572 - I don't know 453 00:31:48,574 --> 00:31:51,208 - I used to take a nap 454 00:31:51,210 --> 00:31:53,911 If I am caught, with ismail too, 455 00:31:53,913 --> 00:31:56,313 I will lie and say I am not sleeping 456 00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:04,554 It makes no sense to be captured 457 00:32:04,556 --> 00:32:07,557 sleep in Midday. 458 00:32:12,697 --> 00:32:15,399 - Yeah but if mom is right 459 00:32:15,401 --> 00:32:21,138 and the crocodile really will eat his child, 460 00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:23,440 then he must return it. 461 00:32:29,447 --> 00:32:30,447 Fucked up. 462 00:32:33,985 --> 00:32:37,454 I don't want it in public jokes about suicide 463 00:32:48,466 --> 00:32:50,300 What are you doing? 464 00:32:51,536 --> 00:32:53,603 - Sailing to Byzantium. 465 00:33:00,745 --> 00:33:03,981 Are you surprised? invite you here 466 00:33:03,983 --> 00:33:06,450 - I don't know, do you have many people applying? 467 00:33:06,452 --> 00:33:08,485 - Mm. 468 00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:11,455 But do you feel compelled after we call first? 469 00:33:11,457 --> 00:33:13,290 - Uh. 470 00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:16,059 I feel you understand that I am an adult 471 00:33:16,061 --> 00:33:19,463 As you can say I don't fuck up. 472 00:33:19,465 --> 00:33:21,465 - I research you on the internet. 473 00:33:21,467 --> 00:33:24,468 I read your little squib in n plus one. 474 00:33:24,470 --> 00:33:26,336 Do you not like Americans 475 00:33:26,338 --> 00:33:29,272 as you don't like Russia and Israel? 476 00:33:29,274 --> 00:33:32,376 - Alright egalitarian, you know 477 00:33:32,378 --> 00:33:36,179 I think all cultures and ethnicity must suffer 478 00:33:36,181 --> 00:33:40,484 the same amount of abuse, turks urinate for example. 479 00:33:40,486 --> 00:33:42,185 - my ex is turk 480 00:33:42,187 --> 00:33:43,653 - Yes I know. 481 00:33:43,655 --> 00:33:44,654 - You know? 482 00:33:44,656 --> 00:33:45,756 - Sure. 483 00:33:47,125 --> 00:33:48,492 - What about Chinese people? 484 00:33:48,494 --> 00:33:53,463 - Um, bribe, dragon breath. 485 00:33:53,465 --> 00:33:55,465 Too many men. 486 00:33:55,467 --> 00:33:56,466 - Switzerland? 487 00:33:58,302 --> 00:34:02,773 - Stupid, boring, white, mm. 488 00:34:04,542 --> 00:34:05,776 - Saudis 489 00:34:05,778 --> 00:34:07,544 - Oh saudis, yeah sure, brother, 490 00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:09,379 if a woman in Saudi Arabia wants 491 00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:11,648 to reduce costs, he needs four witnesses 492 00:34:11,650 --> 00:34:16,353 So long as you gangbang with only three friends. 493 00:34:16,355 --> 00:34:18,488 - Indonesian people 494 00:34:18,490 --> 00:34:20,190 - Boring 495 00:34:20,192 --> 00:34:21,391 - Mexicans 496 00:34:26,497 --> 00:34:29,332 - I don't have problems with Mexicans 497 00:34:29,334 --> 00:34:30,500 - Hm. 498 00:34:31,569 --> 00:34:33,303 - How am I? 499 00:34:35,206 --> 00:34:37,174 - Do what? 500 00:34:37,176 --> 00:34:39,176 - Do you like me, right? see me as the implementer of the material? 501 00:34:39,178 --> 00:34:43,747 - Maybe, what are you familiarity with publishing 502 00:34:43,749 --> 00:34:46,850 - I have an agent, he can't get my book deal, though. 503 00:34:46,852 --> 00:34:49,152 - Why not? 504 00:34:49,154 --> 00:34:51,455 - Maybe not so good. 505 00:34:51,457 --> 00:34:54,224 - Why not? 506 00:34:54,226 --> 00:34:58,195 - I don't know, maybe the same reason you-- 507 00:34:58,197 --> 00:35:01,565 - maybe that The opposite reason. 508 00:35:01,567 --> 00:35:03,633 - Yes, maybe. 509 00:35:03,635 --> 00:35:09,506 But can I ask you limit rough direct question 510 00:35:09,508 --> 00:35:11,508 Are you sick? 511 00:35:11,510 --> 00:35:14,144 Do you have something terminal? 512 00:35:14,146 --> 00:35:17,581 - I don't know you if I do it, but no. 513 00:35:17,583 --> 00:35:19,349 - Well if I'm terminal, 514 00:35:19,351 --> 00:35:21,718 Maybe I'll take it a collection of heroin 515 00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:22,719 You have tried it 516 00:35:22,721 --> 00:35:23,854 - No. 517 00:35:23,856 --> 00:35:25,355 - I tried it 518 00:35:25,357 --> 00:35:28,492 - What is heroin like? 519 00:35:28,494 --> 00:35:31,528 - Well it's not like 600 orgasms or whatever people say 520 00:35:31,530 --> 00:35:33,196 That's fun. 521 00:35:33,198 --> 00:35:36,299 I vomit a little and fall asleep. 522 00:35:36,301 --> 00:35:38,301 - I'm not interested in heroin, 523 00:35:38,303 --> 00:35:40,437 but I want to know if description of the medicine 524 00:35:40,439 --> 00:35:44,174 say more about you than about the medicine. 525 00:35:45,676 --> 00:35:47,244 - Yes, maybe. 526 00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:59,322 - Do you explain yourself as a sensual person? 527 00:35:59,324 --> 00:36:01,791 - I will explain myself cunning 528 00:36:01,793 --> 00:36:03,927 - Mm. 529 00:36:03,929 --> 00:36:06,329 - Yes, my brain is fast enough to fake 530 00:36:06,331 --> 00:36:08,431 the way through anything sensual experience 531 00:36:08,433 --> 00:36:11,535 And then, you know, what's the difference? 532 00:36:11,537 --> 00:36:16,806 - Difference between sensuality and false sensuality? 533 00:36:16,808 --> 00:36:18,742 There are extraordinary differences. 534 00:36:18,744 --> 00:36:21,811 - Yeah, maybe, I'm even skeptical Like I can work myself into hell 535 00:36:21,813 --> 00:36:24,314 from a metaphysical mood if I need 536 00:36:24,316 --> 00:36:26,516 Meanwhile, I have friends who feel so much, 537 00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:29,419 538 00:36:29,421 --> 00:36:34,524 who can't live their lives without wine and extraordinary sex. 539 00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:36,293 They are sad people. 540 00:36:36,295 --> 00:36:37,827 - They have to commit suicide. 541 00:36:37,829 --> 00:36:39,663 - Yes, unless apparently is not from them 542 00:36:39,665 --> 00:36:42,265 have written anything is good enough to justify-- 543 00:36:42,267 --> 00:36:44,834 - you understand me then, what do I say a minute ago. 544 00:36:44,836 --> 00:36:46,536 You understand me have never been fluent. 545 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:47,771 - Yeah, yes, I understand you 546 00:36:47,773 --> 00:36:49,539 I get everything for the first time. 547 00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:51,541 - Mm. 548 00:36:53,545 --> 00:36:55,712 I mean you can, if you want for, but you don't need to. 549 00:36:57,548 --> 00:37:00,550 - What do I do? 550 00:37:00,552 --> 00:37:02,519 - Sure, I understand why you do this 551 00:37:02,521 --> 00:37:04,487 - Hm. 552 00:37:04,489 --> 00:37:07,524 - Well you have several terminals diseases and you might 553 00:37:07,526 --> 00:37:09,559 as you wrote 20 years ago but you don't like it 554 00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:14,431 what you are writing now, and maybe others agree 555 00:37:14,433 --> 00:37:16,466 - Hm. 556 00:37:16,468 --> 00:37:18,468 - And so you think if you go and pull Wallace up, 557 00:37:18,470 --> 00:37:21,538 you will do you good book that is liked 558 00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:25,275 And good books need all help them get today, 559 00:37:25,277 --> 00:37:27,444 especially when they compete with 560 00:37:27,446 --> 00:37:32,616 bad books like mine, you know my agent is still pushing 561 00:37:32,618 --> 00:37:35,452 It might also happen too. 562 00:37:37,455 --> 00:37:40,991 Well it's too bad for everyone. 563 00:37:40,993 --> 00:37:42,792 Because my book will take up space 564 00:37:42,794 --> 00:37:44,361 Several thousand people will read it 565 00:37:44,363 --> 00:37:46,563 and there are 10,000 of me. 566 00:37:46,565 --> 00:37:49,366 Yes, so, I understand. 567 00:37:49,368 --> 00:37:53,436 Good writing isn't good enough You have to kill yourself, or someone else 568 00:37:53,438 --> 00:37:57,374 - Are you a right wing closet? 569 00:37:57,376 --> 00:38:00,543 570 00:38:00,545 --> 00:38:02,512 - Well I don't mind selling this place 571 00:38:02,514 --> 00:38:06,683 and share money between me and nine friends. 572 00:38:06,685 --> 00:38:08,551 - If I decide you right for this, 573 00:38:08,553 --> 00:38:11,354 I don't care what you do with property, 574 00:38:11,356 --> 00:38:15,592 but what about your politics, especially about women? 575 00:38:17,895 --> 00:38:19,863 - Woman. 576 00:38:19,865 --> 00:38:22,399 - Yes I know. But if I will trust you 577 00:38:22,401 --> 00:38:26,970 with my afterlife, I need to know that you believe 578 00:38:26,972 --> 00:38:31,574 in a very real mental the presence of a woman 579 00:38:31,576 --> 00:38:34,577 - Do I look skeptical Your mental existence 580 00:38:34,579 --> 00:38:36,579 - Uh, yeah 581 00:38:36,581 --> 00:38:40,350 - No, no, that's nonsense, I have no problem 582 00:38:40,352 --> 00:38:43,320 I don't have alienation problems. 583 00:38:43,322 --> 00:38:45,555 - Maybe it's why do you explain 584 00:38:45,557 --> 00:38:47,524 Your own book isn't that good 585 00:38:47,526 --> 00:38:49,626 - No, come on 586 00:38:49,628 --> 00:38:52,395 What should I do to prove it to you that I am not an idiot? 587 00:38:57,034 --> 00:39:00,537 - You are finished, you are finished, you have finished 588 00:39:03,542 --> 00:39:07,610 Oh no, not on the menu, not on the menu, not at all! 589 00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:10,714 No no! 590 00:39:18,857 --> 00:39:21,558 Ah! 591 00:39:26,698 --> 00:39:27,731 Ah! 592 00:39:34,905 --> 00:39:36,539 I will kill you! 593 00:39:36,541 --> 00:39:39,109 I will, I will kill you! 594 00:39:39,111 --> 00:39:43,513 I will kill you! 595 00:40:10,574 --> 00:40:12,509 I understand. 596 00:40:12,511 --> 00:40:14,577 You have to fuck me to prove - 597 00:40:14,579 --> 00:40:16,179 - it's not big Deal, I always make love 598 00:40:16,181 --> 00:40:18,915 a woman after I come down to her. 599 00:40:22,019 --> 00:40:24,854 What should we do now? 600 00:40:24,856 --> 00:40:30,126 - Now we see you get from my land, you exit 601 00:40:30,128 --> 00:40:33,563 You can't be my implementer. 602 00:40:33,565 --> 00:40:35,165 - Do you have alcohol? 603 00:40:35,167 --> 00:40:37,567 I really like to drink. 604 00:40:43,674 --> 00:40:46,576 - Everything is in the kitchen. 605 00:40:46,578 --> 00:40:49,913 Go make me drink, You're a little bitch 606 00:41:51,208 --> 00:41:53,243 You know, I know at least 10 women 607 00:41:53,245 --> 00:41:56,613 who is calling what you only do rape. 608 00:42:00,584 --> 00:42:05,154 - I'm glad you aren't one of the 10 women. 609 00:42:09,059 --> 00:42:10,994 - Are you reading now 610 00:42:14,198 --> 00:42:17,000 - You know not much, actually. 611 00:42:18,869 --> 00:42:22,605 I found myself without a lot of patience in my 30s. 612 00:42:22,607 --> 00:42:24,874 You know, this is weird. 613 00:42:24,876 --> 00:42:27,977 You will think I will have more patience 614 00:42:33,017 --> 00:42:35,652 - You are worse than I first realized. 615 00:42:35,654 --> 00:42:38,221 - Yeah, both my phone and I have a computer kill my ability to be beautiful and read 616 00:42:38,223 --> 00:42:41,991 I read all the chaos in my 20s. 617 00:42:41,993 --> 00:42:44,861 That is the end of reading. 618 00:42:46,597 --> 00:42:50,099 Now I just write and skim and write and skim. 619 00:42:50,101 --> 00:42:54,070 620 00:42:56,707 --> 00:42:59,242 I read your novel in my 20s. 621 00:43:00,844 --> 00:43:04,247 I have not read your poem. 622 00:43:04,249 --> 00:43:08,618 - You must, you might learn some damn grace 623 00:43:08,620 --> 00:43:11,220 The three books I wrote in my 30s. 624 00:43:11,222 --> 00:43:15,858 That is what the licker calls genius. 625 00:43:15,860 --> 00:43:17,594 One two three. 626 00:43:20,230 --> 00:43:23,766 Like a small neutron star. 627 00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:28,171 - So your own mind works to impress you, huh - Not now, the lights go out. 628 00:43:29,607 --> 00:43:32,041 But in my 30s, yes, My thoughts were very good. 629 00:43:37,881 --> 00:43:41,618 I feel it, then, I like it. 630 00:43:42,853 --> 00:43:45,188 It feels like a set of strings, everything is interwoven. 631 00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:55,965 But not tangled, not tangled like a necklace. 632 00:43:55,967 --> 00:44:00,403 But like 10 or 11 633 00:44:00,405 --> 00:44:05,174 dimensions of Hammered dulcimer. 634 00:44:05,176 --> 00:44:08,177 Then in their 30s. 635 00:44:13,083 --> 00:44:16,285 - I will, I will make a deal. 636 00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:21,124 You made me heirs and implementers, 637 00:44:24,228 --> 00:44:27,063 638 00:44:27,065 --> 00:44:30,433 and I will read all your books and write hagiography 639 00:44:30,435 --> 00:44:33,236 from you and spend me 30s telling everyone 640 00:44:33,238 --> 00:44:37,240 how beautiful is your dulcimer 641 00:44:37,242 --> 00:44:41,077 - You cannot be my implementer, You have already come out, I have already said. 642 00:44:41,079 --> 00:44:42,145 - huh? 643 00:44:44,882 --> 00:44:46,449 - exit 644 00:44:46,451 --> 00:44:47,450 Outside. 645 00:44:49,453 --> 00:44:52,722 - Let me spend my drink 646 00:44:52,724 --> 00:44:57,293 - Yes, you can finish it drink, that's the law, you know 647 00:44:59,196 --> 00:45:04,200 Hospitality law is older than even poetry. 648 00:45:09,339 --> 00:45:10,373 Applause. 649 00:45:17,748 --> 00:45:22,118 - So um, when can I come back? 650 00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:29,192 - Let me check my calendar 651 00:45:38,368 --> 00:45:39,936 - I uh, 652 00:45:41,438 --> 00:45:44,440 I play the violin, you know. 653 00:45:49,179 --> 00:45:52,381 - Next week, next Thursday. 654 00:45:54,252 --> 00:45:57,754 That's a neighbor, nothing. 655 00:45:57,756 --> 00:45:59,455 - I'm not free on Thursday. 656 00:45:59,457 --> 00:46:03,426 I waited for a table, I plebe damn it 657 00:46:03,428 --> 00:46:07,764 - You are free on Thursday If you want to go back. 658 00:46:07,766 --> 00:46:11,300 - Okay, see you next Thursday. 659 00:46:23,514 --> 00:46:26,415 - Tomfiddlery, clusterfuckery. 660 00:46:31,155 --> 00:46:34,290 Clusterfuck Where do I go, 661 00:46:34,292 --> 00:46:36,926 I don't know, I don't care. 662 00:46:39,062 --> 00:46:40,797 Clusterfuck. 663 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:46,469 - You don't even live near someone else. 664 00:46:46,471 --> 00:46:49,872 - I live near you and all your trash 665 00:46:53,243 --> 00:47:00,116 If I am, I will start again, I will live in Istanbul. 666 00:47:01,485 --> 00:47:04,320 Maybe paint some bullshit. 667 00:47:06,456 --> 00:47:09,992 Isn't that terrible? when a writer says, 668 00:47:12,462 --> 00:47:15,131 Maybe I will take a painting? 669 00:47:16,333 --> 00:47:20,236 - You just messed up, Maya. 670 00:47:20,238 --> 00:47:23,472 You behave like a lonely person 671 00:47:25,309 --> 00:47:28,945 You need to reduce acid and make new friends. 672 00:47:28,947 --> 00:47:31,047 Why don't you go to a burning human? 673 00:47:31,049 --> 00:47:33,449 - A person can live right above bosphorus 674 00:47:33,451 --> 00:47:36,219 Still like that cheap there, you know 675 00:47:36,221 --> 00:47:40,323 With wine and mine soil and what is it worth 676 00:47:44,228 --> 00:47:46,295 Even a better place along the water 677 00:47:46,297 --> 00:47:49,298 on the Asian side, for decades. 678 00:47:51,468 --> 00:47:56,138 Unless Turkey explodes in civil war at the end of the year. 679 00:48:16,293 --> 00:48:19,095 - Do you miss ismail? 680 00:48:27,604 --> 00:48:29,572 What happened to your pact? 681 00:48:31,475 --> 00:48:33,175 - What pact? 682 00:48:33,177 --> 00:48:34,477 - Which one where do you go back 683 00:48:34,479 --> 00:48:36,512 together when he was 60 years old. 684 00:48:38,515 --> 00:48:40,483 - do you remember that? 685 00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:43,286 Hm. 686 00:48:43,288 --> 00:48:45,488 Pact is for pachyderms. 687 00:49:00,304 --> 00:49:04,240 You smell beautiful good for someone who 688 00:49:04,242 --> 00:49:07,643 - you can get an outdoor shower clean like in the room. 689 00:49:13,951 --> 00:49:17,019 It's okay to admit when you miss someone 690 00:49:19,556 --> 00:49:21,590 - I don't miss ismail 691 00:49:24,494 --> 00:49:26,562 I really miss Turkish men. 692 00:49:29,499 --> 00:49:32,335 I want to meet other Turkish men 693 00:49:58,462 --> 00:50:01,197 Look, at our age Someone can live 694 00:50:01,199 --> 00:50:03,532 in a state of healthy denial 695 00:50:07,537 --> 00:50:10,673 or unhealthy state of death. 696 00:50:12,642 --> 00:50:17,313 I live in death, and so, you know, for me, 697 00:50:17,315 --> 00:50:22,685 everything starts has this ghostly depth, 698 00:50:25,489 --> 00:50:29,525 exactly because there is nothing Actually, very deep. 699 00:50:31,528 --> 00:50:33,729 And there are no ghosts. 700 00:50:40,337 --> 00:50:43,472 And because I have nothing at all 701 00:50:51,248 --> 00:50:55,651 The only is important to me 702 00:50:55,653 --> 00:50:58,521 is a book I wrote years ago. 703 00:51:00,057 --> 00:51:02,425 That's all, that's it. 704 00:51:04,327 --> 00:51:06,529 That's all I care about. 705 00:51:43,800 --> 00:51:45,568 - What is this? 706 00:51:45,570 --> 00:51:48,104 - My boat 707 00:51:48,106 --> 00:51:52,141 All of this garbage is here when I buy land 708 00:51:53,577 --> 00:51:56,545 - I like you the boat is very much 709 00:52:07,557 --> 00:52:14,263 - You know there are others boys, men, whatever you are. 710 00:52:14,265 --> 00:52:18,367 The writing isn't as good as yours 711 00:52:18,369 --> 00:52:20,636 But there is competition. 712 00:52:22,706 --> 00:52:23,739 Paul. 713 00:52:26,743 --> 00:52:29,545 He is not like you at all. 714 00:52:29,547 --> 00:52:31,547 She is not mama's son. 715 00:52:32,782 --> 00:52:35,484 Do you want to meet him? 716 00:52:35,486 --> 00:52:37,319 - Meet him here? 717 00:52:38,455 --> 00:52:40,523 - Yeah, at my house 718 00:52:40,525 --> 00:52:42,458 He comes twice a week. 719 00:52:42,460 --> 00:52:43,692 - No. 720 00:52:43,694 --> 00:52:45,928 I mean, um, no, I prefer not. 721 00:52:47,631 --> 00:52:50,633 - That might just be too bad 722 00:53:11,688 --> 00:53:13,822 - Are you angry with me? 723 00:53:13,824 --> 00:53:15,224 - No. 724 00:53:29,673 --> 00:53:32,975 - I'm not obsessed with with my mother. 725 00:53:32,977 --> 00:53:35,744 I don't live in Texas because my mother 726 00:53:35,746 --> 00:53:37,680 - Oh no? 727 00:53:37,682 --> 00:53:42,551 - No, my mother is terrible, when I was a kid. 728 00:53:42,553 --> 00:53:46,555 - Oh yes, what is terrible the things he does? 729 00:53:48,291 --> 00:53:50,759 - He sleeps with men. 730 00:53:52,796 --> 00:53:55,965 - Sounds terrible. 731 00:53:55,967 --> 00:53:57,766 - Hundreds of them. 732 00:53:57,768 --> 00:53:59,902 - Is she a prostitute? 733 00:54:01,571 --> 00:54:02,638 Is he 734 00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:05,874 - No. 735 00:54:05,876 --> 00:54:10,412 - Well, I can't have a man take over my posthumous position 736 00:54:10,414 --> 00:54:14,350 if he doesn't like evil old libidinous woman. 737 00:54:14,352 --> 00:54:20,556 - My mother is not evil or old 738 00:54:20,558 --> 00:54:22,458 or even so libidinous. 739 00:54:22,460 --> 00:54:26,895 He is just, he is personal with a terrible value 740 00:54:29,566 --> 00:54:35,471 He wants to be anchor news on television - And? 741 00:54:35,473 --> 00:54:37,373 - And he tried and tried, and no one gave 742 00:54:37,375 --> 00:54:41,977 what he wants, but they just keep going 743 00:54:41,979 --> 00:54:45,014 tempting him and having sex with him 744 00:54:45,016 --> 00:54:49,752 And they are all terrible people 745 00:54:51,421 --> 00:54:54,423 - And now you enter poetry and porcelain. 746 00:54:57,327 --> 00:55:00,996 Poor little flower. 747 00:55:04,567 --> 00:55:06,068 I don't feel bad for you. 748 00:55:09,339 --> 00:55:11,573 The day is getting dark. 749 00:55:17,080 --> 00:55:18,781 Return to your hotel. 750 00:55:19,983 --> 00:55:22,017 Uh, maybe not an idiot, Mediocre is the word. 751 00:55:29,893 --> 00:55:33,762 752 00:55:35,498 --> 00:55:41,003 His, um, soft-core dialog that he wrote, 753 00:55:41,005 --> 00:55:45,474 this is pseudo-red-light-district dirt. 754 00:55:47,410 --> 00:55:50,612 I don't like books by people like that. 755 00:55:52,549 --> 00:55:54,883 - Yeah, well, you're missing 756 00:56:42,399 --> 00:56:47,703 - Hello, ismail, what is the weather in my head? 757 00:56:49,005 --> 00:56:51,774 What is the weather in Byzantium? 758 00:56:53,610 --> 00:56:55,611 You old chicken trojan 759 00:57:05,121 --> 00:57:06,622 - I don't want to hear the criticism 760 00:57:06,624 --> 00:57:08,123 - That's good luck. 761 00:57:08,125 --> 00:57:09,191 - We can let it keep quiet 762 00:57:09,193 --> 00:57:10,659 - just read, ansel 763 00:57:15,632 --> 00:57:19,868 I thought I had been drinking water in my ear for several weeks Read that for me. 764 00:57:21,938 --> 00:57:23,705 - Fall when the candle melts, falls 765 00:57:23,707 --> 00:57:28,644 an aneurysm in a thought from the wall becomes grand 766 00:57:28,646 --> 00:57:32,481 reception room like in an 18th century hotel. 767 00:57:32,483 --> 00:57:36,618 And you stand there blue splits 768 00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:40,556 769 00:57:40,558 --> 00:57:46,595 floor length dresses, and all you books and things around you, 770 00:57:46,597 --> 00:57:50,065 You have given them them to wing me, 771 00:57:51,501 --> 00:57:53,902 who wrote this letter for you 772 00:57:55,738 --> 00:57:59,141 It says, don't hurt yourself. 773 00:57:59,143 --> 00:58:02,478 I ask you, he said, 774 00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:07,549 he said I fell torn in the newspaper. 775 00:58:18,194 --> 00:58:22,164 - You are a sweet child, ansel, thank you 776 00:58:25,201 --> 00:58:28,237 Someone almost imagines you reactionary type 777 00:58:28,239 --> 00:58:30,606 who writes because he feels something, 778 00:58:30,608 --> 00:58:32,808 and not just because he wants to be published 779 00:58:35,545 --> 00:58:37,613 Maybe not published 780 00:58:37,615 --> 00:58:39,882 the novel is here somewhere on property 781 00:58:42,285 --> 00:58:45,187 Given the company takeover publishing, 782 00:58:45,189 --> 00:58:50,626 I think Maya dardel's novel 783 00:58:50,628 --> 00:58:56,198 worth advancing maybe $ 100,000 if I live, 784 00:58:56,200 --> 00:59:00,035 but I think one million maybe if I die 785 00:59:00,037 --> 00:59:03,639 - Not because I'm here 786 00:59:03,641 --> 00:59:05,807 - Am I sick your feelings again 787 00:59:08,278 --> 00:59:10,879 Why are you here, honey? 788 00:59:18,288 --> 00:59:21,823 - Therefore, it shouldn't be someone else, 789 00:59:21,825 --> 00:59:23,759 if you have to do it 790 00:59:25,628 --> 00:59:26,728 - Why? 791 00:59:29,566 --> 00:59:33,635 - Because I understand your work 792 00:59:33,637 --> 00:59:41,276 I understand, I can read the in six or seven layers 793 00:59:41,278 --> 00:59:45,847 or matrix or whatever you consider them as. 794 00:59:45,849 --> 00:59:48,350 - are they? 795 00:59:48,352 --> 00:59:53,655 - Layers, merging and harmonious themes 796 00:59:53,657 --> 00:59:57,993 and voice and senses, and you know what I'm talking about 797 01:00:00,063 --> 01:00:02,197 - You make poetry sounds like 798 01:00:02,199 --> 01:00:05,067 some rare luminous mathematical forms. 799 01:00:06,669 --> 01:00:09,638 - Well, isn't that right, right? 800 01:00:11,040 --> 01:00:13,008 - Maybe this. 801 01:00:13,010 --> 01:00:18,647 You know this poem, although that it's written for me, 802 01:00:18,649 --> 01:00:21,650 really really impressive 803 01:00:21,652 --> 01:00:26,655 Um, but there are some Risks in it, right? 804 01:00:26,657 --> 01:00:28,323 - What risk? 805 01:00:28,325 --> 01:00:32,094 - Well, blue schism for example. 806 01:00:34,097 --> 01:00:36,898 This is interesting to do imagine the shadow 807 01:00:36,900 --> 01:00:39,868 blue Skism shade. 808 01:00:42,705 --> 01:00:46,141 Blue divorce, mental disorder, 809 01:00:46,143 --> 01:00:48,143 civil war uniforms 810 01:00:49,379 --> 01:00:51,847 Yes, yes, and this is interesting 811 01:00:51,849 --> 01:00:54,249 to imagine in other directions, 812 01:00:54,251 --> 01:00:57,653 a schism that is um, the quality blue. 813 01:00:59,789 --> 01:01:02,391 But something is certain fetishism alone plunking in the poem. 814 01:01:02,393 --> 01:01:07,262 Um, that's, uh, this shows your hand is a little 815 01:01:07,264 --> 01:01:11,299 - I don't mind showing my hand 816 01:01:11,301 --> 01:01:13,268 - OK. 817 01:01:13,270 --> 01:01:15,037 - Plus it's rhymes, plus it adds icarus 818 01:01:15,039 --> 01:01:16,972 theme so that's four uh, layers there and - 819 01:01:16,974 --> 01:01:20,275 - yes, your poetry is layered. 820 01:01:20,277 --> 01:01:22,277 As I said, it is impressive, more impressive 821 01:01:22,279 --> 01:01:24,680 822 01:01:24,682 --> 01:01:29,351 rather than the way I speak about it might imply. 823 01:01:29,353 --> 01:01:32,287 But that's not the point. 824 01:01:32,289 --> 01:01:37,292 Your split is blue a little too obvious 825 01:01:37,294 --> 01:01:40,462 crazy about multilayered luxury 826 01:01:40,464 --> 01:01:46,201 - Oh well, that's all Current problem, I mean, 827 01:01:48,404 --> 01:01:55,477 when I die, if people read my book, they will, 828 01:01:55,479 --> 01:01:59,281 if people read the book when I am dead, they will um, 829 01:01:59,283 --> 01:02:01,483 think about my blue break flooded eye floor 830 01:02:01,485 --> 01:02:08,890 the way they see Joyce s s Blue blue eye smoke 831 01:02:10,760 --> 01:02:17,099 Or duck teeth hart cranes from acetylene sky. 832 01:02:19,769 --> 01:02:27,275 - Of course, of course, death beautifies even the worst of uselessness. 833 01:02:27,277 --> 01:02:32,147 Ever seen photos contemporary writers, 834 01:02:32,149 --> 01:02:35,350 arrogant, and having you ever thought 835 01:02:35,352 --> 01:02:38,754 How romantic are they appearing in 100 years? 836 01:02:44,494 --> 01:02:49,097 We will soon be extinct, I think 837 01:02:49,099 --> 01:02:51,867 We are like dodos and nobles. 838 01:03:25,168 --> 01:03:27,035 So this surprised me? 839 01:03:27,037 --> 01:03:28,904 Very impressive. 840 01:04:01,571 --> 01:04:04,139 I don't eat mushrooms from my way 841 01:04:04,141 --> 01:04:06,141 - Why not? 842 01:04:06,143 --> 01:04:09,244 If I am wrong, and there is only 1% of my chances, 843 01:04:09,246 --> 01:04:13,515 Then um, the worst thing that will happen happens is we will die 844 01:04:15,051 --> 01:04:16,918 You want it 845 01:04:16,920 --> 01:04:20,021 - Yeah, but ansel, i don't want to die in pain, 846 01:04:20,023 --> 01:04:23,325 covered with mine vomit and yours 847 01:04:23,327 --> 01:04:25,627 - These are chanterelles. 848 01:04:27,330 --> 01:04:30,332 I want to make you an omelet. 849 01:04:30,334 --> 01:04:34,369 Do you have anything, anything interesting cheese 850 01:04:38,140 --> 01:04:39,140 Hm. 851 01:04:43,546 --> 01:04:44,546 Garlic? 852 01:04:46,349 --> 01:04:49,351 - I have some weird Israeli frozen garlic 853 01:04:49,353 --> 01:04:51,486 Um, this is really from, it might actually be 854 01:04:51,488 --> 01:04:56,291 from China and covered with with horses crushed 855 01:04:56,293 --> 01:04:58,894 I will put this for 30 minutes 856 01:05:01,031 --> 01:05:05,667 If we live at that time leave, hurray for us 857 01:05:36,505 --> 01:05:40,168 Tell me more about this harlot mother 858 01:05:41,605 --> 01:05:44,506 - Yes, yours 859 01:05:44,508 --> 01:05:48,576 I am a simple person without desires. 860 01:05:48,578 --> 01:05:54,049 I am interested in ambitious women, even superficial ones. 861 01:05:54,051 --> 01:05:56,518 - My mother is never honest. 862 01:05:56,520 --> 01:05:58,720 He plays games. 863 01:05:58,722 --> 01:06:01,690 - Give me an example. 864 01:06:01,692 --> 01:06:03,558 - I don't know, he is unconscious 865 01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:05,527 he plays mind games 866 01:06:05,529 --> 01:06:08,229 Then I was forced to play it with him. 867 01:06:08,231 --> 01:06:11,333 - like you are forced to play with me 868 01:06:11,335 --> 01:06:15,537 - No, you are very aware of the game you are playing - Is he my age? 869 01:06:15,539 --> 01:06:17,038 - a little older 870 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:19,341 - How does he mindfuck you? 871 01:06:19,343 --> 01:06:21,276 Give me an example. 872 01:06:21,278 --> 01:06:22,677 873 01:06:25,514 --> 01:06:28,350 - He claims that he can't sleep 874 01:06:28,352 --> 01:06:31,419 at all because he has this dream 875 01:06:31,421 --> 01:06:35,523 that she and my sister and I are all on some - 876 01:06:35,525 --> 01:06:36,725 - Do you have a sister? 877 01:06:36,727 --> 01:06:38,626 - Zoe, yes 878 01:06:38,628 --> 01:06:40,695 - Mm. 879 01:06:40,697 --> 01:06:44,532 - And in that dream he claims that he has, 880 01:06:44,534 --> 01:06:49,304 Karl, my father's brother, knocked me with a head 881 01:06:49,306 --> 01:06:52,540 a microphone stands up and tells I my father isn't mine 882 01:06:52,542 --> 01:06:57,178 A real father, but my father is my brother's real father. 883 01:06:57,180 --> 01:06:58,546 - Zoe is older? 884 01:06:58,548 --> 01:07:00,148 - He is younger 885 01:07:02,184 --> 01:07:06,354 Anyway he calls me tell me he dreamed of it 886 01:07:06,356 --> 01:07:08,623 - What do you say? 887 01:07:11,560 --> 01:07:16,031 - I said I don't know if I found it dream of interesting people, 888 01:07:16,033 --> 01:07:18,566 but I certainly find people's interest 889 01:07:18,568 --> 01:07:20,535 In their own dreams it is interesting. 890 01:07:20,537 --> 01:07:22,270 - Mm. 891 01:07:22,272 --> 01:07:24,372 What do you think you are your father's son 892 01:07:24,374 --> 01:07:28,610 - I do, I think my mother has nightmares and can't help 893 01:07:28,612 --> 01:07:34,349 But my jab is with it, just for Put a little needle on my body. 894 01:07:34,101 --> 01:07:37,786 - Hm, maybe he wants attention 895 01:07:40,356 --> 01:07:42,490 - He always wants attention. 896 01:07:42,492 --> 01:07:46,127 - are you Good for him about that? 897 01:07:49,565 --> 01:07:51,566 - I'm good, I guess. 898 01:07:51,568 --> 01:07:52,567 - Mm. 899 01:08:01,343 --> 01:08:03,111 We have 15 minutes. 900 01:08:05,614 --> 01:08:07,682 The toxin will affect 901 01:08:09,351 --> 01:08:11,352 Do you know the first signs 902 01:08:11,354 --> 01:08:15,090 mushroom poisoning in pregnant women? 903 01:08:17,560 --> 01:08:19,661 Her breasts pick milk. 904 01:08:22,398 --> 01:08:26,568 I read this in a novel, it must be true. 905 01:08:26,570 --> 01:08:28,536 Your body confuses toxins 906 01:08:28,538 --> 01:08:31,573 catch you system for babies. 907 01:08:30,309 --> 01:08:34,576 I like that. 908 01:08:40,483 --> 01:08:43,685 Ever heard of ovaries Insufficiency? 909 01:08:46,388 --> 01:08:49,257 There is material for bad poets. 910 01:08:55,364 --> 01:08:57,332 Hm, call. 911 01:09:01,437 --> 01:09:03,371 I will ask you to use it yourself 912 01:09:03,373 --> 01:09:06,474 but the receipt is very weak here 913 01:09:09,145 --> 01:09:11,713 - who did you call 914 01:09:11,715 --> 01:09:13,815 - Your mother of course. 915 01:09:13,817 --> 01:09:15,783 - What is the reason? 916 01:09:18,388 --> 01:09:22,524 to tell those who are close to you You really think about it. 917 01:09:22,526 --> 01:09:24,259 Continue. 918 01:09:26,462 --> 01:09:28,630 Tell your mother what do you say to me, 919 01:09:28,632 --> 01:09:32,700 that he is not sophisticated and manipulative. 920 01:09:35,604 --> 01:09:38,406 You want my land, right? 921 01:09:38,408 --> 01:09:40,408 - Yes, stop asking. 922 01:09:40,000 --> 01:09:42,777 - How much Do you want it? 923 01:09:45,615 --> 01:09:47,215 - I thought... 924 01:09:50,586 --> 01:09:52,787 I can stay here with 925 01:09:52,789 --> 01:09:54,789 and take care of yourself, 926 01:09:54,791 --> 01:09:58,393 whether you are dead or alive 927 01:09:58,395 --> 01:10:01,362 - Continue, keep me 928 01:10:01,364 --> 01:10:05,600 Show me that you will be evil the things of loyalty to me. 929 01:10:14,577 --> 01:10:16,411 We don't have all day. 930 01:10:30,659 --> 01:10:32,427 - I made a mistake. 931 01:10:42,605 --> 01:10:43,938 I don't think he will - 932 01:10:43,940 --> 01:10:46,541 - hello? 933 01:10:46,543 --> 01:10:48,343 - Hi. 934 01:10:49,346 --> 01:10:50,945 No, that's me. 935 01:10:52,716 --> 01:10:55,416 No, I just want to tell you something. 936 01:10:58,855 --> 01:11:01,422 I want to tell you something. 937 01:11:01,424 --> 01:11:04,692 No, no, you have no choice 938 01:11:04,694 --> 01:11:07,662 City makes you pay them. 939 01:11:09,432 --> 01:11:11,032 No, I want to say you something. 940 01:11:12,902 --> 01:11:14,936 Will you let me speak? 941 01:11:19,008 --> 01:11:21,042 You are a solipsis. 942 01:11:21,044 --> 01:11:22,644 - What? 943 01:11:22,646 --> 01:11:25,013 - a solipsist 944 01:11:25,015 --> 01:11:30,418 You don't know anything about anyone besides you 945 01:11:30,420 --> 01:11:33,421 You don't know why people do something 946 01:11:33,423 --> 01:11:37,625 No, you also think these people are against you or obsessed 947 01:11:37,627 --> 01:11:41,429 with you, there, you don't really see the grayer area. 948 01:11:42,999 --> 01:11:44,799 No, you don't know how you feel 949 01:11:46,870 --> 01:11:51,439 I beg you don't cry 950 01:11:53,642 --> 01:11:57,312 - Tell him the news Barbarian anchor, 951 01:11:57,314 --> 01:11:59,447 they use it for sex. 952 01:12:01,451 --> 01:12:04,452 And your brother Zoe's name right? 953 01:12:06,656 --> 01:12:08,656 Tell him Zoe hates him. 954 01:12:12,462 --> 01:12:14,462 Zoe hates it. 955 01:12:14,464 --> 01:12:16,631 - Zoe hates you 956 01:12:20,002 --> 01:12:22,770 He hung up the phone before I said that. 957 01:12:33,115 --> 01:12:35,616 - Thank you, you did it well 958 01:12:39,822 --> 01:12:41,622 Clean your face 959 01:13:16,892 --> 01:13:19,627 Are you right walking your mouse dog 960 01:13:19,629 --> 01:13:23,464 or are you coming here to check me 961 01:13:26,635 --> 01:13:29,103 - That boy? 962 01:13:29,105 --> 01:13:32,039 - That's Paul 963 01:13:32,041 --> 01:13:34,542 - Hmm, what if someone calls the police? 964 01:13:34,544 --> 01:13:36,644 Have you ever thought about that? 965 01:13:36,646 --> 01:13:39,447 Someone calls the police to me several times. 966 01:13:39,449 --> 01:13:40,915 - Police have been called 967 01:13:40,917 --> 01:13:42,650 - Oh yeah? 968 01:13:42,652 --> 01:13:45,453 - A few weeks ago. 969 01:13:45,455 --> 01:13:49,090 I told them that I was proud they were to listen to npr. 970 01:13:49,092 --> 01:13:55,530 Ah, this social worker is police, his name is Alfonso. 971 01:13:55,532 --> 01:13:57,832 Do you like the name Alfonso? 972 01:13:57,834 --> 01:14:02,603 Can you accidentally fuck a man with that name 973 01:14:04,106 --> 01:14:06,808 - I have never been cynical fucked anyone 974 01:14:06,810 --> 01:14:08,776 That's your department. 975 01:14:08,778 --> 01:14:10,912 - I told him thank you for you contemporary interest 976 01:14:10,914 --> 01:14:13,614 literature and no, I'm not a threat to myself 977 01:14:13,616 --> 01:14:17,985 but only someone who likes to speak in a metaphor 978 01:14:21,457 --> 01:14:22,723 - Oh my God. 979 01:14:22,725 --> 01:14:24,459 Go, squat. 980 01:14:24,461 --> 01:14:26,461 - And I told them they started listening 981 01:14:26,463 --> 01:14:28,463 for other interviews with writers, they will have 982 01:14:28,465 --> 01:14:33,668 to worry, we are all threats to our own personal. 983 01:14:33,670 --> 01:14:37,138 You are more than a threat to others, I will say it. 984 01:14:37,140 --> 01:14:39,740 - I will drop acid on Sunday 985 01:14:44,213 --> 01:14:46,881 - This is a good idea. 986 01:14:46,883 --> 01:14:50,218 I need your help with something. 987 01:14:50,220 --> 01:14:53,721 - I'm pretty much immune to it, lately. 988 01:15:02,264 --> 01:15:06,667 - I want you to know that I am really sane 989 01:15:06,669 --> 01:15:07,802 Even if I go. 990 01:15:14,009 --> 01:15:16,043 - No no No. 991 01:15:25,287 --> 01:15:30,992 - Yes, baby, that's um, it's time to sail far 992 01:15:33,929 --> 01:15:37,665 - You do it, and I will do it pee on your grave 993 01:15:37,667 --> 01:15:41,669 - Well, as ansel said, I am a cruel person. 994 01:15:42,938 --> 01:15:46,274 - You should not. 995 01:15:46,276 --> 01:15:48,276 - But I'm very sane. 996 01:15:48,278 --> 01:15:51,646 Whatever I do, I do pure will, okay? 997 01:15:54,883 --> 01:15:56,150 No hysteria 998 01:16:53,642 --> 01:16:55,276 - are you whether yesterday - 999 01:16:55,278 --> 01:16:57,712 - I know I know. 1000 01:16:59,715 --> 01:17:02,850 - Why do you make me do that? 1001 01:17:02,852 --> 01:17:04,719 - I, I don't know 1002 01:17:07,923 --> 01:17:10,691 I was carried away by strength. 1003 01:17:10,693 --> 01:17:13,260 I really like it. 1004 01:17:13,262 --> 01:17:17,298 I think maybe not is enough. 1005 01:17:17,300 --> 01:17:22,303 People don't like women too much power 1006 01:17:22,305 --> 01:17:24,705 I will run for president except 1007 01:17:24,707 --> 01:17:29,310 a horrible woman is not sympathetic 1008 01:17:29,312 --> 01:17:34,248 A terrible man is indeed chosen, and I am not born here. 1009 01:17:37,119 --> 01:17:39,720 - You must re-teach. 1010 01:17:39,722 --> 01:17:42,790 - Unless I don't like it My strength is so clear, 1011 01:17:42,792 --> 01:17:47,194 institutionally limited, I like raw power. 1012 01:17:58,240 --> 01:18:00,107 - that sounds like something 1013 01:18:00,109 --> 01:18:02,309 someone who is very young will say 1014 01:18:02,311 --> 01:18:05,813 - You are right, of course. 1015 01:18:05,815 --> 01:18:09,717 That's what happened, whatever I say sounds wrong 1016 01:18:09,719 --> 01:18:15,322 Talking about death is a lot like dividing by zero, 1017 01:18:15,324 --> 01:18:19,860 You know, because it produces this error message 1018 01:18:21,196 --> 01:18:22,730 - I know, my father - 1019 01:18:22,732 --> 01:18:24,699 - and that's not even romantic 1020 01:18:24,701 --> 01:18:26,734 illusion about descendants, good. 1021 01:18:26,736 --> 01:18:30,004 This is a wise assessment from a very small value 1022 01:18:30,006 --> 01:18:32,773 from my book weighed against even 1023 01:18:32,775 --> 01:18:37,211 a little more disgusting the value of my person 1024 01:18:46,755 --> 01:18:48,723 Toughen up, ansel. 1025 01:18:48,725 --> 01:18:52,760 The things that I do are just rather horrible and cruel. 1026 01:18:52,762 --> 01:18:56,297 I might actually like you. 1027 01:18:56,299 --> 01:18:58,099 And furthermore your mother 1028 01:18:58,101 --> 01:19:00,401 maybe beautiful, sympathetic even. 1029 01:19:00,403 --> 01:19:03,738 You might be dead wrong about him 1030 01:19:03,740 --> 01:19:08,109 Everyone must hear it mispersable misperceived them. 1031 01:19:09,878 --> 01:19:11,746 Communication will be less than clusterfuck 1032 01:19:11,748 --> 01:19:15,950 if everyone knows how many from clusterfuck it. 1033 01:20:04,900 --> 01:20:06,534 - Hello? 1034 01:20:06,536 --> 01:20:08,102 - Ansel? 1035 01:20:08,104 --> 01:20:09,970 - Hi. 1036 01:20:09,972 --> 01:20:11,972 - You will come tomorrow 1037 01:20:11,974 --> 01:20:12,973 - Yes. 1038 01:20:12,975 --> 01:20:14,341 - good 1039 01:20:15,844 --> 01:20:18,112 I have something for you. 1040 01:20:43,338 --> 01:20:46,540 Someone can see it But many ways. 1041 01:20:48,510 --> 01:20:50,444 Time alone 1042 01:20:57,252 --> 01:21:01,388 Succession isolated example, 1043 01:21:01,390 --> 01:21:04,191 or 10 consecutive years of 10. 1044 01:21:20,976 --> 01:21:22,576 One moment 10 years, 1045 01:21:25,347 --> 01:21:29,083 or ax head 10,000 hit wood, 1046 01:21:29,085 --> 01:21:32,152 or stones that touch the head of an ax, 1047 01:21:32,154 --> 01:21:36,557 or my heart beats fast half a billion times. 1048 01:21:43,031 --> 01:21:46,000 Then there is the speed of light. 1049 01:22:27,575 --> 01:22:31,445 - Fuck 1050 01:22:33,315 --> 01:22:36,317 - Fuck 1051 01:22:36,319 --> 01:22:37,518 - Fuck 1052 01:22:37,520 --> 01:22:38,585 - Fuck 1053 01:22:39,588 --> 01:22:41,288 Fuck. 1054 01:22:42,591 --> 01:22:44,658 Fuck. 1055 01:22:44,660 --> 01:22:49,596 - I say, no, I say that every hypocrite, 1056 01:22:49,598 --> 01:22:53,567 is, you know, especially someone who says he isn't 1057 01:22:53,569 --> 01:22:56,370 - You can say anything you like 1058 01:22:56,372 --> 01:22:59,373 I won't sit here and argue with you 1059 01:22:59,375 --> 01:23:02,009 Only uncertain people have to argue 1060 01:23:02,011 --> 01:23:05,679 Fuck. 1061 01:23:05,681 --> 01:23:07,414 - Hello? 1062 01:23:07,416 --> 01:23:10,117 - Who is that? 1063 01:23:10,119 --> 01:23:11,185 - Uh. 1064 01:23:19,427 --> 01:23:21,729 - Let me help you come out with it 1065 01:23:23,733 --> 01:23:27,034 No, come on, you go hurt yourself, okay? 1066 01:23:27,036 --> 01:23:28,435 Come on. 1067 01:23:28,437 --> 01:23:31,171 Give me an ax. 1068 01:23:31,173 --> 01:23:33,207 - Okay, okay, okay, okay 1069 01:23:33,209 --> 01:23:36,777 It's homoerotic and fun, But let's do something else. 1070 01:23:38,613 --> 01:23:40,514 Let's lift the bet. 1071 01:23:40,516 --> 01:23:42,383 In your journey here, are you paying attention 1072 01:23:42,385 --> 01:23:46,220 a green gate is broken four gates from the mine? 1073 01:23:46,222 --> 01:23:48,122 My neighbor Wacko 1074 01:23:48,124 --> 01:23:50,424 - Is this the person who likes to fire the gun? 1075 01:23:50,426 --> 01:23:52,159 - Exactly. 1076 01:23:52,161 --> 01:23:55,362 Anyway he wakes up one morning 1077 01:23:55,364 --> 01:23:58,132 - with erections - - he? 1078 01:23:58,134 --> 01:24:00,134 - And claimed a few feet of land 1079 01:24:00,136 --> 01:24:01,735 right before my gate hers. 1080 01:24:01,737 --> 01:24:04,571 - This is a woman who likes to shoot her gun? 1081 01:24:04,573 --> 01:24:06,607 - Yes why not? 1082 01:24:06,609 --> 01:24:10,110 The second amendment should be Only for women, actually. 1083 01:24:13,314 --> 01:24:17,618 Anyway, one night he chainsaw in my mailbox 1084 01:24:17,620 --> 01:24:21,355 to add her ex-husband hoard garbage. 1085 01:24:21,357 --> 01:24:23,424 - Do you call the police? 1086 01:24:23,426 --> 01:24:27,428 - I will take it to court, but I forget 1087 01:24:27,430 --> 01:24:30,664 But now you're both here with all this male aggression. 1088 01:24:30,666 --> 01:24:33,734 I want you to run and get my mailbox 1089 01:24:35,770 --> 01:24:39,239 Whoever brings back the mailbox 1090 01:24:41,109 --> 01:24:43,243 move to the first place 1091 01:24:45,380 --> 01:24:47,281 - I don't think that, 1092 01:24:47,283 --> 01:24:48,615 I don't think that's a good idea. 1093 01:24:48,617 --> 01:24:50,617 Wait. 1094 01:24:50,619 --> 01:24:53,420 - I get fucking box, you come back with Maya 1095 01:24:53,422 --> 01:24:55,422 - No, I think is the best strategy 1096 01:24:55,424 --> 01:24:57,624 will have a strategy. 1097 01:24:57,626 --> 01:24:59,460 - Yeah, I have a strategy 1098 01:24:59,462 --> 01:25:01,295 - Alright, but I think it's important 1099 01:25:01,297 --> 01:25:04,098 don't attack him, As aggressive, you know. 1100 01:25:04,100 --> 01:25:05,632 - Okay, whatever. 1101 01:25:05,634 --> 01:25:07,568 - Ax, oh. 1102 01:25:15,643 --> 01:25:21,415 It's just really bad planning, it's just really bad. 1103 01:25:21,417 --> 01:25:24,751 I mean, we have to ask it. 1104 01:26:08,763 --> 01:26:09,763 Hello? 1105 01:26:22,577 --> 01:26:25,679 I'm sorry there are people here 1106 01:26:26,849 --> 01:26:28,549 - FBI 1107 01:26:28,551 --> 01:26:29,616 - Oh my God! 1108 01:26:29,618 --> 01:26:30,851 Oh, we are friends. 1109 01:26:30,853 --> 01:26:32,619 We, we, we are neighbors. 1110 01:26:32,621 --> 01:26:34,588 - Secret service, bia. 1111 01:26:34,590 --> 01:26:36,423 Everything works. 1112 01:26:39,261 --> 01:26:42,663 Suck my dick. 1113 01:26:45,633 --> 01:26:48,202 - Can you put the , put the gun? 1114 01:26:48,204 --> 01:26:50,404 - Express your business 1115 01:26:50,406 --> 01:26:55,442 - I promise, I come here with, with good intentions. 1116 01:26:55,444 --> 01:26:57,644 I'm friends with Maya Dardel. 1117 01:26:57,646 --> 01:26:59,279 - Oh, that whore 1118 01:26:59,281 --> 01:27:00,847 He drives the road, until my butt 1119 01:27:00,849 --> 01:27:03,417 Now I'm a very personal person. 1120 01:27:03,419 --> 01:27:05,319 - But um. - I am a human. 1121 01:27:05,321 --> 01:27:07,387 - I'm here to make peace. 1122 01:27:07,389 --> 01:27:12,326 Uh, I know about uh, land disputes and uh, 1123 01:27:12,328 --> 01:27:17,364 I want to offer you, uh, $ 300 for um, Maya's mailbox. 1124 01:27:17,366 --> 01:27:20,767 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, wow. 1125 01:27:20,769 --> 01:27:23,637 You can't buy the whole country. 1126 01:27:23,639 --> 01:27:24,671 Dirt. 1127 01:27:24,673 --> 01:27:26,640 - Of course. 1128 01:27:26,642 --> 01:27:28,408 - Oh, worry, Billy. 1129 01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:31,445 Right, I forgot the plan 1130 01:27:31,447 --> 01:27:34,548 The plan, the plan, plan, the plan 1131 01:27:37,619 --> 01:27:38,652 Bran oats. 1132 01:27:38,654 --> 01:27:39,653 - What? 1133 01:27:39,655 --> 01:27:40,721 - Oat bran 1134 01:27:44,459 --> 01:27:47,661 A man is sentenced to death. 1135 01:27:49,331 --> 01:27:50,931 What is it? 1136 01:27:50,933 --> 01:27:52,499 Good. We have to move. 1137 01:27:52,501 --> 01:27:53,700 - Move. - Good. 1138 01:27:53,702 --> 01:27:55,302 - Moves moving moves. 1139 01:27:55,304 --> 01:27:56,637 - We can, we can talk about this - 1140 01:27:56,639 --> 01:27:57,638 - go go away. - If you want. 1141 01:27:57,640 --> 01:27:59,373 - This method. 1142 01:27:59,375 --> 01:28:01,475 Move, move, move it 1143 01:28:01,477 --> 01:28:04,778 This is the paradox unexpected hanging 1144 01:28:04,780 --> 01:28:06,313 This was from the 1950s. 1145 01:28:06,315 --> 01:28:08,048 Like the word crocodile itself, 1146 01:28:08,050 --> 01:28:10,884 You can't know which day you will die 1147 01:28:10,886 --> 01:28:13,887 So it can't be next Sunday. 1148 01:28:13,889 --> 01:28:15,889 - Why not? 1149 01:28:15,891 --> 01:28:17,791 - Ah, because That the judge said it would depend 1150 01:28:17,793 --> 01:28:21,461 occurs at one seven days next week 1151 01:28:21,463 --> 01:28:26,466 You will not know which day you will hang 1152 01:28:26,468 --> 01:28:29,836 You will be hung on a day that you didn't expect 1153 01:28:29,838 --> 01:28:32,072 - Hello 1154 01:28:32,074 --> 01:28:36,877 - But on Thursday, for the prisoner is very big damn surprise, 1155 01:28:36,879 --> 01:28:39,746 Hangman comes and says, 1156 01:28:39,748 --> 01:28:42,015 I will hang you in one hour. 1157 01:28:46,654 --> 01:28:47,654 - Fuck 1158 01:28:48,890 --> 01:28:50,691 - Please, please don't kill me 1159 01:28:50,693 --> 01:28:52,626 - Killing You? 1160 01:28:52,628 --> 01:28:53,660 - Jesus Christ. 1161 01:28:56,798 --> 01:28:58,532 Ah! 1162 01:29:14,683 --> 01:29:16,483 What? 1163 01:29:16,485 --> 01:29:21,021 I, I said that, you chose not to hear me 1164 01:29:21,023 --> 01:29:24,691 So I let you play a little longer. 1165 01:29:24,693 --> 01:29:26,093 - Are you serious? 1166 01:29:26,095 --> 01:29:29,463 - Mm hm, he won, you lost 1167 01:29:29,465 --> 01:29:33,667 You lose the first When you come here 1168 01:29:33,669 --> 01:29:35,669 Then what is that? have I done 1169 01:29:35,671 --> 01:29:41,475 here makes this baby dear looks bad 1170 01:29:41,477 --> 01:29:43,677 - Ansel is better the author of you 1171 01:29:43,679 --> 01:29:47,948 He is not sad, he is only protected 1172 01:29:50,785 --> 01:29:52,786 What's terrible about that? 1173 01:29:52,788 --> 01:29:54,521 - Are you kidding me? 1174 01:29:54,523 --> 01:29:56,390 - never a real competition 1175 01:29:56,392 --> 01:29:59,092 I have used you to see if ansel is capable of 1176 01:29:59,094 --> 01:30:01,428 I need someone who can defend 1177 01:30:01,430 --> 01:30:04,631 Maya posthumously against your type 1178 01:30:04,633 --> 01:30:07,567 They will try to make my become unstable 1179 01:30:07,569 --> 01:30:10,637 or hysterical or whatever. 1180 01:30:12,507 --> 01:30:14,141 They will slaughter my books, 1181 01:30:14,143 --> 01:30:15,842 they will rape my body 1182 01:30:15,844 --> 01:30:19,546 They will rotate me into plath 1183 01:30:19,548 --> 01:30:20,680 - You hope. 1184 01:30:20,682 --> 01:30:21,681 - You see? 1185 01:30:21,683 --> 01:30:23,417 You see. 1186 01:30:23,419 --> 01:30:25,685 - What about the money? I have used up gasoline? 1187 01:30:25,687 --> 01:30:28,488 You know I missed work again last Thursday 1188 01:30:28,490 --> 01:30:30,657 Did you say that I didn't get anything? 1189 01:30:30,659 --> 01:30:32,793 - You have to fuck me , right? 1190 01:30:32,795 --> 01:30:35,695 - Oh, an honor. 1191 01:30:35,697 --> 01:30:37,731 I'm just lucky I took that initiative, you know, 1192 01:30:37,733 --> 01:30:40,200 because you will have left me with a blue ball 1193 01:30:44,705 --> 01:30:46,706 You know, I don't even think you will even 1194 01:30:46,708 --> 01:30:48,708 have cojones suicide 1195 01:30:48,710 --> 01:30:50,544 - Take a step back, Paul. I don't like you flying. 1196 01:30:50,546 --> 01:30:52,746 - Oh, isn't like me floating? 1197 01:30:56,651 --> 01:30:59,453 You will never suicide 1198 01:30:59,455 --> 01:31:02,456 I know you, you will rot here for years 1199 01:31:04,459 --> 01:31:09,596 You only, you just want some attention from someone 1200 01:31:09,598 --> 01:31:14,634 who will never see you on a city street. 1201 01:31:14,636 --> 01:31:19,706 So you hide here like a little witch, 1202 01:31:19,708 --> 01:31:24,244 You do your make-up oh so be careful and you attract us 1203 01:31:24,246 --> 01:31:27,514 here to lick you old pussy, because, hey, 1204 01:31:27,516 --> 01:31:30,617 I don't see anything 24 years old young child 1205 01:31:30,619 --> 01:31:33,487 damn your local monopoly woman. 1206 01:31:33,489 --> 01:31:35,088 Are you serious? 1207 01:31:35,090 --> 01:31:37,090 - exit, you exit 1208 01:31:37,092 --> 01:31:39,259 You don't talk to me like that in my own house, you come out! 1209 01:31:39,261 --> 01:31:40,727 - I don't come out You come out. 1210 01:31:40,729 --> 01:31:42,162 - You come out. 1211 01:31:42,164 --> 01:31:43,497 Ansel! 1212 01:31:43,499 --> 01:31:44,898 - come back! 1213 01:31:44,900 --> 01:31:47,000 - You're out, come out! 1214 01:31:47,002 --> 01:31:48,034 Exit! 1215 01:31:50,072 --> 01:31:52,539 Outside! - I'm very sick of you 1216 01:31:52,541 --> 01:31:54,708 - Release him! 1217 01:31:57,980 --> 01:32:00,881 - Fuck, damn it! 1218 01:32:08,022 --> 01:32:09,523 You fuck-up 1219 01:32:11,526 --> 01:32:13,727 I don't even commit violence, I, 1220 01:32:17,533 --> 01:32:21,001 you know what, you get what you deserve 1221 01:32:23,538 --> 01:32:25,739 I don't know anyone an ounce of testosterone 1222 01:32:25,741 --> 01:32:28,675 who will not defend damn He alone of you crazy people. 1223 01:32:36,083 --> 01:32:37,684 Are you okay? 1224 01:32:37,686 --> 01:32:39,953 [Paul's scream 1225 01:32:44,126 --> 01:32:46,259 I got out of here. 1226 01:32:47,962 --> 01:32:51,331 Sociopaths! 1227 01:33:59,333 --> 01:34:02,636 - You need navigate this exactly 1228 01:34:02,638 --> 01:34:05,739 because they don't will find the body, 1229 01:34:05,741 --> 01:34:08,775 and I don't want you to have waiting seven years before - 1230 01:34:08,777 --> 01:34:12,412 - yes, I memorized, I memorized your binding system on Monday 1231 01:34:12,414 --> 01:34:14,981 - Okay, alright, alright. 1232 01:34:14,983 --> 01:34:19,419 You will talk about all this again with your new lawyer. 1233 01:34:19,421 --> 01:34:23,690 All mine is in your hands, even my lawyer 1234 01:34:23,692 --> 01:34:24,991 - Thank you, Maya. 1235 01:34:26,060 --> 01:34:27,761 - don't thank you 1236 01:34:27,763 --> 01:34:31,731 He is an anarchist, and I am a monster. 1237 01:34:31,733 --> 01:34:36,102 This might all end being a bad job. 1238 01:34:36,104 --> 01:34:38,972 I issued a giant loan on this land 1239 01:34:38,974 --> 01:34:40,974 about a year ago and put the money 1240 01:34:40,976 --> 01:34:44,744 in small mafia boutiques banks in Cayman Islands. 1241 01:34:44,746 --> 01:34:48,081 - Yes, I read it in a yellow folder. 1242 01:34:48,083 --> 01:34:49,949 Why did you do that? 1243 01:34:52,153 --> 01:34:53,887 - complicated 1244 01:34:53,889 --> 01:34:56,856 A dishonest broker, my own mistakes - Hmm. 1245 01:34:59,160 --> 01:35:00,760 What is this? 1246 01:35:06,767 --> 01:35:08,468 - I don't know, looks like garbage. 1247 01:35:08,470 --> 01:35:11,337 - Maybe something is exploding here 1248 01:35:11,339 --> 01:35:13,339 in a whirlwind from Nora Trash. 1249 01:35:13,341 --> 01:35:16,776 - It seems like that eh, a kind of tube 1250 01:35:23,084 --> 01:35:28,855 made of a, made of cloth. 1251 01:35:28,857 --> 01:35:31,825 1252 01:35:34,028 --> 01:35:35,361 Here. 1253 01:35:37,965 --> 01:35:39,933 Please wait 1254 01:35:39,935 --> 01:35:41,201 - Ech. 1255 01:35:43,037 --> 01:35:46,773 Ah, is there a plan? here, what are we doing? 1256 01:35:51,779 --> 01:35:54,781 - Put your head inside. 1257 01:35:54,783 --> 01:35:56,216 - No thanks. 1258 01:35:57,318 --> 01:35:59,285 - Please, Maya. 1259 01:36:00,855 --> 01:36:02,756 Come on. 1260 01:36:02,758 --> 01:36:03,757 Come on. 1261 01:36:14,769 --> 01:36:15,769 Hi. 1262 01:36:18,773 --> 01:36:19,773 - Hi. 1263 01:36:23,544 --> 01:36:26,780 - this is like Eden here 1264 01:36:31,185 --> 01:36:33,386 - You don't get the money in the Cayman Islands. 1265 01:36:33,388 --> 01:36:38,558 Does that change you? loyalty to me, for my work? 1266 01:36:38,560 --> 01:36:41,795 - I don't care about money. 1267 01:36:41,797 --> 01:36:42,796 - Oh no? 1268 01:36:44,331 --> 01:36:46,266 You are not corrupt like me 1269 01:36:49,036 --> 01:36:52,372 - No, I mean enough. 1270 01:36:52,374 --> 01:36:54,340 - What is enough? 1271 01:36:56,377 --> 01:37:00,213 - Money from, from my father is dying 1272 01:37:08,589 --> 01:37:12,392 - Not enough keep this land. 1273 01:37:12,394 --> 01:37:14,894 - Oh, I don't know 1274 01:37:16,397 --> 01:37:18,398 I will talk about it with your lawyer, 1275 01:37:18,400 --> 01:37:21,935 when you uh, when you go. 1276 01:37:27,408 --> 01:37:31,978 - Oh, so relieved. 1277 01:37:32,947 --> 01:37:35,014 - What? 1278 01:37:35,016 --> 01:37:37,851 - My damn ears are just unplugged. 1279 01:38:21,395 --> 01:38:24,631 I will leave in 10 minutes. 1280 01:38:24,633 --> 01:38:26,599 - really - Uh huh. 1281 01:38:28,402 --> 01:38:31,170 - This is very early. 1282 01:38:31,172 --> 01:38:32,605 - Come on. 1283 01:38:37,244 --> 01:38:39,412 - Wait a minute. 1284 01:38:39,414 --> 01:38:42,115 Um, I have something for you 1285 01:38:44,618 --> 01:38:48,087 That's uh, I wrote it 1286 01:38:48,089 --> 01:38:50,023 down for you to take. 1287 01:38:53,227 --> 01:38:55,929 - Hmm? 1288 01:38:55,931 --> 01:39:02,035 - This is a description of dinesen, from Karen blixen. 1289 01:39:02,037 --> 01:39:05,471 - Karen blixen, is not my favorite 1290 01:39:07,374 --> 01:39:10,443 - Okay, um, but this is written by 1291 01:39:10,445 --> 01:39:14,647 one of the few men who likes it so 1292 01:39:14,649 --> 01:39:21,587 managed not to fall into his group of slaves. 1293 01:39:24,191 --> 01:39:27,627 It's just that, I'm just, 1294 01:39:27,629 --> 01:39:31,631 I will only, I will read it for you 1295 01:39:35,402 --> 01:39:39,372 He knows everything sublimation losses, 1296 01:39:39,374 --> 01:39:42,508 about suffering as genius food, 1297 01:39:42,510 --> 01:39:47,113 about a sick place to live Harmony in a work of art. 1298 01:39:47,115 --> 01:39:48,681 And just as he gave up 1299 01:39:48,683 --> 01:39:51,617 for the most superficial human mood and encouragement. 1300 01:39:51,619 --> 01:39:58,157 Admiration, impatience, caprice, stinginess. 1301 01:39:58,159 --> 01:39:59,592 He suffers from desire 1302 01:39:59,594 --> 01:40:03,429 for power even his generosity 1303 01:40:03,431 --> 01:40:05,398 He plays with him man's fate even 1304 01:40:05,400 --> 01:40:07,767 insults like that. 1305 01:40:07,769 --> 01:40:11,504 He suffers from self-humiliation Even though he is great, 1306 01:40:11,506 --> 01:40:15,108 valid confident and proud. 1307 01:40:15,110 --> 01:40:17,210 He is a paradox, out there 1308 01:40:17,212 --> 01:40:22,015 moral category, and also, bad judge. 1309 01:40:28,455 --> 01:40:32,058 - Now uh, please help fill the car 1310 01:40:32,060 --> 01:40:34,527 I can't bring all this. 1311 01:40:37,431 --> 01:40:40,233 It's amazing cosmetics and clothes 1312 01:40:40,235 --> 01:40:43,636 A woman needs it only to end her own life. 1313 01:41:04,458 --> 01:41:07,360 At the window, I recognize you. 1314 01:41:10,431 --> 01:41:14,267 You must be that I can't mention. 1315 01:41:14,269 --> 01:41:17,737 Men with faint sounds. 1316 01:41:17,739 --> 01:41:19,472 Behind my voice 1317 01:41:21,375 --> 01:41:23,643 I think it's mine too. 1318 01:41:25,813 --> 01:41:28,648 The rhythm is borrowed 1319 01:41:28,650 --> 01:41:31,851 Thick, muscular chords. 1320 01:41:31,853 --> 01:41:34,220 Like in baritone 1321 01:41:34,222 --> 01:41:37,423 throat One day in Europe somewhere. 1322 01:41:37,425 --> 01:41:42,462 Many years ago, with a friend who died from 1323 01:41:42,464 --> 01:41:46,232 If hours can be trusted with someone's life. 1324 01:41:48,669 --> 01:41:53,439 In some temples or chapels we pay to hear someone sing. 1325 01:41:55,843 --> 01:41:58,311 I think I'm aware of in baritone 1326 01:41:58,313 --> 01:42:01,647 Glass Sonic and temporal, 1327 01:42:01,649 --> 01:42:06,752 in thickness That, my own note. 1328 01:42:06,754 --> 01:42:09,455 An affinity there. 1329 01:42:09,457 --> 01:42:13,626 Where is the cipher like that? love and infinite valley 1330 01:42:13,628 --> 01:42:16,662 known maudlin or important reason, 1331 01:42:18,665 --> 01:42:20,766 But somehow singing. 1332 01:42:22,536 --> 01:42:25,338 Like someone singing to a child who can't be touched 1333 01:42:29,576 --> 01:42:31,677 Out there in part of my voice 1334 01:42:31,679 --> 01:42:34,447 who remain unconscious. 1335 01:42:38,452 --> 01:42:41,921 I thought I saw you in the window there 1336 01:42:45,359 --> 01:42:47,293 In that part of town. 1337 01:42:52,266 --> 01:42:54,467 I think you will look like me 1338 01:42:56,670 --> 01:42:59,639 Submitted by: www.subtitlecinema.com