1 00:00:02,870 --> 00:00:05,506 (glass shatters) 2 00:00:05,506 --> 00:00:09,410 (droning instrumental music) 3 00:00:11,045 --> 00:00:13,214 - I hate them so much. 4 00:00:13,214 --> 00:00:16,884 I, I hate every fiber of who they are. 5 00:00:16,884 --> 00:00:19,653 When I was not a sober person, 6 00:00:19,653 --> 00:00:21,455 and I looked at sober people, 7 00:00:21,455 --> 00:00:26,794 I would be like, whoa, like, you are like, lame. 8 00:00:26,794 --> 00:00:28,262 Like, I am never gonna be like you. 9 00:00:28,262 --> 00:00:31,031 And now that I have crossed over to the sober life, 10 00:00:31,031 --> 00:00:33,367 I still feel that way, I do! 11 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:36,437 I just still feel that way, and I, I just, you know, 12 00:00:36,437 --> 00:00:37,838 nothing's changed, and I just, 13 00:00:37,838 --> 00:00:40,541 and it makes me feel incredibly lonely. 14 00:00:40,541 --> 00:00:43,777 Like, incredibly alone in this world 15 00:00:43,777 --> 00:00:46,414 because now I am forced to hang out with people 16 00:00:46,414 --> 00:00:48,482 who I relate zero, 17 00:00:48,482 --> 00:00:51,419 like, literally I don't relate to them at all. 18 00:00:51,419 --> 00:00:53,387 And now I don't relate to my old friends. 19 00:00:53,387 --> 00:00:54,822 I don't relate to any of them. 20 00:00:54,822 --> 00:00:56,590 They, they, they've basically shunned me. 21 00:00:56,590 --> 00:00:58,392 Like, I've tried to hang out with them 22 00:00:58,392 --> 00:01:00,228 but they, but it's just not the same. 23 00:01:00,228 --> 00:01:02,296 You know, I, I can't be drinking a seltzer 24 00:01:02,296 --> 00:01:03,564 with bitters around them. 25 00:01:03,564 --> 00:01:04,498 I just can't. 26 00:01:04,498 --> 00:01:05,733 They just, they don't get it. 27 00:01:05,733 --> 00:01:08,236 They don't get that I'm, like, they just don't. 28 00:01:08,236 --> 00:01:09,337 Of course they don't get it. 29 00:01:09,337 --> 00:01:10,404 Like, of course. 30 00:01:10,404 --> 00:01:12,673 And, and, like, it's just like 31 00:01:12,673 --> 00:01:15,042 this whole mentality that I'm in 32 00:01:15,042 --> 00:01:16,110 makes me so, 33 00:01:17,745 --> 00:01:18,912 so horny. 34 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:21,849 And, and like, just, I need to like 35 00:01:23,016 --> 00:01:26,053 hump a wall that has a penis on it. 36 00:01:26,053 --> 00:01:27,555 Because that's all that I, 37 00:01:27,555 --> 00:01:29,823 that's literally all that will have me right now. 38 00:01:29,823 --> 00:01:31,325 Because who am I gonna fuck? 39 00:01:31,325 --> 00:01:34,695 Like, I'm not fucking a fucking sober bitch pussy, 40 00:01:34,695 --> 00:01:36,530 and I'm not having sex, 41 00:01:36,530 --> 00:01:39,167 like nobody else would have sex with me 42 00:01:39,167 --> 00:01:40,768 because how are they gonna do it? 43 00:01:40,768 --> 00:01:42,903 This day and age, all you, 44 00:01:42,903 --> 00:01:46,174 the only way you fuck is if you go for a drink with someone. 45 00:01:46,174 --> 00:01:47,841 That's the first thing that anybody 46 00:01:47,841 --> 00:01:50,544 who's interested in me asks, and what do I say? 47 00:01:50,544 --> 00:01:52,446 Oh, yeah, I'll have a drink with you. 48 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:56,217 But, but then, when I get there, I have a seltzer 49 00:01:56,217 --> 00:01:58,552 and they're just like, oh, you're not drinking? 50 00:01:58,552 --> 00:01:59,987 And then they feel like, of course, 51 00:01:59,987 --> 00:02:02,055 of course they feel like they're taking advantage of me. 52 00:02:02,055 --> 00:02:04,392 But really, I wanna take advantage of them. 53 00:02:04,392 --> 00:02:07,195 Because I am horny, and they don't get it though. 54 00:02:07,195 --> 00:02:09,830 They suddenly feel limp dick. 55 00:02:09,830 --> 00:02:12,800 They suddenly feel like no, I will not have sex with you 56 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:15,068 because you're sober and I'm drunk, 57 00:02:15,068 --> 00:02:18,372 and like, that's clearly a faux pas. 58 00:02:18,372 --> 00:02:20,374 And like, (sighs) 59 00:02:20,374 --> 00:02:23,211 I just feel very, very invisible right now. 60 00:02:23,211 --> 00:02:25,613 Like, I feel like I have no, 61 00:02:26,980 --> 00:02:30,484 no love in my life from any level 62 00:02:30,484 --> 00:02:32,620 because, of course, like, 63 00:02:33,754 --> 00:02:35,656 like, you know, I hate to bring it up again, 64 00:02:35,656 --> 00:02:39,893 but Adam is just really losing in the brother game, 65 00:02:40,594 --> 00:02:41,529 like, severely. 66 00:02:41,529 --> 00:02:43,130 Like whenever I'm around him, 67 00:02:43,130 --> 00:02:47,368 I have such a feeling of complete and utter, like, 68 00:02:48,035 --> 00:02:49,603 like, um, defletion? 69 00:02:50,438 --> 00:02:51,905 Like, is defletion a word? 70 00:02:51,905 --> 00:02:52,940 Like if I-- - Depletion. 71 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:53,641 - Depletion. - Isolation. 72 00:02:53,641 --> 00:02:55,243 - Isolation. 73 00:02:55,243 --> 00:02:56,210 That's it. 74 00:02:56,210 --> 00:02:58,846 I feel like, like any, any sense 75 00:02:58,846 --> 00:03:01,649 of who I am has completely vanished 76 00:03:01,649 --> 00:03:04,718 because he doesn't give a fucking shit about me. 77 00:03:04,718 --> 00:03:05,986 And guess what. 78 00:03:05,986 --> 00:03:07,921 Having somebody not give a fucking shit about you 79 00:03:07,921 --> 00:03:10,958 from the minute that you are born 80 00:03:10,958 --> 00:03:15,195 is very fucked up, and it's very detrimental to my growth, 81 00:03:16,297 --> 00:03:19,066 and I am feeling it so intensely right now, 82 00:03:19,066 --> 00:03:21,034 like, so intensely. 83 00:03:21,034 --> 00:03:23,571 Like, why is it that I disagree with who he is 84 00:03:23,571 --> 00:03:25,473 as a human being, and, 85 00:03:26,674 --> 00:03:30,043 but also have this, like, strong desire 86 00:03:30,043 --> 00:03:34,047 for him to love me like no one else has loved me? 87 00:03:34,047 --> 00:03:35,283 He's supposed to be my brother. 88 00:03:35,283 --> 00:03:36,950 Like, what happens when our parents die 89 00:03:36,950 --> 00:03:41,188 and, like, I have, then it just means I have no family? 90 00:03:41,855 --> 00:03:42,723 Like, I have no family. 91 00:03:42,723 --> 00:03:45,393 He is. (sighs) 92 00:03:45,393 --> 00:03:46,294 He, yeah. 93 00:03:47,661 --> 00:03:50,197 And I don't, and like he makes me wanna whine 94 00:03:50,197 --> 00:03:53,534 because I feel like the only way that I will get what I want 95 00:03:53,534 --> 00:03:57,405 is, is, is for me to, like, be a, a baby. 96 00:03:57,405 --> 00:04:00,574 Or like he induces this feeling in me that, like, 97 00:04:00,574 --> 00:04:01,942 is very babyish. 98 00:04:02,743 --> 00:04:05,913 I feel diseased with, with Adam. 99 00:04:05,913 --> 00:04:07,781 I feel like I have the Adam disease 100 00:04:07,781 --> 00:04:10,451 because it's like, and it's this creepy little, 101 00:04:10,451 --> 00:04:13,421 like, disgusting thing under my skin 102 00:04:13,421 --> 00:04:16,089 that, like, no one can really see, um, 103 00:04:16,089 --> 00:04:18,191 but it's there and it's always there 104 00:04:18,191 --> 00:04:20,160 and it affects literally every way, 105 00:04:20,160 --> 00:04:22,630 every interaction that I have because I'm like, 106 00:04:22,630 --> 00:04:25,833 oh, will this person see me, or are they like Adam? 107 00:04:25,833 --> 00:04:28,369 Like, will this person, like, appreciate me, 108 00:04:28,369 --> 00:04:29,837 or are they like Adam? 109 00:04:29,837 --> 00:04:32,873 Is this person, like, gonna hear what I say, 110 00:04:32,873 --> 00:04:33,707 or are they like Adam? 111 00:04:33,707 --> 00:04:34,542 Like that's it. 112 00:04:34,542 --> 00:04:36,477 This is, I mean, yeah. 113 00:04:36,477 --> 00:04:39,480 That's how, I want this disease to go away. 114 00:04:39,480 --> 00:04:42,516 I want it to go away and I, and I, I need a cure. 115 00:04:42,516 --> 00:04:44,585 - I absolutely hear you. 116 00:04:45,719 --> 00:04:46,687 - An issue's fake or real. 117 00:04:46,687 --> 00:04:47,521 This is in your head. 118 00:04:47,521 --> 00:04:48,722 I'm telling you. 119 00:04:48,722 --> 00:04:49,990 And that's not gonna help any. 120 00:04:49,990 --> 00:04:51,925 - [Man] It's not in my head, it's in my dick. 121 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:54,362 It's right, it's in my dick. It's a burning sensation-- - Dude. 122 00:04:54,362 --> 00:04:55,563 - What are you doing? - In the tip of my dick. 123 00:04:55,563 --> 00:04:57,064 - Why are you taking your pants off? 124 00:04:57,064 --> 00:04:58,532 - [Man] And also discharge. - Why are you always taking your pants off 125 00:04:58,532 --> 00:05:00,233 - when you're around me? It's strange. - Because I like you. 126 00:05:00,233 --> 00:05:01,602 Because I wanna fuck you. - Go away. 127 00:05:01,602 --> 00:05:02,670 - [Standing Man] Because you're like my little, 128 00:05:02,670 --> 00:05:04,638 because you're like one of my little fucking pets 129 00:05:04,638 --> 00:05:05,439 that I wanna just put it in. 130 00:05:05,439 --> 00:05:07,007 - I can't hear you now. 131 00:05:07,007 --> 00:05:09,109 - [Standing Man] This makes you uncomfortable? - Get your dick away from me. 132 00:05:09,109 --> 00:05:10,944 - [Standing Man] Does this make you uncomfortable? This make you uncomfortable? 133 00:05:10,944 --> 00:05:12,613 Okay. - It's harassment. 134 00:05:12,613 --> 00:05:13,347 - [Man On Left] Hold on, no, I'm sorry about that. 135 00:05:13,347 --> 00:05:14,515 - But listen. - That's pee. 136 00:05:14,515 --> 00:05:16,450 - [Man On Left] As a friend, what does that look like? 137 00:05:16,450 --> 00:05:18,018 - Pee! You peed yourself. 138 00:05:18,018 --> 00:05:18,686 It's not a big deal. - No, that's not pee. 139 00:05:18,686 --> 00:05:19,953 That's, that's. 140 00:05:19,953 --> 00:05:21,188 - You tinkle, you get a little bit. 141 00:05:21,188 --> 00:05:22,390 - [Man On Left] I mean, I know the difference 142 00:05:22,390 --> 00:05:23,323 between pee and, and, and, and, and, 143 00:05:23,323 --> 00:05:23,991 and something viral, man. 144 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:24,925 That's viral. 145 00:05:24,925 --> 00:05:26,026 - You used a condom, okay? 146 00:05:26,026 --> 00:05:27,260 - I didn't. - So that's all you-- 147 00:05:27,260 --> 00:05:28,762 - [Man On Left] I didn't use a condom. 148 00:05:28,762 --> 00:05:29,563 - You did not use a condom? - No, I never use condoms. 149 00:05:29,563 --> 00:05:30,498 - Are you retarded? 150 00:05:30,498 --> 00:05:31,632 Why would you not use it? 151 00:05:31,632 --> 00:05:32,900 Was there not one there? 152 00:05:32,900 --> 00:05:34,402 - [Man On Left] Why, why would you use a condom? 153 00:05:34,402 --> 00:05:35,603 Please, answer me that. - So, you don't go through 154 00:05:35,603 --> 00:05:37,070 exactly what you're going through right now. 155 00:05:37,070 --> 00:05:38,972 - [Man On Left] This has never happened to me before. 156 00:05:38,972 --> 00:05:40,941 This has never once happened to me before. 157 00:05:40,941 --> 00:05:43,477 - Listen, no one uses a condom because they like to. 158 00:05:43,477 --> 00:05:44,845 No one puts on a condom, and says, hey, 159 00:05:44,845 --> 00:05:46,079 this feels great! 160 00:05:46,079 --> 00:05:46,880 - [Man Without Condom] Yeah, and that's why 161 00:05:46,880 --> 00:05:47,948 it shouldn't happen. 162 00:05:47,948 --> 00:05:49,049 And on top of that-- - Adam. 163 00:05:49,049 --> 00:05:49,983 - On top of that-- - Adam. 164 00:05:49,983 --> 00:05:50,918 - [Adam] Hold on, let me finish. 165 00:05:50,918 --> 00:05:52,185 - [Man with Glasses] Adam. 166 00:05:52,185 --> 00:05:52,986 - [Adam] When was the last time you 167 00:05:52,986 --> 00:05:53,921 actually fucked someone? 168 00:05:53,921 --> 00:05:55,088 - [Man With Glasses] Jennifer. 169 00:05:55,088 --> 00:05:56,023 - [Adam] Jennifer, that's your girlfriend. 170 00:05:56,023 --> 00:05:57,257 You, you, my ex-girlfriend. 171 00:05:57,257 --> 00:05:58,759 That's like I'm asking you, like, 172 00:05:58,759 --> 00:05:59,693 when was the last time you ever went out into the woods 173 00:05:59,693 --> 00:06:00,628 and played, and you're, like, 174 00:06:00,628 --> 00:06:01,562 I was in jail for 10 years. 175 00:06:01,562 --> 00:06:03,330 They're very different, dude. 176 00:06:03,330 --> 00:06:05,098 No one uses condoms, 177 00:06:05,098 --> 00:06:08,569 especially not if it's a, a guy like me 178 00:06:08,569 --> 00:06:09,637 who's like, you know, 179 00:06:09,637 --> 00:06:10,938 and a girl's who fuckin', 180 00:06:10,938 --> 00:06:13,173 a little white bitch who lives in her fuckin', 181 00:06:13,173 --> 00:06:14,508 in a mansion her dad bought for her? 182 00:06:14,508 --> 00:06:15,509 - So if you're white, and you're having sex 183 00:06:15,509 --> 00:06:16,444 with a rich white person, 184 00:06:16,444 --> 00:06:17,945 you don't need to use a condom? 185 00:06:17,945 --> 00:06:19,813 That's the most asinine thing you've ever said, 186 00:06:19,813 --> 00:06:21,348 and you've said so many-- - You said it, not me. 187 00:06:21,348 --> 00:06:23,651 You said it, not me. - Asinine things in your life. 188 00:06:23,651 --> 00:06:24,752 - [Adam] Dude, okay, listen. 189 00:06:24,752 --> 00:06:26,720 Girls don't lie about sex. 190 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:28,188 It's, it's, for them 191 00:06:28,188 --> 00:06:29,122 it's a biological thing. - Girls don't lie about sex? 192 00:06:29,122 --> 00:06:30,357 What are you talking about? 193 00:06:30,357 --> 00:06:31,291 - [Adam] It's a biological thing. 194 00:06:31,291 --> 00:06:32,693 It's, it's all about mating 195 00:06:32,693 --> 00:06:33,360 and being a mother. - It's about mating for men, 196 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:34,161 too, you idiot. 197 00:06:34,161 --> 00:06:35,328 - No, but for a woman, 198 00:06:35,328 --> 00:06:36,797 but they don't have to be a dad. 199 00:06:36,797 --> 00:06:39,166 A mom is a thing, moms don't lie. 200 00:06:39,166 --> 00:06:40,400 - Moms lie. 201 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:41,735 - [Adam] Moms don't fucking lie, dude. 202 00:06:41,735 --> 00:06:42,836 - Welcome to the real world, buddy. 203 00:06:42,836 --> 00:06:43,737 Moms lie. 204 00:06:48,275 --> 00:06:52,179 (grunting, groaning, sighing) 205 00:08:47,761 --> 00:08:50,330 (Adam grunts) 206 00:09:02,509 --> 00:09:04,745 - And that's pretty much 207 00:09:04,745 --> 00:09:06,313 the way it begins. 208 00:09:08,015 --> 00:09:10,651 I'm out of breath, though, now. 209 00:09:17,357 --> 00:09:19,693 (gurgling) 210 00:09:24,431 --> 00:09:27,067 Did you hear about my neighbor? 211 00:09:27,835 --> 00:09:29,970 - Oh, yeah, I think, um, 212 00:09:29,970 --> 00:09:32,673 I think my, our parents said something about that. 213 00:09:32,673 --> 00:09:34,241 - You have to be very quiet when you come over, 214 00:09:34,241 --> 00:09:36,777 actually, because these walls are like, 215 00:09:36,777 --> 00:09:37,811 they're like this, 216 00:09:37,811 --> 00:09:38,679 they're like a membrane, 217 00:09:38,679 --> 00:09:39,813 they're like skin. 218 00:09:39,813 --> 00:09:41,581 They're like, they're like scrotal, 219 00:09:41,581 --> 00:09:43,150 in nature. 220 00:09:43,150 --> 00:09:45,218 And my, um, neighbor is, 221 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:49,089 she's a racist. 222 00:09:49,089 --> 00:09:51,759 I've encountered a racist. 223 00:09:51,759 --> 00:09:53,927 She hates me because I'm, 224 00:09:55,028 --> 00:09:57,030 she hates me because I'm white. 225 00:09:57,030 --> 00:09:58,932 And she's not. 226 00:09:58,932 --> 00:10:00,400 You want a smoke? 227 00:10:01,534 --> 00:10:03,170 - What do you mean? 228 00:10:04,371 --> 00:10:06,874 - Do you want a smoke? 229 00:10:06,874 --> 00:10:10,277 - Have you not heard that I'm sober now? 230 00:10:14,547 --> 00:10:15,883 - You're sober? 231 00:10:17,017 --> 00:10:18,518 - Yeah. - Yeah. 232 00:10:18,518 --> 00:10:19,619 - You didn't know that? 233 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:20,921 - No, I didn't. 234 00:10:23,456 --> 00:10:26,126 - What do you mean? - What do you mean? 235 00:10:26,126 --> 00:10:27,828 - What are you doing? - What are you doing? 236 00:10:27,828 --> 00:10:29,262 - Really? - Really? 237 00:10:29,262 --> 00:10:29,930 - [both] You're actually doing this 238 00:10:29,930 --> 00:10:31,198 right now? 239 00:10:31,198 --> 00:10:33,867 You're really doing this right now? 240 00:10:33,867 --> 00:10:36,203 I just told you that I'm sober. 241 00:10:36,203 --> 00:10:37,437 You didn't know that. 242 00:10:37,437 --> 00:10:40,040 And then you go into the... 243 00:10:40,040 --> 00:10:41,108 - Wow. - Wow. 244 00:10:44,544 --> 00:10:45,445 - Um. - Um. 245 00:10:48,816 --> 00:10:51,551 - [both] Okay, so I am gonna go now. 246 00:10:51,551 --> 00:10:52,385 Um. 247 00:10:52,385 --> 00:10:53,887 Cool. 248 00:10:53,887 --> 00:10:55,655 - So it was great meeting up. - So it was really great-- 249 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:56,890 - I said great. - I said great. 250 00:10:56,890 --> 00:10:58,458 - Not really great. - Greater great. 251 00:10:58,458 --> 00:10:59,760 - Can you not? - Can you not? 252 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:01,661 - Just get me my jacket. - Just get me my jacket. 253 00:11:01,661 --> 00:11:03,430 - [both] And then we're gonna leave now. 254 00:11:03,430 --> 00:11:05,298 Meaning, I'm gonna leave now. 255 00:11:05,298 --> 00:11:06,199 Stop! 256 00:11:07,434 --> 00:11:09,202 - Stop, please. - Stop it, please. 257 00:11:09,202 --> 00:11:13,440 - [both] Okay, let's do this in silence then. 258 00:11:20,480 --> 00:11:22,382 - Oh. - Oh God. 259 00:11:22,382 --> 00:11:23,616 - Okay. - Okay. 260 00:11:26,820 --> 00:11:27,955 - Stop! - Stop! 261 00:11:27,955 --> 00:11:29,489 - Can you not? - Can you not? 262 00:11:29,489 --> 00:11:32,960 - [both] This is so cool. 263 00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:33,794 - Got ya! 264 00:11:33,794 --> 00:11:34,995 It's actually fun. 265 00:11:34,995 --> 00:11:37,965 Okay, will you please smoke? 266 00:11:37,965 --> 00:11:39,232 Please! 267 00:11:39,232 --> 00:11:40,133 Please! 268 00:11:41,534 --> 00:11:43,837 (gurgling) 269 00:11:57,450 --> 00:11:59,019 - Oh my God. 270 00:11:59,019 --> 00:12:01,054 - Those shoes are so dumb. 271 00:12:01,054 --> 00:12:02,890 I can't believe you're wearing creepers. 272 00:12:02,890 --> 00:12:05,392 That's, like, hold on. 273 00:12:05,392 --> 00:12:06,960 Oh, hold on, I'll be right back. 274 00:12:06,960 --> 00:12:08,762 Yes, hello, brother. 275 00:12:08,762 --> 00:12:09,662 I'm good. 276 00:12:10,463 --> 00:12:12,933 I, I did see the videos. 277 00:12:12,933 --> 00:12:14,067 I liked them. 278 00:12:36,824 --> 00:12:39,126 (gurgling) 279 00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:45,732 (muffled instrumental music) 280 00:12:56,676 --> 00:12:57,911 (knocking) 281 00:12:57,911 --> 00:12:59,913 - [Adam's Sister] Adam? 282 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:17,664 - I don't know if it's a problem 283 00:13:17,664 --> 00:13:18,832 right now. 284 00:13:18,832 --> 00:13:20,333 Um. 285 00:13:20,333 --> 00:13:22,135 It feels like something that could develop into a problem, 286 00:13:22,135 --> 00:13:24,137 like sort of like a 287 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:25,205 pre-problem. 288 00:13:29,242 --> 00:13:30,878 I'm sorry, I, I don't, uh, 289 00:13:30,878 --> 00:13:32,846 usually feel embarrassed to, uh, 290 00:13:32,846 --> 00:13:35,582 talk about anything in here, but 291 00:13:36,783 --> 00:13:38,385 for some reason I'm just like, 292 00:13:38,385 --> 00:13:40,653 I'm really having trouble coming out 293 00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:44,491 and, uh, talking about this particular issue. 294 00:13:47,861 --> 00:13:50,730 I just love to see assholes open up. 295 00:13:50,730 --> 00:13:53,433 It's like they blossom into. 296 00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:55,335 Do you know what a gape is? 297 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:56,303 - Yeah. 298 00:13:56,303 --> 00:13:57,004 - That's what I'm referring to. 299 00:13:57,004 --> 00:13:57,837 Like they just... 300 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,806 And the shit I'm into, 301 00:13:59,806 --> 00:14:02,242 American actresses won't even do. 302 00:14:02,242 --> 00:14:04,211 Like 99% of the videos I watch 303 00:14:04,211 --> 00:14:05,979 are not made in this country, 304 00:14:05,979 --> 00:14:07,380 which makes me feel sort of cosmopolitan 305 00:14:07,380 --> 00:14:08,315 in a strange sense, 306 00:14:08,315 --> 00:14:10,884 but I'm talkin' 'bout hardcore, 307 00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:14,454 degrading, violent ass-fucking. 308 00:14:14,454 --> 00:14:15,855 Like the way, just fucking in the ass 309 00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:17,090 like the way you would a pussy, 310 00:14:17,090 --> 00:14:18,358 but harder than you would a pussy 311 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:20,093 because pussies seem 312 00:14:21,194 --> 00:14:22,129 like they would break eventually, 313 00:14:22,129 --> 00:14:24,364 but an asshole is strong. 314 00:14:24,364 --> 00:14:26,266 An asshole can endure. 315 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,270 And there's this move 316 00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:31,304 that I really appreciate, 317 00:14:31,304 --> 00:14:32,940 where the guy, 318 00:14:32,940 --> 00:14:34,141 after he's done fuckin' her, 319 00:14:34,141 --> 00:14:35,542 he, he's fuck, he's been fuckin' her 320 00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:37,144 for so long, 321 00:14:37,144 --> 00:14:39,746 and he's been doin' it so hard 322 00:14:39,746 --> 00:14:42,315 that when he pulls out, 323 00:14:42,315 --> 00:14:45,318 uh, the, the asshole's left gaping, 324 00:14:45,318 --> 00:14:46,553 just trembling 325 00:14:46,553 --> 00:14:47,820 like, it looks like it's just been traumatized 326 00:14:47,820 --> 00:14:49,089 by what it's gone through, 327 00:14:49,089 --> 00:14:52,559 and the guy, just ever so casually, 328 00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:54,661 looks into the hole. 329 00:14:54,661 --> 00:14:56,463 It's as if he's studying it. 330 00:14:56,463 --> 00:14:59,199 And then he just, just spits 331 00:14:59,199 --> 00:15:00,800 right in the hole. 332 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:01,734 And every time I see this, 333 00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:03,770 I'm just sitting there in awe. 334 00:15:03,770 --> 00:15:05,038 And this is after I've cum, you know. 335 00:15:05,038 --> 00:15:06,606 I'm still watching 336 00:15:08,108 --> 00:15:11,411 because I'm just so enamored by this maneuver. 337 00:15:11,411 --> 00:15:12,912 It's as if, it's like athletic, 338 00:15:12,912 --> 00:15:14,314 it's like putting a ball into a hoop or something. 339 00:15:14,314 --> 00:15:15,782 And every time I saw, wow, good job, 340 00:15:15,782 --> 00:15:18,518 that got, that went right in there. 341 00:15:18,518 --> 00:15:19,852 I love it. 342 00:15:19,852 --> 00:15:20,853 You know, I see a girl on the street, 343 00:15:20,853 --> 00:15:22,122 I'm just, like.... 344 00:15:22,122 --> 00:15:23,223 I used to be like, oh, what would it be like 345 00:15:23,223 --> 00:15:25,592 to see her naked, you know? 346 00:15:25,592 --> 00:15:26,960 Or what would it be like if she, 347 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:29,196 you know, to be in a relationship with that person. 348 00:15:29,196 --> 00:15:30,663 But now it's just like, wow, 349 00:15:30,663 --> 00:15:34,101 I wonder what her asshole looks like destroyed. 350 00:15:35,535 --> 00:15:37,004 It's not healthy. 351 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,111 - [Adam's Sister] Aaron. 352 00:15:44,111 --> 00:15:45,445 - Oh. 353 00:15:45,445 --> 00:15:47,280 Hey, what's up? 354 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:49,082 - Um, nothing. 355 00:15:49,082 --> 00:15:49,983 How are you doing? 356 00:15:49,983 --> 00:15:50,817 - I'm okay. 357 00:15:50,817 --> 00:15:52,285 I'm, uh, fine. 358 00:15:52,285 --> 00:15:53,953 What, what are you 359 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:54,921 doing here? 360 00:15:56,389 --> 00:15:57,890 - What do you mean? 361 00:15:57,890 --> 00:16:00,727 Um, don't you know that we go to the same analyst? 362 00:16:00,727 --> 00:16:01,728 - Right, yes. 363 00:16:01,728 --> 00:16:03,063 Generally, I do know that, 364 00:16:03,063 --> 00:16:05,932 but, in this moment, I, uh, forgot. 365 00:16:05,932 --> 00:16:06,933 So. 366 00:16:06,933 --> 00:16:08,468 Uh. 367 00:16:08,468 --> 00:16:10,970 Good luck, and see you later. 368 00:16:13,140 --> 00:16:14,374 - Wait, Aaron. 369 00:16:16,509 --> 00:16:19,346 What are you doing in 45 minutes? 370 00:16:22,849 --> 00:16:24,717 - [Aaron] Hey, it was a like checkin' her out kind of thing. 371 00:16:24,717 --> 00:16:25,918 - Yeah, but mostly it comes from 372 00:16:25,918 --> 00:16:28,155 a really villainous place. 373 00:16:28,155 --> 00:16:29,089 Like, it's, like-- 374 00:16:29,089 --> 00:16:30,123 - So you're getting angry. 375 00:16:30,123 --> 00:16:31,991 - Well, no, I-- 376 00:16:31,991 --> 00:16:34,261 Okay, so you, you admit that it's a real thing. 377 00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:35,095 - No, no. 378 00:16:35,095 --> 00:16:35,928 I, I-- 379 00:16:35,928 --> 00:16:37,330 The feeling. 380 00:16:37,330 --> 00:16:40,333 Anger, anger is depression turned inward. 381 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:42,269 - I get that you've said that multiple times, 382 00:16:42,269 --> 00:16:44,737 but, like, I don't understand how you can say 383 00:16:44,737 --> 00:16:46,839 depression, wait, what did you say? 384 00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,476 - Depression is like a, like a fundamental truth, 385 00:16:49,476 --> 00:16:52,011 but, like, anger is just a byproduct of that. 386 00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:53,280 So it's not, it's not like a-- 387 00:16:53,280 --> 00:16:55,082 - I think it's, in my personal experience-- 388 00:16:55,082 --> 00:16:56,049 - Right, so you're like, you're getting angry 389 00:16:56,049 --> 00:16:57,317 at me right now, but, like, 390 00:16:57,317 --> 00:16:58,251 and you're not gonna be, like, 391 00:16:58,251 --> 00:16:59,719 okay, now I'm happy again. 392 00:16:59,719 --> 00:17:00,953 You're gonna be left with, like, a lingering melancholy. 393 00:17:00,953 --> 00:17:02,222 - Actually, if you really need 394 00:17:02,222 --> 00:17:05,558 to be so weird, you're gonna have to shut up. 395 00:17:25,011 --> 00:17:25,878 (people chattering) 396 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:29,216 (moaning and grunting) 397 00:17:36,089 --> 00:17:37,390 No, not yet! 398 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,426 No, wait! - Sorry. 399 00:17:39,426 --> 00:17:40,327 Sorry. 400 00:17:43,996 --> 00:17:45,031 - Hey, why'd you stop? 401 00:17:45,031 --> 00:17:46,333 - I just need a breather. 402 00:17:46,333 --> 00:17:47,234 Sorry. 403 00:17:47,234 --> 00:17:48,301 - It's okay. 404 00:17:48,301 --> 00:17:50,537 (panting) 405 00:18:04,817 --> 00:18:07,120 You wanna lick my asshole? 406 00:18:07,120 --> 00:18:08,020 - Yeah. 407 00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:12,359 - What if it's dirty? 408 00:18:12,359 --> 00:18:13,660 - I don't care. 409 00:18:24,971 --> 00:18:29,209 - I bet you have such a cute little asshole. 410 00:18:30,343 --> 00:18:32,845 - I bet you have such a cute little asshole. 411 00:18:32,845 --> 00:18:35,081 (moaning) 412 00:18:38,185 --> 00:18:41,221 - Oh, I bet you have such a cute little asshole. 413 00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:45,158 - I bet you have such a cute little asshole. 414 00:18:45,158 --> 00:18:46,659 - It's true, you had an arsenal of guns. 415 00:18:46,659 --> 00:18:47,727 Guns were your favorite thing, 416 00:18:47,727 --> 00:18:49,196 and we bought them for you, 417 00:18:49,196 --> 00:18:51,030 birthday, every holiday-- - No, wait, hold on, hold on. 418 00:18:51,030 --> 00:18:52,765 I remember, no, I remember Peter Benson having guns, 419 00:18:52,765 --> 00:18:53,966 but I didn't. 420 00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:55,134 You guys never let me have guns. 421 00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,603 That was off-limits at our house. 422 00:18:56,603 --> 00:18:58,137 - Next thing I know, you're gonna think we beat you. 423 00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,373 You're gonna think we deprived you of so many things 424 00:19:00,373 --> 00:19:01,308 in your childhood. - This is so weird. 425 00:19:01,308 --> 00:19:02,074 - [Man] Well, kids do that. 426 00:19:02,074 --> 00:19:02,975 - I know they-- 427 00:19:02,975 --> 00:19:04,177 Aaron, what did you, 428 00:19:04,177 --> 00:19:06,379 did you have guns when you were little? 429 00:19:06,379 --> 00:19:07,847 - No. 430 00:19:07,847 --> 00:19:11,083 I wanted to, but my mom refused to buy me toy guns. 431 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:11,918 - [Adam's Mother] Wow. 432 00:19:11,918 --> 00:19:13,386 - She gave me dolls. 433 00:19:13,386 --> 00:19:14,321 - Yeah. - Whoa. 434 00:19:14,321 --> 00:19:15,555 - When I think of you as a kid, 435 00:19:15,555 --> 00:19:16,356 I kind of imagine you as a little boy 436 00:19:16,356 --> 00:19:17,757 surrounded by dolls. 437 00:19:17,757 --> 00:19:19,259 That sort of, that, to me, 438 00:19:19,259 --> 00:19:20,893 that seems like the basis for your whole personality. 439 00:19:20,893 --> 00:19:21,861 'Cause you have a doll face. 440 00:19:21,861 --> 00:19:22,795 Look at you, you're cute. 441 00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:24,030 Look at this face. 442 00:19:24,030 --> 00:19:24,964 - You know, honey, it's interesting 443 00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:26,199 that your mother was nurturing 444 00:19:26,199 --> 00:19:29,336 your soft-side, the feminine side, 445 00:19:29,336 --> 00:19:30,703 but she was kind of, 446 00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:32,071 it almost seems like she was 447 00:19:32,071 --> 00:19:34,207 like emotionally castrating you on some level. 448 00:19:34,207 --> 00:19:35,775 You didn't play at all with guns, 449 00:19:35,775 --> 00:19:37,544 but you could play with dolls. 450 00:19:37,544 --> 00:19:38,978 And there's no way around it. 451 00:19:38,978 --> 00:19:41,013 A boy wants to play with a gun. 452 00:19:41,013 --> 00:19:43,516 You know, you know, actually, as I'm thinking about it, 453 00:19:43,516 --> 00:19:45,352 I just read your play the other night. 454 00:19:45,352 --> 00:19:47,587 Your main character, mass shooter, 455 00:19:47,587 --> 00:19:48,888 kills tons of people. 456 00:19:48,888 --> 00:19:51,524 Like, the whole school's dead. 457 00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,226 So I just wonder, like, 458 00:19:53,226 --> 00:19:55,262 do you think there could be some kind of, like, 459 00:19:55,262 --> 00:19:56,896 sublimation? 460 00:19:56,896 --> 00:19:58,798 A little boy never thinks of killing. 461 00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:02,101 He thinks, "I have power, I have control." 462 00:20:02,101 --> 00:20:04,103 And, I mean, it's a penis thing, come on-- 463 00:20:04,103 --> 00:20:05,305 - Okay, please. - It really is. 464 00:20:05,305 --> 00:20:06,506 - I actually, I need to stop you here 465 00:20:06,506 --> 00:20:08,775 because I, I am getting very angry with you. 466 00:20:08,775 --> 00:20:11,678 I feel like you are basically trying to, like, 467 00:20:11,678 --> 00:20:13,179 appeal to these men. 468 00:20:13,179 --> 00:20:16,583 - I don't think that's what she's trying to do. 469 00:20:16,583 --> 00:20:17,917 - Okay. 470 00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:18,785 Really? 471 00:20:21,087 --> 00:20:23,089 Yeah, I was not speaking to you, thank you. 472 00:20:23,089 --> 00:20:26,058 Um, I'm flabbergasted with what you're saying. 473 00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:27,894 This entire dinner, you have just been 474 00:20:27,894 --> 00:20:28,895 putting down women. 475 00:20:28,895 --> 00:20:30,630 Women are emotionally incorrect. 476 00:20:30,630 --> 00:20:32,565 Men need power, men need power. 477 00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:33,466 - Adam. 478 00:21:08,134 --> 00:21:10,202 (sighs) 479 00:21:22,715 --> 00:21:24,050 I mean, I wasn't-- 480 00:21:24,050 --> 00:21:25,885 I'm not the kind of guy that's gonna use Tinder, 481 00:21:25,885 --> 00:21:29,288 but I was, now that I know that I can't, 482 00:21:30,623 --> 00:21:33,125 I just feel like something's been taken away from me. 483 00:21:33,125 --> 00:21:36,396 - I feel like the only possible option 484 00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:37,964 is for us to date. 485 00:21:41,768 --> 00:21:43,470 - Are you joking? 486 00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:44,371 - No. 487 00:21:45,938 --> 00:21:46,973 I mean, I know it's not ideal, 488 00:21:46,973 --> 00:21:48,307 but, like, 489 00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,576 I don't know what else to do. 490 00:21:49,576 --> 00:21:51,911 I wanna keep having sex with somebody. 491 00:21:51,911 --> 00:21:54,146 - With me, or with just somebody? 492 00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:55,882 - I mean, yeah, you. 493 00:22:09,396 --> 00:22:12,365 How long has it been for you? 494 00:22:12,365 --> 00:22:13,332 - 442 days. 495 00:22:20,640 --> 00:22:22,308 Do you have, uh, K2? 496 00:22:22,308 --> 00:22:23,443 - What is that? 497 00:22:23,443 --> 00:22:25,445 - It's like synthetic, uh, marijuana. 498 00:22:25,445 --> 00:22:27,046 - Nah, it's not legal now. 499 00:22:27,046 --> 00:22:27,880 - For real? 500 00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,048 - It's not legal. 501 00:22:29,048 --> 00:22:30,182 - Weed is almost legal. - It's all right. 502 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:31,451 - No. 503 00:22:31,451 --> 00:22:33,753 - Oh my God, they have Charge. 504 00:22:33,753 --> 00:22:35,254 I want it. 505 00:22:35,254 --> 00:22:39,392 (droning instrumental music) (droning, muffled voices) 506 00:23:23,636 --> 00:23:27,474 (pounding death metal music) 507 00:23:37,316 --> 00:23:38,951 Please, I want it so badly. 508 00:23:38,951 --> 00:23:42,789 (pounding death metal music) 509 00:23:48,194 --> 00:23:50,296 Oh, boy, let's go. 510 00:23:50,296 --> 00:23:51,197 Oh my God! 511 00:23:53,165 --> 00:23:54,000 Oh my God. 512 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:55,234 - Call the cops. 513 00:23:55,234 --> 00:23:56,102 Hey, dude, mister, I need clappers, 514 00:23:56,102 --> 00:23:57,637 I'm talkin' Charge. 515 00:23:57,637 --> 00:23:58,905 I'm talkin' now, let's go. 516 00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:00,607 I wanna, I tell ya, I wanna make a documentary 517 00:24:00,607 --> 00:24:01,708 about poppers. 518 00:24:01,708 --> 00:24:03,476 The full popper documentary. 519 00:24:03,476 --> 00:24:04,611 Like poppin'. 520 00:24:05,612 --> 00:24:06,646 Let's make some art! 521 00:24:06,646 --> 00:24:10,449 (pounding death metal music) 522 00:24:11,618 --> 00:24:13,319 - You realize this is my apartment? 523 00:24:13,319 --> 00:24:14,521 - This is what I'm gonna be remembered for! 524 00:24:14,521 --> 00:24:16,022 - This is my apartment! - You know how many 525 00:24:16,022 --> 00:24:17,524 shitty plays I've directed and had to sit through? 526 00:24:17,524 --> 00:24:19,726 And I've never been at a play and thought, my God, 527 00:24:19,726 --> 00:24:21,761 the colors, the red, the yellow, 528 00:24:21,761 --> 00:24:23,362 the way they merge to make art! 529 00:24:23,362 --> 00:24:24,463 - They do look like-- - And it looks 530 00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:25,297 just like the logo. 531 00:24:25,297 --> 00:24:27,033 - Holy shit! 532 00:24:27,033 --> 00:24:28,367 It does look like the logo. 533 00:24:28,367 --> 00:24:29,602 - And, Adah, most important, 534 00:24:29,602 --> 00:24:32,839 it was something that we did together. 535 00:24:37,677 --> 00:24:39,512 - That's my hair. 536 00:24:39,512 --> 00:24:41,147 - I know it's your. 537 00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,718 (turd splashes) 538 00:24:46,586 --> 00:24:49,088 I think you should, uh, wipe. 539 00:25:02,935 --> 00:25:05,772 (toilet gurgles) 540 00:25:15,982 --> 00:25:18,317 - [Adah] Do you like me? 541 00:25:18,317 --> 00:25:20,386 - [Aaron] Do I like you? 542 00:25:21,954 --> 00:25:25,391 Yeah, I really like you a lot, actually. 543 00:25:25,391 --> 00:25:26,292 Actually, 544 00:25:29,295 --> 00:25:31,363 can I tell you a secret? 545 00:25:32,464 --> 00:25:35,534 I'm totally in love with you, I think. 546 00:25:56,656 --> 00:26:00,559 - [Adah] I'm totally in love with you, I know. 547 00:26:03,029 --> 00:26:03,963 - [Aaron] Yeah, I know, too. 548 00:26:03,963 --> 00:26:04,897 I was just saying I think 549 00:26:04,897 --> 00:26:06,098 'cause it was like a buffer 550 00:26:06,098 --> 00:26:08,200 in case you didn't say it back. 551 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:11,270 I know I'm totally in love with you. 552 00:26:33,025 --> 00:26:33,926 - [Adah] Oh, I love you. 553 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:34,761 Oh, baby. 554 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:36,262 Oh, it's so good. 555 00:26:42,201 --> 00:26:44,370 - You wanna spit in my mouth? 556 00:26:44,370 --> 00:26:45,304 Ah, spit again. 557 00:26:45,304 --> 00:26:47,373 - Spit on me, spit on me. 558 00:26:48,841 --> 00:26:49,676 - You like that? 559 00:26:49,676 --> 00:26:50,576 - Yes. 560 00:26:51,978 --> 00:26:54,647 Oh my God, spit all over me. 561 00:26:54,647 --> 00:26:55,648 I love it. 562 00:26:55,648 --> 00:26:56,783 This is a good dinner. 563 00:26:56,783 --> 00:26:58,317 This is a nice dinner! 564 00:26:58,317 --> 00:27:00,653 (grunting) 565 00:27:03,690 --> 00:27:04,924 - Oh, is this fucking upsetting? 566 00:27:04,924 --> 00:27:06,893 You, do you realize what the fuck this is? 567 00:27:06,893 --> 00:27:08,294 This is your fault. 568 00:27:08,294 --> 00:27:09,428 You have to stop them. - What are you talking about? 569 00:27:09,428 --> 00:27:10,629 - Come on, guys. - You have to stop this. 570 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:13,966 (grunting and moaning) 571 00:27:15,134 --> 00:27:16,302 You are so naive sometimes. 572 00:27:16,302 --> 00:27:17,136 - No, I am not! 573 00:27:17,136 --> 00:27:18,037 I am not! 574 00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:21,040 * Jesus, Mom, you're so naive 575 00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:22,608 * Jesus, Mom, you're so naive 576 00:27:22,608 --> 00:27:23,575 - Please stop this. 577 00:27:23,575 --> 00:27:24,510 Please, come on. 578 00:27:24,510 --> 00:27:25,511 Adah, stop! 579 00:27:26,578 --> 00:27:27,513 - Stop! 580 00:27:27,513 --> 00:27:28,715 Stop! 581 00:27:28,715 --> 00:27:30,983 Oh, you're, yes, I'm fucked up, yeah, 582 00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:31,918 I'm so fucked up, 583 00:27:31,918 --> 00:27:33,152 but, guess what, you get wasted 584 00:27:33,152 --> 00:27:35,354 every fucking night on your damn bong. 585 00:27:35,354 --> 00:27:37,890 That's why I got this guy over here. 586 00:27:37,890 --> 00:27:40,226 This is my best friend, my herpes. 587 00:27:40,226 --> 00:27:42,895 - Oh yeah, good story, you fuckin' little slut. 588 00:27:42,895 --> 00:27:43,830 You know what? 589 00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,064 - Don't talk to her that way. 590 00:27:45,064 --> 00:27:45,865 - Shut up, Dad, I wanna say something. 591 00:27:45,865 --> 00:27:46,632 - [Dad] Calm down. 592 00:27:46,632 --> 00:27:48,034 - Adah, stop! 593 00:27:48,034 --> 00:27:49,802 Okay, you fuckin'-- You wanna be liked so badly 594 00:27:49,802 --> 00:27:50,870 that you have to shack up with this 595 00:27:50,870 --> 00:27:52,638 fat, fuckin' disgusting slob? 596 00:27:52,638 --> 00:27:54,506 I'm not friends with you, you piece of shit. 597 00:27:54,506 --> 00:27:56,242 I never even liked you, you fuckin' faggot! 598 00:27:56,242 --> 00:27:57,409 - Wait, how could you say that to him? 599 00:27:57,409 --> 00:27:58,644 He's your best friend. 600 00:27:58,644 --> 00:27:59,311 - You know, Mom, shut the fuck up. 601 00:27:59,311 --> 00:28:01,247 (Adah screeches) 602 00:28:01,247 --> 00:28:02,014 - Quiet! 603 00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:02,849 Quiet! 604 00:28:02,849 --> 00:28:03,682 Quiet! 605 00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:05,284 Shut up, quiet! 606 00:28:05,284 --> 00:28:06,719 I have an announcement to make. 607 00:28:06,719 --> 00:28:08,220 I am in love with this woman. 608 00:28:08,220 --> 00:28:10,122 I am in love with this woman's 609 00:28:10,122 --> 00:28:12,124 perfect little asshole. 610 00:28:12,124 --> 00:28:14,260 (snorts) 611 00:28:15,762 --> 00:28:17,496 - Sayonara, suckers! 612 00:28:19,565 --> 00:28:21,067 - [Aaron] Hey, we're in love. 613 00:28:21,067 --> 00:28:22,869 We're in love. 614 00:28:22,869 --> 00:28:24,771 We're in love. 615 00:28:24,771 --> 00:28:26,072 We're in love. 616 00:28:26,072 --> 00:28:28,274 Hey, you fuckin' dickhead. 617 00:28:29,508 --> 00:28:30,910 We're in love. 618 00:28:30,910 --> 00:28:31,878 We're fuckin' in love. 619 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,312 Come here, up here. 620 00:28:33,312 --> 00:28:34,546 We're in love. 621 00:28:34,546 --> 00:28:35,681 We're in love, buddy. 622 00:28:35,681 --> 00:28:37,884 (honking) 623 00:28:37,884 --> 00:28:39,318 - [Cab Driver] Fuck you. 624 00:28:39,318 --> 00:28:41,653 (shouting) 625 00:28:47,459 --> 00:28:49,461 - Oh, sorry, that's the cops. 626 00:28:49,461 --> 00:28:50,329 I think. 627 00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:51,563 Oh, you aren't the cops. 628 00:28:51,563 --> 00:28:53,900 (shouting) 629 00:28:56,803 --> 00:28:59,605 You're not gonna take her away from me. 630 00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:00,672 Oh, fuck no. 631 00:29:02,374 --> 00:29:03,810 I got you a wedding present. 632 00:29:03,810 --> 00:29:05,477 (shouting) 633 00:29:05,477 --> 00:29:06,846 Hey, you got my wedding present! 634 00:29:06,846 --> 00:29:09,148 (shouting) 635 00:29:12,551 --> 00:29:13,853 I got this one! 636 00:29:19,458 --> 00:29:21,193 This is yours, Adah. 637 00:29:22,461 --> 00:29:25,231 What are you smilin' at? 638 00:29:25,231 --> 00:29:28,734 Hey, it was good meetin' you, though. 639 00:29:28,734 --> 00:29:30,169 We got a brand new phone, baby. 640 00:29:30,169 --> 00:29:32,471 (laughing) 641 00:29:33,405 --> 00:29:35,407 It's fuckin' hilarious. 642 00:29:40,980 --> 00:29:42,381 We have a phone! 643 00:29:43,482 --> 00:29:46,652 And no one will see a movie tonight! 644 00:29:46,652 --> 00:29:47,619 We got 645 00:29:47,619 --> 00:29:48,520 a 646 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:49,421 phone! 647 00:29:50,356 --> 00:29:51,357 Whoa, whoa! 648 00:29:52,658 --> 00:29:54,726 What are you talkin' about? 649 00:29:54,726 --> 00:29:56,195 We're just here to see Nightmare on-- 650 00:29:56,195 --> 00:29:57,629 - Will you go this way, please? 651 00:29:57,629 --> 00:30:00,699 - We're here to see on Christmas on Nightmare III. 652 00:30:00,699 --> 00:30:02,801 We're here to see Santa 653 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:04,536 versus the elves. 654 00:30:04,536 --> 00:30:05,437 Hey! 655 00:30:08,107 --> 00:30:09,241 We're seeing here. 656 00:30:09,241 --> 00:30:10,109 - [Adah] Aaron! 657 00:30:10,109 --> 00:30:11,377 Aaron. 658 00:30:11,377 --> 00:30:12,811 - We're just here to see Halloween. 659 00:30:12,811 --> 00:30:13,745 - Aaron. 660 00:30:13,745 --> 00:30:15,514 You better stop it right now. 661 00:30:15,514 --> 00:30:17,850 - [Aaron] We're here to see Christmas with the Halloweens. 662 00:30:17,850 --> 00:30:19,251 - [Adah] Aaron, look at me. 663 00:30:19,251 --> 00:30:20,652 - What the fuck? 664 00:30:21,787 --> 00:30:23,822 Can we calm down? 665 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:24,656 I love you. 666 00:30:24,656 --> 00:30:25,925 - No, I love you. 667 00:30:25,925 --> 00:30:27,126 You can't get into any more trouble, 668 00:30:27,126 --> 00:30:29,728 or else I'm gonna, I'm gonna call it off. 669 00:30:29,728 --> 00:30:31,030 I'm gonna call it off. - I'm married. 670 00:30:31,030 --> 00:30:31,931 Call what off? 671 00:30:31,931 --> 00:30:35,267 (people chattering) 672 00:30:35,267 --> 00:30:36,835 Ah, what do you got? 673 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:37,703 That ain't real! 674 00:30:37,703 --> 00:30:38,670 - Don't do that, son. 675 00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:39,638 - [Aaron] That rat ain't real! 676 00:30:39,638 --> 00:30:40,639 - I'll punch you in the mouth. 677 00:30:40,639 --> 00:30:42,041 - [Aaron] That rat ain't real! 678 00:30:42,041 --> 00:30:43,042 - [Adah] Please don't. 679 00:30:43,042 --> 00:30:45,277 - That rat ain't real! 680 00:30:45,277 --> 00:30:47,613 None of those rats is real! 681 00:30:49,181 --> 00:30:52,118 I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. 682 00:30:52,118 --> 00:30:53,886 Hey, fuck you, gold man! 683 00:30:53,886 --> 00:30:55,187 What the fuck? 684 00:30:55,187 --> 00:30:56,655 What? 685 00:30:56,655 --> 00:30:57,957 - You touch me, I'm gonna knock your shit off. 686 00:30:57,957 --> 00:30:59,291 - What, you wanna knock my shit off? 687 00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:00,526 Why? 688 00:31:00,526 --> 00:31:01,860 - [Woman] Smack that nigga with that crate. 689 00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,095 - What, what are you talkin' about, 690 00:31:03,095 --> 00:31:04,330 smack that nigga with that crate? 691 00:31:04,330 --> 00:31:06,065 Who the fuck says somethin' like that? 692 00:31:06,065 --> 00:31:07,733 Who the fuck says smack that nigga 693 00:31:07,733 --> 00:31:08,901 with that crate? 694 00:31:08,901 --> 00:31:12,304 (people chattering) 695 00:31:12,304 --> 00:31:15,541 Yeah, fuckin' run into traffic, bitch. 696 00:31:17,109 --> 00:31:18,010 What? 697 00:31:20,779 --> 00:31:23,015 Fuckin' Comedy Central. 698 00:31:23,015 --> 00:31:24,216 What, what, what? 699 00:31:24,216 --> 00:31:25,151 - [Man In Backpack] Gimme that fuckin' shit. 700 00:31:25,151 --> 00:31:27,253 - Comedy Central Presents. 701 00:31:27,253 --> 00:31:28,620 I fuck with who? 702 00:31:28,620 --> 00:31:30,889 Nah, you tell me it's right. 703 00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:32,724 You tell me it's right. 704 00:31:32,724 --> 00:31:34,493 You tell me it's right. 705 00:31:34,493 --> 00:31:36,095 Ah, fuck you. 706 00:31:36,095 --> 00:31:37,529 Fuck you, Bloomberg! 707 00:31:37,529 --> 00:31:39,465 What are you fuckin' talking about an ailment? 708 00:31:39,465 --> 00:31:40,532 Did you say somethin' about 709 00:31:40,532 --> 00:31:42,001 you're in a wheelchair? 710 00:31:42,001 --> 00:31:43,936 Did you say why are you in a wheelchair? 711 00:31:43,936 --> 00:31:45,504 - [Man In Hoodie] Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo. 712 00:31:45,504 --> 00:31:47,373 - Would you ever fuckin' say something like that, bitch? 713 00:31:47,373 --> 00:31:48,240 Would you? - Aaron. 714 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,309 - No, I'm not gonna let. 715 00:31:51,143 --> 00:31:52,678 Fuckin' asshole get away. 716 00:31:52,678 --> 00:31:53,579 Whoa! 717 00:32:00,819 --> 00:32:03,022 - [Woman] He loves you, he loves you. 718 00:32:03,022 --> 00:32:05,324 (laughing) 719 00:32:09,028 --> 00:32:09,861 - Aaron. 720 00:32:09,861 --> 00:32:12,864 * God bless America 721 00:32:12,864 --> 00:32:13,765 - What? 722 00:32:15,501 --> 00:32:16,402 Adah! 723 00:32:17,503 --> 00:32:18,404 Adah! 724 00:32:19,405 --> 00:32:20,306 Adah! 725 00:32:21,140 --> 00:32:22,774 Adah! 726 00:32:22,774 --> 00:32:23,675 Oh, fuck. 727 00:32:26,478 --> 00:32:27,513 Adah! 728 00:32:27,513 --> 00:32:29,948 (chuckling) 729 00:32:29,948 --> 00:32:31,450 This is my wife. 730 00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:33,552 This is my fuckin' wife. 731 00:32:33,552 --> 00:32:35,221 You like that shit? 732 00:32:36,322 --> 00:32:38,690 This is my fuckin' wife, everybody. 733 00:32:38,690 --> 00:32:39,591 This is my fuckin' wife. 734 00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:41,660 What, you got a problem? 735 00:32:46,198 --> 00:32:47,166 I love you. 736 00:32:49,535 --> 00:32:51,437 Oh, shit, I'm fallin'. 737 00:32:52,338 --> 00:32:55,174 This hurts my balls so much. 738 00:32:55,174 --> 00:32:56,075 It's okay. 739 00:33:00,979 --> 00:33:01,913 - [Adah] Oh, baby. 740 00:33:01,913 --> 00:33:03,049 Oh, baby. 741 00:33:03,049 --> 00:33:05,317 - [Aaron] Oh, shit. 742 00:33:05,317 --> 00:33:08,820 Oh, fuck. (shouts) 743 00:33:08,820 --> 00:33:09,755 Fuck. 744 00:33:09,755 --> 00:33:10,689 I don't know, I don't know how 745 00:33:10,689 --> 00:33:12,324 I'm gonna get out of this. 746 00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:13,259 Wait, no, no, no, no, no. 747 00:33:13,259 --> 00:33:14,726 Not like that, not like that. 748 00:33:14,726 --> 00:33:16,895 (shouts) 749 00:33:21,533 --> 00:33:22,368 - It's okay. 750 00:33:22,368 --> 00:33:25,037 (Aaron groans) 751 00:33:26,138 --> 00:33:27,206 - That hurt! 752 00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:32,144 Hurts really bad, it does. 753 00:33:32,144 --> 00:33:34,913 I hate Forever 21 so much. 754 00:33:34,913 --> 00:33:37,983 (people chattering) 755 00:33:39,017 --> 00:33:40,519 (indistinct) stick up your ass. 756 00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:43,589 (people chattering) 757 00:33:46,425 --> 00:33:50,462 Oh, God, look at that great view of the Olive Garden. 758 00:33:50,462 --> 00:33:53,332 - My whole body is my heart. 759 00:33:53,332 --> 00:33:55,234 - I mean, I'm super hard right now. 760 00:33:55,234 --> 00:33:57,869 (traffic hums) 761 00:34:08,013 --> 00:34:10,249 (moaning) 762 00:34:16,622 --> 00:34:18,224 Well, you wanna go see a Broadway show 763 00:34:18,224 --> 00:34:19,958 or something? - Yeah. 764 00:34:21,693 --> 00:34:23,929 (moaning) 765 00:35:07,739 --> 00:35:10,242 (screaming) 766 00:35:10,242 --> 00:35:12,578 (shouting) 767 00:35:16,548 --> 00:35:17,449 Oh, shit! 768 00:35:18,550 --> 00:35:21,853 (groaning and panting) 769 00:35:32,298 --> 00:35:34,600 (cackling) 770 00:35:36,235 --> 00:35:38,570 - You (indistinct)... 771 00:35:38,570 --> 00:35:41,373 ...mortals. 772 00:35:41,373 --> 00:35:44,343 It is I, 773 00:35:44,343 --> 00:35:47,513 the ancient demon 774 00:35:47,513 --> 00:35:53,385 Mephistopheles. 775 00:35:53,385 --> 00:35:56,588 You have conjured me up 776 00:35:56,588 --> 00:35:59,325 to lead you down 777 00:35:59,325 --> 00:36:02,694 your wicked path. 778 00:36:02,694 --> 00:36:04,162 - I didn't know that's what we were doing. 779 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:05,864 - What the fuck did you think we were doing? 780 00:36:05,864 --> 00:36:07,566 - I thought we were just fucking around. 781 00:36:07,566 --> 00:36:09,034 - Mephistopheles, 782 00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:10,902 it is I, Adah Shapiro, 783 00:36:10,902 --> 00:36:14,473 who birthed you from my mortal asshole, 784 00:36:14,473 --> 00:36:18,644 and it is we who are prepared to do your bidding. 785 00:36:19,678 --> 00:36:21,513 - Yeah, we'll do your bidding. 786 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:23,815 (cackling) 787 00:36:25,384 --> 00:36:31,990 - Your dark deeds will be done. 788 00:36:31,990 --> 00:36:33,725 Bring me some robes! 789 00:36:35,394 --> 00:36:38,664 And then we will 790 00:36:38,664 --> 00:36:42,968 have some fun. 791 00:36:42,968 --> 00:36:45,771 (growling) 792 00:36:45,771 --> 00:36:48,274 (whimpering) 793 00:36:55,080 --> 00:36:57,416 (giggling) 794 00:37:02,087 --> 00:37:03,322 - Oh, yeah. 795 00:37:03,322 --> 00:37:04,956 Yes, here's a booboo. 796 00:37:04,956 --> 00:37:07,293 Guess who's a little stinky. 797 00:37:07,293 --> 00:37:09,695 - This is betrayal. 798 00:37:09,695 --> 00:37:10,529 Do you know what I mean? 799 00:37:10,529 --> 00:37:12,163 This, 800 00:37:12,163 --> 00:37:13,865 this is fucking betrayal. 801 00:37:13,865 --> 00:37:15,267 This is like Cain and Abel shit. 802 00:37:15,267 --> 00:37:17,002 This is like Judas and fucking Jesus shit. 803 00:37:17,002 --> 00:37:18,837 This is like, this is like, I feel like I, 804 00:37:18,837 --> 00:37:20,706 I feel like I nurtured this guy. 805 00:37:20,706 --> 00:37:22,374 Like, I feel like, I feel like before he met me, 806 00:37:22,374 --> 00:37:23,208 he was nothing. 807 00:37:23,208 --> 00:37:24,443 Like, I feel like I, 808 00:37:24,443 --> 00:37:25,944 I feel like I made, I feel like I'm the fuck-- 809 00:37:25,944 --> 00:37:27,413 He's like my-- I'm the glassblower 810 00:37:27,413 --> 00:37:29,080 and he's like my fuckin' glass, you know what I mean? 811 00:37:29,080 --> 00:37:30,616 Like, I'm just-- (groans) 812 00:37:30,616 --> 00:37:31,850 It just makes me want to kill him. 813 00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:34,219 And, honestly, I-- What I'm imagining, 814 00:37:34,219 --> 00:37:36,955 it would require like a whole team of surgeons 815 00:37:36,955 --> 00:37:38,223 with no anesthetic! 816 00:37:38,223 --> 00:37:39,291 Like I'd fuckin'-- (groans) 817 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:40,826 - Adam, Adam! 818 00:37:40,826 --> 00:37:42,394 - So, Mephy, 819 00:37:42,394 --> 00:37:46,532 could you possibly show us something evil, maybe? 820 00:37:48,066 --> 00:37:53,138 (growling) 821 00:37:59,745 --> 00:38:01,680 - Oh my God. - Oh my God. 822 00:38:01,680 --> 00:38:03,114 - I can smell. 823 00:38:03,114 --> 00:38:04,616 - Oh my God. - Oh. 824 00:38:05,517 --> 00:38:06,352 Thank you so much. 825 00:38:06,352 --> 00:38:07,486 - I missed that. 826 00:38:07,486 --> 00:38:08,286 Thank you. - That was getting 827 00:38:08,286 --> 00:38:09,788 extremely irritating. 828 00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:11,122 - I wish there was a whole country of Aaron Marks, 829 00:38:11,122 --> 00:38:12,558 and I could be the dictator 830 00:38:12,558 --> 00:38:14,192 so I could commit a fuckin' genocide on them. 831 00:38:14,192 --> 00:38:17,863 I wanna drop sarin gas on the whole fucking country 832 00:38:17,863 --> 00:38:20,366 of fat, disgusting, slovenly, 833 00:38:22,901 --> 00:38:23,802 stupid... 834 00:38:24,936 --> 00:38:27,406 Oh my God, I just, I'll never recover from this. 835 00:38:27,406 --> 00:38:28,740 - [Analyst] Mm. 836 00:38:29,541 --> 00:38:31,910 - Do you need anything else? 837 00:38:35,313 --> 00:38:37,082 Well then, good night! 838 00:38:37,082 --> 00:38:39,084 All hail, all hail, all hail. 839 00:38:39,084 --> 00:38:40,386 All hail, all hail. - All hail, all hail. 840 00:38:40,386 --> 00:38:41,987 - All hail, all hail. - All hail, all hail. 841 00:38:41,987 --> 00:38:43,722 - All hail, all hail. - All hail, all hail. 842 00:38:43,722 --> 00:38:45,491 - All hail, all hail. - All hail, all hail. 843 00:38:45,491 --> 00:38:46,858 - Like, he was the guy that I saw being, like, 844 00:38:46,858 --> 00:38:50,228 friend, like when you're old, and, 845 00:38:50,228 --> 00:38:52,097 and, you know, and your family's gone, 846 00:38:52,097 --> 00:38:53,699 and, and... 847 00:38:53,699 --> 00:38:54,966 That, that you have one friend, 848 00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:57,235 and that's Aaron, like, 849 00:38:57,235 --> 00:38:59,671 like we would be old dudes, 850 00:38:59,671 --> 00:39:02,007 like talkin' about the good old days, 851 00:39:02,007 --> 00:39:04,943 and I feel like that's all evaporated. 852 00:39:04,943 --> 00:39:06,177 Like, I don't-- 853 00:39:07,513 --> 00:39:09,581 (sighs) 854 00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:12,050 It's okay, though, I guess. 855 00:39:12,050 --> 00:39:14,553 I guess I can make other friends. 856 00:39:15,654 --> 00:39:17,989 - Well, what if you join my group? 857 00:39:17,989 --> 00:39:19,525 - Why? 858 00:39:19,525 --> 00:39:21,993 - I just feel as though, uh, 859 00:39:21,993 --> 00:39:23,094 this type of sentiment, 860 00:39:23,094 --> 00:39:25,030 this type of connection, can be brought 861 00:39:25,030 --> 00:39:26,765 into a different setting, 862 00:39:26,765 --> 00:39:27,999 and you can make new connections 863 00:39:27,999 --> 00:39:29,735 and, and meet new people, 864 00:39:29,735 --> 00:39:30,902 and, and.... 865 00:39:30,902 --> 00:39:31,937 - Yeah, but I don't like people. 866 00:39:31,937 --> 00:39:33,038 I don't like, like I, 867 00:39:33,038 --> 00:39:33,972 I would be terrible. 868 00:39:33,972 --> 00:39:36,074 I don't wanna be around others. 869 00:39:36,074 --> 00:39:37,709 It's-- I'm good on my own. 870 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,310 I had one friend, now I have none. 871 00:39:39,310 --> 00:39:40,846 Zero's good for me 872 00:39:40,846 --> 00:39:42,347 in the friend department. 873 00:39:42,347 --> 00:39:43,749 - What about me? 874 00:39:43,749 --> 00:39:45,517 - Yeah, you're not really a friend, though. 875 00:39:45,517 --> 00:39:47,586 I mean, I wish we were friends. 876 00:39:47,586 --> 00:39:51,690 - Well, couldn't we be friends in the group? 877 00:39:51,690 --> 00:39:52,591 - Maybe. 878 00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:58,196 - [Aaron] Hey, uh, can I ask you a question? 879 00:39:58,196 --> 00:39:59,698 - Mm hmm. 880 00:39:59,698 --> 00:40:03,435 - [Aaron] What's uh, what, what's the plan with Mephy? 881 00:40:05,070 --> 00:40:06,572 - What do you mean? 882 00:40:06,572 --> 00:40:07,473 - I mean... 883 00:40:08,774 --> 00:40:12,944 what, what are you trying to get out of Mephy? 884 00:40:13,612 --> 00:40:14,713 Where is it leading? 885 00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:18,650 - She's around for a reason. 886 00:40:19,885 --> 00:40:21,620 - What's the reason? 887 00:40:23,689 --> 00:40:26,758 - [Adah] Shit, ow, fuck, burns your fingers. 888 00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:27,826 Shit! 889 00:40:27,826 --> 00:40:29,294 Oh my God. - Adah. 890 00:40:29,294 --> 00:40:30,862 Are you positive that he's even gonna come down this way? 891 00:40:30,862 --> 00:40:31,830 - Of course I'm positive. 892 00:40:31,830 --> 00:40:33,131 He only goes to one coffee shop, 893 00:40:33,131 --> 00:40:34,633 and it's that one. 894 00:40:34,633 --> 00:40:36,034 - Well, you think maybe he'll draw attention to us 895 00:40:36,034 --> 00:40:37,569 when he starts screaming like a little bitch? 896 00:40:37,569 --> 00:40:38,804 - This is covered in poppers. 897 00:40:38,804 --> 00:40:40,338 We'll put it over his face 898 00:40:40,338 --> 00:40:43,074 and he'll pass the fuck, ow, it fuckin' burns your fingers. 899 00:40:43,074 --> 00:40:45,877 - [Aaron] It doesn't burn at all. 900 00:40:47,846 --> 00:40:49,180 - Oh my God, there he is! 901 00:40:49,180 --> 00:40:50,982 There he is! 902 00:40:50,982 --> 00:40:53,018 Shit, but Patrick's with him. 903 00:40:53,018 --> 00:40:53,952 - [Aaron] Patrick who? 904 00:40:53,952 --> 00:40:54,920 - [Adah] My analyst. 905 00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:55,754 - [Aaron] My analyst? 906 00:40:55,754 --> 00:40:56,722 - Our analyst. 907 00:40:56,722 --> 00:40:57,689 - Shit. - Oh my God, 908 00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:58,990 he's gonna talk us through it. 909 00:40:58,990 --> 00:41:01,226 I don't wanna be analyzed anymore. 910 00:41:01,226 --> 00:41:02,728 - What now, genius? 911 00:41:02,728 --> 00:41:03,629 - Go get him! 912 00:41:03,629 --> 00:41:04,462 - [Adah] Go get him! 913 00:41:04,462 --> 00:41:05,396 - [Mephy] Go get him! 914 00:41:05,396 --> 00:41:09,134 (pounding death metal music) 915 00:41:40,799 --> 00:41:43,869 - Oh, I can't see through the blinds! 916 00:41:43,869 --> 00:41:47,172 Aaron, go over there and see what's up? 917 00:41:48,607 --> 00:41:49,507 - So I have this patient 918 00:41:49,507 --> 00:41:50,776 six to seven months. 919 00:41:50,776 --> 00:41:52,844 About four days ago, she comes in 920 00:41:52,844 --> 00:41:56,381 and she says, uh, two things in a row. 921 00:41:56,381 --> 00:41:59,618 Last night, I thought about five ways 922 00:41:59,618 --> 00:42:01,519 of committing suicide. 923 00:42:03,354 --> 00:42:05,056 And then follows it, 924 00:42:05,056 --> 00:42:07,092 looking at me in a very dreamy way, 925 00:42:07,092 --> 00:42:09,995 and saying, I'm obsessed with you. 926 00:42:11,429 --> 00:42:14,833 (Aaron panting) 927 00:42:14,833 --> 00:42:15,667 - What's up? 928 00:42:15,667 --> 00:42:16,602 - Group. 929 00:42:16,602 --> 00:42:17,803 - Group, what do you mean group? 930 00:42:17,803 --> 00:42:19,204 - Like sitting around in a group. 931 00:42:19,204 --> 00:42:21,339 Like, group therapy, that's what he's. 932 00:42:21,339 --> 00:42:22,307 He's in group therapy. 933 00:42:22,307 --> 00:42:24,442 - He really needs that. 934 00:42:24,442 --> 00:42:25,811 Shit! 935 00:42:25,811 --> 00:42:28,013 Shit, shit, shit. 936 00:42:28,013 --> 00:42:28,880 Oh my God, there he is! 937 00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:29,781 Aaron, go. 938 00:42:29,781 --> 00:42:30,716 Go talk to him. - Why me? 939 00:42:30,716 --> 00:42:32,183 - Because he hates you less. 940 00:42:32,183 --> 00:42:34,152 - God, he hates me plenty. - Go, go, go, go, go. 941 00:42:34,152 --> 00:42:35,320 - [Aaron] Hey. 942 00:42:35,320 --> 00:42:36,154 - Oh, hey. 943 00:42:36,154 --> 00:42:37,088 - [Aaron] What's up? 944 00:42:37,088 --> 00:42:38,556 - What's up? What are you, 945 00:42:38,556 --> 00:42:39,490 what are you doing here? - I was just walkin' around. 946 00:42:39,490 --> 00:42:40,291 I almost didn't recognize you. 947 00:42:40,291 --> 00:42:41,092 You look so, oh, dapper. 948 00:42:41,092 --> 00:42:41,793 - Oh, thanks, man. 949 00:42:41,793 --> 00:42:42,628 - [Aaron] Yeah. 950 00:42:42,628 --> 00:42:43,829 - Um. 951 00:42:43,829 --> 00:42:45,063 - [Aaron] Therapy, you're doin' therapy? 952 00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,164 - Yeah, actually, well, it's more like a group 953 00:42:46,164 --> 00:42:46,998 of analysts. 954 00:42:46,998 --> 00:42:47,833 - Oh, I've never tried. 955 00:42:47,833 --> 00:42:49,167 Oh, a group of analysts? 956 00:42:49,167 --> 00:42:50,669 - Yeah, yeah, kind of, 957 00:42:50,669 --> 00:42:52,003 it's kind of like an analytical-- 958 00:42:52,003 --> 00:42:55,807 I, I'm becoming a psychoanalyst, actually. 959 00:42:55,807 --> 00:42:57,042 So. 960 00:42:57,042 --> 00:42:58,309 - You're training to become a psychoanalyst? 961 00:42:58,309 --> 00:42:59,611 - Yeah, yeah. 962 00:42:59,611 --> 00:43:00,311 It's kind of a new direction for me. 963 00:43:00,311 --> 00:43:01,980 - Yeah, wow. 964 00:43:01,980 --> 00:43:03,348 Okay, hey. - Yeah, it was good to, 965 00:43:03,348 --> 00:43:04,582 good to see you. - Yeah, yeah, I gotta go, 966 00:43:04,582 --> 00:43:05,917 but, uh, I'll talk to you. - Yeah. 967 00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:06,818 Bye, man. 968 00:43:13,992 --> 00:43:16,327 - What'd you find out? 969 00:43:16,327 --> 00:43:20,565 - He's training to become a psychoanalyst. 970 00:43:20,966 --> 00:43:22,033 - Fuck! 971 00:43:22,868 --> 00:43:24,135 Why are you here? 972 00:43:24,135 --> 00:43:25,671 - [Aaron] I don't know why I'm here. 973 00:43:25,671 --> 00:43:26,838 - Literally, why are you here? - I have no idea why I'm here. 974 00:43:26,838 --> 00:43:27,505 - If you are not going to help me kill 975 00:43:27,505 --> 00:43:28,707 my brother? 976 00:43:28,707 --> 00:43:30,275 Help me kill my brother. 977 00:43:30,275 --> 00:43:31,509 - I'm not gonna do that. 978 00:43:31,509 --> 00:43:32,443 I'm not, I'm not even talking about this. 979 00:43:32,443 --> 00:43:33,679 - Yes you are! - I'm not. 980 00:43:33,679 --> 00:43:34,612 - You are talking about it right now. 981 00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:35,814 Let me ask you a question, okay? 982 00:43:35,814 --> 00:43:37,683 Let me ask you a very serious question. 983 00:43:37,683 --> 00:43:40,686 If you weren't down to do some evil shit with me, 984 00:43:40,686 --> 00:43:42,520 like kill my fucking brother, 985 00:43:42,520 --> 00:43:44,923 why did you help me conjure Mephy? 986 00:43:44,923 --> 00:43:47,358 - I didn't know you were gonna shit out a demon, okay? 987 00:43:47,358 --> 00:43:48,794 I wouldn't have signed off on that. 988 00:43:48,794 --> 00:43:50,461 I'm sorry, Mephy, but, 989 00:43:50,461 --> 00:43:52,731 I, I, I can't deal with this anymore. 990 00:43:52,731 --> 00:43:53,699 - Aaron. - Seriously. 991 00:43:53,699 --> 00:43:55,066 I shouldn't have gone along 992 00:43:55,066 --> 00:43:55,867 with it as much as I have. - Aaron, Aaron, 993 00:43:55,867 --> 00:43:57,302 let me say something 994 00:43:57,302 --> 00:43:59,370 that goes against my feminist views for a second. 995 00:43:59,370 --> 00:44:00,806 Man the fuck up 996 00:44:00,806 --> 00:44:02,007 and kill my brother with me! - Oh, fuck you, no! 997 00:44:02,007 --> 00:44:03,274 - Man the fuck up, okay? - I'm not, I'm not. 998 00:44:03,274 --> 00:44:05,410 It's a moral boundary that I'm not crossing, 999 00:44:05,410 --> 00:44:06,745 okay? - Moral boundary. 1000 00:44:06,745 --> 00:44:07,779 - I'm not, I'm not. - Swallow boundary. 1001 00:44:07,779 --> 00:44:08,780 - You know what, no, no, no. 1002 00:44:08,780 --> 00:44:10,015 Adah. 1003 00:44:10,015 --> 00:44:11,516 Your sexual bullshit is not gonna convince me 1004 00:44:11,516 --> 00:44:12,984 to kill anyone. 1005 00:44:12,984 --> 00:44:14,319 How weak do you 1006 00:44:15,553 --> 00:44:16,788 think I, I am? 1007 00:44:20,992 --> 00:44:23,729 (cackling) 1008 00:44:23,729 --> 00:44:24,629 - A patient that I don't think 1009 00:44:24,629 --> 00:44:26,832 I've brought in before. 1010 00:44:26,832 --> 00:44:28,934 Been seeing him a little over a year. 1011 00:44:28,934 --> 00:44:30,769 Says he's happy with his family. 1012 00:44:30,769 --> 00:44:32,003 He's got three children, 1013 00:44:32,003 --> 00:44:35,406 he's got a wife that he speaks very fondly of. 1014 00:44:35,406 --> 00:44:37,575 Every week, three times a week, 1015 00:44:37,575 --> 00:44:38,844 he, he, 1016 00:44:38,844 --> 00:44:42,247 he comes in like ready to work. 1017 00:44:42,247 --> 00:44:43,882 And this last week, 1018 00:44:44,682 --> 00:44:45,683 he came in, 1019 00:44:46,551 --> 00:44:47,452 and he, 1020 00:44:48,920 --> 00:44:51,189 I knew he had something to say 1021 00:44:51,189 --> 00:44:52,623 from the minute he sat down. 1022 00:44:52,623 --> 00:44:55,526 Like, something was gonna come out of this. 1023 00:44:55,526 --> 00:44:56,494 And he, um, 1024 00:44:58,463 --> 00:45:00,966 he said, "You know, this is going so well, 1025 00:45:00,966 --> 00:45:03,368 and I, I feel like I know you, 1026 00:45:03,368 --> 00:45:04,602 and that you know me, 1027 00:45:04,602 --> 00:45:06,404 and, but there's something 1028 00:45:06,404 --> 00:45:08,306 that I just, it's like 1029 00:45:10,108 --> 00:45:11,342 bothering me 1030 00:45:11,342 --> 00:45:13,311 because I don't think you'll ever 1031 00:45:13,311 --> 00:45:16,782 really know me until I show you my penis." 1032 00:45:18,516 --> 00:45:21,419 And, and, and, and, and, and it flashed through my mind, 1033 00:45:21,419 --> 00:45:23,688 him standing up and unzipping, 1034 00:45:23,688 --> 00:45:26,491 and pulling out his penis. 1035 00:45:26,491 --> 00:45:28,226 - [Analyst] Didn't you want someone else 1036 00:45:28,226 --> 00:45:29,861 in there with you? 1037 00:45:29,861 --> 00:45:31,429 - [Blonde Analyst] I didn't feel threatened. 1038 00:45:31,429 --> 00:45:33,131 I did not feel threatened. 1039 00:45:33,131 --> 00:45:34,399 - That's good. - How come? 1040 00:45:34,399 --> 00:45:37,302 - [Blonde Analyst] But I did feel angry. 1041 00:45:37,302 --> 00:45:39,237 After, like, this initial, 1042 00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:41,639 like, sexual, and then anger. 1043 00:45:41,639 --> 00:45:42,874 So I don't, you know, I mean, 1044 00:45:42,874 --> 00:45:44,342 that's like a whole, I don't know 1045 00:45:44,342 --> 00:45:46,477 if that has anything to do with him at all. 1046 00:45:46,477 --> 00:45:47,478 You know? 1047 00:45:47,478 --> 00:45:48,646 - [Analyst] Did you see it? 1048 00:45:48,646 --> 00:45:50,782 - I don't think he did. - Like reflected? 1049 00:45:50,782 --> 00:45:52,083 - [Blonde Analyst] No, he didn't. 1050 00:45:52,083 --> 00:45:53,251 You mean his penis? 1051 00:45:53,251 --> 00:45:54,552 - [Analyst] No, no, no. 1052 00:45:54,552 --> 00:45:56,754 Emotion reflected in his face 1053 00:45:56,754 --> 00:45:58,223 about what he saw in you. 1054 00:45:58,223 --> 00:45:59,657 - [Blonde Analyst] But he was watching me. 1055 00:45:59,657 --> 00:46:01,159 - [Analyst] So what'd you say? 1056 00:46:01,159 --> 00:46:02,794 - Well, I said, I said, 1057 00:46:02,794 --> 00:46:06,464 "Therapy is about talking through things" 1058 00:46:06,464 --> 00:46:07,332 and that 1059 00:46:08,399 --> 00:46:11,102 instead of showing me his penis, 1060 00:46:11,102 --> 00:46:13,004 why doesn't he tell me about his penis, 1061 00:46:13,004 --> 00:46:14,906 why doesn't he tell me all about his penis? 1062 00:46:14,906 --> 00:46:16,541 (knocking) 1063 00:46:16,541 --> 00:46:18,309 - [Adah] New York City Census Bureau. 1064 00:46:18,309 --> 00:46:19,544 - Door's open. 1065 00:46:20,478 --> 00:46:23,148 - On your knees, motherfuckers! 1066 00:46:24,715 --> 00:46:28,186 (shouting and gibbering) 1067 00:46:31,923 --> 00:46:33,291 Wait, 1068 00:46:33,291 --> 00:46:34,525 where's Adam? 1069 00:46:34,525 --> 00:46:35,760 - Oh, he had a migraine. 1070 00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:37,328 He didn't make it. 1071 00:46:41,166 --> 00:46:42,467 - See, 1072 00:46:42,467 --> 00:46:43,935 now that's phallic. 1073 00:46:43,935 --> 00:46:44,870 Right? 1074 00:46:44,870 --> 00:46:46,137 - [Patrick] Yes, absolutely. 1075 00:46:46,137 --> 00:46:48,373 - It looks very phallic, 1076 00:46:48,373 --> 00:46:51,176 but phallic woman to, 1077 00:46:51,176 --> 00:46:53,378 rather than man to, 1078 00:46:53,378 --> 00:46:54,212 don't you think? - Yes. 1079 00:46:54,212 --> 00:46:55,413 - Woman to group. 1080 00:46:55,413 --> 00:46:57,648 Are you thinking of penis envy in this case? 1081 00:46:57,648 --> 00:46:59,885 - Uh, I'm, I'm really not sure, 1082 00:46:59,885 --> 00:47:02,053 because it's gender blind, 1083 00:47:03,188 --> 00:47:06,324 it seems to be directed at all of us. 1084 00:47:07,525 --> 00:47:08,459 Um. 1085 00:47:08,459 --> 00:47:09,427 Who is she? 1086 00:47:10,561 --> 00:47:13,664 - That is a patient of mine. 1087 00:47:13,664 --> 00:47:15,233 - [Analyst] Who works with the Census, you mean? 1088 00:47:15,233 --> 00:47:17,035 - She does not work for the Census. 1089 00:47:17,035 --> 00:47:17,936 - Oh. - Oh. 1090 00:47:22,807 --> 00:47:23,708 - Hey. 1091 00:47:25,110 --> 00:47:26,611 - Hey. 1092 00:47:26,611 --> 00:47:27,512 - Um, 1093 00:47:29,514 --> 00:47:30,415 Mephy, um, 1094 00:47:31,816 --> 00:47:33,684 wanted me to tell you 1095 00:47:33,684 --> 00:47:35,720 that she had to 1096 00:47:35,720 --> 00:47:36,621 go. 1097 00:47:37,455 --> 00:47:38,456 - Go where? 1098 00:47:40,591 --> 00:47:42,827 - Eh, she wasn't specific. 1099 00:47:43,995 --> 00:47:46,397 The underworld, I assume. 1100 00:47:46,397 --> 00:47:48,399 Wherever she came from. 1101 00:47:53,538 --> 00:47:55,873 - So she's not coming back? 1102 00:47:57,808 --> 00:48:01,980 - (sighs) She's a demon, Adah. 1103 00:48:02,513 --> 00:48:03,581 I don't know. 1104 00:48:07,352 --> 00:48:08,419 - Oh my God. 1105 00:48:10,588 --> 00:48:12,257 - [Aaron] Don't get upset. 1106 00:48:12,257 --> 00:48:13,091 - Oh God. 1107 00:48:13,091 --> 00:48:14,892 - I mean, try not to. 1108 00:48:15,693 --> 00:48:16,594 Adah, 1109 00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:19,730 Adah. 1110 00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:21,199 She's a demon. 1111 00:48:21,199 --> 00:48:23,334 Adah, she's a, she can't-- 1112 00:48:37,548 --> 00:48:40,151 Adah, I need you to calm down. 1113 00:48:40,151 --> 00:48:41,052 Calm down. 1114 00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:43,321 Okay? 1115 00:48:44,589 --> 00:48:46,657 Adah, I know it's weird. 1116 00:48:50,328 --> 00:48:52,530 What do you think? 1117 00:48:52,530 --> 00:48:53,431 Huh? 1118 00:48:54,799 --> 00:48:56,067 Okay. 1119 00:48:56,067 --> 00:48:58,369 (snorting) 1120 00:49:00,338 --> 00:49:02,073 Do you feel better? 1121 00:49:02,073 --> 00:49:02,974 Huh? 1122 00:49:08,879 --> 00:49:10,948 - I don't feel anything. 1123 00:49:15,053 --> 00:49:17,355 (snorting) 1124 00:49:29,967 --> 00:49:30,868 - Nothin'. 1125 00:49:32,870 --> 00:49:34,405 What the fuck? 1126 00:49:34,405 --> 00:49:36,641 (hissing) 1127 00:49:56,994 --> 00:49:59,330 (gurgling) 1128 00:50:01,832 --> 00:50:04,069 (sighing) 1129 00:50:07,638 --> 00:50:09,874 What the fuck is going on? 1130 00:50:11,342 --> 00:50:14,245 (Aaron breathing) 1131 00:50:22,553 --> 00:50:25,723 - Your breathing sounds kind of loud. 1132 00:50:27,958 --> 00:50:30,261 - I'm breathing the same way I always do. 1133 00:50:30,261 --> 00:50:31,762 - This is louder. 1134 00:50:45,176 --> 00:50:46,077 Better. 1135 00:50:47,145 --> 00:50:49,480 (groaning) 1136 00:50:57,688 --> 00:50:59,524 Oh my God, Aaron, wake up. 1137 00:50:59,524 --> 00:51:01,126 It's 4:30 in the afternoon. 1138 00:51:01,126 --> 00:51:02,727 - Huh? - Oh, shit. 1139 00:51:02,727 --> 00:51:04,195 (gasping) 1140 00:51:04,195 --> 00:51:06,864 - Family dinner. - Family dinner. 1141 00:51:06,864 --> 00:51:07,898 - The patients are both sculptors, 1142 00:51:07,898 --> 00:51:08,833 and that's important. 1143 00:51:08,833 --> 00:51:11,236 She makes these, like, um. 1144 00:51:11,236 --> 00:51:12,470 They're hard to explain. 1145 00:51:12,470 --> 00:51:14,539 They're like, uh, animations that-- 1146 00:51:14,539 --> 00:51:15,706 Basically, they're like videos 1147 00:51:15,706 --> 00:51:16,874 that look like mountains, 1148 00:51:16,874 --> 00:51:18,643 or kind of like breasts, or-- 1149 00:51:18,643 --> 00:51:19,877 Actually, when she makes them, 1150 00:51:19,877 --> 00:51:21,812 she thinks of them in terms of sculpture. 1151 00:51:21,812 --> 00:51:22,747 To hear her describe it 1152 00:51:22,747 --> 00:51:24,349 is very, very interesting. 1153 00:51:24,349 --> 00:51:25,516 But, anyway, she's starting to get 1154 00:51:25,516 --> 00:51:27,418 some real attention for her work. 1155 00:51:27,418 --> 00:51:29,019 She was just written up in the Times. 1156 00:51:29,019 --> 00:51:31,356 The, um, Neue Museum's interested 1157 00:51:31,356 --> 00:51:32,357 in showing some of her pieces. 1158 00:51:32,357 --> 00:51:33,358 So it's very exciting, 1159 00:51:33,358 --> 00:51:35,326 and he's happy for her. 1160 00:51:37,962 --> 00:51:39,530 On the surface, right? 1161 00:51:39,530 --> 00:51:41,666 He's doing and saying all the right things 1162 00:51:41,666 --> 00:51:43,268 but, at the same time, he's become 1163 00:51:43,268 --> 00:51:46,271 completely just obsessed with the idea 1164 00:51:46,271 --> 00:51:47,538 of having a baby. 1165 00:51:47,538 --> 00:51:48,806 He was saying things like, sweetheart, 1166 00:51:48,806 --> 00:51:50,107 I think you can have it all. 1167 00:51:50,107 --> 00:51:51,376 I think you can have a career and a baby. 1168 00:51:51,376 --> 00:51:52,810 I'm even willing to be a stay-at-home dad, 1169 00:51:52,810 --> 00:51:54,545 which was kind of interesting he said that. 1170 00:51:54,545 --> 00:51:55,446 And 1171 00:51:56,614 --> 00:52:00,851 I just felt like him wanting a baby so badly 1172 00:52:01,386 --> 00:52:02,320 in this moment 1173 00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:04,121 had something to do with this, 1174 00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,557 you know, an underground rage, 1175 00:52:06,557 --> 00:52:08,526 an anger that I don't think 1176 00:52:08,526 --> 00:52:10,561 he's allowing himself to really feel 1177 00:52:10,561 --> 00:52:12,730 at his wife's success. 1178 00:52:12,730 --> 00:52:14,465 And I kept wanting to, 1179 00:52:14,465 --> 00:52:15,433 I kept wanting to bring that up, 1180 00:52:15,433 --> 00:52:17,302 but I just felt that I couldn't. 1181 00:52:17,302 --> 00:52:18,603 - You really listen to your instincts, 1182 00:52:18,603 --> 00:52:20,271 and I commend you for that. 1183 00:52:20,271 --> 00:52:23,508 I mean, that is the sign of a seasoned analyst. 1184 00:52:23,508 --> 00:52:25,910 He obviously wasn't ready to hear that. 1185 00:52:25,910 --> 00:52:27,144 I'm proud of you. 1186 00:52:27,144 --> 00:52:28,679 - Thanks, that's why I didn't say anything. 1187 00:52:28,679 --> 00:52:29,780 But they just were, kept, kept going at each other. 1188 00:52:29,780 --> 00:52:31,148 And then he revealed to me that 1189 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:32,717 they'd just gotten into a fender bender 1190 00:52:32,717 --> 00:52:34,585 on their way to the appointment with me. 1191 00:52:34,585 --> 00:52:35,820 She had been driving, 1192 00:52:35,820 --> 00:52:38,356 which is kind of an interesting metaphor, 1193 00:52:38,356 --> 00:52:40,958 and that that was probably adding to the level of anxiety, 1194 00:52:40,958 --> 00:52:42,360 and I went, "Wow, 1195 00:52:43,594 --> 00:52:45,463 that's fascinating." 1196 00:52:45,463 --> 00:52:46,531 Then I said, 1197 00:52:49,133 --> 00:52:50,034 "You know, 1198 00:52:52,237 --> 00:52:53,971 I just want you to know that it's been my impulse 1199 00:52:53,971 --> 00:52:55,540 to give you a hug." 1200 00:52:57,242 --> 00:53:00,378 And then she started to cry. 1201 00:53:00,378 --> 00:53:02,413 And I asked her, 1202 00:53:02,413 --> 00:53:04,915 "Is, is that something that you feel you need?" 1203 00:53:04,915 --> 00:53:06,551 And she said,"Yeah." 1204 00:53:07,418 --> 00:53:09,287 And then I asked her 1205 00:53:09,287 --> 00:53:11,289 if he had been affectionate at all 1206 00:53:11,289 --> 00:53:12,122 with her recently, 1207 00:53:12,122 --> 00:53:13,291 and she said, "No", 1208 00:53:13,291 --> 00:53:15,493 which is interesting, 1209 00:53:15,493 --> 00:53:18,162 and not really surprising. 1210 00:53:18,162 --> 00:53:19,397 And I was a little scared to say 1211 00:53:19,397 --> 00:53:20,865 that I felt this impulse to hug them, 1212 00:53:20,865 --> 00:53:22,032 'cause, you know, that, 1213 00:53:22,032 --> 00:53:23,568 I mean, that's an unorthodox thing to say, 1214 00:53:23,568 --> 00:53:24,802 but I was just so glad that I did 1215 00:53:24,802 --> 00:53:26,837 because it finally just got them, 1216 00:53:26,837 --> 00:53:28,373 them talking 1217 00:53:28,373 --> 00:53:30,140 about the relationship. 1218 00:53:30,140 --> 00:53:32,410 So, yeah, it was, it was an amazing session. 1219 00:53:32,410 --> 00:53:33,611 - [Mom] Well, I am blown away. 1220 00:53:33,611 --> 00:53:34,579 I mean, you should write this up. 1221 00:53:34,579 --> 00:53:36,046 It should go in a journal. 1222 00:53:36,046 --> 00:53:37,081 It's unreal. 1223 00:53:37,081 --> 00:53:39,116 I, I, you, you seem so seasoned. 1224 00:53:39,116 --> 00:53:40,351 - Thanks. 1225 00:53:40,351 --> 00:53:41,151 Yeah, I, I, I mean, I was very, very happy 1226 00:53:41,151 --> 00:53:42,019 with how I handled them. 1227 00:53:42,019 --> 00:53:45,423 (shouting and groaning) 1228 00:53:49,226 --> 00:53:50,495 Okay, okay. 1229 00:53:50,495 --> 00:53:53,298 Okay, no, no, no, no, help them, help them. 1230 00:53:53,298 --> 00:53:54,699 - Oh my God, Aaron, Aaron. 1231 00:53:54,699 --> 00:53:56,567 (gagging) 1232 00:53:56,567 --> 00:54:00,137 (muffled, droning voices) 1233 00:54:18,823 --> 00:54:19,724 - Mommy. 1234 00:54:20,625 --> 00:54:21,692 - Oh my God. 1235 00:54:23,361 --> 00:54:24,662 - Oh, Adah, Adah. 1236 00:54:24,662 --> 00:54:25,630 Oh, sweetie. 1237 00:54:25,630 --> 00:54:27,332 - Oh my God. - You're okay. 1238 00:54:27,332 --> 00:54:28,399 - Oh my God. 1239 00:54:29,300 --> 00:54:31,469 - [Dad] Sweetie, sweetie. 1240 00:54:32,269 --> 00:54:33,571 - We have you. 1241 00:54:33,571 --> 00:54:35,840 - [Dad] You're back. 1242 00:54:35,840 --> 00:54:37,207 Oh my God. 1243 00:54:37,207 --> 00:54:38,275 - Oh my God. 1244 00:54:40,010 --> 00:54:41,412 - Oh, thank God. 1245 00:54:43,247 --> 00:54:44,248 It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. 1246 00:54:44,248 --> 00:54:46,083 It's okay, it's okay. 1247 00:54:52,523 --> 00:54:53,791 That's fine, just rest. 1248 00:54:53,791 --> 00:54:54,692 Just rest. 1249 00:54:55,860 --> 00:54:57,395 - Where's Aaron? 1250 00:54:57,395 --> 00:54:59,897 - [Dad] He's okay, he's okay. 1251 00:55:06,604 --> 00:55:09,273 (Mom weeps) 1252 00:55:09,273 --> 00:55:10,174 - Mommy. 1253 00:55:11,876 --> 00:55:12,777 I'm okay. 1254 00:55:13,578 --> 00:55:15,312 - But I'm so happy. 1255 00:55:15,312 --> 00:55:16,213 So happy. 1256 00:55:17,715 --> 00:55:18,949 This is the best. 1257 00:55:18,949 --> 00:55:19,917 - [Dad] Oh no. 1258 00:55:19,917 --> 00:55:22,152 (weeping) 1259 00:55:35,900 --> 00:55:38,969 - He got a tumor from his cellphone? 1260 00:55:40,505 --> 00:55:42,607 - You have to remember the cottage, 1261 00:55:42,607 --> 00:55:44,008 the cottage in East Hampton. 1262 00:55:44,008 --> 00:55:46,977 The one by the, the roadside tea set. 1263 00:55:46,977 --> 00:55:48,913 - I, I think you, you have me confused 1264 00:55:48,913 --> 00:55:49,847 with someone. 1265 00:55:49,847 --> 00:55:51,181 - Oh, it was stunning, 1266 00:55:51,181 --> 00:55:54,151 and there was a, there was a Japanese garden 1267 00:55:54,151 --> 00:55:56,120 and amazing pool house. 1268 00:55:58,122 --> 00:55:59,390 Oh, yeah. 1269 00:55:59,390 --> 00:56:01,191 The last time that we went there was, 1270 00:56:01,191 --> 00:56:04,061 God, could it have been around the time 1271 00:56:04,061 --> 00:56:06,697 of the whole Monica Lewinsky thing? 1272 00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:10,234 Oh, Bill, big bad Bill. (chuckles) 1273 00:56:10,234 --> 00:56:13,671 Remember, we, we went on that glorious 1274 00:56:13,671 --> 00:56:16,040 midnight swim when you kids 1275 00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:17,908 were really, really little. 1276 00:56:17,908 --> 00:56:19,444 - My family never had a house in the Hamptons. 1277 00:56:19,444 --> 00:56:20,745 So you're thinkin' of somebody else. 1278 00:56:20,745 --> 00:56:22,079 I'm, I'm sorry. 1279 00:56:22,079 --> 00:56:23,280 - No, no, no, it's definitely you. 1280 00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:25,049 I, I remember that face. 1281 00:56:25,049 --> 00:56:26,183 I remember that pu-nam. 1282 00:56:26,183 --> 00:56:28,118 And, also, I remember your tush 1283 00:56:28,118 --> 00:56:30,354 because you had a big ole sunburn on it. 1284 00:56:30,354 --> 00:56:31,589 It was you. 1285 00:56:31,589 --> 00:56:34,291 Ah, you kids grow up way too fast for my taste. 1286 00:56:34,291 --> 00:56:36,193 - I've never been to the beach 1287 00:56:36,193 --> 00:56:38,463 in my entire life. 1288 00:56:38,463 --> 00:56:39,363 Ever. 1289 00:56:52,543 --> 00:56:53,944 Do you wanna go? 1290 00:56:55,179 --> 00:56:56,080 - Yeah. 1291 00:56:57,414 --> 00:56:58,749 We're gonna go. 1292 00:57:00,585 --> 00:57:01,452 - Are you coming back? 1293 00:57:01,452 --> 00:57:02,286 Are you coming back? 1294 00:57:02,286 --> 00:57:03,187 - Yeah. 1295 00:57:05,155 --> 00:57:05,990 I love you. 1296 00:57:05,990 --> 00:57:06,957 - Love you. 1297 00:57:14,465 --> 00:57:16,701 (speaking foreign language) 1298 00:57:16,701 --> 00:57:18,703 - Oh no, I don't, I don't, I don't. 1299 00:57:18,703 --> 00:57:20,337 I mean, look at me. 1300 00:57:22,306 --> 00:57:25,042 - My greatest fear is all this. 1301 00:57:25,042 --> 00:57:26,844 You know how cancer-phobic I am. 1302 00:57:26,844 --> 00:57:28,212 I can't believe it happened to me. 1303 00:57:28,212 --> 00:57:30,815 I thought phobias protected you. 1304 00:57:30,815 --> 00:57:33,050 - I really love your hat. 1305 00:57:33,050 --> 00:57:34,284 I love velvet. 1306 00:57:35,352 --> 00:57:37,522 - We were so good about all the vegetables. 1307 00:57:37,522 --> 00:57:41,158 They didn't have candy 'til they were like five. 1308 00:57:41,158 --> 00:57:44,394 I thought that would maybe set the stage. 1309 00:57:44,394 --> 00:57:46,497 You know, a little bit. 1310 00:57:46,497 --> 00:57:47,565 - Let me try it on. 1311 00:57:47,565 --> 00:57:49,667 Just let me try it on. 1312 00:57:49,667 --> 00:57:51,502 How do I look? 1313 00:57:51,502 --> 00:57:53,137 - I'm just really a little annoyed with him. 1314 00:57:53,137 --> 00:57:55,172 I mean, you know, he never used his earphones. 1315 00:57:55,172 --> 00:57:56,406 He didn't use speaker. 1316 00:57:56,406 --> 00:57:57,742 I've always said speaker, speaker. 1317 00:57:57,742 --> 00:57:59,343 - No one uses their earphones, nobody. 1318 00:57:59,343 --> 00:58:01,378 - Why are you making excuses for him? 1319 00:58:01,378 --> 00:58:02,913 You, you know. 1320 00:58:02,913 --> 00:58:04,815 Can't I be a little angry with him? 1321 00:58:04,815 --> 00:58:05,716 That's important. - All right, all right. 1322 00:58:05,716 --> 00:58:07,618 All right, let it out. 1323 00:58:07,618 --> 00:58:08,452 I'm sorry. 1324 00:58:08,452 --> 00:58:09,486 - It's okay. 1325 00:58:09,486 --> 00:58:11,522 (traffic hums) 1326 00:58:11,522 --> 00:58:13,223 - [Adah] Are you fucking with me right now? 1327 00:58:13,223 --> 00:58:14,491 - [Aaron] What? 1328 00:58:14,491 --> 00:58:15,626 - [Adah] Do you know what just happened? 1329 00:58:15,626 --> 00:58:16,894 I don't wanna fucking eat anything. 1330 00:58:16,894 --> 00:58:20,531 I'm fucking sick to my damn fucking stomach. 1331 00:58:21,566 --> 00:58:22,366 - [Aaron] I just meant the food there. 1332 00:58:22,366 --> 00:58:23,300 You weren't eating it. 1333 00:58:23,300 --> 00:58:25,235 - [Adah] Hold on, oh my God. 1334 00:58:25,235 --> 00:58:26,470 Oh, oh my God! 1335 00:58:28,172 --> 00:58:30,174 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, 1336 00:58:31,041 --> 00:58:33,277 whoa, whoa, whoa, hold on. 1337 00:58:34,511 --> 00:58:35,880 - Just keep moving. - The thing that just happened 1338 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:38,949 to me is that I realized that Mephy killed 1339 00:58:38,949 --> 00:58:40,484 Adam for us. 1340 00:58:40,484 --> 00:58:41,786 Mephy killed him. 1341 00:58:41,786 --> 00:58:43,253 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - Oh my God. 1342 00:58:43,253 --> 00:58:44,622 - No, no, no, no, no, no. - Oh my God, I can't, 1343 00:58:44,622 --> 00:58:46,256 I can't, I can't. - Adah, get up. 1344 00:58:46,256 --> 00:58:47,391 Do not cause a scene, okay? 1345 00:58:47,391 --> 00:58:48,292 Do not cause a scene. 1346 00:58:48,292 --> 00:58:49,526 There's no point in doing it. 1347 00:58:49,526 --> 00:58:51,696 - Oh my God. - Listen to me, listen to me. 1348 00:58:51,696 --> 00:58:53,798 - Oh my God, no, we killed him. 1349 00:58:53,798 --> 00:58:55,566 We did it, that's what happens. 1350 00:58:55,566 --> 00:58:56,834 - No, no, no. 1351 00:58:56,834 --> 00:58:58,202 Sorry, sorry. 1352 00:58:58,202 --> 00:58:59,536 Listen. 1353 00:58:59,536 --> 00:59:00,805 - Oh my God! 1354 00:59:00,805 --> 00:59:01,972 Oh my God. 1355 00:59:01,972 --> 00:59:03,440 Oh my God. 1356 00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:05,409 - Listen, that was an aborted mission, okay? 1357 00:59:05,409 --> 00:59:06,977 What we planned was very bad, 1358 00:59:06,977 --> 00:59:08,646 and it's good that it didn't happen. 1359 00:59:08,646 --> 00:59:09,814 It's bad that it did happen. 1360 00:59:09,814 --> 00:59:11,181 It's all, it's very freaky. 1361 00:59:11,181 --> 00:59:12,382 Stop! 1362 00:59:12,382 --> 00:59:13,483 Adah. 1363 00:59:13,483 --> 00:59:14,551 - Oh my God. 1364 00:59:16,220 --> 00:59:18,623 I killed my brother! - Stop, stop. 1365 00:59:18,623 --> 00:59:19,924 Stop, stop. 1366 00:59:19,924 --> 00:59:21,358 - I killed my brother. 1367 00:59:21,358 --> 00:59:22,426 I killed my brother. - Stop. 1368 00:59:22,426 --> 00:59:24,328 - I killed my brother. 1369 00:59:25,362 --> 00:59:26,263 Please. 1370 00:59:27,732 --> 00:59:29,700 You need to, you need to tell. 1371 00:59:29,700 --> 00:59:31,368 - Do you wanna get high? 1372 00:59:31,368 --> 00:59:32,670 - [Adah] Oh my God, do I wanna get high? 1373 00:59:32,670 --> 00:59:33,938 Yes, I wanna get high. 1374 00:59:33,938 --> 00:59:35,239 I wanna get high, I wanna get high, 1375 00:59:35,239 --> 00:59:36,506 I wanna get high, I wanna get high, 1376 00:59:36,506 --> 00:59:37,141 I wanna get high, I wanna get high! 1377 00:59:37,141 --> 00:59:38,308 - Don't scream. 1378 00:59:39,409 --> 00:59:40,244 - I want. 1379 00:59:40,244 --> 00:59:41,545 I think we did it. 1380 00:59:41,545 --> 00:59:43,347 We got it over there. 1381 00:59:48,986 --> 00:59:52,089 - [Aaron] (sighs) Do you wanna do it first, or? 1382 00:59:52,089 --> 00:59:55,826 - Mm, no, shouldn't we just do it together? 1383 00:59:55,826 --> 00:59:57,261 - Okay. 1384 00:59:57,261 --> 00:59:58,195 One, oh. 1385 00:59:58,195 --> 01:00:00,497 (snorting) 1386 01:00:07,004 --> 01:00:07,905 Nothin'. 1387 01:00:09,306 --> 01:00:10,140 - Nope. - Why did we think 1388 01:00:10,140 --> 01:00:10,975 this would work? 1389 01:00:10,975 --> 01:00:12,309 - I don't know. 1390 01:00:14,611 --> 01:00:16,013 - What the fuck? 1391 01:00:17,181 --> 01:00:18,615 Oh, hold on, wait, hold on. 1392 01:00:18,615 --> 01:00:21,952 (high-pitched droning) 1393 01:00:23,954 --> 01:00:24,789 - Are you? 1394 01:00:24,789 --> 01:00:25,622 Yeah. 1395 01:00:25,622 --> 01:00:26,891 I'm feelin'. 1396 01:00:26,891 --> 01:00:28,458 You want another? 1397 01:00:28,458 --> 01:00:30,761 (snorting) 1398 01:00:32,629 --> 01:00:33,530 It does take a second. 1399 01:00:33,530 --> 01:00:34,364 - It does. 1400 01:00:34,364 --> 01:00:35,599 That it does. 1401 01:00:35,599 --> 01:00:36,400 You forget that it takes a second. 1402 01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:37,634 - You do forget that, 1403 01:00:37,634 --> 01:00:38,335 but then you remember. - Do you want one more? 1404 01:00:38,335 --> 01:00:39,336 - Go again. 1405 01:00:39,336 --> 01:00:41,672 (snorting) 1406 01:00:42,606 --> 01:00:45,109 (giggling) 1407 01:00:45,109 --> 01:00:46,343 - It travels up. 1408 01:00:46,343 --> 01:00:47,712 - That it does. 1409 01:00:47,712 --> 01:00:48,645 That's my favorite feeling. (squeals) 1410 01:00:59,189 --> 01:01:01,091 Ew, baby, your breath. 1411 01:01:02,426 --> 01:01:04,028 Oh my God. 1412 01:01:04,028 --> 01:01:05,529 Oh my God. 1413 01:01:05,529 --> 01:01:08,866 Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God. 1414 01:01:08,866 --> 01:01:11,101 (screams) 1415 01:01:13,403 --> 01:01:15,305 (cackling) 1416 01:01:15,305 --> 01:01:19,209 (dramatic instrumental music) 1417 01:01:41,331 --> 01:01:44,268 - [Announcer] The following is rated TV-MA-LSV. 1418 01:01:44,268 --> 01:01:45,602 It contains strong language, 1419 01:01:45,602 --> 01:01:47,004 violence, and nudity. 1420 01:01:47,004 --> 01:01:49,673 It is intended only for mature audiences. 1421 01:01:49,673 --> 01:01:51,742 Viewer discretion advised. 1422 01:01:51,742 --> 01:01:54,311 (siren wails) 1423 01:02:00,550 --> 01:02:02,019 - [Aaron] There is no problem. 1424 01:02:02,019 --> 01:02:03,253 - [Adah] Yeah, I think other people call it a problem 1425 01:02:03,253 --> 01:02:05,355 'cause, you know, they don't agree 1426 01:02:05,355 --> 01:02:06,523 with our lifestyle. 1427 01:02:06,523 --> 01:02:08,859 That's not really relevant. 1428 01:02:09,794 --> 01:02:12,029 (farting) 1429 01:02:13,163 --> 01:02:14,464 - [Aaron] It opens the anus right up. 1430 01:02:14,464 --> 01:02:16,400 It's not just for gays. 1431 01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:17,902 It's a lot of fun, too. 1432 01:02:17,902 --> 01:02:19,336 You do it, and then it's like 1433 01:02:19,336 --> 01:02:21,906 I'm ready for a good time. 1434 01:02:21,906 --> 01:02:23,974 It's as simple as that. 1435 01:02:23,974 --> 01:02:25,876 - It really sickens me 1436 01:02:27,077 --> 01:02:30,247 to have seen the things that I've seen with Adah. 1437 01:02:30,247 --> 01:02:31,849 - Do you know what it's like to be a father 1438 01:02:31,849 --> 01:02:33,851 and watch your daughter 1439 01:02:33,851 --> 01:02:35,820 doing poppers right in your face? 1440 01:02:35,820 --> 01:02:38,122 - [Adah] Where are you? 1441 01:02:38,122 --> 01:02:39,523 - [Aaron] Dumb bitch. 1442 01:02:39,523 --> 01:02:41,758 (farting) 1443 01:02:42,626 --> 01:02:43,693 Get off. 1444 01:02:43,693 --> 01:02:46,063 - [Adah] Oh my God, get off me! 1445 01:02:46,063 --> 01:02:47,064 Fuck you! 1446 01:02:47,064 --> 01:02:48,332 - [Aaron] Fuckin' bitch. 1447 01:02:48,332 --> 01:02:49,867 - [Adah] Fuck you, you fucking whore. 1448 01:02:49,867 --> 01:02:52,202 Get out of my house! 1449 01:02:52,202 --> 01:02:54,471 The thing about poppers is 1450 01:02:54,471 --> 01:02:56,841 you wake up, you do poppers, 1451 01:02:56,841 --> 01:02:58,175 you eat lunch, 1452 01:02:58,175 --> 01:02:59,844 you don't eat lunch, 1453 01:02:59,844 --> 01:03:01,745 you do poppers. 1454 01:03:01,745 --> 01:03:05,582 You know, you just are always poppin' on poppers. 1455 01:03:05,582 --> 01:03:07,117 - [Aaron] A normal day for me, 1456 01:03:07,117 --> 01:03:09,253 wake up, do some poppers. 1457 01:03:10,620 --> 01:03:13,457 Then it's all kind of a blur after that, you know? 1458 01:03:13,457 --> 01:03:15,092 I do a lot more poppers, I'll tell ya that much, 1459 01:03:15,092 --> 01:03:17,627 and, uh, Adah's involved. 1460 01:03:17,627 --> 01:03:19,897 Work hard, party hard. 1461 01:03:19,897 --> 01:03:21,231 Someone's gotta pick that up. 1462 01:03:21,231 --> 01:03:23,500 (snorting) 1463 01:03:23,500 --> 01:03:24,434 And give it back. 1464 01:03:24,434 --> 01:03:26,570 No pocketing these things. 1465 01:03:27,905 --> 01:03:31,876 - When she was a baby, she was like really quiet. 1466 01:03:32,977 --> 01:03:35,079 And, um, she was like the sweetest, 1467 01:03:36,513 --> 01:03:40,750 most easy child a mother could ever imagine having. 1468 01:03:41,618 --> 01:03:42,887 - You know, if I think about Adah 1469 01:03:42,887 --> 01:03:44,454 and what she was like as a little kid, 1470 01:03:44,454 --> 01:03:46,323 I don't see any signs. 1471 01:03:46,323 --> 01:03:48,292 You know, I would walk her to school, 1472 01:03:48,292 --> 01:03:50,827 hand-in-hand, we'd be, 1473 01:03:50,827 --> 01:03:52,997 she'd be skipping, and we'd be singing, 1474 01:03:52,997 --> 01:03:55,966 skip, skip, skip to my school. 1475 01:03:55,966 --> 01:03:56,901 What's more exciting? 1476 01:03:56,901 --> 01:03:57,868 Going to the first day of school 1477 01:03:57,868 --> 01:03:59,569 or the first day of camp? 1478 01:03:59,569 --> 01:04:00,871 - First day of school. 1479 01:04:00,871 --> 01:04:02,272 - [Anthony] And why? 1480 01:04:02,272 --> 01:04:04,108 - Because I like it better. 1481 01:04:04,108 --> 01:04:06,510 - [Anthony] What's better about school than camp? 1482 01:04:06,510 --> 01:04:07,411 - I don't know. 1483 01:04:07,411 --> 01:04:08,312 I just-- 1484 01:04:09,479 --> 01:04:10,414 - It's really strange. 1485 01:04:10,414 --> 01:04:11,481 I mean, I'm a psychoanalyst. 1486 01:04:11,481 --> 01:04:13,317 I really thought that, you know, 1487 01:04:13,317 --> 01:04:14,518 that I was on top of things, 1488 01:04:14,518 --> 01:04:16,220 but I really, I think my problem is 1489 01:04:16,220 --> 01:04:18,522 that I loved my children too much. 1490 01:04:18,522 --> 01:04:20,190 I really fucked up. 1491 01:04:21,091 --> 01:04:23,627 When she got to college, 1492 01:04:23,627 --> 01:04:27,464 I think that's when she started experimenting. 1493 01:04:27,464 --> 01:04:31,701 Then there's the whole thing with, uh, Aaron. 1494 01:04:32,502 --> 01:04:35,705 (dramatic instrumental music) 1495 01:04:36,773 --> 01:04:38,008 She got crazy. 1496 01:04:41,078 --> 01:04:43,780 - Abomination, abomination. 1497 01:04:43,780 --> 01:04:47,451 - Okay, partly right, partly right. 1498 01:04:47,451 --> 01:04:49,153 - [Anne] She fell into the wrong crowd. 1499 01:04:49,153 --> 01:04:50,454 - I am a demon. 1500 01:04:53,790 --> 01:04:54,691 And 1501 01:04:55,659 --> 01:04:57,527 I suppose I am 1502 01:04:57,527 --> 01:05:00,397 very, very evil. 1503 01:05:04,801 --> 01:05:06,036 - Just love that feeling. 1504 01:05:06,036 --> 01:05:09,406 I just don't get it any other way. 1505 01:05:09,406 --> 01:05:10,840 On the list of priorities, 1506 01:05:10,840 --> 01:05:13,143 man, it's poppers, and then everything else. 1507 01:05:13,143 --> 01:05:15,980 (siren chirps) 1508 01:05:15,980 --> 01:05:16,880 - Who am I 1509 01:05:18,315 --> 01:05:21,418 in relation to everything else? 1510 01:05:21,418 --> 01:05:23,887 How do my race, my sexuality, 1511 01:05:24,921 --> 01:05:27,424 and my economic background 1512 01:05:27,424 --> 01:05:28,725 affect 1513 01:05:28,725 --> 01:05:29,926 me 1514 01:05:29,926 --> 01:05:31,628 and those with whom I share 1515 01:05:31,628 --> 01:05:33,730 this profoundly mistreated planet? 1516 01:05:33,730 --> 01:05:36,766 Well, you know, I used to have dreams 1517 01:05:36,766 --> 01:05:39,003 like everyone else, but, uh, 1518 01:05:39,003 --> 01:05:40,437 you know, I don't really give a shit. 1519 01:05:40,437 --> 01:05:43,107 Just havin' a good time, as I said, so... 1520 01:05:43,107 --> 01:05:45,309 - [Interviewer] Any advice for, like, young kids 1521 01:05:45,309 --> 01:05:47,077 watching this program? 1522 01:05:47,077 --> 01:05:48,378 - Just fuck it, just don't care 1523 01:05:48,378 --> 01:05:50,947 about what anyone says. 1524 01:05:50,947 --> 01:05:53,917 And, uh, be your own boss, like me. 1525 01:05:55,919 --> 01:05:58,355 - We were dealing with, uh, 1526 01:05:58,355 --> 01:05:59,723 a loss in the family. 1527 01:05:59,723 --> 01:06:00,724 Her brother 1528 01:06:01,725 --> 01:06:03,627 has died not long ago. 1529 01:06:05,929 --> 01:06:06,763 Great! 1530 01:06:06,763 --> 01:06:08,798 - [Anthony] Yay! 1531 01:06:08,798 --> 01:06:09,899 We love you, buddy. 1532 01:06:09,899 --> 01:06:12,336 - I, myself, feel like I am 1533 01:06:12,336 --> 01:06:14,238 mourning two children. 1534 01:06:15,172 --> 01:06:17,441 They were the best, 1535 01:06:17,441 --> 01:06:18,542 just the best kids, 1536 01:06:18,542 --> 01:06:19,943 and they're gone. 1537 01:06:19,943 --> 01:06:21,678 And, and we can't get Adam back, 1538 01:06:21,678 --> 01:06:25,915 but I'm really hoping we can get Adah back. 1539 01:06:26,583 --> 01:06:27,651 I'm really hoping. 1540 01:06:28,652 --> 01:06:30,187 - There is an element, uh, 1541 01:06:30,187 --> 01:06:31,955 where I failed them as an analyst. 1542 01:06:31,955 --> 01:06:34,491 That is, that is absolutely the case. 1543 01:06:34,491 --> 01:06:36,693 But I think, today 1544 01:06:36,693 --> 01:06:38,428 will be the beginning of a new chapter 1545 01:06:38,428 --> 01:06:40,430 for all of us, including me, 1546 01:06:40,430 --> 01:06:42,799 and I can really be helpful to them, 1547 01:06:42,799 --> 01:06:44,768 finally, in their journey. 1548 01:06:44,768 --> 01:06:45,835 - How do I feel about people in my life 1549 01:06:45,835 --> 01:06:47,504 tryin' to get me help? 1550 01:06:47,504 --> 01:06:48,705 Annoyed. 1551 01:06:48,705 --> 01:06:49,773 "Leave me alone." 1552 01:06:49,773 --> 01:06:50,707 That's what I say to them. 1553 01:06:50,707 --> 01:06:52,242 That's what I'll say to you. 1554 01:06:52,242 --> 01:06:54,844 I don't even know what the fuck's goin' on right now. 1555 01:06:54,844 --> 01:06:57,414 I don't know who you are or what this is. 1556 01:06:57,414 --> 01:06:59,116 But I'm tired of it. 1557 01:06:59,116 --> 01:07:01,618 And I want the money I was promised. 1558 01:07:01,618 --> 01:07:03,387 Soon. (farting) 1559 01:07:03,387 --> 01:07:04,621 - [Anthony] I'm a little unclear 1560 01:07:04,621 --> 01:07:05,889 about what exactly is gonna happen. 1561 01:07:05,889 --> 01:07:07,591 I mean, how, what's, what, what exactly 1562 01:07:07,591 --> 01:07:09,159 are you expecting from us? 1563 01:07:09,159 --> 01:07:10,960 - No matter what they tell us, 1564 01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:12,696 reasons that they don't have to go to treatment, 1565 01:07:12,696 --> 01:07:13,897 that they're not crazy, 1566 01:07:13,897 --> 01:07:15,799 that they're not needing of anything, 1567 01:07:15,799 --> 01:07:17,401 we go back at them, and we say, 1568 01:07:17,401 --> 01:07:19,002 "You do need treatment. No matter what, 1569 01:07:19,002 --> 01:07:20,370 we are gonna get you there." - That makes sense. 1570 01:07:20,370 --> 01:07:21,938 That makes sense. 1571 01:07:21,938 --> 01:07:23,140 - You're 100% in this? 1572 01:07:23,140 --> 01:07:25,509 - 100%, I'm very on board. 1573 01:07:25,509 --> 01:07:27,043 On board with you. 1574 01:07:27,043 --> 01:07:28,712 - But, Mom, I'm not feeling it. 1575 01:07:28,712 --> 01:07:31,014 Are you willing to risk the relationship 1576 01:07:31,014 --> 01:07:33,783 with your daughter to get her to go to treatment? 1577 01:07:33,783 --> 01:07:36,253 - Risk the relationship with my daughter? 1578 01:07:36,253 --> 01:07:37,887 That, that's ludicrous. 1579 01:07:37,887 --> 01:07:39,089 I'm an attachment parent. 1580 01:07:39,089 --> 01:07:40,357 - What are you talking about? 1581 01:07:40,357 --> 01:07:41,291 - I would never-- - You may have to. 1582 01:07:41,291 --> 01:07:42,626 You may have to do exactly that. 1583 01:07:42,626 --> 01:07:43,893 - That's not my way of living. 1584 01:07:43,893 --> 01:07:44,894 I don't believe in that. - If you're not willing 1585 01:07:44,894 --> 01:07:46,096 to do that, you may lose her! 1586 01:07:46,096 --> 01:07:47,297 How else are we gonna get her back? 1587 01:07:47,297 --> 01:07:48,832 - That is not who we are. 1588 01:07:48,832 --> 01:07:49,633 - This is why we're here! - That is not who we are! 1589 01:07:49,633 --> 01:07:50,300 - Mom, excuse me. 1590 01:07:50,300 --> 01:07:51,601 Mother, Dad. 1591 01:07:51,601 --> 01:07:52,502 Dad. 1592 01:07:54,171 --> 01:07:55,905 Let me reframe this. 1593 01:07:56,873 --> 01:07:59,776 Mom, it's a secret between us, 1594 01:07:59,776 --> 01:08:02,379 but all you have to do is sell her 1595 01:08:02,379 --> 01:08:05,615 on the feeling that you will reject her. 1596 01:08:05,615 --> 01:08:06,750 - Well, that I will do. - If she doesn't go 1597 01:08:06,750 --> 01:08:07,784 to treatment. - I can do that. 1598 01:08:07,784 --> 01:08:09,052 I can do that. 1599 01:08:09,052 --> 01:08:09,986 - It's not a simple sale. - Stop it. 1600 01:08:09,986 --> 01:08:11,054 Stop trying to control me. 1601 01:08:11,054 --> 01:08:12,021 - I'm not, I'm just giving you-- 1602 01:08:12,021 --> 01:08:13,290 - Be quiet. 1603 01:08:13,290 --> 01:08:15,192 - Listen, this is a deep life (indistinct). 1604 01:08:15,192 --> 01:08:17,394 She is gone. 1605 01:08:17,394 --> 01:08:19,796 If you don't do this, she will not be back. 1606 01:08:19,796 --> 01:08:20,730 - She knows. 1607 01:08:20,730 --> 01:08:24,368 (dramatic instrumental music) 1608 01:08:24,368 --> 01:08:25,535 - Yeah, okay. 1609 01:08:27,504 --> 01:08:28,338 They're comin'. 1610 01:08:28,338 --> 01:08:29,239 - Oh, boy. 1611 01:08:30,174 --> 01:08:31,074 Oh, dear. 1612 01:08:31,074 --> 01:08:32,542 - Let's just get, let's. 1613 01:08:32,542 --> 01:08:35,579 (dramatic instrumental music) 1614 01:08:35,579 --> 01:08:36,646 - [Adah] Where are we? 1615 01:08:36,646 --> 01:08:38,548 (dramatic instrumental music) 1616 01:08:38,548 --> 01:08:41,385 Will you please tell me where the fuck we are, please? 1617 01:08:41,385 --> 01:08:42,519 - [Patrick] This is an intervention. 1618 01:08:42,519 --> 01:08:43,353 (farting) 1619 01:08:43,353 --> 01:08:44,288 - [Adah] Oh my God. 1620 01:08:44,288 --> 01:08:46,623 (shouting) 1621 01:08:53,563 --> 01:08:54,931 - [Patrick] Come on, come on. 1622 01:08:54,931 --> 01:08:58,268 (shouting and farting) 1623 01:09:01,037 --> 01:09:03,307 - Do not use that language. 1624 01:09:04,608 --> 01:09:05,875 - You can't scream like that at us. 1625 01:09:05,875 --> 01:09:07,143 It's not okay. 1626 01:09:07,143 --> 01:09:08,978 And, Aaron, I know you don't like us. 1627 01:09:08,978 --> 01:09:10,847 - Adah, you need to calm down right now. 1628 01:09:10,847 --> 01:09:12,115 Adah, listen. 1629 01:09:12,115 --> 01:09:13,082 I won't touch you, just don't hit me. 1630 01:09:13,082 --> 01:09:13,983 (farting) 1631 01:09:13,983 --> 01:09:15,285 - [Patrick] It's okay. 1632 01:09:15,285 --> 01:09:17,086 We are here because we love you. 1633 01:09:17,086 --> 01:09:18,355 (farting) 1634 01:09:18,355 --> 01:09:19,623 - You are the most unique individual. 1635 01:09:19,623 --> 01:09:20,890 I know it seems like a while 1636 01:09:20,890 --> 01:09:22,259 since you've been yourself, 1637 01:09:22,259 --> 01:09:25,362 but you are the most precious person we have, 1638 01:09:25,362 --> 01:09:27,331 and we are going to do whatever it takes, 1639 01:09:27,331 --> 01:09:29,699 including cutting you out of our lives. 1640 01:09:29,699 --> 01:09:31,235 - [Patrick] Aaron, sit, Aaron. 1641 01:09:31,235 --> 01:09:33,102 - [Adah] Aaron, come back, Aaron! 1642 01:09:33,102 --> 01:09:34,037 Where are you? 1643 01:09:34,037 --> 01:09:36,740 (dramatic instrumental music) 1644 01:09:36,740 --> 01:09:37,974 - Whatever it takes. 1645 01:09:37,974 --> 01:09:40,244 We will even cut you out of our lives. 1646 01:09:40,244 --> 01:09:41,077 - That's right. 1647 01:09:41,077 --> 01:09:41,911 - We will cut you out, 1648 01:09:41,911 --> 01:09:42,746 and I mean it. 1649 01:09:42,746 --> 01:09:44,013 - 30 days of sobriety. 1650 01:09:44,013 --> 01:09:46,650 That is our only request. 1651 01:09:46,650 --> 01:09:48,318 We need that to happen. 1652 01:09:48,318 --> 01:09:49,419 - [Anthony] We love you so much. 1653 01:09:49,419 --> 01:09:50,254 Please. 1654 01:09:50,254 --> 01:09:52,088 - If you wanna reset. 1655 01:09:54,824 --> 01:09:56,092 Do not pull her. 1656 01:09:56,092 --> 01:09:57,527 Aaron, do not pull her. 1657 01:09:57,527 --> 01:09:59,829 Aaron, do not pull her. 1658 01:09:59,829 --> 01:10:00,764 - Here, here. 1659 01:10:00,764 --> 01:10:02,098 - I need you both to agree. 1660 01:10:02,098 --> 01:10:03,700 We're all holding hands together. 1661 01:10:03,700 --> 01:10:06,670 Aaron, will you do this for Adah? 1662 01:10:06,670 --> 01:10:07,904 (farting) 1663 01:10:07,904 --> 01:10:08,705 Please don't talk to me like that. 1664 01:10:08,705 --> 01:10:10,607 Will you do it for Adah? 1665 01:10:13,443 --> 01:10:14,711 Adah? 1666 01:10:14,711 --> 01:10:16,480 (farting) 1667 01:10:16,480 --> 01:10:18,615 Will you do it for Aaron? 1668 01:10:21,017 --> 01:10:21,918 Please. 1669 01:10:24,654 --> 01:10:25,589 Aaron. - Can you help him? 1670 01:10:25,589 --> 01:10:26,523 - [Man] Let's go. 1671 01:10:26,523 --> 01:10:27,324 - Let them hug each other, 1672 01:10:27,324 --> 01:10:28,558 let them hug each other. 1673 01:10:28,558 --> 01:10:29,559 - [Aaron] Uh, uh, that can get out of control. 1674 01:10:29,559 --> 01:10:30,627 That can get out of control! 1675 01:10:30,627 --> 01:10:31,561 - Aaron, let her go! 1676 01:10:31,561 --> 01:10:32,562 - That can get out of control. 1677 01:10:32,562 --> 01:10:33,297 - Let her go! - Stop, stop. 1678 01:10:33,297 --> 01:10:34,163 Adah, Adah. 1679 01:10:34,163 --> 01:10:35,765 Adah, Adah. 1680 01:10:35,765 --> 01:10:37,534 Please, Adah, Adah. 1681 01:10:37,534 --> 01:10:38,368 Adah. 1682 01:10:38,368 --> 01:10:39,202 (shouting) 1683 01:10:39,202 --> 01:10:41,438 (beeping) 1684 01:10:44,608 --> 01:10:47,010 - [Adah] Mommy, Daddy, Aaron and I just wanted to say 1685 01:10:47,010 --> 01:10:48,278 thank you... 1686 01:10:48,278 --> 01:10:49,513 - [Aaron] For helping us clean up our act, 1687 01:10:49,513 --> 01:10:51,114 and I just can't tell you how amazing 1688 01:10:51,114 --> 01:10:52,616 it feels to be sober. 1689 01:10:52,616 --> 01:10:53,450 It, it's incredible. 1690 01:10:53,450 --> 01:10:54,784 - It really, really is! 1691 01:10:54,784 --> 01:10:56,453 - Well, I know we staged the intervention, 1692 01:10:56,453 --> 01:10:57,287 and it wasn't easy, 1693 01:10:57,287 --> 01:10:58,522 but you did the work. 1694 01:10:58,522 --> 01:11:00,189 - Yeah, I'm really proud of both of you. 1695 01:11:00,189 --> 01:11:01,391 - [Adah] Well, there's one more thing 1696 01:11:01,391 --> 01:11:03,126 we wanted to tell you. - What, honey? 1697 01:11:03,126 --> 01:11:04,294 - [Adah] We're pregnant! 1698 01:11:04,294 --> 01:11:05,228 - Pregnant? 1699 01:11:05,228 --> 01:11:06,696 We're gonna be grandparents! 1700 01:11:06,696 --> 01:11:07,864 Oh, oh, my. 1701 01:11:07,864 --> 01:11:10,500 Another little asshole in the family! 1702 01:11:10,500 --> 01:11:11,668 It's perfect. 1703 01:11:13,202 --> 01:11:14,203 - It's so exciting. 1704 01:11:14,203 --> 01:11:16,706 (chattering) 1705 01:11:20,243 --> 01:11:24,147 (cheerful instrumental music) 1706 01:12:13,830 --> 01:12:18,067 (moves into pounding death metal music)